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00:02:09Nice one. Not very happy about the hook in his dinner.
00:02:17Catch him on a hopper?
00:02:21Hopper's out yet?
00:02:22There's one out.
00:02:25They're sure not buying this salmon fly.
00:02:28You're not buying your presentation. You're slapping the water with it. Just lay it. Too much action in your wrist.
00:02:36Stop trying to hail a cab on 5th Avenue. Just lay it down. Like that. And on a hopper.
00:02:54I do this for a living, big brother. Well, sort of. You should do it for a living. Never make
00:03:00work of your passions. Counterpoint to that is love what you do. You never work a day in your life.
00:03:05You love what you do? I don't even like what I do. You should analyze that. Exactly what I'm doing.
00:03:11I'm glad you're doing something. Cause you damn sure ain't catching any trout. You better not be doing what I
00:03:20think you're doing.
00:03:22Tying on a nymph. Don't you dare. This is my last day, Paul. I'm tying on a nymph. And if
00:03:28you fuck with me even a little, I'm putting on a streamer. I don't know you anymore. I recognize your
00:03:34face, but the words coming from it are the words of a stranger.
00:03:44Ha! Doesn't count. It counts. I got a spin caster in the truck. Why don't you just put some cheese
00:03:50on a treble hook? Get out of here.
00:03:58Hey, I'm keeping it. Of course you are. Fucking fish killer. I'm keeping it. And you're cooking it.
00:04:05All right. And lay it out there.
00:04:36Hey, I have the Hermes scarf and the blouse from Brunello. I'm meeting her at the Greenwich, and then we'll
00:04:40depart for the opening at 5.15.
00:04:42Well, does her assistant know? Okay, yeah. Calling now.
00:05:07The Washington Heights Women's Center will provide essential services for New York's most underprivileged
00:05:15and underrepresented demographic. Beyond reproductive care, the Women's Center will provide wellness care,
00:05:23counseling, dietary consultation.
00:05:25The nutritionist was my idea. The diet of some of those people is abhorrent. They just don't know any better.
00:05:31They don't eat junk because they like it, Laura. They eat it because it's cheap.
00:05:35They don't need a nutritionist. They need better food.
00:05:39The food bank has a bigger selection of produce than my whole food, Stacy, and it all rots.
00:05:44They won't eat it. They want chips and chicken nuggets and sugar-coated cereals. They need education.
00:05:49What we're really talking about today is...
00:05:52Excuse me.
00:05:54The kind of dignity that puts someone in the wall through the door...
00:05:58Paige?
00:05:59I was attacked.
00:06:02Attacked?
00:06:02A man just walked up and hit me.
00:06:05Took my bags and hit me. Can you see it?
00:06:07Did you call the police?
00:06:08It just happened.
00:06:10Where are you?
00:06:11Downtown.
00:06:12Get in a cab.
00:06:13Should I go to the hospital? Like, look at this.
00:06:15No, go to Dr. Steele's office. I'll meet you there.
00:06:18Wait, there's a police car.
00:06:27What happened?
00:06:28I was attacked and robbed.
00:06:30Somebody hit you?
00:06:31Hit me and took two bags, shopping bags.
00:06:33What did they look like?
00:06:34Uh, maybe 30.
00:06:36A navy sweatshirt, hood over his head, tall. Tall and skinny.
00:06:40What color was it?
00:06:42Color?
00:06:43His skin.
00:06:45I... I can't. I can't.
00:06:48You didn't notice?
00:06:49Or was he dark like me?
00:06:50Or light like him?
00:06:54I don't know.
00:06:55I only saw him walking away.
00:06:57But you think he's 30.
00:06:58How do you know that?
00:06:59I saw it for an instant, but yes, he looked 30.
00:07:01Or maybe younger, but I don't want to say his race because I don't know.
00:07:05How about this?
00:07:06What color were the shopping bags?
00:07:08White. Two of them.
00:07:09A navy blue sweatshirt, two white bags.
00:07:12Got it.
00:07:13You need to file a report.
00:07:15Woo!
00:07:16Are you still there?
00:07:22117 Park Avenue.
00:07:30How many stitches?
00:07:32I think it's going to take six.
00:07:34How big a scar?
00:07:35We'll deal with the scar later.
00:07:37It's easy for you to say.
00:07:38It's not on your face.
00:07:39Russell might like it.
00:07:40Scars are sexy.
00:07:41Scars on men are sexy.
00:07:43Scars on women are...
00:07:46I'm going to look like a battered spouse.
00:07:48I don't know why you were walking.
00:07:49Why were you walking?
00:07:50You know better than that.
00:07:51I was on Fifth Avenue, Mom.
00:07:52If you can't walk on Fifth Avenue, where can you walk?
00:07:54You can't.
00:07:55That's the whole point.
00:07:58Did you call Daddy?
00:07:59No, he's fishing.
00:08:00And that means you can't call him?
00:08:01No, honey.
00:08:02I can call him.
00:08:03I just can't reach him.
00:08:04He doesn't have cell service on the river.
00:08:06He'll call tonight.
00:08:07But I can tell you what he'll say.
00:08:09He'll say, take the car.
00:08:11Stay still.
00:08:13He hit me.
00:08:16For no reason.
00:08:18I would have given him the bags.
00:08:20He just hit me.
00:08:21Right.
00:09:04Just leave all that shit on the plane.
00:09:06I got a surprise for you tomorrow.
00:09:08Paul, I have to leave tomorrow.
00:09:12We're fishing the Big Lost tomorrow.
00:09:15You have to pack into the Big Lost.
00:09:17I fly in the smokejumpers, and we can use their strip.
00:09:24Happy birthday.
00:09:31Oh, shit.
00:09:44Baby.
00:09:45Yeah.
00:09:46Baby.
00:09:47Soft.
00:09:48Soft.
00:09:50Soft.
00:10:20Sixty-four.
00:10:27Astonishing where the time goes.
00:10:30I wonder, what do I have?
00:10:32Maybe ten, fifteen years before I'm too old to do anything more than just remember?
00:10:47Looks like Stacy and the kids to this resort in the Caribbean.
00:10:52Rooms are ten grand a night. Villas are thirty.
00:10:56This shit doesn't impress me.
00:10:58No, Paul, it doesn't impress me either. I'm just trying to tell you a story.
00:11:02Now, if you quantify making it by the things you can afford, then this place is making it.
00:11:09We're sitting there on the beach and watching all these couples walk by.
00:11:15We're the youngest there by like two decades.
00:11:18I mean, everyone's in their seventies and eighties.
00:11:21Barely waddle across the sand.
00:11:25All covered up in their big hats and their long-sleeved shirts.
00:11:29They'd made it.
00:11:32But their bodies are too old to enjoy it.
00:11:36We were halfway around the world and they were too old or crippled.
00:11:41Swim in the water, run in the sand, make love, none of it.
00:11:45They finally made it.
00:11:48They were all too old to create a single memory.
00:11:53And they knew it.
00:11:57It was on every one of their faces.
00:12:00Saw them at the restaurant.
00:12:02Same thing.
00:12:03Not a smile among them.
00:12:05Because they knew.
00:12:09They'd worked their whole lives for that moment.
00:12:13My moment had already passed them by.
00:12:19That's why I'm here.
00:12:21That's why I quit.
00:12:24I make a memory a day, brother.
00:12:26Sometimes more.
00:12:29But make them for who, huh?
00:12:34No kids?
00:12:36No...
00:12:37No wife?
00:12:38You've got nobody to share it with, Paul.
00:12:41I'm sharing it with you right now.
00:12:42Once a year, you share it with me.
00:12:44Then you should come more often.
00:12:46At least get a girlfriend.
00:12:48Not on your life.
00:12:50How about a dog?
00:12:52They're needier than girlfriends.
00:12:54Maybe a goldfish, then.
00:12:57Maybe.
00:12:58Oh.
00:12:59You'd probably try to kill it with one of your giant hook streamers.
00:13:08It's true!
00:13:32So, Abby, how was your day?
00:13:33Laser resurfacing is the most effective.
00:13:35Doesn't that make your skin shiny like forever?
00:13:37I still haven't seen it.
00:13:38You're never seeing it.
00:13:39It looks like a bloody zipper.
00:13:40I wish I had been there.
00:13:42What, so he could have hit you too?
00:13:43Oh, you would have gotten a shot stabbed or worse.
00:13:45What's worse than getting shot?
00:13:47I don't know, but that's what would have happened.
00:13:48Being set on fire is worse.
00:13:50Girls, please.
00:13:51And the police, they just kept asking.
00:13:53What was his race?
00:13:54Like, that has anything to do with it?
00:13:55I mean, it's pretty important information when you're trying to find somebody.
00:13:58Whoa.
00:13:59That's so racist.
00:14:06Where are you going?
00:14:08It's your father.
00:14:09So, where are you going?
00:14:11It is rude to talk on the phone in a restaurant.
00:14:14It is also rude to play on your phone in a restaurant and serve the internet.
00:14:18Basically, what all of you are doing right now is rude.
00:14:22Rude to who?
00:14:24It's rude to me.
00:14:25It's rude to each other.
00:14:26It's rude to the staff.
00:14:27It's just fucking rude.
00:14:35It's so bright there.
00:14:37What time is it?
00:14:38Seven.
00:14:40Full moon.
00:14:42Wow.
00:14:43Look at those stars.
00:14:46My view's better.
00:14:47Well, until your brother gets indoor plumbing, I'll have to take your word for it.
00:14:52Oh, there's plumbing of sorts.
00:14:54Got a sink.
00:14:56Got a shower now.
00:14:57Well, until the outhouse moves indoors, then I'll have to rely on pictures.
00:15:03You feel rested?
00:15:04What time do you land tomorrow?
00:15:07Okay.
00:15:08Gonna have to push it back a day, honey, because Paul has something very, very special planned
00:15:12for tomorrow.
00:15:13Mm-hmm.
00:15:14It's a stretch of river that can only be reached by pack horse.
00:15:17It takes like a week.
00:15:18Paul has permission to fly us into it.
00:15:21Honey, this is like, well, it's virgin water.
00:15:24Oh, now there's virgins involved.
00:15:28Nobody fishes this stretch, honey.
00:15:30Nobody.
00:15:31Maybe a dozen people a year, if that.
00:15:34Hey, um, some bad news.
00:15:37Uh, Paige got mugged today down in the village.
00:15:41What?
00:15:42Mugged?
00:15:43Is she okay?
00:15:44Yeah, she just, you know, she got a pretty good shiner and a decent cut.
00:15:48The doctor saw her.
00:15:50Six stitches.
00:15:51Goddammit, I cannot come up with one plausible reason why we still live in that city.
00:15:57Well, I'll give you two.
00:15:59Our children.
00:16:00Two more.
00:16:01Our grandchildren.
00:16:02My parents.
00:16:03Make her use the car, honey.
00:16:05That's what it's for.
00:16:07She thinks it's a garish display of wealth.
00:16:10Yeah, well, if my money's so offensive, maybe we should stop giving it to her.
00:16:13Oh, honey.
00:16:14No, serious.
00:16:15Sell her apartment and put her up in a house in Great Neck or she takes the fucking car.
00:16:19Oh, my God.
00:16:20I knew you were gonna do this.
00:16:22What am I doing?
00:16:23Okay, let's, this problem will be right here when you get back.
00:16:26Let's deal with it then.
00:16:28All right.
00:16:29She's okay, though, huh?
00:16:30Yes.
00:16:31In the meantime, enjoy your mountains.
00:16:34Enjoy your brother.
00:16:35Enjoy the hole in the ground.
00:16:36He thinks it's the toilet.
00:16:38And I'll see you Monday.
00:16:41Monday.
00:16:42I love you, honey.
00:16:44Love you.
00:16:52Bye.
00:16:58Bye.
00:17:00Bye.
00:17:02Bye.
00:17:04So, Russell, anything interesting happen in your world today besides your wife getting mugged?
00:17:10It, uh, uh, yeah, we're, uh, well, we're, uh, we're investing in a Dutch cargo ship venture.
00:17:20You know, some of these larger vessels, they, uh, carry over 25,000 containers.
00:17:24Like, 2,000 and change per container.
00:17:26That's over 50 million a load in freight.
00:17:28I mean, you have crew fees and docking fees and fuel, by far, being the largest expense.
00:17:33So?
00:17:34Yeah.
00:17:35Nothing interesting happened.
00:17:38Excuse me.
00:17:39Um, can I order a martini, gin, three olives?
00:17:47What's wrong with you?
00:17:49I was the one that got punched.
00:18:01Oh, my God.
00:18:06Oh, my God.
00:18:17Oh, my God.
00:18:27I'm johnson.
00:18:28Oh, my God.
00:18:32Prest.
00:18:32Yeah?
00:18:33You might want to grab your rod.
00:18:34Oh, shit.
00:18:35Christ.
00:18:40The way you talk about this place,
00:18:42I thought I'd only need my net, so.
00:18:58Oh, shit.
00:19:20Hey.
00:19:22Caddys are hatching.
00:19:36Those who ever frost the sun,
00:19:38the top of the sea with anķ©.
00:19:40Fan in the rain.
00:19:40So for let's see.
00:19:43Oh, my God.
00:20:01Oh, yeah.
00:20:08Oh.
00:20:27It's going to be one of those days, brother.
00:20:29Yes, I can use one.
00:21:10Does that worry you at all?
00:21:14We aren't going that way.
00:21:16Because that storm sure looks like it's coming this way.
00:21:20There isn't any weather on the radar this morning.
00:21:22Well, there's weather there now, Paul.
00:21:24Storms build over the mountains every afternoon.
00:21:28But we're going that way.
00:21:33We can leave now if you want.
00:21:36I don't ever want to leave.
00:22:01I can't do it any better than that.
00:22:02I can't do it any better than that.
00:22:15I can't do it any better than that.
00:22:31No!
00:22:33No!
00:22:33No!
00:22:34Ah!
00:22:36It's a monster!
00:22:39We should go.
00:22:42Yeah.
00:22:46Shit!
00:23:10What do you think?
00:23:11What's this telling you here?
00:23:12I'm just going to pick my way through it.
00:23:14It's going to be a little bumpy over the mountains.
00:23:16Yeah.
00:23:16And I'm just going to make sure you're telling me where I am.
00:23:21I'm going to do it.
00:23:27Oh, no!
00:23:28That's it.
00:23:31No.
00:23:42Oh, no!
00:23:45That's it.
00:29:57Next time, we'll be right back.
00:29:57Here's the message.
00:29:59This is little more important than school, don't you think?
00:30:02I can't include you in decisions when you do not respond.
00:30:06I will tell you why because he is my fucking father and they are my children.
00:30:09When people talk about life-altering events, they are talking about this.
00:30:13Then get on a plane and come get him.
00:30:16Yeah, that's what I thought.
00:30:48Would you like to check in at the hotel? Deal with the rest in the morning?
00:30:54Take me to the coroner. I want to get this over with.
00:31:01Would you like some music?
00:31:03I would not.
00:31:03Okay.
00:31:18Do we all go in?
00:31:20I don't know.
00:31:22Let me get the lay of the land.
00:31:36Ma'am, we're very sorry for your loss.
00:31:40Did you walk me through this?
00:31:42You knew the brother as well?
00:31:44I did.
00:31:45The state requires that remains be positively identified by a relative or close friend.
00:31:50Someone with enough familiarity to make visual recognition.
00:31:54Won't take long.
00:32:32There's no other way.
00:32:36Clearly you know who it is or you wouldn't have known to contact me.
00:32:39We found a phone, ma'am.
00:32:41That does not positively identify a body.
00:32:44But why else would he have the phone?
00:32:47I don't make the laws, ma'am.
00:32:49But I do have to enforce them.
00:32:53I'm going to force me.
00:33:00Before he left, he kissed me.
00:33:05And he smiled.
00:33:07And that is the last image of him in my mind.
00:33:10If I go in there and see what happened to him,
00:33:17that is the last image in my mind.
00:33:22Forever.
00:33:27I'll do it, mom.
00:33:29No.
00:33:30No, you won't.
00:33:33No, you won't.
00:33:35No, you're not.
00:33:40No, you're not.
00:34:02Which is which?
00:34:04We don't know.
00:34:18Paula.
00:34:43Paula.
00:35:03Paula.
00:35:04What's wrong with fingerprints?
00:35:05How dare you?
00:35:22Show me what you showed her.
00:35:51He had a will?
00:35:52Yes.
00:35:53Life insurance?
00:35:55Yes.
00:35:56I hate to ask these things, but...
00:35:57We're taken care of.
00:36:00What about a funeral?
00:36:01I don't know.
00:36:05The ranch?
00:36:07Maybe.
00:36:08I guess I'll take care of his brother as well.
00:36:10He didn't...
00:36:11He doesn't have anyone.
00:36:13Then you'll never be able to visit him, Stacy.
00:36:15I'll close my eyes when I want to visit him.
00:36:18What are you gonna do with this cabin?
00:36:20It's not my cabin.
00:36:21It's your cabin now.
00:36:23And if you sell it, then you can't visit him anywhere.
00:36:26Think about that.
00:36:27Bring him home.
00:36:27This is too much.
00:36:28Too many decisions for one day.
00:36:30Take a sleeping pill.
00:36:31I plan to.
00:36:32I'll call you tomorrow.
00:36:33Okay.
00:36:58I'll show you tomorrow.
00:36:59If you take care and then go thank you.
00:37:0923.
00:37:0925, 25, 26, 29, 30, 30, 30.
00:37:1026.
00:37:1825, 25, 25, 25, 25, 26, 29, 30, 30, 30, 30, 31, 31, 32, 31, 32, 32, 32, 32, 32,
00:37:1932, 32, 31, 32, 35,Ané· household, 32,ģ, 32, 33, 33, 30.
00:37:19Maybe we're thinking a slumber party.
00:37:24There's bound to be some shitty pizza in this town.
00:37:30Is there?
00:37:32I hope so.
00:37:37Girls, can you ninja up some Netflix on the TV?
00:37:42For you...
00:37:43Oh, God bless you.
00:37:46Nothing teaches you to self-medicate like a good divorce.
00:37:50What do you want, Grandma?
00:37:52A comedy.
00:37:55How about A River Runs Through It?
00:37:58It was Grandpa's favorite movie.
00:38:02A river may run through it, but I've never actually gotten through it.
00:38:07So, in honor of him.
00:38:12We've come to the right place.
00:38:17Pizza, can you find some?
00:38:18Pizza?
00:38:19Yeah, and ice cream.
00:38:22What flavors?
00:38:23Dazzles with options.
00:38:25Done.
00:38:26Thanks, Russ.
00:38:29Is it gonna be sad?
00:38:32Oh, it's about fishing. How sad can it be?
00:38:48I am haunted by words.
00:38:51Thanks, Mom. I sure feel better now.
00:38:54Jesus.
00:38:56It made your father cry, too.
00:38:57Every time, like a big baby.
00:39:03Oh, that and, uh, Rudy.
00:39:06Only men can cry over fishing and football.
00:39:10God, for life to be that simple.
00:39:14You know, in 39 years of marriage, we never fought. Not once.
00:39:24I mean, we danced right to the edge, but we both knew how precious and how rare what we had
00:39:36was.
00:39:39I should be happy that he died out here doing something that he loves, not tethered to some hospital bed
00:39:52like most men waiting to die.
00:39:58He died living, not existing.
00:40:05How many could say that?
00:40:08I hope you find what we had someday, honey. I really, really do.
00:40:12I hope you meet a man that's worth missing.
00:40:18I just, like, wanted to return my call.
00:40:20Oh, God.
00:40:21We could work on your standards.
00:40:50Do you guys have service?
00:40:55Are we close?
00:40:57I don't know. Never been there before.
00:40:59We're close, I think.
00:41:17I guess this is it.
00:41:18This is it?
00:41:19This is what the nap says.
00:41:21Stop.
00:41:42I've seen that photo.
00:41:46Okay.
00:41:53You're alone now, I don't know.
00:41:56No, no, no, no.
00:41:59So, no, no.
00:42:03You're a scientist.
00:42:07Like...
00:42:10No, no, no.
00:42:11You're not alone.
00:42:12You're a sinner.
00:42:13You're a sinner.
00:42:17You're a sinner.
00:42:18You're a sinner.
00:42:19I have a person.
00:42:20No, no.
00:42:20You're a sinner.
00:42:34We'd be worried about bears?
00:42:36Has to never mention bears.
00:42:54Oh.
00:43:33it's very weird there's a sink and a shower but no toilet toilets are outside outside
00:43:39there's no septic system the cabins are too close to the river and that's why we never visited
00:43:45I have absolutely no idea how you would get this furniture up here where are you going
00:43:54I want to find Preston's cabin well take this be careful
00:44:01uh what's that bear spray you said no bears I said he never mentioned bears
00:44:17so
00:44:24yeah
00:44:26yeah
00:44:26yeah
00:44:27yeah
00:44:27yeah
00:45:53I'm taking a bath.
00:45:56Don't you have dinner with the girls tonight?
00:45:58No.
00:45:59Bridget has some dance, something in Chelsea of all places.
00:46:05As if there aren't 12 ballet academies nearby.
00:46:09And Paige has some work, something with Russell at that new club they wasted their money joining.
00:46:16Our money.
00:46:18They wasted our money joining it.
00:46:21I stand corrected.
00:46:23What are you doing?
00:46:24I am making coffee.
00:46:27What time is it there?
00:46:29I don't know.
00:46:295.30.
00:46:31Babe, you'll be up all night.
00:46:33Well, I try to sleep as little as possible when I'm here.
00:46:37You know, at night, the bull elk come down to the river and bugle.
00:46:42They bugle.
00:46:43They bugle.
00:46:44It's kind of a high-pitched, almost like a whistle, and it drives the lady elk crazy.
00:46:49Oh, I remember when you used to bugle.
00:46:53I can still bugle.
00:46:55Well, it's more like a trombone these days.
00:46:58But, hey, I am no spring lady elk, so trombone is just fine with me.
00:47:05How do you make coffee?
00:47:06I thought you said you didn't have electricity.
00:47:08Well, it's electricity, just no outlets.
00:47:11We got a light over the porch and light over the table.
00:47:16Huh.
00:47:17You didn't answer my question.
00:47:19Well, I build a fire in the stove and fill the pot from the river.
00:47:25Pour the coffee in the pot, boil the water, and there you go.
00:47:31You can taste the smoke, Stacy.
00:47:34It's the best cup of coffee you'll ever have.
00:47:39Oh, honey, I think you are romanticizing this to the point of physical impossibility.
00:47:45Maybe you should just wash the pot.
00:47:48Well, technically, it's a percolator.
00:47:50Ah.
00:47:51And if you'll ever come here, I'll make you a cup.
00:47:55The best you'll ever have.
00:47:57If you really wanted me to come there, you and your brother would build a bathroom.
00:48:01It has a bathroom.
00:48:02Inside the house.
00:48:04God, you're spoiled.
00:48:06Well, the conveniences have become your necessities.
00:48:09We went camping once a long time ago.
00:48:13Or have you managed to block that out?
00:48:15No, no, no, no.
00:48:16That was not camping.
00:48:18That was an excuse to get you in a tent.
00:48:20I had planned nothing past the sex.
00:48:24Well, you married a city mouse, honey.
00:48:28City mice stay in the city.
00:48:31You need to see it, Stacy.
00:48:34Just once.
00:48:35I do.
00:48:37I do see it.
00:48:38Every time you send a picture of you and some traumatized trout.
00:48:42It's not the same.
00:48:43It's not the same.
00:48:47Well...
00:48:49It's not the same.
00:49:00It is not the same thing.
00:49:21girls girls where are you going we just want to check it out well don't climb on anything
00:49:29watch out for snakes are there snakes i don't know so you probably should watch out for them
00:49:47what in the world i found a motel about an hour away does not look great
00:49:54and it could drive into bozeman or helena everything seems to be about
00:49:58two hours from everything else
00:50:05how long do you think she wants to stay i think i'll find out
00:50:17mom mom
00:50:23what's that
00:50:27coffee maker
00:50:29it is
00:50:31it's done
00:50:32you want some
00:50:34why not
00:50:54he sat here and called me
00:50:58right here
00:51:02talked about fish
00:51:06and i'd pretend like i cared
00:51:11he was right
00:51:15not the same in pictures
00:51:19i never came with him
00:51:21because
00:51:24i thought i'd be bored
00:51:28or you know a third wheel i didn't want to interrupt his man time his brother time
00:51:35i thought about bringing you two out when you were younger but then
00:51:39it's not a vacation for him it's a trip and he's worried about pleasing you and not himself and
00:51:50wow was i wrong
00:51:53i robbed us of this
00:51:57i robbed him of sharing it with us
00:52:00please
00:52:01please don't do that
00:52:03do not blame yourself for things that you didn't do
00:52:08you had a loving marriage for 40 years in new york city i mean
00:52:13they should both statue you too
00:52:20miss him
00:52:22god knows i will
00:52:25but no
00:52:27blame
00:52:28you two did it right
00:52:34it's getting late
00:52:36motel's a hike
00:52:37we can come back in the morning
00:52:42i'm gonna stay here
00:52:46mmm
00:52:47who's right
00:52:48you can taste the smoke
00:53:08she's just gonna say
00:53:10and do what
00:53:11there's not even a bathroom
00:53:13oh i found one
00:53:13it's outside
00:53:15spartan
00:53:17what does spartan mean
00:53:18rustic
00:53:20there's like a hornet's nest
00:53:23inside the hole
00:53:24adds a certain degree of difficulty
00:53:26she can't stay here
00:53:27okay
00:53:28it's selfish
00:53:29she's acting like
00:53:31she's the only one who lost somebody
00:53:33okay
00:53:33he was my father
00:53:34fucking dare
00:53:36she has been with him
00:53:37since she was 19
00:53:39i've been with him since i was born
00:53:41so were you
00:53:41we were not with him
00:53:42he was present
00:53:45when we needed something
00:53:46when we needed a chauffeur
00:53:48or a cheerleader
00:53:49a therapist
00:53:51a bank
00:53:52you want to mourn something
00:53:54why don't we mourn the time
00:53:55that we didn't give him
00:53:56he was her lover
00:53:58and her best friend
00:53:59it is not the same thing
00:54:01you lost the idea of him page
00:54:03which you can still have
00:54:05girls go back outside now
00:54:07we can hear you yelling
00:54:33oh god bless your uncle
00:54:38hey did i see a garden somewhere
00:54:41mm-hmm by the barn
00:54:43what's in it
00:54:44we didn't check
00:54:45let's check
00:54:54i'd say you nailed it
00:54:57with me
00:54:59but
00:54:59if that's all he was
00:55:02to you two
00:55:04what a shame girls
00:55:16kale
00:55:17and i think swiss shard
00:55:19i think these are scallions
00:55:21oh this is time
00:55:22this
00:55:25will come in handy
00:55:26nice right
00:55:28strawberries
00:55:30wow
00:55:31wait
00:55:32you can just grow them
00:55:34apparently
00:55:35i thought they just came from farms
00:55:37well that's what this is
00:55:39it's an
00:55:39itty bitty farm
00:55:41ah
00:55:41i think
00:55:43this is spinach
00:55:46what's this
00:55:49oh shit
00:55:50that's a snake
00:55:51ah
00:55:51everything okay
00:55:53we're okay
00:55:54it's okay
00:55:55he's more scared of you
00:55:56than you are of him
00:55:57okay let's just go
00:55:59over here
00:56:17whoa
00:56:21right
00:56:22lesson learned
00:56:25less is more
00:56:26with this stuff
00:56:40when was the last time
00:56:42you saw one of those girls
00:56:43one of what
00:56:46sunset
00:56:49can't remember
00:56:50can't remember
00:56:51no me neither
00:56:57there must be a nice grocery store around here
00:56:59because paul has every cheese on the planet
00:57:01i sent a package
00:57:02your father likes to rough it but
00:57:03he doesn't like to starve
00:57:05somebody grate the parmesan
00:57:07uh we got it here
00:57:14what are you making
00:57:15polenta
00:57:17how are you making polenta
00:57:19you just boil cornmeal honey
00:57:21i i don't think polenta has corn in it
00:57:24that's all polenta has
00:57:26just corn and liquid and cheese
00:57:28i think that's grits
00:57:30yes
00:57:31grits and polenta are the same thing
00:57:33mother
00:57:35they make grits in alabama
00:57:36you're telling me it's the same thing as the dish from italy
00:57:39it's the exact same thing
00:57:40just finish it with different toppings
00:57:42if it has different ingredients it's a different dish
00:57:45somebody pour me some wine
00:57:46like they're making the same thing in birmingham that they're making in florence
00:57:50with different cheese
00:57:52that's the only difference
00:57:53okay
00:57:53i'm not gonna argue with you because you're in mourning
00:57:56but the time will come where i will tell you how wrong you are
00:58:06um
00:58:07oh that looks great
00:58:10yeah um
00:58:11i don't think this is beef
00:58:14what it's beef
00:58:15yeah it didn't it didn't cook like beef it doesn't smell like
00:58:18look at me
00:58:19it's beef
00:58:20okay
00:58:21for tonight
00:58:21it's beef
00:58:24okay
00:58:26um
00:58:26what what what what is it really
00:58:30it said elk
00:58:32but the world doesn't need to know that
00:58:35why
00:58:35do you think the uh
00:58:37you think the world would uh
00:58:39rip rip hold
00:58:39how do you think your wife would react
00:58:43um
00:58:43yeah not uh
00:58:44not good
00:58:45multiply that by four
00:58:47right
00:58:47okay so should i slice it
00:58:49no i think you should just do whatever
00:58:51you think
00:58:52will make it look more like beef
00:58:57can i have more on the steak
00:58:59you bet honey
00:59:00oh me too please
00:59:02you're a really good cook
00:59:03thanks
00:59:05steak's really good honey
00:59:10thank you
00:59:12do you girls want more grits
00:59:13it's not grits
00:59:14it's polenta
00:59:15you and i can agree to disagree
00:59:16but i'm not lying to my children
00:59:18they're my children
00:59:19they're my nieces
00:59:20you know what i mean
00:59:21they're basically my children
00:59:23they're not even kind of your children
00:59:25but if you want them to be your children
00:59:27you can get them to dance on tuesday and thursday
00:59:30and then take them to fucking paramsay
00:59:32in the morning for gymnastics
00:59:33fine
00:59:34the children
00:59:35i'm not lying to the children
00:59:37i don't see why not
00:59:38i'm lying to mine
00:59:40are you enjoying the elk page
00:59:44the what
00:59:46it's elk
00:59:52elk
00:59:52like the deer
00:59:54no no not a deer
00:59:55the big deer
00:59:56no it's a different species
00:59:57it's kind of like grits
01:00:00and polenta
01:00:00according to your logic
01:00:01it has big horns
01:00:03and hooves
01:00:04and it was roaming around freely
01:00:06until your brother-in-law shot it
01:00:08that's what i'm eating
01:00:08i'm not sure that they have hooves
01:00:11did you know
01:00:13you knew
01:00:14i can fucking tell
01:00:15you knew and you cooked it
01:00:17and you're just gonna let me eat it
01:00:18i think it's really good
01:00:21mom
01:00:21what do you think is gonna happen
01:00:23to all the food in this house
01:00:24page
01:00:25it's gonna get eaten
01:00:26or it's gonna rot
01:00:28i didn't kill the thing
01:00:29your uncle will never kill another one
01:00:31i suppose we could throw it all away
01:00:33and then it's
01:00:34nourishing some raccoon
01:00:36or worms
01:00:37or
01:00:38i guess
01:00:39or it can nourish us
01:00:41which is what it's doing
01:00:45when's the last time you cooked a meal
01:00:46page
01:00:47not reheated one
01:00:48not microwaved one
01:00:49we picked that from a garden
01:00:51your uncle took that from somewhere around here
01:00:54the corn meal is
01:00:55the corn meal is
01:00:56in a jar
01:00:56did he make that
01:00:57maybe
01:00:59everything we ate
01:01:00came from this
01:01:02this little world
01:01:03that your father adored
01:01:05we made a meal
01:01:07from this place
01:01:08together
01:01:10i think it's beautiful
01:01:12i think it's perfect
01:01:13and i know your father would too
01:01:20i wonder who has to die for us
01:01:21to make another meal together
01:01:27goodnight
01:01:27or
01:01:52i think it's smart
01:02:13I wonder if that stuff works.
01:02:17I guess.
01:02:18So long as the wind is at your back.
01:02:21Good point.
01:02:26What are you reading?
01:02:30A journal.
01:02:33Your father kept a journal here.
01:02:3825 years.
01:02:41What's it say?
01:02:42It talks about which river, and then it says to crack a window and lighting the stove in
01:02:51a wind, there's a downdraft that pushes the smoke back into the cabin.
01:02:56And it's half diary, half how-to guide.
01:03:03Then there's this about me.
01:03:08There's a spot upriver, and he calls it Stacy's Valley.
01:03:20The elk don't graze there for some reason, so the grass grows tall, and it's yellow, and
01:03:27it reminds him of my hair.
01:03:37I-I need to know his last little secret.
01:03:45How can I say goodbye when there's still more to know?
01:03:59So tomorrow morning, I'm going to get up, and I'm going to find this little valley.
01:04:17And then I'm going to bring your father here, and I'm going to bury him there.
01:04:26And then I'm going to take this book, and I'm going to visit every place he wrote about.
01:04:36And you can tell me I'm crazy, you can say I need to move on, I have a whole life
01:04:40ahead
01:04:41of me and all that shit.
01:04:42I am 65 years old, I don't have a whole life ahead of me.
01:04:47I have a very small window to be reckless.
01:04:51To make decisions that feed this, and never factor this into the equation.
01:04:57And that's what I'm going to do.
01:04:58I'm going to do what he begged me to do for 30 years.
01:05:04I'm going to finally see this place.
01:05:11Want some company?
01:05:16I'd love some.
01:05:21Well, then I'll see you in the morning.
01:05:22I'll see you in the next day.
01:05:26Okay.
01:05:27Okay.
01:05:28Okay.
01:05:30Okay.
01:05:32Okay.
01:05:34Okay.
01:05:37Okay.
01:05:45Okay.
01:05:58Poor choice of footwear in retrospect.
01:06:44I personally for the record feel that we are
01:06:47underdressed, unarmed, and just generally unprepared for any kind of exploratory venture afoot.
01:06:56Afoot. I didn't know they taught the Queen's English at Brown.
01:06:59Well, they do. I mean, I didn't actually study it, but the course does exist.
01:07:03And the world is a better place for it, Russell.
01:07:09Let's go find this spot.
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