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90 Day Fiance- Before the 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:25I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Like, can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:49Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:27I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:40They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:04I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07She and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry.
00:02:27I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane,
00:02:56and I was having sex with him while he was flying the plane.
00:02:58Like,
00:02:59I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventure stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it,
00:03:17but, like, I just don't.
00:03:19So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile in your face?
00:03:27You put a smile in your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end,
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk,
00:03:39Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son,
00:03:42and, like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:49But in the meantime,
00:03:50I know he's adventurous,
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool,
00:04:05so I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this,
00:04:09because it's A for I'm forever trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of heights?
00:04:14Not really.
00:04:15I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17It'd be fun.
00:04:18Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay!
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi!
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Elyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Sydney?
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today,
00:04:37and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet.
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:47Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:08Oh, my God.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:19Okay.
00:05:20I don't think Elyse realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know, it can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:28Am I going to be sleeping?
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:39I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50I don't want to.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes.
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:01Woo!
00:06:01Woo!
00:06:01If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken him.
00:06:06It's scary.
00:06:08Okay.
00:06:09Let's go.
00:06:10Jump in.
00:06:15Yeah, dude.
00:06:17Dude, that was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have the cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One, good job.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:30Woo!
00:06:30Come on.
00:06:31Come on.
00:06:31Come on.
00:06:31Guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38Dude, you did.
00:06:39I did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:47Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:55No, no, no.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59Almost there.
00:07:00Really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01.
00:07:03What the ?
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10It's so cold.
00:07:22I cannot feel my hands.
00:07:24How am I doing this?
00:07:27I'm shaking, like, this is not good.
00:07:30It'll be rough.
00:07:32Oh, my God.
00:07:34I'm scared.
00:07:35I'm freezing.
00:07:36Do you feel my legs shivering?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right.
00:07:43You're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:50I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Hey.
00:07:52Hey.
00:07:53You have to get down there.
00:07:55Get down there.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:58Hey.
00:07:59You're gonna be all right.
00:08:00Uh-uh.
00:08:01You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02Oh.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down.
00:08:25But the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm gonna die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:42Ah!
00:08:43Ah!
00:08:45Ah!
00:08:46Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:48Ah!
00:08:48Ah!
00:08:49Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:54Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:08:57Ah!
00:08:57Ah!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:11Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's gonna move to the Philippines.
00:09:43You know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not gonna work.
00:09:47It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus
00:09:57in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:09can do it.
00:10:10I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get you to the United States would just go out the
00:10:20window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit.
00:10:33Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive, I felt that I was kind of a bit
00:10:44scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's gonna cost, how much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you gonna live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:06I will take good care of yourself.
00:11:07And pay with all your money.
00:11:09I am a professional, and I could look, I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this, you could that, you could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here?
00:11:17How much, 900 a month?
00:11:19No, you can get places for $300, $400.
00:11:22A lot cheaper for a month.
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month, and that's right?
00:11:26Yes, yes.
00:11:27US dollars.
00:11:28So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42And we have, we have, I have him, he have me.
00:11:45Sheena.
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:47You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love.
00:11:53And happy homemaker, and being in a little house, and all that.
00:11:56No, no.
00:11:56I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Your mom doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:05Mom, there's gonna be lots of hurdles.
00:12:08But how the visa works here, that allows me to live here in the country, and get employment here.
00:12:15You've never worked here.
00:12:16You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:33But of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process, or you come back to the United States.
00:12:43Contact Social Security, and say that you want to start working.
00:12:48Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.
00:12:54See how you can save up.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for,
00:13:01that you know nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:26No.
00:13:27I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:29I'm six and seven. You're so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:32Lucy, I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:37Don't start the tears, Sheena, please.
00:13:37Stop. I can't. You don't know how I feel.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:13:44It's so stressful.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right.
00:14:02That living here in the Philippines is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was
00:14:08going to be.
00:14:10What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home.
00:14:38I'm going to work, make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:46I don't know, my love.
00:14:49If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story of Sheena.
00:14:57I love you, that's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married too.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:27Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:38I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:15:43I would really put an effort.
00:15:48I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:57I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:00Why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?
00:16:03I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:08Can you do that?
00:16:12Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay.
00:16:28Hey.
00:16:29Hi.
00:16:30Good morning.
00:16:31Good morning po, Ma'am Anna and Sergio Bon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balai Indang.
00:16:35Ah, the hair and makeup is up.
00:16:37Oh, okay.
00:16:38I'm going to put you in the top.
00:16:39Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:50Enjoy.
00:16:52Hi.
00:16:53Good morning.
00:16:54Hello.
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:01Good morning.
00:17:02Hi, Hanna.
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you.
00:17:04I'm Ray.
00:17:05This is my husband, Javon.
00:17:06Nice meeting you.
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:10Okay.
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:12I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:16We never had a real wedding, so today is very important for us.
00:17:22I'm very happy.
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:34But I want to stay positive, though.
00:17:38It's his first time to have his makeup done.
00:17:43I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:17:45Oh, no?
00:17:46No.
00:17:47No, I'm good.
00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:17:58I want to show Hanna how dedicated I am to make her happy
00:18:03and, you know, give her the day that she always wanted.
00:18:06But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness
00:18:13because obviously me and Hanna have different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:18So I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:27Okay.
00:18:29Wait a minute.
00:18:36So, are you excited about today?
00:18:40Are you kidding me?
00:18:42Of course I'm excited today.
00:18:43Very excited.
00:18:44This is just like a paradise to me.
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:50The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah.
00:18:52And, you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:01You know.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:19:08And, you know, I'm not good at, uh...
00:19:11Well, you don't have to write a long poem.
00:19:15Okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17Well, I'm not...
00:19:17It doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22There's just going to be a few things.
00:19:24You know what I'm saying?
00:19:25Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vows, I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens, not now, God will take me before him.
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me.
00:19:54And he will say, I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to going to see you.
00:20:13Mm.
00:20:14I would really put an effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it for...
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26Hi, Bubu.
00:20:28I love you.
00:20:29Love you, too.
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look, my bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:20:50And that's really disappointing.
00:21:05Oh, my God.
00:21:08Oh.
00:21:31I know Javon is not the most romantic guy.
00:21:37But I just wanted today to be fun, light, full of love,
00:21:45something that I can always look back on.
00:21:50I love him, but I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:22:30How did it feel spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun. I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:41Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:22:44So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel
00:22:48and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:22:56But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:22:59I don't have any of my stuff. I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:03And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it
00:23:15all today.
00:23:16But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:19He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:23:36I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:37And you've been texting with him this morning and what has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did. I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:23:48I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:24:07and that my feelings for him are so much stronger than how I ever felt about Michael
00:24:13or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:25To Kumru Bekova.
00:24:27The problem?
00:24:29To.
00:24:41Laura is keeping a secret from me, misleading me.
00:24:46And she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:49Yes.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel,
00:24:53I wanted her to realize, what is it
00:24:56going to be like without me?
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:21I know you like that.
00:25:36I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that I was the one
00:25:41that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:44I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:25:58So, why did you mislead me?
00:26:02But Michael made the move.
00:26:05I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who
00:26:11had had feelings at one point, that I was the one that
00:26:14hit on him, that you would try to put a stop to my friendship
00:26:20with him.
00:26:25OK.
00:26:26But the missing thing is I think you had feelings for him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:38But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder
00:26:50and so much more of the type of man I actually want to be with.
00:26:55Because I want you to know that I do love you.
00:26:58I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you.
00:27:14But like you said, I'm into actions.
00:27:28Honestly, I'm scared to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:27:44I don't know if I just cut him out of my life.
00:27:50Can you do that?
00:27:55When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa so I can live here
00:28:00in Belize?
00:28:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06No.
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving
00:28:11to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would rather live here.
00:28:14And I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:17It's just really weird timing.
00:28:19And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:28:42Hey.
00:28:43Yes?
00:28:44I'm gonna miss you.
00:28:46I know, I'm gonna miss you too.
00:28:49And I'm gonna wake up tomorrow by myself?
00:28:53Same.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:11Babe, you're my fiance.
00:29:13I know.
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:16It's crazy.
00:29:17You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:22Gonna go home engaged.
00:29:25I'm excited.
00:29:27Aww.
00:29:28Me too.
00:29:30You're my fiance now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32Any thoughts that you would never get married and settle down.
00:29:35It's crazy.
00:29:36I woke up this morning and I was like,
00:29:39ah!
00:29:40Got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like, when I get married?
00:29:45I don't...
00:29:46I'm gonna get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50You like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:57No.
00:29:58When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:30:01So I can come here and live here in Belize.
00:30:04I thought you were gonna apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:11No.
00:30:12What?
00:30:12What?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23And based on everything that he said to me on the phone, and since I've been in Belize, I had
00:30:29always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:41Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to be beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:01I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No.
00:31:14I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away.
00:31:22I'll be able to think long-term and how that's going to benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:35And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:31:39a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:31:58Okay.
00:31:58Sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:02Jeez.
00:32:03If you don't want to, then don't fucks.
00:32:08I don't know.
00:32:09I don't know.
00:32:10I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole
00:32:15time.
00:32:17So, quite a switch up for my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:28It's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44What?
00:32:44Nah, let's take that seriously.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Make a plan.
00:32:50Execute.
00:32:51Yup.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy.
00:33:01No, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:18Trisha.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance.
00:33:24We, when we were in Lucy Bay.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.
00:33:51How excited we both were.
00:33:57How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh boy, no, no, no.
00:34:13You didn't know that being here was going to have this effect?
00:34:16Mm-hmm.
00:34:21Oh boy.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:34:36She changed her seats on the plane and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:34:43And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:34:49She trusted me and I guess I kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that and I didn't say that
00:35:03in the text messages, but I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:35:13I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because for a while she was the only person I could really count
00:35:34on to be there for me.
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Colombia, and my feelings were very strong for her.
00:35:47It was so much chemistry, sexually, and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:35:55The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:01It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish, and she was hurt
00:36:15by it.
00:36:16And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me, and she was contacting me at this time.
00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we could please get together and talk.
00:36:37But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:36:42I don't know why she put period.
00:36:44I don't know if that means it's final, this is our final talk, or what.
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:37:02to know her family.
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of us getting married and having a family together.
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say.
00:37:21But I have to give it my all.
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:37:45Oh, my God.
00:37:49Trisha?
00:37:52Hello?
00:37:55Sit down.
00:38:01Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:38:05What did you expect?
00:38:07I'm not happy to see you.
00:38:14I just wanted to apologize.
00:38:17I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:38:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:38:28Four days.
00:38:29You didn't say anything for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:38:39You were with me.
00:38:43Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance when we were in Nusibay, I forgive you what should they be in Colombia.
00:38:54You're supposed to earn my trust back, not to break it a single time.
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that.
00:39:06But I didn't realize that she would take this and be cheating on you.
00:39:11Yes, it is cheating.
00:39:12This is where the cheating started.
00:39:17If I was in your place, me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good.
00:39:25So you don't know.
00:39:26Because you can't take it.
00:39:27I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.
00:39:31Why?
00:39:31It's simple, though.
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom if that's what you want.
00:39:39If you want this relationship, make her understand that I'm with you.
00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't know.
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.
00:39:49She does know.
00:39:50Tell her to understand that.
00:39:54Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:40:01Block her here and tell her.
00:40:10Nothing to say.
00:40:11I'm conflicted.
00:40:15I love you so much, but I can't block her.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:28Why do I know?
00:40:31I'm having the best time of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall, and I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:40:36I'm scared of this.
00:40:38I get down to the bottom, and I see all these people surrounding Elise, and I start to think,
00:40:44oh, is she okay?
00:40:45I'm going to cry.
00:41:14I'm having the best time they're about to go future decisions.
00:41:15We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter, challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Javon and Annalyn, it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:41:35Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:38Thomas.
00:41:47I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey, and always protect you and be there for you, and also learn
00:42:02to be more patient and put up with your sassiness.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:14Javon delivered his vows, and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry, but when I look at
00:42:23his eyes, I could feel the sincerity.
00:42:29I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person.
00:42:37I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:42:42You can always count on me.
00:42:44You'll never feel alone again.
00:42:47And I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks, even though I keep nagging you.
00:42:55And I don't expect you to be perfect, because no one is.
00:43:00But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:43:03I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too.
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn, today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to one another.
00:43:17It is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:43:22Oh, one second.
00:43:23Do you have something to give up?
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:30Is that the one you wanted?
00:43:38All right, now we can get on with it.
00:43:42You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:43:54You did so good.
00:43:55Oh, great, actually.
00:43:58It was so great.
00:44:03And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me, but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:44:10You finally have my wedding ring.
00:44:13Aw, thank you.
00:44:16Yeah.
00:44:19Congratulations.
00:44:19I miss you.
00:44:20I miss you.
00:44:21Yes, me too.
00:44:22Nice to meet you, finally.
00:44:24Hey, cousin.
00:44:26Thank you for coming and for all the efforts.
00:44:29Thank you for coming.
00:44:31Congratulations.
00:44:36Come dance.
00:44:37Come dance.
00:44:38Come dance.
00:44:38It's so pretty.
00:44:41Oh, my God.
00:44:42Okay, guys.
00:44:43The reception is over there.
00:44:46Go.
00:44:47Yeah.
00:44:47Go.
00:44:47Yeah.
00:44:49Go.
00:44:59Go.
00:45:00Go.
00:45:00Go.
00:45:00Go.
00:45:00Go.
00:45:00Go.
00:45:00Go.
00:45:01for me I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy because it's been a long time that they've
00:45:07waited to see each other to be together I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their
00:45:13relationship but I've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other
00:45:19with how they were going to work out with their relationship so I'm really happy for seeing that
00:45:24now it's just so overwhelming boo I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before I just feel
00:45:46so loved this is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life it was the best night
00:46:02I'm
00:46:04eternally grateful yeah
00:46:43is she dead
00:46:52look I know it does look scary like there's a job but she's very safe I know the guy at
00:46:57the top can
00:46:57sort of you know belay her down and you know do it himself I'm having the best time of my
00:47:03life I'm
00:47:04you know I'm sailing down getting the waterfall in you know I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen
00:47:14but um I get down to the bottom and I see all these people you know surrounding Elise
00:47:28I start to think oh you know is she okay
00:47:46I am feeling so overwhelmed so scared so cold and just like so tired but I'm so happy Josh is
00:47:55there to
00:47:55comfort me that was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life I thought I was gonna die
00:48:06I need to get trying so I can keep you in Josh always knows how to calm me down like
00:48:13his physical
00:48:13touch just makes me feel like safe it's like a quality I love about him that was amazing
00:48:19my boyfriend saved the day he really helped me
00:48:30oh my god that was a crazy I mean here I am trying to book this fun adventure and
00:48:36becomes a complete and utter disaster for me well I had the best time I'd do it all over again
00:48:41probably not right now no I think we can say that we've been there done that and let's try and
00:48:47uh forget it yes okay
00:49:06why who is that nothing
00:49:13what do you mean nothing
00:49:29at least really went above and beyond for me today so I want to do something nice for her and
00:49:33stop by anchor point it's supposed to have these stunning views but unfortunately I just got a text
00:49:39with some bad news and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elise without her freaking
00:49:44out
00:49:46I am yeah I'm nervous stunning pretty amazing I'm where I've never been here
00:49:56checking things off your bucket list huh yeah
00:50:06listen I have to tell you something are you okay baby
00:50:09um we're not going to be able to talk to my son
00:50:17why it's just not possible today
00:50:21there's other people to consider as well
00:50:23you know him his mother sorry
00:50:32wow
00:50:34I'll let you down I didn't mean for it to happen like that
00:50:39so I'm sorry
00:50:41well that's really upsetting that we're not going to be able to video chat him
00:50:45yeah it is
00:50:46I told you I want to meet people in your life I want to see into your world I'm here
00:50:52yeah well maybe I'm just good at disappointing you
00:50:55good at disappointing people so
00:50:56maybe that's just me
00:51:00it's more than just a broken promise
00:51:03the fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able to meet his son is like scary
00:51:08that is very important aspect of his life
00:51:13and you should be pushing harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son
00:51:19like maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough
00:51:21like settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us
00:51:27you just say it so nonchalantly like I let you down like
00:51:30what else I'm disappointed I'm upset
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away
00:51:42so you're like
00:51:44okay to walk away
00:51:46I didn't say that
00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away
00:51:52I'm so cold
00:51:53do you want me to run and get your jumper
00:51:56I'll get you my black one
00:52:07what just happened?
00:52:08he just said to me
00:52:10basically I can walk away
00:52:12and it's just not going to happen
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son
00:52:14and like I'm trying to be so nice and help him out
00:52:16and like I do care about him a lot
00:52:18like I do I like him
00:52:20but if he's like so easy for me to walk away
00:52:22then what is it going to be on the other side of the world?
00:52:29what's going on?
00:52:31what do you mean you disrespect me?
00:52:34you just told me I could walk away
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away
00:52:44I'm not perfect
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball
00:52:46but I will try and be better for you
00:52:54you say you don't live up to your expectations
00:52:56you say you dropped the ball
00:52:58like I'm falling for someone that's like
00:53:00what do you want me to do?
00:53:01like I'm scared
00:53:02yeah I know
00:53:03I'm really sorry
00:53:04it means a lot that you're upset about this
00:53:07because I'm upset about it
00:53:08but I don't want you to think
00:53:09that I didn't want you to speak to him
00:53:11it will happen
00:53:12you guys will play a big big part
00:53:32I don't even know what's going on in this moment
00:53:41I literally nearly died today
00:53:42he just told me
00:53:43it's okay if I walk away from him
00:53:44and now he's telling me he's in love with me
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before
00:53:49and like of course it's so nice to hear
00:53:52but I mean he's telling me this
00:53:53right after giving me the bad news
00:53:57it's like does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00please don't get angry
00:54:02let's figure it out
00:54:03sorry it didn't happen right now
00:54:05if I want him as my husband
00:54:07I need to be able to trust him full heartedly
00:54:11but I don't feel like I can trust him right now
00:54:13and that sucks
00:54:22so once I leave
00:54:24really gotta trust each other
00:54:26and don't be drunk and stupid
00:54:29I have a fiance now
00:54:31what are you talking about?
00:54:32you trust me babe?
00:54:37why are you so low, Sherry?
00:54:59why are you so low, Sherry?
00:55:05and mine is taking me from you
00:55:08and yours is headed towards the western coast
00:55:12I can't follow you, hold me close
00:55:15I feel hollow, I love you most
00:55:17it's been a beautiful ride
00:55:21I miss you so much
00:55:22I miss you too
00:55:24I plan to visit you soon
00:55:25yeah?
00:55:26yeah, like I mean well I don't know how quick we're gonna move on this violent situation
00:55:31I want to do some research first
00:55:34this whole time I was picturing us living in Belize
00:55:38that's kind of what we talked about
00:55:41so now I just feel like it's a sudden change up
00:55:43but I understand why
00:55:45I understand why
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to just completely ditch Belize and never come back
00:55:50you know?
00:55:51yeah
00:55:52I could see us living in the States though for a little bit
00:55:55making some money
00:55:57coming back to Belize
00:55:58building a nice house
00:55:59getting a Belize
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out
00:56:06that said, I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08because I believe love is more important than the location
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other
00:56:15our paths crossed for a reason
00:56:17and I'm completely in love with him
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him
00:56:24here we go
00:56:31why are you so emotional?
00:56:33yeah, so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:56:41I'm just happy
00:56:48so once I leave
00:56:49we just really got to trust each other
00:56:53I got to
00:56:54when it comes to stuff like that
00:56:55I got to
00:56:56you're drunk and stupid
00:56:56I have a fiance now
00:56:57what are you talking about?
00:56:59you trust me babe?
00:57:01I do
00:57:06what happened?
00:57:10do you want to miss me?
00:57:12you're so torn
00:57:20I hate crying
00:57:22it's okay
00:57:41this trip has been a lot of great times
00:57:44but also a lot of hurdles
00:57:47you know, they say that
00:57:49a plane can't fly without resistance
00:57:52we had a lot of resistance
00:57:54and we still made it through that
00:58:20it's sad leaving Stig
00:58:24but the trip was amazing
00:58:26I can just see us living in Arizona
00:58:28having a little family
00:58:31I just see a lot of positives in our future
00:58:34and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now
00:58:58I'm really excited about the future
00:59:00I'm really excited to get married
00:59:04in America
00:59:05there's a lot more opportunities
00:59:06for me as an artist
00:59:07for me to make good money
00:59:09real money
00:59:09I could network with people
00:59:11I could network with other big dancehall artists
00:59:14bigger than myself
00:59:14and I know people
00:59:16not in Arizona
00:59:17I don't know nobody
00:59:20actually
00:59:21I'm more down to go to Houston
00:59:24there's more opportunity for me
00:59:26in Houston
00:59:26you know, my brothers are in Houston
00:59:28I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends
00:59:31I am a man who don't frighten you
00:59:32I am a man who don't frighten you
00:59:33I am a man who don't frighten you
00:59:33I am a man who don't frighten you
00:59:33Who else have you against you?
00:59:36My ex is in Houston
00:59:37but they are
00:59:41I really ain't worried about her
00:59:43I don't have a ring on
00:59:44but hey
00:59:50Nah, come on
00:59:52I'm playing
00:59:53I'm engaging
00:59:54I mean
01:00:02We had our plans
01:00:04This is the best way
01:00:06for us to be together
01:00:08faster together
01:00:09You can't let mom
01:00:10change your mind
01:00:11I think Forrest's mom
01:00:14is much more controlling
01:00:15than he even would realize
01:00:17He's been manipulated
01:00:19Please
01:00:21I really want you to stay
01:00:32Would you feel better
01:00:35if I just cut him out of my life?
01:00:39Can you do that?
01:00:56If that's what it's going to take
01:00:58to fix this
01:00:59and for you to trust me
01:01:02then yeah
01:01:03I would do that
01:01:08Okay
01:01:11This is exactly
01:01:12what I was worried about
01:01:14The possibility
01:01:15that I would eventually
01:01:17have to choose
01:01:18between my best friend
01:01:19and the love of my life
01:01:22But BeerCon
01:01:23truly
01:01:24genuinely
01:01:24loves me
01:01:25and I think
01:01:26having the opportunity
01:01:27to be fully loved
01:01:28by someone
01:01:29is worth
01:01:30giving up my friendship
01:01:31with Michael over
01:01:38You know what
01:01:40I don't want you
01:01:42to cut your relationship
01:01:43with him
01:01:44We can still be friends
01:01:47He's a good guy
01:01:48He proved
01:01:50he's worthy
01:01:51of being friends
01:01:51I'm okay with that
01:01:53Thank you
01:01:54But friends
01:01:55not best friend
01:01:56not that
01:01:58weird friendship
01:02:05She's trying to do
01:02:06something
01:02:07to save this relationship
01:02:08and I appreciate that
01:02:10because
01:02:12once that relationship
01:02:13gets into the dead end
01:02:15nobody can get it out
01:02:17We're good
01:02:19It'll be good
01:02:20but we gotta work on
01:02:22I know
01:02:26It is always bad
01:02:28to lose people
01:02:30I lost a lot of people
01:02:32and
01:02:34I don't want her
01:02:35to cut relationship
01:02:36with her friend
01:02:38I'm not gonna be the one
01:02:40who breaks them apart
01:02:41you know
01:02:43Thanks for talking to me
01:02:51I love Laura
01:02:52because she has a pure heart
01:02:54and
01:02:55she makes me love life
01:02:58so
01:02:59I want her to be happy
01:03:23Are you okay babe?
01:03:25I don't know babe
01:03:37We're the last day
01:03:38in this beautiful
01:03:39apartment
01:03:41I know honey
01:03:42It's fine
01:03:51It's the last night
01:03:52in the Philippines
01:03:53with Sheena
01:03:53And my heart is cracking
01:03:58The talk we had
01:03:59with my mom
01:04:00is still weighing on my mind
01:04:05It's very annoying
01:04:06when my mom is right
01:04:07because she'll never let me
01:04:08hear the end of it
01:04:10On top of that
01:04:10it hurts my heart
01:04:12seeing Sheena
01:04:13get so emotional
01:04:13that I'm going to have
01:04:15to leave her
01:04:16But
01:04:17at the end of the day
01:04:18if I do everything correctly
01:04:20I know that
01:04:21Sheena and I
01:04:22will have a bright future
01:04:22and
01:04:23I hope that she understands
01:04:30Please
01:04:31I really want you to stay
01:04:37You can't let mom
01:04:39change your mind
01:04:39You have to decide
01:04:41this
01:04:41on your own will
01:04:44Sheena
01:04:46Honey
01:04:47We have overcome
01:04:49mountains
01:04:50We have overcome
01:04:51problems
01:04:52We have struggled
01:04:54through so many years
01:04:55even a pandemic
01:04:57We had our plans
01:04:59to grow
01:05:00and have a family
01:05:01I want you here
01:05:03And I know
01:05:05that this is
01:05:06the best way
01:05:07for us
01:05:08to be together
01:05:09faster together
01:05:10That's what I've been
01:05:11waiting for you
01:05:12for the longest time
01:05:18She and I can't do that
01:05:21It's literally
01:05:22tearing me up
01:05:23thinking about
01:05:24being away from you
01:05:25But
01:05:26I think mom
01:05:27was kind of right
01:05:29I want to have
01:05:30a bright future together
01:05:31When getting you
01:05:33to the United States
01:05:34is
01:05:35the best option
01:05:37And to do that
01:05:39I need to
01:05:40go
01:05:41and start
01:05:42work
01:05:43and do the process
01:05:44and make sure
01:05:45I have everything
01:05:45stabilized
01:05:46in America
01:05:52It hurts
01:05:53that Forrest
01:05:54happened to
01:05:54change his mind
01:05:56It feels like
01:05:57he would rather
01:05:58choose his mom
01:05:58over me
01:06:00I mean
01:06:01I understand
01:06:03if he happened
01:06:03to work in the U.S.
01:06:05he could earn
01:06:05much more
01:06:06better money
01:06:07But
01:06:08I am worried
01:06:08that Forrest
01:06:09wouldn't find
01:06:10a job that easy
01:06:11because of his
01:06:12disability issues
01:06:13I feel like
01:06:15he's been
01:06:15manipulated
01:06:16to think
01:06:16that living
01:06:17in the Philippines
01:06:18was impossible
01:06:20But
01:06:21it's not
01:06:22certain that
01:06:22this other plan
01:06:23is going
01:06:24to work out
01:06:26The faster
01:06:27I get back home
01:06:28the faster
01:06:29I can start
01:06:30the process
01:06:31And
01:06:32if I don't
01:06:33get the K-1
01:06:34against 9
01:06:34then I can
01:06:35come back here
01:06:36and stay here
01:06:37if things don't
01:06:37work out
01:06:38in here
01:06:39But how about
01:06:40mom
01:06:43I'm quite worried
01:06:45that
01:06:45she will try
01:06:46her best
01:06:47to make sure
01:06:47to stay
01:06:48in the United States
01:06:49forever
01:06:50This decision
01:06:51it's not
01:06:53my mother
01:06:53it's my own
01:06:54decision
01:06:57But
01:06:57I see a bright
01:06:58future together
01:06:59and I'm in your
01:07:01heart
01:07:01and you're in my
01:07:02heart
01:07:02and you're
01:07:03my true home
01:07:06I want to
01:07:07put my faith
01:07:08into him
01:07:08as my partner
01:07:09that he would
01:07:11find a way
01:07:11to be together
01:07:12long term
01:07:13But
01:07:14I think
01:07:15Forrest's mom
01:07:16is much more
01:07:17controlling
01:07:17than he would
01:07:19realize
01:07:21I know that
01:07:22Molly
01:07:22still have
01:07:23worries and
01:07:24doubts
01:07:25regarding our
01:07:25relationship
01:07:26and I'm worried
01:07:28that she could
01:07:29influence him
01:07:30and cause
01:07:31problems
01:07:31She could
01:07:33break us
01:07:33apart
01:07:35It's just
01:07:40It's hard
01:07:51Holy
01:07:52Holy
01:07:53Holy
01:07:54Why is
01:07:55everything so
01:07:56cold?
01:07:57Surprise
01:07:57surprise
01:07:58she's cold
01:07:58My god
01:08:00thank you
01:08:00so much
01:08:01Take that away
01:08:02She's a pain
01:08:03in the ass
01:08:04but it's
01:08:04in a cute
01:08:05way
01:08:05you know
01:08:06I like that
01:08:07How do you feel
01:08:09about me?
01:08:11I
01:08:11Like I'm falling
01:08:12for you
01:08:12But not in love
01:08:29Good morning
01:08:30Good morning
01:08:31Good morning
01:08:32It's a little chilly
01:08:33out here today
01:08:34I thought you were
01:08:35sleeping
01:08:35I was
01:08:36I just woke up
01:08:44Time to get back
01:08:44to Bondi
01:08:45Yeah
01:08:46It was a good
01:08:47little getaway
01:08:49Mostly
01:08:52I feel really sad
01:08:54This is our last
01:08:55full day together
01:08:56We're driving back
01:08:57to Bondi
01:08:58in a little bit
01:08:58And then tomorrow
01:09:00I fly back
01:09:01to Miami
01:09:02Hmm
01:09:03Did you wake up
01:09:04still loving me?
01:09:07I'm asking
01:09:08Yes
01:09:08I did
01:09:10I just have
01:09:11so many mixed
01:09:12emotions right now
01:09:13Like he told me
01:09:14he loved me
01:09:15and that means
01:09:16the world to me
01:09:16But at the same time
01:09:18here he is again
01:09:20not living up
01:09:21to his promise
01:09:21to video chat
01:09:22with his son
01:09:23I understand
01:09:24there's external factors
01:09:26but if you're
01:09:27going to see
01:09:27a future with me
01:09:28and maybe your wife
01:09:30like the fact
01:09:31that you didn't
01:09:32try harder
01:09:33I don't know
01:09:34it's just like
01:09:35scary
01:09:36I'm going home
01:09:37tomorrow
01:09:38and I have no idea
01:09:39what the future holds
01:09:41This is really heavy
01:09:44Your last night
01:09:45Hmm
01:09:48I booked us somewhere nice
01:09:49tonight
01:09:50In Bondi?
01:09:52Yep
01:09:52I'm fine
01:09:53Yep
01:09:54So let's go get changed
01:09:56and get home
01:10:07I never imagined
01:10:08I'd fall in love
01:10:09so quickly
01:10:09This has never
01:10:10happened before
01:10:12But
01:10:12Saying I love you
01:10:13and then not having
01:10:14it heard back
01:10:15I am sort of wondering
01:10:16where she's at
01:10:17You know
01:10:17Is it not as real
01:10:18for her
01:10:19as it is for me
01:10:20That is a bit concerning
01:10:26I've been gone for too long
01:10:29Finding my way home
01:10:35So beautiful here there
01:10:38It's nice to miss you
01:10:45Alright guys
01:10:47This is your table
01:10:48Thank you
01:10:50I've got the menu
01:10:51for you guys
01:10:52Thank you
01:10:53Thank you so much
01:10:56So cold
01:10:57But you're always cold
01:10:58Always cold
01:10:59They did say
01:11:00they have blankets
01:11:00So I'm going to ask
01:11:01her for a blanket
01:11:02Okay good idea
01:11:03God it's so cold
01:11:05Surprise surprise
01:11:06She's cold
01:11:07Holy
01:11:08Holy
01:11:09Holy
01:11:10Why is everything
01:11:11so cold?
01:11:13As soon as there's
01:11:14like the slightest breeze
01:11:15or the sun's down
01:11:16She's cold
01:11:17Thanks for coming guys
01:11:19Don't mind me
01:11:20I just brought
01:11:21some hand warmers
01:11:22I'm freezing
01:11:22I'm freezing
01:11:24I'm freezing
01:11:25Wow turn on the car
01:11:27I'm so cold
01:11:28Holy
01:11:29Cambole
01:11:30I'm cold
01:11:30You'd think by now
01:11:32that she'd know
01:11:32how to dress
01:11:33you know
01:11:33in Sydney
01:11:34I'll wear something
01:11:35a bit warmer
01:11:35You okay?
01:11:36Do you want my jacket?
01:11:37Yeah I do
01:11:37Yeah I'm shivering
01:11:39Oh god
01:11:39It's a little nipply out
01:11:41A little nipply
01:11:42She's a pain in the ass
01:11:44but it's in a cute way
01:11:45You know
01:11:46I like that
01:11:48Well you look stunning
01:11:49As always
01:11:50Alrighty
01:11:51I've got the blanket
01:11:52for you
01:11:52Oh my god
01:11:53Thank you so much
01:11:55Take that away for you
01:11:56Can we please get
01:11:58two spicy margaritas
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas
01:12:00Tahin if you've got it
01:12:02Tahin we do
01:12:03Oh I do
01:12:04How lovely
01:12:05Thanks so much
01:12:06Thank you
01:12:06Thank you guys
01:12:10Last night
01:12:15How do you feel
01:12:18About what
01:12:19About me
01:12:21Like in general
01:12:24Yeah
01:12:26I mean like
01:12:29I'm falling for you
01:12:30But not in love
01:12:35Not yet
01:12:40Josh literally tells me
01:12:42Everything I want to hear
01:12:44But I feel like
01:12:45He sometimes
01:12:46Kind of just says
01:12:46Things to appease me
01:12:48Like he'll say
01:12:49He's gonna do
01:12:51X, Y, and Z
01:12:52But there's like
01:12:52No action behind that
01:12:55You know
01:12:55There's one side of me
01:12:56That sees the future
01:12:57With him
01:12:58Like getting married
01:12:58And having kids
01:12:59But then there's
01:13:00This other side of me
01:13:01That's like
01:13:02Am I even being realistic
01:13:04With my expectations
01:13:05With him
01:13:05And is it just hopeful
01:13:06And wishful thinking
01:13:09I am falling for you
01:13:10I cannot imagine
01:13:13Going back to Miami
01:13:14Without you
01:13:16But we live
01:13:17In different continents
01:13:18We're a 16 hour
01:13:20Time difference
01:13:21You have a son here
01:13:24How do you plan
01:13:25To make this work
01:13:26Yeah
01:13:27I think it's a move
01:13:28Obviously
01:13:28It's a move
01:13:29For either one of us
01:13:31Whether it be
01:13:31Here or there
01:13:33I guess it's one
01:13:34Pretty big con
01:13:35For me
01:13:35To move into Miami
01:13:37Well your son
01:13:38Okay yes
01:13:40Okay so
01:13:40If I was to move here
01:13:42Where would we go
01:13:43Who would pay for it
01:13:44You and I find a place
01:13:44You and I find a place
01:13:45Together
01:13:46We move in together
01:13:50Okay but like
01:13:50Have you gone on
01:13:52A website
01:13:52And looked for places
01:13:53No
01:13:55Slowly
01:13:58Look
01:14:00I'm confident
01:14:01I'm confident
01:14:01I can call this off
01:14:02More than confident
01:14:07I'm scared
01:14:08I just don't know
01:14:09If I can
01:14:09I don't know
01:14:10So am I
01:14:10You just gotta let go
01:14:11Sometimes
01:14:13I'm just like
01:14:14I don't know
01:14:14If you're stable
01:14:19I want to make it work
01:14:21I believe
01:14:21But why aren't you
01:14:22In doing so
01:14:23I believe that it will work
01:14:25In my eyes
01:14:26I think you
01:14:27Will find excuses
01:14:28To make it not work
01:14:32Why are you hesitant
01:14:33I've given you
01:14:34A solid game plan
01:14:35And you're still hesitant
01:14:36You've had a hard year
01:14:38Like
01:14:39Financially
01:14:40I don't know how
01:14:40You're gonna be able
01:14:41To make this work
01:14:42I don't know
01:14:43Sorry
01:14:44That I can't
01:14:45You know
01:14:45I don't have a big nest egg
01:14:47You just have to trust
01:14:49Cause
01:14:50You are so
01:14:51Can you stop being rude to me
01:14:52Like seriously
01:14:52Like you are
01:14:53Like yep
01:14:53Josh
01:14:54Like that's your
01:14:55Cause you're being a
01:14:55Dick to me
01:14:56I am sticking up for myself
01:14:58That's all I am doing
01:15:00I still care about you
01:15:02And love you
01:15:03And you don't know
01:15:04How you feel
01:15:05So
01:15:05That obviously
01:15:06Throws it out in my mind
01:15:09Feels a little bit like
01:15:10You don't want it to happen
01:15:12But you don't want to admit it
01:15:16You think I'm not putting
01:15:18Anything into action
01:15:19But
01:15:19I feel like
01:15:20The ball's in your court
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere
01:15:31And
01:15:31Trish don't do that
01:15:32I will
01:15:33Even now
01:15:33I don't have nothing
01:15:34To do with you
01:15:35Please
01:15:35This is my phone
01:15:37I don't have nothing
01:15:38To tell
01:15:38Please
01:15:41I'll just
01:15:42Walk away
01:15:44And never
01:15:45Speak to him again
01:15:47I wasted my time
01:15:56I love you so much
01:15:59But
01:16:01I can't block her
01:16:04Why?
01:16:06Why?
01:16:07Why?
01:16:23I don't know what to do
01:16:24Because
01:16:26It's
01:16:27I'm in love with you
01:16:31But
01:16:31I do still have feelings
01:16:33For her too
01:16:36Oh
01:16:39And
01:16:39No
01:16:40Nothing else to do
01:16:43Nothing else to say
01:16:45I love you
01:16:47No, no, no
01:16:47You don't love me
01:16:54I asked her to choose
01:16:56Then
01:16:58You made your choice
01:17:04When Trish asked me
01:17:06To block my ex
01:17:08I realized that
01:17:09I can't completely
01:17:11Shut the door
01:17:13And I wanted to be honest
01:17:15About my feelings
01:17:18So you chose your ex
01:17:20Over her
01:17:20After all you guys
01:17:21Have been through
01:17:23I don't look at it
01:17:24As I
01:17:25Chose my ex
01:17:26Over her
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:33I look at it as
01:17:37Just not ready to let go
01:17:39Totally
01:17:41I love Trish
01:17:43But
01:17:44I mean
01:17:46Love isn't
01:17:48So black and white
01:17:49It's possible
01:17:51To have feelings
01:17:52For two people
01:17:54At the same time
01:17:59I wasted my time
01:18:03I look at it
01:18:04As a waste
01:18:07I'm still
01:18:07I'm still willing
01:18:08To try to make it
01:18:10But I
01:18:10It's nothing to do anymore
01:18:13I cannot be with someone
01:18:14Who still have feelings
01:18:15For his ex
01:18:17I'll block you everywhere
01:18:19Trish, don't do that
01:18:20I will
01:18:20Even now
01:18:21I don't have nothing
01:18:22To do with you
01:18:23No, baby, please
01:18:23This is my phone
01:18:25You didn't buy it
01:18:26You didn't do anything
01:18:27No, just give me
01:18:27I don't have nothing
01:18:28To tell
01:18:29Please
01:18:30Trish, don't do that
01:18:31Yes, I am doing it
01:18:32Right now
01:18:37I hate that
01:18:38It makes me suffer
01:18:39Again
01:18:42You planned a future
01:18:43With me
01:18:44You told me
01:18:45That you love me
01:18:47But I still have
01:18:49Feelings for her
01:18:54I do
01:18:55But
01:18:56That doesn't mean
01:18:57I'm going back to her
01:18:59And my feelings for you
01:19:00Are strong
01:19:02I still want us
01:19:03To go on
01:19:06I cannot do that
01:19:08I'll never be
01:19:09A second choice
01:19:10Of someone
01:19:11So
01:19:12I'll take my love back
01:19:15And forget about him
01:19:23Don't
01:19:27Don't ever bother me
01:19:29Can I give you a phone?
01:19:29No, no, no
01:19:30You made a choice
01:19:35Let's finish
01:19:38Good
01:19:39Thank you
01:19:40It's true
01:19:47I'm feeling
01:19:48Really, really angry
01:19:51Like
01:19:52I don't understand
01:19:53Why
01:19:54He make me fall
01:19:55In love with him
01:19:57And
01:19:57Break my heart
01:20:00Like
01:20:01He shouldn't have come
01:20:02To Madagascar
01:20:03Meet me
01:20:05I don't know
01:20:07What to say anymore
01:20:07I'll just
01:20:09Walk away
01:20:10And never
01:20:12Speak to him again
01:20:18I wish you realized
01:20:20That I do
01:20:22Love her
01:20:23And I do
01:20:23Think that she's special
01:20:25I want us to be together
01:20:27But
01:20:30I just wasn't ready
01:20:35That's all I can see
01:20:46Holy
01:20:46Holy balls
01:20:47Next time
01:20:48On Before the 90 Days
01:20:50I feel like
01:20:51I should ask
01:20:51For your autograph
01:20:53Jeez
01:20:54Give me your ring finger
01:20:56I'm asking you
01:20:58Will you marry me?
01:21:00We just
01:21:01Got things back
01:21:02On track
01:21:03And I'm worried
01:21:04That as we go back
01:21:05To long distance
01:21:06We're only going to have
01:21:07More drama
01:21:08And more problems
01:21:09Do you accept?
01:21:12Make it
01:21:13I'm in
01:21:14No shoes
01:21:16So today
01:21:17I decided to
01:21:19Take a pregnancy
01:21:21Yes
01:21:24Jovan
01:21:25Boo
01:21:27Because that is what
01:21:28I think it is
01:21:30Holy
01:21:30I'm about to be a dad
01:21:33You don't need to be with me
01:21:34It may have taken
01:21:35Seven years to get here
01:21:36But it's not going to take
01:21:37Seven years to get you back home
01:21:38I still don't completely trust Sheena
01:21:42She still manipulates
01:21:44Here I thought I was coming
01:21:46To get all these questions answered
01:21:47No I have more questions
01:21:49You okay?
01:21:52It's so hard to trust
01:21:54That he's going to come back for me
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me
01:22:01It hurts me deeply
01:22:03That it didn't work out
01:22:04Between Trish and I
01:22:06And I'm leaving
01:22:08With no hope at all
01:22:21I'm literally leaving
01:22:22For that report in
01:22:24One hour
01:22:25And he just left
01:22:27Like how can you tell me
01:22:29You love me
01:22:29And you're falling for me
01:22:30Then you bring
01:22:31The girls back
01:22:32And disrespect me
01:22:34Oh my god
01:22:35Nobody stopped sharing his location with me
01:22:37I am so exhausted
01:22:39From this emotional rollercoaster
01:22:40Like what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much
01:22:46To make Daniel happy
01:22:48I was so sure of him
01:22:50And now I'm just insecure
01:22:51He's not communicating with her much
01:22:54I wanted to find a reason why
01:22:56And I did find things
01:22:59Faith went on your email
01:23:01How come in your contacts
01:23:03You have somebody listed as wife
01:23:06So who is this wife?
01:23:11Are you ready?
01:23:13Tell me what happened
01:23:14I don't even know where to start
01:23:17Are you questioning the whole
01:23:25Relationship
01:23:26A real relationship
01:23:26That goes on
01:23:26I'm sorry
01:23:29What the fuck
01:23:30what the fuck
01:23:31What's she say
01:23:31You missed
01:23:31You missed
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