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00:26You killed him.
00:31He didn't do anything wrong. He was a good person.
00:37Why?
00:40Why did you do it?
00:43Stop talking.
00:43Yes, here's your pipe down.
00:45She has a gun.
00:46I always run out of duct tape when I need it most.
00:48I don't care.
00:48Well, I do, Billy. Big balls.
00:52Right. Where is it?
00:54The dictapol.
00:54So you did open the box?
00:55No, lucky guess.
00:56Did you listen to it?
00:57No.
00:58That actually was a treat that time.
01:01Right?
01:04Tell me where it is or I'll start putting bullets in people.
01:11I give it to Liam.
01:13Who's Liam?
01:15The man you killed last night.
01:17The cop?
01:17Did you kill more than one man last night?
01:19How do you know him?
01:25Well, we don't really.
01:26We met him in Magdara.
01:27He's from Magdara?
01:28Yeah.
01:37What's going on?
01:39Is she leaving?
01:43Is she gone?
01:44No.
01:44I think so.
01:46We should escape.
01:47Brilliant idea.
01:49How?
01:49I haven't worked up at all yet.
01:52It's my fault he's dead, isn't it?
01:54Because I was obsessed with finding Greta.
01:58Poof!
01:59Greta evaporates.
02:00And now you're going to Marsh.
02:02Made a name Breslin.
02:05Originally from Tyrone.
02:07Moved to Dublin as a kid.
02:08Daddy got a better job.
02:11Blah, blah, blah.
02:13Uni in London.
02:15Let's see what your degree is in, babes.
02:18Classics!
02:19Good for you, Gwania!
02:22What's wrong?
02:23Is it the vape?
02:25No.
02:25The smell?
02:26It's not the vape.
02:27Is it the precautionary gun?
02:30Is it killing the vape?
02:31Sort of.
02:32It's just precautionary.
02:34That's why we call it the precautionary gun.
02:37You won't even have to touch it.
02:38It's for the midwife.
02:39Why will she need it?
02:41She...
02:43She won't.
02:44Babes!
02:45You really need to look up the meaning of precautionary.
02:49You have a decree in classics, for Christ's sake.
02:51Why might she need it?
02:53We had this one incident once, one time.
02:59What sort of incident?
03:00We were looking after this woman, and she contacts her ex.
03:04She's an abusive prick.
03:06Unbelievably dumb, considering he's the reason we had to evaporate her in the first place.
03:10Anyway, he tracks her down.
03:11So, the midwife had to sort of shoot him through the head a bit.
03:17It was quite the fucking hoo-ha, let me tell you, babes.
03:21When will she be here, this midwife person?
03:23Sid, I have to warn you, she's a bit of a dickhead, but she's good at her job.
03:27I might give her a call, actually.
03:31You're almost there, babes.
03:33Then, what it is you're running from, will all just be something that happened in somebody else's life.
03:39What?
03:5219th of April, 2003.
03:54At last, I finally made him see sense.
03:57He finally listened.
03:59He's left town.
04:00I'm so happy.
04:02Jason Meadows will trouble me no more.
04:04Shit.
04:13Nate.
04:14Nate, are you a credit card?
04:16I am, Maggie.
04:17Nightmare.
04:18Is this your Margo?
04:19Yes.
04:21I...
04:22Of course, his name isn't really Jason Meadows.
04:25I felt guilty lying to the others about that.
04:28I'm definitely going to do English Lit.
04:30I'm going to be a playwright.
04:31You know, like, Brian Freale, or Arthur Miller, or...
04:34I know what a playwright is.
04:36Nice job.
04:37I needed a story they'd understand, so he became the obsessive, jealous boyfriend.
04:41I thought it might be a bet.
04:43But I have this thing about cows.
04:45I don't trust them.
04:47Jesus Christ.
04:48Sister!
04:49I was praying.
04:51They'd never understand the truth.
04:53I barely understand the truth.
04:56Can you do an A-level in chatting?
04:58What?
04:58Like, could I be a conversationalist?
05:01Is that a thing?
05:02No.
05:08But that doesn't matter.
05:10It's over.
05:11I'm somebody else now.
05:14I don't hide from the bogeymen these days.
05:18Come in.
05:20I tell them to fuck off and leave me alone.
05:23What the hell are you smiling at?
05:24You're late.
05:26Sorry, sister.
05:26I'm sorry.
05:28No.
05:54You're not...
05:56I'm sorry.
06:18The truth is, well, I don't think I've ever really thought about it.
06:23At university, I mean.
06:26I'm very hesitant to say this, considering the sheer amount of eyeliner you're wearing.
06:32But you're bright, Greta.
06:35Look at me, please.
06:37You decide what happens now.
06:39Only you.
06:41Shit, sorry.
06:42You and God.
06:43I always forget to include God in this stuff, and I'm really supposed to because of the whole...
06:48None thing?
06:49Yeah.
06:50You can do anything you want to do.
06:53Be anyone you want to be, Greta.
07:26I need to talk to Inspector O'Neil.
07:28Well, let me ask first if you can see him.
07:29If you can see me.
07:34Booker.
07:35Sit.
07:36I said to sit.
07:39I need you to listen.
07:40You don't have a lot of time.
07:42One of your guards, Liam.
07:43Liam Cells.
07:44He's dead.
07:45What?
07:46How?
07:46I shot him.
07:47I had no choice.
07:48He was escorting those three women.
07:50The ones that you assured me wouldn't be a problem,
07:52but they had the box and they opened it so they knew what's inside.
07:56Hold on.
07:56No, we don't have time for that.
07:57So I don't know if they've listened to it or if they've talked to anyone.
08:00I'm going to keep them alive until I've figured that out.
08:02Where is it?
08:04That's the more pressing matter.
08:06They gave it to Liam.
08:07They're saying that it was on his person when he died.
08:10Jesus Christ.
08:12I need you to speak to the station in Dublin.
08:14Dublin.
08:14Find out where the body is and tell him that someone will be along to pick up his belongings.
08:19There's a good boy.
08:22Oh, hello.
08:24Inspector O'Neill here from Lockhart Police Station, Donegal.
08:26One of my guards, Liam Cells, was involved in it.
08:29Guard of Cells.
08:30That's correct, yes.
08:33Lucky.
08:35Lucky?
08:36Well, apart from the broken ribbon, the impact, you know.
08:40I don't understand.
08:41I don't understand.
08:42Stop the bleeding bullet.
08:43Like something I overfill him.
08:45I'm Bosco, by the way.
08:47And Bosco's a saint before you start.
08:49My man didn't name me after a puppet.
08:51Can I see that?
08:53See, now, I'm wondering if we actually should be touching this stuff.
08:58There wouldn't be evidence or anything, would it?
09:00I know the guards want to speak to you.
09:02I am a guard.
09:04Yeah, there is that.
09:11Right.
09:12Well, I'll be back in a moment to check your vitals.
09:14You say it with trouble, handsome, yeah?
09:16Yeah.
09:50One, two, three, and go!
09:52Are we going on three or are we going on go?
09:54We're going on go.
09:55Dara, why wouldn't we go on go?
09:57What are we trying to achieve here, exactly?
09:59Well, there might be something on that table that'll help us free ourselves, like a knife.
10:02Oh, yeah.
10:03I'm sure she's just going to leave a knife lying around.
10:05Will you try and be a bit more positive?
10:07Come on, Saoirse, she could come back any minute.
10:09And?
10:10She's going to kill us.
10:12I don't care anymore.
10:13Well, I do.
10:13I've got three kids who depend on me, Saoirse, so get fucking shuffling, all right?
10:17Fine.
10:18Right.
10:19One, two, three, and go!
10:21One, two, three, go!
10:24One, two, three, and go!
10:26There are some dead.
10:27One, two, three, and go!
10:30And go!
10:31And go!
10:33Gretta, stop!
10:37It's just all our stuff.
10:40Wait a minute.
10:42Were those red envelopes in your bag, Saoirse?
10:45They're exactly like the ones Gretta sent us.
10:56It was you.
10:58You did it.
11:01I didn't do anything.
11:03Not really.
11:04It was your ideas, Saoirse.
11:06You were the one who told me I had to confront him.
11:08That actually happened.
11:09So, Jason Meadows was just there, again, watching her, and gretta.
11:13Yeah, I just sort of marched right over and told him it was over between us.
11:17Then I told him to piss off and leave me alone.
11:20And he did.
11:22He was too old for you anyway.
11:24And what's it been now?
11:25Like, a week?
11:25Uh, 10 days.
11:27Woo!
11:28But I have even more good news.
11:30You know Declan Ryan from the boys' school?
11:32Well, his man, Dara, are we?
11:34So?
11:36Which means he has a free house.
11:37Which means he's having a fucking party.
11:39Oh, my God.
11:41A party like America?
11:43And Declan Ryan's cousin, David Ryan, a.k.a. the massive right for my bus stop, will also be there.
11:48Let's just skip pee and make a plan.
11:50We've a lot to do before tonight, girls.
11:52Woo!
11:53Who the hell is Dara?
11:55If you see me walking down the street, staring at the sky.
12:02You're fucking adorable, Dara.
12:04And you know what?
12:07So, do you want to go to the party?
12:09Oh, yeah, sure.
12:11Like, together?
12:16Well, yeah.
12:17I mean, if both of us are going, we'll be there together, and that'll be class.
12:25You're never going to tell people about us, are you?
12:27Are you?
12:27I've told people.
12:28Saoirse and Robin aren't people.
12:30I've also told Greta.
12:32Hey, but you're transferring her?
12:34Actually, she's not weird, and she transferred here, like, two years ago.
12:37So, maybe we should call her something else now.
12:40You're not going to go to hell for being gay.
12:42Dara, it's 2003.
12:44It's not like the olden times.
12:47I like what we're doing now.
12:50Riding in a bog.
12:51We're riding.
12:52Will we be riding?
12:54Not now, we won't.
12:59We need alcohol, obviously.
13:01Don't look at me.
13:02We've already watered down our entire drinks cabinet.
13:04My mom's so going to realise it's only a matter of time.
13:09So, what about drugs?
13:12What about them?
13:14Should we be doing drugs better?
13:16My dad still has some codeine from when he put us back out.
13:29Oh, my God.
13:30Greta, did you do this?
13:32Make our tattoos.
13:33This is such a good idea.
13:35We should totally start making this place our own.
13:38Nobody else ever uses it.
13:40I could write here.
13:42I could write David around here.
13:43When did you do this, Greta?
13:45Greta.
13:47Greta.
13:49I need to go back.
13:50There's something I forgot.
13:54Bye.
13:57Bye.
14:02What's wrong with her?
14:34Perhaps now you'd like to talk?
14:39Tape, 113, Belfast, morning.
14:43Still no movement.
14:4719th of April, 2003.
14:50So, she's agreed to a meeting.
14:52A sorrowful woman.
14:53That's a cottage.
14:54Okay, Miracle Man.
14:55Your friends are on their way.
14:57Your friends?
14:58They're filts.
15:00I mean, the guards.
15:01That was a joke.
15:02Probably not funny if you are, actually, a filts.
15:05A guard.
15:06Sorry.
15:06Just been on a night shift.
15:08It's fine.
15:09Now, we will need to scan you for us, okay?
15:12So, let's go.
15:15Now, you can't take your lucky charm, which I'm afraid.
15:19I don't think anyone's going to swipe a chicken.
15:21Don't worry.
15:22It's not an iPad.
15:23I'll look after her, Pee, will I?
15:25Let's go, handsome.
15:28Is it really her?
15:30Mm-hmm.
15:31She's very keen to speak to you.
15:34We can't.
15:35That was the condition.
15:37We'll be discreet.
15:38Showing up at my school and painting that thing on the wall that's discreet, is it?
15:42Well, that was her idea.
15:43Well, it's fucked up.
15:47Well, if that symbol showed a stab into you, why did you mark yourself with it?
15:55I wanted to change its meaning.
15:59Associate it with something new, something positive.
16:02I have friends now.
16:04I have a whole new life now.
16:06Well, I think that's why she's so upset.
16:09The difference.
16:10What?
16:13Well, you don't know what happened to her?
16:16Afterwards?
16:18You don't know what they did?
16:26Dearly beloved, we gather here today for the funeral mass of Father O'Brien.
16:32A man of God who devoted his life to the teachings of Christ.
16:38A religious education teacher.
16:40This is brilliant, isn't it?
16:41Here at our Lady of the Sorrows for almost 15 years.
16:43It's a funeral, Robin.
16:44I know, but we're missing double mass.
16:46Where the hell do we go?
16:48After the service, we'll take Father O'Brien to his final resting place.
16:54In the school cemetery.
16:58What's that about?
17:01Look, Dara, what have you done?
17:02Fix it.
17:03She's way out of your league.
17:04She's playing a different sport.
17:07She wants me to, like, tell everyone.
17:10So?
17:11Oh, no.
17:11My mom and stuff.
17:13But she wouldn't think it's right.
17:16You don't think it's right?
17:17The Catholic Church is such a chokehold in you, Dara.
17:20That's simply not true.
17:21He's needed.
17:27I'll be back in a minute.
17:29Oh, Jesus, through the immaculate heart of Mary, I offer you my prayers.
18:01What the fuck?
18:04I knew there was something really wrong, and you wanted to give up, and I knew we couldn't.
18:08I knew there was more to all this.
18:10Like, those emails were so strange, and I knew it wasn't her in the coffin.
18:13I just thought if I could convince you.
18:15I thought, you know, if I could make you see this like I did.
18:19So I sent you the letters.
18:21I can't believe I'm here in this, Susha.
18:25I just wanted to get to the truth.
18:27For all of us.
18:29Oh, that's okay, then.
18:30It's not, and I know that now.
18:34Everything's just make-believe to you, isn't it?
18:36What?
18:37Do you think we're just characters you made up in your head?
18:41Of course not.
18:42Everything's just material.
18:44Everything's just a story.
18:46You're like one of those weirdos in the mud.
18:50What?
18:51Mudlarkers?
18:52Yeah, you're a mudlarker.
18:54Scavenging around in other people's lights for the bits you've been shiny.
18:58Or interesting, and you've gone over them because you're so unhappy in your own fucking life.
19:03Don't pretend like you haven't loved every minute of it, Dara.
19:05What part of this have I loved?
19:07Oh, don't pretend like it hasn't shaken you up a bit like you haven't been bored.
19:12Fucking senseless.
19:13Dara, your world has been kept so small and so same.
19:17My world is small, isn't it?
19:19You can't even tell Niamh how you felt about her.
19:21Look how that turned out.
19:21Seriously?
19:22It's true.
19:23I mean, why take the risk?
19:24She was only going to hurt you eventually.
19:26Isn't that right, Dara?
19:28Well, because your relationship is so perfect.
19:30Is that why you're flirting with that poor lad?
19:32Girls, come on now.
19:33You dragged him into all this shit and now he's dead.
19:35Dude, Jesus.
19:35Fuck you.
19:36No, fuck you.
19:38Who the hell do you think you are?
19:40You both need to calm down, okay?
19:42Because if I'm expected to mediate here, then we're fucked.
19:44I am nobody.
19:45John Hume, I am not.
19:46You're just a stupid TV screen scripter.
19:49Oh, my God, Dara.
19:58Help!
20:01Yeah, you did deserve that, though.
20:11There he is.
20:14The inspector's arrived now and she wanted everything that they found, which, at the scene.
20:19The box?
20:20Mm-hmm.
20:20Don't worry, I already gave it to her.
20:22Where is she?
20:24What did she look like?
20:25She was one of them, what do you call it, the non-uniform ones.
20:29Playing clothes?
20:30Mm-hmm.
20:30She's in the room waiting for you.
20:33Uh, careful.
20:35Slow down.
20:38Shit.
21:04Shit.
21:05Shit.
21:06Shit.
21:08Shit.
21:11i saw in the irish in a sentence is okay see uh um honic may and ira war i saw
21:25the sea correct
21:26if uninspiring so listen big monday will go to the office if we pay her a fiver a fiver
21:35don't start sorry sister i forgot something i had to run home let's see i would i would like
21:43in a sentence please miss heaney the volume
21:57the volume yeah i'm going to mock for belfast good luck
22:05i think she's good i heard what did you say i started i'd like to get to heaven i went
22:28why is nobody on a walk should we dry the door again what in case it's magically un-fucking-bolted
22:34itself psycho features does connect that all that
22:44look at this metamorphosis what is that a hairdresser's my bitch doesn't have a hairdresser
22:49state of those dead ends oh is there something on that pad give us that pencil
23:02this is greta's writing are you sure i'm sure it's a lumber
23:07what is that is that is that irish it feels familiar so greta was here
23:19she was probably held here like us yeah well not exactly like us what do you mean
23:24this would suggest she had more freedom you know every time we talk about what might be
23:29going on here it's like greta's been dragged into something beyond her control what if she's
23:33the one who's in control maybe she told that psycho to bring us here
23:37because we know too much because we're too close to something and she's good at getting other
23:41people to do your dirty work for her isn't she separate but inseparable just like us that night
23:46changed everything for us we buried a fucking body for her we we lowered that man into the ground
23:54the ropes we used ropes that night they were in the cabin that's how we did it that's how we
24:00got them
24:00down there there's no way my horse is fitting through that thing
24:16how did it go with sister patrick good she thinks i should apply for university and she's quite right
24:24you should perhaps i could study psychiatry thank you i think you'd be brilliant
24:30how to take the hippocratic oath that's right did you of course it doesn't need to say you can't
24:39have a relationship with a patient hypocrite the hippocratic oath that's a very amusing play on words
24:47greta you always were a clever girl is that right your circumstances were exceptional and i gave up my
24:56career to look after you oh did you save me margot we saved each other
25:05how's the book going
25:09the book will help people help people understand not girls like me what about girls like her
25:23that's right remember i'd like to talk about her you had to be separated for both your sakes what
25:30happened to her listen to me greta if you're on a sinking ship and there's an island ahead what do
25:36you do
25:38you jump off the ship you jump off the ship and swim to the island i want to know what
25:43happened to her
25:44you are on the island greta you're safe you don't swim back to the boat to examine it there's someone
25:52clink to the wreckage you do
26:08you should try to eat something you guys have a long journey ahead i'm just not that hungry maybe it's
26:14the nurse do you need a nervy poo it might help there is nothing to be nervous about and i'll
26:22be
26:22with you every step of the way look she's an experienced my wife and it's important to remember
26:28that this is what we do babes and we're really good at it we're professionals i'll clear up what happens
26:36to the information what's that beat my information you said that you put it into a system before we
26:43move you on we need to know everything about the person you once were that tells us what to avoid
26:50where to avoid who to avoid and when you've done that we destroy all the records greta heaney is dead
26:57and any trace of her existence disappears just like that evaporation baby
27:11this is getting insane we must be getting close to something hmm
27:17sirsia and the others you think they're involved whatever this is daring it off to her neck
27:22well now i understand the need for all the secrecy the whole midnight cowboy vibe
27:30have you ever seen midnight cowboy
27:34no right because this definitely isn't the vibe like at all why would someone try and kill you
27:45oh you had something she wanted a tape a recording
27:51of what
27:55your father my father i only listened to a second of it someone stole it from the
28:01fucking hospital this whole thing is so messed up and what did you hear
28:08he was making a null it's the 19th of april 2003 finally mentioned to me and says the sorrowful woman
28:18has a cottage
28:21yeah the caretaker's place on the grounds of the school that was all i got right well i've been
28:26looking into the school the headmistress now was the headmistress then she might know something
28:30we have to be careful here yeah i just really need to know what happened to my father that night
28:49she didn't come no she came
28:54she came
29:11she said you go by jody no
29:16you said you go by grissa
29:21let's sit
29:40where the
29:41fuck is dark she has our clothes we should have just worn our clothes
29:44you think my mask wouldn't let me leave the house in that skirt it barely covers my hole finally
29:50hand them over hand what on her the clothes
29:53regretta has them on is she not here i thought she was coming with you she'd already left when
29:58i called to hers oh my god this is mortifying i don't think she's coming she has to come she
30:03has
30:03the clothes i saw her with jason meadows earlier i think she's going to meet him i think that's where
30:09that's where she is i'm worried girls i don't trust them
30:38sorry for
30:39what's the dinner lady again is it no oh thank god we're actually here to ask some questions about
30:44a couple of past pupils saoirse shaw robin o'casey dara frail greta heaney they were here in two tales
30:51on
30:51and tree saoirse shaw the writer that's the one well i don't watch it murder code but i will say
30:58that the
30:58storyline of episode four series two had a striking resemblance to a short story that i myself had
31:04published in the local paper that year right but like i say i don't watch it we're looking into a
31:12connection between these girls and a man named charles sampson i can't say that rings a bell he was an
31:19investigative journalist from liverpool i remember him he offered me money for greta's file greta heaney
31:30did you indeed i did not i didn't like it a grown man like him sniffing around a young girl
31:37he was a
31:38well-respected journalist and well-respected journalists often bribe teachers to provide
31:43them with confidential information about minors in their care do they
31:48this would have been 2003 when he came here yes might it have been the 19th of april when you
31:54spoke to him definitely not i remember that date because that was my colleague father o'brien's
31:59funeral have you any idea what charles was looking for in the files none i mean greta was clearly
32:07troubled she was very vulnerable i don't know what happened to her but something did she always seems sort
32:16of what haunted what became of her she passed away recently i'm afraid
32:40do you still have it i'm sorry her fire right come on come on what the fuck jesus don't look
32:50why can i not look come on
32:55come on
32:56come on hurry up jesus oh jesus there we go
33:02you all right oh i don't think so good stuff
33:05come on
33:16the volume yeah i've going tomorrow likes to get to heaven
33:25i've got it
33:26i just remembered something greta said years ago
33:32this must mean heaven's veal heaven's veal is a place oh hurry up girls before trigger
33:37i'll be getting back good point shift that's here sir if i fall will you catch me of course
33:42i fuck i will
33:47oh oh hello excuse me excuse me um do you have a phone
33:52huh a mobile phone do you have a mobile phone of course i have a mobile phone
33:57do you think we don't got mobile phones and done you go all is that it typical bloody patronizing bill
34:03past people
34:03can i use it well i don't have it with me robin look what's wrong what you doing what's wrong
34:09she's stuck i'm stuck i told you my arse wouldn't fit through this
34:15thing i'll just angle it a bit well she's tried that i tried that i had no idea her arse
34:21was that big
34:21no it's very deceptive deceiving deceptive i'd ring the fire brigade if i were you on what
34:31here it is we can destroy old documents after a certain period but
34:36i always felt weird about that sister thomas thinks i have a hoarding problem but i mean
34:43she's got a being a massive arsehole problem so we all have our crosses to bear
34:50it should be in here somewhere heart heaney
34:56heaney
34:59grata heaney
35:02you can read it here i'll wait outside
35:08um she's got that wrong my father wouldn't have blackmailed anyone
35:13let's just have a look let's just have a look yeah what does it say
35:23it's empty no that's
35:25it's healthy no that's what i want
35:42they should know
35:43sorry this has taken so long i've never made pleuimange
35:48She's fucking unhinged.
35:50I read the files.
35:52I know you did.
35:54When I had to leave my daughter, I thought about you again.
35:59I actually felt sorry for you.
36:02I mean, you weren't perfect.
36:04Far from it.
36:06But I thought how hard it must have been for you to walk away from me back then.
36:12Easiest thing in the world.
36:14You sold me.
36:16You did it for the money.
36:18You were rotten inside.
36:20Still are.
36:23Heaven's veil infected you.
36:26That's her.
36:28My wife's here.
36:33You're not really here.
36:35You're dead, am I?
36:37You must be by now.
36:39You're just desperate to find out, aren't you?
36:43So why don't you?
36:45You know where I am.
36:47You remember the number.
36:48You wrote it down.
37:07Hi.
37:08Oh, I was just...
37:09I wanted to check on the status of my mother.
37:12Nora O'Hara.
37:15Yes, I can wait.
37:20Well, you've given yourself away now, haven't you?
37:23Now someone knows you're alive.
37:26You'll never escape it.
37:28You can't run away from what you are.
37:35Well, you seem to have a pretty good life here.
37:40I don't know what you want me to say.
37:42They locked me away.
37:45He told me.
37:48Like I was fucking contagious.
37:53I'm sorry.
37:54Are you?
37:56Really, I had no idea.
37:58Did you ever ask?
38:03Jodie feels that she's ready to talk about Heaven's Veil.
38:08That's insane.
38:09I am insane.
38:10Obviously, it would be better if you've been involved.
38:12No, I told you I can't do that.
38:14I won't do that.
38:15No, it would be handled very delicately, Greta.
38:18I wouldn't reveal any details about your new lives,
38:21your identities.
38:24You'd be very safe.
38:25Not as safe as if we didn't talk to a fucking journalist.
38:28I can't believe you're being so stupid.
38:29Nobody ever listened to my side of things.
38:32There is no your side of things.
38:34Or my side of things.
38:35There is just what happened.
38:37And it's awful, but it happened.
38:38And it's over, and we can't change it.
38:40I want to tell my story.
38:43Your story is my story, though.
38:44You'll ruin everything.
38:46That's not fair.
38:48I'm sorry.
38:50You were able to move on.
38:53To put it behind you.
38:56To lock me in a box like a doll you don't want to play with anymore.
38:58But I couldn't.
39:00I am still there.
39:02In that place.
39:03On that night.
39:06There's no escape.
39:08I still have the scars all over my body.
39:12And every time I close my eyes, I see this fucking thing.
39:15It's you.
39:16I don't believe you.
39:20I didn't forget you.
39:24Look at this.
39:26I did this so I wouldn't.
39:30I couldn't.
39:37I kept you with me.
39:40Well, all this certainly taught you how to manipulate a situation.
39:43What does he mean?
39:44You want to talk about someone manipulating a situation?
39:47You're a fucking journalist.
39:48You're a grown man intimidating two vulnerable girls.
39:51I'm on your side here.
39:52Really?
39:52What they did was a horrific social experiment.
39:55Please leave us alone.
39:56I'm sorry, but people need to know.
39:59I just feel like...
40:02If I don't say it out loud...
40:04Or if I don't get the words out...
40:08Then they'll choke me.
40:22Sorry, what's this?
40:24What's this?
40:39What?
40:42I can't see what the hell is.
40:49My father, I'm afraid of.
40:54I can't see what the hell is.
40:58I can't see what the hell is.
41:15Okay, um, what are you saying?
41:45I need to think.
41:48What did she say to you?
41:52She needs to think.
41:57Perhaps you should go.
42:05Annette, that's your bike.
42:13I'm giving you a chance here.
42:15Both of you, a chance to control the narrative.
42:19She wants you to leave.
42:25No.
42:26You're making a mistake.
42:27Get out.
42:28Jodie.
42:29Leave.
42:30Hey, that's...
42:34Give me that.
42:35Yeah, I was about to.
42:40Now, come on.
42:46Oh, my God.
42:50What is that?
42:53Chris.
42:55You're recording us.
42:57Did you know?
42:57Did you know he was...
42:58Chris, I didn't know.
43:00Give it to me.
43:03Fuck you.
43:06This is bigger than you.
43:08Give it to me.
43:11Right!
43:12No!
43:12Come on, come on.
43:14Give it to me.
43:14Shh.
43:15Give it to me.
43:16Stop fucking your mouth, Brenda.
43:18Sarah!
43:19Sarah!
43:20Right, now.
43:23Give it to me.
43:24Come on.
43:26Come on.
43:26Come on.
43:27Come on.
43:51I didn't mean to.
43:53I just...
43:54I just wanted him to get off of you.
43:55Is he breathing?
43:56Is he still breathing?
44:01You have to stop.
44:03Abel, stop.
44:05Abel, stop!
44:06I don't know you're...
44:08I don't know.
44:08I'm so sorry.
44:09I'm so sorry.
44:11I'm so sorry.
44:12I'm so sorry.
44:13I'm so...
44:13I'm so sorry.
44:20Is he dead?
44:21I don't know you're...
44:23You're hurting me.
44:24I don't know you're...
44:43I don't know you're...
44:49Where did you get the knife?
44:50What?
44:52The knife.
44:53It was just there.
44:55It was just there on the table.
44:58What the hell?
44:59What?
45:00Someone's coming.
45:01What are we going to do?
45:02I can deal with them, but you need to leave.
45:04You need to leave now.
45:06Take this.
45:07Destroy it, okay?
45:08Tell no one, okay?
45:09You were never here.
45:10I was never here.
45:11Okay, go.
45:11Go to the back, babe.
45:12Through the window.
45:13They won't see you.
45:14Go.
45:14I'll roll on down, Earl.
45:15Please don't get us.
45:20We go.
45:22We're going to return.
45:25Go.
45:25Go.
45:28Go.
45:30Get out of the way.
45:36Get out of the way.
45:36Get out of the way.
45:49I just remember feeling in my hand that I remember thinking I had one chance
45:57So I took it
46:03We have to go to the place
46:06They won't believe me
46:08He was harassing you
46:11Watching you stalking you and I attacked you. It was self-defense. They won't believe her. What?
46:16She been dating him
46:17She met him here voluntarily. It wasn't her fault Saoirse. This is Northern Ireland
46:22If a woman is raped gets pregnant discovers having that baby will actually kill her that woman has two choices
46:28Has the baby and dies or finds a way to abort that pregnancy and goes to fucking jail. What else
46:34does she have?
46:41We'll help you
46:57I don't believe it
47:00Maybe it's just a shower
47:03Maybe it'll stop soon
47:07Time for plan B then
47:09What's plan B?
47:12We bury him
47:30Should I say a prayer for him or for us?
47:37What now?
47:40We get ourselves cleaned up. We can change at the party
47:43We can't go back to the party
47:44We have to
47:46All four of us. We have to go back to the party just in case
47:48In case what?
47:53In case someone asked us where we were
48:02It stopped raining
48:04It stopped raining
48:04It stopped raining
48:25All that said I won't take you
48:27We should pretend to have fun
48:31It just goes through you like a ghost
48:40And only half of this is everything
48:46Things will never be the same again
48:50They'll never forget what happened tonight
48:55No matter how much they want to
48:58They'll be pulled back
48:59Dragged back
49:01Haunted by it forever
49:04I know how these things go
49:07I really believed I could become somebody else
49:10But maybe I'll never be able to move on
49:14If I can't run away from who I really am
49:18Maybe it's time to run towards it
49:46As I say, I've never made
49:48Le Mange before
49:49Could go either way
49:50I need to look at her notes
49:52Sure thing, babes
49:53They're all on the system
49:57Shit!
50:18Running through my head
50:18Running through my head
50:19All the things you said
50:20All the things you said
50:21Is that enough
50:22Is that enough
50:30I've been serious
50:32I feel totally lost
50:33If I'm asking for help
50:35It's only because
50:36Being with you
50:37Has opened my eyes
50:39Could I ever believe
50:40Such a perfect surprise
50:41I keep asking myself
50:43What am I doing?
50:44I keep causing my eyes
50:46But I can't talk you out
50:47Wanna fly to a place
50:48Where it's just you and me
50:49Nobody else
50:51So we can be free
50:52Nobody else
50:53So we can be free
50:55All the things you said
50:56All the things you said
50:57Running through my head
50:59Running through my head
51:00All the things you said
51:04All the things you said
51:06All the things you said
51:06All the things you said
51:07Is that enough
51:08Is that enough
51:11Is that enough
51:37And I'm all mixed up feeling colder than worse
52:10I'm all mixed up feeling colder than worse
52:16I'm all mixed up feeling colder than worse
52:17I'm all mixed up feeling colder than worse
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