00:00My mum, she met someone who she would work with or whatever, and he kind of came into my life
00:04quite early.
00:05He had a son already. His son was about five and a half, six years older than me.
00:10I thought, wow, I've embraced the situation with open arms because I always wanted an older brother.
00:15I had an older brother, but he was never really there.
00:16I loved his son. You know, we were fortunate enough to go on holidays together.
00:20So he'd bring his PS2 over or whatever. He'd bring his Nintendo DS over.
00:24A couple of years of really building that kind of brotherhood, you know, I really loved him.
00:27I loved him being round and all these things.
00:29Eventually, what happened was is, you know, when he started getting into his kind of early teenage years,
00:34he naturally was, oh, I don't know what was going on in his head at the time, but, you know,
00:37hormones started to change or things started to be a lot more prominent in his mind.
00:42My memory is a bit blurry, but there was a grooming period.
00:45It started with him introducing me to like material.
00:48So I'm now seeing women and I'm getting an understanding of bodies.
00:52Naturally, he was trying to groom me into being open to that kind of thing.
00:57So like it started to progress from his material to he would hit me and he would make me hit
01:04him.
01:05That started.
01:05So now I'm now being exposed to kind of like a male anatomy here.
01:10I'm not understanding the gravity of the situation, what it means, whether it's right or whether it's wrong.
01:14And I didn't really care because this is someone I trusted.
01:15This is my brother.
01:16I didn't really care.
01:16So he's a Al pint.
01:16Hello John.
01:16Go ahead and watch.
01:16Bye.
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