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56 Days (2026) Episode 7

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00:18El Nero River Killing
00:20se refiere a la brutal muerte de Paul Sparling.
00:24El estudiante de Shane Martin
00:25fue arrestado por el primer lugar
00:28que fue widely believed
00:30que su profesor Oliver St. Ledger
00:32fue responsable por el crime.
00:34Cuando estaba en la escuela,
00:35un niño drowned.
00:36Yo estaba involucrado.
00:38Paul just atacó Shane.
00:40Shane just kept on
00:41pushing Paul's head underwater.
00:44Ciarra, fucking liar.
00:45Ciarra, what are you talking about?
00:47Don't follow me.
00:48Did you forget the restraining order, Shiloh?
00:51You need to get Oliver St. Ledger
00:52away from my family.
00:53I don't know what you're talking about.
00:55Oliver St. Ledger is living.
00:57With my little sister.
00:59Megan?
00:59What the fuck, Shiloh?
01:01I'm going to help you get rid of him.
01:03I'm going to take care of it.
01:04No, you.
01:05Shiloh, I need you to trust me
01:06that I'm going to handle this on my own.
01:09Oliver, are you there?
01:10This woman, Ciarra,
01:12is not who you think she is.
01:14It's Megan Martin.
01:16She's Shane's sister.
01:18It's okay, Dan.
01:19He knows.
01:34Anything they start off fighting about,
01:36he can bring it back to that.
01:37I mean, this time,
01:38it's about how my mom never puts gas in the car
01:40and he always has to do it when he's already late.
01:43You know, and somehow he brings it back
01:44to how my school wants me to apply
01:45to all these private,
01:46out-of-state D1 colleges for lacrosse.
01:48And it makes him look like the bad guy
01:50because he can't afford any of them.
01:51Shane, I mean,
01:51your dad is the Kevin Garnett
01:54of talking shit about Bridgefield.
01:56You know, and also,
01:57there's such thing as lacrosse scholarships.
02:00Ivies don't have athletic scholarships.
02:01And nowhere else is going to be a four-eye.
02:03Whatever.
02:04I mean, talking about why all these schools are no-goes
02:05also pisses them off.
02:07You're so lucky.
02:08Yeah, I know you think so.
02:10I'm not even talking about
02:11being able to afford Stanford.
02:13Being able to afford to buy Stanford
02:14and rename it after yourself.
02:16St. Ledgeham University.
02:18Hey, shut up.
02:19Shut up, dude, please.
02:20I'm talking about not having to listen
02:21to your parents screaming at each other
02:23every five minutes
02:25over something you can't change
02:26and neither can they.
02:27Well, I mean, to want to argue about shit,
02:29you kind of got to care about it.
02:31No, it's not that difficult.
02:33Well, I mean,
02:33anytime mine won't stop caring so much,
02:35that would be great.
02:36But they won't
02:37because they can't live
02:38unless they're up my ass.
02:39My sister can't either.
02:40I mean, Shiloh moved to fucking Pawtucket.
02:42She's still trying to be my boss.
02:43Oh, hey.
02:44What I would give.
02:45Here we go.
02:46To be you for one day.
02:48Just one, just to try it,
02:49just to see.
02:49Not even for the money,
02:51just for the, like,
02:53silence.
02:59That guy might have told Paul
03:00we would be here.
03:01Whatever, he's not a bad guy
03:02if you give him a chance.
03:03No, you say that
03:04every single time.
03:06He's just insecure.
03:07Yeah, I promise.
03:08If you hang in there,
03:09eventually he stops being such a dick.
03:11Prove it.
03:12What does that even mean?
03:13What's up, fuckheads?
03:18You gonna be okay?
03:19What's up?
03:19What's up as I fucking ran here?
03:21You're kidding.
03:22From Bridgefield?
03:22Yeah, that's right, shithead.
03:24Wow.
03:25I mean, I know Coach said
03:25you need to do more cardio,
03:26but damn.
03:31You guys are so into this place.
03:33I mean, it was cool for, like,
03:35you know, five minutes
03:36in middle school.
03:37Jesus.
03:39And don't you literally have, like,
03:40a massive house
03:41with a fucking helipad?
03:44There's no helipad.
03:45Why would anybody
03:45want to hang out here
03:46instead of there?
03:47Your dad have, like,
03:48no peasant rule or something?
03:51No, because I'm a peasant, right?
03:52A scholarship peasant?
03:53Yeah, I've been in there.
03:54Has your dad even lived
03:55in that house before?
03:56Like, uh,
03:58even when you were a baby?
04:00Because my dad says
04:01your dad hasn't been back
04:01to Narragansett
04:02since, like, the 90s.
04:04How would your dad
04:04even know that?
04:05Well, he's in global finance, too, dude.
04:07People talk to each other.
04:08It's a network.
04:09Who cares?
04:10All these houses
04:11is fucking freezing
04:12and none of the furniture
04:13is comfortable, okay?
04:14Yeah.
04:16What the?
04:17Are you fucking kidding me?
04:18There's mosquitoes now?
04:19Come on.
04:20Is your mom in town?
04:21Is that why
04:22we can't go to your house?
04:23What's your fucking deal, dude?
04:24Uh, it's buggy and clammy here
04:26and it doesn't not smell like pee.
04:28You have a house, too, dipshit?
04:30Yeah, well,
04:31they're selling it.
04:33Because the whole divorce
04:34is my dad punishing my mom
04:36for getting mad at him
04:37for cheating, so...
04:40that's hard.
04:42I'm really sorry.
04:46Thanks.
04:49Yeah, how is your mom doing?
04:50Shittily.
04:51Why?
04:52Just sucks, that's all.
04:55Makes total sense
04:56why she'd be having
04:57a tough time with everything.
04:58Yeah.
05:00Makes total sense
05:01your mom would be
05:01running her mouth again
05:02about someone
05:03she barely fucking knows.
05:04Fuck you.
05:05She knows her.
05:06Yeah, from sidelines
05:06and sport banquets,
05:07but not really.
05:08What are you even talking?
05:09You just seem like
05:10you know something, Shane,
05:11so you tell me.
05:12Your mom's the one
05:13saying shit she heard
05:14from somebody
05:15who heard it from somebody
05:15like it's fucking real.
05:16She saw it in the paper, Paul.
05:17Who reads the local news?
05:18No one.
05:20When MPD arrests someone,
05:21it's always in the local
05:22police blotter.
05:23I'm not saying it should be,
05:24but...
05:24She didn't think
05:24she was going to need a basket
05:26and then she had too many
05:26things in her hands
05:27so she was going
05:28to go get one.
05:29I mean, she didn't even
05:30leave the fucking store
05:31and now everybody thinks
05:32she's a fucking thief.
05:40You know what?
05:40I'm sorry.
05:42Yeah, I'm sorry too.
05:43Yeah.
05:44I'm sorry your mom's a bitch
05:46who won't shut the fuck up.
05:47Fuck the...
05:50That was your fucking problem.
05:51Fucking fuck.
05:55Hey, guys!
05:56I can fuck you, bitch.
05:57Guys!
05:58Fuck you.
06:00Take a second, okay?
06:03Chill out.
06:07Who are you to wave your finger?
06:11You must have let out your hand.
06:14I hold deep in muddy waters.
06:20You practically raised the land.
06:23Stop!
06:24Stop!
06:25Rob the grave to stop the cradle
06:29that nothing ever lands down.
06:34Ah!
06:35Fuck's house of carpet glass
06:38on the top of the top of the cloud.
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06:49We must have been
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06:55Ah!
06:58Ah!
07:00Stump!
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07:01Stump!
07:04Stump!
07:10Ha!
07:24¡Gracias!
07:47¡Gracias!
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08:03Vi antes de ir abrar impgin Ihrato hoy.
08:05Pointe aquí.
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08:08o善jó no 파략 ni tú preguntara,
08:11porque ya no es amigo.
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08:17¿Y qué te ha dado el viaje?
08:19¿Y qué te ha dado la vuelta?
08:28¡Suscríbete al canal!
08:31¡Suscríbete al canal!
08:42¡Suscríbete al canal!
08:45¿Qué?
08:45¿Qué...
08:46¿nió un...
08:49I...
08:50I wiped out yourings crawl and drills and...
08:52...someone must have stepped on me
08:57I'm sorry
09:00I'm sorry
09:03I know you were just trying to help me
09:07Save me
09:10You probably did
09:13Gracias.
09:42What are you doing?
09:44Nothing.
09:48Where were you?
09:51Those are dirty.
09:53Yeah, whatever.
09:54Why are you wet?
09:55I took a shower.
09:56When?
09:57Just now.
09:58When I thought I heard something outside.
10:01What did you do to your face?
10:03Nothing.
10:04You look like you...
10:04No, I don't, Megan!
10:12I got fouled at practice, all right?
10:14And then I came home and I took a shower and I'm back in here with you, like I have
10:18been
10:18this whole time.
10:22Are you okay?
10:26No, I'm fine.
10:29I'm hungry.
10:31You want to make stovetop s'mores?
10:32No, I'm fine.
11:03No, no, no.
11:27No, no, no.
11:39No, no, no.
12:00No, no, no.
12:03No, no, no.
12:04I'm sorry.
12:05It's really boring.
12:08I hope you think so.
12:17Hello?
12:18Can anyone hear us?
12:20Gretchen and Kenji, if you're on, get off.
12:24So what's so cloak and dagger?
12:26I killed someone.
12:27What?
12:30Who?
12:35Paul.
12:38Paul.
12:39Paul Sparling.
12:40You're sure he's dead?
12:49Yeah.
12:52We were at the Narrows.
12:55Who's we?
12:58Me, Shane, Martin, and Paul.
13:01Who else?
13:02It was just us.
13:04Okay.
13:06Stop talking.
13:08I need to think.
13:18Oliver, I'm Detective Sheehan.
13:21My lieutenant's just getting off a call, but we can start.
13:23Is this being recorded, Jerry?
13:26I'm out of custodial interrogation, so I want to make some notes, but first things first.
13:32Your lawyer here, Mr. Sykes, he filled me in a little bit on what happened.
13:35But obviously, I want to hear it from you.
13:38Can you tell me about it?
13:40Just start wherever you're comfortable.
13:42If I have any questions, I'll ask.
13:48Yeah, I was, um...
13:51I was home.
13:52And I had been studying all night because I had a midterm coming up and I didn't really understand the
13:57material.
13:59But I, uh, I forgot to eat.
14:01Um, so, uh, after a little while, like, I got a headache.
14:05And, um, I set an alarm for early so I can, uh, wake up and do some more in the
14:12morning.
14:13But then I, uh, I woke up, um, because someone was, um, was, uh, buzzing to be let in.
14:23And who was that?
14:26Um...
14:28That was, uh, Shane... Shane Martin.
14:31Shane Martin, okay.
14:33And this was what time?
14:37This was around midnight.
14:41Last chance.
14:42No idea.
14:43You have no idea?
14:45No.
14:46You can't think of a single thing happening they might want to talk to you about.
14:49Right, and I don't buy it, is why I keep asking.
14:51Because I want to have some idea of what kind of buzzsaw we're about to walk into.
14:55You knock out some more street lights or steal some shit your buddies think is nothing, but to regular people
15:00means real money.
15:01God, like, you and your friends never gotten into anything stupid before.
15:04Except, you know what, no one at your school ever got into an Ivy League college.
15:07Probably doesn't even know what one is.
15:08Oh, shh!
15:10So Shane's going to the Ivy League now.
15:12Wow!
15:13Really?
15:13Well, when were you guys gonna tell me that?
15:15After we talked to the cops, I guess?
15:16Could you have a little faith in your son, please?
15:19Could we just...
15:20He's a good kid.
15:20I have no faith in my son, right?
15:21He's a good kid, and he's a great...
15:22So you're on with that whole narrative again that I have no faith in my son.
15:25He could have a better future.
15:32He could have a...
15:33Beth!
15:34Hey, great to see you.
15:36Fabulous.
15:37Good to see you.
15:38You're a bad.
15:39Listen, I wanted to tell your father he said,
15:41I want to see you.
15:42I want to put the nail.
15:44But he's been adding up.
15:48Stop!
15:48Stop!
15:49Gemeente!
15:49Hey!
15:51Keep his hands!
15:52Hey!
15:53Freeze now!
15:54Stop it, man!
15:55Hold on.
15:56Stop!
15:56Come on!
15:56Get it easy.
15:58Stop it!
15:59Get outta here.
16:00You're so good.
16:01Get back inside!
16:07Get inside.
16:08No, no, no.
16:44No, no.
17:21No, no.
17:24No, no.
17:25No, no.
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19:25No.
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20:09No, no.
20:23No, no.
20:25No, no.
20:25No, no.
20:40No, no.
20:42No, no.
20:44No, no.
20:47No, no.
20:49No, no.
20:52No, no.
20:54No, no.
20:57Every time I think there's nothing left that can surprise me, I'll put you in touch with
21:02my personal accountant.
21:13¿Mam?
21:16¿Ya?
21:21¿Quieres té?
21:25No.
21:33I understand, this may be weird at first.
21:40It's okay, you do this too, you know, you see people outside of school.
21:45My real life goal was always this.
21:49So, I'm your first patient?
21:53Yeah, you kind of are.
21:58Don't you have to be able to come clean?
22:03Tell the truth, you know, be honest.
22:09What are you saying, you haven't been honest with me?
22:12You didn't tell me the truth?
22:15Of course I have, yes, I did.
22:19Okay then.
22:21It's gonna work.
22:23Hey, it's already working.
22:34Huh?
22:37Huh?
22:48Huh?
22:49Huh?
22:51Huh?
22:52Huh?
22:52Huh?
22:53No, no, no, no.
23:22No, I can't. Do a shooter for me.
23:29Hello?
23:30Hey, McGaggy.
23:31Hi, Shai.
23:33Hello?
23:34It's not Shane, Mom.
23:36Don't tie up the phone.
23:39She just talked to him yesterday, didn't she?
23:41They're not going to let him call her again today.
23:43I doubt she knows what day it is.
23:46When are you coming home?
23:4820 minutes. I'm leaving work right now.
23:50Just do us all a favor and stay out of her way, okay?
23:55Okay.
23:59You're packed.
24:01You travel Tuesday, right?
24:03Boy, orientation's probably going to be pretty hectic.
24:08A lot of new people,
24:11new living situation.
24:16What?
24:17What are you thinking right now?
24:21That you were right.
24:24That I might not be ready right now
24:27to go to Stanford.
24:33That I can't.
24:36Have you talked about any of this
24:38with your dad?
24:43No.
24:47Well,
24:49you need to, Ollie.
24:54Call him.
24:56And tell him.
24:59I can't.
25:01You want me to do it?
25:05Please.
25:05Yes.
25:07Okay.
25:09Thank you.
25:11Oliver St. Ledger,
25:13he dropped my brother off at our house in his car.
25:15Are you aware Mr. St. Ledger
25:16says he did not see your brother after school
25:18until Shane came to his house after midnight?
25:22Yes, I am,
25:22but it's not true.
25:23What the hell are you doing?
25:25Are you...
25:26Are you playing at trial or something?
25:28Is it supposed to be funny?
25:30No.
25:30Because it isn't.
25:32I know.
25:33I did see him.
25:36Shane didn't come right home after practice.
25:38He didn't come home till later,
25:39and when he did,
25:41I saw him.
25:43I saw him getting out of Oliver's car.
25:45I can't believe you're doing this right now.
25:46I cannot believe you can't see
25:48how wrong it is
25:50for you to do this right now.
25:51It's not like that.
25:52It's really true.
25:53It's never like that.
25:54Right?
25:56Like when your teacher kicked you.
25:58Like when the woman in the stop and shop
25:59tried to kidnap you.
26:00It's never about you wanting attention.
26:02It's always true.
26:03The jury is deciding right now, Megan.
26:07Remember?
26:08They're all sitting in a room talking
26:11about whether they're going to send
26:13your brother to prison for life.
26:18Now, I'm sorry
26:20that we are all so terrified
26:21of that,
26:22that we can't put our attention on you.
26:23I'm sorry that this is the worst fucking thing
26:26that's ever happened in the world,
26:27and you still have to make it about you.
26:41The people of the state of Rhode Island
26:43versus Shane Martin.
26:45Verdict, count one,
26:47voluntary manslaughter.
26:48We, the jury,
26:50find the defendant guilty.
27:07Six minutes,
27:0911 seconds, actually.
27:12Very good for my age, huh?
27:14For anybody's age.
27:16What were you
27:17last time you were in the pool?
27:20Uh, 3.17.
27:22The fuck?
27:23You're going backwards now.
27:26Are you even practicing?
27:29I'm not really sleeping lately.
27:37Since the verdict.
27:40I get it.
27:42All the more reason to stay disciplined.
27:45Here's the thing.
27:46Practice.
27:46You have to do it every day.
27:49You're staying on it, right?
27:51Grow your capacity.
27:53Your number grows.
27:54That's like anything.
27:55Just keep at it.
27:57Let me know.
28:06Sometimes I just feel like
28:08I have to call Shane,
28:09but that's stupid
28:10because you can't call, so...
28:12No, you can't call.
28:15I tried to go see him
28:17to be put on his visitors list
28:19or whatever.
28:25When, um...
28:26When did you do this?
28:28I don't know.
28:29A month ago.
28:31They said he said no.
28:34Oh, wow.
28:37That's understandable, too, though, right?
28:42If he said yes,
28:44would, uh...
28:45And so I tried to write it in a letter.
28:51I am disappointed.
28:53It didn't feel like
28:54this was something
28:55you could talk over with me first.
28:57It felt like I could start
28:59with this.
29:04Uh, but then...
29:05But then I felt like
29:07if I send it,
29:09is he even gonna open it?
29:14And if he doesn't open it,
29:16then maybe sending it
29:17at all
29:18is still the point.
29:20I...
29:20I don't...
29:21I don't know.
29:23Okay.
29:24Okay, what about this?
29:26Shane knows me
29:27from school.
29:30What if I has to be
29:31put on his visitors list?
29:33You know, I...
29:34I don't say why.
29:36But I take that with me.
29:39And I read it.
29:42Out loud.
29:43And whatever happens next
29:44is up to him.
29:55I'm just sorry
29:56I couldn't make myself
29:57do it before.
29:59And I know
30:00it won't make me
30:01a good person
30:02to do the right thing now,
30:03but still.
30:05I'm gonna fix everything.
30:10I promise.
30:17You look a little...
30:19the food's pretty bad here.
30:21Yeah.
30:21They serve it at weird times,
30:22whatever.
30:25I don't know why
30:26I didn't think
30:26you'd actually come.
30:27I don't know why
30:28it took me so long to ask.
30:30I mean,
30:30we didn't ever talk
30:31all that much in school,
30:32so...
30:33Oof.
30:34I'm sorry.
30:34I'm not saying that
30:35for, like, blame.
30:35No, I know you're not.
30:36It just doesn't reflect
30:38very well on me, though.
30:41So, can I ask
30:43how you are?
30:48I'm so sorry
30:49about all of this.
30:51It's just...
30:52It's really terrible.
30:54Yeah.
30:55Yeah, it's pretty terrible.
30:56Yeah.
31:00In full disclosure,
31:01and I know
31:02I should have said this
31:03up front when I first
31:04asked to come see you...
31:05Are you gonna try
31:05and write a book
31:06or something?
31:07Oh.
31:08Uh...
31:09No.
31:13I'm working with Oliver.
31:18Working with him how?
31:19Just counseling him
31:21as his therapist.
31:24So you're with him, then?
31:26Yeah, I wouldn't let him in,
31:27so he sent you?
31:29No.
31:31Although,
31:32obviously,
31:33that's a very
31:34logical first question
31:35to ask.
31:35What does he need
31:36therapy for, huh?
31:38Does he feel bad
31:39for what he did?
31:40Actually, yeah,
31:40he does.
31:41Which part?
31:43Killing Paul
31:43or killing me?
31:47I understand.
31:48It must feel
31:50unbelievable.
31:51What must?
31:52I don't know.
31:54How the world
31:56just
31:57still turning
31:59like you were
32:00never even in it.
32:03Like all I am
32:05is this thing
32:05I didn't do,
32:06you mean?
32:08All because I was stupid
32:09and tried to help
32:10my friend?
32:12Do you guys
32:13talk about that
32:14in your little
32:15fucking therapy sessions?
32:16What he did to me
32:17for trying to help him?
32:19because if anything else,
32:21you're just another person
32:21getting paid
32:22to listen to him lie.
32:25Shane,
32:27it doesn't matter
32:28what Oliver's told me.
32:30My job isn't
32:30to judge
32:31what the truth is
32:33and I wouldn't be
32:34in charge of anything
32:35even if it was.
32:37It's more that
32:38his pain
32:39has made me
32:41think about yours
32:42and how
32:43I just,
32:44I can't imagine
32:45what you're going through
32:45or the strength
32:47I know you'll need
32:48to find.
32:49For what?
32:51I have strength.
32:52I know you do.
32:53See,
32:53I remember that about you.
32:55Like you said,
32:55we didn't talk much
32:56but still,
32:57I could tell
32:57you had character,
32:59integrity,
33:00that
33:01those things
33:02matter to you.
33:07just,
33:11before I came
33:12to Bridgefield,
33:12I was a social worker.
33:14This was in Connecticut
33:15and a lot of my clients
33:17were in your situation
33:19with public defenders
33:20who were no match
33:21for white shoes.
33:22And?
33:23One of my clients,
33:26Dawn,
33:28her husband was doing
33:2915 to life
33:30in McDougal.
33:32Dave had a carpet
33:33laying business
33:34with his cousin
33:34and the cousin
33:35had a shady side thing
33:37where a guy ended up
33:38getting killed
33:38over money
33:39and the cousin
33:40took a plea
33:41saying it was all Dave.
33:45And Dave just thought
33:47he didn't do it
33:48and that would prevail.
33:52He did not
33:53stop his frustration
33:55and rage
33:55from getting him
33:56into situations
33:57that just added
33:57more years
33:58to his sentence
34:00or how to live
34:01knowing he was
34:03only in prison
34:03in the first place
34:04off a lie
34:05from someone he trusted.
34:08And compared to you,
34:11he was lucky.
34:14He wasn't up
34:15against people
34:16with enough money
34:17to make the world
34:18exactly the way
34:19they want it.
34:25So what happened
34:26to Dave?
34:28Is he still
34:28in prison?
34:31No.
34:34When did he get
34:34paroled?
34:39He did.
34:41I'm not gonna
34:43go into details
34:44if it's okay,
34:45just out of respect.
34:47I'm just never,
34:48never gonna forget
34:49that phone call.
34:54There was one
34:55tiny silver lining,
34:57craziest that is
34:58to say.
34:59Dave's family
34:59didn't think so,
35:00but I know Dave
35:01would have.
35:03It's something called
35:04the doctrine
35:05of abatement.
35:07Look,
35:07if you're convicted
35:08at trial,
35:08even for murder,
35:09and you die in prison
35:10before all your appeals
35:11are exhausted,
35:12your conviction
35:13is automatically
35:13set aside
35:14and your indictment
35:16is dismissed
35:16like it never
35:17even happened.
35:20When he died,
35:21because he died,
35:22as far as law
35:24and the world
35:24were concerned,
35:26Dave was an
35:27innocent man.
35:33Hey,
35:34finally no line
35:35at the vending machines.
35:35I'm gonna get a soda.
35:37You want one?
35:57They must have,
35:58Mom, okay?
35:59They wouldn't just say
35:59this is the person
36:00calling, okay?
36:01Yes, they could.
36:01This is ACI calling,
36:03and we're sorry to...
36:04Okay,
36:04but that doesn't make
36:05any sense, Mom, okay?
36:05So are they gonna call us back?
36:07He wouldn't do that
36:08to himself.
36:08He wouldn't do it to me.
36:09He would never do that.
36:11I'm going to call them,
36:12and I'm going to find out
36:12who called us, okay?
36:13Wherever the guards were.
36:14We're supposed to be watching.
36:15Where are they all?
36:17It's terrible.
36:18It's a terrible thing.
36:20It's hard to even think about
36:22the kind of desperation
36:23behind a choice like Dad.
36:26Makes you think about
36:27all your own choices
36:28in life, right?
36:30All the things you've done
36:31or haven't done.
36:37Hey.
36:38Hey.
36:39Hey, hey.
36:40Hey, you know
36:41the Navy SEALs
36:41used to sing?
36:42Help them calm down.
36:44They're just crazy, right?
36:45These elite warriors,
36:46they train,
36:47they practice,
36:47and still,
36:48they panic.
36:49Even Navy SEALs
36:50have to make themselves
36:51remember to breathe.
36:53In for four,
36:54hold for four,
36:55out for four,
36:56hold for four.
36:57It's called box breathing.
36:59Box has four sides.
37:00You just focus on the numbers
37:01and the sides,
37:02and that's it.
37:03Four by four.
37:04Do it with me.
37:04Come on.
37:05Let's build a box together
37:06right now.
37:10Oh.
37:11Hold.
37:16Oh.
37:19Hold.
37:22Hold.
37:22Hold.
37:24Look.
37:29Hi.
37:32Do we have a...
37:33¿Qué diablos dijiste a mi hermano?
37:35¿Suscríbete a mi hermano?
37:37¿Por qué?
37:38¿Por qué se dice quién sabe quién sabe qué?
37:39¿Por qué?
37:41¡Oh, Dios mío!
37:44¿Por qué?
37:48¿Por qué?
37:49¿Por qué?
37:50¿Por qué?
37:51¿Por qué?
37:51No existía para la escuela.
37:53¿Por qué?
37:55¿Por qué?
37:56¿Por qué?
38:10¿Por qué?
38:11¿Por qué?
38:12A student body of 600 kids, being generally aware of all of them, and their various struggles.
38:21Yeah, that was my job.
38:24Why'd you go to the prison?
38:27To offer my supreme emotional support.
38:28No, I want to know what kind of apocalyptic shit you said to him.
38:31Besides that fucking Oliver St. Leger sees you for therapy, which is...
38:35I just don't really know how to wrap my mind around that, actually.
38:37So he told you that, but he didn't tell you what else we talked about?
38:39Okay, he's figuring things out. He's taking fucking classes.
38:41And then here you are, and a month later, he kills himself.
38:46And you think talking to me had something to do with that?
38:51I do. And I think I have a lot of questions that I'm going to ask to whoever's responsible
38:55for you having a license to talk to anybody, okay?
38:57So just know that's what's going to be happening.
39:00Well, then maybe also ask them if they think someone without a baseline of mental instability
39:03and a history of emotional detachment at the home can be goaded into suicide
39:07by one casual conversation with a sympathetic relative stranger.
39:14Oh, this is such an awful thing.
39:17Look, I understand needing to explain it away somehow.
39:22But when an already mentally vulnerable person is put into such a challenging environment
39:28at an age where they're still struggling with coping skills
39:31and with the idea that the future even exists,
39:35not to mention a support system at home that just isn't up to the task in a real way.
39:40Oh, my goodness.
39:42Fuck!
39:48So, as soon as court opens tomorrow,
39:51I'm going to file a temporary ex parte order of protection against you.
39:55And just to make it final...
39:57Fuck you!
39:57Okay!
40:11Did Mom go to sleep?
40:14She went to her room.
40:15Sure, she's not sleeping.
40:17Nobody sleeps in this house.
40:18Obviously.
40:20Okay.
40:26Okay.
40:30Talk show.
40:31Old movie.
40:32Infomercial.
40:33Where do you think Shane is now?
40:36Shit.
40:38I'm going to need a drink or ten for that conversation.
40:41Megan, I don't want to talk about heaven or whatever, okay?
40:45Because you don't think he's...
40:46If there is a place he is,
40:48I hope that everything makes sense to him.
40:51That he doesn't hurt anymore.
40:53Okay?
40:55Me too.
40:57Also, I wish there was a place like that for Mom to go.
41:03Yeah, I mean, Mom's still alive,
41:05but I get what you're saying.
41:09I saw him that night.
41:13What does that mean?
41:16Mom and Dad went to Holy Spirit Purse's Bingo,
41:19and he was supposed to come home after practice
41:22and make dinner.
41:23But he didn't.
41:26So I made it.
41:28And I saw him get dropped off
41:32by a car that I saw.
41:36Whose car it was.
41:40Okay, well, did Shane know this?
41:43Yes.
41:44When?
41:46Right, when he came inside.
41:47Okay, and what did he say?
41:49He said he was home the whole time.
41:51And he never asked you to say anything
41:52later to anybody, ever?
41:56He thought he would.
41:59He was waiting, but he never did.
42:05Why didn't he want me to?
42:09You know what, maybe he was afraid, yeah, of you bringing Oliver into it,
42:16and of Oliver's family, of what they might do to us, to you.
42:20I mean, who knows?
42:22With people who can be what they are,
42:28and you feel guilty for not saying,
42:33don't.
42:34Okay?
42:36It wouldn't have made any difference.
42:38It still would have all happened the exact same way,
42:41and you couldn't have stopped it.
42:42So please, please,
42:44please,
42:45don't let it de-brill your life.
42:49Okay?
42:51Okay?
42:53Come here.
42:57Come here.
42:57Come here.
43:21Ms. Martin?
43:23One of them.
43:26Which one are you?
43:29Shaila.
43:30Is your mom Christy?
43:31Is she here too?
43:32She's not here at the moment.
43:34You live here?
43:35With her?
43:36Rub it in, why don't you?
43:39So,
43:39you're Shane's sister.
43:41Hey, can I ask a question?
43:43Yes, we are here
43:44to ask people questions
43:45about a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
43:48Specifically about the possible revenge killing
43:51of a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
43:53We spoke to Annette Sparling.
43:54She gave us your address.
43:56Does your sister live here too?
43:58Megan or Ciaro Wise?
44:00Which one do you call her?
44:04Look, I don't know where Megan lives.
44:06Okay?
44:08I don't even know where she is.
44:11Or if she's ever coming back.
44:31Hey.
44:37I've just been sitting here watching you breathe.
44:42You're Megan?
44:45You're Shane's sister.
44:49Yeah.
44:56The day that Paul Sparling died,
45:00I saw you.
45:03And I knew that you were lying.
45:08But I was no one compared to you and your family.
45:15And there was nothing that I could do.
45:20And it just kept spinning out of control my whole life.
45:24Even so many years later.
45:27I was spinning out of control.
45:29And I wanted to hurt you.
45:33I really, really wanted to hurt you.
45:38And so I made a plan.
45:43But then I started to know you.
45:46And I saw how lonely you were.
45:52That I didn't need to do anything to ruin your life
45:54because you were doing that on your own.
46:02I really wanted to tell you the truth.
46:06I had so many opportunities to tell you the truth.
46:09I'm sorry that I didn't.
46:18I'm sorry.
46:23I am sorry.
46:25He was my best friend.
46:28And your brother, he didn't deserve that.
46:34Your brother didn't do anything.
46:36It was me.
46:41I know that.
46:45But I knew that.
46:51Thank you for saying that.
46:53Because I think I really needed
46:56you to say that to me.
47:05God, I'm so in love with you.
47:09I'm so in love with you.
47:11Yeah.
47:13Yeah.
47:15Yeah.
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47:46When was Tom Petty bothering you?
47:48When I was driving and you were sleeping?
47:51Or when I was driving and you were sleeping?
47:56So do we think Megan Martin, slash Sierra Wise,
48:01is somewhere in the world with or without Oliver Kennedy?
48:06Yeah, we all know that.
48:08I said we think, not we know.
48:12But you do agree that that's the first road we should go down from?
48:15Okay, yeah, it's the first road, but it's not the only one.
48:18Ah!
48:19Ah!
48:21Ah!
48:26Wow.
48:45You better watch what you say.
48:49You better watch what you do to me.
48:53It's gonna get carried away.
48:58Girl, if you can do better than me.
49:02Gold.
49:04Yeah, gold.
49:09But remember...
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