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00:00You, uh, charge her to the room?
00:01Stephanie Simmons?
00:03Dr. Stephanie Simmons?
00:05Yes.
00:06As in, dear friends with Dr. Olivia Winters?
00:09How do you know Olivia?
00:11She would be my mother.
00:14Nate?
00:15Nate Hastings!
00:17Oh, my goodness!
00:19Olivia's son, Lily's cousin?
00:21Yeah.
00:23Come here!
00:24Oh, my goodness!
00:28Oh, my goodness!
00:33Holden.
00:34Hi.
00:36Lily, hey.
00:37Are you meeting someone?
00:40Um, no, I'm on my own.
00:43If you'd like to sit.
00:46Um, yeah.
00:48Yeah, I'll sit, thanks.
00:57So, um...
01:00Have you heard from Malcolm or your kids?
01:03Um, no.
01:04Malcolm's in L.A. with them, but, uh, the test results aren't in yet.
01:09Which means, at this moment, Malcolm doesn't have a match.
01:13No, but, I mean, there could still be good news.
01:17Um, yeah, he really got hit with it, didn't he?
01:21Mm-hmm.
01:22Your son is life-threatening disease, all at once.
01:26Yeah.
01:27Well, if anyone can handle it, he can.
01:30No, it's weird.
01:32Oh.
01:33What?
01:35Well, how well you know him.
01:36You know, of course, you do use your biological father.
01:40You know, it just takes, it takes me a second to remember that he is mine, too.
01:48You know, I'm a man.
01:50You know, I'm a man.
01:59You know, I'm a man.
02:18What time is it?
02:20UV&G time.
02:23The distance, you've got two different jelly options there.
02:27That's the cost.
02:30Yeah, figured I'd use my time wisely while we waited for the second pregnancy test.
02:39Yeah.
02:41And?
02:45It's positive, too.
02:49Okay.
02:52So that's for sure.
02:54Yeah.
02:57Now, the question is, what do we do next?
03:09How do you feel?
03:12My stomach is settled.
03:15I'm actually hungry.
03:18It's cute, but I was, I was talking right here.
03:22Here.
03:24Oh.
03:25That's human.
03:26All feelings matter right now.
03:28So, there's that.
03:31What about you?
03:33I could eat.
03:34Look.
03:37Billy, you have been so sweet and attentive.
03:41Thank you so much for fluffing my pillows and tucking me in my blanket, but you are a part of
03:45this equation, too.
03:46I know.
03:47It just feels weird to talk about myself right now.
03:49That's all.
03:49But I'm asking you.
03:51Okay.
03:54Well, not what I expected when I woke up this morning.
03:59No.
04:00I mean, considering we're supposed to be in London right now.
04:03Timing is probably the night that you came back after you moved out.
04:13You didn't think that maybe before today?
04:19I'm not really.
04:23I mean, maybe.
04:25And what made you think maybe?
04:28I've just been feeling so different.
04:32I mean, these options is like I ran a marathon and...
04:36My stomach.
04:40And you've been here before?
04:43I have, yes.
04:47So, what's going through your head, though?
04:53I don't know.
04:54The thoughts don't really slow down enough for me to process them.
04:59They're just kind of whizzing by.
05:00You don't have to answer anything right now.
05:03Okay, you have time.
05:06You know, the brain is one thing, but when it comes to the kids...
05:12Straight to the heart.
05:17I'm glad you came over.
05:18I would have never recognized you.
05:21What?
05:21You think I've changed?
05:22What?
05:23Since you was gay high?
05:25Absolutely.
05:28Olivia Brown never told me that you grew up to be such a fine-looking young man.
05:36I heard your name, but I'm pretty sure I would have recognized your face anyway.
05:41Some of your lectures are online.
05:44Don't tell me you've seen them.
05:45And read your papers on blood diseases.
05:47Oh, was that before or after you stepped away from medicine?
05:52Before, but I'm still a fan.
05:55My heart ached for you when I heard about your injury.
06:00Having to give up surgery must have been agony, but leaving medicine altogether, that was a choice.
06:09A hard one at that.
06:12Wow.
06:13My mother really told you all that.
06:16Medicine is what brought us together as part of our bond.
06:20You do know how proud of you your mother is, don't you?
06:24She adores you.
06:27Do you two talk often?
06:29Not as much as I'd like, but when we do, it's partly about work.
06:34We mostly spend time chatting about our remarkable sons.
06:39Cheers.
06:40Cheers.
06:42It sounds strange to talk about our father.
06:50Now it's a lot to process, so we can go at whatever speed you want.
06:57We might as well dive in.
06:59There's the expert here.
07:01Meaning you want to know more about Malcolm?
07:05Yeah.
07:07Okay.
07:07Um, well, he is my biological father, but my dad will always be Neil Winters.
07:18The, uh, portrait in the Jazz Lodge.
07:21Yes.
07:22And Malcolm was at the dedication because he is my dad's brother.
07:29Sounds like there's a story there.
07:31Yeah.
07:32There always is.
07:34Well, we could, we could circle back or, or not.
07:38No, I mean, I, I think the important thing for you to know is that Malcolm, he's a really good
07:45man.
07:47My mother said the same.
07:49That's pretty much all she said.
07:50That, that and they lost touch.
07:54Well, I mean, that can happen with Malcolm.
07:56Not because he doesn't care.
07:59It's just, you know, he's drawn to adventure.
08:03Which I think is why he chose photography.
08:05So he could travel the world.
08:08How is he going to handle not being able to travel?
08:10With all the treatment that he'll need if he gets a match.
08:15When he gets a match, he won't be able to shut off.
08:20I mean, honestly, I think he sees this treatment as its own kind of adventure.
08:26I mean, that's just the kind of optimist he is.
08:30Which I think you kind of have to be to face the unknown the way that he does.
08:34I mean, look how he handled you and I not being a match.
08:37Right?
08:37And he just keeps the faith and just believes that things are meant to work out the way they're supposed
08:44to.
08:45But, you know, some things don't work out.
08:49Yeah, but Malcolm doesn't see the world that way.
08:52You know, he just believes that things can be better.
08:57People can do better.
08:59And I don't know.
09:01I think he thinks that because of his own life.
09:05He's had a lot of rough spots.
09:07That he's not proud of.
09:09There's something else that we can circle back to.
09:12Well, you know, you two will have your own conversation.
09:15I'm sure.
09:16Or you can both talk about who you both are.
09:19If that's what you want.
09:22Yeah, well, he's got a lot going on right now.
09:24And his treatment will be in New York.
09:27Yeah, I mean, I wish he would get his treatment here.
09:30I told him that.
09:32Is there any way that you could talk him into it?
09:34Or maybe, maybe once he's well, he could move back to General City.
09:43Isn't this a treat?
09:45Dinner with Olivia's son.
09:50So, what brings you to town, Dr. Simmons?
09:53Oh, no, you didn't.
09:55I mean, you don't have to call me Auntie Stephanie, but you're definitely not calling me doctor.
10:00Understood.
10:02What brings you back to General City?
10:04Stephanie.
10:06You know, it's time.
10:08So, you haven't been back since you moved away?
10:10Feels like forever.
10:12After all, I mean, this is where my life started.
10:15My career took off.
10:18Lifelong connections.
10:20Then memories of what brought you back?
10:22Um, only partly.
10:23I'm actually here to see my son.
10:25You might know him.
10:27Hoden Novak.
10:30Hoden is your son?
10:31Yes.
10:32Have you two met?
10:34Uh, a few times.
10:35Oh, that's wonderful.
10:37I don't know him well, though.
10:40Maybe that can change down the road.
10:43All right, so, uh, what should we have?
10:52Look, Malcolm is a free spirit.
10:56He has always been that way.
10:58But he doesn't have to be in physical proximity with someone to feel close to them.
11:04You know, his love and affection can be there, even if he isn't.
11:10But you do still wish that he got his medical care in here.
11:15Yeah, but, I mean, it doesn't matter what I think.
11:19You know, at the end of the day, he has to feel comfortable.
11:22I've dealt with my own medical issues, and I understand how important it is to be comfortable in your surroundings
11:28for your recovery.
11:31So, you know, if that's New York for him, then so be it.
11:37But, at the end of the day, we still have to find him a match.
11:42That's what it all goes back to.
11:44Yeah.
11:47Makes sense, though, that you want him to be close to you.
11:52I was just, I was just asking since you mentioned it.
11:56Okay, well, then I'll just...
11:59I'm just feeling really alone, criticism on you at all.
12:03I just...
12:06Maybe it's a request.
12:09Can you please be here?
12:12In this?
12:13With me?
12:17So, Audrey didn't come over for work today, did she?
12:21She brought you a test.
12:22Is that what happened?
12:25I just needed an answer before I said anything.
12:29And then you kicked me out.
12:31Because you needed a friend.
12:34Yeah.
12:36I get it.
12:39You wanted that friend to be you.
12:42What's the thought?
12:50I don't know, okay?
12:51I thought I was protecting you.
12:55I just didn't want you to go on this roller coaster with me until I knew for sure.
13:00You don't have to talk about it.
13:00No, we...
13:02We do, okay?
13:04Because we're both in this together.
13:08You woke up this morning
13:11and you had your suspicions
13:13and you called Audra.
13:14And I get that.
13:15I understand
13:16why you would
13:19want to wait to tell me
13:20that you were pregnant.
13:22It was all I love.
13:24I'm not being defensive, okay?
13:26I'm really not.
13:31But you were afraid
13:33to tell me
13:34that you were pregnant.
13:37And if that's the case,
13:39then what does that say about us
13:41going forward?
13:47You are,
13:48Billy.
13:49And I do,
13:51okay?
13:51I absolutely know
13:53what a wonderful father you are.
13:55You don't have to bolster my ego.
13:57You must become...
13:57Hey,
13:58I'm not doing that,
13:59okay?
14:01I'm not.
14:02I'm just telling you what I see.
14:03And I see a very loving
14:05and sweet
14:06and protective man
14:07who looks after
14:08the children
14:09in his life.
14:10Johnny
14:11and Katie
14:12and Connor
14:13even after everything
14:14that happened
14:15with Chelsea
14:16and Adam.
14:17Well,
14:18I love them.
14:20You love something,
14:21you take care of it.
14:24I love you.
14:26And I want to do that
14:27for you.
14:29You've been such a gift to me,
14:31one that I did not expect.
14:33Of course,
14:34you're brave
14:35and you're strong,
14:36but it's your heart.
14:37It's massive.
14:38And it's open.
14:40Even though
14:41someone's been locked around
14:42more than once,
14:45you need to know
14:46that you're never
14:46going to be alone
14:48again,
14:49okay?
14:51Unless you want to,
14:52unless you need to,
14:54then I'll be right there
14:55supporting you
14:56and watching you
14:58do your thing.
15:01But if you need someone,
15:03I'm not going anywhere.
15:15one of the things
15:23that I talked to
15:25Haja about,
15:27one of the reasons
15:28why I didn't tell you
15:29when I woke up
15:31this morning.
15:32Yeah.
15:35Yvonne.
15:40Sorry,
15:41Zahelby.
15:43Yvonne,
15:44you have already
15:45been through so much
15:46with Delia.
15:49and we've
15:51lost
15:51the two most
15:53precious little people.
15:58How can we face
15:59that chance again?
16:05A relationship
16:07with Malcolm.
16:10I don't even know
16:11what that looks like.
16:13Oh,
16:14makes sense
16:14that you would want one.
16:16Does it?
16:19I guess
16:20it's a little late.
16:21I mean,
16:22the man is sick
16:23and he has other
16:23things on his minds.
16:25Yeah,
16:25but it doesn't mean
16:26that you're not too.
16:27He wouldn't want you
16:27to think that way.
16:29I don't resent him
16:30and I don't blame him.
16:32It's nothing like that.
16:33But my mother,
16:35my mother holding this back
16:37and not telling me
16:37until Malcolm
16:38needed something,
16:39I don't know
16:40how to shoot
16:40Malcolm.
16:44Look,
16:45I know
16:46that Stephanie
16:48feels like
16:48a weight
16:49has been lifted,
16:50but she also
16:51feels a lot
16:52of remorse, too.
16:53And I hate
16:54to be mad at her,
16:55but
16:56and I know,
16:56I know how heavy
16:57that secret is to carry.
16:59It's okay.
16:59It's your life.
17:00You can feel
17:01however you want to feel.
17:02Except I'm not sure
17:03what that is.
17:05I get it,
17:06okay?
17:06You're feeling
17:07a lot of emotions
17:08and it's scary
17:10because when you've
17:11spent your life
17:12trying to keep
17:13things drama-free,
17:15feeling all this anger,
17:17it's uncomfortable.
17:18If you're trying
17:19to tell me
17:19that it's okay
17:20for me to be angry
17:21at my mother,
17:23I'm not sure
17:24I can fight it
17:25if I try.
17:27Tell me
17:28about your new career.
17:30You know,
17:31you look like a man
17:31who's pretty happy
17:33with his life.
17:36Business is great.
17:38Working at Winters
17:39with my family,
17:40that's going well.
17:41But
17:43growing up,
17:44seeing what people
17:44like my mom
17:45and you brought
17:45to this world,
17:46I couldn't wait
17:47to do the same.
17:49I loved being a doctor
17:50for a long time,
17:53but
17:54I'm not sure
17:55I ever developed
17:57a layer that
17:58gets you through
17:59the loss of a patient.
18:01A painful fact
18:02for all of us.
18:04Maybe that's why
18:05when surgery
18:06was no longer
18:07an option,
18:07I was able
18:08to move on.
18:09People get saved
18:11through medicine
18:12without surgery
18:13every day.
18:13But
18:14I love what I do
18:15now too.
18:15Good.
18:16Get to work
18:17with my family,
18:18you know,
18:19building a legacy,
18:21creating jobs
18:22where people
18:23can pay the mortgage,
18:25go to a doctor,
18:26buy groceries.
18:27I found satisfaction
18:29and purpose.
18:30And like you said,
18:31I'm happy.
18:32And
18:33I have
18:33great appreciation
18:34for medical
18:35professionals still
18:36in fighting
18:37the good fight.
18:38Against
18:39disease,
18:40fear,
18:41injury,
18:43neglect,
18:45also time.
18:46But when it works,
18:48when you
18:49get to keep
18:51another soul
18:52in this world
18:52to watch
18:53another sunset,
18:55to have one more day
18:56with the people
18:57in their hearts,
18:59it's science,
19:00yes,
19:02but it's also magic.
19:04But you're right.
19:06When it doesn't work,
19:07when you can't pull it off,
19:10when the universe
19:11doesn't respond
19:12to our efforts,
19:15it's nothing worse.
19:18How am I supposed
19:19to feel
19:20when I look back
19:20at my childhood?
19:21I hated being the kid
19:23whose dad
19:24was dead,
19:25and that is exactly
19:25what I was.
19:27My teachers knew it,
19:29students knew it,
19:30their parents
19:31knew it,
19:32and sure,
19:33there were a bunch
19:33of parents
19:34who were divorced,
19:34and maybe
19:35some kid's parent
19:36traveled for work,
19:37but there was
19:38no one else
19:38like me.
19:40The kid
19:41was a dead dad.
19:44And sure,
19:45you know,
19:45I heard all
19:46of the stories
19:47about the great
19:48Dr. Jerry Novak,
19:50and I saw
19:51the photos.
19:53But when I heard
19:54other kids
19:55talking about
19:55their fathers,
19:58when I saw
19:59how their dads
20:00would show up
20:01to their school
20:02performances
20:03or their,
20:04or their games,
20:07my mother
20:07doesn't know us.
20:08I used to lie
20:10about my father,
20:12pretending
20:13that he was alive,
20:14that he was
20:15this amazing guy,
20:17making up
20:18all these stories
20:19about the,
20:20the things
20:21we would do
20:21together,
20:23fishing,
20:25playing catch.
20:27You used to
20:27have been
20:27really lonely,
20:29feeling like
20:30you had to
20:31hide the truth
20:32about your life.
20:33It was easier
20:34than being pitied,
20:37having a dead parent
20:38is the kind
20:39of thing
20:39that kids worry
20:40is contagious,
20:42as if it's
20:43something that
20:43they could catch
20:44and make it
20:44happen to them.
20:48Look,
20:48you can't
20:50undo
20:51those moments
20:52of loneliness,
20:54but Malcolm
20:55is a good person.
20:56He's someone
20:57you can talk to,
20:59you know,
21:00and he'll want
21:00what's best for you,
21:01whatever that
21:02will look like.
21:03But we won't
21:04get those years
21:04back going.
21:07And we don't
21:08know how many
21:08more we have
21:09left,
21:10do we?
21:10I mean,
21:11that is the reality
21:12that we're talking
21:12about here,
21:13right?
21:14And Malcolm
21:14and I
21:15were both
21:17robbed.
21:18And that
21:19won't ever change.
21:24Remember,
21:25we were just
21:25two people
21:25that didn't know
21:26each other very well.
21:28They had too much
21:29in common.
21:30Yeah.
21:32We had a lot
21:32of talks
21:33when Adam
21:34and Chelsea
21:34were in Baltimore
21:36telling ourselves
21:37and each other
21:38that everything
21:38was going to be
21:39okay.
21:41And stories.
21:43And they
21:44were.
21:45And you
21:46understood.
21:49It's Adelia.
21:52Still
21:53dreaming about her.
21:55The age
21:55that she was,
21:56the age
21:56that she
21:57would be
21:57now.
21:59Do you
21:59remember?
22:02Yeah.
22:05Ava
22:06would be
22:07turning
22:07three.
22:11Sometimes
22:12I swear
22:12I
22:14I
22:15can hear
22:15her in my
22:16dreams.
22:18Her
22:19laugh.
22:20Her
22:22talking
22:22and my
22:23whole body
22:23just knows
22:24it's her.
22:28I like to
22:28think they'd
22:29use with
22:29Catherine.
22:32I hope
22:32she's proud
22:33of me.
22:35How could
22:36she not
22:36be?
22:39because I
22:39failed her
22:40siblings.
22:41I don't
22:42need to
22:42defend me.
22:43I'm just
22:43saying it's
22:44true.
22:44You know?
22:47And I've
22:47made mistakes.
22:50I've
22:50said things.
22:51I've
22:51done things.
22:52I've
22:54reacted
22:55in
22:55ways
22:57to
22:58more
22:58about
22:59myself
22:59than I
22:59did
23:00them.
23:01And I'm
23:02not
23:02beating
23:03myself
23:03up,
23:04but I'm
23:04also not
23:04letting
23:05myself
23:05off the
23:05hook.
23:07I'm
23:07human.
23:08I make
23:09mistakes,
23:10but my
23:13father
23:14is trying
23:15to try
23:15harder.
23:20He's so
23:20afraid of
23:21failure
23:21sometimes.
23:23And when
23:24you're a
23:24father,
23:25you're a
23:26parent.
23:28You quickly
23:29realize that
23:30it's not
23:30about you
23:31and you
23:31gotta get
23:31the hell
23:32out of
23:32the way
23:34for their
23:34sake.
23:37So that's
23:38me.
23:40That's
23:41where I'm
23:41at.
23:43But you
23:43gotta trust
23:44me when I
23:44tell you
23:45it's your
23:46feelings that
23:46matter the
23:47most.
23:48It's not
23:49just me.
23:50Listen,
23:50your heart
23:51takes priority,
23:52okay?
23:53Because you
23:53carried Ava
23:54and you didn't
23:54get the
23:55razor.
23:59So you
24:00gotta be
24:00thinking about
24:00that again.
24:04I'm telling
24:05you that we
24:05can do
24:06everything
24:06right.
24:08And still,
24:13I
24:14will never
24:14see that
24:15again.
24:19So,
24:20I really
24:21think that
24:21Devon and
24:22Nate need
24:22to know.
24:24About me?
24:24Yeah,
24:26I mean,
24:26they're
24:26family.
24:28Nate and
24:28I have a
24:29biological
24:29connection
24:30because his
24:31mom and
24:32my mom
24:32were sisters.
24:34And then
24:35my family
24:35adopted Devon
24:36when he
24:36was a
24:36teenager.
24:38So,
24:39I'm not
24:40blood-related
24:40then?
24:41Blood,
24:42no.
24:43But Malcolm
24:44was married
24:45to Nate's
24:45mom,
24:46Olivia.
24:47So,
24:47they're gonna
24:48see you as
24:49extended family.
24:51You don't
24:52know that?
24:53Yeah,
24:53that's just
24:54the way it
24:54is with
24:55our family.
24:55There's no
24:56guarantees that
24:57that'll be
24:57the case
24:57this time.
24:58Well,
24:59I do
24:59think that
25:00they need
25:01to know.
25:02And I
25:03would love
25:03to tell
25:04them as
25:04soon as
25:04possible.
25:05Like,
25:06now,
25:07if that's
25:07okay.
25:08And you
25:08want me to
25:09be there
25:09when you
25:10tell them?
25:10I mean,
25:10I think
25:11that's
25:11best,
25:12don't you?
25:13I mean,
25:15the best
25:16is beyond
25:17me right
25:17now,
25:18and so
25:18is the
25:18worst,
25:19for that
25:19matter.
25:19I just
25:20know that
25:20I want
25:23to be
25:24in the
25:24loop.
25:24Now on.
25:27Okay,
25:28so,
25:29can I
25:30call them
25:30right now?
25:33There's
25:34no time
25:34like the
25:35present.
25:37So,
25:37I heard
25:38the movie
25:38theater is
25:39now a
25:39cafe.
25:44I'm
25:44sorry,
25:44do you
25:45mind?
25:45this
25:45might
25:45be
25:45work.
25:46Sure,
25:47go ahead.
25:50Hey,
25:50Lily,
25:50what's
25:50going on?
25:51Hey,
25:52I needed
25:52to see
25:52you and
25:53Devon,
25:53if you
25:53have
25:54time.
25:55Everything
25:55okay?
25:56A family
25:57meeting,
25:57not
25:57business,
25:58but
25:58sooner
25:59is
25:59better.
26:00So,
26:00can you
26:01come to
26:01society?
26:02Uh,
26:03yeah,
26:03give me
26:04a few.
26:04I'll
26:05see you
26:05soon.
26:05Okay,
26:06bye.
26:08Everything
26:08okay?
26:10Yeah,
26:10sorry about
26:11that,
26:11Stephanie.
26:12That was
26:12my cousin,
26:13Lily.
26:14I need
26:14to head
26:14out to
26:14meet with
26:15her.
26:16You've
26:16been
26:16wonderful,
26:17Nate.
26:18Look,
26:19I hope
26:19I run
26:20into you
26:20before you
26:20leave.
26:21That would
26:21be lovely.
26:22Well,
26:23don't you
26:23be late,
26:24count on
26:24me.
26:24I'll
26:25take care
26:25of the
26:25check.
26:26It's
26:26already
26:26taken
26:27care of.
26:28You
26:28shouldn't
26:29have.
26:30You're
26:30my mother's
26:31dear friend.
26:32We're
26:32practically
26:33family.
26:33Come on.
26:34Thank
26:34you.
26:35Anytime.
26:36See
26:37you soon?
26:37Yes.
26:45Hey.
26:46Hey.
26:47I
26:47thought
26:48this
26:48was
26:49a
26:49family
26:49thing.
26:50Yeah,
26:50I'll
26:50explain.
26:52Okay,
26:53so what?
26:54It's the
26:54four of us?
26:56Is that
26:56Holden?
26:58Can we
26:59sit down?
27:00Just because
27:01this is an
27:02important
27:02conversation.
27:03I won't
27:06drag it
27:07out.
27:07I promise.
27:13So Holden
27:15and I
27:15found out
27:16some
27:16news
27:18recently.
27:20Turns
27:21out
27:22that
27:23Malcolm
27:25is
27:26his
27:27biological
27:28father.
27:29So
27:30we are
27:31half
27:32siblings.
27:33Malcolm.
27:35Malcolm
27:36is your
27:36father.
27:37According
27:37to who?
27:39That would
27:39be my
27:39mother.
27:40Stephanie
27:41Simmons.
27:41She used
27:42to live
27:42here and
27:43she knew
27:43Malcolm and
27:45your parents
27:45and Nate's
27:47mom.
27:48So you
27:48saying this
27:49happened while
27:49Malcolm was
27:50still married
27:50to Olivia?
27:51He
27:52wouldn't.
27:52He
27:52didn't.
27:54My
27:54mother
27:54was
27:54she
27:55left
27:56town by
27:56the time
27:57Olivia
27:57and Malcolm
27:57got
27:57together.
27:58That's
27:58why she
27:59was
27:59in
27:59town.
28:00Your
28:01mother.
28:02I
28:02was
28:03just
28:03with
28:03Stephanie.
28:05Sorry,
28:05Dr.
28:05Simmons.
28:07Because of
28:07her connection
28:08to my
28:08mom.
28:10She
28:10mentioned
28:11Holden
28:11but she
28:11never
28:12mentioned
28:12Malcolm.
28:13So hang
28:13out,
28:13you just
28:14found this
28:14out?
28:15The
28:16mother came
28:16to tell
28:17me.
28:18Malcolm
28:19just found
28:19out as
28:19well.
28:20He
28:20just
28:21happened
28:21to be
28:21in
28:21town
28:21too.
28:22It's
28:23a lot
28:23of
28:23coincidences.
28:24Well,
28:24Stephanie
28:24has her
28:25reasons
28:25for sharing
28:26it.
28:27But the
28:27point
28:28is
28:28that
28:30Holden
28:30is
28:30family
28:31to me
28:31now.
28:32So he's
28:33family to
28:34all of
28:34us.
28:36Look,
28:37I'm sure
28:37you have
28:37a lot
28:37of
28:37questions,
28:38but you
28:39know
28:39almost
28:39everything
28:40that we
28:40do.
28:41So
28:41I
28:41would
28:41know
28:41almost
28:42everything.
28:43That'll
28:44have to be
28:45enough for
28:45now.
28:47Now that
28:47you have
28:48the headlines,
28:49I'll
28:50give you
28:50some privacy.
28:51No,
28:52you don't
28:52have to.
28:52No,
28:53it's fine.
28:54I never
28:54would like
28:54an update.
28:55And I'm
28:55sure
28:57I'm sure
28:57you would
28:58all like
28:58to talk.
29:05So,
29:06tell me
29:07how you
29:07really feel.
29:12You've
29:12always
29:13known
29:14what
29:15losing
29:15Ava
29:15did to
29:16me.
29:18Feeling
29:18like I
29:18was never
29:19going to
29:19be whole
29:19again.
29:21Feeling
29:22like I
29:22was
29:24marked
29:26like
29:26people
29:26would
29:26just
29:27look
29:27at
29:27me
29:27and
29:27they
29:27would
29:27just
29:28know
29:28that
29:28I
29:28was
29:29broken.
29:35When I
29:36lost Ava,
29:38I lost
29:39myself.
29:41And a
29:42million
29:43little
29:43moments
29:43that we
29:44were never
29:44going to
29:44get to
29:44have
29:45together.
29:47And I
29:48know
29:49that I
29:50would have
29:50messed up
29:51as her
29:51mom.
29:53I
29:54know it
29:54and I
29:54would
29:55have
29:55tried
29:55to
29:56do
29:56better.
30:00But
30:00either way
30:01I would
30:01have loved
30:02her with
30:02all of
30:02my
30:03heart.
30:07But I
30:08never
30:08got that
30:09chance.
30:13I
30:14survived.
30:17and I
30:18felt so
30:19guilty
30:20and ashamed
30:21for
30:22surviving.
30:32I'm
30:33grateful you're
30:33here.
30:37How do I
30:38do it
30:38again?
30:42what if
30:43all I
30:44feel
30:45is
30:45fear?
30:47I mean,
30:47what does
30:48that do
30:48to the
30:48baby?
30:50What if
30:51I can't
30:51dream?
30:51Or what
30:52if I
30:52can't
30:52hope?
30:53Or what
30:53if I
30:53can't
30:54get
30:55excited?
30:56And if
30:56I do
30:57get
30:58excited
30:58and I
30:59do
30:59dream
31:00and I
31:00do
31:03fall
31:03in love
31:05before
31:06she
31:06or
31:08he
31:11even
31:12has
31:12a
31:12name?
31:13What if
31:17it
31:17happens
31:17to you?
31:22But I
31:23I do
31:26know that
31:27you're
31:27gonna
31:29you're
31:30gonna be
31:30there.
31:32I think
31:33it was
31:33you,
31:33Sally.
31:35he's
31:36all I
31:36can
31:36ask
31:37for.
31:42Yeah.
31:47But you
31:47didn't tell
31:48me that
31:48you were
31:48seeing
31:49Nate.
31:50I didn't
31:50know it
31:51myself.
31:51I was
31:52at the
31:52bar
31:53having a
31:53drink.
31:54He
31:54heard my
31:54name.
31:55We
31:55just
31:56started
31:56talking.
31:57And
31:57he didn't
31:58say anything
31:59about how
31:59I rubbed
32:00him into
32:00the
32:00arm
32:00the
32:01huh?
32:02When?
32:03How?
32:05Son,
32:05are you
32:06just
32:06making
32:06assumptions?
32:07Because he
32:08didn't say
32:08anything like
32:09that.
32:10That's
32:10fair.
32:10It's
32:11just that
32:11I have
32:12a history
32:12with some
32:13people here.
32:14Which
32:14means I
32:14might not
32:15be on
32:15the
32:15invite list
32:16for the
32:16family
32:16dinner
32:17anytime
32:17soon.
32:20If
32:20ever.
32:22So,
32:23you're
32:23calling
32:23Holden
32:24family
32:25like
32:25Tucker is
32:26technically
32:27our
32:27family.
32:28So,
32:28you get
32:29where I'm
32:29going with
32:29this,
32:30right?
32:30Yes.
32:31What are
32:32you thinking
32:33where Holden's
32:33concerned?
32:34I don't
32:35know.
32:35I mean,
32:35there's
32:36time to
32:37figure that
32:37out.
32:38All right.
32:39We can't
32:40help unless
32:41you tell
32:41us.
32:47It's
32:48Malcolm
32:48next to
32:49this.
32:52Malcolm,
32:53hi.
32:54Um,
32:55did you
32:55get the
32:56information?
32:58No.
32:59No.
32:59No.
33:00No.
33:00What were
33:00the
33:00results?
33:10I,
33:10what if
33:11all I
33:12feel
33:13is
33:13fear?
33:15I mean,
33:15what does
33:16that do
33:16to the
33:16baby?
33:18You know,
33:18what if
33:19I can't
33:19dream?
33:19Or what
33:20if I
33:20can't
33:20hope?
33:21Or what
33:21if I
33:21can't
33:22get
33:23excited?
33:24And if
33:24I do
33:26get
33:26excited,
33:27and I
33:27do
33:27dream,
33:28and I
33:28do
33:31fall
33:31in love
33:33before
33:34she
33:34or
33:36he
33:39even
33:40has a
33:40name?
33:41I mean,
33:41what if
33:45it happens
33:45again?
33:50But I
33:54I do
33:54know that
33:55you're
33:55gonna
33:58you're
33:58gonna
33:58be
33:58there.
34:00It's you,
34:01Sally.
34:03That's all
34:04I can ask
34:05for.
34:06Oh,
34:07of course.
34:10Yeah.
34:15But you
34:15didn't tell me
34:16that you
34:16were seeing
34:17Nate.
34:18I
34:18didn't
34:18know it
34:19myself.
34:19I
34:19was
34:20at the
34:20bar
34:21having
34:21a
34:21drink.
34:22He
34:22heard
34:22my
34:22name.
34:23We
34:23just
34:24started
34:24talking.
34:25And he
34:26didn't say
34:26anything about
34:27how I
34:27rubbed him
34:28and Devon
34:28the wrong
34:28way,
34:29huh?
34:30When?
34:31How?
34:33Son,
34:33are you
34:34just making
34:34assumptions?
34:35Because he
34:36didn't say
34:36anything like
34:37that.
34:38That's
34:38fair.
34:38It's
34:39just that
34:39I have
34:40history
34:40with some
34:41people here,
34:42which means
34:42I might
34:43not be
34:43on the
34:43invite list
34:44for the
34:44family dinner
34:45anytime soon.
34:48If
34:48ever.
34:50So,
34:51you're
34:51calling
34:51Holden
34:52family,
34:53like Tucker
34:54is technically
34:55our family.
34:56So,
34:57you hear
34:57where I'm
34:57going with
34:57this,
34:58right?
34:58Yes.
35:00What are
35:00you thinking
35:01where Holden
35:01is concerned?
35:02I don't
35:03know.
35:03I mean,
35:03there's
35:04time to
35:05figure that
35:05out.
35:06I say
35:07this with
35:07love and
35:08respect,
35:08but damien
35:09is proof
35:09that time
35:10isn't
35:10infinite.
35:11And I'm
35:12not trying
35:12to push
35:12you one
35:13way or
35:13the
35:13other,
35:13Lily,
35:13but
35:16you know
35:17what?
35:17Forget I
35:17said
35:17anything.
35:18This is
35:18your
35:19decision.
35:19No,
35:20I agree
35:21about
35:21the
35:22time
35:22thing,
35:22but I
35:22just,
35:24I have
35:25a lot
35:25that I'm
35:26thinking
35:26about
35:26right now,
35:27so everything
35:28else will
35:28have to
35:28wait.
35:29Is this
35:30about
35:30Kane
35:30again?
35:31What's
35:31he done
35:31now?
35:32No,
35:33it's not
35:33Kane.
35:34Well,
35:35then it's
35:35got to be
35:35about
35:35Malcolm.
35:37The guy
35:37shows up
35:38to town
35:38and then
35:38leaves
35:38right away.
35:39You know
35:39he had
35:39the son
35:40he didn't
35:40know
35:40about
35:40that's
35:40here?
35:41There's
35:41the one,
35:42right?
35:43We can't
35:44help
35:44unless
35:45you
35:45tell us.
35:51Yes,
35:52Malcolm,
35:52I have to
35:53do this.
35:56Malcolm,
35:57hi.
35:58Um,
35:59did you
35:59get the
36:00information?
36:04What were
36:04the results?
36:12You
36:12know,
36:13people
36:13don't
36:13mean
36:13any
36:13harm,
36:16but
36:17when you
36:18lose a
36:18child and
36:19someone says,
36:20I can't
36:20imagine,
36:21they're
36:21right,
36:22they can't.
36:23You,
36:24it might
36:24be a
36:25fear in
36:25the back
36:25of your
36:26head,
36:26but
36:29it's
36:29a million
36:30times
36:30worse
36:31than
36:31that
36:31fear.
36:35Yeah,
36:35that's
36:35true.
36:38If the
36:38best happens
36:39instead of
36:40the worst,
36:41and you
36:42get to
36:42carry that
36:43little
36:43life in
36:43your
36:44hands,
36:46you got
36:47a chance
36:47to do
36:47everything
36:48right,
36:50but you're
36:51still gonna
36:51fumble
36:52every now
36:52and again.
36:55Well,
36:56being human
36:56means making
36:57mistakes.
36:59Being a
37:00parent means
37:01trying to
37:02do better.
37:04no,
37:05that's
37:05good,
37:05that's
37:05profound,
37:06who said
37:07that?
37:08Steel Hill.
37:09I will
37:10write it
37:11down for
37:11you later.
37:16Appreciate
37:16you.
37:21Can we
37:21do the
37:22rest of
37:22this later
37:23too?
37:25Talking,
37:26thinking,
37:26figuring out
37:27what comes
37:27next.
37:30We'll go
37:30side by
37:31side.
37:32as a team.
37:34Make that
37:34sound like
37:35a question.
37:37That's
37:37a certain.
37:39We will
37:40go
37:41side by
37:41side.
37:44As a team.
37:45Always.
37:53This is
37:53none of
37:53your doing
37:54or choice.
37:55It was
37:55all mine.
37:56So if
37:56you need
37:56me to
37:57help you
37:57to smooth
37:57things out,
37:58what does
37:59that say
37:59if I need
37:59my mother
38:00to handle
38:00this for
38:01me?
38:02Whatever
38:02happens,
38:04it'll be
38:05okay.
38:07Now you
38:07sound like
38:08Malcolm.
38:09I sound
38:10like a man
38:10I don't
38:11really know.
38:11But you
38:12will.
38:14And this
38:15family of his,
38:16they're...
38:16Your
38:16family?
38:18They have
38:18a lot
38:19to deal
38:20with.
38:20So do
38:20you.
38:21Mom,
38:21I am
38:22not one
38:22of them.
38:24And
38:25maybe it's
38:26better that
38:27way.
38:30Give
38:31yourself
38:31time to
38:32work
38:32through
38:32this.
38:34As I
38:34imagine,
38:35they will
38:36do the
38:36same.
38:41Neither
38:42of the
38:42kids?
38:46No,
38:47I mean,
38:47that...
38:47Yeah,
38:48it's okay.
38:48We'll just...
38:49We'll move on
38:49the next
38:50option.
38:51Yeah,
38:53I'm actually...
38:54I'm here
38:55with Devon
38:56and Nate,
38:56and it
38:56would be
38:56a lot
38:57easier.
39:00Yeah.
39:02I love
39:03you.
39:13Okay.
39:18Hey.
39:21It's okay.
39:24It's okay.
39:25It's okay.
39:26It's okay.
39:28It's okay.
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