00:01i just had a long conversation well it wasn't really a conversation it was a text exchange and
00:11actually it's 10 15 a.m saturday april the 18th also i i did have a conversation with
00:21phil and bruce on air wham radio out of ann arbor here the abolitionist roundtable 9 to 10 a.m
00:30wham radio.com if you want to look it up anyway and yesterday i was recording with mitzi and the
00:42let's talk about it show recently i dropped on video channels i was on months ago with gandhi
00:52the gandhi slaves program talking human nature and human condition so we are complex beings and yes at
01:04the end of this i will tack on the song that i created by that title complex beings
01:12i coined and this came up on the text non-medical schizophrenia and i stand by that
01:24we have some personalities that make our whole content of character one day we could be up
01:33another day we could be down those aren't two different people those aren't demonic
01:41infestations medical schizophrenia those are part of the non-medical schizophrenia as i coined it
01:50part of the content of our characters we have moods it's part of human moods like the weather
02:01rainy today again unfortunately kind of chilly again we have seasons bible for all things there is a season
02:11turn turn turn yet yet the song yes it's biblical
02:19and no jesus never contradicted himself it's humans that screw up the context that
02:27that isaiah turn your sword into a plowshare and elsewhere jesus telling them sell your garment to buy
02:36a sword those aren't contradictory if and when you understand context and depending on the season
02:50one applies versus the other applies in another season so we have moods we write ups and downs my current
03:02book i'm working on dropping in may
03:05deals in like the inception movie which not coincidentally i talked about the other day i came to the show
03:14deals in loss grief guilt regret as the underlying human condition emotions there's a whole lot of other
03:26complicated imaginative story on top of the inception film a lot of the facts and whatnot my book doesn't go
03:35into
03:35blowing things up and things of that nature but does indeed also deal with loss part of life and living
03:43why it's part of my life and living series it'll be the fifth in the tiny url.com slash life
03:51and living series
03:53of books loss grief regret guilt some days we might be regretful and feel guilty other days we feel great
04:05about our lives and the way things are going
04:08and and a a relationship may be working moods seasons things shift like i go into a bit behind the
04:21scenes sneak peek
04:24there are short-term medium and long-term things we have to kind of think about and quasi at least
04:33loosely plan for
04:35but short medium and long term goals and aspirations and desires can change and shift
04:45they can contradict from time to time even the desires of the now might conflict with what we want for
04:52the later
04:55complex beings non-medical schizophrenia
05:00anyway all right i i i'm gonna end it here that's all i really wanted to say i felt it
05:08important to say the
05:10yeah mitzi uh let's talk about a show unfortunately doesn't sound like it's gonna actually release until
05:19february of 2027 uh the gandhi show gandhi slaves came out months ago but i didn't think to mention
05:29my non-medical schizophrenia during that discussion but yes you can find it at my video channels gandhi was
05:39kind enough to give me permission to replay it across my platforms anyway thank you all take care god
05:47bless love you all yes next complex beings my song
06:04complex beings yeah we bend we break we mend we got moves we got ranges quick flips strange rearrangements
06:14seasons shifting in our skin quite storms behind a grin one word whole day changes heart rewrites its
06:23own pages we're just complex beings that's what we are puzzle piece hearts little bites our scars we got
06:30ups we got down still we stick around on a dime we can turn and turn it all around complex
06:36beings tangled and
06:37true half for me running half running to you complicated yeah the book spells out the reasons but i love
06:46you
06:46through the chapters in the season
07:06we're just
07:11we're just
07:14we're just
07:17hearts little bite-sized scars we got ups we got downs till we stick around on a dime we can
07:22turn
07:22it turn it all around complex beings tangled and true half of me running half running to you
07:29complicated yeah the book spells out the reasons but i love you through the chapters and the seasons
07:41complex beings we have moods we have ranges seasons and changes
07:50we have ups and downs on a dime can turn it around complicated the book spells out some of the
08:00reasons we're complex beings we got moods we got ranges little storms in our teacups whole climates
08:12seasons and changes we go quiet we go wild we go tender then tough one word one look one moment
08:20can
08:20be way too much we're just complex beings breathing trying to make some
08:29meaning from all these turns and twists inside we fall apart then realign we're just complex beings
08:37reaching hearts cracking open healing we got ups and downs on a dime can turn it around
08:44oh some days i'm the hero some days i'm the doubt i'm the riddle and the rumor and i'm still
08:50working
08:51it out complicated like the book spells out some of the reasons every chapter every scar
08:58every quiet little treason so if i change in the middle of a sentence if i laugh when i'm breaking
09:06down
09:07that's just all my different versions showing up at once right now hey we're just complex beings breathing
09:32we got ups and downs on a dime can turn it around
09:42on a dime can turn it around
09:44no
09:46oh
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10:14oh
10:27oh
10:38oh
10:39oh
10:39For a saving grace
10:44The ship has sailed, they say
10:47On a troubled tide
10:51But what do you do today
10:54With nowhere to hide
11:00Questions I've been asking in all my writings
11:04So what's your move?
11:06Just what about is it
11:09You're willing to try to do?
11:15Evil prevails
11:17When good just sleeps
11:21Light sometimes fails
11:24While the darkness creeps
11:29What are you doing now?
11:32Tell me, tell me
11:33How will you take a bow
11:36For all to see?
11:45The news it screams a broken sound
11:48Lost in bad dreams on hallowed ground
11:52They say it's all lost cause a losing fight
11:56But what about your applause for what is right?
12:00Only thing it takes for shadow to prevail
12:03Is a crowd of quiet hearts
12:05Scroll inside
12:06Then turn away
12:08Say
12:08This world is torn apart
12:14Shit's gone out past the rusted pier
12:18We just watch it fade
12:21On this falling ground
12:24On this falling ground
12:24We're standing
12:25Still afraid to wait
12:29So what are you doing?
12:32What are you doing now?
12:37To help the light?
12:39To help the light
12:40Help the light
12:40Help the light
12:41Break through the doubt
12:44Are you just waiting
12:47For someone else to move?
12:52Or will you stand?
12:54Will you stand?
12:54Will you stand?
12:55And be the proof
12:58Tell me
12:59What are you doing?
13:06What are you doing?
13:09What are you doing?
13:15Good folks in a quiet room
13:18Hands clean
13:19Eyes closed
13:20Say someday I'll make a change
13:22Someday never shows
13:24Every hurt you walk right past
13:26Cuts a deeper line
13:27Every that's not up to me
13:29Helps the dark align
13:31So what are you doing?
13:34What are you doing now?
13:39To help the light
13:41Help the light
13:42Help the light
13:43Break through the doubt
13:46Are you just waiting
13:48For someone else to move?
13:54Or will you stand?
13:55Will you stand?
13:56Will you stand?
13:57And be the proof
14:00Tell me
14:01What are you doing?
14:05What are you doing?
14:09What are you doing?
14:17It's a hard, hard question
14:19Looking back at you
14:21Yeah, in the mirror
14:22In the silence
14:23You already know what's true
14:25If you're breathing
14:26You're required to answer
14:28With your life
14:29Every minute that you're giving
14:31Takes a sigh
14:51Heck, take a living
14:53Heck, take a living
14:54We went from brother
14:55Can you spare a dime?
14:57Nowadays, brother
14:59Can you spare a dime?
15:01Can you spare some time?
15:02Can you spare some time?
15:03Fast-paced, hectic days
15:05Need return to simpler ways
15:08Get it quick, need slow it down
15:10We're lost and need be re-found
15:13Can we turn it around?
15:19We went from our own
15:21We went from bread-newuda
15:22We went from bread-newed
15:23We went from bread-newed
15:23From brother
15:24Can you spare a dime?
15:26To brother
15:28Can you spare some time?
15:32Get it quick, need to slow it down
15:37All this gold can't buy solid ground
15:43Fast-paced heart skipping every sign
15:48We're losing ground
15:50Brother, can you spare some time?
16:00Screen glow, midnight, eyes still wire
16:07Chasing every little fire
16:10But the hot chocolate's gone cold
16:15The kid's outgrown
16:17And we missed it, scrolling on our phones
16:24Get it quick, need to slow it down
16:29All this gold can't buy solid ground
16:34Fast-paced heart skipping every sign
16:40We're losing ground
16:44Brother, can you spare some time?
16:49Maybe trade this rush for a walk
16:52Round the block, talk like we used to talk
16:56Hey, counting blessings
17:02It's not the overtime
17:05Just your hand and mine
17:09Get it quick, need to slow it down
17:15All this gold can't buy solid ground
17:21Fast-paced heart skipping every sign
17:54And we're losing ground
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18:14God bless
18:16Love you all
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