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90 Day Fiance Before The 90 Days S08E19
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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Would you feel better about Michael
00:00:06if I just cut him out of my life?
00:00:09No.
00:00:10I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
00:00:14I love Laura because she has a pure heart,
00:00:17and I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
00:00:20We can still be friends.
00:00:23But not best friend, not that weird friendship.
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:33It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling
00:00:47than he would realize.
00:00:49And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:01:00So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02And I thought you were going to apply for me in the US.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me,
00:01:10I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:01:14Don't ask us, ma'am.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing,
00:01:20and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:32He and I find a place we move in together.
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear,
00:01:37but there's no action.
00:01:39Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:02:10I believe that it will work.
00:02:12Don't fall through.
00:02:15I'm in love with you,
00:02:17but I do still have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Oh, wait, please.
00:02:22Just, please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away, and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish you realized that I do love her,
00:02:32and I do want us to be together.
00:02:56I just feel so gross.
00:02:58I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:31I'm going to stop sharing mine then.
00:03:32Like, he just stopped sharing it.
00:03:34Literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have some tough conversations,
00:03:42and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:03:59I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together in the rental, and I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy, and, like, Josh was, like, disrespecting me.
00:04:14And I went to the bedroom, and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like, why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow, and he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room, trying to pack up, and this morning, I just woke up, and he walked
00:04:36away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me, and you're falling for me,
00:04:43and then you bring the girls back and disrespect me, and just then walk away?
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:58The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:02Don't tell me you love me, and me if, like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, I, yeah, I've been so apprehensive, and so, like, like, my walls are up with him,
00:05:15because, like, you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm going to throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:32Have you slept?
00:05:34No.
00:05:35Well, at least your sleeping pattern will be perfect for me.
00:05:43I feel like I'm feeling some of your hydration styles.
00:05:48How is the vibe in the apartment this morning?
00:05:50Well, it's not good vibes when you can hear Elise crying.
00:05:53Do you know what I mean?
00:05:53And any girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea having girls over on Elise's last night,
00:06:00but try and stay out of all external problems,
00:06:03especially relationship ones to do with friends.
00:06:05It's not my business.
00:06:06So, I was working on my laptop in my room while they were fighting.
00:06:11But, uh, no, it wasn't a good idea.
00:06:20Huh?
00:06:31I'm so sorry.
00:06:32Why are you doing this to me?
00:06:33Left the place in front of your location and left me.
00:06:36I was angry.
00:06:37I'm upset.
00:06:37I just drove off.
00:06:38I was angry.
00:06:39Where did you go?
00:06:40I just drove off the road.
00:06:43I just had a panic attack.
00:06:44I just thought you didn't care anymore.
00:06:47Stop.
00:06:47Look at me.
00:06:48I'm falling apart.
00:06:49I'm, I'm being here.
00:06:50I'm sorry.
00:06:52I'm so sorry.
00:06:55All I wanted was a night with you.
00:06:57That's all I wanted.
00:06:57And you had to have those people where you disrespected me.
00:07:00I've asked you.
00:07:01I wanted a night with you.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:06I don't want to miss a bit, but I told you.
00:07:08This is so embarrassing.
00:07:09I told you last night in bed.
00:07:11I'm so sorry.
00:07:11I love you so much.
00:07:13Josh, stop.
00:07:14You up.
00:07:16I'm sorry.
00:07:18I need to go to the airport.
00:07:23Last night, in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her.
00:07:26But I asked her if they could come over.
00:07:29She said, yes, that's absolutely fine.
00:07:31And then turns around and says, you know, that's not OK.
00:07:34We just started arguing all night.
00:07:37Like, she can be very nasty.
00:07:39She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:07:41You know, you know, you don't want me anymore.
00:07:43Do you love her?
00:07:44Yeah, I do.
00:07:45And like, I do.
00:07:47I do love her.
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me?
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you.
00:08:01You just left me, so I feel like I'm making you do something I want to do.
00:08:05Yeah, I walked out because I was angry.
00:08:06But I realized I just needed to calm down.
00:08:11All I want is to be alone with you.
00:08:14Yeah, but like, you should have said that.
00:08:16Josh, this is crazy.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20This is going to go in circles.
00:08:21Yeah.
00:08:22This is going to go in circles.
00:08:24Let's go.
00:08:25Bye, please.
00:08:26It's been real.
00:08:29What the ?
00:08:30One minute, he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me.
00:08:34And the next minute, he puts all the blame on me.
00:08:37Like, all of it was my fault.
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts.
00:08:44One part of me is like, I'm falling in love with this man.
00:08:48At the same time, I am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster of the past 12 hours.
00:08:55And I'm just confused.
00:08:57Like, I can't stay and fix this.
00:08:58I have a flight to catch.
00:09:00I have to go home.
00:09:01Like, what do I do now?
00:09:08Like, what do you wanna do?
00:09:09Oh, oh.
00:09:17We're out.
00:09:20We're out.
00:09:22We're out.
00:09:23So you are all.
00:09:24We're out.
00:09:26I always leave.
00:09:27Like, we're in love with this.
00:09:31You're real close.
00:09:32We're out.
00:09:32How live with this life.
00:09:32The Direction of Contops is it?
00:09:32We're out of any time.
00:09:48Nice winter.
00:09:50Yeah, it's a beautiful day.
00:09:52I'm excited for some sunshine.
00:09:55Yeah, too bad that it is last day.
00:10:00Yeah.
00:10:02But I'm sad.
00:10:04We have surprised.
00:10:05Actually, I have surprised.
00:10:07You always have surprises.
00:10:09Today, Michael is sightseeing on his own
00:10:12so that Birkhan and I can spend some quality time together
00:10:15before I have to go back to the States tomorrow.
00:10:19I'm glad Birkhan and I were able to reconcile
00:10:22and I don't have to cut Michael out of my life.
00:10:25But I'm literally leaving when we just got things back on track
00:10:29and I'm worried that as we go back to being long distance
00:10:33that we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
00:10:39We are going somewhere that is really important for me.
00:10:44Okay.
00:10:45You have to play, too.
00:10:46I have to play?
00:10:47Yeah, you have to.
00:10:48I'm sorry, what am I playing?
00:10:50Soccer.
00:10:50I'm playing soccer.
00:10:52Yeah.
00:10:52Oh, really?
00:10:53Yeah, you have to.
00:10:56My first love was soccer
00:10:59and my last love was Laura.
00:11:02So I believe sharing the thing that I love most
00:11:06is important.
00:11:09I will play.
00:11:11You can impress me first, though.
00:11:13By doing...
00:11:15Kick the ball from there to there.
00:11:17I can do that.
00:11:18Okay.
00:11:19I've never kicked a soccer ball in my life
00:11:22and it's hot as balls
00:11:24and I'm in jeans for crying out loud.
00:11:26This is not at the top of my list of things to do on my last day.
00:11:30Are you ready?
00:11:31Yeah, you got this.
00:11:33I don't feel any pressure, though.
00:11:38Holy balls.
00:11:44Beer con is so good at soccer.
00:11:47It's like panty-dropping good.
00:11:48I feel like I'm fangirling over here
00:11:50and I should ask for your autograph.
00:11:52Yeah, do you want some?
00:11:53Yeah, actually.
00:11:54I mean, there is nothing wrong
00:11:56with watching this hot guy kick a ball around.
00:11:58Jeez.
00:11:59Oh, my God.
00:12:02And now,
00:12:04you're going to learn how to play.
00:12:05Oh, my...
00:12:05No, you do it again.
00:12:06I don't know how to play.
00:12:07I don't even know what foot to kick the ball with.
00:12:10Doesn't matter.
00:12:12It is instinct.
00:12:14Your instinct kicks the ball.
00:12:17See?
00:12:18Your strong foot is your left.
00:12:21No, right.
00:12:22It is my left.
00:12:26Oh, God.
00:12:28When it comes to soccer,
00:12:29if I give her between one to five...
00:12:33Oops.
00:12:34Out the door?
00:12:35She's probably zero.
00:12:38But even Edison tried 2,000 times.
00:12:42So I think she can score one
00:12:44if she tries 2,000 times.
00:12:47So...
00:12:48Yeah.
00:12:50You have just one shot.
00:12:51Just one score?
00:12:52From all the...
00:12:53Oh, my God.
00:12:55It feels really far.
00:12:58Go with the ball.
00:13:02Go with the ball.
00:13:07I told you.
00:13:08You believed in yourself
00:13:10and you just did it.
00:13:12It was actually a lot of fun.
00:13:15And also,
00:13:15this has a meaning
00:13:17because, you know,
00:13:19you thought it was distance, right?
00:13:21Yeah.
00:13:22You didn't believe that
00:13:23you were going to score?
00:13:24No, I did not.
00:13:25You just scored.
00:13:27This is what belief is.
00:13:30If you believe something
00:13:32with your heart,
00:13:34it's going to happen.
00:13:36Yeah.
00:13:37And this is the same thing
00:13:39we have
00:13:41in our future.
00:13:43We all have that distance,
00:13:46but don't stuck on distance.
00:13:49Don't stuck on problems.
00:13:52You're going to follow your heart.
00:13:54We'll be fine.
00:13:56We will have the goal.
00:13:58We will score.
00:14:03You're my love.
00:14:07Do you know what this is?
00:14:09No.
00:14:11Give me your ring finger.
00:14:16This one?
00:14:17Left one, right?
00:14:19Yeah.
00:14:20Do you know why
00:14:21people call this ring finger?
00:14:24No.
00:14:26It is the only finger that
00:14:28you have
00:14:29a vein
00:14:31goes through your heart.
00:14:34And this
00:14:36is why people
00:14:37wearing rings
00:14:38on that finger.
00:14:42See?
00:14:43We have a wine
00:14:45that
00:14:45bonds us.
00:14:48We don't need rings.
00:14:51Nope.
00:14:52All we need
00:14:53is a spell.
00:14:57Now,
00:14:58I'm asking you,
00:15:03you want to
00:15:04bond your heart
00:15:04with mine?
00:15:08Will you marry me?
00:15:14Lakey,
00:15:15I haven't been
00:15:16feeling well.
00:15:18I've been
00:15:18luscious.
00:15:21So,
00:15:22today,
00:15:23I decided to
00:15:24take a pregnancy test.
00:15:30You ready
00:15:31for some exercise?
00:15:32No.
00:15:33It helps me
00:15:33cleanse my head
00:15:34and feel airy.
00:15:35Is that why
00:15:36you're blonde now?
00:15:38I was so sure
00:15:39of him.
00:15:40And now,
00:15:40I'm just insecure.
00:15:42He's not
00:15:43communicating
00:15:44with her much.
00:15:45I wanted to
00:15:45find a reason
00:15:46why.
00:15:47And
00:15:48I did
00:15:49find things.
00:15:49It's not
00:15:50normal that
00:15:51he has
00:15:51a wife
00:15:52contact.
00:15:53That's not
00:15:53your number.
00:16:07So,
00:16:09Lakey,
00:16:10I haven't
00:16:10been feeling
00:16:11well.
00:16:14I've been
00:16:15luscious.
00:16:20So,
00:16:21today,
00:16:21I decided
00:16:22to
00:16:23take a pregnancy
00:16:24test.
00:16:33I'm just
00:16:34gonna have
00:16:35to wait
00:16:35for a few
00:16:36more minutes
00:16:36and
00:16:37I guess
00:16:38I'm gonna
00:16:39see
00:16:40all the answers
00:16:42to my
00:16:42questions.
00:16:46Okay.
00:16:46It's been
00:16:48a few weeks
00:16:49since our
00:16:50renewal
00:16:50about.
00:16:52Juvon's
00:16:53extended his
00:16:53visa to
00:16:54stay with
00:16:55me longer
00:16:55and
00:16:56she's been
00:16:57amazing.
00:16:58It means a lot
00:16:59to me that
00:17:00he was willing
00:17:01to miss work
00:17:02so he could
00:17:03travel and
00:17:04make memories
00:17:05for me.
00:17:06It's actually
00:17:07been very
00:17:07helpful in
00:17:08carrying
00:17:09which makes
00:17:09me find
00:17:10him attractive
00:17:11so,
00:17:12you know,
00:17:13we were
00:17:13very busy.
00:17:15Busy doing
00:17:16what?
00:17:17Oh my God,
00:17:18like, so many
00:17:18sex.
00:17:20I'm going to
00:17:21church on
00:17:22Sunday.
00:17:26Juvon.
00:17:27Hmm.
00:17:28Boo!
00:17:30Uh...
00:17:30Juvon.
00:17:31What?
00:17:37Come here.
00:17:40I'm going to
00:17:41show you
00:17:41something.
00:17:42Okay.
00:17:44Boo,
00:17:45you want to
00:17:46tell you
00:17:47something?
00:17:48Okay.
00:17:48Go ahead.
00:17:49Check this
00:17:50out.
00:17:54Is that
00:17:55is what
00:17:55I think
00:17:56it is?
00:17:58Yeah.
00:17:59Wow.
00:18:06Are we
00:18:07about to
00:18:07have a
00:18:08baby?
00:18:09Oh,
00:18:09steps?
00:18:12Hell yeah.
00:18:14Yeah.
00:18:15Nice,
00:18:16boo.
00:18:16I'm very
00:18:17happy.
00:18:17I'm very
00:18:18happy,
00:18:18too.
00:18:19Yeah.
00:18:23Thanks,
00:18:23boo.
00:18:25I don't
00:18:25even know
00:18:26what to
00:18:26feel right
00:18:27now.
00:18:27Part of
00:18:28me is
00:18:28happy about
00:18:29it,
00:18:29and another
00:18:30part of
00:18:30me is
00:18:30like,
00:18:31holy
00:18:31I'm
00:18:32about
00:18:32to
00:18:32be
00:18:32a
00:18:32dad.
00:18:34I'm
00:18:35scared
00:18:35as
00:18:38I'm
00:18:39in shock,
00:18:39but I
00:18:39don't know
00:18:40why,
00:18:41but...
00:18:41I'm not
00:18:41really
00:18:42surprised,
00:18:43but I'm
00:18:43so nervous.
00:18:45Yeah,
00:18:45me too.
00:18:47I'm happy,
00:18:48though,
00:18:48boo.
00:18:48Oh,
00:18:49me too.
00:18:50Love you.
00:18:51Love you.
00:19:02Thank you,
00:19:03boo,
00:19:03for packing
00:19:03my bag.
00:19:04Appreciate it.
00:19:05Uh-huh.
00:19:07love you.
00:19:08am very
00:19:08happy.
00:19:09I
00:19:10just
00:19:10wasn't
00:19:10expecting
00:19:11this to
00:19:12happen
00:19:12this
00:19:13quickly,
00:19:14but
00:19:15the timing
00:19:16is terrible
00:19:16because
00:19:17Jovon is
00:19:19leaving
00:19:19tomorrow,
00:19:20and we
00:19:21haven't really
00:19:22made any
00:19:22decision
00:19:23for the
00:19:25future yet.
00:19:26How you feel?
00:19:28Bloated.
00:19:29Bloated?
00:19:30Gassy?
00:19:31Yeah.
00:19:31Yeah.
00:19:32But I'm
00:19:33very happy.
00:19:34We have a
00:19:34bonus,
00:19:35and I'm
00:19:36really excited.
00:19:39You know,
00:19:40you always
00:19:40question,
00:19:40like,
00:19:41what's the
00:19:41meaning of
00:19:42my life?
00:19:43And now,
00:19:44I feel like...
00:19:46You have a
00:19:46reason.
00:19:47I have a
00:19:47reason why
00:19:48I'm doing
00:19:48what I'm
00:19:48doing.
00:19:50You know
00:19:50what I mean?
00:19:51There you
00:19:51go.
00:19:53But a
00:19:54part of me
00:19:55feels anxious.
00:19:58Well,
00:19:59because there's
00:20:00a lot of
00:20:00things that
00:20:00we haven't
00:20:02figured out
00:20:02yet.
00:20:05Right now,
00:20:06the main
00:20:07focus is
00:20:08your health
00:20:08and the
00:20:09baby and
00:20:11getting things
00:20:11in order
00:20:12over here.
00:20:13Then once
00:20:14that's good,
00:20:16we will
00:20:17definitely
00:20:17look more
00:20:19into you
00:20:21coming over
00:20:22there.
00:20:23You know,
00:20:24baby alone
00:20:24is very
00:20:25expensive.
00:20:26Mm-hmm.
00:20:26You know,
00:20:27and then you
00:20:28add the
00:20:28visa on top
00:20:29of that.
00:20:32Yeah.
00:20:34But there's
00:20:34a lot of
00:20:35things you're
00:20:35going to be
00:20:36missing out.
00:20:37Yeah.
00:20:37Like the
00:20:37first appointment
00:20:39to the doctor.
00:20:40You got to keep
00:20:41me posted.
00:20:41Monthly, yeah.
00:20:42I'll keep you posted.
00:20:43I know it's not the same,
00:20:44but it's all we have
00:20:46for right now,
00:20:50so...
00:20:51realistically,
00:20:53when do you think
00:20:54you could come back?
00:20:55I can't give you
00:20:56an exact month
00:20:58because I'm not
00:20:59back home yet,
00:21:01but I'll be back
00:21:02before you even
00:21:03get birth.
00:21:04That I can tell you.
00:21:07now that I'm
00:21:08pregnant,
00:21:09I thought
00:21:11he would
00:21:11want to work
00:21:12harder
00:21:12to live with me
00:21:13in one place
00:21:14together.
00:21:16But I guess
00:21:17I was
00:21:17wrong.
00:21:20I know
00:21:21he loves me
00:21:21so much,
00:21:23but I can't
00:21:24help but
00:21:24feel sad
00:21:26that I'm going
00:21:26through
00:21:27the pregnancy
00:21:28alone.
00:21:29Let's not
00:21:30worry about it
00:21:31too much tonight.
00:21:32We have to
00:21:33finish packing
00:21:35and we have
00:21:35to get up
00:21:36early.
00:21:38Okay.
00:22:02You ready for this?
00:22:03Ready for some
00:22:04exercise?
00:22:05No.
00:22:05No?
00:22:06It's a beautiful
00:22:07day.
00:22:07Come on.
00:22:08It's hot.
00:22:10This is really
00:22:11good for me.
00:22:12It helps me
00:22:12cleanse my head
00:22:13and I really
00:22:13want to,
00:22:14you know,
00:22:15feel better
00:22:16and,
00:22:17you know,
00:22:18be airy
00:22:19and light.
00:22:20Is that why
00:22:21you're blonde now?
00:22:22Why,
00:22:23because I'm
00:22:23an airhead?
00:22:24Yeah.
00:22:24No,
00:22:25I'm not an airhead.
00:22:26What does
00:22:27Daniel think
00:22:27of your blonde hair?
00:22:29He wants
00:22:29an African-style
00:22:30braid.
00:22:32He wants
00:22:32braids.
00:22:33He does
00:22:34realize,
00:22:36one,
00:22:36how expensive
00:22:37and time-consuming
00:22:39that is
00:22:39and,
00:22:40two,
00:22:41you're a,
00:22:42um,
00:22:44white American.
00:22:45I know.
00:22:46Why do I have
00:22:47to say
00:22:48and be
00:22:49and act
00:22:49and look
00:22:50exactly as
00:22:51he chooses?
00:22:53It's hard.
00:22:54I've given
00:22:55so much
00:22:56to make
00:22:56Daniel happy.
00:22:58I know.
00:22:59You're working
00:23:00three jobs.
00:23:00You're working
00:23:01your ass
00:23:02off
00:23:02to pay off
00:23:03debt
00:23:04that you
00:23:04also added
00:23:05on for him.
00:23:07Why isn't
00:23:08he going
00:23:08out and
00:23:09getting another
00:23:09job?
00:23:10Where is
00:23:11his effort?
00:23:14I don't know.
00:23:15I'm just
00:23:15feeling different.
00:23:17I was
00:23:18so sure
00:23:19of him
00:23:20and
00:23:21so in
00:23:22love
00:23:22and now
00:23:23I'm just
00:23:24insecure.
00:23:27when mom
00:23:28first came
00:23:29back from
00:23:30Nigeria
00:23:30she was
00:23:31definitely
00:23:31really
00:23:32excited.
00:23:34She was
00:23:34making all
00:23:35of these
00:23:35wild plans.
00:23:36She said
00:23:37she wanted
00:23:37to go back
00:23:38to Nigeria
00:23:38and stay
00:23:39for about a
00:23:39year
00:23:40and then
00:23:41over the next
00:23:42couple weeks
00:23:43she just
00:23:44started saying
00:23:45that he's not
00:23:46communicating
00:23:46with her much
00:23:47and I wasn't
00:23:49liking the
00:23:49situation.
00:23:50I wanted to
00:23:51find if
00:23:51there was
00:23:52another reason
00:23:53why he's
00:23:54not communicating
00:23:55like he was
00:23:56and I did
00:23:58find things
00:23:59and none
00:24:00of them
00:24:00were positive
00:24:01things.
00:24:04It's not
00:24:05normal that
00:24:06he has
00:24:07four other
00:24:08phone numbers
00:24:09and not even
00:24:10that he also
00:24:11has a wife
00:24:12contact.
00:24:13That's not
00:24:13your number.
00:24:14No it's
00:24:15weird.
00:24:16Who
00:24:17who is
00:24:17this wife?
00:24:18Not you.
00:24:20You wrote
00:24:21her.
00:24:21She didn't
00:24:21deny it.
00:24:22I kept
00:24:23the conversation.
00:24:25Before going
00:24:26to Nigeria
00:24:26to show
00:24:28that I
00:24:28could trust
00:24:28Daniel he
00:24:29gave me
00:24:29his passwords
00:24:30for his
00:24:31email account.
00:24:32Faith
00:24:33logged into
00:24:33his email
00:24:34and got
00:24:35his contacts.
00:24:36He has
00:24:37me listed
00:24:37as Liz
00:24:38Baby
00:24:39and then
00:24:40he has
00:24:40another number
00:24:41listed as
00:24:43Wife Chat
00:24:44and it's a
00:24:45Nigerian phone
00:24:46number.
00:24:47Faith
00:24:48reached out
00:24:48to the
00:24:49number
00:24:50and introduced
00:24:51herself and
00:24:52said do you
00:24:52know Daniel?
00:24:54I've got your
00:24:54number from his
00:24:55email and you
00:24:56are listed as
00:24:57his wife.
00:24:58And the person
00:24:59answered back
00:25:00and said so
00:25:02what do you
00:25:03want?
00:25:03Faith pretty
00:25:04much told him
00:25:05my mom is
00:25:06also married
00:25:07to Daniel.
00:25:08I'm concerned
00:25:09about this.
00:25:10I think we
00:25:10should talk
00:25:10about it.
00:25:11And she
00:25:11said lose
00:25:12my number.
00:25:14Who the
00:25:15is Wife?
00:25:16And why
00:25:16won't she
00:25:17talk?
00:25:20Daniel hasn't
00:25:21been giving
00:25:21me the
00:25:21attention
00:25:22that he
00:25:23was.
00:25:23I'm not
00:25:24getting the
00:25:25good morning
00:25:25text anymore.
00:25:26He hasn't
00:25:27been calling
00:25:28like he used
00:25:29to.
00:25:30Daniel says
00:25:31he loves
00:25:31me and
00:25:32that he's
00:25:32been busy
00:25:33but I'm
00:25:34suspicious.
00:25:36If there
00:25:36is a wife
00:25:37out there
00:25:37and he
00:25:38put me
00:25:39through all
00:25:39this and
00:25:40he has
00:25:40a wife
00:25:41out there
00:25:42what does
00:25:43that mean?
00:25:46It's just
00:25:47too much
00:25:47at this
00:25:48point mom.
00:25:49What is
00:25:50your game
00:25:50plan now?
00:25:51Are you
00:25:51still going
00:25:51to go
00:25:52there and
00:25:53marry him?
00:25:55I don't
00:25:55know.
00:25:56I'm going
00:25:56to have
00:25:56to confront
00:25:57him but
00:25:57I'm torn
00:25:58faith.
00:25:59I go
00:25:59back and
00:25:59forth
00:25:59every day
00:26:00thinking
00:26:00about
00:26:01this.
00:26:02I mean
00:26:03he's
00:26:03going to
00:26:03gaslight
00:26:04you.
00:26:04You know
00:26:04that.
00:26:05But you
00:26:06also can't
00:26:07deny
00:26:07physical
00:26:08proof.
00:26:10I know
00:26:11that I
00:26:11need to
00:26:12confront
00:26:12Daniel but
00:26:13I am
00:26:14afraid that
00:26:15he's going
00:26:16to gaslight
00:26:16me just
00:26:17like he
00:26:17has in
00:26:18Nigeria.
00:26:22This is
00:26:23her picture.
00:26:24Do you
00:26:24remember her
00:26:24now?
00:26:26You do
00:26:27know this
00:26:27person.
00:26:28No, no.
00:26:28You remembered
00:26:29last night
00:26:30when I brought
00:26:30it up.
00:26:31Now all of a
00:26:31sudden you're
00:26:31pretending
00:26:32you don't
00:26:32know her?
00:26:37Going
00:26:37through this
00:26:38has been
00:26:38very traumatic
00:26:39and my
00:26:40headspace is
00:26:41all over
00:26:41the place.
00:26:42There's
00:26:42proof.
00:26:43She didn't
00:26:44say I'm
00:26:44not his
00:26:44wife.
00:26:45She didn't
00:26:45say who
00:26:46are you
00:26:46talking to.
00:26:47That answer
00:26:48is everything
00:26:48I need.
00:26:49He can't
00:26:49come up
00:26:50with an
00:26:50excuse for
00:26:51that.
00:26:52It's time.
00:26:53It's time
00:26:54to tell
00:26:54Daniel what
00:26:55you have
00:26:55found.
00:26:56It's time
00:26:57to ask him
00:26:57about this
00:26:58wife.
00:26:59I love
00:27:00him and I
00:27:01miss him
00:27:02but I
00:27:03just feel
00:27:03betrayed.
00:27:05I'm
00:27:05mentally,
00:27:06physically,
00:27:07totally
00:27:07exhausted.
00:27:12I'm
00:27:13proud of
00:27:13you,
00:27:14mom.
00:27:14You know
00:27:15I always
00:27:15support you.
00:27:22Off
00:27:22we go.
00:27:24I still
00:27:25don't
00:27:25completely
00:27:26trust
00:27:26Sheena.
00:27:27I love
00:27:27you,
00:27:27purple
00:27:28bear.
00:27:29You
00:27:29don't
00:27:29need
00:27:29to be
00:27:29worried.
00:27:30She's
00:27:31still
00:27:32manipulates
00:27:33better
00:27:34than
00:27:34anybody
00:27:34I
00:27:35know.
00:27:37You
00:27:37okay?
00:27:41I don't
00:27:42want
00:27:42you
00:27:42to
00:27:43leave
00:27:43me.
00:28:01I
00:28:01know.
00:28:02I
00:28:08I
00:28:09mean
00:28:09words
00:28:09can't
00:28:10express
00:28:10how I
00:28:12feel
00:28:12at this
00:28:13moment
00:28:14having to
00:28:15leave
00:28:16Madagascar
00:28:17and not
00:28:18being able
00:28:18to say
00:28:19goodbye
00:28:19to
00:28:19Trish.
00:28:31me.
00:28:32It was
00:28:32hard not
00:28:33being able
00:28:34to
00:28:34be with
00:28:36her
00:28:36the last
00:28:37few nights
00:28:38because I
00:28:39still love
00:28:40her.
00:28:43But I
00:28:44know
00:28:44that
00:28:44it's not
00:28:46right or
00:28:46fair for
00:28:48me
00:28:50to
00:28:52not let
00:28:53go of
00:28:53the past.
00:28:56I'm
00:28:57really sad
00:28:58with it
00:28:58being
00:29:00over
00:29:01between
00:29:02Trish and I.
00:29:05But I
00:29:07couldn't help
00:29:08the way
00:29:08that I
00:29:09felt.
00:29:09And I
00:29:10couldn't lie
00:29:11and say
00:29:12that I
00:29:13don't
00:29:13have
00:29:13any
00:29:13feelings
00:29:14for my
00:29:14ex.
00:29:19Because
00:29:20of that
00:29:20I
00:29:21lost
00:29:22something
00:29:22that
00:29:22could
00:29:23have
00:29:23been
00:29:23really
00:29:23special.
00:29:28There
00:29:29was a
00:29:29lot of
00:29:29times
00:29:30when
00:29:31everything
00:29:31was good
00:29:32between
00:29:32us.
00:29:33I
00:29:33was
00:29:33really
00:29:34happy
00:29:34and
00:29:34I
00:29:35see
00:29:35so
00:29:35many
00:29:35good
00:29:36qualities
00:29:36in
00:29:37Trish.
00:29:39I
00:29:39feel
00:29:39like
00:29:40she
00:29:40lights
00:29:40up
00:29:40the
00:29:40room
00:29:41you
00:29:41know
00:29:42when
00:29:44she's
00:29:44in
00:29:44her
00:29:45good
00:29:45moods.
00:29:48I
00:29:48feel
00:29:49like
00:29:49I'm
00:29:49like
00:29:49the
00:29:50luckiest
00:29:50man alive
00:29:51to be
00:29:54standing
00:29:55next to
00:29:55her
00:29:55holding
00:29:56her hand.
00:30:04If my
00:30:05ex
00:30:05had never
00:30:06contacted
00:30:07me
00:30:11Trish
00:30:12and I
00:30:12would
00:30:12definitely
00:30:13be
00:30:13in a
00:30:13much
00:30:14better
00:30:15place.
00:30:17Looking
00:30:17back
00:30:18at all
00:30:18these
00:30:19beautiful
00:30:20times
00:30:20that
00:30:21Trish
00:30:22and I
00:30:22shared
00:30:23together
00:30:23I
00:30:25had
00:30:25such
00:30:25high
00:30:25hopes.
00:30:30My
00:30:31baby.
00:30:33Good
00:30:34morning,
00:30:36baby.
00:30:44Giving
00:30:44a
00:30:46baby.
00:30:48Woo!
00:30:48Woo!
00:30:50Woo!
00:30:52Woo!
00:30:53This is
00:30:54making me
00:30:54think about
00:30:55how much
00:30:56I could
00:30:57be missing
00:30:58and how
00:30:59much I'm
00:30:59going to be
00:31:00missing in
00:31:01the future
00:31:01with her.
00:31:08She's
00:31:09lying,
00:31:09man.
00:31:12This isn't
00:31:13how it was
00:31:14supposed to be.
00:31:17And this
00:31:18hurts me
00:31:19deeply
00:31:19that it
00:31:20didn't
00:31:20work out.
00:31:24I'm
00:31:25leaving
00:31:25with no
00:31:25hope at
00:31:26all.
00:31:27And
00:31:27you're
00:31:28always
00:31:29on the
00:31:30ground
00:31:31And
00:31:33I
00:31:33know
00:31:34I
00:31:35could
00:31:36love
00:31:38you
00:31:38Forever
00:31:41and
00:31:42the
00:31:42thing
00:31:43is
00:31:44torture
00:31:44to
00:31:45frame
00:31:48Baby.
00:31:51Harder
00:31:52to
00:31:53fall
00:31:54When
00:31:56you're
00:31:56always
00:31:58on
00:31:59the
00:31:59ground
00:32:00And
00:32:02I
00:32:02know
00:32:02where
00:32:04you
00:32:05here?
00:32:10Jane,
00:32:12why
00:32:12Bye.
00:32:13Bye.
00:32:30This is the one that's got all the stash of stuff in there.
00:32:33Are you allowed to have big bags of chips?
00:32:36They're not going to like pop and explode?
00:32:38No, I think they're like, well, then.
00:32:40The air pressure's going to be different.
00:32:41You might have exploded confetti chips.
00:32:43No, I mean, people take their dogs on planes
00:32:45so you don't explode, right?
00:32:48Well, we'll find out.
00:32:57Well, I think we're just about there, you guys.
00:33:00Oh, man.
00:33:01Yes, Mom.
00:33:09I can't believe that the time was Sheena's ending.
00:33:13We had a lot of back and forths yesterday about why I have to leave today.
00:33:18She was hurt.
00:33:19She was upset that she wanted me to stay.
00:33:22All right.
00:33:24It was the hardest choice I ever had to make, saying that I need to leave the one I love.
00:33:32Oh.
00:33:33Oh.
00:33:34Okay.
00:33:37Big ones first.
00:33:39Mountain stuff.
00:33:40Thank you, guys.
00:33:44Waking up this morning next to Forrest, I was really sad because it's been hard enough
00:33:50to wait as long as I waited to be with him.
00:33:53Yeah, perfect.
00:33:54Oh.
00:33:55Yeah.
00:33:56Off we go.
00:33:58It's so hard to let him go, but his mom meddles too much, so I don't have a choice.
00:34:07I love you, machine.
00:34:09I love you, purple bear.
00:34:12The thing I'm going to miss the most is waking up in bed beside you and, you know, having
00:34:17you cuddle the snout out of me on top of your grinding teeth.
00:34:21I don't think grinding teeth.
00:34:23It's a perfect alarm clock every morning to get up.
00:34:27What I'm missing is the good old bear who loves me to take care of me, who's been farting
00:34:34all night, sometimes every day, almost 24-7.
00:34:37He's too good.
00:34:39Mm-hmm.
00:34:40You're funny, babe.
00:34:42You don't need to be worried.
00:34:44It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get
00:34:48you back home.
00:34:50Thank you, Papa Bear.
00:34:55Overall, this trip was a wonderful experience.
00:34:59I feel really good that I got to see Forrest happy and to see him so in love.
00:35:04But I'm just, I'm afraid of what the future's going to bring.
00:35:10Do you hear my love?
00:35:13I'm not looking forward to this.
00:35:18Truthfully, I still don't completely trust Sheena.
00:35:23Here I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
00:35:26No, I have more questions.
00:35:29I still don't have a full understanding of Sheena's financial, you know, relationship
00:35:35when it comes to her family and all of that.
00:35:37She still manipulates better than anybody I know.
00:35:41That's why I am so completely relieved that I saved Forrest from making the biggest mistake
00:35:47of his life.
00:35:48I mean, if he would have stayed here, it would have been a nightmare.
00:35:55Which way is the gate?
00:35:57Right here.
00:36:03Well, we're going to go ahead and let you guys have some time to yourselves.
00:36:06Okay?
00:36:07Let me know.
00:36:09Okay.
00:36:09I will see you again.
00:36:15You'll be all right.
00:36:16Okay?
00:36:27Despite Sheena's faults, I know that they really truly love each other.
00:36:32And it hurts me and breaks my heart to know that they might lose them.
00:36:38It's going to be all right.
00:36:39Okay?
00:36:41That truly is the hardest part of all of this.
00:36:47You stay here if you're good.
00:36:49We better go.
00:36:50Oh, God.
00:37:03You okay?
00:37:08This is not goodbye forever.
00:37:10This is the beginning.
00:37:15This is the beginning of our future.
00:37:20I love you, Sheena.
00:37:22Hi, Papa Bear.
00:37:24I love you.
00:37:34I don't want you to leave me.
00:37:38I'm sorry, baby.
00:37:39It's time for me to go.
00:37:40But you gotta be strong for me, okay?
00:37:56I want you to have this until I get back, okay?
00:38:00What a beer.
00:38:00It's a guarantee that I'll be back for you, okay?
00:38:05I know it's not much, but I love this hat and I love you.
00:38:09And I want you to wear it every day, all right?
00:38:11I'm not going to wear that word because we've done some my job.
00:38:14I know, it's okay.
00:38:18I love you, baby.
00:38:20We're going to speak one more.
00:38:22I love you.
00:38:26Before meeting Forrest, I was afraid that I wouldn't find someone who would love me for what I am.
00:38:36But Forrest opened my heart back again.
00:38:41I just have to trust his promise that he's going to come back for me and that this isn't the
00:38:48end of our story.
00:38:50Who said there was never going to be no way?
00:38:56There's a lullaby floating around the window.
00:39:00Have a safe life.
00:39:02When you found your...
00:39:07It was heartbreaking saying goodbye to Sheena.
00:39:12It's going to be the hardest thing I've ever done.
00:39:17I'll be with you.
00:39:18Follow me with you.
00:39:23I promise.
00:39:27Being with Sheena has propelled me to stop being stagnant and to grow up and start really making changes that
00:39:35I should have been doing years ago.
00:39:37To ensure that Sheena and I have a life together.
00:39:42This cannot be the end.
00:39:50I must continue moving forward.
00:39:53Back in the ring as I'm taking home cold time.
00:40:03I'm going to miss everything, the good and the bad.
00:40:07Oh, yeah.
00:40:07Yeah.
00:40:08From arguing to make up sex.
00:40:13I'm trying to stay emotionally strong.
00:40:16Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but I love her.
00:40:20Don't cry.
00:40:22And I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind.
00:40:41I'm asking you, you want to bond your heart to mine?
00:40:50Will you marry me?
00:40:56Of course I will.
00:41:07Can you believe that?
00:41:09You're engaged.
00:41:10No, it's crazy.
00:41:12Congratulations.
00:41:13You're getting engaged with me.
00:41:16I've never had an engagement string, so it's very cutesy.
00:41:21Probably not a lot of people had that.
00:41:25Probably not.
00:41:27I got everything I wanted.
00:41:29This is a win.
00:41:32Here is my trophy.
00:41:33Oh.
00:41:38Who needs a ring?
00:41:40I'm in my jeans, and I play just football.
00:41:43And I just got engaged.
00:41:45Who cares?
00:41:46We don't need fancy boat rides.
00:41:49We don't need anything.
00:41:51Only thing matters is I love you.
00:41:54I love you, too.
00:41:57I am blown away by the fact that Beercom proposed today.
00:42:02It was something I thought was off the table as soon as Michael showed up.
00:42:07But I think we've both learned and grown as individuals and as a couple.
00:42:13And truthfully, if I had to do this over, I would have done it the exact same way.
00:42:30I've never been this happy in my life.
00:42:32That was a long road.
00:42:34Yeah, it's been a pretty crazy path to this moment right now.
00:42:38It was.
00:42:41But all I want is you.
00:42:44I love that.
00:42:46I'm glad.
00:42:48You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:50You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:55I never thought that I would fall in love again.
00:42:59I always thought that I'm going to die alone.
00:43:02So, I guess I'm not.
00:43:06The distance could mix up her mind.
00:43:10But she has red string.
00:43:13So, she already knows her soul is bonded to mine.
00:43:22Am I supposed to stay tight-kneed forever or do I get an actual ring?
00:43:26Okay, I'm going to think about that.
00:43:27You'll think about it well.
00:43:29Yeah.
00:43:30Yeah.
00:44:03Long flight today.
00:44:05Boo, these are your coins in America?
00:44:09Those are pennies.
00:44:13Jovon is flying back home today, and I'm so grateful that I got to finally spend time with my husband
00:44:20in person.
00:44:21And even more grateful that I'm having a baby.
00:44:26But, you know, like, I imagine that if I would be pregnant, I would be with my partner, that I'm
00:44:33not going to go through this alone.
00:44:35And that's not what's happening.
00:44:40Oh, how are you feeling today?
00:44:43Mixed emotions.
00:44:44I feel okay, I guess.
00:44:46I'm just still a little worried about leaving you, you know.
00:44:54I know you're coming back, and I'll be okay here with Mama, but I wish you could be here while
00:45:01the baby's growing.
00:45:03Yeah.
00:45:06I don't know.
00:45:09I'm trying to stay emotionally strong, not just for us, but for her.
00:45:15But I definitely feel like there's a lot more pressure since she's pregnant, because we have a lot more finances
00:45:23to take care of.
00:45:24And it's all on my shoulders.
00:45:27Hello, Mama.
00:45:29Hello.
00:45:32Expecting your lunch?
00:45:33This is...
00:45:34Oh, thank you.
00:45:35Chicken adobo.
00:45:36Ah.
00:45:41I miss you.
00:45:43Miss you, too.
00:45:44I know you're going to take care of Anna when I'm gone.
00:45:46Ang masasabi ko lang, promise, ha, babalik ka agad para sa amin at sa baby niya.
00:45:52Promise her that you're going to come back soon for us and for the baby.
00:45:59I promise.
00:46:03Hmm.
00:46:03Okay?
00:46:06I'm so happy when I realized that Anna's a little bit.
00:46:10I'm so happy because we're still a little bit.
00:46:13I'm so happy for my son.
00:46:16All right, Mama.
00:46:17I'm going to leave, okay?
00:46:19Aw.
00:46:21Miss you, too.
00:46:22I'll let you know when I land, okay?
00:46:25Okay.
00:46:25Okay.
00:46:26Pero masakit na lalayo na naman sinong dalaw.
00:46:32Huwag naman sa anong mangyari yung katulad namin na broken family.
00:46:39Kasi naranasan ko na at naranasan na ni Anna.
00:46:42Naranasan na ni Jubon.
00:46:44So ang pangarap ko para sa kanila isang buo at masahing pamilya.
00:46:48Sana lang yung promise ni Jubon, huwag na huwag niyang bibigoyin para sa kanyang mag-ina.
00:47:14Well, I know one thing I'm going to miss.
00:47:17The food.
00:47:18The food.
00:47:19Definitely going to miss traveling with you.
00:47:22Mm-hmm.
00:47:23That was really fun.
00:47:24Yeah.
00:47:25I'm going to miss everything, boo.
00:47:27The good and the bad.
00:47:29Oh, yeah?
00:47:29Yeah.
00:47:30From arguing to make up sex.
00:47:34Just how much we always find a way to forgive each other.
00:47:41You make all the good things bad.
00:47:47A heavy load like that.
00:47:50Come on.
00:47:51That's just what you do.
00:47:55There's no one else like you.
00:47:59All right, boo.
00:48:01I'm going to miss you, and I love you.
00:48:04I'm going to miss this face.
00:48:06Keep me posted with the baby, okay?
00:48:11I'm going to call you, all right?
00:48:12Don't cry.
00:48:20Looking back on the trip and what it meant to me, I've definitely learned a lot about Anna and our
00:48:28marriage,
00:48:28as well as myself.
00:48:32Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but regardless of all the issues, I love her,
00:48:39and I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind, you know?
00:48:44Wish I was there.
00:48:46Wish I could stay.
00:48:48Wish I could stay.
00:48:50But the world won't let me in.
00:48:52My life's been taken away.
00:48:59I feel like I learned that marriage, it's not always about your happiness.
00:49:05It's not always fun.
00:49:08You have to work not just on a relationship.
00:49:11You have to work on yourself individually.
00:49:14I definitely need to work on myself a lot, because I know I have, you know, I have some,
00:49:22I need to work on my temper, but it's really hard.
00:49:34But no matter what happens, I feel totally, 100% sure that I made the right decision.
00:49:41And I can't wait for us to be together as a family.
00:49:45Of all the things we've done
00:49:49From this broken world we live in
00:49:53We need to stay and share the love we know
00:50:03Rolling.
00:50:05When you're ready, tell me what happened.
00:50:08I don't even know where to start.
00:50:11It was crazy.
00:50:12You.
00:50:45Rolling.
00:50:46And stick up.
00:50:48You was out.
00:50:52Zero zero.
00:50:54Zero.
00:50:56Like.
00:50:59Here.
00:51:17Sorry, it's like still so fresh, so yeah.
00:51:23All right, so when you're running, tell me what happened.
00:51:32A week ago, Stig broke off of our engagement.
00:51:41And our relationship is over.
00:51:47There's so much that happened.
00:51:48I don't even know where to start.
00:51:51When I got back from Belize, he did come to see me.
00:51:55We had a great time.
00:51:57We traveled.
00:51:58We went to Vegas, went to Houston, and met more of his family.
00:52:02And then once he went home, I started to really see a side of him I didn't know.
00:52:25I don't know, just some days he seemed, like, so serious.
00:52:29But then he would go missing on me all night.
00:52:33I'm not sure if he went as far as, you know, having sex with somebody else or, like, physically cheating.
00:52:39But I definitely think he was talking to other women.
00:52:46And I could tell he was pulling away.
00:52:49And so then it went from, like, me basically just saying over and over, I would respect you so much
00:52:55more if you just ended things.
00:53:01It took him a while, I would say a few days, but then he finally texted me and was like,
00:53:10I can't do this.
00:53:12He blamed it all on me.
00:53:14He said he just didn't trust me.
00:53:16Like, it was crazy.
00:53:20I think he's projecting.
00:53:23He knows he did me dirty and he just is hiding from it.
00:53:35He didn't even have the decency to call me.
00:53:38Just did it over text.
00:53:45And then seconds later, I posted videos with other girls.
00:53:51I know she got little pretty friends, so more than likely you're looking beautiful, so...
00:53:57Goddamn God!
00:54:12Yeah!
00:54:12Yeah!
00:54:15Like, I just, like, think, oh, if I didn't do that, if I didn't do this, maybe if I handled
00:54:19this differently, like, it would have been a different outcome, but then it's like, I can't just dwell on that.
00:54:32Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?
00:54:44I mean, I definitely have been left with so many unanswered questions.
00:54:53Like, that's just the part that I struggle with.
00:54:58It's like all the unknown.
00:55:01And...
00:55:03Yeah.
00:55:05Do you think you'll ever get the answers?
00:55:09I don't know.
00:55:24I don't know.
00:55:35I don't know.
00:55:38I don't know.
00:55:52What does this mean?
00:56:01I forgot to give you this.
00:56:04I buy the matching outfit before you come in here.
00:56:09Sweetheart.
00:56:12And we're going to look cuteness together.
00:56:19Thank you, baby.
00:56:21So is this why you came here?
00:56:26Yeah, and also...
00:56:31I want to say goodbye.
00:56:37We're going to leave.
00:56:38And we'll never see again.
00:56:43I'm not hoping anything from him.
00:56:46I'm not hoping he would make the right decision like,
00:56:50Trisha, I love you.
00:56:51I'll be with you.
00:56:52I'm going to block my ex.
00:56:55I just wanted to see him.
00:56:58That's it.
00:57:00But when I see Rick at the airport, my heart tells me that I do still love him.
00:57:11But you cannot be with him.
00:57:17It's sad.
00:57:19I don't know what to say.
00:57:23You know I still love him.
00:57:28I still want to see you.
00:57:31What's the point?
00:57:33Do you don't forget about your ex?
00:57:36You'll never change.
00:57:37So why you want to still see this?
00:57:41You know that eventually I'm going to get over that.
00:57:46This is going to take time.
00:57:50I want us to work, but I don't know.
00:57:54We just...
00:57:57We can make it work, baby.
00:57:59We can make it work, baby.
00:58:03We can make it work, baby.
00:58:04We can make it work.
00:58:22It's not easy.
00:58:25It's not.
00:58:28And nothing worth having ever is.
00:58:36We don't have to commit to anything right now, but let's just continue to talk.
00:58:43And let's see if we can work through it, okay?
00:58:50Okay.
00:59:18I don't want to get hurt again, but I'm hoping that he will change and not have any feelings
00:59:27for his ex anymore.
00:59:31I'm going to take the day out of time, talking with him as a friend, and we will see.
00:59:39That's it.
00:59:43I have to call.
00:59:45I just leave it, sweetie.
00:59:52I love you, baby.
00:59:59I know there's many, many things that I have to do to make it up to her, but I'd be
01:00:06willing
01:00:06to do whatever it takes to win her back.
01:00:16I mean, really, I can't block her because it would be like on our times that we shared together
01:00:29in the past, but I know that for Trisha and I's relationship, I have to start, you know, making
01:00:39a stronger stand for letting it go because I still keep looking back on the feelings that we had after
01:00:50visiting her family and getting their approval.
01:00:54that's the feeling that's giving me hope that we can get back to that place again.
01:01:05Oh, love is not lost.
01:01:12I am by your side.
01:01:31My heart wants him.
01:01:33My heart cares for him, but, like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:01:39If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:01:44Like, can we move past that?
01:02:01I feel sick to make some hands, like I just feel so f***ing low.
01:02:10I'm sorry.
01:02:11I'm sorry.
01:02:23I feel so f***ing high.
01:02:23Last time was so eye-opening.
01:02:28Like, I didn't come here and hanging out with all your friends.
01:02:30Like, I'm a people pleaser, I try to make you happy.
01:02:34I'd say yes to please me and then have a f*** with me.
01:02:36I don't have a choice, I didn't mean ...
01:02:37Don't say yes to please me when I ask you
01:02:39and then have a fight with me after when you said yes.
01:02:43Okay, then we're going to have our differences.
01:02:45But last night, you hurt my feelings.
01:02:46I didn't feel hurt.
01:02:47You made me feel really small and you ruined our last night.
01:02:50That is, like, I didn't, that wasn't malicious or disgusting.
01:02:54And then you tried to talk your about me when I went in the bedroom?
01:02:56I didn't.
01:02:57Okay.
01:02:58Everything that I say, you're going to type out.
01:03:01I was kind of hoping that things would cool off
01:03:03before, you know, we got to the airport.
01:03:05But the tension was just, you know, palpable.
01:03:09Every time we have an argument,
01:03:11when I try and find a resolution or apologise,
01:03:14you know, it's just, it doesn't go anywhere.
01:03:17I love her, but, like, I don't know what to do.
01:03:28Last night sucked.
01:03:36I mean, like, I just can't believe you tell me you're in love with me
01:03:42and we're talking about, like, what's going to happen between us
01:03:47and then it's just, like, all unravelled.
01:03:54Well, look, I don't know how many times I can say I apologise for it.
01:03:56You still won't accept it on a day where we're leaving on a bad note.
01:04:02If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing,
01:04:05it's never going to work.
01:04:06It's not going to work.
01:04:07And I don't want that.
01:04:09You are so hot and cold with, like, how you feel.
01:04:13I feel like one minute you want this and one minute you don't
01:04:15and you're so easy to walk away.
01:04:17Like, you just said, I'm out.
01:04:19Yeah.
01:04:19Turned off your location.
01:04:20Turned off my location.
01:04:21But you're minimising that.
01:04:23It's very erratic.
01:04:24To me, that's scary.
01:04:25Because I don't know what's going on in your head.
01:04:27That's fair.
01:04:29I could have handled it better.
01:04:32I know we saw it.
01:04:34Can we live past that?
01:04:42I'm falling for you.
01:04:44I care about you more than you ever know.
01:04:47I wanted it to work.
01:04:49So mad.
01:04:52You mean everything to me.
01:04:53I'm going to think about you all the time.
01:04:55I'm going to think about the great times.
01:04:56But I don't like feeling uncertain.
01:05:01I think I'm going to be settling.
01:05:02And, like, I can't do this.
01:05:05It's not going to work out.
01:05:10I'm sorry.
01:05:12It's fine.
01:05:15I don't understand.
01:05:19Sorry, I haven't had this.
01:05:32My heart wants him.
01:05:33My heart cares for him.
01:05:35But I know that I would be doing myself with their service
01:05:39if I stayed with him.
01:05:42His job situation, his son's situation, his living situation.
01:05:45I genuinely feel bad, and I want to take care of him.
01:05:48But it's not my job.
01:06:02I wanted this so bad, but how can you tell me that you're in love with me and then have
01:06:07no reaction when I'm breaking up with you and I'm about to never see you again?
01:06:10If he really loved me and wanted to make this work, he would be fighting, right?
01:06:14Like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:06:16Like, he's just unfortunately not the guy for me.
01:06:19And, like, I came here so excited to fight love, and I'm leaving alone.
01:06:24Oh, my God.
01:06:33I guess it's too late to say I'm sorry if I'm meant to let you down.
01:06:39I'm not the type to sort of be like, no, baby, please don't.
01:06:42That's not me.
01:06:43Like, I'm not going to force someone, you know?
01:06:46I did what I could.
01:06:49I didn't do the best, but I did what I could.
01:06:51I said I'm in love with her.
01:06:53It's not an exaggeration.
01:06:54But she always was hesitant.
01:06:56But I think she played with my feelings a little bit.
01:07:00Well, she was scared that she'd get hurt, so she'd cut it off first.
01:07:04I don't know.
01:07:07But it's devastating, yeah.
01:07:11She goes one way, I go the other.
01:07:21Maybe in another life.
01:07:28I can't wait to get back to Miami and see my cats, and I'm going to be okay.
01:07:33But the roots are sad.
01:07:37We did have a great connection, and I did really like him, and I do so really like him.
01:07:42I know I made the right choice, but it hurts.
01:07:48I don't want to let you go.
01:07:54Good morning.
01:07:56Good morning.
01:07:57When it comes to Michael, we have to have better boundaries, but I'm feeling a lot of
01:08:03anxiety that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:08:07You look a little bit emotional.
01:08:10Yeah.
01:08:13We got engaged.
01:08:40I don't even know why I bothered putting makeup on.
01:08:42This sucks.
01:08:44It will be fun.
01:08:46I know.
01:08:47I didn't think it was going to be this hard.
01:08:50If you think about it, it's getting hard when I was talking.
01:08:54I know.
01:08:54I'm trying not to think about it as hard when I'm packing everything up.
01:08:59It's just hard to have spent this much time with you.
01:09:03And now I don't get.
01:09:08Today I'm going back home.
01:09:12And it sucks to have just gotten engaged yesterday, and now I have to leave.
01:09:21After they approve that paper, we'll be together.
01:09:26I think it's going to be a long time before that happens.
01:09:29It could be like a year and a half.
01:09:31I know.
01:09:33Everything has a price.
01:09:34I know.
01:09:36It just feels like a lot can go wrong in that time.
01:09:40But always, if you really want to be with me, if I really want to be with you, we will
01:09:48end up together.
01:09:49What if you change your mind?
01:09:51But if you change your mind, I believe in us.
01:09:58Yeah, I do too.
01:10:00I don't want you to cry.
01:10:03I don't want you to cry.
01:10:07Too late.
01:10:16It's probably Michael.
01:10:20Yeah, you go get the door.
01:10:22I'll grab my bag.
01:10:23Okay.
01:10:25I know that I'm going to be an absolute emotional wreck today.
01:10:29So I'm glad Michael booked the same flight as me.
01:10:33Good morning, my good man.
01:10:34Good morning.
01:10:35How are you?
01:10:36Doing well.
01:10:36How are you?
01:10:37Yeah.
01:10:38Very good.
01:10:40So you're all packed up and ready?
01:10:42Yep.
01:10:43Good morning.
01:10:44And the cab downstairs?
01:10:45Excellent.
01:10:46Excellent.
01:10:47When it comes to Michael, I'm feeling a lot of anxiety about the future of our friendship.
01:10:53There's no way we can continue to watch movies in bed and cuddle on the couch.
01:11:01We have to have better boundaries.
01:11:04It's worth it to make your kind of feel secure in our relationship.
01:11:09But it's a little bit sad to me that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:11:17You look a little bit emotional.
01:11:20How's your last 24 hours been?
01:11:22It's been pretty good.
01:11:24It's really hard to leave.
01:11:26I can imagine.
01:11:29But yeah, I mean, I don't know.
01:11:35It's just, we got engaged.
01:11:46It's funny.
01:11:48I found you engaged and here you are again.
01:11:51It's a fascinating world.
01:11:54It's very interesting.
01:11:55Cool.
01:11:57It was just so sweet and sentimental.
01:12:00Like everything he does has so much meaning, which I love.
01:12:03You know, it was great.
01:12:08Come in.
01:12:10I can't.
01:12:12There's a point.
01:12:13I can't go in.
01:12:17Are we taking too long?
01:12:20It's the best.
01:12:22In the cab?
01:12:23Okay, excellent.
01:12:25Cool.
01:12:30Well, congratulations, both of you.
01:12:33Thank you, man.
01:12:34Thanks.
01:12:34Yeah.
01:12:35I appreciate that.
01:12:36Well, we got to get going.
01:12:37Those planes don't wait.
01:12:38Yep.
01:12:41Takes time to make her mine.
01:12:46She's got all she wants and doesn't.
01:12:49So your con is still a mystery to me.
01:12:51But, I mean, it did not take me long to figure out he's a good guy.
01:12:55Is he right for Laura?
01:12:56I mean, he's still young.
01:12:58And they just have such different lives.
01:13:00And long-distance relationships are very hard to navigate.
01:13:02A lot of them end up failing.
01:13:06I don't think love is enough.
01:13:07And right now, that's what they got in my eyes.
01:13:10That's just, that's all they got.
01:13:14I know the next 9 to 18 months are going to be difficult for you guys.
01:13:19It feels overwhelming.
01:13:25Actually, everything is overwhelming right now.
01:13:28I feel like half of my soul is leaving me.
01:13:36Oh, God, we're here.
01:13:52All right, buddy, this is where our journey ends.
01:13:54Yeah, it is just the beginning.
01:13:58I'll see you in the 9 to 18 months, apparently.
01:14:01Okay, don't say it out loud.
01:14:02It's just sad.
01:14:03All right, I will give you your last moments here and see you on the other side, girl.
01:14:08Thanks.
01:14:09Okay.
01:14:13Um, mm-mm.
01:14:15Oh, God.
01:14:16No crying, no crying, no crying, no crying.
01:14:20Oh, I hate this.
01:14:33We had our moments.
01:14:35I know.
01:14:37And we will still have our moments.
01:14:41Ultimately, if we are going to get married,
01:14:44I feel like there's so many challenges
01:14:47that BeerCon and I are going to have to face.
01:14:49This visa could take up to 18 months.
01:14:52He could get denied.
01:14:54Long-distance communication is exhausting.
01:14:57But I love him, and he loves me.
01:15:02And it's all worth it.
01:15:06Do you believe us?
01:15:07Yeah.
01:15:09I believe us, too.
01:15:11I would, too.
01:15:12I love you, too.
01:15:22Thank you for loving me.
01:15:24I will always love you.
01:15:27Always.
01:15:30This was truly the experience of a lifetime.
01:15:34And I wouldn't change it.
01:15:36All I can think is that I need more time.
01:15:38I want more time.
01:15:40And I'm out.
01:15:41You never leave when the song is over.
01:15:45You run your time till the end.
01:15:47You're in love and love.
01:15:50You're in love and love.
01:15:52You're in love and love.
01:15:53You're in love and love.
01:15:54You're in love.
01:15:58You're in love and love.
01:15:59How come in your contacts,
01:16:01you have somebody listed as wife?
01:16:04I don't know what you're talking about.
01:16:05Faith went on your email.
01:16:08I have screenshots.
01:16:09It is true.
01:16:12And you're being real?
01:16:14I'm being real.
01:16:34Beggin' for your love to save me.
01:16:37You know that these thoughts keep me awake.
01:16:40You did too much damage, baby.
01:16:47Daniel's calling.
01:16:52Hello?
01:16:54Hello, beautiful.
01:16:56Hey.
01:16:57Listen, I'm driving home from work.
01:17:00Let me give you a call right back.
01:17:02Um, yes.
01:17:02Make sure you drive carefully, okay?
01:17:05All right.
01:17:05Bye.
01:17:09Oh, good God.
01:17:11He hasn't called me,
01:17:13and now he calls me,
01:17:14and now I'm scared.
01:17:15But his voice gives me butterflies
01:17:17in my stomach still.
01:17:20And I'm trying to harden my heart,
01:17:22and I don't know how to do that.
01:17:24I don't know how to do that with him.
01:17:28It has been at least a week
01:17:30since Faith snooped into Daniel's
01:17:32email accounts again.
01:17:35Faith communicated with this woman
01:17:36that he's saved in his phone as wife.
01:17:39And she didn't deny knowing Daniel.
01:17:42She didn't deny anything.
01:17:44Does he have a wife?
01:17:46Does he have kids?
01:17:47Does he have somebody else on the side?
01:17:49Was I paying for a whole second family?
01:17:52I've been so scared to talk to Daniel
01:17:54about any of this,
01:17:55maybe because I don't want to face reality.
01:17:57But I know that I need to talk to him immediately
01:18:01and say, what the hell are you doing?
01:18:04I can't keep doing this.
01:18:06I can't keep busting my ass
01:18:07to get to Nigeria and get to Daniel
01:18:09until I find out what's going on.
01:18:20Hey.
01:18:22Hey.
01:18:23Hi, beautiful.
01:18:24How are you?
01:18:27I'm fine.
01:18:28How are you doing?
01:18:29I'm okay.
01:18:30Stressed.
01:18:31It was a stressful day today.
01:18:34Oh, I'm so sorry.
01:18:36You know, I always tell you
01:18:37not to walk so hard.
01:18:41I'm going to walk around a little bit.
01:18:44Hold on.
01:18:45I'm tired of sitting.
01:18:47Baby, I love your wig.
01:18:53I don't understand.
01:18:54I'm confused.
01:18:56Suddenly, he is being attentive and loving.
01:19:01Where has this been for the last two,
01:19:03two and a half months?
01:19:04Where has this been?
01:19:06It feels like he knows he did something wrong
01:19:08and he's trying to cover it up.
01:19:13So, like,
01:19:14why don't you ever have time
01:19:16to communicate with me?
01:19:19Baby, I do communicate with you,
01:19:21but I don't communicate with you like before
01:19:25because, you know,
01:19:26we spent some weeks in Lagos.
01:19:30So, when I came back to my States,
01:19:33I find out that I'm having a lot of debt.
01:19:39I have a lot of debt, too,
01:19:40but I always make time for you.
01:19:43Yes.
01:19:44And I'm working three jobs
01:19:45and you're not doing anything
01:19:46but going to football
01:19:47and working one job.
01:19:49I'm so sorry.
01:19:50I'm sorry about that.
01:19:51I'm sorry.
01:19:54You're not the same Daniel
01:19:55that I used to talk to.
01:19:58I never changed my mind.
01:20:00I still love you.
01:20:01I'm not sure you'll ever make me true.
01:20:04Denounce the love I have for you.
01:20:05I can't do that.
01:20:08Then I have a question.
01:20:10How come in your contacts,
01:20:12you have me listed as Liz Baby
01:20:14and you have somebody listed as White?
01:20:20I don't think that's true.
01:20:22Faith went on your email.
01:20:24I have screenshots.
01:20:25It is true.
01:20:33And you're being real?
01:20:34I'm being real.
01:20:38Why do you like laying accusations on my head?
01:20:41It's not about accusations.
01:20:43Faith texted that person.
01:20:45And I have the screenshots
01:20:46of what she texted.
01:20:48She said,
01:20:49Daniel has you listed as White?
01:20:51And she said,
01:20:52so what do you want of it?
01:20:56So who is this White?
01:21:00I don't know what you're talking about.
01:21:02Maybe you should come up with the evidence.
01:21:06I do have the evidence.
01:21:08So don't, don't, don't.
01:21:09You're not going to do this to me.
01:21:12He gaslights me all the
01:21:14time.
01:21:15He thinks I'm a fool
01:21:17because I've fallen for everything he's done,
01:21:19but not this time.
01:21:22All right, I'll send you the screenshots
01:21:24and then I'd like to hear what you have to say.
01:21:27Mm.
01:21:28Mm.
01:21:31You have a contact that says wife
01:21:33and you lied
01:21:34and now you're smiling and smirking
01:21:36and acting like you don't care.
01:21:38Can you stop?
01:21:39Can we, can we be serious about it?
01:21:41I'm not playing these games anymore, Daniel.
01:21:43I loved you with everything I had.
01:21:45I was willing,
01:21:45I worked three jobs to get to you.
01:21:47I already made the effort
01:21:49to be there with you.
01:21:50No.
01:21:50And you changed.
01:21:52He's not admitting it,
01:21:54but he's not really denying it either.
01:21:57That's why he's ignoring me.
01:21:59It answers all my questions.
01:22:01Everything's answered.
01:22:02What other conclusion can I come to?
01:22:06No matter how much I love Daniel,
01:22:08this is the final straw.
01:22:12You have been laying accusations on my head.
01:22:14You're not even acting like you care.
01:22:16I'm not.
01:22:18You're not caring.
01:22:19This is a joke to you.
01:22:21But I'm done.
01:22:22Once I hang up, I'm not calling back.
01:22:25And I'd like you to know
01:22:26that I don't want this relationship anymore.
01:22:31I want to call it a quits
01:22:33because you think I'm your wife.
01:22:36This is so funny.
01:22:39Honestly.
01:22:40It's not funny.
01:22:41And I'm hanging up
01:22:42because it's not funny.
01:22:43Did you find out?
01:22:45I'm done calling people.
01:22:46I'm done checking up on you.
01:22:47I'm done.
01:22:48Goodbye, Daniel.
01:22:49Goodbye forever.
01:22:55You okay?
01:22:56No, I'm not okay.
01:22:58He tried to gaslight me again.
01:23:00Again, he's trying to gaslight me.
01:23:01And again, he just showed his true self again.
01:23:12He made a fool out of me.
01:23:14And he broke my heart.
01:23:15And he used me.
01:23:20I'm not taking him back.
01:23:23I'm done.
01:23:24I can't do this anymore.
01:23:25I'm tired of being made
01:23:26feeling like I'm crazy.
01:23:30This marriage that I wanted
01:23:32more than anything in the world
01:23:33is over.
01:23:34There is no marriage to Daniel.
01:23:42Next time on 90 Day Fiancé,
01:23:44before the 90 days,
01:23:45the couples tell all.
01:23:47Trisha, you have a big update.
01:23:51Yes.
01:23:52Oh, my God.
01:23:54Oh, my God.
01:23:55Get married.
01:23:59Molly, do you still feel like Sheena lies to you?
01:24:03Yes.
01:24:04All of the money with her family,
01:24:06Sheena changes the story daily.
01:24:09No, no, no, no.
01:24:10Her parents were asking her for money
01:24:12as recently as a week ago.
01:24:14That's the last time.
01:24:15Oh, my.
01:24:16Oh.
01:24:16So I started this thinking Molly was the problem,
01:24:19and now I switched to thinking Sheena's the problem.
01:24:24Aviva and Stig.
01:24:25The engagement is broken off.
01:24:29Aviva got caught talking to other men.
01:24:32Somebody texted me,
01:24:33that guy is never going to love you like I would.
01:24:36Oh.
01:24:38Look at me right now and say that you didn't cheat.
01:24:40Oh, my God.
01:24:43Michael and I have not really seen each other since Turkey.
01:24:47Huh?
01:24:47Oh, wow.
01:24:48Yeah, because you said to me,
01:24:50you're on your own, .
01:24:51Oh, my God.
01:24:52I was joking.
01:24:54At no point in time would I say,
01:24:56oh, you are such a condescending man.
01:25:01Lisa and Daniel,
01:25:02you're definitely not back together.
01:25:04We are broken up.
01:25:04No, no, no.
01:25:05Hold on.
01:25:05Listen.
01:25:06The situation now is complicated.
01:25:09That's her.
01:25:10She's my wife.
01:25:12What?
01:25:13I am not with you.
01:25:14You tricked me.
01:25:15Oh, no.
01:25:19Is Emma lying when she says that you two had sex?
01:25:23If I did sex with him, I would not say I did this.
01:25:26So you like to participate,
01:25:27but you don't want to talk about it, right?
01:25:28Because that's your religion, right?
01:25:30You're a fake Muslim.
01:25:31Oh.
01:25:33You are a fake father.
01:25:35I'm a real father, fool.
01:25:37I'm more father than you will ever be,
01:25:39ever in your life, you piece of .
01:25:44There is something that I've been, like, upset about.
01:25:46Okay.
01:25:46I found out you tried to hook up with him.
01:25:49I really cared about a friendship with you.
01:25:51I feel like I don't know who I can, like, trust.
01:25:53I think it's very weird that you're, like,
01:25:55poor me, I'm the victim,
01:25:57when I didn't do anything wrong.
01:25:58What is happening?
01:26:00Don't raise your voice at me.
01:26:01Don't get me mad and attack me.
01:26:02That guy's not your boyfriend.
01:26:04He's able to do whatever the he wants.
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