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00:06Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, my family's been going to Susannah's beach
00:10house in Cousins every summer since I was a baby.
00:12Look who came back all grown up!
00:15Susannah told me that when I was born, she knew I was destined for one of her boys.
00:19I always hoped it would be Conrad.
00:21I wrangled Belly an invitation to be a debutante.
00:24Now, which one of you is going to be Belly's escort to the ball?
00:27Uh, so are you and Jeremiah like a thing?
00:31They're like basically related.
00:32I'm not going with either of you. I am going to find my own date.
00:35I don't know what to think about you this summer.
00:37You have new friends, you have a boyfriend.
00:39I don't even know who you are anymore.
00:41Is that why you threw yourself at my brother so that you could get back at me?
00:44My heart's beating really fast.
00:45You're having a panic attack.
00:46It's my mom.
00:48I know you said you didn't want to do chemo, but I'm not putting myself through treatment again.
00:52I'm going to tell the kids when we get back to Boston.
00:54Why are you acting so different?
00:55I mean something's going on. Just tell me.
00:57Belly, I think about you.
00:59I do.
01:00You know I do.
01:01I just can't.
01:02You're my best friend.
01:03There are times I wanted to be more.
01:05I was just waiting.
01:06I mean, how am I supposed to fully jump into something with Jeremiah
01:10if a piece of my heart still beats for his brother?
01:12Will you go with me to the temple?
01:15Hey, does my mom seem okay to you?
01:16I heard your parents talk about it and your mom seemed really upset.
01:19Hey, have you guys seen Jeremiah?
01:26Come on, Adam.
01:27We need to talk, all right?
01:28It's important.
01:29It's about mom.
01:29You've known this whole fucking time you didn't tell me.
01:32I told them I'd do the trial.
01:34It's going to work.
01:35Belly, I'm sorry for being so shitty all of a sudden.
01:38I mean, you were going through all this alone.
01:40I wish you had told me so you didn't have to.
01:42No matter what happens next, I will always come back to this place
01:46and these people.
02:17You're back.
02:18I'm back.
02:25We get it.
02:26You guys are into each other.
02:29Don't listen to him.
02:30You two are perfect together.
02:48I wasn't in Cousins.
02:51Conrad and I weren't together.
02:53And Susanna was dead.
02:55Nothing would ever be the same again.
02:57Hey, you dropped this.
03:02Conklin.
03:03What?
03:04I said you dropped this, Conklin.
03:06You're reading The Hunger Games in French.
03:10I'm trying to.
03:11I almost know the English version by heart,
03:13so it's not that difficult to follow.
03:16Very cool.
03:18Thanks.
03:21Escaping to your dreams is easier than living with your memories.
03:25It's the being awake that's the hard part.
03:36This almost doesn't feel real.
03:40How about now?
03:48I can't stop smiling.
03:52You know, you have the prettiest smile I've ever seen.
03:59Uh, there's something that I need to tell you.
04:06I don't even know how, um...
04:08Okay.
04:09What is it?
04:11You figured out?
04:15I, um...
04:17A few days ago, Jeremiah told me that she wins for me.
04:26Oh.
04:28Wow, okay.
04:32So what did you say?
04:38i kissed him a few times
04:49so um
04:52so when we both came to pick you and taylor up from the side of the road
04:55you know and you went with jay were you two already
05:02you know but there were moments of somewhere where i thought maybe there could be something
05:05with you and me and then you know you'd shut down and get really cold and i get it i'm
05:10sorry
05:11i'm sorry it's all my fault anyway i mean it's mine too
05:21do you want to be with him
05:25being with you is all i've ever wanted okay it's great be with me then
05:31what is that funny no i'm sorry it's just weird i mean
05:36everyone in our house knows that i've had a crush on you
05:39ever since like wait wait wait wait wait you have a crush on me
05:48you're it for me belly
05:52i don't want to hurt you me neither
05:56look i'll talk to him he might not even be that upset you know
06:00it's jerry he never takes anything too seriously it's not
06:05it's not like how it is with us
06:11uh i'll talk to him first i owe him that
06:14okay
06:23shh
06:36early morning walk on the beach
06:38uh yeah
06:47i knew it
06:48i knew it
06:51i'm gonna go
07:00sit down
07:04so
07:05mom just let me change first
07:11all right enjoy your summer
07:23no but seriously it's gonna be wild it's the best team we've had in years
07:26oh i made us these matching crop tops they're pink obviously and i got a bunch of new knee pads
07:30oh knee pads taylor
07:32shut up hey bells
07:34it's not too late to sign up for volleyball camp you know
07:38oh our school is over bitches
07:40it's not just loud steven hey if i were going to princeton i'd be screaming about it too
07:46thank you evelyn wait are you going to princeton that's so cool i couldn't tell
07:50oh you couldn't tell
07:52yo yo yo yo yo yo
07:54ow this is fine what's up man
07:56what time is a grab party tomorrow man
07:58oh the band comes on at 10
07:59i'm dating the singer
08:00uh yeah the machine gun kelly wannabe
08:03i tried to veto him from playing but i guess i couldn't find anybody cheaper
08:08wait so are you coming to the party
08:12i i don't know
08:15belly belly can i talk to you for a minute please
08:20gotta go
08:23see you bye
08:24sorry
08:31belly i was reviewing your end of term transcripts
08:34and i couldn't help but notice that your grades have taken a serious dive
08:37i mean you kept an a in french but you won't impress colleges with just french
08:42is there something going on
08:43uh there's a death in the family
08:46oh i'm so sorry to hear that
08:49but your grades have been dipping all year
08:52you even got your volleyball captaincy revoked
08:54yeah i i choked at regionals
08:57okay well have you um have you thought about where you're gonna apply next year
09:01um i mean i know i'm not getting into an ivy but there's always penn state
09:04well that might be a reach at this point
09:07without volleyball you'll have to focus on less competitive schools
09:10have you heard about vinch
09:13um yeah i know someone who's going there in the fall
09:16a family friend
09:17great well maybe you can visit them and grab a tour
09:20i doubt it
09:23come in
09:27good morning bells
09:29hey
09:30come here
09:35so i stayed up all night doing research on the trial my mom agreed to
09:41and belly i'm feeling really hopeful
09:44that's that's great jerry i mean i'm so glad that suzanna agreed to do it
09:49yeah i mean if i'm being honest i'm still kind of pissed connor never told me what's going on with
09:54her
09:54but you know at least it worked out right
09:58right
09:59that's kind of why i think we should tell conrad about us as soon as possible
10:04i don't want any more secrets and plus steven already knows
10:12actually that that's what i wanted to talk to you about
10:17okay
10:18see um the thing is um
10:22last night i really couldn't sleep all night so i went to
10:29watch the sunrise on the beach
10:32and conrad was there and we just started talking
10:36and one thing led to another and and um and we we kissed
10:48you kissed my brother
10:51i'm sorry i didn't think that you know like he
10:55we i mean we wanted to tell you right away so
10:57you're already a we
10:59no no no i i just didn't
11:02and i didn't want it to be weird
11:04oh yeah belly it is weird okay
11:06no chair please
11:07no no you know what actually it's cool
11:09it's cool i get it
11:10you know i was just the distraction to keep you busy while you waited for conrad
11:14i'm glad it finally happened for you belly
11:17it's great timing it's not like my mom has cancer or anything
11:19chair i didn't want to hurt you you're you're one of my best friends
11:22no
11:24no you don't you don't get to call me that
11:29you don't mean that
11:31i do
11:32now can you please get out
11:38just so you know
11:42he's gonna break your heart
11:53we should already be in the car
11:55coming
12:03hey is this okay
12:03i swear i left the tickets here
12:06i thought your dad was meeting us there
12:08well you shoot i forgot to make the reservation for lunch
12:11yeah i figured so i did it
12:12well they're not gonna start without me we've got time
12:15i was supposed to iron that shirt for you take it off and i can
12:18it's handled it's handled see i use the starch spray that makes it look real smooth eh
12:25oh is that for me
12:32sweet a laptop well who sent this what
12:36oh my god it's from susanna she must have planned it before classic beck
12:43i wish she could have been here
12:47yeah conrad and jeremiah too
12:49they were busy
12:51yeah sure
12:59i feel awful
13:03rady he was so angry at us
13:07and he has every right to me honestly
13:12it's gonna be okay belly i promise
13:28i think maybe we should hit pause
13:33what
13:35no
13:37i don't want to make things harder for you guys than they already are
13:39you're not
13:40i promise
13:41the most important thing right now
13:44is that you and jeremiah are there for each other
13:47are there for susanna
13:48and i
13:51us being together would make that impossible
13:53belly come on
13:57i can't do that to him
14:11i hate that
14:15and me too
14:29this was always yours
14:33no matter what happens
14:36we'll still be infinite
15:02we should read this
15:05later we should go
15:07found them
15:08come on
15:14they say that everything happens for a reason
15:18now who they are exactly is unclear
15:20maybe a theologian coined it or
15:23i don't know whoever configured the simulation we're clearly living in
15:28maybe it was rihanna
15:30not that rihanna can do no wrong
15:33you're definitely not
15:34but we've heard it
15:39time and time again
15:40it's supposed to convince us
15:41you know that everything had to happen
15:43exactly so
15:45in order to teach us something about ourselves
15:47in order
15:48for us to grow
15:51and meet our destinies
15:57i think that's bs
15:58i'm sorry
15:59mom
16:00sorry
16:02you know breakups don't always lead to breakthroughs
16:05sometimes a girl dumps you
16:07after an awesome summer
16:09and it sucks
16:10and
16:10you learn nothing from it
16:12but
16:12you eventually force yourself to move on anyways
16:19you know but then
16:19the unthinkable happens
16:22and you realize it's pointless to think of life that way
16:24belly
16:29hey i never see you in here
16:31your mom assigned me this room to clean
16:33it's the easiest since i don't think she sat put in here once to do any writing this summer
16:39don't you hire cleaners anyway
16:47i love that necklace on you
16:51connie told me everything that happened with the three of you
16:57i'm sorry
16:57don't be sorry
16:58it's not how i wanted the summer to end
17:03especially not
17:03i just feel like i'm losing everyone
17:10you're not
17:12it just takes time
17:14you'll find your way back to each other eventually
17:18and this place is always here for you
17:22yeah but
17:23you've made every summer here so magical susanna
17:26i mean what happens
17:27what happens
17:28belly
17:31you love this place the same way i do
17:36if anyone can keep the magic going here it's you
17:42you're my special girl
17:48i need to call the cleaners
17:52promise me you'll never leave me
17:55never
17:59because everything just happens
18:01you know good things bad things all in ways that you never expect all in ways that are so completely
18:09out of your control that they could just drive you insane
18:15there are times where it feels like the world is happening to you but remember that you are also happening
18:24to the world so don't wait
18:26make what you want happen because tomorrow isn't promised
18:30so you better make fucking sure that you are living today
18:57so extra
18:59although he did earn it with that speech
19:01it was good
19:02yeah
19:03speech kind of pierced my soul
19:08don't laugh
19:09no no i feel like i've been in this nightmare ever since susanna died
19:14maybe it's time to wake up
19:17oh i gotta go find milo
19:19he needs my help putting together a look for tonight
19:21cool
19:22um
19:24do you want to come over after and help me with mine
19:25no fucking way are you coming
19:28yeah
19:29really
19:30and i'm
19:30i'm gonna sign up for a varsity volleyball camp too
19:33yes
19:34oh my god
19:34this party's gonna be insane
19:36you are going to die when you see milo play
19:38no yeah i mean you literally might
19:40because oh man i could smell him from the podium
19:42really
19:43oh i'm sorry excuse me my man doesn't have that korean jean
19:46see you later
19:48it's a great speech
19:50i know susanna would have loved it
19:52yeah i know
19:55you know i'm glad you guys are coming to the party tonight
19:58wow
19:59i can't believe what i'm hearing
20:00you really want me and taylor at your party
20:02wow i never said want
20:04i just
20:06i just think it's better than moping around at home
20:10hey you should drive
20:12really
20:13i gotta read all the love in my dms for my speech anyway so
20:16all right come on
20:22yo this is dope i'm going viral on tiktok
20:25is that a good thing
20:26what millions of people around the world watching my speech on a loop
20:30yes
20:32that is a very good thing
20:34i gotta forward this to con and jerry man
20:39thank you so much
20:40thank you
20:40oh i'm sorry could i get a box for all this
20:43yeah thank you man
20:46thank you
20:52happiness is an activity
20:54um okay
20:57okay well everyone agrees you are the best
21:00it's so random
21:01it literally says it right here
21:03it literally says it right there
21:04i don't know what you want
21:04you want to see it
21:05yeah
21:05you want to see it
21:06look i don't know what you want from me
21:07it says it right there
21:08i know what you're telling you
21:09we're so proud of you
21:11you're gonna have the time of your life at princeton right lor
21:13yeah i love college
21:14that's where i met susanna
21:16my publisher is hounding me to do this meet and greet event with booksellers
21:20i said no
21:23why
21:23because it's not necessary
21:27okay uh well it's time for me to go get ready for the party
21:30mom dad
21:32thank you for lunch
21:33i'm gonna go with him
21:34uh it was delicious
21:36thank you
21:37all right have fun kids
21:38see you at home
21:39yep
21:45so you're not trying to promote your book
21:48i'm not gonna have schmoozy conversations about susanna
21:50just to get prime placement in bookstores
21:52well you did write a whole book about her
21:55it might feel cathartic
21:57i wrote the book in a fugue state
21:59i have no interest in dissecting it
22:01just to come up with pithy insights on grief
22:05okay
22:08glad the whole not going to therapy thing is working out for you
22:14thank you
22:18look you wrote a beautiful book
22:22i think susanna would want you to share it with the world
22:29she was always my biggest cheerleader
22:32guess now i have to be my own
22:37i'll wear the skirt
22:38but i draw the line at pom poms
22:45i am so excited that you're finally here this summer
22:48can we do like everything that we never got to do together
22:50like parties, pool, mall
22:52we have to get you a fake id
22:55let's start by figuring out what i'm gonna wear tonight
22:56okay
22:59okay
22:59okay
23:02susanna's earrings
23:05they're perfect
23:09okay
23:11since my man is playing tonight
23:13i'm gonna need you to be the super hot friend
23:15standing next to his super hot girlfriend
23:17yeah
23:18let's get super hot
23:19i love it when you agree with me
23:23um i'm thinking this
23:26that's what you call super hot
23:28this looks so good on you
23:30no, no, i've got to have something better
23:31oh, okay
23:40mm-mm
23:43no
23:53the call came the second week of september
23:55three weeks since the last time i'd seen him
23:58it felt like a dream
24:01unreal
24:06hey
24:07hey
24:08i, uh, didn't expect to hear from you
24:12yeah, is it okay that i'm, that i'm calling
24:14i shouldn't have called
24:14this was dumb
24:15i'm sorry
24:15no, no, no, no
24:16it's okay
24:16um
24:19we're still friends, right?
24:20yeah, yeah
24:22we're friends, yeah
24:22yeah, and, um
24:26friends can talk on the phone
24:27yeah, yeah
24:28nothing weird about friends talking on the phone
24:35uh, so how's, how's college life?
24:38um, it's cool
24:40it's cool
24:41my roommate snores even louder than you do
24:44which
24:44oh, come on
24:45i don't snore
24:46yes, you do
24:47you a thousand percent do
24:48i've heard you through the walls for years
24:50only when you're really tired, though
24:55how's school for you?
24:56ugh, boring
24:57painful
24:58i mean, like
24:59no, no
24:59who invented trig
25:01and why do they torture innocent high school students with it?
25:05can't be that bad
25:06no, oh
25:06it's
25:07it's bad
25:08it's
25:08it's
25:08it's really bad
25:09i mean, i can't keep up with all the letters
25:12well, you know, the first thing you gotta do is determine if it's a right angle triangle
25:15badly, have you seen my, uh, big kettlebell, the 20 pound one?
25:18steven, i'm on the phone
25:19we'll tell taylor to go to bed
25:20hi, steven
25:25hey, conrad
25:29it's not in here
25:30go away
25:34sorry about that
25:35no
25:35okay, um
25:37what were you saying about triangles again?
25:48okay, if you want to wear the t-shirt, you know, we should at least crop it
25:53it was conrad's
25:55you know, every time i think of him, i still
25:58get this, like, pain in my chest
26:02i know
26:04sucks, babe
26:05but eventually you're gonna have to let him go
26:08yeah, i just wish i knew how
26:11it's like my meemaw always used to say
26:12the best way to get over a man is to get under a new one
26:22heading to a grad party?
26:25yeah, mine
26:27me and the guys are throwing it, remember?
26:29oh, right
26:30well, have fun
26:31and don't drink and drive
26:33oh, don't worry
26:34i promised steven i'd be the sober driver
26:36oh, and i ordered you a pizza, okay?
26:38so, please eat it
26:39don't worry about me
26:40go
26:41bye
26:41i love you
26:42bye
26:42bye
26:43be safe
26:44bye, love you
26:45bye
27:02oh, my god
27:04oh, my god
27:05oh, my god
27:06hi
27:06thank god
27:08you're here
27:09come on
27:10oh, my god
27:11oh, my god
27:13oh, my god
27:16hey, so i need to be able to see you when i'm up on stage
27:18yeah
27:19all right, so stay up close
27:20okay
27:20yeah
27:21yeah
27:21my boy
27:22yeah
27:25you call this a party?
27:26where are all the hot ladies, you promised?
27:29we're literally standing right here
27:30oh, uh, no offense
27:33i'm into older women
27:35personal preference
27:35yeah
27:36hey, babe
27:37i'm gonna go help the guys finish something
27:39okay, all right
27:39all right
27:40all right
27:40all right
27:41all right
27:42all right
27:45okay
27:46well, have fun, everybody
27:48i gotta go make the rounds
27:49entertain the people
27:50you know
27:51post shit
27:52okay
27:53come on, spike
27:53come on
27:55you were so cute tonight
27:56you know that
27:57come on, let's go get some drinks
27:58i can't drink
27:59i tried
27:59okay
28:04oh, my god
28:05but camp is gonna be so much fun
28:07i bought us all matching pjs
28:09oh, you are going to need to buy one more set
28:12guess who finally decided to join us
28:14the killer bee is gonna have her captaincy back from donna in, like, no time
28:18you know what i mean
28:18yeah, right
28:20but coach shaw is okay with it
28:22you know
28:22come back
28:24i actually haven't talked to coach yet
28:26i wanted to talk to you guys first
28:29i mean, after last season
28:31i totally don't blame you
28:32if you don't want me back on the team
28:34oh, shut up
28:34you're always one of us
28:36yes
28:36right answer
28:38bump, set, hit, swipe
28:40that's the way we like to fight
28:43come on
28:44come on, team
28:45let's hear you scream
28:48here
28:49and for you
28:50there we go
28:51oh, my god
28:53wait
28:53holy shit
28:55oh, my god
28:56oh
29:00it's game point, miss conklin
29:02bye-bye, conrad
29:04hey, you still there?
29:05so
29:08my roommate, trusky
29:09oh, did he sleepwalk in his underwear again?
29:12no, he didn't
29:12he didn't, thankfully
29:13but, uh, we were talking
29:15and it turns out he's a 5G conspiracist
29:17so, apparently
29:19that guy that katie was seeing
29:20had a girlfriend the whole time
29:22i mean, it just sucks
29:23like, he didn't really seem like the type
29:26you know?
29:32did you know my dad cheated?
29:36adam cheated on susanna?
29:38yeah, the first time my mom was sick
29:39he had an affair
29:41with his secretary
29:43kaylee
29:44kaylee
29:46i found out about it last spring
29:47on, like, the same day
29:49i found out of my mom's cancer coming back
29:54how'd you find out?
29:55um
29:56i came home early from school one day
29:59and heard them fighting
30:05she was crying so much, belly
30:07i've never heard her cry like that before
30:12so i left
30:14i went back out
30:15i drove around town for two hours
30:16and came back
30:17and pretended not to know anything
30:20i'm so sorry
30:22it sucks that you had to
30:25carry that secret for so long
30:27yeah, it's just exhausting
30:28like
30:30i couldn't turn my brain off
30:33it was like, if you do that
30:34then this horrible thing is gonna happen
30:37but if you do this
30:38then, you know, just this catastrophic thing
30:41will happen
30:42oh my god, that sounds so stressful
30:50oh god damn it, it's two o'clock
30:52you said you had practice early
30:54i should let you go
30:57yeah
30:58um, off-season workouts suck
31:01but, uh, there's a rumor that
31:03a college scout from finch
31:05is coming to watch our club team play this weekend
31:07and there's a chance coach might make me captain
31:09what? that's crazy
31:11i'll definitely let you go
31:12i didn't know that
31:15five more minutes?
31:19yeah, okay
31:20yeah, i'll do it
31:22i'm gonna do it
31:23yeah
31:23oh yeah
31:25what are you waiting for?
31:27no, fine
31:28good luck
31:35wow, you're, uh, really good at operating a keg
31:39wow, hi, conklin
31:42oh, um, comment vont quen et ses pita?
31:45uh, en paris l'mortal, comme d'habitude
31:49i didn't know you took friends
31:51oui
31:53want one?
31:54no, no, i'm okay, thanks
31:55uh, i'm the dd tonight
31:59cheers
31:59yes
31:59yes
32:02yeah
32:03i could spend my life
32:05in this sweet surrender
32:08no, i could stay lost in this moment
32:13forever
32:16and every moment spent with you
32:36Do you want to know something so romantic?
32:39Milo wrote this song for me.
32:41It's a cover.
32:44You love that song from the movie Armageddon?
32:47Oh.
32:48Well, it's still romantic.
32:50Okay, wait, don't make me beg you for details.
32:52What did you and Cory talk about?
32:55Uh, the book I'm reading.
32:58I'm sorry, you suck at talking to guys.
33:00Okay, I'm Rusty, and also he's the one who brought it up.
33:04And he spoke to me in French.
33:05Bitch, what? In French?
33:07Okay, that's so hot.
33:09Like, he sounds obsessed with you.
33:11Yeah, I don't know.
33:12I mean, that combo took so much effort.
33:15Like, is it supposed to be that hard?
33:18I mean, like, look at you and Milo.
33:19You guys just make sense.
33:24Well, Milo and I are soulmates.
33:44But I'm so nervous.
33:51Will you take a chance?
33:56Thanks, Tim.
33:58I mean just np.
34:05I'm so nervous.
34:06Woooo!
34:06Woooo!
34:08Good night Tim!
34:12Wooooo!
34:13Forget about the things I said when I was drunk
34:17I didn't mean to call you that
34:21I can't remember what was said or what you threw at me
34:27Please tell me, please tell me why
34:34My car...
34:35Belly, I'm in the crowd, sir. Hold my shirt for a second and make sure no one spills anything on
34:39it.
34:39Ew! Stephen, no, I don't want to hold your bloody people.
34:44Yeah!
34:45What the hell? Are you okay?
34:48Billy, I'm sorry. No, yeah, I'm good. I'm totally fine.
34:53I'm gonna go get a drink.
34:56You're my sober driver, Bellybells. Don't let me down!
35:00Stephen!
35:06I had this weird thought today.
35:10Yeah?
35:12I love weird thoughts.
35:13I was thinking if my dad had cheated on my mom, she probably wouldn't have even cared.
35:22Is that harsh?
35:24No, but she really think Laurel wouldn't have a reaction.
35:27I mean, kinda.
35:28Like nothing about my dad ever excited her.
35:31You know?
35:32They were like never romantic around each other.
35:34And you want to see your parents being romantic.
35:39Maybe.
35:40I mean, I just can't imagine marrying someone who didn't give me fireworks.
35:46You know, like electric jolts every time I saw them.
35:52Were you surprised when you found out your parents were getting divorced?
35:55Uh, yes and no.
35:57I mean, I always thought divorce meant fighting.
36:00You know?
36:01And there was none of that.
36:02I mean, they were cold for a little while.
36:04But, um, everything's kinda back to normal.
36:09In a weird way, that must almost be a little harder to understand.
36:14Exactly.
36:18Oh, wow.
36:20What?
36:21I don't know.
36:23I've just never sent any of this to anyone before.
36:27Me either.
36:31Hey, can I ask you something?
36:34Anything.
36:37Um, how's, how's Jer?
36:39Is he, is he doing okay?
36:40Um, yeah.
36:41Yeah.
36:41He seems good.
36:43Why?
36:43I don't know.
36:44I've, I've texted him a few times since summer ended.
36:46And, uh, he never writes back.
36:49Yeah, no.
36:49I mean, he's probably just busy with senior year stuff.
36:52Right, right, right.
36:53Or, you know, it's said he'll never get over what I did and hold it against me for the rest
36:56of our lives.
36:57Belly.
36:58Never mind.
36:59Forget I said anything.
37:08I learned something kind of cool.
37:10Tell me.
37:12Did you know that Venus is an evening star for 263 days out of the year?
37:19And then it disappears from the sky for 50 days before returning as a morning star for another 263 days?
37:26I did not know that.
37:28That is very cool.
37:29And right now it's an evening star.
37:31It's really bright next to the moon.
37:34I'm actually looking at it right now.
37:39It's, it's probably, uh, against the rules to say this, but, um, I wish we were looking at it together.
37:51Me too.
37:59And Belly?
38:02Yes, Conrad?
38:04I couldn't be with someone who didn't make me feel electric either.
38:33Hey.
38:34Hey, Conklin.
38:36Hey.
38:36Long time now.
38:38Long time now.
38:38No, I know.
38:39It's been ages, right?
38:41Is that seat taking?
38:43Uh, nope.
38:44Nope.
38:44I'm right ahead.
38:45Yeah.
38:53I wonder if Venus is a morning star or an evening star tonight.
38:57I think Venus is a planet.
38:59No, actually, uh, ancient astronomers, um, you know what?
39:05Never mind.
39:06Okay.
39:07It's dumb.
39:09You know, you can hardly see any stars this close to the city anyway.
39:13There's a lot more by the beach.
39:18I, uh, used to spend every summer at this beach in Massachusetts.
39:22Hmm.
39:24Are you going this summer?
39:26Uh, no.
39:27No, I'm not.
39:29So then you'll be here for the 4th, huh?
39:31Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:33Well, my folks are going to be out of town.
39:35And I'll just think about having a few people over.
39:37You and your friends should totally come.
39:39That, that sounds cool.
39:41All right.
39:41Cool.
39:45Come here.
39:47You kind of have something.
39:48Is it coming?
39:49Yeah.
39:52Uh, Belly, no, I was just...
39:54Oh, my gosh!
39:55No, I was just...
39:56You had something in your...
39:56I have something in your life.
39:57Yeah.
39:58You know why?
39:58Because I just...
39:59It's crap.
40:00Holy shit.
40:01No, no, no.
40:02I'm totally fine.
40:03I'm just, um...
40:03Oh, my God.
40:04I'm gonna go.
40:05Okay.
40:05See ya.
40:05Yeah, yeah, yeah.
40:07Hey, Belly, actually.
40:08Yeah.
40:08Could you do me a favor?
40:10Could you put in a good word for me with, uh, your friend Marcy?
40:15Yeah.
40:16Marcy?
40:17Yes.
40:18And you.
40:19That makes sense.
40:20Yeah, I totally will.
40:20Cool.
40:22Thank you for this.
40:23Yes.
40:23Okay, bye.
40:33Belly!
40:33Belly, come here.
40:36Hey, sis.
40:37Sis, sis, sis.
40:38Check it out.
40:38Check it out.
40:40Oh!
40:41Oh, my God!
40:44I can't believe you did that.
40:45This party sucks.
40:47Dude, it's beer, man.
40:49It'll dry.
40:50Chill.
40:51I'm leaving, okay?
40:53Wait, wait.
40:53Did something happen?
40:54No, nothing happened.
40:56Whatever.
40:56Uh, Steven, can you just get Spike to drive you home, please?
40:59Spike?
41:00No, Spike is drunk.
41:02You promised to be my sober ride tonight.
41:04Okay, well, I'm ready to go now.
41:06Okay, well, I'm not.
41:07Great, then can you just call an Uber or something?
41:09Why are you being such a buzzkill right now?
41:11Oh, I'm sorry.
41:12Am I ruining your fun night, Mr. Perfect Valedictorian?
41:15Kinda, yeah.
41:16Okay, well, in case you forgot, which it clearly seems like you did, Susanna just died, so I'm
41:21a little bit sad, but please don't let that stop you from having the time of your life.
41:25Fuck you.
41:26You know, I lost Susanna, too.
41:28Okay, you don't think I'm sad about that?
41:30Oh, what, were you crowd-serving the pain away?
41:32My apologies.
41:32No, you should apologize.
41:34You screwed up and now everything is weird with Conrad and Jeremiah.
41:38I mean, they won't even text me back anymore because of you.
41:39Okay, guys, wait a second.
41:40That is not my fault.
41:42Isn't it?
41:43Hmm?
41:44I should be celebrating with them tonight, but they wouldn't come because you made things
41:48messy.
41:50You had Jeremiah and it just wasn't enough.
41:52You had to have Conrad, too.
41:56God, you are so fucking selfish.
41:57Steven!
41:58What?
41:58Serious?
41:59I had to have Conrad?
42:01Are you kidding?
42:03I was in love, Steven, like out of my mind in love.
42:06What was I supposed to do?
42:09Belly.
42:11Belly.
42:12Steven.
42:16Hey.
42:19Steven is a drunk idiot right now.
42:21Please do not listen to him.
42:22No, he's right.
42:23I mean, I ruined things with both of them and then Susanna died and I completely ruined
42:28her funeral and I just, I wish I hadn't started any of it.
42:30No, you don't.
42:31Yes, I do.
42:31No, you don't.
42:32Yes, I do.
42:32And I'm so tired of feeling sad all the time and I just, I don't think I get to feel
42:37better.
42:38You think that right now?
42:39But I promise you.
42:40No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
42:42Nothing is promised.
42:43You can't promise anything.
42:45Sorry.
42:46Sorry.
42:46I just, I know you're trying your best.
42:50I don't, I don't expect anyone to understand what I'm, I'm going through right now and
42:54I think I just have to deal with it alone.
43:03I'm going to go.
43:04Okay, I can come with you.
43:06No, no, no, no.
43:06You stay.
43:07I mean, it's your boyfriend's debut and I just, I just need to go to bed.
43:14Will you text me when you get home, please?
43:16Yeah.
43:17I love you.
43:18I love you.
43:20Love you.
43:48I got my driver's license last week just like we always talked about.
43:55Cuz you were so excited I drove through the suburbs crying because you weren't around.
44:06And all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you
44:13But I kinda feel sorry for them
44:16Cause they'll never know you the way that I do
44:19Yet today I drove through the suburbs
44:22And pictured I was driving home to you
44:29And I know we weren't perfect
44:32But I've never felt this way for no one
44:37Oh, and I just can't imagine
44:42How you could be so okay
44:45Now that I'm gone
44:48I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
44:56You said forever, now I drive alone past your street
45:02You said forever, now I drive alone past your street
45:20Hey, happy almost Halloween
45:24Conrad
45:25I know I'm not supposed to be here, but I'm here
45:32I brought candy
45:38Do you want me to go?
45:39No, no, no, um, don't wait, just, um
45:44What, what are you doing here?
45:48Um, I wanted to see you
45:50So
45:51Yeah, yeah, um, you know, but I thought
45:54Right, no, I know, I know you
45:57You were worried about Jared, but look, I had a chance to talk to him
46:00And he's doing really good, actually
46:02He's, um, doing on dates, you know
46:05And, um, he's been on this high ever since he got made homecoming game
46:08That's great
46:09That's great
46:09So, um, he's over
46:12Yeah
46:15I think he is
46:18Ellie, I don't think I could ever get over you
46:26I mean, I'm not
46:27I'm here
46:30Whenever I talk to you, I'm just happy
46:33And I gotta say, standing in front of you right now, it's torture
46:36Not being able to kiss you
47:07Belly, we need to talk
47:08I'm kind of tired
47:10Sit down
47:20You didn't eat?
47:21Your guidance counselor emailed me
47:24I didn't know you lost your volleyball captaincy
47:26Or that your grades were so bad
47:28Yeah, I'm sorry
47:29I'm not getting into Princeton like Steven
47:31That's not what I'm saying
47:33You can do better than this
47:35I'm really disappointed in you
47:37Sorry, Mom, you know, Susanna died, remember?
47:39You don't get to use Susanna's death as an excuse
47:41This whole year has been hard for me, too
47:44You were barely here
47:46And I don't blame you for being there for Susanna and the boys
47:49They needed you
47:50But you can't blame me either for things that happened because you were away
47:53This isn't about blame
47:55This is about you and the choices you made
47:58It's about taking responsibility for yourself
48:00Even when things are hard
48:02Life keeps going
48:03You can't just give up
48:05You want to talk about taking responsibility?
48:07You won't even promote your book because you refused to talk about Susanna
48:12You can't just suddenly be concerned about volleyball when you haven't gone to a single one of my games this
48:17year
48:18I waited all year for you to step up and be a parent
48:21You gave up way before I did
48:35You have to do that at every stop and it's kicking up my gag reflex
48:39If you'd rather walk, we can let you out right here
48:43I'd probably be safer, honestly
48:45Hey, you don't got a word, man
48:47I'm fully sober
48:49Fucking belly, man
48:51Taking my car and leaving me straight into my own party
48:54Who does that?
48:56I don't know
48:57Who yells at their own sister in front of everyone for being sad?
49:00She yelled at me first
49:02So mature of you, Stephen
49:04How about you try some compassion next time, asshole?
49:07Aren't you supposed to, like, come together and grieve?
49:11Life cannot be separated from death
49:13Wow
49:15So helpful
49:16Man, thank you
49:18Milo's very in touch with his emotions
49:20That's what makes him a great musician
49:22Aw, thanks, babe
49:24You know
49:26I actually have a record label interested in Siamese
49:30What?
49:31Yeah, check it out
49:32Cancel Culture Records
49:37Babe
49:38They only have one post
49:40Yeah, that's what's so punk about it
49:42Yeah, dude
49:43Congrats, man
49:45Congrats
49:47Oh, it's me, man
50:06My darling Stephen
50:08Congratulations on your graduation
50:11This is the start of what is sure to be an exceptional journey
50:15I wish I could be there to watch you shine
50:18But you have an extraordinary mom who will be with you every step of the way
50:25Remember, the world is not only happening to you
50:28But you are happening to the world
50:31And don't forget to enjoy the ride
50:35Love, Susanna
51:01Hey, I know it's late
51:02But about the bookseller event
51:06I changed my mind
51:07I'll do it
51:14I knew I'd lose Susanna eventually
51:20I just didn't know I'd end up losing all of them
51:24In my memory
51:25The three of them will always be entwined
51:27Forever linked
51:29There can't be one without the others
51:39Now, they're all gone
51:41Through the darkness
51:42At 158
51:44The words that you whispered
51:47For just us to know
51:49You told me you loved me
51:51So why did you go
51:54Away
51:58Away
52:03Away
52:04Away
52:06Away
52:31Billy?
52:33Hi, Jeremiah, I'm so glad.
52:34Are you with Conrad?
52:37No, why would I be with Conrad?
52:39I don't know, I just thought maybe you guys would...
52:41Jerry, what is going on?
52:47Conrad's gone.
52:49Wait, what do you mean gone?
52:52He's not answering my texts or picking up my calls.
52:55Since when?
52:56Yesterday.
52:58I mean, isn't he in the middle of finals?
52:59Maybe he pulled an all-nighter at the library.
53:01No, no, I don't think so.
53:03Apparently, he told this from me that everything is fucked
53:05and then he just took off.
53:08I think I'm gonna go to Brown in the morning
53:09and see if I can track him down.
53:11I'll never get Susanna back.
53:13But I can't let Jeremiah and Conrad go too.
53:16Okay.
53:19But I'm coming with you.
53:25Yeah.
53:26I saw you dancing in a crowded room.
53:30You look so happy when I'm not with you.
53:34But then you saw me, caught you by surprise.
53:38A single teardrop falling from your eyes.
53:42I don't know why I run away.
53:47I don't know why I run away.
53:50I'll make you cry when I run away.
53:58Take me back, cause I wanna stay.
54:03Save your tears for another day.
54:06Save your tears for another day.
54:13Save your tears for another day.
54:30Save your tears for another day.
54:38Save your tears for another day.
54:40Tears for another day
54:46Save your tears
54:49For another day
54:54Save your tears
54:58Save your tears
54:59Save your tears
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