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Love Island: Beyond the Villa - Season 1 - Episode 04: My Man, My Man, My Man -- Is Leaving!
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00:09Previously on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
00:11You were saying that I was fake.
00:12I fucking love you.
00:14Do you miss Kayla?
00:16Yes.
00:16Kayla, you do miss her.
00:18Yeah, I do.
00:19I love you.
00:19Yeah.
00:20We did the issue, but that hurt still remains.
00:24You do this every time to go out.
00:26Why aren't Kenny and I living together?
00:28You're so annoying.
00:30It's important for me to just have my space.
00:33Cordell's cat is coming to live with him in L.A.
00:36I am, like, deathly afraid of cats.
00:38Always have been.
00:40Maybe I'm like, oh, baby, get him.
00:42Oh, my God.
00:43I do have an appointment today to do a biopsy.
00:47I'm in sheer panic.
00:49The more you allow your thoughts to just dive into the negative of it,
00:51the worse you're going to feel.
00:53I'm going home this weekend.
00:55Are you? Same.
00:56Really?
00:57Yeah, I'm going back for you.
00:58I'm very grateful, don't get me wrong.
01:00But I was happier with my little life than this life.
01:03Yeah.
01:04I think Kayla likes the idea of this big, like, city life,
01:07but I think she's much more of a small-town country girl.
01:11I'm OK.
01:12Sure.
01:13No, I'm not really OK at all.
01:15I feel like you need a hug.
01:18Thanks.
01:41I'm a little nervous.
01:42I'm a little nervous.
01:42That's OK.
01:43I remember in third grade, my first turkey.
01:45I was nervous.
01:45Like, what if I forget to feed it?
01:48What?
01:49No, that's what the dog bull's for.
01:52What if I forget to put the food out?
01:54Like, I'm rushing in the morning.
01:56Thank God I'm right next door.
01:59Kenny has never had a dog before.
02:00He's never had an animal growing up.
02:02So Kenny thought maybe reaching out to Leah
02:05and asking how the whole fostering works would be a good idea.
02:10So on the list of things that she wanted to do in LA,
02:15fostering a dog, taking care of an animal was on that list.
02:18Because you voiced it.
02:20I did not have a list.
02:22The foster place is going to set up a meeting this week.
02:24OK.
02:25So we're going to meet the dog in person at a park.
02:27Then I said, yeah, I'll add it to the list.
02:31OK.
02:32And that's how it went.
02:33I was thinking of inviting Leah and Miguel,
02:35since they, this is what they do.
02:37Oh, yeah.
02:38Did you confirm that?
02:38Should we ask them?
02:39Yeah.
02:40I think they could give us, like, tips.
02:42We should check on them.
02:45Hi, beautiful people.
02:47Are you guys excited to be here?
02:49So excited.
02:50I'm so excited to be a dad.
02:52Do you feel like you've got the patience, the calm, two dogs?
02:56Look at him.
02:56He's fostered, like, one dog.
02:59Miguel's a pro.
03:00Well, you guys should come with us.
03:02If you would like to meet and pick them up.
03:05Absolutely.
03:09All three of you shook hands.
03:10I did not.
03:17All right, you guys.
03:18There are your aprons.
03:20You can go ahead and put them on.
03:21And then we'll get class started.
03:24Oh, you know what?
03:25Let's switch the aprons.
03:26I just realized that one apron is, like, already said for someone, like, a little more petite.
03:32Oh, it's not for dinner.
03:34Oh, you finna get snatched.
03:36It's not for your dinner.
03:36You finna get snatched.
03:37You too big, boy.
03:39Hey.
03:39That's my big boy.
03:42You see what I'm saying?
03:44Let's get started.
03:45We are going to be making a ribeye steak with bourbon mushroom cream sauce.
03:50Me and Cordell, we love being with each other.
03:52It's a lot of play, play, a lot of fun.
03:54We're going to salt.
03:56Atta girl.
03:57You're not scared.
03:58Damn.
03:58All right.
03:59All right.
04:00I'm, like, wiping it off.
04:02I mean, he told me he was moving here right after the show.
04:05I was just so excited.
04:06I was so happy, like, I have my person in L.A. with me.
04:09I couldn't imagine, like, not being with him.
04:12I'm getting a little heat on my stove here.
04:14And then you are going to stand it up.
04:17Yeah, baby.
04:18And that is going to help the olive oil withstand the higher heat.
04:23The viscosity of the oil is actually going to turn, like, a little thicker.
04:27When that happens, lay it on its side.
04:29I do like watching Cordell cook.
04:30He look real, like, sexy and his, like, muscles be popping.
04:33Time to flip-a-roo.
04:35Look at that beautiful color.
04:37Yes.
04:37Get back.
04:38And, like, his hands be occupied so I can, like, smack that ass without him telling me to stop.
04:45That's got great color, you guys.
04:47Well done.
04:48Right here.
04:48Oh, that's well done.
04:49No, no, no, no.
04:51I should say well done when we're talking today.
04:54You guys did awesome.
04:56Where's Gordon Ramsay, right?
05:01This the one you made.
05:03Yeah.
05:04Let's see.
05:05We made it.
05:06Mm.
05:06Mm.
05:08I have a secret.
05:11What?
05:11I have a secret.
05:13You finna say something like you're pregnant?
05:22And it's not true.
05:23I know.
05:24I do be trying to tell you.
05:25No, I was just gonna say that.
05:26I grew up in your typical Southern family.
05:30I was raised that nothing should come before the ring.
05:33I don't want to have kids till I'm married.
05:35I've had an IUD going on seven years.
05:37There's no babies.
05:38The IUD said...
05:40Every time a kid comes, honey, I don't play.
05:43What you gonna be doing while I'm gone?
05:45In Atlanta.
05:46Crying.
05:47Mm.
05:47Speaking of Atlanta, when do you leave again?
05:49On 14th.
05:51It's the table read, so I'll probably be leaving on the 13th.
05:54Cordell's going to Atlanta to work on his first scripted series,
05:59Kiki Palmer's Southern Fried Rice.
06:01This is the longest we've been without each other since the villa, I believe.
06:06I'm very sad, but I'm proud.
06:10You know, we love a working man.
06:11But hopefully we're, like, busy enough to where we're not like, oh, my God.
06:16But, you know, I'll be waking up with, like, bad anxiety.
06:18Like, you've been helping with me waking up with that.
06:22So, like, I might have to just, like, raw dog that shit.
06:25But the thing is, we probably gonna be on Facebook.
06:28But it's not gonna hit the same.
06:30If it don't, just come up.
06:31Come see me.
06:32Yeah, I'm gonna go.
06:32Don't worry.
06:33Come see a dude, man.
06:34I've always had pretty bad anxiety.
06:37And I think the older I get and the more stressors, the worse it gets.
06:42To the point where I wake up damn near with daily anxiety attacks.
06:47But I have an amazing man who is helping me figure that out.
06:52Oh, my God.
06:54All right.
06:55Baby, I'm gonna miss you.
06:59I am feeling so alive.
07:02I'm feeling that it's not about to say.
07:06That's that mac and protein right there.
07:09Mama got the green bean.
07:10Healthy queen.
07:11That's me.
07:13I'm so flippin' tired.
07:15You're flippin' tired?
07:16I'm so flippin' tired.
07:18Between that dog, up at three in the morning for a poop break.
07:23We got Kiwi, our foster dog, just last week.
07:27The best way to maintain a happy relationship whilst fostering a dog would be patience.
07:36Communication.
07:38Uh-oh, someone wants in.
07:42You're gonna try and eat your food, baby.
07:43No, you're not.
07:44I'm a pro.
07:45This one's got a lot of experience.
07:46And I'm lucky enough to have learned from this one.
07:48So I feel like the dog's gonna be happy.
07:50I think that's the main thing.
07:51And yes, I think the dog's gonna be very happy with her.
07:53Do you think you're gonna be okay leaving you not fostering?
07:58I've come to peace with it.
08:00I did very much fall for this girl.
08:02The whole beauty of fostering is literally, like, the nurturing, the taking care, the building
08:07them back up.
08:09I do want to say thank you for, like, being here and just, like, helping me with everything.
08:17I feel like it's been uncertain and strange.
08:20But even coming to the radiologist appointment, I really appreciate it because you knew how
08:26freaked out I was about all of it.
08:28I still am.
08:29And I know I've been crying, like, every three seconds.
08:32I'm literally still waiting on my arm biopsy results.
08:35But I had my blood work results come back and my calcitonin levels were really high to a point
08:44where my doctor was concerned.
08:45So I had to go to the radiologist to see if I have any cancerous lumps in my thyroid.
08:55I know it's a scary thing.
08:58That kind of warning is a disgusting feeling I can only imagine.
09:03I hate seeing Leah worried, especially about something like this.
09:07All I can do is make sure she's in as light spirit as I possibly can.
09:14Her weight is my weight.
09:16And the way you've been going about things, if anything, I really, like, respect and commend
09:21you because you're so fucking strong.
09:23I'm definitely a hypochondriac.
09:26I'm not going to lie.
09:27I am someone who checks in on my health a lot.
09:31I'm here for you 100%.
09:33You're my other half.
09:35Your happiness is my happiness.
09:37I am a victim of Googling and finding out that I have every disease ever.
09:43You know, who's not?
09:45But I think, like, for sure, I do worry about health things.
09:51I don't know, maybe it's because, like, I studied cancer and cancer's in the family
09:56and thyroid cancer.
09:58It's really fucking scary and it's horrible.
10:01Just take it a day at a time.
10:03Yeah.
10:03And I'll go to your back for it all.
10:04I love you, baby.
10:05I love you, mama.
10:07You're going to be fine, honestly.
10:21Have fun.
10:22Ready?
10:23One, two, go.
10:26Oh, yeah, that's perfect.
10:28Okay.
10:29Hi.
10:30This is, this is, I almost knocked her.
10:32Wow, this is insane.
10:33Air, fog.
10:35Beautiful.
10:37That's a wrap.
10:38Wow.
10:42Amazing.
10:44Oh, my gosh.
10:47My sister Taylor, she's two years older and she's lived in L.A. ever since she graduated
10:53from USD.
10:54She's an artist, photographer, model.
10:56She does it all.
10:58How's life been for you?
10:59Life is good.
11:01Saturday, I've got another shoot.
11:03Booked and busy.
11:04Yeah.
11:04I'm glad I'm here in L.A. if you ever need more people to be in your shoot.
11:07Yeah.
11:08Like some, like, handsome, like, unique looking.
11:10Great, great, great.
11:11I actually never thought that I'd actually move here, like, full time.
11:14Like, I never thought if I moved back to California, I'd move to San Diego.
11:17What the hell is going on in San Diego?
11:19I think San Diego's where I want to raise a family, you know?
11:21Yeah, and you're not even dating anyone, so.
11:25I'm thinking long term.
11:26So that's why you're here in L.A.?
11:28That's why, yeah, you're right.
11:29It's funny you say that because I did meet somebody and then I actually took her on a date.
11:34Okay, cheers.
11:35Okay, cheers.
11:38Oh, hi.
11:40But I'm already kind of, like, in my head about the second date.
11:44Like, I just moved here.
11:45Do I want to jump into a relationship right away, you know?
11:48You're trying to think, like, ten steps ahead.
11:51I know.
11:51You don't need to do that.
11:52That's true.
11:53Nicole was intently in a relationship, but I feel like that was a relationship.
11:55Yeah.
11:56But that's just me.
11:57I forget that it was a real thing for you.
12:00Y'all were definitely locked in for what it was.
12:03I think if you want to do something, you should do it.
12:11Until you realize what it really was.
12:13Obviously, the video is not okay.
12:15Like, nobody deserves that.
12:16That is fucked up.
12:18That was, like, tragic.
12:19Like, it didn't even have to be like that.
12:22You think you trust somebody, and then when you get that form of betrayal, it just, it's
12:27like digging a knife into you and twisting it.
12:30No one who loves you is going to talk about you like that.
12:34Yeah.
12:34So that's why, like, going into this, like, with Alana, I'm just, it's, I want to, like,
12:39do it right and not overthink things.
12:42Because my experience with Nicole has affected my dating life.
12:45Like, before then, I would kind of jump into a lot of things, and now it takes me a while
12:48to really open up and get back to that vulnerable side of me, because when I, last time I did
12:56that, I, I got completely blindsided.
12:59That's the whole point of getting to know her.
13:01Like, are you someone that I can experience conflict with?
13:04But also, it's, like, PTSD, because, like, what we grew up with, with mom and dad was,
13:09obviously, like, started off really good, and then ended up so shitty.
13:11Yeah.
13:12The dream is just, like, love.
13:14Yeah.
13:14However that looks.
13:15But I'm not worried about you rushing into something, because you just don't do that.
13:21Yeah.
13:22Now, when it comes to dating, being a child of divorce automatically puts doubts in your
13:27mind, because you come from a home where that trust between your parents was shattered.
13:32I think that it feels like a lot because you don't do it.
13:35It feels like, oh, am I moving too fast?
13:37And it's like, you don't move at all.
13:38So just, so, like, keep moving, I guess.
13:43That's so true.
13:45Exactly.
13:46Breaking away in the city, it was lost in the night.
13:51Falling apart, but I'm feeling alive.
13:55Taking the train to the end of the line, but I keep calling.
14:00Yo, bro.
14:01What's up, dude?
14:02I'm currently having a wig.
14:04Oh, damn.
14:05Nice.
14:06I'm shopping right now.
14:07You like these?
14:08Are these sick?
14:09What are you shopping for?
14:11Sweatpants, shirts, jeans.
14:13Do you go for, like, skinny jeans, mine?
14:15Hey, here, dude.
14:16I don't do skinny jeans anymore.
14:18Wait, when are you flying back?
14:20Next Monday.
14:21So literally, like, six days time.
14:22All right, cool.
14:23You've got no one to chill right now?
14:24I had plans to go shopping with Liv today, and I texted her this morning, and she's like,
14:28I'm not, like, feeling super well.
14:30Well, because she's hungover, or just, like, sicknesses?
14:32No, I think she has, like, food poisoning.
14:34I don't know.
14:35Not good.
14:36I know.
14:37But I feel bad.
14:39Liv's ill.
14:40Liv's ill.
14:41Taylor's in the hospital.
14:43Yeah, my kidney acted up this morning.
14:46I get huge kidney stones that I can't pass on my own to get surgery.
14:52No.
14:53She hasn't reached out to me.
14:55I don't know if I should or shouldn't have, but I just impulsively just, like,
14:58tried to face her.
14:59And she didn't have to, I don't know whether or not, because she was in surgery or what.
15:03But I just messaged her, I was like, oh, I hope you're good, mate.
15:07And then I hope, like, your family's next to you.
15:10I think me and Kayla's conversation on the rooftop was the first time that we've probably
15:14been able to, like, open up to each other.
15:16I almost feel like we've just set all of our differences aside, and I was just able to
15:21give her a hug, and I think she felt better after it, which is kind of what I wanted
15:25for her.
15:26How was Liv's party?
15:28The party was right.
15:29We knew Kayla talked for quite a while as well.
15:31What'd you guys talk about?
15:33Just, like, the past and stuff.
15:36Do you know, she's not happy.
15:38Like, I think she's a cool person, and, like, I never stopped wanting her to, like, be happy,
15:43but even more so when I don't see her thriving like she was.
15:47I want Kayla to be happy, because then it means I don't have to worry about her.
15:51Well, I'm glad you're back home with the fam, helping your mom out.
15:55Yeah.
15:56Have you ever seen, like, Star Wars with the little Wookiees?
15:58Yeah, an Ewok.
15:59Dude, that is so cute.
16:16Can I get your ride?
16:18Hop on in, darling.
16:20Thanks.
16:21Well, thanks for driving.
16:23Of course.
16:23You're picking me up.
16:25I'm glad we got this opportunity.
16:27I was like, this is what we need.
16:28Jumpstart us.
16:29Kendall, I am so excited.
16:31Marky is, like, apparently the best of the best.
16:34Since being out here, I haven't really known what kind of avenue I want to do, you know,
16:38because, like, I was so new to all of this, but I was like, I love talking.
16:43We are big yappers.
16:44I do love the idea of, like, interviewing people at, like, red carpets or events.
16:49I love to talk.
16:50I love to learn something new about everyone.
16:52So I am looking forward to seeing if that's something for me.
16:55I will wait and see.
16:57Hi.
16:58Hello.
16:59Hi.
16:59How are you?
17:00I'm Marky Costello.
17:01I'm Liv.
17:02This is Kendall.
17:03I'm so happy you reached out.
17:04Kendall, Marky Costello.
17:06Pleasure to meet you.
17:06We are so excited.
17:08Let's work on that handshake.
17:09As a woman, no weak handshake.
17:10I'm Marky Costello.
17:11There we go.
17:12Yeah.
17:13Give a nice one.
17:13Gotta get the firm handshake in there.
17:14Kendall's got a good one.
17:16Marky is a renowned presenter who specializes in, like, red carpets and talking on camera.
17:22Okay.
17:23Obviously, you were on Love Island USA.
17:25It was a huge hit.
17:26Everybody and their mother watched it.
17:27You have this huge platform.
17:29You went from maybe a couple thousand followers, half a million to a million followers.
17:34What's the game plan for you two?
17:35Since being off the show, I, like, was very grateful.
17:38I got to do a lot of brand trips and brand deals and stuff.
17:42But I haven't focused on, like, what avenue I want to go down.
17:45Do I want to do, like, posting?
17:48Do I want to do fashion?
17:49Fashion.
17:50So, I'm trying to get into all the fields and, like, target mainly the ones I think I would like.
17:55Right.
17:56For me, like, to diversify my content is one of my goals for this year.
18:00And I did do a little, like, just randomly on my own.
18:03This wasn't even with a brand.
18:05You did a little man on the street.
18:06Man on the street thing.
18:07And so, that was my passion growing up.
18:09I went to school.
18:10I got a degree in broadcasting.
18:12So, I want to host my own TV show.
18:14I want to host red carpets.
18:15I got big ambitions.
18:17You need to have those goals or else you're never going to hit them.
18:20So, being a great on-camera host or personality, it's really the great balancing act.
18:25It's being able to balance your personality with that audience and then the creative.
18:29So, on that note, let's see where we are starting with you, Kendall.
18:33Single shot.
18:35Liv, get up there.
18:36You can follow with the proctor.
18:37Three, two, one.
18:39Yo, what's up, lovers of love?
18:41Welcome to Vibe Check.
18:43My peeps, 2025.
18:45But here, we don't want to waste time.
18:47Our queen, Beyoncé, dropped that country album and remind-
18:51I can't remember my hand.
18:52And reminded us all who runs the world behind Kendall.
18:55Let's get into it.
18:57Okay, you do a very common thing when people aren't sure of themselves.
19:00They start to trail their voice lower and lower.
19:03Maybe I'll just whisper it and no one will fucking hear me.
19:06Oh.
19:07Liv, put your hand down, too.
19:09I know you want to have something physical.
19:11Everybody has a tip.
19:11The ADHD.
19:12Put it down.
19:13So, like, go straight, like-
19:15No, don't go straight down.
19:16First of all, I don't want it coming from your physicality.
19:19I want it coming from your personality.
19:21Three, two, one.
19:23Yo, what's up, lovers of love?
19:25I'm Kendall.
19:26And welcome to Vibe Check, where the drip is tight,
19:30the connections are real, and the chemistry,
19:32well, that's up to you guys, lovers of love.
19:35So much better.
19:36I think Kendall's actually pretty good at this.
19:38Maybe it will need a little bit of improvement.
19:41Don't tell him that.
19:43God, his head looks like improvement.
19:45Three, two, one.
19:48My peeps, it's heavy, and it's real.
19:512025 hasn't been easy.
19:53The world keeps spinning, and so do we.
19:56Might as well count the ride.
19:58I'm your host, Liv Walker, and this is The Highs and Lows.
20:02Love you guys.
20:03I actually like this read the best from you,
20:05because I felt like, towards the end, like, I really saw you.
20:09And that's all an audience wants to do is go.
20:12They want to connect.
20:13That's what a great host does.
20:16I've got that fire in me.
20:18Burn it hot like a hundred degrees.
20:22Hey!
20:25Look, we're ready.
20:26We're ready.
20:28Yeah!
20:30Where's the pop?
20:31Look at what stuff we brought, just in case.
20:33I can't wait to meet my niece or nephew.
20:35I think it's a boy.
20:36What's going on?
20:37It's a boy?
20:37My name's Juan.
20:38Hi, thanks.
20:38What are you saying?
20:39Are you excited?
20:41We're so excited.
20:42Are you excited?
20:44Do you know the name?
20:46Juan.
20:46Juan.
20:47Juan.
20:47Juan.
20:48Juan.
20:48I wonder if Juan gets along with other dogs.
20:51I know.
20:52I don't know anything.
20:53Like, what if he's, like, antisocial?
20:54What if he has anxiety?
20:55What if he gets nervous?
20:56My dog's on Prozac.
20:57Jesus, Leah.
20:58Like mother, like daughter.
21:03A squirrel.
21:06Operation Adopt Two Animals Today.
21:08I'm just coming with food.
21:11Oh, my gosh.
21:12He just yeeted.
21:12Jenea, you have to piece it.
21:14They're going to choke.
21:16A whole dog biscuit to a squirrel.
21:19Squirrel.
21:21What's better than a dog?
21:24Nothing but maybe a squirrel.
21:26I have more food.
21:28Have you ever seen someone walking around with, like, a squirrel on a leash?
21:33No, but I will be the first to do it.
21:34Watch.
21:35Oh, my gosh.
21:35He's coming.
21:37I can definitely see myself adopting a squirrel.
21:40He's eating it.
21:41You guys, he's eating it.
21:42He's eating it.
21:43Right now, on the top of my list, though, is, like, a turkey.
21:48Do you want to adopt a turkey?
21:50Really badly.
21:51They're the cutest things in the world, and they purr when you pet them, and they like
21:56to get cuddled.
21:57I see him.
21:58I see him.
21:59I see Juan.
22:00I see him.
22:00No way.
22:02Am I blind?
22:04Look, he's right there.
22:05He's right there.
22:05He's right there.
22:06Oh, my gosh, you guys.
22:08It's Juan.
22:08Juan!
22:09You know, I give up.
22:10My eyes aren't working.
22:12Look at this guy.
22:14Juan!
22:15That's our kid.
22:15Babe, it's our kid.
22:16It's our kid.
22:16He's so small.
22:18So small.
22:19Oh, my gosh, how are you?
22:22Thank you so much for coming.
22:24He's really cute.
22:25Who wants to hold my baby?
22:28He's a little puggle.
22:29Oh, my gosh.
22:30He's so big.
22:31How you doing, man?
22:32Nice to meet you.
22:33Nice to meet you.
22:34He's so cute.
22:35You ready?
22:36He's never had a dog before.
22:38Really?
22:38And we're fostering together.
22:40Oh, my gosh.
22:40Shea, you want to hold him?
22:41Yeah, you can hold him for now.
22:43I don't think I'm there yet.
22:44What do you mean, Kenny?
22:46Do you see what I mean?
22:48I think Kenny is one of those people you got to push him a little bit when it comes to
22:51doing new things.
22:53Like, yeah, you're scared of holding the dog now, but you're not going to kill the little homie.
22:56Because if you can't hold a dog, then how are you going to hold a baby?
22:59And four of them.
23:01Weird.
23:02We'll cuddle in bed later.
23:04Okay, I'll hold him for now.
23:06This is my first dog.
23:07I don't really encounter dogs frequently.
23:09Maybe he does bite.
23:11He has an underbite.
23:12He looks kind of evil to me.
23:14Is this a lot of change for Kenny or Juan?
23:16A lot of change for Juan.
23:18I'm approaching him with caution one step at a time.
23:21Maybe tomorrow.
23:22Should we go make sure he has his shots and everything?
23:24They come fully vaccinated.
23:25He's already neutered.
23:26When they're at the shelter, they make sure.
23:28Okay.
23:30He's very calm.
23:31He's like me.
23:32Very calm.
23:33And the underbite, too.
23:35I don't have an underbite.
23:40Ooh, ooh, I'm feeling the vibe.
23:44Daddy, what's happening?
23:45There's some lights in here.
23:47Hey.
23:48Why do you look so cute?
23:50What's up on us?
23:51What's up, man?
23:51You look excited.
23:52You look cute.
23:53I am throwing a party to send my man off.
23:57I rented out the ring to celebrate with him.
24:00All righty.
24:01Yeah, this isn't going to be great.
24:03And I only wanted PPG and PPGM there.
24:07Cordell does not like drama at all.
24:09And I feel like when you get everyone together, something's bound to, like, happen.
24:13Y'all are cute.
24:14I'm a size 12.
24:16She's a size 6.
24:20I have to put these on right now.
24:23I don't even remember the last time I went roller skating.
24:27I'm basically waiting to fall.
24:29Well, change your mindset and you won't.
24:31I've never been roller skating before.
24:33I've been ice skating.
24:35How do you move up?
24:36Yeah, so I'm a millennial.
24:38This is, like, not really my type of vibe.
24:40Okay.
24:41So, you got a little frightened.
24:43Oh, shit.
24:44Oh, shit.
24:45Oh.
24:45But I'm about to teach them a few tricks.
24:48You guys ready?
24:57I might fall on top of you.
24:59Okay.
25:01Wait, how do you stop, baby?
25:03Wait, no!
25:04Do not take me down with you.
25:06I need to get off of here.
25:08Yeah!
25:09Serena, the bitch, obviously should own a roller skating rink.
25:13Oh, you're zooming.
25:16Yeah!
25:17Hey!
25:18At you.
25:19Come on.
25:20Junae.
25:20Come on.
25:21Are you going?
25:22Junae!
25:23Look at the footwork.
25:24Ah, ah, ah, ah.
25:26Skating's more about elegance.
25:28It's about finesse than about speed.
25:31Yeah!
25:33Kenny is too damn big to be moving out there.
25:36Ken?
25:38Kenny?
25:38Fuck!
25:41Do not hurt yourself.
25:44I'm thinking about not getting up.
25:47We did good.
25:56There he is.
25:57What's up, dog?
25:59What's up, brother?
26:01How you living?
26:02Good.
26:03Busy.
26:03All over the place right now.
26:04It looks tough.
26:06I might have beat you for once.
26:08For once.
26:08Dude, bro, I just got back from Pilates, man.
26:11You're busy.
26:12What you been doing?
26:13Cheers, man.
26:14Yeah.
26:14There we go.
26:17Oh, that's a spot.
26:18It's been interesting having everybody back here, too.
26:20Yeah.
26:21Yeah.
26:21Yeah.
26:22It's just like the energies have been kind of weird lately.
26:24You really have?
26:24Like, in what way?
26:25I don't know.
26:26I just feel like everyone's kind of, like, tense.
26:29Tense?
26:29Everything feels a little, like, sectioned off and, like, it feels like there's times when
26:34we should probably all be, like, getting together.
26:37Yeah.
26:37But we are.
26:38And it just, and then sometimes it just feels like there's just, like, a split.
26:41Yeah.
26:41We all came out here to L.A., all of us.
26:43People get closer with other people, and they certainly, like, have different, I don't
26:48want to say cliques, but I feel like everything is just a little bit different.
26:52Us at PBG.
27:06I think if I was really close with somebody, and they had a going-away party, and they
27:10were leaving town, and I didn't get invited, I would be a little hurt by that, for sure.
27:15Kendall's always got a smile on his face, but I think there's a small part of him that's
27:19a little bit, you know, stung by not being able to go to that party.
27:24I'm not going to cry myself to sleep that I'm not invited to what they're doing.
27:28Yeah, that's their thing.
27:30It just would have been a cool thing to go to, you know?
27:32Yeah, of course.
27:33Yeah.
27:34I know, like, Janae didn't want to come to Liv's party if I was going to come there.
27:39Yeah.
27:40And, like, that, you know.
27:42I probably definitely could have done a few things a little differently and said some
27:46things differently, for sure, but, you know.
27:50Like, like, would you do an apology right now?
27:52Yeah, for sure.
27:53Would you actually?
27:54For sure.
27:55Like, I didn't want her to think I was, like, ducking her.
27:57Okay.
27:58I wanted to at the reunion.
27:59Yeah.
27:59That just didn't happen.
28:00That conversation will happen.
28:02I'm going to throw something probably next, maybe next week.
28:04I want to think about Saddle Ranch.
28:06Oh, some mechanical bull, dude?
28:08Yeah.
28:09What if we all went there?
28:11That's a good spot.
28:12Like, I feel like I never host anything.
28:13I'm always the one who wants to just make sure to keep the peace.
28:17So I feel like if I host this party, it could be a good thing to get everybody back together
28:24again and, like, just vibe.
28:26Have a good time.
28:27Ride the bull, drink, and just lay it off.
28:29People can invite whoever the fuck they want to invite.
28:31Everybody come, come one, come all.
28:33And the whole fucking farm.
28:35Nice.
28:35Dude, farm puns?
28:37Saddle Ranch?
28:37Invite the whole farm.
28:39Yeah.
28:39This is cool.
28:44I heard you got a puppy, man.
28:45How's Juan?
28:46Oh, yeah.
28:47A puppy?
28:48How's Juan?
28:48You're a twin, man.
28:49Puppy is a twin, man.
28:51He's great.
28:51Man, that's your sign, bro.
28:53The first few days were rough.
28:54Do y'all have any adoption inquiries?
28:57One person reached out to show interest.
28:59Only one?
28:59We can just get them to see an application.
29:01Only one.
29:02I just really want to get him adopted
29:04so we can do the next one and then the next one.
29:07Jenae jumped the gun when she said that.
29:10No, I'm pretty, I'm far removed from adopting more animals.
29:15I'm struggling with the one I have right now.
29:18Guys, I was rubbing on Milo last night.
29:21I fed him, like, four treats.
29:23Wow!
29:25Give it up.
29:26Give it up.
29:27I did.
29:27Do I hear marriage material?
29:29She's been doing real good.
29:31He's not going to leave me.
29:34Now that Cordell is going to be gone,
29:36it's important to be close with Milo.
29:38Me and Milo, man.
29:41Oh, my God.
29:42He's looking at me.
29:42Wait, I don't think I can do this.
29:44Look.
29:45Say what's up, man.
29:49We're coming.
29:49It's a building relationship.
29:52We're building it, you know?
29:54We're going to see.
29:56Who's taking care of Milo while you're gone?
29:58My god sister.
29:59I was thinking about taking him to Atlanta for a little bit.
30:01He's going to be with me, too, though.
30:02Are you excited to be going to Atlanta?
30:03Yeah, man.
30:04I'm so ready for it to start.
30:06This is so exciting.
30:07I know.
30:07Who knows when he's coming back?
30:08He keeps getting more.
30:09They keep extending it.
30:10Yeah, that's another one right after we come back.
30:12After we come back.
30:13I might not even be able to celebrate my birthday anymore.
30:15I know.
30:15Aw.
30:16Congrats.
30:17That's huge.
30:17Because my hand is teasing.
30:18We'll FaceTime you on your birthday.
30:19I'm happy to support Serena.
30:22Whatever she wants to do, I'm down.
30:24I'm here to distract her while Cordell is gone.
30:27I think I'm a good replacement.
30:29Surprise!
30:30I love it.
30:31Oh!
30:32Woo!
30:34Here's the cake for my baby's going away.
30:37Yay!
30:39Woo!
30:39Woo!
30:40Woo!
30:41Woo!
30:41Woo!
30:42Woo!
30:46I think we're perfect.
31:04Juan.
31:05Juanito.
31:09You feeling good, buddy?
31:10Or about your octopus, let's play with your octopus.
31:14I'm not interested with their octopus.
31:18I'm learning how to deal with Juan.
31:21He does seem a little bit uncertain about his surroundings.
31:25This is your bed, good coffee, good boy.
31:30We're warming up to each other.
31:32Yeah.
31:34He wags his tail when he sees me now
31:36and brings me his toys, he likes to bite my shoes
31:39and bring it to his bed, and, you know,
31:43you ultimately, you know, fall in love with him.
31:46Yes. Yes. Walk and park.
31:49Let's go.
31:50Go. Let's go.
31:59Coming.
32:01Hi.
32:01Hi. You look so cute.
32:03Thank you for having me. These are for you.
32:05You already got me too.
32:06I know, but I didn't want to come in two-handed.
32:08How are you? And I bought some cookies.
32:10Thank you. That's so sweet.
32:12The place is so clean.
32:13How are you feeling?
32:14Feeling fine.
32:15I just had a killer UTI.
32:17Are you on meds for it?
32:18Yeah, I'm on, like, five different medications.
32:22Yeah, my kidney acted up this morning.
32:24I go home from my best friend's bridal shower, wake up the morning of,
32:28and I'm in the worst pain ever.
32:30I had a kidney infection. I was on the verge of sepsis.
32:33So I stayed there for four nights.
32:36I'm so glad that I was in PA with my family.
32:39So yeah, fuck kidney stones.
32:43I have a stent in my kidney, so it's, like, a tube, basically, that's, like,
32:47allowing, like, helping me, like, pee.
32:49Wait, what? You pee through a pole?
32:53I pee through a tube.
32:55Can you see it?
32:56No.
32:56Oh.
32:57No, you can't see.
32:58It doesn't, like, just hang out?
33:00Oh.
33:00No, but I've had one of those two before.
33:02I am a little bit, like, lost for words, and I feel like I have a lot of words,
33:06but it sounds very serious, especially in your young years.
33:10But no matter what we're going through, I'm here for her.
33:13This is what I need to catch you up on.
33:15So, Torrin, the guy that I'm talking to,
33:18I was at stagecoach with Kaylee, Kendall, everyone.
33:22That's where I met this kid.
33:25So who was he friends with?
33:27He's friends with Louis, Caleb.
33:31That's where it's messy, but I promise you, it's not as bad as it sounds.
33:39Did I hear that right?
33:41He didn't know Caleb and I's, like, history,
33:44and I didn't know that he was friends with Caleb.
33:47Kay, run that shit back.
33:48What were you saying?
33:49So how did they know the boy?
33:50Well, he works for their agency.
33:52Oh.
33:53Then, Caleb found out.
33:56Caleb was like, what the fuck, and, like, freaked out.
33:59What the fuck is what's going through my brain?
34:03Hey, don't hate the play, hate the game.
34:06I didn't do it out of, like, maliciousness.
34:09I didn't know.
34:10You would have gone one of his better friends.
34:12And malicious intent.
34:14Rule number one to be a boss-ass bitch, okay?
34:18What's the new guy think of it?
34:20He feels like the biggest piece of shit in the world.
34:23Has he spoken to Caleb?
34:25Yeah.
34:26And they're cool?
34:27Yeah.
34:28Or if he's cool with him, he has to be cool with you?
34:31No.
34:32What did he want you to do?
34:34Call him and give him a heads up?
34:36Hey, mate, about to just fuck your friend and get my back blown.
34:39Hope you're good.
34:40Good night.
34:41This is so messy.
34:43So is Taryn going to come on Thursday?
34:45Like, have you invited him to set a rant?
34:46Yeah, I think I should invite him.
34:49Aaron's going to be there, too.
34:50That's going to be so weird.
34:52It's only as weird as you make it, like.
34:54Bringing a guy around Aaron may feel weird.
34:57I don't know.
34:58But why do I even care?
34:59It was nice to talk to Aaron at Liv's party.
35:02I think we had a good conversation.
35:04But that door was closed last summer.
35:06We're both over it.
35:08Done. We'll move on.
35:16I know for me it's real.
35:20Hi, pretty girl.
35:22Hey, pookie bud.
35:23We come bringing gifts.
35:25Hey.
35:26Hey, hey.
35:28I brought some goodies.
35:31That looks so good.
35:32They're slow roasting right now.
35:34So when it's closed, it's like soaking up the heat.
35:38You want me to bite one and make sure it's doing good?
35:40No, I don't think you should.
35:41OK.
35:43Did you make her vegan dogs?
35:44Yeah, they're on the...
35:45Maybe we should start eating vegan dogs.
35:47They're honestly pretty good.
35:49I'm going to start tomorrow, though.
35:51Here you go.
35:53Wow.
35:54All righty.
35:56Bottoms up.
35:56Cheers.
35:57To getting the gang back together.
36:00No!
36:01Even though we just saw each other.
36:03No, we cannot be there.
36:04What the hell are we cheersing to?
36:06Can we cheers to Juan?
36:12No, OK.
36:12I'm sorry.
36:13Sorry.
36:15No, me and Canary are good.
36:17I like to see how he takes care of Juan.
36:20How is it?
36:21He's obsessed with Juan.
36:23Really?
36:24He's like, you know what?
36:24This is what I signed up for.
36:25I'm going to do it.
36:26And like his whole mentality, everything changed.
36:28I just told him, like, hey, since he's staying at your place,
36:30so he can see what it feels like to have 24-7 a dog near you,
36:32I will come every morning.
36:34Why did y'all decide to live next door instead of getting together?
36:37Yeah, oh my gosh, no.
36:38Good question.
36:39I ask myself that every day.
36:41And at first, we were going to live together.
36:42And the last minute, he was like, is it OK if we live separate?
36:45And I was just like, that's weird.
36:47I think he just asked me if we want to live separate.
36:49Like, did I hear what I thought I heard?
36:50And he was like, yeah, like, I don't know.
36:52I'm crying in a grocery store, so I don't even get to hear inside.
36:55Oh, I remember this.
36:55I called Leah.
36:56Like, I'm like, I'm tripping.
36:58Like, yes.
36:59I found out that Kenny would rather live separate rather than
37:03together for the summer when I was grocery shopping.
37:07I was so confused and, like, maybe, like, humiliated and embarrassed.
37:11I had dreams of what the summer would be of us living together.
37:15Everything but without the ring.
37:18Silly me.
37:19And then, like, I don't know.
37:21It's definitely just, like, my ego for sure because, like...
37:23It's not your ego, though, Janae.
37:25Well, his reasoning was, like, valid enough for me to humble myself.
37:30It was, like, we're doing...
37:31Janae!
37:32I know.
37:32No, the fuck it wasn't.
37:34I felt so sad for Janae because Janae is, like, the most loving and giving person.
37:40And I know Janae would be there, like, taking proper care of him.
37:46And so, it's like you're missing out.
37:49Is he gonna renew another lease in Dallas?
37:52Like, are y'all gonna keep...
37:53I don't know because that's the thing.
37:55He has a one-bedroom in Dallas and a one-bedroom in New York.
37:57Really?
37:58And he's been going back and forth.
37:59Kenny having an apartment not only in Dallas but also in New York makes it very interesting
38:09of how our future is going to play out.
38:11I live in Vegas, and long-distance relationships should be illegal.
38:15I don't understand how people do it.
38:17Not for me.
38:18His lease ends at our one-year mark.
38:21So it's like, would you move in with someone after dating them for one year?
38:24Yeah, if that's what you want to do, and you're talking to someone who is, like, fully against
38:30living with someone else.
38:32I'm like, right now, while I'm not engaged or married, let me get my motherfuckin' alone
38:37time.
38:37Because forever, forever, yeah, that sounds beautiful to me.
38:43I am the only one out of PBG right now who wouldn't want to live with a partner until
38:50we're married, but if I told a man I want to move in with you for two months and he
38:57told
38:57me no, it would hurt my feelings, too.
39:00I don't think I could marry someone that I didn't live with.
39:03What about house hunting?
39:05How's that going?
39:05Oh, yeah.
39:06How's that house hunting?
39:07Dude, there was this house that I loved, loved, but we didn't get it.
39:12That's the only house I've liked.
39:14And now I'm like, I hate every house I've ever seen since.
39:16So, for right now, I feel like that's on pause.
39:19Unfortunately, sadly, like, my brain has been so...
39:23Preoccupied.
39:24Preoccupied.
39:25Yeah, that makes sense.
39:25I've literally been having to go to doctor's appointments, like, every day this past week.
39:31That's crazy.
39:32So...
39:32Janae, last week was the craziest day of my life.
39:35Yeah.
39:35It was crazy.
39:37Like, I was at the skin doctor, like, and they cut off a piece of my skin to do biopsy
39:42before to see what that was, and I was really worried about that.
39:46And then I had to go to my other doctor.
39:48This is a separate doctor from the skin one.
39:50Damn.
39:50Um, and he's like, yeah, like, something's going on with your calcitonin levels.
39:55And he said, we need to send you to a radiologist to check for, like, your thyroid to see if
40:00anything's
40:01going on with it.
40:01And, like, I'm thinking, obviously, like, radiologists, like, that's people that, like, you know, the C-word.
40:09And then I go in the fucking office.
40:11It's, like, all old people.
40:13I really freak myself out very easily over any health problems.
40:17So to hear, like, the C-word, I was like, oh, my fucking God.
40:21My mind is filled with a lot of what-ifs.
40:25And I feel like what-ifs are just the worst.
40:27Like, you're just thinking of, like, all the what-ifs.
40:30Don't you dare drop a tear.
40:32You're okay, girl.
40:33We're going to be here to support you at all times.
40:35It just, like, stresses me out, because, like...
40:37Because you're human, and that's a scary thing.
40:39I'm, like, at the fucking radiology office yesterday.
40:41Just, like, I can't believe, like, this is even a thing right now.
40:52Just, like, stresses me out, because, like...
40:54Because you're human, and that's a scary thing.
40:56I'm, like, at the fucking radiology office yesterday.
40:59Just, like, I can't believe, like, this is even a thing right now.
41:04You're okay.
41:05Don't you fucking cry, bitch.
41:06Because I didn't put setting spray on.
41:09Like, I can't.
41:10I think everything that's been going on with my health,
41:13it does get you thinking.
41:15And when I start thinking about it too much,
41:17I feel like I go down a really nasty rabbit hole.
41:20It's, like, scary.
41:21For the thyroid pictures that they took with the ultrasound,
41:25I have to wait 14 days.
41:28Like, imagine someone tells you something's really wrong with you,
41:31and they're like, but you have to wait.
41:32I also just have been, like, so unenjoyable to be around,
41:36because of all, like, the doctor shit.
41:38I feel like with how stressed and, like, anxious you've been about it,
41:41you have not been showing it.
41:43You're fine, I promise.
41:44You're going to be okay.
41:45Your doctors seem like they're on it.
41:47It's going to be fine, and it's going to be nothing.
41:49But I'm like, what if it's not, though?
41:52Don't think like that.
41:53Worst case scenario, if it's not, you have a fucking village behind you.
41:57A village.
41:58Cancer doesn't care about a village.
42:00Okay, well, guess who?
42:01Guess who?
42:02Guess who it should worry about?
42:04Ivy Skinner, too.
42:06No, come on.
42:07You're going to be fine.
42:09I'm petrified for Leah.
42:10That should never, ever be in anyone's cards.
42:14Cancer is an evil, evil thing.
42:16I literally can't process what she just told me.
42:19It's crazy.
42:21I always feel bad, like, saying how I feel to, like, the people that I'm really close to,
42:26because I'm like, I don't want to, like, burden them with my problems.
42:28But, and that's the thing.
42:29It's crazy because I love when my friends do it to me.
42:32But I don't want to, like, feel like someone's, like, issue.
42:36But I will say I've been feeling so bad lately.
42:40Why?
42:41Because I've been having, like, an anxiety attack every morning.
42:45Why?
42:46Like, it's becoming, like, a routine.
42:48It's to the point where Cordell will wake up before me to anticipate the anxiety attack.
42:54And then, like, he'll be there. He'll come and he just won't go to sleep.
42:57I would have never known.
42:58I've always struggled with anxiety, though.
43:01My anxiety, it was always, like, little things that would, like, trigger, but it would never be bad.
43:05Now it's just, like, it's a lot different because you have, I mean, now millions of eyes on you.
43:10Granted, I am an extrovert.
43:13I love talking to people. I love meeting new people.
43:15So it's conflicting because the things that may trigger it is also the things that I love.
43:20I have to, like, cut my phone off or I'm, like, anxious about it. I'm like, oh my God, like,
43:25what if they hate me?
43:26Like, anxiety to a never, something that I have never experienced in my life.
43:30People, like, tear me apart. And I was never insecure of how I looked, ever.
43:35People have made fun of my me, myself, my dog.
43:39They've basically insulted any and everything in my life.
43:42I never thought I was, like, ugly or anything.
43:45But I'm also, like, if you are making fun of somebody's appearance, you need to shut the fuck up.
43:53They were like, oh my God, bitch, you need this, this, and that.
43:58You need a nose job. You need this, you need that.
44:01Don't worry, even if you have one, you still get made fun of.
44:04And that's the thing, it's a lose, fucking lose.
44:08I struggle with finding help in the people that I love.
44:14Aww.
44:15But I will say, I kind of, I feel, not, like, depend on Cordelia, but he, like, understands it.
44:23He gets it, and, like, he knows how to, like, get me out of it.
44:27And he's very patient, yeah.
44:28He's so patient and so sweet, and I love that.
44:31So I'm like, when he's in Atlanta, y'all, we gotta go all out.
44:36I need y'all.
44:37We will not let you down.
44:38Well, you know we're right here, baby mama.
44:40Like, like, I'm going straight to Party City and getting a katrillion balloons.
44:45Party City!
44:46What, that's not what we're going for? I'm sorry.
44:48You want to, like, decorate his home?
44:53We're getting all the balloons.
44:54And you're like, no, bitch, I need to get in front of me.
44:56She's trying to get back up as Jack Sparrow.
45:00One thing that is so funny is that they can never read the rules.
45:03I can never.
45:05I have no idea what's going to happen.
45:07Yes!
45:16I'm dead.
45:19Next time on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
45:22What? It's really crying.
45:24It needs milk.
45:26Are you going on Thursday?
45:28What is it?
45:28Like Kendall's birthday?
45:30Are you going?
45:31Y'all know I'm not going.
45:32I was worried about you last week.
45:34Yeah, you're the first person that texted me.
45:36I honestly am happy for you.
45:37I'm really glad that you've met, like, someone new.
45:39I don't think she wants me to be fine with it, but I'm fine with it.
45:42He kind of looks like you.
45:45Torrin looks just like an American version of Aaron.
45:48You artificially, like, brought him over to piss me off.
45:51No, it's not like we were fucking making out before I left.
45:53Yeah, but you were fucking trying.
45:55I hope you didn't tell Miguel that we both wanted space,
45:58because that's not the case.
46:00I wanted separation from you.
46:06A little bit.
46:06I know.
46:06No, no.
46:06I always say four and a half.
46:06I would say the best.
46:07So that's a good one.
46:07Let's get to the next slide.
46:07See you next time?
46:07I don't know.
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