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90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days - Season 8 - Episode 18: Emergency Exit
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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée staying.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:20I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:28not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:34that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Like, can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:49Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:51I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:12At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:19that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:23But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39Let me see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:55And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:58We talk about the babies.
00:02:00The future.
00:02:04I don't want anything from you.
00:02:08She and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:13and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:15Oh, my God.
00:02:16I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:22I trust my son.
00:02:24I don't trust you.
00:02:27I'm sorry.
00:02:28I just want to need space.
00:02:48What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:51I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done, this is crazy.
00:02:56I mean, my ex was flying the plane, and I was having sex with him while he was flying a
00:03:00plane.
00:03:01Like...
00:03:02I don't want to hear that.
00:03:03You don't?
00:03:03No.
00:03:04What?
00:03:04Okay, sorry.
00:03:14I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:17It's not because I don't want to do it, but, like, I just don't.
00:03:21So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:23I found this, and we can do it.
00:03:25Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:27Anything to put a smile on your face?
00:03:30You put a smile on your face.
00:03:32Period.
00:03:33My time in Australia is almost coming to an end, and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:41After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son, and,
00:03:46like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:48It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:52But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous, and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:56So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:04:01Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:04:03I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:05I heard abs.
00:04:06I heard sailing.
00:04:07It sounded cool, so I just booked the thing.
00:04:11You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this, because it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for
00:04:15trying.
00:04:16Are you scared of hops?
00:04:17Not really.
00:04:18I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:20It'll be fun.
00:04:21Really?
00:04:22Yep.
00:04:24We're here.
00:04:26Yay!
00:04:27Let's do this thing.
00:04:30How are we going?
00:04:31Hi!
00:04:32Hey, Mitch.
00:04:33Josh, how are you?
00:04:33Nice to meet you.
00:04:34Elise.
00:04:35Elise, nice to meet you.
00:04:36Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:37Sydney.
00:04:38Sydney?
00:04:38Miami.
00:04:39Miami, wow.
00:04:40So we're going canyoning today, and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:45Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:47Yeah, you will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water, and you have to go abseil off the
00:04:55waterfall.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:56Exciting?
00:04:57Yep.
00:04:57Excited?
00:04:58Yep.
00:04:59Cool.
00:05:00Awesome.
00:05:03Here we go.
00:05:08Oh, my God.
00:05:10Well, it's stunning.
00:05:12Oh, my God.
00:05:12That's Empress Falls down there.
00:05:13So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:18Here is the cardio.
00:05:20Get that ass in check.
00:05:22Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:23Really?
00:05:24Yep.
00:05:24Keep going.
00:05:26I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:30You know, it can be quite hairy.
00:05:32Yeah?
00:05:35So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits, because we're going
00:05:39through rock pools.
00:05:40I don't want to do it.
00:05:41Stop.
00:05:42It's fun.
00:05:42I don't want to do it.
00:05:43It's fun.
00:05:45I don't want to do this.
00:05:47Yeah, you do.
00:05:55Come on, baby.
00:05:56You will.
00:05:58Let's go.
00:05:59Come on.
00:06:00Come on.
00:06:02Yes.
00:06:02Yes!
00:06:07If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken him.
00:06:12It's scary.
00:06:24It's scary.
00:06:25The guy's like, oh, you have the cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:29I'm like, the .
00:06:30Not me.
00:06:31I'm not doing that.
00:06:33Ready?
00:06:34One step down.
00:06:35Yes!
00:06:37Come here.
00:06:38But guess what?
00:06:39I did it.
00:06:40She's such a trooper.
00:06:42Thanks, fam.
00:06:44You did.
00:06:45You did.
00:06:47Oh, my God.
00:06:48I don't like this at all, actually.
00:07:00Good girl.
00:07:01Good girl.
00:07:04I'm done, baby.
00:07:05I'm so done with it.
00:07:06Hey, what am I going to say?
00:07:07What am I going to say?
00:07:08What am I going to say?
00:07:08No, really?
00:07:08Yeah.
00:07:11.
00:07:11I can't feel my hands.
00:07:18Come on, girl.
00:07:19It's so cold.
00:07:31I cannot feel my hair.
00:07:32How am I gonna do this rope?
00:07:36I'm shaking, like this is not good.
00:07:39Hit me, Ralph.
00:07:40Oh my God.
00:07:42I'm scared, I'm freezing.
00:07:45Do you feel my legs shivering?
00:07:47Mm-hmm.
00:07:48Hey, hold on.
00:07:49You're next.
00:07:50I can't do this anymore.
00:07:51You're all right, you're all right.
00:07:53I can't do this, I wanna get off now.
00:07:57Hey.
00:07:57Like I wanna get home, I don't wanna do this.
00:08:01Hey, you have to get down there.
00:08:04You're gonna get down there.
00:08:06It's all right.
00:08:08You're gonna be all right.
00:08:10You're gonna be all right, you're gonna be all right.
00:08:13I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:16Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:21I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:23Oh, it's so hot.
00:08:25And like I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:29I can't do this.
00:08:33I wanna get down, but the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:42I feel like I'm gonna die.
00:08:45I feel like I'm gonna die.
00:08:47I can't do this.
00:08:50What do I do?
00:08:52What do I do?
00:08:53I can't do this.
00:09:03I can't do this.
00:09:05I can't do this.
00:09:08I can't do this.
00:09:15I'm sorry.
00:09:16I just want to need space.
00:09:23Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:27I love her, and I know we could do things here together.
00:09:29I know I can live here.
00:09:39I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:45Stop thinking with your pecker, and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:51Forrest telling me that he's gonna move to the Philippines, you know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:57It's not gonna work.
00:09:59It won't work.
00:10:01Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus
00:10:09in on what the realities are.
00:10:14My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:21can do it.
00:10:22I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:29And then the whole goal of ever trying to get you to the United States would just go out the
00:10:33window.
00:10:34And you would have to accept that.
00:10:51When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive, I felt that I was kind of a bit
00:10:57scared,
00:10:58and I wanted to take a break, but I know that I need to stand up for myself and for
00:11:06Forrest.
00:11:07Have you even factored how much it's gonna cost?
00:11:11How much the bills are?
00:11:14Where are you gonna live, Forrest?
00:11:17Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:19I will take good care of yourself.
00:11:21She can't afford it.
00:11:22Pay with you all your money?
00:11:23I am a professional, and I could look, I could, you know.
00:11:26You could this, you could that, you could this.
00:11:30How much is rent here?
00:11:31How much, 900, 900 a month?
00:11:34No, you can get places for 300, 400, but cheaper for a month.
00:11:37So she makes about $500 a month, isn't that right?
00:11:41Yes, yes.
00:11:41U.S. dollars.
00:11:42Yes.
00:11:44So she makes 500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is 400?
00:11:52That leaves 100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:57I have him, he have me, and I will take care of your son.
00:12:01You don't have to worry about that.
00:12:03Sheena, you are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love, and happy homemaker,
00:12:10and being in a little house, and all that.
00:12:11No, no.
00:12:12I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:12:14The law doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:20Mom, there's gonna be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here, that allows me to live here
00:12:27in the country, and get employment here.
00:12:31You've never worked here.
00:12:32You've had one job in your life.
00:12:35You are on disability.
00:12:36I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:39Disability for a reason.
00:12:41You do have autism.
00:12:44And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:48I want you to better yourself.
00:12:49But of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:54Do the right process, where you come back to the United States.
00:12:59Contact Social Security, and say that you want to start working.
00:13:04Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:13:08See what type of job and money you can make.
00:13:11See how you can save up.
00:13:12You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for,
00:13:17that you know nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:21You don't know anything.
00:13:23You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:29And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:44No, I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:47It's been seven years.
00:13:48It's so hard for me.
00:13:49Oh, God.
00:13:50You know what, Lucy?
00:13:51I'm not sure.
00:13:52Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:54Don't start the tears, Sheena, please.
00:13:55Stop, I can't, you don't know how I feel.
00:13:57It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:14:02It's so stressful.
00:14:11I don't know what to do.
00:14:14I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right, that living here in the
00:14:22Philippines is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:28What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:32I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:45Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:49I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home.
00:14:58I'm going to work, make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:15:13It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:15:16I love you, that's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:20This ring is a promise.
00:15:23If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married to
00:15:29you.
00:15:30I will not give up.
00:15:43This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:45Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:46Nice meeting you.
00:15:47I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:49Okay.
00:15:49We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:54I'm very happy.
00:15:56I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:58I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:16:01I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:16:04I would really put an effort.
00:16:08I brought you something.
00:16:11I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:16:18I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:21Why did you mislead me like Michael made the move?
00:16:24I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:31Can you do that?
00:16:51Okay.
00:16:52Hi, good morning.
00:16:54Good morning po, ma'am Anna and Sir Javon.
00:16:57Welcome to Balay Indang.
00:16:59Nasa taas na po pala yung hair and makeup.
00:17:01Yeah po.
00:17:02Samahan po po kayo sa taas po.
00:17:04Ready?
00:17:04Yeah, ready.
00:17:07This is a nice door.
00:17:14Enjoy.
00:17:16Hi, good morning.
00:17:18Hello.
00:17:20Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:26Good morning.
00:17:27Hi, Hannah.
00:17:28Hi, nice meeting you.
00:17:29I'm Ray.
00:17:29This is my husband, Javon.
00:17:31Nice meeting you.
00:17:32I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:34Okay.
00:17:35Okay.
00:17:35You ready to start?
00:17:36I'm as ready as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:40We never had a real wedding.
00:17:44So today is very important for us.
00:17:47I'm very happy.
00:17:49Been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:52The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:55When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:59But I want to stay positive, though.
00:18:03This is first time to have his makeup done.
00:18:09I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:18:11Oh, no.
00:18:12No.
00:18:13No, I'm good.
00:18:17I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:18:20You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:18:24I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy.
00:18:29And, you know, give her the day that she always wanted.
00:18:32But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness.
00:18:39Because obviously me and Anna have different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:44So I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:53So I forgot.
00:18:55Oh, okay.
00:18:55Wait now.
00:19:03So, are you excited about today?
00:19:07Are you kidding me?
00:19:09Of course I'm excited today.
00:19:10Very excited.
00:19:12This is just like a paradise to me.
00:19:14With the makeup, the dress.
00:19:17The center of attention.
00:19:18Yeah, and you know, the photos.
00:19:23I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:19:27I'm okay.
00:19:29You know.
00:19:30Nervous?
00:19:30Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:32Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:19:36You know, I'm not good at, uh...
00:19:38Well, you don't have to write a long poem, okay?
00:19:43It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:45Well, I'm not.
00:19:45It doesn't have to be...
00:19:46I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:48You don't have to be.
00:19:49Okay.
00:19:50It's just going to be a few things.
00:19:52You know what I'm saying?
00:19:53Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:58How I feel about doing my vows,
00:20:00I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:20:03But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:20:06She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:20:10What is wrong with being expressive?
00:20:14Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens, not now,
00:20:19God will take me before him.
00:20:21That's when the time he will appreciate me.
00:20:23And he will say,
00:20:24I miss you and your big mouth.
00:20:27You know?
00:20:32I just want you to say what's in your heart,
00:20:35because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:38Yeah.
00:20:39I mean, I invited my whole family and friends
00:20:41who are going to see you.
00:20:43I would really put an effort.
00:20:46I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it.
00:20:49Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:52Okay.
00:20:55Huh, Bubu?
00:20:57I love you.
00:20:59I love you, too.
00:21:03You know what?
00:21:05You're not even supposed to be here.
00:21:07Okay.
00:21:08You're not supposed to see my look, my bridal look.
00:21:13All right.
00:21:14I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:21:19And that's really disappointing.
00:21:39Oh!
00:22:02I know Javon is not the most romantic guy,
00:22:08but I just wanted today to be fun, light, full of love,
00:22:16something that I can always look back on.
00:22:22I love him,
00:22:24but I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:23:03How did it feel spending the night here last night?
00:23:06It wasn't very fun.
00:23:08I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:23:14Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:23:17So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel
00:23:22and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:23:30But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:23:32I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:34I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:37And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:43I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it
00:23:49all today.
00:23:50But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:53He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:24:02I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:24:06I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:24:10I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:24:12And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:24:14What has he been saying?
00:24:17Yeah, I did. I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:24:23I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:24:32I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:39I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him are so much
00:24:45stronger
00:24:46than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:51...
00:25:17Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me.
00:25:21and she didn't even try to apologize.
00:25:26By spending the time in the hotel,
00:25:28I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without me.
00:25:36Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:44Hey.
00:25:46Hey.
00:25:47I brought you something.
00:25:57I know you like that.
00:26:13I'm sorry
00:26:16that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:26:21I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:26:24And I'm so sorry.
00:26:26That was never my intent.
00:26:36So, why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?
00:26:43I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point,
00:26:51that I was the one that hit on him,
00:26:54that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:27:03Okay.
00:27:05But the missing thing is I think you had feelings for him.
00:27:13I did have feelings for him, but I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:27:22And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and so much more of the
00:27:32type of man I actually want to be with.
00:27:35I want you to know that I do love you.
00:27:38I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:42You and me.
00:27:49You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you, but like you said, I'm into
00:27:58actions.
00:28:08Honestly, I'm scared to even say this.
00:28:17Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:28:30Can you do that?
00:28:36When do you plan on applying for the fiancée visa so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:42I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:47No.
00:28:49I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:53I just would rather live here, and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:57It's just really weird timing, and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:29:17You're ready to work for me.
00:29:17Here we go.
00:29:18You're ready to work for me.
00:29:18I'm ready to work for you.
00:29:26I'm ready for you, don't you?
00:29:32And I think it's fantastic, and neat.
00:29:33I'm ready to work for you.
00:29:33tomorrow by myself?
00:29:36Same.
00:29:47Sorry.
00:29:54Babe, you're my fiancé.
00:29:58Yeah.
00:29:59Realize that?
00:30:00It's crazy.
00:30:01You did such a good job.
00:30:02It was a beautiful proposal.
00:30:04It was everything I could have asked for.
00:30:07I'm going to go home engaged.
00:30:10I'm excited.
00:30:12Me too.
00:30:15You're my fiancé now.
00:30:16I know.
00:30:17Any thoughts to give you would never get married and settle down.
00:30:20It's crazy.
00:30:21I woke up this morning and I was like, ah!
00:30:26Got a ring on my finger.
00:30:27Yes.
00:30:27When do I put a ring on?
00:30:29Like when I get married?
00:30:30I don't...
00:30:31I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:30:35Do you like the ring, babe?
00:30:37Of course I like the ring.
00:30:38It's beautiful.
00:30:40You did a good job.
00:30:43When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa so I can come here and live here in Bodice?
00:30:50I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:56No.
00:30:57What?
00:31:00What do you mean?
00:31:01The whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here with you.
00:31:06Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:31:09And based on everything that he said to me on the phone, and since I've been in Belize,
00:31:15I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:31:20I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully move to.
00:31:25You would move to Belize?
00:31:26Yeah, I would.
00:31:27For real?
00:31:27Yeah.
00:31:29Would you move here?
00:31:30Of course I would move here.
00:31:32What?
00:31:32This is so pretty.
00:31:34I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:31:36Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:31:38I mean, of course I would love to.
00:31:39It's beautiful.
00:31:40Yeah.
00:31:43So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:31:46That's new information.
00:31:48I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:51I'd rather live here.
00:31:56You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:58That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:32:01No, I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:32:05I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:32:08I might not be able to make money right away, but I think long term and how that's going to
00:32:12benefit both of us.
00:32:14Okay.
00:32:17Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:32:22And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:32:27a citizen.
00:32:28I want to make the big bucks.
00:32:29I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:32:36You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:32:40You have family out there.
00:32:41I have family out there.
00:32:44Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:32:46Okay, sure.
00:32:47I'll file for you.
00:32:59I just would rather live here, and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:33:06So, quite the switch up, my guy.
00:33:12I really wish Stig didn't wait, like, two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:33:17It's just really weird timing, and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:33:24Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:33:28I don't know.
00:33:31Just give me some time to look into it.
00:33:33Now, let's take that seriously.
00:33:35Let's think about that.
00:33:36We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:33:38Let's make a plan and execute.
00:33:41Yep.
00:33:42I know.
00:33:43Okay.
00:33:50Oh, boy.
00:33:51No, no, no, no.
00:33:53After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:33:59But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:34:08Trisha.
00:34:10Sit down.
00:34:13I gave you a chance when we were in Noci Bay.
00:34:17Why did you betray me?
00:34:40Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.
00:34:44How excited we both were.
00:34:50How happy we were together.
00:34:53Oh, boy.
00:34:55No, no, no.
00:35:18After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:35:27She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:35:30She changed her seats on the plane and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:35:38And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:35:44She trusted me, and I guess I kind of blew it.
00:35:52I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that, and I didn't say that
00:35:57in the text messages.
00:35:59But I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:36:08I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:36:16It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:36:21I think I responded to my ex because for a while she was the only person I could really count
00:36:29on to be there for me.
00:36:33I met my ex on vacation in Colombia, and my feelings were very strong for her.
00:36:43It was so much chemistry, sexually, and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:36:51The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:57It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:37:03My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish, and she was hurt
00:37:11by it.
00:37:12And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me, and she was contacting me at this time.
00:37:23I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we can please get together and talk.
00:37:34But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:37:39I don't know why she put period.
00:37:41I don't know if that means it's final.
00:37:43This is our final talk or what.
00:37:50I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:38:00to know her family.
00:38:03And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of getting married and having a family together.
00:38:11I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say, but I have to
00:38:21give it my all.
00:38:23If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:38:45Oh, my God.
00:38:48Trisha?
00:38:51I'm just kidding.
00:38:54Sit down.
00:39:00Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:39:04What did you expect?
00:39:06I'm not happy to see you.
00:39:13I just want to apologize.
00:39:16I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:39:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:39:28Four days.
00:39:29You didn't say anything for four days.
00:39:32That's too much.
00:39:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:39:40You were with me.
00:39:43Why did you betray me?
00:39:46After I gave you a chance when we were in Nocibe,
00:39:51I forgive you what you did in Colombia.
00:39:55You're supposed to earn my trust back,
00:39:58not to break it a single time.
00:40:01I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you
00:40:05and being with her or any of that.
00:40:07I didn't realize that she would take this as cheating on you.
00:40:12Yes, it is cheating.
00:40:13This is where the cheating started.
00:40:26I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.
00:40:32Why?
00:40:33It's simple, though.
00:40:35Why don't you block her?
00:40:38It didn't come to my mom if that's what you want.
00:40:41If you want this relationship, make her understand
00:40:44that I'm with you.
00:40:46She already knows that I'm with you.
00:40:48She doesn't know.
00:40:49That's why she keep texting you.
00:40:51She does know.
00:40:52Tell her to understand that.
00:40:56Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:41:03Block her here and tell her.
00:41:12Nothing to say.
00:41:14I'm conflicted.
00:41:17I love you so much, but I can't block her.
00:41:24Why?
00:41:26Why?
00:41:33I'm having the best time of my life.
00:41:35Getting the waterfall in.
00:41:37I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:41:41I get down to the bottom and I see all these people surrounding Elise.
00:41:46And I start to think, oh, is she okay?
00:41:48Why?
00:41:52No.
00:42:10I have not.
00:42:11I have not.
00:42:14Welcome everyone.
00:42:15Javon, we are gathered here today to celebrate the enduring love between Javon and Annalyn.
00:42:21We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter, challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:42:28Now, Javon and Annalyn, it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:42:41Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:42:54I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey, and always protect you and be there for you.
00:43:05And also learn to be more patient and put up with your sassiness.
00:43:16I love you.
00:43:21Javon delivered his vows, and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry, but when I look at
00:43:31his eyes, I could feel the sincerity.
00:43:37I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person.
00:43:44I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:43:49You can always count on me.
00:43:52You'll never feel alone again.
00:43:55And I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks, even though I keep nagging you.
00:44:04And I don't expect you to be perfect, because no one is.
00:44:08But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:44:12I love you so much.
00:44:15I love you too.
00:44:20Javon and Annalyn, today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to one another.
00:44:26It is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:44:31Oh, one second.
00:44:32Do you have something to give up?
00:44:39Is that the one you wanted?
00:44:48All right, now we can get on with it.
00:44:50All right.
00:44:52You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:45:03You did so good.
00:45:05Oh, great, actually.
00:45:08You were so great.
00:45:09Woo!
00:45:13And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me, but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:45:20You finally have my wedding ring.
00:45:23Aw, thank you.
00:45:25Wow.
00:45:27Yeah.
00:45:28Judith!
00:45:29I miss you.
00:45:30I miss you.
00:45:32Nice to meet you.
00:45:32Nice to meet you, finally.
00:45:35Hey, cousin.
00:45:37Thank you for coming and for all the efforts.
00:45:39Welcome to my family.
00:45:40Thank you for coming.
00:45:53Okay, guys, the reception is over there.
00:45:57Go!
00:46:13For me, I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy.
00:46:17Because it's been a long time that they've waited to see each other, to be together.
00:46:21I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their relationship.
00:46:26But I've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other,
00:46:31with how they were going to work out with their relationship.
00:46:34So I'm really happy for seeing that now.
00:46:37Cut that cake!
00:46:39Cut that cake!
00:46:41Cut that cake!
00:46:42Yay!
00:46:45Wow!
00:46:50It's just so overwhelming, Boo.
00:46:53I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before.
00:46:58I just feel so loved.
00:47:01Five, four, three, two, one.
00:47:05Yay!
00:47:10This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life.
00:47:12It was the best night ever.
00:47:16I'm eternally grateful.
00:47:19Yeah.
00:47:22Thank you for gathering.
00:47:24Hello, Boo.
00:47:26Hello, Boo.
00:47:27Hello!
00:47:29Good day, guys!
00:47:35Let's go!
00:47:37To the home!
00:47:40To the home!
00:47:40To the home!
00:47:40To the home!
00:47:41To the home!
00:47:42To the home!
00:47:47I want to go home!
00:47:59Is she down?
00:48:06Look, I know it does look scary, like there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:48:10I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and, you know, do it
00:48:14himself.
00:48:16I'm having the best time of my life. I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall in.
00:48:22You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:48:29But I get down to the bottom and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elise.
00:48:35Take a deep breath, take a deep breath.
00:48:43And I start to think, oh, you know, is she okay?
00:48:51That's how I know I was here.
00:48:53Did you see me?
00:48:54Oh, no, I didn't because I couldn't see her. I could hear you.
00:49:02I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold and just, like, so tired.
00:49:09But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:49:13That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:49:15I thought I was going to die.
00:49:26Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:49:29Like, his physical touch just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:49:32It's, like, a quality I love about him.
00:49:35That was amazing.
00:49:36My boyfriend saved the day. He really helped me.
00:49:46Oh, my God. That was crazy.
00:49:49I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure
00:49:52and it becomes a complete and utter disaster for me.
00:49:55Well, at the best time, I'd do it all over again.
00:49:58Probably not right now.
00:50:00No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that,
00:50:02and let's try and, uh...
00:50:05Forget it.
00:50:06Yes.
00:50:08Okay.
00:50:13Oh.
00:50:23What? Who is that?
00:50:26Nothing.
00:50:29Nothing.
00:50:31What do you mean, nothing?
00:50:34Just don't worry about it.
00:50:35Sorry.
00:50:47Elise really went above and beyond for me today,
00:50:49so I want to do something nice for her and stop by Echo Point.
00:50:53It's supposed to have these stunning views,
00:50:55but, unfortunately, I just got a text with some bad news
00:50:58and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elise
00:51:01without her freaking out.
00:51:04I, um...
00:51:05Yeah, I'm nervous.
00:51:07Stunning.
00:51:07Oh, yeah.
00:51:10Pretty amazing.
00:51:12Don't worry, I've never been here.
00:51:15Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:51:17Yeah.
00:51:25Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:51:27Are you okay, baby?
00:51:30Um...
00:51:32We're not gonna be able to talk to my son.
00:51:36Why?
00:51:36It's just not possible today.
00:51:40There's other people to consider as well.
00:51:42You know, him, his mother.
00:51:45Sorry.
00:51:51Wow.
00:51:53I'll let you down.
00:51:55I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:51:59So I'm sorry.
00:52:01Well, that's really upsetting that we're not gonna be able
00:52:03to video chat him.
00:52:05Yeah.
00:52:05It is.
00:52:06I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:52:08I want to see into your world.
00:52:10I'm here.
00:52:12Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:52:15Good at disappointing people.
00:52:16So, maybe that's just me.
00:52:21It's more than just a broken promise.
00:52:23The fact that I'm leaving here soon
00:52:25and not being able to meet his son is, like, scary.
00:52:28That is a very important aspect of his life.
00:52:33And you should be pushing harder
00:52:35than simply receiving a text on your phone
00:52:37that we can't meet your son.
00:52:40Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:52:42Like, settling for no
00:52:44doesn't make me feel like you're gonna fight for us.
00:52:48You can just say it so nonchalantly.
00:52:49Like, I let you down.
00:52:50Like...
00:52:51Well, what else?
00:52:51I'm disappointed.
00:52:52I'm upset.
00:52:54I wouldn't blame you for not coming back
00:52:56or walking away.
00:53:03So...
00:53:04You're, like, okay to walk away?
00:53:07I didn't say that.
00:53:09I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:53:14I'm so cold.
00:53:15Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:53:18I'll get you my black one.
00:53:20I'm sorry.
00:53:29What just happened?
00:53:30He just said to me, he...
00:53:32Basically, I can walk away.
00:53:34And it's just not gonna happen.
00:53:35I'm not gonna meet his son.
00:53:36And, like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:53:38And, like, I do care about him a lot.
00:53:40Like, I do.
00:53:40I f***ing like him.
00:53:42But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away,
00:53:44then what is it gonna be on the other side of the world?
00:53:52What's going on?
00:53:53Why do you disrespect me?
00:53:55Why do you disrespect me?
00:53:56You just told me I could walk away.
00:53:58I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:54:00I don't want you to walk away.
00:54:03I don't want you to walk away.
00:54:05I don't want you to walk away.
00:54:06I'm not perfect.
00:54:07I keep dropping the ball.
00:54:09But I will try and be better for you.
00:54:17You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:54:19You say you dropped the ball.
00:54:21Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like,
00:54:23what do you want me to do?
00:54:24Like, I'm scared.
00:54:25Yeah.
00:54:27I'm really sorry.
00:54:28It means a lot that you're upset about this.
00:54:30Because I'm upset about it.
00:54:31But I don't want you to think
00:54:33that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:54:35It will happen.
00:54:36You guys will play a big, big part
00:54:38in each other's lives.
00:54:43I'm in love with you.
00:54:51That's crazy.
00:54:52Yeah, it is.
00:54:56You mean that?
00:54:58I do.
00:55:03I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:55:05I literally nearly died today.
00:55:06He just told me it's OK if I walk away from him.
00:55:09And now he's telling me he's in love with me.
00:55:11I've never heard that from him before.
00:55:13And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:55:16But, I mean, he's telling me this
00:55:18right after giving me the bad news.
00:55:21Like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:55:25Please, don't get angry.
00:55:26Let's figure it out.
00:55:28Sorry it didn't happen right now.
00:55:30If I want him as my husband,
00:55:32I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:55:35But, I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:55:38And that **** sucks.
00:55:47So, once I leave,
00:55:50we really gotta trust each other.
00:55:52When it comes to stuff like that...
00:55:54Don't be drunk and stupid.
00:55:55I have a fiancé now.
00:55:56What are you talking about?
00:55:58You trust me, babe?
00:56:02Why are you so emotional?
00:56:25You ready?
00:56:26I guess.
00:56:27Not really.
00:56:28But now the path is split in two.
00:56:33And mine is taking me from you.
00:56:37And yours is headed towards the western coast.
00:56:40I can't follow you.
00:56:42Hold me close.
00:56:43I feel hollow.
00:56:45I love you most.
00:56:46It's been a beautiful ride.
00:56:50I'm gonna miss you so much.
00:56:51Yes, you too.
00:56:53I plan to visit you soon.
00:56:54Really?
00:56:55Yeah.
00:56:55Like, I mean, well,
00:56:56I don't know how quick we're gonna move on this
00:56:58filing situation.
00:57:00I wanna do some research first.
00:57:04This whole time I was picturing us living in Belize.
00:57:07That's kind of what we talked about.
00:57:10So, now I just feel like it's a sudden change up.
00:57:13But I understand why.
00:57:14I understand why.
00:57:16I'm not saying that I wanna just completely
00:57:18ditch Belize and never come back, you know?
00:57:20Yeah.
00:57:21I could see us living in the States, though,
00:57:24for a little bit.
00:57:25Making some money.
00:57:26Coming back to Belize.
00:57:28Building a nice house.
00:57:29Getting in Belize.
00:57:32Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out.
00:57:35That said, I'm keeping an open mind
00:57:38because I believe love is more important
00:57:40than the location.
00:57:42I just feel like we are meant for each other.
00:57:45Our paths crossed for a reason.
00:57:48And I'm completely in love with him.
00:57:50I have fallen really hard for him.
00:57:54Here we go.
00:58:01Why are you so emotional?
00:58:03Yeah, so I just got like an overwhelming
00:58:06feeling of gratitude.
00:58:11I'm just happy.
00:58:18So, once I leave, we just really gotta trust each other.
00:58:24I gotta do.
00:58:25When it comes to stuff like that, I gotta do.
00:58:26You're drunk and stupid.
00:58:27I have a fiance now.
00:58:28What are you talking about?
00:58:30You trust me, babe?
00:58:32Hi, Joe.
00:58:35Hi, dear.
00:58:37What happened?
00:58:41Can I miss me?
00:58:44Why are you so tall?
00:58:52I hate crying.
00:59:13This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles.
00:59:19You know, they say that a plane can't fly without resistance.
00:59:24We had a lot of resistance.
00:59:26And we still made it through that.
00:59:36I think this has been a good trip.
00:59:39I love you, too.
00:59:40I love you, too.
00:59:42I love you, too.
00:59:42I miss you, too.
00:59:48Thank you for being with me.
00:59:50Come into my life.
00:59:52Saying yes to me.
00:59:53Damn.
00:59:55It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.
00:59:59I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.
01:00:05I just see a lot of positives in our future, and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now.
01:00:11Give me just a second now to catch my breath.
01:00:15I better catch my flight.
01:00:17I'm gonna ask you, Stig.
01:00:20I love you.
01:00:21I love you.
01:00:33I'm really excited about the future.
01:00:34I'm really excited to get married.
01:00:38In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money, real money.
01:00:44I could network with people.
01:00:46I could network with other big dancehall artists, bigger than myself.
01:00:49And I know people.
01:00:51Not in Arizona.
01:00:52I don't know nobody.
01:00:55Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.
01:00:59There's more opportunity for me in Houston.
01:01:01You know, my brothers are in Houston.
01:01:03I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.
01:01:05I'm a man who don't frighten easily.
01:01:08Who else have to guess you?
01:01:11My ex is in Houston, but they are.
01:01:16We ain't worried about her.
01:01:18I don't have a ring on, but hey.
01:01:23Make way, make way.
01:01:26Nah, come on.
01:01:27I'm playing.
01:01:28I'm engaging, you know what I mean?
01:01:30Make way, make way when the trumpet start to play.
01:01:38We had our plans.
01:01:40This is the best way for us to be together, faster together.
01:01:45You can't let mom change your mind.
01:01:47I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize.
01:01:54He's been manipulated.
01:01:56Please, I really want you to stay.
01:02:10Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
01:02:17Can you do that?
01:02:34If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me, then yeah.
01:02:42I would do that.
01:02:47Okay.
01:02:50This is exactly what I was worried about.
01:02:53The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.
01:03:01But Birkan truly, genuinely loves me.
01:03:05And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:03:11Hoover.
01:03:17You know what?
01:03:20I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
01:03:24We can still be friends.
01:03:27He's a good guy.
01:03:29He proved he's worthy of being friends.
01:03:32I'm okay with that.
01:03:34But friends.
01:03:35Not best friend.
01:03:37Not that weird friendship.
01:03:45She's trying to do something to save this relationship.
01:03:49And I appreciate that.
01:03:51Because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.
01:03:58We're good.
01:03:59We will be good.
01:04:00But we got to work on.
01:04:03I know.
01:04:07It is always bad to lose people.
01:04:11I lost a lot of people.
01:04:13And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.
01:04:19I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
01:04:22No.
01:04:25Thanks for talking to me.
01:04:27Thanks for trying to make up.
01:04:32I love Laura.
01:04:34Because she has a pure heart.
01:04:37And she makes me love life.
01:04:40So I want her to be happy.
01:05:06Are you okay, babe?
01:05:08I don't know, babe.
01:05:10I'm sorry.
01:05:14Sure.
01:05:15It's hard to get on my thing.
01:05:19Our last day in this beautiful apartment.
01:05:24I know, honey.
01:05:33It's last night in the Philippines with Sheana.
01:05:36and my heart is cracking.
01:05:41The talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind.
01:05:48It's very annoying when my mom is right
01:05:50because she'll never let me hear the end of it.
01:05:53On top of that, it hurts my heart
01:05:55seeing Sheena get so emotional
01:05:57that I'm going to have to leave her.
01:06:00But at the end of the day,
01:06:02if I do everything correctly,
01:06:04I know that Sheena and I will have a bright future.
01:06:06And I hope that she understands.
01:06:14Please, I really want you to stay.
01:06:21You can't, like mom, change your mind.
01:06:24You have to decide this on your own will.
01:06:28Sheena.
01:06:30Honey, we have overcome mountains.
01:06:34We have overcome problems.
01:06:36We have struggled through so many years,
01:06:40even a pandemic.
01:06:42We had our plans to grow and have a family.
01:06:46I want you here.
01:06:49And I know that this is the best way
01:06:52for us to be together faster together.
01:06:55And that's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.
01:07:03Sheena, I can't do that.
01:07:06It's literally tearing me up,
01:07:09thinking about being away from you.
01:07:11But I think mom was kind of right.
01:07:14I want to have a bright future together.
01:07:17When getting you to the United States
01:07:20is the best option.
01:07:23And to do that,
01:07:25I need to go and start work
01:07:29and do the process
01:07:30and make sure I have everything stabilized in America.
01:07:37It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.
01:07:42It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.
01:07:46I mean, I understand if he happened to work in the U.S.,
01:07:51he could earn much more better money.
01:07:53But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy
01:07:58because of his disability issues.
01:07:59I feel like he's been manipulated
01:08:02to think that living in the Philippines was impossible.
01:08:07But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out.
01:08:13The faster I get back home,
01:08:15the faster I can start the process.
01:08:18And if I don't get the K-1 against 9,
01:08:21then I can come back here and stay here
01:08:24if things don't work out in here.
01:08:26But how about mom?
01:08:30I'm quite worried that she would try her best
01:08:34to make sure to stay in the United States forever.
01:08:38This decision, it's not my mother.
01:08:41It's my own decision.
01:08:44But I see a bright future together.
01:08:47And I'm in your heart and you're in my heart.
01:08:49And you are my true home.
01:08:53I want to put my faith into him as my partner.
01:08:57That he would find a way to be together long-term.
01:09:02But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling
01:09:05than he would realize.
01:09:09I know that Molly still have worries and doubts
01:09:13regarding our relationship.
01:09:15And I'm worried that she could influence him
01:09:18and cause problems.
01:09:20She could break us apart.
01:09:24It's just...
01:09:28I don't know if it's hard.
01:09:41Holy...
01:09:41Holy...
01:09:42Holy...
01:09:43Holy...
01:09:43Why is everything so cold?
01:09:46Surprise, surprise.
01:09:47She's cold.
01:09:48My God.
01:09:49Thank you so much.
01:09:51Take that away.
01:09:51She's a pain in the ass,
01:09:53but it's in a cute way.
01:09:54You know?
01:09:55I like that.
01:09:56How do you feel about me?
01:10:00I...
01:10:00I...
01:10:00Like I'm falling for you.
01:10:02But not in love.
01:10:21Good morning.
01:10:22Good morning.
01:10:22Good morning.
01:10:23It's a little chilly out here today.
01:10:25I thought you were sleeping.
01:10:27I...
01:10:28I was.
01:10:28I just woke up.
01:10:35Time to get back to Bondi?
01:10:37Yeah.
01:10:38It was a good little getaway.
01:10:41Mostly.
01:10:45I feel really sad.
01:10:46This is our last full day together.
01:10:48We are driving back to Bondi in a little bit.
01:10:51And then tomorrow, I fly back to Miami.
01:10:54Hmm.
01:10:56Did you wake up still loving me?
01:10:59I'm asking.
01:11:00Yes, I did.
01:11:02I just have so many mixed emotions right now.
01:11:06Like, he told me he loved me,
01:11:08and that means the world to me.
01:11:10But at the same time,
01:11:11here he is again,
01:11:13not living up to his promise
01:11:14to video chat with his son.
01:11:16I understand there's external factors,
01:11:19but if you're going to see a future with me
01:11:21and me be your wife,
01:11:23like, the fact that you didn't try harder,
01:11:26I don't know,
01:11:27it's just, like, scary.
01:11:29I'm going home tomorrow,
01:11:31and I have no idea what the future holds.
01:11:34This is really heavy.
01:11:37Your last night.
01:11:41I booked us somewhere nice
01:11:43tonight.
01:11:44On Bondi?
01:11:45Yep.
01:11:46I'm fine.
01:11:47Yep.
01:11:48So, let's go get changed and get home.
01:11:53Yeah.
01:12:01I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly.
01:12:03This has never happened before.
01:12:06But saying I love you
01:12:07and then not having it heard back,
01:12:09I am sort of wondering where she's at,
01:12:11you know,
01:12:11is it not as real for her as it is for me?
01:12:14That is a bit concerning.
01:12:31So good.
01:12:32All here, babe.
01:12:33It's nice to miss you.
01:12:41All right, guys.
01:12:42This is your table.
01:12:46I've got the menu for you guys.
01:12:48Thank you so much.
01:12:51So cold.
01:12:52You're always cold.
01:12:53Always cold.
01:12:54They did say they had blankets,
01:12:56so I'm going to ask her for a blanket.
01:12:57Okay, good idea.
01:12:58God, it's so cold.
01:13:00Surprise, surprise.
01:13:01She's cold.
01:13:03Holy,
01:13:03holy,
01:13:06why is everything so cold?
01:13:08As soon as there's like the slightest breeze,
01:13:11all the sun's down,
01:13:12she's cold.
01:13:13Thanks for coming, guys.
01:13:15Don't mind me.
01:13:16I just brought some hand warmers.
01:13:18I'm freezing.
01:13:18Isn't that cold?
01:13:19I'm freezing.
01:13:20Oh.
01:13:21Wow, turn on the car.
01:13:22I'm so cold.
01:13:24I'm so cold.
01:13:25Holy camoley, I'm cold.
01:13:27You'd think by now that she'd know how to dress,
01:13:29you know,
01:13:29in Sydney.
01:13:30I'll wear something a bit warmer.
01:13:32You okay?
01:13:32Do you want my jacket?
01:13:33Yeah, I do.
01:13:34Yeah, I'm shivering.
01:13:35Oh, God.
01:13:36It's a little nipply out.
01:13:37A little nipply.
01:13:39She's a pain in the ass,
01:13:40but it's in a cute way,
01:13:42you know.
01:13:42I like that.
01:13:44Well,
01:13:45you look stunning,
01:13:46as always,
01:13:47aren't you?
01:13:47Right here.
01:13:48I've got the blanket for you.
01:13:49Oh, my God.
01:13:50Thank you so much.
01:13:52Take that away for you.
01:13:53Can we please get two spicy margaritas?
01:13:56Two spicy margaritas?
01:13:58Tahin, if you've got it.
01:13:59Tahin, we do.
01:14:00Oh, you do?
01:14:01How lovely.
01:14:02Thanks so much.
01:14:03Thank you, guys.
01:14:07This is the last night.
01:14:13How do you feel?
01:14:16About what?
01:14:18About me.
01:14:19Like, in general?
01:14:22Yeah.
01:14:24I mean, like,
01:14:26I'm falling for you.
01:14:29But not in love.
01:14:34Not yet.
01:14:38Josh literally tells me
01:14:40everything I want to hear.
01:14:42But I feel like he sometimes
01:14:43kind of just says things
01:14:45to appease me.
01:14:46Like, he'll say
01:14:47he's going to do
01:14:48X, Y, and Z,
01:14:50but there's, like,
01:14:50no action behind that.
01:14:53You know, there's one side of me
01:14:54that sees the future with him,
01:14:56like getting married
01:14:56and having kids.
01:14:58But then there's this
01:14:59other side of me
01:15:00that's like,
01:15:00am I even being realistic
01:15:02with my expectations with him?
01:15:03And is it just hopeful
01:15:04and wishful thinking?
01:15:07I am falling for you.
01:15:09I cannot imagine going back
01:15:12to Miami without you.
01:15:15But we live in different continents.
01:15:17We're a 16-hour time difference.
01:15:20You have a son here.
01:15:22Mm-hmm.
01:15:23How do you plan to make this work?
01:15:25Yeah, I think it's a move.
01:15:27Obviously, it's a move
01:15:28for either one of us,
01:15:30whether it be here or there.
01:15:32I guess it's one
01:15:33pretty big con for me
01:15:34to move into Miami.
01:15:36Well, your son?
01:15:37Mm-hmm.
01:15:37Okay, yes.
01:15:39However, okay, so
01:15:40if I was to move here,
01:15:41where would we go?
01:15:42Who would pay for it?
01:15:43Do you and I find a place?
01:15:44Do you and I find a place together?
01:15:45We live, we move in together?
01:15:49Okay, but, like,
01:15:50have you gone on a website
01:15:52and looked for places?
01:15:53No.
01:16:00I'm confident I can call this off.
01:16:02More than confident.
01:16:07I'm scared.
01:16:08I just don't know if I can...
01:16:09So am I.
01:16:10You've just got to let go sometimes.
01:16:13I'm just, like,
01:16:14I don't know if you're stable.
01:16:19I don't know if you're stable.
01:16:24I believe that it will work
01:16:25in my eyes.
01:16:26I think you will find excuses
01:16:29to make it not work.
01:16:33Why are you hesitant?
01:16:34I've given you a solid game plan
01:16:35and you're still hesitant.
01:16:37You've had a hard year.
01:16:38Like, financially,
01:16:40I don't know how
01:16:41you're going to be able
01:16:42to make this work.
01:16:43I don't know.
01:16:44Sorry that I can't, you know,
01:16:47I don't have a big nest egg.
01:16:48You just have to trust.
01:16:50Because you are so...
01:16:51Can you stop being rude to me?
01:16:53Like, seriously.
01:16:53Like, you are.
01:16:54Like, yep, Josh.
01:16:55Like, that's your quality.
01:16:56Because you're being
01:16:56a dick to me.
01:16:57I am sticking up for myself.
01:16:59That's all I am doing.
01:17:01I still care about you
01:17:03and love you
01:17:04and you don't know
01:17:05how you feel.
01:17:06So that obviously
01:17:07throws doubt in my mind.
01:17:10Feels a little bit like
01:17:11you don't want it to happen
01:17:13but you don't want to admit it.
01:17:18You think I'm not putting
01:17:19anything into action
01:17:20but I feel like
01:17:22and the ball's in your court.
01:17:31I'll block you everywhere.
01:17:33Trish, don't do that.
01:17:34I will even now.
01:17:35I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:17:38This is my phone.
01:17:39I don't have nothing to tell.
01:17:41Please.
01:17:43I'll just walk away
01:17:46and never speak to him again.
01:17:50I wasted my time.
01:18:01I love you so much, but
01:18:05I can't block her.
01:18:08Why?
01:18:28I don't know what to do
01:18:29because
01:18:31it's
01:18:32I'm in love with you,
01:18:36but I do still have
01:18:38feelings for her too.
01:18:41Oh.
01:18:44And?
01:18:45No, nothing else to do.
01:18:48Nothing else to say.
01:18:51I love you.
01:18:52No, no, no.
01:18:53You don't love me.
01:18:59I ask her to choose
01:19:01when
01:19:04you made your choice.
01:19:10When Trish asked me
01:19:12to block my ex,
01:19:13I realized that
01:19:15I can't completely
01:19:17shut the door.
01:19:19and I wanted to be
01:19:21honest about
01:19:22my feelings.
01:19:24So you chose
01:19:26your ex over her
01:19:27after all you guys
01:19:28have been through.
01:19:30I don't look at it
01:19:31as I
01:19:31chose my ex
01:19:33over her.
01:19:35What do you look
01:19:36at it as?
01:19:40I look at it as
01:19:43just not ready
01:19:44to let go
01:19:46totally.
01:19:48I love Trish,
01:19:50but, um,
01:19:53I mean,
01:19:54love isn't
01:19:55so black and white.
01:19:57It's possible
01:19:59to have feelings
01:19:59for two people
01:20:01at the same time.
01:20:07I wasted my time.
01:20:11Don't look at it
01:20:12as a waste.
01:20:14I still,
01:20:15I'm still willing
01:20:16to try to make it,
01:20:17but I...
01:20:18It's nothing
01:20:18to do anymore.
01:20:20I cannot be
01:20:21with someone
01:20:22who still have
01:20:23feelings for his ex.
01:20:25I'll block you
01:20:25everywhere.
01:20:27Trish, don't do that.
01:20:28I will, even now,
01:20:29I don't have
01:20:29nothing to do with you.
01:20:31Please.
01:20:31This is my phone.
01:20:32You didn't buy it.
01:20:34You didn't do anything.
01:20:35Just give me time to think.
01:20:35I don't have
01:20:36nothing to tell.
01:20:37Please.
01:20:38Trish, don't do that.
01:20:39Yes,
01:20:39I am doing it right now.
01:20:45I hate that it makes me
01:20:47suffer again.
01:20:50You planned a future
01:20:52with me.
01:20:53You told me
01:20:54that you love me,
01:20:56but I still have
01:20:57feelings for her.
01:21:03I do,
01:21:04but that doesn't mean
01:21:06I'm going back to her.
01:21:08My feelings for you
01:21:09are strong.
01:21:11I still want us
01:21:12to go on.
01:21:15I cannot do that.
01:21:17I'll never be
01:21:18a second choice
01:21:19of someone.
01:21:20so I'll take
01:21:22my love back
01:21:23and forget about him.
01:21:30Done.
01:21:37Don't ever bother me.
01:21:38No, no, no, no.
01:21:40You made a choice.
01:21:45Let's finish.
01:21:48Good.
01:21:50It's true.
01:21:57I'm feeling
01:21:58really,
01:22:00really angry.
01:22:01Like,
01:22:02I don't understand
01:22:03why
01:22:04he make me
01:22:05fall in love
01:22:06with him
01:22:07and
01:22:07break my heart.
01:22:10Like,
01:22:11he shouldn't have
01:22:12come to Madagascar
01:22:13and meet me.
01:22:16I don't know
01:22:17what to say anymore.
01:22:18I'll just
01:22:20walk away
01:22:21and never
01:22:22speak to him again.
01:22:26It's real.
01:22:29I wish you realized
01:22:31that I do
01:22:32love her
01:22:33and I do think
01:22:34that she's special.
01:22:36I want us
01:22:37to be together,
01:22:39but...
01:22:41I just wasn't ready.
01:22:46That's all I can't see.
01:22:57holy balls.
01:22:59Next time on
01:23:00Before the 90 Days.
01:23:01I feel like I should ask
01:23:03for your autograph.
01:23:04Jeez.
01:23:06Give me your ring finger.
01:23:08I'm asking you.
01:23:10Will you marry me?
01:23:12We just got things
01:23:14back on track
01:23:15and I'm worried
01:23:16that as we go back
01:23:17to long distance,
01:23:18we're only going to have
01:23:19more drama
01:23:20and more problems.
01:23:21Do you accept?
01:23:25I'm in low shoes.
01:23:28So today
01:23:29I decided to
01:23:31take a pregnancy dress.
01:23:37Javon.
01:23:38Boo!
01:23:39Because that is
01:23:40what I think it is.
01:23:42Holy s***,
01:23:43I'm about to be a dad.
01:23:45You don't need to be with her.
01:23:47It may have taken
01:23:48seven years to get here,
01:23:49but it's not going to take
01:23:49seven years
01:23:50to get you back home.
01:23:52I still don't
01:23:53completely trust Sheena.
01:23:55She still manipulates.
01:23:58Here I thought
01:23:58I was coming
01:23:59to get all these
01:23:59questions answered.
01:24:00No, I have more questions.
01:24:03You okay?
01:24:06It's so hard
01:24:07to trust
01:24:07that he's going
01:24:08to come back for me.
01:24:10I don't want people
01:24:11to leave me.
01:24:15This hurts me deeply
01:24:16that it didn't work out
01:24:17between Trish and I.
01:24:19And I'm leaving
01:24:21with no hope at all.
01:24:28Leave me.
01:24:35I'm literally leaving
01:24:36for that report
01:24:37in one hour.
01:24:39And he just left.
01:24:41Like, how can you tell me
01:24:43you love me
01:24:43and you're falling for me
01:24:44and then you bring
01:24:45the f***ing girls back
01:24:47and disrespect me?
01:24:48Oh my God,
01:24:49he stopped sharing
01:24:49his location with me.
01:24:51I am so exhausted
01:24:53from this emotional
01:24:54rollercoaster.
01:24:55Like, what do I do now?
01:24:59I've given so much
01:25:01to make Daniel happy.
01:25:02I was so sure of him
01:25:04and now I'm just insecure.
01:25:07He's not communicating
01:25:08with her much.
01:25:09I wanted to find
01:25:10a reason why
01:25:11and I did find things.
01:25:14Faith went on your email.
01:25:15How come
01:25:17in your contacts
01:25:18you have somebody
01:25:19listed as wife?
01:25:21So who is this wife?
01:25:26Are you ready?
01:25:27Tell me
01:25:28what happened.
01:25:30I don't even know
01:25:30where to start.
01:25:32Are you...
01:25:37Are you questioning
01:25:38the whole relationship
01:25:40that goes with me?
01:25:42I don't know.
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