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The Summer My Heart Stopped 2026
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00:00:00My name is Isabel Spencer.
00:00:03The summer I graduated high school, in the sweltering June heat, I died.
00:00:08In the days leading up to my death, I recorded secret videos for my crush.
00:00:14But he didn't see them until ten years later.
00:00:17And here is the story of my life.
00:00:24Murder!
00:00:25How dare you show up to this school?
00:00:27Just leave!
00:00:28Yeah, beat it!
00:00:29If you hadn't gotten caught up with those gangsters, Alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying to save
00:00:34you.
00:00:35You're the reason he died.
00:00:36He bled out on the street because of you.
00:00:38And the worst part is, you didn't even show up to court to testify.
00:00:41So now his murders are walking free because of you.
00:00:45Alex was your best friend.
00:00:46His dad was like a father to you.
00:00:48I mean, how could you do this to him?
00:00:50Don't you even feel a shred of guilt?
00:00:53Hey!
00:00:54We're talking to you!
00:00:56Answer me, bitch!
00:01:00Nothing I say is going to change your mind anyway.
00:01:03You selfish skink.
00:01:04I'm going to put you in your place.
00:01:06For Alex.
00:01:28I was going to go to the court, but then I had another heart attack.
00:01:31So I had surgery, and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks.
00:01:36Too bad you didn't just die.
00:01:40Maybe I should have just died right then and there.
00:01:49Due to the absence of witness testimony, the court has concluded that the cause of Mr. Stephen Brooks' death cannot
00:01:57be determined.
00:01:58The case is hereby dismissed, and both defendants are acquitted.
00:02:04How could you not be here, Isabel?
00:02:07Alex's dad died because of me.
00:02:18Alex, want to share?
00:02:31Come on, Izzy.
00:02:32You need to keep a heart-healthy diet.
00:02:38Here.
00:02:41Have mine.
00:02:45I get why you hate me.
00:02:47I just never thought I'd hurt this much.
00:02:49God, what a dumbass.
00:02:50I mean, the guy's a fireman, right?
00:02:52Not a cop.
00:02:53Plus, he went in there with no weapon.
00:02:54He was basically asking to get stabbed to death.
00:03:03No one talks shit about my dad!
00:03:05Am I wrong, though?
00:03:06I could play the hero, pay the price.
00:03:08He got what he deserved.
00:03:08Fuck you!
00:03:23Alex, stop!
00:03:24Alex, stop!
00:03:30Alex, don't be like this.
00:03:32Your dad wouldn't want it.
00:03:33If you need to, Vin, just take it out on me.
00:03:35Take it out on you?
00:03:37Fine.
00:03:38Go fucking die, Isabelle!
00:03:43Don't worry, Alex.
00:03:45I'll get your wish soon.
00:03:46Isabelle, the surgery went well,
00:03:49but your heart can't handle the stress of any more procedures.
00:03:53You have about one month left to live, at most.
00:04:07Looking for these?
00:04:09Yes.
00:04:10Do you seriously think that you can get away with the murder by pretending to be Little Miss
00:04:14ER?
00:04:18No!
00:04:21Say, if you needed him right, then lick him up.
00:04:29Is that the brand new phone?
00:04:31Who gave you the money for that?
00:04:32Was it the murderers who bribed you to stay silent?
00:04:35My mom gave it to me.
00:04:36Oh, Takimaj.
00:04:40Why are we so nervous?
00:04:41Is it because you have incriminating evidence on here?
00:04:43All the videos I made for Alex are on there.
00:04:45I can't let him see those.
00:04:46Hi, Alex.
00:04:48I just wanted to say that I love you.
00:04:52I might not ever get a chance to tell you in person, so.
00:04:57Give it to me!
00:04:58Hold her!
00:04:58Hold her!
00:04:59Hold her!
00:05:01Oh, let's use Face ID to unlock it.
00:05:03I want to see what kind of dirty little secrets this bitch is hiding.
00:05:08Smile, sweetheart.
00:05:15Hi, Alex.
00:05:17I just wanted to say that...
00:05:22What are you doing?
00:05:23Alex, help.
00:05:29Alex, help.
00:05:32We were just trying to get back at her for you, bro.
00:05:34Practice starts in five minutes.
00:05:36Get your asses to the pool.
00:05:38Right.
00:05:39It's been practice.
00:05:41I almost thought he was here to save me.
00:05:43You idiots want to get kicked off varsity?
00:05:46Go!
00:05:51Alex, can I join you for your swim practice?
00:05:54I can be your personal cheerleader.
00:06:01Coming to the swim meet tomorrow?
00:06:03We've already got an army of fangirls going.
00:06:06Doesn't matter if I go.
00:06:07You really don't know.
00:06:10Know what?
00:06:12Alex, I don't care about those other girls.
00:06:14I only want you cheering me on.
00:06:22Yeah.
00:06:22Sure.
00:06:32Alex, you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me.
00:06:38I'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again.
00:06:42Your court's decision isn't going to change.
00:06:43I'm not going to give up.
00:06:45Not until the murderers who killed Alex's father are brought to justice.
00:06:52That's the judge.
00:06:55Jeez.
00:06:59Ms. Spencer, the case is closed and I'm not reopening it.
00:07:04It's over.
00:07:05I'll testify.
00:07:06Please reopen the case.
00:07:11Please.
00:07:12Please.
00:07:13Please.
00:07:13Please.
00:07:15Hey, Alex.
00:07:17So, today I went to go see Judge Roberts.
00:07:20I tried to get him to reopen the case.
00:07:22But he said no.
00:07:25I'm not going to give up, though.
00:07:27I promised you.
00:07:30And I'm going to keep my word.
00:07:34Hey, love bug.
00:07:36How was school?
00:07:38Oh, my.
00:07:40What happened?
00:07:41Is someone bullying you at school?
00:07:44Well, I just fell.
00:07:45How?
00:07:46Everyone at school loves me.
00:07:47Listen, I have great news.
00:07:49The lawyer finally called me back and he said we might be able to reopen the Brooks case.
00:07:54We're finally going to take those killers to justice.
00:07:59That's creepy.
00:08:00I know, honey.
00:08:02Just unexpectedly, Judge Roberts just changed his mind.
00:08:06You should tell Alex the good news.
00:08:09No, not yet.
00:08:10I don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out.
00:08:12I know this is important to you.
00:08:14But don't forget to take care of your own health.
00:08:16No, don't worry about me.
00:08:18I want to get justice for Alex's dad.
00:08:22When did my little girl grow up so fast?
00:08:24All right.
00:08:25Go get him, Tiger.
00:08:27But now I love you to the moon and back.
00:08:31I love you too, Mom.
00:08:34You know, some people, they say they have the best mom.
00:08:35But I really do have the best mom.
00:08:45Mrs. Spencer, your daughter only has a month left.
00:08:51I'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days.
00:09:02I wish Alex was here.
00:09:22Whoa.
00:09:24Why did he get so ripped?
00:09:26Don't pretend.
00:09:27I saw you checking me out.
00:09:30You.
00:09:31No.
00:09:31No, I was just spacing out.
00:09:33Oh, really?
00:09:34Mm-hmm.
00:09:34You're telling me that this doesn't make you drool?
00:09:37You could strip butt naked.
00:09:38And it would do nothing for me.
00:09:41Yeah?
00:09:41Then let's put that to the test.
00:09:43Do it.
00:09:44I dare you.
00:09:46Okay.
00:10:11Oh, God.
00:10:12Oh, God.
00:10:12I didn't see anything wrong.
00:10:14I swear.
00:10:31Hey, Alex.
00:10:32I've got notes from chemistry.
00:10:34You missed it because of practice.
00:10:36Um, you know, you gotta study up if we're going to the same college.
00:10:53Why would I want to go to the same college as you?
00:10:59So, I made up my mind.
00:11:02I'm going to go to Princeton for undergrad.
00:11:04And then Columbia for med school.
00:11:07And once I graduate, I'm going to join Doctors Without Borders.
00:11:12What about you?
00:11:14I'll go wherever you go.
00:11:19I just wanted to help you study.
00:11:22Your mom wants you to go to a good school.
00:11:24My mom is in a mental hospital because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered.
00:11:31And the people who did it got to walk away as if nothing ever happened.
00:11:37And who do you think is responsible for that?
00:11:41I'm sorry.
00:11:42Sorry?
00:11:42You're sorry?
00:11:44You think that's enough?
00:11:46The sorry's going to bring my dad back.
00:11:48The sorry's going to help my mom.
00:11:50No, I'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies.
00:11:55No, remember this.
00:11:56I will never forgive you.
00:11:58Not for the rest of my life.
00:12:10Alex Brooks?
00:12:12Alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick.
00:12:16You practically killed his father.
00:12:19Now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine.
00:12:24She's right.
00:12:25I shouldn't even be here.
00:12:28And why come to school if I don't even have a future ahead of me?
00:12:35Alex, if you don't want to see me, I'll stay out of your sight.
00:12:40Please, I know it hurts.
00:12:42And I know that you're mad.
00:12:44But don't give up on your own future.
00:13:07Depeside, spots reserved.
00:13:13Reserved?
00:13:13Reserved since when?
00:13:15Always has been.
00:13:16Always will be.
00:13:18I always want you by my side.
00:13:20Beautiful.
00:13:22Great.
00:13:22Congratulations.
00:13:25Great.
00:13:27Jeez.
00:13:28Awesome.
00:13:28Can I see?
00:13:29Oh, sure.
00:13:31Oscar.
00:13:32Would I be able to get it like this big?
00:13:35That's like wedding picture big.
00:13:39For a funeral, actually.
00:13:42My funeral.
00:13:45A funeral.
00:13:47Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:13:51Because I'm about to die?
00:13:53Yeah, you've been saying that since fucking kindergarten.
00:13:55Come up with a new line already.
00:13:58Let's race.
00:13:59Whoever gets to the top first wins this yummy candy.
00:14:02I can't.
00:14:03My mommy dug my heart to a week.
00:14:06If I run, I'll die.
00:14:09There you go.
00:14:11I will never ever race you again, Isabel.
00:14:13Please don't die.
00:14:16Please don't die.
00:14:16When I grow up, I'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever.
00:14:24If you are going to die, I don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven.
00:14:28So be a good girl and go to hell.
00:14:34Congratulations, everybody.
00:14:36Now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation is just around the corner, you
00:14:42are in the homestretch.
00:14:44But this is not the time for senioritis.
00:14:47Let's make these last few weeks count and finish strong.
00:14:51All right.
00:14:57Alex, where'd you get in?
00:15:00Um, Yale.
00:15:03Wow.
00:15:04Only the best for my Alex.
00:15:06What are you going to major in?
00:15:08Pre-med.
00:15:09Oh, you want to be a doctor.
00:15:10How come?
00:15:14Uh, I'm going to become a doctor.
00:15:17I'm going to fix your arm.
00:15:19I won't let you die.
00:15:23It's a promise, son.
00:15:29Tell my mom.
00:15:32At least Alex hasn't given up on his future.
00:15:34I'll be a nurse.
00:15:36We can work at the same hospital together.
00:15:38Ooh, who doesn't love a good nurse-doctor romance, huh?
00:15:42You guys will be perfect for each other.
00:15:57Forget that, freak.
00:15:59Hasn't she hurt you enough already?
00:16:13Hey, love book.
00:16:15It's me, mom.
00:16:17I'm right here.
00:16:20Oh, thank God you're awake.
00:16:23I don't know.
00:16:26I think it's okay if I...
00:16:28If I take a break from school.
00:16:30Yes, of course.
00:16:32I think your teachers will understand.
00:16:34This is great.
00:16:36Now I get to spend more time with my precious girl.
00:16:39If I don't go to school, maybe Alex can graduate in peace.
00:16:51Wait.
00:16:52What's Isabel's mom doing here?
00:16:57Mr. Mills, I want to let you know that Isabel will be taking a leave of absence.
00:17:17Isabel, are you dropping out of school?
00:17:21Why do you care?
00:17:22I thought you didn't want to see me.
00:17:24Just answer me.
00:17:25Are you dropping out or not?
00:17:27Do you want to stay out of your sight?
00:17:28There you go again.
00:17:29Doing everything on your terms.
00:17:31You owe me.
00:17:33That means I decide how you repay me.
00:17:35Isabel, if you drop out, you are throwing your college dreams out the window.
00:17:40You think trashing your future is going to make up for my dad's death?
00:17:43It's not that damn simple.
00:17:45Isabel, is going to take your medication.
00:17:48Wait, Isabel, are you at the hospital?
00:17:55Hey, Alex.
00:17:57Ten days till graduation.
00:18:00They keep poking me, so I have all these bruises.
00:18:04A few days ago, I went into heart failure again.
00:18:07So they put me on a resuscitation machine.
00:18:10People don't normally live past that, but I did.
00:18:13But I won't die, not until I bring your father's murderers to justice.
00:18:19Isabel?
00:18:24Are you here to see me?
00:18:30Why are you wearing a beanie in June?
00:18:33And what's wrong with your hair?
00:18:37Your hair?
00:18:42I, Isabel Spencer, promise that my testimony is the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.
00:18:49On the night of June 18th, I was walking home alone.
00:18:54It was them.
00:18:55I never forget their faces.
00:18:57They tried to assault me.
00:18:59Help!
00:19:00But, Mr. Brooks, he saved me.
00:19:06Help!
00:19:12But he lost his life.
00:19:15Help!
00:19:16Please!
00:19:17Please, somebody help!
00:19:19He died trying to save me.
00:19:23Based on the new witness's testimony, the court finds defendants Brad Baker and Robert Ross guilty of murder in the
00:19:41second degree and sentences them to 20 years in state prison.
00:19:48See, Alex?
00:19:49I meant what I said.
00:19:50I promised I'd bring your dad's killers to justice.
00:20:05Hey.
00:20:06Thanks.
00:20:07No.
00:20:09Sorry, I, I should have been here the first time.
00:20:11My mom was unusually lucid today.
00:20:15She said that I shouldn't resent you anymore.
00:20:17Do you still resent me?
00:20:18I don't know.
00:20:21But every time that I look at you, it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom
00:20:27fell apart.
00:20:29I don't think we should see each other again.
00:20:32Okay.
00:20:35I'm going to die soon, Alex.
00:20:37So don't worry.
00:20:39This is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me.
00:20:42I don't think we should see each other again.
00:20:58Okay.
00:21:03This is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me.
00:21:32Hey, hon.
00:21:33How are you feeling?
00:21:38I feel good.
00:21:42Well, what day is it?
00:21:44June 9th.
00:21:45Why?
00:21:47You have a date to the dance?
00:21:50No.
00:21:51What?
00:21:52Hey, what if we just went together?
00:21:55Is that like a formal invite?
00:21:58I mean, if it was, what would your answer be?
00:22:04Yes.
00:22:06Cool.
00:22:07I'll see you at the day of the dance then.
00:22:10Cool.
00:22:18Today's a crowd dance.
00:22:20I have to go.
00:22:21Oh, Isabel, your heart.
00:22:23Mom, please.
00:22:25This might be the only dance I ever get to go to.
00:22:30I know I can't actually dance, but maybe, maybe I can watch?
00:22:35Fine.
00:22:36I'm not going to stop you from seeing Alex, but take it easy.
00:22:40All right?
00:22:41We've had enough close calls at the ER.
00:22:43Thank you, Mom.
00:22:44I love you.
00:22:46I love you.
00:22:57You seriously still struggling with this?
00:22:59It's so easy.
00:23:01Maybe I just want you to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life.
00:23:06Dummy.
00:23:16What happened to Isabel?
00:23:17I haven't seen her in a week.
00:23:39Alex?
00:23:40Whoa.
00:23:52Have a nice life, Alex.
00:23:55Now you can say goodbye to me forever, just like you wanted.
00:24:16Come on.
00:24:17Dance it this way.
00:24:22Izzy.
00:24:23Izzy.
00:24:23Oh, my God.
00:24:24Hey, Mom.
00:24:25I'm going to take you to the hospital.
00:24:28Izzy.
00:24:29Izzy.
00:24:30Izzy.
00:24:43Izzy.
00:24:44Izzy.
00:24:44Izzy.
00:24:59Izzy.
00:25:01What the hell, Alex?
00:25:04Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with me?
00:25:06Don't call her that.
00:25:16what's wrong nothing thanks
00:25:24spencer alex please come is about to die
00:25:33alex alex where are you
00:25:39no no no this can't be real
00:25:49isabel you can't die
00:26:03isabel young man you can't be in here
00:26:05you need to leave no no i'm not leaving
00:26:08that's my isabel that's my isy i need to see
00:26:23this can't be real
00:26:44is this chauffeur a young lady no it's not her
00:26:55please spencer please just pick up
00:27:02excuse me do you know what room isabel spencer's in
00:27:07she's 18 hair down to here she's really thin big beautiful eyes the kind you never forget
00:27:14alex
00:27:18looking for me
00:27:23wait what isabel
00:27:28what's going on your mom called and said you're about to die
00:27:31are you okay
00:27:34my mom she's so overdramatic i just had a minor surgery
00:27:38completely fine
00:27:41do you think this is funny or something
00:27:44what
00:27:44jesus christ isabel what you you had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death
00:27:51what's next huh you're gonna invite me to your fake fucking funeral
00:27:55this is not what happened
00:27:56no no don't call me again
00:27:57not even on your deathbed
00:28:00because i don't care anymore
00:28:01for that one fucking bit
00:28:20isabel what are you doing out here you just got out of surgery
00:28:27is that alex
00:28:29baby i'm sorry i called him
00:28:31i just thought it was important for you guys to have closure
00:28:35it's okay mom
00:28:37it doesn't matter
00:28:39can we go home
00:28:41i really don't want to die
00:28:54hey alex
00:28:56five days till graduation
00:28:59um you said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday but i know you didn't mean them
00:29:07sometimes i just get sad
00:29:09thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were
00:29:14but i want you to be happy
00:29:18and so i hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit
00:29:26do you remember this
00:29:29you left it here
00:29:32it means a lot to me
00:29:53wait
00:29:55isabel you
00:29:57you sure you want this
00:29:59one hundred percent
00:30:01i don't want to die a virgin
00:30:03yeah but
00:30:05why me
00:30:08because you're my best friend
00:30:11the only one who'd agree to do this
00:30:14the only person who wouldn't think i'm crazy for making such a request
00:30:17yeah
00:30:18great okay
00:30:20then um
00:30:22how do you want to get started
00:30:25you tell me
00:30:26i'm the virgin here
00:30:27well uh
00:30:30actually you're not the only
00:30:32virgin here
00:30:33now what about the cheerleader last summer
00:30:36that was just a rumor is he
00:30:39i'm not the hookup kind of guy
00:30:42actually i've been
00:30:43waiting
00:30:46waiting for what
00:30:50i've been waiting for you
00:30:52izzy
00:30:53i wanted you to be my first
00:30:57nothing
00:30:59i'm ready if you are
00:31:16i'm ready too
00:31:22i'll be gentle
00:31:24i promise
00:31:34that was my first kiss
00:31:37i want to
00:31:55oh my god
00:31:56am i really losing my virginity to my best friend
00:32:04what the hell are you kids doing
00:32:08homework
00:32:08homework
00:32:11is the last thing you gave me
00:32:17so now it is time to give it back
00:32:35alex
00:32:37anyone home
00:32:56so he got into princeton too
00:33:01since we were five
00:33:03alex and i have spent countless hours together in this room
00:33:07playing games
00:33:09building blanket forts
00:33:12all kinds of stupid stuff
00:33:15but i never come in here anymore
00:33:17not since alex's dad died
00:33:28my eyes are up here
00:33:31yeah sorry
00:33:33just uh
00:33:34people at school said you have
00:33:37three nipples
00:33:38and i was just curious
00:33:41you're not seriously listening to those rumors
00:33:44you could have just asked me
00:33:45yeah
00:33:46sorry
00:33:47you're right
00:33:49definitely
00:33:49shouldn't listen to those idiots
00:33:54you know what
00:33:55just to prove the gossip wrong
00:33:57i'll show you
00:33:58what
00:34:05so
00:34:06how many do i have
00:34:09two
00:34:10two
00:34:11perfect
00:34:13one
00:34:21this will probably be the last time i'm ever in this room
00:34:29goodbye alex
00:34:37oh my god alex
00:34:39you're finally showing me your room
00:34:41will i be the first girl who's seen it
00:34:50wow
00:34:52i never thought i'd set foot inside the room of the alex brooks
00:34:59sorry it's late
00:35:00i think you should leave
00:35:01don't be such a killjoy alex
00:35:03i have a surprise for you
00:35:05i have
00:35:13uh
00:35:14uh
00:35:16yes
00:35:16so i
00:35:17i should definitely
00:35:18leave
00:35:19you sure you want me to leave
00:35:21you said your parents are out
00:35:22which means we have the whole place to ourselves
00:35:29i can do anything that you want alex
00:35:33i'm yours
00:35:37see
00:35:39i'm already wet for you
00:35:48yes
00:35:50oh that's it
00:35:51oh that's it baby
00:35:55alex do you want me
00:35:56yes
00:35:57is he who wants you
00:36:00did alex just say my name
00:36:03uh
00:36:03what did you say
00:36:05did you just call me izzy
00:36:10i uh
00:36:24isabel
00:36:25what are you doing in my closet
00:36:32alex
00:36:32i'm
00:36:34i'm so sorry
00:36:35i didn't know you'd be back
00:36:36what the fuck
00:36:37isabel what are you doing here
00:36:39what else
00:36:40she's being a creepy stalker as usual
00:36:43seriously isabel
00:36:44hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking
00:36:47alex no that's not what i was doing
00:36:49i just
00:36:49i just
00:36:50i'm just gonna return something
00:36:51to you
00:36:52it's yours
00:36:55what the hell is that
00:36:59a raggedy old t-shirt
00:37:02alex this is yours
00:37:12you sure you want this
00:37:14one hundred percent
00:37:18what
00:37:19you think you can win alex back with a dirty old t-shirt
00:37:22no that's not what
00:37:25alex do you even want this
00:37:37why would i want some dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:37:40means nothing to me
00:37:44hear that
00:37:45get the fuck out
00:37:47alex doesn't want you here
00:37:53she's right
00:37:54you should leave
00:38:02don't let that loser ruin the mood
00:38:04i know that you only said her name because you hate her so much
00:38:08i can help you forget all about her
00:38:11so we stop i'm not in the mood
00:38:13oh wait we can try something else then
00:38:16you'll love it
00:38:20zoe i'm serious stop
00:38:21stop resisting it's gonna feel amazing
00:38:24i promise
00:38:27you
00:38:27i said no
00:38:29leave me the fuck alone
00:38:30what the fuck is wrong with you alex
00:38:33you're sick in the head just like that psycho freak isabel
00:38:36i fucking hate you asshole
00:38:44damn it isabel
00:38:46why do you make everything so fucking difficult
00:39:03where is it should be right here
00:39:06looking for this
00:39:15i mean don't think it means something whatever
00:39:20i just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it
00:39:38good morning sunshine i made pancakes
00:39:44hey mom
00:39:46i'm going to the care home to visit alex's mom
00:39:50don't worry i'll be back soon
00:39:53miss brooks
00:39:55sorry it took me so long to visit
00:39:56i know that
00:39:58it's because of me that you're like this
00:40:00if it wasn't for me then
00:40:01you and mr brooks would still be together
00:40:04happily in love like before
00:40:11i have missed you my love
00:40:13i have been thinking about you all day
00:40:16even when training your new recruits
00:40:18even while putting out fires and
00:40:20rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree
00:40:26gross
00:40:26son one of these days you're gonna fall in love
00:40:29and then you'll know exactly how we feel
00:40:33if i could turn back time i'd make it so that he never saved me that night
00:40:37don't don't cry my dear
00:40:38you ruin your pretty face
00:40:41okay i'll stop
00:40:43good news
00:40:45alex got into princeton
00:40:47and what about you my dear
00:40:49i'm not going anywhere
00:40:51ever
00:40:52i'll probably die here
00:40:54be buried here
00:40:56for all eternity
00:40:59what are you talking about
00:41:03alex i was just visiting your mom
00:41:05i didn't know you'd be here too
00:41:06what are you saying
00:41:08you know she's on one
00:41:09you know she can't handle any more stress right now
00:41:11alex i
00:41:12it's torturing me not enough
00:41:14you really need to drag my mom into this too
00:41:18hey
00:41:19don't speak to a lady like that
00:41:22are those for me
00:41:24yes mom
00:41:26they're uh yellow roses
00:41:28your favorite
00:41:29you remember how
00:41:30dad used to
00:41:31always bring you those
00:41:36steven
00:41:37steven you're back
00:41:40oh i missed you so much
00:41:42you were gone fighting fires for so long this time
00:41:48isabel
00:41:54i've been thinking about it
00:41:56about my parents
00:41:58and about us
00:42:00i think i figured it out
00:42:02i don't hate you anymore
00:42:05really?
00:42:06but what happened
00:42:08it can't be undone
00:42:10i can't go back to how things were
00:42:23so after graduation
00:42:25i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:42:27and we are going to forget
00:42:29everything in it
00:42:31including you
00:42:34you see
00:42:38this is goodbye alex
00:42:40forever
00:42:44goodbye my izzy
00:42:55steven let's go
00:43:12i heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital
00:43:19it's not just brilliant it's ridiculously hot
00:43:27hello everybody
00:43:28welcome to the presbyterian hospital
00:43:30for the next three months i will be your attending physician
00:43:35alright
00:43:36so that's all from me
00:43:37there are no further questions
00:43:39you're free to go
00:43:44actually i did have a question
00:43:47are you from after work?
00:43:50shelly
00:43:50yeah i'm sorry
00:43:52i'm busy
00:43:54and
00:43:55this is a hospital
00:43:56please adhere to the dress codes
00:43:59thank you
00:44:02dude that was harsh
00:44:03would it really kill you to cut me some slack?
00:44:06i've known you since college
00:44:07i've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl
00:44:10yeah
00:44:12hey but
00:44:13chicks aren't your thing man i'm not the one to judge
00:44:15fuck off man
00:44:16mind your own business for once
00:44:21yo alex how you been man?
00:44:24our ten year high school reunion's coming up soon
00:44:26you going?
00:44:28i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:44:30and we are going to forget everything in it
00:44:33including you
00:44:35you see
00:44:37isabel
00:44:38are you gonna be there?
00:44:49yo alex you made it man
00:44:51hey man
00:44:54look who's here everyone
00:44:56the legend of evergreen high
00:44:58the captain of the swim team
00:45:01alex brooks
00:45:04i envy you
00:45:05you disappeared for ten years
00:45:06and everybody still loves you
00:45:08was everyone invited?
00:45:09yeah i'm pretty sure everyone's coming
00:45:11oh except for zoe
00:45:13she's getting divorced from her third husband
00:45:15uh... i guess you probably don't care about that
00:45:19why?
00:45:19who are you expecting to see?
00:45:22no one?
00:45:24isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways
00:45:26after all the terrible things i said
00:45:29i can't blame her
00:45:30oh
00:45:34i know who you're waiting for
00:45:35your little uh... childhood sweetheart isabel
00:45:38what do they call her?
00:45:39little miss uh...
00:45:40little miss emergency room
00:45:41hey don't call her that
00:45:45dude
00:45:46come on man don't be so hurt
00:45:49your little izzy's dead
00:45:51nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a graveyard
00:45:54what the fuck did you just...
00:45:55whoa whoa
00:45:56hey whoa whoa whoa hey man
00:45:58you were drunk
00:45:58back off
00:45:59i ain't drunk
00:46:01shit i've never been much sober in my life
00:46:03remember that one time
00:46:04by the swimming pool
00:46:05when we roasted her super hard
00:46:07hey man get your shit together
00:46:09no no no let them finish
00:46:12attention everyone
00:46:13it's show and tell time
00:46:15and boy oh boy
00:46:16do i have something juicy to share with you all
00:46:19see this?
00:46:21it's someone's precious little bucket list
00:46:23things i want to do before i die
00:46:25number one travel to paris
00:46:26number two set off fireworks on the beach
00:46:28no no no no no that's my bucket list
00:46:30number three go to prom with alex
00:46:32number four lose my virginity to alex
00:46:38everybody shut up
00:46:41alex i
00:46:41bro she wants you to pop her cherry
00:46:44go home and take her to pound town
00:46:50how embarrassing
00:46:51it only makes me hate you even more
00:47:00see that?
00:47:01alex hates you
00:47:03and now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be
00:47:07you're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain
00:47:12well
00:47:13then i guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head
00:47:17how about we're in the pool
00:47:18no i can't swim
00:47:27alex
00:47:28help me
00:47:30god what did i do
00:47:31i could have saved her
00:47:34man
00:47:35that was fun
00:47:36maybe she got sick for like a month after that
00:47:39and her health just got worse
00:47:42and worse
00:47:43and before long
00:47:44she was dead
00:47:46dunzo
00:47:50you asshole
00:47:51how could you do that she has a heart condition
00:47:55you piece of fucking shit
00:47:59what the fuck
00:48:00man
00:48:01you don't act like you weren't a part of this
00:48:03can you just stood there and let it all happen
00:48:05why would i want some dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:48:08means nothing to me
00:48:26why would i want some dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:48:35means nothing to me
00:48:35i really did go too far with isabel
00:48:38i just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry
00:48:41you said you invited everybody
00:48:44where is izzy
00:48:46dude do you really not know
00:48:48not know what
00:48:50alex
00:48:51isabel died ten years ago
00:48:53right after graduation
00:49:01now you're messing with me man
00:49:03i mean there's no way she could be dead
00:49:05i'm not messing with you
00:49:07all right my uncle works for the county clerk's office
00:49:10he helped mrs spencer register her death
00:49:12i don't believe it
00:49:14no has to be a different isabel spencer
00:49:17my izzy is not dead
00:49:37she must have moved
00:49:38she must have moved
00:49:45the number you have dialed is not in service
00:49:51the number you have dialed
00:49:56the number you have dialed
00:49:57is not in service
00:50:02no
00:50:03no no she can't be dead
00:50:06I'm going to find her.
00:50:08Yeah, I'm going to find her.
00:50:21Who sent this to my house?
00:50:23I'm going to find her.
00:50:54Is he?
00:50:57Alan, are you at the house?
00:51:00Oh, hi, Mom.
00:51:01Remember to clean everything up.
00:51:02Yeah, I will.
00:51:03I'm going to find her.
00:51:07I'm going to find her.
00:51:28I'm going to find her funeral.
00:51:312016?
00:51:32Isabel sent me this 10 years ago.
00:52:02I'm going to find her.
00:52:04special video series for you tomorrow we are one year away from graduation and
00:52:12I'm gonna make you a video every single day and then on graduation I will give
00:52:16them all to you and tell you a crush on you don't you remember Isabel I told you
00:52:25how I feel about you I told you I wouldn't let you drown Isabel I like you I know we've
00:52:44been saying that since you were like fire no I mean
00:52:51who's there oh my god is he hard right now
00:53:15got you now you brats
00:53:22I'm sorry Isabel
00:53:26I didn't let you drown but I let you down
00:53:30I might have been a little bit braver
00:53:33it's a little bit more persistent I could have told you how I felt
00:53:40hi Alex 275 days till graduation I know you want to go to Princeton with me
00:53:48so what's this come on and you are still smiling like it's nothing
00:53:54hi Alex it is now 211 days until graduation today I snuck in
00:54:02tears for me and I saw Zoe she's fell into your arms like a damsel in distress and to make
00:54:09matters worse
00:54:11you hugged her back I'll be honest I was so jealous but then you gave me your trophy so I
00:54:18guess I'll forgive
00:54:18admit it you admit it you like me too
00:54:24hey Alex hey Alex hey Alex
00:54:46hey Alex
00:54:58you were invited
00:55:05I thought you guys would all be gone
00:55:07just wanted to say goodbye to your dad
00:55:08you're not welcome here
00:55:10my dad saved your life
00:55:13and you didn't even show up to testify
00:55:15if he had to sacrifice himself should have been someone who was actually worth it
00:55:23just fucking leave
00:55:25go
00:55:26it's been sorry
00:55:33fuck
00:55:35fuck how so stupid is it about
00:55:38fuck
00:55:42when you were rushing to the hospital for a hard time
00:55:45attack when you were dying on the operating table I didn't believe you
00:55:52I told you to go die
00:55:56I'm so sorry
00:56:05hi Alex
00:56:07one date to graduation
00:56:09I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous
00:56:12Alex I tried to do my makeup
00:56:14but I couldn't even lift the brush
00:56:18but I mean
00:56:20I guess you've already seen me on the ugliest
00:56:21so it's
00:56:22it's whatever
00:56:26Alex I'm scared
00:56:28I don't want to die
00:56:29I want to go to college with you
00:56:32it's not really up to me
00:56:34maybe God just hates me
00:56:36like you do
00:56:38Alex
00:56:39I don't know if there's an afterlife
00:56:41but if there is I really hope to see you there
00:56:44that is if
00:56:46you and God can forgive me for my sins
00:57:01hi Alex
00:57:02happy graduation
00:57:04this is my last video
00:57:07you left town today
00:57:09I saw you packing up
00:57:12but I know you didn't want to see me
00:57:15so I hid behind the curtains
00:57:17and then you looked up at me
00:57:20and you almost thought
00:57:21that you were going to come and say goodbye
00:57:25but then you drove away
00:57:27at least I know you still haven't forgiven me
00:57:30it's okay
00:57:36Isabel
00:57:37Isabel
00:57:40no
00:57:41no
00:57:41you can't be dead
00:57:42you can't be dead
00:57:43you must be doing this because you hate me
00:57:46Isabel
00:57:54Zoe
00:57:57oh my God
00:57:58Alex
00:57:59it's been forever
00:58:00I rushed over as soon as I heard you were back in town
00:58:09yikes
00:58:10looks like a haunted house in here
00:58:13don't worry
00:58:14I can help you spruce it up
00:58:16what are you doing
00:58:17why so cold Alex
00:58:19weren't we a thing back in the day
00:58:21we just hooked up
00:58:22okay we were never official
00:58:25it's still a heartbreaker I see
00:58:27well
00:58:28I was super into you back then
00:58:31okay
00:58:31I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight
00:58:36hmm
00:58:37what's that
00:58:42no
00:58:44nothing
00:58:45oh
00:58:47so
00:58:47even Alex Brooks watches porn every now and then
00:58:51huh
00:58:51I get it
00:58:52you've been single for all these years
00:58:55you
00:58:55need to meet your needs somehow
00:58:59you know I haven't forgotten about you Alex
00:59:01you don't need to do everything by yourself
00:59:03let me fill those needs
00:59:08get out
00:59:10seriously Alex
00:59:12been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole
00:59:21so you came back for Isabel
00:59:24I
00:59:25seriously don't understand
00:59:27why are you not over a bitch who's been dead for 10 years
00:59:29she's not dead
00:59:31stop spreading lies about her
00:59:33you're crazy
00:59:35you need to get your head fucking checked
00:59:40why
00:59:41does everyone say that you're dead
00:59:43they're lying
00:59:45right
00:59:45and where are you Izzy
00:59:52so that's where you are
00:59:55I'm coming Izzy
01:00:04hello Mrs. Spencer
01:00:07Alex
01:00:12thanks
01:00:12it's been ages
01:00:13what have you been up to all these years
01:00:16I became a heart surgeon
01:00:18a heart surgeon
01:00:19that's fantastic
01:00:20you found a great career
01:00:21it was Isabel's dream to be
01:00:24working with Doctors Without Borders
01:00:27if she were still around
01:00:28I bet she'd be in some
01:00:29foreign place saving lives
01:00:32if
01:00:32she was still around
01:00:35holy shit
01:00:36is Mrs. Spencer in on this too
01:00:38is she helping Izzy hide from me
01:00:41Mrs. Spencer
01:00:42do you know where Isabel's living now
01:00:45I
01:00:46have something I need to talk to her about
01:00:50Isabel
01:00:50are you in there
01:01:11sorry Mrs. Spencer
01:01:12I gotta get going
01:01:14see you again soon
01:01:18no
01:01:19no it's a lie
01:01:20she can't be dead
01:01:21I promise
01:01:22I'll become a doctor
01:01:23and I'll fix her heart
01:01:24I'm gonna find her doctor
01:01:25from before
01:01:26he knows her conditions
01:01:27better than anyone
01:01:29yes
01:01:29Isabel Spencer
01:01:31how could I forget her
01:01:32it's been almost a decade
01:01:34since anybody mentioned her
01:01:35has she not gotten treatment
01:01:36for a decade
01:01:37she was a stubborn girl
01:01:38she once insisted on being
01:01:40discharged
01:01:41right after surgery
01:01:42said something about
01:01:43needing to
01:01:44testify in court
01:01:45for a friend
01:01:47I don't think we should
01:01:49see each other again
01:01:52you were in so much pain
01:01:54but I didn't see it
01:01:55come to think of it
01:01:57I remember you now
01:01:59you used to come visit her
01:02:01when she was sick
01:02:02but why'd you stop visiting
01:02:04towards the end
01:02:05toward the end
01:02:07you're full of us too
01:02:12it's not true
01:02:12it's not true right Izzy
01:02:15you can't be dead
01:02:17Alex
01:03:00how is it?
01:03:02disgusting
01:03:03liar
01:03:04no
01:03:05but if you really want to taste
01:03:06I have the perfect solution
01:03:07what's that?
01:03:12well
01:03:13how was it?
01:03:14disgustingly sweet right?
01:03:15I think he just wanted to kiss me
01:03:20Isabel
01:03:20how could you just die?
01:03:22how could you disappear
01:03:23just like that?
01:03:25maybe it's really true
01:03:26maybe she really is
01:03:27gone
01:03:31Isabel
01:03:33Isabel
01:03:35Isabel
01:03:41Isabel
01:03:42I knew it was you
01:03:43I knew you weren't dead
01:03:46I knew you weren't dead
01:03:48I'm time to see
01:03:54Why is everyone saying
01:03:56that you died
01:03:56the summer you graduated
01:03:57high school?
01:03:59I had to leave the city
01:04:02leave all the pain behind
01:04:06Hey
01:04:07I ended up back here in the end
01:04:09Alex
01:04:10have you forgiven me?
01:04:12I told you
01:04:13I don't hate you anymore
01:04:15listen I was
01:04:16so young
01:04:17and dumb back then
01:04:18okay
01:04:18for the last 10 years
01:04:19I have thought about you
01:04:20every day
01:04:21hell
01:04:21every minute
01:04:22every second
01:04:23me too
01:04:25it's not too late
01:04:26Isabel
01:04:26we can start over
01:04:28I'm never gonna let you
01:04:29leave my side again
01:04:32sorry about the mess
01:04:34no one's been in this house
01:04:35for years
01:04:36but
01:04:36you can stay here
01:04:37with me now
01:04:42how are you?
01:04:44how's your heart?
01:04:45I've been good
01:04:46yeah
01:04:47my health has improved
01:04:48a lot
01:04:48still not perfect
01:04:50my mom moved in
01:04:51with my grandma
01:04:51and then
01:04:52I left for college
01:04:54came back after graduation
01:04:56so why didn't you just
01:04:57move back into your old house?
01:04:59or cause it
01:05:00is it because
01:05:01you didn't want to see me?
01:05:02I just needed
01:05:03somewhere
01:05:04close to work
01:05:06why wouldn't I
01:05:06want to see you?
01:05:15so you know everything?
01:05:17I am so sorry
01:05:18Isabel
01:05:19I should have
01:05:20protected you
01:05:21been there
01:05:22for you
01:05:23but I treated you
01:05:24terribly
01:05:25do you hate me?
01:05:26I could never
01:05:27hate you
01:05:35sorry
01:05:37just really excited
01:05:38to see you
01:05:39it's fine
01:05:40it's ok
01:05:41don't worry about it
01:05:43I just got back to
01:05:44it's pretty
01:05:45empty in here
01:05:46how about we go
01:05:47get some of the
01:05:49yeah?
01:05:50ok
01:05:57what can I get you sir?
01:06:00pancakes
01:06:01definitely pancakes
01:06:02you're probably craving
01:06:03them as usual
01:06:04it's been ten years
01:06:05surprised you remember
01:06:06how could I forget?
01:06:09I'll take a burger
01:06:10and pancakes
01:06:11for the lady
01:06:20hey there handsome
01:06:22I'm alone too
01:06:24you mind if I slide in?
01:06:27uh yeah
01:06:27we do mind
01:06:29we?
01:06:31me and the beautiful
01:06:32girl sitting right
01:06:32in front of me
01:06:34she's the only girl
01:06:35I like
01:06:36and that's how
01:06:36it's been for a long
01:06:37long time
01:06:40weirdo
01:06:41could have just
01:06:42said no
01:06:46it's crazy
01:06:48I also like the guy
01:06:49sitting across from me
01:06:51and I have for a
01:06:52long long time
01:06:58your total for today
01:06:59comes out to
01:06:5955.43
01:07:02you wanna get that to go?
01:07:04it'll make a good
01:07:04midnight star
01:07:07sir I don't mean to pry
01:07:08but who exactly
01:07:10are you speaking to?
01:07:12uh
01:07:14my girlfriend
01:07:16but sir there's
01:07:17no one there
01:07:20what do you mean?
01:07:29oh
01:07:31there she is
01:07:37be right back
01:07:43what you're feeling
01:07:44for dinner Izzy
01:07:44and don't say
01:07:45pancakes again
01:07:48Isabel?
01:07:54we have a visual
01:07:55on target
01:07:57there is no
01:07:58what she's about
01:07:58you
01:08:02sorry I didn't mean
01:08:02to wake you
01:08:03I wanted to see
01:08:04what you want
01:08:04for dinner
01:08:05I'll help
01:08:08promise you'll
01:08:09never leave my side
01:08:10again
01:08:10I promise
01:08:12you saw my videos
01:08:14you know that
01:08:15you're my one
01:08:15and only
01:08:21you already missed
01:08:21out on a decade
01:08:22and I don't want
01:08:23to waste any more
01:08:24time
01:08:24are you saying
01:08:25that you want
01:08:26to be official?
01:08:27if I am
01:08:28and what's your
01:08:29answer?
01:08:31yes
01:08:31a thousand percent
01:08:33yes
01:08:37forever
01:08:39till we get old
01:08:40and gray
01:09:07what are you watching?
01:09:08a shiny
01:09:09actually really
01:09:10scary
01:09:12you're so warm
01:09:18how do people
01:09:19watch this?
01:09:21you're not scared?
01:09:22oh yes
01:09:23scared to death
01:09:25I'm sorry
01:09:29hold it any tighter
01:09:30and I think
01:09:30you're going to
01:09:31snap it in half
01:09:33sorry
01:09:34it's okay
01:09:35I just said
01:09:35you were holding it
01:09:36tight
01:09:37not that I want
01:09:38you to stop
01:09:39I like the way
01:09:39you touch me
01:09:49I want you
01:09:50with me
01:10:16Isabelle?
01:10:33I want you to do it
01:10:44I want you to do it
01:10:46I almost thought
01:10:47you left
01:10:53I'm not going anywhere
01:10:55I told you I'd stay
01:10:56with you
01:10:56remember?
01:10:59Isabelle
01:11:01let's get married
01:11:04nothing more
01:11:04I want you to do it
01:11:06I want you to do it
01:11:34can you come?
01:11:36can you come?
01:11:36it's this Sunday
01:11:37at the church
01:11:41what's wrong?
01:11:42who's on the phone?
01:11:44Alex you look like you've just seen a ghost
01:11:45who was it?
01:11:46nothing
01:11:48just scam
01:11:50as long as long as you're by my side
01:11:51that's all that matters
01:11:57Alex?
01:11:58hello
01:11:59I'm sorry
01:12:00it's nothing
01:12:04June 23rd
01:12:06the anniversary of
01:12:08my dad's death
01:12:10can I go with you this time?
01:12:13yeah
01:12:14I love that
01:12:22hey dad
01:12:24me
01:12:36I've been good
01:12:38mom's doing a lot better too now
01:12:40you don't need to worry
01:12:42you'd want me to move on
01:12:43let go of my resentment
01:12:45I finally have
01:12:49Isabelle said she's going to marry me
01:12:54we're going to start our own family together
01:13:10hey what's up?
01:13:18I
01:13:19sorry
01:13:19I
01:13:20I didn't mean to scare you
01:13:22I didn't think I'd react like that
01:13:24it's okay
01:13:25you don't have to look
01:13:26okay
01:13:27let's go
01:13:32sorry
01:13:34I didn't mean to scare you
01:13:35I
01:13:36didn't think I was going to react like that
01:13:38it's okay
01:13:40how about a massage
01:13:55you selfish bitch
01:13:57go to hell
01:14:15don't you help me
01:14:16now I'm already dead
01:14:18I hate you
01:14:19and I never want to see you again
01:14:25Isabelle
01:14:41Isabelle
01:14:50Isabelle
01:14:54didn't you hear me yelling
01:14:55why didn't you answer me
01:14:55listen up
01:14:56I can't breathe
01:14:58Isabelle
01:14:59sorry
01:15:00I swear you didn't hear you
01:15:03what's wrong
01:15:03nothing
01:15:05just a nightmare
01:15:07Isabelle
01:15:08will you marry me
01:15:10like I can't handle this constant fear of losing you
01:15:13I want to marry you
01:15:15Isabelle
01:15:16to be with you always
01:15:17day and night
01:15:19year after year
01:15:20okay
01:15:21yeah let's do it
01:15:25great
01:15:26all right
01:15:26you go
01:15:27pick out a dress
01:15:28and I'll call the church
01:15:29and buy you a ring
01:15:31oh and I'll call our moms
01:15:33hey mom
01:15:35I'm getting married
01:15:36to Izzy
01:15:38the wedding's tomorrow
01:15:39same place you and dad got married
01:15:42hope you can make it
01:15:54why isn't the pastor here yet
01:15:57we're just early
01:15:59we'll be very soon
01:16:03mom
01:16:06mom why is Dr. Hurt here
01:16:09no offense doc
01:16:10but this is a family only wedding
01:16:13mom what's wrong
01:16:15Alex
01:16:15can you still see Isabelle
01:16:17right now
01:16:18yeah of course
01:16:19she's right in front of me
01:16:22have you been keeping up with your meds
01:16:23do you remember why
01:16:24I prescribed them in the first place
01:16:29they're for treating hallucinations
01:16:34hallucinations
01:16:35what are you
01:16:35what are you talking about
01:16:36like
01:16:37Isabelle she's alive
01:16:38she's right
01:16:38she's right here in front of me
01:16:39I'm not hallucinating her
01:16:40deep down
01:16:41you already know the truth
01:16:43don't you
01:16:44you're just too afraid to admit it
01:16:47to admit the truth
01:16:48that Isabelle died
01:16:5010 years ago
01:16:53no mom
01:16:53why would you say that
01:16:54she's alive and well
01:16:55why would you say that
01:16:56she's
01:17:03Isabelle
01:17:04isabelle
01:17:05isabelle
01:17:05no no no no she has to be here
01:17:10she scared her off
01:17:11she scared her off
01:17:13wake up Alex
01:17:15Isabelle is dead
01:17:17how long are you going to keep lying to yourself
01:17:20no no mom
01:17:21she's not
01:17:21she's alive
01:17:22she is she really is
01:17:24you think she's alive
01:17:25I'll take you to see her right now
01:17:36take a good look
01:17:38what does it say
01:17:47no no
01:17:49oh no
01:17:49Isabelle
01:17:52no anything
01:17:53anyone but her
01:17:54anyone but Isabelle
01:17:55no
01:17:56anyone but you
01:17:58no please
01:17:59no
01:17:59no
01:18:18Alex
01:18:19I'm here to take you
01:18:21we can finally be together
01:18:40Alex
01:18:42Alex
01:18:47Miss Spencer
01:18:49your mother told me
01:18:50you haven't been doing too well lately
01:18:51I'm uh
01:18:53I'm fine
01:18:54I'm just trying to find Isabelle
01:18:58Alex
01:19:00I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth
01:19:02but Isabelle
01:19:06Isabelle's dead
01:19:07how did she die 10 years ago
01:19:09and we have no choice but to accept it
01:19:11I can't accept that
01:19:13you'll never accept that
01:19:15how can I accept it
01:19:16the last time I saw her I said the most
01:19:20there was horrible things to her
01:19:22and those words to echo
01:19:24in my mind all the time
01:19:26I mean that's the last
01:19:27memory she has of me
01:19:30how can I forgive myself
01:19:32I love her
01:19:34and I never got to tell her
01:19:37Alex
01:19:38don't beat yourself up
01:19:39Isabelle wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her
01:19:43can you be so sure
01:19:45I can't tell her that I love her
01:19:47what is the point
01:19:48of going on living
01:19:54when I was organizing
01:19:55Isabelle's thanks
01:19:56I found this
01:19:58this is her last words to you
01:20:00I hope this helps you understand
01:20:03how she felt
01:20:09hey Alex
01:20:13my time on earth was short
01:20:15but I'm leaving with no regrets
01:20:17because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world
01:20:21you
01:20:22Alex Brooks
01:20:23I hope that in a world without me
01:20:26you'll be able to find your own path forward
01:20:28and live an amazing spectacular life
01:20:31love
01:20:33Isabelle
01:20:37Isabelle
01:20:47need something for you
01:20:52what are you proposing to me
01:20:54it's a friendship ring
01:20:55dummy
01:21:00how did I miss this
01:21:02all these years
01:21:07hey Isabelle
01:21:08I came to say goodbye
01:21:10it was your dream that you're doing doctors without borders
01:21:12to treat those who are
01:21:14as fortunate
01:21:15well I went and I applied to
01:21:17I'll leave for Sedan soon
01:21:19I'm gonna take the love you gave me
01:21:22and live the life that you were brave enough to dream of
01:21:24Isabelle you'll always be my girl
01:21:28I love you
01:21:30I love you
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