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00:00Previously on 90 Day, The Single Life.
00:03Michael, I love you.
00:05I could move back.
00:07I still love Natalie, but is she thinking about us,
00:10or is she just thinking about herself?
00:14Hi.
00:15Hi.
00:16I'm scared to hell to see Mike's mom pray for me.
00:24We're packing up, and I'm moving to Canada.
00:27Oh, wow.
00:28Seriously?
00:30I didn't think she'd move so quickly with Tony.
00:32Now, with the distance between us,
00:34I'm afraid my mother and I will never
00:36have a better relationship.
00:38We believe in destiny.
00:40I mean, I was destiny when I met your dad.
00:42And this was destiny, too.
00:43Yeah?
00:44That's interesting.
00:48She's in Lviv right now, but she's refused all of my help.
00:52I'm constantly worrying about Ilona, and I feel helpless.
00:55I can't go over there.
00:57It's too dangerous.
00:58If she won't even leave Ukraine while they're getting bombed,
01:02then what makes you think that she'll leave Ukraine
01:04and be with you?
01:08One thing I definitely expect us to do is sit by a table and talk.
01:14My head is all over the place right now with my situation with Ronald,
01:18with leaving my son behind.
01:19This trip really could blow up in my face.
01:23Don't know what the hell's going to happen when I see him.
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01:55It's pretty.
01:55They see them aren't all over the place all over the place,
01:58Me and Tiffany have been separated for almost a year, and it's been a really tough time.
02:05Being separated from Tiffany is really hard, but you know, being separated from Kali is
02:11even harder.
02:12It's my first born child that made me serious hard.
02:25Words cannot describe how much I missed my family.
02:29Me and Tiffany's relationship, even though we got separated, I'm hoping on this trip
02:34that we can reconcile things and be together as a family like we're supposed to be.
02:40If me and Tiffany can't fix our marriage on this trip, I have a lot to lose.
02:45My family, I lose time with the kids, I lose seeing them grow up.
02:50So, from my side, I think I will do whatever it takes.
02:56I just now said that in a few minutes I'm going to be face to face with Ronald.
03:07I never would have seen or thought that I'd be going back to South Africa.
03:14I'm really nervous.
03:16This is going to be the first time I see Ronald in over a year.
03:19It's going to be the first time Ronald sees me after losing 75 pounds.
03:24All that's crossing through my mind is I'm going to get there and all my feelings for
03:28Ronald are going to come flooding back in and I'm just going to have to pretend they're
03:31not there.
03:49That's all I believe.
03:54You need my help?
03:57Who's there?
03:58Don't say anything, don't say anything, don't say anything.
04:00Who's that?
04:04Who's this?
04:08Hello, my lovely weekend.
04:10Who's this?
04:12Come.
04:14Take me back.
04:15Take me back.
04:16I don't care.
04:21I love you.
04:23I love you.
04:24You love him?
04:26What's his name?
04:29Are you shy?
04:31She's being shy.
04:32Let her walk.
04:34No, I want to steal her.
04:36You're mine.
04:39You look great.
04:42Say, Mommy, you look so beautiful.
04:45Beautiful.
04:47Beautiful.
04:50I feel like my brain is at a million places at once,
04:54and it's going like 100 miles an hour.
04:57It's weird, like, seeing someone you haven't seen in so long
05:00that obviously is somebody you really care about.
05:03I'm potentially walking back into my old relationship
05:07that made me miserable.
05:13So you see a big difference in Carly since the last resort?
05:17A lot.
05:18She's growing up so much.
05:19She's talking.
05:22She knows right from wrong.
05:24She's out already.
05:25Already.
05:26That hasn't changed.
05:30Ronald suggested that I stay at his apartment
05:31to make it easier for Carly.
05:33I'm just really afraid it's going to be uncomfortable.
05:37All right, we're here.
05:39And Ronald mentioned that he wanted to talk about our relationship
05:41when we got here, but I'm not ready for that.
05:47Oh, my goodness.
05:48The garden looks really beautiful.
05:49You're really taking good care of it.
05:51And you put up my bird feeder.
05:52Exactly how I told you to.
05:55OK.
05:56Here, there's nothing.
05:57Tell me, Liffy.
06:00Look.
06:02Oh, wow.
06:04Look at the tree.
06:06Oh, look at our pictures.
06:07You still have our little...
06:09Look, Carly.
06:10Who's this?
06:12That's Carly.
06:13That's Carly.
06:14That's you.
06:16Yeah.
06:16And there's Dada.
06:18Spending time with my family,
06:20for the first time in over here,
06:22it's something I've been craving
06:24and waiting for a long time.
06:27You remember, Charlie?
06:29It's you, Holly.
06:30It's you, Holly.
06:31It's you.
06:31It must just stay like that.
06:33That's my main goal.
06:35Dada's swim is over here.
06:38Wow.
06:40You really...
06:41Carly, wait.
06:42You have a door, my Liffy.
06:44Look.
06:47Don't go in with your shoes.
06:48Yes, you can go in.
06:49Okay?
06:50Yeah, so you see.
06:53I changed the bed.
06:57Changed the sheets.
06:59Changed the cushion.
07:01Changed the whole bed.
07:02That's the best I could do.
07:04No, I'm happy with that.
07:05I'm really happy.
07:05The whole place looks like a brand new place,
07:08a completely different place.
07:09Do you think you'll be comfortable
07:11living and sleeping in this place?
07:12I can definitely see all the effort you put.
07:15But that doesn't mean that everything is like 100%.
07:18You know, still the reason I'm here is so that you can see Carly.
07:22There's some stuff going on between us.
07:24I just want to make sure that we focus on the important things.
07:29Let's not jump into bed together.
07:30No, we're not jumping in.
07:32We can climb in slowly.
07:35Don't worry.
07:35Yes, Ronald.
07:40I'm really nervous to let him like win me back or like woo me with all these gestures,
07:45because he can that easily hurt me all over again.
07:48So I'm in a pretty vulnerable place right now.
07:51It's like, damn, like give me some space to breathe so that we can like figure out what the
07:54is going on with us.
07:56I really do appreciate everything you've done to make me comfortable.
07:59But if I don't set the boundary of saying like, okay, but first, let's make sure we can do the
08:05co-parent
08:06thing before we blur any lines, because I'm not ready yet.
08:13I'm going to respect you.
08:15I'm going to give you a space that you want.
08:18You want to sleep alone in that bed?
08:19It's fine.
08:21I'll sleep on this couch.
08:22But just now, you want to snuggle?
08:25I'm there.
08:29Seeing Ronald after all this time reminds me of why I was so attracted to him.
08:35We did have an intense love.
08:39I don't want to get in bed with Ronald and potentially have sex with Ronald,
08:43because Ronald does have a lot to prove.
08:47Here, here.
08:48Fast.
08:49Come, come, come, come, come, come, come, come, come, come.
08:53Okay.
09:08I push it down to want to show you.
09:14Three, five, four, thumb.
09:18Hi.
09:20Hi.
09:22I come to the wood to see Michael because I don't want divorce.
09:27We're having this beautiful moment.
09:29And all of a sudden, Trish walks in.
09:35I have a present for you.
09:38Oh, boy.
09:41Okay.
09:43What a bitch.
09:47Trish looked at me like as a person who could take her son from her.
09:51In case I returned, I would have to be on a good feet with my ex-mom.
09:55So I brought her a present.
09:58Oh, you bought me some flowers to plant?
10:01Yes.
10:03Well, thank you, Natalie.
10:04How are you?
10:05I'm fine.
10:06Good.
10:07I'm sort of.
10:09Well, I'm just disappointed in how this all turned out.
10:12I'm just going to tell you right out, you know.
10:14I don't like the way things came with you and Michael.
10:17And my question to you would be, why would you even do this to Michael?
10:21Why did you do this?
10:27Natalie hurt me.
10:28She left me and I just kind of like closed myself off the world.
10:35And my mom cannot move past the fact of the broken heart from her son.
10:43My mom is a tough woman.
10:44She does often speak her mind.
10:47My mom's got questions and it's just a matter of whether we're going to get answers or not.
10:55I'm sorry if you didn't forgive me.
10:57I'm sorry.
10:58I just don't know why you would pretend to love somebody so, so much that you come over here.
11:05You totally used Michael.
11:07That's all you did was use him to get to America.
11:11And then still out of the kindness of his heart, because he is such a kind guy, he still sends
11:16a thousand dollars to your mom and helps her.
11:18And I'm grateful to Mike.
11:19I'm telling you, I'm grateful to him a lot.
11:22And I'm sorry.
11:23I'm good with him helping your mom, because Michael is such a kind hearted man.
11:27Michael, yes.
11:28But you took advantage of all of his kind heartedness when it come to you.
11:32You played with somebody else's heart, somebody else's emotions.
11:35And then the minute you felt like you could run off, you did.
11:40I want you to know that I was honest to Michael and I came with the right feelings.
11:47But the hell we went through with Michael and what we experienced because of COVID work,
11:54I didn't want anymore to destroy myself.
11:57So I stepped away.
12:04I believe whatever she's telling me is not really the truth.
12:09Michael's just a big teddy bear.
12:11And she saw it and took advantage of it.
12:15My son was hurt and that, of course, in turn hurts me.
12:20I mean, come on.
12:23It's just bad news all the way around.
12:27Do you plan on working on a divorce?
12:32I don't know.
12:34What do you mean you don't know?
12:35You don't even want to be here.
12:36How do you not know that you want a divorce or not?
12:40You've been gone for, what, two years?
12:44Why would he want to stay married to you?
12:47You don't act like a wife at all.
12:50Okay.
12:51Does that make sense?
12:52Yes, I hear you.
12:53I mean, a wife usually comes home once in a while, but you don't.
12:57You're gone forever.
12:59You're just gone.
13:00And you're out there dating other men.
13:02So why are you not filing for a divorce?
13:04That's all I'm asking.
13:30You need to decide whether you're going to be married or not.
13:33And if you're going to be married, then you need to get your ass back here and you need to
13:35act like a wife.
13:36And if you're not going to be married, you need to file for a divorce.
13:38If Mike want divorce, we divorce.
13:41If Michael would like to give me a chance, I would consider coming back.
13:44I mean, you know, I was here waiting and waiting and waiting by myself, you know, and then, like, I
13:54find out you're dating.
13:56You're still a married woman, and you shouldn't be doing that.
14:00You know, I mean, let's reverse roles.
14:04Let's say I went and dated a bunch of women.
14:06You would get jealous just going to dinner when I order from the waitress from you, you know what I
14:10mean?
14:10How would you feel if I went and dated, you know, five or six different women?
14:16You destroyed us.
14:18You know?
14:22You know?
14:25I just want Michael and I to be happy.
14:33I'm sorry.
14:36Sure.
14:38Yeah.
14:49I'm sorry.
15:15We're getting a big old sea bass steak ready on here.
15:21Worst chefs in America.
15:25It's been a month since I got back from Ukraine.
15:28Since the Russian invasion, it makes me really worried that Alona is still there.
15:33And I feel helpless.
15:36What I'm seeing in the news is dangerous.
15:39I mean, there's all these bombings going on.
15:43You don't know where anything's coming from because they can just be coming from anywhere.
15:48Here.
15:50Set my table up right here.
15:55Being away from her, it's been hard.
15:58But I waited so long to find her and I'm not going to give up on the love of my
16:03life.
16:18How are you doing?
16:19I'm fine.
16:21I miss you.
16:23I think about you every day when I wake up and before I go to sleep.
16:27Yeah.
16:27Me too.
16:31How are things going over there?
16:33Are you doing okay?
16:34I saw in the news Russia is getting worse.
16:37Yeah.
16:39I feel doing me most nervous.
16:44It's hard for me to talk about this.
16:50It's wild.
16:56I don't believe because we have our life, our home, our work and one day you can get up.
17:08Now it's all...
17:11Mm-hmm.
17:13But our people want to live in Ukraine.
17:17And now they want to protect our country.
17:23Sorry.
17:24No, I understand.
17:27Hopefully, it'll get better over there.
17:32It scares me.
17:34She isn't safe there anymore.
17:37I'm wondering, like, is she going to be all right?
17:40You know, will I ever see her again?
17:42I'm constantly worrying about her and I'm not going to give up on my dreams of being together.
17:50I'm really sorry from the bottom of my heart.
17:53I'm hoping that we can start the process of getting your visa ready.
17:59Would you want to come to the United States?
18:05Uh, yes, of course.
18:08Because I want to be with my man.
18:12I want to hug you, kiss you.
18:15It's very important.
18:18I appreciate you taking the time right now to spend time and for us to talk.
18:25I'm just glad to see you and I will message you in the morning.
18:29Okay.
18:33What I learned in this journey was, you know, you got to follow your dreams on finding love.
18:45I risked my savings, put myself in danger.
18:51Russia planning potential sabotage operations in Ukraine.
18:55I mean, I'm nervous as hell right now.
18:57But I did it for love.
18:59But I did it for love.
19:00And I found somebody.
19:01My name is Ellis.
19:04She is the woman.
19:07I've been waiting for my whole life.
19:12Do you want to be my girlfriend?
19:18Oh, I think he is.
19:24I hope the war ends quickly so Aloni and I can be together.
19:29And I'm going to do everything I can to get Aloni here as soon as possible.
19:35Okay, babe.
19:37Good night.
19:38I miss you, okay?
19:39Yeah, me too.
20:01I miss you, huh?
20:04Hey.
20:05Good morning.
20:07How did you sleep?
20:08Alright.
20:09Quite alright.
20:09And you?
20:10How's the bed?
20:11I don't know.
20:12It's really, really, really good.
20:13Thanks.
20:14How was Carly, all right?
20:15She was good.
20:15She actually, like, went to the bed in the middle of the night.
20:18Is it?
20:18Yeah, she asked me, where's Dada?
20:20Yeah, why didn't you come to Dada?
20:22She didn't know you were out here, and it was dark.
20:24I got to South Africa last night, and it's crazy being back in Ronald's apartment after
20:29not being here for over a year.
20:32So, what are we doing today?
20:33I'm thinking there's a place called Groenkloof Nature Reserve.
20:37Okay.
20:38You know, there might be some animals.
20:40Oh, that's a great idea.
20:42She'll love that.
20:43Yeah.
20:45I feel like Ronald is trying to pick up where we last left off.
20:49He's also mentioned that he expects us to have this conversation about our relationship
20:53while I'm here.
20:55I don't know if I want to have this conversation.
20:56I think I want to hold off as long as I can, because I just, I know how it's going
21:02to end
21:02up.
21:02I know it's going to be an argument.
21:10It's nice to be able to go out and do something with my family.
21:13You know, we flew all this way over here, so it's nice to do something.
21:20Here we go.
21:24Are you ready to see some animals?
21:27Let me see you.
21:28You ready?
21:34Oh, my gosh.
21:35Oh, my gosh.
21:35Look.
21:37There's a zebra.
21:39Hi, pony.
21:41I want to go pet.
21:44That was cute.
21:46Okay.
21:46Go.
21:47Look at that.
21:48Just on the road.
21:49What's up, guys?
21:52Oh, my gosh.
21:53They're so close.
21:54I'm going to pee my pants.
21:56Oh, my God.
21:59Oh, my gosh.
22:00Slow down.
22:00Slow down.
22:01Slow down.
22:01Slow down.
22:01Here's an ostrich.
22:02Coralie, look at the big chicken.
22:04Look at the big chicken over there.
22:05It's not a frippin' chicken.
22:06It's an ostrich.
22:07Damn it.
22:07She's strutting.
22:10That's a killing bird.
22:13Here they come.
22:14Look, friend.
22:14The window.
22:14The window.
22:15The window.
22:15The window.
22:17Oh, the ostrich is going to kick their ass.
22:19So, what's happening?
22:21I'll not stampede him.
22:23You seen him, Liffy?
22:24Oh, my God.
22:25Wow.
22:26And that ostrich is still running over there.
22:28That was cool.
22:31I see the Ronald that I remember, the one that I fell in love with.
22:34And that makes things really confusing because, you know, it's reminding me how much I do still love him.
22:39And what's the most confusing is, I'm trying to keep that inside.
22:44He's not.
22:46Do you remember the first time when Daniel was here as well?
22:50We also took him to the safari.
22:52Just before we got married.
22:54Yup.
22:55In good old days.
22:56I remember.
22:57Yeah.
22:58It was hot as hell that day.
23:00I got the weirdest sunburn on my wedding.
23:02My wedding day.
23:03I had an off-shoulder dress and I had the weirdest tan line.
23:06They look beautiful.
23:09I definitely miss having these moments with Ronald.
23:12We wanted this.
23:14We wanted this life together.
23:16So, I'm taking in the happy moment, but I'm also not letting it sway me.
23:22There's still a lot under the surface that needs to be addressed.
23:28Was this out?
23:30That was a success, Ben.
23:32Because that means she's tired.
23:34Yeah.
23:35Well, on that note, how do you feel about talking about us?
23:38Like, about what?
23:39Specifically?
23:40Well, I mean, about us in general.
23:43Like, when will I be able to sleep in my own bed with you?
23:48Um, how are we gonna fix things between us?
23:52What's happening with us?
23:56I've been actually avoiding having this conversation because my objective is to make sure that we are able to co
24:01-parent.
24:02Just-
24:02And everything.
24:03How do we raise the kids, co-parenting, and I'm not even part of it.
24:10I'm not trying to throw the fact that we might reconcile out the window, but I don't want to make
24:14the same mistakes we made the first time.
24:18I'm willing to do what I must to be with my family. I want to be back together with my
24:25family.
24:27My biggest fear is trying again and failing. So that's why I'm, like, trying to take baby steps.
24:34You can't put your leg halfway into the water and then want to pull it out. No.
24:42Ronald, I want us, if we work on things, to have a happy marriage.
24:47But I can't make that decision, like, right off the bat.
24:50I can't just say, like, you know what? I haven't seen that anything that broke us up in the first
24:54place has changed.
24:55Definitely, at the end of the day, we need to find a middle ground, right?
24:59Yeah.
24:59I mean, you want to wait with it. You want to see how things go.
25:02But then again, I want to know now what's happening with the relationship. That's the idea with the chat.
25:08You need to make a decision. You are married. I'm married. So either we fix this or we don't.
25:16It's not about let's see how it goes. No. No, no, no, no, no. Doesn't work like that.
25:29You with me?
25:31Yeah.
25:36I don't appreciate the pressure that Ronald's putting in to, like, jumping head first into a reconciliation.
25:43I want us to both be happy.
25:46And if that's impossible, we can't get back together.
25:55Are you keeping it real?
25:59I'm calling shotgun, wanna see my baby around.
26:03Oh, what's the word on the scene?
26:05We've been kicking out the dust, if you know what I mean.
26:08We've got a good thing going on.
26:12Oh, I wrapped a kitty.
26:19Okay, that should save the little pussycat.
26:24Oh.
26:30Garbage.
26:31Okay.
26:36I'm a little sore.
26:39Oh, God.
26:41What kind of stuff is here?
26:49Hey, Tony.
26:51Hey, Debbie.
26:54I'm coming up the stairs.
26:56Oh, God. Are you kidding me?
26:59I remember you don't have a bunch of stairs, just a few.
27:05The day has finally arrived.
27:07We're leaving Las Vegas.
27:10And we're going to Canada.
27:12I can't believe it's really happening.
27:14I'm really excited.
27:16The hardest part about leaving is unsurety.
27:20Giving up my life.
27:22What's gonna happen six months down the road?
27:24If Tony and I are gonna have a big fight and he says, go home.
27:27Hey, Tony, where are you?
27:28I'm in the bedroom.
27:31So it's just the unknown.
27:33It's a little frightening.
27:34Mm-hmm.
27:37Okay, I want to take this, please.
27:39What is it?
27:40It's a kitty cat.
27:42It's my kitty cat.
27:43Sure.
27:43Okay.
27:44We have a ton of stuff to pack still, and there's a lot of cleaning up to do.
27:49But Colt and Vanessa said whatever we leave behind, they will put in storage.
27:52I'm really appreciative that Colt offered to do that because we ran out of time.
27:57Would you like to hold my hand while I sit?
28:00You may never get up again.
28:04I mean, how are you going to feel, though?
28:06Were you leaving the house?
28:07You've been here for over four years.
28:09Four and a half.
28:09So it's not just, you know, moving out of the house.
28:13I'm leaving my whole life, and I've raised Colt for 37 years, and he and I have always been together.
28:23Yep.
28:24It's going to be totally different.
28:27I'm not going to be close.
28:29I'm not going to be able to...
28:30You're not going to be able to just jump in the car, drive a couple blocks, and there you are.
28:35You know, leaving this house is weird because we've had really good memories here.
28:41We've had really bad memories here.
28:44Well...
28:45We're good.
28:46What do you think?
28:48You ready?
28:53Hmm?
28:54Oh, come here. It's okay.
28:57It's okay.
29:00It's okay.
29:01It's okay.
29:03You're coming up to a new house.
29:06And you're going to be with somebody.
29:09It was so scary because who does this at 70 years old?
29:13Who gives up their whole life, their friends, their family, their son, their country?
29:18Oh, God.
29:20Leave everything they have and basically live with a man that I barely know.
29:27That is true.
29:28You could end up in your basement or something, you know, or a backyard in a cage or something.
29:33In a dungeon.
29:37We're going to be okay, right?
29:39We're going to be just fine.
29:41No, we.
29:41You said we.
29:43We.
29:43Yes, we.
29:44We.
29:45You and me.
29:48Okay.
29:49Here, I'll grab a bag for you.
29:51You have to take a chance.
29:52If you feel it right in your heart, you have to go with it.
29:56This can go there, huh?
29:58I'm ready to start my life over with Tony and I want to spend whatever time we have left together.
30:03Be there for each other.
30:05Perfect.
30:06Okay.
30:08Okay.
30:09Let's go back in.
30:11Make sure everything's gone.
30:15Wow, what a difference, huh?
30:17I could actually park the car here.
30:19Yes.
30:21Ready?
30:21Okay.
30:23I think I'll write it up to Colt.
30:25Okay.
30:34Dear Colt.
30:36Well, I guess this is really happening.
30:38I'm going to live with Tony in Canada.
30:42We will always be connected, but now it's time for us to go our own ways.
30:48I have fallen in love with Tony.
30:50He loves me and I love him.
30:52I wish you guys the best.
30:55Please realize I will always be there for you.
30:58It's only a two and a half hour flight.
31:01If you need me, just call.
31:09Leaving Colt is probably the second hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life after his dad passed
31:14away.
31:17He's my son.
31:18I mean, he's my baby.
31:19I don't care if he's 36 or 106, he still would be my baby.
31:27I want Colt to know that I love him.
31:30No matter what he does, I'm proud of him.
31:32And whatever decisions he makes, I'm behind him 100%.
31:35I'll always be there for you no matter what.
31:40It really is difficult saying goodbye to everything I know and love.
31:43I don't know what my life is going to be, but you have to move on.
31:50You ready?
31:51Yeah.
31:52Aye.
31:54I love you.
31:55Love you too, dear.
31:59A year ago, I would have never even thought about falling in love.
32:03And if I hadn't put myself out there, I would still be sitting on my bed watching TV.
32:08So you got to take a chance and I'm so excited that I did because I'm 70 years old.
32:12I'm moving to a new country. I'm living with him.
32:14We're having sex. We're having a wonderful time.
32:17I mean, we love each other.
32:19We cuddle up and we sleep together.
32:21We take walks and it's wonderful.
32:23It's just don't ever think it's too late.
32:25Ever, ever, ever.
32:28It's never too late.
32:48We are together.
32:52I came to South Africa to bring Carly to her dad because he hasn't seen her in over a year.
32:57And Ronald's been trying to get me to talk about our relationship.
33:01But if this conversation makes everything explode, am I supposed to just stay here?
33:05I just got your coffee here.
33:12Why are you acting weird all of a sudden?
33:15I just don't understand what you mean I'm acting weird.
33:20Because look at me getting along good, having our moments.
33:25You are here, she's here.
33:26Daniel just needs to come here.
33:28It's what I wanted.
33:30I mean, besides me sleeping on the couch, it's not what I want.
33:36But that's why I want to fix things.
33:40I can't fix it if this thing is still unsaid.
33:44I'm sad.
33:45It's just a hard conversation to have.
33:47Like, I think in my mind, even though I know it needs to happen,
33:51I'm trying everything possible to avoid the conversation.
33:55Just because I don't want to fight.
33:56I don't want to get in an argument.
33:58I don't want things to be...
33:58I don't get what you're saying.
33:59Because things that we did in the past that hurt the other one,
34:05that we must just say it and get it off our chest.
34:10You know?
34:12No, there's a saying.
34:13If you can do the three B's, your marriage won't fail.
34:19Build, break, build.
34:22We build a marriage, and we broke it.
34:26So if we can build it again,
34:28you're going to have a structure that's going to stand for a very long time.
34:31Like, I realize that I have...
34:33If I decide to stay with you, I have to let go of the past
34:37and not continue to bring it back up because that's going to break us apart.
34:42If we are going to work on this this time,
34:45there's still a lot more that we need to talk about.
34:47But I can tell you that I did go on dates, and I regret it.
34:51Fair enough, we were separated.
34:57After going on a few dates, I realized I wanted to force myself to move on.
35:05I can't really open myself up to anyone until I fully decide,
35:12am I closing this door or am I going to work at it?
35:17Going on dates with other people made me realize how much I do love you.
35:23And how much at the end of the day and at the end of the day,
35:25at the end of everything, all that was running through my mind
35:28that I do love my husband, I only love you.
35:31And there's still so much for me here.
35:37If that is the case, which I hope it is, I also want to do better for you.
35:45Okay?
35:48All for one and one for them.
35:55So come, give me up.
35:59It's okay.
36:01It's okay.
36:02It's okay.
36:03It's okay.
36:05It's okay.
36:05It's okay.
36:10Min Tafni has had so many problems in the past,
36:14but I'm pretty sure that we can save this thing.
36:20Take it easy.
36:22Take a break.
36:23It's going to be okay.
36:27I'm trying to do what's best for all of us,
36:30because I would love our happy family all together.
36:35I do love Ronald a lot.
36:37But like, he has hurt me in the past.
36:40He has lied to me in the past.
36:41And my biggest fear is that Ronald won't be able to change.
36:45And that'll be the end of us.
36:56I'm just a full hope.
37:06Bye, guys.
37:08Now I have no idea what we do at Wereا,
37:16so I can't do anything,
37:16but then,
37:16I'll fix it.
37:24Natalie crying, it's very heart-wrenching, it's gut-wrenching, it's, there is definitely
37:35just a lot of emotions that I'm trying to process.
37:41She just really generally apologized, and I am very grateful for that, but does that
37:47mean I'm going to take her back tomorrow?
37:50I mean, I don't know.
37:54I don't know.
37:58All right, let's just take it down a notch here.
38:13Your mom was rough.
38:17I remember me coming to Squim, it was not what I expected.
38:22If I want to come back to Michael and live in the wood, I have to leave Strysh and compromise
38:28a lot.
38:30It's going to be hard for me, but I have to accept it if I want to be with Michael.
38:39I want to come back.
38:44Think on it, okay?
38:48I know.
38:51I don't know what to say.
38:52Nothing.
38:53We said the Lord, Michael, please, I just want to chill.
38:56I can't.
39:04I don't think he's sure yet if he wants to come back to me or something because he's
39:09been in a lot of pain.
39:11But Michael, he cares a lot for me, and I know it.
39:16No matter what, Michael, he gives me a feeling of security.
39:23He always did.
39:26I'm mad at him.
39:27Sometimes I want to kill him.
39:29But at the end of the day, I don't know, he's a good guy.
39:33Do you got your passport and stuff, the one I gave you?
39:36Yeah.
39:37All right.
39:42Okay, I'm going.
39:43I'm sorry.
39:45Take care of yourself.
39:46Take care.
39:46I hope your mom gets here okay.
39:49Oh, my God.
39:49Rish, I prefer it.
39:53Okay, let's go.
40:02Come on.
40:04Come on.
40:05Come on.
40:06Come on.
40:06Come on.
40:06Come on.
40:07Come on.
40:07Come on.
40:10Come on.
40:12Come on.
40:20Look she comes to you.
40:24Safe travels home, okay?
40:31Bye, Trish.
40:32God bless you.
40:40Bye.
40:48When I got married to Michael and said my woes, I never thought that my journey would be so strange.
40:57Love is a constant choice that you make and you have to know exactly what you want.
41:05Michael, make me feel loved.
41:11She does have regrets, but I'm not going to put myself in a situation where I give her my heart
41:17again and she just rips it back out.
41:19So, I'm-
41:21Love is more.
41:21I'm...
41:25Swim against the tide, won't do what I'm told
41:29Back in the rain, cause I'm taking home gold tonight
41:54Back in the rain, cause I'm taking home gold tonight
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