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00:02:09Nice one.
00:02:10Not very happy about the hook in his dinner.
00:02:17Catch him on a hopper?
00:02:21Hopper's out yet?
00:02:22There's one out.
00:02:25Yeah, they're sure not buying this salmon fly.
00:02:28They're not buying your presentation.
00:02:30You're slapping the water with it.
00:02:31Just lay it.
00:02:34Too much action in your wrist.
00:02:36Stop trying to hail a cab on Fifth Avenue.
00:02:40Just lay it down.
00:02:44Like that.
00:02:53And on a hopper.
00:02:55I do this for a living, big brother.
00:02:57Well, sort of.
00:02:58You should do it for a living.
00:03:00Never make work of your passions.
00:03:02Well, counterpoint to that is love what you do.
00:03:04You never work a day in your life.
00:03:05You love what you do?
00:03:06I don't even like what I do.
00:03:08You should analyze that.
00:03:09Exactly what I'm doing.
00:03:11I'm glad you're doing something,
00:03:12because you damn sure ain't catching any trout.
00:03:18You better not be doing what I think you're doing.
00:03:22Tying on a nymph.
00:03:23Don't you dare.
00:03:24This is my last day, Paul.
00:03:26I'm tying on a nymph.
00:03:27And if you fuck with me even a little,
00:03:30I'm putting on a streamer.
00:03:31I don't know you anymore.
00:03:33I recognize your face,
00:03:35but the words coming from it
00:03:36are the words of a stranger.
00:03:41I don't know.
00:03:45Doesn't count.
00:03:46It counts.
00:03:47I got a spin caster in the truck.
00:03:49Why don't you just put some cheese on a treble hook?
00:03:51Out of here.
00:03:58Hey, I'm keeping it.
00:04:00Of course you are, fucking fish killer.
00:04:02I'm keeping it,
00:04:04and you're cooking it.
00:04:06All right.
00:04:08And lay it out there.
00:04:36Hey, I have the Hermes scarf
00:04:37and the blouse from Brunello.
00:04:39I'm meeting her at the Greenwich,
00:04:40and then we'll depart for the opening at 5.15.
00:04:42Well, does her assistant know?
00:04:44Okay, yeah.
00:04:45Calling now.
00:05:07The Washington Heights Women's Center
00:05:10will provide essential services
00:05:12for New York's most underprivileged
00:05:15and underrepresented demographic.
00:05:18Beyond reproductive care,
00:05:20the Women's Center will provide
00:05:21wellness care,
00:05:23counseling,
00:05:24dietary consultation.
00:05:25The nutritionist was my idea.
00:05:27The diet of some of those people
00:05:29is abhorrent.
00:05:30They just don't know any better.
00:05:31They don't eat junk
00:05:32because they like it, Laura.
00:05:33They eat it because it's cheap.
00:05:35They don't need a nutritionist.
00:05:37They need better food.
00:05:39The food bank has a bigger selection
00:05:41of produce than my whole food, Stacey.
00:05:43And it all rots.
00:05:44They won't eat it.
00:05:45They want chips
00:05:46and chicken nuggets
00:05:47and sugar-coated cereals.
00:05:48They need education.
00:05:52Excuse me.
00:05:58Paige?
00:05:59I was attacked.
00:06:02Attacked?
00:06:02A man just walked up and hit me.
00:06:05Took my bag that hit me.
00:06:06Can you see it?
00:06:07Did you call the police?
00:06:08It just happened.
00:06:10Where are you?
00:06:11Downtown.
00:06:12Get in a cab.
00:06:13Should I go to the hospital?
00:06:14Like, look at this.
00:06:15No, go to Dr. Steele's office.
00:06:17I'll meet you there.
00:06:17Wait, there's a police car.
00:06:27What happened?
00:06:28I was attacked and robbed.
00:06:30Somebody hit you?
00:06:31Hit me and took two bags,
00:06:32shopping bags.
00:06:33What'd they look like?
00:06:34Uh, maybe 30,
00:06:36a navy sweatshirt,
00:06:38hood over his head,
00:06:39tall, tall and skinny.
00:06:40What color was it?
00:06:42Color?
00:06:43His skin.
00:06:45I, I can't.
00:06:47I can't.
00:06:48You didn't notice?
00:06:49Was he dark like me?
00:06:50Or light like him?
00:06:54I don't know.
00:06:55I only saw him walking away.
00:06:57But you think he's 30.
00:06:58How do you know that?
00:06:59I, I saw it for an instant,
00:07:00but yes, he looked 30,
00:07:01or maybe younger,
00:07:02but I don't want to say his race
00:07:03because I don't know.
00:07:05How about this?
00:07:06What color were the shopping bags?
00:07:08White.
00:07:09Two of them.
00:07:09Navy blue sweatshirt,
00:07:11two white bags.
00:07:12Got it.
00:07:13You need to file a report.
00:07:15Woo!
00:07:16Are you still there?
00:07:22117 Park Avenue.
00:07:30How many stitches?
00:07:32I think it's going to take six.
00:07:34How big a scar?
00:07:35We'll deal with the scar later.
00:07:37It's easy for you to say.
00:07:38It's not on your face.
00:07:39Russell might like it.
00:07:40Scars are sexy.
00:07:41Scars on men are sexy.
00:07:43Scars on women are...
00:07:46I'm going to look like a battered spouse.
00:07:48I don't know why you were walking.
00:07:49Why were you walking?
00:07:50You know better than that.
00:07:51I was on Fifth Avenue, Mom.
00:07:52If you can't walk on Fifth Avenue,
00:07:54where can you walk?
00:07:54You can't.
00:07:55That's the whole point.
00:07:57Did you call Daddy?
00:07:59He's fishing.
00:08:00And that means you can't call him?
00:08:01No, honey.
00:08:02I can call him.
00:08:03I just can't reach him.
00:08:04He doesn't have cell service on the river.
00:08:06He'll call tonight.
00:08:07But I can tell you what he'll say.
00:08:09He'll say, take the car.
00:08:11Stay still.
00:08:13He hit me.
00:08:16For no reason.
00:08:18I would have given him the bags.
00:08:20He just hit me.
00:08:51He'll say, take the car.
00:09:04just leave all that shit on the plane i got a surprise for you tomorrow paul i have to leave
00:09:11tomorrow you're fishing the big lost tomorrow you have to pack into the big lost i fly in the
00:09:17smokejumpers and we can use their strip happy birthday
00:09:43baby baby soft soft
00:09:50so
00:10:02so
00:10:04so
00:10:05so
00:10:05so
00:10:05so
00:10:10so
00:10:2064
00:10:27astonishing where the time goes i wonder what do i have maybe 10 15 years before i'm too old to
00:10:36do anything more than just remember
00:10:47look like stacy and the kids to this resort in the caribbean
00:10:52rooms are 10 grand a night villas are 30. this shit doesn't impress me no paul it doesn't impress me
00:10:59either i'm just trying to tell you a story
00:11:01now
00:11:03if you quantify making it by the things you can afford then this place is making it
00:11:08yeah
00:11:09we're sitting there on the beach
00:11:11and watching all these couples walk by
00:11:15we're the youngest there by like two decades
00:11:18i mean everyone's in their 70s and 80s
00:11:21barely
00:11:22waddle across the sand
00:11:25all covered up in their big hats and their long sleeves shirts they'd made it
00:11:32but their bodies were too old to enjoy it
00:11:36we're halfway around the world and they were too old or crippled
00:11:41swim the water run in the sand make love none of it
00:11:45they finally made it
00:11:48they were all too old to create a single memory
00:11:53and they knew it
00:11:57it was on every one of their faces
00:12:00saw them at the restaurant
00:12:02same thing
00:12:03not a smile among them
00:12:05because they knew
00:12:08they'd worked their whole lives for that moment
00:12:13the moment had already passed them by
00:12:19that's why i'm here
00:12:21that's why i quit
00:12:24i make a memory a day brother
00:12:26sometimes more
00:12:29but
00:12:30make them for who huh
00:12:33no kids
00:12:35no
00:12:37no wife
00:12:38you
00:12:38you've got nobody to share it with paul
00:12:40i'm sharing it with you right now
00:12:42once a year you share it with me
00:12:44then you should come more often
00:12:46at least
00:12:46get a girlfriend
00:12:48not on your life
00:12:50how about a dog
00:12:52they're neatier than girlfriends
00:12:53maybe a goldfish then
00:12:57maybe
00:12:57oh
00:12:58you'd probably try to
00:12:59kill it with one of your giant hook streamers
00:13:02ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
00:13:09ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
00:13:09ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
00:13:10ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
00:13:10ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
00:13:10ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
00:13:12ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
00:13:16ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
00:13:19ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
00:13:19ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
00:13:21ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
00:13:23ha
00:13:26Oh, sorry.
00:13:32Abby, how was your day?
00:13:33Laser resurfacing is the most effective.
00:13:35Doesn't that make your skin shiny like forever?
00:13:37I still haven't seen it.
00:13:38You're never seeing it.
00:13:39It looks like a bloody zipper.
00:13:40I wish I had been there.
00:13:42But so he could have hit you too?
00:13:43Oh, you would have gotten a shot stabbed or worse.
00:13:45What's worse than getting shot?
00:13:47I don't know, but that's what would have happened.
00:13:48Being set on fire is worse.
00:13:50Girls, please.
00:13:51And at the police, they just kept asking, what was his race?
00:13:54Like, that has anything to do with it?
00:13:55I mean, it's pretty important information when you're trying to find somebody.
00:13:58Whoa.
00:13:59That's so racist.
00:14:06Where are you going?
00:14:08It's your father.
00:14:09So, where are you going?
00:14:11It is rude to talk on the phone in a restaurant.
00:14:14It is also rude to play on your phone in a restaurant and serve the internet.
00:14:18Basically, what all of you are doing right now is rude.
00:14:22Rude to who?
00:14:24It's rude to me.
00:14:25It's rude to each other.
00:14:26It's rude to the staff.
00:14:27It's just fucking rude.
00:14:35It's so bright there.
00:14:37What time is it?
00:14:38Seven.
00:14:40Full moon.
00:14:42Wow.
00:14:43Look at those stars.
00:14:46My view is better.
00:14:48Well, until your brother gets indoor plumbing, I'll have to take your word for it.
00:14:52Oh, there's plumbing of sorts.
00:14:54Got a sink.
00:14:56Got a shower now.
00:14:57Well, until the outhouse moves indoors, then I'll have to rely on pictures.
00:15:03You feel rested?
00:15:04What time do you land tomorrow?
00:15:07Okay.
00:15:07Gonna have to push it back a day, honey, because Paul has something very, very special planned for tomorrow.
00:15:13Mm-hmm.
00:15:14It's a stretch of river that can only be reached by pack horse.
00:15:17Takes like a week.
00:15:18Paul has permission to fly us into it, honey.
00:15:22This is like, well, it's virgin water.
00:15:25Oh, now there's virgins involved.
00:15:28Nobody fishes this stretch, honey.
00:15:30Nobody.
00:15:31Maybe a dozen people a year, if that.
00:15:34Hey, um, some bad news.
00:15:37Uh, Paige got mugged today down in the village.
00:15:41What?
00:15:42Mugged?
00:15:43Is she okay?
00:15:44Yeah, she just, you know, she got a pretty good shiner and a decent cut.
00:15:48The doctor saw her.
00:15:50Six stitches.
00:15:51Ah, damn it.
00:15:52I cannot come up with one plausible reason why we still live in that city.
00:15:56Well, I'll give you two.
00:15:59Our children.
00:16:00Two more.
00:16:01Our grandchildren.
00:16:02My parents.
00:16:03Make her use the car, honey.
00:16:05That's what it's for.
00:16:07She thinks it's a garish display of wealth.
00:16:10Yeah, well, if my money's so offensive, maybe we should stop giving it to her.
00:16:13Oh, honey.
00:16:14Oh, serious.
00:16:15Sell her apartment and put her up in a house in Great Neck or she takes the fucking car.
00:16:20Oh, my God.
00:16:20I knew you were gonna do this.
00:16:22What am I doing?
00:16:23Okay, let's...
00:16:24This problem will be right here when you get back.
00:16:26Let's deal with it then.
00:16:28All right.
00:16:29She's okay, though, huh?
00:16:30Yes.
00:16:31In the meantime, enjoy your mountains.
00:16:34Enjoy your brother.
00:16:35Enjoy the hole in the ground.
00:16:37He thinks it's the toilet.
00:16:38And I'll see you Monday.
00:16:40Monday.
00:16:42I love you, honey.
00:16:44Love you.
00:17:04So, Russell, anything interesting happen in your world today besides your wife getting mugged?
00:17:11It...
00:17:11It...
00:17:13Uh...
00:17:13Uh, yeah, we're, uh...
00:17:16Well, we're, uh, we're investing in a Dutch cargo ship venture.
00:17:20You know, some of these larger vessels, they, uh, carry over 25,000 containers.
00:17:24Like, 2,000 and change per container.
00:17:26That's over 50 million a load in freight.
00:17:28I mean, you have crew fees and docking fees, fuel by far being the largest expense.
00:17:33So, yeah, nothing interesting happened.
00:17:38Excuse me, um, can I order a martini, gin, three olives?
00:17:47What's wrong with you?
00:17:49I was the one that got punched.
00:18:19I was the one that got punched.
00:18:20I was the one that got punched.
00:18:28Let's go.
00:18:32Prest.
00:18:32Yeah?
00:18:33You might want to grab your rod.
00:18:34Oh, shit.
00:18:35Christ.
00:18:36Ah.
00:18:40The way you talk about this place, I thought I'd only need my net, so.
00:18:44I don't know.
00:19:21Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:20:01Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:20:09Oh!
00:20:27It's going to be one of those days, brother.
00:20:28Yes!
00:20:29I can use one.
00:21:00Yeah, I can use one of those days.
00:21:10Does that worry you at all?
00:21:14We aren't going that way.
00:21:16Because that storm sure looks like it's coming this way.
00:21:20There isn't any weather on the radar this morning.
00:21:22Well, there's weather there now, Paul.
00:21:24Storms build over the mountains every afternoon.
00:21:28But we're going that way.
00:21:33We can leave now if you want.
00:21:36I don't ever want to leave.
00:22:01Can't do it any better than that.
00:22:02I don't know.
00:22:03I don't know.
00:22:13I don't know.
00:22:32I don't know.
00:22:33I don't know.
00:22:34I don't know.
00:22:38I don't know.
00:23:09What do you think?
00:23:11What's this telling you here?
00:23:12I'm just going to pick my way through it.
00:23:14It's going to be a little bumpy over the mountains.
00:23:16Yeah.
00:23:31It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:23:58It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:24:21It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:24:50It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:24:57Big sky approach.
00:24:59This is Cessna 185 Bravo Zulu.
00:25:01I need a swap.
00:25:02Copy that at 2 Bravo.
00:25:03Speed and altitude.
00:25:04130 knots at 8200.
00:25:06Main chains out west heading climb to 11,000.
00:25:09Copy that.
00:25:1011,000.
00:25:10Thank you, tower.
00:25:11We'll get up over this.
00:25:13We'll get up over this.
00:25:25Jesus!
00:25:26Fuck!
00:25:27All right!
00:25:33Wait, where was she?
00:25:35Five blocks from here.
00:25:37Middle of the day.
00:25:41Politicians in the city have guilted us into chaos.
00:25:44Michael wants us to move to Connecticut.
00:25:46We're just staying in the Hamptons year-round.
00:25:48And I'm running out of excuses.
00:25:50The kids are gone.
00:25:51We can work from anywhere these days.
00:25:53Well, why don't you?
00:25:55Because our marriage wouldn't last a month.
00:25:57Oh, stop it.
00:25:58I'd have to learn how to cook for one.
00:26:00Oh, God forbid.
00:26:01Yeah.
00:26:02And what in the world would we talk about?
00:26:04All of our friends are here.
00:26:05The ones that haven't moved to Florida.
00:26:10This is my city.
00:26:11It has gone to hell before.
00:26:13It will come back.
00:26:14It always does.
00:26:15Now you, on the other hand,
00:26:17how you keep your mountain man in Manhattan.
00:26:20That is a trick that you must show me.
00:26:23Our daughters is the trick.
00:26:25He would never leave them.
00:26:26And he will never get the girls to leave.
00:26:30So, you know, he just,
00:26:32as long as he gets his little escapes.
00:26:34But you have to wonder why we choose to live in a place we need to escape.
00:26:38Because there's no stock exchange in Telluride, my dear.
00:26:40Whenever I see Michael looking at properties online,
00:26:43I just, I just remind him how far that is from Yankee Stadium.
00:26:46And that usually does it.
00:26:49You'd have to stock the Hudson with trout to entice mine.
00:26:53Just buy him a little cabin in the Catskills.
00:26:55I think they invented fly fishing there.
00:26:58It's just three hours away.
00:26:59He can go there whenever he wants.
00:27:01It's easier to get there than the Hamptons.
00:27:03You realize all we ever talk about is leaving.
00:27:05It's all anyone talks about.
00:27:07Well, of course we do.
00:27:08We're New Yorkers.
00:27:09What else are we going to talk about if we can't complain about our city?
00:27:16Do we know anyone in Idaho?
00:27:19Well, the Greenbergs have a house in Sound Valley.
00:27:22Preston didn't call me last night.
00:27:23I'm just going to...
00:27:26Hello?
00:27:28Is this Mrs. Clabber?
00:27:31It is.
00:27:32Who's this?
00:27:34I'm Officer Shepard with the U.S. Department of Forestry.
00:27:39Yes?
00:27:41Is your husband Preston Clabber?
00:27:46Yes.
00:27:49Ma'am, your husband was involved in a plane crash on a mountain called Bora Peak.
00:27:57Can I...
00:27:58Is...
00:27:59Can I speak to him?
00:28:01Is he all right?
00:28:02No, ma'am.
00:28:06I'm sorry to say both he and Paul Clabber did not survive the crash.
00:28:10Stacy?
00:28:14Oh, ma'am.
00:28:17What do I do?
00:28:18What do I do?
00:28:18Well, ma'am, we'd like you to come here and identify the bodies.
00:28:22Help arrange transport to wherever you choose as their resting place.
00:28:27This is Stacy's friend.
00:28:28What's happened?
00:28:31Oh.
00:28:33Uh.
00:28:34Um.
00:28:36Let me get them.
00:28:41Um.
00:28:43Uh, Idaho Falls.
00:28:45Is there an airport?
00:28:46I'm sorry.
00:28:49Okay.
00:28:49Okay.
00:28:51What do I need?
00:28:52No.
00:28:53I just...
00:28:53Just...
00:28:54Just...
00:28:55Just let me...
00:28:58Oh, my God.
00:29:01Oh, my God.
00:29:03Oh, my God.
00:29:03Oh, my God.
00:29:04Oh, my God.
00:29:05Oh, my God.
00:29:05Oh, my God.
00:29:07Oh, my God.
00:29:07Oh, my God.
00:29:07Oh, my God.
00:29:09Oh, my God.
00:29:10Oh, my God.
00:29:13Oh, my God.
00:29:33I'll get the car
00:29:39Mom
00:29:40They just think it's him
00:29:42They don't know
00:29:43Paige
00:29:44What?
00:29:45They don't
00:29:46Paige
00:29:47They look like pilgrims
00:29:49Where are we?
00:29:53Hey
00:29:55I texted and I left a message
00:29:59This is a little more important than school, don't you think?
00:30:02I can't include you in decisions when you do not respond
00:30:06I will tell you why
00:30:07Because he is my fucking father and they are my children
00:30:09When people talk about life-altering events, they are talking about this
00:30:13Then get on a plane and come get him
00:30:17Yeah, that's what I got
00:30:20You know, I don't want it anymore
00:30:48Would you like to check in at the hotel, deal with the rest in the morning?
00:30:54Take me to the coroner. I want to get this over with.
00:31:01Would you like some music?
00:31:03I would not.
00:31:03Okay.
00:31:18Do we all go in?
00:31:20I don't know.
00:31:22Let me get the lay of the land.
00:31:36Ma'am, we're very sorry for your loss.
00:31:40Did you walk me through this?
00:31:42You knew the brother as well?
00:31:44I did.
00:31:44The state requires that remains be positively identified by a relative or close friend.
00:31:50Someone with enough familiarity to make visual recognition.
00:31:54Won't take long.
00:32:32There's no other way.
00:32:35I mean, clearly you know who it is or you wouldn't have known to contact me.
00:32:40We found a phone, ma'am.
00:32:41That does not positively identify a body.
00:32:44But why else would he have the phone?
00:32:47I don't make the laws, ma'am.
00:32:49But I do have to enforce them.
00:32:53You're going to force me.
00:33:00Before he left, he kissed me.
00:33:05And he smiled.
00:33:07And that is the last image of him in my mind.
00:33:10If I go in there and see what happened to him,
00:33:16that is the last image in my mind.
00:33:22Forever.
00:33:27I'll do it, mom.
00:33:29No.
00:33:30No, you won't.
00:33:34No, you got me.
00:33:36No, you got me.
00:33:37No, you got me.
00:34:02Which is which?
00:34:04We don't know.
00:34:23We don't know what to do.
00:35:04What's wrong with fingerprints?
00:35:05How dare you?
00:35:21Show me what you showed her.
00:35:51He had a will?
00:35:52Yes.
00:35:53Life insurance?
00:35:54Yes.
00:35:56I hate to ask these things, but...
00:35:57We're taken care of.
00:36:00What about a funeral?
00:36:01I don't know.
00:36:05The ranch, maybe.
00:36:08I guess I'll take care of his brother as well.
00:36:10He doesn't have anyone.
00:36:13Then you'll never be able to visit him, Stacy.
00:36:16I'll close my eyes when I want to visit him.
00:36:18What are you going to do with this cabin?
00:36:20It's not my cabin.
00:36:21It's your cabin now.
00:36:23And if you sell it, then you can't visit him anywhere.
00:36:26Think about that.
00:36:27Bring him home.
00:36:27This is too much.
00:36:28Too many decisions for one day.
00:36:30Take a sleeping pill.
00:36:31I plan to.
00:36:32I'll call you tomorrow.
00:36:33Okay.
00:37:04Oh, my God.
00:37:20We were thinking a slumber party.
00:37:23You might.
00:37:24Come on.
00:37:28There's bound to be some shitty pizza in this town.
00:37:30Is there?
00:37:32I hope so.
00:37:37Girls, can you ninja up some Netflix on the TV?
00:37:41For you.
00:37:43Oh, God bless you.
00:37:46Nothing teaches you to self-medicate like a good divorce.
00:37:50What do you want, Grandma?
00:37:52A comedy.
00:37:53Uh, hmm.
00:37:56What about A River Runs Through It?
00:37:58It was Grandpa's favorite movie.
00:38:02A river may run through it, but I've never actually gotten through it.
00:38:07So, in honor of him.
00:38:12We've come to the right place.
00:38:16Uh, pizza.
00:38:18Can you find some?
00:38:19Pizza?
00:38:19Yeah.
00:38:20Yeah.
00:38:20And ice cream.
00:38:22What flavors?
00:38:23Dazzles with options.
00:38:25Done.
00:38:26Thanks, Russ.
00:38:29Is it going to be sad?
00:38:32Oh.
00:38:33It's about fishing.
00:38:34How sad can it be?
00:38:48I am haunted by words.
00:38:51Thanks, Mom.
00:38:52I sure feel better now.
00:38:54Jesus.
00:38:56It made your father cry, too.
00:38:58Every time.
00:38:59Like, baby.
00:39:01Baby.
00:39:03Oh, that and, uh, Rudy.
00:39:06Only men can cry over fishing and football.
00:39:10God, for life to be that simple.
00:39:14You know, in 39 years of marriage, we never fought.
00:39:22Not once.
00:39:24I mean, we, we, we danced right to the edge, but, but, but, we both knew how, how precious
00:39:33and how rare what we had was.
00:39:40I should be happy that he died out here doing something that he loves, not tethered to some
00:39:50hospital bed like most men waiting to die.
00:39:58He died living, not existing.
00:40:05How many could say that?
00:40:08I hope you find what we had someday, honey.
00:40:11I really, really do.
00:40:12I hope you meet a man that's worth missing.
00:40:18I just, like, want to return my call.
00:40:20Oh, God.
00:40:21We can work on your standards.
00:40:25Oh.
00:40:27Oh.
00:40:31Oh.
00:40:31Oh.
00:40:40Oh.
00:40:41Oh.
00:40:41Oh.
00:40:44Oh.
00:40:50Do you guys have service?
00:40:55Are we close?
00:40:57I don't know.
00:40:57Never been there before.
00:40:59We're close, I think.
00:41:01Oh.
00:41:16I guess this is it.
00:41:18This is it?
00:41:19This is what the nav says.
00:41:21Stop.
00:41:23Stop.
00:41:24Stop.
00:41:42I've seen that photo.
00:41:46Okay.
00:42:21I've seen that photo.
00:42:51I've seen that photo.
00:43:23I've seen that photo.
00:43:33It's very weird.
00:43:34There's a sink and a shower, but no toilet.
00:43:37Toilets are outside.
00:43:39Outside?
00:43:40There's no septic system.
00:43:41The cabins are too close to the river.
00:43:44And that's why we never visited.
00:43:45I have absolutely no idea how you would get this furniture up here.
00:43:53Where are you going?
00:43:55I want to find Preston's cabin.
00:43:57Well, take this.
00:43:57Be careful.
00:44:01Uh, what's that?
00:44:02Bear spray.
00:44:03You said no bears.
00:44:04I said he never mentioned bears.
00:44:05I said no bears.
00:44:06I said no bears.
00:44:10I said no bears.
00:44:14I said no bears.
00:44:23I said no bears.
00:44:24I said no bears.
00:44:25I said no bears.
00:44:26I said no bears.
00:44:26I said no bears.
00:46:05As if there aren't 12 ballet academies nearby, and Paige has some work, something with Russell at that new club
00:46:14they wasted their money joining.
00:46:16Our money.
00:46:18They wasted our money joining it.
00:46:21I stand corrected.
00:46:23What are you doing?
00:46:24I am making coffee.
00:46:27What time is it there?
00:46:29I don't know.
00:46:295.30.
00:46:31Babe, you'll be up all night.
00:46:33Well, I try to sleep as little as possible when I'm here.
00:46:37You know, at night, the bull elk come down to the river and bugle.
00:46:42They bugle.
00:46:43They bugle.
00:46:44It's kind of a high-pitched, almost like a whistle, and it drives the lady elk crazy.
00:46:49Oh, I remember when you used to bugle.
00:46:53I can still bugle.
00:46:55Well, it's more like a trombone these days.
00:46:58But, hey, I am no spring lady elk, so trombone is just fine with me.
00:47:05How do you make coffee?
00:47:06I thought you said you didn't have electricity.
00:47:08Well, it's electricity, just no outlets.
00:47:11We've got a light over the porch and light over the table.
00:47:16Huh.
00:47:17You didn't answer my question.
00:47:19Well, I build a fire in the stove and fill the pot from the river.
00:47:25Pour the coffee in the pot, boil the water, and there you go.
00:47:31You can taste the smoke, Stacy.
00:47:34It's the best cup of coffee you'll ever have.
00:47:39Oh, honey, I think you are romanticizing this to the point of physical impossibility.
00:47:45Maybe you should just wash the pot.
00:47:48Well, technically, it's a percolator.
00:47:50Ah.
00:47:51And if you'll ever come here, I'll make you a cup.
00:47:55Best you'll ever have.
00:47:57If you really wanted me to come there, you and your brother would build a bathroom.
00:48:01It has a bathroom.
00:48:02Inside the house.
00:48:04God, you're spoiled.
00:48:06Well, the conveniences have become your necessities.
00:48:09We went camping once a long time ago.
00:48:13Or have you managed to block that out?
00:48:15No, no, no, no.
00:48:16That was not camping.
00:48:17That was an excuse to get you in a tent.
00:48:20I had planned nothing past the sex.
00:48:24Well, you married a city mouse, honey.
00:48:28City mice stay in the city.
00:48:31You need to see it, Stacy.
00:48:34Just once.
00:48:35I do.
00:48:37I do see it.
00:48:38Every time you send a picture of you and some traumatized trout.
00:48:42It's not the same.
00:48:44I love you.
00:48:48Well...
00:48:49I'm...
00:48:51I don't...
00:48:52Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:49:21girls girls where are you going we just want to check it out well don't climb on anything
00:49:29watch out for snakes are there snakes i don't know so you probably should watch out for them
00:49:47what in the world i found a motel about an hour away does not look great
00:49:54you could drive into bozeman or helena everything seems to be about
00:49:58two hours from everything else
00:50:05how long do you think she wants to stay i think i'll find out
00:50:17mom mom
00:50:23what's that
00:50:27coffee maker
00:50:28it is
00:50:31it's done
00:50:32you want some
00:50:34why not
00:50:54he sat here and called me
00:50:58right here
00:51:02talked about fish
00:51:06and i'd pretend like i cared
00:51:11he was right
00:51:15not the same in pictures
00:51:19i never came with him because
00:51:24i thought i'd be bored
00:51:28or you know a third wheel i didn't want to interrupt his man time his brother time
00:51:35i thought about bringing you two out when you were younger but then
00:51:39you know it's not a vacation for him it's a
00:51:42it's a trip and he's worried about pleasing you and not himself and
00:51:50wow was i wrong
00:51:53i robbed us of this
00:51:57i robbed him of sharing it with us
00:52:00please don't do that
00:52:03do not blame yourself for things that you didn't do
00:52:07you had a loving marriage for 40 years in new york city i mean
00:52:13they should both statue me too
00:52:20miss him
00:52:22god knows i will
00:52:25but no blame
00:52:28you two did it right
00:52:34it's getting late
00:52:36motel's a hike
00:52:37we can come back in the morning
00:52:42i'm gonna stay here
00:52:46mmm
00:52:47he's right
00:52:48he can taste the smoke
00:52:52mmm
00:53:08she's just gonna stay
00:53:10and do what
00:53:11there's not even a bathroom
00:53:13oh i found one
00:53:13dude
00:53:14it's outside
00:53:15spartan
00:53:17what does spartan mean
00:53:18rustic
00:53:20there's like a hornet's nest
00:53:23inside the hole
00:53:24adds a certain degree of difficulty
00:53:26she can't stay here
00:53:27okay
00:53:28it's selfish
00:53:29she's acting like
00:53:31she's the only one who lost somebody
00:53:33okay
00:53:33he was my father
00:53:34dare
00:53:36she has been with him
00:53:37since she was 19
00:53:39i've been with him since i was born
00:53:41so were you
00:53:41we were not with him
00:53:42he was present
00:53:45when we needed something
00:53:46when we needed a
00:53:47chauffeur
00:53:48or a cheerleader
00:53:49a therapist
00:53:51a bank
00:53:52you want to mourn something
00:53:54why don't we mourn the time
00:53:55that we didn't give him
00:53:56he was her lover
00:53:58and her best friend
00:53:59it is not the same thing
00:54:01you lost the idea of him page
00:54:03which you can still have
00:54:05girls go back outside now
00:54:07we can hear you yelling
00:54:33oh god bless your uncle
00:54:38hey
00:54:38did i see a
00:54:40a garden
00:54:41somewhere
00:54:41by the barn
00:54:43what's in it
00:54:44we didn't check
00:54:45let's check
00:54:54i'd say you nailed it
00:54:57with me
00:54:59but
00:55:00if that's all he was
00:55:02to you two
00:55:04what a shame
00:55:06girls
00:55:16kale
00:55:17and swiss shard
00:55:19i think these are scallions
00:55:21oh
00:55:21this is time
00:55:22this
00:55:24will come in handy
00:55:26nice right
00:55:28strawberries
00:55:30wow
00:55:31wait
00:55:32you can just grow them
00:55:34apparently
00:55:35i thought they just came from farms
00:55:37oh
00:55:38that's what this is
00:55:39it's an
00:55:39itty bitty farm
00:55:41ah
00:55:41i think
00:55:43this is spinach
00:55:46what's this
00:55:49oh shit
00:55:50that's a snake
00:55:51everything okay
00:55:53we're okay
00:55:54it's okay
00:55:55it's more scared of you than you are of him
00:55:57okay let's just go
00:55:59over here
00:56:17oh
00:56:19oh
00:56:21right
00:56:22lesson learned
00:56:25less
00:56:26less
00:56:26is more
00:56:26with this stuff
00:56:40when was the last time
00:56:42you saw one of those girls
00:56:43one of what
00:56:46sunset
00:56:49can't remember
00:56:51no me neither
00:56:57there must be a nice grocery store around here
00:56:59because paul has every cheese on the planet
00:57:01i sent a package
00:57:02your father likes to rough it
00:57:03but he doesn't like to starve
00:57:05somebody grate the parmesan
00:57:07uh
00:57:07we got it here
00:57:14what are you making?
00:57:16polenta
00:57:17how are you making polenta?
00:57:19you just boil cornmeal honey
00:57:21i i don't think polenta has corn in it
00:57:24that's all polenta has
00:57:26just corn and liquid and cheese
00:57:28i think that's grits
00:57:30yes
00:57:30grits and polenta are the same thing
00:57:33mother
00:57:35they make grits in alabama
00:57:36you're telling me it's the same thing as the dish from italy?
00:57:39it's the exact same thing
00:57:40just finish it with different toppings
00:57:42if it has different ingredients
00:57:44it's a different dish
00:57:45somebody pour me some wine
00:57:46like they're making the same thing in birmingham
00:57:49that they're making in florence
00:57:50with different cheese
00:57:52that's the only difference
00:57:53okay
00:57:53i'm not gonna argue with you
00:57:55because you're in mourning
00:57:57but the time will come where i will tell you how wrong you are
00:58:05um
00:58:07oh that looks great
00:58:10yeah um
00:58:11i don't think this is beef
00:58:14what? it's beef?
00:58:16yeah it didn't cook like beef
00:58:17it doesn't smell like
00:58:18look at me
00:58:19it's beef
00:58:20okay?
00:58:21for tonight
00:58:21it's beef
00:58:24okay
00:58:26um
00:58:26what
00:58:27what
00:58:27what
00:58:27what is it
00:58:28really
00:58:30it said elk
00:58:32but the world doesn't need to know that
00:58:35why?
00:58:36do you think the uh
00:58:37you think the world would uh
00:58:38re-rebold?
00:58:40how do you think your wife would react?
00:58:43um
00:58:43yeah
00:58:44not uh
00:58:44not
00:58:45good
00:58:45multiply that by four
00:58:47right
00:58:47okay
00:58:48so should i slice it?
00:58:49no i think you should just do whatever
00:58:51you think
00:58:52will make it look more like beef
00:58:53yeah
00:58:53got it
00:58:54got it
00:58:57can i have more of the steak?
00:58:59you bet honey
00:59:00oh thank you bro
00:59:02you're a really good cup
00:59:03thanks
00:59:05steak's really good honey
00:59:10thank you
00:59:12do you girls want more grits?
00:59:13it's not grits
00:59:14it's polenta
00:59:15you and i can agree to disagree
00:59:16but i'm not lying to my children
00:59:18they're my children
00:59:19they're my nieces
00:59:20you know what i mean
00:59:21they're basically my children
00:59:23they're not even kind of your children
00:59:25but
00:59:25if you want them to be your children
00:59:27you can get them to dance on tuesday and thursday
00:59:30and then take them to fucking paramezay
00:59:32in the morning for gymnastics
00:59:33fine
00:59:34the children
00:59:35i'm not lying to
00:59:36the children
00:59:37i don't see why not
00:59:38i'm lying to mine
00:59:41are you enjoying the elk
00:59:42page?
00:59:44the what?
00:59:46it's elk
00:59:52elk
00:59:52like the deer?
00:59:54no
00:59:54no
00:59:55not a deer
00:59:55the big deer?
00:59:56no it's a different species
00:59:57it's kind of like grits and polenta
01:00:00according to your logic
01:00:01it has big horns
01:00:03and hooves
01:00:04and it was roaming around freely
01:00:06until your brother-in-law shot it
01:00:08that's what i'm eating?
01:00:08i'm not sure that they have hooves
01:00:11did you know?
01:00:13you knew i can fucking tell
01:00:15you knew and you cooked it
01:00:17and you're just gonna let me eat it?
01:00:18i think it's really good
01:00:21mom
01:00:21what do you think is gonna happen to all the food
01:00:23in this house
01:00:24page?
01:00:25it's gonna get eaten
01:00:26or it's gonna rot
01:00:28i didn't kill the thing
01:00:29your uncle will never kill another one
01:00:31i suppose we could throw it all away
01:00:33and then it's nourishing some raccoon or worms or
01:00:38i guess
01:00:39or it can nourish us
01:00:41which is what it's doing
01:00:45when's the last time you cooked a meal
01:00:46page?
01:00:47not reheated one
01:00:48not microwaved one
01:00:49we picked that from a garden
01:00:51your uncle took that from somewhere around here
01:00:54the cornmeal is in a jar
01:00:56did he make that?
01:00:58maybe
01:00:59everything we ate
01:01:00came from this
01:01:02this little world
01:01:03that your father adored
01:01:06we made a meal
01:01:07from this place
01:01:08together
01:01:10i think it's beautiful
01:01:12i think it's perfect
01:01:14and i know your father would too
01:01:20i wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together
01:01:27goodnight
01:02:01thank you
01:02:13I wonder if that stuff works
01:02:17I guess
01:02:18So long as the wind is at your back
01:02:21Good point
01:02:26What are you reading?
01:02:30A journal
01:02:33Your father kept a journal here
01:02:3825 years
01:02:41What's it say?
01:02:42Talks about which river
01:02:46And then it says to crack a window
01:02:49And lighting the stove in a wind
01:02:51There's a downdraft that pushes the smoke back into the cabin
01:02:56It's half diary, half
01:02:59How-to guide
01:03:03Then there's this
01:03:07About me
01:03:10There's a spot
01:03:13Upriver
01:03:17And he calls it Stacy's Valley
01:03:20The elk don't graze there for some reason
01:03:23So the grass grows tall
01:03:25And it's yellow
01:03:26And it reminds him of my hair
01:03:37I-I need to know
01:03:41His last little secret
01:03:45How can I say goodbye
01:03:48When there's still
01:03:50More to know
01:03:59So tomorrow morning
01:04:00I'm gonna get up
01:04:04And I'm gonna find
01:04:06This little valley
01:04:17And then I'm gonna bring your father here
01:04:22And I'm gonna bury him there
01:04:26And then I'm gonna take this book
01:04:28And I'm gonna visit
01:04:30Every place
01:04:32He wrote about
01:04:36And you can tell me I'm crazy
01:04:37You can say I need to move on
01:04:39I have a whole life ahead of me
01:04:41And all that shit
01:04:42I am 65 years old
01:04:44I don't have
01:04:44A whole life ahead of me
01:04:46I have a very small window
01:04:49To be reckless
01:04:50To make decisions
01:04:53That feed this
01:04:54And never factor this
01:04:56Into the equation
01:04:56And that's what I'm gonna do
01:04:58I'm gonna do
01:04:59What he begged me to do
01:05:01For 30 years
01:05:04I'm gonna finally see this place
01:05:11Want some company?
01:05:16I'd love some
01:05:21Well then I'll see you in the morning
01:05:22Okay
01:05:51I'll see you in the morning
01:05:58Poor choice of footwear
01:05:59In retrospect
01:06:44I personally for the record
01:06:46Feel that we are underdressed
01:06:48Unarmed
01:06:48And just
01:06:50Generally unprepared
01:06:51For any kind of
01:06:52Exploratory venture afoot
01:06:54Afoot
01:06:56I didn't know they taught
01:06:57The Queen's English at Brown
01:06:58Well they do
01:06:59I mean I didn't actually study it
01:07:01But the course does exist
01:07:03And the world is a better place
01:07:05For it Russell
01:07:09Let's go find this spot
01:07:13Good job
01:07:13Good job
01:07:13I'll see you in the morning
01:07:13Oh my God
01:07:23I'll see you in the morning
01:07:23Believe so
01:07:24Bye
01:07:24Go on
01:07:24Bye
01:07:24Bye
01:07:49To be continued...
01:08:13To be continued...
01:08:33To be continued...
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