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00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
00:17If I were you I wouldn't listen
00:20like
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00:24Right
00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
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04:21Yeah, I miss it too.
04:24But that's why we have memories.
04:27We can revisit all those times that we did have.
04:32All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs,
04:36and, you know, it's like a movie.
04:38We can play it over and over as many times as we want
04:46in our minds. You know what I mean?
04:49I do. Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river,
05:29but not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38Yeah.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinsets still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48Nah, you call. I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
05:55Yeah.
06:16I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls volleyball
06:25will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factored in how this affects anyone else,
06:31even a little.
06:33Fucking school.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38This is going to have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us, okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
06:57Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:19Hey.
07:20Hey.
07:28Where'd you find Cream?
07:29Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39Found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress,
07:50and that's exactly what I got you.
07:52Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54He said to walk over at noon.
07:56How are they going to get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
08:01They just said it was handled.
08:05About two hours, Preston wrote a chapter on telling time
08:11from the son's position.
08:13It's alarmingly accurate.
08:17The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:22When?
08:24Tonight.
08:26Okay.
08:28They need closure, honey.
08:30They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives, and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:41He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorers Club.
08:46Okay.
08:46Just have at the apartment.
08:49Have Corbon.
08:52Cater.
08:53They love that place.
08:55I already called.
08:57You're fine back, too.
09:02I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber
09:07is going to abduct me and hold me in his basement for ransom.
09:11Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking?
09:25No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some lead in that coffee.
09:49Oh.
09:49Well, now you're talking.
10:13Okay.
10:14I'll give you some more.
10:16Not bad.
10:16Okay.
10:18Okay.
10:47Okay.
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:25It's better than nothing.
11:28No, thanks.
11:43He's all in the water.
11:44I'm sorry.
11:44Can I have some more?
11:44I think so.
11:44I'm sorry.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Come on.
12:12Sorry.
12:18Sorry, but it's not.
12:19That's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin.
12:28You'll never know.
12:30It's not.
12:33Let's go.
12:44Come on.
12:46Let's go.
12:47Do it.
12:48Go.
12:49Go.
12:50Go.
12:52Go.
12:55Go.
13:11Okay, boy.
13:27Watch your hand, don't you?
14:21Mrs. Clapper, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:24Mrs. Clapper, is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot, I didn't, I...
14:34Uh, this one will be San's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:47We, um...
14:48This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:54Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss.
15:28And we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:42They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17I'll be in.
16:20If anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:49I guess that's it then.
16:53Um.
16:56So, what happens now?
16:58We'll take care of everything.
17:05Wait, that's it?
17:05That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07If he has nothing to say, then say it, Paige.
17:09I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's our point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29God damn you for taking it from us.
18:01Everyone deals with the different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11Who can blame them?
18:14I don't know who can blame them.
18:45I don't know who can blame them.
18:47Everyone goes for that.
18:49We know I don't know who can blame them.
18:55I don't know who can blame them.
19:00they they'll kill them like therapy
19:01so they can't complain them.
19:02How can they be alive?
19:03They really are all sadists,
19:03I don't know who doesn't have to be alive now.
19:05They're all sadists,
19:11pretty sneaky trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody oh I I I didn't know anyone would
19:19care I we let you have the funeral we will not be denied our feast when they decided to build
19:28these cabins they wanted to do it all themselves mill the wood frame it rough in the electric the
19:34whole deal look at the bottom of me they're sitting on railroad ties and I could not figure out what
19:41in the hell purpose that would serve and I told them they're gonna be colder than the devil in
19:45winter and every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else gonna set up shop underneath them well
19:50Preston just looked at me and nodded didn't say a word about six months later tax assessor comes by
19:57my place and says have you seen these cabins they built next door I said I had and he asked
20:02me if
20:02I'd ever seen him move I said move what do you what do you mean move tax assessor says when
20:09he tried
20:09to put a value on them your husband said they was mobile homes you pick them up with a forklift
20:15and
20:16move them and ask me if I'd ever seen them be mobile well I told them yeah they haul them
20:21all over the
20:22place and if you look at the back of that outhouse your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and
20:28said that son of a bitch was mobile too he did not want to pay any taxes I wondered what
20:35those were
20:35for Preston always had issues with authority wheels on outhouse never seen anything like it no
20:45Indian tacos good stuff awesome how about some of those cookies good choice I was thinking like
20:55three what's your mom gonna say about that I'm not gonna say anything because she's not gonna see me
21:02eat him let's keep this between us I think that's a good idea thank you for today means more than
21:23you
21:23know someone had to do it for me I know what it means sorry it had to be done
21:32we're flying out tonight girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my word
21:37but
21:41I'd like to come back
21:44or dare I invite you to New York well the only way you get me to New York is if
21:50it seceded from
21:51the union and I was drafted into the army to take it back okay you got to go a little
21:55easier on my
21:56city money I'm not knocking it I'm just not going there fair enough then I'll come visit
22:06sure I mean it
22:09okay
22:12I mean it
22:20I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes fifty two thousand dollars a year I have twelve thousand
22:24dollars in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope horse three nights
22:29a week
22:30I'm gonna load them in a trailer and drag them all over Montana trying to win back what I spent
22:34on
22:34him in October I'm gonna take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco
22:44or any city bigger than Billings, ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends
23:09to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy, and I get Bridget, and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas,
23:21Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:31Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay.
23:40Okay, there is no future in this,
23:41but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree to fuck this up together
23:50and have as much sex as possible until we can?
23:55Yeah, you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other
24:02to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify
24:25that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:29No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday
24:31when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking abbey me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:19Yeah.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
26:00The plan was to spread his ashes
26:02at our place in Montauk,
26:03but he never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle,
26:12which is an odd custom.
26:16Putting ashes in a jar
26:17above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday
26:29and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um...
26:40My father had a, uh,
26:42rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point,
26:45I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:55Um...
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns
26:59driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff
27:02and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, that's...
27:05I'm getting...
27:06Sorry, this is all just a setup.
27:07Yeah, I got it.
27:08Yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates
27:11and St. Peter looks them over
27:12and he says to the first nun,
27:14this is your last chance to confess
27:16before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed
27:21before you enter.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it
27:24and she says,
27:24well...
27:26I used to sneak peeks
27:27at Father Riley in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says,
27:30well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water
27:34and say five Hail Marys.
27:35She does.
27:37Sends her out to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun
27:39and asks her the same thing.
27:41She says,
27:41well, on occasion,
27:43I would stroke Father Riley's member
27:45with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head,
27:49tells her to wash her hand
27:50in the bowl of holy water
27:51and say ten Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does,
27:54lets her into heaven.
27:55Now, the third nun steps up
27:57and the fourth nun grabs her,
27:59throws her to the ground
28:00and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says,
28:03what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says,
28:06I'm going to wash my mouth out
28:07in this bowl before.
28:08That bitch puts her ass in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one
28:21that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I, it's terrible.
28:26Common denominator
28:27for their problem
28:28seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Vodka soda.
28:35Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's tough
28:39and at the gym at nine,
28:41if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise.
28:44It's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things
28:51didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
29:00I think this is going
29:01to be hardest on her.
29:02However, I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated
29:07your entire life
29:08to gaining the attention
29:10of one person,
29:13what is your purpose
29:14when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it
29:17well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well,
29:19they're too young
29:19to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present
29:23at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent
29:29therapist, Stacy.
29:31You're my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable
29:37of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone
29:39who can look at the situation
29:41with clarity
29:42and with zero opinion.
29:44What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know
29:47what the book on death says,
29:48I'll buy the fucking book.
30:19I'll buy the fucking book.
30:41late session volatility
30:43underscoring
30:44unsettled tone
30:45on Wall Street
30:46following a new round
30:48of warning
30:48and the new round
30:49of warning.
30:50The Dow managed
30:52a modest name
30:52for the close as well
30:53and to put a hundred
30:54finished little change
30:56in the back
30:56or wavering.
30:57I think that the tension
30:58is exactly where we are
30:59now.
31:00The inflation data
31:01was good.
31:01The rest of the time
31:02was decisively good.
31:04So is this just a cause
31:06or does somebody
31:06want to be meaningful?
31:08Why don't you think
31:08this is healthy?
31:09You don't know.
31:10This is going
31:11right now.
31:12This is going
31:12right now.
31:14This is going
31:17right now.
31:46And we're doing this.
31:47our couturey board
31:48from Ely.
31:49And the pizzas
31:50from Joe's.
31:51One of us
31:52is thinking
31:52about your cholesterol.
31:54Pizzas are for Paul.
31:55It's the one thing
31:56he misses
31:56about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look
32:09on your face
32:10pulling out
32:10those nasty boots
32:11as an 11-year-old
32:12pulling out
32:13his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look
32:15you get when Gucci
32:16has a sale.
32:17That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19You know,
32:20this is proof
32:21of the genetic distinction
32:22between men
32:23and women.
32:24Tell me,
32:25oh love of my life,
32:26all the ways
32:27how when you buy
32:28something on sale
32:29it saves me money.
32:32I'm going to buy
32:32the damn thing
32:33no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale
32:34is how much
32:36I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:40It makes perfect sense
32:41once you accept
32:41the inevitability
32:42of the purchase.
32:46Okay.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:51It's your little
32:52mountain mistress
32:54the jealous type.
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know.
33:00I really want to know.
33:01Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days
33:06looking for it
33:07and I'm not going
33:07through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there,
33:10I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see
33:18I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy.
33:21Do you ever, baby.
33:53I still have to know.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh.
34:24The president.
34:25Yeah.
34:26Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where is the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No, he died on another river.
34:50Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
34:55No, no river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like, tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Mm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Mm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet, here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making in the future.
36:12My decision-making?
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:16No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center, my soul, is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't, then I'll leave early.
37:15And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11What you need is this.
38:13A lot of this.
38:15Not this.
38:17A lot of talking.
38:19And yelling and crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:22And often.
38:25And in time.
38:28Those memories will become fond again.
38:31They won't hurt to recall them.
38:35And you'll.
38:38Laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:50Will you ever be whole again?
38:52Will you feel like you did before he died?
38:58No.
39:00But you know that.
39:03But you will heal if you let yourself.
39:07You will have as much life to live as you allow yourself.
39:15Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:25You'll have no life.
39:26Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:38Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
39:42Seriously.
39:43Come on.
39:43Give it your best shot.
39:50You're a terrible therapist.
39:52You know that.
39:53Yeah.
39:54With that smug fucking sweater.
39:58You really like saying fuck, don't you?
40:00I know.
40:02I find it quite liberating at the moment.
40:08Good.
40:09Say it again.
40:11Fuck you.
40:12Are we going to do trust falls next, you fucking quack?
40:17It's a really good place to start.
40:19Come on.
40:19Keep it coming.
40:20Let's go.
40:21I'm serious.
40:27I'm thinking about it.
40:29I'm considering it.
40:32I know, I know, I know.
40:34I'm running away.
40:35Running away from my problems.
40:37This problem goes with me.
40:38So I'm not running from anything.
40:43But I miss my daughters.
40:45Honestly, I don't.
40:48I don't know.
40:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
40:52You know, live their own lives.
40:54Maybe they could move with you.
40:57I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
41:00That's what I said.
41:01My oldest daughter needs it.
41:03I actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
41:08That's not very nice.
41:10Oh, what do they teach sarcasm in therapy school these days?
41:16Well, if by therapist school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah, they kind of invented it there.
41:26Do you think I should?
41:30Not my place to say, but...
41:35I think you should consider it.
41:37And I'll tell you why.
41:39Because you are actively weighing your future.
41:42And the consequences are your choices in that future.
41:44And that's healthy.
41:45That's good for your soul.
41:46So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
41:49But you should seriously consider it.
41:52You should consider moving to Europe.
41:56Spend a year traveling.
41:57You've got the financial means.
41:59No responsibilities here preventing it.
42:01You should consider everything.
42:06Wish I could have met him.
42:08Must have been a hell of a man.
42:10Because you are a hell of a woman.
42:12You know who you are, and you're not ashamed of it.
42:14And this, yelling and crying and pondering,
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing.
42:20This is grieving.
42:22This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it.
42:30And you will.
42:35Thank you, Phil.
42:38Oh, this has been...
42:42pleasantly cathartic.
42:43I took one look at that sweater,
42:45and I had very little faith in you.
42:46But you...
42:48you overcame it.
42:50Turns out, you don't suck at your job.
42:53Well, that is wildly offensive.
42:59Same time tomorrow?
43:00I'm thinking afternoon.
43:02I still got five clients, and I'm pretty drunk.
43:05I think you are a client to end the day with,
43:07not begin one.
43:08Fine.
43:09See you at happy hour.
43:38affordable assistance.
43:39Goodbye.
43:39See you.
43:41who's your realtor yeah no matter what I do I can't stay here Lily I can smell
43:47him hold on hold on is everything okay so um pages is is in bed and she won't
43:58talk and she can't stop crying and she's well she's hyperventilating and I feel
44:02like I should call an ambulance but I don't like I feel like that might make
44:06her worse you're right you're right it would I'll be there in 15 minutes call
44:09Abby okay okay calling her name
44:39is she in the bedroom yeah
44:45uh do you have any sweets sweets okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate chips
44:53put three scoops in a glass of milk put the chocolate chips on top and
44:57and then just bring it to me with a spoon that sounds uh disgusting to start I wasn't asking
45:02your opinion of it Russell
45:09I got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures grab chocolate chips the shitty ones like she
45:15likes well looks like all we need from you is a cup Russell give it to her she knows how
45:20to make it
45:21got it okay
45:25hey hey hey hey hey hey it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay
45:30you know what this is
45:32this is how much you love them and your body just doesn't know where to put all that love now
45:37okay but you don't have to put it anywhere and you don't have to stop loving someone when they're
45:41gardening in fact one could argue that you should love them more and here's a sad fact of life
45:51you will feel this way again yeah when I die when your husband dies and your friends and
45:58and someday your children will feel this way about you
46:03thanks mom I feel so much better
46:06I come bearing gifts
46:08I'm not hungry
46:09it's not food
46:10it is a drug
46:12it is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only your metabolism can process in a way that doesn't end
46:17up on your hips
46:18and I hate you for it
46:23I used to eat this when I was like five
46:25no you still act five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots
46:33no she's back
46:34I don't understand it
46:37it's the crunch
46:39with the cold
46:39and the mushy of the ice cream
46:41the explanation
46:44doesn't sell it
46:45page
46:45well
46:47you got her
46:49I got her but I cannot stay the night
46:50I can stay the night
47:00this is my favorite thing ever
47:04I know
47:17is she okay
47:20she will be
47:24is there a decent bar
47:26near here
47:28there's a
47:29there's a dive bar
47:31around the corner
47:32well
47:34Soho's version of a dive bar
47:37hmm
47:38hmm
47:51what's this place called
47:53um
47:54I don't know
47:55I'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place
48:12name
48:13uh
48:14people just call it the bar
48:15or the bar down the street
48:17something like that
48:17no name
48:18not that I'm aware of
48:19no
48:20what does your paycheck say
48:21uh
48:23XT Enterprises LLC
48:25or some shit
48:28okay
48:29so
48:30bar just
48:32doesn't have a name
48:33no name
48:33what can I get you
48:34oh god
48:35I'm uh
48:36I am not in the mood
48:38to make any decisions
48:38hmm
48:40martini
48:41oh that is a cocktail
48:42and this is the furthest place
48:44from a cocktail bar
48:45so
48:45true that
48:46um
48:46how about an Irish car bomb
48:48I have no idea what that is
48:50trust me
48:51okay
48:52what about you
48:53what kind of amber ales do you
48:55that'll be two Irish car bombs
48:56yeah like your style
48:57two Irish car bombs
48:58I have to work in the morning
49:00it's one drink
49:01Russell
49:07oh I didn't see that coming
49:09oh gosh
49:10apologies
49:12Russell
49:14this is gonna hurt
49:19great
49:21you gotta
49:22yeah
49:23yeah
49:32it went down the wrong pipe
49:35I have a
49:36bad gag reflex
49:38no no
49:39I'm not
49:39I'm
49:40I'm not laughing at that
49:41what then
49:44oh
49:44life
49:47uh
49:47choices people make
49:49don't get me wrong
49:51she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams
50:00or
50:00you know
50:01aspirations
50:03might be a better word
50:04for your life
50:06for
50:07my daughter
50:08I mean
50:09what
50:09uh
50:09you know
50:09we just got the townhouse
50:11so
50:12that's a purchase
50:13not a dream
50:16have you two
50:19talked about
50:19starting a family
50:21no page
50:23she just got down
50:23to a size zero
50:24and she worked really hard
50:25for it
50:26Russell
50:26Russell
50:26independent thoughts
50:27do you have any
50:31yeah
50:32I mean I guess
50:32I want
50:32I want to have kids
50:34mm-hmm
50:35okay
50:35I don't want to raise them
50:36and I want to
50:38I want to move out of town
50:39you know
50:40where they can have a normal
50:41you know
50:42trick-or-treat
50:43and
50:43and
50:43and
50:44play baseball
50:45and run out on the street
50:46you know
50:47no I don't know
50:48no I don't know
50:49I raised mine here
50:52well that would be my dream
50:55what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then
50:59I don't know
51:01I don't know
51:02I haven't gotten that far
51:03yeah
51:03well
51:04then you need a new dream
51:08honestly
51:08I always thought of you
51:09and Creston as the dream
51:15so did I
51:15Russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well I guess we both need a new one
51:29yeah
51:49I don't know
51:50I don't know
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