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00:16Things haven't been the same since you came into my life.
00:24You found a way to touch my soul, and I'm ever, ever, ever gonna let it go.
00:37Happiness lies in your own hand.
00:55I like that. You've got a great manicure.
00:59John!
01:00Hey.
01:00Who are you with?
01:02I'm flying solo tonight. Congrats on the line.
01:04I've been dying to put a coffee table into this world since I was old enough to put my chin
01:09on one.
01:09And Donald Judd furniture in the flagship store. You've got guts.
01:13One, America will appreciate a little Donald Judd injection into their boring homes, and two...
01:19Who told you about the flagship store?
01:21Well, that was my two. Who told you?
01:23It's top secret.
01:24I have my sources.
01:26So do I, John.
01:27So do I.
01:29Let me get a drink.
01:34I'm too nice.
01:35No, absolutely not.
01:38Something's coming over me
01:45My baby's got a sleeper
01:52Something's coming over
01:57Something's coming over
02:01Something's coming over
02:04Over me, my baby's gotta stay there.
02:11My baby's gotta stay there.
02:14Kelly convinced me to have riding lessons, and I fell off.
02:18Disaster.
02:19It hasn't stopped talking about it.
02:20I'm never going on a horse again.
02:22Hey, guys, I'm going to take off.
02:24Got an early morning.
02:25Oh, I don't believe you for a second.
02:27Who are you chasing tonight?
02:28Oh, I'm kind of off the market, Calvin.
02:31Good night.
02:32Good night, John.
02:34I'll bet he's on his way down for a nightcap at a manhole.
02:38You never know.
02:39Fell off.
02:40Anyway, I fell off.
02:41I broke my collarbone.
02:43I ended up in the hospital for three weeks.
03:01Stop, stop.
03:02The five or four, two, three.
03:03Right there.
03:05Go.
03:06Go.
03:07Ten paces ahead.
03:08Twenty.
03:30Oh, you gotta be fucking kidding me.
03:33Did you forget your keys again?
03:34No.
03:35They've gotta be.
03:36Wow.
03:37I'm good.
03:38It's just not in the car truck tonight.
03:40Don't you leave like that?
03:42Oh, my God.
03:42Hi.
03:43Oh, thank God.
03:55Seriously, I have to sleep at home tonight.
03:57I told you on the way over.
03:58You always say that.
03:59How many?
04:17A wedding band?
04:19I knew there was something you were telling me.
04:22It's my Dad's.
04:25what time is it 7 30 you don't have to be until nine so you know no no i have
04:33to get out of here
04:33before your photo seagulls arrives downstairs no come back we can both leave later together
04:40oh yeah it's gonna happen eventually i was lucky enough the first time to miss the photos
04:47i'm just very very happy there's a second time me too
04:52but i like it just right here just us that's it
05:02okay can i borrow this
05:08i should at least look a little different if i'm gonna go in in the same clothes
05:15what you're gonna do it you're gonna do it aren't you you're gonna break my heart
05:21is that your morning after life so smooth oh it just makes me wanna
05:28call into work and quit stay in bed all day
05:32i was the very first person to break your heart
05:40if it ever happens you'll be the first to know
06:11did you see this
06:14look they're stealing the kate posters give me that controversy i love it
06:20however there's this kate's irate
06:24irate about what being an overnight sensation with the world at her feet
06:28i think it's more about the world in her face
06:31did she she was just a girl from croydon who booked a job and then all this
06:37i don't think she expected to be a sensation any more than we did
06:39well i stopped feeling sorry for famous people a long time ago
06:43yes boohoo fame takes some things away from you
06:47but it gives you more
06:48and if young kate doesn't like it she can always go back to croydon
06:53over your dead body
06:56hey what is that that you're wearing
06:59it's really kind of terrific
07:01oh i just threw it on this morning
07:07what are you doing
07:09no god please no
07:11i hate it when you do that
07:13don't run away from me
07:18you can run but you cannot hide
07:22come on
07:23you're wonderful
07:24it's one
07:32aphrodite second century bc
07:35i broke this once
07:37glued it back together she never noticed
07:39of course she did
07:45do we really have to sell all of this
07:47no not everything that's why we're here
07:49it's just the public auction of it all feels so
07:54intrusive
07:54well a private auction isn't going to generate a fraction of the money we need
07:58to pay off a 34 million dollar inheritance tax
08:02they cataloged my high chair
08:04do you want to bid on it
08:06oh my god
08:10wow i'd ask what that is but like any true artist you stated it very clearly on the page
08:16this is an airplane
08:17i can't believe she kept this
08:19is it flying over fire or the ocean
08:23the landscape is subjective
08:26should keep that
08:29oh
08:31her swimming ring
08:33she'd wear this when she'd swim so she wouldn't lose her engagement and wedding ring
08:37i love that that
08:38is what was disposable in her mind
08:45how are you holding up
08:50still feels surreal
08:53i think of things that would make her laugh
08:55and suddenly i'm reminded that she's not here anymore
08:57i think this is the first time in my life where i actually feel as old as i am
09:02well when you can't agonize over your parents mortality you have no choice but to contemplate
09:06your own
09:08hell of an appraisal
09:11it's funny now that i have kids of my own i i really understand why she needed to parent
09:15us differently
09:15you realize from the minute they're born you need to be a different parent completely
09:21clean slate
09:22how do you think she parented us differently
09:25i think after dad we were just ensconced in so much chaos
09:29you needed structure and stability and
09:32i didn't want to be treated like a little kid anymore
09:34i refuse to be
09:35that i remember
09:38i do like to think she held on until she knew you were ready
09:42ready for what
09:43to make a life for yourself as you see fit
09:51i gotta go
09:52okay
09:52oh
09:54i'll see you later
09:55okay
09:55don't forget about dinner at ours
09:58saturday
09:58and don't break anything
10:01i'll try
10:10fuck narzy this is so good
10:17don't show this to calvin keep this for yourself
10:19by the time i get the nerve to leave him this rag will return to the earth
10:25aren't you gonna go get it
10:26no just let it ring
10:29hello please leave a message after the tone
10:33hi
10:33hey john
10:35just uh
10:36see if you're around
10:38mm-hmm
10:39bye
10:41keep going
10:41oh you are unreal
10:43screening him
10:44what did you read that in the rules or something
10:45it's just feeling a little intense
10:47yeah as it should be
10:48jesus
10:49enjoy it a little
10:51have some fun
10:51you always know when to bail
10:52i think i might have missed a moment this time
10:56it's all moving really fast
10:57like i'm meeting his friends tomorrow
11:00for drinks
11:01i don't know
11:01oh sick of jfk jr
11:05life so far
11:06what do you want
11:08can you just call him john
11:09he's like a post headline
11:10okay
11:12i don't know what i want
11:17i know what i don't want
11:19if this keeps going the press is gonna find out
11:22maybe
11:23in a month
11:24maybe tomorrow
11:25before that happens
11:27i need to know that it's real
11:28i can't just have fun
11:29and then forever be known as jfk jr's ex
11:33hey carolou please
11:34his name is john
11:38just go
11:39it'd be weird
11:42hello
11:42please leave a message
11:44you have to the tone
11:46hi it's me again
11:47sorry to clog up your machine like this
11:49but uh
11:50i totally forgot to tell you something
11:51yeah and i'm like
11:53right outside your apartment right
11:55oh no i have to come
11:56oh no i have to come
11:57and i was thinking about going to get a burger
12:00down to that breezy point
12:02they know who i am and they don't give one shit
12:04it's really nice
12:06it's right on the water
12:07they've got boats you can cruise around on
12:09fresh air
12:10i was wondering if you'd want to come
12:14you don't go out there right now i will
12:17stay
12:17i'm not seeing my calls right now
12:28i guess you are home
12:30you're wild
12:32if you make sure you're connected
12:34the writing's on the wall
12:37but if you're not neglected
12:39stumble you might fall
12:42stumble you might fall
12:46stumble you might fall
12:55i ain't gonna go blind
13:01see through you
13:03see through you
13:05see through you
13:07see through you
13:10i'm gonna get myself
13:12i'm gonna get myself
13:13i'm gonna get myself connected
13:17i know that there's a ton of political magazines out there
13:20but this one's gonna be different
13:21it's gonna be full of ideas from unexpected places
13:23uh public square
13:24your magazine needs to be sexy
13:27sorry i love your ideas about content
13:29but i talk about magazine ad buys all day
13:32and if you're gonna compete with a whole new stand of sexy covers
13:36then your cover
13:38has got to be sexy
13:39and let their brains be changed by what's on the inside
13:42you sound like burman
13:44could this burman fellow actually be right about something
13:47he's right about a lot of things
13:49he may not have magazine experience but he's brilliant
13:51and he's my partner
13:52and he's always had my back
13:55i trust him
13:56and trust for me it's hard to come by
14:00yeah same
14:03you close with your dad
14:04you always wear that
14:06but he never seems to come up
14:08really close with my stepdad
14:11dad dad
14:12he was great
14:14shoot have i met something
14:16did you lose your dad too
14:17no no no my real dad's still alive
14:19it was just your
14:20typical suburban 1970s divorce
14:23but i was young so it didn't register
14:24you know bad things can register
14:27even if you're too young to understand them
14:30maybe
14:33but hey i cut you off
14:34go on about the magazine
14:36convenient how that steers you away from talking about yourself
14:41i put this on
14:42i think i put this one on
14:46or i did too
14:49you like this song
14:51what animal doesn't like shade
14:54i gave you all the love i got
14:58i gave you all the love i could give
15:02i gave you love
15:06i gave you all that i have inside
15:10and you took my love
15:12you took my love
15:15this is no ordinary love
15:21no ordinary love
15:33the magazine cover should be sexy
15:35it would be sexy on the outside
15:37wonky on the inside
15:40well i think
15:41i've been trying to sell you on that exact concept for months
15:44well maybe you were right
15:45you are right about something sometimes
15:49maybe you can realize that sooner in the future
15:51yeah i'll try
15:52try harder
15:53hey guys
15:53hey
15:57so where's the latest victim
15:58santina be nice
16:00i heard a little about her from trey at tunnel
16:02he says he sees her out
16:05a lot
16:06well i think i know her a little bit better than your random drug dealer
16:09trey's a random drug friend okay
16:12just keep your back checking around no big
16:14where is she
16:19wow
16:20someone's giving john the john treatment
16:23well every minute she's slayed i'm loving her more
16:25do you think she's gonna show
16:28well she is the first woman i've dated
16:30who doesn't want to be seen with me in public
16:32so
16:32not counting madonna
16:35seriously
16:36she's different
16:37you guys
16:38okay
16:39they're always different
16:40sounds like my ex-girlfriend
16:42yeah
16:44hi
16:46sorry i'm late it was a work thing
16:49just went on and on
16:50hi
16:52carolyn
16:53santina
16:54michael
16:55anthony
16:55tommy
16:56and colin
16:57hi
16:57santina
16:58michael
17:00anthony
17:00tommy
17:01colin
17:02nice
17:03thank you
17:05it's a pleasure
17:08carolyn
17:09uh
17:09berman and i were just talking about the mag
17:11what was it you were asking me about that discount thing
17:14oh i just asked john if you guys were doing frequency discounts
17:22a rate for buyers who place a certain number of ads in a period
17:25yeah yeah we're working on that yeah
17:28berman you think we should hire her
17:29no he can't afford me
17:30i told john i'd love your idea for the covers it's just smart
17:37thank you
17:38is it smart like the kayak company
17:43or is it smart like the rented dog company
17:46that was a good idea
17:47you and john just too smart
17:49what can i say
17:50yeah okay anything more involved in the ball of yarn that colin gets to play with the dad's investment
17:54firm is a little bit too much for him to grab
17:56i will die richer than all of you
18:00you know we haven't seen the waiter in a while
18:01i'm gonna go get a bottle from the bar
18:03yes please
18:04there's something good
18:04yeah
18:08so how's everything at calvin klein
18:10calvin's great
18:11we're about to launch our new unisex fragrance
18:14so if you guys play your cards right
18:16what does it smell like
18:18oh you know like you could go either way
18:22so fitting
18:35hey that happens literally everywhere the guy goes
18:38you won't take her number not in front of you
18:41he's just being polite
18:42to her to me
18:55what you got
18:57white wine
19:08nice lighter
19:11blue eyes
19:14gift from an axe
19:26what does she expect from margot
19:28oh still such a freaking dg girl
19:35hey do you know trey from tunnel
19:38trey
19:40nope why is he a friend of yours
19:42from what i've heard i hope not
19:45smells like victory
19:46he's just being far more interesting
19:49you guys i gotta go
19:50no stay for dinner
19:51you said drinks i made dinner plans
19:53we have more questions cancel
19:55you do not know my mother
19:56you do not cancel on ann marie messina
19:58well take me with you
19:59these guys boring
20:00you also don't know my mother
20:01showing up with you spur of the moment
20:03would not go over well
20:04with ann marie messina
20:05but you guys this was so fun
20:08after hearing so much about you
20:10no matter what john says
20:12i think you guys are great
20:15bye
20:16bye the next one
20:17when we have more time
20:19damn
20:21always leave them wanting more
20:22this one knows how to play the game
20:27yeah hold on a second
20:32she's not playing
20:34you guys just don't know a real one
20:35when you see one
20:37i've seen plenty of real ones
20:43hey
20:45what are you doing tomorrow night
20:48my sister's still on a party
20:49you should come
20:51wouldn't that be a little soon
20:54yeah but i want you to meet her
20:58okay sure
21:00sure why not
21:02great
21:18what can i bring
21:19bottle of wine
21:20flowers
21:21no no
21:22they've always got everything covered
21:24i'm just happy to bring you
21:27night
21:28bye
21:40calvin has his moods
21:41but if you give him space and remind him of the bigger picture he comes around
21:44i kind of want to meet him
21:45i kind of want to meet him but i'm scared
21:48well stop cleaning
21:49it's just gonna get messy as soon as you leave
21:52oh i cannot eat my dinner looking at this
21:55all right
21:57well i hope he knows how lucky he is to have you because i could not endure that kind of
22:02ego day in and day out
22:03yeah
22:04probably makes you want to be around like
22:07normal hard-working people
22:08like
22:09low maintenance
22:12low profile
22:13stop
22:14what what does that mean
22:16nothing
22:16no just tell her
22:17there's nothing to tell
22:18she's not gonna care
22:19stop
22:21carolyn's uh hanging out with john again
22:22john
22:23sorry kennedy jr
22:25should have clarified
22:26well what happened to the uh movie star that he left you for
22:33nobody left anybody
22:34mm-hmm
22:35both of us were just
22:38it was bad timing
22:39mm
22:40but it's good timing now
22:42it's different this time
22:45but it's also not serious we're just having fun
22:47oh yeah like
22:49going to his sister carolyn's house tomorrow
22:52can you just come
22:53no no
22:54she seems like a ball
22:57so
22:58it's
22:59not serious
23:00it's new
23:01but you're meeting his sister
23:03it's just
23:04a party
23:05it's not like we're meeting up to meet each other
23:07it's really
23:08it's not a big deal mom i swear
23:09right well
23:10but you're giving him a second chance so
23:12that leads me to believe otherwise
23:15right
23:17listen
23:17honey
23:18everything is going so well right now
23:21and that is because of who you are just you
23:25and the hard work that you do
23:29i just don't want you to lose yourself
23:32when has that ever happened
23:33exactly
23:35i also didn't think you were the kind of woman who says
23:39it's different this time
23:48you want some sweet and sour sauce
23:50stop
23:51stop
23:51stop
23:52stop
24:06hi
24:08hi
24:13ranzai
24:16You see, you're gorgeous.
24:20Come on.
24:24This is friendly territory.
24:26You're gonna love you.
24:37I don't know what she wears.
24:39Oh, yeah.
24:44This is a dinner.
24:45Yeah, sort of, I guess.
24:47I thought this was a party party.
24:50This is a party party.
24:51Hello.
24:52Hi.
24:52Hi.
24:53How are you?
24:53Good.
24:54Good.
24:55Hi.
24:56Caroline, this is my sister Caroline.
24:58Hi.
24:58Good to meet you.
24:59Your husband, Ed.
24:59Likewise.
25:00Hi.
25:00Hi.
25:00Thank you so much for having me.
25:02Of course.
25:03Happy birthday, Caroline.
25:05Thank you, Sonia.
25:06Hi.
25:07Hi.
25:08I'm gonna go make a quick adjustment.
25:10Would you grab her a drink?
25:11Absolutely.
25:12Excuse me.
25:13She likes white wine.
25:14Coming right up.
25:16Anthony.
25:26I'm so sorry.
25:28John failed to mention I was crashing his sit-down dinner.
25:31Oh, it's fine.
25:32Please.
25:32He does that kind of thing all the time.
25:36I just mean that he's forgetful, not that he's bringing women unannounced.
25:43He also didn't mention it's your birthday.
25:45Happy birthday.
25:48Oh, there's Ed with your wine.
25:51Sure.
25:52Do you want to drop your coat?
25:54Sure.
26:00Wait, what?
26:01I forgot my line I had to improvise.
26:03It's Glen, Gary Glen Ross.
26:04You can't even make shit up.
26:06St. David's put on Joseph's Death to Color Dreamcoat every year.
26:09John had one line, and he always went up and then his voice cracked every time.
26:13I did the production at Gravestone.
26:16I played Joseph.
26:16My mother said.
26:19He's 73 going on 100.
26:23I mean, they've got to get a better candidate.
26:24I felt like I owed him some kind of criticism.
26:26I just thought I would have thought I was going to school.
26:28It was so funny.
26:30To this day, when people ask, where'd you go to college, he says, in Cambridge.
26:35Yes, Caroline always used to say, just outside of Boston.
26:38Like it's not public record.
26:40Caroline, where'd you go?
26:41Uh, be you.
26:43Oh, you know what, Serena?
26:43I just realized you went to Princeton.
26:45So you're shit out of luck, aren't you?
26:47Well, okay, I am a proud tiger, but we both know that it's not the same thing.
26:51Anyway, say what you were saying earlier about the wine.
26:53It's my mother's house.
26:54Oh, yeah.
26:56Did you ever cook?
26:57Me?
26:58Yeah.
26:58No?
27:05What are you looking for?
27:06Candles.
27:08Ed was going to go to the deli, but I know they're here somewhere.
27:13Are you mad at me or something?
27:15Why would I be mad at you, John?
27:18All right, you already don't like her.
27:20I don't know her.
27:22You didn't bother to tell me you were bringing her, so allow me to catch up.
27:26All right, well, that's not her fault.
27:27I mean, she understands she wasn't expected here tonight.
27:29Why would you put her in that position?
27:31Well, I really didn't think you would mind.
27:35You say you're feeling older.
27:38Wonderful.
27:39Act like it.
27:47I'm assuming if you've brought her here tonight, she's important to you.
27:55She is.
27:56She's very important to me.
28:01I'm really starting to feel like she's my person.
28:09Then act like she's your person.
28:26I love you.
28:28I love you.
28:31Happy birthday to you.
28:36Happy birthday to you.
28:40Happy birthday, dear Caroline.
28:46Happy birthday to you.
29:01Hey, Kelly.
29:03Have you seen these drafts for...
29:05What?
29:07Nothing.
29:09Oh, shit.
29:10Who told you?
29:11Don't worry.
29:12Come sit.
29:13No, do people know?
29:14I don't want people to know.
29:15Hilarious.
29:16The one woman who doesn't want to be known as his girlfriend is his girlfriend.
29:20Yeah, I don't want to be known as someone's other half.
29:23Neither do I.
29:24Trust me.
29:25No, Kelly, I didn't mean it's a bad thing to be a famous person's other half.
29:30And you and Calvin, you're married.
29:32You have a business together.
29:34You're a team.
29:35We're...
29:37I don't even know who we are yet.
29:39Well, it's a good thing you didn't start a few years ago.
29:41I mean, he has to settle down soon and get on with it.
29:44John, single at 40, is not a good look.
29:48You've got good timing.
29:49No, I'm not timing anything.
29:51Oh, I know.
29:52You're not like that.
29:54That's the beauty of it.
29:56And he's such a good guy.
29:59And he just keeps getting better.
30:02Don't worry it to death.
30:04Hey, if it all works out, you're here for a couple more years,
30:07and then you get to be a Kennedy.
30:10Could be a lot worse.
30:14I just wanted you to know how happy I am for you.
30:18But even more happy for him.
30:20Thanks.
30:23But can you please not tell anyone?
30:25Oh.
30:26Please don't tell Calvin.
30:28Oh, please.
30:29Unless something directly affects Calvin, it doesn't exist.
30:32Oh, um, will you come to the meeting at 3 o'clock today
30:36with the flagship architects?
30:383 o'clock today?
30:39Mm-hmm.
30:42Yep.
30:43Mm-hmm.
30:46Don't tell anyone.
30:56Hey, fellas.
30:58Good job.
31:00When the little hand...
31:02Oh, don't give me that.
31:06How you doing?
31:07Yeah.
31:11Has she showed up yet?
31:13I haven't seen her.
31:14She did great last night, by the way.
31:18Not sure I did.
31:19I didn't exactly tell Carolina I was bringing someone.
31:23Oh, dude.
31:24And forgot to mention to Carolyn
31:25that it was Caroline's birthday.
31:27Yeah.
31:28Or that it was a dinner.
31:29Oh, my God.
31:33But, well,
31:34I guess you were just...
31:36being you.
31:39I love you, buddy,
31:40but that is kind of classic you shit.
31:42I don't think it works for her.
31:45No, I don't think it really works for me,
31:47either, anymore.
31:49Yeah, she's the first woman I've dated in years
31:51who's not actively trying to marry me.
31:54Either that or she's playing some Kasparov-level chess.
31:58What you've been telling me,
31:59I don't think she's playing chess.
32:00I think you've just finally met someone
32:03who's kind of great,
32:06who isn't interested in the bullshit
32:08that follows in your wake.
32:10Not all of it, at least.
32:12I just don't want to blow it, you know?
32:14Yeah.
32:16I don't know, so maybe don't.
32:22Yeah.
32:22Yeah.
32:23Yeah.
32:24You're always full of great advice, buddy.
32:28You okay?
32:29Yeah.
32:30Yeah.
32:30Down, set, hut!
32:37Come on, ball.
32:38Ready again.
32:39Ready, set, hut!
32:45Hey, who knows what time it is?
32:47Uh, it's like 3.45.
32:50Yeah, thanks.
32:53Yeah, good game.
32:55Good game.
33:26Hey, hey, hey, sorry about football.
33:29Kelly, let me stay late for a meeting.
33:35How was the game?
33:36Did you win?
33:37Yeah.
33:38Yay.
33:41What's a girl got to do
33:41to get a scoop of Chardonnay around here?
33:45It's in the fridge.
33:55What is it?
33:56What's wrong?
33:57Nothing.
33:58Just thinking about how we met.
34:02I'm just trying to remember.
34:04It was Calvin's idea to introduce us, yeah?
34:09Why are you asking me this?
34:14John, what's wrong?
34:15You have to tell me right now.
34:16You know, that it would have been fine if you asked him to introduce us.
34:21I didn't ask anyone to introduce us.
34:24Then Calvin did.
34:26Then you asked for my number.
34:27Then I didn't give it to you.
34:29Then you tracked me down in the showroom.
34:32Okay, I'm not going to stand here and wait for you to tell me wherever the fuck this is.
34:35I'm going to get my shit and leave.
34:38Somebody left a letter in my bag.
34:40There's a lot of stuff about you.
34:43Like men you've dated.
34:46Drugs.
34:48Shady friends that you've got.
34:50Things like,
34:51like you were trying to meet me.
34:53That you were fixated on me.
34:55That you were asking everybody about me.
34:57That you were trying to land me.
35:02Where is it?
35:12Hold on.
35:14Carolyn.
35:14Shut up.
35:15Shut up.
35:29I've been driving myself crazy trying to figure out what's between us.
35:34Where this is going, how strong it is, and this, this is, this is how strong it is for you.
35:41Someone writes these terrible things about me, and some friend of yours shoves it in your back.
35:45Suddenly everything between us just disappears.
35:47Carolyn, hold on.
35:48That's all it takes.
35:49Carolyn.
35:50Carolyn.
35:50This is it.
35:51It's all that's between us.
35:53Carolyn, just wait a second.
35:55Goodbye, John.
36:07Carolyn.
36:08Please, Carolyn.
36:09Where are you?
36:12I'm sorry.
36:14Carolyn.
36:15Please, please, please call me.
36:16Looking out the door, I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners.
36:28Parading in the wake of civilizations as the shoes fill up with water.
36:40Maybe I'm too young to keep good love from going on.
36:50Hello.
36:51But tonight, you're on my mind.
36:57So, never know.
37:04Broken down and hungry for your love, but no way to feed it.
37:10So, it was someone you were playing with?
37:12I mean, I assume so, yeah.
37:14We were in the middle of Central Park.
37:16Jesus Christ.
37:17Of all the impulses you've indulged, whether it's ice climbing or diving for sunken treasure,
37:23this might be the most thoughtless.
37:26I mean, for someone who's dragged through the rumor mill on a daily basis,
37:30you'd think you'd exercise a little more discernment for running to the woman you claim to care about
37:34with an anonymous letter assassinating her character.
37:37Yeah, I don't know what I was thinking.
37:39I just fucked with my head.
37:41If someone who claimed to be my friend cravenly stuffed an anonymous note into my bag,
37:47I'd take a really hard look at the company I'm keeping.
37:53People give me a hard time about being closed off and guarded.
37:58But this is why, John.
38:01My whole life, I've watched people ingratiate themselves with mom.
38:06Calls for playdates with girls at school I never even knew drove me crazy.
38:11I know you like to give people the benefit of the doubt
38:14because it makes you believe that your life is normal.
38:17But it isn't.
38:20It's never been normal.
38:22It never will be normal.
38:24And if you let everyone in because you're afraid of looking like a bad guy,
38:29then who does that leave room for?
38:31So what are you saying I do?
38:34Change my whole world?
38:35Fire all my friends?
38:36No.
38:37I mean, maybe I could help make suggestions at a later date.
38:45You were raised by judicious women.
38:48You know who you can trust.
38:50Yeah, I trust her.
38:52She's the only one who doesn't want something from me.
38:54Well, that's obviously not true.
38:56Because if she cares about you, she's going to have wants and needs.
39:00They just shouldn't have anything to do with your access or your notoriety.
39:04No, she doesn't even want to talk to me.
39:06I don't blame her.
39:07Then try harder.
39:09And if it doesn't work out, then learn from it and be better next time.
39:13Just please no more actresses.
39:16You're way too high maintenance.
39:21I love you.
39:23I love you.
39:49I love you.
39:58How'd you get in here?
40:00The super let me in.
40:04Well, I'm going to get it fired.
40:06Please don't.
40:10John, don't.
40:13There's no coming back from that.
40:15I'm an idiot.
40:16You're not an idiot.
40:18You're not an idiot.
40:18You're just weak.
40:19Yes.
40:20Yes, absolutely.
40:21I'm weak.
40:22I have a weakness.
40:23A big one.
40:24Don't.
40:27The world gets out of my way.
40:29It just winks and waves me through.
40:31It gives me what I want, when I want it, mostly.
40:36I enjoy the way the world treats me.
40:39Who wouldn't?
40:41But I know that deep down, the way I live my life isn't real.
40:53So when someone wrote that, wrote that you were not real, that you were exactly what I was afraid of,
41:00it made me doubt my whole experience with you.
41:02Because my experience is generally not trustworthy, you know?
41:10I'm always trying to understand what parts are real and what parts aren't.
41:14But us?
41:16That felt so, so real.
41:25The whole world makes you look unreal.
41:30But when it was just, just us, just you and me, no world, that was...
41:39You somehow seemed so much better than the world's version, and then you didn't.
41:46This, I don't wear this because I love my father.
41:51I wear this to remind me that what he seemed to be, he wasn't.
41:56And anyone else who seemed as wonderful as he did, they're...
42:01They're probably not either.
42:05I wear it to remind me to be careful, and I am.
42:13I'm...
42:13I'm too careful.
42:16I'm not careful enough.
42:18I love...
42:19Everything.
42:20Everything for me right now, it's all question marks.
42:23Except for you.
42:24You.
42:25This.
42:27This is where I begin.
42:29If you let me.
42:30I...
42:32I love you.
42:36I love you so much, Carolyn.
42:38I never thought I could love someone like this.
42:41I couldn't.
42:42Until now.
42:46Until you.
42:50That's real.
42:53This is real.
42:55And I want to start right now.
43:03I love you too.
43:33I don't want to keep it a secret.
43:36We'll get into that later.
43:39I love you too.
43:40I love you too.
45:34Do you have to let it linger?
45:37Do you have to?
45:39Do you have to?
45:40Do you have to let it linger?
45:42Oh, I thought the world of you
45:50I thought nothing could go wrong
45:55But I was wrong
45:58I was wrong
46:01If you, if you could get by
46:06Trying not to lie
46:09Things wouldn't be so confused
46:13And I wouldn't feel so used
46:16But you always really knew
46:18I just wanna be with you
46:21I mean, so do you
46:25You know I'm such a fool for you
46:30You got me right to right your finger
46:34Do you have to let it linger?
46:38Do you have to, do you have to
46:41Do you have to let it linger?
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