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00:00You
00:23Wow
00:50I love you so much.
00:52I wanted somebody to love me the way that I've learned to love myself.
01:04But this isn't my husband, but just somebody on the journey.
01:13I opened the door and nobody was in there.
01:18She left.
01:20She was gone.
01:21She wasn't even there.
01:24I'm sorry, brother.
01:25Thank you, bro.
01:27I'm sorry, man.
01:30You're good.
01:31You're good, bro.
01:31I love you, man.
01:34That's so fucking crazy, bro.
01:37It doesn't matter.
01:40These girls, man.
01:42Why would she do that to you?
01:43How that conversation ended yesterday, I don't blame her.
01:46You're not surprised?
01:47No blaming.
02:04I know I'm ready to commit to Brittany for the rest of my life.
02:06I love her for who she is and what she stands for and what she believes in.
02:10Her faith, her loyalty, her energy.
02:13She has such a beautiful soul, and that's what I'm attracted to.
02:17I'm on cloud nine right now.
02:20Take a breath and close my eyes.
02:23I am going to be Mrs. Devonte Lee Anderson.
02:28I am in love.
02:30I bought a wedding dress for a reason.
02:33I'm gonna be a wife.
02:35We can go back.
02:37I'm engaged to Brittany Elena Wicker, and I feel amazing.
02:42We talked about popping up to the reunion with the baby, so we'll see what happens.
02:54We quite literally have zero idea what each other looks like.
02:58I didn't give away the fact that I'm Hispanic.
03:01I kept the Latina in wraps because what's exciting about all of this is looks literally had nothing to do
03:09with it.
03:09I wanted Devonte to know I am beautiful on the inside, and he fell in love with my inner person.
03:16So why am I nervous?
03:18I don't need to be scared.
03:24But I still am.
03:46That anticipation.
03:49I want something to finally see you too.
03:54Mm.
03:55Mm.
03:55Mm.
04:06well i don't want to make you wait any longer so britney i'm going to get on my knee and
04:13i'm
04:14going to ask you if you will marry me yes i will
04:23it's beautiful just like you
04:36what i was expecting was probably a little bit bigger he's shorter than i thought he would be
04:44oh man i started sweating when i got near now i'm nervous
04:46it was definitely very sticky i did not expect freckles though so that that's a surprise he's
04:55definitely not somebody that i would probably have gone for out like in the bar i don't think
05:02that he's someone that i would have been like that's the one but i don't care i don't care
05:09i mean we're all gonna get fat one day anyway oh man you've got red in your beard yeah
05:14and from my mom do you look great i do look at you like he's still handsome he's very handsome
05:21i didn't know what color your eyes would be yes green blue whatever they want like a greenish blue
05:27levante's eyes are beautiful i hope your kids have your eyes those are the kind of eyes that are going
05:32to get me pregnant did you have any idea did you think i was white i had no idea i
05:37fell in love with
05:38britney just so happened that she is a woman of color um you know that's something i've never
05:43actually dated let alone proposed to engage get engaged to so that you know that was something that
05:50kind of surprised me but i fell in love with britney because of her heart i literally don't think that
05:55we would have ever like crossed paths i know any other way yeah that's so true i was like a
06:00very like
06:01quiet like if i was out and about like i would just be sitting at the table with my friends
06:05too so yeah
06:06yeah yeah i just stay in the house i go to work i go to the gym go to church
06:11yeah like so how exactly did you expect to find a man i was like i don't know yeah exactly
06:16i'm so
06:17excited for you to meet my family i'm so excited i know i think they're gonna love you you think
06:21so
06:22i really do are they just as goofy as you more
06:30my lips do compliment my lips they do they do compliment each other you still think i have a
06:35nerdy voice yes i do right back at you sure you want to put up with that i will put
06:43up with it for
06:43the rest of my life oh my gosh so happy i know you too seeing my fiance for the first
06:49time it honestly
06:50felt like a dream we're gonna get married yes we are now babies babies are on the way well i
06:59will
06:59set you on your way beautiful one for the road
07:18you can turn around now all right i'll see you i love you i love you oh my goodness a
07:28ring on my finger
07:33oh my gosh these are beautiful i've been waiting all day to talk to you and i've been so nervous
07:58out there hearing your voice is making it a lot better by the way i wrote something oh i'm just
08:05gonna read this yeah okay yeah read it dear michael christian gibney i thought i knew what i i thought
08:13it oh fuck i thought i knew what i was looking for coming into this journey i needed a strong
08:20confident
08:20man who made me laugh felt secure and stable and was sure of himself what i didn't know was i
08:27would find
08:27so much more this journey has been crazy emotional life-changing and turbulent
08:36but the one consistency i have found is you the consistency of your laugh the way i know that we
08:43will always have a good day the way you have done nothing but build me up i've never had to
08:49push or beg
08:50or change who i am and i've told you so many things and it all felt so natural i kicked
08:56myself thinking
08:56that i didn't see this sooner but this happened so slowly than all at once and although that made me
09:01so scared i knew it was the right decision you make my heart flutter never felt this way before but
09:08i
09:08just feel balanced and calm whenever i'm with you i choose you and i am in love with you
09:17that was beautiful thank you i got a little emotional myself over here i couldn't really
09:24be that emotional the way that i i did come up in my upbringing and and the tough love i
09:30really have
09:30never been this open with with anyone else before talking to you i feel safe i feel secure i don't
09:38feel
09:38judged i feel like you actually listen to me and just basically tell me i want that man yeah and
09:47that's all really i've ever wanted it feels awesome so oh god oh god take your time um oh god
10:02all right
10:28i'm really really really really excited i am too
10:32take me to the stars
10:35can't wait bye bye
10:52okay
11:09wow i told tyler i was picking her yesterday okay but of course i also had those same feelings for
11:17kia yeah and it was flip-flopping tyler was up because she did that her loss you're a good dude
11:26she's like disrespectful and hurtful i think you died as a bullet bro i don't think you're in the
11:31wrong at all and you should not look at it and from that light like you did exactly what you
11:35needed
11:36to do you love two women yeah i feel like you genuinely did it's a big decision to choose
11:43who you want to spend the rest of your life with i ended up in a situation where there were
11:48two women i
11:48i could see a future with and i felt pressure to make a decision i told tyler that i choose
11:54you
11:55and for her to still run out after me saying that makes that look like kia being a second option
12:04which
12:05she's not she's not she's a first of the first option she's an amazing human being the way kia makes
12:11me feel i've never felt like that honestly in in forever he is still over there he is over there
12:18right now
12:19yes what what do you want to do with kia so we've had the connection since the beginning yeah
12:24you know we've been able to connect and bond and really just open up our feelings kia might be
12:30smiling ears to ears right now yeah because of that because of that yeah a good conversation with
12:36kia at least like a full like honest conversation it could go it could go really well wow wow wow
12:44just talk with her yeah be real this is the second time tyler's ran on me i think the universe
12:49is
12:49telling me something i have had feelings for you like yeah i would just be honest man if that's what
12:54you want too that's what you want this is a big decision as well yeah absolutely yeah if it's meant
12:59to be it's meant to be i still have time to make that decision and the choice is mine all
13:06right let's get
13:06it good luck brother good luck man hey man the energy baby i'm always going to be somebody who is
13:18going to show up and fight and i'm never going to run and when it comes to what i need
13:23from you know
13:24my wife i just need you to just show up even when it's not easy to show up it's um
13:30kia she's
13:32she's been amazing man she really has hey hi how are we feeling we are feeling good same i've really
13:45been just loving everything that we've been able to connect on all i know is that kia is one of
13:53one
13:54my heart has always been loving and caring for you kia you truly are a
14:07flower that has bloomed man for us to really just kind of talk about what that love feels and then
14:14also you not demanding that peaceful spirit about you is what made me really like have love and feel
14:23that in my body and soul i thought i had an idea of what i want out of my life
14:28yeah but then i met kia
14:33you kia you truly really opened my heart and to open my heart to find that love was just so
14:43powerful you know you're probably one of the most beautiful souls i've ever met in my life
14:48you truly truly truly opened my eyes to knowing what i need for it to be a forever thing
14:57it's been one of the most beautiful experiences i've ever had in my life
15:03kevin oh my god and i have to be accountable like yesterday was such a crazy fucking day frame like
15:10i've spoke with you know tyler and i i'll be honest like i asked tyler if you want to try
15:16to
15:17make something happen and do this because she was like i'm i didn't want to see her go either you
15:22know
15:22yeah and i made a decision out of pressure that was stupid kia you are nobody's second option well
15:34no go ahead go ahead for clarity i never felt like a second option okay okay ever i have to
15:40be
15:40accountable though yeah before you yeah hold yourself accountable though i feel like we've spent a lot of
15:46times with you kind of saying how you're feeling and me working through that so yeah i do want to
15:54take
15:54some time from me for a second and yeah kind of let you know what's going on in my head
15:59yeah talk to
16:00me i feel like i was put here for a purpose and my purpose here was to be vulnerable potentially
16:11find
16:11love and i think you are so awesome like you are such a great guy you are kind you are
16:18heartfelt you
16:20are self-aware you are empathetic all of those things will make a great husband
16:31kevin i have love for you and you've said so many so many kind words to me
16:40however i am not falling in love with you
16:46i i have to stand on business when i say that you are not the one for me
16:54you are not ready for a relationship at least at one of this magnitude um and that's okay but
17:02you are not ready to be anyone's husband right now and i mean that with love yeah yeah
17:09one could probably say in past judgment that you should not have come here because you were not
17:14ready but i think that there is beauty in trying something different to get to a place where you
17:18understand that you aren't ready i felt ready but it just was a situation where i had found
17:29different qualities with some people and it's fucking shitty your heart was not even ready to be pulled
17:36in two separate ways to be clear tyler deserved more too she did even with you asking her to move
17:46forward
17:47she deserved more she did i'm always stand on business and i gotta choose me every time
17:58get your together you know yeah and be great and make sure you're looking at that watch to make
18:05sure you stay in check one thousand percent thank you for everything
18:21i feel phenomenal i feel free i feel perfect
18:28i feel perfect hello hello there's a smile i chose me bitches
18:37how was the screen that was good that was a good screen that was a good screen that was a
18:44good
18:56very very familiar what's unfamiliar is the journey i took to choose myself and that's a testament to
19:04the amount of growth that happens in this experiment yesterday i was a bit confused because there is a
19:11part of me and a part of a lot of women that want to fix men and help them get
19:16to where they need to be
19:18well give you some of this anyway i love you guys and that is not typical key at all but
19:26i love that i was able to kind of lean into that for a second because kevin is going to
19:31be a phenomenal
19:32husband when he understands that he has work to do to get there because a man wants you doesn't mean
19:39you have to want him you guys and it feels really really really good to not only choose me but
19:46to
19:46let someone else know how they should choose them
19:52what a magical woman
20:10know that mike is choosing me and is ready and is committed to starting a life with me and spend
20:16forever feels like a weight has lifted throughout life i feel like there's been mental roadblocks
20:23there's been physical roadblocks i've thought a lot about what people have thought of me the fact
20:28that this man knows so much about me and he's not he's not running he's here that's that's amazing
20:41i can't wait to meet emma and start our lives together i mean it's a great warming feeling like
20:48just knowing that that other person on the other side of the wall chose you too she is so caring
20:54she's
20:55kind compassionate um empathetic to me i do love her
21:03i am nervous about not being his physical type in terms of race of height of body type
21:13but he makes me feel like i am enough and i'm just so excited to start this life with him
21:21it just
21:22feels like a dream right now everything fell into place like emma told me about her adoption that
21:28doesn't matter to me when she told me about the birthmarks i mean the first thing that goes to my
21:33mind
21:33is obviously how big are the birthmarks how big are the scars but i want to judge her based on
21:38the
21:39connection that i've made with her and that's what i've done so far
21:46my biggest concern out of everything would be if she turns around and says she does not want kids
21:53i think she sees how passionate i am about having children and i do think that emma would
21:59absolutely be able to see herself having children and i think i'm the right man for it you i do
22:06let's
22:07do this thing let's get married
22:21hi hello how are you i'm doing good how are you doing good you look so beautiful you look so
22:27good
22:29oh my god oh my god thank you i know right this is wild this is insane
22:41all right hold on i got something for you do you know what i'm gonna say i hope it's yes
22:48uh huh huh huh huh hey mom will you marry me yes oh my gosh
23:07this is so beautiful thank you shut there we go
23:25i had a image in my mind of him and it was completely wrong in like the best way possible
23:33it's so beautiful tall dark and handsome he is a beautiful man oh it's real it's real you're real
23:42i'm real i'm a little person you're so handsome you look so good thank you you look beautiful i love
23:50the blue thank you emma had mentioned her birthmark on her arm and how she had to get that skin
23:56graft so
23:56that wasn't a surprise to me to see that and to be honest i didn't even really acknowledge it
24:01um i was too busy looking at her smile and i think that she's absolutely gorgeous i like having
24:06heart palpitations right i had no idea kind of kind of what she would look like you know i guess
24:13but
24:13i didn't mean i was gonna be right and just so happens that uh she is is asian um i
24:19never dated a
24:20different race before so to be able to fall in love with someone from a different race is is really
24:26amazing in my eyes do you want to pop open some shoes i do let's go yeah i just can't
24:30wait to to
24:31start the rest of my life with her i'm speechless i'm speechless
24:38i like literally did not know what you would look like check please
24:43you're gorgeous you look beautiful you have a beautiful smile too which i like i like a nice
24:48smell thank you i like the literally just can't stop staring at you this is so wacko this is so
24:55wackadoodle who would have thought who would have thought seeing him in person i still felt so
25:01comfortable so grounded and like so light with him i didn't have to worry about like what he was going
25:08to think about like my birthmarks or like my physical characteristics like it just felt really
25:15comforting for myself what do you think the family's gonna say they're gonna be so shocked
25:23wait till i say something to mine like yeah find out oh my god they're gonna be
25:27i you're gonna have to fly out you'll like them they're fun i'm nervous a little rowdy we do too
25:33don't
25:33worry we do too i'm i'm excited to meet your family and your friends me too they'll look good you'll
25:40get
25:40along with them really yeah i was looking for marriage i was looking for a lifelong partner and
25:47i know that we will be so compatible on all like facets of physical emotional and i know that when
25:56we get old looks will fade but we'll still always have this emotional connection it is more than
26:01everything i've ever i've ever dreamed of
26:09see you in a little bit see you soon all right bye oh man i'll watch you walk out yeah
26:19watch right
26:20watch me look at this ass all right hell yeah damn bye bye bye
26:51oh my god wow you're beautiful after finally seeing each other for the first time i love you i love
26:58you
26:58you're gorgeous you're gorgeous will you marry me dad seven couples are now headed to a romantic
27:04getaway there they will have the chance to discover if their physical connection is as strong as their
27:09emotional we're on our way to malibu we're gonna spend some quality time together how you feeling
27:28all right so we're getting ready to tour the place it's day one
27:33mansion dude we're like twins right now yeah it wasn't even intentional
27:40and with their weddings only four weeks away their love is about to face some serious tests
27:46so amazing hey can we get some drinks let's go
27:50but i'm proud and i can't get the water okay we're in mexico oh no and in cabo so have
27:56you been
27:56here before no all right never even been to mexico what how was my happy place is it really yeah
28:01oh holy shit my hands aren't that sweaty okay yours are kind of sweaty actually now mine no
28:08because yours is coming off at me yeah don't put that on me come on hola thank you
28:15my gosh cheers where their looks race lifestyle or insecurities tear them apart in the real world
28:22first time in mexico actually what i know i know you have to show me around like i want to
28:27go to
28:27antarctica but i haven't been to mexico this is just yeah beautiful we got everything you
28:33i can't oh my god seriously i can't i can't i can't help it
28:40wow look at the view oh my gosh
28:45we made it i know
28:49is love truly enough to conquer it all
28:54i remember like all the girls like close their eyes and see if we sound like what we
28:58and i was like never would have got like i would have been so confused because i feel like your
29:03voice does not sound i know i was like i sound white
29:08now it's hard because i see you in person yeah it's like i don't know my dad is black and
29:12my mom's
29:13colombian okay i like that is your mom from colombia or just yeah is she my mom was adopted when
29:20she
29:20was two days old my grandpa's admission my grandparents are actually white actually my
29:24mom wanted to name me liliana and that that would have given it away i could see that i probably
29:29would have gone by lily i like liliana has such little hands oh you've got clean nails oh gosh
29:37you're amazing i can do what i can
29:48you're so pretty oh also this is how tall i actually am
29:53it works for me because like i didn't care about like if you were like
29:57maybe you'll think i'm like really short and then you're like i was like i literally couldn't get
30:08it's just like crazy you know i was thinking about the other night just like man i feel like
30:13she's just like perfect like i'm absolutely not i was like perfect no like like the time like when
30:19i saw you i was like i literally couldn't have like like if you had to picture something i was
30:23like that's like literally like perfect stop i swear wow how do i feel about you you're gorgeous
30:30during those like pod sessions we connected so well in there where i knew like hey if we were in
30:35person like obviously we don't know what each other we don't know each other look like but it's
30:39like at the same time it's like i felt like that just didn't matter and almost like now at this
30:44point like we've spent time with each other it's like it doesn't matter dude it's it's amazing
30:53oh i never want my phone i know we're actually talking about that
30:56yeah it's incredible i feel like so much more clear-headed yeah and like i don't get bombarded
31:01by like oh that like stressed me out and this like made me upset and whatever especially like the
31:06news that's like really nice to me it's all i'm gonna do this stuff anyways you don't have cable
31:10already thanks well i don't either but like my i'm on instagram yeah and because of like my
31:17shrunk political views a lot of the accounts i follow or like yeah i like that updates on that
31:23very very should be yeah i appreciate it i appreciate that about you thank you i think you
31:30know that though it's just so cool to just be with you and like see and talk to you i
31:36never anticipated
31:37like being physically attracted to you before i saw you i already think that chris is hot and i
31:43haven't seen him like i was like that's a weird sensation like i just didn't anticipate that i
31:49was like that doesn't make sense jessica none of it does none of it does that's kind of the beauty
31:55of
31:56it it is right we're so lucky literally
32:05i always thought this earlier you're gonna not like it um but i said this to the girl i said
32:11if
32:11i like saw you in the wild i would think that you would only want to be with like a
32:15gym rat and you
32:16would never eat pizza with me that's interesting you say that um you don't eat pizza oh i do
32:23fucking love pizza no like i i mean i told you like i come home and i'm like even if
32:29it's not i'm that
32:29late and like it's not like super like whatever like i'll uber eats a doordash like all the time
32:33same i just love eating and i do not love working out
32:39i only think of like running as punishment
32:44it does suck the first like couple miles but i think once you get like into it it's like
32:48i would never get through two miles that's the thing it's hard to get to the first two but like
32:53you don't even have to go fast like i will go on every walk with you obviously i think she's
33:02the
33:02most beautiful like human being i've ever like like been around like i love her i'm super attracted
33:08to her and like everything else like physically i didn't think like someone like her even existed
33:13for me to be honest with you
33:25we're in the sauna for the second time
33:30and we did a jacuzzi now we used some pizza and some wine
33:34balance the gym with pizza and wine
33:43we're gonna get in the pool i fell in love with britney but as far as like what each other
33:48look
33:48like i know she's dated white mixed black so i don't think she had like a set preference of like
33:54what she exactly she was looking for so grateful
34:02and maybe my judgment in the past it's like maybe that wouldn't have been someone i had approached
34:09and nothing against who britney is as a person like i was attracted to what i thought was my person
34:14but i definitely think love is blind and it didn't matter what race she was on the other side of
34:19the
34:19wall to me now it's like you see her and it's just like how could i walk away from this
34:24like that's
34:24my person like i'm hopeful that this moment doesn't stop but it's just like the groundwork for
34:29you know what 10 15 20 30 years looks like from now i wonder what like time you're gonna have
34:36to
34:36wake up tomorrow you're gonna have like six a.m i don't run me either oh my gosh sure you're
34:43looking
34:43i can run you're like i have the wrong person for a run yes you can't run with this yeah
34:49you can no
34:49you can not comfortably i prefer i bet you do yeah no running in big titty city don't don't don't
34:59go
34:59together does this look okay yeah it looks good let me share it i promise
35:08just look at me it's like green blue golden eyes yeah
35:16kissing britney has been like a long time coming it's like every time it's just like oh wow that
35:20takes your breath away um she has really nice lips so i'm excited to be able to kiss some more
35:50i love the purple lights it's so pretty did you see the moon yeah it's awesome
35:56glad we could be here together me too
36:03i you know you have a child when you're unwed and 26 years old and you just kind of watch
36:10everybody
36:10else's life go and to sit here and like have a ring on my finger like it's crazy to me
36:15and it's
36:16amazing and it just feels right because it's with this like person that i laugh with and that
36:22i feel so genuine but now to actually like see that smile and to see that laugh it's one of
36:28the
36:28most incredible experiences i have ever had in my entire life looks good on you
36:36it does i know get your sparkly nails too you do that for emma i love it it's pleasant to
36:46be around
36:47to you it makes you feel good oh my belly's just hanging out here buttons
36:58i don't want to get that hairy don't you hush me do you want another pillow or you can lay
37:09like this if you want
37:12your hair smells good thank you freshly washed you get a lot more hair than i do
37:22yours is really thick did you say you used to have your hair like red red
37:26mm-hmm i bet that was pretty hot to you honestly
37:32you look amazing as a blonde as well
37:33you can see it
37:42see the barriers i'm tearing them down definitely can get used to this amber
38:00i don't want to see your scars is this a scar that actually might be surgery there's like a
38:07soccer one that kind of goes in the back here there's a scar no no no it's a tattoo tattoo
38:13it's
38:13like a kid with a ball in his hand looking up here okay it's almost like a skeleton of a
38:19dragon
38:19that kind of circles this and then he's looking up at that you're into dragons oh no so cool
38:25because you're like you're like i don't like dragons wait did i tell you what i was i had to
38:28like read a book i was trying to like read a book but the book i had had like dragons
38:32on the side
38:32and all these kids were around me i was like i can't read this it's about dragons and like dragon
38:37riders what was the book it's called fourth wing oh is it yes it's like smut as the kids say
38:47yeah i still don't know what that stands for if i have to explain it it doesn't stand for anything
38:52i know what it means yeah that's what it means i like to read i'm a nerd though for sure
38:57i like
38:58stoicism i like to read like not just like someone else's interpretation of it like i i will go in
39:03and read letters to a stoic by epictetus and like cliff notes no i actually read it
39:07like just makes me nerd god damn don't do that you can see those eyes i don't do anything damn
39:18high contact throws me don't do that i saw what you just did throwing eyes around you haven't even
39:25done any of like my moves you haven't i haven't seen them yet no mom oh yeah you're dangerous very
39:34dangerous dangerous dangerous dangerous i don't bite your lip like that i was just smiling no you
39:43weren't i was just smiling no you weren't no you weren't yes you were i was just smiling you know
39:50exactly what you're doing to me god stop doing that doing what i don't want eyes around like that
39:58okay don't know what you're talking about i think you might i think you might just kidding
40:04i know what i'm doing yeah you do yeah you do
40:10oh my god you're making it difficult uh didn't get hard
40:17very good choice of words very good choice of words answer is yes you finished um only after you
40:25it would not matter if alex was not the hottest man alive um fortunately for me he is he's hot
40:35you happy
40:46connor is your hips that bad yeah connor you can't cross your legs
40:50oh i think i just like pulled this is a joke what do you mean this is being dramatic what
40:56do you
40:56mean it's dramatic so how do you sit i just sit like this like a normal dude wait i'm shocked
41:04you
41:04can't you can't do this not like that that may go to cross your legs like should have been exposed
41:09to me
41:10deal breaker that was like an ick i didn't know i didn't know deal breaker
41:13like watch that i was like please stop cracking you can fix me how was your first day with me
41:18i knew it was gonna be comfortable but yeah i'm like it's easy chemistry's there just even walking
41:25through the villa oh my hands oh i was like yeah this is it this is it this is it
41:32that's that's a thought
41:34process in my brain that's so that's so attractive don't make fun of me oh i'm not i that was
41:41satirical
41:41from you do you want me to say the opposite next time no okay only the truth
41:49to be able to look you in the eyes and talk to you i'm like oh
41:55it's more intense nuts i can't stop staring at you i'm not mad about it
42:12i think my biggest fear was like how we be physically from emotionally because like we
42:18were like we've been so good emotionally yeah but i feel like i'm very comfortable with you physically
42:23that was something that i was obviously nervous about too yeah because i feel like
42:28i'm sorry i'm so sorry i'm so giggling i'm so giggling i'm so sorry i'm so sorry i love you
42:44so much
42:45it's supposed to be bed time i know and like i think i'm sorry okay it's okay take your time
42:59i don't know why i'm so uncomfortable right now i think like now like for me like we've gotten like
43:05just such no okay we've like gotten to like such an emotional level that's what i was like racking my
43:13brain around well you like me physically as much as a mushroom yeah i do
43:23you've overcome my gods you told me how to love again
43:33so i'm gonna let go and learn to fall
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44:19like. I know what I want. I know how to treat a man. I think it's very attractive, like the
44:24confidence for a woman to have, knowing exactly what she wants. Those things are very attractive
44:30to a man. Are you happy? Yeah. Confident. Happy. Are you? Yeah. Get used to it. Yes, sir. Good answer.
44:41I'm a little sexually flustered, I guess, right now.
44:45He's just so handsome. Beautiful soul. Beautiful man. Don't look at me like that. Too late.
45:00You getting used to my hands there? Yeah. Yeah? I love you. I love you too.
45:05They say all good boys go to heaven, but bad boys bring heaven to you.
45:12It's automatic. It's just what they do.
45:20They say all good boys go to heaven, but bad boys bring heaven to you.
45:26You'd definitely be okay with having sex tonight for sure. We'll talk about it. I'd be okay to wait
45:34too. Sex is sex. Like, most men will like put their dick in a chicken sandwich. Those things
45:40really don't matter to me as much, but I mean, I'd rather have with a person like I love and
45:46I'm
45:46attracted to for sure. Being in his arms feels amazing. It's kind of indescribable.
45:53Oh, look at this bad boy. What do you think?
45:58Hey. Maybe I'll let you try it if you're nice.
46:11How do you feel about being in person together? Better. I'm not going to lie. At first it
46:17made me like real nervous because I was like, oh my God. And it kind of freaked me out. But
46:21I feel like we have a good base. Yeah. To go from. I feel like we're going to be 70
46:31dancing in our
46:32kitchen. Oh, for sure. Together. Oh, I might break my hip, but that's okay. As long as we're together.
46:39You're right. I'll take care of you. I am your little nurse now. Your own personal nurse.
46:44I love that. I'm excited about like just, I don't know, physical connection, being in person.
46:50If I broke your heart, what'd you do? The next time that I do have sex with somebody,
46:56I want it to be with the person that I, 100%, we are going to spend the rest of our
47:01lives together.
47:05So, I think that eventually we will have sex. I feel hopeful. I feel excited.
47:13I feel like we have a good thing. I feel like we have a very strong connection.
47:26We're going to have a good life. Yes, we are.
47:30I think what I'm most hopeful for is that we're going to actually get married and build a future
47:36together and have kids and just have the life that we both always dreamed of. Like,
47:41I feel like I could just do this forever. Good night.
47:45Love you. I love you.
47:53You know, I hope to be with Chris forever. Like, and this is, you know, the first night of hopefully
48:00thousands. I'm so happy.
48:03Ah, I'm chill.
48:08Oh my gosh.
48:10Oh wow.
48:11This could be the start of the rest of my life.
48:12I'm not scared of anyone, or dying young.
48:17If you're gonna find somebody new.
48:21Cause how could they love you?
48:24As much as I do.
48:27As much as I do.
48:31Cause I'm not scared of loving you.
48:34I'm just scared of losing you.
48:37I'm not scared of anyone, or dying young.
48:42If you're gonna find somebody new.
48:47Cause how could they love you?
48:50As much as I do.
48:53As much as I do.
49:07As much as I do.
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