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00:00:05Hi.
00:00:07Do you mind if I join you?
00:00:08Oh, I'm waiting for someone's...
00:00:11Boyfriend?
00:00:13No, just a friend.
00:00:15Ah.
00:00:18Look, I never do this, but I thought maybe...
00:00:20I have a boyfriend.
00:00:23He just can't be here right now.
00:00:26I'm in a long time-distance relationship.
00:00:28Oh, wow.
00:00:31Yeah.
00:00:34How do you do it?
00:01:23Oh, God.
00:01:25Oh, God.
00:01:26Mm.
00:01:33Mm.
00:01:37Mm.
00:02:01Hey, Benny, wake up.
00:02:08What time do you want?
00:02:10What time did you get home?
00:02:13Four.
00:02:14Mm-hmm.
00:02:17Okay, you need to replace the AC.
00:02:21I will.
00:02:23Okay, but today, all right?
00:02:24There's going to be a heat wave.
00:02:26Not this year.
00:02:28Okay, but my year, it's going to be 100 degrees outside,
00:02:31and I don't want to come home to an oven, okay?
00:02:33I'm suffocating.
00:02:37Okay.
00:02:38I'll do it.
00:02:39Okay.
00:02:39Mm-hmm.
00:02:40If you don't fix it, I will.
00:02:42I mean, you remember what happened with the shower head, okay?
00:02:50So what happened with the shower head?
00:02:53She installed a new one.
00:02:54She's the one with strong water pressure,
00:02:56and she inadvertently bifurcated the shower into two separate timelines.
00:03:00Since the lease is under my name and my year,
00:03:02any alteration she makes impacts the time-space compression
00:03:06and limits where we could coexist.
00:03:09Yeah, okay, that makes sense.
00:03:10And we used to have really good shower sinks.
00:03:14Did you try amalgamating your split timelines
00:03:17by replacing your shower head with the exact same model she installed?
00:03:20We tried that.
00:03:21It didn't work.
00:03:22What happens if you're in the bath?
00:03:25I'm sorry.
00:03:27I mean, I know a couple in a six-month long time-distance relationship,
00:03:30and they just got engaged.
00:03:32Yeah, but that's six months.
00:03:33I mean, Benny is three years behind me.
00:03:35Yeah, but you two are so great together.
00:03:38How would you know that?
00:03:39I mean, you've never met him.
00:03:40You can't ever meet him.
00:03:44I'm just trying to tell you what you want to hear.
00:03:47Honestly, I couldn't do it.
00:03:50I love him.
00:03:51It's just...
00:03:52I mean, I don't know if he'll ever catch up to me.
00:03:57You know?
00:04:12Hey.
00:04:13Hey.
00:04:16Did you eat?
00:04:18No, I was waiting for you.
00:04:22What?
00:04:23Do you want to order something?
00:04:27Well, Bay Shack is closing.
00:04:29Yeah, I told you that.
00:04:30It's a juicery now.
00:04:32Why do you think I keep on making you order from there?
00:04:36Because you're a bossy.
00:04:39Okay, I have some more.
00:04:42Please.
00:04:47Please, sir.
00:04:48Oh, my God.
00:04:49I was just thinking that.
00:04:50That's so crazy.
00:04:52Isn't it crazy how some phrases are so embedded with pop culture
00:04:55that we can't use them in everyday life anymore?
00:04:58It's like, um...
00:05:00I am your father.
00:05:02When would you ever need to say that?
00:05:05You would listen to me.
00:05:07I am your father.
00:05:11Fine, okay.
00:05:12But you see what I mean, right?
00:05:13Our mind can't interpret any of the way.
00:05:15Oh, or, um, like the other day I was carrying groceries and I was like,
00:05:18hold the door!
00:05:21Hold the door.
00:05:23Hodor.
00:05:24Hodor!
00:05:26Hodor, like from Game of Thrones?
00:05:27Yeah.
00:05:30Is that a spoiler?
00:05:31Are you watching Game of Thrones without me?
00:05:36How far are you?
00:05:39I'm caught up.
00:05:40But that's our fucking show, Marie!
00:05:41Thank God, it's everybody's fucking show, okay?
00:05:44All my coworkers talk about it.
00:05:45What do you want me to do?
00:05:46Like avoid spoilers for three years?
00:05:48You have to die when someone fucking dies.
00:05:49Yeah, I have.
00:05:49That's exactly what I do.
00:05:50And I do that with a lot of things.
00:05:52That's so fucked up.
00:05:52Who are you watching Game of Thrones with?
00:05:53It's Sarah, Monday Night Pilates.
00:05:54I'm not doing Pilates.
00:05:55I fucking hate Pilates.
00:05:57Who are you?
00:06:08I'm sorry.
00:06:10I really don't want to fight.
00:06:14I'm sorry.
00:06:24I'm sorry.
00:06:24So, you weren't doing Pilates?
00:06:27No.
00:06:28I really thought you were getting more time.
00:06:30I was apparently that you figured it out,
00:06:32so I started going up and down the stairs at work.
00:06:36I don't know.
00:06:38On Mondays I'd go up and down a whole bunch of times.
00:06:42During lunch.
00:06:45Things will get better.
00:06:52When?
00:07:02Penny!
00:07:03You here?
00:07:12Alright.
00:07:13Come on.
00:07:14Come on.
00:07:15Come on.
00:07:16Come on.
00:07:17Come on.
00:07:17Come on.
00:07:17Come on.
00:07:18Come on.
00:07:19Come on.
00:07:31Come on.
00:07:33Come on.
00:07:34Hey.
00:07:35Why is the front door open?
00:07:39Sorry, I'm late.
00:07:42You could have called.
00:07:44That was a joke. Okay, obviously.
00:07:49Is everything okay? Well, you didn't fix the AC.
00:07:52Hey, I'll fix it. No, you're not gonna fix it, okay? You don't want to fix it
00:07:57because you're cheap and suffering gives you a God complex.
00:08:02Okay.
00:08:08I was offered a promotion today.
00:08:11That's amazing.
00:08:13Actually, it doesn't matter.
00:08:15We should celebrate.
00:08:17Yeah, that was my first thought.
00:08:19I can't wait to celebrate with Benny.
00:08:22But I can't call him or text him or email him or go out to an actual dinner with him
00:08:28or leave fucking Brooklyn because he doesn't exist right now.
00:08:33And if I take this promotion, we could exist even further apart in time.
00:08:36I know you don't think that will happen again, but you don't know that.
00:08:42I'm sorry.
00:08:49I don't want to live here anymore.
00:08:51Well, this is the only place where we could be together.
00:08:54So, do you want to break up?
00:08:57Is that what you're saying?
00:08:58No, I don't want to break up with you.
00:08:58I'm just so sick of this shitty apartment.
00:09:01Our apartment isn't shitty, okay?
00:09:03Okay.
00:09:04It's a miracle and we are not gonna find a better deal.
00:09:06I don't care.
00:09:07I don't want a better deal, okay?
00:09:09I want a central AC and a washer and a dryer and a dormant.
00:09:14I want to live in Dumbo, okay?
00:09:15All my friends live in Dumbo.
00:09:16What the fuck is so great about Dumbo?
00:09:18Uh, in three years, everything is great about Dumbo.
00:09:22And you know what?
00:09:23I can afford it now.
00:09:24Nice.
00:09:25Real classy.
00:09:26Oh, come on.
00:09:27I didn't mean it.
00:09:29Like...
00:09:31You know what?
00:09:32No.
00:09:32I'm not gonna apologize because I make more money than you
00:09:34because I chose a career with stability.
00:09:38Okay?
00:09:39You don't think that I'd like to spend all my time, like,
00:09:42watercoloring?
00:09:42No, okay?
00:09:43I hate my job half the time, but I do it so that I can afford
00:09:46things that I enjoy, like brunch and health insurance,
00:09:49and I could pay for us to take a trip to Santorini,
00:09:52but I can't take you with me because you're still living in the past.
00:09:56Okay.
00:09:57So that's it, hmm?
00:09:59I think I'm living in the past.
00:10:01Yes.
00:10:02Yes, yes, and I'm so sick of this, like,
00:10:05we're both living in our own present bullshit, okay?
00:10:08I'm not ahead.
00:10:09I'm not in the future.
00:10:10I'm in the now, and you're in the past.
00:10:13Do you hear yourself?
00:10:14Hmm?
00:10:14You're fucking selfish, you son.
00:10:16Oh, my!
00:10:16How can I be selfish when I'm the only one making sacrifices?
00:10:20Okay?
00:10:20I can't talk to you about anything because you have no idea
00:10:23what's going on, all right?
00:10:24You don't know what's on Netflix, what's in New York,
00:10:27what's going on in Syria.
00:10:28I mean, you have no idea who our president is.
00:10:30What do you want me to do?
00:10:30What do you want me to do?
00:10:31Be a man and catch up to me like you said you would.
00:10:34Okay?
00:10:35Just like you said that you fixed the AC and you said that you'd
00:10:38apply the wallpaper that's been sitting in the fucking closet
00:10:41for the past two years, okay?
00:10:43Just like you said that your friend at Columbia Records
00:10:45was gonna hook you up, okay?
00:10:47It's not gonna happen, Benny, all right?
00:10:49You're either a doer or you're a-
00:10:51A what?
00:10:53A loser?
00:10:54A deadbeat?
00:10:57Just say it.
00:11:00Just say it.
00:11:02Just fucking say it.
00:11:09You're holding me back.
00:11:15Then go.
00:11:17Seriously, get the fuck out of here.
00:11:20Okay.
00:11:20I mean, just imagine how far you could get without me.
00:11:2310, 20 years, you'll be in your stupid fucking dumbo
00:11:26with your $50 ricotta frappuccinos.
00:11:29Don't let me hold you back from everything you want
00:11:31because it's all ba-
00:12:15You set me asleep.
00:12:19Once before, would you do it once more?
00:12:32I'm tired of life.
00:12:41I'm tired of life.
00:12:48I'm tired of life.
00:12:56No.
00:13:16She stayed both with her.
00:13:53I'm gonna fucking kill you.
00:14:19Oh, come here.
00:14:25You all right?
00:14:44Jesus.
00:14:45Hey where were you?
00:14:47Where were you?
00:14:47Where was I?
00:14:48I was here like we planned at 6.
00:14:50Where were you?
00:14:51You couldn't be bothered.
00:14:52I was here.
00:14:52I was on time.
00:14:53No, you weren't.
00:14:55Okay, you know what?
00:14:56I can't deal with this right now.
00:14:58I have to go to work, all right?
00:14:59What are you talking about?
00:14:59It's Saturday afternoon.
00:15:01No.
00:15:02It's Friday morning.
00:15:05No, it's...
00:15:18Look, look.
00:15:20Look, look.
00:15:22Look, look.
00:15:24Look, look.
00:15:28Make for me?
00:15:31Yeah.
00:15:58It's...
00:15:58Where do you want to go first?
00:16:01Brazil.
00:16:04Closer.
00:16:07Um...
00:16:09Yosemite?
00:16:10Closer.
00:16:13The roof.
00:16:17Okay.
00:16:19Okay.
00:16:21Okay.
00:16:35Bye.
00:16:36Bye.
00:16:38Bye.
00:16:38Bye.
00:16:38Bye.
00:16:38Bye.
00:16:39Bye.
00:16:43Bye.
00:16:44I want you to be so
00:16:45I want, I want you to be so
00:16:53I want you to be so
00:17:00I want you to be so
00:17:14One, two, three
00:17:21Oh my god
00:17:24We're still here
00:17:29Ruth?
00:17:42Still want to move?
00:17:47I mean we could at least
00:17:48Oh my god, Marie
00:18:45This is Tim Mealy with tonight's headlines
00:18:47A group of vampires crossing New York State borders were arrested and later killed by the Silver Bullet Coalition
00:18:53Some consider the Silver Bullet Coalition a hate group targeting all vampires
00:18:57The guest is the leader of VRRA, the Vampire Rights Reform Association
00:19:02Nicole Schreier, welcome
00:19:04You know, two years ago there were 12 million non-violent vampires living in America
00:19:10The number has reduced to 2 million
00:19:13What we're witnessing here is a vampire genocide
00:19:16We'll have that right after this birthday
00:19:19Welcome to MailChimp
00:19:22Mail
00:19:27Back with our guest Nicole Schreier on the topic of the recent vampire genocide
00:19:31So Nicole, vampires have been known to kill humans
00:19:34That was 200 years ago, Tim
00:19:36Poor vampires were known to be violent in the 18th and early part of the 19th century, but not even
00:19:41more
00:19:42Vampires have been killed for the last 100 years
00:19:45They survived completely on synthetic blood, which is now being used to bait and capture them
00:19:50Well, vampire hate groups are on the rise
00:19:53Several smaller groups have sprung up from the flying port of the 19th century
00:20:34For the 20th century, the reason why I'm not starting to kill humans
00:20:34They have been sold all over the past, until the 21st century
00:20:34Their appearance won't be sold out, but not only allowed by the first half of the past
00:20:40And they didn't kill humans
00:20:40Then they have been told so much
00:20:41Oh, my God.
00:21:12Oh, my God.
00:21:41Oh, my God.
00:22:29Oh, my God.
00:22:39Oh, my God.
00:22:39Hey, hey!
00:22:40Get out!
00:22:40Get out!
00:22:42What the fuck?
00:22:45Get back in line!
00:22:46What the mean, you little blood sucker?
00:22:49What are you doing for here?
00:22:50Get out!
00:22:50Get out of here!
00:22:51Get out of here!
00:22:51I'm back in line!
00:22:52Oh, my God.
00:23:25Oh, my God.
00:23:58Oh, my God.
00:23:59Can I help you with something?
00:24:02Oh, um, the juice?
00:24:09Oh, my God.
00:24:29Oh, my God.
00:24:30Oh, my God.
00:24:31Oh, my God.
00:24:45Oh, my God.
00:25:29What are you hiding from?
00:25:43I'm Harlow.
00:26:00Shit, I...
00:26:05Are you...
00:26:09I'm sorry, I...
00:26:12I should have told you.
00:26:18Are you going to leave me?
00:26:25God, no.
00:26:29Listen, I have never killed a human.
00:26:32I've never even tasted human blood.
00:26:35I promise.
00:26:37I was living on synth blood until they started using it to bait us.
00:26:42What are you living on now?
00:26:48Animal blood.
00:26:50But I try to be sustainable about it.
00:27:02Oh, forget it.
00:27:04괜 Johnny.
00:27:29What are you living on now?
00:27:31It tastes like you're living on it.
00:27:34Wait, I got this.
00:27:40All right, get a room.
00:27:43Eat.
00:27:46Holy shit, I can't believe that worked.
00:27:50You didn't have to do that.
00:27:55Yeah, I did.
00:28:20Come on.
00:28:23Let's get out of here before these fang haters find us.
00:28:30Come on.
00:28:32Let's get out of here before these fang haters find us.
00:28:36Let's get out of here.
00:28:43I hope we can get out of here.
00:28:44Be sure.
00:28:45Go.
00:28:47Go.
00:28:52Go.
00:29:24Jerry, everyone's looking for you.
00:29:26People are getting ready to leave.
00:29:28Okay, Joyce.
00:29:29Thanks.
00:29:30What you doing?
00:29:32Just thinking.
00:29:35Well, can you come back downstairs with me now?
00:29:46All right, well, so thank you.
00:29:52All right, I'll see you.
00:30:11Well, that's the last of them.
00:30:14Sorry for your loss.
00:30:16Everyone means well.
00:30:18No, I know.
00:30:19And also, thank you so much for everything.
00:30:23I just, you know, he's not waiting for me somewhere.
00:30:28He's not in a better place.
00:30:30He is just gone.
00:30:33Actually, you know what?
00:30:34No, he's in here.
00:30:36I don't think you're supposed to...
00:30:36He is in this urn.
00:30:38May I just...
00:30:39That's where he is.
00:30:44I understand.
00:30:46You know, you don't, though.
00:30:48You don't understand.
00:30:50Everyone in there is like, I feel him here.
00:30:54I can feel him.
00:30:55Well, I don't feel him anywhere.
00:30:56And that could have been anyone's fucking funeral, you know?
00:31:03I'm sorry.
00:31:04I don't know what to say.
00:31:05Oh, Joyce.
00:31:06You know what?
00:31:07I'm an asshole.
00:31:08I'm sorry.
00:31:09It's fine.
00:31:10You're not.
00:31:11Honestly, all I keep thinking of is maybe...
00:31:14I don't know.
00:31:15Maybe we got together too young, you know?
00:31:18Like, somehow we've used up all our luck or something.
00:31:26What was I talking about?
00:31:29I don't know.
00:31:30We were like 23 years old, you know?
00:31:32I know.
00:31:32I know.
00:31:32So, now, all my memories are with him, you know?
00:31:37I can't buy my favorite sandwich or go grocery shopping
00:31:41or get into bed at night without being reminded
00:31:44but in the universe that, like, I'm alone.
00:31:47And every little thing that I want to try to accomplish...
00:31:51Jerry.
00:31:53Jerry.
00:31:54Jerry.
00:31:55Yes.
00:31:56Yeah.
00:31:56What's going on?
00:31:57I don't know.
00:31:59I'm worried about you.
00:32:01Yeah.
00:32:04Look, would you go home, get some rest?
00:32:07I'll come by later.
00:32:09Bring a lasagna.
00:32:13Mrs. Kachanski.
00:32:15Yeah.
00:32:15I hate to bother you with this.
00:32:17I need someone to sign.
00:32:19I'll take care of it.
00:32:25I'll take care of it.
00:32:25I'll take care of it.
00:32:27I'll take care of it.
00:32:30I'll take care of it.
00:32:31I'll take care of it.
00:32:32I'll take care of it.
00:32:33I'll take care of it.
00:32:34I'll take care of it.
00:32:34I'll take care of it.
00:32:36I'll take care of it.
00:32:36I'll take care of it.
00:32:37I'll take care of it.
00:32:38I'll take care of it.
00:32:38I'll take care of it.
00:32:38I'll take care of it.
00:32:40I'll take care of it.
00:32:41I'll take care of it.
00:32:41I'll take care of it.
00:32:41I'll take care of it.
00:32:41I'll take care of it.
00:32:47I'll take care of it.
00:32:49Um, Joyce, you know what?
00:32:52You are right.
00:32:53I am?
00:32:54And here?
00:32:56Yep.
00:32:57I just, um, I am going to go home and healing,
00:33:01lasagna, thyme.
00:33:03That sounds great.
00:33:04Yeah.
00:33:04I am.
00:33:08Holy shit.
00:33:11Jerry?
00:33:34Hi there.
00:33:36Hi, hi there.
00:33:40I'm s- I'm so sorry.
00:33:42I think you might think I'm someone else.
00:33:44Did you?
00:33:46Did you?
00:33:53Jerry?
00:33:56Wait.
00:34:16Shh.
00:34:22Ha ha ha ha ha.
00:34:26Oh.
00:34:28Oh.
00:34:29Oh.
00:34:29Oh.
00:34:32So good.
00:34:37Who is that?
00:34:39What is she doing?
00:34:55Jerry?
00:34:55Oh.
00:34:57Oh.
00:34:59Sorry?
00:35:00Great.
00:35:04Woah.
00:35:24Seriously.
00:35:29Hey.
00:35:30Hi.
00:35:32Hi.
00:35:32Hey.
00:35:33Hi.
00:35:34Hi.
00:35:34Hey.
00:35:34You hungry?
00:35:35Yeah.
00:35:36Oh, for yourself.
00:35:37Yum.
00:35:39Oh, God.
00:35:40I think I thought you were...
00:35:40Jerry.
00:35:41Jerry.
00:35:41No, no.
00:35:41It's okay.
00:35:43You always eat my food.
00:35:44Come on.
00:35:55Come on.
00:36:05Oh, my God.
00:36:07Oh, my God.
00:36:08Oh, my God.
00:36:08I've got to go.
00:36:28Jerry!
00:36:30Please, stop!
00:36:35Wait, wait!
00:36:47Wait, why here?
00:36:54No, no, no, no, no.
00:36:56This is where you're taking me?
00:37:05Okay.
00:37:07Okay.
00:37:10I'm here.
00:37:15Why did you drive me here?
00:37:18Hello?
00:37:19Am I going nuts?
00:37:34Hey.
00:37:41I wish I had something fancier.
00:37:44Is this beer okay?
00:37:45Beer's great.
00:38:02So, um, this is my secret spot.
00:38:09It's not super original, but I like it.
00:38:16I like to come up here alone and get some space, watch the city.
00:38:25You are actually the first person I've ever brought up here.
00:38:33Bad first date move.
00:38:34I love you.
00:38:35I love you.
00:38:36I love you.
00:38:37I love you.
00:38:58I love you.
00:38:59I love you.
00:38:59I love you.
00:39:02I love you.
00:39:11I love you.
00:39:28things okay Geraldine it's time to come home just come with me Jerry I'm so sorry
00:39:51I'm so sorry Jerry I'm so sorry I'm so so so so sorry
00:40:08wow
00:40:11it's beautiful
00:40:47new tag
00:40:50can't even read it you aren't meant to Rada Rada I don't get it Rada's a Taino goddess
00:41:03a guiding spirit isn't it not cool when you use something from world studies you
00:41:10think they teach you this stuff in school still not cool enough though
00:41:29can we go home
00:41:33not yet
00:41:52you know my complaints about the post office running out of those right
00:41:55don't go you didn't tell her I take them do you know if I did you get it that's
00:42:00Sessa your stuff is better your old stuff he doesn't do cute kids stuff and neither
00:42:07do I yeah but you can still sometimes right remember when you used to draw me
00:42:13stories once like this one
00:42:27you were waiting for him
00:42:33we shouldn't follow him right how come your bag so loud I got paint how don't tell mom but I
00:42:41borrowed
00:42:42borrowed I grabbed the quarters from the laundry okay
00:42:52can we go home
00:43:05shh
00:43:08you kids creeping on me
00:43:11shh
00:43:12uh I
00:43:12you trying to draw my spot
00:43:14my sister really likes your stuff
00:43:17is that so
00:43:18your Sessa
00:43:20you right
00:43:21she's really good
00:43:22you speak for her
00:43:24I um I do slaps mostly I haven't I haven't painted yet
00:43:30chica you Dominican
00:43:32we're Puerto Rican
00:43:33I just remember
00:43:34got it
00:43:35you got paint
00:43:37maybe we could slap some walls
00:43:40get this the entourage though
00:43:43just a second
00:43:46wait for me in the house okay
00:43:47I'm not supposed to be home alone
00:43:49just walk down Ingram make a left and you're on our street
00:43:54just watch TV or something and I'll make you a sandwich when I get back
00:43:59you'll be fine
00:44:00I would tell mom if he sent me away
00:44:03this is totally blackmail
00:44:05I'm serious
00:44:06why
00:44:09if you blow this for me
00:44:13he's gonna be lookout
00:44:16I can hide
00:44:17nobody will see me
00:44:19sorry Nito
00:44:21little kids attract more attention
00:44:27bye
00:44:30I'm sorry
00:44:34come on you know the way home from here
00:44:37just walk home by yourself for once
00:44:39I don't know the way back
00:44:43I don't feel too good
00:44:45fine
00:44:50okay
00:44:51hide behind here
00:44:52but if you see a cop or something come running okay
00:44:54alright
00:45:11keep up
00:45:12keep up
00:45:25you wear gloves?
00:45:26they're the fence I ain't getting bagged
00:45:43this is what I think
00:45:45you are
00:45:45you
00:45:45ino
00:45:49s
00:45:50you
00:45:57past
00:46:08that's it that little tag you got to go big or go home
00:46:18sometimes you gotta put toys in that place
00:46:26whoa what the hell are you doing
00:46:29yo what are you doing that's choking you can't tag your toy over that
00:46:33i i didn't know give me your cans
00:46:40that's choking's legend nobody touches it it's been there since the 90s
00:46:44i i didn't know okay don't lift your shitty work from his art
00:46:57you're done toy
00:47:16come on mateo let's go
00:47:18mateo
00:47:23mateo
00:47:28mateo
00:47:31mateo this isn't funny
00:47:38me
00:48:46Mama, I found him.
00:48:59Hey, your mom's on her way.
00:49:04She went to the Bronx to see Maddie's dad.
00:49:07And you two are not allowed out of my sight until she gets back.
00:49:13Mateo's not feeling too good.
00:49:21Come on.
00:49:34How long you been painting?
00:49:42First time.
00:49:45I made a mistake.
00:49:47I painted over someone.
00:49:49What?
00:49:51Who?
00:49:53Choking.
00:49:53Whoa.
00:50:07Let me see your Bible.
00:50:10My...
00:50:10Your book.
00:50:13Your book.
00:50:24Choking.
00:50:25Choking.
00:50:25Choking.
00:50:27Choking.
00:50:40Choking.
00:50:44That's me.
00:50:53Your letters are too hard to read.
00:50:57You're biting off all sorts of artists.
00:51:02You need to find your own style.
00:51:14Like these.
00:51:28I didn't...
00:51:29I didn't mean to mess anything up.
00:51:31I didn't know the rules.
00:51:35You don't need nobody to tell you what the rules are.
00:51:38You don't need nobody to tell you what the rules are.
00:51:39Figure them out for yourself.
00:51:41Blaze your own trails.
00:51:44You were with dudes, right?
00:51:47Yeah.
00:51:49They thought you were a guy.
00:51:53Ch-
00:51:59Little brothers can be such pests, huh?
00:52:01Yeah.
00:52:04Then you wake up one day, and you realize they're grown men.
00:52:10They don't need you so much anymore.
00:52:22Hey.
00:52:24Where's the little guy?
00:52:25He's got the flu.
00:52:28Look, I'm stuck with you the other day.
00:52:29Gina one's kinda hot.
00:52:31But you can take it with me, Dad.
00:52:32That'd be cool.
00:52:34I want my paint back.
00:52:36Junior took my cans, and I want them back.
00:52:42Okay.
00:52:44Good.
00:52:52You ready?
00:52:53Yeah.
00:53:18That's us.
00:53:20Yeah.
00:53:29You ready?
00:53:37Where's the joyful music?
00:53:39Here we go.
00:53:56What is wrong with you boy?
00:54:01I need new clothes.
00:54:06Nicholas, you know this is a very difficult time.
00:54:10It is a miracle that you have a roof over your head
00:54:12and food in that refrigerator.
00:54:15You should be counting your blessings,
00:54:17not moping around and being disrespectful.
00:54:22Now what do you have to say to your mother?
00:54:26I love you mommy.
00:55:04Let's pray.
00:55:05Father God in the name of Jesus we come to you lifting up our dear sister Celeste.
00:55:12We ask oh God that you would just strengthen her as she battles this ALS.
00:55:16Lord let your healing power flow through her from the top of her head to the sole of her feet.
00:55:21And oh God we ask that you would strengthen little Nicholas in this hour.
00:55:26In the mighty name of Jesus.
00:55:28Amen.
00:55:29Amen.
00:55:41Nicholas.
00:55:47Nicholas.
00:55:51Nicholas.
00:56:18Hello.
00:56:20Hello?
00:56:22Hello?
00:56:25Where is everybody?
00:56:33Where's Louise?
00:56:43Work.
00:56:49The girl next door gonna come later afternoon.
00:57:00Hmm.
00:57:02Well, I have some good news.
00:57:07At long last I have found you a Medicaid bed in a full-time facility.
00:57:13It's actually quite nice.
00:57:16I was shocked.
00:57:18Truly this is the best we could have hoped for.
00:57:22Shhh.
00:57:23Shhh.
00:57:23In Brooklyn.
00:57:26In Manhattan.
00:57:33You'll be near the ALS center and they'll be able to work out transportation.
00:57:38No more carrying you up and down stairs.
00:57:42But the real point here is once the feeding tube goes in.
00:57:47I want to stay here.
00:57:53Even if you could afford the rent.
00:57:56After the feeding tube goes in they can only release you to a care facility or to a family member.
00:58:03And that family member simply cannot be Nicholas.
00:58:09You took very, very good care of my son.
00:58:14It's long past time we all started thinking about yours.
00:58:21Well to my side four years.
00:58:24Tick in the LMs.
00:58:25после pall layers running.
00:58:29Well let us take your ‏
00:58:37And this kind of thing is for ...
00:58:38Please take your team.
00:58:38Well hear a ..
00:58:38It's good.
00:58:39I think in the details.
00:58:41This morning all developed this summer.
00:58:42This morning you've very much to get on.
00:58:52so what I have here is the living well miss Siegel you have the power of attorney that's
00:59:08correct 2200 for that apartment is insane it's not even a fake two-bedroom that's a one-bedroom
00:59:14also where even are we just so I'm totally clear once you are admitted to the nursing
00:59:19facility you will be listed DNR DNI do you understand what that means
00:59:31thanks so much for showing us the place it's a little small do you have anything bigger
00:59:36don't even think about my apartment my mom's getting better are we staying here forever
01:00:01so
01:00:06so
01:00:12so
01:00:16so
01:00:25so
01:00:32so
01:00:38so
01:00:45so
01:00:53so
01:01:01so
01:01:07so
01:01:12so
01:01:19so
01:01:29so
01:01:53yo you want to run
01:01:55I'm waiting on some new ones once I get those I'm gonna be straight I'll be out there with you
01:02:16you're finally moving out of this place then
01:02:21yes
01:02:23so
01:02:27Nicholas
01:02:28got to live
01:02:33with you
01:02:36now
01:02:38see here
01:02:41I love that boy
01:02:42I love that boy with all my heart
01:02:43the boy is my life
01:02:45and I'll go take him
01:02:47when it's time
01:02:50look come on
01:02:52Celeste can't speak she mind
01:02:53but I am going to speak it for her
01:02:55you don't have eyes in your head
01:02:57look at her
01:02:58and may I tell you
01:02:59when it's time
01:03:04Nicholas
01:03:05go on back outside
01:03:10hey daddy
01:03:11why are you here
01:03:13I came to see your mother
01:03:14Nicholas
01:03:16you got
01:03:18to live
01:03:25with
01:03:26your father
01:03:32now
01:03:33what you mean
01:03:39what mommy is trying
01:03:43mommy has to go live
01:03:45in a nursing home
01:03:45and you have to go live
01:03:47with your father
01:03:47but you can see her
01:03:48anytime you want
01:03:49it's a lot of things
01:03:50we have to still work out
01:03:51but there's nothing to work out
01:03:53woman
01:03:53so that's it
01:03:56you just giving up
01:03:58you ain't even gonna try no more
01:04:03it's not fair
01:04:08what I put in you
01:04:14being here
01:04:18alone
01:04:19with me
01:04:23we were fighting though
01:04:26right
01:04:28we were getting by
01:04:29that's why I'm wearing
01:04:31these variety ass clothes
01:04:32and these
01:04:32busted up sneakers
01:04:35cause we fighting to survive
01:04:37right
01:04:41if you wanna cry
01:04:44it's okay
01:04:46go on and cry
01:04:49go on and cry
01:04:51go on and cry
01:05:17then
01:05:30just
01:08:02Maybe a librarian too.
01:08:04Or maybe we are all in mourning.
01:08:07I can believe that.
01:08:10I believe there's something to be sad about all the time.
01:08:14When you think about it, being happy, just forgetting all the bad things going on around you.
01:08:23Now that all the flags are lowered, it makes me think that everyone's remembered to be sad all at once.
01:08:31The only thing is, I know what I'm sad about, but I don't think it's the same as everyone else.
01:08:40At least it's nice to know we're all sad about something.
01:08:46Thank you, Rashida. Thank you for opening up like that.
01:09:02Thanks, guys.
01:09:23I got to talk to you.
01:09:28What's up?
01:09:28Yo, are you fucking serious right now?
01:09:30Why you mad at me for?
01:09:31You're fucking pathetic, bro.
01:09:32That's why.
01:09:32You're fucking pathetic.
01:09:33Because if Coach had done that to you, I would've been on him.
01:09:35You wouldn't have said shit, bro.
01:09:36I wouldn't have said shit.
01:09:37So last week, when Chris telling you, oh, you're ugly, if she doesn't want to talk to you no more,
01:09:41really?
01:09:42Come on.
01:09:42Why you mentioning it?
01:09:43I was there.
01:09:43You were talking about Chris.
01:09:43You were crying.
01:09:44Why you talking about Chris?
01:09:45Yo, what's wrong with y'all?
01:09:46Y'all both sound like y'all dating each other.
01:09:47Shut the fuck up, man.
01:09:48Y'all want to suck each other's nuts or something?
01:09:49Yo.
01:09:50Come on, let's guess.
01:09:50Get a little fuck off me, bro.
01:09:51Hey, get off him.
01:09:53Everybody spritz right now.
01:09:54Let's move.
01:09:59Amber thinks she's all that.
01:10:02Well, she is pretty good.
01:10:04She ain't shit.
01:10:05Why are you even hanging out with her?
01:10:07I told you not.
01:10:10Anyone can be on the team.
01:10:12Raelle said, I didn't even have to try out.
01:10:16She said Tracy, Kyla, and Brooklyn got cut yesterday.
01:10:18I thought you weren't hanging out with her.
01:10:20I'm not.
01:10:20She just told me.
01:10:22How'd she tell you if you two weren't hanging out?
01:10:24I can't talk to her now.
01:10:26You can't talk to her and tell me you're not talking to her.
01:10:31You could have just asked me to practice with you.
01:10:41I found out that I was too much for him and he couldn't deal with me.
01:10:44And instead of telling me, hey, I don't want you to be my girl anymore, he just continued
01:10:49to, you know, be around me, kiss me, want all that shit.
01:10:52But then after a while, I was like, okay, clearly you made up your mind.
01:10:56You don't want anything.
01:10:57So why are you still doing it?
01:11:00You don't know me.
01:11:05What's this next thing on my life story?
01:11:10You tell us the reason why I said I don't forget.
01:11:13You tell us the reason why I was trying to get concerned last week.
01:11:20I'm just so bored, but I'm going to die right there.
01:11:25Okay, so I'm getting so bored.
01:11:26I never see another day.
01:11:28Okay.
01:11:29Okay.
01:11:35Okay.
01:12:22And now, you do this.
01:12:44You don't know me.
01:12:48You don't know me.
01:12:53I'm the girl who sits next to you in world history.
01:12:57And when you tell a story to the class, I'm the only girl you don't look at.
01:13:04I'm the girl who spilled her lunch train in the cafeteria last week and was so mortified I could have
01:13:09died right there.
01:13:11I could have sunk into the floor and never seen another day, but lucky for me, I'm so invisible you
01:13:19didn't even look my way.
01:13:23Even when my snapper bottle hit the floor with the loud BAM!
01:13:28And Mrs. B had to help me clean it up.
01:13:33Maybe I'm wrong.
01:13:36Maybe you do know me.
01:13:39Maybe you know me better than I know myself.
01:13:44You think I'm a sheep.
01:13:46You heard me bad, haven't you?
01:13:49Bad.
01:13:50Bad.
01:13:53Or maybe I'm a wolf.
01:13:56A wolf you've mistaken for a sheep.
01:13:59What if I'm a wolf?
01:14:02What sounds does a wolf make?
01:14:06Rawr!
01:14:07Rawr!
01:14:10Rawr!
01:14:11Rawr!
01:14:12Rawr!
01:14:13Rawr!
01:14:13Rawr!
01:14:14Rawr!
01:14:17Or maybe I'm a bug.
01:14:19A little creepy crawly little bug you just want to squish under your shoe.
01:14:26Or maybe I'm looking down on you.
01:14:29Laughing at you.
01:14:32Laughing at how you look at yourself in the mirror ten, fifteen, twenty times
01:14:36making that stupid face, brushing and slicking your hair back
01:14:39just to return to Mr. Brayson's class to sit at your desk
01:14:42to watch the wife spit for him in the corner of his mouth.
01:14:48No one's watching you.
01:14:50No one cares about you more than you care about you, but
01:14:55maybe that's good.
01:14:58Maybe it's good to care about yourself so much that you take a selfie every single day
01:15:04just to see which part of your face looks good on the bus ride home.
01:15:11What are you thinking now?
01:15:14Do you hate me?
01:15:17Are you leaning over to your very best friend who just yesterday you said had a big fat nose
01:15:23and no boy is ever going to like her?
01:15:28Are you whispering to her that you hope I killed myself?
01:15:33If you tell me you hate me, maybe I will never speak again.
01:15:37If you tell me I'm ugly, I'll skip school for three days with a really bad cough.
01:15:47My mom already know.
01:15:51Thank you for listening to what I want to say.
01:15:56It's not really like you have a choice. You have to be here.
01:16:01Unless you're upstairs, working on the light board, making out with the girl you say is just a friend,
01:16:07even though you know she's been in love with you since the fifth grade.
01:16:17Well, now you know me.
01:16:20You really know me, don't you?
01:16:24You know everything there is.
01:16:29What do you think?
01:16:53Oh, what do you think?
01:16:55What's wrong with me?
01:16:55I know you don't have to come back.
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