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90 Day Fiance- Before the 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane and I was having sex with him
00:02:57while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:03:00I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:18So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on
00:03:40setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:04So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this.
00:04:10Cause it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Alyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today.
00:04:37And we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:42Woo!
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50Come on.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes!
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step jump in.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on, Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:27I'm shaking.
00:07:28Like, this is not good.
00:07:30It'll be rough.
00:07:32Oh, my God.
00:07:34I'm scared.
00:07:34I'm freezing.
00:07:36You feel my legs here, right?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:39Wait, what up?
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right, you're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:50I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Hey, you're OK.
00:07:53You have to get down there.
00:07:54Get down there.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:57Hey!
00:07:59You're going to be all right.
00:08:01You're going to be all right.
00:08:02You're going to be all right.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down.
00:08:25But the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm going to die.
00:08:36I can't do this!
00:08:40I can't do it!
00:08:42I can't do it!
00:08:45I can't do it!
00:08:49I can't do it!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:12Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife,
00:09:30and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines,
00:09:43you know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not going to work. It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus
00:09:57in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:09can do it.
00:10:09I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that, and then the whole
00:10:17goal of ever trying to get you to the United States would just go out the window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:30And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit. Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive, I felt that I was kind of a bit
00:10:44scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's going to cost? How much the bills are? Where are you going to
00:11:01live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:05I will take good care of yourself.
00:11:07And pay with all your money?
00:11:09I am a professional. I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this. You could that. You could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here? How much? $900 a month?
00:11:19No, you can get places for $300, $400 a month.
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month, and that's right?
00:11:26Yes, yes.
00:11:27U.S. dollars.
00:11:27Yes.
00:11:29So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42Then we have him. I have him. He had me. Sheena.
00:11:45And I will take care of your son. You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:48Oh, my gosh, Sheena.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love, and happy homemaker, and being in a little
00:11:55house and all that.
00:11:56No, no. I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Love doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:05Mom, there's going to be lots of hurdles.
00:12:08But how the visa works here, that allows me to live here in the country and get employment here.
00:12:15You've never worked here. You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason. You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job. I want you to better yourself.
00:12:33But, of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process, or you come back to the United States.
00:12:43Contact Social Security and say that you want to start working.
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make. See how you can save up.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for, that you know
00:13:01nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:26No, I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:29It's been seven years. It's so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:33Lucy, I'm not sure.
00:13:35Don't start the tears, Sheena. Please.
00:13:37Stop. You don't know how I feel. It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:13:44It's so stressful.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right that living here in the
00:14:04Philippines is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home.
00:14:38How do you want?
00:14:39I'm going to work, make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:45I don't know that.
00:14:46I don't know, my love.
00:14:49If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:14:56I love you. That's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married too.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:15:43I would really put an effort.
00:15:48I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:56I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:00Why did you mislead me like Michael made the move?
00:16:03I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:09Can you do that?
00:16:35Can you do that?
00:16:38Can you do that?
00:16:39Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:50Enjoy.
00:16:52Hi.
00:16:53Good morning.
00:16:54Hello.
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:01Good morning.
00:17:02Hi, Hannah.
00:17:03Hi.
00:17:03Nice meeting you.
00:17:04And Ray.
00:17:05This is my husband, Javon.
00:17:06Nice meeting you.
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:09Okay.
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:12I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:16We never had a real wedding, so today is very important for us.
00:17:22I'm very happy.
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:34But I want to stay positive, though.
00:17:38It's his first time to have his makeup done.
00:17:43I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:17:45Oh, no.
00:17:46No.
00:17:47No, I'm good.
00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:17:58I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy
00:18:03and, you know, give her the day that she always wanted.
00:18:06But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness
00:18:12because obviously, me and Anna have different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:18So, I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:37So, are you excited about today?
00:18:40Are you kidding me?
00:18:42Of course I'm excited today.
00:18:43Very excited.
00:18:45This is just like a paradise to me.
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:50The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah.
00:18:52And, you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:01You know.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vowels.
00:19:08You know, I'm not good at...
00:19:11You don't have to write a long poem, okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17Well, I'm not...
00:19:17It doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22It's just going to be a few things.
00:19:24You know what I'm saying?
00:19:25Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vowels, I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens, not now, God will take me before him.
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me.
00:19:54And he will say, I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:00You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to going to see you.
00:20:13Mm.
00:20:14I would really put an effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it.
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:22Yeah.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26I love you.
00:20:29I love you, too.
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:39You're not supposed to see my look, my bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:20:49And that's really disappointing.
00:21:09Ah!
00:21:31I know your bond is not the most romantic guy but I just wanted today to be
00:21:41fun, light, full of love, something that I can always look back on. I love him but I can't pretend
00:21:53that everything is fine when it's not.
00:22:30How did it feel from spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun. I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:41Yesterday beer con basically told me not to come home so I decided I just should suck it up and
00:22:46get a room at Michael's hotel and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit
00:22:54of time to cool down but staying in a hotel sucked. I don't have any of my stuff. I'm in
00:23:02the same clothes from yesterday and of course I miss beer con.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it
00:23:15all today.
00:23:16But beer con was pretty mad at me. He said things to me that I don't know if he really
00:23:26meant or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him too that I really didn't mean. I really didn't have any intention of getting
00:23:34on a plane and leaving. I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:38And you've been texting with him this morning and what has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah I did. I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:23:48I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him are so much
00:24:10stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:25I want to show him that I'm serious about Michael or Michael or Michael or Michael or Michael.
00:24:41I want to Trainor and he came up after Michael, 하고 at my 09 hour and I've been any kind
00:24:43of seriousceried to him.
00:24:44Bisleading me and he didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel, I wanted her to realize, what is it going to be like without
00:24:57me?
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07hey
00:25:09hey
00:25:11I brought you something
00:25:20I know you like that
00:25:23thank you
00:25:35I'm sorry
00:25:38that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on my goal sooner
00:25:43I did not mean for that to hurt you
00:25:47and I'm so sorry that was never my intent
00:25:53thank you
00:25:58so why did you mislead me
00:26:02but Michael made the move
00:26:05I was worried
00:26:07that if
00:26:08you knew that I was the one
00:26:11who had had feelings at one point
00:26:12that I was the one that hit on him
00:26:16that you would
00:26:18try to put a stop to my friendship with him
00:26:25okay
00:26:26but
00:26:26the missing thing is
00:26:29I think
00:26:30you had feelings for him
00:26:34I did have feelings for him
00:26:37but I want to tell you
00:26:39that you are not a replacement
00:26:42for Michael
00:26:43and in fact
00:26:44the things that you do
00:26:47are so much
00:26:48sweeter and kinder
00:26:50and so much more
00:26:52of the type of man
00:26:54I actually want to be with
00:26:56I want you to know
00:26:57that I do love you
00:26:58I do want
00:27:00this relationship to work
00:27:02you and me
00:27:10you can't tell me
00:27:115,000 times in a row
00:27:13that I love you
00:27:28honestly I'm
00:27:30I'm scared to
00:27:32even say this
00:27:37would you feel better
00:27:40if I just
00:27:40cut him out of my life
00:27:55when do you plan on applying for the fiancée visa
00:27:59so I can live here in Belize
00:28:01I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06no
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up
00:28:12I just would rather live here
00:28:14and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time
00:28:16it's just really weird timing
00:28:18and I can't help feeling like
00:28:21is this a red flag?
00:28:42babe
00:28:44yes
00:28:44I'm going to miss you
00:28:46I know
00:28:47I know
00:28:47I'm going to miss you too
00:28:48and I'm going to wake up
00:28:49tomorrow by myself
00:28:53same
00:29:03sorry
00:29:10babe
00:29:12you're my fiancée
00:29:14you realize that?
00:29:16it's crazy
00:29:16it's crazy
00:29:17you did such a good job
00:29:18it was a beautiful proposal
00:29:20it was everything I could have asked for
00:29:22I'm going to go home engaged
00:29:25I'm excited
00:29:27aww
00:29:28me too
00:29:30you're my fiancée now
00:29:31I know
00:29:32any thoughts to give you would never get married and settle down
00:29:35it's crazy
00:29:36I woke up this morning and I was like
00:29:39ah
00:29:41got a ring on my finger
00:29:42I got a ring on my finger
00:29:42yes
00:29:42when do I put a ring on
00:29:43like when
00:29:44when I get married
00:29:45I don't
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave
00:29:50you like the ring babe?
00:29:52of course I like the ring
00:29:53it's beautiful
00:29:54you did a good job
00:29:56thank you
00:29:57when do you plan on applying for the fiancée visa
00:30:01so I can come here and live here in Belize
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:11no
00:30:12what?
00:30:14what do you mean?
00:30:15the whole time we've been talking about me coming here
00:30:17and living here with you
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23and based on everything that he said to me on the phone
00:30:26and since I've been in Belize
00:30:29I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here
00:30:33I mean this is the Belize that I plan to eventually hopefully move to
00:30:38you would move to Belize?
00:30:39yeah
00:30:40I would
00:30:40for real?
00:30:41yeah
00:30:42would you move here?
00:30:44of course I would move here
00:30:45what?
00:30:45this is so pretty
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize
00:30:49do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean of course I would love to be beautiful
00:30:53yeah
00:30:56so you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59that's new information
00:31:00I mean you're more than welcome to I guess
00:31:04I'd rather live here
00:31:09you won't be able to make any money
00:31:11that's why you're going to be my sugar mama
00:31:14no
00:31:14I'm not going to be your sugar mama
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away
00:31:22be able to think long term
00:31:23and how that's going to benefit both of us
00:31:27okay
00:31:29listen
00:31:30I'm super popular in Belize
00:31:31but I'm not making no American money
00:31:34and the only time I'm able to work in America
00:31:37is if I have a work visa
00:31:38or if I'm a citizen
00:31:39I want to make the big bucks
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had
00:31:48you don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense
00:31:51you have family out there
00:31:53I have family out there
00:31:54probably
00:31:55they have better health care and all that
00:31:58okay
00:31:58sure
00:31:58I'll file for you
00:32:10I just would rather live here
00:32:12and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time
00:32:16so
00:32:17quite a switch up
00:32:19my guy
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up
00:32:27it's just really weird timing
00:32:29and I can't help feeling like
00:32:32is this a red flag
00:32:34did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.
00:32:39I don't know
00:32:41just give me some time to look into it
00:32:43now let's take that seriously
00:32:45let's think about that
00:32:46we're talking about family
00:32:47and how we need to make a plan
00:32:49just make a plan
00:32:50and execute
00:32:51yep
00:32:52I know
00:32:53okay
00:33:00oh boy
00:33:01no
00:33:02no
00:33:02no
00:33:02after Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex
00:33:07she refused to talk to me
00:33:09but
00:33:10if I lose her
00:33:11I'll be losing
00:33:12the best thing that ever happened to me
00:33:17Trisha
00:33:20sit down
00:33:22I gave you a chance
00:33:24when we were in Lucie Bay
00:33:26why did you betray me?
00:33:47coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together
00:33:51how excited
00:33:53we both were
00:33:56how happy we were together
00:34:00oh boy
00:34:01no
00:34:02no
00:34:02no
00:34:03no
00:34:03no
00:34:03no
00:34:03no
00:34:04no
00:34:20no
00:34:20no
00:34:22oh boy
00:34:24after Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex
00:34:28she refused to talk to me
00:34:33she didn't sit with me at the airport
00:34:35she changed her seats on the plane
00:34:38and
00:34:39she got back to Tenant
00:34:41and decided to stay at her apartment
00:34:43and
00:34:44she's telling me that she
00:34:46has nothing to say to me anymore
00:34:49she trusted me
00:34:50and I guess I kind of
00:34:52I kind of blew it
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that
00:35:01and I didn't say that in the text messages
00:35:04but
00:35:04I could see why
00:35:05Trish would
00:35:06be afraid
00:35:07that
00:35:08it could happen
00:35:12I should have had the respect
00:35:14you know
00:35:16not to respond
00:35:17while I'm spending time with her
00:35:20it wasn't
00:35:21the right thing for me to do
00:35:25I think I responded
00:35:27to my ex
00:35:28because
00:35:29for a while
00:35:30she was the only person
00:35:31I could really
00:35:32count on
00:35:34to be there for me
00:35:37I met my ex
00:35:38on vacation
00:35:40in Columbia
00:35:43and my feelings
00:35:44were very strong for her
00:35:47it was so much
00:35:48chemistry
00:35:49sexually
00:35:50and
00:35:51any other type of way
00:35:52that you can think of
00:35:55the relationship ended
00:35:56because we couldn't figure out
00:35:58how to make our future work together
00:36:00it wasn't because
00:36:02we stopped loving each other
00:36:07my ex blocked me
00:36:08because she knew that
00:36:10I was going to Madagascar
00:36:11to meet Trish
00:36:13and she was hurt by it
00:36:15and so
00:36:17it took me totally off guard
00:36:19that she unblocked me
00:36:21and she was contacting me
00:36:23at this time
00:36:26I sent Trisha
00:36:28a long apology
00:36:29with no excuses
00:36:30and asked her
00:36:32if we can please
00:36:34get together
00:36:34and talk
00:36:36but when she texted me back
00:36:39she says
00:36:40sure period
00:36:41I don't know why she put period
00:36:43I don't know if that means
00:36:45it's final
00:36:46this is our final talk
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now
00:36:56because
00:36:57I've fallen
00:36:58even deeper
00:37:00in love with her
00:37:01since getting to know her family
00:37:05and I was actually getting excited
00:37:07about the possibility
00:37:09of us getting married
00:37:10and having a family together
00:37:13I don't know how receptive
00:37:15she's going to be
00:37:16with anything that I have to say
00:37:20but I have to give it my all
00:37:23if I lose her
00:37:26I'll be losing like
00:37:27the best thing that
00:37:30ever happened to me
00:37:31oh my god
00:37:49Trisha
00:37:52hello
00:37:54sit down
00:38:01not exactly the greeting
00:38:03I was expecting
00:38:05what did you expect
00:38:07I'm not happy to see you
00:38:14I just want to apologize
00:38:17I should have told you
00:38:18about the message
00:38:19as soon as it happened
00:38:22I had no intention
00:38:24on like keeping it from me
00:38:28four days
00:38:29you didn't say anything
00:38:31for four days
00:38:32that's too much
00:38:33and all the messages
00:38:35was on the text
00:38:37was really disrespectful
00:38:39you were with me
00:38:42why did you betray me
00:38:46after I gave you a chance
00:38:48after I gave you a chance
00:39:02on breaking up on breaking up
00:39:04with you and being with her
00:39:05or any of that
00:39:07I didn't realize
00:39:08so if he was in my place
00:39:10yes it is cheating
00:39:12this is where
00:39:13the cheating
00:39:14starting
00:39:17if I was in your place
00:39:19if I was in your place
00:39:20me I know exactly
00:39:22what I should do
00:39:23to make you feel good
00:39:25so you don't know
00:39:26because you can't
00:39:27I don't know what it is
00:39:28that's gonna satisfy you
00:39:30why it's simple though
00:39:33why don't you block her
00:39:36it didn't come to my mom
00:39:38if that's what you want
00:39:39if you want this relationship
00:39:41make her understand
00:39:42that I'm with you
00:39:44she already knows
00:39:45that I'm with you
00:39:46she doesn't know
00:39:47that's why she keep texting you
00:39:49she doesn't
00:39:50tell her to understand that
00:39:54make her understand that
00:39:55you don't want her anymore
00:40:01block her here
00:40:02and tell her
00:40:10nothing to say
00:40:11I'm conflicted
00:40:14I love you so much
00:40:16but
00:40:18I can't block her
00:40:21why
00:40:23why
00:40:30I'm having the best time
00:40:32of my life
00:40:32get in the waterfall land
00:40:33I'm just thinking
00:40:34she's being a drama queen
00:40:37I get down to the bottom
00:40:39and I see all these people
00:40:41surrounding Elise
00:40:42and I start to think
00:40:44is she okay
00:41:08welcome everyone
00:41:09we are gathered here today
00:41:11to celebrate the enjoying love
00:41:13between Zavon and Annalyn
00:41:15we honor the journey
00:41:17that has been filled
00:41:18with laughter
00:41:18challenges
00:41:20triumphs
00:41:20and long distance calls
00:41:22now Zavon and Annalyn
00:41:24it's time to renew
00:41:25your vows to each other
00:41:35Zavon
00:41:35can you read your vows
00:41:37to Annalyn
00:41:47I vow
00:41:48to cherish
00:41:50love
00:41:51honor
00:41:53and obey
00:41:55and always protect you
00:41:57and be there for you
00:41:58and
00:41:59also
00:42:00learn to be more patient
00:42:03and
00:42:04put up with your sassiness
00:42:06I love you
00:42:13Javon delivered his vows
00:42:16and
00:42:16it may be not so dramatic
00:42:19and
00:42:20like a poetry
00:42:21but
00:42:22when I look at his eyes
00:42:25I can feel the sincerity
00:42:29I have waited
00:42:31so long
00:42:33for this moment
00:42:34to finally say this
00:42:36in person
00:42:36I promise
00:42:38that I'll continue
00:42:40to be a good wife
00:42:41you can always count on me
00:42:43you'll never feel alone again
00:42:46and
00:42:47I'll continue to
00:42:50pick up your dirty socks
00:42:52even though
00:42:53I keep nagging you
00:42:55and
00:42:56I don't expect you
00:42:57to be perfect
00:42:58cause no one is
00:42:59but
00:43:00I expect us
00:43:01to be together
00:43:02no matter what
00:43:03I love you so much
00:43:06love you too
00:43:11Javon
00:43:11and Annalyn
00:43:12today
00:43:13you have renewed
00:43:14your vows
00:43:15and reaffirmed
00:43:16your commitment
00:43:16to one another
00:43:17it is my great
00:43:18honor and pleasure
00:43:19to once again
00:43:20pronounce you
00:43:21husband and wife
00:43:21oh one second
00:43:24do you have something
00:43:24to give up
00:43:30except the one you wanted
00:43:39alright now
00:43:39now we can get on with it
00:43:42you may now share a kiss
00:43:44to seal your renewed vows
00:43:53you did so good
00:43:55oh great
00:43:56actually
00:43:57you were so great
00:44:02and
00:44:03I know sometimes
00:44:05I don't like it
00:44:05when you trick me
00:44:06but this is the
00:44:07greatest trick
00:44:08ever
00:44:10finally have my
00:44:11wedding ring
00:44:12oh thank you
00:44:25thank you for coming
00:44:27and for all the efforts
00:44:28thank you for coming
00:44:42okay guys
00:44:43the reception
00:44:44is over there
00:44:45go
00:45:01for me I think
00:45:02marrying someone
00:45:03online is kind of crazy
00:45:05because it's been a long
00:45:06time that they've waited
00:45:08to see each other
00:45:09to be together
00:45:09I know that
00:45:11Javon and Anna
00:45:12has difficulties
00:45:13in their relationship
00:45:14but I've noticed now
00:45:16that they are just
00:45:16focusing with their love
00:45:18to each other
00:45:19with how they were
00:45:20going to work out
00:45:21with their relationship
00:45:21so I'm really happy
00:45:22for seeing that
00:45:24now
00:45:24cut that cake
00:45:27cut that cake
00:45:28cut that cake
00:45:30yay
00:45:32wow
00:45:37it's just so
00:45:39overwhelming
00:45:40I feel so much
00:45:41happiness
00:45:42that I haven't felt
00:45:43before
00:45:44I just feel
00:45:46so loved
00:45:475
00:45:494
00:45:503
00:45:502
00:45:511
00:45:57this is something
00:45:58that I will treasure
00:45:58for the rest of my life
00:46:00it was the best night
00:46:02ever
00:46:04I'm eternally grateful
00:46:05yeah
00:46:11hello
00:46:12hello
00:46:12hello
00:46:13hello
00:46:15hello
00:46:15hello
00:46:24hello
00:46:27hello
00:46:27hello
00:46:35hello
00:46:35hello
00:46:36hello
00:46:36hello
00:46:38hello
00:46:39hello
00:46:43hello
00:46:43hello
00:46:44hello
00:46:44hello
00:46:45hello
00:46:45hello
00:46:45hello
00:46:45hello
00:46:45hello
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary, like there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and, you know, do it
00:47:00himself.
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life, I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall
00:47:06in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:47:14But, um, I get down to the bottom and I see all these people, you know, surrounding
00:47:19Elyse.
00:47:20Take a deep breath, take a deep breath.
00:47:28And I start to think, oh, you know, is she okay?
00:47:35That's how I know I was scared.
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't, because I couldn't say I could hear you.
00:47:47I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold, and just like so tired, but I'm so happy
00:47:55Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was going to die.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:13Like, his physical touch just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:48:16It's like a quality I love about him.
00:48:18That was amazing.
00:48:20My boyfriend believed the day.
00:48:22He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure and it becomes a complete and utter disaster
00:48:38for me.
00:48:39Well, I had the best time.
00:48:40I'd do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that, and let's try and, uh...
00:48:48Forget it.
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51Okay.
00:48:56Oh.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:06What?
00:49:07Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?
00:49:16I'm sorry, Ben.
00:49:17I'm sorry.
00:49:18I'm sorry, Ben.
00:49:29Elise really went above and beyond for me today.
00:49:31So I wanted to do something nice for her and stop by Anchor Point.
00:49:34It's supposed to have these stunning views, but unfortunately, I just got a text with some
00:49:40bad news and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elise without her freaking
00:49:44out.
00:49:46I, um...
00:49:47Yeah, I'm nervous.
00:49:48Stunning.
00:49:49Oh, yeah.
00:49:51Pretty amazing.
00:49:53Don't worry I've never been here.
00:49:56Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:49:58Yeah.
00:50:06Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:50:08Are you okay, baby?
00:50:10Um...
00:50:13We're not going to be able to talk to my son.
00:50:17Why?
00:50:18It's just not possible today.
00:50:21There's other people to consider as well.
00:50:23You know, him, his mother.
00:50:26Sorry.
00:50:32Wow.
00:50:33I'll let you down.
00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:50:39So I'm sorry.
00:50:41Well, that's really upsetting that we're not going to be able to video chat him.
00:50:45Yeah.
00:50:45It is.
00:50:46I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:50:48I want to see into your world.
00:50:50I'm here.
00:50:52Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:50:55Good at disappointing people.
00:50:56So, maybe that's just me.
00:51:00It's more than just a broken promise.
00:51:03The fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able to meet his son is, like, scary.
00:51:08That is a very important aspect of his life.
00:51:13And you should be pushing harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son.
00:51:19Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:51:21Like, settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us.
00:51:27You just say it so nonchalantly, like, I let you down.
00:51:29Like...
00:51:30Well, what else?
00:51:30I'm disappointed.
00:51:31I'm upset.
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away.
00:51:42So, you're, like, okay to walk away?
00:51:46I didn't say that.
00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:51:52I'm so cold.
00:51:54Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:51:56I'll get you my black one.
00:52:07What just happened?
00:52:09He just said to me, he...
00:52:10Basically, I can walk away.
00:52:12And it's just not going to happen.
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son.
00:52:14And, like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:52:16And, like, I do care about him a lot.
00:52:18Like, I do.
00:52:18I like him.
00:52:20But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away, then what is it going to be on the
00:52:23other side of the world?
00:52:29What's going on?
00:52:31I don't want you to disrespect me.
00:52:33Why don't you disrespect me?
00:52:33Why don't you disrespect me?
00:52:34You just told me I could walk away.
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:44I'm not perfect.
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball.
00:52:46But I will try and be better for you.
00:52:54You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:52:56You say you dropped the ball.
00:52:58Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like, what do you want me to do?
00:53:01Like, I'm scared.
00:53:02Yeah, I know.
00:53:03I'm really sorry.
00:53:05It means a lot that you're upset about this.
00:53:07Because I'm upset about it.
00:53:08But I don't want you to think that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:53:11It will happen.
00:53:12You guys will play a big, big part in each other's lives.
00:53:19I'm in love with you.
00:53:27It's crazy.
00:53:29Yeah, it is.
00:53:32Do you mean that?
00:53:34I do.
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:53:41I literally nearly died today.
00:53:42He just told me it's okay if I walk away from him.
00:53:44And now he's telling me he's in love with me.
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before.
00:53:49And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:53:52But, I mean, he's telling me this right after giving me the bad news.
00:53:57It's like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00Please, don't get angry.
00:54:02Let's figure it out.
00:54:03Sorry it didn't happen right now.
00:54:05If I want him as my husband, I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:54:10But, I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:54:13And that **** sucks.
00:54:22So, once I leave, we're really going to trust each other?
00:54:27Yeah.
00:54:28Don't be drunk and stupid.
00:54:30That's a fiancé now.
00:54:31What are you talking about?
00:54:32You trust me, babe?
00:54:37Why are you so emotional?
00:54:52Why are you so emotional?
00:54:57Ready?
00:54:58Guess.
00:54:59Not really.
00:55:00Well, now the path is split in two.
00:55:05and mine is taking me from you and yours is headed towards the western coast
00:55:12i can't follow you hold me close i feel hollow i love you most it's been a beautiful ride
00:55:21i miss you so much i plan to visit you soon really yeah like i mean well i don't know
00:55:28how
00:55:28quick we're gonna move on this filing situation i want to do some research first this whole time i
00:55:36was picturing us living in belize that's kind of what we talked about so now i just feel like it's
00:55:43a sudden change up but i i understand why i understand why i'm not saying that i want to
00:55:48just completely disbelieve and never come back you know yeah i could see us living in the states
00:55:54though for a little bit making some money coming back to belize building a nice house
00:56:02stick and i obviously have a lot to figure out that said i'm keeping an open mind because
00:56:08i believe love is more important than the location i just feel like we are meant for each other
00:56:15our paths crossed for a reason and i'm completely in love with him i have fallen really hard for him
00:56:24here we go
00:56:31why are you so emotional yeah so i just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:56:41i'm just happy
00:56:48so once i leave we just really gotta trust each other
00:56:53i got to when it comes to stuff like that i got to
00:56:56you drunken stupid i have a fiance now what are you talking about
00:56:59you trust me babe
00:57:04i don't
00:57:04you trust me
00:57:18i hate crying
00:57:22it's okay
00:57:41this trip has been a lot of great times but also a lot of hurdles you know they say that
00:57:48a plane can't fly without resistance we had a lot of resistance and we still made it true that
00:58:21it's sad leaving Stig but the trip was amazing
00:58:26I can just see us living in Arizona having a little family I just see a lot of positives in
00:58:33our future and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now give me just a second not to catch
00:58:40my friend I'm really excited about the future I'm really excited to get married in America there's a
00:59:05lot more opportunities for me as an artist for me to make good money real money I could I could
00:59:11network with people I could network with other big dancehall artists bigger than myself I know people
00:59:16not in Arizona I don't know nobody actually I'm more down to go to Houston there's more opportunity
00:59:25for me in Houston you know my my brothers are in Houston I have a lot of artist friends producer
00:59:30friends my ex is in Houston where they are really worried about her I don't have a ring on but
00:59:44hey
00:59:51come on I'm playing I'm engaging I mean
01:00:02we had our plans this is the best way for us to be together faster together you can't let mom
01:00:10change
01:00:11your mind I think for us mom is much more controlling than keep even would realize he's been manipulated
01:00:19please I really want you to stay
01:00:32would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life
01:00:39can you do that
01:00:55if that's what it's gonna take to fix this and for you to trust me
01:01:02then yeah I would do that
01:01:08okay
01:01:11this is exactly what I was worried about the possibility that I would eventually have to
01:01:17choose between my best friend and the love of my life but beer con truly genuinely loves me and I
01:01:26think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:01:38you know what I don't want you to cut your relationship with him we can still be friends
01:01:47he's a good guy he proved he's worthy of being friends I'm okay with that but friends not best friend
01:01:56not that weird friendship
01:02:05she's trying to do something to save this relationship and I appreciate that because
01:02:12once that relationship gets into the dead end nobody can get it out
01:02:17we're good it'll be good but we gotta work on
01:02:22I know
01:02:26it is always bad to lose people I lost a lot of people and I don't want her to cut
01:02:35relationship
01:02:36with her friend I'm not gonna be the one who breaks them apart you know
01:02:51I love Laura because she has a pure heart and she makes me love life so I want her to
01:03:00be happy
01:03:23are you okay babe
01:03:26I don't know babe
01:03:51it's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena and my heart is
01:03:58cracking the talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind
01:04:05it's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it
01:04:09um on top of that it hurts my heart seeing Sheena get so emotional that I'm going to have to
01:04:15leave her
01:04:16but at the end of the day if I do everything correctly I know that Sheena and I will have
01:04:22a bright future
01:04:22and I hope that she understands
01:04:31please I really want you to stay
01:04:37you can't let mom change your mind you have to decide this on your own will
01:04:44look at this on your own will all be a big one for the next day!
01:04:45she know
01:04:45honey we have overcome mountains we have overcome problems we have
01:04:53overcome problems we have struggled through so many years even a pandemic
01:04:57We had our plans to grow and have a family.
01:05:02I want you here.
01:05:04And I know that this is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:05:10That's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.
01:05:18She and I can't do that.
01:05:21It's literally tearing me up, thinking about being away from you.
01:05:25But I think mom was kind of right.
01:05:29I want to have a bright future together.
01:05:32And getting you to the United States is the best option.
01:05:38And to do that, I need to go and start work and do the process
01:05:44and make sure I have everything stabilized in America.
01:05:52It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.
01:05:56It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.
01:06:00I mean, I understand if he happened to work in the U.S., he could earn much more better money.
01:06:07But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues.
01:06:13I feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the Philippines was impossible.
01:06:20But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out.
01:06:26The faster I get back home, the faster I can start the process.
01:06:31And if I don't get the K-1 that gets denied, then I can come back here and stay here
01:06:37if things don't work out in here.
01:06:39But how about mom?
01:06:43I'm quite worried that she will try her best to make sure to stay in the United States forever.
01:06:50And this decision, it's not my mother, it's my own decision.
01:06:57But I see a bright future together.
01:06:59And I'm in your heart and you're in my heart.
01:07:02And you are my true home.
01:07:06I want to put my faith into him as my partner.
01:07:10That he would find a way to be together long term.
01:07:13But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
01:07:21I know that Molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship.
01:07:27And I'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems.
01:07:32She could break us apart.
01:07:35It's just...
01:07:40It's hard.
01:07:51It's hard.
01:07:51Holy f***.
01:07:52Holy f***.
01:07:53Holy f***.
01:07:55Why is everything so cold?
01:07:57Surprise, surprise.
01:07:58She's cold.
01:07:59My God.
01:08:00Thank you so much.
01:08:02Take that away.
01:08:02She's a pain in the arse, but it's in a cute way.
01:08:05You know?
01:08:06I like that.
01:08:07How do you feel about me?
01:08:11Like I'm falling for you.
01:08:13I'm falling for you.
01:08:13but not in love good morning good morning good morning it's a little chilly out here today
01:08:34so you're sleeping i i was i just woke up
01:08:44time to go back to bondi yeah let's get a little getaway mostly
01:08:52i feel really sad this is our last full day together
01:08:56we're driving back to bondi in a little bit and then tomorrow i fly back to miami
01:09:03did you wake up still loving me i'm asking yes i did
01:09:10i just have so many mixed emotions right now like he told me he loved me and that means the
01:09:16world to
01:09:16me but at the same time here he is again not living up to his promise to video chat with
01:09:22his son
01:09:24i understand there's external factors but if you're gonna see a future with me and maybe your
01:09:29wife like the fact that you didn't try harder i don't know it's just like scary i'm going home
01:09:37tomorrow and i have no idea what the future holds this is really heavy your last night
01:09:45my book just somewhere nice tonight
01:09:51my day yep i'm fine yeah so let's go get changed and get home
01:10:07i never imagined i'd fall in love so quickly this has never happened before
01:10:12but saying i love you and then not having it heard back i am sort of wondering where
01:10:16she's at you know is it not as real for her as it is for me that is a bit
01:10:21concerning
01:10:26i've been gone for too long finding my way home
01:10:35so beautiful i'll get a bit it's nice in this city
01:10:45all right guys this is your table thank you
01:10:51menu for you guys thank you thank you so much
01:10:56so cold you're always cold always cold they did say they have blankets so i'm gonna ask her for a
01:11:02blanket okay good idea god it's cold surprise surprise she's cold holy holy holy why is everything
01:11:11so cold as soon as there's like the slightest breeze all the sun's down she's cold thanks for coming
01:11:18guys don't mind me i just brought some hand warmers i'm freezing i'm freezing wow turn on the car i'm
01:11:27so
01:11:27cold holy camoly i'm cold you think by now that she'd know how to dress you know in sydney i
01:11:34wear
01:11:34something a bit warmer you okay do you want my jacket yeah i do yeah i'm shivering oh god it's
01:11:40a little
01:11:40nibbly out a little nibbly she's a pain in the ass but it's in a cute way you know i
01:11:46like that
01:11:48well you look stunning as always right here i've got the blanket for you oh my god thank you so
01:11:54much
01:12:01thank you thank you so much thank you thank you guys
01:12:10it's the last night
01:12:13you look at me um how do you feel about what about me like in general yeah i mean like
01:12:27i i like
01:12:29i'm falling for you but not in love
01:12:36Not yet.
01:12:40Josh literally tells me everything I want to hear.
01:12:44But I feel like he sometimes kind of just says things to appease me.
01:12:48Like, he'll say he's going to do X, Y, and Z, but there's, like, no action behind that.
01:12:55You know, there's one side of me that sees a future with him, like getting married and having kids.
01:12:59But then there's this other side of me that's, like, am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
01:13:05And is it just hopeful and wishful thinking?
01:13:09I am falling for you.
01:13:10I cannot imagine going back to Miami without you.
01:13:16But we live in different continents.
01:13:18We're a 16-hour time difference.
01:13:21You have a son here.
01:13:24How do you plan to make this work?
01:13:27You know, I think it's a move.
01:13:28Obviously, it's a move for either one of us, whether it be here or there.
01:13:33I guess it's one pretty big con for me to move into Miami.
01:13:37Well, your son?
01:13:38Mm-hmm.
01:13:38Okay, yes.
01:13:40However, okay, so if I was to move here, where would we go?
01:13:43Who would pay for it?
01:13:44You and I find a place together?
01:13:46We live, we move in together?
01:13:50Okay, but, like, have you gone on a website and looked for places?
01:13:53Oh.
01:13:55Slowly.
01:13:59Look, I'm confident I can call this off.
01:14:02More than confident.
01:14:07I'm scared.
01:14:08I just don't know if I can...
01:14:09So am I.
01:14:10You've just got to let go sometimes.
01:14:13I'm just, like, I don't know if you're stable.
01:14:19I want to make it work.
01:14:21I believe you...
01:14:22But why are you doing such a...
01:14:23I believe that it will work in my eyes.
01:14:26I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
01:14:32Why are you hesitant?
01:14:33I've given you a solid game plan, and you're still hesitant.
01:14:37You've had a hard year.
01:14:38Like, financially, I don't know how you're going to be able to make this work.
01:14:42I don't know.
01:14:43Sorry that I can't, you know, I don't have a big nest egg.
01:14:48You just have to trust.
01:14:49Because you are so...
01:14:50Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like, seriously.
01:14:52Like, you are.
01:14:53Like, yep, Josh.
01:14:54Like, that's your quality.
01:14:55Because you're being a f***ing dick to me.
01:14:56I am sticking up for myself.
01:14:58That's all I am doing.
01:15:00I still care about you and love you, and you don't know how you feel.
01:15:05So, that obviously throws you out in my mind.
01:15:09Feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen, but you don't want to admit it.
01:15:16You think I'm not putting anything into action, but I feel like the ball's in your court.
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere.
01:15:31Trish, don't do that.
01:15:32I will, even now.
01:15:33I don't have nothing to do.
01:15:34Don't break me, please.
01:15:36This is my phone.
01:15:37Give me time to think.
01:15:37I don't have nothing to tell.
01:15:39Please.
01:15:41I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:15:47I wasted my time.
01:15:57I love you so much, but I can't block her.
01:16:22I don't know what to do.
01:16:24I don't know what to do because I'm in love with you.
01:16:31But I do still have feelings for her, too.
01:16:36Oh.
01:16:39And?
01:16:40No, nothing else to do.
01:16:43Nothing else to say.
01:16:45I love you.
01:16:47No, no, no, no.
01:16:47You don't love me.
01:16:54I asked her to choose, and you made your choice.
01:17:04When Trish asked me to block my ex, I realized that I can't completely shut the door.
01:17:13And I wanted to be honest about my feelings.
01:17:18So you chose your ex over her, after all you guys have been through.
01:17:23I don't look at it as, I chose my ex over her.
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:33I look at it as, um, just not ready to let go, totally.
01:17:41I love Trish, but, um, I mean, love isn't so black and white.
01:17:50It's possible to have feelings for two people at the same time.
01:17:59I wasted my time.
01:18:03I don't look at it as a waste.
01:18:07I still, I'm still willing to try to make it that I...
01:18:10It's nothing to do anymore.
01:18:13I cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex.
01:18:17I'll block you everywhere.
01:18:19Oh, Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:20I will, even now, I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:18:23No, Ray, please.
01:18:23Just, this is my phone.
01:18:25You didn't buy it.
01:18:26You didn't do anything.
01:18:27No, just give me time to think.
01:18:27I don't have nothing to tell.
01:18:29Please.
01:18:30Trish, don't do that.
01:18:31Yes, I am doing it right now.
01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again.
01:18:42You planned a future with me.
01:18:44You told me that you love me.
01:18:47But I still have feelings for her.
01:18:54I do, but that doesn't mean I'm going back to her.
01:18:58And my feelings for you are strong.
01:19:02I still want us to go on.
01:19:05I cannot do that.
01:19:08I'll never be a second choice of someone.
01:19:12So, I'll take my love back and forget about him.
01:19:21Don't.
01:19:27Don't ever bother me.
01:19:29Can I give you a second?
01:19:29No, no, no, no.
01:19:30You made your choice.
01:19:35Let's finish.
01:19:38Good.
01:19:47I'm feeling really, really angry.
01:19:51Like, I don't understand why he make me fall in love with him and break my heart.
01:20:00Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar and meet me.
01:20:05I don't know what to say anymore.
01:20:08I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:20:15Let's pray.
01:20:19I wish you realized that I do love her and I do think that she's special.
01:20:25I want us to be together.
01:20:30I just wasn't ready.
01:20:35That's all I can see.
01:20:46Holy balls.
01:20:47Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:20:50I feel like I should ask for your autograph.
01:20:53Jeez.
01:20:54Give me your ring finger.
01:20:56I'm asking you, will you marry me?
01:21:00We just got things back on track.
01:21:03And I'm worried that as we go back to long distance, we're only going to have more drama
01:21:08and more problems.
01:21:09Do you accept?
01:21:12Makey, I'm in low shoes.
01:21:16So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
01:21:25Jovan.
01:21:25Mm-hmm.
01:21:26Boo!
01:21:27Because that is what I think it is.
01:21:29Holy ****, I'm about to be a dad.
01:21:32You don't need to be with me.
01:21:34It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get
01:21:37you back home.
01:21:39I still don't completely trust Sheena.
01:21:42She still manipulates.
01:21:45Here, I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
01:21:47No, I have more questions.
01:21:50You okay?
01:21:52It's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me.
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me.
01:22:01This hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between Trish and I, and I'm leaving with
01:22:08no hope at all.
01:22:21I'm literally leaving for that airport in one hour, and he just left.
01:22:27Like, how can you tell me you love me, and you're falling for me, and then you bring
01:22:31the girls back and disrespect me?
01:22:34Oh my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
01:22:37I am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster.
01:22:40Like, what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
01:22:48I was so sure of him.
01:22:50And now I'm just insecure.
01:22:52He's not communicating with her much.
01:22:55I wanted to find a reason why.
01:22:57And I did find things.
01:22:59Faith went on your email.
01:23:02How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:23:06So, who is this wife?
01:23:11Are you ready?
01:23:13Tell me what happened.
01:23:15I don't even know where to start.
01:23:22Are you questioning the whole relationship that goes away?
01:23:28No.
01:23:29Get me.
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