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Love Is Blind - Season 10 - Episode 05: Where the Hell is My Husband?
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00:00The End
00:01The End
00:06The End
00:08The End
00:09The End
00:14Wow
00:15Wow
00:17Time after time
00:19We will rise up
00:22We will rise up
00:24We will rise up
00:26Wow
00:26Wow
00:28Wow
00:29Wow
00:29Wow
00:49I love you so much
00:52I wanted somebody to
00:55Love me the way
00:56That I've learned to love myself
00:58She's leaving
01:01I'm gonna go home
01:02I'm gonna go home
01:04But this isn't my husband
01:06But just somebody on the journey
01:13I opened the door
01:14And nobody was in there
01:18She left
01:19She was gone
01:21She wasn't even there
01:23I'm sorry brother
01:24Thank you bro
01:26Like this
01:27I'm sorry man
01:30You're good
01:31You're good bro
01:32I love you man
01:34That's so fucking crazy bro
01:37Doesn't matter
01:39These girls man
01:41Why would she do that to you?
01:43How that conversation ended yesterday
01:44I don't
01:46I don't blame her
01:46You're not surprised?
01:47I don't blame her
02:00I'm waking up today
02:01And I'm gonna finally see the sun
02:03I know I'm ready to commit to Britney for the rest of my life
02:06I love her for who she is
02:08And what she stands for
02:09And what she believes in
02:10Her faith
02:11Her loyalty
02:12Her energy
02:13She has such a beautiful soul
02:14And that's what I'm attracted to
02:17I'm on cloud nine right now
02:19Take a breath and close my eyes
02:23I am going to be
02:25Mrs. Devonte Lee Anderson
02:28I am in love
02:30I bought a wedding dress for a reason
02:33I'm gonna be a wife
02:34We can go back
02:37I'm engaged to Britney
02:38Elena Wicker
02:40And I feel amazing
02:42We talked about
02:44Popping up to the reunion with the baby
02:46So we'll see what happens
02:54We quite literally have zero idea what each other looks like
02:58I didn't give away the fact that I'm Hispanic
03:01I kept the Latina in wraps
03:04Because what's exciting about all of this is looks literally had nothing to do with it
03:09I wanted Devonte to know I am beautiful on the inside
03:13And he fell in love with my inner person
03:16So why am I nervous?
03:18I don't need to be scared
03:24But he's telling you
03:28But he's telling you
03:44Hello
03:45That anticipation
03:47Thank you
03:49It was so good to finally see you too
04:05Well, I don't want to make you wait any longer
04:09So Britney
04:11I'm gonna get on my knees
04:13And I'm gonna ask you
04:14If you will marry me
04:16Yes I will
04:17You're just my imagination.
04:20Can you taste the anticipation?
04:23It's beautiful.
04:25Just like you.
04:26All right.
04:27Of your skin or my skin.
04:30Of your lips, it's for it that you never felt anything like this.
04:36What I was expecting was probably a little bit bigger.
04:41He's shorter than I thought he would be.
04:44Oh, man, I started sweating when I got near an hour.
04:46I'm so nervous.
04:47You are so silly.
04:49He was definitely very sticky.
04:51I did not expect freckles, though, so that's a surprise.
04:54He's definitely not somebody that I would probably have gone for out, like, in the bar.
05:01I don't think that he's someone that I would have been like, that's the one.
05:05But I don't care. I don't care.
05:09I mean, we're all going to get fat one day anyway.
05:11Oh, man.
05:12You've got red in your beard.
05:13Yeah.
05:14From my mom.
05:15And do you look great?
05:16I do.
05:16Look at you.
05:19Like, he's still handsome.
05:21He's very handsome.
05:22I didn't know what color your eyes would be.
05:23Yes.
05:24Green, blue, whatever they want to be.
05:26Yeah, like a greenish blue.
05:27Levante's eyes are beautiful.
05:28I hope your kids have your eyes.
05:31Those are the kind of eyes that are going to get me pregnant.
05:33Did you have any idea?
05:35Did you think I was white?
05:36I had no idea.
05:37I fell in love with Britney just so happened that she is a woman of color.
05:41You know, that's something I've never actually dated, let alone propose to get engaged to.
05:48So, you know, that was something that kind of surprised me.
05:51But I fell in love with Britney because of her heart.
05:54I literally don't think that we would have ever, like, crossed paths.
05:57I know.
05:57Any other way.
05:58Yeah, that's so true.
05:59I was, like, a very, like, quiet, like, if I was out and about, like, I would just be sitting
06:04at the table with my friends.
06:05That's me.
06:06Yeah.
06:06Mm-hmm.
06:07I just stay in the house.
06:08I go to work.
06:09I go to the gym.
06:09I go to church.
06:11I'm like, so how exactly did you expect to find a man?
06:14I was like, I don't know.
06:15Yeah, exactly.
06:16I'm so excited for you to meet my family.
06:18I'm so excited.
06:19I know.
06:19I think they're going to love you.
06:21You think so?
06:21Mm-hmm.
06:22I really do.
06:24Are they just as goofy as you?
06:27More.
06:30I know.
06:30My lips do compliment my lips.
06:31They do.
06:32They do compliment each other.
06:34You still think I have a nerdy voice?
06:36Yes, I do.
06:39Right back at you.
06:41You sure you want to put up with that?
06:42I will put up with it for the rest of my life.
06:44Oh, my gosh.
06:45So happy.
06:46I know you, too.
06:48Seeing my fiance for the first time, it honestly felt like a dream.
06:52We're going to get married.
06:53Yes, we are.
06:54We're going to have babies.
06:55I know.
06:56Babies are on the way.
06:58Well, I will set you on your way, beautiful.
07:06One for the road.
07:12I'm going to walk backwards so I can see the whole time.
07:13Okay.
07:14Make sure I don't fall down.
07:15Okay.
07:17Now we're going to be walking down the line.
07:19You can turn around now.
07:20All right.
07:21I'll see you.
07:22I love you.
07:23I love you.
07:25I'm going to walk across you Bayless blocks to the sides and tie the 같이.
07:26my goodness. A ring
07:29on my finger. Crazy.
07:36Oh,
07:40my goodness. A ring
07:43on my finger. Crazy.
07:45Shut up.
07:47What am I
07:47shutting up to? The roses on
07:50the cupcake? Yeah. Oh,
07:52my gosh.
07:52These are beautiful.
07:53I've been waiting all day to talk to you and I've been so nervous out there
07:59Hearing your voice is making it a lot better. By the way. I wrote something. Oh
08:04I'm just gonna read this. Yeah, okay. Yeah, read it. Dear Michael Christian Gibney. I
08:10Thought I knew what I
08:12Thought it. Oh fuck. I thought I knew what I was looking for coming into this journey. I
08:19Needed a strong confident man who made me laugh felt secure and stable and was sure of himself
08:25What I didn't know was I would find so much more
08:30This journey has been crazy emotional life-changing and turbulent
08:36But the one consistency I have found is you the consistency of your laugh
08:42The way I know that we will always have a good day
08:45The way you have done nothing but build me up
08:48I've never had to push or beg or change who I am and I've told you so many things and
08:53it all felt so natural I
08:55Kick myself thinking that I didn't see this sooner, but this happened so slowly than all at once and although
09:01that made me so scared
09:02I knew it was the right decision
09:04You make my heart flutter never felt this way before but I just feel balanced and calm whenever I'm with
09:10you. I choose you and
09:13I am in love with you
09:17That was beautiful. Thank you
09:19I got a little emotional myself over here. I couldn't really
09:24Be that emotional the way that I I did come up in my upbringing and and the tough love
09:29I really have never been this open with with anyone else before
09:34Talking to you. I feel safe. I feel secure. I don't feel judged
09:39I feel like you actually listen to me and just basically tell me I
09:45Want that man? Yeah, and that's all really I've ever wanted feels awesome
09:52so oh
09:53God oh God
09:56Take your time. Um
10:00oh
10:01God all right
10:07Emma the Leeloo Bedsinger will you marry me?
10:19Yes, yep, let's go a million times. Yes, let's go. Oh, oh my God
10:28I'm really really really really excited. I am too
10:32Take me to the stars
10:35Can't wait
10:36Bye
10:37I wanna come through the clouds break the sea and I wanna dance, I wanna lose you and me
10:49Yeah, what are you doing?
10:52Oh my god
10:52Hey, that's all right, dude
10:54That's all right, dude
10:55That's all right
10:56I'm a baby
10:56Oh my god
10:59Oh my god
11:00Oh my god
11:02Oh my god
11:03Oh my god
11:03Oh my god
11:03Thank you
11:04Oh my god
11:05Thank you
11:05Thank you
11:06Thank you
11:06Thank you
11:06Thank you
11:06Thank you
11:07Wow
11:10I told Tyler I was picking her yesterday
11:13Okay
11:13But of course
11:14I also had those same feelings for Kia.
11:18Yeah.
11:19And it was flip-flopping.
11:21Tyler was fucked up because she did that.
11:24Carlos, you're a good fucking dude.
11:26He's, like, disrespectful and hurtful.
11:28I think you died as a bullet, bro.
11:30I don't think you're in the wrong at all,
11:32and you should not look at it from that light.
11:34Like, you did exactly what you needed to do.
11:36You loved two women. Yeah.
11:38I feel like you genuinely did.
11:40It's a big decision to choose
11:42who you want to spend the rest of your life with.
11:46I ended up in a situation
11:47where there were two women I could see a future with,
11:50and I felt pressured to make a decision.
11:52I told Tyler that I choose you,
11:55and for her to still run out after me saying that
12:01makes that look like Kia being a second option,
12:04which she's not.
12:05She's the first of the first options.
12:08She's an amazing human being.
12:10The way Kia makes me feel,
12:12I've never felt like that honestly in forever.
12:16Kia's still over there.
12:18Kia's over there right now?
12:19Yes.
12:20What do you want to do with Kia?
12:21We've had the connection since the beginning.
12:24Yeah.
12:24You know, we've been able to connect and bond
12:26and really just open up our feelings.
12:29Kia might be smiling ears to ears right now.
12:32Yeah, because of that.
12:33Because of that.
12:34Yeah.
12:34A good conversation with Kia,
12:36at least, like, a full, like, honest conversation.
12:38Mm-hmm.
12:39It could go really well.
12:42Wow.
12:43Wow, wow, wow.
12:44Just talk with her.
12:45Yeah.
12:46Be real.
12:46This is the second time Tyler's ran on me.
12:48I think the universe is telling me something.
12:50I have had feelings for you.
12:52Yeah.
12:52I would just be honest, man.
12:53If that's what you want, too.
12:55If that's what you want.
12:55This is a big decision as well.
12:57Yeah, it is.
12:58Absolutely.
12:58If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.
13:00I still have time to make that decision,
13:02and the choice is mine.
13:05All right.
13:06Let's get it.
13:06Good luck, brother.
13:07Good luck, brother.
13:08Good luck, brother.
13:09Good luck, brother.
13:09Hey, man.
13:10The energy, baby.
13:11I got it.
13:12I'm always going to be somebody who is going to show up and fight,
13:19and I'm never going to run.
13:21And when it comes to what I need from, you know, my wife,
13:25I just need you to just show up.
13:27Even when it's not easy to show up, it's, um...
13:31Kia, she's...
13:33She's been amazing, man.
13:34She really has.
13:36Hey.
13:37Hi.
13:39How are we feeling?
13:41We are feeling good.
13:43Same.
13:44I've really been just loving everything that we've been able to connect on.
13:50All I know is that Kia is one of one.
13:53My heart has always been loving and caring for you.
14:01Kia, you truly are a flower that has bloomed, man.
14:09For us to really just kind of talk about what that love feels.
14:14And then, also, you not demanding that peaceful spirit about you
14:18is what made me really, like, have love and feel that in my body and soul.
14:24I thought I had an idea of what I want out of my life.
14:29Yeah.
14:29But then, I met Kia.
14:33You, Kia, you truly, really opened my heart.
14:38And to open my heart to find that love was just so powerful, you know?
14:45You're probably one of the most beautiful souls I've ever met in my life.
14:48You truly, truly, truly opened my eyes to knowing what I need for it to be a forever thing.
14:57It's been one of the most beautiful experiences I've ever had in my life.
15:03Kevin, oh, my God.
15:05And I have to be accountable.
15:07Like, yesterday was such a crazy fucking day frame.
15:10Like, I spoke with, you know, Tyler, and I'll be honest.
15:14Like, I asked Tyler if you want to try to make something happen and do this
15:19because she was like, I didn't want to see her go either, you know?
15:22Yeah.
15:23And I made a decision out of pressure that was stupid.
15:30Kia, you are nobody's second option.
15:33Well...
15:34No, go ahead, go ahead.
15:35For clarity, I never felt like a second option.
15:38Okay, okay, okay.
15:39Ever.
15:40I have to be accountable, though.
15:41Yeah.
15:42Before you hold yourself accountable, though, I feel like we've spent a lot of times with
15:48you kind of saying how you're feeling and me working through that.
15:52So...
15:52Yeah.
15:53I do want to take some time from me for a second and...
15:56Yeah.
15:57...kind of let you know what's going on in my head.
15:59Yeah, talk to me.
16:00I feel like I was put here for a purpose.
16:04Mm-hmm.
16:05And my purpose here was to be vulnerable, potentially find love.
16:12And I think you are so awesome.
16:14Like, you are such a great guy.
16:16You are kind, you are heartfelt, you are self-aware, you are empathetic.
16:22Like, all of those things will make a great husband.
16:31Kevin, I have love for you.
16:33And you've said so many, so many kind words to me.
16:40However, I am not falling in love with you.
16:45I...
16:47I have to stand on business when I say that you are not the one for me.
16:54You are not ready for a relationship.
16:56At least at one of this magnitude.
16:59Um, and that's okay.
17:00But you are not ready to be anyone's husband right now.
17:05And I mean that with love.
17:06Yeah.
17:07Yeah.
17:09One could probably say in past judgment that you should not have come here because you were not ready.
17:14But I think that there is beauty in trying something different to get to a place where you understand that
17:20you aren't ready.
17:22I felt ready, but it just was a situation where I had found different qualities with some people and it's
17:32fucking shitty.
17:34Your heart was not even ready to be pulled in two separate ways.
17:38To be clear, Tyler deserved more too.
17:43She did.
17:44Even with you asking her to move forward, she deserved more.
17:49She did.
17:51She did.
17:51I'm always standing on business and I gotta choose me every time.
17:54Baby, where the hell is my husband?
17:57What does it get in so long?
17:59Get your shit together, you know?
18:00Yeah.
18:01And be great.
18:02And make sure you're looking at that watch to make sure you stay in check.
18:07One thousand percent, Keith.
18:10Thank you for everything.
18:22I feel phenomenal.
18:25I feel free.
18:26I feel perfect.
18:28I feel perfect.
18:29I feel perfect.
18:32Hello, hello.
18:33There's a smile.
18:36I chose me, bitches.
18:37Yeah!
18:39That was a scream.
18:40That was good.
18:40That was a good scream.
18:41That was a good scream, Pam.
18:42That was a bad scream.
18:46I was not in love.
18:48I'm in love with myself.
18:49You know what's weird is I've always choose myself.
18:53So this feeling feels very, very, very familiar.
18:57What's unfamiliar is the journey I took to choose myself.
19:02And that's a testament to the amount of growth that happens in this experiment.
19:07Yesterday I was a bit confused because there is a part of me and a part of a lot of
19:12women
19:13that want to fix men and help them get to where they need to be.
19:18We'll give you some of this anyway, man.
19:20I love you guys.
19:21I love you guys.
19:22And that is not typical here at all.
19:25But I love that I was able to kind of lean into that for a second because Kevin is going
19:31to be a phenomenal husband when he understands that he has work to do to get there.
19:37Because a man wants you doesn't mean you have to want him.
19:40You guys.
19:41And it feels really, really, really good to not only choose me, but to let someone else
19:47know how they should choose them.
19:49Choose to them.
19:50You can't do a challenge.
19:53What a fucking magical woman.
19:55What a fucking woman.
19:57And she's mine.
20:01I want you.
20:02Turn me up and turn me on.
20:07Play me like your favorite song.
20:10Knowing that Mike is choosing me and is ready and is committed to starting a life with
20:15me and spend forever feels like a weight has lifted.
20:20Throughout life, I feel like there's been mental roadblocks.
20:23There's been physical roadblocks.
20:25I've thought a lot about what people have thought of me.
20:28The fact that this man knows so much about me and he's not, he's not running.
20:35He's here.
20:36That's, that's amazing.
20:37To come over and I'll drive over here.
20:41I can't wait to meet Emma and start our lives together.
20:46I mean, it's a great warming feeling like just knowing that that other person on the other
20:51side of the wall chose you too.
20:52She is so caring.
20:54She's kind, compassionate, empathetic to me.
20:58I do love her.
21:02I am nervous about not being his physical type in terms of race, of height, of body type.
21:13But he makes me feel like I am enough.
21:18And I'm just so excited to start this life with him.
21:22It just feels like a dream right now.
21:25Everything fell into place.
21:27Like Emma told me about her adoption.
21:28That doesn't matter to me.
21:29When she told me about the birthmarks, I mean, the first thing that goes to my mind is obviously
21:33how big are the birthmarks, how big are the scars.
21:36But I want to judge her based on the connection that I've made with her.
21:40And that's what I've done so far.
21:45My biggest concern out of everything would be if she turns around and says she does not want kids.
21:52I think she sees how passionate I am about having children.
21:56And I do think that Emma would absolutely be able to see herself having children.
22:03And I think I'm the right man for it.
22:05You do.
22:06I do.
22:07Let's do this thing.
22:08Let's get married.
22:20Hi.
22:21Hello.
22:22How are you?
22:23I'm doing good.
22:24How are you?
22:25Doing good.
22:26You look so beautiful.
22:26You look so good.
22:29Oh my God.
22:32It's you.
22:34I know, right?
22:37This is wild.
22:38This is insane.
22:42All right, hold on.
22:43I got something for you.
22:44Do you know what I'm going to say?
22:46I hope it's yes.
22:49Huh?
22:55Hey, Mom.
22:57Will you marry me?
23:00Yes.
23:03Oh my gosh.
23:07This is so beautiful.
23:10Shut the fuck up.
23:10There we go.
23:14Oh my God.
23:15Oh my God.
23:16Oh my God.
23:18This is so beautiful.
23:25I had a image in my mind of him and it was completely wrong in like the best way possible.
23:33Tall, dark, and handsome.
23:35He is a beautiful man.
23:39Oh, it's real.
23:41It's real.
23:41You're real.
23:42I'm real.
23:45You're so handsome.
23:47You look so good.
23:48You look beautiful.
23:50I love the blue.
23:51Emma had mentioned her birthmark on her arm and how she had to get that skin graft.
23:56So that wasn't a surprise to me to see that.
23:59And to be honest, I didn't even really acknowledge it.
24:01I was too busy looking at her smile and I think that she's absolutely gorgeous.
24:05I like having heart palpitations.
24:08I had no idea kind of what she would look like, you know, I guess, but it didn't mean I
24:14was going to be right.
24:15And it just so happens that she is Asian.
24:18I never dated a different race before.
24:21So to be able to fall in love with someone from a different race is really amazing in my eyes.
24:27Do you want to pop open some shoes?
24:28I do.
24:29Let's go.
24:29Yeah.
24:29I just can't wait to start the rest of my life with her.
24:32I'm speechless.
24:33What?
24:34I'm speechless.
24:38I like literally did not know what she would look like.
24:40Check, please.
24:43You're gorgeous.
24:44You look beautiful.
24:45You have a beautiful smile too.
24:47I like a nice smile.
24:50I like literally just can't stop staring at you.
24:52This is so wacko.
24:54This is so wackadoodle.
24:57Who would have thought?
24:58Who would have thought?
24:58Seeing him in person, I still felt so comfortable, so grounded, and like so light with him.
25:04I didn't have to worry about like what he was going to think about like my birthmarks or like my
25:11physical characteristics.
25:12Like it just felt really comforting for myself.
25:17What do you think the family's going to say?
25:19They're going to be so shocked.
25:23Wait till I say something to mine, like if they find out, oh my God, they're going to be losing
25:27their hearts.
25:28They're going to have to fly out.
25:29You'll like them.
25:30They're fun.
25:30I'm nervous.
25:31They're a little rowdy.
25:32We do too.
25:33Don't worry.
25:33We do too.
25:36I'm excited to meet your family and your friends.
25:38Me too.
25:39They'll look good.
25:40They'll get along with them.
25:41Really?
25:42Yeah.
25:44I was looking for marriage.
25:45I was looking for a lifelong partner.
25:46And I know that we will be so compatible on all like facets of physical, of emotional.
25:53And I know that when we get old, looks will fade, but we'll still always have this emotional connection.
25:59It is more than everything I've ever, I've ever dreamed of.
26:13See you in a little bit.
26:14See you soon.
26:15Bye.
26:16Bye.
26:17Oh, man.
26:18I'll watch you walk out.
26:19Yeah, watch me.
26:21Look at this ass, all right?
26:22Hell yeah.
26:26Damn.
26:31Bye-bye.
26:32Bye.
26:33Bye.
26:33Bye.
26:34Bye.
26:35Bye.
26:36Bye.
26:37Bye.
26:37Bye.
26:37Bye.
26:37Bye.
26:38Bye.
26:44Bye.
26:53Bye.
26:54Bye.
26:57Bye.
26:58Bye.
26:59Bye.
26:59Bye.
27:01Bye.
27:02Bye.
27:02Bye.
27:03Bye.
27:03Bye.
27:04Bye.
27:04getaway there they will have the chance to discover if their physical connection
27:08is as strong as their emotional
27:18we're on our way to malibu we're gonna spend some quality time together
27:24all right so we're getting ready to tour the place it's day one
27:34we're like twins right now yeah it wasn't even intentional
27:40and with their weddings only four weeks away their love is about to face some serious tests
27:46so amazing hey can we get some drinks let's go
27:52okay we're in mexico oh no and in cabo so have you been here before no all right never even
27:58been in mexico what pavo is my happy place is it really yeah holy
28:02my hands aren't that sweaty okay yours are kind of sweaty actually now mine
28:08no because yours is coming off at me yeah don't put that on me come on hola thank you
28:15my gosh cheers
28:17will their looks race lifestyle or insecurities tear them apart in the real world first time in mexico
28:23actually what i know i know you have to show me around you're like i want to go to antarctica
28:28but
28:28i haven't been to mexico it's just beautiful we got everything you can't oh my god seriously i can't i
28:36can't help it wow look at the view oh my gosh problem we made it i know
28:47what is love truly enough to conquer it all i remember like all the girls like close their eyes
28:56and see if we sound like what we and i was like never would have got like i would have
29:02been so
29:02confused because i feel like your voice does not sound i know i was like i sound white
29:08now it's hard because i see you in person yeah it's like i don't know my dad is black and
29:12my mom's
29:13colombian okay i like that is your mom from colombia or just yeah is she my mom was adopted
29:20when she was two days old my grandpa's admission my grandparents are actually white actually my mom
29:24wanted to name me liliana and that that would have given it away i could see that i probably would
29:29have gone by lily i like liliana has such little hands oh you've got clean nails oh gosh you're amazing
29:38can i do what i can okay you're so pretty oh also this is how tall i actually am it
29:54works for me
29:55because like i didn't care about like if you were like i think i'm like really sure
30:00and then you're like i was like i literally couldn't care and then you're i've never never
30:05been an issue yeah you're happy i'm so happy me too it's just like crazy you know i was thinking
30:11about the other night just like man i feel like she's just like perfect like i'm absolutely not i was
30:17like perfect no like like the time like when i saw you i was like i literally couldn't have like
30:21like if you had a picture something i was like that's like literally like perfect stop i swear
30:29you're gorgeous during those like pod sessions we connected so well in there where i knew like
30:34hey if we were in person like obviously we don't know what each other we don't know each other look
30:39like but it's like at the same time it's like i felt like that just didn't matter and almost like
30:43now at this point like we've spent time with each other it's like it doesn't matter dude it's
30:51it's amazing oh i never want my phone i know we're actually talking about that it's incredible
30:58i feel like so much more clear-headed yeah and like i don't get bombarded by like oh
31:02shit that like stressed me out and this like made me upset and whatever especially like the news
31:07that's like really gets to me it's all i'm gonna do this stuff anyways you don't have cable or anything
31:11well i don't either but like my i'm on instagram yeah and because of like my strong political views
31:19a lot of the accounts i follow or like yeah i like that updates on that very very should be
31:25yeah i
31:25appreciate it i appreciate that about you thank you i think you know that though it's just so cool
31:33to just be with you and like see and talk to you i never anticipated like being physically attracted
31:39to you before i saw you i already think that chris is hot and i haven't seen him like i
31:45was like
31:45that's a weird sensation like i just didn't anticipate that i was like that doesn't make sense jessica
31:52none of it does none of it does that's kind of the beauty of it it is right we're so
31:58lucky literally
32:05i always thought this earlier you're gonna not like it um but i said this to the girl i said
32:11if i
32:11like saw you in the wild i would think that you would only want to be with like a gym
32:15rat and you
32:16would never eat pizza with me that's interesting you say that um you don't eat pizza oh i do
32:23i fucking love pizza no like i i mean i told you like i come home and i'm like even
32:28if it's not
32:29i'm that late and like it's not like super like whatever like i'll uber eats a doordash like all
32:33the time same i just love eating and i do not love working out
32:39i only think of like running as punishment
32:44it does suck the first like couple miles but i think once you get like into it it's like
32:48i would never get through two miles that's the thing it's hard to get through the first two
32:53but like you don't even have to go fast like i will go on every walk with you
33:01obviously i think she's the most beautiful like human being i've ever like
33:05like been around like i love her i'm super attracted to her and like everything else like physically
33:10i didn't think like someone like her even existed for me to be honest with you
33:18i don't know no no no
33:20Nancy in the gym we're in the sauna for the second time
33:27We did a sauna for the second time.
33:30And we did a jacuzzi.
33:32Now we did some pizza and some wine.
33:34That was the gym with pizza and wine.
33:40Get in the pool.
33:45I fell in love with Brittany, but as far as what each other
33:48looked like, I know she dated white, mixed, black,
33:51so I don't think she had a set preference of what exactly
33:55she was looking for.
33:58So grateful.
34:02And maybe my judgment in the past, it's like,
34:06maybe that wouldn't have been someone I had approached.
34:08And nothing against who Brittany is as a person.
34:11Like, I was attracted to what I thought was my person.
34:14But I definitely think love is blind,
34:16and it didn't matter what race she was on the other side
34:19of the wall to me.
34:20Now it's like, you see her, and it's just like,
34:22how could I walk away from this?
34:24Like, that's my person.
34:25And like, I'm hopeful that this moment doesn't stop,
34:28but it's just like the groundwork for, you know,
34:30what 10, 15, 20, 30 years looks like from now.
34:34I wonder what, like, time you're going to have to wake up
34:37tomorrow.
34:37Is it going to have, like,
34:386 a.m.?
34:39I don't run.
34:40Me neither.
34:42Oh my gosh, sure.
34:43You're looking at the wrong person for a run.
34:46You can't run with this.
34:48Yeah, you can.
34:49No, you can't.
34:50Not comfortably.
34:51I prefer.
34:52I bet you do.
34:55Yeah, no.
34:57Running in Big Titty City don't go together.
35:01Does it still look okay?
35:02Yeah, it looks good.
35:03Let me share it.
35:03I promise.
35:08Just look at me.
35:10And it's like, green, blue, golden eyes.
35:13Yeah.
35:16Kissing Brittany has been, like, a long time coming.
35:19It's like, every time it's just like,
35:20oh, wow, that takes your breath away.
35:22Um, she has really nice lips,
35:24so I'm excited to be able to kiss some more.
35:27I've been drifting
35:30Away for so long
35:32Spilling our words till I'm empty
35:36Ooh
35:50I love the purple lights.
35:52It's so pretty.
35:54Did you see the moon?
35:55Yeah, it's awesome.
35:57Glad we get a beer together.
35:59Me too.
36:03I, you know, you have a child when
36:07you're unwed and 26 years old
36:09and you just kind of watch
36:10everybody else's life go.
36:12And to sit here and, like,
36:13have a ring on my finger, like,
36:14it's crazy to me and it's amazing
36:16and it just feels right
36:18because it's with this, like, person
36:20that I laugh with
36:21and that I feel so genuine.
36:24But now to actually, like,
36:25see that smile and to see that laugh
36:27it's one of the most incredible experiences
36:30I have ever had in my entire life.
36:33Looks good on ya.
36:37It does.
36:38I know.
36:40Got your sparkly nails too.
36:41Mm-hmm.
36:42Did you do that for Emma?
36:43Mm-hmm.
36:44I love it.
36:45It's pleasant to be around you.
36:47Makes you feel good.
36:56Oh, my belly's just hanging out here.
36:58Buttons up.
36:59Yeah.
37:01Hairy.
37:02Hush.
37:04Don't you hush me.
37:06Mm.
37:07Do you want another pillow?
37:08Or you can lay like this if you want.
37:12Your hair smells good.
37:16Freshly washed.
37:17You get a lot more hair than I do.
37:22Yours is really thick.
37:24Did you say you used to have your hair, like, red red?
37:26Mm-hmm.
37:27I bet that was pretty hot to you, honestly.
37:31You look amazing as blonde as well.
37:35Mm-hmm.
37:41Mm-hmm.
37:43See the barriers.
37:46I'm tearing them down.
37:48Definitely can get used to this, Amber.
37:52Oh, my God.
38:01Wait, I want to see your scars.
38:02Is this a scar?
38:04That actually might be surgery.
38:06There's, like, a soccer one that kind of goes in the back here.
38:10There's a scar?
38:11No, no, no.
38:12A tattoo?
38:12A tattoo.
38:13It's like a kid with a ball in his hand looking up here.
38:16Okay.
38:17It's almost like a skeleton of a dragon that kind of circles this,
38:20and then he's looking up at that.
38:22You're into dragons?
38:23Oh, no.
38:23So cool.
38:25So you like dragons?
38:26You're like, mm, I don't like dragons.
38:27Wait, did I tell you what I was?
38:28I had to, like, read a book.
38:29I was trying to, like, read a book on a plate.
38:30But the book I had had, like, dragons on the side,
38:32and all these kids were around me.
38:33I was like, I can't read this.
38:35It's about dragons and, like, dragon riders.
38:37What was the book?
38:39It's called Fourth Wing.
38:41Oh, is it?
38:43Yes.
38:44It's, like, smut.
38:46Mm-hmm.
38:46As the kids say.
38:47Yeah, I still don't know what that stands for.
38:49I have to explain it.
38:50It doesn't stand for anything.
38:52I know what it means.
38:53Yeah.
38:53That's what it means.
38:54I like to read.
38:56I'm a nerd, though, for sure.
38:57I like Stoicism.
38:58I like to read, like, not just, like, someone else's
39:01interpretation of it.
39:02Like, I will go in and read Letters to a Stoic by Epictetus
39:05and, like...
39:05Cliff notes?
39:06No, I actually read it.
39:07Okay.
39:07Just making sure.
39:10Goddamn.
39:11Don't do that.
39:12You can see those eyes.
39:14I don't do anything.
39:17Damn.
39:18What?
39:19High contact throws me.
39:22Don't do that.
39:23I saw what you just did.
39:24Mm-hmm.
39:24Throwing eyes around.
39:25I haven't even done any of, like, my moves.
39:27You haven't?
39:28I haven't seen them yet.
39:29You're not.
39:30Oh.
39:31Yeah, you're dangerous.
39:33Very dangerous.
39:35Dangerous.
39:36Yeah.
39:36Dangerous.
39:37Mm-hmm.
39:41I would bite your lip like that.
39:42I was just smiling.
39:43No, you weren't.
39:44No, you weren't.
39:44I was just smiling.
39:45No, you weren't.
39:46Yes, you were.
39:48I was just smiling.
39:49You know exactly what you're doing to me.
39:54God, stop doing that.
39:56Doing what?
39:57I don't want eyes around like that.
39:58I don't know what you're talking about.
40:00I think you might.
40:01I think you might.
40:03I think you might.
40:03Just kidding.
40:04I know what I'm doing.
40:06Yeah, you do.
40:06Yeah, you do.
40:08Yeah, you do.
40:10Oh, my God.
40:11You're making it difficult.
40:14Do I make it hard?
40:17Very good choice of words.
40:18Very good choice of words.
40:19Answer's yes.
40:20You finished?
40:22Only after you.
40:25It would not matter if Alex was not the hottest man alive.
40:28Fortunately for me, he is.
40:31He's fucking hot.
40:35You happy?
40:38Yeah.
40:46Connor, is your hips that bad?
40:48Yeah.
40:48Connor, you can't cross your legs.
40:52I think I just like pulled.
40:53This is a joke.
40:54What do you mean?
40:55This is being dramatic.
40:56What do you mean?
40:56This is dramatic.
40:58So this.
40:58How do you sit?
40:59I just sit like this.
41:01Like a normal dude.
41:03Wait, I'm shocked.
41:04You can't, you can't do this.
41:06Not like that.
41:07That may go to cross your legs.
41:08Like, should have been exposed to me.
41:10Deal breaker?
41:11That was like an ick I didn't know I had.
41:13Deal breaker?
41:14Watch that.
41:14I was like, please stop crossing your legs.
41:16You can fix me.
41:16How was your first day with me?
41:18I knew it was going to be comfortable, but.
41:20Yeah.
41:21I'm like, it's easy.
41:23Chemistry's there.
41:24Just even walking through the villa.
41:26Ooh.
41:26My hands.
41:27Ooh.
41:28I was like, yeah, this is it.
41:30This is it.
41:31This is it.
41:33That's, that's a thought process in my brain.
41:35That's so, that's so attractive.
41:38Don't make fun of me.
41:39I'm not.
41:40That was satirical from you.
41:42Do you want me to say the opposite next time?
41:45No.
41:45Okay.
41:46Only the truth.
41:49To be able to look you in the eyes and talk to you, I'm like, oh.
41:52I know.
41:54I know.
41:55It's more intense.
41:56Nuts.
41:57I can't stop staring at you.
41:58I know.
41:59I'm not mad about it.
42:00I know you have to fly, oh, so you can say goodbye, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
42:12I think my biggest fear was like, how we be physically from emotionally.
42:18Cause like, we were like, we've been so good emotionally.
42:20Yeah.
42:21But I feel like I'm very comfortable with you physically.
42:23That was something that I was obviously nervous about too.
42:26Yeah.
42:26Cause I feel like.
42:28I'm sorry.
42:29I'm sorry.
42:31I'm so sorry.
42:31Why are you laughing?
42:33I'm so sorry.
42:33I'm so sorry.
42:40I'm so sorry.
42:41I'm so sorry.
42:42I'm so giggling.
42:42I'm so giggling.
42:43I'm so sorry.
42:43I'm so sorry.
42:44I love you so much.
42:45It's supposed to be bedtime, right?
42:46I know.
42:49And like, I think.
42:50I'm sorry.
42:52I'm sorry.
42:55I'm sorry.
42:59I don't know why I'm so uncomfortable right now.
43:01I think like now, like for me, like we've gotten like to such...
43:08No, okay.
43:09We've gotten to like such an emotional level.
43:11That's what I was like racking my brain around.
43:13Will you like me physically as much as emotionally?
43:15Yeah, I do.
43:23I do too.
43:27You told me how to love again.
43:32Okay.
43:38What are you thinking about?
43:40Dangerous eyes.
43:44Just enjoying you.
43:46Yeah?
43:46Yeah.
43:48Okay.
43:49Am I wrong?
43:50Mm-hmm.
43:53I'm very excited for sex, honestly.
43:57I'm a very sexual person, but like I'm a very loyal person.
44:00And I do not give it out to just anybody.
44:04So I'm very excited to share this moment with Alex.
44:07Love's my religion, but he was my faith.
44:11Something so sacred, so hard to replace.
44:15Falling for him was like falling from grace.
44:18I know what I like.
44:19I know what I want.
44:20I know how to treat a man.
44:23I think it's very attractive.
44:24Like the confidence for a woman to have, knowing exactly what she wants.
44:28Those things are very attractive to a man.
44:31Are you happy?
44:32Yeah.
44:33Confident.
44:34Happy.
44:35Are you?
44:36Yeah.
44:37Get used to it.
44:38Yes, sir.
44:39Good answer.
44:41I'm a little sexually flustered, I guess, right now.
44:45You're just so handsome.
44:47Beautiful someone.
44:48Beautiful man.
44:51Don't look at me like that.
44:53Too late.
45:00You're getting used to my hands there?
45:02Yeah.
45:02Yeah?
45:03Yeah, love you.
45:04Love you, too.
45:06They say all good boys go to heaven.
45:10But bad boys bring heaven to you.
45:13It's automatic.
45:16It's just what they do.
45:19They say all good boys go to heaven.
45:23It's all too heavy.
45:24But bad boys bring heaven to you.
45:27I'd definitely be okay with having sex tonight, for sure.
45:31We'll talk about it.
45:32I'd be okay to wait, too.
45:34Sex is sex.
45:36Like, most men will, like, put their dick in a chicken sandwich.
45:39Those things really don't matter to me as much.
45:42But, I mean, I'd rather have with a person, like, I love and I'm attracted to, for sure.
45:48Being in this arms feels amazing.
45:50It's kind of indescribable.
45:53Oh, look at this bad boy.
45:55What do you think?
45:57I do.
45:58Maybe I'll let you try it if you're nice.
46:00I do.
46:02I love you.
46:04Me, too.
46:11How do you feel about being in person together?
46:14Better.
46:15I'm not going to lie.
46:16At first it made me, like, real nervous because I was like, oh my God.
46:19And it kind of freaked me out.
46:21But I feel like we have a good base.
46:24Yeah.
46:25To go from.
46:30I feel like we're going to be 70, like dancing in our kitchen.
46:33Oh, for sure.
46:34Together.
46:34I might break my hip.
46:36That's okay.
46:37As long as we're together.
46:39You're right.
46:39I'll take care of you.
46:41I am your little nurse now.
46:43Your own personal nurse.
46:45I love that.
46:45I'm excited about, like, just, I don't know, physical connection, being in person.
46:50If I broke your heart.
46:53The next time that I do have sex with somebody, I want it to be with a person that I,
46:58100%,
46:59we are going to spend the rest of our lives together.
47:05So, I think that eventually we will have sex.
47:09I feel hopeful.
47:11I feel excited.
47:13I feel like we have a good thing.
47:15I feel like we have a very strong connection.
47:18I'm not scared of losing you.
47:21I'm not scared of anyone or dying young.
47:25We're going to have a good life.
47:27Yes, we are.
47:30I think what I'm most hopeful for is that we're going to actually get married and build
47:36a future together and have kids and just have the life that we both always dreamed of.
47:41Like, I feel like I could just do this forever.
47:43Good night.
47:45Love you.
47:47I love you.
47:53You know, I hope to be with Chris forever.
47:56Like, and this is, you know, the first night of hopefully thousands.
48:01I'm so happy.
48:04I'm so happy.
48:06I'm so happy.
48:09I'm so happy.
48:09Oh, my gosh.
48:10Oh, wow.
48:11This could be the start of the rest of my life.
48:12I'm not scared of anyone
48:14Or dying young
48:16If you're gonna find somebody new
48:21Cause how could they love you
48:24As much as I do
48:27As much as I do
48:30Cause I'm not scared of loving you
48:34I'm just scared of losing you
48:37I'm not scared of anyone
48:40Or dying young
48:42Or if you're gonna find somebody new
48:46Cause how could they love you
48:50As much as I do
48:52As much as I do
49:07As much as I do
49:11As much as I do
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