00:28You
00:31You
01:11You
01:30You
01:42You
01:43You
01:43You
01:43You
01:43You
01:54Ah, fuck!
02:36I'm so sorry you had to say that, but the shock of it, I just feel so guilty.
02:48I'd been driving the car this morning at the sawmill.
02:54When I saw the state he was in, I thought it would be best to bring him home.
03:01We'd just lost it, trying to grab the steering wheel and force us off the road.
03:11So I'd just stop the car, and he'd push me out.
03:23I'm sorry, I should never have let him drive.
03:30It's not your fault.
03:31I'm sorry.
03:55You're welcome.
03:57I'm sorry.
03:58I'm sorry.
04:00are you sure i'm allowed here with the old woman like yeah yeah it's fine
04:08listen it's probably best if you don't say anything about what you overheard
04:14about rosie meeting isaac yeah i think they were having a bit of a thing
04:23right it's probably why she was meeting him
04:42just don't want to get anyone into trouble
05:21just listen that man you don't know who he is you never have to be frightened of me rosie
05:28he's not sam carter his name is sam devlin
05:34um
05:41um
05:43um
05:45um
05:54um
06:02um
06:06um
06:13um
06:27you are to be silenced
06:31stripped
06:33of your leadership
06:35you are to remain in your home
06:37forbidden to attend meetings
06:41communicate in any way with any brother or sister
06:44adam
06:45or set foot in any fellowship business premises
06:48please
06:49adam i don't remember anything
06:50isaac
06:51your husband's shame is isaac
06:56you are welcome to attend my brother's funeral
07:00you are welcome to attend my brother's funeral
07:26okay
07:27okay yeah coffee tea squash
07:30you're on finger food okay
07:32flour and sugar
07:34thank you
07:35and
07:37and
08:02i
08:03i
08:17Checking up on an ex.
08:19We've all done it.
08:20Sorry?
08:23They're display models, so you can't Google.
08:26Google.
08:29I need to find out about someone.
08:32Please.
08:37I'm not really supposed to shop for, but...
08:41What's he called? I'll find him on socials.
08:44Sam Devlin.
08:45He's from Ireland.
08:47The North.
08:49Anything else?
08:50He's been to prison.
08:56Is that him?
09:02No.
09:05He's been to prison.
09:07He's been to prison.
09:10He's been to prison.
09:46Satsang with Mooji
10:16Satsang with Mooji
10:18Do you think he suffered at the end?
10:23I don't know
10:25But what has the Lord took him to punish me?
10:28Why would he want to do that?
10:32Because of what we did
10:35Because he saw us
10:36And what if Isaac's paying the price of our sin?
10:42Listen Adam
10:43I
10:46About what happened
10:48By the fire
10:50I
10:52I've been thinking about why I went along with it
10:55And
10:55You went along with it?
10:58You
10:58I
10:59I thought you went
11:01I don't know
11:02I think I just felt vulnerable
11:08I don't understand
11:10Well you know
11:11With my
11:13Situation here
11:15With the work and everything
11:16Your job?
11:18Well it's not just my job though is it?
11:20I rely on you for everything
11:24Somewhere to live
11:27To stay safe
11:30When you
11:32You thought if you turned me down
11:35You're my boss
11:38My leader
11:39No I didn't
11:40I wouldn't
11:43Believe me
11:43It's okay
11:44Don't worry about it
11:45I
11:46I
11:48I
11:49I just wanted to explain
11:51You know
11:52From
11:53From my side
12:02Look Adam
12:02I know this is really hard
12:04But you need to go into that meeting
12:08They need you to lead them
12:13And you need to bury your brother
12:15And you need to bury your brother
12:16And you need to bury your brother
12:45I
13:17I used to be so jealous.
13:23My brother always seemed to find things easier.
13:29And do things quicker.
13:32Every race around the garden.
13:36Every tree we'd climb.
13:39He's the first to drive.
13:42To marry.
13:43To build a family.
13:51And now he's first to go on his final journey.
14:05Isaac was lost in sin.
14:09Dragged away by his own desire.
14:13But he died on the road back to us.
14:18And we know what that means.
14:21He was coming home.
14:24To us.
14:26To his family.
14:30On the road to redemption.
14:33And for that.
14:36We can rejoice.
14:41Hallelujah.
14:43Hallelujah.
14:43Hallelujah.
14:44Hallelujah.
14:45Hallelujah.
15:00Jesus.
15:23You have to leave.
15:26Why? What's happened?
15:30Lucy, what's going on?
15:32Why are you so upset?
15:34Don't touch me.
15:36I know what you did.
15:38The girl, the other prisoner, you killed them both.
15:44How do you know that?
15:48Who told you?
15:50I trusted you.
15:52Listen.
15:54Listen to me.
15:55I risked everything for you.
15:57I sinned for you and you lied.
16:00You're a murderer.
16:01Would you just give me a chance to explain?
16:03Rosie?
16:10Rosie, please.
16:11If you don't leave us, I'll call the police.
16:14I thought you didn't trust them.
16:17You mustn't.
16:20You mustn't do that.
16:23Not for me, for your sake.
16:27I'd hate for you to get into any trouble.
16:29What trouble?
16:31It's called pervert in the course of justice, Rosie.
16:38You lied to the police.
16:40You lied to the police.
16:42Covered from hate.
16:44It's serious, you know.
16:46People go to prison for things like that.
16:50Lose their kids.
16:54I care about you so much.
16:57And I know how much you care about Grace.
17:04I think you did for that to happen.
17:17You lied to the cops.
17:52Mom?
17:56You there?
18:01Like me.
18:05I know you're there.
18:12I've heard about Dad.
18:15The accident in the paper.
18:18Mom?
18:20Just open the door.
18:22Please.
18:39Mom?
18:41Mom?
18:42Are you okay? You look...
18:47Mom, I'm so sorry.
18:51I want to help you.
18:54Please.
18:57Just let me in.
19:01No one's looking.
19:05No one has to know.
19:09Please.
19:10Please.
19:15Please.
19:16Please.
19:47Excuse me.
19:48Thanks.
19:50Which one have you asked for a chair?
19:52I'm sorry, sir.
19:59Sure you don't want anything?
20:03You should try and eat.
20:05Just a little.
20:06Mummy.
20:08Do you want some of my cake?
20:12Mum?
20:14Mummy's just a bit tired, sweetheart.
20:16Why don't you two go and play outside?
20:18Come on.
20:25Of course, when Noah's a bit bigger, you can join us on a Wednesday.
20:28Hmm.
20:29Widows club.
20:30Yeah.
20:30We do lots of things.
20:31Lots of activities.
20:32And cross-stitch.
20:34Oh.
20:35Oh.
20:39Oh.
21:14Adam, I need to talk to you.
21:25And when the police came and we found out he'd escaped from prison, you were worried.
21:31And you were right.
21:33About?
21:34Some.
21:36Oh, it's my fault.
21:37I made a mistake bringing him into our lives.
21:41Adam, we need to find a way to get rid of him.
21:53Adam.
21:54Adam.
21:58Adam.
21:58Adam.
22:20Wait here.
22:41I didn't know when or if he'd ever see them again.
22:49And I thought that they, as children, should have them.
23:03Thank you for coming.
23:06Bringing these.
23:09It must have been difficult.
23:11Where's Adam?
23:12Could you?
23:13Yeah, of course.
23:15I'll show you, Adam.
23:17I'm sorry.
23:21It's all right.
23:27I'm all right.
23:29I'm all right.
23:30Sure.
23:33She was...
23:37She was nice.
23:40She was nice.
23:43She was nice.
24:48Are you okay?
25:03Oh, my dear.
25:05Poor, sweet girl.
25:08There's no judgment here from us or from God.
25:14We'll pick you up, sit with you in your pain.
25:19And we give thanks.
25:21Thanks to God for sending Sam to us.
25:25He's working through you, Sam.
25:28I see him.
25:30And we're going to be okay, aren't we, big man?
25:32Yeah.
25:34Just take a few deep breaths, all right?
25:38Here, have a wee drink of water.
25:40Who's that lady?
25:42You don't need to worry about her, Gracie.
25:43The men have dealt with her.
25:45We need to get her home.
25:50Grace, look at me.
25:51You need to do something for me, okay?
25:54Anthony's really sad.
25:56And it's your job to look after him.
25:58Try and cheer him up, okay?
26:00Like a game?
26:01Exactly.
26:02Yes.
26:03Come on.
26:07We're going on a devil hunt, me and Anthony.
26:10Really?
26:11You're off to find old Nick?
26:12You're going to have to make yourselves a map.
26:15Follow Jesus.
26:16You're always on the right track.
26:19Yeah, you should listen to your granny here.
26:22Come on.
26:32Rosie, would you just wait one second?
26:37God gives each of us chance after chance.
26:47Meeting all one hour.
26:54Meeting all the time.
27:23Meeting all the time.
27:53We haven't even really found a place that I call her.
27:58I never stick around quite long enough to make it.
28:03I apologize once again.
28:06I'm not in love.
28:09But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking.
28:14It's just a thought.
28:17Only a thought.
28:19But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy, well, I deserve nothing more than I
28:36get.
28:38Because nothing I have is truly mine.
28:43Where's the devil, I think?
28:45I always thought that I would love to live by the sea.
28:48He might be anywhere.
28:50I don't know how well he is.
28:51To travel the world alone is more simply.
28:55I have no idea.
28:58I have no idea what's happened to that dream.
29:01But there's really nothing left here to stop me.
29:06It's just a thought.
29:09It's just a thought.
29:10Only a thought.
29:13If my life is for rent.
29:18And I don't know who to live by the sea.
29:24When I don't own time and I don't call work.
29:26Me, have no idea what's happened to that dream.
29:32But I don't know how well he is.
29:41He's not a fault.
29:43Did you afford the theaterь to sing the essen no matter?
29:49Oh, my God.
30:20Mince and potatoes, 180, 20 minutes.
30:24You might need peas with it.
30:31Miriam.
30:33Please.
30:38Please.
30:39I'll stop. I will, Miriam.
30:41This time, I mean it.
30:46You always do.
30:48You always do.
30:51You always do.
31:41Is it the van? That woman?
31:44It was nothing.
31:46It was brave.
31:48The man offered her money, but she didn't want anything.
31:52I just wanted to get away.
31:54Guilty, I guess.
31:56Hiya.
31:58This is for a brother.
32:00Northampton Communities. He owns a fellowship business.
32:03It's building supplies.
32:08You want me to leave?
32:12I told him you're a good worker.
32:15And you can call him from here.
32:21I think it's for the best.
32:24I see.
32:27So I get sent away when I'm not the problem?
32:30No, please. I just, I want you to, it's just a fresh start, away from me.
32:42You know, I think you underestimate yourself, Alan.
32:48I mean, your faith is strong.
32:52Strong enough to overcome this temptation, you're feeling.
33:07I believe in you.
33:10I believe in you.
33:23I believe in you.
33:25If you're missing from me, you're feeling like that.
33:30Right?
33:40I believe in you are.
33:42I'm not the same.
33:43Okay.
33:50Yes.
33:52Ah!
33:53Ah!
34:19No.
34:26You wanted to explain, so I'm here.
34:30But you have to tell me the truth.
34:32You can't lie to me, not in here.
34:36I swear.
34:39The truth.
34:42All of it.
34:49Her name was Aisling.
34:51Aisling Quint.
34:54We were at school together.
34:58Met when we were 14.
35:01She was my first real girlfriend.
35:05And I loved her.
35:12Anyway, the last year of school, they all went on a trip together.
35:17My class.
35:18Canoeing and camping.
35:20I couldn't go.
35:21We didn't have the money for that sort of thing, so...
35:29When they came back, that's when I heard the rumours that Aisling had got with someone else.
35:38One of the other lads in the class.
35:41And so I invited her back to the farm just to...
35:47Just to talk about it, you know?
35:52I...
35:54I...
35:56I got drunk.
35:57I'm fucking wasted.
35:59And...
36:01I...
36:02I...
36:03I...
36:04I...
36:04confronted her.
36:05Asking...
36:06Asked her if it was true.
36:09And she served it was.
36:11She wanted to finish things with me.
36:15And I...
36:17I remember...
36:18I remember...
36:18shouting and then she was crying and...
36:21I...
36:22I had my hands around her neck.
36:30I was just a fucking kid.
36:33I...
36:34I...
36:34I've never forgiven myself.
36:37It's why I did this.
36:39In prison with a...
36:42Broken pen.
36:44So it didn't spit and fuck me.
36:46It hurt like hell.
36:49But I wanted it.
36:50I wanted the...
36:52The pain...
36:54The punishment to remind me of what I did.
37:01It's not a birthday.
37:02It's a death day.
37:13I'm the prisoner.
37:20Um...
37:21Er...
37:21Er...
37:22He was Australian's cousin.
37:23He was inside for some other crime.
37:28I didn't even know he was there.
37:29But, er...
37:30He must have...
37:31Recognized me.
37:33Jumped me.
37:33Tried to kill me.
37:35And I swear, Rosie.
37:36I swear it was self-defense.
37:40I was so fucking close.
37:45It served my sentence.
37:48Weeks.
37:48Not even fucking...
37:50Days away from being set free.
37:52And now, because of what happened, I'm right back where I fucking started.
37:56And I just went out.
38:00Out from this...
38:03Pain.
38:05This...
38:05Shame.
38:22Was he please?
38:28It's not my place to forgive you.
38:31It's God's.
38:37What...
38:37What do I need to do?
38:58I...
38:59I...
39:03I don't know what to say.
39:21Hold it in your heart.
39:24If you mean it, God will hear.
39:38I...
39:50I felt it.
39:54I...
39:55Em...
39:58He...
39:59And...
40:13I...
40:15Mom!
40:16What's way?
40:17I'm scared.
40:18It's okay.
40:19Okay, I'll look after you.
40:44Good night, Mr. Phillips.
40:47Good night.
41:17Good night.
41:18No!
41:21No!
41:23No!
41:24Out!
41:35This way.
42:01Devil.
42:05Run!
42:06Wait!
42:07Run!
42:11It was you!
42:13You killed Isaac!
42:49Hello, Chris.
42:52You may run on for a long time.
43:06I'll tell you, God Almighty's gonna cut you down.
43:09Good God Almighty's gonna cut you down.
43:12Good God Almighty's gonna cut you down.
43:14You may throw a rock and hide your hand.
43:25You may run on for a long time.
43:29Run on for a long time.
43:32You may run on for a long time.
43:33You may run on for a long time.
43:34Wait!
43:35God Almighty's gonna cut you down.
43:37Go tell that long time liar.
43:39Go tell that midnight rider.
43:42Tell the gambler, the rambler, the backbiter.
43:46Go down, Almighty's gonna cut him down.
43:48Way down, Almighty's gonna cut him down.
43:51Way down, Almighty's gonna cut him down.
43:52Way down, Almighty's gonna cut him down.
44:22No!
44:32Good night, completely.
44:33Good night!
44:54It's pretty nice.
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