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90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days - Season 8 - Episode 19: Now Departing
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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Would you feel better about Michael
00:00:06if I just cut him out of my life?
00:00:09No, I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
00:00:14I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
00:00:17And I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
00:00:20We can still be friends.
00:00:22But not best friend, not that weird friendship.
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:32It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling
00:00:47than he would realize.
00:00:49And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:00:59So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the US.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me,
00:01:10I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:01:14My last concern.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing.
00:01:21And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:31You and I find a place.
00:01:33We move in together.
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear.
00:01:37But there's no action.
00:01:39Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:01:42I believe that it will work.
00:01:44I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
00:01:48The ball's in your court.
00:01:51At this point, every penny has to go towards
00:01:54getting you to America.
00:01:56I cannot send any more money.
00:02:02It's your pet.
00:02:04Hey.
00:02:05This is very hard.
00:02:06I feel like I'm not going to see him again,
00:02:07even though I know I'm going to.
00:02:09I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking,
00:02:11again, what if they fall through?
00:02:15I'm in love with you, but I do still
00:02:18have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Please.
00:02:22Just please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish she realized that I do love her,
00:02:32and I don't want us to be together.
00:02:36It's me.
00:02:44Reach out.
00:02:46Fly low.
00:02:49When I'm thinking.
00:02:57I just feel so gross.
00:02:59I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:21And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:31I'm going to stop sharing mine then.
00:03:33Like, he just stopped sharing it.
00:03:34Literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have some tough conversations,
00:03:42and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:03:49How hard are you going to cuddle me tonight?
00:03:54So hard to put up.
00:04:00I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together in the rental.
00:04:02And I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy.
00:04:12And, like, Josh was, like, disrespecting me.
00:04:14And I went to the bedroom and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like, why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:04:28And he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room trying to pack up.
00:04:34And this morning I just woke up and he walked away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me?
00:04:43And then you bring the girls back and disrespect me and just then walk away?
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:57The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:02Don't f***ing tell me you f***ing love me and f***ing leave.
00:05:07Like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, I've been so apprehensive and so, like, like, my walls are up with him.
00:05:15Because, like, you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm going to throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:32Have you slept?
00:05:33No.
00:05:35At least you're sleeping, Pat.
00:05:36It would be perfect for me.
00:05:40Yeah.
00:05:42Yeah.
00:05:43Yeah.
00:05:44Yeah.
00:05:44Yeah.
00:05:46Yeah.
00:05:47Yeah.
00:05:48Yeah.
00:05:48How is the vibe in the apartment this morning?
00:05:50Well, it's not good vibes when you can hear Elise crying.
00:05:53Do you know what I mean?
00:05:53And any girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:55Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea having girls over on Elise's last night.
00:06:00But I try and stay out of all external problems.
00:06:03Especially relationship ones to do with friends.
00:06:05It's not my business.
00:06:06So, I was working on my laptop in my room while they were fighting.
00:06:11But, no, it wasn't a good idea.
00:06:31Why are you doing this to me?
00:06:33You left the place and turned off your location and left me.
00:06:36I was angry.
00:06:37I'm upset.
00:06:37I just drove off.
00:06:38I was angry.
00:06:39Where did you go?
00:06:40I went to drive off the road.
00:06:42I just had a panic attack.
00:06:44I just thought you didn't care anymore.
00:06:47Don't fuck at me.
00:06:48I'm falling apart.
00:06:49I'm sorry.
00:06:52I'm so sorry.
00:06:55I'm sorry.
00:06:55All I wanted was a night with you.
00:06:56That's all I wanted.
00:06:57And you had to have those people where you disrespected me.
00:07:00I've asked you.
00:07:01I wanted a night with you.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:05I'm sorry.
00:07:06I don't want to miss a bit.
00:07:07I told you.
00:07:08This is so embarrassing.
00:07:09I told you.
00:07:10I was not in bed.
00:07:11I'm so sorry.
00:07:11I love you so much.
00:07:13Josh, stop.
00:07:14You're up.
00:07:16I'm sorry.
00:07:18I need to go to the airport.
00:07:23Last night, in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her.
00:07:26But I asked her if they could come over.
00:07:29She said, yes, that's absolutely fine.
00:07:30And then turns around and says, you know, that's not okay.
00:07:34We just started arguing all night.
00:07:37She can be very nasty.
00:07:39She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:07:40You know, you don't want me anymore.
00:07:43Do you love her?
00:07:45Yeah, I do.
00:07:45And like, I do.
00:07:47I do love her.
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me?
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you.
00:08:01You just left me, so I feel like I'm making you do something I want to do.
00:08:04Yeah, I walked out because I was angry.
00:08:06But I realized I just needed to calm down.
00:08:11All I want is to be alone with you.
00:08:14You look like you should have said that.
00:08:16Josh, this is crazy.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20This is going to go in circles.
00:08:21Yeah.
00:08:22This is going to go in circles.
00:08:24Let's go.
00:08:25Bye, please.
00:08:26It's been real.
00:08:29What the ?
00:08:30One minute, he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me.
00:08:34In the next minute, he puts all the blame on me.
00:08:37Like, all of it was my fault.
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts.
00:08:44One part of me is like, I'm falling in love with this man.
00:08:48At the same time, I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster of the past 12 hours.
00:08:55And I'm just confused.
00:08:57Like, I can't stay and fix this.
00:08:58I have a flight to catch.
00:09:00I have to go home.
00:09:01Like, what do I do now?
00:09:31Like, what do I do now?
00:09:48Nice winter.
00:09:50Yeah, it's a beautiful day.
00:09:52I'm excited for some sunshine.
00:09:55Yeah.
00:09:56Too bad that it is last day.
00:10:01yeah but i'm sad we have price actually i have surprise you always have surprises
00:10:09today michael is sightseeing on his own so that beer con and i can spend some quality time
00:10:15together before i have to go back to the states tomorrow i'm glad beer con and i were able to
00:10:21reconcile and i don't have to cut michael out of my life but i'm literally leaving when we just
00:10:28got things back on track and i'm worried that as we go back to being long distance that
00:10:34we're only going to have more drama and more problems
00:10:39we are going somewhere that is really important for me okay you have to play too i have to play
00:10:47yeah you have i'm sorry what am i playing soccer i'm playing soccer yeah oh really yeah you have to
00:10:56play soccer my first love was soccer and my last love was laura so i believe sharing the thing that
00:11:05i loved most with her is important i will play you can impress me first though by doing
00:11:15kick the ball from there to there i can do that okay i've never kicked a soccer ball in my
00:11:21life
00:11:22and it's hot as balls and i'm in jeans for crying out loud this is not at the top of
00:11:28my list of
00:11:29things to do on my last day are you ready yeah you got this i don't feel any pressure though
00:11:38holy balls
00:11:44beer con is so good at soccer it's like panty dropping good
00:11:48i feel like i'm fangirling over here and i should ask for your autograph yeah do you want some yeah
00:11:53actually i mean there is nothing wrong with watching this hot guy kick a ball around
00:11:59jeez oh my god
00:12:02and now
00:12:03oh my god you're gonna learn how to play oh my no you do it again i don't know how
00:12:07to play
00:12:07i don't even know what foot to kick the ball with doesn't matter it is instinct you'll instantly
00:12:14instinct kick the ball see your strong foot is your left no right it is my left
00:12:25oh god when it comes to soccer if i give her between one to five oops out the door she's
00:12:35probably
00:12:36zero but even edison tried two thousand times so i think she can score one if she tries two thousand
00:12:46times so yeah you have just one shot just one score from all the oh my god it feels really
00:12:56far
00:12:57go with the ball
00:13:11it was actually a lot of fun
00:13:14and also this has a meaning because you know you thought it was distance right yeah you didn't believe
00:13:23that you're gonna score no i did not you just scored this is what believe is
00:13:28uh if you believe something with your heart it's gonna happen yeah
00:13:37and this is the same thing we have
00:13:41in our future we will have that distance but don't stuck on distance don't stuck on problems
00:13:52you're gonna follow your heart we will be fine we will have the goal we will score
00:14:03you're my love
00:14:07do you know what this is no give me your ring finger
00:14:15this one
00:14:17this one left one right yeah do you know why people call this ring finger
00:14:23no it is the only finger that you have a vein goes through your heart
00:14:33and this is why people wearing rings on that finger
00:14:42see we have a vein that bonds us we don't need rings
00:14:51nope all we need is a spell now i'm asking you
00:15:03do you want to bond your heart with mine
00:15:08will you marry me
00:15:14leiki i haven't been feeling well i've been luscious
00:15:21so today i decided to take a pregnancy test
00:15:30ready for some exercise no it helps me cleanse my head and feel airy is that why you're blonde now
00:15:38i was so sure of him and now i'm just insecure
00:15:41he's not communicating with her much
00:15:44i wanted to find a reason why
00:15:46and i did find things
00:15:49it's not normal that he has a wife contact
00:15:52that's not your number
00:16:06so
00:16:07so
00:16:08leiki i haven't been feeling well
00:16:11um
00:16:13i've been luscious
00:16:20so today i decided to take a pregnancy test
00:16:33i'm just gonna have to wait for a few more minutes
00:16:36and i guess i'm gonna see all the answers to my questions
00:16:45okay
00:16:46it's been a few weeks since our renewal about
00:16:52javon's extended his visa to stay with me longer
00:16:55and she's been amazing
00:16:57it means a lot to me that he was willing to miss work
00:17:02so he could travel and make memories for me
00:17:05he's actually been very helpful in carrying
00:17:08which makes me find him attractive
00:17:11so you know
00:17:13we were very busy
00:17:14busy doing what?
00:17:17oh my god like so many sex
00:17:20i'm going to church on Sunday
00:17:26javon
00:17:28boo
00:17:30javon
00:17:36boo
00:17:37come here
00:17:40let me show you something
00:17:41okay
00:17:44boo
00:17:45you want to tell you something
00:17:47okay
00:17:48go ahead
00:17:49check this out
00:17:54is that is what i think it is
00:17:57yeah
00:17:58what do you think
00:18:00wow
00:18:02wow
00:18:03are we about to have a baby?
00:18:09oh steps
00:18:10hell yeah
00:18:13yeah
00:18:15thanks boo
00:18:16i'm very happy
00:18:17i'm very happy too
00:18:18yeah
00:18:24i don't even know what to feel right now
00:18:27part of me is happy about it
00:18:29another part of me is like
00:18:31holy i'm about to be a dad
00:18:34i'm scared as
00:18:38i'm in shock but i don't know why but
00:18:40i'm not really surprised but i'm so nervous
00:18:44yeah
00:18:45me too
00:18:47i'm happy though boo
00:18:48me too
00:18:49love you
00:18:51love you
00:19:02thank you boo for packing my bag
00:19:04appreciate it
00:19:05mm-hmm
00:19:07i am very happy
00:19:09i just wasn't expecting this to happen this quickly
00:19:13but the timing is terrible because
00:19:17javon is leaving tomorrow
00:19:19and we haven't really made any decision
00:19:23for the future yet
00:19:25how you feel?
00:19:28bloated
00:19:28bloated?
00:19:30gassy?
00:19:31yeah
00:19:31but i'm very happy
00:19:33we have a bonus
00:19:35and i'm really excited
00:19:39you know
00:19:39you always question like
00:19:41what's the meaning
00:19:41of my life
00:19:42and now
00:19:44i feel like
00:19:45you have a reason
00:19:46i have a reason
00:19:47why i'm doing
00:19:48what i'm doing
00:19:50you know what i mean?
00:19:51there you go
00:19:52but
00:19:54part of me
00:19:55feels anxious
00:19:58because there's a lot of things that
00:20:00we haven't figured out yet
00:20:05right now
00:20:06the main focus is
00:20:08your health
00:20:08and the baby
00:20:10and getting things in order over here
00:20:13then once that's good
00:20:15we will definitely
00:20:17look more into
00:20:20you
00:20:21coming
00:20:22over there
00:20:22you know
00:20:24baby alone is very expensive
00:20:26you know
00:20:27and then you add the
00:20:28visa on top of that
00:20:32yeah
00:20:34but there's a lot of things
00:20:35you're going to be missing out
00:20:36yeah
00:20:37like the first appointment
00:20:38yeah
00:20:39to the doctor
00:20:40you gotta keep me posted
00:20:41monthly
00:20:42yeah
00:20:42i'll keep you posted
00:20:43i know it's not the same
00:20:44but
00:20:45it's all we have
00:20:46for right now
00:20:47so
00:20:51realistically
00:20:52when do you think
00:20:54you could come back
00:20:55i can't give you
00:20:56an exact month
00:20:58because i'm not
00:20:59back home yet
00:21:01but i'll be back
00:21:02before you even get birth
00:21:04that i can tell you
00:21:07now that i'm pregnant
00:21:09i thought
00:21:10he would want to work harder
00:21:12to live with me
00:21:13in one place
00:21:14together
00:21:16but i guess
00:21:17i was wrong
00:21:20i know he loves me so much
00:21:23but i can't help but
00:21:24feel sad that i'm going through
00:21:27the pregnancy alone
00:21:29let's not worry about it too much
00:21:31tonight
00:21:32we have to
00:21:33finish packing
00:21:35and we have to get up
00:21:36kind of early
00:21:37okay
00:21:44this time
00:22:01you ready for this
00:22:03ready for some exercise
00:22:04no
00:22:05no
00:22:06it's a beautiful day
00:22:07come on
00:22:08it's hot
00:22:10this is really good for me
00:22:12it helps me cleanse my head
00:22:13and i really want to
00:22:14you know
00:22:14feel
00:22:15better
00:22:16and
00:22:17you know
00:22:18be
00:22:19airy and light
00:22:20is that why you're blonde now
00:22:22why
00:22:22because i'm an airhead
00:22:24no i'm not an airhead
00:22:26what does daniel think of your blonde hair
00:22:28he wants an african style braid
00:22:32he wants braids
00:22:33he
00:22:33he does
00:22:35realize
00:22:35one
00:22:36how expensive
00:22:37and time consuming
00:22:39that is
00:22:39and
00:22:39two
00:22:40you're a
00:22:42um
00:22:44white american
00:22:45i know
00:22:46why do i have to say
00:22:48and be
00:22:49and act
00:22:49and
00:22:50and look
00:22:51exactly as he chooses
00:22:53it's hard
00:22:54i've given so much
00:22:56to make daniel happy
00:22:57i know
00:22:58you're working three jobs
00:23:00you're working your ass off
00:23:02to pay off
00:23:03debt that you also added on
00:23:05for him
00:23:06why isn't he going out
00:23:09and getting another job
00:23:09where is his effort
00:23:14i don't know
00:23:14i'm just feeling different
00:23:17i was so sure of him
00:23:21and so in love
00:23:22and now i'm just insecure
00:23:28when mom first came back from nigeria
00:23:30she was definitely really excited
00:23:33she was making all of these wild plans
00:23:36she said she wanted to go back to nigeria
00:23:38and stay for about a year
00:23:40and then over the next couple weeks
00:23:43she just started saying
00:23:45that he's not communicating with her much
00:23:47and i wasn't liking the situation
00:23:50i wanted to find if there was another reason
00:23:53why he's not communicating like he was
00:23:56and i did find things
00:23:59and none of them were positive things
00:24:04it's not normal that he has four other phone numbers
00:24:09and not even that
00:24:11he also has a wife contact
00:24:13that's not your number
00:24:14no it's weird
00:24:15who who is this wife
00:24:18not you
00:24:20you wrote her
00:24:21she didn't deny it
00:24:22i kept the conversation
00:24:25before going to nigeria
00:24:26to show that i could trust daniel
00:24:29he gave me his passwords
00:24:30for his email account
00:24:32faith logged into his email
00:24:34and got his contacts
00:24:35he has me listed as liz baby
00:24:38and then he has another number listed as wife chat
00:24:44and it's a nigerian phone number
00:24:47faith reached out to the number
00:24:49and introduced herself
00:24:51and said
00:24:52do you know daniel
00:24:53i've got your number from his email
00:24:55and you are listed as his wife
00:24:57and the person answered back
00:25:00and said
00:25:01so what do you want
00:25:03faith pretty much told him
00:25:05my mom is also married to daniel
00:25:07i'm concerned about this
00:25:09i think we should talk about it
00:25:11and she said lose my number
00:25:14who the f*** is his wife
00:25:15and why won't she talk
00:25:20daniel hasn't been giving me
00:25:21the attention that he was
00:25:23i'm not getting the good morning text anymore
00:25:26he hasn't been calling like he used to
00:25:30daniel says he loves me
00:25:31and that he's been busy
00:25:33but i'm suspicious
00:25:36if there is a wife out there
00:25:37and he put me through all this
00:25:40and he has a wife out there
00:25:42what does that mean
00:25:46it's just too much at this point mom
00:25:48what is your game plan now
00:25:50are you still gonna go there
00:25:52and marry him
00:25:55i don't know
00:25:56i'm gonna have to confront him
00:25:57but i'm torn faith
00:25:58i go back and forth every day
00:26:00thinking about this
00:26:02i mean he's gonna gaslight you
00:26:04you know that
00:26:05but you also can't deny
00:26:07physical proof
00:26:10i know that i need to confront daniel
00:26:13but i am afraid
00:26:14that he's gonna gaslight me
00:26:16just like he has in nigeria
00:26:18i can't remember that
00:26:20it's by church
00:26:21which is an american girl
00:26:22this is her picture
00:26:23do you remember her now
00:26:25i don't know this person
00:26:26you do know this person
00:26:27i don't know her
00:26:28no no
00:26:28you remembered last night
00:26:30when i brought it up
00:26:30now all of a sudden
00:26:31you're pretending
00:26:32you don't know her
00:26:33i don't remember
00:26:37going through this
00:26:38has been very traumatic
00:26:39and my headspace
00:26:40is all over the place
00:26:42there's proof
00:26:43she didn't say
00:26:44i'm not his wife
00:26:45she didn't say
00:26:46who are you talking to
00:26:47that answer is
00:26:48everything i need
00:26:49he can't come up
00:26:50with an excuse for that
00:26:52it's time
00:26:53it's time to tell daniel
00:26:54what you have found
00:26:56it's time to ask him
00:26:57about this wife
00:26:58i i love him
00:27:00and i miss him
00:27:02but i just feel
00:27:03betrayed
00:27:05i'm mentally
00:27:06physically
00:27:06totally
00:27:07exhausted
00:27:12i'm proud of you now
00:27:14you know i always
00:27:15support you
00:27:22off we go
00:27:23i still don't
00:27:25completely trust sheena
00:27:27i love you
00:27:27purple bear
00:27:28you don't need to
00:27:29be worried
00:27:30she still
00:27:32manipulates
00:27:33better than anybody
00:27:34i know
00:27:37you okay
00:27:41i don't want you
00:27:42to leave me
00:27:44you
00:28:08i mean words
00:28:09can't you know express
00:28:10how i feel
00:28:12at this moment
00:28:14having to leave
00:28:15madagascar
00:28:16and not being able
00:28:18to say goodbye
00:28:19to trish
00:28:30i mean it was hard
00:28:33not being able to
00:28:34be with her
00:28:36the last
00:28:37few nights
00:28:38because i still love her
00:28:43but i know
00:28:44but i know that
00:28:44it's not right
00:28:46or fair
00:28:47for me
00:28:50to
00:28:52not let go
00:28:53of the past
00:28:56i'm really sad
00:28:58i'm really sad
00:28:58with it
00:28:58being
00:28:59over
00:29:01between
00:29:02trish and i
00:29:06but i couldn't
00:29:08help the way
00:29:08that i felt
00:29:09and i
00:29:10couldn't lie
00:29:11and say that
00:29:12i don't have
00:29:13any feelings
00:29:14for my ex
00:29:19because of that
00:29:20i lost something
00:29:22that could have
00:29:23been really special
00:29:28there was a lot
00:29:29of times
00:29:30when everything
00:29:31was good
00:29:32between us
00:29:32i was really
00:29:34happy
00:29:34and i see
00:29:35so many good
00:29:36qualities
00:29:36in trish
00:29:39i feel like
00:29:39she lights up
00:29:40the room
00:29:41you know
00:29:42when
00:29:43when she's
00:29:44in their good
00:29:46moods
00:29:47i feel like
00:29:49i'm like
00:29:49the luckiest
00:29:50man alive
00:29:51to be
00:29:54standing next
00:29:55to her
00:29:55hold her hand
00:30:04if my ex
00:30:05had never
00:30:06contacted me
00:30:11trish and i
00:30:12would definitely
00:30:13be in a
00:30:13much
00:30:14much
00:30:14better
00:30:15place
00:30:16looking back
00:30:18at all
00:30:18these
00:30:19beautiful
00:30:19times
00:30:20that
00:30:20trish and i
00:30:22shared together
00:30:23i had such
00:30:25high hopes
00:30:30my baby
00:30:31hello trish
00:30:33good morning
00:30:36baby
00:30:53this is making me
00:30:54think about
00:30:55how much
00:30:56i could be missing
00:30:57and how much
00:30:59i'm going to be missing
00:31:00in the future
00:31:01with her
00:31:08mama
00:31:09mama
00:31:12this isn't how it was supposed to be
00:31:17and this hurts me deeply
00:31:19that it didn't work out
00:31:21because it was supposed to be
00:31:24i'm leaving with no hope at all
00:31:26i'm leaving with no hope at all
00:31:27when you're always on the ground
00:31:43i'm leaving with no hope at all
00:31:49i'm leaving with no hope at all
00:31:56i'm leaving with no hope at all
00:32:01And I'm nowhere to go.
00:32:05Hey, Mara.
00:32:06Yeah.
00:32:08Oh.
00:32:11Jane, why?
00:32:14I...
00:32:15Yeah.
00:32:30This is the one that's got all the stash of stuff in there.
00:32:33Are you allowed to have big bags of chips?
00:32:36They're not gonna, like, pop and explode?
00:32:38No, I think...
00:32:39The air pressure's gonna be different.
00:32:41You might have exploded confetti chips.
00:32:42No, I mean, people take their dogs on planes so you don't explode.
00:32:47Right?
00:32:48Well, we'll find out.
00:32:57Well, I think we're just about there, you guys.
00:33:00Oh, man.
00:33:01Yes, Mara.
00:33:09I can't believe that the time was Sheena's ending.
00:33:13We had a lot of back and forths yesterday about why I have to leave today.
00:33:17She was hurt.
00:33:19She was upset that she wanted me to stay.
00:33:22All right.
00:33:24It was the hardest choice I ever had to make, saying that I need to leave the one I love.
00:33:32Oh.
00:33:34Okay.
00:33:37Big ones first.
00:33:39Mountain of stuff.
00:33:40Thank you, guys.
00:33:42Thank you, girl.
00:33:42Thank you, girl.
00:33:44Waking up this morning next to Forrest, I was really sad because it's been hard enough to
00:33:50wait as long as I waited to be with him.
00:33:53Oh.
00:33:55Off we go.
00:33:58It's so hard to let him go, but his mom meddles too much, so I don't have a choice.
00:34:07I love you, machine.
00:34:09I love you, Papa Bear.
00:34:12The thing I'm going to miss the most is waking up in bed beside you and, you know, having
00:34:17you cuddle the snow out of me on top of your grinding teeth.
00:34:22On top of your grinding teeth.
00:34:23It's a perfect alarm clock every morning to get up.
00:34:27What I'm missing is the good old bear who loves me to take care of me, who's been farting
00:34:34all night, sometimes every day, almost 24-7.
00:34:37He's too good.
00:34:39Mm-hmm.
00:34:40You're funny, babe.
00:34:42You don't need to be worried.
00:34:44It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get
00:34:48you back home.
00:34:50Thank you, Papa Bear.
00:34:55Overall, this trip was a wonderful experience.
00:34:59I feel really good that I got to see Forrest happy and to see him so in love.
00:35:04But I'm just, I'm afraid of what the future's going to bring.
00:35:10Do you hear my love?
00:35:13I'm not looking forward to this.
00:35:18Truthfully, I still don't completely trust Sheena.
00:35:23Here I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
00:35:26No, I have more questions.
00:35:29I still don't have a full understanding of Sheena's financial, you know, relationship
00:35:35when it comes to her family and all of that.
00:35:37She still manipulates better than anybody I know.
00:35:41That's why I am so completely relieved that I saved Forrest from making the biggest mistake
00:35:47of his life.
00:35:48I mean, if he would have stayed here, it would have been a nightmare.
00:35:55Which raise the gate?
00:35:57Right here.
00:35:59Oh.
00:36:02Well, we're going to go ahead and let you guys have some time to yourselves.
00:36:06Okay?
00:36:09I will see you again.
00:36:15It will be all right.
00:36:16Okay?
00:36:27Despite Sheena's faults, I know that they really truly love each other.
00:36:32And it hurts me and breaks my heart to know that they might lose them.
00:36:38It's going to be all right.
00:36:39Okay?
00:36:41That truly is the hardest part of all of this.
00:36:47He's taking care of me again.
00:36:49We better go.
00:36:52No.
00:36:55No.
00:36:55No.
00:36:57No.
00:36:59No.
00:36:59No.
00:37:00No.
00:37:00No.
00:37:02No.
00:37:04No.
00:37:15No.
00:37:18No.
00:37:19No...
00:37:20No.
00:37:21I'm going to love you.
00:37:21Hello, Papa Bear.
00:37:34I don't want you to leave me.
00:37:37I'm sorry, baby. It's time for me to go.
00:37:40But you got to be strong for me, okay?
00:37:56I want you to have this until I get back, okay?
00:37:59Little beer.
00:38:00It's a guarantee that I'll be back for you.
00:38:03Okay?
00:38:05I know it's not much, but I love this hat, and I love you.
00:38:08And I want you to wear it every day, all right?
00:38:11I'm going to wear it at work because my dogs might join.
00:38:14I know. It's okay.
00:38:18I love you, baby.
00:38:20I'm going to sneak one more in.
00:38:22Okay.
00:38:26Before meeting Forrest,
00:38:28I was afraid that I wouldn't find someone who would love me for what I am.
00:38:36But Forrest opened my heart back again.
00:38:41I just have to trust his promise that he's going to come back for me
00:38:46and that this isn't the end of our story.
00:38:49Who said there was never going to be no place?
00:38:56There's a lullaby
00:38:59floating on the window.
00:39:00Have a safe life.
00:39:06It was heartbreaking saying goodbye to Sheena.
00:39:12It's going to be the hardest thing I've ever done.
00:39:17I'll be with you.
00:39:18I'll be with you.
00:39:23I promise.
00:39:27Being with Sheena has propelled me to stop being stagnant,
00:39:32to grow up and start really making changes
00:39:35that I should have been doing years ago
00:39:37to ensure that Sheena and I have a life together.
00:39:42This cannot be the end.
00:39:50I must continue moving forward.
00:39:53Back in the ring as I'm taking home for the time.
00:40:03I'm going to miss everything, the good and the bad.
00:40:06Oh, yeah?
00:40:07Yeah.
00:40:08From arguing to make up sex.
00:40:13I'm trying to stay emotionally strong.
00:40:16Obviously, we still have a lot to work on,
00:40:18but I love her.
00:40:20Don't cry.
00:40:22And I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind.
00:40:41I'm asking you,
00:40:43you want to bond your heart with mine?
00:40:50Will you marry me?
00:40:56Of course I will.
00:41:07Can you believe that?
00:41:09You're getting engaged.
00:41:09No, it's crazy.
00:41:12Congratulations.
00:41:13You're getting engaged with me.
00:41:16I've never had an engagement string,
00:41:18so it's very cutesy.
00:41:21Probably not a lot of people had that.
00:41:25Probably not.
00:41:27I got everything I wanted.
00:41:29This is a win.
00:41:32Here is my trophy.
00:41:33Oh.
00:41:37Who needs a ring?
00:41:40I'm in my jeans, and I play just football,
00:41:43and I just got engaged.
00:41:45Who cares?
00:41:46We don't need fancy boat rides.
00:41:49We don't need anything.
00:41:51The only thing that matters is I love you.
00:41:54I love you, too.
00:41:57I am blown away by the fact that Beercom proposed today.
00:42:01It was something I thought was off the table as soon as Michael showed up.
00:42:07But I think we've both learned and grown as individuals and as a couple.
00:42:13And truthfully, if I had to do this over, I would have done it the exact same way.
00:42:30I've never been this happy in my life.
00:42:32That was a long road.
00:42:34Yeah, it's been a pretty crazy path to this moment right now.
00:42:38It was.
00:42:47You're the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:55I never thought that I would fall in love again.
00:42:58I always thought that I'm going to die alone.
00:43:04So I guess I'm not.
00:43:06The distance could mix up her mind, but she has red string.
00:43:13So she already knows her soul is bonded to mine.
00:43:21Am I supposed to stay tight to you forever, or do I get an actual ring?
00:43:26Okay, I'm going to think about that.
00:43:27You'll think about it well.
00:43:29Yeah.
00:43:32Yeah.
00:44:03Long flight today.
00:44:05Boo, these are your coins in America?
00:44:09Those are pennies.
00:44:10I don't know.
00:44:13Javon is flying back home today.
00:44:15And I am so grateful that I got to finally spend time with my husband in person.
00:44:21And even more grateful that I'm having a baby.
00:44:26But, you know, like, I imagine that if I would be pregnant, I would be with my partner, that I'm
00:44:33not going to go through this alone.
00:44:35And that's not what's happening.
00:44:40Oh, how are you feeling today?
00:44:43Oh, mixed emotions.
00:44:44I feel okay, I guess.
00:44:47Still a little worried about leaving you.
00:44:52You know?
00:44:54I know you're coming back, and I'll be okay here with mama, but I wish you could be here while
00:45:01the baby's growing.
00:45:05I don't know.
00:45:09I'm trying to stay emotionally strong, not just for us, but for her.
00:45:15But I definitely feel like there's a lot more pressure since she's pregnant, because we have a lot more finances
00:45:23to take care of, and it's all on my shoulders.
00:45:27Hello, mama.
00:45:29Hello.
00:45:32You're expecting your lunch?
00:45:33This is chicken adobo.
00:45:34Oh, thank you.
00:45:35Chicken adobo.
00:45:36Ah.
00:45:41I miss you.
00:45:43Miss you, too.
00:45:44I know you're going to take care of Anna when I'm gone.
00:45:46What I'm going to say is, I promise, you'll be back soon for me and her baby.
00:45:52Promise her that you're going to come back soon.
00:45:55Mm-hmm.
00:45:56For us and for the baby.
00:45:59I promise.
00:46:03Mm-hmm.
00:46:03Okay?
00:46:10Hi, mama.
00:46:17I'm going to leave, okay?
00:46:19Aw.
00:46:21Miss you, okay?
00:46:22I'll let you know when I land, okay?
00:46:24Okay.
00:46:24Okay.
00:46:26Okay.
00:46:26Okay.
00:46:27Okay.
00:46:41Okay.
00:46:42Okay.
00:46:48Okay.
00:47:15Well, I don't know what day I'm going to miss.
00:47:17The food.
00:47:19I'm definitely going to miss traveling with you.
00:47:22Mm-hmm.
00:47:23Yeah.
00:47:23That was really fun.
00:47:24Yeah.
00:47:25I'm going to miss everything, boo.
00:47:27The good and the bad.
00:47:29Oh, yeah?
00:47:29Yeah.
00:47:30Yeah.
00:47:30From arguing to make up sex.
00:47:34Yeah.
00:47:35Just how much we always find a way to forgive each other.
00:47:40Okay.
00:47:41You make all the good things bad.
00:47:47A heavy load like that.
00:47:50What?
00:47:51That's just what you do.
00:47:55There's no one else hide you.
00:47:58All right, boo.
00:48:01I'm going to miss you and I love you.
00:48:04I'm going to miss this face.
00:48:06No.
00:48:07Keep me posted with the baby, okay?
00:48:11I'm going to call you, all right?
00:48:12Don't cry.
00:48:13Yeah.
00:48:20Looking back on the trip and what it meant to me, I've definitely learned a lot about
00:48:26Anna and our marriage as well as myself.
00:48:32Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but regardless of all the issues, I love her
00:48:39and I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind, you know?
00:48:44Wish I was there.
00:48:45Who knew they did?
00:48:46Uh, Javon.
00:48:47Wish I could stay.
00:48:50But the world won't let me in.
00:48:52My life's been taken away.
00:48:59I feel like I learned that marriage, it's not always about your happiness.
00:49:06It's not always fun.
00:49:08You have to work not just on a relationship.
00:49:11You have to work on yourself individually.
00:49:14I definitely need to work on myself a lot because I know I have, you know, I have some...
00:49:22I need to work on my temper, but it's really hard.
00:49:28Oh, how we choose to live and why defines all things that we must try.
00:49:34Everything...
00:49:35But no matter what happens, I feel totally, 100% sure that I made the right decision.
00:49:41And I can't wait for us to be together as a family.
00:49:46Of all the things we've done, from this broken world we live in, we need to stay and share the
00:49:56love we know.
00:50:07I don't even know where to start.
00:50:10Like, it was crazy.
00:50:12She...
00:50:14You have to stay.
00:50:15Me.
00:50:19You have to stay.
00:50:20You have to stay.
00:50:20How can you be together?
00:50:22You
00:50:45Rolling and stick up
00:50:51Zero-zero
00:50:53Zero-zero
00:51:13Sorry
00:51:17It's like still so fresh, so
00:51:21Yeah
00:51:22All right, so
00:51:23I'm ready
00:51:26Tell me what happened
00:51:32A week ago
00:51:35Stig broke off our engagement
00:51:40And our relationship is over
00:51:47There's so much that happened
00:51:48I don't even know where it'll start
00:51:51When I got back from Belize
00:51:53He did come to see me
00:51:54We
00:51:56Had a great time
00:51:57We traveled
00:51:58We went to Vegas
00:52:00Went to Houston
00:52:01And met more of his family
00:52:02And then
00:52:04Once he went home
00:52:06I started to really see a side of him
00:52:08I didn't know
00:52:11He
00:52:25I don't know
00:52:26I don't know
00:52:26Just some days he seemed like so serious
00:52:29But then he would go missing on me all night
00:52:33I
00:52:33I'm not sure if he went as far as
00:52:35You know, having sex with somebody else
00:52:37Or like
00:52:38Physically cheating
00:52:39But I definitely think he was
00:52:40Talking to other women
00:52:44Um
00:52:47I could tell he was pulling away
00:52:49And so then it went from like
00:52:51Me basically just saying
00:52:53Over and over
00:52:53I would respect you so much more
00:52:55If you just
00:52:56Ended things
00:52:58Cause I already
00:52:59I already know what you're out there doing
00:53:00Just
00:53:02Just end things
00:53:05Took him a while
00:53:06I would say a few days
00:53:08But then he finally texted me
00:53:10And was like
00:53:10I can't do this
00:53:12He blamed it all on me
00:53:14He said he just didn't trust me
00:53:16Like it was crazy
00:53:20I think
00:53:21He's
00:53:22Projecting
00:53:23He knows he did me dirty
00:53:25And he just
00:53:26Is hiding from it
00:53:34He
00:53:36Didn't even have the decency to call me
00:53:38Just
00:53:39Did it over text
00:53:45And then seconds later
00:53:47Posted
00:53:49Videos with other girls
00:53:50I know she got little pretty friends
00:53:53So
00:53:53More than likely you're looking beautiful
00:53:54So
00:53:55Mwah
00:53:57God damn God
00:54:11Yeah
00:54:12Yeah
00:54:12Yeah
00:54:14Like I just like think
00:54:16Oh if I didn't do that
00:54:17If I didn't do this
00:54:18Maybe if I handled this differently
00:54:20Like
00:54:22It would have been a different outcome
00:54:23But then it's like
00:54:24I can't just
00:54:26Dwell on that
00:54:32Are you questioning the whole
00:54:35Relationship at this point?
00:54:44I
00:54:45I mean I
00:54:48I
00:54:49I
00:54:49I
00:54:49I
00:54:49I
00:54:49I
00:54:50I definitely have
00:54:50I'm left with so many unanswered questions
00:54:53Like
00:54:54Like
00:54:55That's just the part that I
00:54:56I struggle with
00:54:58Is like all the unknown
00:55:00And
00:55:03Yeah
00:55:05Do you think you'll ever get the answers?
00:55:09I don't know
00:55:26Can
00:55:28Baby
00:55:31Yes
00:55:32I am Jared
00:55:35You
00:55:35No
00:55:36I don't know.
00:55:38Okay, why?
00:55:51What does this mean?
00:56:00I forgot to give you this.
00:56:03I buy the matching outfits before you come in here.
00:56:09Sweetheart.
00:56:11And we're gonna look cuteness together.
00:56:18Thank you, baby.
00:56:21So is this why you came here?
00:56:26Yeah, and also...
00:56:31I wanna say goodbye.
00:56:37We're gonna leave, and we'll never see you again.
00:56:43I'm not hoping anything from him.
00:56:47I'm not hoping he would make the right decision, like,
00:56:50Trisha, I love you, I'll be with you, I'm going to block my ex.
00:56:54I just wanted to see him.
00:56:58That's it.
00:57:00But when I see Rick at the airport, my heart tells me that I do still love him.
00:57:11But you cannot be with him.
00:57:17It's sad, I don't know what to say.
00:57:23You know, I still love him.
00:57:28I still wanna, I still wanna see you.
00:57:31What's the point?
00:57:33You don't forget about your ex.
00:57:36You'll never change, so why you wanna still see this?
00:57:41You know that eventually I'm gonna get over that.
00:57:46This is gonna take time.
00:57:50I want us to work, but...
00:57:53I don't know, we just...
00:57:57Make it work, baby. Work a bit.
00:58:00Make it work, baby.
00:58:06Make it work.
00:58:07Make it work, baby.
00:58:07Okay.
00:58:11Oh.
00:58:23It's not easy.
00:58:25It's not.
00:58:28And nothing worth having ever is.
00:58:36We don't, we don't have to commit to anything right now, but let's just continue to talk.
00:58:43And let's see if we can work through it.
00:58:45Okay?
00:58:53Okay.
00:58:57Okay.
00:59:02But I'm not promising you that I'm going to get back with you or whatever.
00:59:09I'll take that.
00:59:11I'll take that.
00:59:15I'll take that.
00:59:18I don't want to get hurt again.
00:59:21But I'm hoping that he will change and not having feelings for his ex anymore.
00:59:31I'm going to take the day at a time, talking with him as a friend, and we will see.
00:59:39That's it.
00:59:44I have to cope.
00:59:45That is leaving soon.
00:59:52I love you, baby.
00:59:59I know there's many, many things that I have to do to make it up to her, but I'd be
01:00:06willing
01:00:06to do whatever it takes to win her back.
01:00:10Are you willing to block your ex right now?
01:00:16I mean, really, I can't block her because it would be like on our times that we shared together in
01:00:30the past.
01:00:33But I know that for Trisha and I's relationship, I have to start, you know, making a stronger stand of
01:00:42letting it go.
01:00:45Because I still keep looking back on the feelings that we had after visiting her family and getting their approval.
01:00:54That's the feeling that, that's giving me hope that we can, that we can get back to that place again.
01:01:08Oh, love is not lost. I am by your side.
01:01:22I feel sick to myself, like I just feel so ****.
01:01:28I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
01:01:31My heart wants him, my heart cares for him, but like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:01:37It would have handled it better.
01:01:39If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:01:44Can we move past that?
01:01:45Let's take a look and move past that.
01:02:01Hello Billy Hoffman.
01:02:02I feel sick to myself, I'm like, I just feel so ****ing well.
01:02:09It's fine. It's fine.
01:02:11I can't.
01:02:13I can't can't.
01:02:23Last night was so eye-opening.
01:02:28Like, I didn't come here to hang out with all your friends.
01:02:30Like, I'm a people pleaser.
01:02:31I try to make you happy.
01:02:33Don't say yes to please me and then have a fight with me.
01:02:36I don't have a choice.
01:02:37I didn't mean to.
01:02:37Don't say yes to please me when I ask you
01:02:39and then have a fight with me after when you said yes.
01:02:42Okay, then we're going to have our differences.
01:02:44Well, last night, you hurt my feelings.
01:02:46I didn't feel hurt.
01:02:47You made me feel really small and you ruined our last night.
01:02:50That is, like, I didn't, that wasn't malicious or disgusting.
01:02:54And then you just talked about me when I went in the bedroom?
01:02:56I didn't.
01:02:57Okay.
01:02:58Everything that I say, you're going to fight back.
01:03:01I was kind of hoping that things would cool off
01:03:03before, you know, we got to the airport.
01:03:05But the tension was just, you know, palpable.
01:03:09Every time we have an argument,
01:03:11when I try and find a resolution or apologize,
01:03:14you know, it's just, it doesn't go anywhere.
01:03:17I love her a bit, like, I don't know what to do.
01:03:35I mean, like, I just can't believe you tell me you're in love with me
01:03:42and we're talking about, like, what's going to happen between us
01:03:51and then it's just, like, all unraveled.
01:03:54Well, look, I don't know how many times I can say I apologize for it.
01:03:56You still won't accept it on a date where we're leaving on a bad note.
01:04:02If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing,
01:04:05it's never going to work.
01:04:06It's not going to work.
01:04:07And I don't want that.
01:04:09You are so hot and cold with, like, how you feel.
01:04:13I feel like one minute you want this and one minute you don't
01:04:15and you're so easy to walk away.
01:04:17Like, you just said, I'm out.
01:04:19Yeah.
01:04:19Turned off your location.
01:04:20Turned off my location.
01:04:21But you're minimizing that.
01:04:23It's very erratic.
01:04:24To me, that's scary.
01:04:25Because I don't know what's going on in your head.
01:04:42I'm falling for you.
01:04:43I care about you more than you ever know.
01:04:47I wanted it to work so mad.
01:04:52You mean everything to me.
01:04:53I'm going to think about you all the time.
01:04:55I'm going to think about the great times.
01:04:56But I don't like feeling uncertain.
01:05:01I think I'm going to be settling.
01:05:02And, like, you can't do this.
01:05:05It's not going to work out.
01:05:10I'm sorry.
01:05:12It's fine.
01:05:15I think I'm going to say it.
01:05:19Sorry, I'm going to have this.
01:05:32My heart wants him.
01:05:33My heart cares for him.
01:05:35But I know that I would be doing myself without service
01:05:39if I stayed with him.
01:05:42His job situation, his son's situation,
01:05:44his living situation,
01:05:45I genuinely feel bad,
01:05:46and I want to take care of him.
01:05:47But it's not my job.
01:05:50Let me know you get home time.
01:05:54See ya.
01:06:02I wanted this so bad,
01:06:04but how can you tell me
01:06:05that you're in love with me
01:06:06and then have no reaction
01:06:08when I'm breaking up with you
01:06:09and I'm about to never see you again?
01:06:11If he really loved me
01:06:12and wanted to make this work,
01:06:13he would be fighting, right?
01:06:14Like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:06:16Like, he's just unfortunately not the guy for me.
01:06:19And, like, I came here so excited to fight love
01:06:22and I'm leaving alone.
01:06:39I'm not the type to sort of be like,
01:06:41no, baby, please don't.
01:06:42That's not me.
01:06:43Like, I'm not going to force someone, you know?
01:06:46I did what I could.
01:06:48You know, I didn't do the best,
01:06:50but I did what I could.
01:06:51I said I'm in love with her.
01:06:53It's not an exaggeration.
01:06:54But she always was hesitant.
01:06:56But I think she played with my feelings a little bit.
01:06:59Well, she was scared that she'd get hurt,
01:07:02so she'd cut it off first.
01:07:04I don't know.
01:07:07But it's devastating, yeah.
01:07:11She goes one way, I'll go the other.
01:07:28I can't wait to get back to Miami and see my cats,
01:07:31and I'm going to be okay, but I'm really sad.
01:07:37We did have a great connection, and I did really like him,
01:07:40and I do so really like him.
01:07:42I know I made the right choice, but it hurts.
01:07:47I don't want to let you go.
01:07:54Good morning.
01:07:56Good morning.
01:07:57When it comes to Michael, we have to have better boundaries,
01:08:00but I'm feeling a lot of anxiety
01:08:03that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:08:07You look a little bit emotional.
01:08:10Yeah.
01:08:11Yeah.
01:08:13We got engaged.
01:08:40I don't even know why I bothered putting makeup on.
01:08:42This sucks.
01:08:44It will be fun.
01:08:46I know.
01:08:47I didn't think it was going to be this hard.
01:08:50If you think about it, it's getting hard to run out of something.
01:08:54I know.
01:08:54I'm trying not to think about it as hard
01:08:56when I'm packing everything up.
01:08:59It's just hard to have spent this much time with you.
01:09:03And now I don't get to.
01:09:08Today, I'm going back home.
01:09:12And it sucks to have just gotten engaged yesterday.
01:09:17And now I have to leave.
01:09:21After they approve that paper,
01:09:24fill me together.
01:09:26I think it's going to be a long time before that happens.
01:09:29It could be like a year and a half.
01:09:31I know.
01:09:33Everything has its price.
01:09:34I know.
01:09:36It just feels like a lot can go wrong in that time.
01:09:41But always, if you really want to be with me,
01:09:45if I really want to be with you,
01:09:48we will end up together.
01:09:49What if you change your mind?
01:09:51What if you change your mind?
01:09:55I believe in us.
01:09:58Yeah, I do too.
01:10:00I don't want you to cry.
01:10:03I don't want you to cry.
01:10:07Too late.
01:10:16That's probably my goal.
01:10:19Do you want me to take the door?
01:10:20Yeah, you go get the door.
01:10:22I'll grab my bag.
01:10:23Okay.
01:10:25I know that I'm going to be
01:10:27an absolute emotional wreck today.
01:10:29So I'm glad Michael booked the same flight as me.
01:10:32Good morning, my good man.
01:10:34Good morning.
01:10:35How are you?
01:10:36Doing well.
01:10:36How are you?
01:10:37Yeah.
01:10:39Very good.
01:10:40So you're all packed up and ready?
01:10:42Yep.
01:10:43Good morning.
01:10:43And the cab downstairs?
01:10:45Excellent.
01:10:46Excellent.
01:10:47When it comes to Michael,
01:10:49I'm feeling a lot of anxiety
01:10:51about the future of our friendship.
01:10:53There's no way we can continue to watch movies in bed
01:10:58and cuddle on the couch.
01:11:01We have to have better boundaries.
01:11:03It's worth it to make your kind of feel secure in our relationship.
01:11:09But it's a little bit sad to me
01:11:12that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:11:17You look a little bit emotional.
01:11:19How's your last 24 hours been?
01:11:22It's been pretty good.
01:11:24It's really hard to leave.
01:11:26I can imagine.
01:11:29But yeah, I mean, I don't know.
01:11:35It's just, we got engaged.
01:11:46It's funny.
01:11:47I found you engaged, and here you are again.
01:11:51It's a fascinating world.
01:11:54It's very interesting.
01:11:55Cool.
01:11:57It was just so sweet and sentimental.
01:12:00Like, everything he does has so much meaning,
01:12:02which I love.
01:12:03You know, it was great.
01:12:08Come in.
01:12:10I can't.
01:12:11There's a point.
01:12:13I can't go in.
01:12:17Are you taking too long?
01:12:20It's the best.
01:12:22In the camp?
01:12:23Okay, excellent.
01:12:25Cool.
01:12:30Well, congratulations, both of you, and...
01:12:33Thank you, man.
01:12:34Thanks.
01:12:34Yeah.
01:12:35I appreciate that.
01:12:36Well, we got to get going.
01:12:37Those planes don't wait.
01:12:38Yep.
01:12:41Takes time to make her mine.
01:12:46She's got all she wants and doesn't.
01:12:49So your calm is still a mystery to me.
01:12:51But, I mean, it did not take me long to figure out
01:12:54he's a good guy.
01:12:55Is he right for Laura?
01:12:56I mean, he's still young,
01:12:57and they just have such different lives.
01:13:00And long-distance relationships
01:13:01are very hard to navigate.
01:13:03A lot of them end up failing.
01:13:05I don't think love is enough,
01:13:07and right now, that's what they got in my eyes.
01:13:10That's just...
01:13:11That's all they got.
01:13:14I know the next 9 to 18 months
01:13:16are going to be difficult for you guys.
01:13:18We know.
01:13:20It feels overwhelming.
01:13:24Actually, everything is overwhelming right now.
01:13:29I feel like half of my soul is leaving me.
01:13:35Oh.
01:13:36Oh, God.
01:13:38We're here.
01:13:52All right, buddy.
01:13:53This is where our journey ends.
01:13:55Yeah.
01:13:56It is just the beginning.
01:13:58I'll see you in the 9 to 18 months, apparently.
01:14:01Okay, don't say it out loud.
01:14:02It's just sad.
01:14:03All right.
01:14:04I will give you your last moments here,
01:14:06and see you on the other side, girl.
01:14:08Thanks.
01:14:09Okay.
01:14:15No crying.
01:14:17No crying.
01:14:19No crying.
01:14:20No crying.
01:14:21No crying.
01:14:21I hate this.
01:14:33We had our moments.
01:14:35I know.
01:14:37And we will still have our moments.
01:14:41Ultimately, if we are going to get married,
01:14:44I feel like there's so many challenges
01:14:46that BeerCon and I are going to have to face.
01:14:49This visa could take up to 18 months.
01:14:52He could get denied.
01:14:54Long-distance communication is exhausting.
01:14:57But I love him, and he loves me.
01:15:01And it's all worth it.
01:15:05Do you believe us?
01:15:07Yeah.
01:15:09I believe us, too.
01:15:11I love you, too.
01:15:15I love you, too.
01:15:17Thank you for loving me.
01:15:25I will always love you.
01:15:27Always.
01:15:30This was truly the experience of a lifetime.
01:15:34And I wouldn't change it.
01:15:36All I can think is that I need more time.
01:15:38I want more time.
01:15:40And I'm out.
01:15:41You never leave when the song is over.
01:15:45You're my eyes.
01:15:46You're my eyes.
01:15:50You're my eyes.
01:15:51You're my eyes.
01:15:52You're my eyes.
01:15:59How come in your contacts,
01:16:01and you have somebody listed as wife?
01:16:04I don't know what you're talking about.
01:16:06Faith went on your email.
01:16:08I have screenshots.
01:16:09It is true.
01:16:12And you're being real?
01:16:14I'm being real.
01:16:34Beggin' for your love to save me.
01:16:37You know that these thoughts keep me awake.
01:16:40You did too much damage, baby.
01:16:46Daniel's calling.
01:16:52Hello?
01:16:54Hello, beautiful.
01:16:56Hey.
01:16:57Listen, I'm driving home from work.
01:16:59Let me give you a call right back.
01:17:02Um, yeah, so make sure you drive carefully, okay?
01:17:04All right.
01:17:05Bye.
01:17:09Oh, good God.
01:17:11He hasn't called me, and now he calls me,
01:17:14and now I'm scared.
01:17:15But his voice gives me butterflies in my stomach still.
01:17:20And I'm trying to harden my heart,
01:17:22and I don't know how to do that.
01:17:24I don't know how to do that with him.
01:17:27It has been at least a week
01:17:30since Faith snooped into Daniel's email accounts again.
01:17:34Faith communicated with this woman
01:17:36that he saved in his phone as wife,
01:17:39and she didn't deny knowing Daniel.
01:17:42She didn't deny anything.
01:17:44Does he have a wife?
01:17:46Does he have kids?
01:17:47Does he have somebody else on the side?
01:17:49Was I paying for a whole second family?
01:17:51I've been so scared to talk to Daniel about any of this,
01:17:55maybe because I don't want to face reality.
01:17:57But I know that I need to talk to him immediately
01:18:01and say, what the hell are you doing?
01:18:04I can't keep doing this.
01:18:06I can't keep busting my ass to get to Nigeria
01:18:08and get to Daniel
01:18:09until I find out what's going on.
01:18:20Hey.
01:18:22Hi, Dara.
01:18:24How are you?
01:18:27I'm fine.
01:18:28How are you doing?
01:18:29I'm okay.
01:18:30Stressed.
01:18:31It was a stressful day today.
01:18:35I'm so sorry.
01:18:36You know, I always tell you not to walk so hard.
01:18:41I'm going to walk around a little bit.
01:18:44Hold on.
01:18:45I'm tired of sitting.
01:18:47You didn't love your wig.
01:18:53I don't understand.
01:18:54I'm confused.
01:18:56Suddenly, he is being attentive and loving.
01:19:01Where has this been for the last two, two and a half months?
01:19:04Where has this been?
01:19:06It feels like he knows he did something wrong
01:19:08and he's trying to cover it up.
01:19:13So, like, why don't you ever have time to communicate with me?
01:19:19Maybe I do communicate with you, but Adam, yes, I don't communicate with you like before.
01:19:25Because, you know, we spent some weeks in Lagos.
01:19:30So, when I came back to my States, I found out that I'm having a lot of debt.
01:19:39I have a lot of debt, too, but I always make time for you.
01:19:43Yes.
01:19:44And I'm working three jobs, and you're not doing anything but going to football and working one job.
01:19:49I'm so sorry.
01:19:50I'm sorry about that.
01:19:51I'm sorry.
01:19:54You're not the same Daniel that I used to talk to.
01:19:58I never changed my mind.
01:20:00I still love you.
01:20:01Nothing will ever make me true.
01:20:04It demands the love I have for you.
01:20:05I can't do that.
01:20:08Then I have a question.
01:20:10How come in your contacts, you have me listed as Liz Baby, and you have somebody listed as wife?
01:20:20I don't think that's true.
01:20:22Faith went on your email.
01:20:24I have screenshots.
01:20:25It is true.
01:20:33And you're being real?
01:20:34I'm being real.
01:20:38Why do you like laying accusations on my head?
01:20:41It's not about accusations.
01:20:43Faith texted that person.
01:20:45And I have the screenshots of what she texted.
01:20:47She said, Daniel has you listed as wife.
01:20:51And she said, so what do you want of it?
01:20:55So who is this wife?
01:21:00I don't know what you're talking about.
01:21:02Maybe you should come up with the evidence.
01:21:06I do have the evidence.
01:21:07So don't, don't, don't.
01:21:09You're not going to do this to me.
01:21:12He gaslights me all the time.
01:21:15He thinks I'm a fool because I've fallen for everything he's done.
01:21:20But not this time.
01:21:23All right, I'll send you the screenshots.
01:21:24And then I'd like to hear what you have to say.
01:21:31You have a contact that says wife.
01:21:33And you lied.
01:21:34And now you're smiling and smirking and acting like you don't care.
01:21:40I'm not playing these games anymore, Daniel.
01:21:43I loved you with everything I had.
01:21:45I was willing, I worked three jobs to get to you.
01:21:47I already made the effort to be there with you.
01:21:50And you changed.
01:21:52He's not admitting it.
01:21:54But he's not really denying it either.
01:21:57That's why he's ignoring me.
01:21:58It answers all my questions.
01:22:01Everything's answered.
01:22:02What other conclusion can I come to?
01:22:06No matter how much I love Daniel, this is the final straw.
01:22:11You have been laying accusations on my head.
01:22:14You're not even acting like you care.
01:22:16Oh, God.
01:22:18You're not caring.
01:22:19This is a joke to you.
01:22:21But I'm done.
01:22:22Once I hang up, I'm not calling back.
01:22:25And I'd like you to know that I don't want this relationship anymore.
01:22:31I want to call it your quiz because you think I have a wife.
01:22:36This is so funny, honestly.
01:22:40It's not funny.
01:22:41And I'm hanging up because it's not funny.
01:22:43Did you find out in our mind?
01:22:45I'm done calling people.
01:22:46I'm done checking up on you.
01:22:47I'm done.
01:22:48Goodbye, Daniel.
01:22:49Goodbye forever.
01:22:55You okay?
01:22:56No, I'm not okay.
01:22:58He tried to gaslight me again.
01:23:00Again, he's trying to gaslight me.
01:23:02And again, he just showed his true self again.
01:23:12He made a fool out of me.
01:23:14And he broke my heart.
01:23:15And he used me.
01:23:20I'm not taking him back.
01:23:22I'm done.
01:23:24I can't do this anymore.
01:23:25I'm tired of being made feeling like I'm crazy.
01:23:30This marriage that I wanted more than anything in the world is over.
01:23:34There is no marriage to Daniel.
01:23:42Next time on 90 Day Fiancé, before the 90 days, the couples tell all.
01:23:47Trisha, you have a big update.
01:23:51Yes.
01:23:52Oh, my God.
01:23:53Oh, my God.
01:23:55Get married.
01:23:58Molly, do you still feel like Sheena lies to you?
01:24:03Yes.
01:24:04All of the money with her family.
01:24:06Sheena changes the story daily.
01:24:09No, no, no, no.
01:24:10Her parents were asking her for money.
01:24:12As recently as a week ago.
01:24:14That's the last time.
01:24:15Oh, my.
01:24:16Oh.
01:24:17I started this thinking Molly was the problem.
01:24:19And now I switched to making Sheena's the problem.
01:24:24Aviva and Stig.
01:24:25The engagement is broken off.
01:24:28Aviva got caught talking to other men.
01:24:32Somebody texted me, that guy is never going to love you like I would.
01:24:36Oh.
01:24:38Look at me right now and say that you didn't cheat.
01:24:40Oh, my God.
01:24:43Michael and I have not really seen each other since Turkey.
01:24:47Huh?
01:24:47Oh, wow.
01:24:48Yeah, because you're sending me, you're on your own.
01:24:51Oh, my God.
01:24:52I was joking.
01:24:54At no point in time would I say, oh, you are such a condescending man.
01:25:00Lisa and Daniel, you're definitely not back together.
01:25:04We are broken up.
01:25:04No, no, no.
01:25:05Hold on.
01:25:05Listen.
01:25:07The situation now is complicated.
01:25:10She's my wife.
01:25:12What?
01:25:13I am not with you.
01:25:14You tricked me.
01:25:15Oh, no.
01:25:19Is Emma lying when she says that you two had sex?
01:25:23If I did sex with him, I would not say I did it.
01:25:26So you like to participate, but you don't want to talk about it, right?
01:25:28Because that's your religion, right?
01:25:29You're a fake Muslim.
01:25:31Oh.
01:25:33You are a fake father.
01:25:35I'm a real father, fool.
01:25:37I'm more father than you will ever be ever in your life.
01:25:41You piece of .
01:25:44There is something that I've been, like, upset about.
01:25:46Okay.
01:25:46I found out you tried to hook up with him.
01:25:49I really cared about a friendship with you.
01:25:51I feel like I don't know who I can, like, trust.
01:25:53I think it's very weird that you're, like, poor me.
01:25:56I'm the victim.
01:25:57When I didn't do anything wrong.
01:25:58What is happening?
01:26:00Don't raise your voice at me.
01:26:01Don't get me mad and attack me.
01:26:02That guy's not your boyfriend.
01:26:05He's able to do whatever the he wants.
01:26:07Never mind.
01:26:08You're my boyfriend.
01:26:10ì‹«ressing music.
01:26:12Happy holidays.
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