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Love Island - Season 7 (US) - Episode 25
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00:00:13Last night on Love Island USA
00:00:20A challenge had pulses racing
00:00:30My patience is waning, is this entertaining?
00:00:35I got this feeling that you know
00:00:38That I know that you control
00:00:40This is magic in my soul
00:00:43But some performances
00:00:45It's your turn to watch though
00:00:48Rave more than just hearts
00:00:52I got this feeling in my soul
00:00:55Now I had it for your soul
00:00:57This is magic in my soul
00:00:59That looked a little more than just a challenge
00:01:01I left one friendship
00:01:05Hanging by a thread
00:01:08Shelly is mad as fuck
00:01:09The icing on the cake was me raising his heart rate the most
00:01:13I just feel like there is not a certain level of respect
00:01:16Is this entertaining?
00:01:18You're showing me as a friend you have no respect for me
00:01:21But uh, it's fucked up
00:01:24How's this magic in my bones?
00:01:33Welcome to Love Island USA
00:01:35Guys, I know the Hearts on Fire game has literally just ended
00:01:39But I will be needing those costumes back
00:01:42My gran lent me them on the condition I return them by Tuesday latest
00:01:47What did you guys think about that challenge?
00:01:49It was a fun-ass challenge
00:01:50What I noticed is you moved through quick
00:01:53I noticed that too
00:01:54I noticed that
00:01:55You didn't even kiss her
00:01:56So the reason I didn't do it was respect out of Clark after what Alandria just did
00:02:00You feel me?
00:02:01So if Alandria just did that and I went and just made out with her
00:02:04Clark was like what the fuck
00:02:06He clearly got turned on over there
00:02:08Did you?
00:02:09Yeah, my heart rate, she raised my highest
00:02:11Yeah
00:02:12I honestly went about this a little strategic breath
00:02:14I kissed her just cause
00:02:16Yeah
00:02:16But there was one person I really wanted to kiss
00:02:18Yeah
00:02:18Who?
00:02:19Jaden
00:02:19Jaden, yeah
00:02:20Yeah, for sure I'm gonna talk to her
00:02:22You should, you should, bro
00:02:23I'm gonna let you do your thing, dawg
00:02:24I didn't wanna admit it
00:02:26But bro, the last couple of days
00:02:27Me and Adrian ended up in like
00:02:28Pfff
00:02:29Serious?
00:02:30Nooo
00:02:30Really?
00:02:31It's just like
00:02:33Conversations just boring, fam
00:02:35I think it was just a physical thing
00:02:37Yeah
00:02:37Who do you think like did the most?
00:02:39Do you think anybody like went overboard?
00:02:42She went OD
00:02:43How the fuck do you feel?
00:02:46It's a lot of mixed emotions
00:02:48You think she went OD?
00:02:49You think she went overboard?
00:02:51Yeah, but like I seen Shelly's face and she was pissed
00:02:54Yeah
00:02:55You know what I mean?
00:02:56Same thing with her kind of thing
00:02:57Like she doubled back to go back to Chris and shit like that
00:03:00Chris went back and doubled back for Shelly too
00:03:02Exactly, I get it
00:03:03It's just a challenge and all that
00:03:05But nah, I don't know
00:03:06That shit was a lot extra to me
00:03:06I feel like it's come to the point where it's not just like
00:03:09It's too long to be just a challenge anymore
00:03:12I felt like I was so like thrown off after the Elan thing
00:03:17He brought her up there and like just started going on her
00:03:19That just pissed me off
00:03:20Nah, I don't think he's like a malicious person
00:03:23Nah, but I got so mad
00:03:24Like I'm literally like I wanna throw on gloves and like fight you
00:03:27I felt like I was just being disrespected
00:03:31He did it
00:03:31Elan just needs to stay in his fucking lane and butt out
00:03:36I'm just not fucking with him at all
00:03:38Like I don't care to have a conversation with him
00:03:41Don't care to look at him
00:03:41Don't care to like hear him
00:03:47What the fuck did you say to Nick that got him tight?
00:03:50Yeah
00:03:50Oh
00:03:50Is he actually cheese about that?
00:03:51He said it's your time to watch now
00:03:55Yeah, I did
00:03:56I thought that was gonna be funny
00:03:57What?
00:03:58Nick
00:03:58Nick got sensitive
00:03:59He was tight
00:04:00He was tight
00:04:01I'm not gonna say sorry for kissing Sierra
00:04:05Yeah
00:04:06You gotta let your balls hang
00:04:07Honestly
00:04:07Yeah
00:04:08Come on bro
00:04:09Fuck that
00:04:10Fuck that
00:04:13I know you kinda really had to shoot your shot
00:04:16Yeah
00:04:17Yeah
00:04:17Still lies with Sierra to be honest with you
00:04:19So I was like
00:04:20And honestly her reaction to it was way better than I thought
00:04:22She was open to it when I grabbed her
00:04:23And I was like okay
00:04:24Like she might still have something there
00:04:27I don't know
00:04:33Girls, girls, girls
00:04:36Let me put my motherfucking pump on
00:04:38First of all
00:04:39I would have been so freaked out to go last and you killed it
00:04:42Yeah, seriously
00:04:43I was feeling for you so hard
00:04:45She did not fucking hold back
00:04:47So in the moment I respected how he handled it because like
00:04:52Everything that happened in Landria initiated that
00:04:54And everything that's happened in me and his connections since I got here
00:04:58Me and Taylor's connections since I got here
00:05:00He's initiated everything
00:05:01But I do think that you and Taylor have such a good connection
00:05:04All I can say is you've handled this entire situation like a freaking
00:05:10Class
00:05:10Champ
00:05:11Really?
00:05:12Yes
00:05:12No you're being a class art
00:05:14Very much so
00:05:15Very respectful
00:05:16I'm not gonna lie yeah
00:05:18Cause the whole time I was cheering them on
00:05:19I'm like I wonder how I look because I wasn't like
00:05:22No you look pissed but you were clapping
00:05:23Oh fuck
00:05:24You were like angry clapping
00:05:26Thank you
00:05:28Congratulations
00:05:31Like y'all did y'all big one
00:05:34Absolute big one
00:05:35Had to get their heart rate
00:05:37Got that
00:05:38I was like ooh
00:05:39Who else is?
00:05:40Y'all saw your face
00:05:41He was like sorry
00:05:43I was like what?
00:05:45Me?
00:05:46Yeah you got me for sure
00:05:50But I was like you know for me to be respectful to Clark
00:05:54Mmhmm
00:05:55The best way is just to not kiss you
00:05:58Mmhmm
00:05:59I wanted to but I was like
00:06:00I could too
00:06:01I was like out of respect for her
00:06:04Like I'm not gonna do it
00:06:07Mmhmm
00:06:07Like I'm not gonna do it
00:06:07So I wanted to talk to you and let you know where I was coming from
00:06:11Mmhmm
00:06:11With that whole situation
00:06:12I'm just so confused on what happened between this
00:06:15I was obviously I was a little thrown off
00:06:17Everybody was thrown off
00:06:17No way two or three days was enough for you to just
00:06:20You know what I'm saying
00:06:21I'm like what the fuck happened within that amount of time
00:06:24And it was hard for me cause it was like
00:06:27My head said pick you but my gut said pick her
00:06:31When I was having a conversation with Clark
00:06:33And she gave me like a different feeling
00:06:36It was a feeling I ain't never had before
00:06:38Yeah
00:06:38And clearly all it was I just ended up with my gut feeling
00:06:41Mmhmm
00:06:42Respect
00:06:43Can't do nothing but respect that
00:06:46The way I'm feeling right now like although me and Taylor are cordial
00:06:49I don't know
00:06:50I really don't
00:06:52I'm not gonna lie like my feelings and things like that just don't go away overnight
00:06:55Like obviously I still like him in a sense but it's like
00:06:58The fact that you're always so unsure bothers me
00:07:01Cause if a couple of days was enough for you to just throw me to the wolves
00:07:04It's like why would I even keep on investing time into you
00:07:08I'm glad we had this combo though
00:07:09We still good
00:07:10Yeah
00:07:15Yeah
00:07:16Shelly's upset because Huda kissed her boy Ace during the challenge
00:07:20So Huda's venting to her boy Chris who Shelly kissed during the challenge
00:07:25Shelly's bad
00:07:26Why?
00:07:28Maybe because I pulled Ace
00:07:29So I'm sad by myself
00:07:32Like I think that was extra
00:07:34Yeah
00:07:36Just apologize
00:07:37You're like look it wasn't like that I'm sorry if you made you feel like that
00:07:40Just reassure her
00:07:41At the end of the day too
00:07:42I think
00:07:43If she's open like she shouldn't also feel like that either
00:07:48She wanna act some type of way let her act some type of way
00:07:50That just you know that says something about her
00:07:52No that's my girl
00:07:54I understand
00:07:55I don't want her to be upset with me
00:07:57Of course of course
00:07:59I totally get where you're coming from
00:08:01Cause I'm not that person
00:08:02I don't think you are either
00:08:03And don't think you are because you know your intentions behind this shit
00:08:06So don't think you're a bad person
00:08:08You know and she know that you don't fuck with Ace like that
00:08:11You had three, four weeks for you to get with Ace if that's truly what you wanted to do
00:08:16At the end of the day it's a challenge
00:08:20And we all make that clear from the beginning
00:08:22Ain't shit personal, ain't shit intentional
00:08:24It's a fucking challenge
00:08:26Okay?
00:08:28I like seeing you like this
00:08:35I think that in the moment I wasn't thinking about others
00:08:38And I was only thinking about myself
00:08:40And I should have been thinking about others
00:08:44Hey Shelly
00:08:45Can I pull you for a chat?
00:08:49Okay
00:09:05Hey
00:09:05You know what?
00:09:07I know you're understanding
00:09:08Wait wait wait
00:09:09I think
00:09:11Actually
00:09:12Tomorrow
00:09:12We can have a chat
00:09:15Because tonight
00:09:16I don't want to have a chat
00:09:17Sure
00:09:17Because I know I'm aggravated and annoyed so
00:09:25I don't want to say anything out of like
00:09:28Anger or anything like that
00:09:30I understand
00:09:30You know?
00:09:31I just didn't want you to go to bed angry
00:09:33What I don't like is
00:09:34When it was you
00:09:35I've never kissed Jeremiah a day in my life
00:09:37I don't know what that man tongue tastes like
00:09:38None of that shit
00:09:39Because it was just a respect thing of like
00:09:41Yo, you fuck with him heavy
00:09:43I'm not going to do that
00:09:44But you couldn't reciprocate that same energy
00:09:45And then to constantly keep looking at me in the middle of the challenge
00:09:49To try to reiterate
00:09:49It's just a challenge
00:09:50No hard feelings
00:09:51Like no there is hard feelings
00:09:52Like leave me alone
00:09:53Like you're pissing me off
00:09:54So
00:09:55Okay
00:09:56Yeah that's fine
00:09:56Okay
00:09:57Alright?
00:09:59Alright
00:10:00I love you
00:10:01I love you
00:10:02Love you too girl
00:10:11I hate crying
00:10:12I just love her so much
00:10:13And I feel awful
00:10:30Welcome back to Love Island USA
00:10:33Nick might not like it but it took a lot of balls for Alain to do what he did in
00:10:38that challenge
00:10:39And if you don't believe me
00:10:41Well you can have a look for yourself
00:10:43Yo, Elan
00:10:45Can I talk to you for a second?
00:10:46Yeah, 100%
00:10:48Yuck
00:10:52Good look family
00:10:55My guy TJ
00:10:56What up bro?
00:10:57They talking right now?
00:10:58Yeah
00:10:58Damn I didn't think this was gonna like stir some shit up
00:11:04How's it going bro?
00:11:06How's it going bro?
00:11:06Yeah
00:11:06This is the first like big big challenge that I've been a part of
00:11:10So definitely a learning experience
00:11:14Um
00:11:15Well
00:11:16I know that you were coupled up with Sierra at Casa
00:11:19Mm-hmm
00:11:20That straight up just like pissed me off
00:11:22I'm not gonna lie
00:11:23Mm-hmm
00:11:24I was just surprised that you still brought her to the heart
00:11:26Like to be fair I'm like the balls on this dude to do that
00:11:30I support obviously doing like these big things and these challenges
00:11:34Yeah
00:11:34I just felt like
00:11:36I guess our relationship was so strong and then you coming in there and doing that
00:11:40I just felt like I was
00:11:42You know, it just put me off
00:11:43Honestly
00:11:44Before we came down here
00:11:46She basically said if the opportunity presented itself where she could explore both her connection with me
00:11:52As well as her connection with you that she would be open to doing that
00:11:56But then it goes back to like the morning that I had made food for her
00:12:00You had said like yeah, I didn't I wasn't gonna make her a second breakfast
00:12:03And then later I see you had made her food again
00:12:05I feel like you were disrespecting me in a way
00:12:08So that like is what pissed me off
00:12:11But like if you're gonna make breakfast her just be like straight up
00:12:14A hundred percent. Yeah, and I didn't have any intention of making her a second thing after that
00:12:18And then an epiphany happened in my head
00:12:20Up in Casa I used to make pancakes in the letter of the initial of our name
00:12:24And that's what I was doing for her up there
00:12:26And that kind of epiphany came to me and I was like oh
00:12:28That's a nice thing that I can do for her to let her know that I'm still interested
00:12:31So I did that
00:12:33It had nothing to do with like I'm telling you one thing I'm trying to keep things behind your back
00:12:39Listen I don't like this shit that's going on
00:12:41And I was hot like I was really upset
00:12:46But at the end of the day people are always gonna say when they're being pressed like that
00:12:50Shit's sweet
00:12:51But uh shit's still not sweet
00:12:55I'm just really mad
00:12:57I don't even
00:12:59It just put me off in the wrong way so
00:13:01I didn't mean to put you off
00:13:02I'm not here to like fuck shit up
00:13:07Guys I hate to sound like a broken record but I do need those costumes back
00:13:12My gran's hosting a mixer at her nursing home
00:13:15And this does feel like the sort of conversation you could have in your sweats
00:13:20What's up?
00:13:24How you feeling?
00:13:25Very annoyed and aggravated
00:13:27About the night
00:13:30With Huda to be honest
00:13:32Not towards you or anything
00:13:34Like I'm not upset with you because
00:13:37Regarding the Huda thing
00:13:38Like yeah
00:13:40Gave off I was enjoying it
00:13:42And all that
00:13:43But I just
00:13:44Went along with it
00:13:45It's a challenge
00:13:46But I definitely thought it was crazy
00:13:48But I definitely felt a little hurt
00:13:50You know with you and the whole doubling back situation
00:13:53Like to me it was unnecessary
00:13:55That shit pissed me off
00:13:57And that's me being all the way real with you
00:13:59No of course
00:14:00And don't get me wrong
00:14:01I'm all into a friendly competition
00:14:02And shit like that
00:14:03But I don't know
00:14:04I ain't fuck with that
00:14:06That's a hard thing for me to watch
00:14:09I sent a person home
00:14:11Knowing I still felt our connection was stronger
00:14:14You come back
00:14:15And you still looking to keep exploring
00:14:18Okay
00:14:18Well I mean I'm glad that she told me that
00:14:20I just want you to know that my intention wasn't to
00:14:24Double down on what it was I thought I was feeling
00:14:26Or anything specifically to it being Chris
00:14:30It was just like okay this is someone I made a connection with
00:14:33If I'm gonna kiss anyone that's who I'm gonna kiss
00:14:36That's it
00:14:36That's just as far as it goes
00:14:38Like it really wasn't a thing of like
00:14:40Trying to prove a point or anything
00:14:44What are you thinking?
00:14:47It's hard for me to believe that
00:14:56I feel you're an intentional person
00:14:58And that seemed mad intentional to me
00:15:02Yo, are you serious right now?
00:15:05Like I literally just watched you
00:15:08Tonguing down every single person in the room
00:15:10And giving a big ass fucking show
00:15:11But you don't have nothing to say about that
00:15:13But you do have something to say about
00:15:15Oh I circled back for a two second kiss
00:15:17Like are you serious right now?
00:15:19Um excuse me I told you I'm exploring this person
00:15:21What is the confusion here?
00:15:24I can't explain it to you any differently
00:15:26I can't force you to believe what I'm saying like
00:15:30I don't know that shit is a lot
00:15:33For me
00:15:35That's all
00:15:43I don't know
00:15:44Hey girl
00:15:44Yeah
00:15:45This rice shit was good
00:15:48I'm something to give me a little toasty
00:15:51I want more ham and cheese
00:16:02Am I a terrible person?
00:16:04I want to say you're a terrible person
00:16:06It was a little much
00:16:10I'm coming back for my toasty
00:16:17What happened to me?
00:16:21What Ryan?
00:16:23What happened?
00:16:27The conversation went well?
00:16:29No we didn't talk
00:16:31She didn't want to talk to you?
00:16:33She said she don't want to talk to you?
00:16:35Really?
00:16:36What happened to me?
00:16:36What happened to me?
00:16:39You good?
00:16:42I'm talking later
00:16:52I'm so sorry
00:16:53I did not mean to do that
00:16:55I promise no no no you're fine
00:16:59I don't deserve that
00:17:00I deserve that anyway
00:17:03After tonight's challenge
00:17:05A lot of the islanders are going to bed angry and resentful
00:17:10I mean say what you want about this show
00:17:12It's great practice for marriage
00:17:16Everything I do is getting criticized
00:17:19Basically he pulled me for a chat
00:17:21Like he wanted to let me know that he's upset
00:17:23And in his head about me kissing the man twice
00:17:25Because earlier today I'd tell him how I want to explore that
00:17:30And you know what?
00:17:40Are you stuck?
00:17:41Are you stuck?
00:17:43Yeah
00:17:44Freaking rose to the rooftop
00:17:58You're handling this with so much grace
00:18:01I have to
00:18:02Fuck
00:18:03I know that's probably how you do it
00:18:06No
00:18:08No offense
00:18:08No you fucking ratted me out
00:18:38I am so dissatisfied
00:18:42No
00:18:43No
00:18:48No
00:18:49No
00:18:49No
00:18:49No
00:18:50No
00:18:51No
00:18:51No
00:18:52No
00:18:52No
00:18:53it's a making drunken mistakes let's go let's go
00:19:17yeah that shit was not it it shouldn't have happened last night
00:19:23don't you take a treatment no need to carry out while we started
00:19:28if it's not working now i'm about to sleep
00:19:31i say chill so when you look on the day
00:19:35oh the flowers
00:19:41yes the flowers are so sweet thank you
00:19:46that is so fucking cute
00:19:47so don't you take a drink
00:19:56what you want
00:19:59thank you for the presentation
00:20:01it's so nice
00:20:02of course
00:20:09fucking a
00:20:20my is so bad bro she's yeah she's definitely fine
00:20:25she had a big heart which i really like i'm gonna have a chat with her today you should bro
00:20:29that kiss was nice yeah last night there was definitely something there i think i said i've
00:20:33been waiting for this one
00:20:41how are you doing hannah how are you baby girl did you speak to her this morning no we'll wait
00:20:47till
00:20:47she comes to me okay because i already tried to pull her and she doesn't want to talk to me
00:20:51i feel
00:20:52like y'all can figure out a way to move past it i don't hate her i'm not trying to
00:20:56take her man it's
00:20:57just happened with chris basically she was interested in him in casa but i was also interested in him in
00:21:02in casa and i brought him back so i was like i get it she probably thinks like oh this
00:21:07girl
00:21:07does keep stealing the men that i like that's not how i move though yeah how are you and chris
00:21:11like we were great everything's great and this morning he gave her two pancakes and gave me one
00:21:17gave her a flower and gave me none so i'm like oh no i was like you gave her two
00:21:23pages and gave me
00:21:24one like brother i never wanted to get out of bed it's the flower it's the flower for me no
00:21:29the
00:21:30flower it's the flower the pancakes it's the flower i didn't want to be pissed off but i was kind
00:21:35of
00:21:35like irritated we sit right next to each other why are you doing the most in front of my face
00:21:42like
00:21:42that like that's weird but you know what fuck it you wanted a game plan i think like zach ryan
00:21:51austin
00:21:52that's three people that you need to pull one thing about me y'all know i'm going to explore some
00:21:56shit i mean and also i mean we're missing a big one here what happened taylor how do y'all
00:22:03feel about
00:22:04that oh that's you oh i got attacked
00:22:15sierra and nick it's time to put the wheels in motion as you're going on a date please get ready
00:22:21to leave
00:22:27like nick and i are going to be leaving the villa today i'm going on a date i'm going on
00:22:32a date
00:22:33i haven't been on a date in so long guys are you kidding i'm so happy for you guys we
00:22:40have to help
00:22:41guys see y'all we're ready for the day
00:22:48i'm going on a date i'm going on a date
00:22:53whoo i'm feeling overwhelmed all my boys know that i've been waiting for this for so long
00:22:58and this has come at like the perfect time i think the one thing i needed to cut to that
00:23:03like closure
00:23:04point was like one it was a date because we had never been on a date before so like this
00:23:09is for me
00:23:09is like you know see how it goes guys i'm so nervous finally right the day has finally come make
00:23:20babies make some love and take some pictures i can absolutely not wait like i'm kind of nervous
00:23:27i have all these butterflies in my stomach and i don't know what to expect but i know
00:23:32once i get down there and it's just him and i then it'll just be blissful
00:23:53guys thanks for this kind of
00:23:55we gotta go
00:24:15oh my gosh are we gonna have a little picnic
00:24:17i love it
00:24:33holy shit big hill big hill tour de fiji you need the polka dot jersey come on champ pick it
00:24:41up
00:24:42i need an e-bike
00:24:47look at this view i'm not talking about the ocean
00:24:59ah yay oh this is so sweet i think when i told you that my ideal date would be a
00:25:06picnic it was more like a
00:25:07a dream that i never knew would happen oh and here we are are you saying i'm your dream girl
00:25:13basically
00:25:14whoops
00:25:15sorry
00:25:22oh
00:25:28the last few days has been weird and to say the least
00:25:32last night i think i was having like the best night ever and
00:25:36and it came to that point where it was elan elan's turn to you know pull you and i was
00:25:42so upset like mad honestly
00:25:44are you
00:25:46triggered because it's like an ego thing or is it anything like is it because that you have these feelings
00:25:51for me
00:25:52i definitely think it was like this protective like feeling that i had
00:25:57coming into this experience i had a lot of trust issues from my previous relationships
00:26:03and the kiss with alandria i think like
00:26:07it makes me uncomfortable to think about it after marinating on it a couple days i'm almost like
00:26:14did i feel like they needed to take it that far
00:26:17to figure that out you know
00:26:19and
00:26:21yeah like how would you have felt if it was taylor and i in the opposite position
00:26:26that's kind of a good like comparison like i i do get that it's your best friend and i'm sorry
00:26:31that
00:26:31it was but i think
00:26:34after that it gave me so much more clarity on like the relationship that i wanted with you
00:26:45who does upset with her man about pancakes am i getting deja vu
00:26:50who does upset with her man about pancakes
00:26:53i'm not getting deja vu
00:26:55good morning
00:26:57rise and shine
00:26:59talk to me
00:27:01and this morning
00:27:06thanks so much for the breakfast
00:27:08you're welcome
00:27:08um
00:27:10i mean you gave her two pancakes and gave me one and i gave her a flower and gave me
00:27:13none
00:27:14you know i apologize for that
00:27:16and i didn't make it i didn't mean to make it seem like
00:27:18she got more out of it than you
00:27:20i feel like the side hoe
00:27:24because it's like okay you're clearly showing favoritism
00:27:26i don't like that
00:27:28favoritism
00:27:28i was like damn
00:27:29i was like all right cool
00:27:32that's how it felt
00:27:36i've been having a hard day anyway until i kind of just added to it
00:27:39i know
00:27:40i feel very left out today
00:27:42i get you
00:27:43that is my fault
00:27:45yeah
00:27:48is there anything you need from me that i could help out with
00:27:50no
00:27:51you sure
00:27:53no
00:27:58i know
00:27:59i got you
00:28:00whether you just want to talk about it
00:28:01i just want to fix things with her already
00:28:03no i get you
00:28:04i'm giving her her space
00:28:06okay
00:28:07you just give her space i'm sure she'll come around
00:28:09yeah
00:28:11like if i was ugly would it make it better
00:28:17no
00:28:20it just looks sexy you know what i mean
00:28:22and you chose somebody that she was interested in
00:28:26you're not the bad guy in this situation
00:28:28motherfuckers just got their feelings hurt
00:28:31over
00:28:32over something that just looked
00:28:34really sexy
00:28:35in my opinion
00:28:36you know what i mean
00:28:37just apologize for making her feel that way
00:28:39even though you
00:28:39you didn't do shit wrong
00:28:40just apologize for making her feel that way
00:28:47things are clear
00:28:48as far as like who my
00:28:50the person that i want to get to know most is
00:28:53which is shelley
00:28:54but
00:28:54i'm gonna have to figure some shit out
00:28:56for sure
00:28:57because my connection with huda is getting stronger
00:28:59i will say that
00:29:04what were you expecting to get out of this experience
00:29:06like were you expecting to be
00:29:09this far deep into a situation
00:29:11i really like just came in with like
00:29:14all right i'm just gonna have fun
00:29:15but i'm like so happy with like what i found
00:29:17and
00:29:18for me
00:29:19i feel like after we had sex and we were intimate
00:29:23i
00:29:25knew
00:29:25that like
00:29:26there wouldn't be anyone else in this villa
00:29:28that i wanted to pursue in that way
00:29:31no one makes me feel the way that you do
00:29:34and i feel like with you it's just been so easy
00:29:36and
00:29:38just like the energy that you you know you bring
00:29:40i think you're like
00:29:41you're radiant
00:29:41it's
00:29:43gravitational
00:29:44gravitational
00:29:44yeah
00:29:45and i like doing things together with you
00:29:47and not alone anymore
00:29:50every time you take my hand
00:29:53can you tell i'm praying
00:29:56you won't stop looking at me like that
00:29:59this feels like the outside
00:30:01yeah
00:30:01yeah it makes me
00:30:03scared
00:30:04but also excited
00:30:05for how things will be on the outside
00:30:07like there's so many
00:30:08little things that we get to do together
00:30:10like driving in a car together
00:30:12i don't know what your spotify playlist looks like
00:30:15i don't have your phone number
00:30:17like
00:30:17yeah
00:30:17do you text in all lowercase
00:30:19like what emojis do you use
00:30:21like what's going on
00:30:22you know
00:30:22i feel like this is just
00:30:24one percent of like
00:30:26so many percents that
00:30:28we can have together
00:30:29yeah
00:30:30i wouldn't know
00:30:32how to let you go
00:30:36i guess what i'm getting at is that
00:30:43this is where i want to like formally ask you if you'd like to be closed off with myself
00:30:51i want to be with you
00:30:53i only want to be with you
00:30:54i feel like i only have eyes for you
00:30:56i would like to formally accept the offer
00:31:01every time you love
00:31:04every time you take my hand
00:31:07can you tell i'm praying
00:31:10you won't stop looking at me like that
00:31:16don't stop looking at me like that
00:31:22don't stop looking at me like that
00:31:31alandria is either talking about her love life
00:31:33or predicting what dora the explorer would say
00:31:36if she came out of retirement in 30 years time for a reboot
00:31:39uh
00:31:40oh
00:31:41back to exploring
00:31:43who thought i would be here
00:31:44right
00:31:45i think that's where people get so hung up here
00:31:46it's like
00:31:47yes i guess you find your person
00:31:48but it's just like
00:31:49you have to test it
00:31:50yeah
00:31:50but even with me feeling so strong about my connection
00:31:54so today i am deciding to give zach another go
00:31:58zach k did come
00:31:59which i i'm like in full support of that
00:32:02being that you know
00:32:03he did choose you in the recoupling
00:32:05exactly
00:32:05so you guys had great conversation already
00:32:07and i loved the conversations with zach
00:32:09i was actually every time we talked
00:32:10we always like
00:32:11oh we gotta put each other some more
00:32:12we would stimulate each other's minds so much
00:32:14and we had so much in common
00:32:16even by being raised on two different sides of the world
00:32:18it was insane
00:32:19as long as he's open
00:32:20you're open
00:32:21like it's definitely a thing to explore
00:32:23no a hundred percent
00:32:24i'm not just finna only explore taylor
00:32:26i'm exploring other people too
00:32:28and i'm gonna put way more effort into these new connections
00:32:30because i can't put too much effort into taylor
00:32:31because it's like
00:32:33you see where that
00:32:34you know what i mean
00:32:36can i get my ball real quick
00:32:38hi
00:32:39you know what here yeah
00:32:40you know i got you always
00:32:42and you got me
00:32:44forever
00:32:44ever ever ever
00:32:46ever
00:32:47love bookie
00:32:47love you
00:32:48love you babe
00:32:50how
00:32:53so
00:32:54where your mindset at this morning
00:32:56this huda situation
00:32:57um i mean with the
00:32:59huda thing i just feel like it was disrespectful
00:33:01a line has to be drawn like i don't feel like that's right
00:33:06so i think between you and i our conversation was just more so of
00:33:13i guess boundaries because not every single person needs to have a 10-minute make-out session
00:33:19that's so just sensual and passionate and stuff like last night even when i kissed
00:33:23chris i didn't go in it was just like okay we kissed for a little bit when i went back
00:33:27the
00:33:27second time after i'm standing there going up and down the freaking aisle with everybody i'm
00:33:31still watching you all up in the thing like this like of course i'm like okay you know what
00:33:35fuck that but i'm just saying that just use your better judgment to know what is crossing a boundary
00:33:40okay that doesn't make you in the right either and i'm not saying i'm in the right but you kind
00:33:45of are though no i'm not saying like you're excusing what you did and you're not taking ownership for
00:33:49it in my opinion i made it quick and i kept going i did not do all that like it
00:33:53doesn't have to be
00:33:54all that that's all i'm saying so then that comes to the conversation again of the whole closed off
00:33:59thing i don't understand how you're able to tell me i feel some type of way about you kissing a
00:34:03whole bunch of people knowing the shit don't mean shit but then also you're gonna do and actually
00:34:08form a connection with somebody outside the challenge that doesn't make sense to me you
00:34:12wanted to be open to exploring i said okay i'm gonna be open to exploring we could do that a
00:34:17connection was formed but you're comparing me sitting down having conversation with somebody
00:34:21to you kissing every fucking person in the room and i'm supposed to sit here and be like oh that's
00:34:25not
00:34:25crazy but this is crazy but you're doing the same thing too i feel like i'm not being hurt
00:34:35i'm not feeling understood i feel like two steps forward four steps back i don't know we not finding
00:34:43the common ground which is is pissing the hell off of me setting aside boundaries for somebody i feel
00:34:50like i gotta feel like i gotta feel like we are in a place to where we're gonna be closed
00:34:55off i don't
00:34:55feel like we're in that place
00:35:07i guess we'll talk later okay
00:35:11i hope you show it tonight
00:35:40welcome back to love island usa oh fun fact about alan he actually went to spy school
00:35:47but got kicked out after about four hours apparently he was their worst ever student
00:35:53so how you feeling about zacho how's that going
00:35:56i feel like his priority is just like to make friends here
00:36:00yeah and like he had all day to like talk to me
00:36:04yeah or like pull someone to get to know them on the one-to-one level
00:36:08yeah and he hasn't he's just been like focusing on like
00:36:12talking to the guys and friendships and it's just like it's just making me question his intentions
00:36:17what are you here for you know yeah i get you
00:36:22same bro what you doing
00:36:25i'll be honest with you
00:36:27i overheard a conversation with chris and amaya
00:36:32and she kind of felt some kind of way about the fact that you didn't pull anyone for chats today
00:36:37she wants to feel like you're in it for the right experience which means either pulling her for chats
00:36:41or pulling other girls for chats
00:36:43it's just one of them in it like what you want me to do like
00:36:45just putting that on your radar so you're aware
00:36:52earlier i gave ace a rubik's cube and now taylor's checking in to see how it's going
00:36:56like just when you think you're making progress you're not
00:37:01it's like damn now i feel like did i make the wrong decision sending somebody home
00:37:06did i because i don't i'm not feeling confident in the fact of
00:37:11you all about me i'm all about you i know where i stand i know i'm confident i know i
00:37:16care about this
00:37:16person i know i don't want to see this person with anybody else but now you're telling me
00:37:21i'm feeling some type of way when i see you do this during the challenges
00:37:24i feel some type of way when you're trying to form an actual intimate connection outside of it
00:37:28fuck a kissing challenge because none of that shit is going to translate outside
00:37:32but i feel like you bring that outside intimate connection into the challenge
00:37:36that's where i have a problem
00:37:38it was just going around in circles
00:37:41just
00:37:55i'm just
00:37:57i'm not enough for her and that's it's frustrating you know i really do care about her but i'm putting
00:38:08effort into something and i'm not getting it back and
00:38:13it's it's it's rocky
00:38:17what's your what what do you think your plan is
00:38:20moving forward i was i don't know
00:38:23when y'all do make it past this i feel like
00:38:27then then that would be your strong point
00:38:31going forward but it's just uh getting through this part which is the hard part these days
00:38:37absolute hard part but whenever that do happen
00:38:43y'all gonna be all right
00:38:44i mean do you even like me
00:38:48sometimes i feel like i don't know
00:38:52do you say you're just despite me
00:39:01alan is discussing his chances with sierra
00:39:04while sat under that towering fijian pine
00:39:07the man is quite literally
00:39:10barking up the wrong tree
00:39:12the last chat that sierra and i had was basically like
00:39:15hey we don't know what's going to happen with this recoupling
00:39:17but i told her my intentions and my energy is fully set on you
00:39:20yeah so we have that conversation i'm like all right cool obviously we come back here
00:39:26and then since then i haven't gotten to have a chat with her
00:39:28and so like you know part of me is like okay
00:39:31if we haven't talked i need to go off of the last time we spoke
00:39:34to be like brutally honest with you bro
00:39:37she's on a date right now
00:39:39i think the last thing she's thinking about
00:39:41is having chats with anybody else here
00:39:45it really does feel like i've been kind of ghosted in real life
00:39:48uh and usually when you're ghosted
00:39:51you never have to see that person again for the most part
00:39:52or maybe you run into them randomly
00:39:54but here you see that shit all around the villa every day
00:39:58and it does definitely feel like a loss
00:40:00i do care about her
00:40:01i hate to see you like beat yourself up
00:40:05or keep putting energy into something that's just like
00:40:09it's flying away from you
00:40:10it's already flown away
00:40:11i just wish like right as she knew she fucking told me
00:40:14hey
00:40:15wow look who's back
00:40:18how did it go
00:40:19what's up what's up
00:40:21nick is back
00:40:22hey guys
00:40:23hi there's a nick
00:40:24oh they're back
00:40:27hey
00:40:28hey
00:40:30they're back
00:40:34i gotta be honest
00:40:35watching sierra and nick return from
00:40:38their date
00:40:39in that moment while i'm having the conversation
00:40:41felt like a little bit of a punch in the gut
00:40:45how was your date
00:40:45you're so happy
00:40:46oh my gosh first of all i miss you guys
00:40:50i love you i'm so happy
00:40:53what happened
00:40:54what happened
00:40:55okay
00:40:59okay let me just say this
00:41:01so one of the first chats that nick and i had
00:41:03i was like
00:41:03okay like if we were on the outside
00:41:05what's kind of like your dream date scenario
00:41:07and he was like
00:41:08something adventurous
00:41:10like in nature
00:41:11picnic blanket
00:41:12just like maybe like an ocean view
00:41:15we walk out today
00:41:17and there's two little bikes waiting out there for us
00:41:20oh my god
00:41:22two little bikes
00:41:23and it has a picnic basket
00:41:25no way
00:41:27that was like the most like wholesome thing i've done in a long time
00:41:30with any kind of girl
00:41:31like
00:41:31they're like little sandwiches
00:41:32and like little like silver spoons
00:41:34and shit
00:41:35did you have some champagne
00:41:37yeah
00:41:40the craziest thing was like
00:41:41i was expecting it to be like this high adrenaline thing
00:41:44and
00:41:45but i'm so glad that it was like this little intimate moment together
00:41:48and like that was the coolest part
00:41:50we just sat on this picnic blanket overlooking like the most amazing view
00:41:54and just had the most like
00:41:55the deepest conversation we've ever had
00:41:58just about what we were expecting to find when we came in here
00:42:00and how like each of us have just surpassed it
00:42:03times ten
00:42:03yeah
00:42:04he was just like
00:42:05it's very clear to me that like you are the only person in here for me
00:42:09and like i only have eyes for you
00:42:11he's just like it's you
00:42:13i want you
00:42:13like let's do life
00:42:15oh my gosh
00:42:16and we just like chopped it up about
00:42:18you know everything that's been happening
00:42:20and like all the all the feelings that you know we've had for each other
00:42:23and uh-oh did you
00:42:24oh
00:42:25no
00:42:27who did you
00:42:33so we close things off
00:42:35y'all are studying about it
00:42:43we were like
00:42:44we were just talking about this
00:42:46we did it we closed it we closed
00:42:53look how big he's smiling over there
00:42:56yes nikki putt
00:43:02he's so cute
00:43:04were you nervous
00:43:05hella hella hella
00:43:07bro i'm so happy for you bro
00:43:09nah it was so cool bro
00:43:11seeing him so happy
00:43:13and just be proud of who he's with
00:43:15and not care about
00:43:16talking to anybody else
00:43:18i'm like damn
00:43:21i wish that was me
00:43:22i just feel so happy
00:43:34it feels good
00:43:45welcome back to love island usa
00:43:48alan is finally speaking to nurse amaya
00:43:51he's been wanting to speak to her since casa
00:43:53but he was waiting to see if his insurance covered it
00:43:57so i've been like wanting to pull you for a chat
00:43:59i didn't have the opportunity to do it back in classic
00:44:01but i wanted to like talk to you get to know you a little bit better
00:44:04yeah for sure
00:44:04okay so i'm from new york
00:44:07i've been a nurse for about four years now
00:44:10and does your whole family live in new york
00:44:11yeah i am really big on quality time with my family
00:44:14so we would stargaze a lot
00:44:17and i know there's only one moon in the world
00:44:20hopefully like we never know
00:44:22in outer space
00:44:23but whenever i do miss my family
00:44:26i look up
00:44:27and that would just bring me so much sense and peace
00:44:30knowing that my mom
00:44:31and my brothers and sisters are looking up too
00:44:34oh that's so cute
00:44:35it's so fucking cute
00:44:36family to me is really important especially because my family is not a large family that's like close by
00:44:41um both my siblings decided to explore like moving to new cities
00:44:45my sister moved to belgium
00:44:46in germany?
00:44:47uh in uh no brussels in belgium
00:44:51belgium's like uh one of the countries
00:44:52oh wait okay
00:44:52it's the same area
00:44:53first of all i'm so sorry i'm bad with massa obviously
00:44:56honestly like i barely knew that was a thing until i helped her move in
00:45:00and i was like oh okay
00:45:00wait like like the paint like the waffles
00:45:03yes exactly
00:45:04oh wow
00:45:04yeah yeah yeah okay okay
00:45:06it's a really small country just north of france
00:45:07that's beautiful
00:45:09watch you staring can't get enough of me
00:45:12oh uh for those wondering i got the costumes back to my gran's nursing home
00:45:16and the mixer was a smash hit
00:45:19although the heart rate challenge did send three residents to er
00:45:26i don't even want to put makeup on tonight
00:45:28well you don't have to impress nobody anymore so you got your man
00:45:34hearing that uh nick and sierra closed off is the closure like i needed to refocus all my energy in
00:45:41the right places
00:45:42i'm glad you're not letting that knock you down
00:45:44that you're too much you crossed the line
00:45:47that i drew and you're not mine
00:45:49obviously with me and the mire things things are going great whatever but then as the day goes on it's
00:45:53just getting a bit more sour and sour
00:45:55he could be a little bit more gentlemanly it's making me just want to talk to other people more
00:46:01while he is figuring out his shit i want me nurturing my new connections
00:46:04leave a message for me after the beep
00:46:15are you guys all still open yes i'm very open
00:46:19but i'm enjoying me and chris's pace that we're going right now i actually like him
00:46:34fun fact fact fans andrena used to have a job writing exam questions but she got fired
00:46:41because the multiple choice was always too easy
00:46:45okay how you feel you good or you're good yeah i'm good how's your day been i don't know even
00:46:52today
00:46:52like i didn't talk to brian yeah i was gonna ask you kind of it's kind of like weird okay
00:46:58why is that
00:46:59i don't know if there's like something missing i don't know if he feels some type of way after the
00:47:05challenge okay like i like him i know he likes me but i don't have any more time or it's
00:47:11just not it
00:47:12have you spoken to him about it um no i mean i i wanted to today but we haven't taught
00:47:18and then
00:47:18i chose to pull you for a shot instead of him which is which is making things probably worse
00:47:24uh but i just wanted to know like how you feeling like how would it be if you or we
00:47:31want to explore
00:47:32our connection because obviously we already have connections um and kind of just say like look like
00:47:38you're an amazing girl but like i just want to see things through with grayson yeah i don't like the
00:47:44whole playing limbo with everything yeah going back and forth yeah because then at that point nobody's
00:47:49going to get the real me and then yeah okay i i respect that thank you i appreciate that i
00:47:54think he
00:47:54has shown me which hasn't happened in a long long time so i feel a little offended i'm not gonna
00:47:59lie
00:48:00zach's decision to couple with amaya over alandria nearly got alandria sent home thank god it didn't
00:48:06because then alandria would have been dumped and zach would have forever been known as that english
00:48:12bloke who got alandria dumped i said i was a bit nervous trying to speak to you really i could
00:48:17tell
00:48:17and i was like oh i don't know what it was it's like that like when i was kind of
00:48:20walking on extra
00:48:20i was like you every time i look up like we'll make i kind of take a little bit i
00:48:23think it's when you
00:48:24was leaving you know i was like i was like oh let me just speak to you real quick yeah
00:48:28you're like
00:48:29save your words i was like damn okay girl yeah yeah have you ever had a girl say something like
00:48:35that before i mean like damn i'm a fucking i just met you 24 hours ago yeah i can't be
00:48:39really be
00:48:40tripping you know yeah i had too much going on in that moment you know what i'm saying like i'm
00:48:45dealing with because at that moment i'm thinking i'm gonna get dumped from the island then i'm like oh my
00:48:51gosh i'm not even gonna get to say about it taylor like i'm processing all this i was like i
00:48:54know my
00:48:54work when you speak to him how do you feel i feel good but it's just like i just i
00:48:59don't know did
00:49:00you ever feel like what did i do wrong no i know i didn't do anything wrong because like as
00:49:05women
00:49:05we can think like oh we're loving the man the correct way we're doing right by the man sometimes
00:49:09y'all just don't feel fulfilled i'm gonna continue it to explore like i did when i was with taylor
00:49:13all it
00:49:13takes that one conversation with that person to switch your mindsets like it's so crazy how fast it can
00:49:18happen how can you think like that and i think like this like my connection with you is so strong
00:49:21just by that one conversation do you know what i'm saying yeah and that's why obviously that decision
00:49:25for me was so tough with amaya today we're not really spoke obviously i still really think she's
00:49:29a great girl and i'm hoping you know tomorrow i feel a little bit different but as of today like
00:49:34i was keeping my distance just because like so i could think straight yeah so hopefully tomorrow
00:49:39i wake up i feel a bit different or whatever but yeah the thing is with me i'm not gonna
00:49:42lie
00:49:42andrea like my past relationships didn't work because say like say me and you're out for dinner
00:49:46yeah so you're my partner or whatever and you see something i i did and you didn't really
00:49:50with it yeah i think you did i think i ain't happy that and you know we're around friends and
00:49:54family
00:49:55whatever i ain't gonna crush you in front of everyone yeah all i'd be like don't do that like
00:49:58start making the tension and making a scene i'm that type of guy we're like yo listen we'll talk
00:50:02about it we'll get home all right okay let's go outside you know what i'm saying i'm the same way
00:50:06like
00:50:06if something i'm doing something that my partner doesn't like or if he's doing something i don't like
00:50:11100 correct me in private not in front of everybody i dress it like i said oh i don't
00:50:14like that yeah like i said i really like do really enjoy speaking to you and the way you think
00:50:18you're
00:50:18very smart you're clever you know you're also you're fucking thank you so we can just keep this going
00:50:22you know like i said we said we're all still open i think we should continue to see where it
00:50:27goes
00:50:27that's the only way we would know if certain things is for us you get what i'm saying yeah i'm
00:50:31glad
00:50:31we did that challenge yesterday though you shocked me i'm not gonna lie i've been trying to kiss
00:50:38out of me what the fuck so i was out yeah i was like what the fuck yeah so i
00:50:43didn't kiss everybody
00:50:44else you know yeah i guess she used to i noticed that if there was a video game called impossible
00:50:49questions from your partner then clark would be the final boss let me ask you something ask away
00:51:04okay how do you think i should feel after the challenge this is a tough question do you think
00:51:17she crossed that line of going too far i want you to answer your own question first
00:51:25i think yes okay and why because she didn't have to take me to the heart at the end you
00:51:35know
00:51:36you feel me like that's so disrespectful to you i will say you weren't initiating any of that stuff
00:51:43so i can appreciate that thank you you're welcome wait let me ask you this
00:51:50so you and alandria plan on continuing to explore y'all's connection
00:51:57okay
00:52:00conversation with alandria i told her like the whole
00:52:03how you give me a different feeling than she gave me because she was like she was confused on like
00:52:08how do i switch up over just like those two three days
00:52:13and i was just like you know clark gave me a different feeling that you never gave me
00:52:19this will always be my home keep me in your arms wherever i may go
00:52:27it's like a kid feeling that you give me you know it's not like it's not like i have to
00:52:32be serious
00:52:33you know all the time and like i gotta you know sit up right and be on my piece you
00:52:38know
00:52:38like with you it's just like we can just kick it and chill and vibe
00:52:42it i hope that means you feel like you can be yourself though you know yeah i don't even want
00:52:48to call it a love triangle but hey i feel obviously a little awkward about it it's weird i don't
00:52:54deal
00:52:54with this in the real world
00:52:55this
00:52:56i'll ever thought that i've been wrong
00:53:03this will always be my home
00:53:06this will always be my home
00:53:18welcome back to love island usa shelley is like a blackjack player when the dealer's on 10.
00:53:24she doesn't want to see ace so yeah i was thinking about you today i love you for that i
00:53:30know you're
00:53:31on your date having a blast no but you know like i love you i love ace so like when
00:53:37there's trouble
00:53:37in paradise i'm like it's heavy on my mind girl i really like if i'm being honest he asked me
00:53:44if
00:53:44i'm frustrated with him and at first i was like nah and i said actually no i am so i'm
00:53:48just like you
00:53:48know what like if he wants to have a conversation like we just need to put the conversations on hold
00:53:53and even like the huda thing like i mean i done slept on it and i still feel how i
00:53:58feel i'm curious
00:53:59to see what she has to say i know it'll a part of it will be apology but it's just
00:54:05like okay i feel
00:54:06this way yeah i feel this way and i feel like we could just be cordial in this space like
00:54:09you know
00:54:10we don't have to be besties or anything like i don't hate you i still love her a lot but
00:54:14it's
00:54:14just like a thing of me knowing like what type of friends i want and that's it you know so
00:54:20i mean
00:54:21that conversation may not happen tonight like i said tonight i'm feeling i'm feeling on cruise
00:54:24control where it's like i don't absolutely i honestly don't think you need to give your energy
00:54:28to anyone but yourself distance is healthy in a place when you don't have a lot of it
00:54:32exactly and i think you are entitled to do that especially when you're feeling a type of way
00:54:37yeah i just need a zen moment i just need to just be you know i don't have the energy
00:54:42for these
00:54:42individual chats not chris not ace not huda i've given her a chance after chance but last night was
00:54:50inexcusable like you are not a friend of mine i love you so much i love you so much let's
00:54:54go laugh
00:54:55hee hee ha ha play some games and i don't want to talk about none of these people no more
00:54:59and don't
00:54:59let them fuck with your energy you keep that shit for yourself i get a bit lonely in this voiceover
00:55:07booth on my own so i've adopted a new pet merrill the mosquito he loves hanging out in this speakeasy
00:55:14while i'm at work i don't know what i do without him i get it we gotta we gotta handle
00:55:22the population
00:55:25yeah you're a killer no i'm not hard things with you and shelly
00:55:32i am going to take a step back why because i really fuck with you and what yeah what can
00:55:40i
00:55:40not no i didn't say that okay well i'm surprised look i'm gonna be honest with you okay but i
00:55:47was
00:55:47never raised to always chase chase chase chase forever you know i mean without getting anything
00:55:51in return with not getting the reciprocated energy i need back from shelly it has given me a little bit
00:55:57more of an opportunity just to dive deeper with huda and take that connection more seriously so
00:56:02i'm feeling really good about huda actually so i will take a step back and focus on this
00:56:08because i really do with you and i want to explore this okay and see where that goes you know
00:56:15what i
00:56:15mean i used to think that love was like the stories a princess feeling lonely trapped inside a tower
00:56:29your heart beats so fast you think so yeah i'm so cold your hands are so warm
00:56:41so used to leaving teardrops on the pages you want my shirt no i have to if you want to
00:56:50i'm asking
00:56:51you so i can get it sure i'll take it goodness gracious i have a hard time accepting things you
00:56:55know i know clearly i don't know why because i've never ever been taking care of me in my life
00:57:01so how you expect to have a husband learning how you gonna learn if you don't accept i'm trying
00:57:08clearly are you i am learning can you come back here so i'm not cool sure um i think it's
00:57:19really
00:57:19hard for me being vulnerable the scariest thing for me is when i start to like somebody because i'm
00:57:25always scared of getting hurt because i think that i've never had somebody not hurt me have you ever
00:57:30cheated yes how many times once why it wasn't physical it was emotional cheating you didn't
00:57:37fuck nobody else no thought i had to break down to be found that it could only work if it
00:57:44hurts
00:57:44do you like facetiming yeah or do you like texting no i'm not a big texter i hate texting okay
00:57:49good to
00:57:50know i feel like chris is such a mature man and it truly is different than a lot of guys
00:57:58that i've spoken
00:57:59to i like the pace that we're going let me turn this way so i can see okay look at
00:58:05me babe what's your
00:58:06type i don't have one i always attract emotionally unstable women am i emotionally unstable i don't know
00:58:13yet oh god he's like damn i was trying to stay away from y'all i mean you don't seem
00:58:21like a no i don't
00:58:22think i'm emotionally unstable but you're touching me and suddenly it's easy you look good i look good
00:58:34gosh golly you ready ready ready ready ready
00:58:52i don't need a breakdown you still found me without any smoke leading you to my door i don't have
00:59:01to set
00:59:01myself on fire i don't need the heart to feel your warmth cause you give me a soul
00:59:19tomorrow night
00:59:24the islanders speak up
00:59:29and stand on business
01:00:05and stand on business
01:00:12You
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