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Age of Attraction - Season 1 - Episode 08
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00:00:13I
00:00:14Excited very excited. I've been waiting for this forever
00:00:25I
00:00:26Haven't really felt like this about anyone. I am 38 years. You know, I
00:00:35Am 22 trying to roll with that whole age is just a number thing
00:00:42I really don't know if you're ready for this one. You ready? I'm 60
00:00:50Oh
00:00:50My gosh
00:00:5230 40 56. Yeah, he's 33 years older than me
00:00:57Jorge's literally the same age as my parents
00:01:03I never want to be surprised about something you've done. I came here with you not to feel alone
00:01:10I feel like you're not attracted to me
00:01:14We're kind of in a friend zone right now
00:01:16Okay
00:01:18Is he the right person? Did I pick the right person?
00:01:22Okay, I'm really done talking
00:01:24Can I get this mic off me please?
00:01:27This connection is not gonna be easy to find
00:01:31And I know I won't find this again
00:01:38Starting tomorrow you are getting visitors your friends your families
00:01:44Hi
00:01:46I've never dated anyone this much older
00:01:49I hope it works out well for them, but it's weird. It's weird being 23
00:01:53Mm-hmm
00:01:54And potentially having two immediate children
00:01:58Yeah
00:01:59I'm leaving everybody
00:02:01And everything I've worked for
00:02:03What the fuck am I doing?
00:02:05I'm just exhausted and I'm overwhelmed because I feel like I can't be myself with you
00:02:13Integrating a 22 year old girl into my life is definitely concerning
00:02:19Is there a future with us?
00:02:21I play my desire
00:02:22It's decision time
00:02:24Do you commit to taking this leap together?
00:02:27Play my desire
00:02:29Or do you choose a different path?
00:02:31Alone
00:02:35It sucks
00:02:52Did you get everything out of the bathroom?
00:02:55But I'll check the other rooms
00:02:57You work on your
00:02:59I think you need to get a garment bag
00:03:01Yeah
00:03:02I feel nervous anxious
00:03:05This is the last time I'm going to see her before the commitment ceremony
00:03:09Everything I can do, I did
00:03:11I'm super nervous about
00:03:14My alone time and you know, what is that alone time going to lead me to
00:03:18Think
00:03:20Part of me wants to commit to Vanessa
00:03:23And then part of me is like, is this right?
00:03:26Is this up and down too much for us to handle, you know
00:03:31And my fear of commitment continues to be my fear of commitment, right?
00:03:36And so that's
00:03:39It's a scary thought
00:03:41How are you doing?
00:03:42I got all your stuff ready for you
00:03:43Thank you
00:03:45How are you feeling?
00:03:46Okay, how are you?
00:03:47I'm good
00:03:50I'm sad, I don't want you to leave
00:03:51I don't even know what to say
00:03:54I know
00:03:56It's been fun
00:04:17I feel like we're breaking off
00:04:19This is like a breakup
00:04:22I don't know what to say
00:04:25What if I cry?
00:04:29Don't
00:04:29Don't cry?
00:04:31No
00:04:31Okay
00:04:31You'll be okay
00:04:34You look amazing
00:04:35Thanks
00:04:38No
00:04:42You're okay
00:04:44You're okay?
00:04:46You're okay?
00:04:46Mm-hmm
00:04:46You're okay?
00:04:47Yeah
00:04:48Promise?
00:04:49Mm-hmm
00:04:51I'm here for you
00:04:54Yeah
00:04:55Okay
00:04:57I just have PTSD, I think
00:05:00What?
00:05:01I don't know
00:05:01Just with like the history of my relationships not working out, you know
00:05:06And I feel like this is just another
00:05:09A failed attempt, you know
00:05:12Like it's not you
00:05:13I don't want to project it on you
00:05:15It's not you at all
00:05:16It's just
00:05:17I've just put myself out there before and
00:05:20Only to get hurt
00:05:22And I just hope like this doesn't have the same outcome
00:05:25That's scary
00:05:34Coming into this with Logan
00:05:35I had so many reservations because I had been so hurt before
00:05:40So there is this guard up like I'll be okay, I'll be okay, you know
00:05:44And maybe I won't be okay
00:05:46I just hope I chose right this time and I picked the right person and I feel like you are
00:05:52and
00:05:53I hope that you feel the same about me
00:05:56Yeah, I mean, I do
00:05:58It's really scary to
00:06:01Not put yourself out there for this many years
00:06:04Get this close to someone
00:06:06Only for
00:06:08Yourself to be devastated all over again
00:06:11And for the whole world to see
00:06:13Let's see
00:06:14Yeah, okay, okay, take care of yourself to see an older woman with a man 20 years younger like that's
00:06:21rare
00:06:21It's very rare and it's like am I delusional to think that it would even work?
00:06:27You know am I delusional to put my heart out there?
00:06:31I mean, he's like in the prime of his life right now, honestly
00:06:40And why would he give that up for someone 20 years older than him?
00:06:44I'll hold out, I'll hold out, I'll hold out
00:06:49But I hope you'll prove me wrong
00:06:59You're leaving
00:07:00I know, I'm just trying to make sure I don't forget anything
00:07:03But you're forgetting me
00:07:06I think that we need this little bit of separation because we haven't had it
00:07:10And this is the first time that I think I'm going to be able to look at this from the
00:07:14outside
00:07:15Make a clear decision
00:07:17Clearly me and leah have had ups and downs since we moved in together
00:07:20But at the same time there's been much blessings from this relationship
00:07:24Even during the difficult times the care and the love for each other has always been constant and
00:07:29I think that it's very clear that I care so much for her
00:07:35So the question is is that does the good outweigh the bad and and are these good moments enough to
00:07:41continue in this relationship?
00:07:48Thank you for being you
00:07:50Thank you for making me a better person
00:07:52You're welcome
00:07:54You're seriously
00:07:58Why are you looking at me like that?
00:08:00Because you're leaving
00:08:03We didn't even get to dance yet
00:08:09Yeah
00:08:12We have a lot of thinking we both have a lot of thinking to do
00:08:14I know
00:08:15I
00:08:21I'm gonna miss
00:08:24I'm gonna miss you a little bit
00:08:25I might miss you too
00:08:26I think more than you think
00:08:30You're not gonna be able to sleep now because you're thinking about me
00:08:32Maybe I don't know about that
00:08:34What?
00:08:35I might be able to sleep
00:08:36No you won't
00:08:38Give me my kiss
00:08:42It's like bittersweet this morning
00:08:43All right, I'll see you
00:08:45I'll see you
00:08:45With the commitment ceremony coming up
00:08:47It's gonna be difficult
00:08:48We're still debating on how we're even gonna make it work here, right?
00:08:52Let alone commit to each other
00:08:54I know he likes me and we're leaving off in a great space right now
00:08:59But yeah, I don't want to put any pressure on it
00:09:02Because I don't know
00:09:03I don't know what the future holds for us
00:09:05Because the words won't buffer anymore
00:09:10How are you feeling?
00:09:13About what?
00:09:14Leaving
00:09:14Mm-hmm
00:09:15I feel like I've been the one that brings up, you know, some of the more challenging things and
00:09:21We don't know how
00:09:22Yeah
00:09:23We're gonna communicate after this
00:09:25Like we've only
00:09:27Ever been in this bubble
00:09:28So like we don't know what it's like to text or call or
00:09:32I've never done long distance before
00:09:34So those things naturally I feel like are are things that I'm thinking about
00:09:39Yeah, I'm glad you brought it
00:09:42Um, up because I just wasn't even thinking about it that way at all
00:09:47I think I'm just someone that is very realistic
00:09:50Yeah
00:09:50And you know
00:09:52Yeah, no, I understand
00:09:53I know that this has to end at some point
00:09:54And just, you know, I mean, I wish we could stay in this little bubble forever
00:10:02But, you know, we have to say goodbye
00:10:05The fact that the next time I am going to see Andrew is a commitment ceremony
00:10:10Gives me a little bit of anxiety, honestly
00:10:14I know he's in his head and I don't blame him too much because
00:10:18Those doubts were in the back of my mind
00:10:20I just wasn't really vocalizing them
00:10:22There is a part of me that's afraid that
00:10:25The age gap between Andrew and I will just be too much
00:10:29And yeah, I have a fear that ultimately that will just
00:10:33Be too overwhelming for both of us
00:10:43Okay
00:10:46Bye bye
00:10:48See ya
00:10:49See ya
00:10:51See ya
00:10:56See ya
00:10:57See ya
00:11:00See ya
00:11:03See ya
00:11:09See ya
00:11:13See ya
00:11:13See ya
00:11:13See ya
00:11:14See ya
00:11:14See ya
00:11:14See ya
00:11:14See ya
00:11:42Oh, I will think of you every time I like it now.
00:11:50I was thinking about that this time away, I love supporting you, and I love being here for you when
00:12:01you're going through some shit, so I'll be thinking about you.
00:12:10I'm going to have some time just to, like, think and get myself, like, more centered, and I'm going to
00:12:19miss you for sure.
00:12:20We've gotten so close in such a short period of time, and living together was amazing.
00:12:27I'm going to miss that for sure, but I think this time apart is going to be good for us,
00:12:33even though I hate saying goodbye.
00:12:36Um, so I'm glad I have these.
00:12:42I'm there with you.
00:12:44Okay.
00:12:49Well, thanks for being everything for me, and don't miss me too much.
00:12:57Impossible.
00:13:00I am in love with Teresa.
00:13:02The way she's allowed me to open up and be vulnerable and not put on a facade, which I've done
00:13:08in the past, and just the joy she brings me, like, when I wake up and I see her, and
00:13:12that sense of home feels good.
00:13:18Am I hoping that we come out on the same page and even a little stronger?
00:13:24Yeah, and I think that's a possibility.
00:13:29But there's a chance that it's going to be weird.
00:13:33Yeah.
00:13:36She just gets way too in her head, and she might be a different person when I see her again.
00:13:45Bye.
00:13:46Okay.
00:13:46Goodbye.
00:13:47Goodbye.
00:13:57I have a huge, huge decision to make.
00:14:03There's no denying that we had a true and real connection from the beginning.
00:14:08Time is gonna let you down.
00:14:15However, I still have some doubts.
00:14:21Is this just the final call?
00:14:26It's a huge commitment to say that this person, who's 27 years younger than me, is my boyfriend.
00:14:38And that I'm going to commit to going forward with this and opening this up to the world.
00:14:48I don't know if I have the strength to see this through.
00:15:02It's cheers to this journey that we've had.
00:15:05Cheers to a big decision.
00:15:06It's a very big decision coming.
00:15:16How do you feel?
00:15:19I, you know, I know I feel about you.
00:15:22I know that that doesn't always make everything A-okay and easy.
00:15:27I do understand the logistics of where we are in life, geographical challenges, other challenges
00:15:34as well.
00:15:35So, you know, it's time to take all that into consideration.
00:15:40Yeah.
00:15:41You know, this whole time we've kind of been like, oh, we're in a fairy tale and everything
00:15:45is perfectly smooth and we're having no challenges, which was true.
00:15:49It was true.
00:15:49It was true up until these last few days.
00:15:52So the fact that we're taking this time apart now has me a little bit unsure about my decision.
00:16:05Um, a lot of questions have come up that I just have been ignoring and I think I've been putting
00:16:11them off because I didn't want to ruin anything or have anything be different than what it was.
00:16:16So, like, while it is confusing and it's scary, I know that this time apart will end up benefiting
00:16:27both of us because my decision will be grounded and, um, and, like, it'll be thoughtful.
00:16:36Yeah.
00:16:37And I respect that.
00:16:41I definitely think her concerns are valid, but one thing that I've done the last few days
00:16:48is try to truly focus on her feelings and her emotions and I've taken myself out of it
00:16:55a little bit and obviously we're going to have some time apart to where, you know, I'm
00:17:00going to have to think that through on my side as well and what does that look like because
00:17:06it's a big commitment and can she handle it?
00:17:09I'll see you.
00:17:11We're probably just at different stages in life.
00:17:13I have my voice.
00:17:15How will that match?
00:17:16There's so many question marks.
00:17:19I'd be lying to you if I didn't say I was a little bit nervous.
00:17:23If it's not too late, if it's not too late, if it's not too late.
00:17:56So today is the commitment ceremony.
00:18:01I feel confident, but I don't know how she's been feeling.
00:18:06I don't know if she let the thoughts get to her or the stress of her kids get to her.
00:18:14You know, I support her and I'm here for her and my family supports, you know, our relationship,
00:18:21but I'm worried that Teresa hasn't bought in because of a lot of factors that I can't control.
00:18:33I'm fully committed to Teresa and I hope she's ready to take that leap with me.
00:19:01My feelings are getting much stronger every day for John.
00:19:05I have to admit that, you know, I am falling for him.
00:19:09It's almost been too good to be true, but there's also a piece of me that still has doubts.
00:19:22This age gap difference is huge and yeah, I'm scared.
00:19:32I have the option of walking away today and, you know, I'd be walking away from a lot.
00:19:39I know that I will regret not having him in my life, but I don't know if it's going to
00:19:47be too much.
00:19:49Should we just take the easy route and go our separate ways and go back to our lives the way
00:19:58they were?
00:20:00I don't know if I'm ready for this.
00:20:25Guys.
00:20:33We've gone through a lot of hard stuff early on that I'm thankful for.
00:20:39We had to be there for each other and that says something.
00:20:41I've never been able to be there for someone.
00:20:43I was never in the right head space for it.
00:20:45I was never open to receive this and to support someone like I've supported you.
00:20:50I feel lucky that I get to show up for you.
00:20:56I'm confident in this.
00:20:58I'm confident in what we've built.
00:21:00I know what we have and it's the feeling.
00:21:04It's the immediate sense of calmness that you bring me whenever I see you.
00:21:12Us being able to laugh during the most serious moments, the most intimate moments.
00:21:20I'm looking forward to that next step and we'll get there with the age thing.
00:21:30I need you to believe that age is just a number, but also believe in me that every day I'm
00:21:36going to show up and work on this together.
00:21:44When I decided to take this journey to find someone to share my life with, I said to myself that
00:21:55I was ready.
00:21:56When I met you, you drew me in with your smile, your energy and your steadiness.
00:22:05You made me laugh and you made me feel better than I ever had in the past.
00:22:16But for whatever reason, there was still something holding me back.
00:22:23When you met my kids and I didn't tell them your age, it wasn't because I was ashamed.
00:22:29It was because I was scared.
00:22:33Scared because if I spoke it, it would be real.
00:22:38Scared because of the things we might face from the world, knowing that the world is not fair and that
00:22:50there is a double standard against women who date younger men.
00:22:54So it got me thinking, maybe it would be better if I walked away before it got to be too
00:23:02difficult and too real.
00:23:10I'm kidding.
00:23:15It's a lot.
00:23:20It's a really scary thing for me.
00:23:23If I let myself be totally vulnerable with you and the world, it's the hugest risk I will ever have
00:23:39taken.
00:23:45I just didn't see this coming.
00:23:55Just a tall 180 from what we were feeling.
00:24:01I mean, we've shared some amazing times together.
00:24:06And you've been really patient and very understanding.
00:24:14But I just worry that it's too much.
00:24:20You're not up for the fight?
00:24:23I mean, I'm a fighter.
00:24:26I'm also just trying to protect myself and to protect you.
00:24:33I don't know what to say.
00:24:36There's a letter that my kids wrote to you that I want to read.
00:24:49All right, dear John, it was really nice meeting you and watching you and our mom together.
00:25:00She just seemed so happy and we haven't seen her like that in a while.
00:25:10Give me a second.
00:25:14We don't know exactly what the age difference is, but it doesn't matter to us after seeing YouTube together.
00:25:22We just want her to be happy.
00:25:26And you clearly do that.
00:25:28So we support your relationship and are excited for whatever comes next.
00:25:34Love Lauren, Richard, and Michael.
00:25:46I just need to know if you believe that.
00:25:48If you're up for that challenge and you believe and trust your kids that they support you.
00:26:00I need you to wake up every morning and see and believe and trust that your kids support this.
00:26:10And that whatever comes after that, we can, you know, go to battle.
00:26:15But it's up to you.
00:26:18I've said the whole time, the ball's in your court on if you believe that.
00:26:27I mean, it makes me feel a lot more confident and happy to know that they wrote that to you.
00:26:35I had no idea what it said.
00:26:38And so I don't want to walk away.
00:26:43In fact, I want to walk towards something with you.
00:26:48And I don't know exactly what that will be or what that will look like.
00:26:53But I think together, you know, we can navigate it.
00:26:58And I think if you are able to support me and my crazy anxiety, you know, we can make this
00:27:12into something really special.
00:27:15I think so, too.
00:27:16And I will be able at some point to maybe scream it from the mountaintop.
00:27:27But right now, I'm just going to promise you and commit to you to continue to build our relationship into
00:27:39something real and something really great.
00:27:49I accept.
00:27:52Hilarious.
00:27:54I'm excited for whatever's next.
00:27:57And I'm thankful for this experience.
00:28:01And I want to continue falling in love with you.
00:28:07So do I.
00:28:09I love you.
00:28:11I love you too.
00:28:13I love you too much to let you go.
00:28:16I'm good because you don't have to.
00:28:18Mmm.
00:28:19Good answer.
00:28:34All your dreams and all your fears.
00:28:40You think those worlds collide.
00:28:47I'm feeling a little nervous.
00:28:50I have confidence in Derek and I have confidence in our relationship.
00:28:54But I still have a lot of fears about my own future.
00:28:59Ring it on the bell.
00:29:01I just want to help.
00:29:02I just want to know.
00:29:04I mean, I'm 23.
00:29:06I never imagined that I would be moving across the country moving for a man who has children.
00:29:13And I think the fear is just coming from a place of not having experience in being in that sort
00:29:20of relationship or being with somebody who has kids.
00:29:22And say, oh, I don't want to know.
00:29:26I don't want to know.
00:29:27This is a big decision.
00:29:28If heaven is a wasteland.
00:29:30Essentially, I either walk away without Derek and I go back to my life in Seattle.
00:29:34Or I leave with Derek and I get something extremely different than anything I could have ever imagined.
00:29:43When you let the love inside.
00:29:47I'm conflicted.
00:29:48It's like, do I risk it all and change everything I know for a man and for a relationship?
00:29:53Or do I make the hard decision to end it?
00:29:56But you can't find a way to let me in.
00:30:02Not in a million years did I ever think that I would come into this experience and find such a
00:30:09real, genuine, authentic connection.
00:30:12And you say, oh, I don't want to know.
00:30:17It feels like I'm getting married, honestly.
00:30:20There's a lot weighing on it.
00:30:22You know, there's a whole life change that she has to consider.
00:30:24The last conversation we had, she definitely has some question marks.
00:30:29And the nerves are there.
00:30:31She's scared and giving up her life, possibly changing her career.
00:30:35I know that's a lot.
00:30:37I'm wanting to be sympathetic and empathetic to that.
00:30:40But I want her in Dallas with me.
00:30:42But I'm not sure that our relationship at this time is strong enough for her to make that change.
00:30:49I just want to know why you can't find a way to let me in.
00:30:58You look amazing.
00:31:02From the first date, I didn't know exactly what it was.
00:31:05But I knew I was extremely comfortable with you.
00:31:08I felt at ease, at peace from just a quick conversation.
00:31:13Like, honestly, that moment I knew, like, deep down that I didn't want to even explore any other options at
00:31:22the retreat.
00:31:24And, you know, we continued on, moved in.
00:31:29And, you know, yeah, there were some nerves.
00:31:32It's not easy to think I'm going to move in with someone that I just met.
00:31:35But through that process, I thought that it would be great.
00:31:39But I was wrong.
00:31:40Like, it was much better than I could have even imagined.
00:31:44So, for me, you know, the journey, all the laughs and all the good times, the challenges and tough conversations
00:31:53were just as important.
00:31:54I feel like we've grown.
00:31:56Every point alone is right.
00:32:00From the first day, I knew that you were special.
00:32:05Despite our 20-year age gap, I'm certain that my greatest blessing was meeting you.
00:32:13You know, I've always thought about and dreamed about the man I would end up with.
00:32:18But you are far better than anybody I could have imagined.
00:32:28And now I can't imagine a future without you in it.
00:32:38I've been confident in your character since our first date.
00:32:44But after moving in, I'm certain that you were one of the best men that I've ever met.
00:32:59It's been an honor to share this journey with you.
00:33:04And the closer we get, the more I know and the more I see just how great of a man
00:33:10that you are.
00:33:20Derek, you are a phenomenal person.
00:33:24Sometimes it seems too good to be true, but it really is just who you are.
00:33:30And I feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the whole world to have found you here.
00:33:38Many people spend their whole lives looking for what we've found here.
00:33:45If I were to leave here without you, I may regret it for the rest of my life.
00:33:52But if we were to stay together, my life would look wildly different than I ever anticipated.
00:34:04I would be sacrificing my entire life in Seattle.
00:34:09My friends, my support, and everything I've built over the last four years.
00:34:22But today, I'm putting the unknowns aside and I'm trusting my heart.
00:34:29So, I am 100% committed to moving to Dallas and starting our journey together outside of all of this.
00:34:48Yeah, that was a lot.
00:34:52But I promise, I'm always going to put in the work.
00:34:57I'm always going to try.
00:34:59I'll always protect you.
00:35:01And I'll always protect your heart.
00:35:03Pfeiffer, I truly love you.
00:35:06So, this is my gift to you.
00:35:12It's a key to our place that's been my place.
00:35:17That means the world to me, truly.
00:35:21I don't want you to be alone and I don't want you in Dallas in a separate place.
00:35:24Literally, my place is our place.
00:35:26I feel like the luckiest person in the whole world.
00:35:30And I have this whole time.
00:35:32That makes two of us, babe.
00:35:35I want to try.
00:35:38I just need to stop somewhere.
00:35:42I want to try.
00:35:45Show me the world away.
00:35:48Today, I'll shine.
00:35:58I think I just got one more breath
00:36:02Broken heart is beating out of my chest
00:36:05Tired of running, I just need some rest
00:36:09I came here to be able to open my heart up
00:36:12To find someone that I want to spend my life with, you know?
00:36:16When I think about my future, I just want to be happily married
00:36:19To a wonderful guy
00:36:20And despite all of her ups and downs, I think it could be Chris
00:36:25I got one hand on the edge of this cliff
00:36:29And I can't see the girl
00:36:31I'm like a hopeless romantic, you know?
00:36:34So I would like for this to work out with Chris
00:36:36We have something here
00:36:38We are finally in a great space
00:36:40But this step is big
00:36:42I'm 41, he's 26, you know?
00:36:45So is he really ready?
00:36:49I'm not sure
00:36:50I can't give up hope, regardless
00:36:56I feel very uneasy
00:36:58Clearly me and Leah have love for each other
00:36:59Because we have been on an emotional rollercoaster
00:37:02If we didn't have love for each other
00:37:03As soon as it got really dark, we wouldn't be here anymore
00:37:05The question was, and still is
00:37:08Are we in love?
00:37:12Leah is somebody that I have built such a connection with
00:37:16And a care for
00:37:17That I want to look past what we've dealt with
00:37:21And try to move forward
00:37:22At the same time, I'm trying to figure out
00:37:25Am I ready for this or am I not?
00:37:28Because it's a decision that will affect me forever
00:37:35Logic, emotions, my head, my gut
00:37:37Which one do I listen to?
00:37:38And there's so many voices
00:37:40Whether it's outside or in our own heads
00:37:42That are telling us to do a certain thing
00:37:44And I'm trying to just ignore everything
00:37:45That society says should happen
00:37:48And listen to what I know is true
00:37:51Which is the voice in my heart
00:37:53Telling me what is right
00:38:00You look good
00:38:01You look beautiful
00:38:03I mean
00:38:09Prior to this
00:38:11Retreat
00:38:12I was praying that God would send
00:38:14Me and my person
00:38:15And I was really hoping
00:38:17Well, maybe there'll be at this retreat
00:38:19And then I met you
00:38:21And then from our first conversation
00:38:24I knew we had something special
00:38:27And our first gift
00:38:28It was fire
00:38:29You lit something inside of me
00:38:31That I thought was gone
00:38:35I know we've had our fair share of ups and downs
00:38:39But for me, the good times outweigh the bad
00:38:49You challenged me to do and be better
00:38:53And I thank you for that
00:38:56Thank you for hearing
00:38:58Seeing
00:39:00And always telling me to just be me
00:39:04Thank you
00:39:07From day one
00:39:08We've talked about being honest
00:39:11And being open
00:39:12And I think that
00:39:13The most important thing
00:39:15I want to highlight
00:39:15Is just how honest and open
00:39:18You've allowed me to feel
00:39:20You've challenged me
00:39:21You've helped me grow
00:39:23And I hope I've done the same
00:39:26I can't thank you enough
00:39:28For the experiences
00:39:29That we have lived
00:39:37We've had ups and downs
00:39:39And there's no doubting
00:39:40That there's been difficult times
00:39:42And there's been beautiful times
00:39:44And I want to remember
00:39:47Both
00:39:50I think that we do need to
00:39:53Continue to be honest with each other
00:39:55And
00:39:57You know, we've talked about
00:39:58Our age difference many times
00:40:02And maybe
00:40:04The age gap was harder
00:40:05Than we thought
00:40:07But
00:40:08Here we are
00:40:09And I think we've both
00:40:11Made a decision
00:40:11That will impact
00:40:12Our lives and our families
00:40:14And I just
00:40:15Hope and pray
00:40:16That's the right one
00:40:19I think
00:40:19I just wanted you
00:40:21To be able to
00:40:23See what I see
00:40:24And I wanted to show you
00:40:25The world
00:40:26I want to see more with you
00:40:29And I want to get you
00:40:30Out of your comfort zone
00:40:31You know
00:40:33And I do want to challenge you
00:40:34In all the ways that
00:40:35I can
00:40:36And I love it
00:40:36When you challenge me too
00:40:38I can see myself
00:40:40Growing with you
00:40:41Building with you
00:40:43I know it's not easy
00:40:45I understand that
00:40:47We weren't at our best
00:40:50And it's like
00:40:50I want to see you
00:40:51Be at your best
00:40:52And me at my best
00:40:53And see how we can
00:40:54Be our best together
00:40:58I would
00:40:59Like to commit to you
00:41:05Excuse me
00:41:09So
00:41:11Wow
00:41:20So
00:41:20We talked about
00:41:21Our differences
00:41:22And
00:41:23We laid out
00:41:25What we want
00:41:26Out of a partner
00:41:26From day one
00:41:27I think we both
00:41:28Want to have a family
00:41:29I think we both
00:41:29Want to settle down
00:41:30I think maybe
00:41:31We want it
00:41:31At different paces
00:41:32I do think
00:41:33That the age difference
00:41:34Did cause an
00:41:35Unnecessary pressure
00:41:36On both of us
00:41:37And put us
00:41:37In a situation
00:41:38Where
00:41:41For the first time
00:41:42In my life
00:41:44I felt like
00:41:44It was hard
00:41:45For me to be myself
00:41:46Now I'm floating
00:41:48Lift me off the ground
00:41:51My heart is open
00:41:57And that's why
00:41:58Ultimately
00:41:59I feel that
00:42:00This partnership
00:42:00Is not right
00:42:01Now I'm floating
00:42:05Lift me off the ground
00:42:08My heart is open
00:42:15And ultimately
00:42:18I can't move forward
00:42:19With something
00:42:19That I don't feel
00:42:20Is 100% right
00:42:22And I don't feel
00:42:23Like that's fair to you
00:42:24I don't feel like
00:42:24That's fair to your family
00:42:25Or mine
00:42:27So I am deciding
00:42:29To end this relationship
00:42:30Here
00:42:38Honestly
00:42:39I will cherish
00:42:40Every single
00:42:41Freaking moment
00:42:42And experience
00:42:44And I hope
00:42:45That this isn't
00:42:45The end of a friendship
00:42:46That I
00:42:48Truly value
00:42:50So seriously
00:42:51Thank you
00:42:52You're welcome
00:42:54And you are a beautiful person
00:42:55Inside and out
00:42:58Can I have a hug?
00:43:11It's nice meeting you
00:43:24Chris didn't really
00:43:24Want to be with me
00:43:25If somebody really likes
00:43:27She really wants
00:43:27To be with you
00:43:28They'll be with you
00:43:29And they'll fight
00:43:31That's why I was willing
00:43:32To give us a shot
00:43:33And see if we really
00:43:34Could get it together
00:43:34But
00:43:36He wasn't
00:43:38I've always
00:43:39Want to be chosen
00:43:40But I wasn't
00:43:40Going to beg
00:43:41Someone to choose me
00:43:42I also can't
00:43:43Turn a boy
00:43:43Into a man either
00:43:44At least I gave my all
00:43:48I was hoping
00:43:49To find
00:43:50My love here
00:43:51At the retreat
00:43:52But I didn't
00:43:53Overall I think
00:43:55I've just learned
00:43:55Who I am
00:43:57And I'm a very strong
00:43:58Intelligent
00:43:59Beautiful woman
00:43:59And
00:44:00My future partner
00:44:02Will be happy
00:44:03To be with me
00:44:03And
00:44:04I'm excited for him
00:44:06No words left to say
00:44:09Cause I'll be okay
00:44:11I'm strong enough
00:44:26I'm definitely
00:44:28A little bit unsure
00:44:33You know the last few days
00:44:35I've definitely
00:44:35Been in my head
00:44:36I mean there's
00:44:38So much fear there
00:44:39That the age gap
00:44:41Will be too much
00:44:42Where we're at
00:44:43In our lives
00:44:43Will be too much
00:44:44The timing
00:44:45The distance
00:44:52Are we too far away
00:44:53From where the other person
00:44:56Is in life
00:44:57And I would be lying
00:45:00If I said that
00:45:01That still doesn't
00:45:02Cross my mind
00:45:02Every single day
00:45:03With Libby
00:45:06There's definitely
00:45:07Two sides
00:45:08Going back and forth
00:45:10That's like
00:45:10It's not gonna work
00:45:12One's going off
00:45:14Of previous experiences
00:45:15And all of the things
00:45:17That haven't worked
00:45:18And then the other side
00:45:19Of it is like
00:45:20My heart
00:45:21Can you see the shoes
00:45:24Born out of my feet
00:45:27I'm a bit nervous
00:45:29Going into this
00:45:30Me and Andrew
00:45:31Have been so solid
00:45:32This entire experience
00:45:33I don't think
00:45:34I expected
00:45:35To get to this point
00:45:36This morning
00:45:37And be questioning things
00:45:41But the past couple days
00:45:43He's brought up
00:45:45The thing about him
00:45:46Worrying about
00:45:47Taking from my life
00:45:48And the distance
00:45:50Between us
00:45:51So I'm smiling
00:45:53A little bit too
00:45:54Andrew's doubts
00:45:55Are putting more ideas
00:45:57In my head
00:45:58I'm like wait
00:45:59Is he right
00:46:00Is this gonna work
00:46:04His doubts
00:46:05Have now become
00:46:06My doubts
00:46:07And I think
00:46:09All of this
00:46:09Is really starting
00:46:10To freak me out
00:46:17I don't know
00:46:18How he's feeling
00:46:19And I don't know
00:46:21If he's decided
00:46:23That the age difference
00:46:24It's too much
00:46:25So I think
00:46:26It's very possible
00:46:27That Andrew's gonna
00:46:28Break my heart
00:46:29On this mountain today
00:46:29Every single time
00:46:33And you missed the sun
00:46:35I would sit outside
00:46:39Wait for you
00:46:40What's up?
00:46:42Thank you
00:46:43Thanks
00:46:44You look handsome
00:46:46It's true
00:46:52I came here
00:46:54Hoping
00:46:56To find something
00:46:57But I don't think
00:46:58I truly believed
00:46:59That I would find
00:47:01Something real
00:47:02There's a part of me
00:47:03That wonders
00:47:04If this works
00:47:06When we're outside
00:47:08Of the bubble
00:47:08That we've been living in
00:47:11You're 22
00:47:13I'm 38
00:47:15That's a big gap
00:47:18Your life
00:47:19Is just getting started
00:47:20They're figuring out
00:47:22Who you are
00:47:23What you want
00:47:25Where you're going
00:47:28And I'm settled
00:47:29In the life
00:47:30That I've already built
00:47:33The biggest fear
00:47:34For me
00:47:35Is keeping you
00:47:37From your dreams
00:47:40Even though
00:47:41You're a part of mine
00:47:47I understand
00:47:48What you mean
00:47:49And obviously
00:47:50I've been thinking
00:47:51About that too
00:47:52You know that sometimes
00:47:53It's hard for me
00:47:55To really
00:47:58Express how I'm feeling
00:47:59With my words
00:48:00And sometimes
00:48:02It's better
00:48:03And easier for me
00:48:04To write it out
00:48:05So I wrote you something
00:48:15Coming into this experience
00:48:17I hoped for the best
00:48:19But I truly
00:48:19Never thought
00:48:20That I'd meet
00:48:21Someone like you
00:48:22You have everything
00:48:23That I've ever wanted
00:48:24In a guy
00:48:25Which is incredibly rare
00:48:26Because that includes
00:48:27Some outrageous things
00:48:28Like someone
00:48:29Who will sing
00:48:30Taylor Swift with me
00:48:31And manifest
00:48:33You challenged me
00:48:34To open up
00:48:35In ways
00:48:35I never have before
00:48:37And brought out
00:48:38A side of me
00:48:39That not many people
00:48:40Get to see
00:48:41I love the way
00:48:42You talk and care
00:48:43About your daughters
00:48:44And the way
00:48:44You protect them
00:48:45In every aspect
00:48:46Shows what a great dad
00:48:47You are
00:48:49Hearing about
00:48:49Your experiences
00:48:50As a father
00:48:51Has been one
00:48:52Of the many things
00:48:52That drew me to you
00:48:53With that being said
00:48:56I know that
00:48:56That comes with
00:48:57A lot of weight
00:48:57And it's something
00:48:58That I don't take lightly
00:48:59And I know
00:49:00That you're worried
00:49:02About our age gap
00:49:04And the fact that
00:49:05I'm 22
00:49:06And you think
00:49:08That there's a possibility
00:49:10That you could be
00:49:11Taking too much
00:49:11From my life
00:49:14And it has me
00:49:15Thinking the last
00:49:16Couple days
00:49:17About what it is
00:49:18That I really want
00:49:21And I really feel
00:49:22Like it would only
00:49:24Be an addition
00:49:25To my life
00:49:34I've had a lot
00:49:35Of time
00:49:35To think
00:49:37As well
00:49:39And
00:49:41The truth is
00:49:45No matter how much
00:49:46I doubt
00:49:47The age gap
00:49:49The distance
00:49:51The timing
00:49:52I don't doubt
00:49:54The way I feel
00:49:56When I'm with you
00:49:59When
00:50:00We first got here
00:50:03You asked me
00:50:05If
00:50:06I ever thought
00:50:08I could fall in love
00:50:10Before the end of this
00:50:13And I remember saying
00:50:17I think someone could
00:50:19But I didn't think
00:50:21I would be that someone
00:50:25I was wrong
00:50:29Because I have
00:50:32And I do love you
00:50:36You have
00:50:38Opened up
00:50:39Things in me
00:50:41I thought
00:50:42Were shut down
00:50:43For good
00:50:44I've been waiting
00:50:45A long time
00:50:46For something like this
00:50:48A really long time
00:50:50And I feel like
00:50:52It's finally
00:50:53My turn
00:50:55Like this
00:50:56Might actually be
00:50:58My rom-com
00:51:01Happy ending
00:51:03I know
00:51:04I'm so cheesy
00:51:04No I love it
00:51:08I've been thinking a lot
00:51:10About
00:51:12What happens after this
00:51:15And
00:51:16I don't
00:51:17Know
00:51:19What your generation
00:51:20Calls it these days
00:51:23Hard launch
00:51:26Soft launch
00:51:28Probably
00:51:29Something
00:51:30Way cooler
00:51:31Than what I'm about
00:51:32To say
00:51:33But
00:51:35I would really love
00:51:36To leave here
00:51:38With you
00:51:39As my girlfriend
00:51:40Do you want to
00:51:41Hard launch me?
00:51:42I want to
00:51:42Hard launch you
00:51:44I'm going to need you
00:51:45To answer
00:51:46Before I continue
00:51:47Okay
00:51:47Okay
00:51:50I want
00:51:50To commit to you
00:51:52And
00:51:53I want a relationship
00:51:54With you
00:51:54Outside of here
00:51:55Because
00:51:56I also
00:51:58Love you too
00:52:05So
00:52:11There is
00:52:12One more thing
00:52:13My daughters
00:52:15They are
00:52:16The most important thing
00:52:18To me
00:52:21With you
00:52:22You make me feel safe
00:52:24Make you feel safe
00:52:26To open up
00:52:28That box again
00:52:31And
00:52:31I would really love
00:52:33For you to come to Baltimore
00:52:35For you to meet my daughters
00:52:37Because
00:52:38Because
00:52:39I do see you
00:52:41In my future
00:52:43Forever
00:52:44That means the world
00:52:46Coming from you
00:52:48That's really sweet
00:52:50I think that
00:52:52I know how important
00:52:54Your daughters are
00:52:55To you
00:52:56And I want you to know
00:52:58That
00:52:59I think that that's something
00:53:01That's equally important
00:53:02To me
00:53:03And
00:53:04I think that
00:53:05If you were willing
00:53:07To open
00:53:07That part
00:53:08Of your life
00:53:09To me
00:53:09I would be
00:53:12Happy to be
00:53:12A part of it
00:53:15I really do
00:53:17Love you
00:53:20I really do
00:53:21Love you too
00:53:42I'm in a really good place
00:53:43In my life
00:53:43I'm getting ready
00:53:45To turn 50 years old
00:53:46I've never
00:53:47Felt more comfortable
00:53:48In my body
00:53:50Financially
00:53:50Spiritually
00:53:51Everything
00:53:51And the one thing
00:53:53That is missing
00:53:54Is love
00:53:54And I know
00:53:57I'll see you soon
00:53:59I thought
00:54:00I was never
00:54:01Going to find love again
00:54:02But
00:54:03Logan makes my heart
00:54:04Feel full
00:54:04And he gives me hope
00:54:06And he
00:54:07Makes me feel alive
00:54:09There's no more
00:54:11Goodbye
00:54:14I'll build it all
00:54:15With you
00:54:16Logan and I
00:54:17Have had a lot
00:54:18Of ups and downs
00:54:19We're finally
00:54:21At a really good place
00:54:22Except for the question mark
00:54:24Is he ready
00:54:24For a commitment
00:54:25Is Logan
00:54:26Going to take a step forward
00:54:28And be ready
00:54:29For a commitment
00:54:30Or is he ready
00:54:31To go back
00:54:32To his party boy
00:54:33Lifestyle
00:54:34In Dallas
00:54:35And I'll go back
00:54:36To Ohio
00:54:37And start over
00:54:38From square one
00:54:46The thought
00:54:47Of going home
00:54:48Alone
00:54:48Would just
00:54:49Be devastating
00:54:50I don't want
00:54:52This to end
00:54:58I've obviously
00:54:59Fallen in love
00:54:59With Vanessa
00:55:00Our love feels
00:55:02So in sync
00:55:03It feels like
00:55:05Something that
00:55:05I really
00:55:06To be honest
00:55:07I didn't think
00:55:08I would find
00:55:08If I could ride
00:55:12What feels my ball
00:55:16She loves me
00:55:17In a way
00:55:17That I haven't
00:55:19Been loved before
00:55:20It's crazy
00:55:21That she's 20 years
00:55:23Older than me
00:55:23But regardless
00:55:25Of age
00:55:25I don't know
00:55:26If I'm going to
00:55:26Find anybody else
00:55:27Like Vanessa
00:55:32Going into
00:55:32The commitment
00:55:33Ceremony
00:55:33The unknown
00:55:34Is am I going
00:55:35To be able
00:55:36To give her
00:55:36What she truly
00:55:37Wants
00:55:38There's a chance
00:55:39That you know
00:55:41I get up there
00:55:42And see this woman
00:55:42That I've fallen
00:55:43In love with
00:55:43And it's picture
00:55:45Perfect
00:55:46And there's a chance
00:55:47That I might not
00:55:48Be able to meet
00:55:49Those expectations
00:55:50There's a chance
00:55:51That we walk away
00:55:53Without each other
00:56:00Hi
00:56:01Hey
00:56:02You look so cute
00:56:03Good to see you
00:56:04I'm so nervous
00:56:05Yeah right
00:56:07Yeah
00:56:10Can I hold your hands
00:56:11That helps me
00:56:12Because I'm nervous
00:56:16Logan
00:56:17When I first met you
00:56:18You were such a gentleman
00:56:20We had an amazing conversation
00:56:22And then
00:56:23We go out on our date
00:56:26And you tell me
00:56:27You're worried about
00:56:27The optics of dating
00:56:29An older woman
00:56:29And I'm like
00:56:30What is up with this guy
00:56:32I can't figure him out
00:56:33So I was like
00:56:35Forget it
00:56:35You know
00:56:36But
00:56:37You
00:56:38Did a few things
00:56:39That were really important
00:56:40To me
00:56:44You apologized
00:56:45And you took accountability
00:56:47For your actions
00:56:48And
00:56:49That meant a lot to me
00:56:50So I decided
00:56:51I really want to give this guy
00:56:53A chance
00:56:56Um
00:56:58Yeah
00:57:00I feel that
00:57:01With you
00:57:03I opened up more
00:57:04Than anyone else
00:57:05I've ever opened up to
00:57:06In my life
00:57:07I feel safe with you
00:57:09And that's something
00:57:10That's so important
00:57:11To me
00:57:13I was really
00:57:14In a dark time
00:57:15Before I came here
00:57:16You know
00:57:17I lost my mom
00:57:17And
00:57:18It's been
00:57:19Almost a year
00:57:19And being with you
00:57:21You brought
00:57:21Light back
00:57:22Into my life
00:57:23And
00:57:24I'm happy
00:57:25That you're here
00:57:26I'm happy to be here
00:57:31Yeah
00:57:32Yeah I mean
00:57:32Our journey
00:57:34Has been
00:57:35Everything but
00:57:36Picture perfect
00:57:38Despite
00:57:39The whirlwind
00:57:40We found a connection
00:57:41And I think
00:57:43You know
00:57:44You challenged me
00:57:45And you
00:57:46Asked me the tough
00:57:47Questions
00:57:47And
00:57:49Wondered if I was
00:57:51Ready for a commitment
00:57:53Ready for something serious
00:57:54Or
00:57:56I was just another flame
00:57:57For you
00:57:57Yeah
00:58:00But the reality is
00:58:01You have made me
00:58:03Into a better man
00:58:05And
00:58:05Going on this
00:58:06Process with you
00:58:08It was like
00:58:09Nothing I could imagine
00:58:10I'm glad after
00:58:12All those hardships
00:58:13That we landed
00:58:14In this place
00:58:15Of peace
00:58:16And love
00:58:17And there's no more
00:58:18Fighting
00:58:18And
00:58:19I don't want to go back
00:58:20To my old life
00:58:21Without you in it
00:58:22So
00:58:23That being said
00:58:25I would like to
00:58:26Bring you into my world
00:58:28And
00:58:29Meet my family
00:58:30Meet my friends
00:58:31And be by my side
00:58:32And
00:58:33You know
00:58:34As we move forward
00:58:35I'm hoping
00:58:36You would do the same
00:58:37For me
00:58:38And allow me
00:58:39To meet your friends
00:58:40And your family
00:58:41And be a part
00:58:42Of your world
00:58:43Because I really want you
00:58:44To be a part of my world
00:58:56Is this the part
00:58:57You break up with me
00:59:03Here's the thing
00:59:11Our journey
00:59:12Has had a lot
00:59:13Of ups and downs
00:59:15And
00:59:16The chaos
00:59:17That we found
00:59:19Is
00:59:20It's
00:59:23You know
00:59:24Is that
00:59:25Toxic
00:59:26Or was it healthy
00:59:28Right
00:59:29And
00:59:30It's really
00:59:32Made me question
00:59:35Whether or not
00:59:36It's
00:59:37It's
00:59:37It's good for us
00:59:38Right
00:59:41The time alone
00:59:44Has made me realize
00:59:45That
00:59:46Maybe I'm not
00:59:48The man for you
00:59:51Maybe
00:59:53I'm not good enough
00:59:54For you
00:59:55It's really
00:59:55Question that
01:00:01It's
01:00:02It's
01:00:03It has been difficult
01:00:04And
01:00:06I don't
01:00:07Want to make promises
01:00:08That I can't keep
01:00:11So
01:00:18I need the promise ring back
01:00:22I need the promise ring back
01:00:54It's been a tough journey
01:00:57My first instinct
01:00:58Is always the correct instinct
01:01:00And I should stick with my
01:01:02First gut instinct
01:01:03On someone
01:01:05And maybe I was just trying to fit
01:01:07A square peg into a round hole
01:01:10And my picker
01:01:11Was wrong once again
01:01:14Yeah
01:01:16But
01:01:19During my alone time
01:01:21I've also realized that
01:01:24Maybe I don't have to be
01:01:26The perfect man
01:01:31Maybe
01:01:31I just needed to be the guy
01:01:33That was there for you
01:01:35Throughout all the good times
01:01:38Highs and lows
01:01:40Somebody that you could talk to
01:01:42And count on
01:01:43Somebody that would always be there for you
01:01:45Just like your mom was
01:01:46Before she left
01:01:49And I think
01:01:50Spending time with you
01:01:53Enjoying you
01:01:55Not realizing there was an age gap
01:01:59Has made me
01:02:01Want to
01:02:03Commit
01:02:06What is happening?
01:02:09What?
01:02:11I don't want this journey to end
01:02:13Oh my god
01:02:14What is happening?
01:02:16And
01:02:16You know
01:02:18It's been a crazy
01:02:20Rollercoaster of a ride
01:02:24But
01:02:24I'm not getting off anytime soon
01:02:27I love the shit out of you
01:02:30And
01:02:31You know
01:02:32I want to make a promise
01:02:33And a commitment
01:02:37You're someone who deserves everything
01:02:40What is happening?
01:02:42And someone who deserves
01:02:43The Kobe ring
01:02:44Stop it
01:02:46No
01:02:48Is this really
01:02:51Vanessa
01:02:54I'm not ready to get off anytime soon
01:02:56Oh my god
01:02:57What is happening?
01:02:59So
01:03:01We want to continue this journey
01:03:03And do life together
01:03:10Yes
01:03:15Oh my god
01:03:16I'm shaking
01:03:41You tricked me so much
01:03:45When you started attacking me
01:03:46I was like
01:03:47Oh shit
01:03:49Oh my god
01:03:51Oh my god
01:03:57Age doesn't matter for us
01:03:59As crazy as it is to
01:04:03Get engaged to
01:04:05Somebody that's 20 years older than me
01:04:07It's
01:04:08It's Vanessa
01:04:09She's
01:04:11The one that
01:04:12Has changed me
01:04:13She's the one that's
01:04:14Made me feel ways
01:04:16That I haven't felt before
01:04:17So
01:04:17You know
01:04:18At the end of the day
01:04:20It's what I wanted
01:04:21I ran every scenario
01:04:23Of what could happen
01:04:24When I was
01:04:24Coming here
01:04:25But the one scenario
01:04:26I didn't think of
01:04:27Was
01:04:28Finding the love of my life
01:04:29I came into this
01:04:31Experience
01:04:31With a complete
01:04:32Open mind
01:04:33And
01:04:35I'm really super happy
01:04:36With how it ended
01:04:44I did not think
01:04:46I was going to come
01:04:47Into this experience
01:04:48And
01:04:49Completely change my life
01:04:50What was your name?
01:04:51Derek
01:04:52Derek
01:04:52I'm Pfeiffer
01:04:53I love your eyes
01:04:54Thank you
01:04:55Me too
01:04:57It's so rare
01:04:58That you find somebody
01:04:59That you connect with
01:05:00Like this
01:05:00And I never would have
01:05:01Expected it
01:05:02To go this way
01:05:03But I'm so grateful
01:05:04That it has
01:05:05You want to give me
01:05:09Yeah
01:05:09Pfeiffer's definitely
01:05:10A person I've been looking for
01:05:11She's humble
01:05:13She's loving
01:05:14All of those are
01:05:15Like something
01:05:16That I've definitely wanted
01:05:18But
01:05:18I honestly didn't know
01:05:20That it existed
01:05:20I've always thought
01:05:22Age was just a number
01:05:23And damn
01:05:24Yeah
01:05:25This experience
01:05:26Really proves
01:05:27That it's just that
01:05:28Only love
01:05:29Can light up
01:05:31I came here
01:05:32To try something
01:05:33Completely unorthodox
01:05:34To meet people
01:05:36From all different ages
01:05:37And if anyone said
01:05:38You're going to come here
01:05:39And you're going to
01:05:40Fall for a guy
01:05:41That's 20 years younger
01:05:42Than you
01:05:42I'd be like
01:05:43You're absolutely crazy
01:05:46Romeo
01:05:47Romeo
01:05:48Romeo
01:05:49Come out there
01:05:49No way
01:05:50Is this supposed to be
01:05:51The opposite way
01:05:52Like I think you're supposed
01:05:53To be up here
01:05:53With your hair
01:05:54But what Logan and I have
01:05:55Is something really special
01:05:57So I am 49
01:06:02I was going to guess 29
01:06:03I was going to guess 29
01:06:08Why Vanessa?
01:06:09I mean
01:06:10I could have connected
01:06:11With anybody else
01:06:12There were 19 other
01:06:14Women at the retreat
01:06:15Some closer in age to me
01:06:16But I don't think
01:06:18I would love anybody else
01:06:19Like the way I love Vanessa
01:06:20She's one in a million
01:06:21Where do we go from here
01:06:23You know
01:06:27I thought I was going to go
01:06:29Into the last years
01:06:31Of my life alone
01:06:32And now
01:06:33Here I am
01:06:33Turning 50
01:06:34And I'm in love
01:06:44I got more than everything
01:06:45I've ever wanted
01:06:46Out of this experience
01:06:47I met somebody
01:06:49I never thought
01:06:51I would meet
01:06:52One, go
01:06:53Andrew does see me
01:06:55For the real me
01:06:55And not my age
01:06:57He sees parts of me
01:06:58That a lot of people
01:07:00Don't
01:07:00And he just recognizes it
01:07:03And he appreciates it
01:07:03I don't think
01:07:04I've ever had that before
01:07:05I'm enjoying
01:07:06What we have right now
01:07:07I'm waking up to you
01:07:09Yeah
01:07:09Well it's probably
01:07:10The nicest thing
01:07:10I'll ever say to you
01:07:11But like
01:07:13The more I get to know you
01:07:14The more I like you more
01:07:15I really do feel like
01:07:17I got my rom-com
01:07:18Happy ending
01:07:19And I don't think
01:07:20I could have scripted it
01:07:21Any better
01:07:24I absolutely believe age
01:07:26Is just a number
01:07:27Because I never would have thought
01:07:30That I could connect with somebody
01:07:32That is 27 years old
01:07:35On this level
01:07:38I'm gonna go for it
01:07:40I love Teresa
01:07:41I love how
01:07:42She makes me feel
01:07:44Right
01:07:44And for
01:07:46Seeing me
01:07:47For who I am
01:07:48And loving me
01:07:49And accepting me
01:07:51For the 27 year old
01:07:52Is a little more mature
01:07:54It's the connection
01:07:55That counts
01:07:56Not the candles
01:07:57On the cake
01:07:57Should I grab your ass?
01:08:00Yeah
01:08:01I love it
01:08:01I love it
01:08:05I see it in the new light
01:08:09I see it in the new light
01:08:12Again with fresh eyes
01:08:15Hiding for the best night
01:08:17I see it in the new light
01:08:21I see it in the new light
01:08:35New light, ooh, I see it in the new light.
01:08:40Ooh, I, ooh, I see it in the new light.
01:08:44New light, ooh, I see it in the new light.
01:08:49I'm getting it with fresh eyes.
01:08:51I'm ready for the best thing.
01:08:54Ooh, I, ooh, I see it in the new light.
01:09:22I see it in the new light.
01:09:49I see it in the new light.
01:09:53I see it in the new light.
01:10:05It's a different color.
01:10:05It's a different color.
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