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00:00Lily, oh, when you texted about getting together, it made my whole day.
00:04Come in, come in, come in.
00:06Are you sure it's not like that a text?
00:08I'm positive.
00:09I've cleared my calendar.
00:11Mrs. Martinez, in your honor, has made a lovely pitcher of lemonade,
00:14the house we have to ourselves.
00:15We could talk all afternoon if you want to.
00:19I would, I'd love nothing more than that,
00:21but this isn't really a happy catch-up.
00:25What's wrong?
00:28I mean, everything.
00:31You know, I just, I feel like my whole world is imploding.
00:37I just need a friend to tell me that it's going to be okay.
00:44Nothing like holding someone's life in your hands.
00:47No pressure there, huh?
00:49I know what I'm asking of you is a lot.
00:51Is it?
00:52I mean, you are, after all, my biological father.
00:55I thought that I even knew that, or you, now, Phil.
00:59And that's my fault.
01:01I'm sorry.
01:02I don't even know what it means to donate bone marrow.
01:05What do I have to do?
01:06First, you'd have to do a cheek swab to test your HLA profile.
01:11Then, there's a blood test to verify.
01:14After that, if the HLA matches, we do a full health screening.
01:20Okay, if I, if I pass all of that and I'm a match, then what?
01:25The transplant is surgical.
01:27Be put under anesthesia.
01:32Holden.
01:33You don't have to make a full decision right now.
01:36If you could just agree to find out if you're a viable option.
02:01You don't have to do a good job.
02:18Malcolm's right before any major decisions can be made we have to first determine if you're a match
02:26I guess I could do that much I appreciate it and I am sorry that you're being blindsided like this
02:32guys for now if we could table the emotional end of this and let's deal with the more urgent issues
02:39of you that's probably a good idea since I don't even know where I'm at emotionally at the moment
02:44well you're not alone in that I'll go check on you getting tested at a local clinic I'll be right
02:49back
02:59I'm sorry for being such a mess I just oh my gosh I know who else to call don't apologize
03:04we're
03:05friends unloading is what we do I know I just I wouldn't normally bother you with something like
03:11this but Devon is just really really angry at me and I guess I'm not surprised that he's a little
03:19angry but I would think he would be happy you're back you were away for so long
03:26yeah I should say he had that whole nightmare with Dominic and you know I added to it and
03:34I didn't mean to hurt him no no of course you didn't and and Devon knows that just just give
03:41him a little time he'll come around I hope so because I just feel like I can't talk to him
03:48right
03:48now and I also promised that I wouldn't tell him what I found out wait who did you promise that
03:54you
03:54wouldn't tell something to Devon it wasn't gain was it no no no that's that's a whole other issue
04:00no um my uncle Malcolm confided in me in something this morning and he doesn't want me to tell anyone
04:10about it but I feel like I have to talk to someone and I know that you'll be the person
04:16that will keep
04:17it between us okay sweetie Lily you can tell me as little or as much as you need to I
04:24promise I will
04:25not tell a soul thank you how is Malcolm he's not good I'm so sorry to hear that do you
04:41know he's my
04:41biological father yes so he came to me to see if I could be a donor for his bone marrow
04:50donation
04:52what does that sound serious it is serious it is and what's worse is that I can't help him
05:01I can't which just makes me feel so awful on so many different levels
05:07and if he doesn't find another donor soon
05:12like I don't know what I'll do Tracy oh honey honey oh my gosh honey
05:31thanks
05:39still can't believe that you're Lily Winner's father and she and I are brother and sister
05:46it is what
05:48I grew up an only child always wishing that I had brothers
05:54you know I I had a friend who was like a brother and it was it was great
06:02until I lost him
06:04I'm sorry
06:06yeah me too
06:10I can honestly say I never imagined having a sister let alone wanting one
06:16the fact that it's Lily Winner's of all people
06:21won't you have a seat
06:27you said you know her
06:30hope the two of you are at least on good terms
06:33yeah we we had some rocky patches we first met but it's it's definitely less tense
06:40it was never it was never that bad
06:43I'm happy to hear that
06:44and not that we're like best buds or anything but uh we can be civil with each other
06:51it's historic
06:53yeah
06:56how you doing with all this
07:00honestly
07:02this all feels surreal
07:05it's not like it's not like I'm sad that Jerry isn't my bio dad
07:10I have no memory of the man since he died when I was a baby
07:14but
07:16that's my mom
07:18the fact that she sat on this for all those years
07:23she never said a word
07:27that part really blows my mind
07:29you know you got every right to be angry
07:31I don't know if I'm angry
07:33or disappointed or
07:36or what I feel
07:39it's like
07:41it's like I'm outside of my body just watching all this unfold
07:44and I
07:46honestly just feel numb
07:48I'm pretty shell-shocked myself
07:51unfortunately I don't really have the time to process it
07:53but it's not that I don't want to
07:57hold it
08:00I do
08:06okay
08:07okay
08:08this does sound serious
08:09so tell me
08:10how sick is Malcolm
08:13I mean if you ask him he's acting like everything is fine
08:17he's being really upbeat and positive
08:20you know but the truth is that he has this serious blood disorder
08:25and I just found out this morning
08:27oh honey no wonder you're upset
08:31and I was just so happy when he called to say that he wanted to see me
08:37you know I felt like something was finally going right
08:40and he looked so good too
08:43like I would have never guessed that anything was wrong
08:47okay
08:48what does he have Lily
08:52it's called aplastic anemia
08:56and I guess it's curable if it's addressed early which is why he wanted to see me
09:01okay so he has asked you to find out if you're a viable donor
09:06yeah and we both had really high hopes you know and it also almost felt like my dad had a
09:15hand in it
09:16because I've always felt like my dad had a hand in it
09:22but I couldn't save his life
09:24Lily
09:25you have been a wonderful daughter to Neil
09:29he was so proud of you
09:32he loved you so much
09:34I know but I couldn't save him when it mattered
09:38now I
09:39now I can't save Malcolm
09:41oh sweetie
09:44why do you think you're not a match
09:47it doesn't matter if I am or not
09:50because I can't be a donor
09:51because of my past cancer treatment
09:53oh my god honey
09:55that must have been so painful to hear that
09:59I just
10:01feel like I've failed him
10:03no
10:04this is not your fault
10:07I know but I just wanted to be able to help you know
10:12sorry
10:13you will help
10:16just not as a donor
10:18you're going to find so many ways to be there for Malcolm
10:22I know but I just feel like what anything else I do it's not going to be enough
10:26now you have to stop talking like that
10:29okay
10:31tell me what's next
10:34I don't even want to think about it
10:37because if I can't give him what he needs
10:40no
10:40Lily
10:41listen to me
10:42you can't give up hope
10:44there is every reason to believe that there is a donor out there that can help Malcolm
10:49I know but that could take months or years for him to find one
10:53and by then it could be too late
10:54stop
10:55stop sweetie
10:56stop jumping
10:57to the worst case scenario
10:59isn't good for anyone
11:01I know that I'm not trying to
11:04I'm just scared Tracy
11:07because if I lose Malcolm after I lost my dad
11:11like I don't know what I'm going to do
11:13oh honey honey
11:15honey
11:25I can't imagine what you must be going to
11:28on top of dealing with a life-threatening disease finding out that
11:32you have a son that you never even knew about
11:36kind of feels like drinking through a fire hose going full blast
11:40yeah
11:45look I don't know how this is going to play out between us and it's too soon to think about
11:50what a relationship might look like going forward or if you even want one but
11:57I hope you don't know how this is going to happen I hope you do
12:00right now I'm just trying to get to this moment sitting across from a stranger who I just found out
12:09is my dad
12:11it is a lot of process
12:13it kind of feels like my karma learning things too late
12:17as far as your medical condition goes
12:19it won't be too late
12:20I told you before
12:22this disease is very treatable
12:25if addressed early on
12:26and that's what we're doing
12:30the clinic can take you as early as this afternoon
12:34wow
12:34not soon huh
12:36yeah
12:36I just texted you the address and information
12:42got it
12:46okay
12:46well um
12:49I guess I'll
12:50I'll head over
12:54Holden
12:56call me when you're done
12:57I want to see how things go
13:03yeah
13:10if Holden is a match
13:13we can start looking at how soon we can schedule your surgery
13:15I can't believe you did this
13:18how could you keep myself from me
13:27I'm sorry
13:28I don't mean to unload all of this on you
13:30oh honey
13:31don't you dare apologize
13:33you are obviously sitting on so much
13:36and you've got to get it out
13:37that's the only way you're going to be able to move past it
13:41I know
13:42I just feel like
13:45I lost my mom
13:48you know
13:49I lost
13:50the best dad that anyone could ever ask for
13:56and Malcolm is all that I have left
14:00sweetie
14:02I know this is all so painful for you
14:05but you're talking like there's no hope
14:06and I just won't let you do that
14:09there is always
14:11a reason to hope
14:13no matter how bad the situation is
14:15and I refuse to believe anything but this
14:18a positive outcome
14:20for Malcolm
14:21and for you
14:22you just have to believe it will be
14:28thank you
14:29thank you
14:31I needed to hear that
14:33you know what sweetie
14:35I did too
14:40I guess I needed to just
14:43text Malcolm
14:44tell him to meet me
14:46so that I could
14:47tell him the news
14:51oh he texted me
14:53he wants to see me
14:57okay
14:58do me a favor
15:01when you see him
15:02tell him right away
15:03that you can't be a donor
15:04that will give him plenty of time
15:05to make other arrangements
15:07okay
15:12how are you going to tell him
15:22I know
15:23I just left
15:25but I
15:26wanted to
15:27reconfirm
15:28you call me
15:30with the results
15:32right
15:32whether or not I'm a match
15:37okay
15:40thanks
15:42I'll be waiting
15:51yeah
15:57you're always
15:58my go-to
16:03I read something
16:04important in my life
16:05you were the first
16:06person I'd call
16:09and you've been lying to me
16:11my whole life
16:16I dare you
16:21who are you talking to
16:25are you spying on me
16:28like I have nothing better to do
16:29well since you do
16:33don't let me keep you
16:34oh funny
16:37where's your mom
16:38did she leave town already
16:43she's still here
16:45well why aren't you with her
16:49did something happen
16:58I get why you're angry
16:59Stephanie answered the question
17:01I wish I could
17:04truth is
17:04I can't totally justify
17:06why I kept the truth from you
17:09you and I had already
17:10parted ways
17:11when I found out
17:11I was pregnant
17:12so
17:13I didn't see the point
17:15why not
17:15it's not like we ended
17:17on bad terms
17:18true
17:19so why not call
17:20I guess I didn't want
17:22to disrupt your life
17:24you and I weren't together
17:25that long
17:25it's not like
17:26either one of us
17:27saw each other
17:28as some everlasting love
17:29you make it sound like
17:30it was just a fling
17:32I don't mean to
17:36I can still remember
17:38how excited
17:39Olivia and Drew
17:40were setting us up
17:42they thought we were perfect
17:44for each other
17:47so Drew's been talking me up again
17:49huh
17:50better believe it
17:51good old Drew
17:52doing her little matchmaking thing
17:55you know if it's bugging you
17:56I can talk to you
17:57no
17:57no no no
17:58why not
18:00I told her I wouldn't mention it to you
18:04well I'm kind of glad you did
18:06because you know something
18:07I don't think it's such a bad idea
18:10what is it
18:11you and me hooking up
18:13oh hey come on now
18:14girl start bugging
18:15I'm just talking about a little date
18:17just a date
18:21so what's up
18:21is that a yes
18:23it's probably the only way
18:25I'll get your two PR people
18:26off my back
18:27two
18:28Drew and Olivia
18:32Olivia's been on your back too
18:33I don't know what you're paying
18:35these women
18:35but you sure are getting your money's worth
18:37they're your two biggest fans
18:40we didn't hit it off of hers
18:42did we
18:42no we did not
18:45but then
18:47we had some fun
18:49dinner
18:50dancing
18:51watching you do your thing
18:52at the photo studio
18:55didn't we even work out together
18:57you wanted to show off your six pack
19:00I think I remember you looking pretty good
19:01in those spandex leggings
19:05then
19:06our careers
19:07took off
19:08we were both so driven
19:09to be successful
19:11that
19:13our relationship
19:14didn't last
19:15the spark that we once had
19:17it just
19:17fizzled out
19:19and then you left town care
19:21and our child
19:23I know it
19:24seems awful
19:25but
19:26at the time
19:27I thought it was for the best
19:29Stephanie
19:29it wasn't only your decision to make
19:31I know
19:32it wasn't
19:34but I want you to be honest with me
19:37think back to that time
19:38in your life
19:39when your career was taken off
19:41the freedom you had
19:42would you have really been ready
19:44to welcome a child
19:45into your world
19:47or would you have thought of it
19:48as an obstacle
19:49something that you resented
19:52that kept you from going after your dreams
19:57I guess we'll never know
20:07Lily
20:09telling Malcolm you can't be a donor
20:11will not be easy
20:13but you have to do it
20:16and believe
20:17that everything is happening
20:18the way it's supposed to
20:21I know
20:21I just
20:22I don't know how I can do that
20:24when I feel like I'm letting him down
20:26oh honey
20:27how are you letting him down
20:30you can't be a donor
20:31because you're doing cancer treatment
20:34even if you could have predicted this
20:36if you would have opted out of that
20:38there's a chance
20:39you wouldn't even be here today
20:41and nobody would want that
20:43especially not Malcolm
20:47I've never thought of it that way
20:51I'm completely convinced
20:52that once you explain to him
20:54why you can't be a donor
20:56he will understand
20:57and he certainly isn't going to blame you
21:00besides
21:02even though your cancer treatment
21:04has disqualified you
21:05there was never a guarantee
21:07that you were going to be a match
21:12you're amazing
21:14oh stop
21:17no I'm serious
21:20you really helped me see the silver lining
21:22in all of this
21:23thank you
21:25just
21:27promise me
21:28you're not going to dance around the truth
21:30when you see him
21:32tell him
21:33that will give him plenty of time
21:35to explore other options
21:36okay
21:38there was
21:41I love you
21:43thank you for always being there for me
21:45oh honey
21:47always is right
21:56Malcolm maybe you're right
21:58maybe I shouldn't have kept it from you
21:59or from Holden
22:01but I did
22:02and I can't change that
22:03bottom line
22:05I'm only telling you now
22:06because I wanted to save your life
22:08so what are you saying
22:09if not for my condition
22:10you may never have told me
22:12or Holden the truth
22:12probably not
22:14so much time had passed
22:16what was the point
22:17he's my son
22:18Stephanie
22:19and he will be as long as he lives
22:21I've already missed out
22:22on all the years of him growing up
22:26Malcolm please know
22:27I never meant to hurt you
22:30well you know what
22:30this isn't the time or place
22:32to rehash all of this
22:33I got way too much on my mind
22:34to be brought down
22:35by decisions made in the past
22:37I agree
22:39I gotta go see Lily
22:40and give her the news
22:41about her donor status
22:43gonna tell her about Holden
22:44I think I should
22:46so she doesn't feel like
22:47she's my only option
22:50how do you think
22:50she'll take the news
22:51that she has a brother
22:54this ain't the first time
22:55Lily's had a bond
22:56like this dropped on her
23:04nothing happened
23:05Audrey
23:07are you sure?
23:10you didn't tell your mom
23:11how we really know each other
23:12did you?
23:13why would I do that?
23:15well you told Claire
23:17what's to stop you
23:18from blaming your mom?
23:19look
23:19I don't need this
23:20right now
23:22so something did happen
23:25let me guess
23:26she's disappointed in you
23:27for staying on with Kane
23:29she's not the one
23:30that should be disappointed
23:31with anyone
23:32believe me
23:33what does that mean?
23:37nothing
23:38look
23:38I'm not really up for conversation
23:40right now
23:41okay?
23:42seriously Holden
23:44I can see you're upset
23:47are you sure
23:48you don't want to talk about it?
23:49do you smell blood in the water
23:50Audra?
23:50is that what this is?
23:53excuse me?
23:54do you really think
23:54I would tell you
23:55if something was wrong
23:56knowing that you would
23:56just turn it around
23:57and use it against me later?
24:01I was just trying to be nice
24:03well I don't need
24:04you're nice
24:05and I'm not up for the usual
24:06back and forth here
24:07okay?
24:08this is private
24:08and personal
24:09and I
24:11I don't really want to
24:12share it with you
24:13well in case you forgot
24:14we already share
24:15a pretty big secret
24:18and if you can't trust me
24:19who can you trust?
24:22how would you just go
24:23already?
24:25look as much as you're
24:26trying to hide it
24:26I can see that you're hurting
24:28and given everything
24:29we've already been through
24:30together
24:32I like to believe
24:33when all is said and done
24:34we're still friends
24:36friends
24:37you want to be a friend
24:39then leave me alone
24:43fine
24:45I'll leave you to your
24:47private pity party
24:54was that request to be
24:56left alone for everyone
24:57or just Audra?
25:09I guess it was meant
25:10for everyone
25:10I'm sorry
25:11to bother you
25:13Claire
25:13wait
25:18I actually
25:20I could use somebody
25:21to talk to
25:24although I
25:24am a little surprised
25:27I thought you didn't
25:28want anything
25:28to do with me
25:30I knew he said
25:31I didn't want to be friends
25:33and you look like
25:34you could use one
25:34right now
25:38is that obvious?
25:39very
25:44well
25:46I'm going to
25:46bear my soul
25:48like it to be with
25:49someone who
25:50actually has one
26:04like she knew
26:05you were talking
26:05about her
26:07I'm just grateful
26:07she don't pull up
26:08a seat
26:10should we?
26:11I guess
26:11please
26:17I know you pride
26:18yourself on keeping
26:19a cool exterior
26:20but all I had to do
26:22was look at you
26:22to know that
26:24something's
26:24seriously wrong
26:30you
26:31you always
26:32got me
26:33in a way that
26:35not too many
26:36other people did
26:44so
26:47I'm not going to
26:48pretend like
26:48I have good news
26:51unfortunately
26:51I
26:51can't be a donor
26:52because of your
26:53cancer treatment
26:55how do you know that?
26:56my doctor informed me
26:58when I let her know
26:58that you were looking
26:59into getting tested
27:01but how does she know
27:02about my cancer
27:03treatment?
27:04told you before
27:05Lily
27:06Stephanie's an old
27:07friend from
27:07Genoa City
27:08and she's kept in
27:09touch with a few
27:10people from back
27:11in the day
27:12including your
27:12aunt Olivia
27:13of you
27:16okay
27:17well I'm really sorry
27:18that you didn't hear
27:19it from me
27:19no you got nothing
27:20to be sorry about
27:22it was a shot
27:22in the dark
27:23anyway
27:23no I know
27:24I just
27:25I feel like
27:26I've let you down
27:27no
27:27no there's no way
27:29you could ever
27:29do that
27:33okay
27:33well I know
27:34that your doctor
27:34is an old friend
27:35but
27:36is she going to be
27:37able to find
27:37another donor?
27:39do you feel like
27:40you can trust
27:41her judgment?
27:46I can tell
27:47you're dealing
27:47with something
27:48big
27:49so
27:50if you don't
27:51want to talk
27:51about it
27:52we can just
27:52sit here
27:59a person
28:01who I
28:02I trusted
28:04probably more
28:05than anyone
28:07kept something
28:08pretty major
28:09from me
28:11I know that feeling
28:13I'm not talking
28:14about Kyle
28:15I mean my aunt
28:16when she lied to me
28:16about the Newmans
28:18and then when
28:19you find out
28:19the truth
28:20makes you
28:21question
28:23everything you
28:23were ever told
28:25exactly
28:28I
28:30I never really
28:31knew my father
28:34I was a baby
28:35when he died
28:36unexpectedly
28:37the only thing
28:38I have
28:39to remember him
28:40by is a photo
28:41of him
28:41holding me
28:42when I was
28:43when I was
28:44first born
28:47is that
28:48a secret
28:49someone kept
28:49from you
28:50about him?
28:54hardly
28:58my mom
28:59my mom
29:00came to visit
29:01me
29:01today
29:02and dropped
29:03some
29:04pretty shocking
29:05news
29:07it turns out
29:08the guy
29:09in the photo
29:10the one who
29:11died
29:11when I was
29:12a baby
29:12his name
29:14his name
29:15was Jerry Novak
29:19he wasn't
29:20my actual
29:20biological father
29:24the guy
29:25who is
29:26my bio
29:27dad
29:27he's still alive
29:31in fact
29:32I just
29:32met him
29:35no way
29:39that's
29:39pretty big
29:40there's
29:41important
29:44turns out
29:45that guy
29:47he has
29:48a daughter
29:48which means
29:49I have
29:50sister
29:52and you'll
29:53never guess
29:53who it is
29:54do you know
29:55her?
29:56do I know
29:56her?
30:00it's
30:01Lily Winters
30:08one of the
30:08odds
30:09right?
30:15I thought
30:15Lily's
30:16dad
30:16is
30:16Neil
30:16Winters
30:17well
30:18apparently
30:18there's
30:19a story
30:19there too
30:19but my
30:20mom
30:20didn't
30:20want to
30:21get into
30:21it
30:22I guess
30:22she felt
30:23like I
30:23was
30:23dealing
30:23with
30:24enough
30:25already
30:25finding
30:26out
30:26that
30:26the
30:26guy
30:26who
30:27I
30:27thought
30:27was
30:28my
30:28dad
30:30wasn't
30:30and that
30:31this guy
30:33Malcolm
30:34is his
30:34name
30:36he's not
30:37only my
30:37bio dad
30:38but he's
30:38Lily's
30:39too
30:42so
30:42this
30:43Malcolm
30:43guy
30:45what's
30:45he like
30:46he seemed
30:47like a
30:47decent
30:47guy
30:49and he
30:49just
30:50found out
30:50about
30:50me
30:50today
30:51too
30:51so
30:51his
30:51head
30:52was
30:52spinning
30:52just
30:52as
30:53fast
30:53as
30:53mine
30:56when
30:56I
30:56finally
30:57got
30:57to
30:57know
30:57my
30:58dad
30:59he
30:59exceeded
31:00my
31:00wildest
31:01dreams
31:01for
31:02a
31:02father
31:04I
31:05hope
31:05that
31:05happens
31:05for
31:05you
31:06too
31:08mom
31:10I'm
31:10not
31:10sure
31:11Malcolm
31:11and I
31:11will
31:12ever
31:12be
31:12close
31:14it's
31:16a
31:16little
31:16late
31:17in the
31:17game
31:17to do
31:17the
31:18whole
31:18father
31:18son
31:19thing
31:21why
31:21did
31:21your
31:21mom
31:22tell
31:22you
31:22now
31:24after
31:24all
31:24this
31:24time
31:27I
31:28he
31:28has
31:28a
31:28blood
31:29disease
31:30and
31:30he
31:30needs
31:30a
31:31boat
31:31marathoner
31:35Lily's
31:35not a
31:36match
31:37apparently
31:37not
31:38but
31:38my mom
31:39and
31:39Malcolm
31:41are
31:41hoping
31:42I am
31:43I
31:44actually
31:44just
31:44got
31:44my
31:45test
31:45run
31:46not
31:46too
31:47long
31:47ago
31:47to
31:47see
31:47if
31:47I'm
31:48a
31:48match
31:49and
31:49I
31:51should
31:52get
31:52the
31:52results
31:52pretty
31:52soon
31:54this
31:54is
31:55crazy
31:56it
31:57hasn't
31:58it
31:58over
31:58yet
32:02Lily
32:02look
32:04thing
32:04is
32:05Stephanie
32:06isn't
32:06just
32:06my
32:06doctor
32:07her
32:08and
32:08I
32:08went
32:08out
32:09years
32:09ago
32:09you're
32:09in
32:10general
32:10city
32:12oh
32:12I
32:12mean
32:13I
32:13didn't
32:13know
32:13that
32:13I
32:14never
32:14heard
32:14you
32:14talk
32:14about
32:15her
32:15well
32:15it
32:15wasn't
32:16all
32:16that
32:16serious
32:17we
32:17had
32:17our
32:18fun
32:18together
32:18but
32:18in
32:19the
32:19end
32:20we
32:20were
32:20both
32:20so
32:20focused
32:20on
32:21our
32:21careers
32:22relationship
32:23didn't
32:23really
32:23stand
32:23a
32:23chance
32:25yeah
32:25ambition
32:26can
32:26do
32:26that
32:29Stephanie's
32:29specialty
32:30is
32:30hematology
32:31so she
32:32was
32:32naturally
32:32the
32:32first
32:32person
32:33I
32:33thought
32:33to
32:33call
32:35okay
32:36so
32:37is
32:37that
32:37why
32:37she
32:38came
32:38here
32:38to
32:38tell
32:38you
32:39that
32:39I
32:40couldn't
32:40be
32:40a
32:40donor
32:40there
32:41was
32:41one
32:41reason
32:43the
32:43other
32:44was
32:44to
32:44offer
32:44a
32:44solution
32:45because
32:46she
32:46knew
32:46I
32:46was
32:46still
32:47in need
32:47of a
32:47miracle
32:48wait
32:49she
32:49knows
32:49another
32:49way
32:49to
32:50potentially
32:50save
32:51your
32:51life
32:52she
32:53she
32:53does
32:54but
32:55get
32:55ready
32:57when
32:57I
32:57tell
32:57you
32:57what
32:58it
32:58is
32:58it's
32:58going
32:58to
32:58blow
32:58your
32:59mind
33:02so
33:02if
33:03you
33:03are
33:03a
33:03match
33:04assume
33:04you're
33:05going
33:05to
33:05help
33:05the
33:05guy
33:08my
33:08mom
33:08said
33:09that
33:09it
33:09means
33:10saving
33:11a
33:11man's
33:11life
33:14it's
33:14hard
33:14to
33:14say
33:14no
33:15to
33:15that
33:16well
33:16you
33:16should
33:16at
33:17least
33:17figure
33:17out
33:17what
33:17the
33:17risks
33:18are
33:20right
33:20because
33:23I'll
33:23be
33:23taking
33:24risks
33:24for
33:25somebody
33:25who
33:25I
33:25don't
33:26even
33:26know
33:26who
33:28also
33:28happens
33:29to be
33:29my
33:30father
33:32yeah
33:32it's
33:33pretty
33:33mixed
33:33up
33:33I
33:34can
33:34see
33:34why
33:34you're
33:34all
33:34over
33:34the
33:35place
33:38thank
33:39you
33:40for
33:40listening
33:42I
33:42know
33:43I'm
33:43I'm
33:44rambling
33:45no
33:45you just
33:47got
33:47a
33:47major
33:48shock
33:48it
33:49changes
33:49everything
33:49like
33:50your
33:50whole
33:50life
33:50as
33:51you
33:51know
33:51it
33:52of
33:52course
33:53you're
33:53trying
33:53to
33:53make
33:53sense
33:54of
33:54it
33:54all
33:55I
33:56mean
33:56there
33:56is
33:56there's
33:57a
33:57part
33:57of
33:57me
33:57that
33:57gets
33:57why
33:58my
33:58mom
33:58didn't
33:58tell
33:59Malcolm
33:59the
34:00truth
34:00they
34:00were
34:01so
34:01young
34:01they
34:01were
34:01just
34:02starting
34:02their
34:02careers
34:02and
34:04they
34:04weren't
34:04even
34:05together
34:05when
34:05she
34:06realized
34:06they
34:06were
34:06pregnant
34:06it
34:07couldn't
34:07have
34:08been
34:08easy
34:08for
34:08her
34:09I'm
34:09sure
34:10it
34:10wasn't
34:12but
34:13the
34:13part
34:14that
34:14gets
34:14me
34:14is
34:17why
34:17she
34:17kept
34:18me
34:18in
34:18the
34:18dark
34:18for
34:19all
34:20those
34:20years
34:23I
34:25thought
34:25we
34:25were
34:25so
34:26close
34:30now
34:30I
34:30can't help
34:31wondering
34:31what else
34:32she hasn't
34:32told me
34:35when
34:36Stephanie
34:36left
34:36town
34:37she
34:38was
34:38pregnant
34:38I
34:39had
34:39no
34:39idea
34:42she
34:43had
34:43a
34:43son
34:45my
34:46son
34:50wait
34:52what
34:53for
34:54a
34:54whole
34:54lot
34:54of
34:54reasons
34:54I
34:55still
34:55don't
34:55understand
34:56she
34:56decided
34:57to
34:57keep
34:57that
34:57news
34:57from
34:58me
34:58until
34:59today
35:05sorry
35:06I
35:07I
35:08can't
35:08believe
35:09what
35:09I'm
35:09hearing
35:09imagine
35:10how
35:10I
35:10felt
35:10when
35:11she
35:11laid
35:11it
35:11on
35:11me
35:12are
35:13you
35:13saying
35:13that
35:14I
35:15have
35:15another
35:15brother
35:25hey
35:25hold
35:26you
35:26know
35:27I
35:27was
35:27thinking
35:28you
35:28should
35:28talk
35:29to
35:29your
35:29mom
35:29she
35:30told
35:30you
35:30eventually
35:31but
35:31she
35:32owes
35:32you
35:32an
35:32explanation
35:33for
35:33why
35:33she
35:33kept
35:34it
35:34from
35:34you
35:34for
35:34so
35:34long
35:36I
35:36agree
35:37I
35:39just don't
35:40feel like
35:40talking
35:40right now
35:45someone's
35:46usual
35:46burning
35:49I'll
35:50go
35:50so
35:51you
35:51can
35:51talk
35:52about
35:52you
35:52don't
35:55I'm
35:55not
35:56ready
35:57I
35:59asked
35:59you
35:59rather
36:00than
36:00took
36:00a walk
36:03sure
36:03to
36:03join
36:04me
36:23holden
36:23holden it's me
36:26I'm sure you're feeling all kinds of emotion none of the least which is anger toward me from keeping this
37:03from you for all these years
37:07guess what they say about secrets is true they always come out son all I can hope is that you
37:19open your heart and please find a way to forgive me I'm sorry
37:35Lily I know this is a huge
37:37I'm sorry to dump it all on you like this
37:42no it's okay I mean
37:44you just found out I just I
37:46I
37:47I
37:47I
37:48I
37:49I
37:53wait do you know
37:56who it is?
37:58I do.
38:00Okay, well,
38:02I guess that's good, right?
38:03Because he could possibly be a donor for you.
38:06He's getting tested to see if he's compatible
38:08as we speak.
38:09Wait a second, you met him?
38:11A little while ago. For the first time.
38:14I'm sorry, he's here in town?
38:16He is.
38:18And the two of you know each other.
38:21Who is it?
38:23Paul Ben-Novac.
38:55Paul Ben-Novac.
38:59Paul Ben-Novac.
39:00Paul Ben-Novac.
39:00Paul Ben-Novac.
39:01Paul Ben-Novac.
39:08Paul Ben-Novac.
39:09Paul Ben-Novac.
39:11Paul Ben-Novac.
39:14Paul Ben-Novac.
39:15Paul Ben-Novac.
39:20Paul Ben-Novac.
39:21Paul Ben-Novac.
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