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90 Day Fiance Before the 90 Days Season 8 Episode 18
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:25I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:27I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:40They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54I bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:04I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry.
00:02:27I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane,
00:02:56and I was having sex with him while he was flying the plane.
00:02:58Like,
00:02:59I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it,
00:03:17but, like, I just don't.
00:03:19So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile in your face?
00:03:27You put a smile in your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end,
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk,
00:03:39Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son,
00:03:42and, like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:49But in the meantime,
00:03:50I know he's adventurous,
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool,
00:04:05so I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this,
00:04:09because it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of heights?
00:04:14Not really.
00:04:15I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17It'd be fun.
00:04:18Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay!
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi!
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:29Good to meet you.
00:04:30Elise.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Sydney?
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:34Miami, wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today,
00:04:37and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet.
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged
00:04:45and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:47Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:08Yeah.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elyse realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:28Am I going to do the same thing?
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:39I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50I don't want you.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes.
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:01Woo!
00:06:01If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:06It's scary.
00:06:08Okay.
00:06:09Left foot five.
00:06:10Jump in.
00:06:15Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have the cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One, step down.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on.
00:06:30But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:37You did!
00:06:37You did!
00:06:40Oh, my gosh!
00:06:41Oh, my gosh!
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so involved.
00:06:58Hey, what am I gonna say?
00:06:59What am I gonna say?
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Oh, yeah.
00:07:01Yeah.
00:07:02Oh, .
00:07:04Oh, .
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10Oh, it's so cold!
00:07:22I cannot feel my hands.
00:07:24How many years ago?
00:07:27I'm shaking.
00:07:28Like, this is not good.
00:07:30It'll be rough.
00:07:32Oh, my God.
00:07:34I'm scared.
00:07:35I'm freezing.
00:07:36.
00:07:36Do you feel my legs shivering?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right.
00:07:43You're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now!
00:07:47Hey!
00:07:48Like, I want to get home!
00:07:49I don't want to do this!
00:07:51Hey!
00:07:52Hey!
00:07:53You have to get down now.
00:07:54Get down now.
00:07:57Throw up.
00:07:59You're gonna be all right.
00:08:01You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02You're gonna be all right.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot.
00:08:17But this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this!
00:08:23I want to get down.
00:08:25But the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm gonna die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:41Ah!
00:08:42Ah!
00:08:44Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:52Ah!
00:08:53Ah!
00:08:54Ah!
00:08:57Ah!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:11forrest i'm telling you you're making a mistake you know i love her and i know we
00:09:17could do things here together i know i could live here
00:09:28i've chosen sheena to be my wife and you need to trust my decision and trust her
00:09:34stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain
00:09:39forrest telling me that he's going to move to the philippines you know i'm like in panic mode
00:09:45it's not going to work it won't work forrest can be way too optimistic at times and his autism can
00:09:54affect that because he isn't able to focus in on what the realities are
00:10:01my whole point is to protect forrest to make sure that his needs are met and i don't think sheena
00:10:09can do it i know full well that if you moved here yes you'd be with sheena all that and
00:10:17then the
00:10:17whole goal of ever trying to get to the united states would just go out the window and you would
00:10:22have to accept that
00:10:24i need to take a breath for a bit sorry
00:10:38when forrest told her our plans molly was so much explosive i felt that i was kind of bit scared
00:10:44and i wanted to take a break but i know that i need to stand up for myself and for
00:10:52forrest
00:10:54have you even factored how much it's going to cost how much the bills are where are you going to
00:11:01live
00:11:01forrest sheena and i will go get a place our some of our own i will take and pay with
00:11:06it with
00:11:07she can't pay with you all your money i am a professional i could look i could you know
00:11:12you could this you could that you could this how much is rent here how much 900 900
00:11:19no you can get places for 300 400 cheaper a month so she makes about 500 a month and that's
00:11:26right
00:11:26yes yes us dollars yes so she makes 500 a month and you're getting saying that rent is 400
00:11:37that leaves 100 to pay your bills your utilities buy food
00:11:42i have him he had me sheena i will take care of your son you don't have to worry about
00:11:48that
00:11:49you are living on daydreams and living on the thought of love and happy homemaker and being
00:11:55a little little house no no i love your son and i'll do anything my best for him doesn't pay
00:12:00the bills
00:12:00jina
00:12:05mom there's going to be lots of hurdles but how the visa works here that allows me to live here
00:12:11in the country and get employment here you've never worked here you've had one job in your life
00:12:19you are on disability i have to overcome my own challenges disability for a reason you
00:12:25do have autism and i want you to be able i want you to get a job i want you
00:12:32to better yourself
00:12:33of course you need to plan things out better do the right process where you come back to the united
00:12:41states contact social security and say that you want to start working then you go through the
00:12:49vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides see what type of job and money you can
00:12:54make see how you can save up can't just say oh there is this magical miracle job that you haven't
00:13:00even applied for that you know nothing about that you don't even know what their requirements are
00:13:04you don't know anything
00:13:07you have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here and even if you do
00:13:14how much do you think that you're gonna make working here
00:13:27no i want you to be here my long i'm it's about seven years so hard for me oh god
00:13:32lucy i i'm not
00:13:34sure oh it's so hard for the seven years i'm not even stop i can't you don't know how i
00:13:39feel it's
00:13:39hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him it's so stressful
00:13:53i don't know what to do
00:13:56so i i love sheena so much but i can't help thinking that my mom is right that living here
00:14:03in the philippines is definitely gonna be a bigger challenge than what i thought it was going to be
00:14:09what if i can't get a job here successfully i can't i can't be a burden on sheena especially
00:14:17i just can't can't do that
00:14:26sheena i feel conflicted about everything i don't want to leave you but i think
00:14:35that i might have to go home i'm gonna work makes money and then i'm gonna apply for the k
00:14:43-1 visa
00:14:46i don't know my love if things doesn't work it's the end of my story it's not the end of
00:14:55the story
00:14:55i love you that's why i gave you this ring this ring is a promise if the k-1 visa
00:15:04doesn't work out
00:15:05then i'll move back here and i'm gonna get married too i will not give up
00:15:23this is my husband juvon nice meeting you
00:15:26happy doing your hair and makeup today
00:15:28okay we are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:15:33i'm very happy i've been waiting for this for a long time
00:15:37i just i don't know what i'm gonna say for my vows
00:15:40i mean i invited my whole family and friends are going to see you
00:15:43i would really put an effort
00:15:48i brought you something
00:15:50i hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down
00:15:56i want to show him that i'm serious about our relationship
00:15:59why did you mislead me like michael made the move
00:16:02i was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him
00:16:09can you do that
00:16:26okay
00:16:28hi good morning
00:16:30hey mom anna and sir juvon welcome to balay indang
00:16:34uh nasa taas na po pala yung hair in makeup
00:16:37ready yeah ready
00:16:41thank you this is a nice door
00:16:50enjoy
00:16:52hi good morning hello
00:16:56today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:17:01good morning hi anna
00:17:03hi nice meeting you i'm ray
00:17:04this is my husband juvon
00:17:06hello nice meeting you
00:17:07i'll be doing your hair and makeup today
00:17:09okay
00:17:10you ready to start i'm as rare as i'm ever gonna be
00:17:16we never had a real wedding so today is very important for us
00:17:22i'm very happy i've been waiting for this for a long time
00:17:27the part of me is a little bit down when i think about the ring i don't have
00:17:34but i want to stay positive though
00:17:38it's his first time to have his makeup done
00:17:43i don't think we're gonna take it that far today
00:17:45oh no no no no i'm good
00:17:51i'm excited but i'm a bit nervous you know i feel like this is a big moment for the both
00:17:57of us
00:17:58i want to show anna how dedicated i am to make her happy and you know give her the day
00:18:04that she
00:18:05always wanted but at the same time i just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously
00:18:14me and anna have different ideas on what romance is so i really don't want to disappoint her
00:18:29i'm coming up
00:18:37so are you excited about today are you kidding me of course i'm excited today very excited this is just
00:18:45like a paradise to me
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:50The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah, and you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vowels.
00:19:08You know, I'm not good at...
00:19:11Well, you don't have to write a long poem, okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17Well, it doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22It's just going to be a few things, you know what I'm saying?
00:19:24Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vowels, I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens, not now, God will take me before him.
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me.
00:19:54And he will say, I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go in to see you.
00:20:13Hmm.
00:20:14I would really put an effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it for...
00:20:20I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26Hi, Bubu.
00:20:28I love you.
00:20:29I love you, too.
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:39You're not supposed to see my look, my bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:20:50And that's really disappointing.
00:20:55Okay.
00:21:09Okay.
00:21:10Okay.
00:21:32I know Juvon is not the most romantic guy, but I just wanted today to be fun, light, full of
00:21:43love,
00:21:45something that I can always look back on. I love him, but I can't pretend that everything is fine when
00:21:56it's not.
00:22:30How did it feel from spending the night here last night?
00:22:34It wasn't very fun. I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:41Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:22:44So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel
00:22:49and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:22:57But staying in a hotel sucked. I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:01I'm in the same clothes from yesterday. And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it
00:23:15all today.
00:23:16But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:20He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:23:36I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:38And you've been texting with him this morning? What has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did. I asked him if we could talk and he said, sure.
00:23:48So I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him are so much
00:24:10stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:24To Kumru Bekova.
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me, and she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel, I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without
00:24:57me.
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:10Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:21I know you like that.
00:25:36I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:44I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:25:58So why did you mislead me?
00:26:02What?
00:26:03Michael made the move.
00:26:05I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point, that
00:26:13I was the one that hit on him, that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with
00:26:21him.
00:26:25Okay, but the missing thing is, I think, you had feelings for him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:38But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and so much more of the
00:26:53type of man I actually want to be with.
00:26:55Because I want you to know that I do love you.
00:26:58I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you.
00:27:14But like you said, I'm into actions.
00:27:20My words.
00:27:28Honestly, I'm, I'm scared to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:27:50Can you do that?
00:27:55When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06No.
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:16It's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:28:42Babe.
00:28:44Yes?
00:28:45I'm going to miss you.
00:28:46I know.
00:28:47I know.
00:28:47I'm going to miss you too.
00:28:48And I'm going to wake up tomorrow by myself?
00:28:53Same.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:10Babe.
00:29:11You're my fiance.
00:29:14Yeah.
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:16It's crazy.
00:29:17You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:23I'm going to go home engaged.
00:29:25I'm excited.
00:29:27Aw.
00:29:28Me too.
00:29:30You're my fiance now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32Any thoughts to give you would never get married and settle down.
00:29:35It's crazy.
00:29:36I woke up this morning and I was like, ah.
00:29:39I know.
00:29:41I got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like when I get married?
00:29:46I don't know.
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50You like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:57When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa so I can come here and live here in
00:30:03Belize?
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:13What do you mean the whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here
00:30:18with you?
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23And based on everything that he said to me on the phone, and since I've been in Belize,
00:30:28I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully, move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:41Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to.
00:30:52It's beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:00I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No, I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away, but I think long term and how that's going to
00:31:24benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:35And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:31:39a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:31:58Sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:02Jeez.
00:32:10I just would rather live here, and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole
00:32:15time.
00:32:17So, quite a switch up for my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait, like, two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:28It's just really weird timing, and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44Nah, let's take that seriously.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Just make a plan and execute.
00:32:51Yep.
00:32:52I will.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy.
00:33:01No, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:17Trish saw...
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance when we were in Losibay.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.
00:33:51How excited we both were.
00:33:57How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:01No, no, no.
00:34:13You didn't know that being here was going to have this effect?
00:34:16Mm-hmm.
00:34:21Oh, boy.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:34:36She changed her seats on the plane and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:34:44And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:34:49She trusted me and I guess I kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that.
00:35:01And I didn't say that in the text messages, but I could see why Trish would be afraid that it
00:35:08could happen.
00:35:13I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:35:21It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because for a while she was the only person I could really count
00:35:34on to be there for me.
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Columbia and my feelings were very strong for her.
00:35:47It was so much chemistry sexually and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:35:55The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:00It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish and she was hurt
00:36:15by it.
00:36:16And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me and she was contacting me at this time.
00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we can please get together and talk.
00:36:37But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:36:42I don't know why she put period.
00:36:44I don't know if that means it's final.
00:36:46This is our final talk or what.
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:37:02to know her family.
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of getting married and having a family together.
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say, but I have to
00:37:23give it my all.
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:37:45Oh, my God.
00:37:49Trisha?
00:37:51Hello?
00:37:55Sit down.
00:38:01Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:38:05What did you expect?
00:38:07I'm not happy to see you.
00:38:13I just want to apologize.
00:38:17I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:38:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:38:26That's...
00:38:28Four days.
00:38:30You didn't say anything for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:38:39You were with me.
00:38:43Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance, when we were in Nocibe, I forgive you what should be in Colombia.
00:38:54You were supposed to earn my trust back, not to break a single time.
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that.
00:39:07I didn't realize that you would take this and be cheating on you.
00:39:11Yes, it is cheating.
00:39:12This is where the cheating started.
00:39:17If I was in your place, me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good.
00:39:25So you don't know.
00:39:26Because you cannot take it.
00:39:27I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.
00:39:31Why?
00:39:31It's simple, though.
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom.
00:39:38Oh, OK.
00:39:38That's what you want.
00:39:39If you want this relationship, make her understand that I'm with you.
00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't know.
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.
00:39:49She does know.
00:39:50Tell her to understand that.
00:39:54Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:40:01Block her here and tell her.
00:40:10Nothing to say.
00:40:11I'm conflicting.
00:40:14I love you so much, but I can't block her.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:31I'm having the best time of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall land.
00:40:34I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:40:38I get down to the bottom and I see all these people surrounding Elise.
00:40:43And I start to think, oh, is she OK?
00:41:08Welcome, everyone.
00:41:10Javon, we are gathered here today to celebrate the enduring love between Javon and Annalyn.
00:41:15We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter, challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Javon and Annalyn, it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:41:35Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:38Oh.
00:41:47I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey.
00:41:55And always protect you and be there for you.
00:41:59And also learn to be more patient.
00:42:04And put up with your sassiness.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:14Javon delivered his vows.
00:42:16And it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry, but when I look at his eyes, I can
00:42:26feel the sincerity.
00:42:29I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person.
00:42:36I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:42:42You can always count on me.
00:42:44You'll never feel alone again.
00:42:47And I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks, even though I keep nagging you.
00:42:55And I don't expect you to be perfect, because no one is.
00:43:00But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:43:03I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too.
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn, today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to one another.
00:43:17It is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:43:22Oh, one second.
00:43:23Do you have something to give up?
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:30Is that the one you wanted?
00:43:38All right, now we can get on with it.
00:43:41All right.
00:43:42You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:43:53You did so good.
00:43:55Oh, great, actually.
00:43:58It was so great.
00:44:03And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me, but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:44:10You finally have my wedding ring.
00:44:13Aw, thank you.
00:44:16Yeah.
00:44:19I miss you.
00:44:20Nice to meet you finally.
00:44:25Hey, cousin.
00:44:26Thank you for coming and for all the efforts.
00:44:28Yeah.
00:44:29Thank you for coming.
00:44:31Congratulations.
00:44:36Come dance, come dance.
00:44:38It's so pretty.
00:44:42Okay, guys.
00:44:43The reception is over there.
00:44:46Go!
00:44:46Oh.
00:44:47Yeah.
00:44:47Yeah!
00:45:02For me, I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy, because it's been a long time that they've waited
00:45:08to see each other, to be together.
00:45:09I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their relationship, but I've noticed now that they are just focusing
00:45:17in with their love to each other, with how they were going to work out with their relationship.
00:45:22So I'm really happy for seeing that now.
00:45:26Cut that cake! Cut that cake! Cut that cake!
00:45:30Yay!
00:45:32Wow!
00:45:38It's just so overwhelming, boo. I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before. I just feel so loved.
00:45:48Five, four, three, two, one.
00:45:57This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life. It was the best night ever.
00:46:03I'm eternally grateful. Yeah.
00:46:10Hello, Rip.
00:46:13Hello, Rip.
00:46:34I'm running on a horse!
00:46:45Is she down?
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary. Like, there's a job.
00:46:54But she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and, you know, do it
00:47:00himself.
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life. I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:47:14But, um, I get down to the bottom and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elise.
00:47:20Take a deep breath, take a deep breath.
00:47:28And I start to think, oh, you know, is she okay?
00:47:31I'm sorry.
00:47:36That's not how I know it was scary.
00:47:37It's all over.
00:47:38Did you see me?
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't because I couldn't see you.
00:47:41I can hear you.
00:47:47I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold and just, like, so tired.
00:47:53But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was going to die.
00:48:03Mmm.
00:48:06You made it?
00:48:08I need to get trying so I can keep you in.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:13Like, his physical touch just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:48:16It's, like, a quality I love about him.
00:48:19That was amazing.
00:48:20My boyfriend believed the day.
00:48:22He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure,
00:48:35and it becomes a complete and utter disaster for me.
00:48:39Well, I had the best time.
00:48:40I'd do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that,
00:48:46and let's try and, uh...
00:48:48Forget it.
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51Okay.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:06Why?
00:49:07Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?
00:49:16I'm sorry, man.
00:49:17It's terrible.
00:49:19I'm sorry, man.
00:49:29Elise really went above and beyond for me today,
00:49:31so I want to do something nice for her and stop by Anchor Point.
00:49:34It's supposed to have these stunning views,
00:49:37but unfortunately I just got a text with some bad news,
00:49:40and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elise
00:49:43without her freaking out.
00:49:46I, um...
00:49:47Yeah, I'm nervous.
00:49:48Stunning.
00:49:49Oh, yeah.
00:49:51Pretty amazing.
00:49:53I'm where I've never been here.
00:49:56Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:49:58Yeah.
00:50:06Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:50:08Are you okay, baby?
00:50:10Um...
00:50:13We're not going to be able to talk to my son.
00:50:17Why?
00:50:18It's just not possible today.
00:50:21There's other people to consider as well.
00:50:23You know, him, his mother.
00:50:26Sorry.
00:50:32Wow.
00:50:34I'll let you down.
00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:50:39So I'm sorry.
00:50:41Well, that's really upsetting
00:50:43that we're not going to be able to video chat him.
00:50:45Yeah, it is.
00:50:46I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:50:48I want to see into your world.
00:50:50I'm here.
00:50:52Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:50:55Good at disappointing people, so...
00:50:57Maybe that's just me.
00:51:00It's more than just a broken promise.
00:51:03The fact that I'm leaving here soon
00:51:05and not being able to meet his son is, like, scary.
00:51:08That is a very important aspect of his life.
00:51:13And you should be pushing harder
00:51:15than simply receiving a text on your phone
00:51:17that we can't meet your son.
00:51:19Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:51:21Like, settling for no
00:51:24doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us.
00:51:27You just say it so nonchalantly, like,
00:51:29I let you down, like...
00:51:30Well, what else? I'm disappointed. I'm upset.
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away.
00:51:42So, you're like...
00:51:44OK to walk away?
00:51:46I didn't say that.
00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:51:52I'm so cold.
00:51:54Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:51:56I'll get you my black one.
00:52:07What just happened?
00:52:08He just said to me, he...
00:52:10Basically, I can walk away.
00:52:12And it's just not going to happen.
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son.
00:52:14And, like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:52:16And, like, I do care about him a lot.
00:52:18Like, I do. I f***ing like him.
00:52:20But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away,
00:52:22then what is it going to be on the other side of the world?
00:52:29What's going on?
00:52:31What are you disrespecting me?
00:52:34You just told me I could walk away.
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:42I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:44I'm not perfect. I keep dropping the ball.
00:52:46But I will try and be better for you.
00:52:54You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:52:56You say you dropped the ball.
00:52:58Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like,
00:53:00what do you want me to do?
00:53:01Like, I'm scared.
00:53:02Yeah, I know.
00:53:04I'm really sorry.
00:53:05It means a lot that you're upset about this.
00:53:07Because I'm upset about it.
00:53:08But I don't want you to think
00:53:09that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:53:11It will happen.
00:53:12You guys will play a big, big part in each other's lives.
00:53:19I'm in love with you.
00:53:27It's crazy.
00:53:29Yeah, it is.
00:53:32You mean that?
00:53:34I do.
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:53:41I literally nearly died today.
00:53:42He just told me it's okay if I walk away from him.
00:53:44And now he's telling me he's in love with me?
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before.
00:53:49And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:53:52But, I mean, he's telling me this
00:53:53right after giving me the bad news.
00:53:57It's like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00Please, don't get angry.
00:54:02Let's figure it out.
00:54:03Sorry it didn't happen right now.
00:54:05If I want him as my husband,
00:54:07I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:54:11But I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:54:13And that sucks.
00:54:22So, once I leave,
00:54:25we're really gonna trust each other?
00:54:26Yeah.
00:54:27When it comes to stuff like that...
00:54:28Don't be drunk and stupid.
00:54:30I have a fiancé now.
00:54:31What are you talking about?
00:54:32You trust me, babe?
00:54:37Why are you so low, Cheryl?
00:54:57You ready?
00:54:58I guess.
00:54:59Not really.
00:54:59Well, now the path is split in two
00:55:05And mine is taking me from you
00:55:08And yours is headed towards the western coast
00:55:12I can't follow you, hold me close
00:55:15I feel hollow, I love you most
00:55:17It's been a beautiful ride
00:55:21I miss you so much
00:55:22I miss you too
00:55:23I plan to visit you soon
00:55:25Really?
00:55:26Yeah, like, I mean, well, I don't know how quick we're gonna move on
00:55:29This filing situation
00:55:31I want to do some research first
00:55:35This whole time I was picturing us living in Belize
00:55:38That's kind of what we talked about
00:55:41So now I just feel like it's a sudden change up
00:55:43But I understand why, I understand why
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to just completely ditch Belize
00:55:49And never come back, you know?
00:55:51Yeah
00:55:52I could see us living in the States, though, for a little bit
00:55:55Making some money
00:55:57Coming back to Belize, building a nice house
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out
00:56:06That said, I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08Because I believe love is more important than the location
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other
00:56:15Our paths crossed for a reason
00:56:18And I'm completely in love with him
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him
00:56:24Here we go
00:56:31Why are you so emotional?
00:56:33Yeah, so I just got, like, an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:56:41I'm just happy
00:56:48So once I leave
00:56:50We just really got to trust each other
00:56:53I got to
00:56:54When it comes to stuff like that
00:56:55I got to
00:56:56I have a fiancée now
00:56:57What are you talking about?
00:56:59You trust me, babe?
00:57:01No, Joe
00:57:04Hey, babe
00:57:06What happened?
00:57:10You want to miss me?
00:57:12I hate crying
00:57:41This trip has been a lot of great times
00:57:45But also a lot of hurdles
00:57:47You know, they say that
00:57:49A plane can't fly without resistance
00:57:52We had a lot of resistance
00:57:54And we still made it through that
00:57:59Hey, this has been a great trip
00:58:06And I love it too
00:58:09I'm gonna miss you
00:58:22It's sad leaving Stig
00:58:24But the trip was amazing
00:58:26I can just see us living in Arizona
00:58:28Having a little family
00:58:31I just see a lot of positives in our future
00:58:34And I'm just excited that we're where we're at now
00:58:38Give me just a second now to catch my breath
00:58:41I better catch my flight
00:58:43Don't ask us, babe
00:58:44I love you
00:58:47I love you
00:58:59I'm really excited about the future
00:59:00I'm really excited to get married
00:59:04In America, there's a lot more opportunities
00:59:06For me as an artist
00:59:07For me to make good money, real money
00:59:09I could network with people
00:59:11I could network with other big dancehall artists
00:59:14Bigger than myself
00:59:14And I know people
00:59:16Not in Arizona
00:59:17I don't know nobody
00:59:21Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston
00:59:24There's more opportunity for me in Houston
00:59:26You know, my brothers are in Houston
00:59:28I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends
00:59:31I'm a man who goes right and easy
00:59:33Who else have you guys?
00:59:36My ex is in Houston
00:59:37But they are
00:59:41We ain't worried about her
00:59:43I don't have a ring on
00:59:44But, hey
00:59:50Nah, come on
00:59:52I'm playing
00:59:53I'm engaging
01:00:02We had our plans
01:00:05This is the best way
01:00:06For us to be together
01:00:08Faster together
01:00:09You can't let mom change your mind
01:00:11I think Forrest's mom
01:00:14Is much more controlling
01:00:15Than he even would realize
01:00:17He's been manipulated
01:00:19Please
01:00:21I really want you to stay
01:00:32Would you feel better
01:00:35If I just cut him out of my life?
01:00:39Can you do this?
01:00:56If that's what it's going to take to fix this
01:00:59And for you to trust me
01:01:02Then, yeah
01:01:03I would do that
01:01:08Okay
01:01:11This is exactly what I was worried about
01:01:14The possibility
01:01:15That I would eventually have to choose
01:01:18Between my best friend
01:01:19And the love of my life
01:01:22But BeerCon truly, genuinely loves me
01:01:25And I think having the opportunity
01:01:27To be fully loved by someone
01:01:29Is worth giving up my friendship
01:01:31With Mike all over
01:01:37You know what?
01:01:40I don't want you to cut your relationship with him
01:01:44We can still be friends
01:01:47He's a good guy
01:01:48He approved
01:01:50He's worthy of being friends
01:01:51I'm okay with that
01:01:53Thank you
01:01:54But friends
01:01:55Not best friend
01:01:56Not that
01:01:58Weird friendship
01:02:05She's trying to do something
01:02:07To save this relationship
01:02:08And I appreciate that
01:02:10Because
01:02:12Once that relationship
01:02:13Gets into the dead end
01:02:15Nobody can get it out
01:02:17We're good
01:02:19We will be good
01:02:20But we gotta work on
01:02:22I know
01:02:27It is always bad
01:02:29To lose people
01:02:30I lost a lot of people
01:02:33And
01:02:34I don't want her to cut relationship
01:02:36With her friend
01:02:38I'm not gonna be the one
01:02:40Who breaks them apart
01:02:41You know?
01:02:43Thanks for talking to me
01:02:46Thanks for trying to make up
01:02:51I love Laura
01:02:52Because she has a pure heart
01:02:54And
01:02:55She makes me love life
01:02:58So
01:02:59I want her to be happy
01:03:23Are you okay, babe?
01:03:26I don't know, babe
01:03:37We're the last day
01:03:38In this beautiful apartment
01:03:41I know, honey
01:03:42It's fine
01:03:51It's the last night
01:03:52In the Philippines
01:03:53With Sheena
01:03:53And my heart
01:03:55Is
01:03:56Cracking
01:03:58The talk we had
01:03:59With my mom
01:04:00Is still weighing on my mind
01:04:05It's very annoying
01:04:06When my mom is right
01:04:07Because she'll never let me
01:04:08Hear the end of it
01:04:10On top of that
01:04:10It hurts my heart
01:04:12Seeing Sheena
01:04:13Get so emotional
01:04:13That I'm going to have
01:04:15To leave her
01:04:16But
01:04:17At the end of the day
01:04:18If I do everything correctly
01:04:20I know that
01:04:21Sheena and I
01:04:22Will have a bright future
01:04:23And
01:04:23I hope that she understands
01:04:30Please
01:04:31I really want you to stay
01:04:37You can't, like, mom
01:04:39Change your mind
01:04:39You have to decide
01:04:41This on your own will
01:04:44Sheena
01:04:46Honey
01:04:47We have overcome mountains
01:04:50We have overcome problems
01:04:52We have struggled
01:04:54Through so many years
01:04:55Even a pandemic
01:04:57We have our plans
01:04:59To grow
01:05:00And have a family
01:05:01I want you here
01:05:04And I know
01:05:05That this is the best way
01:05:07For us to be together
01:05:09Faster together
01:05:10And that's what
01:05:11I've been waiting for you
01:05:12For the longest time
01:05:18Sheena
01:05:18I can't do that
01:05:21It's literally
01:05:22Tearing me up
01:05:23Thinking about
01:05:24Being away from you
01:05:25But
01:05:26I think mom
01:05:27Was kind of right
01:05:29I want to have
01:05:30A bright future together
01:05:31When getting you
01:05:33To the United States
01:05:34Is
01:05:35The best option
01:05:38And
01:05:38To do that
01:05:39I need
01:05:40To
01:05:41Go
01:05:41And start
01:05:42Work
01:05:43And do the process
01:05:44And make sure
01:05:45I have everything
01:05:45Stabilized
01:05:46In America
01:05:52It hurts
01:05:53That Forrest
01:05:54Happened to change
01:05:55His mind
01:05:56It feels like
01:05:57He would rather
01:05:58Choose his mom
01:05:58Over me
01:06:00I mean
01:06:01I understand
01:06:03If he happened
01:06:03To work in the U.S.
01:06:05He could earn
01:06:05Much more better money
01:06:07But I am worried
01:06:08That Forrest
01:06:09Wouldn't find
01:06:10A job that easy
01:06:11Because of his
01:06:12Disability issues
01:06:13I feel like
01:06:15He's been manipulated
01:06:16To think that
01:06:17Living in the Philippines
01:06:18Was impossible
01:06:20But it's not certain
01:06:22That this other plan
01:06:23Is going to work out
01:06:26The faster I get back home
01:06:28The faster I can start
01:06:30The process
01:06:31And
01:06:32If I don't get the K-1
01:06:34It gets denied
01:06:34Then I can come back here
01:06:36And stay here
01:06:37If things don't work out
01:06:38In here
01:06:39But how about mom
01:06:43I'm quite worried
01:06:45That she would try
01:06:46Her best
01:06:47To make sure
01:06:47To stay in the
01:06:48United States forever
01:06:50This decision
01:06:51It's not my mother
01:06:53It's my own decision
01:06:57But I see a bright future
01:06:59Together
01:06:59And I'm in your heart
01:07:01And you're in my heart
01:07:02And you're my true home
01:07:06I want to put my faith
01:07:08Into him
01:07:08As my partner
01:07:09That he would find
01:07:11A way
01:07:11To be together
01:07:12Long term
01:07:13But I think
01:07:15Forrest's mom
01:07:16Is much more controlling
01:07:17Than he would realize
01:07:21I know that Molly
01:07:23Still have
01:07:23Worries and doubts
01:07:25Regarding our relationship
01:07:26And I'm worried
01:07:28That she could influence him
01:07:30And cause problems
01:07:31She could break us apart
01:07:35It's just
01:07:40It's hard
01:07:51Holy
01:07:52Holy
01:07:53Holy
01:07:54Why is everything
01:07:56So cold
01:07:57Surprise surprise
01:07:58She's cold
01:07:59My god
01:08:00Thank you so much
01:08:01Take that away
01:08:02She's a pain in the ass
01:08:04But it's in a cute way
01:08:05You know
01:08:06I like that
01:08:07How do you feel
01:08:08About me
01:08:11Like I'm falling for you
01:08:12But not in love
01:08:29Good morning
01:08:30Good morning
01:08:31Good morning
01:08:32It's a little chilly
01:08:33Out here today
01:08:34I'm feeling you're sleeping
01:08:35I was
01:08:36I just woke up
01:08:44Time to go back to Bondi
01:08:45Yeah
01:08:46It's a good little getaway
01:08:49Mostly
01:08:52I feel really sad
01:08:54This is our last full day together
01:08:56We're driving back to Bondi
01:08:58In a little bit
01:08:59And then tomorrow
01:09:00I fly back to Miami
01:09:02Hmm
01:09:03Did you wake up still loving me?
01:09:07I'm asking
01:09:08Yes
01:09:08I did
01:09:10I just have so many mixed emotions right now
01:09:13Like he told me he loved me
01:09:15And that means the world to me
01:09:16But at the same time
01:09:18Here he is again
01:09:20Not living up to his promise
01:09:21To video chat with his son
01:09:23I understand there's external factors
01:09:26But if you're going to see a future with me
01:09:28And maybe your wife
01:09:30Like the fact that you didn't try harder
01:09:33I don't know
01:09:34It's just like scary
01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow
01:09:38And I have no idea what the future holds
01:10:07I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly
01:10:09This has never happened before
01:10:12But
01:10:12Saying I love you
01:10:13And then not having it heard back
01:10:15I am sort of wondering where she's at
01:10:17You know
01:10:17Is it not as real for her as it is for me?
01:10:20That is a bit concerning
01:10:26I've been gone for too long
01:10:29Finding my way home
01:10:33You know where I've been gone for too long
01:10:36So good for here, babe
01:10:38It's the last of my city
01:10:39You know where I've been gone for too long
01:10:46Alright guys, this is your table
01:10:48Thank you
01:10:51I've got the menu for you guys
01:10:52Thank you
01:10:53Thank you so much
01:10:56So cold
01:10:57You're always cold
01:10:58Always cold
01:10:59They did say they had blankets
01:11:00So I'm going to ask her for a blanket
01:11:02Okay, good idea
01:11:03God, it's so cold
01:11:05Surprise, surprise
01:11:06She's cold
01:11:07Holy
01:11:08Holy
01:11:09Holy
01:11:10Why is everything so cold?
01:11:13As soon as there's like the slightest breeze
01:11:15All the sun's down
01:11:16She's cold
01:11:17Thanks for coming, guys
01:11:19Don't mind me
01:11:20I just brought some hand warmers
01:11:22I'm freezing
01:11:22I'm freezing
01:11:24Oh
01:11:24Oh
01:11:25Oh
01:11:25Wow, turn on the car
01:11:27I'm so cold
01:11:28Holy
01:11:29Calorie
01:11:30I'm cold
01:11:30You think by now
01:11:32That she'd know how to dress
01:11:33You know, in Sydney
01:11:34I wear something a bit warmer
01:11:35You okay?
01:11:36Do you want my jacket?
01:11:37Yeah, I do
01:11:37Yeah, I'm shivering
01:11:38Oh God, it's a little nipply out
01:11:41A little nipply
01:11:42She's a pain in the ass
01:11:44But it's in a cute way
01:11:45You know
01:11:46I like that
01:11:48Well, you look stunning
01:11:50As always, I think
01:11:51Alrighty
01:11:51I've got the blanket for you
01:11:52Oh my God
01:11:53Thank you so much
01:11:55Take that away for you
01:11:56Um
01:11:57Can we please get two spicy margaritas?
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas?
01:12:01Tahin, if you've got it
01:12:02Tahin, we do
01:12:03Oh, I do
01:12:03Oh, lovely
01:12:05Thanks so much
01:12:05Thank you
01:12:06Thank you, guys
01:12:11Last night
01:12:16How do you feel?
01:12:19About what?
01:12:20About me
01:12:22Like, in general?
01:12:24Yeah
01:12:26I mean, like
01:12:29I'm falling for you
01:12:32But not in love
01:12:36Not yet
01:12:40Josh literally tells me
01:12:42Everything I want to hear
01:12:44But I feel like
01:12:45He sometimes
01:12:46Kind of just says
01:12:46Things to appease me
01:12:48Like, he'll say
01:12:49He's gonna do
01:12:51X, Y, and Z
01:12:52But there's like
01:12:52No action behind that
01:12:55You know
01:12:55There's one side of me
01:12:56That sees a future with him
01:12:57Like getting married
01:12:58And having kids
01:12:59But then there's this
01:13:01Other side of me
01:13:01That's like
01:13:02Am I even being realistic
01:13:04With my expectations with him
01:13:05And is it just hopeful
01:13:06And wishful thinking?
01:13:09I am falling for you
01:13:10I cannot imagine
01:13:13Going back to Miami
01:13:14Without you
01:13:16But we live in different continents
01:13:18We're a 16 hour time difference
01:13:22You have a son here
01:13:24How do you plan to make this work?
01:13:27Yeah, I think it's a move
01:13:28Obviously
01:13:28It's a move for either one of us
01:13:31Whether it be here or there
01:13:33I guess it's one pretty big con for me
01:13:35To move into Miami
01:13:37Well, your son
01:13:38Okay, yes
01:13:39How are
01:13:40Okay, so
01:13:41If I was to move here
01:13:42Where would we go?
01:13:43Who would pay for it?
01:13:43Find a place
01:13:44You and I find a place together
01:13:46We live
01:13:46We move in together
01:13:50Okay, but like
01:13:50Have you gone on
01:13:52A website
01:13:52And looked for places?
01:13:53No
01:13:55Slowly
01:13:58Look
01:13:59I'm
01:14:00Confident
01:14:01I can call this off
01:14:02More than confident
01:14:07I'm scared
01:14:08I just don't know
01:14:09If I can
01:14:09So am I
01:14:10You just gotta let go sometimes
01:14:13I'm just
01:14:13Like
01:14:14I don't know
01:14:14If you're stable
01:14:19I want to make it work
01:14:21I believe
01:14:21But wanting to and doing so
01:14:23You're
01:14:23I believe
01:14:24That it will work
01:14:25In my eyes
01:14:26I think you
01:14:27Will find excuses
01:14:28To make it not work
01:14:32Why are you hesitant
01:14:33I've given you
01:14:34A solid game plan
01:14:35And you're still hesitant
01:14:36You've had a hard year
01:14:38Like
01:14:39Financially
01:14:40I don't know how
01:14:40You're gonna be able
01:14:41To make this work
01:14:42I don't know
01:14:43Sorry
01:14:44That I can't
01:14:45You know
01:14:45I don't have a big nest egg
01:14:47You just have to trust
01:14:50Cause
01:14:50Are you asking me
01:14:51Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like seriously
01:14:52Like you are
01:14:53Like
01:14:53Yep
01:14:53Josh
01:14:54Like
01:14:54That's your body
01:14:55Cause you're being a dick to me
01:14:56I am sticking up for myself
01:14:58That's all I am doing
01:15:00I still care about you
01:15:02And love you
01:15:03And you don't know how you feel
01:15:05So
01:15:05That obviously throws you out in my mind
01:15:09Feels a little bit like
01:15:10You don't want it to happen
01:15:12But you don't want to admit it
01:15:16You think I'm not putting
01:15:18Anything into action
01:15:19But
01:15:19I feel like
01:15:20The ball's in your court
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere
01:15:31And
01:15:31Trish
01:15:32Don't do that
01:15:32I will
01:15:33Even now
01:15:33I don't have nothing to do with you
01:15:35Please
01:15:35This is my phone
01:15:37I don't have nothing to tell
01:15:38Please
01:15:41I'll just
01:15:42Walk away
01:15:44And never speak to him again
01:15:48I wasted my time
01:15:58I love you so much
01:15:59But
01:16:01I can't block her
01:16:03Why?
01:16:05Why?
01:16:07Why?
01:16:22I don't know what to do
01:16:24because it's, I'm in love with you,
01:16:31but I do still have feelings for her, too.
01:16:36Oh.
01:16:39And?
01:16:40No, nothing else to do.
01:16:43Nothing else to say.
01:16:46I love you.
01:16:47No, no, no, you don't love me.
01:16:54I asked her to choose, then you made your choice.
01:17:04When Trish asked me to block my ex,
01:17:08I realized that I can't completely shut the door,
01:17:13and I wanted to be honest about my feelings.
01:17:18So you chose your ex over her
01:17:20after all you guys have been through?
01:17:23I don't look at it as I chose my ex over her.
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:33I look at it as, um,
01:17:37just not ready to let go totally.
01:17:41I love Trish, but, um,
01:17:46I mean, love isn't so black and white.
01:17:50It's possible to have feelings
01:17:52for two people at the same time.
01:18:00I wasted my time.
01:18:03I look at it as a waste.
01:18:06I still, I'm still willing to try to make it better.
01:18:10It's nothing to do anymore.
01:18:13I cannot be with someone
01:18:14who still have feelings for his ex.
01:18:17I'll block you everywhere.
01:18:19Oh, Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:20I will, even now,
01:18:21I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:18:23No, but please, I didn't...
01:18:23Just give me some time to think.
01:18:24This is my phone. You didn't buy it.
01:18:26You didn't do anything.
01:18:27No, just give me time to think.
01:18:27I don't have nothing to tell.
01:18:29Please.
01:18:30Trish, don't do that.
01:18:31Yes, I am doing it right now.
01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again.
01:18:42You planned a future with me.
01:18:44You told me that you love me.
01:18:47But I still have feelings for her.
01:18:54I do, but that doesn't mean
01:18:57I'm going back to her.
01:18:59My feelings for you are strong.
01:19:02I still want us to go on.
01:19:06I cannot do that.
01:19:08I'll never be a second choice of someone.
01:19:12So, I'll take my love back
01:19:14and forget about him.
01:19:22Don't.
01:19:27Don't ever bother me.
01:19:29Can I give you a...
01:19:29No, no, no, no.
01:19:30You made a choice.
01:19:35Let's finish.
01:19:38Good.
01:19:40That's true.
01:19:47I'm feeling really, really angry.
01:19:51Like, I don't understand why
01:19:54he make me fall in love with him
01:19:57and break my heart.
01:20:00Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar.
01:20:03Meet me.
01:20:05I don't know what to say anymore.
01:20:08I'll just walk away
01:20:10and never speak to him again.
01:20:19I wish you realized that I do love her
01:20:23and I do think that she's special.
01:20:25I want us to be together, but...
01:20:30I just wasn't ready.
01:20:35this is all I can see.
01:20:45I feel like I should ask for your autograph.
01:20:53Jeez.
01:20:54Give me your ring finger.
01:20:56I'm asking you, will you marry me?
01:21:00We just got things back on track,
01:21:03and I'm worried that as we go back to long distance,
01:21:06we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
01:21:09Do you accept?
01:21:12Make it having no shoes.
01:21:16So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
01:21:25Javon.
01:21:26Boo.
01:21:27Because that is what I think it is.
01:21:30Holy ****, I'm about to be a dad.
01:21:33You don't need to be with me.
01:21:34It may have taken seven years to get here,
01:21:36but it's not going to take seven years to get you back home.
01:21:39I still don't completely trust Sheena.
01:21:42She still manipulates.
01:21:45Here, I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
01:21:47No, I have more questions.
01:21:50You okay?
01:21:52It's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me.
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me.
01:21:59Woo-hoo.
01:22:01It hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between Trish and I,
01:22:06and I'm leaving with no hope at all.
01:22:14Oh!
01:22:18Baby!
01:22:21I'm literally waiting for that airport in one hour, and he just left.
01:22:27Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me,
01:22:30and then you bring the **** girls back in disrespect to me?
01:22:34Oh, my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
01:22:37I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster.
01:22:41Like, what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
01:22:48I was so sure of him, and now I'm just insecure.
01:22:52He's not communicating with her much.
01:22:54I wanted to find a reason why, and I did find things.
01:22:59Faith went on your email.
01:23:02How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:23:07So who is this wife?
01:23:11Are you ready?
01:23:13Tell me what happened.
01:23:15I don't even know where to start.
01:23:22Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?
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