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00:00:18You wanna know what it was like for me, growing up in Gilead?
00:00:23I'm ashamed to say that I believed in Gilead once.
00:00:27I guess it's easier to accept a story, even a childish one, rather than believe that the
00:00:33people around you are monsters.
00:00:42In this story I'm telling, I'm not really sure what year it was.
00:00:46Sorry, it's hard to remember actual dates because girls were forbidden to have calendars.
00:00:52Just reading one could cost you a finger.
00:01:04You learn to mark time in other ways.
00:01:07I know I still had my dollhouse.
00:01:09It looked just like our real house.
00:01:13It had my bedroom and the dining room, a wife's parlor, even an attic where the Martha slept.
00:01:19They're in the badlands looking for me.
00:01:22We're in the city getting out of the freeze.
00:01:25But the truth falls back on me.
00:01:28I'm free.
00:01:33I was a plum.
00:01:36I didn't have my period yet.
00:01:38In my world then, I made all the difference.
00:01:43It was all we wanted, and it also terrified us.
00:02:08It was all we wanted, and it was all we wanted.
00:02:23The commander doll was always doing very important work, just like my father, keeping us safe
00:02:29from heretics and mayday terrorists.
00:02:46The Martha dolls were always busy, but at night they would let the little girl doll sit in
00:02:51the kitchen with them, they would make her cinnamon toast and they would all talk.
00:03:03There is a wife doll, in blue of course, that would be Paula, who was my new stepmother
00:03:10then.
00:03:11Blessed morning Agnes, dear.
00:03:13Rosa, how's your leg?
00:03:14Please tell me it's better.
00:03:15Zilla?
00:03:15Yes, ma'am.
00:03:18It's kind of you to ask.
00:03:19Praise be his mercy.
00:03:22The high dusting is catching up with us, I'm afraid.
00:03:25Yes, ma'am.
00:03:26I'll do that after the commander's meeting.
00:03:32Thank you, Zilla.
00:03:34Zilla was new.
00:03:35Her tongue was removed as punishment before she was posted with us.
00:03:40Probably for blasphemy.
00:03:41That was a big one for some wives.
00:03:44Well, she's certainly an improvement.
00:03:47That last one we had was a chatty Cathy.
00:03:49Sometimes, when I was playing with the dollhouse, I would lock the Paula doll in the attic, which
00:03:55was not nice.
00:03:56The Paula doll would pound on the door and scream, but the little girl doll would pay no
00:04:00attention.
00:04:01And sometimes she would laugh.
00:04:04Is that the new skirt?
00:04:07Up then.
00:04:11Well, don't you look pretty as a picture.
00:04:15Thank you, Mother.
00:04:20I was worried I'd make you look gawky, but no.
00:04:30Praise be his mercy for not making me look too gawky.
00:04:35I'm an irritant to Paula.
00:04:39She wants me married and gone.
00:04:42I was born in the sinful before world.
00:04:45Please keep the counter clean.
00:04:47We don't want to get counts again.
00:04:49Yes, ma'am.
00:04:53Don't slouch, dear.
00:04:55Slouching girls get a fat husband.
00:05:08Just a minute.
00:05:12What's the morning, my son?
00:05:17And there is I, sweetie pie.
00:05:19Bye, Rosa.
00:05:35Once, when we were pinks, I smiled at a boy on the playground.
00:05:39Theon's taped my mouth shut and made me stand in the dining hall for two days,
00:05:43holding the sign for a slut.
00:05:44That was for smiling.
00:05:46I wonder what would happen if I kissed one.
00:06:11Theon's taped my mouth shut and made me stand in the middle of the garden.
00:06:28They were fun.
00:06:30Some parts more than others.
00:06:57Theon's taped my mouth shut and made me stand in the middle of the garden.
00:07:02You asked me what's my pleasure, I'm losing my pleasure, I'm losing my pleasure, I'm losing my pleasure.
00:07:08Come on girls, quickly.
00:07:11And tell you of my dreaming, dreaming is free.
00:07:24I don't want you to live on charity.
00:07:30Pleasure's real, is it fantasy?
00:07:39Gross.
00:07:40Hold it enough.
00:07:42God's justice is beautiful.
00:07:44I'm sorry, Aunt Vidala.
00:07:46Friends, these men.
00:07:50Do you know what crime they committed?
00:07:54Yes, Shinamite.
00:07:56Rape.
00:07:57Aunt Vidala, that's what the red X is for.
00:07:59It's for rape.
00:08:00Praise be.
00:08:01Friends, these men.
00:08:04These horrible men.
00:08:06These.
00:08:07Rapists.
00:08:08You say rapists.
00:08:10Rapists, yes.
00:08:12Thank you, Shinamite.
00:08:14Not rapists.
00:08:15I didn't know that.
00:08:16Friends, it's a ghastly story.
00:08:19These men stole a young girl, much like yourselves.
00:08:23This young girl was a kind who liked being the center of attention.
00:08:27Spirited girl.
00:08:28That kind of girl often earns a violent end for herself.
00:08:32Praise be his judgment.
00:08:34Praise be his judgment.
00:08:35These men saw this girl, and they were overcome by their urges.
00:08:40They came in the night and took her from her own bed.
00:08:45What about her guardians?
00:08:47Some of them were her guardians.
00:08:50The urges of men are terrible things.
00:08:52Those urges must be curbed.
00:08:54That is the burden that God has personally laid upon each of you.
00:08:57Just by existing, we were mortally dangerous to otherwise perfectly good men.
00:09:03They were helpless to resist us.
00:09:06Even us.
00:09:08The daughters of commanders.
00:09:10The most godly of girls.
00:09:31I was a precious flower.
00:09:34Then why did I sometimes feel like a prized pig?
00:10:04I was a lucky girl.
00:10:09At the Aunt Lydia school, pink dresses were for little girls.
00:10:12Plum dresses were for older girls like us.
00:10:15Predestined to marry high Gilead commanders once we became eligible.
00:10:19Which only happened if God blessed us with a period.
00:10:22Then we became greens.
00:10:24And got pins.
00:10:28Blessed be the fruit.
00:10:30You're insane.
00:10:31The skirt looks fine.
00:10:32May the Lord open.
00:10:33Don't bother.
00:10:34Even God knows Paul has no taste.
00:10:36Come along, friends.
00:10:39Becca was the first person I met when we moved here from Colorado.
00:10:43She was my best friend.
00:10:44Except we weren't allowed to have best friends.
00:10:47The aunt said that best friends led to keeping secrets.
00:10:49And secrets led to disobedience.
00:10:51And disobedient girls became women who were immoral.
00:10:54Obviously.
00:10:55We've been sent good weather.
00:10:57This blessing.
00:10:58You have your address for you?
00:11:00Keep moving, girls. Let's go.
00:11:02After lunch.
00:11:02Becca was already green.
00:11:04She was getting ready to be matched.
00:11:06She was moving on without me.
00:11:08But we didn't talk about that.
00:11:10This will be our third seamstress.
00:11:12My mother thinks if she gets the bodice just right, everyone will forget my dad's a dentist.
00:11:17Maybe she dresses you too.
00:11:19Blessed day.
00:11:20Blessed day.
00:11:21We've been sent good weather.
00:11:22But I received with joy.
00:11:23Very, very cute hair.
00:11:25Yeah, I definitely agree.
00:11:27Thanks.
00:11:27You're Martha.
00:11:28Blessed be yours too.
00:11:29Seriously.
00:11:29My Martha sucks.
00:11:31I look like I have a bedhead.
00:11:32Phunemite.
00:11:32Chitter, chatter, chitter, chatter.
00:11:34Flap your tongue around and you're likely to lose it.
00:11:37Yes, Aunt the Dollar.
00:11:38Have a graceful day, girls.
00:11:40More haste.
00:11:41Blessed be.
00:11:44Aunt Lydia was a legend.
00:11:46Blessed day, Aunt Lydia.
00:11:47She had been worshipped, then vilified.
00:11:49Thank you, Aunt Lydia.
00:11:50Then worshipped again.
00:11:52Blessed day, Aunt Lydia.
00:11:53In the four years since the War of Massachusetts, the purges had happened.
00:11:57As always, those remaining were able to shape history as they liked.
00:12:01Some people were hung.
00:12:03And some had schools named after them.
00:12:09At one time, we too were foolish, disobedient, deceived, and enslaved by all kinds of passions and envy.
00:12:16We lived in malice and envy, being hated and hating one another.
00:12:21But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, he saved us.
00:12:26Not because of the righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy.
00:12:32White was for the Pearl Girls.
00:12:34They were new arrivals from outside of Gilead.
00:12:37Converts to our godly struggle.
00:12:41Aunt Lydia and her missionaries gathered them from all over the world.
00:12:44They were mostly runaways.
00:12:47Of course, they had to be young, and possibly fertile.
00:12:51Weirdos.
00:12:58The aunts said the Pearl Girls came eager for a new start.
00:13:01They were even more eager to prove their godliness by telling on you to the aunts.
00:13:06We all knew someone who had been ratted up by a Pearl Girl.
00:13:10The passion of the converted.
00:13:13What a pain in the ass.
00:13:36Nice work, Constance.
00:13:38Nice work, Constance.
00:13:40Nice work.
00:13:51Pretty daisies, Hilda.
00:13:54Really?
00:13:55Thank you, Aunt EstΓ©e.
00:13:56They're actually black-eyed Susan.
00:13:57Should you be thanking me?
00:14:00No.
00:14:01No, thank him, Aunt EstΓ©e.
00:14:03Making me able, and for the flowers he made, and the thread.
00:14:09Pray forgive me.
00:14:11You are forgiven.
00:14:12Just be mindful around Alphidala.
00:14:17Aunt Gabbana!
00:14:18Blessed morning.
00:14:24Agnes.
00:14:25Aunt Lydia would like to speak with you.
00:14:32Come along.
00:14:35Agnes, get up, please.
00:14:37I'm sure it's good news.
00:14:39Back to work.
00:14:42I'm sorry.
00:14:49Bye.
00:14:52Bye.
00:14:53Bye.
00:14:55Bye.
00:15:09Bye-bye.
00:15:12by tradition only dead people are allowed to have statues I have been
00:15:17given one while still alive praise be your works aunt Lydia I have
00:15:23been prematurely petrified Agnes Mackenzie how the time goes by I have
00:15:36been watching you for quite a while now why aunt Lydia soon to be eligible may
00:15:44God make me truly worthy you will be rewarded if you are free of sin of course
00:15:51do you know why this statue was erected so you can always be watching over us
00:15:58yes we inspire the world with our good works Agnes do you agree yes aunt Lydia
00:16:05excellent I have good work that needs doing helping a new friend to feel
00:16:10welcome
00:16:17Agnes this is Daisy one of my precious precious pearls recently arrived Daisy
00:16:24may be joining your class she's going to be a plum perhaps I'd like you to show
00:16:31her around make her feel comfortable be her shepherdess it's an honor for you
00:16:37Agnes thank you aunt Lydia Daisy be a good girl and stay with Agnes lambs don't
00:16:44stray yes aunt Lydia thank you aunt Lydia wonderful go in grace
00:17:02thank you aunt Lydia blessed fruit may the Lord open
00:17:14painting and sketching
00:17:21music classroom
00:17:29comportments this way domestic management is upstairs with aunt L'Oreal hospitality decorating culinary arts
00:17:37fiber arts like embroidery vase making you can make a tablecloth if you dare and scripture class
00:17:46price be his word
00:17:49weirdo
00:17:51aunt Lydia didn't tell me much about you
00:17:55did she tell you anything about me
00:17:58nothing
00:17:59Miss Agnes
00:18:10did she ask you to watch me
00:18:14of course
00:18:15miss Agnes
00:18:18to learn how to behave properly
00:18:22discipline and corrections are in the on swing
00:18:25you only go there when you earn it
00:18:31and lunch
00:18:32blessed be his bounty
00:18:38this is the dining room
00:18:40quite obviously
00:18:43let's eat
00:18:46you cannot be mistress of a house
00:18:49unless you are the mistress of yourself
00:18:51do you understand me girls
00:18:53yes
00:18:55it is an offense to God to waste food with poor preparation
00:19:01if your meal is unacceptable speak firmly to your Martha
00:19:05do you understand me girls
00:19:07yes
00:19:09friends
00:19:10let us give thanks to him
00:19:16and
00:19:18God is great
00:19:19God is good
00:19:20thank you God for our food
00:19:22by his blessings we are fed
00:19:24give us Lord our daily bread
00:19:26Amen
00:19:29girls
00:19:32you may socialize
00:19:48what is all this then
00:19:50this is Daisy
00:19:51aunt Lydia asked me to make her feel welcome
00:19:53hey
00:19:56it's a blessing to meet you all
00:19:59get out
00:20:09we're enjoying very fine weather
00:20:12by God's blessing
00:20:16it's a high pressure system I think
00:20:20Daisy
00:20:20pray
00:20:21where do you hail from
00:20:23Toronto
00:20:24Canada
00:20:25Miss
00:20:27Shunami
00:20:29that's a beautiful name
00:20:31it is
00:20:34I imagine Canada is very different from Gilead
00:20:38Toronto has been forsaken by God
00:20:40and defiled by Satan
00:20:42it is suffocating in sin
00:20:48so do you miss it
00:20:52I pray it will be swallowed whole by the earth
00:21:00may he hear your prayer
00:21:08Daisy
00:21:10do you like soft serve ice cream
00:21:14food is one of his miracles
00:21:15they have it here
00:21:17strawberry and vanilla
00:21:18hold I will take you
00:21:20yeah I can make you a swirl cone
00:21:22I'm sort of an expert
00:21:24aunt Lydia urged me to stay with Miss Agnes
00:21:27ice cream is definitely one of his miracles
00:21:30and you wouldn't want to insult God
00:21:35you should get some
00:21:37come on
00:21:53they stuck you with the pearl girl
00:21:55what did you do wrong
00:21:56she didn't do anything
00:21:58this is unprecedented
00:22:00so what did Lydia say
00:22:02she said she's new here
00:22:04I'm just supposed to be a shepherdess
00:22:06I don't like her
00:22:07she didn't seem very nice
00:22:07well you can't trust her
00:22:08she'll tell you aunt Lydia everything
00:22:10she's a pearl girl
00:22:13Becca
00:22:13your mark is here to collect you
00:22:16yes honest day
00:22:21my fitting
00:22:22pray for me
00:22:23I wish I was green this season
00:22:26I wish we all were together
00:22:29it's starting to move very very fast
00:22:33it's a dress
00:22:34not a husband
00:22:37not yet
00:22:37well I can't wait to have a husband
00:22:39Becca
00:22:40pray
00:22:40come along
00:22:41shake a leg
00:22:43go in grace
00:22:45man grace
00:22:46I go
00:23:04you should tell on her
00:23:05you're a pearl girl
00:23:07for what?
00:23:08just say that she gossips
00:23:09or has a foul tongue
00:23:11sure
00:23:11or that she ran off to go get ice cream
00:23:13that could be possible
00:23:14she'd be punished
00:23:16you're an awful person
00:23:17stop
00:23:18I didn't say to make her
00:23:19a gender traitor or anything
00:23:21just something small
00:23:24Agnes
00:23:26I know that you are very very nice
00:23:28but it's time to plumb up
00:23:29and get her before she gets you
00:23:49cinnamon toast
00:23:51praise be his bounty
00:23:58thank you
00:23:59is it awful
00:24:00God never sends us more than we can bear
00:24:03sometimes we just get close though
00:24:08Becca had her final fitting
00:24:10she must be happy to be getting a new dress
00:24:14I'm sure she looks perfect
00:24:16she's a beautiful girl
00:24:19she could get an offer
00:24:20from a commander
00:24:21at the dance
00:24:23her dad could
00:24:26she could marry one who lives in Wyoming
00:24:29or anywhere
00:24:31not Maryland
00:24:33she won't move far if she marries a high commander
00:24:36they need to live near the capital
00:24:38she could marry one who
00:24:41doesn't let his wife have any friends
00:24:44try not to think about it
00:24:47so how did you meet your husband
00:24:51before I mean
00:24:56we met in a bookstore
00:25:00almost everyone we knew then
00:25:01was meeting online on tinder
00:25:03bumble
00:25:05we met in the cookbook section
00:25:08what's tinder?
00:25:11it's not something you're ever going to need to know pumpkin
00:25:15blessed evening ma'am
00:25:20the commander will be home Thursday
00:25:22has some things for the marthas to do
00:25:25you said your leg was better
00:25:27it is ma'am
00:25:30good
00:25:32head up to the third floor
00:25:33we'll start there
00:25:37yes ma'am
00:25:46I grew up riding
00:25:49when a horse would come up late
00:25:50my father would shoot it
00:25:54it was hard
00:25:57but it was the merciful thing to do
00:26:00haven't I told you that story?
00:26:03no mother
00:26:08they learned that
00:26:10sometimes you have to be hard
00:26:13sometimes you have to cut off
00:26:14weak branches
00:26:15and bothersome ones
00:26:18you'll understand when you're running
00:26:20your own household
00:26:23blessed evening
00:26:31gaston
00:26:32you so much
00:26:35you
00:26:36you
00:26:37you
00:26:38you
00:26:38you
00:26:49What's your name?
00:27:19Assembly time, my plums. Two lines. Two lines.
00:27:24Posture, Agnes. I'm sorry, Ovidala.
00:27:32Plums, please assemble in the dining hall.
00:27:35Hurry along.
00:27:36Thanks. To your classes.
00:27:37Cha-cha.
00:28:00Cha-cha.
00:28:03Blessed name is Agnes.
00:28:26Blessed day.
00:28:28How was it?
00:28:30May the Lord open.
00:28:31Fine.
00:28:33Shut up.
00:28:34It was fine.
00:28:36I feel like puffy sleeves.
00:28:44Blessed day, graceful friends.
00:28:46We need your energy because we have some difficult work to do today for him.
00:28:58Are you ready?
00:29:00Yes, blessed day.
00:29:01Yes, blessed day.
00:29:11Oh, someone's in trouble.
00:29:14Good.
00:29:14He's the gross one.
00:29:16This man is a sinner.
00:29:19Hidden amongst us, he was found touching himself, abusing himself on school grounds.
00:29:26Gilead trusted him to protect you, God's most precious girls.
00:29:32Instead, he chose wickedness.
00:29:34We do not play with the power of creation.
00:29:39What are they going to do to him?
00:29:41Quiet.
00:29:42He deserves our judgment.
00:29:43Do not relish in it.
00:29:45You are not blameless, girls.
00:29:48Shame upon any of you that tempt a man.
00:29:52Now, this is your decision.
00:29:55You will have to make many difficult decisions when you are wives.
00:30:00So, what do you say, girls?
00:30:02Should this man go unpunished?
00:30:08Or should he be paid?
00:30:11What is it?
00:30:12What is it?
00:30:16What is it?
00:30:17What is it?
00:30:19What is it?
00:30:21What is it?
00:30:22What is it?
00:30:23What is it?
00:30:24What is it?
00:30:27What is it?
00:30:35I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:30:38I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:30:48I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:30:51Oh my God.
00:30:59I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:31:04I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:31:07I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:31:08I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:31:10I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:31:10I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:31:11I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:31:11I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:31:12I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:31:14I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:31:16I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:31:22I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:31:37Daisy? Daisy?
00:31:42Fuck. What the fuck was that?
00:31:45They broke the rules.
00:31:46They cut it off. I saw his arm.
00:31:49Jesus Christ, he was fucking wide awake.
00:31:51For fuck's sake.
00:31:52Jesus, what the fuck?
00:31:58I'm sorry. Agnes.
00:32:01Agnes.
00:32:03Don't. Don't tell.
00:32:05Oh, sweetie.
00:32:08Agnes, help Daisy get cleaned up.
00:32:26How do you feel?
00:32:32They told us about assemblies.
00:32:37I didn't think it'd be like that.
00:32:40Like what?
00:32:50Thank you for taking care of me.
00:32:56When Aunt Lydia gives you an assignment, you do it.
00:33:01Miss Agnes, I am so sorry.
00:33:03I committed blasphemy.
00:33:06You were unwell.
00:33:08I took his name in vain.
00:33:10Agnes, there's no excuse.
00:33:14I know I must confess.
00:33:17Okay.
00:33:20Aunt Lydia is in charge of punishing pro girls.
00:33:28I need to learn.
00:33:29Praise be her discipline.
00:33:31I need to learn.
00:33:39Do you think she'll cut out my tongue?
00:33:43There were stories.
00:33:45Pray no.
00:33:46Not for this.
00:33:48Probably not.
00:33:51Okay.
00:33:54If it's God's will.
00:33:55If it's God's will.
00:33:57If it's God's will.
00:33:59If it's God's will.
00:34:00I can't.
00:34:01Agnes, I can't.
00:34:02It's okay.
00:34:03You don't have to.
00:34:06You don't have to.
00:34:08It was just us.
00:34:25God sees our sins.
00:34:33We'll pray together.
00:34:35We'll show contrition.
00:34:38God is merciful.
00:34:42Beyond's not so much sometimes.
00:34:46Are you sure?
00:34:51Our secret.
00:35:00Shunammite said Daisy was dangerous.
00:35:03She was right, of course.
00:35:06She said you should never, ever trust a pro girl.
00:35:09But that was exactly what I did.
00:35:21Blessed night, my girls.
00:35:25May God protect you.
00:35:28Blessed night, my girls.
00:35:41Amen.
00:35:42Be prism.
00:35:43Amen.
00:35:50God bless you.
00:35:54Amen.
00:35:58Amen.
00:36:00Amen.
00:36:04Amen.
00:36:07Amen.
00:36:30This is Radio Free Boston.
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00:36:35For our May Day heroes behind the lines, tonight's messages are on channel 99.2.
00:36:40And remember folks, don't let the bastards cry.
00:36:45Red Dog, Green House, White Barn, you have packages waiting.
00:36:49If you're in the Paperclip Club, sit tight.
00:36:52That's it for tonight.
00:37:24Oh, my life is changing every day.
00:37:31Every bust of the way.
00:37:39And all of my dreams was never quite as it seemed.
00:37:46Never quite as it seemed.
00:37:52I know I felt like this before.
00:37:56But now I'm feeling it even more.
00:38:00Because it came from me.
00:38:06And I opened up and seen.
00:38:10The person falling here is me.
00:38:14A different way to be.
00:38:40It was still cold.
00:38:41But I remember the nights were getting shorter.
00:38:44The shorebirds were back.
00:38:46You could hear them really high up.
00:38:48A sure sign of spring.
00:38:51I didn't know who my mom was yet.
00:38:54My real mom.
00:38:57That would come soon.
00:38:59I had no idea how much that would change things.
00:39:04Without calendars, you learn to mark time in other ways.
00:39:07It was when I became eligible.
00:39:10And when I met Daisy.
00:39:13It was when it all started.
00:39:16The aunts told us lots of girls never blossom because they're disobedient and prideful.
00:39:21And those girls are worthless to God.
00:39:24Getting your period was like a stamp of approval from God himself.
00:39:28I was one of the chosen ones.
00:39:31Me.
00:39:33Why me?
00:39:36There was a chance I'd be able to conceive.
00:39:39I was supposed to be ecstatic.
00:39:40And I was.
00:39:43But I was also scared to death.
00:39:46It's hard to tell one from the other sometimes.
00:40:04Blessed morning?
00:40:10Rosa?
00:40:14Rosa?
00:40:20Rosa?
00:40:25What on earth are you doing skulking around?
00:40:29Blessed morning, Mother.
00:40:32Going out for a morning ride?
00:40:35It's too early for your manipulative nonsense.
00:40:37What are you doing?
00:40:45Mother, as he blessed Ruth and Leah, he has blessed me this day.
00:40:50As he answered the prayers of Sarah, Rachel, and Rebecca, he has saved me from barrenness.
00:40:56By his hand, he will make me fruitful.
00:41:04Blessed be his miracle.
00:41:08Wait for me in the parlor.
00:41:16When Becca got her period, her mom was so happy she started laughing and crying at the same time.
00:41:21I doubt Paula has ever cried.
00:41:23Or laughed.
00:41:24We're not telling fibs now, are we?
00:41:27You know the aunts will do their inspection.
00:41:30No, I wouldn't.
00:41:36Welcome to the sacred calling of womanhood.
00:41:40There's a lot of tedious bother to the whole enterprise.
00:41:45These are called wings.
00:41:46They go beneath your underpants and snap shut.
00:41:49Like this, yes?
00:41:51Change the pads every few hours.
00:41:53Cleanliness is godliness, especially so on these days.
00:41:55You should never smell it on yourself.
00:41:57Understood?
00:41:58Yes, ma'am.
00:42:04I was scared my first time, too.
00:42:07Thank you for your help.
00:42:11It's a woman's duty to pass on this kind of wisdom.
00:42:16Of course, no one bothered to do it for me.
00:42:28Tabitha made this for you before she passed.
00:42:34It's a cover for your pad.
00:42:48See if you can see the rainbow through the wrong translation.
00:42:55As I was walking along the forest, I came upon an enchanted castle.
00:43:01I saw inside there were all these little girls locked up.
00:43:06Sweet, godly girls.
00:43:08They were all under the spell of wicked witches.
00:43:12Luckily, I had a magic ring.
00:43:15But the ring only had the power to save one little girl.
00:43:19So I looked at all of them very carefully.
00:43:22And out of the whole bunch, I chose you.
00:43:25Is that how I'll get a baby?
00:43:30You won't need to, sweetheart.
00:43:33You are going to have a baby grow inside your tummy.
00:43:36You got a baby grow inside your tummy.
00:43:47blessed morning.
00:43:49Agnes has blossomed.
00:43:52Praise be his mercy.
00:43:54How do you feel?
00:43:57A little sick to my stomach.
00:44:00It's a blessing to feel your body's miracle.
00:44:05Agnes will have some appointments now that she's eligible
00:44:07Yes, ma'am
00:44:08There's the new doctor, of course
00:44:10And the proper tailor
00:44:12And I'll enlist Dr. Grove for the teeth whitening
00:44:15We need to make her as appealing as possible
00:44:17Yes, ma'am
00:44:18Congrats, Agnes
00:44:25I prayed so hard
00:44:29How about some coffee?
00:44:32Isn't that what women drink?
00:44:33Yes, please
00:44:37It's completely obvious
00:44:38I'm walking weird
00:44:41You're perfect
00:44:45You're filled with his divine light
00:44:48And then a husband
00:44:53Yes
00:44:53We pray a kind one
00:45:03Real young woman
00:45:04Your mother would be so proud of you
00:45:08Rosa took care of Tabitha when she was dying
00:45:13She sat next to her bed and fed her ice cubes
00:45:19I heard they're redistricting
00:45:21Enjoy your special day
00:45:23Under his eye, sweetie pie
00:45:25Under his eye, Rosa
00:45:29Would people notice the difference?
00:45:32That I was a woman now?
00:45:35Was it something you could sense?
00:45:37Like a wild animal in the grass?
00:45:40Or smell?
00:45:41Like the air before a storm?
00:45:45What's it like?
00:45:46Like a guardian walking past you in the summer heat
00:46:08He set my feet on a rock and gave me a furnace to stand
00:46:13Amen
00:46:26Blessed day, Miss Agnes
00:46:27Blessed day
00:46:28Have you seen Becca?
00:46:29No, I'm sorry
00:46:30I was praying while I waited for you
00:46:31You don't have to do that
00:46:32Just go inside like a normal person
00:46:34Where are you going?
00:46:35Curiosity got Eve kicked out of the garden
00:46:38But Aunt Lydia said I should stay with you
00:46:41You can't come
00:46:43Is this about yesterday?
00:46:53Aunt Gabana?
00:47:27I know
00:47:30You're almost working
00:47:36Itγ¦γ ONLY
00:47:39strengths
00:47:40You're allγγ
00:47:40You're all very smart
00:47:40You're all very smart
00:47:41And we aren't going to
00:47:46beautiful show the light
00:47:48oh blessed day girls up up let's go
00:47:59girls up up someone's been lost
00:48:01let's go
00:48:12I'm
00:48:30I'm
00:48:31I'm
00:48:32I'm
00:48:32I'm
00:48:38I'm
00:48:41I'm
00:48:42I'm
00:48:44I'm
00:48:52I'm
00:48:52I'm
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00:49:01I'm
00:49:01Agnes Mackenzie what a day this is
00:49:07Aunt Vdala as he blessed Ruth and Leah he was blessed me this day
00:49:11has answered the prayers of Sarah and Rachel and Rebecca.
00:49:15He has saved me from barrenness.
00:49:17By his hand, he will make me fruitful.
00:49:21Praise be his mercy.
00:49:29Your blessing is a blessing upon us all.
00:49:39One of your own has been touched by his divine hand, girls.
00:49:43Praise be.
00:49:44Praise be, guys.
00:50:00Take my meatloaf.
00:50:02You need iron and folic acid and bioflavonoids.
00:50:05I'm stuffed, hold on.
00:50:09Is your menstrual paddle soaked?
00:50:13No, not yet.
00:50:16Cool.
00:50:17You're so blessed.
00:50:20While green means more work and dancing in public,
00:50:23and Agnes hates dancing in front of people,
00:50:25that could be a nightmare.
00:50:26Shut up, Shoe.
00:50:28I crawled into your tights.
00:50:31I'm sure you'll be next.
00:50:34My breasts have been feeling pretty sore.
00:50:37They look bigger, don't they?
00:50:39My father always said I was blessed in that department.
00:50:43Beck.
00:50:45I can't ask Paul if I can come to your house today.
00:50:48I can say it's for green stuff.
00:50:50Up, girls.
00:50:51I have another fitting.
00:50:53Up, up, quick.
00:50:53Check your tail feathers.
00:50:56We need you in corrections.
00:50:59Come.
00:51:00Pearl girl needs your guidance.
00:51:01On your special day.
00:51:03What a drag.
00:51:06Corrections were done in a separate part of the school.
00:51:09The aunt's wing.
00:51:11This room reeked of the aunt's.
00:51:13What did she do?
00:51:14I don't know.
00:51:15It smelled like boiled wool and sweat.
00:51:18It smelled of certainty.
00:51:19If certainty had a smell.
00:51:22This young woman made a confession this morning.
00:51:26She has admitted to using the Lord's name in vain.
00:51:33Agnes.
00:51:35Aunt Lydia entrusted you to guide this girl as you would your own child.
00:51:40I'm sorry, Aunt Fadala.
00:51:43You have been blessed with womanhood today.
00:51:47Is that a challenge you are ready for?
00:51:50Yes, Aunt Fadala.
00:51:51Then show me.
00:51:53Teach your strained lamb.
00:51:55Get up.
00:51:57You don't lounge around while defending his name.
00:52:04What must a sinner do?
00:52:09Pay, Aunt Fadala.
00:52:12She must pay for her sins, Aunt Fadala.
00:52:14Pay for her sins!
00:52:15Pay for her sins!
00:52:17Tell her what she is, Agnes.
00:52:20Dirty words come from what?
00:52:25A dirty girl.
00:52:27Dirty girl!
00:52:27Dirty girl!
00:52:28Dirty girl!
00:52:29Corrections was our time to unleash.
00:52:32And we devoured it.
00:52:33Dirty girl!
00:52:33Dirty girl!
00:52:34Dirty girl!
00:52:35Dirty girl!
00:52:36I'm ashamed of how much I miss it.
00:52:38Dirty girl!
00:52:39Dirty girl!
00:52:39Dirty girl!
00:52:40Dirty girl!
00:52:43Dirty girl!
00:52:44Dirty girl!
00:52:45Dirty girl!
00:52:46Dirty girl!
00:52:46Dirty girl!
00:52:47Dirty girl!
00:52:48Dirty girl!
00:52:48Whose fault is this?
00:52:50We understood power in rage.
00:52:52Dirty girl!
00:52:53Teenage girls appreciate rage.
00:52:55In Gilead, as elsewhere.
00:52:57You are nothing.
00:52:58You're a slut from the streets of Sodom.
00:53:01A child of sinners and wars!
00:53:03She was there!
00:53:03She heard my blasphemy!
00:53:06I swear to God!
00:53:10I swear to God!
00:53:17I swear to God!
00:53:36All right friends, have a cake!
00:53:50Open.
00:53:55A vessel unclean has no use in the service of the Lord.
00:54:05God wants you to put your shoulder into it, Agnes.
00:54:09I expected more from you on your special day.
00:54:14Now clean up and get to class.
00:54:31That soap is disgusting.
00:54:36I heard the Marthas used rendered cow fat and fireplace ashes.
00:54:43By his mercy, at least, Aunt Gabana smeared our tongues.
00:54:47But I've taught you how to stay silent.
00:54:50Agnes, I had to confess my sins.
00:54:54I made a commitment to God to be a good pearl girl.
00:54:58Oh, congratulations.
00:54:58You're being a perfect little pearl girl.
00:55:00I didn't mean to rat you out.
00:55:02But when you got all up in my face, it was a lot.
00:55:05Corrections are a lot for you.
00:55:07Assembly is a lot for you.
00:55:08Maybe serving God is just too much for you.
00:55:11I really am sorry.
00:55:13Why did you come here?
00:55:15Why don't you just go back home?
00:55:16I mean, not everyone has a home to go back to.
00:55:24Some people have crappy lives.
00:55:27A princess wouldn't get it.
00:55:33Vice Grace, I was granted a fresh start here in Gilead.
00:55:44Vice Grace, please give me a chance.
00:55:57And on this day of all days, I think you deserved every bit of that punishment.
00:56:03Every bit.
00:56:04Do you agree?
00:56:06Yes.
00:56:06You're coming, Mrs. Brighton.
00:56:07Please do say hello to the commander for me.
00:56:11I'll go see you, Mrs. McKenzie.
00:56:12Agnes, will be just a moment.
00:56:13Vice Grace.
00:56:18There are changes happening in your body and more on the way.
00:56:22Your prefrontal cortex is still developing
00:56:24and all the estrogen pumping through your body
00:56:26will tempt you into impulsive decisions.
00:56:30Dangerous ones.
00:56:33Womanhood is a test, Agnes.
00:56:35A life.
00:56:36Long.
00:56:37Long.
00:56:40The aunts didn't teach us science.
00:56:43My prefrontal cortex had no idea what Paula was talking about.
00:56:49Dr. Grove is ready for you, Agnes.
00:56:57I blinked and you girls grew up.
00:57:01Becca's going to be thrilled you're agreeing now.
00:57:04I'm glad we're in it together.
00:57:06There's a lot on her mind today.
00:57:08Now, Becca's a worry wart.
00:57:10It's just how she is.
00:57:12Open.
00:57:17Well, praise be.
00:57:19Perfect teeth.
00:57:20Just perfect.
00:57:23You know, maybe you could help her through it all.
00:57:27She's less anxious around you.
00:57:29I mean, you've always been so mature for your age.
00:57:35Okay.
00:57:37Only an x-ray to go.
00:57:38Can I get a size 2 bite wing, please?
00:57:49Now, I hope that this isn't too heavy for you.
00:57:56I imagine your breasts must be quite tender.
00:58:04It's not too heavy.
00:58:07Lovely.
00:58:09You know, you really are getting to be a big girl, Agnes.
00:58:22And that's that.
00:58:24Let's take some pictures.
00:58:27Excellent.
00:58:28Open.
00:58:32And bite.
00:58:34Perfect.
00:58:42Still as you can be.
00:59:06That's when I started having nightmares about my wedding night.
00:59:09About my husband.
00:59:13A dark bedroom.
00:59:17And then a smell.
00:59:20And then he was in front of me, my husband.
00:59:24But he had no face.
00:59:27I tried to run away, but he always caught up with me.
00:59:31Wake up.
00:59:34Agnes.
00:59:35Aunt Lydia.
00:59:36Yes.
00:59:37Yes.
00:59:37It's time.
00:59:38Come along.
00:59:53It's a chilly night, dear.
01:00:20Come along, dear.
01:00:48We gather here tonight
01:00:50as this daughter of Gilead
01:00:52comes of age
01:00:55seeking his divine protection
01:00:57and she will need it
01:01:00his protection
01:01:01for being a woman on God's green earth
01:01:04is no easy feat.
01:01:08In you go dear
01:01:09rub-a-dub-dub
01:01:19but we needn't look so far back
01:01:21to see the suffering of women
01:01:22do we?
01:01:24That's why Gilead was created
01:01:28to bring women back
01:01:29to their rightful place.
01:01:38The world would be lost without you.
01:01:41Who can bring forth God's children?
01:01:43Who will populate this world
01:01:45so his divine presence
01:01:47can be multiplied?
01:01:51Who but you?
01:01:57You join your sisters now
01:01:59in this holy endeavor.
01:02:18Agnes.
01:02:19Agnes.
01:02:30Agnes Mackenzie, jettison all that came before this moment and embrace your new role.
01:02:36May the generations born to your womb be worthy in his eyes.
01:02:42Blessed be the fruit.
01:02:44Blessed be the fruit.
01:02:48May the Lord open.
01:02:59A token of your passage.
01:03:02May he bless your new path under his eye.
01:03:07Under his eye.
01:03:08May he.
01:03:10Congratulations.
01:03:17Wonderful.
01:03:25Hi.
01:03:27Want some help?
01:03:31Thought I was going to drown in there.
01:03:34Me too. When I had my initiation, I feel like I'm still drowning.
01:03:43It's better that you're here now.
01:03:48Praise be. I thought you were mad. This was your season, and I was ruining it.
01:04:01I thought you didn't want me to be a green.
01:04:08I didn't. I didn't want this for either of us.
01:04:19I don't want to get married. I don't want a husband.
01:04:35But what else would you do?
01:04:41I don't know.
01:04:48Aunt Lydia said we get to leave everything behind.
01:04:54Everything that happened before tonight.
01:04:58Do you think that's real?
01:05:02What would you want to leave behind?
01:05:16It will be great.
01:05:18Pushing strollers together.
01:05:22Aunt's following us around.
01:05:26That does sound nice.
01:05:29All will be well, Rebecca.
01:05:32All manner of things will be well.
01:05:38I'm freezing.
01:05:43Yeah.
01:05:44Come on.
01:05:46Let's go home.
01:05:47Mm.
01:05:48Come on.
01:06:03Whoa.
01:06:08I don't know.
01:06:33I don't know.
01:07:07I don't know.
01:07:34I don't know.
01:08:28I don't know.
01:08:30I don't know.
01:08:51I don't know.
01:09:11I don't know.
01:09:21I don't know.
01:09:29I don't know.
01:09:30I pray you know smoking is not allowed, right?
01:09:35Yes, Miss Agnes.
01:09:38My apologies.
01:09:46Congratulations on your initiation.
01:09:55I don't know.
01:10:04I don't know.
01:10:06I don't know.
01:10:26Agnes.
01:10:27Agnes.
01:10:33Your father is home.
01:10:35He'll be pleased to hear of your development.
01:10:56You look so pretty this morning.
01:11:01He's in the parlor.
01:11:02I don't know.
01:11:11You're finished.
01:11:12All these things need to be fixed.
01:11:16If you're temp controlled, then I think the transport is going to be fine.
01:11:18It's certainly vital.
01:11:21Blessed morning, Angel.
01:11:57Father, as he blessed Ruth and Leah, he has blessed me this day.
01:12:01As he answered the prayers of Sarah, Rachel, and Rebecca,
01:12:04he has saved me from barrenness.
01:12:07By his hand, he will make me fruitful.
01:12:11I know he will.
01:12:17Blessed be the fruit, Agnes.
01:12:20May the Lord open, Daddy.
01:12:24Going to the chapel and we're gonna get married.
01:12:31Going to the chapel and we're gonna get married.
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