00:00we started planning it and i thought actually do i actually really want to do that and i thought
00:04like on the morning of my baby shower like picture how i'm going to feel waking up like am i
00:09going
00:09to feel excited or am i going to be dreading it and i thought well you're going to be dreading
00:12that because like you're going to feel anxious because you're bringing like different friends
00:15together from different groups and and so i just and i just thought it's you know it's just a lot
00:20so i thought no just swerve it basically so i ended up swerving it but then i also sorry i've
00:25really got a verbal diarrhea but i also then was like well this might be my last baby like i
00:29really
00:29want to do something to celebrate it
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