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90 Day Fiance Before The 90 Days S08E19
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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days...
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:33It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
00:00:50And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa?
00:01:00So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me,
00:01:10I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:01:14I'll ask you, Sme.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing.
00:01:21And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:32You and I find a place we move in together?
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear.
00:01:37But there's no action.
00:01:39Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:01:42I believe that it will work.
00:01:44I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
00:01:48The ball's in your court.
00:01:51At this point, every penny has to go towards getting you to America.
00:01:56I cannot send any more money.
00:02:02It's your pet.
00:02:05This is very hard.
00:02:06I feel like I'm not going to see him again,
00:02:08even though I know I'm going to.
00:02:09I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking, what if they fall through?
00:02:15I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Oh, wait, please.
00:02:22Just please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish you realized that I do love her,
00:02:32and I do want us to be together.
00:02:36Let's get in love.
00:02:57I just feel so gross.
00:02:59I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:31I'm going to stop sharing mine then.
00:03:33Like, he just stopped sharing it, literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have some tough conversations,
00:03:42and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:03:59I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together in the rental.
00:04:02And I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy, and, like, Josh was, like, disrespecting me.
00:04:14And I went to the bedroom, and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like, why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:04:28And he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room trying to pack up.
00:04:34And this morning, I just woke up, and he walked away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me, and you're falling for me,
00:04:43and then you bring the girls back in disrespect to me,
00:04:47and just then walk away?
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:58The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:02Don't tell me you love me.
00:05:05And then, like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, I've been so apprehensive and so, like, like, my walls are up with him
00:05:15because, like, you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm going to throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:32Have you slept?
00:05:33No.
00:05:34No.
00:05:35Unless your sleeping pattern would be perfect.
00:05:43I'm going to steal some of your hydration salts.
00:05:48How is the vibe in the apartment this morning?
00:05:50Well, it's not good vibes when you can hear Elise crying.
00:05:53Do you know what I mean?
00:05:53And any girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea having girls over on Elise's last night,
00:06:00but I try and stay out of all external problems,
00:06:03especially relationship ones to do with friends.
00:06:05It's not my business.
00:06:06So, I was working on my laptop in my room while they were fighting.
00:06:11But, no, it wasn't a good idea.
00:06:32Why are you doing this to me?
00:06:33Left the place and turned up your location and left me.
00:06:36I was angry.
00:06:37I'm upset.
00:06:37I just drove off.
00:06:39I was angry.
00:06:39Where did you go?
00:06:40I just drove off here on the road.
00:06:42I just had a panic attack.
00:06:44I just thought you didn't care anymore.
00:06:47Stop fucking me.
00:06:48I'm falling apart.
00:06:49I'm sorry.
00:06:52I'm so sorry.
00:06:55All I wanted was a night with you.
00:06:57That's all I wanted.
00:06:57And you had to have those people over and you disrespected me.
00:07:00I've asked you.
00:07:01I wanted a night with you.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:05I'm sorry.
00:07:06I don't want to miss a bit.
00:07:07I told you.
00:07:08This is so embarrassing.
00:07:09I told you.
00:07:10I was not in bed.
00:07:11I'm so sorry.
00:07:11I love you so much.
00:07:13Josh, stop.
00:07:15You up.
00:07:16I'm sorry.
00:07:18I need to go to the airport.
00:07:23Last night, in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her.
00:07:26But I asked her if they could come over.
00:07:29She said, yes, that's absolutely fine.
00:07:31And then turns around and says, you know, that's not okay.
00:07:34We just started arguing all night.
00:07:37Like, she can be very nasty.
00:07:39She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:07:41You know, you know, you don't want me anymore.
00:07:43Do you love her?
00:07:45Yeah, I do.
00:07:45And like, I do.
00:07:48I do love her.
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me?
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you.
00:08:01You just left me.
00:08:03Do I feel like I'm making you do something I want to do?
00:08:04Yeah, I walked out because I was angry.
00:08:06But I realized I just needed to calm down.
00:08:12All I want is to be alone with you.
00:08:14Yeah, but like, you should have said that.
00:08:16Josh, this is crazy.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20This is going to go in circles?
00:08:21Yeah.
00:08:22This is going to go in circles.
00:08:24Let's go.
00:08:25Bye, please.
00:08:26It's been real.
00:08:29What the ?
00:08:31One minute, he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me.
00:08:35And the next minute, he puts all the blame on me.
00:08:37Like, all of it was my fault.
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts.
00:08:44One part of me is like, I'm falling in love with this man at the same time.
00:08:49I am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster of the past 12 hours.
00:08:55And I'm just confused.
00:08:57Like, I can't stay and fix this.
00:08:58I have a flight to catch.
00:09:00I have to go home.
00:09:01Like, what do I do now?
00:09:08Like, what do I do now?
00:09:09Like, what do I do now?
00:09:15Like, what do I do now?
00:09:18Like, what do I do now?
00:09:20Like, what do I do now?
00:09:22Like, what do I do now?
00:09:24Like, what do I do now?
00:09:25Like, what do I do now?
00:09:25Like, what do I do now?
00:09:25Like, what do I do now?
00:09:25Like, what do I do now?
00:09:26Like, what do I do now?
00:09:27Like, what do I do now?
00:09:48¡Gracias!
00:10:02But...
00:10:02I'm sad.
00:10:04We have surprised.
00:10:05Actually, I have surprised.
00:10:07You always have surprises.
00:10:09Today, Michael is sightseeing on his own
00:10:12so that Birkana and I can spend some quality time together
00:10:15before I have to go back to the States tomorrow.
00:10:19I'm glad Birkana and I were able to reconcile,
00:10:22and I don't have to cut Michael out of my life.
00:10:25But I'm literally leaving
00:10:27when we just got things back on track,
00:10:29and I'm worried that as we go back to being long distance
00:10:33that we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
00:10:39We are going somewhere that is really important for me.
00:10:44Okay.
00:10:45You have to play, too.
00:10:46I have to play?
00:10:47Yeah, you have to.
00:10:48I'm sorry, what am I playing?
00:10:50Soccer.
00:10:50I'm playing soccer.
00:10:52Yeah.
00:10:52Oh, really?
00:10:54Yeah, you have to.
00:10:56My first love was soccer.
00:11:00And my last love was Laura.
00:11:02So I believe sharing the thing that I loved most with her is important.
00:11:09I will play.
00:11:11You can impress me first, though.
00:11:13By doing...
00:11:15Kick the ball from there to there.
00:11:17I can do that.
00:11:18Okay.
00:11:19I've never kicked a soccer ball in my life.
00:11:22And it's hot as balls.
00:11:24And I'm in jeans, for crying out loud.
00:11:26This is not at the top of my list of things to do on my last day.
00:11:30Are you ready?
00:11:31Yeah, you got this.
00:11:33I don't feel any pressure, though.
00:11:37Balls.
00:11:38Holy balls.
00:11:44Beer con is so good at soccer.
00:11:47It's like panty dropping good.
00:11:48I feel like I'm fangirling over here, and I should ask for your autograph.
00:11:52Yeah.
00:11:52Do you want some?
00:11:53Yeah, actually.
00:11:54I mean, there is nothing wrong with watching this hot guy kick a ball around.
00:11:58Jeez.
00:11:59Oh, my God.
00:12:02And now, you're going to learn how to play.
00:12:05Oh, my...
00:12:06No, you do it again.
00:12:06I don't know how to play.
00:12:08No.
00:12:08I don't even know what foot to kick the ball with.
00:12:10Doesn't matter.
00:12:12It is instinct.
00:12:14Your instinct kicks the ball.
00:12:17See?
00:12:18Your strong foot is your left.
00:12:22No, right.
00:12:22It is my left.
00:12:26Oh, God.
00:12:27When it comes to soccer, if I give her between one to five...
00:12:33Oops.
00:12:34Out the door.
00:12:35She's probably zero.
00:12:39But even Edison tried 2,000 times.
00:12:42So I think she can score one if she tries 2,000 times.
00:12:47So...
00:12:48Yeah.
00:12:50You have just one shot.
00:12:51Just one score?
00:12:52From all the...
00:12:53Oh, my God.
00:12:55It feels really far.
00:12:57Go with the ball.
00:13:07I told you.
00:13:08You believed in yourself and you just did it.
00:13:12It was actually a lot of fun.
00:13:14And also, this has a meaning.
00:13:17Because, you know...
00:13:19You thought it was distance, right?
00:13:21Yeah.
00:13:22You didn't believe that.
00:13:23You were gonna score.
00:13:24No, I did not.
00:13:26You just scored.
00:13:27This is what belief is.
00:13:30If you believe something with your heart...
00:13:34It's gonna happen.
00:13:36Yeah.
00:13:36Yeah.
00:13:37And this is the same thing we have...
00:13:42In our future.
00:13:44We will have that distance.
00:13:46But...
00:13:47Don't stuck on distance.
00:13:49Don't stuck on problems.
00:13:52You're gonna follow your heart.
00:13:54We will be fine.
00:13:56We will have the goal.
00:13:58We will score.
00:14:03You are my love.
00:14:07Do you know what this is?
00:14:09No.
00:14:10Give me your ring finger.
00:14:16This one?
00:14:18Left one, right?
00:14:19Yeah.
00:14:20Do you know why people call this ring finger?
00:14:24No.
00:14:26It is the only finger that...
00:14:28You have...
00:14:30A vein...
00:14:31Goes through your heart.
00:14:33And this...
00:14:36Is why people wearing rings...
00:14:39On that finger.
00:14:41See?
00:14:43We have a line that...
00:14:46Bonds us.
00:14:48We don't need rings.
00:14:50Nope.
00:14:52All you need...
00:14:54Is a spell.
00:14:58Now...
00:14:59I'm asking you...
00:15:03You wanna bond your heart...
00:15:05With mine?
00:15:08Will you marry me?
00:15:14Lakey, I haven't been feeling well.
00:15:17I've been...
00:15:18Luscious.
00:15:22So today...
00:15:23I decided to...
00:15:25Take a pregnancy test.
00:15:30Ready for some exercise?
00:15:32No.
00:15:33It helps me cleanse my head...
00:15:34And feel airy.
00:15:35Is that why you're blonde now?
00:15:38I was so sure of him.
00:15:40And now I'm just insecure.
00:15:42He's not communicating with her much.
00:15:44I wanted to find a reason why.
00:15:47And...
00:15:48I did find things.
00:15:49It's not normal that he has a wife contact.
00:15:53That's not your number.
00:16:03Oh.
00:16:04Oh, God.
00:16:06Yeah.
00:16:07So...
00:16:09Lakey, I haven't been feeling well.
00:16:12Um...
00:16:14I've been...
00:16:19Así que hoy, me decidí tomar un test de prevención.
00:16:33Voy a esperar un poco más minutos,
00:16:37y creo que voy a ver todas las respuestas a mis preguntas.
00:16:45Ok.
00:17:15¿Qué?
00:17:16Oh, Dios mío.
00:17:18Tiene tantas sexes.
00:17:20Voy a la charla.
00:17:22¡No, Dios mío!
00:17:26¡No, Dios mío!
00:17:30¡Juvon!
00:17:31¡Boo!
00:17:36¡Boo!
00:17:39¡Juvon!
00:17:47¡Boo!
00:17:49¡Boo!
00:17:58¡Suscríbete al canal!
00:18:24¡Suscríbete al canal!
00:18:50Love you.
00:18:51Love you.
00:19:02Thank you, boo, for packing my bag.
00:19:04Appreciate it.
00:19:05Uh-huh.
00:19:08I am very happy.
00:19:09I just wasn't expecting this to happen this quickly.
00:19:14But the timing is terrible because Javon is leaving tomorrow.
00:19:20And we haven't really made any decision for the future yet.
00:19:26How do you feel?
00:19:28Bloated.
00:19:29Bloated?
00:19:30Gassy.
00:19:31Yeah.
00:19:32But I'm very happy.
00:19:34We have a bonus.
00:19:35And I'm really excited.
00:19:39You know, you always question, like, what's the meaning of my life?
00:19:43Mm.
00:19:43And now, I feel like...
00:19:46You have a reason.
00:19:47I have a reason why I'm doing what I'm doing.
00:19:50You know what I mean?
00:19:51Well, there you go.
00:19:53But a part of me feels anxious.
00:19:58Well, me too.
00:19:59Because there's a lot of things that we haven't figured out yet.
00:20:05Right now, the main focus is your health and the baby and getting things in order over here.
00:20:13Then once that's good, we will definitely look more into you coming over there.
00:20:23You know, baby alone is very expensive.
00:20:26Mm-hmm.
00:20:27You know, and then you add the visa on top of that.
00:20:32Yeah.
00:20:34But there's a lot of things you're going to be missing out.
00:20:37Yeah.
00:20:37Like the first appointment.
00:20:39Yeah.
00:20:39To the doctor.
00:20:40You gotta keep me posted.
00:20:41Monthly, yeah.
00:20:42I'll keep you posted.
00:20:43I know it's not the same.
00:20:44I know it's not the same, but it's all we have for right now, so...
00:20:52Realistically, when do you think you could come back?
00:20:55I can't give you an exact month, because I'm not...
00:21:00back home yet.
00:21:01But I'll be back before you even get birth.
00:21:04That I can tell you.
00:21:07Now that I'm pregnant, I thought he would want to work harder to live with me in one place together.
00:21:16But I guess I was wrong.
00:21:20I know he loves me so much.
00:21:23But I can't help but feel sad that I'm going through the pregnancy alone.
00:21:30Let's not worry about it too much tonight.
00:21:32We have to finish packing, and we have to get up early.
00:21:38Okay.
00:21:42This time, love caulkers all the pain.
00:21:54Can't keep my heart from yearning inside.
00:22:01I know it's not the same.
00:22:02Ready for this?
00:22:03Ready for some exercise?
00:22:05No.
00:22:05No?
00:22:06It's a beautiful day.
00:22:07Come on.
00:22:08It's hot.
00:22:10This is really good for me.
00:22:12It helps me cleanse my head, and I really want to, you know, feel better.
00:22:16Y, you know,
00:22:18be airy and light.
00:22:20¿Es que por qué eres blonde ahora?
00:22:22¿Por qué? ¿Por qué soy un airhead?
00:22:24No, no, no un airhead.
00:22:26¿Qué quiere decir Daniel?
00:22:29¿Por qué quiere un african-style
00:22:31braid?
00:22:32¿Por qué quiere braids?
00:22:33¿Por qué quiere decir
00:22:36cómo expensive
00:22:37y tiempo-consumiendo
00:22:39y, por qué
00:22:41tú eres
00:22:42un americano.
00:22:45I know.
00:22:46¿Por qué no tengo que decir
00:22:48y act y, y act
00:22:49y, y look
00:22:51exactly as he chooses?
00:22:53Es difícil.
00:22:54I've given so much
00:22:56to make Daniel happy.
00:22:57I know.
00:22:59You're working three jobs.
00:23:00You're working your ass off
00:23:02to pay off debt
00:23:04that you also added on
00:23:06for him.
00:23:07Why isn't he going out
00:23:09and getting another job?
00:23:10Where is his effort?
00:23:14I don't know.
00:23:15No, I'm just feeling different.
00:23:18I was so sure of him.
00:23:21And so in love.
00:23:23And now I'm just insecure.
00:23:28When Mom first came back from Nigeria, she was definitely really excited.
00:23:34She was making all of these wild plans.
00:23:36She said she wanted to go back to Nigeria and stay for about a year.
00:23:40And then over the next couple weeks
00:23:43She just started saying
00:23:45That he's not communicating with her much
00:23:47And I wasn't liking the situation
00:23:50I wanted to find
00:23:51If there was another reason
00:23:53Why he's not communicating
00:23:55Like he was
00:23:56And I did find things
00:23:59And none of them were positive things
00:24:04It's not normal that he has
00:24:07Four other phone numbers
00:24:09And not even that
00:24:11He also has a wife contact
00:24:13That's not your number
00:24:14No, it's weird
00:24:15Who is this wife?
00:24:19Not you
00:24:20You wrote her
00:24:21She didn't deny it
00:24:22I kept the conversation
00:24:25Before going to Nigeria
00:24:26To show that I could trust Daniel
00:24:29He gave me his passwords
00:24:30For his email account
00:24:32Faith logged into his email
00:24:34And got his contacts
00:24:36He has me listed as Liz baby
00:24:39And then he has another number listed as wife chat
00:24:44And it's a Nigerian phone number
00:24:47Faith reached out to the number
00:24:49And introduced herself
00:24:51And said
00:24:52Do you know Daniel?
00:24:54I've got your number from his email
00:24:55And you are listed as his wife
00:24:57And the person answered back
00:25:00And said
00:25:02So what do you want?
00:25:03Faith pretty much told him
00:25:05My mom is also married to Daniel
00:25:07I'm concerned about this
00:25:09I think we should talk about it
00:25:11And she said
00:25:12Lose my number
00:25:14Who the f***ed his wife?
00:25:16And why won't she talk?
00:25:20Daniel hasn't been giving me
00:25:21The attention that he was
00:25:23I'm not getting the good morning text anymore
00:25:26He hasn't been calling like he used to
00:25:30Daniel says he loves me
00:25:32And that he's been busy
00:25:33But I'm suspicious
00:25:36If there is a wife out there
00:25:38And he put me through all this
00:25:40And he has a wife out there
00:25:42What does that mean?
00:25:46It's just too much at this point, Mom
00:25:48What is your game plan now?
00:25:51Are you still going to go there
00:25:52And marry him?
00:25:55I don't know
00:25:56I'm going to have to confront him
00:25:57But I'm torn, Faith
00:25:58I go back and forth every day
00:26:00Thinking about this
00:26:02I mean, he's going to gaslight you
00:26:04You know that
00:26:05But you also can't deny
00:26:07Physical proof
00:26:10I know that I need to confront Daniel
00:26:13But I am afraid
00:26:14That he's going to gaslight me
00:26:17Just like he has in Nigeria
00:26:18I can't remember
00:26:20This is her picture
00:26:23Do you remember her now?
00:26:26You do know this person?
00:26:28No, no
00:26:28You remembered last night
00:26:30When I brought it up
00:26:31Now all of a sudden
00:26:31You're pretending you don't know her?
00:26:37Going through this
00:26:38Has been very traumatic
00:26:39And my headspace is all over the place
00:26:42There's proof
00:26:43She didn't say
00:26:44I'm not his wife
00:26:45She didn't say
00:26:46Who are you talking to?
00:26:47That answer is everything I need
00:26:49He can't come up with an excuse for that
00:26:52It's time
00:26:53It's time to tell Daniel
00:26:55What you have found
00:26:56It's time to ask him about this wife
00:26:58I love him
00:27:00And I miss him
00:27:02But I just feel betrayed
00:27:05I'm mentally
00:27:06Physically
00:27:07Totally
00:27:07Exhausted
00:27:12I'm proud of you now
00:27:14You know I'll always support you
00:27:22Off we go
00:27:23I still don't completely trust Sheena
00:27:27I love you purple bear
00:27:28You don't need to be worried
00:27:30She still manipulates
00:27:33Better than anybody I know
00:27:37You okay?
00:27:41I don't want you to leave me
00:28:06I mean words can't express how I feel
00:28:12At this moment
00:28:14Having to leave Madagascar
00:28:17And not being able to say goodbye to Trish
00:28:30I mean it was hard not being able to
00:28:34Be with her the last few nights
00:28:38Because I still love her
00:28:43But I know that
00:28:44It's not right or fair
00:28:47For me
00:28:50To
00:28:52Not let go of the past
00:28:56I'm really sad
00:28:58With it being
00:29:00Over
00:29:01Between Trish and I
00:29:06But I couldn't help the way that I felt
00:29:09And I couldn't lie and say that
00:29:12I don't have any feelings for my ex
00:29:19Because of that
00:29:20I lost something that could have been really special
00:29:28There was a lot of times
00:29:30When everything was good between us
00:29:33I was really happy
00:29:34And I see so many good qualities in Trish
00:29:39I feel like she lights up the room
00:29:41You know when
00:29:43When she's in her good moods
00:29:48I feel like I'm like the luckiest man alive
00:29:51To be
00:29:54Standing next to her
00:29:55Or hold her hand
00:30:04If my ex
00:30:05Had never contacted me
00:30:11Trish and I would definitely be in a much
00:30:14Much better place
00:30:17Looking back at all these
00:30:19Beautiful times
00:30:20That Trish and I
00:30:22Shared together
00:30:23I had such high hopes
00:30:29My baby
00:30:31Good morning baby
00:30:42Yes
00:30:53This is making me think about
00:30:55How much I could be missing
00:30:58How much I'm going to be missing
00:31:00In the future with her
00:31:08Mama
00:31:12This isn't how it was supposed to be
00:31:17And this hurts me deeply
00:31:19That it didn't work out
00:31:24I'm leaving with no hope at all
00:31:26When you're always on the ground
00:31:31And I know I could love you
00:31:38Forever and the day
00:31:43It's torture
00:31:44Baby
00:31:49Baby
00:31:50Baby
00:31:50It's hard as a fall
00:31:54When you're always on the ground
00:32:00And I know I could love you
00:32:05I know you're a hero
00:32:07I know
00:32:08I know
00:32:11Jane why
00:32:12I
00:32:13I
00:32:30This is the one that's got all the stash of stuff in there
00:32:33Are you allowed to have big bags of chips?
00:32:36They're not going to like pop and explode?
00:32:38No, I think
00:32:39The air pressure's going to be different
00:32:41They might have exploded confetti chips
00:32:42No
00:32:43I mean people take their dogs on planes
00:32:45So you don't explode
00:32:47Right?
00:32:48Well, we'll find out
00:32:57Well, I think we're just about there, you guys
00:33:00Oh, man
00:33:09I can't believe that the time was Sheena's ending
00:33:13We had a lot of back and forths yesterday
00:33:15About why I have to leave today
00:33:18She was hurt
00:33:19She was upset
00:33:20She wanted me to stay
00:33:22All right
00:33:24It was the hardest choice I ever had to make
00:33:26Saying that I need to leave the one I love
00:33:32Oh
00:33:34Okay
00:33:37Big ones first
00:33:38Mountain of stuff
00:33:40Thank you, guys
00:33:41Thank you
00:33:44Waking up this morning next to Forrest
00:33:47I was really sad because
00:33:48It's been hard enough to wait as long as I waited
00:33:52To be with him
00:33:53Off we go
00:33:58It's so hard to let him go
00:34:00But his mom meddles too much
00:34:02So I don't have a choice
00:34:07I love you, Machine
00:34:09I love you, Papa Bear
00:34:12The thing I'm going to miss the most
00:34:14Is waking up in bed beside you
00:34:16And, you know, having you cuddle the snot out of me
00:34:19On top of your grinding teeth
00:34:21I think grinding teeth
00:34:23It's a perfect alarm clock every morning to get up
00:34:27What I'm missing is the good old bear
00:34:30Who loves me to take care of me
00:34:33Who's been farting all night
00:34:34Sometimes every day, almost 24-7
00:34:37He's too good
00:34:40You're funny, baby
00:34:43You don't need to be worried
00:34:44It may have taken seven years to get here
00:34:46But it's not going to take seven years to get you back home
00:34:50Thank you, Papa Bear
00:34:55Overall, this trip was a wonderful experience
00:34:59I feel really good that I got to see Forrest happy
00:35:02And to see him so in love
00:35:04But I'm just
00:35:06I'm afraid of what the future's going to bring
00:35:18Truthfully, I still don't completely trust Sheena
00:35:23Here I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered
00:35:26No, I have more questions
00:35:29I still don't have a full understanding of Sheena's financial, you know, relationship
00:35:35When it comes to her family and all of that
00:35:37She still manipulates
00:35:39Better than anybody I know
00:35:41That's why I am so completely relieved
00:35:44That I saved Forrest from making the biggest mistake of his life
00:35:48I mean, if he would have stayed here
00:35:50It would have been a nightmare
00:35:55Which way is the gate?
00:35:57Right here
00:36:01Well
00:36:02Well, we're going to go ahead and let you guys have some time to yourselves
00:36:06Okay
00:36:07I will see you again
00:36:14It will be alright, okay?
00:36:27Despite Sheena's faults
00:36:29I know that they really truly love each other
00:36:32And it hurts me and breaks my heart
00:36:35To know that they might lose that
00:36:38It's going to be alright, okay?
00:36:41That truly is the hardest part of all of this
00:36:47He's taking care of me again
00:36:48We better go
00:37:03Are you okay?
00:37:08This is not goodbye forever
00:37:10This is the beginning
00:37:15This is the beginning of our future
00:37:20I love Sheena
00:37:21Bye, Papa Bear
00:37:34I don't want you to leave me
00:37:38I'm sorry, baby
00:37:39It's time for me to go
00:37:40But you've got to be strong for me, okay?
00:37:56I want you to have this
00:37:57Until I get back, okay?
00:38:00What a bear
00:38:00It's a guarantee that I'll be back for you
00:38:03Okay?
00:38:05I know it's not much
00:38:06But I love this hat and I love you
00:38:09And I want you to wear it every day, alright?
00:38:10I'm not going to wear that word
00:38:12Because my dogs might join
00:38:14I know, it's okay
00:38:18I love you, baby
00:38:20We're going to sneak one more
00:38:26Before meeting Forrest
00:38:28I was afraid that
00:38:30I wouldn't find someone
00:38:32Who would love me for what I am
00:38:36But Forrest opened my heart
00:38:39Back again
00:38:41I just have to trust His promise
00:38:43That He's going to come back for me
00:38:46And that
00:38:47This isn't the end of our story
00:38:59Thank you
00:39:00Have a safe life
00:39:07It was heartbreaking saying goodbye to Sheena
00:39:12It's going to be the hardest thing I've ever done
00:39:17I'll be with you
00:39:18I'll be with you
00:39:23I promise
00:39:27Being with Sheena has propelled me to stop being stagnant and to grow up and start
00:39:33Really
00:39:34Really making changes that I should have been doing years ago
00:39:37To ensure that Sheena and I have a life together
00:39:42This cannot be the end
00:39:50I must continue moving forward
00:40:03I'm going to miss everything, the good and the bad
00:40:06Oh yeah
00:40:07Yeah
00:40:08From arguing to make up sex
00:40:12I'm trying to stay emotionally strong
00:40:15Obviously we still have a lot to work on
00:40:18But I love her
00:40:20Don't cry
00:40:22And I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind
00:40:41I'm asking you
00:40:43Do you want to bond your heart to mine?
00:40:51Will you marry me?
00:40:56Of course I will
00:41:07Can you believe that?
00:41:09Very engaged
00:41:09No, it's crazy
00:41:12Congratulations, you get engaged with me
00:41:16I've never had an engagement string
00:41:18So it's very cutesy
00:41:21Probably not a lot of people had that
00:41:25Probably not
00:41:27I got everything I wanted
00:41:29This is a win
00:41:31Here is my trophy
00:41:33Oh
00:41:38Who needs a ring?
00:41:40I'm in my jeans and I play just football
00:41:42And I just got engaged
00:41:45Who cares?
00:41:46We don't need fancy boat rides
00:41:48We don't need anything
00:41:51Only thing matters
00:41:53Is I love you
00:41:54I love you too
00:41:58I am blown away by the fact that Beercom proposed today
00:42:01It was something I thought was off the table
00:42:04As soon as Michael showed up
00:42:07But I think we've both learned and grown as individuals
00:42:11And as a couple
00:42:13And truthfully, if I had to do this over
00:42:19I would have done it
00:42:21The exact same way
00:42:30I've never been this happy in my life
00:42:32That was a long road
00:42:34Yeah, it's been a pretty crazy path to this moment right now
00:42:38It was
00:42:41But all I want is you
00:42:43I love that
00:42:46I'm glad
00:42:48You are the best thing that ever happened to me
00:42:50You are the best thing that ever happened to me
00:42:55I never thought that I would fall in love again
00:42:59I always thought that I'm going to die alone
00:43:04So I guess I'm not
00:43:07The distance could mix up her mind
00:43:10But she has red string
00:43:12So she already knows her soul is bonded to mine
00:43:22Am I supposed to stay tight-kneed forever
00:43:24Or do I get an actual ring?
00:43:26Okay, I'm going to think about that
00:43:27You'll think about it well
00:43:29Yeah
00:43:36We'll think about it well
00:43:39Good, good, good
00:44:49...worry about leaving you...
00:44:53...you know.
00:44:54I know you're coming back and I'll be okay here with mama, but I wish you could be here.
00:45:01Yeah.
00:45:01While the baby's growing.
00:45:03Yeah.
00:45:06I don't know.
00:45:09I'm trying to stay emotionally strong, not just for us but for her.
00:45:14Pero yo definitivamente siento que hay mucho más presencia
00:45:19desde que ella está embarazada
00:45:21porque tenemos mucho más finanzas para cuidar de
00:45:24y es todo en mi espaldas.
00:45:27Hola, mamá.
00:45:29Hola.
00:45:31¿Estás pagando mi lunch?
00:45:33Oh, gracias.
00:45:37Ah, gracias.
00:45:40I miss you.
00:45:43I miss you too.
00:45:44I know you're going to take care of Anna when I'm gone.
00:45:52Promise her that you're going to come back soon
00:45:56for us and for the baby.
00:45:59I promise.
00:46:03Okay.
00:46:16Alright, mamá.
00:46:17I'm going to leave, okay?
00:46:19Aw.
00:46:21Miss you, okay?
00:46:22I'll let you know when I land, okay?
00:46:25Okay.
00:46:25Pero masakit na lalayo na naman siyang dalaw.
00:46:32Huwag naman sa anong mangyari yung katulad namin
00:46:35na broken family.
00:46:39Kasi naranasan ko na at naranasan na ni Anna.
00:46:42Naranasan na ni Jibon.
00:46:44So ang pangarap ko para sa kanila
00:46:46isang buo at masahing pamilya.
00:46:48Sana lang yung promise ni Jibon,
00:46:52huwag na huwag niyang bibiguin
00:46:54para sa kanyang mag-ina.
00:47:14Well, I know one thing I'm going to miss.
00:47:17The food.
00:47:18The food.
00:47:19Definitely going to miss traveling with you.
00:47:22Mm-hmm.
00:47:23That was really fun.
00:47:24Yeah.
00:47:25I'm going to miss everything, boo.
00:47:27The good and the bad.
00:47:29Oh, yeah?
00:47:30Yeah.
00:47:30From arguing to make-up sex.
00:47:35Just how much we always find a way
00:47:38to forgive each other.
00:47:41You make all the good things bad
00:47:46A heavy load like that
00:47:51That's just what you do
00:47:55There's no one else I choose
00:47:59All right, boo.
00:48:01I'm going to miss you and I love you.
00:48:05I'm going to miss this face.
00:48:06Keep me posted with the baby, okay?
00:48:11I'm going to call you, all right?
00:48:12I'm going to call you, all right?
00:48:12Don't cry.
00:48:20Looking back on the trip
00:48:21and what it meant to me,
00:48:23I've definitely learned a lot about
00:48:27Anna and our marriage
00:48:29As well as myself
00:48:33Obviously, we still have a lot to work on
00:48:35But regardless of all the issues
00:48:38I love her
00:48:39And I feel like I'm leaving
00:48:42A piece of me behind, you know
00:48:44Wish I was there
00:48:45Who knew they did?
00:48:47Javon
00:48:59I feel like I learned that marriage
00:49:01It's not always about your happiness
00:49:06It's not always fun
00:49:08You have to work
00:49:10Not just on a relationship
00:49:11You have to work on yourself
00:49:13Individually
00:49:14I definitely need to work on myself
00:49:17A lot
00:49:18Because I know I have
00:49:20You know, I have some
00:49:22I need to work on my temper
00:49:24But it's really hard
00:49:34But no matter what happens
00:49:36I feel totally, 100% sure
00:49:39That I made the right decision
00:49:41And I can't wait
00:49:43For us to be together as a family
00:49:45Of all the things we've done
00:49:49From this broken world we live in
00:49:53We need to stay
00:49:55And share the love we know
00:50:03Rolling
00:50:03When you're ready
00:50:05Tell me what happened
00:50:08I don't even know where to start
00:50:10Like, it was crazy
00:50:12She's
00:50:13She's
00:50:22She's
00:50:23She's
00:50:24She's
00:50:24She's
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00:53:49No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:54:14No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:54:44I mean, I'm definitely have been left with so many unanswered questions.
00:54:53Like, that's just the part that I struggle with, is like all the unknown.
00:55:01And yeah.
00:55:05Do you think you'll ever get the answers?
00:55:08I don't know.
00:55:28Baby!
00:55:38Cain, ¿por qué?
00:55:52¿Qué significa esto?
00:56:01I forgot to give you this.
00:56:04Bye-bye to matching outfits before you come in here.
00:56:09Sweetheart.
00:56:12And we look cuteness together.
00:56:18Thank you, baby.
00:56:21So is this why you came here?
00:56:26Yeah, and also...
00:56:31I want to say goodbye.
00:56:37We're going to leave, and we'll never see again.
00:56:43I'm not hoping anything from him.
00:56:46I'm not hoping he would make the right decision like,
00:56:50Trisha, I love you. I'll be with you.
00:56:52I'm going to block my ex.
00:56:55I just wanted to see him.
00:56:58That's it.
00:57:00But when I see Rick at the airport,
00:57:04my heart tells me that I do still love him.
00:57:11But you cannot be with him.
00:57:17It's sad. I don't know what to say.
00:57:23You know I still love him.
00:57:28I still want to see you.
00:57:31What's the point?
00:57:33You don't forget about your ex.
00:57:36You'll never change, so why you want to still see this?
00:57:41You know that eventually I'm going to get over that.
00:57:46Is this going to take time?
00:57:50I want us to work, but I don't know.
00:57:54We just...
00:57:57We can make it work, baby.
00:57:59We can make it work, baby.
00:58:00We can make it work, baby.
00:58:05We can make it work.
00:58:12No.
00:58:22It's not easy.
00:58:25It's not.
00:58:28And nothing worth having ever is.
00:58:36No, no, no, no.
00:59:02But I'm not promising you that I'm going to get back with you or whatever.
00:59:09I'll take that. I'll take that.
00:59:18I don't want to get hurt again.
00:59:21But I'm hoping that he will change and not having feelings for his ex anymore.
00:59:31I'm going to take the day at a time, talking with him as a friend, and we will see.
00:59:39That's it.
00:59:44I have to cope.
00:59:46I just leave it seated.
00:59:52I love you.
00:59:59I know there's many, many things that I have to do to make it up to her.
01:00:05But I'd be willing to do whatever it takes to win her back.
01:00:10Are you willing to block your ex right now?
01:00:16I mean, really, I can't block her because it would be like on our times that we shared together in
01:00:30the past.
01:00:33But I know that for Trisha and I's relationship, I have to start, you know, making a stronger stand for
01:00:42letting it go.
01:00:45Because I still keep looking back on the feelings that we had after visiting her family and getting their approval.
01:00:54That's the feeling that has given me hope that we can get back to that place again.
01:01:05Oh, love is not lost.
01:01:12I am by your side.
01:01:22I feel sick to myself, man.
01:01:25Like, I just feel so...
01:01:27I'm sorry.
01:01:29I'm sorry.
01:01:31My heart wants him.
01:01:33My heart cares for him.
01:01:34But, like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:01:38The pain would have been out.
01:01:39If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:01:44Can we move past that?
01:02:01I feel sick to myself, man.
01:02:03Like, I just feel so...
01:02:09I'm sorry.
01:02:11I'm sorry.
01:02:23Last night was so eye-opening.
01:02:28Like, I didn't come here and hang out with all your friends.
01:02:30Like, I'm a people pleaser.
01:02:31I try to make you happy.
01:02:34Don't say yes to please me and then have a fight with me.
01:02:36I don't have a choice.
01:02:37I didn't mean to.
01:02:37Don't say yes to please me when I ask you and then have a fight with me after when you
01:02:42said yes.
01:02:43Okay, then we're going to have our differences.
01:02:45But last night, you hurt my feelings.
01:02:46I didn't feel hurt.
01:02:47You made me feel really small and you ruined our last night.
01:02:50That is...
01:02:51Like, I didn't...
01:02:52I wasn't malicious or disgusting.
01:02:54And then you started talking about me when I went in the bedroom?
01:02:56I didn't.
01:02:57Okay.
01:02:58Everything that I say, you're going to type out.
01:03:01I was kind of hoping that things would cool off before, you know, we got to the airport.
01:03:05But the tension was just, you know, palpable.
01:03:09Every time we have an argument, when I try and find a resolution or apologise, you know,
01:03:14it's just...
01:03:15It doesn't go anywhere.
01:03:17I love her, but, like, I don't know what to do.
01:03:29Last night sucked.
01:03:36I mean, like, I just can't believe you tell me you're in love with me and we're talking
01:03:44about, like, what's going to happen between us and...
01:03:51Then it's just, like, all unravelled.
01:03:54Well, look, I don't know how many times I can say I apologise for it.
01:03:57You still won't accept it on a date where we're leaving on a bad note.
01:04:02If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:04:06It's not going to work.
01:04:07And I don't want that.
01:04:09You are so hot and cold with, like, how you feel.
01:04:13I feel like one minute you want this and one minute you don't, and you're so easy to walk
01:04:16away.
01:04:17Like, you just said, I'm out.
01:04:19Yeah.
01:04:19Turned off your location.
01:04:20Turned off my location.
01:04:21But you're minimising that.
01:04:23It's very erratic.
01:04:24To me, that's scary.
01:04:25Because I don't know what's going on in your head.
01:04:28That's fair.
01:04:29I could have handled it better.
01:04:32And I was told you.
01:04:34Can we live past that?
01:04:42I'm falling for you.
01:04:44I care about you more than you ever know.
01:04:47I wanted it to work.
01:04:49So mad.
01:04:52You mean everything to me.
01:04:53I'm going to think about you all the time.
01:04:55I'm going to think about the great times.
01:04:56But I don't like feeling uncertain.
01:05:01I think I'm going to be settling.
01:05:02And, like, I can't do this.
01:05:05It's not going to work out.
01:05:09Thank you.
01:05:10I'm sorry.
01:05:12It's fine.
01:05:15I don't understand.
01:05:19Sorry, our mothers.
01:05:32My heart wants him.
01:05:33My heart cares for him.
01:05:35But I know that I would be doing myself a day of service if I stayed with him.
01:05:42His job situation, his son's situation, his living situation.
01:05:45I genuinely feel bad, and I want to take care of him.
01:05:48But it's not my job.
01:05:50Let me know you get home time.
01:05:54See ya.
01:06:02I wanted this so bad, but how can you tell me that you're in love with me and then have
01:06:07no reaction when I'm breaking up with you and I'm about to never see you again?
01:06:11If he really loved me and wanted to make this work, he would be fighting, right?
01:06:14Like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:06:16Like, he's just unfortunately not the guy for me.
01:06:19And, like, I came here so excited to fight love, and I'm leaving alone.
01:06:39I'm not the type to sort of be like, no, baby, please don't.
01:06:42That's not me.
01:06:44Like, I'm not going to force someone, you know?
01:06:46I did what I could.
01:06:49I didn't do the best, but I did what I could.
01:06:51I said I'm in love with her, and it's not an exaggeration, but she always was hesitant.
01:06:56But I think she played with my feelings a little bit.
01:07:00Well, she was scared that she'd get hurt, so she'd cut it off first.
01:07:04I don't know.
01:07:07But it's devastating, yeah.
01:07:11She goes one way, I'll go the other.
01:07:15I just want to let you know
01:07:28I can't wait to get back to Miami and see my cats, and I'm going to be okay.
01:07:33But I'm really sad.
01:07:37We did have a great connection, and I did really like him, and I do so really like him.
01:07:42I know I made the right choice, but it hurts.
01:07:48I don't want to let you go.
01:07:54Good morning.
01:07:56Good morning.
01:07:57When it comes to Michael, we have to have better boundaries,
01:08:01but I'm feeling a lot of anxiety that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:08:07You look a little bit emotional.
01:08:10Yeah.
01:08:11Yeah.
01:08:13We got engaged.
01:08:40I don't even know why I bothered putting makeup on.
01:08:42And this sucks.
01:08:44It will be fun.
01:08:46I know.
01:08:47I didn't think it was going to be this hard.
01:08:50If you think about it, it's getting harder and harder.
01:08:54I know.
01:08:54I'm trying not to think about it as hard when I'm packing everything up.
01:08:59It's just hard to have spent this much time with you.
01:09:04And now I don't get to.
01:09:09Today, I'm going back home.
01:09:12And it sucks to have just gotten engaged yesterday.
01:09:17And now I have to leave.
01:09:26I think it's going to be a long time before that happens.
01:09:29It could be like a year and a half.
01:09:31I know.
01:09:33Everything has its price.
01:09:34It just feels like a lot can go wrong in that time.
01:09:41But always, if you really want to be with me, if I really want to be with you, we will
01:09:48end up together.
01:09:50What if you change your mind?
01:09:51But if you change your mind, I believe in us.
01:10:18Do you want me to take the door?
01:10:20Yeah, you go get the door.
01:10:22I'll grab my bag.
01:10:23Okay.
01:10:25I know that I'm going to be an absolute emotional wreck today.
01:10:29So I'm glad Michael booked the same flight as me.
01:10:33Good morning, my good man.
01:10:34Good morning.
01:10:35How are you?
01:10:36Doing well.
01:10:36How are you?
01:10:37Yeah.
01:10:39Very good.
01:10:39So you're all packed up and ready?
01:10:42Yep.
01:10:43Good morning.
01:10:44And the cab downstairs?
01:10:45Excellent.
01:10:46Excellent.
01:10:47When it comes to Michael, I'm feeling a lot of anxiety about the future of our friendship.
01:10:54There's no way we can continue to watch movies in bed and cuddle on the couch.
01:11:01We have to have better boundaries.
01:11:04It's worth it to make beer kind and feel secure in our relationship.
01:11:09But it's a little bit sad to me that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:11:18You look a little bit emotional.
01:11:19How's your last 24 hours been?
01:11:22It's been pretty good.
01:11:24It's really hard to leave.
01:11:26I can imagine.
01:11:29But yeah, I mean, I don't know.
01:11:35It's just, we got engaged.
01:11:47It's funny.
01:11:48I found you engaged and here you are again.
01:11:52It's a fascinating world.
01:11:54It's very interesting.
01:11:55Cool.
01:11:57It was just so sweet and sentimental.
01:12:00Like everything he does has so much meaning, which I love.
01:12:03It was great.
01:12:08Come in.
01:12:10I can't.
01:12:12There's a point.
01:12:13I can't go in.
01:12:17Are you taking too long?
01:12:20It's the best.
01:12:22In the cab?
01:12:23Okay, excellent.
01:12:25Cool.
01:12:30Well, congratulations both of you.
01:12:33Thank you, man.
01:12:34Thanks.
01:12:34Yeah.
01:12:35I appreciate that.
01:12:36Well, we got to get going.
01:12:37Those planes don't wait.
01:12:39Yep.
01:12:40It takes time to make her mine.
01:12:46She's got all she wants and doesn't.
01:12:49So your con is still a mystery to me.
01:12:51But, I mean, it did not take me long to figure out he's a good guy.
01:12:55Is he right for Laura?
01:12:56I mean, he's still young.
01:12:58And they just have such different lives.
01:12:59And long-distance relationships are very hard to navigate.
01:13:03A lot of them end up failing.
01:13:05I don't think love is enough.
01:13:07And right now, that's what they got in my eyes.
01:13:10That's just all they got.
01:13:14I know the next 9-18 months are going to be difficult for you guys.
01:13:18We know.
01:13:19Yeah.
01:13:20It feels overwhelming.
01:13:25Actually, everything is overwhelming right now.
01:13:29I feel like half of my soul is leaving me.
01:13:35Oh.
01:13:36Oh, God.
01:13:38Over here.
01:13:40Our struggle just began.
01:13:43We have distance.
01:13:45We could have problems.
01:13:47But if we both wanted, it will work.
01:13:52All right, buddy.
01:13:53This is where our journey ends.
01:13:55Yeah.
01:13:56It is just the beginning.
01:13:57I'll see you in the 9-18 months, apparently.
01:14:01Okay, don't say it out loud.
01:14:02It's just sad.
01:14:04All right.
01:14:04I will give you your last moments here.
01:14:06And see you on the other side, girl.
01:14:08Thanks.
01:14:09Okay.
01:14:13Um, mm-mm.
01:14:15Oh, God.
01:14:16No crying.
01:14:17No crying.
01:14:19No crying.
01:14:20No crying.
01:14:21Oh, I hate this.
01:14:33We had our moments.
01:14:35I know.
01:14:37And we will still have our moments.
01:14:41Ultimately, if we are going to get married, I feel like there's so many challenges that
01:14:47BeerCon and I are going to have to face.
01:14:49This visa could take up to 18 months.
01:14:52He could get denied.
01:14:54Long-distance communication is exhausting.
01:14:57But I love him and he loves me.
01:15:01And it's all worth it.
01:15:06Do you believe us?
01:15:07Yeah.
01:15:09I believe us, too.
01:15:11Oh, too.
01:15:12I love you, too.
01:15:22Thank you for loving me.
01:15:24I will always love you.
01:15:27Always.
01:15:29Thank you.
01:15:30This was truly the experience of a lifetime.
01:15:34And I wouldn't change it.
01:15:36All I can think is that I need more time.
01:15:38I want more time.
01:15:40And I'm out.
01:15:41You never leave when the song is over.
01:15:45You know you're the time till the end of another night.
01:15:50You're the one who's in my life.
01:15:53My life.
01:15:59How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:16:04I don't know what you're talking about.
01:16:06Faith went on your email.
01:16:08I have screenshots.
01:16:09It is true.
01:16:12And you're being real.
01:16:14I'm being real.
01:16:34Begging for your love to save me.
01:16:37You know that these thoughts keep me awake.
01:16:40You did too much damage, baby.
01:16:47Daniel's calling.
01:16:52Hello?
01:16:54Hello, beautiful.
01:16:56Hey.
01:16:57Listen, I'm driving home from work.
01:17:00Let me give you a call right back.
01:17:01Um, yes, uh, make sure you drive carefully, okay?
01:17:05All right.
01:17:05Bye.
01:17:09Oh, good God.
01:17:12He hasn't called me, and now he calls me, and now I'm scared.
01:17:15But his voice gives me butterflies in my stomach still.
01:17:21And I'm trying to harden my heart, and I don't know how to do that.
01:17:24I don't know how to do that with him.
01:17:27It has been at least a week since Faith snooped into Daniel's email accounts again.
01:17:34Faith communicated with this woman that he saved in his phone as wife, and she didn't deny knowing
01:17:42Daniel's, she didn't deny anything.
01:17:44Does he have a wife?
01:17:46Does he have kids?
01:17:47Does he have somebody else on the side?
01:17:49Was I paying for a whole second family?
01:17:52I've been so scared to talk to Daniel about any of this.
01:17:55Maybe because I don't want to face reality.
01:17:57But I know that I need to talk to him immediately and say, what the hell are you doing?
01:18:04I can't keep doing this.
01:18:06I can't keep busting my ass to get to Nigeria and get to Daniel until I find out what's going
01:18:10on.
01:18:21Hey.
01:18:22Hi, beautiful.
01:18:24How are you?
01:18:27I'm fine.
01:18:28How are you doing?
01:18:30I'm okay.
01:18:30Stressed.
01:18:31It was a stressful day today.
01:18:34Oh, I'm so sorry.
01:18:36You know, I always tell you not to walk so hard.
01:18:41I'm gonna, I'm gonna walk around a little bit.
01:18:44Hold on.
01:18:45I'm tired of sitting.
01:18:48Baby, I love your wig.
01:18:51Thank you.
01:18:53I don't understand.
01:18:54I'm confused.
01:18:56Suddenly, he is being attentive and loving.
01:19:01Where has this been for the last two, two and a half months?
01:19:04Where has this been?
01:19:06It feels like he knows he did something wrong and he's trying to cover it up.
01:19:13So, like, why don't you ever have time to communicate with me?
01:19:19Maybe I do communicate with you, but I don't, yes, I don't communicate with you like before.
01:19:24Because, you know, we spent some weeks in Lagos.
01:19:30So, when I came back to my States, I find out that I'm having a lot of debt.
01:19:39I have a lot of debt, too, but I always make time for you.
01:19:43Yes.
01:19:44And I'm working three jobs and you're not doing anything but going to football and working one job.
01:19:50I'm so sorry.
01:19:50I'm sorry about that.
01:19:51I'm sorry.
01:19:54You're not the same Daniel that I used to talk to.
01:19:58I never changed my mind.
01:20:00I still love you.
01:20:01Nothing will ever make me true.
01:20:04It demands the love I have for you.
01:20:05I can't do that.
01:20:08Then I have a question.
01:20:10How come in your contacts, you have me listed as Liz Baby and you have somebody listed as White?
01:20:20I don't think that's true.
01:20:22Faith went on your email.
01:20:24I have screenshots.
01:20:26It is true.
01:20:33Are you being real?
01:20:34I'm being real.
01:20:38Why do you like laying accusations on my head?
01:20:41It's not about accusations.
01:20:43Faith texted that person.
01:20:45And I have the screenshots of what she texted.
01:20:48She said, Daniel has you listed as White.
01:20:50And she said, so what do you want of it?
01:20:56So who is this wife?
01:21:00I don't know what you're talking about.
01:21:02Maybe you should come up with the evidence.
01:21:06I do have the evidence.
01:21:08So don't, don't, don't.
01:21:09You're not going to do this to me.
01:21:12He gaslights me all the time.
01:21:15He thinks I'm a fool because I've fallen for everything he's done.
01:21:20But not this time.
01:21:22All right.
01:21:23I'll send you the screenshots.
01:21:24And then I'd like to hear what you have to say.
01:21:31You have a contact that says wife.
01:21:33And you lied.
01:21:34And now you're smiling and smirking and acting like you don't care.
01:21:40I'm not playing these games anymore, Daniel.
01:21:43I loved you with everything I had.
01:21:45I was willing, I worked three jobs to get to you.
01:21:47I already made the effort to be there with you.
01:21:50And you changed.
01:21:52He's not admitting it, but he's not really denying it either.
01:21:57That's why he's ignoring me.
01:21:59It answers all my questions.
01:22:01Everything's answered.
01:22:02What other conclusion can I come to?
01:22:06No matter how much I love Daniel, this is the final straw.
01:22:11You have been laying accusations on my head.
01:22:14You're not even acting like you care.
01:22:16I'm not.
01:22:18You're not caring.
01:22:19This is a joke to you.
01:22:21But I'm done.
01:22:22Once I hang up, I'm not calling back.
01:22:25And I'd like you to know that I don't want this relationship anymore.
01:22:31I want to call it a quiz because you think I have a wife.
01:22:36This is so funny, honestly.
01:22:40It's not funny.
01:22:41And I'm hanging up because it's not funny.
01:22:43Did you find out the number?
01:22:45I'm done calling people.
01:22:46I'm done checking up on you.
01:22:47I'm done.
01:22:48Goodbye, Daniel.
01:22:49Goodbye forever.
01:22:55You okay?
01:22:57No, I'm not okay.
01:22:58He tried to gaslight me again.
01:23:00Again, he's trying to gaslight me.
01:23:02And again, he just showed his true self again.
01:23:12He made a fool out of me.
01:23:14And he broke my heart.
01:23:15And he used me.
01:23:20I'm not taking him back.
01:23:23I'm done.
01:23:24I can't do this anymore.
01:23:25I'm tired of being made, feeling like I'm crazy.
01:23:30This marriage that I wanted more than anything in the world is over.
01:23:34There is no marriage to Daniel.
01:23:40Shh.
01:23:42Next time on 90 Day Fiancé, before the 90 days, the couples tell all.
01:23:47Tricia, you have a big update.
01:23:50Tricia, you have a big update.
01:23:51Yes.
01:23:52Oh, my God.
01:23:54Oh, my God.
01:23:55Get married.
01:23:58Molly, do you still feel like Sheena lies to you?
01:24:03Yes.
01:24:04All of the money with her family.
01:24:07Sheena changes the story daily.
01:24:09No, no, no, no.
01:24:10Her parents were asking her for money as recently as a week ago.
01:24:14That's the last time.
01:24:15Oh, my.
01:24:16Oh.
01:24:17I started this thinking Molly was the problem.
01:24:19And now I switched to thinking Sheena's the problem.
01:24:24Aviva and Stig, the engagement is broken off.
01:24:29Aviva got caught talking to other men.
01:24:32Somebody texted me, that guy is never going to love you like I would.
01:24:36Oh.
01:24:38Look at me right now and say that you didn't cheat.
01:24:40Oh, my God.
01:24:43Michael and I have not really seen each other since Turkey.
01:24:47Huh?
01:24:47Oh, wow.
01:24:48Yeah, because you said to me, you're on your own.
01:24:50Oh, my God.
01:24:53I was joking.
01:24:54At no point in time would I say, oh, you are such a condescending man.
01:25:01Lisa and Daniel, you're definitely not back together.
01:25:04We are broken up.
01:25:04No, no, no.
01:25:05Hold on.
01:25:06Listen.
01:25:07The situation now is complicated.
01:25:10She's my wife.
01:25:12What?
01:25:13I am not with you.
01:25:14You tricked me.
01:25:15Oh, no.
01:25:19Is Emma lying when she says that you two had sex?
01:25:23If I did sex with him, I would not say I did it.
01:25:26So you like to participate, but you don't want to talk about it, right?
01:25:28Because that's your religion, right?
01:25:30You're a fake Muslim.
01:25:31Oh.
01:25:33You are a fake father.
01:25:35I'm a real father, fool.
01:25:37I'm more father than you will ever be ever in your life, you piece of .
01:25:44There is something that I've been, like, upset about.
01:25:46Okay.
01:25:47I found out you tried to hook up with him.
01:25:49I really cared about a friendship with you.
01:25:51I feel like I don't know who I can, like, trust.
01:25:53I think it's very weird that you're, like, poor me.
01:25:56I'm the victim.
01:25:57When I didn't do anything wrong.
01:25:58What is happening?
01:26:00Don't raise your voice at me.
01:26:01Don't get me mad and attack me.
01:26:03That guy's not your boyfriend.
01:26:04He's able to do whatever the he wants.
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