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90 Day Fiance Before The 90 Days S08E19
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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Would you feel better about Michael
00:00:06if I just cut him out of my life?
00:00:09No, I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
00:00:13I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
00:00:17And I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
00:00:20We can still be friends.
00:00:23But not best friend, not that weird friendship.
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:33It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling
00:00:47than he would realize.
00:00:50And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:00:59So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02And I thought you were going to apply for me in the US.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me,
00:01:10I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:01:14One last kiss, ma'am.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing.
00:01:21And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:32Can you find a place we move in together?
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear.
00:01:37But there's no action.
00:01:39Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:01:42I believe that it will work.
00:01:44I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
00:01:47The ball's in your court.
00:01:51At this point, every penny has to go towards getting you to America.
00:01:56America, I cannot send any more money.
00:02:03Chiquette.
00:02:04Hey.
00:02:05This is very hard.
00:02:06I feel like I'm not going to see him again, even though I know I'm going to.
00:02:09I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking, what if they fall through?
00:02:15I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Please.
00:02:22Just please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish you realized that I do love her, and I do want us to be together.
00:02:36Let's get in love.
00:02:57I just feel so gross.
00:02:58I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:31I'm going to stop sharing mine then.
00:03:33Like, he just stopped sharing it.
00:03:34Literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have some tough conversations, and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:03:59I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together in the rental, and I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy, and, like, Josh was, like, disrespecting me, and I went to the bedroom,
00:04:15and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like, why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:04:27And he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room trying to pack up.
00:04:34And this morning, I just woke up, and he walked away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me?
00:04:43And then you bring the girls back and disrespect me and just then walk away.
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:58The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:02Don't f***ing tell me you f***ing love me and f***ing leave.
00:05:07Like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, I've been so apprehensive and so, like, like, my walls are up with him.
00:05:15Because, like, you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm gonna throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:32Have you slept?
00:05:33No.
00:05:34Well, at least your sleeping pattern would be perfect.
00:05:43I just need some of your hydration salts.
00:05:48How is the vibe in the apartment this morning?
00:05:50Well, it's not good vibes when you can hear Elise crying.
00:05:53Do you know what I mean?
00:05:53And any girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea having girls over on releases last night, but I try and stay out
00:06:01of all external problems
00:06:03Especially relationship ones to do with friends. It's not my business
00:06:06So I was working on my laptop in my room while they were fighting. Yeah
00:06:12But no, it wasn't a good idea
00:06:34I
00:06:56That's all I wanted and you had to have those people over and you disrespected me. I've asked you
00:07:01I've wanted a night with you
00:07:03I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I don't want to miss a bit. I told you. This is
00:07:08so embarrassing
00:07:13Josh stop
00:07:18I need to go there for it
00:07:23Last night in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her but
00:07:26I asked her if they could come over. She said yes, that's absolutely fine and then turns around and says,
00:07:32you know
00:07:33That's not okay. We just started arguing all night
00:07:37Or she can be very nasty. She's like you don't love me anymore. You know, you know, you don't want
00:07:43me anymore
00:07:44Yeah, I do and like I did I do love her
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you
00:08:01You just left me I feel like I'm making you do something you want to do
00:08:04Yeah, I walked out because I was angry, but I realized I just needed to calm down
00:08:12All I want is to be alone with you
00:08:13You look like you you should have said that Josh. This is this is crazy
00:08:20Yeah, this is gonna go in circles. Yep. This is gonna go in circles. Let's go. Bye place. It's been
00:08:26real
00:08:29What the
00:08:31One minute he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me in the next minute
00:08:35He puts all the blame on me like all of it was my fault
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts
00:08:44One part of me is like I'm falling in love with this man at the same time
00:08:49I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster of the past 12 hours
00:08:55And I'm just confused like I can't stay and fix this I have a flight to catch I have to
00:09:00go home like what do I do now?
00:09:30Oh
00:09:48I swear
00:09:50Yeah, it's a beautiful day
00:09:52I'm excited for some sunshine.
00:09:55Yeah, too bad that it is last day.
00:10:00Yeah.
00:10:01But?
00:10:02I'm sad.
00:10:04We have surprises.
00:10:05Actually, I have surprises.
00:10:07You always have surprises.
00:10:09Today, Michael is sightseeing on his own
00:10:12so that Birkan and I can spend some quality time together
00:10:15before I have to go back to the States tomorrow.
00:10:19I'm glad Birkan and I were able to reconcile
00:10:22and I don't have to cut Michael out of my life.
00:10:25But I'm literally leaving
00:10:27when we just got things back on track.
00:10:30And I'm worried that as we go back to being long distance
00:10:33that we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
00:10:39We are going somewhere that is really imposing for me.
00:10:44Okay.
00:10:45You have to play, too.
00:10:46I have to play?
00:10:47Yeah, you have to.
00:10:48I'm sorry, what am I playing?
00:10:50Soccer.
00:10:50I'm playing soccer.
00:10:52Yeah.
00:10:52Oh, really?
00:10:54Yeah, you have to.
00:10:56My first love was soccer.
00:11:00And my last love was Laura.
00:11:03So I believe sharing the thing that I loved most
00:11:06is important.
00:11:09I will play.
00:11:11You can impress me first, though.
00:11:13By doing...
00:11:15Kick the ball from there to there.
00:11:17I can do that.
00:11:18Okay.
00:11:19I've never kicked a soccer ball in my life.
00:11:22And it's hot as balls.
00:11:24And I'm in jeans, for crying out loud.
00:11:26This is not at the top of my list of things to do on my last day.
00:11:30Are you ready?
00:11:31Yeah, you got this.
00:11:33I don't feel any pressure, though.
00:11:37Balls.
00:11:38Holy balls.
00:11:44Beer con is so good at soccer.
00:11:47It's, like, panty-dropping good.
00:11:48I feel like I'm fangirling over here, and I should ask for your autograph.
00:11:52Yeah, do you want some?
00:11:53Yeah, actually.
00:11:54I mean, there is nothing wrong with watching this hot guy kick a ball around.
00:11:58Jeez.
00:11:59Oh, my God.
00:12:02And now, you're going to learn how to play.
00:12:05Oh, my...
00:12:06No, you do it again.
00:12:06I don't know how to play.
00:12:08I don't even know what foot to kick the ball with.
00:12:10Doesn't matter.
00:12:12It is instinct.
00:12:14Your instinct kicks the ball.
00:12:17See?
00:12:18Your strong foot is your left.
00:12:22No, right.
00:12:22It is my left.
00:12:26Oh, God.
00:12:28When it comes to soccer, if I give her between one to five...
00:12:33Oops.
00:12:34Out the door.
00:12:35She's probably zero.
00:12:38But even Edison tried 2,000 times.
00:12:42So I think she can score one if she tries 2,000 times.
00:12:47So, yeah.
00:12:50You have just one shot.
00:12:51Just one score?
00:12:52From all the...
00:12:53Oh, my God.
00:12:55It feels really far.
00:12:58Go with the ball.
00:13:07I told you.
00:13:08You believed in yourself, and you just did it.
00:13:12It was actually a lot of fun.
00:13:15And also, this has a meaning.
00:13:17Because, you know, you thought it was distance, right?
00:13:21Yeah.
00:13:22You didn't believe that.
00:13:23You were going to score.
00:13:24No, I did not.
00:13:26You just scored.
00:13:27This is what belief is.
00:13:30If you believe something with your heart, it's going to happen.
00:13:36Yeah.
00:13:37And this is the same thing we have in our future.
00:13:43We will have that distance.
00:13:46But don't stuck on distance.
00:13:49Don't stuck on problems.
00:13:52You're going to follow your heart.
00:13:54We'll be fine.
00:13:56We will have the goal.
00:13:58We will score.
00:14:03You are my love.
00:14:08Do you know what this is?
00:14:09No.
00:14:10Give me your ring finger.
00:14:16This one?
00:14:18Left one, right?
00:14:19Yeah.
00:14:19Do you know why people call this ring finger?
00:14:24No.
00:14:26It is the only finger that you have a vein goes through your heart.
00:14:33And this is why people are wearing rings on their finger.
00:14:41See?
00:14:43We have a vein that bonds us.
00:14:48We don't need rings.
00:14:51Nope.
00:14:53All you need is a spell.
00:14:58Now, I'm asking you.
00:15:03You want to bond your heart with mine?
00:15:08Will you marry me?
00:15:14Lakey, I haven't been feeling well.
00:15:17I've been luscious.
00:15:21So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
00:15:30Ready for some exercise?
00:15:32No.
00:15:33It helps me cleanse my head and feel airy.
00:15:35Is that why you're blonde now?
00:15:38I was so sure of him.
00:15:40And now I'm just insecure.
00:15:42He's not communicating with her much.
00:15:45I wanted to find a reason why.
00:15:47And I did find things.
00:15:49It's not normal that he has a wife contact.
00:15:53That's not your number.
00:16:08So, Lakey, I haven't been feeling well.
00:16:12Um, I've been luscious.
00:16:20So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
00:16:34I'm just going to have to wait for a few more minutes.
00:16:36And I guess I'm going to see all of the answers to my questions.
00:16:45Okay.
00:16:46It's been a few weeks since our renewal of vows.
00:16:55It means a lot to me that he was willing to miss work so he could travel and make memories
00:17:05for me.
00:17:05He's actually been very helpful in caring, which makes me find him attractive.
00:17:12So, you know, we were very busy.
00:17:15Busy doing what?
00:17:17Oh my God, like so many sex.
00:17:20I'm going to a church on the instrumental configured.
00:17:26B기?
00:17:26Jovon?
00:17:28Bu?
00:17:30Bu?
00:17:31Jovon?
00:17:31Bu Sue?
00:17:37Bu, come here.
00:17:40Want to show you something?
00:17:41Okay.
00:17:44Who wants to tell you something?
00:17:48Okay.
00:17:48Go ahead.
00:17:49Check this out.
00:17:54Is that what I think it is?
00:17:58Yeah.
00:17:59Wow.
00:18:02Wow, boo.
00:18:06Are we about to have a baby?
00:18:09Oh, steps.
00:18:11We're pregnant.
00:18:12Hell yeah.
00:18:14Yeah.
00:18:15Nice, boo.
00:18:16I'm very happy.
00:18:17I'm very happy, too.
00:18:19Yeah.
00:18:23Thanks, boo.
00:18:25I don't even know what to feel right now.
00:18:28Part of me is happy about it.
00:18:29Another part of me is like,
00:18:31holy I'm about to be a dad.
00:18:34I'm scared as
00:18:38I'm in shock,
00:18:39but I don't know why, but...
00:18:41I'm not really surprised.
00:18:43I'm so nervous.
00:18:45Yeah.
00:18:45Me, too.
00:18:47I'm happy, though, boo.
00:18:49Aw, me, too.
00:18:50Love you.
00:18:51Love you.
00:19:02Thank you, boo, for packing my bag.
00:19:04Appreciate it.
00:19:05Mm-hmm.
00:19:08I am very happy.
00:19:09I just wasn't expecting this to happen this quickly,
00:19:14but the timing is terrible
00:19:17because Javon is leaving tomorrow,
00:19:20and we haven't really made any decision for the future yet.
00:19:25How do you feel?
00:19:28Bloated.
00:19:29Bloated?
00:19:30Gassy?
00:19:31Yeah.
00:19:31Yeah.
00:19:32But I'm very happy.
00:19:34We have a bonus,
00:19:35and I'm really excited.
00:19:39You know, you always question, like,
00:19:41what's the meaning of my life?
00:19:43Mm.
00:19:43And now I feel like...
00:19:46You have a reason.
00:19:47I have a reason why I'm doing what I'm doing.
00:19:50You know what I mean?
00:19:51Well, there you go.
00:19:54But a part of me feels anxious.
00:19:58Well, me, too.
00:19:59Because there's a lot of things
00:20:00that we haven't figured out yet.
00:20:05Right now, the main focus is your health
00:20:08and the baby
00:20:10and getting things in order over here.
00:20:13Then once that's good,
00:20:16we will definitely look more into you coming over there.
00:20:23You know, baby alone is very expensive.
00:20:26Mm-hmm.
00:20:27You know, and then you add the visa on top of that.
00:20:32Mm-hmm.
00:20:34But there's a lot of things
00:20:35you're going to be missing out.
00:20:37Yeah.
00:20:37Like the first appointment.
00:20:39Yeah.
00:20:39To the doctor.
00:20:40You gotta keep me posted.
00:20:41Monthly, yeah.
00:20:42I'll keep you posted.
00:20:43I know it's not the same, but...
00:20:45It's all we have for right now, so...
00:20:52Realistically, when do you think you could come back?
00:20:55I can't give you an exact month
00:20:58because I'm not back home yet.
00:21:01But I'll be back before you even get birth.
00:21:04That I can tell you.
00:21:07Now that I'm pregnant,
00:21:10I thought he would want to work harder
00:21:13to live with me in one place together.
00:21:16But I guess I was wrong.
00:21:20I know he loves me so much,
00:21:23but I can't help but feel sad
00:21:26that I'm going through the pregnancy alone.
00:21:29Let's not worry about it too much tonight.
00:21:32We have to finish packing,
00:21:35and we have to get up early.
00:21:37I'll leave.
00:21:38Okay.
00:21:42This time
00:21:47Love caulkers all the pain
00:21:54Can't keep my heart
00:21:57From yearning inside
00:22:02You ready for this?
00:22:03Ready for some exercise?
00:22:05No.
00:22:05No?
00:22:06It's a beautiful day.
00:22:07Come on.
00:22:08It's hot.
00:22:10This is really good for me.
00:22:12It helps me cleanse my head,
00:22:13and I really want to, you know,
00:22:15feel better
00:22:16and, you know,
00:22:18be airy and light.
00:22:20Is that why you're blonde now?
00:22:22Why, because I'm an airhead?
00:22:24Yeah.
00:22:24No, I'm not an airhead.
00:22:26What does Daniel think of your blonde hair?
00:22:29He wants an African-style braid.
00:22:32He wants braids.
00:22:33He does realize,
00:22:36one, how expensive
00:22:37and time-consuming that is,
00:22:39and two,
00:22:41you're a
00:22:44white American.
00:22:45I know.
00:22:46Why do I have to say
00:22:48and be
00:22:49and act
00:22:49and look
00:22:51exactly as he chooses?
00:22:53It's hard.
00:22:54I've given so much.
00:22:56To make Daniel happy.
00:22:58I know.
00:22:59You're working three jobs.
00:23:00You're working your ass off
00:23:02to pay off debt
00:23:04that you also added on
00:23:06for him.
00:23:07Why isn't he going out
00:23:09and getting another job?
00:23:10Where is his effort?
00:23:14I don't know.
00:23:15I'm just feeling different.
00:23:17I was so sure of him
00:23:21and so in love,
00:23:23and now I'm just insecure.
00:23:28When mom first came back
00:23:30from Nigeria,
00:23:30she was definitely
00:23:32really excited.
00:23:34She was making
00:23:34all of these wild plans.
00:23:36She said she wanted
00:23:37to go back to Nigeria
00:23:38and stay for about a year,
00:23:40and then over the next
00:23:42couple weeks,
00:23:43she just started saying
00:23:45that he's not communicating
00:23:47with her much,
00:23:47and I wasn't liking
00:23:49the situation.
00:23:50I wanted to find
00:23:51if there was another reason
00:23:53why he's not communicating
00:23:55like he was.
00:23:56And I did find things,
00:23:59and none of them
00:24:00were positive things.
00:24:04It's not normal
00:24:06that he has
00:24:07four other phone numbers,
00:24:09and not even that.
00:24:11He also has a wife contact.
00:24:13That's not your number.
00:24:14No, it's weird.
00:24:16Who is this wife?
00:24:19Not you.
00:24:20You wrote her.
00:24:21She didn't deny it.
00:24:22I kept the conversation.
00:24:25Before going to Nigeria
00:24:26to show that I could trust Daniel,
00:24:29he gave me his passwords
00:24:30for his email account.
00:24:32Faith logged into his email
00:24:34and got his contacts.
00:24:36He has me listed
00:24:38as Liz Baby,
00:24:39and then he has
00:24:40another number listed
00:24:42as Wife Chat,
00:24:44and it's a Nigerian phone number.
00:24:47Faith reached out
00:24:49to the number
00:24:49and introduced herself
00:24:51and said,
00:24:52Do you know Daniel?
00:24:54I've got your number
00:24:55from his email,
00:24:56and you are listed
00:24:57as his wife.
00:24:58And the person
00:24:59answered back
00:25:00and said,
00:25:02So, what do you want?
00:25:03Faith pretty much told him
00:25:05my mom is also
00:25:06married to Daniel.
00:25:08I'm concerned about this.
00:25:09I think we should
00:25:10talk about it.
00:25:11And she said,
00:25:12Lose my number.
00:25:14Who the f***ed his wife?
00:25:16And why won't she talk?
00:25:20Daniel hasn't been
00:25:21giving me the attention
00:25:22that he was.
00:25:24I'm not getting
00:25:25the good morning texts anymore.
00:25:26He hasn't been
00:25:27calling like he used to.
00:25:30Daniel says he loves me
00:25:32and that he's been busy,
00:25:33but I'm suspicious.
00:25:36If there is a wife
00:25:37out there,
00:25:38and he put me
00:25:39through all this,
00:25:40and he has a wife
00:25:41out there,
00:25:42what does that mean?
00:25:46It's just too much
00:25:48at this point, Mom.
00:25:49What is your game plan now?
00:25:51Are you still gonna go there
00:25:52and marry him?
00:25:55I don't know.
00:25:56I'm gonna have to confront him,
00:25:57but I'm torn, Faith.
00:25:59I go back and forth
00:26:00every day thinking
00:26:00about this.
00:26:02I mean,
00:26:03he's gonna gaslight you.
00:26:04You know that.
00:26:05But you also can't deny
00:26:07physical proof.
00:26:10I know that I need
00:26:12to confront Daniel,
00:26:13but I am afraid
00:26:15that he's gonna gaslight me,
00:26:17just like he has
00:26:18in Nigeria.
00:26:22This is her picture.
00:26:24Do you remember her now?
00:26:25I don't know this person.
00:26:26You do know this person.
00:26:28I don't know her.
00:26:28No, no.
00:26:28You remembered last night
00:26:30when I brought it up.
00:26:31Now all of a sudden,
00:26:31you're pretending
00:26:32you don't know her?
00:26:33I can't remember.
00:26:37Going through this
00:26:38has been very traumatic,
00:26:39and my headspace
00:26:41is all over the place.
00:26:42There's proof.
00:26:43She didn't say,
00:26:44I'm not his wife.
00:26:45She didn't say,
00:26:46who are you talking to?
00:26:47That answer is
00:26:48everything I need.
00:26:49He can't come up
00:26:50with an excuse for that.
00:26:52It's time.
00:26:53It's time to tell Daniel
00:26:54what you have found.
00:26:56It's time to ask him
00:26:57about this wife.
00:26:59I love him,
00:27:00and I miss him,
00:27:02but I just feel betrayed.
00:27:05I'm mentally,
00:27:06physically,
00:27:07totally exhausted.
00:27:12I'm sorry to see you.
00:27:14I know I'll always
00:27:15support you.
00:27:22Off we go.
00:27:24I still don't
00:27:25completely trust Sheena.
00:27:27I love you,
00:27:27purple bear.
00:27:29You don't need
00:27:29to be worried.
00:27:30She still manipulates
00:27:33better than anybody
00:27:34I know.
00:27:37You okay?
00:27:41I don't want
00:27:42you to leave me.
00:27:44woo-hoo.
00:28:08I mean,
00:28:09words can't,
00:28:10you know,
00:28:10express
00:28:11That's how I feel at this moment, having to leave Madagascar and not being able to say
00:28:19goodbye to Trish.
00:28:31I mean, it was hard not being able to be with her the last few nights, because I still
00:28:40love her, but I know that it's not right or fair for me to not let go of the past.
00:28:56I'm really sad with it being over between Trish and I, but I couldn't help the way that
00:29:09I felt.
00:29:09And I couldn't lie and say that I don't have any feelings for my ex.
00:29:19Because of that, I lost something that could have been really special.
00:29:28There was a lot of times when everything was good between us.
00:29:33I was really happy and I see so many good qualities in Trish.
00:29:39I feel like she lights up the room, you know, when she's in her good moods.
00:29:48I feel like I'm like the luckiest man alive to be standing next to her, holding her head.
00:30:04If my ex had never contacted me, Trish and I would definitely be in a much, much better
00:30:15place.
00:30:17Looking back at all these beautiful times that Trish and I shared together, I had such
00:30:25high hopes.
00:30:30My baby.
00:30:32Oh, Trish.
00:30:34Good morning, baby.
00:30:41Yes.
00:30:53This is making me think about how much I could be missing and then how much I'm going to
00:31:00be missing in the future with her.
00:31:08Mama.
00:31:12This isn't how it was supposed to be.
00:31:17And this hurts me deeply that it didn't work out.
00:31:24I'm leaving with no hope at all.
00:31:26No.
00:31:45My baby.
00:31:47It's my baby.
00:32:00Baby.
00:32:04I know you're a hero.
00:32:08I know.
00:32:10Jane, why?
00:32:13I...
00:32:30This is the one that's got all the stash of stuff in there.
00:32:33Are you allowed to have big bags of chips?
00:32:36They're not gonna, like, pop and explode?
00:32:38No, I think...
00:32:39The air pressure's gonna be different.
00:32:41You might have exploded confetti chips.
00:32:42No.
00:32:43I mean, people take their dogs on planes so you don't explode.
00:32:47Right?
00:32:48Well, we'll find out.
00:32:57Well, I think we're just about there, you guys.
00:33:00Oh, man.
00:33:01Yes, Mom.
00:33:09I can't believe that the time was Sheena's ending.
00:33:13We had a lot of back and forths yesterday about why I have to leave today.
00:33:18She was hurt.
00:33:19She was upset.
00:33:20She wanted me to stay.
00:33:22All right.
00:33:24It was the hardest choice I ever had to make, saying that I need to leave the one I love.
00:33:32Oh!
00:33:34Okay!
00:33:37Big ones first.
00:33:39Mountain of stuff.
00:33:40Thank you, guys.
00:33:42Thank you, girl.
00:33:44Waking up this morning, next to Forrest, I was really sad because it's been hard enough
00:33:50to wait as long as I waited to be with him.
00:33:53Oh!
00:33:55Off we go!
00:33:58It's so hard to let him go, but his mom meddles too much, so I don't have a choice.
00:34:07I love you, Machine.
00:34:09I love you, Papa Bear.
00:34:12The thing I'm going to miss the most is waking up in bed beside you and, you know, having
00:34:17you cuddle the snout out of me on top of your grinding teeth.
00:34:21I think grinding teeth.
00:34:23It's a perfect alarm clock every morning to get up.
00:34:28What I'm missing is the good old bear who loves me to take care of me, who's been farting
00:34:34all night, sometimes every day, almost 24-7.
00:34:37It's too good.
00:34:40You're funny, baby.
00:34:42You don't need to be worried.
00:34:44It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get
00:34:48you back home.
00:34:50Thank you, Papa Bear.
00:34:55Overall, this trip was a wonderful experience.
00:34:59I feel really good that I got to see Forrest happy and to see him so in love.
00:35:04But I'm just, I'm afraid of what the future's going to bring.
00:35:10Do you hear my love?
00:35:13I'm not looking forward to this.
00:35:18Truthfully, I still don't completely trust Sheena.
00:35:23Here I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
00:35:26No, I have more questions.
00:35:29I still don't have a full understanding of Sheena's financial, you know, relationship when it comes to her family and
00:35:36all of that.
00:35:37She still manipulates better than anybody I know.
00:35:41That's why I am so completely relieved that I saved Forrest from making the biggest mistake of his life.
00:35:48I mean, if he would have stayed here, it would have been a nightmare.
00:35:55Which raise the gate?
00:35:57Right here.
00:36:02Well, we're going to go ahead and let you guys have some time to yourselves.
00:36:07Okay?
00:36:09I will see you again.
00:36:15It will be alright, okay?
00:36:27Despite Sheena's faults, I know that they really truly love each other.
00:36:32And it hurts me and breaks my heart to know that they might lose that.
00:36:38It's gonna be alright, okay?
00:36:41That truly is the hardest part of all of this.
00:36:47Please stay here if you're good.
00:36:49Please, better go.
00:37:03You okay?
00:37:08This is not goodbye forever.
00:37:10This is the beginning.
00:37:15This is the beginning of our future.
00:37:20I love you, Sheena.
00:37:22Hi, Papa Bear.
00:37:34I don't want you to leave me.
00:37:38I'm sorry, baby.
00:37:39It's time for me to go.
00:37:41But you got to be strong for me, okay?
00:37:56I want you to have this until I get back, okay?
00:37:59What a beer.
00:38:01It's a guarantee that I'll be back for you.
00:38:03Okay?
00:38:05I know it's not much, but I love this hat and I love you.
00:38:09And I want you to wear it every day, alright?
00:38:11I can wear it that way because my dogs might join.
00:38:14I know, it's okay.
00:38:17Alright.
00:38:18I love you, baby.
00:38:20I love you, baby.
00:38:21We're going to speak one more.
00:38:22I love you.
00:38:26Before meeting Forrest, I was afraid that I wouldn't find someone who would love me for what I am.
00:38:36But Forrest opened my heart back again.
00:38:41I just have to trust his promise that he's going to come back for me and that this isn't the
00:38:48end of our story.
00:38:50Who said there was never going to be nice?
00:38:59Thank you. Have a safe life.
00:39:08It's heartbreaking saying goodbye to Sheena.
00:39:12It's going to be the hardest thing I've ever done.
00:39:17I'll be with you, Papa Bear.
00:39:23I promise.
00:39:27Being with Sheena has propelled me to stop being stagnant and to grow up and start really making changes that
00:39:35I should have been doing years ago.
00:39:37To ensure that Sheena and I have a life together.
00:39:42This cannot be the end.
00:39:50I must continue moving forward.
00:39:53Back in the rain, guys, I'm taking home cold.
00:40:03I'm going to miss everything, the good and the bad.
00:40:07Oh, yeah?
00:40:07Yeah.
00:40:08From arguing to make up sex.
00:40:13I'm trying to stay emotionally strong.
00:40:16Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but I love her.
00:40:20Don't cry.
00:40:22And I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind.
00:40:41I'm asking you.
00:40:43You want to bond your heart to mine?
00:40:50Will you marry me?
00:40:56Of course I will.
00:40:57Oh, my God.
00:41:07Can you believe that?
00:41:09You're very engaged.
00:41:09No.
00:41:10It's crazy.
00:41:12Congratulations.
00:41:13You're getting engaged with me.
00:41:16I've never had an engagement string, so it's very cutesy.
00:41:21Probably not a lot of people had that.
00:41:25Probably not.
00:41:28I got everything I wanted.
00:41:29This is a win.
00:41:31Here is my trophy.
00:41:34Oh.
00:41:38Who needs a ring?
00:41:40I'm in my jeans, and I play just football.
00:41:43And I just got engaged.
00:41:45Who cares?
00:41:46We don't need fancy boat rides.
00:41:49We don't need anything.
00:41:51The only thing that matters is I love you.
00:41:54I love you, too.
00:41:57I am blown away by the fact that Biercom proposed today.
00:42:02It was something I thought was off the table as soon as Michael showed up.
00:42:08But I think we've both learned and grown as individuals and as a couple.
00:42:13And truthfully, if I had to do this over, I would have done it the exact same way.
00:42:30I've never been this happy in my life.
00:42:32That was a long road.
00:42:34Yeah, it's been a pretty crazy path to this moment right now.
00:42:38It was.
00:42:41But all I want is you.
00:42:44I love that.
00:42:46I'm glad.
00:42:48You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:50You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:56I never thought that I would fall in love again.
00:42:59I always thought that I'm going to die alone.
00:43:03So, I guess I'm not.
00:43:07The distance could mix up her mind, but she has red string.
00:43:13So, she already knows her soul is bonded to mine.
00:43:18You are the best thing.
00:43:22Am I supposed to stay tight-kneed forever, or do I get an actual ring?
00:43:26Okay, I'm going to think about that.
00:43:27You'll think about it well.
00:43:29Yeah.
00:43:31Yeah.
00:44:02It's a long flight today.
00:44:05Oh, these are your coins in America?
00:44:09Those are pennies.
00:44:10You're the best thing.
00:44:11I don't know.
00:44:13Javon is flying back home today.
00:44:15And I am so grateful that I got to finally spend time with my husband in person.
00:44:21And even more grateful that I'm having a baby.
00:44:26But you know, like, I imagine that if I would be pregnant, I would be with my partner.
00:44:32That I'm not going to go through this alone.
00:44:36And that's not what's happening.
00:44:40Oh, how are you feeling today?
00:44:43Mixed emotions.
00:44:44I feel okay, I guess.
00:44:48Still a little worried about leaving you.
00:44:53You know?
00:44:54I know you're coming back, and I'll be okay here with Mama, but I wish you could be here.
00:45:01Yeah.
00:45:01All the babies growing.
00:45:03Yeah.
00:45:06I don't know.
00:45:09I'm trying to stay emotionally strong, not just for us, but for her.
00:45:15But I definitely feel like there's a lot more pressure since she's pregnant, because we have a lot more finances
00:45:23to take care of.
00:45:24And it's all on my shoulders.
00:45:27Hello, Mama.
00:45:29Hello.
00:45:32She petting your lunch?
00:45:33This is...
00:45:34Oh, thank you.
00:45:36Ah.
00:45:41I miss you.
00:45:43Miss you too.
00:45:44I know you're going to take care of Anna when I'm gone.
00:45:46No.
00:45:46I promise her that you're going to come back soon for us and for the baby.
00:45:59I promise.
00:46:02Hmm.
00:46:04Okay.
00:46:09Okay.
00:46:16All right, Mama.
00:46:17I'm gonna leave, okay?
00:46:19Aw.
00:46:21Miss you, okay?
00:46:23I'll let you know when I land, okay?
00:46:24Okay.
00:46:25Okay.
00:46:25Okay.
00:46:26Okay.
00:46:27Okay.
00:46:27Okay.
00:46:41Okay.
00:46:42Okay.
00:46:48Okay.
00:46:50Okay.
00:47:15Well, I know one thing I'm gonna miss.
00:47:17The food.
00:47:19Definitely gonna miss traveling with you.
00:47:22Mm-hmm.
00:47:23That was really fun.
00:47:25Yeah.
00:47:26I'm gonna miss everything, boo.
00:47:27The good and the bad.
00:47:29Oh, yeah?
00:47:30Yeah.
00:47:30Yeah.
00:47:30From arguing to make-up sex.
00:47:34Just how much we always find a way to forgive each other.
00:47:41You make all the good things bad.
00:47:47A heavy load like that.
00:47:50What?
00:47:51That's just what you do.
00:47:54There's no one else hurts you.
00:47:59All right, boo.
00:48:01I'm gonna miss you and I love you.
00:48:04I'm gonna miss this face.
00:48:07Keep me posted with the baby, okay?
00:48:11I'm gonna call you, all right?
00:48:12Don't cry.
00:48:20Looking back on the trip and what it meant to me, I've definitely learned a lot about Anna
00:48:27and our marriage as well as myself.
00:48:33Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but regardless of all the issues, I love her
00:48:39and I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind, you know?
00:48:44Wish I was there.
00:48:45Who knew they did?
00:48:46Uh, Javon.
00:48:47Wish I could stay.
00:48:50But the world won't let me in.
00:48:52And my life's been taken away.
00:48:59I feel like I learned that marriage, it's not always about your happiness.
00:49:05It's not always fun.
00:49:08You have to work not just on a relationship.
00:49:12You have to work on yourself individually.
00:49:15I definitely need to work on myself a lot because I know I have, you know, I have some...
00:49:23I need to work on my temper, but it's really hard.
00:49:34But no matter what happens, I feel totally, 100% sure that I made the right decision.
00:49:42And I can't wait for us to be together as a family.
00:49:45Of all the things we've done
00:49:49From this broken world we live in
00:49:53We need to stay and share the love we know
00:50:03Rolling.
00:50:05When you're ready, tell me what happened.
00:50:08I don't even know where to start.
00:50:11Like, it was crazy.
00:50:12Jeeves.
00:50:17Jeeves.
00:50:18Jeeves.
00:50:20Jeeves.
00:50:24We need to stay on the road.
00:50:30Jeeves.
00:50:32We got to stay on the road.
00:50:33Bye!
00:50:45Rolling, and stick up.
00:50:48He was out.
00:50:52Zero-zero.
00:50:59Sorry.
00:51:17It's, like, still so fresh, so...
00:51:21Yeah.
00:51:23All right, so...
00:51:25Tell me what happened.
00:51:32A week ago, Stig broke off our engagement.
00:51:41And our relationship is over.
00:51:47There's so much that happened. I don't even know where it'll start.
00:51:51When I got back from Belize, he did come to see me.
00:51:54We had a great time. We traveled. We went to Vegas.
00:52:00Went to Houston and met more of his family.
00:52:03And then, once he went home, I started to really see a side of him I didn't know.
00:52:14He's...
00:52:25I don't know. It's just some days he seemed, like, so serious, but then he would go missing on me
00:52:31all night.
00:52:33I'm not sure if he went as far as, you know, having sex with somebody else or, like, physically cheating,
00:52:39but I definitely think he was talking to other women.
00:52:47I could tell he was pulling away, and so then it went from, like, me basically just saying, over and
00:52:53over, I would respect you so much more if you just ended things.
00:53:02It took him a while, I would say a few days, but then he finally texted me and was like,
00:53:11I can't do this.
00:53:12He blamed it all on me. He said he just didn't trust me.
00:53:16Like, it was crazy.
00:53:20I think he's projecting.
00:53:23He knows he did me dirty, and he just is hiding from it.
00:53:35He didn't even have the decency to call me.
00:53:38Just did it over text.
00:53:45And then seconds later, he posted videos with other girls.
00:53:51I know she got little pretty friends, so more likely you're looking beautiful, so...
00:53:57Goddamn, God!
00:53:58Rusty!
00:54:11Yeah!
00:54:12Yeah!
00:54:14Yeah, I just think, like, if I didn't do that, if I didn't do this, maybe if I handled this
00:54:20differently, like...
00:54:22It would have been a different outcome,
00:54:24but then it's like, I can't just dwell on that.
00:54:32Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?
00:54:44I mean, I...
00:54:49I definitely have been left
00:54:51with so many unanswered questions.
00:54:53Like, that's just the part that I struggle with.
00:54:58It's like all the unknown.
00:55:01And...
00:55:03Yeah.
00:55:05Do you think you'll ever get the answers?
00:55:09I don't know.
00:55:28Baby.
00:55:33I'm here.
00:55:36I'm here.
00:55:37I'm here.
00:55:38Okay, why?
00:55:52What does this mean?
00:56:01I forgot to give you this.
00:56:04Bye-bye to matching outfits before you come in here.
00:56:09Sweetheart.
00:56:12Ooh, the little cuteness together.
00:56:18Thank you, Debra.
00:56:21So is this why you came here?
00:56:26Yeah, and also...
00:56:31I want to say goodbye.
00:56:37We're going to leave, and we'll never see again.
00:56:43I'm not hoping anything from him.
00:56:46I'm not hoping he would make the right decision, like,
00:56:50Trisha, I love you.
00:56:51I'll be with you.
00:56:52I'm going to block my ex.
00:56:55I just wanted to see him.
00:56:58That's it.
00:57:00But when I see Rick at the airport, my heart tells me that I do still love him, but you
00:57:13cannot be with him.
00:57:17It's sad.
00:57:18But I don't know what to say.
00:57:23You know I still love him.
00:57:28I still want to see you.
00:57:31What's the point?
00:57:33You don't forget about your ex.
00:57:36You'll never change, so why you want to still see this?
00:57:41You know that eventually I'm going to get over that.
00:57:46It's just going to take time.
00:57:50I want us to work, but I don't know.
00:57:54We just...
00:57:57We can make it work, baby.
00:57:59We can make it work.
00:58:00We can make it work, baby.
00:58:05We can make it work.
00:58:22It's not easy.
00:58:25It's not.
00:58:28And nothing worth having ever is.
00:58:36We don't have to commit to anything right now, but let's just continue to talk.
00:58:43And let's see if we can work through it, okay?
00:58:50Okay.
00:59:18I don't want to get hurt again, but I'm hoping that he will change and not have any feelings
00:59:27for his ex anymore.
00:59:31I'm going to take the day at a time, talking with him as a friend, and we will see.
00:59:39That's it.
00:59:44I have to call.
00:59:45Let's leave it soon.
00:59:52I love you.
00:59:59I know there's many, many things that I have to do to make it up to her.
01:00:05But I'd be willing to do whatever it takes to win her back.
01:00:10Are you willing to block your ex right now?
01:00:16I mean, really, I can't block her because it would be like on our times that we shared together in
01:00:30the past.
01:00:33But I know that for Trisha and I's relationship, I have to start, you know, making a stronger stand for
01:00:42letting it go.
01:00:45Because I still keep looking back on the feelings that we had after visiting her family and getting their approval.
01:00:53So, um, that's, that's the feeling that, that's giving me hope that we can, that we can get back to
01:01:04that place again.
01:01:05Oh, love is not lost.
01:01:12I am by your side.
01:01:22I feel sick to me, so man.
01:01:25Like, I just feel so ****, you know.
01:01:28Sorry.
01:01:29Sorry.
01:01:31My heart wants him.
01:01:33My heart cares for him.
01:01:34But, like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:01:38The pain would have better.
01:01:39If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:01:44Can we move past that?
01:02:01I feel sick to me, so man.
01:02:03Like, I just feel so ****, you know.
01:02:10It's fine.
01:02:11It's fine.
01:02:23Last night was so eye-opening.
01:02:28Like, I didn't come here and hang out with all your friends.
01:02:30Like, I'm a people pleaser.
01:02:31I try to make you happy.
01:02:34Don't say yes to please me and then have a fight with me.
01:02:36I don't have a choice.
01:02:37I didn't mean to.
01:02:37Don't say yes to please me when I ask you and then have a fight with me after when you
01:02:42said yes.
01:02:43Okay, then we're going to have our differences.
01:02:45But last night, you hurt my feelings.
01:02:46I didn't feel hurt.
01:02:47You made me feel really small and you ruined our last night.
01:02:50That is, like, I didn't, like, was it malicious or disgusting?
01:02:54And then you started talking about me when I went in the bedroom?
01:02:56I didn't.
01:02:57Okay.
01:02:58Everything that I say, you're going to type out.
01:03:01I was kind of hoping that things would cool off before, you know, we got to the airport.
01:03:05But the tension was just, you know, palpable.
01:03:09Every time we have an argument, when I try and find a resolution or apologise, you know,
01:03:14it's just, it doesn't go anywhere.
01:03:17I love her, but, like, I don't know what to do.
01:03:28Last night sucked.
01:03:36I mean, like, I just can't believe you tell me you're in love with me and we're talking
01:03:44about, like, what's going to happen between us and...
01:03:51Then it's just, like, all unravelled.
01:03:54Well, look, I don't know how many times I can say I apologise for it.
01:03:57You still won't accept it on a date where we're leaving on a bad note.
01:04:02If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:04:06It's not going to work.
01:04:07And I don't want that.
01:04:09You are so hot and cold with, like, how you feel.
01:04:13I feel like one minute you want this and one minute you don't, and you're so easy to walk
01:04:16away.
01:04:17Like, you just said, I'm out.
01:04:19Yeah.
01:04:19Turned off your location.
01:04:20Turned off my location.
01:04:21But you're minimising that.
01:04:23It's very erratic.
01:04:24To me, that's scary.
01:04:25Because I don't know what's going on in your head.
01:04:28That's fair.
01:04:29I could have handled it better.
01:04:32And I was told you.
01:04:34Can we live past that?
01:04:42I'm falling for you.
01:04:44I care about you more than you ever know.
01:04:47I wanted it to work.
01:04:49So mad.
01:04:52You mean everything to me.
01:04:53I'm going to think about you all the time.
01:04:55I'm going to think about the great times.
01:04:56But I don't like feeling uncertain.
01:05:01I think I'm going to be settling.
01:05:02And, like, I can't do this.
01:05:05It's not going to work out.
01:05:10I'm sorry.
01:05:12It's fine.
01:05:15I don't understand.
01:05:19Sorry, our mothers.
01:05:32My heart wants him.
01:05:33My heart cares for him.
01:05:35But I know that I would be doing myself a day of service if I stayed with him.
01:05:42His job situation, his son's situation, his living situation.
01:05:45I genuinely feel bad, and I want to take care of him.
01:05:48But it's not my job.
01:05:50Let me know you get home time.
01:05:54See ya.
01:06:02I wanted this so bad, but how can you tell me that you're in love with me and then have
01:06:07no reaction when I'm breaking up with you and I'm about to never see you again?
01:06:11If he really loved me and wanted to make this work, he would be fighting, right?
01:06:14Like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:06:16Like, he's just unfortunately not the guy for me.
01:06:20And, like, I came here so excited to fight love, and I'm leaving alone.
01:06:39I'm not the type to sort of be like, no, baby, please don't.
01:06:42That's not me.
01:06:44Like, I'm not going to force someone, you know?
01:06:46I did what I could.
01:06:49I didn't do the best, but I did what I could.
01:06:51I said I'm in love with her, and it's not an exaggeration, but she always was hesitant.
01:06:57But I think she played with my feelings a little bit.
01:07:00Well, she was scared that she'd get hurt, so she'd cut it off first.
01:07:04I don't know.
01:07:07But it's devastating, yeah.
01:07:11She goes one way, I'll go the other.
01:07:15I just want to let you know
01:07:19I don't want to let you go
01:07:21Maybe in another lock.
01:07:28I can't wait to get back to Miami and see my cats, and I'm going to be okay.
01:07:33But I'm really sad.
01:07:37We did have a great connection, and I did really like him, and I do so really like him.
01:07:42I know I made the right choice, but it hurts.
01:07:48I don't want to let you go
01:07:54Good morning.
01:07:56Good morning.
01:07:57When it comes to Michael, we have to have better boundaries,
01:08:01but I'm feeling a lot of anxiety that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:08:07You look a little bit emotional.
01:08:10Yeah.
01:08:11Yeah.
01:08:13We got engaged.
01:08:40I don't even know why I bothered putting makeup on.
01:08:42And this sucks.
01:08:44It will be fun.
01:08:46I know.
01:08:47I didn't think it was going to be this hard.
01:08:50If you think about it, it's getting harder and harder.
01:08:54I know.
01:08:54I'm trying not to think about it as hard when I'm packing everything up.
01:08:59It's just hard to have spent this much time with you.
01:09:04And now I don't get to.
01:09:09Today, I'm going back home.
01:09:12And it sucks to have just gotten engaged yesterday.
01:09:17And now I have to leave.
01:09:26I think it's going to be a long time before that happens.
01:09:29It could be like a year and a half.
01:09:31I know.
01:09:33Everything has its price.
01:09:36It just feels like a lot can go wrong in that time.
01:09:40But always, if you really want to be with me, if I really want to be with you, we will
01:09:48end up together.
01:09:50What if you change your mind?
01:09:51But if you change your mind, I believe in us.
01:10:00I don't want you to cry.
01:10:03I don't want you to cry.
01:10:07Too late.
01:10:16It's probably Michael.
01:10:18Do you want me to take the door?
01:10:20Yeah, you go get the door.
01:10:22I'll grab my bag.
01:10:23Okay.
01:10:25I know that I'm going to be an absolute emotional wreck today.
01:10:29So I'm glad Michael booked the same flight as me.
01:10:33Good morning, my good man.
01:10:34Good morning.
01:10:35How are you?
01:10:36Doing well.
01:10:37How are you?
01:10:37Yeah.
01:10:39Very good.
01:10:40So you're all packed up and ready?
01:10:42Yep.
01:10:43Good morning.
01:10:44And the cab downstairs?
01:10:45Excellent.
01:10:46Excellent.
01:10:47When it comes to Michael, I'm feeling a lot of anxiety about the future of our friendship.
01:10:54There's no way we can continue to watch movies in bed and cuddle on the couch.
01:11:01We have to have better boundaries.
01:11:04It's worth it to make beer condom feel secure in our relationship.
01:11:09But it's a little bit sad to me that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:11:18You look a little bit emotional.
01:11:19How's your last 24 hours been?
01:11:22It's been pretty good.
01:11:24It's really hard to leave.
01:11:26I can imagine.
01:11:29But yeah, I mean, I don't know.
01:11:35It's just, we got engaged.
01:11:46It's funny.
01:11:48I found you engaged and here you are again.
01:11:51It's a fascinating world.
01:11:54Very interesting.
01:11:55Cool.
01:11:57It was just so sweet and sentimental.
01:12:00Like everything he does has so much meaning, which I love.
01:12:03It was great.
01:12:08Come in.
01:12:10I can't.
01:12:12There's a point.
01:12:13I'm looking.
01:12:14I can't go in.
01:12:17Are you taking too long?
01:12:20It's the best.
01:12:22In the camp?
01:12:24Okay, excellent.
01:12:25Cool.
01:12:30Well, congratulations, both of you.
01:12:33Thank you, man.
01:12:34Thanks.
01:12:34Yeah.
01:12:35I appreciate that.
01:12:36Well, we got to get going.
01:12:37Those planes don't wait.
01:12:39Yep.
01:12:41Takes time to make her mine.
01:12:46She's got all she wants and doesn't.
01:12:49So your con is still a mystery to me.
01:12:51But, I mean, it did not take me long to figure out he's a good guy.
01:12:55Is he right for Laura?
01:12:56I mean, he's still young.
01:12:58And they just have such different lives.
01:13:00And long distance relationships are very hard to navigate.
01:13:03A lot of them end up failing.
01:13:06I don't think love is enough.
01:13:07And right now, that's what they got in my eyes.
01:13:10That's just, that's all they got.
01:13:14I know the next 9 to 18 months are going to be difficult for you guys.
01:13:18We know.
01:13:19Yeah.
01:13:20It feels overwhelming.
01:13:24Actually, everything is overwhelming right now.
01:13:29I feel like half of my soul is leaving me.
01:13:35Oh.
01:13:36Oh, God.
01:13:38We're here.
01:13:52All right, buddy.
01:13:53This is where our journey ends.
01:13:55Yeah.
01:13:56It is just the beginning.
01:13:58I'll see you in the 9 to 18 months, apparently.
01:14:01Okay, don't say it out loud.
01:14:02It's just sad.
01:14:03All right.
01:14:04I will give you your last moments here and see you on the other side, girl.
01:14:07Thanks.
01:14:09Okay.
01:14:13Um, mm-mm.
01:14:15Oh, God.
01:14:16No crying.
01:14:17No crying.
01:14:19No.
01:14:20No, I hate this.
01:14:27God.
01:14:33We had our moments.
01:14:35I know.
01:14:37And we will still have our moments.
01:14:41Ultimately, if we are going to get married, I feel like there's so many challenges that
01:14:47BeerCon and I are going to have to face.
01:14:49This visa could take up to 18 months.
01:14:52He could get denied.
01:14:54Long-distance communication is exhausting.
01:14:57But I love him and he loves me.
01:15:01And it's all worth it.
01:15:06Do you believe us?
01:15:07Yeah.
01:15:09I believe us, too.
01:15:12I love you, too.
01:15:22Thank you for loving me.
01:15:24I will always love you.
01:15:26Always.
01:15:30This was truly the experience of a lifetime.
01:15:34And I wouldn't change it.
01:15:36All I can think is that I need more time.
01:15:38I want more time.
01:15:40And I'm out.
01:15:59How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:16:04I don't know what you're talking about.
01:16:06Faith went on your email.
01:16:08I have screenshots.
01:16:09It is true.
01:16:12Are you being real?
01:16:14I'm being real.
01:16:16I'm being real.
01:16:33I'm begging for your love to save me.
01:16:37You know that these thoughts keep me awake.
01:16:40You did too much damage, baby.
01:16:47Daniel's calling.
01:16:52Hello?
01:16:54Hello, beautiful.
01:16:56Hey.
01:16:57Listen, I'm driving home from work.
01:17:00Let me give you a call right back.
01:17:01Um, yeah, so I'll make sure you drive carefully, okay?
01:17:05All right.
01:17:06Bye.
01:17:09Oh, good God.
01:17:12He hasn't called me, and now he calls me, and now I'm scared.
01:17:15But his voice gives me butterflies in my stomach still, and I'm trying to harden my heart, and I don't
01:17:23know how to do that.
01:17:24I don't know how to do that with him.
01:17:27It has been at least a week since Faith snooped into Daniel's email accounts again.
01:17:34Faith communicated with this woman that he saved in his phone as wife, and she didn't deny knowing Daniel.
01:17:42She didn't deny anything.
01:17:44Does he have a wife?
01:17:46Does he have kids?
01:17:47Does he have somebody else on the side?
01:17:49Was I paying for a whole second family?
01:17:52I've been so scared to talk to Daniel about any of this, maybe because I don't want to face reality.
01:17:57But I know that I need to talk to him immediately and say, what the hell are you doing?
01:18:04I can't keep doing this.
01:18:06I can't keep busting my ass to get to Nigeria and get to Daniel until I find out what's going
01:18:10on.
01:18:20Hey.
01:18:22Hi, beautiful.
01:18:24How are you?
01:18:27I'm fine.
01:18:28How are you doing?
01:18:29I'm okay.
01:18:31Stressed.
01:18:31It was a stressful day today.
01:18:34Oh, I'm so sorry.
01:18:36You know, I always tell you not to walk so hard.
01:18:41I'm going to walk around a little bit.
01:18:44Hold on.
01:18:45I'm tired of sitting.
01:18:47Baby, I love your wig.
01:18:53I don't understand.
01:18:54I'm confused.
01:18:56Suddenly, he is being attentive and loving.
01:19:01Where has this been for the last two, two and a half months?
01:19:04Where has this been?
01:19:06It feels like he knows he did something wrong, and he's trying to cover it up.
01:19:13So, like, why don't you ever have time to communicate with me?
01:19:19Baby, I do communicate with you, but I don't, yes, I don't communicate with you like before.
01:19:25Because, you know, we spent some weeks in Lagos.
01:19:30So, when I came back to my States, I found out that I'm having a lot of debt.
01:19:39I have a lot of debt, too, but I always make time for you.
01:19:43Yes.
01:19:44And I'm working three jobs, and you're not doing anything but going to football and working one job.
01:19:49I'm so sorry.
01:19:50I'm sorry about that.
01:19:51I'm sorry.
01:19:54You're not the same Daniel that I used to talk to.
01:19:58I never changed my mind.
01:20:00I still love you.
01:20:01Nothing will ever make me to denounce the love I have for you.
01:20:05I can't do that.
01:20:08Then I have a question.
01:20:10How come in your contacts, you have me listed as Liz Baby,
01:20:14and you have somebody listed as white?
01:20:20I don't think that's true.
01:20:22Faith went on your email.
01:20:24I have screenshots.
01:20:25It is true.
01:20:33And you're being real?
01:20:34I'm being real.
01:20:38Why do you like laying accusations on my head?
01:20:41It's not about accusations.
01:20:42Faith texted that person.
01:20:45And I have the screenshots of what she texted.
01:20:48She said, Daniel has you listed as wife.
01:20:51And she said, so what do you want of it?
01:20:56So who is this wife?
01:21:00I don't know what you're talking about.
01:21:02Maybe you should come up with the evidence.
01:21:06I do have the evidence.
01:21:08So don't, don't, don't.
01:21:09You're not going to do this to me.
01:21:12He gaslights me all the time.
01:21:15He thinks I'm a fool because I've fallen for everything he's done.
01:21:19But not this time.
01:21:22All right, I'll send you the screenshots.
01:21:24And then I'd like to hear what you have to say.
01:21:31You have a contact that says wife.
01:21:33And you lied.
01:21:34And now you're smiling and smirking and acting like you don't care.
01:21:38Can you stop?
01:21:39Can we, can we be serious?
01:21:41I'm not playing these games anymore, Daniel.
01:21:43I loved you with everything I had.
01:21:45I was willing, I worked three jobs to get to you.
01:21:47I already made the effort to be there with you.
01:21:50And you changed.
01:21:52He's not admitting it.
01:21:54But he's not really denying it either.
01:21:57That's why he's ignoring me.
01:21:59It answers all my questions.
01:22:01Everything's answered.
01:22:02What other conclusion can I come to?
01:22:06No matter how much I love Daniel, this is the final straw.
01:22:12You have been laying accusations on my head.
01:22:14You're not even acting like you care.
01:22:16Oh, God.
01:22:18You're not caring.
01:22:19This is a joke to you.
01:22:21But I'm done.
01:22:22Once I hang up, I'm not calling back.
01:22:25And I'd like you to know that I don't want this relationship anymore.
01:22:31I want to call it a quits because you think I've had a wife.
01:22:36This is so funny, honestly.
01:22:40It's not funny.
01:22:41And I'm hanging up because it's not funny.
01:22:43Did you find out in our mouth?
01:22:45I'm done calling people.
01:22:46I'm done checking up on you.
01:22:47I'm done.
01:22:48Goodbye, Daniel.
01:22:49Goodbye forever.
01:22:55You okay?
01:22:57No, I'm not okay.
01:22:58He tried to gaslight me again.
01:23:00Again, he's trying to gaslight me.
01:23:02And again, he just showed his true self again.
01:23:12He made a fool out of me.
01:23:14And he broke my heart.
01:23:15And he used me.
01:23:20I'm not taking him back.
01:23:23I'm done.
01:23:24I can't do this anymore.
01:23:25I'm tired of being made, feeling like I'm crazy.
01:23:30This marriage that I wanted more than anything in the world is over.
01:23:34There is no marriage to Daniel.
01:23:42Next time on 90 Day Fiancé, before the 90 days, the couples tell all.
01:23:47Tricia, you have a big update.
01:23:51Yes.
01:23:52Oh, my God.
01:23:54Oh, my God.
01:23:55Get married.
01:23:59Molly, do you still feel like Sheena lies to you?
01:24:03Yes.
01:24:04All of the money with her family.
01:24:06Sheena changes the story daily.
01:24:09No, no, no, no.
01:24:10Her parents were asking her for money as recently as a week ago.
01:24:14That's the last time.
01:24:15Oh, my.
01:24:16Oh.
01:24:16So I started this thinking Molly was the problem, and now I switched to thinking Sheena's the
01:24:21problem.
01:24:24Aviva and Stig.
01:24:25The engagement is broken off.
01:24:29Aviva got caught talking to other men.
01:24:32Somebody texted me, that guy is never going to love you like I would.
01:24:36Oh.
01:24:38Look at me right now and say that you didn't cheat.
01:24:40Oh, my God.
01:24:43Michael and I have not really seen each other since Turkey.
01:24:47Huh?
01:24:47Oh, wow.
01:24:48Yeah, because you said to me, you're on your own.
01:24:51Oh, my God.
01:24:52I was joking.
01:24:54At no point in time would I say, oh, you are such a condescending man.
01:25:01Lisa and Daniel, you're definitely not back together.
01:25:04We are broken up.
01:25:04No, no, no.
01:25:05Hold on.
01:25:06Listen.
01:25:07The situation now is complicated.
01:25:09That's her.
01:25:10She's my wife.
01:25:12What?
01:25:13I am not with you.
01:25:14You tricked me.
01:25:15Oh, no.
01:25:19Is Emma lying when she says that you two had sex?
01:25:23If I did sex with her, I would not say I did this.
01:25:26So you like to participate, but you don't want to talk about it, right?
01:25:28Because that's your religion, right?
01:25:30You're a fake Muslim.
01:25:31Oh.
01:25:33You are a fake father.
01:25:35I'm a real father, fool.
01:25:37I'm more father than you will ever be ever in your life, you piece of .
01:25:44There is something that I've been, like, upset about.
01:25:46Okay.
01:25:47I found out you tried to hook up with him.
01:25:49I really cared about a friendship with you.
01:25:51I feel like I don't know who I can, like, trust.
01:25:53I think it's very weird that you're, like, poor me.
01:25:56I'm the victim.
01:25:57When I didn't do anything wrong.
01:25:58What is happening?
01:26:00Don't raise your voice at me.
01:26:01Don't get me mad and attack me.
01:26:02That guy's not your boyfriend.
01:26:04He's able to do whatever the he wants.
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