- 2 days ago
Watch The Summer I Turned Pretty Onlin Episode Season 2 Episode 1 online in HD on Dailymotion (2026).
Category
🎥
Short filmTranscript
00:06Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, my family's been going to Susannah's beach
00:10house in Cousins every summer since I was a baby.
00:12Look who came back all grown up!
00:15Susannah told me that when I was born, she knew I was destined for one of her boys.
00:19I always hoped it would be Conrad.
00:21I wrangled Belly an invitation to be a debutante.
00:24Now, which one of you is going to be Belly's escort to the ball?
00:27Uh, so are you and Jeremiah like a thing?
00:31They're like basically related.
00:32I'm not going with either of you. I am going to find my own date.
00:35I don't know what to think about you this summer.
00:37You have new friends, you have a boyfriend.
00:39I don't even know who you are anymore.
00:41Is that why you threw yourself at my brother so that you could get back at me?
00:44My heart's beating really fast.
00:45You're having a panic attack.
00:46It's my mom.
00:48I know you said you didn't want to do chemo, but I'm not putting myself through treatment again.
00:52I'm going to tell the kids when we get back to Boston.
00:54Why are you acting so different?
00:55I mean something's going on. Just tell me.
00:57Belly, I think about you.
00:59I do.
01:00You know I do.
01:01I just can't.
01:02You're my best friend.
01:03There are times I wanted to be more.
01:05I was just waiting.
01:06I mean, how am I supposed to fully jump into something with Jeremiah
01:10if a piece of my heart still beats for his brother?
01:12Will you go with me to the temple?
01:15Hey, does my mom seem okay to you?
01:16I heard your parents talk about it and your mom seemed really upset.
01:19Hey, have you guys seen Jeremiah?
01:26Come on, Adam.
01:27We need to talk, all right?
01:28It's important.
01:29It's about mom.
01:29You've known this whole fucking time you didn't tell me.
01:32I told them I'd do the trial.
01:34It's going to work.
01:35Belly, I'm sorry for being so shitty all of a sudden.
01:38I mean, you were going through all this alone.
01:40I wish you had told me so you didn't have to.
01:42No matter what happens next, I will always come back to this place
01:46and these people.
02:17You're back.
02:18I'm back.
02:25We get it.
02:26You guys are into each other.
02:29Don't listen to him.
02:30You two are perfect together.
02:48I wasn't in Cousins.
02:51Conrad and I weren't together.
02:53And Susanna was dead.
02:55Nothing would ever be the same again.
02:57Hey, you dropped this.
03:02Conklin.
03:03What?
03:04I said you dropped this, Conklin.
03:06You're reading The Hunger Games in French.
03:10I'm trying to.
03:11I almost know the English version by heart,
03:13so it's not that difficult to follow.
03:16Very cool.
03:18Thanks.
03:21Escaping to your dreams is easier than living with your memories.
03:25It's the being awake that's the hard part.
03:36This almost doesn't feel real.
03:40How about now?
03:48I can't stop smiling.
03:52You know, you have the prettiest smile I've ever seen.
03:59Uh, there's something that I need to tell you.
04:06I don't even know how, um...
04:08Okay.
04:09What is it?
04:11You figured out?
04:15I, um...
04:17A few days ago, Jeremiah told me that she wins for me.
04:26Oh.
04:28Oh.
04:28Wow, okay.
04:32So what did you say?
04:38I kissed him a few times.
04:50So, um...
04:52So when we both came to pick you and Taylor up from the side of the road, you know, and
04:56you went with Jerry, were you two already...
05:02You know, but there were moments this summer where I thought maybe there could be something with you and
05:05me, and then, you know, you'd shut down and get really cold.
05:10And I get it, I get it.
05:10I know, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
05:12It's all my fault, I know.
05:15I mean, it's mine too.
05:21Do you want to be with him?
05:25Being with you is all I've ever wanted.
05:27Okay, that's great.
05:29Be with me then.
05:30What?
05:31What, is that funny?
05:33No, I'm sorry.
05:34It's just weird.
05:35I mean, everyone in our house knows that I've had a crush on you ever since, like...
05:39Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
05:41You have a crush on me?
05:43No, I'm set up.
05:44Yeah.
05:48You're good for me, buddy.
05:53I don't want to hurt you.
05:54Me neither.
05:56Look, I'll talk to him.
05:58He might not even be that upset, you know?
06:00It's Jer, he never takes anything too seriously.
06:03It's not...
06:06It's not like how it is with us.
06:10Um, I'll talk to him first.
06:12I owe him that.
06:14Okay.
06:22Shh.
06:24I'll talk to him first.
06:28I'll talk to him first.
06:35I'll talk to him first.
06:36Early morning walk on the beach?
06:39Yeah.
06:41Mm-hmm.
06:47I knew it.
06:48I knew it.
06:52I knew it.
06:53I knew it.
06:54I knew it.
06:55I knew it.
07:01Sit down.
07:04So?
07:06Mom, just let me change first.
07:12All right.
07:13Enjoy your summer.
07:23No, but seriously, it's going to be wild.
07:25It's the best team we've had in years.
07:26Oh, I made us these matching crop tops.
07:28They're pink, obviously.
07:29And I got a bunch of new knee pads.
07:30Ooh, knee pads, Taylor.
07:32Shut up.
07:33Hey, Bells.
07:34It's not too late to sign up for volleyball camp, you know?
07:37Woo-hoo-hoo-hoo!
07:38Oh, our school is over, bitches!
07:41Woo-hoo!
07:42Such a clown, Steven.
07:43Hey, if I were going to Princeton, I'd be screaming about it, too.
07:47Thank you, Evelyn.
07:48Wait, are you going to Princeton?
07:49That's so cool, I couldn't tell.
07:51Oh, you couldn't tell?
07:52You couldn't...
07:53Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo.
07:54Ow, the spike, what's up, man?
07:56What time is a grab party tomorrow, man?
07:58Oh, the band comes on at 10.
07:59I'm dating the singer.
08:01Uh, yeah, the machine gun Kelly wannabe.
08:03I tried to veto him from playing, but I guess we couldn't find anybody cheaper, though.
08:08Wait, so, are you coming to the party?
08:12Uh, I don't know.
08:14Belly!
08:15Belly!
08:16Can I talk to you for a minute, please?
08:19I gotta go.
08:22Okay.
08:23See you later.
08:24Bye.
08:24Sorry.
08:31Belly, I was reviewing your end of term transcripts, and I couldn't help but notice that your grades
08:35have taken a serious dive.
08:37I mean, you kept an A in French, but you won't impress colleges with just French.
08:42Is there something going on?
08:43Uh, there's a death in the family.
08:46Oh, I'm so sorry to hear that, but your grades have been dipping all year.
08:51You even got your volleyball captaincy revoked?
08:54Yeah, I choked at regionals.
08:57Okay, well, have you, um, have you thought about where you're going to apply next year?
09:01Um, I mean, I know I'm not getting into an Ivy, but there's always Penn State.
09:04Well, that might be a reach at this point.
09:07Without volleyball, you'll have to focus on less competitive schools.
09:11Have you heard about Finch?
09:13Um, yeah, I know someone who's going there in the fall.
09:16A family friend.
09:17Great.
09:17Well, maybe you can visit them and grab a tour.
09:20I doubt it.
09:23Come in.
09:27Good morning, Bells.
09:29Hey.
09:30Come here.
09:36So I stayed up all night doing research on the trial my mom agreed to.
09:41And, Bellya, I'm feeling really hopeful.
09:44That's, that's great, Jer.
09:46I mean, I'm so glad that Susanna agreed to do it.
09:49Yeah, I mean, if I'm being honest, I'm still kind of pissed Conrad never told me what's going on with
09:54her.
09:54But, you know, at least it worked out, right?
09:58Right.
09:59That's kind of why I think we should tell Conrad about us as soon as possible.
10:04I don't, I don't want any more secrets.
10:06And plus, Steven already knows.
10:12Actually, that, that's what I wanted to talk to you about.
10:18Okay.
10:19See, um, the thing is, um, last night I really couldn't sleep all night.
10:26So I went to watch the sunrise on the beach.
10:32And Conrad was there and we just started talking.
10:36And one thing led to another and, and, um, and we, we kissed.
10:48You kissed my brother.
10:51I'm sorry.
10:52I didn't think that, you know, like, he, we, I mean, we wanted to tell you right away, so, you
10:58know.
10:58You're already a we?
10:59No, no, no, I, I just didn't, I, I didn't want it to be weird.
11:04Well, yeah, Belly, it is weird, okay?
11:06No, Jer, please.
11:08No, no, you know what?
11:08Actually, it's cool.
11:09It's cool, I get it.
11:11You know, I was just the distraction to keep you busy while you waited for Conrad.
11:14I'm glad it finally happened for you, Belly.
11:17It's great timing.
11:18It's not like my mom has cancer or anything.
11:19Jer, I didn't want to hurt you.
11:21You're, you're one of my best friends.
11:23No.
11:24No, you don't, you don't get to call me that.
11:29You don't mean that.
11:30I do.
11:32Now, can you please get out?
11:38Just so you know,
11:42he's gonna break your heart.
11:53We should already be in the car.
11:55Coming!
12:03Hey, is this okay?
12:04I swear I left the tickets here.
12:06I thought your dad was meeting us there.
12:08Well, you, shoot, I forgot to make the reservation for lunch.
12:11Yeah, I figured, so I did it.
12:12Well, they're not gonna start without me.
12:14We've got time.
12:15I was supposed to iron that shirt for you.
12:17Take it off and I can-
12:18It's handled, it's handled, see?
12:20I use the starch spray that makes it look real smooth, eh?
12:26Oh, is that for me?
12:27What?
12:32Sweet, a laptop?
12:33Well, who sent this?
12:34What?
12:36Oh my God.
12:37It's from Susanna.
12:40She must have planned it before.
12:42Classic Beck.
12:44I wish she could have been here.
12:47Yeah, Conrad and Jeremiah too.
12:49They were busy.
12:51Yeah, sure.
12:59I feel awful.
13:03Brady.
13:04He was so angry at us.
13:07And he has every right to me, honestly.
13:12It's gonna be okay, Billy.
13:14I promise.
13:19How?
13:28I think maybe we should hit pause.
13:33What?
13:35No.
13:37I don't want to make things harder for you guys than they already are.
13:39You're not.
13:40I promise.
13:41The most important thing right now is that you and Jeremiah are there for each other.
13:47They're there for Susanna.
13:49And I...
13:51Us being together would make that impossible.
13:54Ellie, come on.
13:57I can't do that to him.
14:11I hate that.
14:15Yeah, me too.
14:16I can't do it.
14:24Um...
14:29This was always yours.
14:33No matter what happens, we'll still be infinite.
15:04You should read this.
15:06Later, we should go.
15:07I found them.
15:09Come on.
15:14They say that everything happens for a reason.
15:18Now, who they are exactly is unclear.
15:21Maybe a theologian coined it, or...
15:23I don't know, whoever configured the simulation we're clearly living in.
15:28Maybe it was Rihanna.
15:29No, no, no, Rihanna can do no wrong.
15:33You're definitely not.
15:36But we've heard it.
15:39Time and time again.
15:40It's supposed to convince us, you know, that everything had to happen exactly so
15:45in order to teach us something about ourselves.
15:47In order for us to grow.
15:51And meet our destinies.
15:57I think that's BS.
15:58I'm sorry, Mom.
16:00Sorry.
16:02You know, breakups don't always lead to breakthroughs.
16:05Sometimes, a girl dumps you after an awesome summer, and it sucks.
16:10And you learn nothing from it, but you eventually force yourself to move on anyways.
16:19But then, the unthinkable happens.
16:22And you realize it's pointless to think of life that way.
16:25Belly.
16:29Hey, I never see you in here.
16:31Ugh, your mom assigned me this room to clean.
16:34It's the easiest, since I don't think she sat put in here once to do any writing this summer.
16:39Don't you hire cleaners anyway?
16:41Shh.
16:47I love that necklace on you.
16:51Connie told me everything that happened with the three of you.
16:57I'm sorry.
16:58Don't be sorry.
16:59It's not how I wanted this summer to end.
17:03Especially not.
17:08I just feel like I'm losing everyone.
17:10You're not.
17:12It just takes time.
17:14You'll find your way back to each other eventually.
17:18And this place is always here for you.
17:22Yeah, but you've made every summer here so magical, Susanna.
17:26I mean, what happens, what happens, Belly?
17:31You love this place the same way I do.
17:36If anyone can keep the magic going here, it's you.
17:42You're my special girl.
17:48I need to call the cleaners.
17:52Promise me you'll never leave me.
17:55Never.
17:59Because everything just happens.
18:02You know, good things, bad things.
18:05All in ways that you never expect.
18:07All in ways that are so completely out of your control that they could just drive you insane.
18:16There are times where it feels like the world is happening to you.
18:20But remember that you are also happening to the world.
18:25So don't wait.
18:27Make what you want happen.
18:29Because tomorrow isn't promised.
18:30So you better make fucking sure that you are living today.
18:58So extra.
18:59Although he did earn it with that speech.
19:01It was good.
19:02Yeah.
19:03The speech kind of pierced my soul.
19:08Don't laugh.
19:09No, no, I'm sorry.
19:10No, I feel like I've been in this nightmare ever since Susanna died.
19:14Maybe it's time to wake up.
19:17Oh, I got to go find Milo.
19:19He needs my help putting together a look for tonight.
19:21Cool.
19:23Um, do you want to come over after and help me with mine?
19:26No fucking way.
19:27Are you coming?
19:28Yeah, yeah.
19:29Really?
19:30And I'm going to sign up for a varsity volleyball camp too.
19:33Yes!
19:34Oh my god, babe, this party's going to be insane.
19:36You are going to die when you see Milo play.
19:39No, yeah, I mean, you literally might.
19:40Because, oh man, I could smell him from the podium.
19:43Really?
19:43Yeah.
19:43Oh, I'm sorry.
19:44Excuse me.
19:45My man doesn't have that Korean jean.
19:46See you later.
19:49It's a great speech.
19:51Susanna would have loved it.
19:52Yeah, I know.
19:55You know, I'm glad you guys are coming to the party tonight.
19:58Wow.
19:59I can't believe what I'm hearing.
20:00You really want me and Taylor at your party?
20:03Why, I never said want.
20:04I just, I just think it's better than moping around at home.
20:10Hey, you should drive.
20:12Really?
20:13Yeah, I gotta read all the love in my DMs for my speech anyway, so.
20:16All right, come on.
20:22Yo, this is dope.
20:24I'm going viral on TikTok.
20:25Is that a good thing?
20:26What, millions of people around the world watching my speech on a loop?
20:30Yes.
20:32That is a very good thing.
20:34Yeah, I gotta forward this to Khan and Cher, man.
20:39Thank you so much.
20:41Oh, I'm sorry.
20:42Could I get a box for all this?
20:43Yeah, thank you, man.
20:51Happiness is an activity.
20:54Um, okay.
20:57Okay, well, everyone agrees you are the best.
21:00It doesn't say that.
21:01It's so random.
21:01No, it doesn't say that.
21:01Yeah, it literally says it right here.
21:03It literally says it right there.
21:04I don't know what you want.
21:04You want to see it?
21:05Yeah.
21:05You want to see it?
21:06Look, I don't know what you want from me.
21:07It says it right there.
21:08I know what you're telling you.
21:10We're so proud of you.
21:11You're going to have the time of your life at Princeton, right, Laura?
21:13Yeah, I love college.
21:15That's where I met Susanna.
21:16My publisher is hounding me to do this meet-and-greet event with booksellers.
21:20I said no.
21:23Why?
21:23Because it's not necessary.
21:27Okay, uh, well, it's time for me to go get ready for the party.
21:30Mom, dad, thank you for lunch.
21:34I'm gonna go with him.
21:35Uh, it was delicious.
21:37All right, have fun, kids.
21:39See you at home.
21:40Yep.
21:45So you're not trying to promote your book?
21:48I'm not going to have schmoozy conversations about Susanna
21:50just to get prime placement in bookstores.
21:53Well, you did write a whole book about her.
21:55It might feel cathartic.
21:57I wrote the book in a fugue state.
21:59I have no interest in dissecting it just to come up with pithy insights on grief.
22:05Okay.
22:08Glad the whole not going to therapy thing is working out for you.
22:18Look, you wrote a beautiful book.
22:23I think Susanna would want you to share it with the world.
22:29She was always my biggest cheerleader.
22:32Guess now I have to be my own.
22:37I'll wear the skirt, but I draw the line at pom-poms.
22:45I am so excited that you're finally here this summer.
22:48Can we do like everything that we never got to do together?
22:50Like parties, pool, mall.
22:52We have to get you a fake ID.
22:55Let's start by figuring out what I'm going to wear tonight.
22:57All right, okay.
22:59Okay.
23:02Susanna's earrings?
23:05They're perfect.
23:09Okay.
23:11Since my man is playing tonight, I'm going to need you to be the super hot friend standing next to
23:16his
23:16super hot girlfriend.
23:18Yeah, let's get super hot.
23:19I love it when you agree with me.
23:23Um, I'm thinking this.
23:26That's what you call super hot?
23:28This looks so good on you.
23:30No, no, I've got to have something better.
23:32Okay.
23:40No.
23:53The call came the second week of September, three weeks since the last time I'd seen him.
23:58It felt like a dream.
24:01Unreal.
24:06Hey.
24:07Hey.
24:09I, uh, didn't expect to hear from you.
24:12Yeah, is it okay that I'm, that I'm calling?
24:14I shouldn't have called.
24:14This was dumb.
24:15I'm sorry.
24:15No, no, no, no.
24:16It's okay.
24:16Um, we're still friends, right?
24:20Yeah, yeah.
24:22We're friends, yeah.
24:22Yeah, and, um, friends can talk on the phone.
24:27Yeah.
24:28Yeah, nothing weird about friends talking on the phone.
24:35So, uh, so how's, how's college life?
24:38Um, it's cool.
24:40It's cool.
24:41My roommate snores even louder than you do, which.
24:44Oh, come on.
24:45I don't snore.
24:46Yes, you do.
24:47You a thousand percent do.
24:48I've heard you through the walls for years.
24:50Only when you're really tired, though.
24:55How was school for you?
24:56Ugh, boring.
24:57Painful.
24:58I mean, like, no, no.
24:59Who invented Trigg, and why do they torture
25:02innocent high school students with it?
25:04It can't be that bad.
25:06No, oh, it's, it's bad.
25:08It's, it's, it's really bad.
25:09I mean, I can't keep up with all the letters.
25:12Well, you know, the first thing you gotta do
25:13is determine if it's a right angle triangle or not.
25:15Bradley, have you seen my, uh, big kettlebell, the 20-pound one?
25:18Steven, I'm on the phone.
25:19We'll tell Taylor to go to bed.
25:20Hi, Steven.
25:25Hey, Conrad.
25:29It's not in here.
25:31Go away.
25:34Sorry about that.
25:36Okay, um, what were you saying about triangles again?
25:40Uh, so if it's not a right angle triangle,
25:43we're not gonna wear it out here.
25:47Okay, if you want to wear the T-shirt,
25:50you know, we should at least crop it.
25:53It was Conrad's.
25:55You know, every time I think of him,
25:56I still get this, like, pain in my chest.
26:02I know.
26:04Sucks, babe.
26:05But eventually, you're gonna have to let him go.
26:08Yeah, I just wish I knew how.
26:10It's like my Meemaw always used to say,
26:12the best way to get over a man is to get under a new one.
26:22Heading to a grad party?
26:25Yeah, mine.
26:27Me and the guys are throwing it, remember?
26:29Oh, right.
26:30Well, have fun and don't drink and drive.
26:33Oh, don't worry.
26:34I promised Stephen I'd be the sober driver.
26:36Oh, and I ordered you a pizza, okay?
26:38So please eat it.
26:39Don't worry about me.
26:41Go.
26:41All right, I love you.
26:42Bye.
26:42Love you.
26:43Be safe.
26:44Bye, I love you.
26:45Bye.
26:58Bye.
27:01Oh, my God.
27:04Milo.
27:06Hi.
27:07Thank God you're here.
27:16Hey, so I need to be able to see you when I'm up on stage.
27:19Yeah.
27:19All right, so stay up close.
27:20Okay, yeah.
27:21Yeah?
27:21Mm-hmm.
27:22My boy!
27:23Yeah!
27:23It's fine.
27:24Uh, you call this a party?
27:26Where are all the hot ladies, you promised?
27:29We're literally standing right here.
27:31Oh, uh, no offense.
27:33I'm into older women.
27:35Personal preference.
27:35Yeah.
27:37Hey, babe, I'm gonna go help the guys finish setting up, all right?
27:39All right.
27:41Bye.
27:45Okay.
27:46Well, have fun, everybody.
27:48I gotta go make the rounds, entertain the people, you know, post shit.
27:52Okay.
27:53Come on, Spike.
27:55You're so cute tonight, you know that?
27:57Come on, let's go get some drinks.
27:58I can't drink.
27:59I can't.
28:00Okay.
28:03What?
28:04Oh my God, but camp is gonna be so much fun.
28:07I bought us all matching PJs.
28:09Oh, you are going to need to buy one more set.
28:12Guess who finally decided to join us?
28:14The killer B is gonna have her captaincy back from Donna in like no time.
28:18You know what I mean?
28:19Yeah, right?
28:20But Coach Shaw, he's okay with it.
28:22You know, he can come back.
28:24I actually haven't talked to Coach yet.
28:26I wanted to talk to you guys first.
28:29I mean, after last season, I totally don't blame you if you don't want me back on the team.
28:34Oh, shut up.
28:35You're always one of us.
28:36Yes!
28:37Right answer.
28:38Bump, set, hit, swipe!
28:40That's the way we like to fight!
28:43And come!
28:44Come on.
28:44Let's hear you scream!
28:48Here, and for you.
28:50There we go.
28:51Oh my God.
28:53Oh my God.
28:54Holy shit.
28:55Oh my God.
29:00It's game point, Ms. Conklin.
29:02Bye bye, Conrad.
29:04Hey, you still there?
29:07So, my roommate, Trusky.
29:09Oh, did he sleepwalk in his underwear again?
29:11No, he didn't.
29:12He didn't, thankfully.
29:13But we were talking and it turns out he's a 5G conspiracist.
29:17So apparently, that guy that Katie was seeing had a girlfriend the whole time.
29:22I mean, it just sucks.
29:23Like, he didn't really seem like the type, you know?
29:32Did you know my dad cheated?
29:36Adam cheated on Susanna?
29:38Yeah, the first time my mom was sick, he had an affair with his secretary, Kaylee.
29:46I found out about it last spring, on like the same day I found out of my mom's cancer coming
29:51back.
29:54How'd you find out?
29:55Um, I came home early from school one day and heard them fighting.
30:05She was crying so much, Belly.
30:07She, I've never heard her cry like that before.
30:12So I left.
30:14I went back out.
30:15I drove around town for two hours and came back and pretended not to know anything.
30:20I'm so sorry.
30:22It sucks that you had to carry that secret for so long.
30:27Yeah, it's just exhausting.
30:29Like, I couldn't turn my brain off.
30:33It was like, if you do that, then this horrible thing is gonna happen.
30:37But if you do this, then, you know, just this catastrophic thing will happen.
30:42Oh my god, that sounds so stressful.
30:50Oh god damn it, it's two o'clock.
30:53You said you had practice early.
30:54I should let you go.
30:57Yeah, um, off-season workouts suck.
31:01But, uh, there's a rumor that a college scout from Finch is coming to watch our club team play this
31:06weekend, and there's a chance coach might make me captain.
31:09What? That's crazy.
31:11I'll definitely let you go. I didn't know that.
31:15Five more minutes?
31:19Yeah, okay.
31:20Yeah.
31:21I'll do it.
31:22I'm gonna do it.
31:23Yeah.
31:24Oh yeah.
31:24Mm-hmm.
31:25Yeah.
31:25What are you waiting for?
31:26No, fine.
31:28Good luck.
31:35Wow, you're, uh, really good at operating a keg.
31:40Wow. Hi, Conklin.
31:42Oh, um, comment vont qu'on c'est ce pita?
31:45Uh, en Paris l'Ortal, comme d'habitude.
31:50I didn't know you took French.
31:52Oui.
31:53Want one?
31:54No, no, I'm okay, thanks.
31:56Uh, I'm the Didi tonight.
31:58Cheers.
32:00Yeah.
32:03I could spend my life in this sweet surrender.
32:10I could stay lost in this moment forever.
32:17And every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
32:36Do you want to know something so romantic?
32:39Milo wrote this song for me.
32:40It's fine.
32:41It's a cover.
32:44You love that song from the movie Armageddon?
32:48Oh, well, it's still romantic.
32:50Okay, wait, don't make me beg you for details.
32:52What did you and Cory talk about?
32:55Uh, the book I'm reading.
32:58I'm sorry, you suck at talking to guys.
33:00Okay, I'm Rusty, and also he's the one who brought it up.
33:04And he spoke to me in French.
33:05Bitch, what?
33:06In French?
33:07Okay, that's so hot.
33:09Like, he sounds obsessed with you.
33:11Yeah, I don't know.
33:12I mean, that combo took so much effort.
33:15Like, is it supposed to be that hard?
33:18I mean, like, look at you and Milo.
33:19You guys just make sense.
33:24Well, Milo and I are soulmates.
34:11Can we forget about the things I said when I was drunk?
34:17I didn't mean to call you that.
34:21I can't remember what was said or what you threw at me.
34:27Please tell me, please tell me why.
34:35Belly, I'm in a crowd surf.
34:37Hold my shirt for a second and make sure no one spills anything on it.
34:39Ew!
34:40Steven, no, I don't want to hold your plenty people.
34:42Woo!
34:45What the hell?
34:46Are you okay?
34:47Uh, uh, Billy, I'm sorry.
34:50No, yeah, no, I'm good.
34:51I'm totally fine.
34:52I'm just, um, I'm gonna go get a drink.
34:56You're my sober driver, Belly Bells.
34:59Don't let me down.
35:00Steven!
35:01It's no surprise to me, I am my own worst enemy.
35:06I had this weird thought today.
35:10Yeah?
35:12I love weird thoughts.
35:13I was thinking if my dad had cheated on my mom,
35:19she probably wouldn't have even cared.
35:22Is that harsh?
35:24No, but you really think Laurel wouldn't have a reaction?
35:27I mean, kinda.
35:28Like, nothing about my dad ever excited her.
35:31You know?
35:32They were, like, never romantic around each other.
35:35And you want to see your parents being romantic.
35:39Maybe.
35:40I mean, I just can't imagine marrying someone who didn't give me fireworks.
35:46You know, like, like electric jolts every time I saw them.
35:52Were you surprised when you found out your parents were getting divorced?
35:55Uh, yes and no.
35:57I mean, I always thought divorce meant fighting, you know?
36:01And there was none of that.
36:02I mean, they were cold for a little while, but, um,
36:06everything's kind of back to normal.
36:10In a weird way, that must almost be a little harder to understand.
36:15Exactly.
36:18Oh, wow.
36:20What?
36:21I don't know.
36:23Just never sent any of this to anyone before.
36:27Me neither.
36:31Hey, can I ask you something?
36:34Anything.
36:36Um, how's, how's JR? Is he, is he doing okay?
36:40Um, yeah, yeah, he seems good.
36:42Why?
36:43I don't know, I've, I've texted him a few times since summer ended and, uh,
36:48he never writes back.
36:49Yeah, no, I mean, he's probably just busy with senior year stuff.
36:52Right, right, right.
36:53Or, you know, it's said he'll never get over what I did and hold it against me for the rest
36:56of our lives.
36:57Belly.
36:58Yeah, for mine.
36:59Forget I said anything.
37:08I learned something kind of cool.
37:10Tell me.
37:12Did you know that Venus is an evening star for 263 days out of the year?
37:19And then it disappears from the sky for 50 days before returning as a morning star for another 263 days.
37:26I did not know that.
37:28That is very cool.
37:29And right now it's an evening star.
37:31It's really bright next to the moon.
37:34I'm actually looking at it right now.
37:39It's, it's probably, uh, against the rules to say this, but, um,
37:45I wish we were looking at it together.
37:51Me too.
38:00And Belly?
38:02Yes, Conrad?
38:05I couldn't be with someone who didn't make me feel electric either.
38:13I couldn't be with someone who didn't make me feel electric.
38:19I couldn't be with someone who didn't make me feel electric.
38:29I couldn't be with someone who didn't make me feel electric.
38:33Hey!
38:34Hey, Conklin.
38:36Hey, long time no see you, huh?
38:38Yeah, no, I know.
38:39It's been ages, right?
38:41Is that seat taking?
38:43Uh, nope, nope.
38:44I'm right ahead.
38:45Yeah.
38:53I wonder if Venus is a morning star or an evening star tonight.
38:57I think Venus is a planet.
38:59No, actually, uh, ancient astronomers, um,
39:04you know what, never mind.
39:06Okay.
39:07It's dumb.
39:09You know, you can hardly see any stars this close to the city anyway.
39:13It's a lot more by the beach.
39:18I, uh, used to spend every summer at this beach in Massachusetts.
39:22Hmm.
39:24Are you going this summer?
39:26Uh, no.
39:27No, I'm not.
39:29So then you'll be here for the fourth, huh?
39:31Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:33Well, my folks are gonna be out of town, and I'll just think about having a few people over.
39:37You and your friends should totally come.
39:39That, that sounds cool.
39:41All right.
39:41Cool.
39:45Come here.
39:47I kind of have something.
39:48Is it going?
39:49Yeah.
39:52Uh, Belly, no, I was just...
39:54Oh, my God!
39:55No, I was just trying to, you had something in your...
39:56I have something.
39:57Yeah.
39:57Yeah.
39:57You know why?
39:58Because I just...
39:59It's grass, because I just got kicked in the head.
40:00That's right.
40:01Holy shit.
40:01But no, no, no, I'm totally fine.
40:03I'm just, um...
40:03Oh, my God.
40:04I'm gonna go.
40:05Okay, see ya.
40:05Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
40:06Um, hey, hey, Belly, actually.
40:08Yes!
40:08Yeah.
40:08Um, could you do me a favor?
40:10Could you put in a good word for me with, uh, your friend Marcy?
40:15Yeah.
40:16Marcy?
40:17Yeah.
40:17Yes.
40:18And you, that makes sense.
40:20Yeah, I totally will, you guys.
40:21Cool.
40:22Thank you for this.
40:23Yes.
40:23Okay, bye.
40:33Belly.
40:33Belly, come here.
40:36Hey, sis.
40:37Sis, sis, sis.
40:38Check it out.
40:38Check it out.
40:38Check it out.
40:41Oh, my God.
40:44I can't believe you did that.
40:46This party sucks.
40:47Dude, it's beer, man.
40:49It'll dry.
40:50Chill.
40:51I'm leaving, okay?
40:53Wait, wait, did something happen?
40:54No, nothing happened.
40:56Whatever.
40:56Uh, Steven, can you just get Spike to drive you home, please?
40:59Spike?
41:00No, Spike, Spike is drunk.
41:02You, you, you promised to be my sober ride tonight.
41:04Okay, well, I'm ready to go now.
41:06Okay, well, I'm not.
41:07Great, then can you just call an Uber or something?
41:09Why, why are you being such a buzzkill right now?
41:11Oh, I'm sorry.
41:12Am I ruining your fun night, Mr. Perfect Valedictorian?
41:15Kinda, yeah.
41:16Okay, well, in case you forgot,
41:18which it clearly seems like you did, Susanna just died,
41:21so I'm a little bit sad, but please don't let that stop you
41:23from having the time of your life.
41:25Fuck you.
41:26You know, I lost Susanna, too.
41:28Okay, you don't think I'm sad about that?
41:30Oh, what, were you crowd-serving the pain away?
41:32My apologies.
41:32No, you should apologize.
41:34You screwed up and now everything is weird with Conrad and Jeremiah.
41:38I mean, they won't even text me back anymore because of you.
41:39Okay, guys, wait a second.
41:40That is not my fault.
41:42Isn't it?
41:44I should be celebrating with them tonight,
41:46but they wouldn't come because you made things messy.
41:50You had Jeremiah and it just wasn't enough.
41:52You had to have Conrad, too.
41:56God, you are so fucking selfish.
41:57Steven!
41:58What?
41:58Serious?
41:59I had to have Conrad?
42:01Are you kidding?
42:03I was in love, Steven, like out of my mind in love.
42:06What was I supposed to do?
42:07I don't know.
42:09Belly.
42:11Belly.
42:12Steven.
42:16Hey.
42:19Steven is a drunk idiot right now.
42:21Please do not listen to him.
42:22No, wait, no, he's right.
42:23I mean, I ruined things with both of them and then Susanna died
42:27and I completely ruined her funeral and I just, I wish I hadn't started any of it.
42:30No, you don't.
42:31Yes, I do.
42:31No, you don't.
42:32Yes, I do.
42:32And I'm so tired of feeling sad all the time and I just...
42:36I don't think I get to feel better.
42:38You think that right now?
42:39But I promise you.
42:40No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
42:42Nothing is promised.
42:43You can't promise anything.
42:45Sorry.
42:46I'm sorry.
42:46I just, I know you're trying your best.
42:50I don't, I don't expect anyone to understand what I'm, I'm going through right now.
42:54And I think I just have to deal with it alone.
43:03I'm gonna go.
43:04Okay, I can come with you.
43:05No, no, no, no.
43:06You stay.
43:07I mean, it's your boyfriend's debut and I just, I just need to go to bed.
43:14Will you text me when you get home, please?
43:16Yeah.
43:17I love you.
43:18I love you.
43:20I love you.
43:29I don't think I'm going to do that.
43:32I don't think I'm going to do that.
44:28I don't think I'm going to do that.
44:32But I've never felt this way for no one.
44:38Oh, and I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone.
44:48I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me.
44:56You said forever, now I drive alone past your street.
45:02You said forever, now I drive alone past your street.
45:20Hey, happy almost Halloween.
45:23Conrad.
45:24What?
45:25I know I'm not supposed to be here, but I'm here.
45:32I brought candy.
45:38Do you want me to go?
45:39Hello?
45:39No, no, no.
45:40Um, don't wait.
45:41Just, um, what are you doing here?
45:46Um, I wanted to see you, so...
45:51Yeah, yeah, um, you know, but I thought...
45:55Right, no, I know, I know you were worried about Jared, but look, I had a chance to talk to
45:59him.
45:59Um, and, uh, he's doing really good, actually.
46:02He's, um, doing on dates, you know, and, um, he's been on this high ever since he got made Homecoming
46:08King.
46:08That's great.
46:09So, um, he's over?
46:12Yeah.
46:15I think he is.
46:22Ellie, I don't think I could ever get over you.
46:26I mean, I'm not.
46:27I'm here.
46:30Whenever I talk to you, I'm just happy.
46:33And I gotta say, standing in front of you right now, it's torture not being able to kiss you.
46:40I can't see you, oh no.
46:40No, no, no.
46:47I can't see you.
46:48I can't see you.
46:53Bye.
46:54Ellie, we need to talk to you.
46:55You know what?
47:01I don't know what else.
47:07Belly, we need to talk.
47:08I'm kind of tired.
47:10Sit down.
47:20You didn't eat?
47:21Your guidance counselor emailed me.
47:24I didn't know you lost your volleyball captaincy
47:26or that your grades were so bad.
47:28Yeah, I'm sorry.
47:29I'm not getting into Princeton like Steven.
47:31That's not what I'm saying.
47:33You can do better than this.
47:35I'm really disappointed in you.
47:37Sorry, Mom.
47:38You know, Susanna died, remember?
47:39You don't get to use Susanna's death as an excuse.
47:41This whole year has been hard for me, too.
47:44You were barely here.
47:46And I don't blame you for being there for Susanna and the boys.
47:49They needed you.
47:50But you can't blame me either for things that happened
47:52because you were away.
47:53This isn't about blame.
47:55This is about you and the choices you made.
47:58It's about taking responsibility for yourself,
48:00even when things are hard.
48:02Life keeps going.
48:04You can't just give up.
48:05You want to talk about taking responsibility?
48:07You won't even promote your book
48:09because you refused to talk about Susanna.
48:12You can't just suddenly be concerned about volleyball
48:14when you haven't gone to a single one of my games this year.
48:18I waited all year for you to step up and be a parent.
48:22You gave up way before I did.
48:35You have to do that at every stop
48:37and it's kicking up my gag reflex.
48:39If you'd rather walk,
48:41we can let you out right here.
48:42I could probably be safer, honestly.
48:45Hey, you don't got to worry, man.
48:47I'm fully sober.
48:49Fucking belly, man.
48:51Taking my car and leaving me straight into my own party,
48:54who does that?
48:55Hmm, I don't know.
48:57Who yells at their own sister
48:58in front of everyone for being sad?
49:00She yelled at me first.
49:01Okay.
49:02So mature of you, Steven.
49:04How about you try some compassion next time, asshole?
49:07Aren't you supposed to, like, come together in grief?
49:11Life cannot be separated from death.
49:14Wow.
49:15So helpful.
49:17Man, thank you.
49:18Milo's very in touch with his emotions.
49:21That's what makes him a great musician.
49:23Aw, thanks, babe.
49:25You know,
49:26I actually have a record label interested in Siamine.
49:30What?
49:31Yeah, check it out.
49:33Cancel culture records.
49:37Babe,
49:39they only have one post.
49:40Yeah, that's what's so punk about it.
49:43Yeah, dude.
49:44Congrats, man.
49:45Congrats.
49:47That was me, man.
50:06My darling Steven.
50:08Congratulations on your graduation.
50:11This is the start of what is sure to be an exceptional journey.
50:15I wish I could be there to watch you shine.
50:18But you have an extraordinary mom
50:21who will be with you every step of the way.
50:24Remember,
50:25the world is not only happening to you,
50:28but you are happening to the world.
50:30And don't forget to enjoy the ride.
50:34Love,
50:35Susanna.
51:01Hey, I know it's late,
51:02but about the bookseller event.
51:06I changed my mind.
51:07I'll do it.
51:14I knew I'd lose Susanna eventually.
51:20I just didn't know I'd end up losing all of them.
51:24In my memory,
51:25the three of them will always be entwined,
51:27forever linked.
51:29There can't be one without the others.
51:35I still remember the look on your face.
51:39Now,
51:40they're all gone.
51:41Through the darkness
51:42at 158
51:44The words that you whispered
51:47For just us to know
51:49You told me you loved me
51:51So why did you go
51:54Away
52:03Away
52:04Away
52:04Away
52:06Away
52:32I'm so glad you're with Conrad.
52:37Uh, no. Why would I be with Conrad?
52:39I-I don't know. I just thought maybe you guys would, um...
52:42Jared, what is going on?
52:47Conrad's gone.
52:49Wait, what do you... What do you mean, gone?
52:52He's not answering my texts or picking up my calls.
52:55Since when?
52:56Yesterday.
52:58I mean, isn't he in the middle of finals?
52:59Maybe he pulled in all night or at the library?
53:01No, no, I don't think so.
53:03Apparently, he told this from me that everything is fucked,
53:05and then he just took off.
53:08I think I'm gonna go to Brown in the morning
53:09and see if I can track him down.
53:11I'll never get Susanna back.
53:13But I can't let Jeremiah and Conrad go too.
53:16Okay.
53:17Sorry.
53:18But I'm coming with you.
53:24Yeah.
53:26I saw you dancing in a crowded room.
53:30You look so happy when I'm not with you.
53:34But then you saw me caught you by surprise.
53:38A single tear drop falling from your eyes.
53:43I don't know why I run away.
53:47Ooh.
53:50Ooh.
53:51I'll make you cry when I run away.
53:56Ooh.
53:57Ooh.
53:59Ooh.
53:59Ooh.
53:59Take me back cause I wanna stay.
54:03Save your tears for another day.
54:07Save your tears for another day.
54:12Ooh.
54:13Ooh.
54:14Ooh.
54:15Save your tears for another day.
54:20Ooh.
54:23Ooh.
54:23Ooh.
54:24I don't know why I run away.
54:29Ooh.
54:31Ooh.
54:32Ooh.
54:32Ooh.
54:32Ooh.
54:32I'll make you cry when I run away.
54:36Ooh.
54:38Ooh.
54:39Ooh.
54:39Ooh.
54:39Ooh.
54:39Save your tears for another day.
54:43Ooh.
54:45Ooh.
54:45Ooh.
54:47Save your tears for another day.
54:53Ooh.
54:54Save your tears for another day.
55:00Ooh.
55:03Save your tears for another day.
55:03Save your tears for another day.
55:08Save your tears for another day.
Comments