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56 Days S01E07 (2026)
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00:02Anything they start off fighting about, he can bring it back to that.
00:05I mean, this time, it's about how my mom never puts gas in the car,
00:08and he always has to do it when he's already late.
00:10Now, and somehow he brings it back to how my school wants me to apply
00:12to all these private out-of-state D1 colleges for lacrosse,
00:15and it makes him look like the bad guy, because he can't afford any of it.
00:18Shane, I mean, your dad is the Kevin Garnett of talking shit about Bridgefield.
00:23You know, and also, there's such thing as lacrosse scholarships.
00:26The Ivy's don't have athletic scholarships, and nowhere else is going to be a four-ride.
00:29Whatever. I mean, talking about why all these schools are no-go also pisses them off.
00:34You're so lucky.
00:35Yeah, I know you think so.
00:36I'm not even talking about being able to afford Stanford.
00:38Being able to afford to buy Stanford and rename it after yourself.
00:42St. Ledger University.
00:43Hey, shut up. Shut up, dude, please.
00:45I'm talking about not having to listen to your parents screaming at each other
00:48every five minutes over something you can't change and either can make.
00:52Well, I mean, to want to argue about shit, you kind of got to care about it.
00:56No, it's not that difficult.
00:57Well, I mean, anytime I want to stop caring so much, that would be great.
01:01But they won't, because they can't live unless they're up my ass.
01:03My sister can't either.
01:05I mean, Shiloh moved to fucking Pawtucket.
01:06She's still trying to be my boss.
01:07All right.
01:09What I would give...
01:10Here we go.
01:10...to you for one day.
01:12Just one, just to try it, just to see.
01:14Not even for the money, just for the, like, silence.
01:23I think I might have told Paul who we'd be here.
01:25Whatever.
01:25He's not a bad guy if you give him a chance.
01:27No, you say that every single time.
01:29He's just insecure.
01:30I promise, if you hang in there, it eventually stops being such a dick.
01:34Prove it.
01:35What does that even mean?
01:36What's up, fuckheads?
01:40You gonna be okay?
01:41What's up?
01:42What's up?
01:42There's a fucking man here.
01:44You're kidding.
01:44From Bridgefield?
01:45Yeah, that's right, shithead.
01:46Wow.
01:47I know Coach said you need to do more cardio, but damn.
01:53You guys are so into this place.
01:55I think it was cool for, like, you know, five minutes in middle school.
01:59Jesus.
02:00And don't you literally have, like, a massive house with a fucking helipad?
02:05There's no helipad.
02:06Why would anybody want to hang out here instead of there?
02:09Your dad have, like, no peasant rule or something?
02:12No, because I'm a peasant, right?
02:13A scholarship peasant?
02:14Yeah, I've been in there.
02:15Has your dad even lived in that house before?
02:18Like, even when you were a baby?
02:20Because my dad says your dad hasn't been back to Narragansett since, like, the 90s.
02:24How would your dad even know that?
02:25Well, he's in global finance, too, dude.
02:27People talk to each other, it's a network.
02:30Who cares?
02:31All this house is fucking freezing and none of the furniture is comfortable, okay?
02:36What the?
02:37Are you fucking kidding me?
02:38There's mosquitoes now?
02:39Come on.
02:40Is your mom in town?
02:41Is that why we can't go to your house?
02:43What's your fucking deal, dude?
02:44Uh, it's buggy and clammy here and it doesn't not smell like pee.
02:48You have a house, too, dipshit?
02:49Yeah.
02:49Well, they're selling it.
02:52Because the whole divorce is my dad punishing my mom for getting mad at him for cheating, so.
02:59That's hard.
03:01I'm really sorry.
03:04Thanks.
03:07Hey, how is your mom doing?
03:09Shitily.
03:09Why?
03:10It just sucks, that's all.
03:13Makes total sense why she'd be having a tough time with everything.
03:16Yeah.
03:18Makes total sense your mom would be running her mouth again about someone she barely fucking knows.
03:22Fuck you, she knows it.
03:23Yeah, from sidelines and sport banquets, but not really.
03:26What are you even talking about?
03:27You just seem like you know something, Shane, so you tell me.
03:30Your mom's the one saying shit she heard from somebody who heard it from somebody like it's fucking real.
03:34She saw it in the paper, though.
03:34Who reads the local news?
03:35No one.
03:37When MPD arrests someone, it's always in the local police blotter.
03:40I'm not saying it should be, but...
03:41She didn't think she was going to need a basket, and then she had too many things in her hands,
03:44so she was going to go get one.
03:46I mean, she didn't even leave the fucking store, and now everybody thinks she's a fucking thief.
03:56You know what?
03:56I'm sorry.
03:58Yeah, I'm sorry, too.
03:59Yeah.
04:00I'm sorry your mom's a bitch who won't shut the fuck up.
04:05Man, what's your fucking problem?
04:07Fuck!
04:10Hey, guys!
04:12Guys!
04:13Fuck you!
04:16Take a sec!
04:17Take a sec, baby!
04:18Chill out.
04:21Who are you to wave your finger?
04:26You must have let out your head.
04:30I hold deep in muddy waters.
04:34You'll probably be raised by hand.
04:37Shut up!
04:39Rob the grave, dust on the cradle, and let me ever dance down.
04:55You must have let out your head.
05:00Must have let go.
05:06Here we go!
05:07Yo!
05:08Fuck!
05:09Fuck!
05:11Fuck!
05:11Fuck!
05:58If I say it's self-defense, if I just tell them that it's self-defense-
06:02It doesn't work like that!
06:03They're gonna- they're gonna say it's self-defense!
06:04It doesn't work like that, but if we just-
06:06Because it was you that did it!
06:07You weren't defending yourself!
06:12Look, we didn't go to the Narrows today after school, alright?
06:15And we didn't- we didn't know Paul was gonna be there.
06:17He didn't ask me to hang out after practice, and he wouldn't have asked you anything,
06:20because you're not even fucking friends.
06:23I had to go home and babysit my sister anyway.
06:26So you gave me a rod, and then you what?
06:31Say it!
06:35I went home, and I studied for chem, until I got a headache, and then I- and then I
06:43went to bed.
06:52What about- what about your, um-
06:56Well, I- I wiped out during school and drills, and someone must have stepped on me.
07:03I'm sorry.
07:06I'm sorry.
07:09I'm sorry.
07:10I know you were just trying to help me.
07:13Save me.
07:16You're probably dead.
07:19Thanks.
07:46What are you doing?
07:48Nothing.
07:49Nothing.
07:53Where were you?
07:55Those are dirty.
07:57Yeah, whatever.
07:58Why you wet?
07:59Took a shower.
08:00When?
08:01Just now.
08:02When I thought I heard something outside.
08:05What did you do to your face?
08:06Nothing.
08:07You look like-
08:08No, I don't!
08:08Megan!
08:15Like, I followed that practice.
08:17Alright?
08:17And then I came home, and I took a shower, and I'm back in here.
08:20With you.
08:20Like I have been this whole time.
08:24Are you okay?
08:28Yeah, I'm fine.
08:31I'm hungry.
08:33You wanna make stove top swoosh?
08:55You want to go, so...
09:04If you go!
09:14ngoom
09:16And we were asleep in the hipнес.
09:18If you don't have any other questions about you...
09:18Yes, yes, yes!
09:54Hey, Oliver. I don't have him, but I maybe might this weekend.
09:58It has to be now.
10:01I'm sorry. It's really important.
10:06I hope you think so.
10:15Hello? Can anyone hear us?
10:17Gretchen and Kenji, if you're on, get off.
10:20So what's so cloak and dagger?
10:22I killed someone.
10:24What?
10:27Who?
10:31Paul.
10:34Paul Swarling.
10:36You're sure he's dead?
10:45Yeah.
10:47We were at the Narrows.
10:50Oh, it's we.
10:53Me, Shane, Martin, and Paul.
10:56Who else?
10:57It was just us.
11:00Okay.
11:01Stop talking.
11:02I need to think.
11:12Hold on.
11:13I'm Detective Sheehan.
11:15My lieutenant's just getting off the call, but we can start...
11:17This being recorded, Jerry?
11:19I'm out of custodial interrogation, so I want to make some notes, but first things first.
11:25Your lawyer here, Mr. Sykes, he filled me in a little bit on what happened.
11:29But obviously, I want to hear from you.
11:31Can you tell me about it?
11:33Just start wherever you're comfortable.
11:35If I have any questions, I'll ask.
11:41Yeah, I was, um, I was home, and I had been studying all night because I had a midterm
11:47coming up, and I didn't really understand the material, but I, uh, I forgot to eat.
11:54So, uh, after a little while, I got a headache, and, um, I set an alarm for early so I
12:01can,
12:01uh, wake up and do some more in the morning.
12:04But then I, uh, I woke up, uh, because someone was, um, was, uh, buzzing to be let in.
12:14And who was that?
12:17Um, that was, uh, Shane, Shane Morgan.
12:22Shane Morgan, okay.
12:24And this was what time?
12:27This was around midnight.
12:31Last chance.
12:32No idea.
12:33You have no idea?
12:35No.
12:36You can't think of a single thing happening they might want to talk to you about?
12:39Right, and I don't buy it, is why I keep asking, because I want to have some idea of what
12:43kind
12:43of buzzsaw we're about to walk into.
12:45You knock out some more streetlights or steal some shit, your buddies think it's nothing,
12:48but to regular people means real money.
12:50God, like you and your friends never gotten into anything stupid before.
12:53Except, you know what, no one at your school ever got into an Ivy League college.
12:56Probably doesn't even know what might happen.
12:57Oh, oh, shh.
12:59So Shane's going to the Ivy League now.
13:01Wow, really?
13:02Well, when were you guys going to tell me that?
13:04After we talked to the cops, I guess?
13:05Could you have a little faith in your son, please?
13:07Could we just...
13:08Because I have no faith in my son, right?
13:10So you're on with that whole narrative again, that I have no faith in my son.
13:13He could have a better future.
13:20Hey, great to see you.
13:24Fabulous.
13:26Listen, I wanted to tell your father to sit around here for a while.
13:31Please don't have a gun.
13:35Stop, stop!
13:36Hey!
13:37Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:39Hey!
13:39Hey!
13:40Now, stop it!
13:41Hey!
13:42Hold on!
13:42Stop!
13:43Come on!
13:43Easy!
13:44Stop it!
13:45Get out of here!
13:46What are you doing?
13:47Where are you doing?
13:47Get back inside.
13:48I don't know.
14:19I don't know.
14:52I don't know.
15:08I don't know.
15:38I don't know.
15:38Please don't.
15:41Please.
15:43I still think we should at least go to urgent care.
15:46I feel way better now.
15:48I really do.
15:49All right.
15:51Snow.
15:52An hour ago, you were passing out in your car.
15:56I don't know.
15:58I don't know.
16:32I don't know.
16:33I don't know.
16:41She's off the coast.
16:42It's her friend's boat.
16:44And the school knows.
16:45She told them.
16:46I'm going to have to mark you in an excused absence.
16:48I'll say, I saw you and I sent you home sick.
16:51That's not even a lie.
16:52Okay.
16:55And I'll leave you at the Amoxicillin.
16:57Take a couple more tonight.
17:00I know.
17:01I know.
17:03You're good friends with Shane and Paul.
17:06I know you're having a hard time right now.
17:08I wish you weren't having it alone.
17:11Go easy on yourself, okay?
17:13Understand that something terrible has happened to you, too.
17:20Try to give yourself a little grace.
17:28Oh, wait.
17:31Please, wait.
17:36And you're what again?
17:37The guidance counselor?
17:39School counselor.
17:40What kind of background is a school counselor supposed to have in this kind of thing?
17:43Well, I'm actually a licensed independent clinical social worker.
17:48But I'm working towards getting licensed in Rhode Island as a clinical mental health counselor.
17:53And what makes you think my son needs your help?
17:57I'm not saying it has to be me.
18:03But from the amount of detail Oliver gave me about his present headspace and what led to it, he's gonna
18:11need therapy from someone.
18:14And what amount of detail would that be exactly?
18:17Clinically.
18:20Enough.
18:22Enough.
18:22Enough for what?
18:25It's enough to know what really happened.
18:29Every time I think there's nothing left that can surprise me, I'll put you in touch with my personal accountant.
18:44Mom?
18:47Yeah?
18:51Do you want tea?
18:55No.
19:03I understand.
19:05This may be weird at first.
19:10It's okay.
19:11You do this too.
19:12You know, you see people outside of school.
19:15My real life goal was always this.
19:19So, I'm your first patient?
19:22Yeah.
19:23Yeah.
19:23Conor.
19:28Don't you have to be able to come clean?
19:32Tell the truth, you know?
19:35Be honest?
19:37What are you saying you haven't been honest with me?
19:41You didn't tell me the truth?
19:44Of course I have.
19:45Yes.
19:45I did.
19:47Okay then.
19:50It's gonna work.
19:51It's already working.
20:21You're dead!
20:21You're dead!
20:21No!
20:21No!
20:23No!
20:30No!
20:32No!
20:34No!
20:46Shiloh!
20:47You wanna meet us at the crib?
20:48No, I can't. Do a shooter for me.
20:54Hello?
20:55Hey, McGaiggy.
20:56Hi, Shai.
20:58Hello?
20:59It's not Shane, Mom.
21:01Don't tie up the phone.
21:04She just talked to him yesterday, didn't she? They're not going to let him call her again today.
21:07I don't. She knows what day it is.
21:11When are you coming home?
21:1220 minutes. I'm leaving work right now.
21:15Do us all a favor and stay out of her way, okay?
21:18Okay.
21:23You're packed. You travel Tuesday, right?
21:28Boy, orientation's probably going to be pretty hectic.
21:32A lot of new people, new living situation.
21:39What? What are you thinking right now?
21:44That you were right.
21:46That I might not be ready right now to go to Stanford.
21:55That I can't.
21:58Have you talked about any of this with your dad?
22:04No way.
22:09Well, you need to, Ollie.
22:15Call him.
22:17And tell him.
22:20I can't.
22:22You want me to do it.
22:25Please.
22:26Yes.
22:28Okay.
22:32Oliver St. Ledger.
22:33He dropped my brother off at our house in his car.
22:35Are you aware Mr. St. Ledger says he did not see your brother after school until Shane came to his
22:39house after midnight?
22:41Yes, I am, but it's not true.
22:43What the hell are you doing?
22:45Are you playing at trial or something?
22:47Is it supposed to be funny?
22:49No.
22:50Because it isn't.
22:51I know.
22:52I did see him.
22:55Shane didn't come right home after practice.
22:57He didn't come home until later.
22:58And when he did, I saw him.
23:01I saw him getting out of Oliver's car.
23:03I can't believe you're doing this right now.
23:04I cannot believe you can't see how wrong it is for you to do this right now.
23:10It's not like that.
23:11It's really true.
23:11It's never like that, right?
23:14Like when your teacher kicked you.
23:16Like when the woman in the stop and shop tried to kidnap you.
23:18It's never about you wanting attention.
23:20It's always true.
23:21The jury is deciding right now, Megan.
23:24Remember?
23:26They're all sitting in a room talking about whether they're going to send your brother to prison for life.
23:35Now, I'm sorry that we are also terrified of that, that we can't put our attention on you.
23:40I'm sorry that this is the worst fucking thing that's ever happened in the world.
23:44And you still have to make it about you.
23:57The people of the state of Rhode Island versus Shane Martin.
24:01Verdict, count one, voluntary manslaughter.
24:04We, the jury, find the defendant guilty.
24:22Six minutes, eleven seconds, actually.
24:26Pretty good for my age, huh?
24:29Anybody's age.
24:31What were you, last time you were in the pool?
24:34Out of 317.
24:36What the fuck?
24:38You're going backwards now.
24:40Are you even practicing?
24:43I'm not really sleeping lately.
24:50Since the verdict.
24:53I get it.
24:55All the more reason to stay disciplined.
24:58Here's the thing.
24:59Practice.
25:00You have to do it every day.
25:02You're staying on it, right?
25:03Rule your capacity.
25:05Your number broke.
25:06That's like anything.
25:08Just keep at it.
25:09Let me know.
25:18Sometimes I just feel like I have to call Shane.
25:21But that's stupid because you can't call.
25:24No, you can't call.
25:26I tried to go see him.
25:29To be put on his visitors list or whatever.
25:35When, um, when did you do this?
25:39I don't know.
25:40A month ago.
25:42They said he said no.
25:44Oh, well.
25:47That's understandable, too, though, right?
25:52If he said yes, would, uh...
25:55So I tried to write it in a letter.
26:01I am disappointed.
26:03He didn't feel like this was something you could talk over with me first.
26:06It felt like I could start with this.
26:13But then I felt like if I send it, is he even going to open it?
26:23And if he doesn't open it, then maybe sending it at all is still the point.
26:29I don't...
26:30I don't know.
26:31Okay.
26:32Okay, what about this?
26:35Shane knows me from school.
26:37What if I asked to be put on his visitors list?
26:41You know, I don't say why.
26:44But I take that with me.
26:46And I read it.
26:49How loud.
26:50And whatever happens next, it's up to him.
27:02I'm just sorry I couldn't make myself do it before.
27:06And I know it won't make me a good person to do the right thing now, but still.
27:12I'm going to fix everything.
27:16I promise.
27:23You look a little...
27:24Yeah.
27:25My food's pretty bad here.
27:26They say we're at weird times, whatever.
27:30I don't know why I didn't think you'd actually come.
27:32I don't know why it took me so long to ask.
27:35I mean, we didn't ever talk all that much in school, so...
27:38Oof.
27:38I'm sorry.
27:39I'm not saying that for, like, blame.
27:40No, I know you're not.
27:41I just doesn't reflect very well on me, though.
27:46So, can I ask how you are?
27:52I'm so sorry about all of this.
27:55It's just...
27:56It's really terrible.
27:58Yeah.
27:59It's pretty terrible.
28:00Yeah.
28:04In full disclosure, and I know I should have said this up front when I first asked to come see
28:08you.
28:08Are you going to try and write a book or something?
28:11Oh.
28:11Uh.
28:13No.
28:16I'm working with Oliver.
28:21Working with him how?
28:22Just counseling him as his therapist.
28:27So you're with him, then?
28:29Yeah, I wouldn't let him in, so he sent you?
28:31No.
28:34Although, obviously, that's a very logical first question to ask.
28:37What does he need therapy for, huh?
28:40Does he feel bad for what he did?
28:41Actually, yeah, he does.
28:43Which part?
28:44Killing Paul?
28:45Or killing me?
28:48I understand.
28:49It must feel...
28:51Unbelievable.
28:52What must?
28:53I don't know.
28:55How the world...
28:57Just...
28:58Still turning.
29:00Like you were never even in it.
29:04Like all I am...
29:05Is this thing I didn't do, you mean?
29:08All because I was stupid and tried to help my friend?
29:12Do you guys talk about that?
29:14In your little fucking therapy sessions?
29:16What he did to me for trying to help him?
29:19Because if anything else, you're just another person getting paid to listen to him lie.
29:26Shane, it doesn't matter what Oliver's told me, my job isn't to judge what the truth is, and I wouldn't
29:33be in charge of anything, even if it was.
29:36It's more that his pain has made me think about yours, and how I just, I can't imagine what you're
29:44going through.
29:44Or the strength I know you'll need to find.
29:47For what?
29:49I have strength.
29:50I know you do.
29:51See, I remember that about you.
29:53Like you said, we didn't talk much, but still I could tell you had character, integrity, that those things matter
30:00to you.
30:08Just, before I came to Bridgefield, I was a social worker.
30:11This was in Connecticut, and a lot of my clients were in your situation.
30:16With public defenders who were no match for white shoes.
30:19And?
30:19One of my clients, Dawn, her husband was doing 15 to life in McDougal.
30:28Dave had a carpet laying business with his cousin, and the cousin had a shady side thing where a guy
30:33ended up getting killed over money, and the cousin took a plea saying it was all Dave.
30:40And Dave just thought, he didn't do it, and that would prevail.
30:48He didn't know how to stop his frustration and rage from getting him into situations that just added more years
30:53to his sentence.
30:55Or how to live, knowing he was only in prison in the first place off a lie from someone he
31:00trusted.
31:03And compared to you, he was lucky.
31:08He wasn't up against people with enough money to make the world exactly the way they wanted.
31:19So, what happened to Dave?
31:21Is he still in prison?
31:25No.
31:27When did he get paroled?
31:32He did.
31:34I'm not going to go into details, if it's okay, just out of respect.
31:40I'm just never, never going to forget that phone call.
31:47There was one tiny silver lining, craziest that is to say.
31:51Dave's family didn't think so, but I know Dave would have.
31:55There's something called the doctrine of abatement.
31:58But if you're convicted at trial, even for murder, and you die in prison before all your appeals are exhausted,
32:04your conviction is automatically set aside, and your indictment is dismissed like it never even happened.
32:09But, when he died, because he died, as far as law and the world were concerned,
32:17Dave was an innocent man.
32:23Hey, finally no line at the vending machines.
32:26I'm going to get a soda.
32:28You want one?
32:47No, no, no, they must have, Mom.
32:48They wouldn't just say this is the prison calling, okay?
32:50I said this is ACI calling, and we're starting to...
32:53Okay, but that doesn't make any sense, Mom, okay?
32:55So are they going to call us back?
32:56He wouldn't do that to himself.
32:57He wouldn't do it to me.
32:58He would never do that to them.
32:59I'm going to call them, and I'm going to find out who called us, okay?
33:06It's terrible.
33:07It's a terrible thing.
33:09It's hard to even think about the kind of desperation behind a choice like Dad.
33:14Makes you think about all your own choices in life, right?
33:17All the things you've done or haven't done.
33:24Hey.
33:26Hey.
33:27Hey, hey.
33:27Hey, you know the Navy SEALs used this thing to help them calm down?
33:31They're just crazy, right?
33:32These elite warriors, they train, they practice, and still, they panic.
33:36Navy SEALs have to make themselves remember to breathe.
33:39In for four, hold for four, out for four, hold for four.
33:44It's called box breathing.
33:45The box has four sides, you just focus on the numbers and the sides, and that's it.
33:49Four by four, do it with me.
33:50Come on.
33:51Let's build a boss together right now.
33:57Oh, my God.
34:03Oh, my God.
34:16Do we have a...
34:17What the fuck did you say to my brother?
34:20Excuse me?
34:21He should go up out of nowhere, get in his mind, say who the fuck knows what, until suddenly
34:24he thinks he has no way out.
34:26Oh, my God.
34:29Can I just...
34:31I was so sorry when I heard what happened.
34:34Why were you even there, hmm?
34:36You didn't exist for Shane at school, and I know that.
34:37He never mentioned you once.
34:39To be fair, seeing that the counselor is not always going to be something the student talks
34:44about at home, right?
34:46You're telling me he fucking came to see you?
34:49HIPAA requirements say I can't tell you anything.
34:52I'm sorry.
34:53But whether he did or didn't, with a student body of 600 kids, being generally aware of
34:59all of them, and their various struggles, yeah, that was my job.
35:06Why did you go to the prison?
35:09To offer my supreme...
35:10No, I want to know what kind of apocalyptic shit you said to him.
35:13Besides that fucking Oliver St. Ledger sees you for therapy, which is...
35:17I just don't really know how to wrap my mind around that, actually.
35:19So he told you that, but he didn't tell you what else we talked about?
35:21Okay, he's figuring things out.
35:22He's taking fucking classes, and then here you are, and a month later, he kills himself.
35:28And you think talking to me had something to do with that?
35:32I do.
35:33And I think I have a lot of questions that I'm going to ask to whoever's responsible
35:36for you having a license to talk to anybody, okay?
35:38So just know that's what's going to be happening.
35:40Well, then maybe also ask them if they think someone without a baseline of mental instability
35:44and a history of emotional detachment of the home can be goaded into suicide
35:47by one casual conversation with a sympathetic relative stranger.
35:54Oh, this is such an awful thing.
35:57Look, I understand needing to explain it away somehow,
36:02but when an already mentally vulnerable person is put into such a challenging environment
36:07at an age where they're still struggling with coping skills
36:11and with the idea that the future even exists,
36:14not to mention a support system at home that just isn't up to the task in a real way.
36:19Fuck!
36:20Jesus!
36:21Fuck!
36:27So, as soon as court opens tomorrow,
36:29I'm going to file a temporary ex parte order of protection against you.
36:33And just to make it final...
36:35Fuck you!
36:35Okay!
36:48Did Mom go to sleep?
36:51She went to her room.
36:53Sure, she's not sleeping.
36:54Nobody sleeps in this house.
36:55Obviously.
37:06Okay.
37:07Talk show.
37:08Old movie.
37:08Infomercial.
37:09Where do you think Shane is now?
37:12Shit.
37:14I'm going to need a drink or ten for that conversation.
37:17Megan, I don't want to talk about heaven or whatever, okay?
37:21Because you don't think he is.
37:22If there is a place he is, I hope that everything makes sense to him.
37:26That he doesn't hurt anymore.
37:28Okay?
37:30Me too.
37:32Also, I wish there was a place like that for Mom to go.
37:38Yeah, I mean, Mom's still alive, but I get what you're saying.
37:44I saw him that night.
37:48What does that mean?
37:51Mom and Dad went to Holy Spirit Prist Bingo,
37:54and he was supposed to come home after practice and make dinner.
37:57But he didn't.
37:59So I made it.
38:01And I saw him get dropped off
38:06by a car that I saw.
38:10Whose car it was.
38:14Okay, well, did Shane know this?
38:16Yes.
38:17When?
38:19Right when he came inside.
38:20Okay, what did he say?
38:21He said he was home the whole time.
38:23And he never asked you to say anything later to anybody, ever?
38:26Ever?
38:28He thought he would.
38:31He was waiting, but he never did.
38:37Why didn't he want me to?
38:40You know what?
38:41Maybe he was...
38:43afraid.
38:44Yeah.
38:45Of you bringing Oliver into it.
38:47Of Oliver's family.
38:49Of what they might do to us, to you.
38:52I mean, who knows?
38:54People who can be...
38:56what they are.
38:58you feel guilty
39:00for not saying.
39:03Don't.
39:05Okay?
39:06It wouldn't have made any difference.
39:08It still would have all happened the exact same way,
39:11and you couldn't have stopped it.
39:12So please,
39:13please,
39:15don't let it derail your life.
39:19It's just so much.
39:20Okay?
39:20Okay?
39:21Okay.
39:22Here we go.
39:28Okay.
39:50Ms. Martin?
39:51One of them.
39:54Which one are you?
39:57Shiloh.
39:58Is your mom Christy? Is she here too?
40:00She's not here at the moment.
40:02You live here with her.
40:04Rub it in, why don't you?
40:06So, you're Shane's sister.
40:09Hey, can I ask a question?
40:10Yes, we are here to ask people questions about a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
40:15Specifically about the possible revenge killing of a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
40:20We spoke to Annette Sparling. She gave us your address.
40:22Does your sister live here too?
40:25Megan or Ciara Wise?
40:27Which one do you call her?
40:30Look, I don't know where Megan lives.
40:32Okay?
40:34I don't even know where she is.
40:37Or if she's ever coming back.
41:01I've just been sitting here watching you breathe.
41:06You're Megan?
41:09You're Shane's sister?
41:13Yeah.
41:20The day that Paul Sparling died, I saw you.
41:27And I knew that you were lying.
41:32But I was no one compared to you and your family.
41:38And there was nothing that I could do.
41:43And it just kept spinning out of control my whole life, even so many years later, spinning out of control.
41:51And I wanted to hurt you.
41:55And I wanted to hurt you.
41:56I really, really wanted to hurt you.
42:00And so I made a plan.
42:04But then I started to know you, and I saw how lonely you were, that I didn't need to do
42:14anything to ruin your life because you were doing that on your own.
42:23I really wanted to tell you the truth.
42:27I've had so many opportunities to tell you the truth, and I didn't.
42:38I'm sorry.
42:43I am sorry.
42:45He was my best friend.
42:47And your brother, he didn't deserve that.
42:53Your brother didn't do anything.
42:55It was me.
43:00I know that.
43:04But I knew that.
43:09Thank you for saying that.
43:12Because I think I really needed you to say that to me.
43:22And I was so in love with you.
43:27I'm so in love with you.
43:28yeah
43:55in case of that I am surprised that you are a Tom Petty fan
43:58but if I hear another Tom Petty song in the next million years,
44:00could it be too fucking too long?
44:02When was Tom Petty bothering you?
44:04When I was driving and you were sleeping
44:06or when I was driving and you were sleeping?
44:11So do we think Meghan Martin, slash Ciara Wise,
44:16is somewhere in the world with or without Oliver Kennedy?
44:21Yeah, we all know that.
44:23I said we think, not we know.
44:27But you do agree that that's the first road we should go down tomorrow?
44:30Okay, yeah, it's the first road, but it's not the only one.
44:40Wow.
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