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00:02Anything they start off fighting about, he can bring it back to that.
00:05I mean, this time, it's about how my mom never puts gas in the car,
00:08and he always has to do it when he's already late.
00:10And somehow he brings it back to how my school wants me to apply
00:12to all these private, out-of-state D1 colleges for lacrosse,
00:15and it makes him look like the bad guy, because he can't afford any of them.
00:18Shane, I mean, your dad is the Kevin Garnett of talking shit about Bridgefield.
00:23You know, and also, there's such thing as lacrosse scholarships.
00:26Ivies don't have athletic scholarships, and nowhere else is going to be a four-ride.
00:29Whatever. I mean, talking about why all these schools are no-goes also pisses them off.
00:33You're so lucky.
00:34Yeah, I know you think so.
00:36I'm not even talking about being able to afford Stanford.
00:38Being able to afford to buy Stanford and rename it after yourself.
00:42St. Ledger University.
00:43Hey, shut up. Shut up, dude, please.
00:45I'm talking about not having to listen to your parents screaming at each other
00:48every five minutes over something you can't change, and neither can they.
00:52Well, I mean, to want to argue about shit, you kind of got to care about it.
00:56No, it's not that difficult.
00:57Well, I mean, any time mine won't stop caring so much, that would be great.
01:01But they won't, because they can't live unless they're up my ass.
01:03My sister can't either.
01:04I mean, Shiloh moved to fucking Pawtucket.
01:06She's still trying to be my boss.
01:07Oh, yeah.
01:08What I would give to you for one day.
01:12Just one, just to try it, just to see.
01:13Not even for the money, just for the, like, silence.
01:22I might have told Paul we would be here.
01:25Whatever, he's not a bad guy if you give him a chance.
01:27No, you say that every single time.
01:29He's just insecure.
01:30I promise, if you hang in there, it eventually stops being such a dick.
01:34Prove it.
01:35What does that even mean?
01:36What's up, fuckheads?
01:40Are you going to be okay?
01:41What's up?
01:42What's up?
01:42It's a fucking ram here.
01:44You're kidding.
01:44From Bridgefield?
01:45Yeah, that's right, shithead.
01:46Wow.
01:47I know Coach said you need to do more cardio, but damn.
01:53You guys are so into this place.
01:55It was cool for, like, you know, five minutes in middle school.
01:59Jesus.
02:00And don't you literally have, like, a massive house with a fucking helipad?
02:05He does not have a pad.
02:06Why would anybody want to hang out here instead of there?
02:09Your dad have, like, no peasant rule or something?
02:12No, because I'm a peasant, right?
02:13A scholarship peasant?
02:14Yeah, I've been in there.
02:15Has your dad even lived in that house before?
02:18Like, even when you were a baby?
02:20Because my dad says your dad hasn't been back to Narragansett since, like, the 90s.
02:24How would your dad even know that?
02:25Well, he's in global finance, too, dude.
02:27People talk to each other, too.
02:29Network.
02:30Who cares?
02:30All these houses are fucking freezing, and none of the furniture is comfortable, okay?
02:36What the?
02:37Are you fucking kidding me?
02:38There's mosquitoes now?
02:39Come on.
02:40Is your mom in town?
02:41Is that why we can't go to your house?
02:43What's your fucking deal, dude?
02:44Uh, it's buggy and clammy here, and it doesn't not smell like pee.
02:48You have a house, too, dipshit?
02:49Yeah.
02:49Well, they're selling it.
02:52Because the whole divorce is my dad punishing my mom for getting mad at him for cheating.
02:57So.
02:59That's hard.
03:01I'm really sorry.
03:04Thanks.
03:07Yeah, how is your mom doing?
03:08Shittily.
03:09Why?
03:10Just sucks, that's all.
03:13Makes total sense why she'd be having a tough time with everything.
03:16Yeah.
03:17Makes total sense your mom would be running her mouth again about someone she barely fucking
03:21knows.
03:22Fuck you, she knows it.
03:23Yeah, from sidelines and sport banquets, but not really.
03:26What are you even talking about?
03:27You just seem like you know something, Shane, so you tell me.
03:29Your mom's the one saying shit she heard from somebody who heard it from somebody like it's fucking real.
03:33She saw it in the paper.
03:34Who reads the local news?
03:35No one.
03:37When MPD arrests someone, it's always in the local police blotter.
03:39I'm not saying it should be, but...
03:41She didn't think she was going to need a basket, and then she had too many things in her hands,
03:44so she was going to go get one.
03:45I mean, she didn't even leave the fucking store, and now everybody thinks she's a fucking thief.
03:56You know what?
03:56I'm sorry.
03:58Yeah, I'm sorry, too.
03:59Yeah.
04:00I'm sorry your mom's a bitch.
04:01You won't shut the fuck up.
04:05Man, what the fuck's problem?
04:07Fuck.
04:10Hey, guys!
04:11Fucking bitch.
04:12Guys!
04:13Fucking...
04:14Ow!
04:15Take a fucking sec.
04:17Take a sec, okay?
04:18Chill out.
04:30Chill out.
04:48I think it's...
04:49I think I'll assist you.
04:49Is this one of son's bullshit?
04:49Like, you want to do that in your Yak наверное account?
04:49If I am from talking, then I think I'm still driving a little bit.
04:49I need to terminology, then I'm out of course.
06:00If I just tell them that it's self-defense, they're going to say that it's self-defense.
06:04But if we just...
06:06Because it was you that did it.
06:07You weren't defending yourself.
06:12Look, we didn't go to the Narrows today after school, all right?
06:14And we didn't know Paul was going to be there.
06:16He didn't ask me to hang out after practice and he wouldn't have asked you anything
06:19because you're not even fucking friends.
06:22Look, I had to go home and babysit my sister anyway.
06:26So you gave me a ride and then you what?
06:31Say it.
06:35I went home and I studied for chem until I got a headache and then I went to bed.
06:52What about your, um...
06:56I wiped out during school, Angels, and someone must have stepped on me.
07:03I'm sorry.
07:06I'm sorry.
07:09I know you were just trying to help me.
07:13Save me.
07:16You're probably dead.
07:19Thanks.
07:47What are you doing?
07:48I'm nothing.
07:53Where were you?
07:55Those are dirty.
07:57Yeah, whatever.
07:58Why are you wet?
07:59I took a shower.
08:00When?
08:01Just now.
08:02When I thought I heard something outside.
08:05What did you do to your face?
08:06Nothing.
08:07You look like...
08:08No, I don't, Megan!
08:15I got fouled at practice, all right?
08:17And then I came home and I took a shower
08:18and I'm back in here with you.
08:20Like I have been this whole time.
08:24Are you okay?
08:28You know, I'm fine.
08:31I'm hungry.
08:33You want to make stovetop smush?
08:34No, wait.
08:36I'm so okay.
08:37No.
08:57That's great.
08:59Do you have to go with me?
09:54Hey, Oliver.
09:55I don't have him, but I maybe might this weekend.
09:58It has to be now.
10:01I'm sorry.
10:02I'm sorry.
10:03It's really boring.
10:06I hope you think so.
10:08Okay.
10:14Hello?
10:15Can anyone hear us?
10:17Gretchen and Kenji, if you're wrong, get off.
10:20So what's so cloak and dagger-
10:22I killed someone.
10:23What?
10:26Who?
10:31Paul.
10:34Paul Smarling.
10:36You're sure he's dead?
10:45Yeah.
10:47We were at the Narrows.
10:50Who's we?
10:53Me, Shane Martin, and Paul.
10:56Who else?
10:57It was just us.
10:58Okay.
11:01Stop talking.
11:02I need to think.
11:07I need to think.
11:12I need to think.
11:14I need to think.
11:22some notes, but first things first.
11:25Your lawyer here, Mr. Sykes, he filled me in a little bit on what happened, but obviously
11:29I want to hear from you.
11:31Can you tell me about it?
11:33Just start wherever you're comfortable.
11:34If I have any questions, I'll ask you.
11:40Yeah.
11:41I was, um, I was home, and I had been studying all night because I had a midterm coming up,
11:48and I didn't really understand the material, but I forgot to eat.
11:54So after a little while, I got a headache, and I set an alarm for early so I can wake
12:02up
12:03and do some more in the morning.
12:04But then I, uh, I woke up because someone was, um, was, uh, wasn't to be let in.
12:14And who was that?
12:16Um, that was, uh, Shane, Shane Martin.
12:22Shane Martin, okay.
12:24And this was what time?
12:27This was around midnight.
12:31Last chance.
12:32No idea.
12:33You have no idea?
12:35No.
12:35You can't think of a single thing happening they might want to talk to you about.
12:39Right, and I don't buy it, is why I keep asking, because I want to have some idea of what
12:42kind
12:43of buzzsaw we're about to walk into.
12:45You knock out some more street lights, or steal some shit, your buddies think it's nothing,
12:48but the regular people means real money.
12:50God, like you and your friends never gotten into anything stupid before.
12:53Except, you know what, no one at your school ever got into an Ivy League college.
12:55Probably doesn't even know what one is.
12:57Oh, shh.
12:59So Shane's going to the Ivy League now.
13:01Wow.
13:01Really, wow.
13:02When were you guys going to tell me that?
13:04After we talked to the cops, I guess?
13:05Could you have a little faith in your son, please?
13:07Could we just...
13:08He's a good kid.
13:09I have no faith in my son, right?
13:09He's a good kid.
13:10So you're on with that whole narrative again, that I have no faith in my son.
13:13He could have a better future.
13:14He could have a...
13:20Jeff.
13:21Hey, great to see you.
13:24Fabulous.
13:24You're good too.
13:25You're a van.
13:26Listen, I want you to tell your father to sit around.
13:28I mean, I made it for the mail.
13:31What is it?
13:32Not anymore.
13:35Stop!
13:35Hey!
13:36Hey!
13:37Hey!
13:37Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:39Get in the tank!
13:40Hey!
13:40Now, stop it!
13:41Hey!
13:41Hold on!
13:42Stop!
13:42Come on!
13:43Take it easy!
13:44Stop it!
13:45Get outta here!
13:46Where'd you go?
13:46Where'd you go?
13:47Where'd you go?
13:47Okay, I can tell you.
13:52Hey!
13:53Hey!
14:02Hey!
14:03Hey!
14:04Hey!
14:04Hey!
14:19Hey!
14:29Hey!
14:30Hey!
14:32Hey!
14:36Hey!
14:37Hey!
14:38Oh, oh, oh, oh.
14:41Oh.
14:57So let me just ask if it's all right, bro.
15:00OK.
15:17You're kind of close there, Otis.
15:20Hey, Oliver.
15:20A little bit.
15:21Seven minutes.
15:22Still morning announcements.
15:25If I had that car, I'd probably want to hang out in it all day, too.
15:27But you're about to get one demerit for being late and another for ignoring me to my face.
15:32Oh, my God.
15:32Are you all right?
15:33Hey, Oliver, can you open the door?
15:35Where's my...
15:36We can need to call 911.
15:37Please, please, please.
15:39No.
15:39Please don't.
15:41Please.
15:43I still think we should at least go to urgent care.
15:46I feel way better now.
15:48I really do.
15:49All right.
15:51Snow.
15:52An hour ago, you were passing out in your car.
15:57Uh, amoxicillin.
15:59Here.
16:00Take two.
16:01Or maybe four.
16:04Why do you just have these?
16:05Dog bite.
16:07In the stop and shop parking lot?
16:09Yeah.
16:10Apparently, different tail waggings have different meanings.
16:12I thought a dog wagging its tail always means friendly.
16:15It does not.
16:17Yeah, I thought that, too.
16:19Yeah, well, now we both know better.
16:30Hey, what about your mom?
16:32What if we called her?
16:33No, I think it's...
16:34I think it's 12 hours ahead there.
16:35Well, still wouldn't be past 11pm.
16:37I don't think that there's reception.
16:38There's gonna be reception at a resort.
16:40Uh, she's off the coast.
16:41It's...
16:42It's her friend's boat.
16:43Um, and the school knows.
16:45She told them.
16:45I'm gonna have to mark you an excused absence.
16:48I'll say, I saw you and I sent you homesick.
16:51That's not even a lie.
16:55And I'll leave you the amoxicillin.
16:57Take a couple more tonight.
17:00Look, I know.
17:03You were good friends with Shane and Paul.
17:05I know you're having a hard time right now.
17:08I wish you weren't having it alone.
17:11Go easy on yourself, okay?
17:13Understand that...
17:15Something terrible has happened to you, too.
17:20Try to give yourself a little grace.
17:28Oh, wait, uh...
17:30Uh, please, wait.
17:36And you're what again?
17:37Uh, guidance counselor?
17:39School counselor.
17:40What kind of background is a school counselor supposed to have in this kind of thing?
17:43Well, I'm actually a licensed independent clinical social worker.
17:48But I'm working towards getting licensed in Rhode Island as a clinical mental health counselor.
17:53And what makes you think my son needs your help?
17:57I'm not saying it has to be me.
18:01But...
18:03From the amount of detail Oliver gave me about his present headspace and what led to it, he's gonna need
18:11therapy from someone.
18:13And what amount of detail would that be exactly?
18:17Clinically.
18:20Enough?
18:22Enough for what?
18:25It's enough to know what really happened.
18:29Every time I think there's nothing left that can surprise me.
18:33I'll put you in touch with my personal accountant.
18:44Mom?
18:47Yeah?
18:51Do you want tea?
18:55No.
19:03I understand.
19:05I am.
19:05This may be weird at first.
19:10It's okay.
19:11You do this too.
19:12You know, you see people outside of school.
19:15My real life goal was always this.
19:19So, I'm your first patient?
19:22Yeah.
19:23Kind of hard.
19:27Don't you have to be able to come clean?
19:32Tell the truth, you know?
19:35Be honest?
19:37Are you saying you haven't been honest with me?
19:41You didn't tell me the truth?
19:44Of course I have.
19:45Yes.
19:45I did.
19:47Okay then.
19:49It's gonna work.
19:51Hey, it's already working.
20:06Hey, bye.
20:46No, Shyla, you want to meet us at the crib?
20:48No, I can't. Do a shooter for me.
20:54Hello?
20:55Hey, McGaggy.
20:56Hi, Shy.
20:58Hello?
20:59It's not Shane, Mom.
21:01Don't tie up the phone.
21:04She just talked to him yesterday, didn't she?
21:05They're not going to let him call her again today.
21:07I don't. She knows what day it is.
21:10When are you coming home?
21:1220 minutes. I'm leaving work right now.
21:15Do us all a favor and stay out of her way, okay?
21:19Okay.
21:23You're packed.
21:25You travel Tuesday, right?
21:28Boy, orientation's probably going to be pretty hectic.
21:31A lot of new people, new living situation.
21:39What? What are you thinking right now?
21:44That you were right.
21:46That I might not be ready right now to go to Stanford.
21:55That I can't.
21:58Have you talked about any of this with your dad?
22:05No.
22:08Well,
22:11you need to, Ollie.
22:15Call him
22:17and tell him.
22:20I can't.
22:22You want me to do it?
22:25Please, yes.
22:27Okay.
22:31Oliver St. Ledger,
22:32he dropped my brother off at our house in his car.
22:35Are you aware Mr. St. Ledger says
22:36he did not see your brother after school
22:38until Shane came to his house after midnight?
22:41Yes, I am, but it's not true.
22:43What the hell are you doing?
22:44Are you,
22:45are you playing at trial or something?
22:47Is it,
22:48is it supposed to be funny?
22:49No.
22:49Because it isn't.
22:51I know.
22:52I did see him.
22:55Shane didn't come right home after practice.
22:56He didn't come home till later.
22:58And when he did,
22:59I saw him.
23:01I saw him getting out of Oliver's car.
23:03I can't believe you're doing this right now.
23:04I cannot believe you can't see
23:07how wrong it is
23:08for you to do this right now.
23:09Not like that.
23:10It's really true.
23:11It's never like that.
23:12Right?
23:14Like,
23:14like when your teacher kicked you.
23:16Like when the woman in the stop and shop
23:17tried to kidnap you.
23:18It's never about you wanting attention.
23:20It's always true.
23:21The jury
23:22is deciding
23:23right now,
23:24Megan.
23:24Remember?
23:26They're all sitting in a room
23:27talking
23:28about whether
23:29they're going to send your brother
23:31to prison
23:32for life.
23:35Now,
23:35I'm sorry
23:36that we are all so terrified
23:38of that,
23:38that we can't put our attention on you.
23:40I'm sorry that this is the worst
23:41fucking thing
23:42that's ever happened
23:43in the world
23:43and you still have to make it
23:45about you.
23:57The people of the state
23:58of Rhode Island
23:59versus Shane Martin.
24:00Verdict,
24:01count one,
24:02voluntary manslaughter.
24:04We, the jury,
24:05find the defendant
24:06guilty.
24:22Six minutes,
24:23eleven seconds,
24:24actually.
24:26I get it from IHR.
24:28Anybody's age.
24:31Where were you
24:31last time you were in the pool?
24:34Uh, 317.
24:36What the fuck?
24:37You're going backwards now.
24:39Are you even practicing?
24:43I'm not really sleeping lately.
24:50Since the verdict.
24:53I get it.
24:55All the more reason
24:56to stay disciplined.
24:57Here's the thing.
24:59Practice.
25:00You have to do it every day.
25:01You're staying on it, right?
25:03Grow your capacity.
25:05Your number grows.
25:06That's like anything.
25:08Just keep at it.
25:09Let me know.
25:11No.
25:18Sometimes I just feel like
25:19I have to call Shane.
25:21But that's stupid
25:22because you can't call.
25:23No, you can't call.
25:26I tried to go see him
25:29to be put on his
25:30visitor's list
25:31or whatever.
25:35When, um,
25:37when did you do this?
25:39I don't know.
25:39A month ago.
25:42They said he said no.
25:44Oh, wow.
25:47That's understandable too,
25:48though, right?
25:52If he'd said yes,
25:54would, uh...
25:55So I tried to write it
25:56in a,
25:56in a letter.
26:01I am disappointed.
26:03He didn't feel like
26:04this was something
26:04you could talk over
26:05with me first.
26:06It felt like I could,
26:07I could start
26:08with,
26:09with this.
26:13Uh,
26:14but then,
26:14but then I,
26:14I felt like
26:16if I send it,
26:17is he even gonna
26:18open it?
26:23And if he doesn't
26:24open it,
26:24then maybe sending it
26:26at all
26:27is still the point.
26:29I don't,
26:30I don't know.
26:31Okay.
26:32Okay,
26:32what about this?
26:34Shane knows me
26:35from school.
26:37What if I has to be
26:39put on his
26:39visitor's list?
26:41You know,
26:41I don't say why,
26:44but I take that
26:44with me.
26:46And I read it.
26:49Out loud.
26:50And whatever happens
26:51next is up to him.
27:02I'm just sorry
27:03I couldn't make
27:03myself do it before.
27:06And I know
27:07it won't make me
27:08a good person
27:08to do the right
27:09thing now,
27:09but still.
27:12I'm gonna fix
27:12everything.
27:16I promise.
27:23You look a little...
27:24Yeah.
27:25The food's pretty bad
27:26here.
27:26Yeah.
27:26They save it at weird
27:27times, whatever.
27:30I don't know why
27:31I didn't think
27:31you'd actually come.
27:32I don't know why
27:33it took me so long
27:33to ask.
27:34Well, I mean,
27:35we didn't ever talk
27:36all that much
27:36in school, so...
27:38I'm not saying
27:39that for, like,
27:40blame.
27:40No, I know you're
27:41not.
27:41It just doesn't
27:42reflect very well
27:43on me, though.
27:46So, can I ask
27:47how you are?
27:52I'm so sorry
27:53about all of this.
27:54It's just...
27:55It's really
27:56terrible.
27:58Yeah.
27:59Yeah, it's pretty
27:59terrible.
28:00Yeah.
28:03In full disclosure,
28:05and I know I should
28:06have said this up front
28:06when I first asked
28:07to come see you...
28:08Are you gonna try
28:08and write a book
28:09or something?
28:10Oh, uh, no.
28:15I'm working
28:16with Oliver.
28:20Working with him
28:21how?
28:22Just counseling
28:23him as his therapist.
28:27So, you're with
28:27him, then?
28:29Yeah, I wouldn't
28:29let him in,
28:29so he sent you.
28:31No.
28:33Although, obviously,
28:35that's a very logical
28:36first question to ask.
28:37What does he need
28:37therapy for, huh?
28:40Does he feel bad
28:40for what he did?
28:41Actually, yeah,
28:42he does.
28:42Which part?
28:44Killing Paul
28:45or killing me?
28:48I understand.
28:49It must feel
28:51unbelievable.
28:52What must?
28:53I don't know.
28:55How the world
28:57is still turning
29:00like you were
29:00never even in it.
29:04Like all I am
29:05is this thing
29:06I didn't do,
29:06you mean?
29:08All because I was
29:09stupid and tried
29:10to help my friend.
29:12Do you guys
29:13talk about that?
29:14In little fucking
29:15therapy sessions?
29:16What he did to me
29:17for trying to help him?
29:19Because if anything else,
29:20you're just another person
29:21getting paid
29:22to listen to him lie.
29:24Shane,
29:26it doesn't matter
29:27what Oliver's told me.
29:29My job isn't
29:29to judge
29:30what the truth is.
29:32And I wouldn't be
29:33in charge of anything
29:34even if it was.
29:36It's more that
29:37his pain
29:38has made me think
29:39about yours
29:40and how
29:41I just,
29:42I can't imagine
29:43what you're going through.
29:44Or the strength
29:45I know you'll need
29:46to find.
29:47For what?
29:49I have strength.
29:50I know you do.
29:51See,
29:51I remember that about you.
29:53Like you said,
29:53we didn't talk much
29:54but still,
29:55I could tell
29:55you had character,
29:57integrity,
29:58that those things
29:59matter to you.
30:04Just,
30:08before I came
30:09to Bridgefield,
30:10I was a social worker.
30:11This was in Connecticut
30:12and a lot of my clients
30:14were in your situation
30:16with public defenders
30:17who were no match
30:18for white shoes.
30:19And?
30:20One of my clients,
30:22Dawn,
30:24her husband was doing
30:2515 to life
30:26in McDougal.
30:28Dave had a carpet
30:29laying business
30:30with his cousin
30:30and the cousin
30:31had a shady side thing
30:33where a guy ended up
30:34getting killed over money
30:35and the cousin
30:36took a plea
30:37saying it was all Dave.
30:40And Dave just thought
30:42he didn't do it
30:43and that would prevail.
30:48He did not
30:48have to stop
30:49his frustration
30:50and rage
30:50from getting him
30:51into situations
30:52that just added
30:52more years
30:53to his sentence
30:55or how to live
30:56knowing
30:57he was only
30:58in prison
30:58in the first place
30:59off a lie
30:59from someone
31:00he trusted.
31:03And compared
31:04to you,
31:05he was lucky.
31:08He wasn't up
31:09against people
31:10with enough money
31:11to make the world
31:12exactly the way
31:13they want it.
31:18So what happened
31:19to Dave?
31:21Is he still in prison?
31:24No.
31:27I wanted to get parole.
31:31He didn't.
31:34I'm not going to
31:36go into details
31:37if it's okay
31:38just out of respect.
31:39I'm just never,
31:40never going to forget
31:41that phone call.
31:46There was one
31:47tiny silver lining.
31:49Craziest that is
31:50to say Dave's family
31:52didn't think so
31:52but I know Dave
31:53would have.
31:55It's something called
31:56the doctrine
31:57of abatement.
31:58Look,
31:59if you're convicted
31:59at trial,
32:00even for murder
32:00and you die
32:01in prison
32:02before all your
32:02appeals are exhausted,
32:04your conviction
32:04is automatically
32:05set aside
32:05and your
32:07indictment
32:07is dismissed
32:08like it never
32:08even happened.
32:11When he died,
32:12because he died,
32:13as far as law
32:15and the world
32:15were concerned,
32:17Dave was an
32:18innocent man.
32:23Hey,
32:24finally no line
32:25at the vending
32:25machines.
32:26I'm going to get
32:26a soda.
32:28You want one?
32:48They wouldn't just say
32:49this is the prison
32:49calling, okay?
32:50They said this is
32:51ACI calling
32:52and we're sorry to...
32:53Okay,
32:53but that doesn't make
32:54any sense, Mom,
32:54okay?
32:54So are they going to
32:55call us back?
32:56He wouldn't do that
32:57to himself.
32:57He wouldn't do it
32:58to me.
32:58He would never
32:59do that to us.
32:59I'm going to call
33:00him and I'm going
33:00to find out
33:01who called us.
33:06It's terrible.
33:07It's a terrible
33:07thing.
33:08It's hard to even
33:09think about
33:10the kind of
33:10desperation
33:11behind a choice
33:12like Dad.
33:14Makes you think
33:15about all your own
33:16choices in life,
33:16right?
33:17All the things
33:18you've done
33:19or haven't done.
33:24Hey.
33:26Hey.
33:26Hey, hey.
33:27Hey, you know
33:28the Navy SEALs
33:29use this thing
33:29to help them
33:30calm down?
33:31They're just crazy,
33:32right?
33:32These elite warriors,
33:33they train
33:33and they practice
33:34and still,
33:35they panic.
33:35The Navy SEALs
33:36have to make
33:37themselves remember
33:38to breathe.
33:39In for four,
33:40hold for four,
33:41out for four,
33:42hold for four.
33:44It's called
33:44box breathing.
33:45Box has four sides.
33:46You just focus
33:47on the numbers
33:47and the sides
33:48and that's it.
33:49Four by four.
33:50Do it with me.
33:50Come on.
33:51Let's build a box
33:52together right now.
33:53Okay.
33:54Okay.
33:55Okay.
33:55Okay.
34:14Hi.
34:17Do we have a...
34:17What the fuck
34:18did he say
34:18to my brother?
34:20Excuse me?
34:20Show up out of nowhere.
34:21Get in his mind
34:22to say who the fuck
34:23knows what
34:24until suddenly
34:24he thinks
34:25he has no way out
34:26of...
34:26Oh, my God.
34:29Can I just...
34:31I was so sorry
34:33when I heard
34:33what happened.
34:34Why were you
34:34even there?
34:35Hmm?
34:36You didn't exist
34:36for Shane at school
34:37and I know that.
34:37He never mentioned
34:38you once.
34:38To be fair,
34:40seeing the counselor
34:41is not always
34:42going to be something
34:43the student talks
34:44about at home,
34:45right?
34:46You're telling me
34:47he fucking came
34:47to see you?
34:49HIPAA requirements
34:49say I can't tell
34:51you anything.
34:51I'm sorry.
34:53But whether he did
34:54or didn't,
34:55with the student body
34:56of 600 kids
34:57being generally
34:58aware of all of them
35:00and their various
35:01struggles,
35:03yeah,
35:04that was my job.
35:06Why'd you go
35:07to the prison?
35:09To offer my
35:10supreme emotional support.
35:10No, I want to know
35:11what kind of apocalyptic
35:12shit you said to him.
35:13Besides that fucking
35:14Oliver St. Leger
35:15sees you for therapy,
35:16which is...
35:17I just don't really know
35:17how to wrap my mind
35:18around that, actually.
35:18So he told you that
35:19but he didn't tell you
35:20what else we talked about?
35:21Okay, he's figuring
35:21things out.
35:22He's taking fucking classes
35:23and then here you are
35:24and a month later
35:25he kills himself.
35:28And you think
35:29talking to me
35:30had something to do
35:31with that?
35:32I do.
35:32And I think I have
35:33a lot of questions
35:34that I'm going to ask
35:35to whoever's responsible
35:36for you having a license
35:37to talk to anybody.
35:38Okay, so just know
35:39that's what's going
35:39to be happening.
35:40Well, then maybe also
35:41ask them if they think
35:42someone without a baseline
35:43of mental instability
35:44and a history of
35:45emotional detachment
35:45of the home
35:46can be goaded
35:46into suicide
35:47by one casual
35:48conversation
35:49with a sympathetic
35:50relative stranger.
35:54Oh, this is such
35:55an awful thing.
35:57Look, I understand
35:59needing to explain
36:00it away somehow
36:01but when an already
36:03mentally vulnerable
36:04person is put
36:05into such a challenging
36:06environment
36:07at an age
36:08where they're still
36:09struggling with coping
36:10skills
36:11and with the idea
36:11that the future
36:12even exists
36:13not to mention
36:14a support system
36:15at home
36:16that just isn't
36:16up to the task
36:17in a real...
36:18Fuck!
36:21Fuck!
36:26So, as soon as
36:28court opens tomorrow
36:29I'm going to file
36:30a temporary ex parte
36:31order of protection
36:32against you
36:33and just to make it
36:34fun...
36:35Fuck you!
36:35Okay!
37:06Talk show, old movie,
37:08infomercial...
37:09Where do you think
37:09Shane is now?
37:12Shit.
37:14I'm going to need
37:14a drink or ten
37:15for that conversation.
37:17Megan, I don't
37:17want to talk about
37:18heaven or whatever,
37:20okay?
37:20Because you don't
37:21think he is...
37:22If there is a place
37:23he is, I hope
37:24that everything
37:24makes sense to him.
37:26That he doesn't
37:27hurt anymore.
37:28Okay?
37:30Me too.
37:32Also, I wish
37:33there was a place
37:34like that for Mom
37:34to go.
37:37Yeah, I mean
37:39Mom's still alive
37:40but I get
37:41what you're saying.
37:44I saw him
37:45that night.
37:47What does that mean?
37:51Mom and Dad
37:51went to Holy Spirit
37:52versus Bingo
37:53and he was
37:54supposed to come
37:55home after practice
37:56and make dinner
37:57but he didn't
37:59so I made it
38:01and I saw him
38:03get dropped off
38:06by a car that I saw
38:09whose car it was.
38:13Okay, well did Shane
38:15know this?
38:16Yes.
38:17When?
38:18Right when he
38:19came inside.
38:20Okay, what did he say?
38:21He said he was
38:22home the whole time.
38:23And he never asked you
38:24to say anything
38:24later to anybody
38:25ever?
38:28He thought he would.
38:31He was waiting
38:32but he never did.
38:37Why didn't he want me to?
38:40You know what?
38:41Maybe he was
38:43afraid
38:45of you
38:46bringing Oliver into it
38:47and of Oliver's family
38:49of what they might do
38:50to us, to you.
38:52I mean, who knows?
38:54With people who can be
38:56what they are
38:58you feel guilty
38:59for not saying
39:03don't.
39:05Okay?
39:06It wouldn't have made
39:07any difference.
39:08It still would have all
39:09happened the exact
39:10same way
39:11and you couldn't have
39:11stopped it
39:12so please
39:13please
39:15don't let it
39:16debray your life.
39:19Okay?
39:49Miss Martin?
39:51One of them?
39:54Which one are you?
39:57Shiloh.
39:58Is your mom Christy?
39:59Is she here too?
40:00She's not here
40:01at the moment.
40:02You live here
40:03with her.
40:04Rub it in
40:04why don't you?
40:06So, you're Shane's
40:08sister.
40:09Hey, can I ask
40:10a question?
40:10Yes, we are here
40:11to ask people questions
40:12about a guy named
40:13Oliver St. Ledger.
40:15Specifically about
40:16the possible revenge
40:17killing of a guy
40:18named Oliver St. Ledger.
40:19We spoke to
40:20Annette Sparling.
40:21She gave us your address.
40:22Does your sister
40:23live here too?
40:24Megan or
40:25Ciara Wise?
40:27Which one do you call her?
40:30Look, I don't know
40:31where Megan lives.
40:32Okay?
40:33I don't even know
40:34where she is.
40:37Or if she's ever
40:38coming back.
40:40Okay.
41:01I've just been sitting here
41:03wanting you breathe.
41:07You're Megan?
41:10You're Shane's sister?
41:13Yeah.
41:20The day that Paul Sparling died,
41:24I saw you.
41:27And I knew that you were lying.
41:31But I was no one
41:33compared to you
41:33and your family.
41:38And there was nothing
41:38that I could do
41:43and it just kept spinning
41:44out of control
41:45my whole life.
41:47Even so many years later,
41:49spinning out of control.
41:51And I wanted to hurt you.
41:55I really, really wanted
41:56to hurt you.
42:00And so I made a plan.
42:04But then I started
42:05to know you.
42:07And I saw
42:09how lonely you were.
42:13That I didn't need
42:14to do anything
42:14to ruin your life
42:15because you were doing
42:16that on your own.
42:22I really wanted
42:23to tell you the truth.
42:27I had so many opportunities
42:28to tell you the truth
42:29and I didn't.
42:38I'm sorry.
42:43I am sorry.
42:45He was my best friend.
42:47And your brother,
42:48he didn't deserve that.
42:53Your brother didn't do anything.
42:55It was me.
43:00I know that.
43:04I knew that.
43:09Thank you for saying that
43:11because I think
43:12I really needed
43:14you to say that to me.
43:22And I'm so in love with you.
43:26I'm so in love with you.
43:28Yeah.
43:29Yeah.
43:32Yeah.
43:55Guessing that I am surprised that you're a Tom Petty fan, but if I hear another Tom Petty
43:59song in the next million years, it'll be too fucking soon.
44:02When was Tom Petty bothering you?
44:04When I was driving and you were sleeping, or when I was driving and you were sleeping?
44:11So do we think Meghan Martin, slash Sierra Wise, is somewhere in the world with or without
44:19Oliver Kennedy?
44:21Yeah, we all know that.
44:23I said, we think, not we know, but you do agree that that's the first road we should
44:29go down tomorrow.
44:29Okay, yeah, it's the first road, but it's not the only one.
44:31Yeah.
44:34My God.
44:36It's the first road.
44:36My God.
44:39I don't know.
44:40I don't know.
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