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03:46Do you know we've made love 113 times?
03:51I figured it out in my Bomar calculator.
03:55To know someone that well is a wonderful thing.
03:58Two lumps?
03:59No, one.
04:00So I don't know everything about you.
04:02I don't know who your favorite movie stars are, and I can't remember the name of your favorite perfume.
04:07I've racked my brain and I can't remember.
04:09That's funny.
04:10It's my sin.
04:13But I do know, but I do know in the last 24 years, but I've never been out of love
04:17with you.
04:25Well, did we like it?
04:26I loved her. I love you. I love it. I loved it. I thought Bette Walsh was wonderful.
04:29I like the Walsh.
04:31It was funny. It was a comedy, wasn't it? Essentially.
04:35Well, let's face it, Clyde Banner's getting fat.
04:38Yes.
04:39He should never turn profile.
04:41Most of us shouldn't turn profile.
04:44What was it you were thinking about?
04:48When?
05:38What was it you were thinking about?
05:41Yeah.
05:45You okay?
05:46Mm-hmm. Yeah. How was the show?
05:50Trouble sleeping?
05:51No.
05:52You're sure?
05:53Mm-hmm.
05:54Burning the midnight oil?
05:55Yeah.
05:56Okay.
06:00Have you thought about calling that doctor?
06:02No.
06:03Well, the month's up. I think we should stick to the plan.
06:07The plan was if I needed to call him.
06:09Yeah. Okay.
06:11Don't worry about it.
06:13Get some sleep.
06:15By the way, I'm working on those Michigan State tickets.
06:17Okay.
06:20Okay.
06:25Okay.
06:34Okay.
06:37Okay.
06:37Okay.
06:39Okay.
06:40Okay.
06:40Okay.
06:40Okay.
06:40Okay.
06:40Okay.
06:45Okay.
06:46Okay.
06:53What about the Warrens? Did you call them?
06:55Yeah, they said they'll make it some evening soon.
06:58Look at these people. Everybody I grew up with is in the paper these days.
07:01Joey Georgiella, new football coach for Trinity.
07:06Did you check with Jane Halls for those Michigan State tickets?
07:09Yeah, she'll talk to John. Where's Conrad? This'll get cold.
07:13Con!
07:15Will you drop those suits at the cleaners for me?
07:17They won't be back by Saturday.
07:18That's okay.
07:19Connie!
07:26I'll be right there!
07:41There he is.
07:43Morning.
07:44Morning!
07:45Morning.
07:48You sleep?
07:49Yeah.
07:52Hungry?
07:54Um, hungry.
07:56It's French toast. It's your favorite.
08:00Yeah.
08:02I'm not really hungry.
08:04Breakfast, pal, remember? Main meal, energy.
08:07You're not hungry. You're not hungry.
08:09Wait a minute, Bev. Hang on a second. He'll eat it. Come on. It's French toast.
08:13There's fresh fruit for you when you get home from school, Conrad.
08:15Dad. What are you doing?
08:17You can't say French toast. Listen, I got a run. I'm playing at mine. Will you please call Mr. Herman
08:22about the shutters? I can't get anywhere with that fan.
08:25You have to charm, Mr. Herman. Did you charm him?
08:34You have to eat, Con. We just want you to keep on getting stronger.
08:39Dad, I'm not hungry.
08:41Are you okay?
08:42Yeah.
08:48Well, I gotta go. Uh, Lazenby's picking me up.
08:50Oh, is he great?
08:53Why is it great?
08:56I don't know. I don't see the old gang much anymore. I kind of missed them.
09:01Why don't you bring them around?
09:02Phil and Don and Dick Van Buren will play some touch football on the lawn.
09:07See you later.
09:24Come on.
09:27Come on.
09:45Come on.
09:50It's called Flakes.
09:54Come on, Jarrett. We're late. Let's go.
09:59Jarrett, come on.
10:05Hey, we're late because little Dickie's mom had to pack his lunch for him.
10:08Oh, Christ. Two minutes. You guys were late when you got to my house.
10:11I'm up all night studying for this poli-sci exam.
10:14Oh, my God. That guy wants a goddamn personal analysis of it all.
10:18How do you make sense of that crap, anyway?
10:19You read the crap.
10:20Oh, horse.
10:21Yeah, right.
10:21Yeah, when's the last time you read something?
10:23Yeah, right, Lee.
10:24Yeah.
10:24If you swim our asses off every day, when are we supposed to study, huh?
10:26I swim and I study.
10:28Get a sense of reality, ladies and me.
10:30Hey, what are you reading, Jarrett?
10:31Meditation.
10:31Party.
10:32You guys ever try meditation, you know?
10:33Meditation?
10:34It was just like thinking, still.
10:36No, I don't do it too often.
10:37Isn't that junior English?
10:38No, no. Stay awake at night.
10:39You got all junior classes this year?
10:40Huh?
10:40They didn't pass you on anything?
10:43Stillman, you know they don't pass you on breathing in that dump if you don't take the final.
10:47Hey, man, get something on that radio and leave it.
10:49You know, I got to study.
10:50I can't, uh, get something lighter, you know, for your head.
10:52I hope this is a long train, because I got to get this stuff down.
10:55You know, I'm going to flunk this test.
11:16My hair looks like shit, doesn't it?
11:18Yeah.
11:18Yeah, it looks like shit.
11:19Uh-oh.
11:20Hey, hey, hey, hey, there's Pratt.
11:22Look at that ass.
11:23Let me out, I need to jump.
11:24Hey, no dirty stuff out of the window, all right?
11:26Oh, no, no dirty stuff?
11:27Pratt, you have nice knees.
11:29Hey, uh, interested in something yet?
11:41Hey, Clarence!
11:43Hey, Clarence!
11:47Now, why don't we discuss some theory here?
11:51Conrad, what's your theory on Jude Frawley?
11:53Hey, Conrad, what's your theory on Jude Frawley?
12:01Um...
12:01Do you think he was powerless in the grip of circumstances, or could he have helped himself?
12:06I don't, uh, powerless?
12:08I guess, I guess he thought he was, yeah.
12:11The guy was a real jerk.
12:13He was all hung up on what was a moral thing to do, and it didn't make any sense.
12:17I think that's a little too easy, Jor.
12:19Pa, what do you think?
12:21I found the book really hard to follow.
12:23I, I couldn't figure it out.
12:25Come on!
12:28Come on!
12:29Come on!
12:34Hello?
12:35Hello?
12:37Hello.
12:38Uh, Dr. Berger.
12:40Yes?
12:41Hi, uh, this is Conrad Jarrett.
12:43Calling?
12:45Conrad Jarrett.
12:46Uh, Dr. Crawford at Hillsboro Hospital gave me your number.
12:51And, uh...
12:52Oh, yes.
12:53Uh, I'm with a patient now.
12:54Can you call me back at 2-15?
12:56I don't think I'll be free.
12:59Well, then give me your number.
13:00I'll call you tonight.
13:03Hello?
13:06Hello?
13:06Uh, that's okay.
13:07I'll try to call you back.
13:08Thanks.
13:12Go!
13:15Okay, come on now.
13:16Move it, you guys.
13:17Move it.
13:17Keep it going.
13:18Keep it going.
13:18Keep it going.
13:19Come on.
13:19Keep plugging.
13:20Plug it.
13:20You go leg.
13:21You go leg.
13:21Ladies and gentlemen, get with it.
13:23Jarrett, get your head down.
13:24Come on.
13:24Noob dogging, you guys.
13:25Work it out there.
13:26Work it.
13:26Come on now.
13:27Come on.
13:28Push off.
13:29Get that head back down, Jarrett.
13:31Come on.
13:32Keep it up.
13:32Keep it going.
13:33Dig.
13:33Dig in there.
13:34Get at it.
13:35Come on.
13:35Get with it.
13:36Push off, Jarrett.
13:37Push off.
13:50Was he actually a client of yours?
13:53Oh, he's...
13:54Well, Ray knew him one day.
13:56Really?
13:57I missed you back.
13:58I mean, tragic, really, because...
14:01When you look at him now, he's a lot hairy, isn't he?
14:04Mm.
14:05Fish too dry?
14:07No, it's not too dry.
14:12They have a new mechanic at CNS.
14:14Oh, what happened to little Harry?
14:16I don't know.
14:17I think he took a job in Skokie.
14:19Anyway, this new mechanic is just so awkward.
14:22Is that shirt ripped?
14:25Leave it on the table in the hallway.
14:26That girl from the hospital, the one you painted with, she was from Skokie, wasn't she?
14:29Mm-hmm.
14:30What was her name?
14:31Karen.
14:31Karen?
14:32Karen.
14:33Karen.
14:34Conrad, do you want me to sign off for Ron Robin at the club?
14:37Uh, I haven't played in a year.
14:39Well, don't you think it's time to start?
14:48Also, Calvin, uh, we have to go to the Murray's on Saturday.
14:52I couldn't get out of it.
14:53It's Clark's birthday.
14:54I bought him that book on wine.
14:55Dear God, not the Murray's.
15:00Let the rope out, Bucky!
15:04We're going, then!
15:07Give me your hand!
15:09Bucky!
15:11Fuck!
15:11Fuck!
15:12Fuck!
15:15Fuck!
15:51Oh, hi.
15:52How are you?
15:53Oh, I'm fine.
15:54Just couldn't be better, really.
15:55Oh, terrific.
15:56Oh, thank you.
16:14Ah, hi.
16:14Yeah.
16:15Come in.
16:15It's OK.
16:16They all do that.
16:18Jared.
16:22Come in.
16:24Sit down.
16:28I just have to, um,
16:31wire's
16:33volume.
16:42Sorry.
16:43Sit down.
16:46You have trouble finding the place?
16:48Not yet.
16:53Oh, Jared.
16:56How long since you've been out of the hospital?
16:59A month and a half.
17:02Feeling depressed?
17:04No.
17:05On stage?
17:07Pardon me?
17:08People nervous, uh, treating you like you're, uh,
17:11dangerous character?
17:13Yeah, I guess a little.
17:15Are you?
17:18I don't know.
17:24How long were you in the hospital?
17:26Four months.
17:29What did you do?
17:31I tried to offer myself.
17:32Isn't it down there?
17:34It doesn't say what your method was.
17:37Double-edged super blue.
17:39Oh.
17:46So how does it feel being home?
17:48Everybody good to see you?
17:49Yeah.
17:50Friends?
17:51Yeah.
17:51Okay?
17:52Everything with the problem?
17:52Yeah.
17:53You're back in school?
17:55Everything okay at school?
17:57Teachers?
17:57Yeah.
17:59No problems.
18:01Mm-mm.
18:02So why are you here?
18:10Um, I'd like to be more in control, I guess.
18:15Why?
18:18Uh, so people can quit worrying about me.
18:22Who's worried about you?
18:23Um, my father mostly.
18:25This is his idea.
18:27What about your mother?
18:28Isn't she worried about you, too?
18:30I don't know.
18:30Listen, you're, if you're a friend of Dr. Crawford's,
18:33you're probably all right, but I'll be straight with you.
18:34I don't like this already.
18:37Well, as long as you're straight.
18:40What do you know about me?
18:41Have you talked to Crawford?
18:42Yes, he called me on the phone.
18:43Well, he told me your name, and he told me to look for you,
18:46and, uh, he said you had a brother who died.
18:52Uh, boating accident, wasn't it?
18:56You want to tell me about it?
19:09Well, I suppose you talked this over with Crawford
19:11at the hospital, right?
19:12Right.
19:14Good.
19:14How'd that go?
19:15Didn't change anything.
19:18What'd you want to change?
19:19I told you I'd like to be more in control.
19:24Why?
19:25I told you, so people can quit worrying about me.
19:30Well, I'll tell you something.
19:32I'll be straight with you, okay?
19:35I'm not big on control.
19:39But it's your money.
19:41Yeah, so to speak.
19:44So to speak.
19:47Okay.
19:54How's, uh, Tuesdays and Fridays, same time?
19:59Twice a week.
20:01Well, control is a tough nut.
20:04Well, I got swim practice every night.
20:08Well, that's a problem.
20:11How do we solve that?
20:14Because I have to skip practice twice a week and come here.
20:17Well, it's up to you.
20:19Well, I don't like being here.
20:21I gotta tell you, I don't like being here at all.
20:29I saw Mort Swain.
20:31His sister died.
20:33The one from Idaho?
20:35The one with the restaurant.
20:38Did she die in Idaho?
20:40I guess so.
20:43Why?
20:44He said she was always traveling.
20:46I just wondered if she died in Idaho.
20:48I don't know.
20:49Maybe she died in Idaho.
20:50Oh, maybe Kansas City.
20:59I went to see Dr. Berger.
21:03Berger?
21:03Yeah.
21:04Did you?
21:04Yeah.
21:05Good.
21:06You didn't say anything.
21:07Good.
21:07I went.
21:08When?
21:09Today.
21:10I didn't know you made an appointment.
21:11How did it go?
21:12Yeah, if it's too much money, I don't have to go.
21:14It's not necessary.
21:14Don't worry about the money.
21:15It's okay.
21:17Well, it's, uh, $50 an hour twice a week.
21:20Well, it's okay.
21:21And it is necessary.
21:23What did you talk about?
21:25Not much.
21:26What about your schedule?
21:27Will that be all right?
21:29Well, I don't know.
21:30It'll cut into swim practice.
21:33Where's his office?
21:35Highland Park.
21:40Come on.
21:41Keep that head straight, Jimpy.
21:43I don't want to tell you again.
21:48Now, this is what I see.
21:51I see you yawning.
21:53I see you come late.
21:55I don't see you having any fun out there.
21:58Are you getting enough sleep?
22:00Yeah.
22:02Are you having fun out there?
22:05Fun?
22:06I mean, there's no point that you're not having fun.
22:08Right?
22:09Yeah, I guess.
22:11I guess so.
22:15Are you on medication, Jerry?
22:17Frantalizing?
22:19Anything?
22:20No.
22:20No, sir.
22:22Did I ask you before if they gave you shock out there?
22:26Yeah.
22:27Yeah, what?
22:28Yeah, you asked me.
22:30Yeah, they did.
22:33Well, don't look at us, ladies and B.
22:35Get your ass in the water.
22:36Look at the bottom of the pool.
22:43You know, I'm no doctor, Jerry.
22:47I would never have let them put electricity in my head.
22:51God, that Salian's such a picky bastard.
22:54Drives me nuts.
22:55Everybody drives you nuts.
22:58Down off an edge look good, don't you think, Jerry?
23:00They look very good.
23:02Hey, Kyle, is he giving you a hard time?
23:03He gives everybody a hard time, picky.
23:06You guys don't want a clarinet, do you?
23:07Yeah, Van Buren wants a clarinet, don't you?
23:09I don't need a clarinet.
23:10Who's selling?
23:11My brother.
23:11He needs a motorcycle.
23:13I need a new pair of shoes.
23:14You need a new personality.
23:15You can stand behind me in the choir.
23:17Oh, I do?
23:18You do?
23:19Is that you?
23:19You have a lot of energy.
23:21I do?
23:22Yeah, I mean, that's good.
23:23Go on.
23:24My name's Janine Pratt.
23:26Nice.
23:26Hi.
23:28And you're Conrad Jarrett, remember?
23:29Right.
23:31Yeah.
23:32Um, bye.
23:34Bye-bye.
23:37You got a lot of energy.
23:43This is the scariest ghost I've ever seen, and the tiger and the witch.
23:48You all look just wonderful.
23:50Thank you, Mrs. Jair.
23:50Take an apple.
23:51There you go.
23:52Thank you, Mrs. Jair.
23:53Be careful.
23:53Watch.
23:53Thank you, Mrs. Jair.
23:54Bye.
23:55Bye.
23:58Cabot's little Julie's first time.
24:00God, she's so cute.
24:06You know what I've been thinking?
24:08Uh-huh.
24:09That Christmas in London would be like something out of Dickens.
24:13We've never done that before, right?
24:15Christmas in London.
24:16Uh-huh.
24:18Maybe we shouldn't plan to go away right now.
24:22Yeah, but we talked about it.
24:23We, um, we decided on that.
24:26Yeah, I know we talked about it, but the more I talk about it, the more the timing just doesn't
24:31know when we've always gone away at Christmas time.
24:33I think, I think it would be good for him, too.
24:38Anyway, isn't it time we got back to normal?
24:40He's just started with this doctor.
24:43All right, so he'll miss three weeks.
24:44Why interrupt it?
24:45Because I want to get away.
24:48I think we all should.
24:49It's, it's important.
24:52Now, if he doesn't go through with this now, he might change his mind.
24:59All right, then if he changes his mind, maybe it's not something that was right for him
25:02to do.
25:04You talk to him about it?
25:05Does he want to go to London?
25:06I don't think he knows what he wants to do.
25:09He does he want to go.
25:11He's writing about it.
25:12Fu through.
25:29Well, I think it's...
25:29Yeah, I think he's getting ruined.
25:35I think, um, something.
25:35Stop.
25:35Go.
27:16Oh, I'm sorry.
27:17Don't do that.
27:18I'm sorry.
27:19I...
27:22I didn't think you were here.
27:23I'm sorry.
27:24I just got in.
27:24I didn't know you were here.
27:25I didn't play golf today.
27:27It's too cold.
27:27How was your golf game?
27:28I didn't play.
27:30Oh, it did get colder today.
27:32No, I mean for the year it's colder.
27:35Yeah.
27:37Weren't you swimming today?
27:38Uh-huh.
27:39Yeah, sorry I scared you.
27:41How'd it go?
27:42Good.
27:43I swam well today.
27:44Good.
27:45Yeah.
27:46Personally, I think I could swim the 50 if my timing got...
27:50My timing got better.
27:51I'm just a little...
27:51A little off on my...
27:53On my timing.
27:53Well, you have to work at that.
27:55Yeah.
27:57Well, I got 74 on a trig quiz.
28:0174?
28:03Gee, I was awful at trig.
28:05Oh, yeah?
28:06Did you...
28:06You took trig?
28:10Wait a minute.
28:14Did I take trig?
28:17I...
28:21I bought you two shirts there on your bed.
28:27Who's going to be there?
28:28Well, the Murrays, of course, and the Gunthers, and the Canes, and the good old us.
28:34Why don't we just go to the movies instead?
28:37Don't be negative.
28:39That's not negative.
28:41That's unpredictable.
28:42Come on, let's really go to the movies.
28:44Okay.
28:46Really?
28:47Okay, yeah.
28:48Come on, let's go.
28:50What's our excuse?
28:53Beth wanted to go to the movies?
28:56Good.
28:58Oh, very good.
29:05All right, now smile.
29:07And remember, not too many martinis.
29:14Hello, Gladys.
29:15Will you put that with the rest of them?
29:17Oh, look, we're in time for the grand end.
29:20Hey, look who's here.
29:22Three blocks away and the last to arrive.
29:24I know.
29:25We're starting to...
29:25Oh, come on.
29:26Hopeless.
29:27Hopeless.
29:27Gladys.
29:28Happy birthday.
29:29You look wonderful for a 75-year-old man.
29:32Yes, it is.
29:33Come on, my wallet.
29:35You did the most.
29:36Did it turn out well?
29:38Hey, partner.
29:38How are you?
29:39Hey, Pamela.
29:39How are you?
29:40Hello, my dear.
29:42It's very fair.
29:42Good to see you.
29:43And where were you at the lunch last week?
29:45Go to your bank and borrow the money?
29:47Well, I was thinking of going public.
29:48I wouldn't do that.
29:49I wouldn't do it now.
29:50Not with the secondary.
29:51Because the market's low.
29:52Your hair is wonderful.
29:53It's shorter, isn't it?
29:54Yeah, it is shorter.
29:54Really good.
29:55I like it.
29:55I need you to have this.
29:56So I said, excuse me, would you please put out your cigar?
29:58And he says, huh?
29:59I said, will you put out your cigar?
30:00And he says, huh?
30:01I said, will you put out your cigar?
30:02And he says, I don't have another one.
30:07Good to see you.
30:08Oh, you look beautiful.
30:10There's a macho factor.
30:11These kids are at school.
30:13They just think that they've got to walk on the edge of things.
30:16What are these hushed tones all about?
30:18He just told the funniest joke.
30:24I'm not talking to you.
30:26Why?
30:27Obviously, you know as well.
30:28I have my fingers crossed on this merger.
30:31Why don't we get together for lunch?
30:32Great.
30:33Do you feel...
30:33Call me in the office.
30:34I have no idea what my schedule is, but I'm free almost every day.
30:37Brandon to Billy White.
30:38Bob McLean's leaving Coles and Johnson.
30:40Where's he going?
30:41He doesn't know.
30:43It's true.
30:45No, he doesn't.
30:46Garst told me.
30:47He does.
30:48He does.
30:49He does.
30:49When a ball is in play, if a player, his partner, their equipment, or their caddies accidentally
30:55or their caddies, or their caddies, or their caddies, or their caddies.
31:19Hi, Annie. What's your boy up to these days?
31:23Oh, who knows? They won't tell.
31:25How's Conrad doing?
31:27He's great. Just great.
31:29I asked Donald, and he says they haven't talked much.
31:32And I said maybe he's a little self-conscious.
31:35Oh!
31:37Come on.
31:40No, no, no.
31:43No, he's...
31:45There's a doctor in Highland Park that he sees a couple of times a week,
31:48and that kind of cuts into his social life.
31:51He's great. Just great.
31:53Really?
31:54Is he still having some problems?
31:57Oh, no, no, no. Nothing like that.
31:59No, no, no, no. Just somebody to talk to, that's all.
32:01Just kind of polish off the rough edges, that's all.
32:04How you doing, darling?
32:06Is he falling asleep on you yet?
32:07No, he's great.
32:10Mr. Great, he definitely...
32:17Hey.
32:19You drink too much at parties, Calvin.
32:22I'm not drunk.
32:22Why did you tell Annie Marshall that Conrad is seeing a psychiatrist?
32:25I don't know. Why not?
32:27Well, for one thing, I don't think people hear that kind of thing very easily.
32:30Come on.
32:31For most people, it's a status symbol right up there with going to your hurt.
32:33Well, I thought your blurting it out like that was in very bad taste.
32:36I didn't think it was in bad taste.
32:37Not to mention a violation of privacy.
32:39Whose privacy?
32:39Our privacy, the family's privacy.
32:42I think it is a very private matter.
32:53So what do I do, tell you my dreams?
32:55I don't hold much stock in dreams.
32:58Now, what kind of psychiatrists are you? They all believe in dreams.
33:01Really?
33:03What's happening?
33:06What's going on?
33:08I don't know.
33:08I just feel...
33:09I feel so...
33:13What?
33:14Jumpy.
33:14I don't know.
33:16Look, kiddo.
33:19I lied.
33:21I do believe in dreams.
33:23Only sometimes I want to know what's happening when you're awake.
33:26Now, come on. Something's bugging you. Making you nervous.
33:28You're making me nervous.
33:30Maybe I need a tranquilizer, you know?
33:32Tranquilizer?
33:33Yeah.
33:34What do you think?
33:36I think he came in here looking like something out of the body snatchers.
33:39It's not my impression that you need a tranquilizer.
33:45What is this?
33:46Clock.
33:49Well, I see you get to tell the time, but I can't. Is that it?
33:51Mm-hmm.
33:53So you know when the hour's up?
33:54Right.
33:55Fifty minutes? Fifty-five minutes? What is it?
34:07Maybe...
34:08Maybe I don't want to swim anymore.
34:09You know, I mean, my timing's for shit.
34:12You know, he's got two guys who are swimming the 50 that are better than me, and...
34:15Uh-huh.
34:16Geez, they're a bunch of boring-ass jocks.
34:18Uh-huh.
34:18And him, I can't stand him. He's a tight-ass son of a bitch.
34:21Uh-huh.
34:22Have you ever thought about quitting?
34:23Are you telling me to?
34:24No.
34:27It wouldn't look good.
34:28Forget about how it looks. How does it feel?
34:32How does it feel?
34:33How does it feel? How does it feel?
34:34How does it feel?
34:35I asked.
34:35How does it feel?
34:39It's the same thing that happened last year. It's the same damn thing I did last year.
34:43Are you the same person you were last year?
34:44I don't know.
34:45That's why you need a tranquilizer?
34:47You tell me.
34:47Nope. It's up to you.
34:48Fifty bucks an hour? Can't you decide if I should have a pill or not?
34:51I mean, you're a doctor. I'm supposed to feel better, right?
34:53Not necessarily.
35:01How was it with your friends? Is it getting any easier?
35:05Nah, it's still hard.
35:07Is any place easy?
35:12The hospital was.
35:14It was. Why?
35:18Because nobody hid anything there.
35:21Was there anyone there you could talk to?
35:24Huh?
35:25I mean, besides Dr. Groffy?
35:28Huh?
35:37Whoa.
35:38Hi.
35:39Hey, Karen.
35:41Hi.
35:42Hi.
35:43How are you?
35:44Good. Good. I feel good.
35:46Sit down, please.
35:51Huh?
35:53Hello.
35:55Hello, Евie.
36:12Huh?
36:13Huh?
36:17when'd you get back uh the end of august okay it's great to see you oh you too
36:25listen i'm not gonna be able to stay real long time i've got a meeting over at school
36:30drama club meeting we're doing a thousand clowns this year you know it anyway we are going so
36:35crazy trying to get it together i'm secretary this year too don't let me hang you up oh you're
36:40not hanging me up no i really wanted to see you i didn't know quite what to expect though i
36:46mean
36:47you sounded um you sounded sort of funny no no i wasn't it was just a great day that's all
36:53kind of but everything's great i'm back in school i'm on the swim team and oh you're swimming yeah
36:58terrific conrad that's god that's really wonderful and we haven't had any meets yet i could end up on
37:04the bench all year but come on it's a great i bet your folks are real proud of you yeah
37:12what the fuck's i get you guys are you hungry at all i just want a coke uh two cokes
37:18please
37:20you think we offended him something i said
37:25definitely a low self-image day
37:32you know what i was really i can't believe how beautiful you look you really look beautiful
37:41so do you do you miss it miss what the hospital no thank you you don't miss it at all
37:52nothing nothing
37:53about it no you don't miss leo's corny jokes
38:01are you seeing a doctor yeah yeah yeah i've seen a doctor are you
38:06oh uh well dr crawford gave me a name and i went for a while but uh i don't know
38:13just didn't work for
38:14me i guess he just kept telling me all the things i already knew and uh finally i decided the
38:19only
38:19one who can help me is myself
38:24at least that's what my dad says
38:28i don't mean it's not right for you conrad i mean i think that if it's something you want to
38:32do
38:32that's what you should be doing yeah well you know i don't know how long i'm gonna keep it up
38:35i sort of got shoved into it
38:40your hair grew in oh yeah that's such a dumb thing to do
38:47i like it you do yeah
38:53i don't know i i just uh i miss it sometimes the hospital really do
39:03things have to change you know but that's where we had the laughs but that was a hospital
39:11this is the real world yeah yeah yeah i guess you're right
39:22i really have to go
39:25i'm sorry i have a i have a meeting over at the school drama club meeting between the
39:32thousand clowns i know you you told me
39:36did i yeah
39:41i better hurry i won't be late
39:47thanks for seeing me
39:53comrade let's have a great christmas
39:59okay
40:01let's have a great year
40:06let's have the best year of our whole lives okay
40:09we can you know this could be the best year ever
40:13yeah yeah yeah yeah
40:21um will you call me yeah yeah you mean it
40:24yep
40:28you uh you look good conrad
40:31yeah
40:34bye bye bye
40:39hey
40:42would you cheer up
41:24It's cold out here.
41:28You should put that on, or do you want a sweater?
41:32Do I need one?
41:39What are you doing?
41:41Nothing.
41:43What are you thinking?
41:46About what?
41:48Not about anything.
41:53Your hair is starting to grow out.
41:57It's looking better.
42:05I was thinking about the pigeon.
42:07You know, the one that used to hang around the garage?
42:10And how he used to get on top of your car and he'd take off and you'd pull out of
42:13the driveway.
42:15Oh, yeah, I remember.
42:18I remember how scared I used to get of that whoosh, fluff, fluff, fluff, fluff, fluff, every time I started
42:25the car.
42:26Yeah, that was the closest we ever came to having a pet.
42:32You remember Buck asked you, he tried to talk you into getting a dog.
42:36Do you remember that?
42:36And he said, how about if it's just the size of a little football?
42:41You know, that animal next door, that Pepper or Pippin, whatever his name is, he's not a very friendly dog.
42:49I don't care what Mr. McGreary says.
42:51What he really wanted was the retriever that was down the street for sale.
42:54Every time that dog comes into this backyard and I try to get him out, he...
42:57Arf! Arf! Arf!
43:03Put that on if you're going to stay out here, okay?
43:45Can I help?
43:46Help what?
43:48Oh, you mean with this?
43:49Yeah.
43:50No.
43:51I will.
43:52No, I'll tell you what you can do, though.
43:54Uh, you can go upstairs to that room of yours and clean out the closet.
43:58Mom?
44:00Okay.
44:02Because it really is a mess.
44:18Hello?
44:20Oh, hi.
44:21Yeah, no, I didn't get there.
44:23I was swamped with work.
44:24How'd it go?
44:26No, no, I'm not doing anything.
44:27Just getting ready for dinner.
44:29Uh-huh.
44:31Did she really?
44:36Well, anyway, Mary Ann Raymond started to just scream, just cry, right?
44:40It was crazy.
44:41We got so drunk that we couldn't talk to each other.
44:44It was the last day of school.
44:46Oh, we walked right out of the building.
44:48We walked out?
44:49We were in the middle of the class.
44:50Oh, Bucky.
44:54No, stop.
44:58What do you expect from her?
44:59We just don't connect.
45:01Why not?
45:02I don't know.
45:02We just don't.
45:14What are you thinking?
45:19Did I jack off a lot?
45:21So what else is new?
45:24Does it help?
45:25For a minute.
45:35What now?
45:40John Boy.
45:42Who?
45:43You know in the Waltons, John Boy?
45:46Yeah.
45:47What about him?
45:50My father came into my room, and he didn't know what to say.
45:54And this is right after Buck died.
45:58And he came over, and he sat on the bed right next to me,
46:01put his arm around my shoulder, and we just sat there.
46:04And I remember I was watching his shoe and thinking,
46:10you know, because his shoe was turned over on its side,
46:12and I was thinking, he's so uptight, it's going to crack off.
46:19And I knew I should have felt something.
46:23But I didn't know what to feel.
46:24And I kept thinking what they say on TV, you know,
46:27stuff like, oh, no, and oh, my God.
46:31And I didn't say them, because I didn't feel sad.
46:36So much as...
46:42So much as what?
46:45I don't know.
46:45I kept thinking that John Boy would have said something
46:48about the way he felt, you know, something.
46:50What would John Boy have said?
46:54I don't know.
46:57Come on.
47:03Come on.
47:05Come on what?
47:07Don't hold back.
47:15Well, at least she's an improvement.
47:17She doesn't crack gum in your face.
47:20Well, that's what you get when you let your partner do all the hiring and firing.
47:23Oh, I'm sorry.
47:24That's my fault.
47:25I just can never seem to tell anybody that they're not making it.
47:33Hold it.
47:33Hold it.
47:33Wait a minute.
47:36That's not the problem.
47:39Where are you?
47:40Where are you?
47:41I've been losing you these days.
47:46Oh, I'm sorry.
47:47That's okay.
47:48That's okay.
47:49You're off the track?
47:51Huh?
47:53Come on.
47:54I've known you for 20 years.
47:56You think I can't tell when something's wrong?
47:58How's Connie?
47:59Connie's okay.
48:03He is.
48:03He's okay.
48:06Look, I'm sorry.
48:07It's none of my business, but I think you worry too much.
48:10I've been on the rack about him long enough.
48:12I know you're making me the habit.
48:14You've got to let him go sometime.
48:15I'm not on the rack about him.
48:18The thing about it is, in a year, he'll be gone.
48:21Off to Michigan or Harvard or wherever in the hell he gets it in his head that he wants to
48:24go.
48:25Or maybe he'll decide to take a tour of Europe for a year and not even go to school at
48:29all.
48:30Who knows?
48:31I can't argue with who knows.
48:34I'm just trying to give you the benefit of my experience.
48:37Thanks.
48:39You know, with Valerie, it's more than her living away from home.
48:42She's gone.
48:43She's got her own friends, her own life.
48:46She breezes in for a couple of days on vacations.
48:52I don't know.
48:52Maybe girls are different.
48:55Or maybe she was just too aware of what was happening between Nance and me.
49:00But they leave.
49:01And all that worrying doesn't amount to a hill of crap.
49:04It's just wasted energy.
49:13Give me back my sweater.
49:14Come on, I'll try a sweater.
49:16The hell it is.
49:17Possession's not a thing.
49:18Dad, what's possession?
49:19Possession's gonna get your thick head broke.
49:21Now get it to me.
49:22Come on, boys.
49:22I can.
49:23It's already on me.
49:24Take it off.
49:24Hang on.
49:25Whose sweater is it?
49:26It's my sweater.
49:27Okay, all right.
49:28I'll give it back to you as long as you give me back my hockey stick and my skis.
49:32All right.
49:33Is that fair?
49:39What is it?
49:40Watch your back.
49:41Right foot.
49:43Cuts are vertical.
49:44Really meant business.
49:45Get him to clear the driveway.
49:47Let's go.
49:48Lake Forest is next.
49:50Lake Forest.
50:24Lake Forest is next.
50:48What is it you want?
50:51I don't know what else to do for you.
50:53I'm not asking you to do anything.
50:55You've got to be kidding me.
50:57See, I don't get it.
50:59I excuse you from practice twice a week so you see some shrink.
51:03I work with you every damn night at your convenience.
51:06Now, what the hell more am I supposed to be doing for you?
51:10Nothing.
51:11Bright kid like you.
51:13Everything going for.
51:14See, I don't get it.
51:16Why do you want to keep messing up your life?
51:19Well, I don't think that quitting swimming will mess up my life.
51:23I really don't.
51:30Okay.
51:34Now, this is it.
51:36Yeah.
51:37You're a big kid now.
51:38Mm-hmm.
51:39Actions have consequences.
51:40Okay.
51:40I'm not taking you back again.
51:42You remember that.
51:42I won't ask you to.
52:07What happened?
52:08Hey.
52:09You all right?
52:09Yeah.
52:11Salon says you quit the swim team.
52:12Yeah.
52:13Why?
52:14I don't know.
52:15I felt like it.
52:15It was a bore.
52:17That's not a real reason.
52:18Well, that's the way it is.
52:20So what's going on?
52:21What happened?
52:22Connie, come on.
52:23Talk to me.
52:24Nothing.
52:24Swimming's a bore.
52:25That's all.
52:26Well, listen.
52:26I talked to Salon.
52:27Yeah, well, quit talking to people.
52:29Okay?
52:31Holy shit.
52:33Yeah, sure.
52:34Fuck you, Jared.
52:38Shut up.
52:39Whatever's up to say.
52:41Leave it alone.
52:42I told you the guy's a flake.
52:50So what did your dad say about it?
52:52I haven't told him yet.
52:54How come?
52:56I don't know.
52:58The timing isn't right.
52:59You know, he sweats everything so much.
53:00He'll just get worried about it.
53:03Can you tell your mother?
53:04My mother?
53:05My mother and I don't connect.
53:06Don't you listen?
53:06I've told you that.
53:08What do people have in common with mothers anyway?
53:10It's all surface junk.
53:13You know?
53:14Clean your room.
53:14Brush your teeth.
53:15Get good grades.
53:16Ugh.
53:19Hey, look.
53:20I'm just wasting money today.
53:21I'm not going to feel anything.
53:22All right?
53:22I'm sorry.
53:23No.
53:24Sorry's out.
53:25Come on.
53:26Something's on your mind.
53:26What time is it?
53:27No, no, no.
53:28Don't mind the time.
53:29It's time.
53:31Look.
53:32Remember the contract?
53:33Control?
53:35Well, maybe there's some connection between control and, uh, well, what do we call it?
53:39The lack of feeling?
53:40I said I feel things.
53:41When?
53:42God, come on.
53:46When?
53:47Sometimes.
53:48I don't know.
53:48Come on.
53:48Come on, Jared.
53:49I thought you didn't like to fool around.
53:49I don't.
53:50I'm not.
53:50You don't like to play games, do you?
53:51I don't.
53:52So?
53:53What do you want?
53:53I'll tell you what I want.
53:54I want you to leave I don't know out there on the table with the magazines, okay?
53:57Yeah, and if I don't have an answer, you want me to make one up?
53:59Yeah, that would be nice.
54:00Make one up right now about how there's no feelings in there, no how.
54:02I said I have feelings.
54:04Oh, now you have them.
54:05Now you don't.
54:05Get it together, Jared.
54:06But why are you hassling me, huh?
54:07Why are you trying to make me mad?
54:08What is this?
54:08You're mad?
54:09No.
54:09Oh, cut the shit.
54:10You're mad.
54:11You're mad as hell.
54:12You don't like being pushed, so why don't you do something about it?
54:14What?
54:14Tell me to fuck off.
54:15I don't know.
54:16Well, fuck off.
54:17No, I can't.
54:18I can't do this.
54:18Why not?
54:19No, I can't do this.
54:20No.
54:20Uh-uh.
54:21It takes too much energy to get mad.
54:22You know how much energy it takes to hold it back?
54:25When I let myself feel, all I feel is lousy.
54:27Oh, I beg your pardon?
54:29I never promised you a rose garden.
54:31Fuck you, burger.
54:32What?
54:33Fuck you.
54:34Yeah?
54:34Fuck you.
54:35That's it.
54:36Jesus, you're really weird.
54:37What about you?
54:38What do you feel, huh?
54:39Do you jack off or jerk off or whatever you call it?
54:41What do you think?
54:42What do I think?
54:43I think you're married to a fat lady and you go home and you fuck the living daylights out
54:46of her.
54:47Sounds good to me.
54:48Oh.
55:02A little advice about feeling, kiddo.
55:05Don't expect it always to tickle.
55:11Mother, do you know how to aim that thing?
55:13Be quiet.
55:14I have to concentrate.
55:14Dad, be quiet.
55:15I have to concentrate.
55:17Is it in focus?
55:19Come on.
55:20Okay, good.
55:22Okay, now I want to take the three young ones.
55:25Dad, will you get out of there?
55:26Will you get out of there?
55:28And be quiet.
55:29Be quiet.
55:30Be quiet.
55:32Conrad, where are you?
55:33Connie, over in the middle, between your mother and father.
55:36That's great.
55:36Oh, that's great.
55:37Now, all right, smile.
55:38You know you're taller than your mother is.
55:40Will you be quiet?
55:41Really?
55:41Be quiet.
55:41Hey, that's wonderful.
55:42All right, smile.
55:43Hey, this is beautiful.
55:44Yes, shut up.
55:44Hold it level.
55:46Wonderful.
55:47Okay, now I want to take Cal and Bess, okay?
55:49Great, sure.
55:51Go on.
55:52Oh, come on.
55:52You can do better than that.
55:54Hold it.
55:54Okay, Connie, Connie.
55:55Come here, I want to take a picture of Connie and his mother.
55:58No, I'll tell you what.
55:59Let's get the three men in there and I'll take a picture of it.
56:01I'll take a picture of you.
56:02Connie, move in a little closer to your mother, okay?
56:05Prize winner.
56:06Yeah, that's great.
56:07Portrait.
56:07That is great.
56:08Do it.
56:09Page one, Lake Forrester.
56:10Isn't it, mother?
56:11Yes, it's marvelous.
56:12I love it.
56:13Yeah, sure.
56:13It doesn't come.
56:14Calvin.
56:15Hold it.
56:17Connie, smile.
56:19Calvin.
56:19Just a second, smile.
56:21Calvin, give me the camera.
56:22No, I didn't get it yet, Beth.
56:23Come on, give me the camera.
56:24Dad, give me the camera.
56:25I want a really good picture of the two of you, okay?
56:27No, but I really want to get a shot of the three of you men.
56:30Give me the camera, Calvin, please.
56:31Not until I get a picture of the two of you.
56:33Cal.
56:34Hang on a second.
56:34Give her the goddamn camera!
56:54Smile.
57:00Who's hungry?
57:01I'll make the sandwiches.
57:02I'll take it.
57:07I'll take it.
57:16Beth.
57:18I think it can be safe.
57:23That was dope.
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