90 Day Fiancé Before the 90 Days Season 8 Episode 18

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💑 90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days (2017) - Season 8 Episode 18  The journey nears its climax. In Episode [18], [brief hook: see episode-specific hooks below]. As visa deadlines approach and emotions run high, couples must decide: is this love strong enough to cross oceans, or will distance tear them apart?  🔹 Episode Highlights: • [E16 Hook: "A heartbreaking conversation forces [couple] to confront their future"] • [E18 Hook: "With time running out, one couple makes a life-changing decision"] • Relationship milestones: visa interviews, family meetings, commitment talks • Cultural tensions: traditions clash, expectations collide, compromises tested • Emotional confessions: tears, truths, and the courage to choose love—or walk away  🔹 Series Info: • Format: Reality Dating / International Romance / Documentary-Style Series • Original Network: TLC / Discovery+ / Max (International) • Series Launch: 2017 | Season: 8 | Episodes: 16 & 18 • Focus: Couples Before K-1 Visa Journey – Long-Distance Love Stories • Setting: Global – USA, Colombia, Philippines, Russia, Middle East & more • Language: English (Original Audio + Subtitles for foreign segments) • Runtime: ~90 minutes (full) | Clip/Highlight version: ~10-15 min  🎧 Prefer audio? Listen to 90 Day Fiancé recaps & reality TV podcasts on Spotify, Apple Podcasts.  👉 Enjoying the series? Hit LIKE, SUBSCRIBE, and comment: "Which couple's story hit you hardest? 👇💑" Turn on notifications 🔔 so you never miss the next update!  #90DayFiance #BeforeThe90Days #B490D #RealityDating #TLC #S8E[X] #LongDistanceLove #InternationalRomance #BingeWatch #90DayFamily #VisaJourney #LoveWithoutBorders  ⚠️ Copyright Disclaimer: This video is shared for promotional, review, and informational purposes only. All rights to "90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days" belong to TLC, Discovery Communications, and Sharp Entertainment. This upload complies with Fair Use guidelines (Section 107, U.S. Copyright Act). No copyright infringement intended.

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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.

00:00:03Will you marry me?

00:00:06Yes.

00:00:10You really feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.

00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.

00:00:16This is my fiancée, Stig.

00:00:19I love you, babe.

00:00:21I love you, too.

00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida not having met your son.

00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life that I'm completely missing out on.

00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.

00:00:41Can we FaceTime?

00:00:43Yeah.

00:00:46This one is good.

00:00:47I like this one.

00:00:49Are we going to buy this?

00:00:51I got to sort out my bank stuff.

00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.

00:00:59I feel so humiliated.

00:01:02It's not just jewelry.

00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.

00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?

00:01:12At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.

00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a

00:01:22move on Michael.

00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.

00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.

00:01:30Uh-uh.

00:01:31Not today.

00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?

00:01:35I'm sorry.

00:01:40They must see.

00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me, and I responded inappropriately.

00:01:51I'm going.

00:01:54I bring him to my father's house.

00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.

00:02:04I don't want anything from you.

00:02:07She and I have decided that I'm going to stay here and live here in the Philippines.

00:02:14Oh, my God.

00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.

00:02:21I trust my son.

00:02:23I don't trust you.

00:02:26I'm sorry.

00:02:27I just want to need space.

00:02:44It's the scariest thing you've done.

00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?

00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done, this is crazy.

00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane, and I was having sex with him while he was flying a

00:02:58plane.

00:02:59I don't want to hear that.

00:03:00You don't?

00:03:01No.

00:03:02Okay, sorry.

00:03:11I don't typically do crazy, adventurous stuff.

00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but, like, I just don't.

00:03:19So I'm happy I'm able.

00:03:20I found this, and we can do it.

00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.

00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.

00:03:27You put a smile on your face.

00:03:29Period.

00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end, and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.

00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son, and,

00:03:42like, I am so happy about that.

00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.

00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous, and he loves to do adventurous stuff.

00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.

00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?

00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.

00:04:02I heard abs.

00:04:03I heard sailing.

00:04:04It sounded cool, so I just booked the thing.

00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this, because it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for

00:04:11trying.

00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?

00:04:13Not really.

00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.

00:04:16It'd be fun.

00:04:17Really?

00:04:18Yep.

00:04:20We're here.

00:04:21Yay!

00:04:23Let's do this thing.

00:04:26How are we going?

00:04:27Hi!

00:04:28Hey, Mitch.

00:04:28Josh, how are you?

00:04:29Good to be here.

00:04:30Elise.

00:04:30Hey, nice to be here.

00:04:31Whereabouts are you from?

00:04:33Sydney.

00:04:34Sydney?

00:04:34Miami.

00:04:35Wow.

00:04:36So we're going canyoning today, and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.

00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?

00:04:42Yeah.

00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water, and you have to go abseil

00:04:50off the waterfall.

00:04:50Cool.

00:04:51Exciting?

00:04:52Yep.

00:04:53Excited?

00:04:53Yep.

00:04:54Yep.

00:04:55Cool.

00:04:55Awesome.

00:04:58Here we go.

00:05:03Oh, my God.

00:05:05Well, it's stunning.

00:05:06Oh, my God.

00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.

00:05:13Here is the cardio.

00:05:15Get that ass in check.

00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.

00:05:18Really?

00:05:18Yep.

00:05:19Okay, go.

00:05:20I don't think Elise realized, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.

00:05:25You know, it can be quite hairy.

00:05:27Yeah?

00:05:27Am I going to do the same thing?

00:05:29So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going

00:05:33through rock pools.

00:05:34I don't know what it's doing.

00:05:35Stop.

00:05:36It's fun.

00:05:37It's fun.

00:05:38I don't want to do this.

00:05:41Yeah, you do.

00:05:49Come on, baby.

00:05:50I don't want you.

00:05:51Let's go.

00:05:53Come on.

00:05:54Come on.

00:05:55Yes.

00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken him.

00:06:05It's scary.

00:06:18The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.

00:06:22I'm like, the not me.

00:06:24I'm not doing that.

00:06:26I'm not doing that.

00:06:27One, step, step.

00:06:27Yeah!

00:06:30Come here.

00:06:31But guess what?

00:06:32I did it.

00:06:33She's such a trooper.

00:06:34Thanks, babe.

00:06:42I don't like this at all, actually.

00:06:56I don't like this at all, actually.

00:07:00I don't like this at all.

00:07:01Yeah.

00:07:03I can't feel my hands.

00:07:10It's so cold.

00:07:27I'm shaking, like, this is not good.

00:07:30Oh, my God.

00:07:33I'm scared.

00:07:34I'm freezing.

00:07:36You feel my legs shivering?

00:07:38Mm-hmm.

00:07:40You're next.

00:07:40I can't do this anymore.

00:07:42You're all right.

00:07:43You're all right.

00:07:44I can't do this.

00:07:45I want to get off now.

00:07:47Hey.

00:07:48Like, I want to get home.

00:07:49I don't want to do this.

00:07:51Hey.

00:07:53You have to get down now.

00:07:55You're all right.

00:07:59You're going to be all right.

00:08:01You're going to be all right.

00:08:02You're going to be all right.

00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.

00:08:06Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.

00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.

00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot,

00:08:17but this is not an exaggeration.

00:08:19I can't do this!

00:08:23I want to get down, but the only way to get down

00:08:26is to go down this massive waterfall.

00:08:31I feel like I'm gonna die.

00:08:32Oh, my God!

00:08:36I can't do this!

00:08:39What do I do?!

00:08:44Come on!

00:08:49Come on!

00:09:04I'm sorry.

00:09:05I just want to need space.

00:09:11Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.

00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.

00:09:18I know I can live here.

00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.

00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.

00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines, you know, I'm like in panic mode.

00:09:45It's not going to work.

00:09:47It won't work.

00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus

00:09:57in on what the realities are.

00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena

00:10:09can do it.

00:10:10I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.

00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get you to the United States would just go out the

00:10:20window.

00:10:21And you would have to accept that.

00:10:31I need to take a breather for a bit.

00:10:33Sorry.

00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive, I felt that I was kind of a bit

00:10:44scared, and I wanted to take a break.

00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.

00:10:53Forrest, have you even factored how much it's going to cost, how much the bills are?

00:11:00Where are you going to live, Forrest?

00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.

00:11:05I will take good purpose of my mom.

00:11:07She can't afford it.

00:11:08Pay with all your money you make, Sheena?

00:11:09I am a professional.

00:11:10I could, you know.

00:11:12You could this.

00:11:13You could that.

00:11:14You could this.

00:11:15How much is rent here?

00:11:17How much?

00:11:18$900 a month?

00:11:22$900 a month?

00:11:22So she makes about $500 a month, and that's right?

00:11:26Yes, yes.

00:11:27U.S. dollars?

00:11:27Yes.

00:11:29So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?

00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.

00:11:42Then we have, we have, I have him, he have me.

00:11:45Sheena?

00:11:45And I will take care of your son.

00:11:46You don't have to worry about that.

00:11:49You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love, and happy homemaker,

00:11:54and being a little little house, and all that.

00:11:56No, no.

00:11:56I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.

00:11:59Love doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.

00:12:05Mom, there's going to be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here, that allows me to

00:12:11live here in the country, and get employment here.

00:12:15You've never worked here, and you've had one job in your life.

00:12:19You are on disability.

00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.

00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.

00:12:25You do have autism.

00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.

00:12:31I want you to better yourself.

00:12:33But, of course, you need to plan things out better.

00:12:38Do the right process, where you come back to the United States.

00:12:43Contact Social Security, and say that you want to start working.

00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.

00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.

00:12:54See how you can save up.

00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for,

00:13:01that you know nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.

00:13:04You don't know anything.

00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.

00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?

00:13:26No.

00:13:27I want you to be here, my love.

00:13:29I'm 6'7".

00:13:30You're so hard for me.

00:13:32Oh, God.

00:13:32You know what, Lucy?

00:13:33I'm not sure.

00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.

00:13:36I'm not even...

00:13:37Don't start the tears, Sheena, please.

00:13:37Stop.

00:13:38I can't...

00:13:38You don't know how I feel.

00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.

00:13:44It's so stressful.

00:13:53I don't know what to do.

00:13:56I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right, that living here in the

00:14:03Philippines is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going to be.

00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?

00:14:13What if I can't get a job here successfully?

00:14:13I can't...

00:14:14I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially...

00:14:17I just can't...

00:14:19I can't do that.

00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.

00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home, I'm going to work,

00:14:40make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.

00:14:46I don't know, my love.

00:14:49If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.

00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena.

00:14:56I love you.

00:14:57That's why I gave you this ring.

00:15:00This ring is a promise.

00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married to

00:15:09you.

00:15:10I will not give up.

00:15:23This is my husband, Jyvon.

00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.

00:15:26Nice meeting you.

00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today.

00:15:28Okay.

00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.

00:15:33I'm very happy.

00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.

00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.

00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.

00:15:43I would really put an effort.

00:15:47I brought you something.

00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.

00:15:56I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.

00:16:00Why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?

00:16:03I was worried.

00:16:05You would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.

00:16:08Can you do that?

00:16:27Okay.

00:16:29Good morning po, ma'am Anna and Sir Jyvon.

00:16:33Welcome to Balai Indang.

00:16:35Nasa taas na po pala yung hair and makeup niya po.

00:16:38Samahan po po kayo sa taas po.

00:16:40Ready?

00:16:40Yeah, ready.

00:16:43This is a nice door.

00:16:50Enjoy.

00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.

00:17:01Good morning.

00:17:02Hi, Hannah.

00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you.

00:17:04I'm Ray.

00:17:05This is my husband, Jyvon.

00:17:06Hello, nice meeting you.

00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.

00:17:09Okay.

00:17:10You ready to start?

00:17:12I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.

00:17:15We never had a real wedding, so today is very important for us.

00:17:22I'm very happy.

00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time.

00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.

00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.

00:17:34But I want to stay positive, though.

00:17:38It's his first time to have his makeup done.

00:17:43I don't think we're going to take it that far today.

00:17:45Oh, no?

00:17:46No.

00:17:46No?

00:17:47No, I'm good.

00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.

00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.

00:17:58I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy and, you know, give her the day

00:18:04that she always wanted.

00:18:05But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously

00:18:14me and Anna have different ideas on what romance is.

00:18:18So I really don't want to disappoint her.

00:18:36So, are you excited about today?

00:18:39Are you kidding me?

00:18:41Of course I'm excited today.

00:18:43Very excited.

00:18:44This is just like a paradise to me.

00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.

00:18:49The center of attention.

00:18:51Yeah.

00:18:51And, you know, the photos.

00:18:55Uh-huh.

00:18:56I think I should ask you that question, though.

00:18:59I'm okay.

00:19:02Nervous?

00:19:02Well, you don't have to be nervous.

00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.

00:19:08You know, I'm not good at, uh...

00:19:11Well, you don't have to write a long poem, okay?

00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.

00:19:17Well, I'm not...

00:19:17It doesn't have to be...

00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.

00:19:20You don't have to be.

00:19:21Okay.

00:19:22It's just going to be a few things, you know what I'm saying?

00:19:24Like, the basics, basically.

00:19:28Yeah.

00:19:30How I feel about doing my vows, I'm just going to get straight to the point.

00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.

00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.

00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?

00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens, not now,

00:19:50God will take me before him.

00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me.

00:19:54And he will say, I miss you and your big mouth.

00:19:58You know?

00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.

00:20:09Yeah.

00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go and to see you.

00:20:13Mm.

00:20:14I would really put an effort.

00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it for...

00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.

00:20:23Okay.

00:20:26Hi, boo-boo.

00:20:28I love you.

00:20:29Love you, too.

00:20:33You know what?

00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.

00:20:37Okay.

00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look, my bridal look.

00:20:43All right.

00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.

00:20:50And that's really disappointing.

00:21:11No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

00:21:22I have no idea what to do.

00:21:30Okay

00:21:32I know your bond is not the most romantic guy

00:21:37But I just wanted today to be fun

00:21:41lie full of love

00:21:45Something that I can always look back on I

00:21:50Love him

00:21:51But I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not

00:22:30How did it feel spending the night here last night?

00:23:02It came close from yesterday and of course I miss beer con

00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out

00:23:12Last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it all today

00:23:16But beer con was pretty mad at me

00:23:19He said things to me that

00:23:25I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry

00:23:28I obviously said things to him too that I really didn't mean

00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving

00:24:05I hope that that's not what he wants

00:24:05To show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him are so much

00:24:10Stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael

00:24:23To Kumru Bekova

00:24:27Although I'm sorry about him

00:24:27Oh myromo

00:24:28My problems

00:24:28Well just remember

00:24:30No Ians

00:24:32No Ians

00:24:41It

00:24:42So you're a member of Mr. B touch

00:24:46And we're all your people

00:24:49Over at

00:24:50I'm the leader

00:24:52Well, I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without me.

00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.

00:25:07Hey.

00:25:09Hey.

00:25:11I brought you something.

00:25:20I know you like that.

00:25:35I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that.

00:25:40I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.

00:25:43I did not mean for that to hurt you.

00:25:47And I'm so sorry.

00:25:49That was never my intent.

00:25:58So why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?

00:26:05I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point,

00:26:13that I was the one that hit on him, that you would try to put a stop to my friendship

00:26:20with

00:26:24him.

00:26:25OK.

00:26:26But the missing thing is I think you had feelings for him.

00:26:34I did have feelings for him.

00:26:37But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.

00:26:43And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and so much more of

00:26:52the type of man I actually want to be with.

00:26:55Because I want you to know that I do love you.

00:26:58I do want this relationship to work.

00:27:02You and me.

00:27:10You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you, but like you said, I'm into

00:27:18actions.

00:27:28Honestly, I'm scared to even say this.

00:27:37Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?

00:27:50Can you do that?

00:27:55When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa so I can live here in Belize?

00:28:01I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.

00:28:06No.

00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.

00:28:12I just would rather live here.

00:28:14And I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.

00:28:16It's just really weird timing.

00:28:18And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?

00:28:42It's just a red flag.

00:28:43Babe.

00:28:44Yes?

00:28:45I'm gonna miss you.

00:28:46I know.

00:28:47I'm gonna miss you too.

00:28:48And I'm gonna wake up tomorrow by myself?

00:28:52Same.

00:28:53Same way so Thomas did I miss you too?

00:28:55Yeah.

00:29:02I'm sorry, honey.

00:29:07I'm trying.

00:29:10Sorry.

00:29:10Babe.

00:29:11You're my fiance.

00:29:13You realize that?

00:29:14I know.

00:29:14You realize that.

00:29:15It's crazy.

00:29:16You did such a good job.

00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.

00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.

00:29:22I'm going to go home engaged.

00:29:25I'm excited.

00:29:27Aw, me too.

00:29:30You're my fiance now.

00:29:31I know.

00:29:32Any thoughts to give you would never get married and settle down.

00:29:35That's crazy.

00:29:36I woke up this morning, and I was like, ah.

00:29:40Got a ring on my finger.

00:29:42Yes.

00:29:42When do I put a ring on?

00:29:43Like, when I get married?

00:29:45I don't want to get you a ring before I leave.

00:29:50You like the ring, babe?

00:29:51Of course I like the ring.

00:29:53It's beautiful.

00:29:54You did a good job.

00:29:57When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa so I can come here and live here in Belize?

00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the US.

00:30:11No.

00:30:12What?

00:30:14What do you mean?

00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here with you.

00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the US, and based on everything that he said to

00:30:25me on the phone, and since I've been in Belize, I had always thought that I was going to be

00:30:31the one moving here.

00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully move to.

00:30:38You would move to Belize?

00:30:39Yeah, I would.

00:30:40For real?

00:30:40Yeah.

00:30:42Would you move here?

00:30:44Of course I would move here.

00:30:45What?

00:30:45This is so pretty.

00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.

00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?

00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to.

00:30:52It's beautiful.

00:30:53Yeah.

00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?

00:30:59That's new information.

00:31:01I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.

00:31:04I'd rather live here.

00:31:08You won't be able to make any money.

00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.

00:31:13No, I'm not going to be your sugar mama.

00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.

00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away, be able to think long-term and how that's going

00:31:24to benefit both of us.

00:31:26Okay.

00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.

00:31:34And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm

00:31:39a citizen.

00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.

00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.

00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?

00:31:51You have family out there.

00:31:53I have family out there.

00:31:55Probably they have better health care and all that.

00:31:58Sure.

00:31:58I'll file for you.

00:32:10I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole

00:32:14time.

00:32:17So, quite the switch up for my guy.

00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.

00:32:27It's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?

00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?

00:32:39I don't know.

00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.

00:32:44What?

00:32:44Now, let's take that seriously.

00:32:45Let's think about that.

00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.

00:32:49Make a plan.

00:32:50Execute.

00:32:51Yep.

00:32:52I know.

00:32:53Okay.

00:33:00Oh, boy, no, no, no, no.

00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.

00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.

00:33:17Trisha.

00:33:20Sit down.

00:33:46Come back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.

00:33:52how excited we both were, how happy we were together.

00:34:00Oh, boy, no, no, no.

00:34:13You didn't know that being here was going to have this effect?

00:34:20Oh, boy.

00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.

00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport.

00:34:35She changed her seats on the plane and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.

00:34:43And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.

00:34:49She trusted me and I guess I kind of blew it.

00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that.

00:35:01And I didn't say that in the text messages.

00:35:04But I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.

00:35:12I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.

00:35:20It wasn't the right thing for me to do.

00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because for a while she was the only person I could really count

00:35:33on to be there for me.

00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Columbia and my feelings were very strong for her.

00:35:47It was so much chemistry sexually and any other type of way that you can think of.

00:35:54The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.

00:36:01It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.

00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish.

00:36:14And she was hurt by it.

00:36:16And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me and she was contacting me at this time.

00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses.

00:36:31I asked her if we could please get together and talk.

00:36:36But when she texted me back, she said, sure, period.

00:36:42I don't know why she put period.

00:36:44I don't know if that means it's final.

00:36:46This is our final talk or what.

00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting

00:37:02to know her family.

00:37:05And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of getting married and having a family together.

00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say.

00:37:21But I have to give it my all.

00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.

00:37:45Oh, my God.

00:37:49Trisha?

00:37:52Hello?

00:37:55Sit down.

00:38:01Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.

00:38:04What did you expect?

00:38:07I'm not happy to see you.

00:38:13I just want to apologize.

00:38:17I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.

00:38:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.

00:38:28Four days.

00:38:29You didn't say anything for four days.

00:38:32That's too much.

00:38:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.

00:38:39You weren't with me.

00:38:42Why did you betray me?

00:38:46After I gave you a chance when we were in Nusebe, I forgive you what she did in Colombia.

00:38:54You're supposed to earn my trust back, not to break it a single time.

00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that.

00:39:06I didn't realize that she would take this and be cheating on you.

00:39:11So if he was in my place, yes, it is cheating.

00:39:12This is where the cheating started.

00:39:17If I was in your place, me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good.

00:39:25So you don't know.

00:39:26Because you cannot continue.

00:39:27I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.

00:39:30Why?

00:39:31It's simple, though.

00:39:33Why don't you block her?

00:39:36It didn't come to my mom.

00:39:38OK.

00:39:39If you want this relationship, make her understand that I'm with you.

00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.

00:39:46She doesn't know.

00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.

00:39:49She does know.

00:39:50Tell her to understand that.

00:39:54Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.

00:40:01Block her here and tell her.

00:40:10Nothing to say.

00:40:11I'm conflicted.

00:40:14I love you so much, but I can't block her.

00:40:21Why?

00:40:23Why?

00:40:30I'm having the best time in my life.

00:40:32Getting in the waterfall and I'm just singing.

00:40:34She's being a drama queen.

00:40:37I get down to the bottom and I see all these people surrounding Elise.

00:40:42And I start to think, oh, is she OK?

00:41:08Welcome, everyone.

00:41:09We are gathered here today to celebrate the enduring love between Javon and Annalyn.

00:41:15We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter, challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.

00:41:22Now, Javon and Annalyn, it's time to renew your vows to each other.

00:41:35Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?

00:41:43Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?

00:41:55And always protect you and be there for you.

00:41:59And also learn to be more patient and put up with your sassiness.

00:42:09I love you.

00:42:14Javon delivered his vows, and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry, but when I look at

00:42:23his eyes, I could feel the sincerity.

00:42:29I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person.

00:42:37I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.

00:42:41You can always count on me.

00:42:44You'll never feel alone again.

00:42:47And I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks, even though I keep nagging you.

00:42:55And I don't expect you to be perfect, because no one is.

00:42:59But I expect us to be together no matter what.

00:43:03I love you so much.

00:43:06Love you too.

00:43:11Javon and Annalyn, today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment.

00:43:16to one another.

00:43:17It is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife.

00:43:22Oh, one second.

00:43:23I do have something to give up.

00:43:26Yeah.

00:43:28Yeah.

00:43:30Is that the one you wanted?

00:43:38All right, now we can get on with it.

00:43:42You may now share a kiss to seal your youth vows.

00:43:53You did so good.

00:43:56Oh, great.

00:43:56Actually.

00:43:58You were so great.

00:44:03And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me, but this is the greatest trick ever.

00:44:10I finally have my wedding ring.

00:44:13Aw, thank you.

00:44:15Yeah.

00:44:19Congratulations.

00:44:19I miss you.

00:44:20I miss you.

00:44:21Yes, me too.

00:44:22Nice to meet you, finally.

00:44:24Hey, cousin.

00:44:26Thank you for coming and all the efforts.

00:44:28Thank you for coming.

00:44:30Thank you for coming.

00:44:36Thank you for coming.

00:44:42Congratulations.

00:44:46Come on.

00:44:51Go.

00:44:54Go.

00:44:55Go.

00:44:57Go.

00:44:58Go.

00:44:59Go.

00:45:00Go.

00:45:02Go.

00:45:03someone online is kind of crazy because it's been a long time that they've waited to see each other

00:45:09to be together i know that javon and anna has difficulties in their relationship but i've

00:45:15noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other with how they will going

00:45:20to work out with their relationship so i'm really happy for seeing that now cut that cake cut that

00:45:28cake it's just so overwhelming boo i feel so much happiness that i haven't felt before

00:45:44oh i just feel so loved this is something that i will treasure for the rest of my life

00:46:00it was the best night okay i'm eternally grateful yeah

00:46:24oh

00:46:33i don't want to go

00:46:45is she down

00:46:52look i know it does look scary like there's a job but she's very safe i know the guy at

00:46:57the top can

00:46:57sort of you know belay her down and you know do it himself i'm having the best time of my

00:47:03life i'm

00:47:03you know abseiling down getting the waterfall in you know i'm just thinking she's being a drama queen

00:47:14but um i get down to the bottom and i see all these people you know surrounding elise

00:47:28and i start to think oh you know

00:47:30you know is she okay

00:47:35that's not how i know i was scared

00:47:39oh no i didn't because i couldn't say i can hear you

00:47:46i am feeling so overwhelmed so scared so cold and just like so tired but i'm so happy josh

00:47:55she's there to comfort me that was the scariest thing i've ever done in my life i thought i was

00:48:00gonna die

00:48:05i know it's better than that

00:48:08i want you to go put down but i want you to do it

00:48:08i don't want you to get shy so i can keep me low

00:48:10josh always knows how to calm me down like his physical touch just makes me feel like safe

00:48:16it's like a quality i love about him

00:48:18That was amazing.

00:48:20It was so good.

00:48:21My boyfriend believed the day.

00:48:22He really helped me.

00:48:30Oh, my God.

00:48:31That was crazy.

00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure,

00:48:35and it becomes a complete and utter disaster for me.

00:48:38Well, I had the best time.

00:48:40I'd do it all over again.

00:48:41Probably not right now.

00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that,

00:48:45and let's try and, uh,

00:48:47forget it.

00:48:49Yes.

00:48:51Okay.

00:48:56Oh.

00:49:06Why?

00:49:07Who is that?

00:49:08Nothing.

00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?

00:49:15I just don't worry about it.

00:49:17I don't know.

00:49:28I just don't worry about it.

00:49:29Elyse really went above and beyond for me today,

00:49:31so I want to do something nice for her and stop by Anchor Point.

00:49:34They're supposed to have these stunning views,

00:49:37but unfortunately, I just got a text with some bad news,

00:49:40and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elyse

00:49:43without her freaking out.

00:49:46I, um, yeah, I'm nervous.

00:49:48Stunning.

00:49:49Oh, yeah.

00:49:51Pretty amazing.

00:49:53I'm where I've never been here.

00:49:56Checking things off your bucket list, huh?

00:49:58Yeah.

00:50:06Listen, I have to tell you something.

00:50:08Are you okay, baby?

00:50:13Um, we're not going to be able to talk to my son.

00:50:16Why?

00:50:18It's just not possible today.

00:50:21There's other people to consider as well.

00:50:23You know, him, his mother.

00:50:26Sorry.

00:50:32Wow.

00:50:33I'll let you down.

00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that.

00:50:39So, I'm sorry.

00:50:41Well, that's really upsetting

00:50:43that we're not going to be able to video chat him.

00:50:45Yeah, it is.

00:50:46I told you, I want to meet people in your life.

00:50:48I want to see into your world.

00:50:49I'm here.

00:50:52Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.

00:50:55Good at disappointing people.

00:50:56So, maybe that's just me.

00:51:00It's more than just a broken promise.

00:51:03The fact that I'm leaving here soon

00:51:05and not being able to meet his son is, like, scary.

00:51:08That is a very important aspect of his life.

00:51:13And you should be pushing harder

00:51:15than simply receiving a text on your phone

00:51:17that we can't meet your son.

00:51:19Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.

00:51:21Like, settling for no doesn't make me feel

00:51:24like you're going to fight for us.

00:51:27You just say it so nonchalantly.

00:51:28Like, I'll let you down.

00:51:29Like, what else?

00:51:30I'm disappointed.

00:51:31I'm upset.

00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back

00:51:35or walking away.

00:51:42So, you're, like, okay to walk away?

00:51:46I didn't say that.

00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.

00:51:52I'm so cold.

00:51:54Do you want me to run and get your jumper?

00:51:56I'll get you my black one.

00:52:07What just happened?

00:52:08He just said to me, basically, I can walk away.

00:52:11And it's just not going to happen.

00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son.

00:52:14And, like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.

00:52:16And, like, I do care about him a lot.

00:52:18Like, I do.

00:52:18I like him.

00:52:19But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away,

00:52:22then what is it going to be on the other side of the world?

00:52:29What's going on?

00:52:31Why do you disrespect me?

00:52:33Why do you disrespect me?

00:52:34You just told me I could walk away.

00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.

00:52:37I don't want you to walk away.

00:52:40I don't want you to walk away.

00:52:41I don't want you to walk away.

00:52:44I'm not perfect.

00:52:45I keep dropping the ball.

00:52:46But I will try and be better for you.

00:52:54You say you don't live up to your expectations.

00:52:56You say you dropped the ball.

00:52:58Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like,

00:53:00what do you want me to do?

00:53:01Like, I'm scared.

00:53:02Yeah, I know.

00:53:03I'm really sorry.

00:53:05It means a lot that you're upset about this.

00:53:07Because I'm upset about it.

00:53:08But I don't want you to think that I didn't want you to speak to him.

00:53:11It will happen.

00:53:12You guys will play a big, big part in each other's lives.

00:53:19I'm in love with you.

00:53:27That's crazy.

00:53:29Yeah, it is.

00:53:32You mean that?

00:53:34I do.

00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment.

00:53:41I literally nearly died today.

00:53:42He just told me it's okay if I walk away from him.

00:53:44And now he's telling me he's in love with me.

00:53:47I've never heard that from him before.

00:53:49And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.

00:53:52But, I mean, he's telling me this right after giving me the bad news.

00:53:57It's like, does he really mean he loves me?

00:54:00Please, don't get angry.

00:54:01Let's figure it out.

00:54:03Sorry it didn't happen right now.

00:54:05If I want him as my husband, I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.

00:54:10But I don't feel like I can trust him right now.

00:54:13And that **** sucks.

00:54:22So, once I leave, we're really gonna trust each other?

00:54:26Yeah, dude.

00:54:27When it comes to stuff like that...

00:54:28Don't be drunk and stupid.

00:54:29I have a fiancé now.

00:54:30What are you talking about?

00:54:32You trust me, babe?

00:54:36Why are you so emotional?

00:54:57You ready?

00:54:58I guess.

00:54:59Not really.

00:55:00But now the path is split in two.

00:55:05And mine is taking me from you

00:55:08And yours is headed towards the western coast

00:55:12I can't follow you, hold me close

00:55:14I feel hollow, I love you most

00:55:17It's been a beautiful ride

00:55:21I miss you so much.

00:55:23I miss you too.

00:55:24I plan to visit you soon.

00:55:25Really?

00:55:26Yeah.

00:55:26Like, I mean, well, I don't know how quick we're gonna move on this violent situation.

00:55:31I wanted to do some research first.

00:55:35This whole time I was picturing us living in Belize.

00:55:38That's kind of what we talked about.

00:55:41So, now I just feel like it's a sudden change up.

00:55:43But I understand why.

00:55:45I understand why.

00:55:47I'm not saying that I wanna just completely ditch Belize and never come back.

00:55:50No.

00:55:51Yeah.

00:55:52I could see us living in the States, though, for a little bit.

00:55:56Making some money.

00:55:57Coming back to Belize.

00:55:58Building a nice house.

00:55:59If you're in Belize.

00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out.

00:56:05That said, I'm keeping an open mind because I believe love is more important than the location.

00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other.

00:56:15Our paths crossed for a reason.

00:56:18And I'm completely in love with him.

00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him.

00:56:24Here we go.

00:56:30Why are you so emotional?

00:56:33Yeah.

00:56:33So, I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude.

00:56:41I'm just happy.

00:56:48So, once I leave, we just really gotta trust each other.

00:56:53I gotta do.

00:56:54When it comes to stuff like that, I gotta do.

00:56:56Drunken stupid.

00:56:56I have a fiance now.

00:56:57What are you talking about?

00:56:59Do you trust me, babe?

00:57:01I don't.

00:57:04Hey, babe.

00:57:07What happened?

00:57:10Can I miss me?

00:57:12I hate crying.

00:57:22It's okay.

00:57:41This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles.

00:57:46You know, they say that a plane can't fly without resistance.

00:57:52We had a lot of resistance.

00:57:54We had a lot of resistance.

00:57:54And we still made a true time.

00:58:03I think this has been a good trip.

00:58:06I love you too.

00:58:09I'm gonna miss you.

00:58:15Thank you for healing me, coming into my life, saying yes to me.

00:58:19Thank you for healing me, coming into my life, saying yes to me.

00:58:20Thank you for healing me, coming into my life, saying yes to me.

00:58:22It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.

00:58:26I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.

00:58:31I just see a lot of positives in our future, and I'm just excited that we're where we're

00:58:36at now.

00:58:37Give me just a second now to catch my breath.

00:58:41I better catch my flight.

00:58:43One last kiss, baby.

00:58:46I love you.

00:58:47I love you.

00:58:49I love you.

00:58:59I'm really excited about the future.

00:59:00I'm really excited to get married.

00:59:04In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money,

00:59:09real money.

00:59:09I could network with people.

00:59:11I could network with other big dance hall artists, bigger than myself.

00:59:15And I know people.

00:59:16Not in Arizona.

00:59:17I don't know nobody.

00:59:21Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.

00:59:24There's more opportunity for me in Houston.

00:59:27You know, my brothers are in Houston.

00:59:28I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.

00:59:33Who else is in Houston?

00:59:36My ex is in Houston.

00:59:41We ain't worried about her.

00:59:43I don't have a ring on, but hey.

00:59:50Nah, come on.

00:59:52I'm playing.

00:59:53I'm engaging, you know what I mean?

01:00:02We had our plans.

01:00:05This is the best way for us to be together faster together.

01:00:09You can't let mom change your mind.

01:00:11I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize.

01:00:18He's been manipulated.

01:00:20Please, I really want you to stay.

01:00:32Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?

01:00:39Can you do that?

01:00:55If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me, then yeah, I would

01:01:04do that.

01:01:08Okay.

01:01:11This is exactly what I was worried about.

01:01:14The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.

01:01:22But Birkan truly, genuinely loves me.

01:01:25And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael

01:01:31over.

01:01:38You know what?

01:01:40I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.

01:01:44We can still be friends.

01:01:47He's a good guy.

01:01:49He proved he's worthy of being friends.

01:01:52I'm okay with that.

01:01:54But friends, not best friend, not that weird friendship.

01:02:04She's trying to do something to save this relationship.

01:02:08I appreciate that because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.

01:02:16We're good.

01:02:19We're good.

01:02:19We will be good.

01:02:20But we got to work on.

01:02:22I know.

01:02:26It is always bad to lose people.

01:02:30I lost a lot of people.

01:02:32And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.

01:02:38I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart, you know?

01:02:43Thanks for talking to me.

01:02:46Thanks for trying to make up.

01:02:51I love Laura because she has a pure heart.

01:02:55And she makes me love life.

01:02:58So I want her to be happy.

01:03:23Are you okay, babe?

01:03:26I don't know, babe.

01:03:37We're the last day in this beautiful apartment.

01:03:41I know, honey.

01:03:42Hi.

01:03:51It's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena.

01:03:53And my heart is cracking.

01:03:58The talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind.

01:04:05It's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it.

01:04:10On top of that, it hurts my heart seeing Sheena get so emotional that I'm going to have to leave

01:04:15her.

01:04:15But at the end of the day, if I do everything correctly, I know that Sheena and I will have

01:04:22a bright future.

01:04:23And I hope that she understands.

01:04:31Please, I really want you to stay.

01:04:37You can't, Mom, change your mind.

01:04:40You have to decide this on your own will.

01:04:44Sheena.

01:04:47Honey, we have overcome mountains.

01:04:49We have overcome problems.

01:04:52We have struggled through so many years, even the pandemic.

01:04:57We had our plans to grow and have a family.

01:05:01I want you here.

01:05:04And I know that this is the best way for us to be together faster together.

01:05:10That's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.

01:05:18She and I can't do that.

01:05:21It's literally tearing me up thinking about being away from you.

01:05:25But I think Mom was kind of right.

01:05:29I want to have a bright future together.

01:05:32When getting you to the United States is the best option.

01:05:37And to do that, I need to go and start work and do the process and make sure I have

01:05:45everything stabilized in America.

01:05:52It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.

01:05:56It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.

01:06:00I mean, I understand if he happened to work in the U.S., he could earn much more better money.

01:06:07But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues.

01:06:13I feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the Philippines was impossible.

01:06:20But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out.

01:06:26The faster I get back home, the faster I can start the process.

01:06:31And if I don't get the K-1 to get denied, then I can come back here and stay here

01:06:37if things don't work out in here.

01:06:39But how about Mom?

01:06:43I'm quite worried that she would try her best to make sure to stay in the United States forever.

01:06:50This decision, it's not my mother. It's my own decision.

01:06:56But I see a bright future together.

01:06:59And I'm in your heart and you're in my heart and you are my true home.

01:07:05I want to put my faith into him as my partner.

01:07:09That he would find a way to be together long term.

01:07:13But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.

01:07:21I know that Molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship.

01:07:27And I'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems.

01:07:32She could break us apart.

01:07:36It's just...

01:07:40It's hard.

01:07:51Holy . Holy .

01:07:54Why is everything so cold?

01:07:57Surprise, surprise. She's cold.

01:07:59My God, thank you so much.

01:08:02She's a pain in the ass, but it's in a cute way, you know.

01:08:06I like that.

01:08:07How do you feel about me?

01:08:10I... I... Like I'm falling for you.

01:08:13But not in love.

01:08:29Good morning.

01:08:30Good morning. Good morning.

01:08:32It's a little chilly out here today.

01:08:34I thought you were sleeping.

01:08:35I was. I just woke up.

01:08:43Time to go back to Bondi?

01:08:45Yeah.

01:08:46It was a good little getaway.

01:08:49Mostly.

01:08:52I feel really sad.

01:08:54This is our last full day together.

01:08:56We're driving back to Bondi in a little bit.

01:08:59And then tomorrow I fly back to Miami.

01:09:02Hmm.

01:09:03Did you wake up still loving me?

01:09:07I'm asking.

01:09:08Yes, I did.

01:09:10I just have so many mixed emotions right now.

01:09:13Like, he told me he loved me, and that means the world to me.

01:09:17But at the same time, here he is again, not living up to his promise to video chat with his

01:09:22son.

01:09:23I understand there's external factors, but if you're going to see a future with me, and maybe your wife, like,

01:09:30the fact that you didn't try harder, I don't know, it's just, like, scary.

01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow, and I have no idea what the future holds.

01:09:41This is really heavy.

01:09:44Your last night.

01:09:46Hmm.

01:09:48I booked us somewhere nice.

01:09:49Tonight.

01:09:51In Bondi?

01:09:52Yep.

01:09:53I'm fine.

01:09:54Yep.

01:09:55So, let's go get changed and get home.

01:09:58Oh, man.

01:10:07I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly.

01:10:09This has never happened before.

01:10:12But, saying I love you, and then not having it heard back, I am sort of wondering where she's at,

01:10:17you know, is it not as real for her as it is for me?

01:10:20That is a bit concerning.

01:10:26I've been gone for too long, finding my way home.

01:10:34You know where I've been gone for too long.

01:10:36So good for here, okay?

01:10:38It's nice to miss you.

01:10:39You know where I've been gone for too long.

01:10:46All right, guys, this will be a table.

01:10:50I've got a menu for you guys.

01:10:53Thank you so much.

01:10:56So cold.

01:10:57You're always cold.

01:10:58Always cold.

01:10:59They did say they have blankets, so I'm going to ask her for a blanket.

01:11:02Okay, good idea.

01:11:03God, it's so cold.

01:11:05Surprise, surprise, she's cold.

01:11:07Holy , holy , holy .

01:11:10Why is everything so cold?

01:11:13As soon as there's like the slightest breeze, all the sun's down, she's cold.

01:11:17Thanks for coming, guys.

01:11:19Whoa.

01:11:19Don't mind me.

01:11:20I just brought some hand warmers.

01:11:22I'm freezing.

01:11:22It's not that cold.

01:11:23I'm freezing.

01:11:24Whoa, turn on the car.

01:11:27I'm so cold.

01:11:28Holy , holy , I'm cold.

01:11:31You'd think by now that she'd know how to dress, you know, in Sydney.

01:11:34I'll wear something a bit warmer.

01:11:35You okay?

01:11:36Do you want my jacket?

01:11:37Yeah, I do.

01:11:37Yeah, I'm shivering.

01:11:39Oh, God, it's a little nipply out.

01:11:41A little nipply.

01:11:42She's a pain in the ass, but it's in a cute way, you know.

01:11:46I like that.

01:11:48Well, you look stunning.

01:11:50As always, I think.

01:11:51Great.

01:11:51I've got the blanket for you.

01:11:52Oh, my God.

01:11:53Thank you so much.

01:11:55I'll take that away for you.

01:11:56Can we please get two spicy margaritas?

01:11:59Two spicy margaritas?

01:12:01Tahin, have you got it?

01:12:02Tahin, we do.

01:12:03Oh, it's good.

01:12:04How lovely.

01:12:05Thanks so much.

01:12:06Thank you, guys.

01:12:15How do you feel?

01:12:18About what?

01:12:20About me.

01:12:22Like, in general?

01:12:24Yeah.

01:12:26I mean, like, I'm falling for you.

01:12:31Mm-hmm.

01:12:32But not in love.

01:12:36Not yet.

01:12:40Josh literally tells me everything I want to hear.

01:12:44But I feel like he sometimes kind of just says things to appease me.

01:12:48Like, he'll say he's going to do X, Y, and Z, but there's, like, no action behind that.

01:12:55You know, there's one side of me that sees the future with him, like getting married and having kids.

01:12:59But then there's this other side of me that's like, am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?

01:13:05And is it just hopeful and wishful thinking?

01:13:09I am falling for you.

01:13:10I cannot imagine going back to Miami without you.

01:13:16But we live in different continents.

01:13:18We're a 16-hour time difference.

01:13:21You have a son here.

01:13:23Mm-hmm.

01:13:24How do you plan to make this work?

01:13:27You know, I think it's a move, obviously.

01:13:29It's a move for either one of us, whether it be here or there.

01:13:33I guess it's one pretty big con for me to move into Miami.

01:13:37Well, your son?

01:13:38Mm-hmm.

01:13:38Okay, yes.

01:13:40Okay, so if I was to move here, where would we go?

01:13:43Who would pay for it?

01:13:44You and I find a place together?

01:13:46We move in together?

01:13:50Okay, but, like, have you gone on a website and looked for places?

01:13:53No.

01:13:55Slowly.

01:13:59Look, I'm confident I can call this off.

01:14:02More than confident.

01:14:07I'm scared.

01:14:08I'm scared.

01:14:08I just don't know if I can...

01:14:09I don't know.

01:14:09So am I.

01:14:10You just gotta let go sometimes.

01:14:13I'm just...

01:14:13Like, I don't know if you're stable.

01:14:19I want to make it work.

01:14:21I believe you...

01:14:22But wanting to and doing so, you're...

01:14:23I believe that it will work in my eyes.

01:14:26I think you will find excuses to make it not work.

01:14:32Why are you hesitant?

01:14:33I've given you a solid game plan, and you're still hesitant.

01:14:37You've had a hard year.

01:14:38Like, financially, I don't know how you're gonna be able to make this work.

01:14:42I don't know.

01:14:43Sorry that I can't, you know...

01:14:46I don't have a big nest egg.

01:14:47You just have to trust.

01:14:49Because you are some...

01:14:50Can you stop being rude to me?

01:14:52Like, seriously.

01:14:52Like, you are.

01:14:53Like, yep.

01:14:53Josh.

01:14:54Like, that's your quality.

01:14:55Because you're being a dick to me.

01:14:56I am sticking up for myself.

01:14:58That's all I am doing.

01:15:00I still care about you and love you, and you don't know how you feel.

01:15:04So, that obviously throws you out in my mind.

01:15:09Feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen, but you don't want to admit it.

01:15:16Do you think I'm not putting anything into action?

01:15:19But I feel like the ball's in your court.

01:15:29I'll block you everywhere.

01:15:31Trish, don't do that.

01:15:32I will, even now.

01:15:33I don't have nothing to do with you.

01:15:35No, Brady, please.

01:15:35I just...

01:15:36This is my phone.

01:15:37I don't have nothing to tell.

01:15:39Please.

01:15:41I will just walk away and never speak to him again.

01:15:48I wasted my time.

01:15:57I love you so much, but I can't block her.

01:16:04Why?

01:16:06Why?

01:16:23I don't know what to do, because it's, I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for

01:16:33her, too.

01:16:36I love you.

01:16:39And...

01:16:40No, nothing else to do.

01:16:42Nothing else to say.

01:16:45I love you.

01:16:46No, no, no.

01:16:47You don't love me.

01:16:54I asked her to choose, then...

01:16:58You made your choice.

01:17:04When Trish asked me to block my ex, I realized that I can't completely shut the door.

01:17:13And I wanted to be honest about my feelings.

01:17:18So you chose your ex over her, after all you guys have been through.

01:17:23I don't look at it as I chose my ex over her.

01:17:28What do you look at it as?

01:17:33I look at it as, um, just not ready to let go.

01:17:39Totally.

01:17:41I love Trish, but, um...

01:17:46I mean, love isn't so black and white.

01:17:50It's possible to have feelings for two people at the same time.

01:17:59I wasted my time.

01:18:03I look at it as a waste.

01:18:05I just...

01:18:07I still...

01:18:07I'm still willing to try to make it that I...

01:18:10It's nothing to do anymore.

01:18:13I cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex.

01:18:17I'll block you everywhere.

01:18:18Oh, Trish, don't do that, please.

01:18:20I will, even now.

01:18:21I don't have nothing to do with you.

01:18:23No, but please.

01:18:23This is my phone.

01:18:25You didn't buy it.

01:18:26You didn't do anything.

01:18:27No, just give me time to think.

01:18:27I don't have nothing to tell.

01:18:29Please.

01:18:30Trish, don't do that.

01:18:30Yes, I am doing it right now.

01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again.

01:18:41You planned a future with me.

01:18:44You told me that you loved me.

01:18:47But I still have feelings for her.

01:18:54I do, but that doesn't mean I'm going back to her.

01:18:58And my feelings for you are strong.

01:19:02I still want us to go on.

01:19:05I cannot do that.

01:19:08I'll never be a second choice of someone.

01:19:11So, I'll take my love back and forget about him.

01:19:21Don't.

01:19:27I'll give you a hug.

01:19:28Don't ever bother me.

01:19:29Can I give you a hug?

01:19:29No, no, no, no.

01:19:30You made a choice.

01:19:35Let's finish.

01:19:38Good.

01:19:40It's true.

01:19:47I'm feeling really, really angry.

01:19:51Like, I don't understand why he make me fall in love with him and break my heart.

01:20:00Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar.

01:20:03Meet me.

01:20:05I don't know what to say anymore.

01:20:08I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.

01:20:18I wish you realized that I do love her and I do think that she's special.

01:20:25I want us to be together, but...

01:20:30I just wasn't ready.

01:20:35That's all I can see.

01:20:46Holy balls.

01:20:48Next time on Before the 90 Days.

01:20:50I feel like I should ask for your autograph.

01:20:53Jeez.

01:20:54Give me your ring finger.

01:20:56I'm asking you...

01:20:58Will you marry me?

01:21:00We just got things back on track.

01:21:03And I'm worried that as we go back to long distance,

01:21:06we're only gonna have more drama and more problems.

01:21:09Do you accept?

01:21:12Makey, I'm in no shoes.

01:21:16So today, I decided to take a pregnancy dress.

01:21:25Javon!

01:21:26Boo!

01:21:27That is what I think it is.

01:21:30Holy , I'm about to be a dad.

01:21:32You don't need to be, boo.

01:21:34It may have taken seven years to get here,

01:21:36but it's not gonna take seven years to get you back home.

01:21:39I still don't completely trust Sheena.

01:21:42She still manipulates.

01:21:45Here, I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.

01:21:47No, I have more questions.

01:21:49You okay?

01:21:52It's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me.

01:21:56I don't want people to leave me.

01:22:01It hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between Trish and I.

01:22:06And I'm leaving with no hope at all.

01:22:16I'm leaving for the airport in one hour.

01:22:25And he just left.

01:22:27Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me then?

01:22:30You bring the girls back in disrespect to me.

01:22:34Oh my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.

01:22:37I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster.

01:22:41Like, what do I do now?

01:22:45I've given so much to make Daniel happy.

01:22:48I was so sure of him.

01:22:50And now I'm just insecure.

01:22:52He's not communicating with her much.

01:22:54I wanted to find a reason why.

01:22:57And I did find things.

01:22:59Faith went on your email.

01:23:01How come in your contacts you have somebody listed as wife?

01:23:06So who is this wife?

01:23:11Are you ready?

01:23:13Tell me what happened.

01:23:15I don't even know where to start.

01:23:22Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?

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