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00:06Scareckel to Scareckel
00:16Scareckel to Scareckel
00:36Scareckel
00:38Scareckel
00:38Scareckel
00:38Scareckel
00:44Scareckel
00:50I don't know.
01:23I still dream about that night sometimes.
01:27I still dream about them.
01:31Because they were there.
01:35We did everything together back then.
01:38The four of us.
01:41Separate.
01:43But inseparable.
01:51I suppose it's a bit of a shock.
01:53I mean, you get a message like that, and I really must think about, well, life, I suppose.
01:58The choices you've made, the things you've done, or, you know, not done.
02:01And I don't get me wrong looking after Mommy.
02:02Well, it's a privilege in many ways.
02:03I'm lucky I can focus on it without any other.
02:05Well, distractions, for want of a better word.
02:07And it's very rewarding in its own way.
02:09I mean, I know I won't regret it.
02:10I mean, nobody lies under death, but I think I wish I spent last time with my mother, do they?
02:13Okay, there's probably some exceptions.
02:15Like, if your mother was, I don't know, Rose West, you'd probably want to keep a fair bit of distance,
02:18sir.
02:19I'd say it'd be advisable, if anything.
02:21But my mother, well, she's great.
02:22She's nothing like Rose West.
02:24She does have sort of similar glasses.
02:26But that's as far as it goes, really.
02:27I suppose, what I'm trying to say is, even though I feel no bitterness or resentment or anything like that,
02:31the fact is, you only get to do this once and this pop, which I sort of find myself on.
02:34Which is, as I say, no, without its blessings, it's at the same time the reason why certain things just
02:38aren't going to happen for me.
02:38And I should be allowed to acknowledge that, you know, we should be able to mourn the life we couldn't
02:41have without feeling guilty.
02:44Right.
02:46So is it just the wee flat white, then, or?
02:48I wonder if the others know.
02:51Mommy, Mommy, Mommy!
02:52Stop trying!
02:53Is that the shellac manicure?
02:54Um, stop it!
02:55Yeah, and can I, can I put that with the make-up?
02:57Wee wedding!
02:58Get staring at me, Mommy!
02:59Sorry, one second.
03:00Stop staring at him!
03:01But he's doing breathing!
03:02Stop breathing!
03:03Hello?
03:04I'm sorry, uh, what were you saying?
03:05Because it's a wee wedding, you might want to go for a more natural day.
03:08Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.
03:09Mommy!
03:09I basically want you to erase my current features and draw new features, different features, better features.
03:15Give me it!
03:16Like, I want, like, a totally different face.
03:18Stop it!
03:19I am sorry, love, I'm going to have to call you back.
03:21No, no worries.
03:21Stop it!
03:22Bye, bye, bye.
03:23What the hell is going on back there?
03:25He was staring.
03:26I wasn't staring.
03:27He wasn't even blinking for me.
03:29Then you grabbed my tablet.
03:31It's not yours.
03:32It is mine.
03:33Up, shut up, shut up, shut up!
03:35Up, will you please don't shut up!
03:53Mommy?
03:55What?
03:57Your phone's running.
04:05so so sure thank you so much for this we wanted to get you two together rather than sorry
04:16money didn't want things to you know get lost in translation so the fact is you hit the script
04:23no oh god no no of course not it's just a focus thing a focus thing i love playing emma
04:29you know
04:30she's a huge part of my life yeah mine too but isn't it time that we push the boundaries of
04:35the
04:35show isn't it time we did something truly groundbreaking right like what if this series
04:44there's no murder no murder no murder no murder no murder okay i just um
04:53i mean just so we're on the same page here the show is called murder code it's a detective show
04:59emma is a homicide detective well that's not all she is the main bit what if we shine a light
05:05on the personal cost of emma's career you know what it's done to her family her relationships
05:10her sex life her sex life i want to see emma have an orgasm i'm gonna need a beer as
05:17well
05:18okay i mean it's good isn't it is it yes it is harry so she stopped solving murders and what
05:23just
05:23goes about writing people it's feminist it's a journey of self-discovery it's mad it's a detective
05:28show that's why people watch fisher no one knows better than you how entwined this show and this
05:34character have become they are one and the same so in order to move forward you're going to have to
05:40listen okay yeah emma is the show i wouldn't even want to write the show without em oh thank you
05:53there we go so maybe i won't what what not maybe i won't write the show i don't be so
05:59fucking childish
06:00putting a gun to someone's head is only a threat if you're absolutely sure they don't want you to
06:04put the trigger harry that is no way for a client to behave why are all actors completely insane
06:10writers aren't exactly a doddle either let me tell you piss off robin i am so annoyed i can tell
06:17don't even wait for your food that's unprecedented no she's done me a favor the show's run its course
06:21the show's huge why what even is it it's just all oh look someone's got themselves murdered again
06:26is that is that what i do is that what i contribute to society you entertain a lot of people
06:31see a show so the fucking clients harry
06:37you know when i started it was theater i wanted to write plays what happened you realized you'd need
06:44to buy stuff one second my friend is dead
06:53my friend is dead
07:19my friend is dead
07:49Dear Saoirse, Dara, and Robin,
07:52My name is Gaye Harriton, and I'm afraid I have some terribly sad news.
07:57My wonderful sister-in-law, Greta, passed away yesterday.
08:02I know how close you once were. She often spoke of you fondly.
08:07If you wanted to come and pay your respects, it would really mean the world to us.
08:12She'll be awake from her home, Elm Manor, Noctara Village, County Donegal.
08:18Separate but inseparable, just like us.
08:23We're all finding it so difficult.
08:26Why, just forget about it. We can't continue like this. We can.
08:30Dara! That's you, Dara!
08:32Coming!
08:33Good morning, girlfriend.
08:35Okay, so this is what she's supposed to take when. You're sure you'll be okay?
08:40I think I can babysit my own mother, Dara, like I'm not gonna kill her. Sorry?
08:45And even if I did, she's 96, so she's had a good inning.
08:48She's 72.
08:49Ah, potato, tomato.
08:51Potato, potato.
08:51What's a potato?
08:52I don't know. Jimmy, this is important. Mama's very fragile.
08:55Vexy Christ, is she not away yet? Just hadn't now, Mammy.
08:59Well, on you go. Out the buck. You've my head fried.
09:03Okay, then. If there's anything you don't understand, just call me.
09:07We'll be grand. Just go. Enjoy yourselves.
09:11Well, that's my friend's week.
09:13Happy days.
09:18Oh! And if...
09:21We're dying now. That's it, is it? That's the latest?
09:24Apparently.
09:25We should not be dying. We're 34 years of age, for Christ's sake.
09:30We're 38.
09:34Did you manage to find a hotel?
09:35Indeed I did. It has a spa and everything.
09:37I don't think I'm a little late for a spa.
09:39I mean, is it even appropriate, considering?
09:40Well, excuse me for trying to make this experience a little less horrific, Dara.
09:44I didn't mean.
09:45Do you think I'm not devastated?
09:46I didn't say that.
09:47Because I am, Dara.
09:48I am devastated.
09:49I've been in bits since you called me.
09:51I just...
09:53Who's your highlights, then?
09:56You?
09:56When?
09:57Uh, don't know. Recently.
09:59Like how recently?
10:00What do we say?
10:01Like since we heard about our dead friend recently.
10:03Look, Dara.
10:04You can be in bits and have your highlights done.
10:06The two things aren't mutually exclusive.
10:07Fine.
10:08Barely keeping it together here.
10:09Okay. Oh, I'm sorry.
10:11Oh my God.
10:12Listen.
10:13What?
10:15That's her song.
10:16They're playing Gretta's song.
10:17Jesus Christ, don't they?
10:21What freaky is that?
10:22Do you think it's a sign?
10:25Like she's telling us not to worry?
10:27Like that she's okay?
10:29Yeah.
10:29I'll do it.
10:32I'm not going to lie.
10:33A ton of the time in her life is getting a lot in the life.
10:36I don't know.
10:37It's getting hot in here, so take off all your clothes.
10:41I am feeling hot in here so take off all your clothes.
10:50I am feeling hot, so take off all your clothes.
10:53I am feeling hot in here, so take off all your clothes.
10:57Any drinks or snacks?
11:00Any drinks or snacks?
11:03Can I tell you a secret?
11:05Jesus Christ.
11:09Any drinks or snacks, madam?
11:13Can I get a white white, please?
11:29Why does she live for everything?
11:34Look, she's probably collapsed from exhaustion.
11:36It's not that far.
11:37We're in a different fucking time zone, Dara.
11:38I'm sorry, but that airport car park was extortioned.
11:41I'd have paid.
11:42It's not the point.
11:43It's a matter of principle, Robin.
11:45Oh, here she is.
11:49What an undercarriage is she wearing.
11:52I'm not sure.
11:56We're dying now.
11:58Nightmare, isn't it?
11:58The whole thing's just awful.
12:01She was so young.
12:02I was talking about your outfit.
12:03Are they pajamas?
12:04They're treasures.
12:05They look like pajamas.
12:06Well, they're not.
12:07I just can't believe she's dead.
12:08I mean, I think a part of me always hoped would, you know, reconnect.
12:13Yeah.
12:13Yeah.
12:14Look, I know I was in two minds about all this,
12:16but I am so glad we're doing this now.
12:18Like paying our respects properly.
12:19It's only right.
12:20And also, I could be down with a bit of a break myself, to be honest.
12:24Robin.
12:26Things between me and Patrick have been quite difficult lately.
12:30He's become very controlling, very possessive.
12:34Lots of mind games.
12:37Gaslighting, that sort of thing.
12:39Is he not outgoing?
12:40He's one and a half, there she.
12:41And he knows what he's doing.
13:08It's just weird.
13:10I think it's this one.
13:11You think she would have told us what happened?
13:13Thanks.
13:14The sister-in-law me.
13:16Do you have to do that here?
13:17Oh, I got no tell on it.
13:19Like, in the email, she didn't say if Greta was ill or anything.
13:25She'll not be thinking straight.
13:26Cash only.
13:27I've got to buy my Euro purse.
13:29I didn't have any sympathy cards, so I had to just grab a blank one.
13:31It has like a watercolour effect.
13:33It'll do the job here.
13:34Look, careful.
13:35It'll burn the mouth off you.
13:36Oh, so mad.
13:37What's so mad?
13:38Did you fill her up?
13:39Don't do that.
13:40Don't call your car her.
13:41You know, it creeps me out.
13:44My contact isn't the first place.
13:46It's been 20 years.
13:4820 years.
13:49And we never once reached out to her.
13:50Not once.
13:51Well, she moved away.
13:52We lost contact.
13:53That suited us, didn't it?
13:55I put a deposit down in those dresses I told you about.
13:58What?
13:58I'm not having bridesmaids.
13:59I don't want bridesmaids, Robin.
14:02Bridesmaids, Saoirse.
14:03What kind of weirdo doesn't have bridesmaids?
14:05I just want a simple, straightforward, low-key...
14:09Shite wedding.
14:10What?
14:10Is this not supposed to be my day?
14:12No.
14:13No?
14:13Let me get one thing clear, okay?
14:16Myself and Dara here are going to be walking down the aisle behind you
14:18wearing matching frocks, with or without your consent.
14:23What was that?
14:24I don't know.
14:25I filled the tank up.
14:27I want diesel or anything.
14:30Diesel.
14:36I am so sorry, Robin.
14:39I thought you said petrol.
14:40I could have sworn you said petrol.
14:41Why would I have said petrol when the thing runs on diesel?
14:44It's an easy mistake to me.
14:45How would you know you've never so much as had a driving lesson?
14:48I live in London.
14:48You don't live in London.
14:50He's no.
14:50I do live in London.
14:51You work in Belfast.
14:52Your TV film is made in Belfast.
14:55You're in Belfast about eight months of the year.
14:57Six, seven, and a bunch.
14:58Why can't you just admit to the fact that you live in Belfast?
15:00Not because then I'd be somebody who lives in Belfast.
15:02Not that there's anything wrong with that.
15:05Oh, Christ.
15:06Where is this guy?
15:07He's getting late.
15:08What if he doesn't come?
15:09What if nobody comes?
15:11What if we die out here?
15:12We're not going to die out here.
15:13Well, I hope for your sake that we don't.
15:15Because when they discover the bodies,
15:16they're going to have to record the fact that you're wearing pyjamas
15:18and that's fucking mortifying.
15:20They're not pyj-
15:24Oh, thank God.
15:26By time.
15:41Good evening, ladies.
15:43No, not really.
15:44What's happened here then?
15:46Right, well, what happened here is Dara.
15:48This is Dara.
15:49She was supposed to put diesel in the wee hole thing,
15:52but she accidentally put petrol in the wee hole thing in the car.
15:55Didn't enjoy that.
15:56No.
15:57Well, it wouldn't.
15:58Christ, it's Jim.
15:59It's all I need.
16:00Hello, love.
16:01Yep, all good here.
16:02I'm going to sit in the car.
16:04Let's have a look then.
16:07You girls from Belfast?
16:10It's been a long time since we were girls.
16:12Oh, come on now.
16:13But we were from Belfast, yes.
16:15Right.
16:18What?
16:19It's not like you lot to waste petrol.
16:21Oh, I see.
16:22A rioting joke.
16:23Very good.
16:25Very retro.
16:26Interesting.
16:27Considering you're, what, 12?
16:29I'm 26.
16:30Right.
16:31Such a great accent.
16:34Are you serious?
16:36No one's ever said that before.
16:37No one's ever thought that before?
16:39I love it.
16:40Sounds sort of dangerous.
16:42That's a good thing.
16:44Can be.
16:45No.
16:46And look, there's a pile of stuff at the foot of the stairs.
16:49I haven't left it there for decoration purposes.
16:51You know, it's not like a piece of modern art I'm working on.
16:54It's a pile of everyone's shit that I want put away.
16:56Okay?
16:58Bye.
16:58Bye-bye-bye.
16:59Love you.
16:59Will?
17:00You started the engine so it's been contaminated.
17:03The entire fuel system needs changed.
17:05How long will that take?
17:06Hard to say.
17:07Oh, God.
17:07I'm so sorry.
17:08I'll pay for it.
17:09You're not paying for it, Dara.
17:11I am.
17:11You're not?
17:12I am.
17:13You're not.
17:13It's fine.
17:14It's not.
17:14It is.
17:15It's not.
17:16Christ.
17:18Fucking freezing.
17:20Uh, what do you take it?
17:22You'll be needing a lift.
17:23Yeah.
17:24Yeah.
17:52There's something sort of creepy about this place, isn't there?
17:55Not when you live here.
17:57Oh, no.
17:57I didn't mean, like, bad creepy.
17:59Ah, you meant the other creepy.
18:01Like, the goat creepy.
18:02Atmospheric creepy.
18:04You know, like, sort of spooky, but not necessarily.
18:06Stop talking.
18:07Yeah.
18:07You might know her friend.
18:08She lives in Oktara.
18:09I actually moved here quite recently.
18:11Well, she lived in Oktara prior to her becoming dead,
18:13which she now is, unfortunately.
18:16Uh, Greta Heaney?
18:18Not Greta Ronay.
18:19Uh-huh.
18:20Yeah.
18:20Heaney with her maiden name.
18:22We're here for a week.
18:23Her husband Owen, he's me boss.
18:26God, I am so sorry.
18:30Jesus, it was terrible.
18:32What happened?
18:35What did happen?
18:37You don't know.
18:38Oh, God, I fell down the stairs, the poor thing.
18:41God rest her soul.
18:42There was drink taken, I do believe.
18:44Perhaps she had a problem on that front.
18:46Who knows?
18:47A man he's a devil does.
18:48Look, it's no age to die.
18:50No age to die at all.
18:52Newspaper?
18:53Um, their house, is it walking distance?
18:56It's a couple of miles outside the village.
18:58Turn right at the end of this road.
19:00Straight on until you reach the bookies.
19:02Take a left, a right, a left that sort of feels like a right.
19:05Directly opposite you, there's a field.
19:07Look for a scarecrow with one arm.
19:09Dressed a bit like...
19:10Could you...
19:10Maybe just call us a car?
19:12I can see how Pat's fixed.
19:15But I'll make no promises.
19:16For he's normally flat out on a Friday night.
19:19Pat?
19:19He'd be the taxi driver here in Loughdara.
19:21Taxi driver?
19:22Singular?
19:23That's right.
19:23Fantastic.
19:24Would you not head in the morning, girls?
19:26Settle yourselves here.
19:27Have a bite to eat.
19:28Good night's sleep.
19:29The car might be fixed.
19:31What do you think?
19:32It makes sense.
19:33Great stuff.
19:35The tick of the spa's closed?
19:36It is indeed.
19:37Since 2016, if I remember right.
19:39What?
19:40Turned it into a soft play area.
19:42A soft play area?
19:43The mommies need somewhere to dump the kids while they're getting themselves pampered.
19:46Not if there's no spa, they don't.
19:48Oh, sure isn't it only desperate.
19:50We didn't think it through at all.
19:52Come here to me.
19:53It's a bit of entertainment, you're out there.
19:57We do a different theme every month.
19:59The young ones come from Letter Kenny in Donegal town by the busload.
20:02Mad crack all together.
20:04Great.
20:06Nothing like throwing a few shapes while reminiscing about your dead friend.
20:09Good woman yourself.
20:12I'm not being unromantic.
20:13We're working together, baby.
20:15They're breathing down my neck for the new drafts.
20:17Babe, I think, considering what's happened.
20:20What do you mean, what's happened?
20:21Did you not read my miss?
20:23Uh, yeah, I didn't actually send it.
20:25What's going on?
20:27Oh, it's grand.
20:28My friend died.
20:29Christ, who?
20:30Not Robin?
20:31No.
20:31Dara?
20:32No.
20:33They're both here and very much alive.
20:35Uh, girl we went to school with.
20:38Oh, okay.
20:38We hadn't seen her in any age.
20:40Thought we should pay her respects or whatever.
20:42I'm gonna be in Donegal for a few days.
20:44Donegal?
20:45I could've come with you.
20:46You don't like dead bodies, Seb.
20:48Who likes dead bodies?
20:50Yeah, but the scripts, they're coming.
20:53And, okay, you spoke to Marnie.
20:54How was she?
20:55She fell down the stairs.
20:56Marnie did?
20:57Oh, no.
20:57What?
20:58No.
20:58I wish.
20:59My friend, that's how she died.
21:00Oh, that's awful.
21:02Yeah.
21:03Even if you weren't close, that's rough.
21:04He said we weren't close.
21:05They were very close.
21:08Once.
21:13Oh, my God.
21:41Hello?
21:47Hello?
22:24Let me tell you a secret.
22:31Oh, my God.
22:32I remember when this was taken.
22:34It was sports day, wasn't it?
22:38Well, we haven't even looked at it.
22:39We'll let you know when we've decided.
22:41I'll be right over there, on the edge of my seat.
22:44No, wait.
22:45We should order drinks at least.
22:47Oh, Christ.
22:48I'm doing this one-year-no-beer thing.
22:50So boring.
22:51You're not drinking for a year?
22:53I'm not drinking beer.
22:54I'll have wine or whatever.
22:57And I bought this one.
22:59Fine.
23:01Aren't any gall people supposed to be friendly?
23:03Is that not their thing?
23:04Have you seen this?
23:08Oh, God.
23:09Maybe we could put it in the coffin.
23:11That's a lovely idea.
23:12Is it?
23:12Just to let her know we're thinking about her.
23:14She's dead.
23:16I mean, let's be honest.
23:17Greta, we knew you died back then.
23:19All these girls did.
23:20What are you on about?
23:21Those 20 years, they happened.
23:23And they changed us.
23:26Close enough.
23:28Who would like to try?
23:32That'll be grand.
23:33But this, Greta?
23:36She became a whole different person.
23:38A person we know fuck all about.
23:41Saoirse, are you all right?
23:43Who falls down a flight of stairs?
23:46Dither death.
23:47Who does that?
23:47What do you mean?
23:48It just seems so fucking avoidable.
23:50Well, there's no good way to die at 38.
23:52I feel like there's bad ways, though.
23:54And falling down the stairs might be in the top three.
23:57Well, that's not my top three.
23:58Right.
23:59I don't even think it's in my top ten.
24:01Good to know.
24:01What are you saying?
24:02I just keep thinking about the paths we take in life and the shifts in our direction of travel.
24:06Because those shifts, they happen so subtly, so gradually.
24:08What percentage is that?
24:09What if what happened hadn't happened and we hadn't fallen out?
24:12If we were still friends, would that have influenced our life, our choices?
24:16Would it have changed her direction of travel ever so slightly?
24:18So she...
24:19Didn't die?
24:20Yes.
24:20No.
24:21That's not how it works.
24:23Exactly.
24:24We have no control over God's plans.
24:26Well, I wouldn't go that far.
24:28Sister Mary Clarence.
24:30Yeah, maybe you're right.
24:31Maybe it wouldn't have made a difference.
24:33And maybe putting a photo in her dead hands will make us feel better about everything.
24:37It was just an idea.
24:38I know, smoke.
24:49Hey.
24:53So you were a mechanic earlier, now you're a cop.
24:56When do you do the rest of the village people?
24:58It's the family business, the garage.
25:00My uncle owns it.
25:01He doesn't keep well, so I help him out a bit.
25:03That's why I moved here, actually.
25:05See you.
25:10It's all sorted.
25:11Oh, thanks.
25:12You, thank you.
25:13How was the week?
25:14We are going to go first thing instead.
25:16Right.
25:17I should probably help myself at some point.
25:19When you said your boss was Greta's husband, I take it that means he's a guard rather than
25:23a mechanic.
25:24But you never met him?
25:25No.
25:25Oh, Greta and us, we were sort of, um, we were estranged.
25:31I see.
25:32What's he like?
25:33Oh, and he seems well liked.
25:35He's quiet.
25:36Private.
25:38Did you know Greta?
25:40Yeah, I met her once.
25:47You're not too bothered by the odd awkward silences, are you?
25:50Is that one of your interrogation techniques?
25:52There's not much call for interrogation around these parts, and I don't think it's awkward.
25:55It is.
25:56Really?
25:56Absolutely.
25:57Should I say something else?
25:58Please.
25:58Why aren't you wearing your ring?
26:00Oh, shit.
26:04I'm forever doing that.
26:07The, I, I, uh, not really a big jewelry person.
26:11It takes a bit of getting used to.
26:18Where's she go?
26:19Yep.
26:27Baby, you're all that I want, when you're lying here in my eyes.
26:34I'm finding it hard to believe, we're in heaven.
26:48What's this?
26:50The bill.
26:53Not letting us off the hook there, then?
26:55Your accent's not that sexy.
26:58We're in heaven.
27:14I have that top.
27:15And those jeans.
27:17Oh, and that bandana.
27:18I still wear that hoodie.
27:20Have it with me.
27:21We could be right back there.
27:25I think about that party sometimes.
27:28There was a party that night.
27:31Here, remember those, uh, 70s nights at the limelight?
27:34Try not to.
27:35Uh, one time, me, her, and Greta.
27:37I don't know where you were.
27:37Choir practice, probably.
27:39No way.
27:39I was always at choir practice.
27:41We go to the 70s disco anyway, and I'm wearing these tight purple flirts with massive turnips.
27:47Remember this?
27:47Yep, yep.
27:47And David Ryan was there, who obviously is right in Belfast.
27:50Not anymore.
27:51God bless him.
27:52Uh, anyway, so I'm on the dance floor smoking a cigarette.
27:54Inside.
27:55Good day.
27:55And I see David looking over at me.
27:57Now, by this stage, I've had a couple of O'Gartney breezers, so I am feeling fly.
28:01Uh-huh.
28:01And I flick my cigarette away, all dramatic, and walk straight up to him and say,
28:05All right, David.
28:06And he goes, You're smoking.
28:08So I'm like, Thanks, I want to.
28:09And he goes, No, you're smoking.
28:11Like, there's smoke coming off you.
28:13And I look down, and sure enough, my leg is on fire.
28:16What?
28:20Is this wrong?
28:21More hands and knees, you know, I'm sort of patting my leg, trying to put it out.
28:31Christ, the way we were idiots.
28:32Yeah.
28:33Shit.
28:33It's okay.
28:34Where's that wee bitch?
28:36I'll just go over.
28:39Excuse me.
28:40I can't believe I've never heard that before.
28:42Excuse me.
28:43Well, she's definitely told it before more than once.
28:45I mean, that's not what happened.
28:48I did the thing with the cigarette.
28:50I almost set fire to a pair of jeans.
28:52Robin was there.
28:53David Ryan wasn't.
28:53And it wasn't a 70s disco.
28:55That was a different night.
28:55Different story.
28:56She's, uh...
28:58She's got mixed up somewhere down the line.
29:00And you haven't said anything?
29:01Robin, that's funny the way she tells it.
29:03Here's no fucking mad the way we edit our memories like that.
29:06I mean, we don't even know we're doing it, but we're building these versions of events that
29:09suit us that don't challenge who we think we are.
29:13Well, that's all a bit over my head.
29:16I don't think that's true.
29:18Saoirse, it happened.
29:19It's not the time.
29:20It did happen.
29:21And it's the real reason we're here.
29:24When I got that email, my first thought was,
29:28after all these years, she's still talking about us.
29:31And I was worried.
29:33Dara, I was worried about what she might have said.
29:35You are too.
29:36So's Robin.
29:37No, we haven't come to pay her respects.
29:40We've come to make sure she didn't tell anyone.
29:43So we can all keep pretending.
29:46But it did happen.
29:48You!
29:49Right.
29:50This is the last.
29:51We gotta go to a wake, first thing.
29:54We cannot, under any circumstances, get hammered the night.
30:27We're gonna hate on us.
30:29We can be envious.
30:31I know I don't hate on us.
30:32It's not so fabulous.
30:34I'ma be real on us, nobody got nothing on us
30:37Cause we all on us from London back down to the US
30:40We rockin' at the pain, it's not even if I ran to
30:44Just confess it, girl, let me see
30:59All that time won't take you anywhere
31:06It just goes through you like a ghost
31:14And only half of this is everything
31:21Everything you are
31:23And all you love the most
31:30So even if I showed you everything
31:38Every fear and every scar
31:46Maybe try to outrun all of them
31:51We're still out here on foot
31:56So we won't get far
32:04Fuck me
32:04My skin hurts
32:05This is bad, this is bad
32:06My eyes feel dry
32:07I have dry eyes
32:08Is that normal?
32:09I can't do this
32:10You have to
32:10I can't be good
32:11I mean, did I drive here?
32:12Because I can't fully remember
32:13Let's just focus one thing at a time
32:16One thing at a time
32:16This size of this place
32:18How much do guards earn these days?
32:20What?
32:20The husband of the dead
32:22One of her dead friend
32:22Of the dead friend
32:23A greta
32:24He's a guard
32:24Who told you that?
32:26The man from the village people
32:28Jesus Christ, I'm gonna be sick
32:31No, it's gran
32:31It's gran
32:32I'm gran
32:32Oh, God
32:39Is anybody coming?
32:42How would I know?
32:45It's open
32:50Hello?
33:05Wow, this place is really creepy
33:16Hello?
33:19Hello?
33:20Is anyone home?
33:25Hello?
33:27Excuse me
33:34What's going on?
33:35Where is everyone?
33:37I don't know
33:37What shall we do?
33:39But don't look at me
33:56We couldn't come back
33:57Come on, Mike
33:59This place is freaking me the fuck out
34:02I'm very sorry to hear that, brother
34:07Jesus
34:08Mrs. Heaney?
34:10Long time, girls
34:16Shh
34:18Well, you three haven't changed a bit, have the man?
34:20That's a good thing, is it?
34:21Change is essential
34:23That's very true, Mrs. Margo
34:25Mrs. Ma'am
34:25Mrs. Heaney
34:26Always getting your mother in the trouble this lot
34:28Yeah
34:29You were always grassing her up
34:31Sure, what are we brothers for?
34:32I'm just so very, very sorry
34:35This is awful
34:36Thank you
34:37You were close then?
34:40You and my wife?
34:41When we were younger
34:42Yes
34:42We lost touch when we left school
34:45I think Greta simply outgrew them
34:47Okie dokie
34:48I don't remember her ever mentioning you
34:52Oh
34:54Well, it was just, well, it was Gay that reached out to us
34:59Gay?
35:00Your sister
35:06My sister reached out to you?
35:08Mm-hmm
35:09Yeah, she, um, she emailed us
35:13I see
35:16So
35:17We thought we'd come and
35:20Pay our respects
35:24And say how incredibly sorry
35:34Bon voyage
35:43What a lovely sentiment
35:48We had to have a closed casket
35:51I'm not sure if you heard what happened
35:53But, um
35:56How did it happen?
35:57That's what I don't understand
35:58Well, she'd been sleepwalking
36:01At least that seems the most likely explanation
36:05You remember how bad she was?
36:07I'm sure
36:17And then, uh, I'll leave you to it
36:24You both okay?
36:25No
36:26Obviously not
36:27Right, I forgot how intense her mum was
36:29Her brother's not exactly a walk in the park either
36:31Why is there nobody else here?
36:33You never get a crowd for a closed casket
36:35This is all very weird
36:36This feels weird
36:37Is it weird?
36:38I mean, I can't tell what's weird and what's hangover
36:40I don't understand
36:41We were fine when we woke up
36:43We were still drunk
36:44We were still drunk
36:50What do we do now, eh?
36:52Should we say a wee prayer?
36:53Wax up
36:54Can I get you a cup of tea?
36:58Sure did
37:01Oh, Jesus
37:02Well, I am gonna throw this down
37:05Don't do it in here
37:09Sorry, excuse me
37:11It was wrong
37:12What daddy said
37:14Sorry?
37:16She did talk about you
37:18At least to me she did
37:20She talked about you all the time
37:23The four of you, the friendship
37:26She said it was the best time of her life
37:56She said it was the best time of her life
38:19Oh, it's fine, I'm proud
38:22I'm proud
38:25Oh, Christ
38:32Can I tell you a secret?
38:35A secret?
38:55My father doesn't have a sister
38:57What?
39:00I don't have an aunt, kid
39:03Christ
39:08Shitballs
39:09Oh, shit
39:11Fuck
39:13Fuck
39:25What the hell are you doing?
39:28Let's get you out of here
39:29But, Granny
39:30Come on now
39:31I'm so sorry
39:32I was just trying to put a photograph into
39:34Help me with this
39:36I just
39:37I just prized it open
39:38Just a little bit
39:39Just a crack
39:40Just enough so I could
39:42A photograph?
39:44We should leave
39:46No
39:48Wait
39:49Wait
39:50Wait!
39:53What's going on?
39:54I don't know
39:56I was just on a steak
40:01It's fine
40:01You don't have to leave
40:03Oh, thanks
40:04But it's a long drive
40:05So
40:05And I have a cat
40:08Is she having to manage her tea?
40:11I made a lemon drizzle cake
40:13Well, we don't like lemon drizzle cake
40:15So
40:15Stay
40:18Please
40:19I won't take no for an answer
40:22Sorry
40:30It's open
40:31It's open
40:31No, no, no
40:42Just go
40:43Just go
40:44Just stop at the car
40:45Jesus
40:46Jesus
40:47What are you doing?
40:48What's going on?
40:49Just try
40:50Go, go, go, go
40:52The whole thing is mad
40:53Oh, you don't even have a cat
40:55That's true
40:56Well
40:56You like lemon drizzle cake
40:58I have seen you
41:00Eating lemon drizzle cake
41:01Well, it's not my favourite
41:02If I had the biggest favourite
41:04It would be Red Bell
41:05That's a weird
41:06I can't stop
41:07I can't stop
41:08I can't stop
41:11I can't stop
41:11I can't stop
41:13I can't stop
41:31Fucking hell
41:32Why is he following us?
41:37It's not her
41:38What?
41:39In the coffin
41:40It's not Greta
41:40What do you mean
41:41It's not Greta?
41:42What do you mean?
41:42What do I mean?
41:43It's not her
41:45Then who is it?
41:46I don't know
41:49What?
41:50What did she learn to try
41:51Get this
41:51She's going to run
41:54The woman who sent us the email
41:55She doesn't exist
41:56What?
41:57That's what the girl said
42:02Fucking hell
42:09I still dream about that night sometimes
42:14I still dream about them
42:17Because they were there
42:19Because they were there
42:21We did everything together back then
42:24The four of us
42:27Separate
42:29But inseparable
42:31Don't seem to be like
42:38Don't seem to try
42:41Don't seem to hear
42:59Don't seem to be like
43:04Oh, my God.
43:37Oh, my God.
44:09Oh, my God.
44:58Oh, my God.
45:01Oh, my God.
45:33Oh, my God.
46:04Oh, my God.
46:31Oh, my God.
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