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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Can we just be done with the country of Morocco?
00:00:07Don't be mad, but I may have been texting...
00:00:13Mohamed.
00:00:15Mohamed told me to text him a place that we could meet,
00:00:18and I think if I don't see him, I'm always gonna regret it.
00:00:25I talked to that girl, and she said that
00:00:27you guys actually had hooked up a month ago,
00:00:31and that you're going to San Pedro at the end of the month with her.
00:00:35Call me everything. You want my location?
00:00:36I don't have nothing to hide.
00:00:38I'm gonna take your word for it.
00:00:41I really hope he's telling me the truth,
00:00:43because I can't be with somebody
00:00:46who's been cheating on me this whole time.
00:00:48He hasn't even said I love you yet.
00:00:50It's making me feel pretty insecure.
00:01:01They want babies.
00:01:03I'm just not ready to make that decision yet.
00:01:13Is it safe to come in?
00:01:15Yes!
00:01:16Oh, my God!
00:01:17Oh, my God!
00:01:17Oh, I know!
00:01:18Laura told me Michael didn't want me
00:01:22between the relationship.
00:01:24I took it as a move,
00:01:26and now I think Michael is coming to break us up.
00:01:30I enjoy pretty much violence.
00:01:34Do you like it?
00:01:36What I like?
00:01:37Violence.
00:01:40I want to get questions answered.
00:01:42I don't even think he can drive a boat anymore
00:01:44because of the work incident.
00:01:46Josh took a boat his company was selling
00:01:50and ended up crashing the boat into rocks,
00:01:52and he has a final warning at work.
00:01:55And on top of that,
00:01:56he lied to me about living with Nat.
00:01:59So are you jealous of me on our relationship?
00:02:01I think that she has a financial hold on you
00:02:03that's making you feel some sort of way.
00:02:05No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:07That offends me.
00:02:10Are you promising me that you will not go back
00:02:13to practicing same-sex?
00:02:15Daniel, I plan on marrying you for the rest of my life.
00:02:18I don't think I will continue with this relationship
00:02:20until my uncle comes.
00:02:22I'm terrified that his uncle will never forgive me,
00:02:26and this relationship will be over.
00:02:53Oh, my God.
00:02:57This place is a f***ing disaster.
00:03:00Like, I'm not used to living with two men
00:03:03in, like, a frat house.
00:03:04Like, gross!
00:03:06I need you to hold me
00:03:11Like, I woke up this morning,
00:03:13like, Joshua's, like, he was gone,
00:03:15and I asked him where he was,
00:03:16and Joshua said,
00:03:17I'll be back soon, like, XX.
00:03:19And I was like, oh, enjoy Nat's.
00:03:22And he, like, hearted the message.
00:03:23I'm like, what the f*** does that mean?
00:03:25You just hold me
00:03:28Last night, I went out with Josh and his friends,
00:03:30and it went okay.
00:03:32I might have said some things that hurt Joshua,
00:03:35but there's something definitely off
00:03:37with his friendship with Nat.
00:03:40I mean, he has been living with Nat rent-free.
00:03:44That's her financially supporting him,
00:03:47and that's super f***ing weird to me.
00:03:50So after finding out what I found out about Nat,
00:03:55my mind is just in so many directions,
00:03:57and I'm freaking out.
00:03:59Like, where is he?
00:04:01What is he doing?
00:04:02And I have no idea what to think.
00:04:05It's, like, such high highs
00:04:06and, like, such low lows.
00:04:08I just am, like,
00:04:09this f***ing place is a f***ing disaster.
00:04:12I feel like I'm living in a f***ing frat house.
00:04:14Like, I'm going crazy.
00:04:16Like, I'm going...
00:04:17I don't know what the f*** is going on with him.
00:04:20Just, like...
00:04:21I just feel overwhelmed.
00:04:23And, like, I want to go home.
00:04:29I just feel alone.
00:04:34I don't know.
00:04:35I woke up and he was gone.
00:04:37And, like, it made me feel like,
00:04:39was he at Nat's place?
00:04:41Like, where is he?
00:04:42And, like, and I just...
00:04:53What just happened?
00:04:55He left.
00:04:56He saw me cry and left.
00:05:07Why did you just leave?
00:05:10You're upset.
00:05:11So you don't care that I'm upset?
00:05:15You don't feel upset.
00:05:16So you just walk away from me?
00:05:19Sorry.
00:05:20Anybody need to talk?
00:05:22What are you upset about?
00:05:29I don't know what the f*** is going on right now.
00:05:34I ran off to do a few things while you're asleep.
00:05:40I've got work to run around for.
00:05:42Like, I've got to do jobs while I look after you.
00:05:45If you're asleep and you're in bed,
00:05:46perfect.
00:05:47Sleep in.
00:05:47This is the best time to get work done.
00:05:53This wasn't about a job.
00:05:55What was it about then?
00:06:22I walk in the door and I see Elise crying.
00:06:24And I sort of panicked and just thought, you know,
00:06:27I need to give her a bit more space.
00:06:31I know how fiery she gets.
00:06:33And maybe I didn't want a water bottle thrown at my head.
00:06:37I think I should have just told Elise that, you know,
00:06:39I had to work.
00:06:40But she texted me that comment about Nat
00:06:42and it pissed me off.
00:06:43So I guess I was just being a smart-ass back.
00:06:49Were you at Nat's today?
00:06:53I wasn't at Nat's today, no.
00:06:55I had work to do.
00:06:57They want me to drive a boat that I sold
00:07:01from our marina
00:07:02to get lifted up, put on a truck
00:07:04and sent to Perth,
00:07:05which is the other side of the country.
00:07:08They want me to do it
00:07:10in a few days.
00:07:11I've told them I can't.
00:07:13But I had to at least shut the keys off.
00:07:17Okay?
00:07:25I am falling for Josh
00:07:30and I want this to work.
00:07:33Look, let's go to the beach.
00:07:36It's a beautiful day.
00:07:37We can forget about this.
00:07:40Okay.
00:07:45Fair enough.
00:07:47But he's given me reasons not to trust him
00:07:50because he's lied to me about living with Nat.
00:07:53And I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:14How are you?
00:08:15What?
00:08:16I'm so worried.
00:08:19I'm so worried.
00:08:26Will you speak first?
00:08:29Yes, I have to speak first.
00:08:30I have to talk to him.
00:08:31He's my uncle.
00:08:32So I will explain everything to him.
00:08:35Daniel, what's going to happen
00:08:36if he doesn't forgive us?
00:08:39I don't know.
00:08:40I can't tell.
00:08:41Let's go there first.
00:08:44I'm still upset about Lisa telling lies.
00:08:47I'm sleeping with her fellow woman.
00:08:49But everyone is a sinner
00:08:51and everyone can ask for forgiveness.
00:08:55I'm really, really, really, really nervous.
00:08:58You're not even nervous, Mother Maya.
00:09:01You're not.
00:09:04I love Lisa, and she promised not to do it anymore.
00:09:09So despite all her mistakes, I still want to marry her.
00:09:17Holy .
00:09:20But right now, I feel like running away from where I'm sitting.
00:09:26My uncle asked her about this, and she told my uncle
00:09:30that it was a mistake.
00:09:32She lied to him.
00:09:33I don't know how to look on his face and talk to him
00:09:37because I've disgraced myself.
00:09:48How are you?
00:09:53Daniel, what's your name?
00:09:55What's your name?
00:09:56What's your name?
00:09:57What's your name?
00:09:58Um, I remember you told me that when things are going wrong,
00:10:03that we should inform you.
00:10:06Um, before you approved our marriage,
00:10:13there are some things she told me
00:10:15in which I told you
00:10:17that she have divorced two times.
00:10:20But after all the blessings,
00:10:23she told me that
00:10:24that she have gotten married five times.
00:10:29And, uh,
00:10:30she has not been divorced legally.
00:10:35This is too much.
00:10:37So, when I heard this, I was...
00:10:39I was shocked.
00:10:41I was shocked.
00:10:42I was shocked.
00:10:43Hold on.
00:10:44No.
00:10:44Hold on.
00:10:45Let me explain.
00:10:46Hold on.
00:10:46Let him explain.
00:10:47It's not yet time for you to talk.
00:10:50So, this is what she told me.
00:10:53And she also told me that
00:10:54from 21 years now,
00:10:56that, uh, she has been in a relationship
00:10:59with several women.
00:11:04May I please explain, uncle?
00:11:07Oh, wait.
00:11:08You told me that, uh,
00:11:11you have stopped everything...
00:11:13I have.
00:11:13...about, uh, lesbianism.
00:11:15I have.
00:11:16I have.
00:11:16I have.
00:11:16But why am I hearing this one now?
00:11:20Where is the honesty?
00:11:23Up to 20-something years
00:11:24with your fellow woman?
00:11:28This is an abomination.
00:11:31No.
00:11:32No.
00:11:34When I came to you
00:11:35and I told you I have stopped,
00:11:37I have stopped.
00:11:38I just didn't tell you how many times
00:11:41or what it was in my past.
00:11:43It's my past, sir.
00:11:45My culture is very different in America.
00:11:47I can't help what my past is like.
00:11:49I can't change my past, sir.
00:11:52I am willing to do whatever it takes
00:11:55to be with Daniel.
00:11:56I can't believe you.
00:11:58It's the truth.
00:11:59You are just telling me lies.
00:12:03Our abomination.
00:12:08I did...
00:12:09I did it.
00:12:11What will the gods of our land say?
00:12:16Because of this,
00:12:17because of this your problem,
00:12:18the marriage will be over.
00:12:22Thank you, Prince.
00:12:26Thank you, Prince.
00:12:28Thank you, Prince.
00:12:35I feel angry about Lisa.
00:12:37I gave her my approval,
00:12:41gave them my blessings.
00:12:43But now,
00:12:44she deceives me.
00:12:49Why is she crying?
00:12:51In spite of the offense she has committed,
00:12:55she is crying.
00:12:58When she cries,
00:13:00that makes me more angry.
00:13:02I feel she is pretending just to get sympathy from me.
00:13:09That's another offense.
00:13:11I forgave her the first time.
00:13:14And now,
00:13:15I withdraw my approval and my blessing.
00:13:22I have a gift for you, actually.
00:13:24You have a gift for me?
00:13:25Your book?
00:13:26Oh!
00:13:28That's so sweet of you.
00:13:29I'm here, too.
00:13:31You know, your boyfriend.
00:13:33I'm gonna get to know him.
00:13:34And when I realize his motive,
00:13:37I'll be the mother that stops it.
00:13:43I don't know how this meeting is gonna go.
00:13:46I mean, I have my engagement ring
00:13:48that Mohammed gave to me last year
00:13:51when he proposed.
00:13:53Putting this ring back on
00:13:54is actually bringing up old feelings.
00:13:56It actually feels nice to have it on.
00:13:59I just feel like there's a lot of things
00:14:00that were left unsaid.
00:14:26Do you like it?
00:14:28Do I like this movie, or...?
00:14:30Violence.
00:14:31Oh, you've got to go make this face.
00:14:32Oh, you've got things!
00:14:34Oh, you've got to go make this face.
00:14:36Oh, you've got to go make this face.
00:14:46So who came all the way?
00:14:52Yeah, I thought I'd check in on Laura,
00:14:55see how she's doing.
00:14:56Yeah, she's good, she's happy.
00:14:59She's happy? Okay, good. I'm glad to hear that.
00:15:01Yeah.
00:15:14I have a gift for you, actually.
00:15:16You have a gift for me?
00:15:16I actually have two gifts for you.
00:15:18Oh, that's so sweet.
00:15:19Would you like me to gift them?
00:15:20I would love that, thank you.
00:15:21Okay.
00:15:22That's a surprise.
00:15:26I'm not surprised.
00:15:29I did, in fact, want you to pick up something for me.
00:15:32So, one, your book.
00:15:35Oh, the second.
00:15:38And you fell in love with these the first time,
00:15:39so here's another set.
00:15:40The packing cubes that I love that you got me.
00:15:42Mm-hmm.
00:15:46That's so sweet of you.
00:15:48You're so thoughtful.
00:15:50Yes, yes I am.
00:15:53You're teaching me the gift-giving language.
00:15:56I love that.
00:16:00I'm here, too.
00:16:01You know, your boyfriend.
00:16:04He just brought me a gift.
00:16:06Yeah, I love that gift.
00:16:07Me, too.
00:16:14Michael just arrived in Turkey, and it just feels really freaking awkward.
00:16:21I feel like BeerCon's being ridiculously cold to Michael, and really it's so intentional and completely unnecessary.
00:16:33Grow up.
00:16:35Okay.
00:16:36So, Laura, how was your day-to-day?
00:16:38How's life?
00:16:39Yeah, it's been pretty good.
00:16:40I feel like I'm, like, in vacation mode.
00:16:43You are in vacation mode.
00:16:44Yeah.
00:16:45It's a lot later nights than I'm used to.
00:16:48That's a huge contrast to what I, my normal day-to-day life is.
00:16:52And I try to decide if it's a compatibility thing.
00:16:56Well, I mean, if BeerCon were to come to the States, you're probably more on your schedule then.
00:17:00He'd follow more in line with you because he'd be his only point of contact, so.
00:17:05Maybe.
00:17:06I mean, he doesn't...
00:17:08Your friend has a point.
00:17:15Did you enjoy Turkey so far?
00:17:18Uh, well, in the short amount of time I've been here, I have experienced a cab driver weave through humans.
00:17:26Hey, yeah, welcome to Turkey.
00:17:27Exactly.
00:17:36So, if you want, I can show you around.
00:17:41This is my country.
00:17:42This is my city.
00:17:44And you're the friend, my love.
00:17:48So, I can make that.
00:17:51Well, I appreciate that.
00:17:53I appreciate that.
00:17:53This is the least I can do.
00:17:56Yeah.
00:17:59I had to be a jerk at the beginning, you know, because he has to know the boundaries.
00:18:06I've played this game a lot.
00:18:08And this is my strategy.
00:18:10I have to get information first.
00:18:13I'm going to get to know him.
00:18:15And when I realize his motive, I'll be the mother and stop sex.
00:18:24After you, people.
00:18:48How much longer is the drive there?
00:18:51Just 10 minutes.
00:18:52Oh, only 10 minutes?
00:18:53Yeah.
00:18:53Okay.
00:18:56Whew.
00:18:57Getting nervous.
00:19:10It's kind of crazy that I'm back because I wasn't expecting to see Muhammad ever again after he broke up
00:19:17with me.
00:19:21This is a really weird turn of events.
00:19:24I came here to make a relationship work with Zied and build a future with him.
00:19:29So to be going to Casablanca right now to see Muhammad, it's kind of surreal.
00:19:36Like I remember driving on this way to go to the mosque.
00:19:42So this is starting to feel familiar.
00:19:46I don't know.
00:19:47I don't know.
00:19:47It's like a weird feeling.
00:19:49And like, I know Muhammad is close by.
00:19:51So I'm getting like nervous, like butterflies.
00:19:55Especially because I have my engagement ring that Muhammad gave to me last year when he proposed.
00:20:03I'm not sure what I'm going to do with it or what the plan is with that ring.
00:20:09But I do have it with me.
00:20:14I know it's a little crazy that I brought the ring with me to Morocco.
00:20:21There was a part of me deep down that thought maybe somewhere along this trip, maybe I would see Muhammad.
00:20:26And maybe I would have the opportunity to give it back to him or get some closure.
00:20:32But putting this ring back on is actually, I don't know.
00:20:36It's actually bringing up some old feelings and it actually feels nice to have it on.
00:20:45I don't know how this meeting is going to go.
00:20:49I don't know if it's going to go good or if it's going to go bad.
00:20:52If he's going to be nice to me.
00:20:56But I think him just being willing to come and see me for lunch or coffee or whatever is a
00:21:02sign that he would be open to
00:21:07potentially starting a relationship again.
00:21:15Oh, we're here.
00:21:16Oh, my goodness.
00:21:18Okay.
00:21:18Thank you so much.
00:21:22Oh, my gosh.
00:21:30Hello.
00:21:31Hi.
00:21:32I'm looking for a table for two.
00:21:37This one?
00:21:39Perfect.
00:21:40Thank you so much.
00:21:41Yep.
00:21:44My heart's racing.
00:21:47I'm like feeling shaky.
00:21:51Like shaky good way or bad way?
00:21:54Shaky, I'm just like feeling overwhelmed because all of the memories from my last trip are now replaying in my
00:22:00head.
00:22:02So I just feel like there's a lot of things that were left unsaid and I really don't know what
00:22:09to expect.
00:22:25Hello.
00:22:25Hello.
00:22:26Hello.
00:22:26What do I drink, please?
00:22:27Um, I think I'm going to wait to order until he shows up.
00:22:30Okay.
00:22:30Yeah.
00:22:31Okay.
00:22:31I'll just wait.
00:22:36I'm kind of getting nervous now.
00:22:53Oh, wait.
00:22:55That guy looks just like, that looks just like him.
00:23:04No.
00:23:10Excuse me?
00:23:12Hi.
00:23:13Um, could I actually order a cappuccino, please?
00:23:17Yes.
00:23:24Oh, it says that Muhammad's online.
00:23:27He's read all my messages and he's online.
00:23:33Oh, thank you so much.
00:23:35You're welcome.
00:23:36That looks delicious.
00:23:38You're welcome.
00:23:40I'm going to call him, I think.
00:24:08Well, he's not answering.
00:24:11Okay.
00:24:12It said no answer.
00:24:14Okay.
00:24:29I'm starting to get annoyed now.
00:24:43Are you kidding me?
00:24:47A fiance?
00:24:50He said he has a fiance.
00:24:57Go under me.
00:25:00Stig and I had a rough few days dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:25:04Life is going to be tough being the wife or girlfriends of you.
00:25:11I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past.
00:25:15It's got me scared.
00:25:20Babe, I want you to know.
00:25:38Smile for the camera.
00:25:42Go under me.
00:25:55What do you see?
00:25:56A lot of grass.
00:25:59Really?
00:26:00That's it.
00:26:00No fish?
00:26:01No fish yet.
00:26:04I don't know.
00:26:11Oh, my little mermaid.
00:26:21It's so pretty.
00:26:23Yeah, it's pretty.
00:26:25I'm glad that we finally are able to spend alone time,
00:26:28because it feels like a breath of fresh air after all the tough stuff we went through
00:26:33and everybody getting, like, literally.
00:26:35Literally, like, the moment you said that, the wind just came rushing in.
00:26:40It's a sign.
00:26:42Stig and I had a rough few days dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:26:47It was really hard and embarrassing for me to have to hear about all that stuff.
00:26:51But when it comes down to it, I do believe that Stig has been faithful.
00:26:56And we can finally relax now, because Aunt Spring left this morning.
00:27:02Know that we all have your back, and we want the best for you. We love you.
00:27:05I know. And I love you, too. And I appreciate you being here, trying to help me out.
00:27:10All right.
00:27:12All right.
00:27:13Have a safe flight.
00:27:14Be careful.
00:27:15All right. All right.
00:27:16Don't be stupid out here.
00:27:18OK, OK, OK.
00:27:18OK, OK, OK.
00:27:18All right.
00:27:20All right.
00:27:23I'm glad you were able to stick it out through Aunt Spring. I know she's a lot.
00:27:29It's OK.
00:27:30I'm just happy that things are on the up.
00:27:33Me, too.
00:27:33I know.
00:27:33Mm-hmm.
00:27:35Life is going to be tough being the wife or girlfriend of you, because you, you know,
00:27:43you have some fame.
00:27:46But I'm willing to do that for you.
00:27:48So I enjoy our time together.
00:27:51I enjoy you, your soul, and everything.
00:27:55So I feel like when I first met you at the airport all over again.
00:27:59When we were both nervous and all giggly and...
00:28:03Yeah.
00:28:04That's the moment I realized, yeah, this is real.
00:28:08Mm-hmm.
00:28:11Babe, I want you to know that I'm grateful to have you here in Belize.
00:28:18That you took time out, come all the way to my country to meet me.
00:28:22Mm-hmm.
00:28:23I'm grateful that you're staying by my side through everything.
00:28:25And every day was something new, good and bad, and...
00:28:29Literally.
00:28:29...all through those moments.
00:28:31Like, I just keep, like, kept on falling for you and falling for you.
00:28:36All right.
00:28:40Viva, I want you to know that I love you.
00:28:49I feel like I fell in love on the shirt.
00:28:51Like, for real, for real, babe.
00:28:53I love you, too.
00:28:55Mm-hmm.
00:28:56Mm-hmm.
00:28:58You all right?
00:28:59Mm-hmm.
00:29:02Aw.
00:29:03Aw.
00:29:07I said it.
00:29:08It was a big day.
00:29:09I said I love you the first time.
00:29:11Del Viva.
00:29:14Ooh.
00:29:18And she said it back, which is good.
00:29:21That's a good thing.
00:29:23Over the past couple of days, with everything that we went through, got me scared.
00:29:28I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past, but I know for sure I don't want to lose
00:29:34the Viva.
00:29:34That would break my heart.
00:29:38I was waiting for the right moment.
00:29:39I didn't want you to feel like I don't.
00:29:41I know you were probably questioning it in your mind.
00:29:43I was.
00:29:44Mm-hmm.
00:29:45What'd I do?
00:29:46Mm-hmm.
00:29:46I've definitely been waiting for you to say it.
00:29:51Saying I love you means a lot.
00:29:53It's a big, crucial moment in a relationship, and it's special to me.
00:29:59But at the same time, I have only a few more days left in Belize.
00:30:03So, I am hoping that him saying I love you means we are closer to a proposal.
00:30:10Because I want to be engaged before the end of the trip.
00:30:13And I hope that's what he wants, too.
00:30:15Tell your body makes me feel so sexy.
00:30:21I love you.
00:30:23I love you, too.
00:30:25Mm-hmm.
00:30:25Mm-hmm.
00:30:32Mm-hmm.
00:30:33I love you.
00:30:40Ah!
00:31:01I'm not going to have to wait.
00:31:12Is there sharks in the water?
00:31:13Could be, there very could be, but we're going to be stuck.
00:31:16Way, way, way out.
00:31:17Okay.
00:31:18They don't like Americans.
00:31:20Perfect.
00:31:21I decided to book a surfing lesson for Elise and I today
00:31:24because it's Bondi, it's Australia, it's surfing.
00:31:27That's what we're known for.
00:31:29I feel like this is so ugly.
00:31:32Yeah.
00:31:33It's not the best.
00:31:36I think it'll be a good reset for us to, you know, get in the water,
00:31:39doing something active, you know, taking our mind off, you know,
00:31:42the last night and Nat and me living with her
00:31:45and Elise freaking out this morning.
00:31:48Let's just all wash it away in the waves, you know?
00:31:51I don't think I'm going to do well, but...
00:31:54That doesn't matter as long as you're having fun.
00:31:57Please.
00:32:02Oh my God.
00:32:05Woo!
00:32:06Let's go, baby.
00:32:07Josh looks exactly surfing.
00:32:10Catching all the waves.
00:32:12And here I look like a hot mess.
00:32:15Woo!
00:32:15Woo!
00:32:18Woo!
00:32:19Woo!
00:32:20Woo!
00:32:20I can't!
00:32:21Oh my God!
00:32:24Woo!
00:32:25Woo!
00:32:26Woo!
00:32:27Woo!
00:32:28I hate .
00:32:30Have you ever taken a girl surfing?
00:32:32No, I've never taken a girl surfing, so that's a first.
00:32:35Woo!
00:32:37Woo!
00:32:40Woo!
00:32:41Woo!
00:32:43Serve cherry popped?
00:32:44Mm-hmm.
00:32:45Red for cherry popping.
00:32:48Oh.
00:32:51Woo!
00:32:52This is not my birthday.
00:33:02you won't try any fish no okay well i told you i don't like fish and you brought me in
00:33:07a fish
00:33:07place what's chicken snitchell chicken steady oh why should get that chicken sizzle chicken
00:33:14burger as well we have one of each we'll try okay
00:33:21can we get tomato and aioli please like ketchup yeah yeah yeah yeah wait so you call tomato is
00:33:30ketchup yes tomato is ketchup what so besides what happened this morning today has been a really good
00:33:38day thank you and i'm happy he's taking me out something chill something fun this is like what
00:33:45i want my saturday nights to be like wow how do you even fight into this you're gonna have a
00:33:52big mouth
00:33:52i'm a small mouth no i i know i swear i do yes you need to like this
00:34:20i think it was great the biggest sandwich i've ever had
00:34:33what's on your mind
00:34:38i wish you could stay longer longer we've still got another what eight days i already don't want
00:34:44you to leave i don't want to leave either i'm good i'm glad what's on your mind
00:34:51well i mean i i believe that you have an amazing heart
00:34:59it just worries me that i feel like your life's unstable like there's so many question marks
00:35:05like where are you gonna live the job situation like everything it just scares me
00:35:15like this year's been it's a year to forget for me you know my son leaving you know moving up
00:35:23far away from me that did rattle me and i sort of had him to look after like a lot
00:35:29more than i
00:35:30know than i do now yeah you almost felt like a part of you probably was missing so like yeah
00:35:35and like i
00:35:35i just took went around went about it probably in a rebellious way
00:35:44i love being a dad but recently my son and his mother and their family moved about an hour and
00:35:51a
00:35:51half away by plane it was for a better family life for them but i took it pretty hard i
00:35:58started to
00:35:59spiral a bit and going out a lot to take my mind off things but i know i need to
00:36:04make a change
00:36:04and calm down and i've been working on myself so at least there's nothing to worry about
00:36:11i've been in your position i went on a wild streak too and i i think i needed that to
00:36:19realize
00:36:20what i want and what i'm looking for and like i needed to settle down but what i'm really trying
00:36:28to get at i've been taken advantage of in my past good luck this is so bad can we finish
00:36:38this
00:36:38conversation in the car yeah it's like yeah happily
00:36:47wow turn on the car i'm so cold i feel like we're finally like having a good conversation i want
00:36:55to
00:36:55finish it before we do anything else yeah yeah i have my family has went through the ringers with
00:37:05my ex and like how my ex financially abused me and my family yeah and it's like these question
00:37:13marks make me feel like it's super unstable and it's like like what's gonna happen like i don't know
00:37:20you got that final warning at work and it's like you like lied to me that you about living at
00:37:26nat's and
00:37:27and the you've said what but like what am i like you think i'm leeching nat's helping you out and
00:37:33i've
00:37:33been used in the past with money like i don't know if you're going to be using me for money
00:37:38well why
00:37:39would i when i'm using that
00:37:45it seems like you're getting so defensive with just like i'm just sick of the peppering and peppering
00:37:49peppering like you're flogging the same horse like because when i get a warning like that when you
00:37:54send me it happened but now it's i still have a job okay but it makes me worried that you
00:37:59could be
00:38:00using me well how would i use you i don't know if you don't have a job what have i
00:38:05made you pay for
00:38:05when you've been here it doesn't matter i'm just okay well that's stupid
00:38:13and if you think that then i would not expect anything less than you wanting to go
00:38:19so please please let me know because i'm not playing that again
00:38:29not see there a great i won't know that yeah far away far away far away from my money
00:38:34and i desire to do it to the area we know what i give it in my two season
00:38:42so fucking monday to see my khasky say
00:39:17what's wrong
00:39:19there's some wood dust just fell into my eye after knocking
00:39:33just sleep well
00:39:35i'm fine it was a little hot but
00:39:39i know i know that i'm sorry
00:39:44waking up with Rick in the bunk bed seems like
00:39:48like we are siblings i don't know we should take a shower and go
00:39:55but i'm glad rick agreed to stay in a different bed
00:40:01he's showing that he does respect my father and i like that
00:40:11so you're gonna walk out like this
00:40:13make sure it's not gonna fall
00:40:15i don't see nothing look i'm all covered up
00:40:25jesus
00:40:26oh baby this water is cold
00:40:28you can survive
00:40:40village life is definitely not the life for me and i think uh trish's family is picking
00:40:47up on that i'd like to think that they can also see that i'm trying
00:41:06it's fine
00:41:10i realize that they weren't too happy with my indecisiveness about whether i want kids or not but i'm glad
00:41:19that they're still willing to keep on getting to know me and i hope they can see i am a
00:41:25good
00:41:25partner for trish
00:41:39they're preparing something like for the lunch
00:41:43take the leaves and that's what kind of leaves i don't think it's cassava leaves
00:41:50you remember when we ate somewhere on the street
00:41:52you try it then it's
00:41:55oh no the bitter ones
00:41:58oh no baby
00:42:02oh no
00:42:08who wants to talk with me
00:42:10can you do you know how to
00:42:14yeah you should help them
00:42:19you know how to talk with me
00:42:28how to talk with me
00:42:30finally got one
00:42:33That's what I didn't want to call.
00:42:38So, what did you imagine it?
00:42:44Well, I think I'm getting to hear something.
00:42:47I think about you very much.
00:42:48You came back to the new home.
00:42:49So, we're having fun.
00:42:52You can have fun.
00:42:53I didn't even have fun.
00:42:53What's your fun, my name?
00:42:54I got to know.
00:42:57What's your name?
00:43:02If you don't have a problem, you'll have to be able to make a decision.
00:43:13If you don't have a problem, you'll have to be able to make a decision.
00:43:25I was here at the time, and I came to my house that I was waiting for.
00:43:31They became known to me.
00:43:35When I was waiting for them,
00:43:40they would be able to find their own family.
00:43:46They would still be able to find their own family.
00:43:48You are the one who is alive.
00:43:52What if you're alive?
00:43:56What if you have a child?
00:44:00Why?
00:44:03So I think I'm and then...
00:44:13I often have done a job,
00:44:36He scares me a lot because I don't know how to convince Rick to have a baby.
00:44:44Even though he hurt me so much, it's hard for me to lose Rick.
00:44:49He's a good man, and I love him so much, but I love my family also.
00:44:57So if he doesn't want a child, we have to break up, and that will break my heart.
00:45:06I don't want that.
00:45:12Melora I know, plays pickleball in the evening, she kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:45:18You're considering yourself as best friends?
00:45:21Yeah.
00:45:21So why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:45:25I don't have an answer for that.
00:45:28Yeah.
00:45:38Are you watching soccer?
00:45:40No.
00:45:41I used to watch tennis when I was younger, but, and then baseball, but I don't watch any
00:45:45sport anymore.
00:45:46I never understand baseball.
00:45:49It's more fun to me than soccer.
00:46:01Okay, it looks like we're here.
00:46:03This is my hotel.
00:46:04Tell me right back, okay?
00:46:05Okay.
00:46:06Hey.
00:46:07Hey.
00:46:07Huh.
00:46:09Yeah.
00:46:10Michael arrived earlier today, and now he's gotta go check into his hotel before we go
00:46:17and see more of the city.
00:46:19I'm glad that BeerCon was willing to spend time with him.
00:46:24Okay.
00:46:25I love keeping my enemies close.
00:46:30I don't believe in the .
00:46:34But at the same time, I feel like BeerCon's trying to act like he's some kind of tough
00:46:38guy, and I don't like that because not only do I want BeerCon to end up liking Michael,
00:46:44but I need Michael to approve of my relationship with BeerCon, and BeerCon's making that really
00:46:51difficult right now.
00:46:53I don't think he's giving you .
00:46:55I think he's trying really hard to be nice to you.
00:46:58So that, you know, we can all kind of get along.
00:47:01I think he's worried, understandably so, that you're going to make me choose between you
00:47:08or him.
00:47:09Look.
00:47:10I'm going to give that guy a chance.
00:47:12Nothing more.
00:47:14I appreciate that, honestly.
00:47:17Okay.
00:47:28This is cute and cozy.
00:47:30Really nice.
00:47:31Yep.
00:47:32It is.
00:47:33Yeah, really nice.
00:47:33It is.
00:47:36Yeah.
00:47:48Yeah.
00:47:50I was acting like a bastard to you,
00:47:52and you didn't respond to me that way.
00:47:55You just tried to communicate.
00:47:57Mm-hmm.
00:47:58And I'm sorry.
00:48:01I appreciate that, dear.
00:48:02And I want you to understand what
00:48:06is my intentions about this relationship
00:48:09and to get to know each other.
00:48:12So I can tell everything about me,
00:48:15because I am proud of the life I live.
00:48:19Mm-hmm.
00:48:19How much have you told him what we've talked about?
00:48:22I mean, like, the things that you and I talked about,
00:48:25like the debt, he and I have talked about it extensively.
00:48:29Mm-hmm.
00:48:29Well, Mirkan, tell me more about your debt.
00:48:35I have three places, like this.
00:48:38Coffee.
00:48:39OK.
00:48:41And Corona hit.
00:48:42I lost my places the last four years.
00:48:46Everything just up.
00:48:48I couldn't handle, because I had no connections.
00:48:51I couldn't find the right job.
00:48:53Even after I sell everything I had,
00:48:57I had 50K debt.
00:49:00All right.
00:49:01So this isn't gambling debt, then?
00:49:04Yeah, exactly.
00:49:06Gambling is only a way for me to make money.
00:49:10I get that people think about gambling is,
00:49:14it is like blindly giving money.
00:49:17Mm-hmm.
00:49:18But I'm not an idiot, and I know the system.
00:49:24When to play, when to withdraw.
00:49:27And you say your system...
00:49:28Yeah.
00:49:29...earns you money.
00:49:30Yeah.
00:49:33I don't see gambling being a way of surviving a source of income.
00:49:38It doesn't work.
00:49:40And gambling is infinitely more accessible in the States than it is in Turkey.
00:49:44We have a casino 10 minutes up the road, and all he needs is a car, and he's off to
00:49:51win, I guess.
00:49:52And I'm sure Laura would like help paying the rent rather than supporting him.
00:49:57I don't want to speak ill of a man that she likes, but I can't see it.
00:50:04I just don't see it working.
00:50:06So I'd like to ask another question.
00:50:09I'm just kind of curious.
00:50:10Laura, you get up at 4 a.m., and you're going to bed at 4 a.m.?
00:50:144 a.m.?
00:50:16Yeah, exactly.
00:50:16How is this going to work?
00:50:17Yeah.
00:50:18Laura, I know, loves to work out at 4 a.m., and has done wonders for her.
00:50:22She plays pickleball in the evening.
00:50:24She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:50:27Well, you guys have your system there.
00:50:31I will try to involve every part of her life.
00:50:36The recommendation is that you marry your best friend.
00:50:39Usually, your best friend is someone that you spend time with all the time.
00:50:43You have the same interests.
00:50:45You want to be with each other.
00:50:47Right.
00:50:49Okay.
00:50:50I'm going to ask just one question.
00:50:53You're considering yourself as best friends.
00:50:57Yeah.
00:50:59So, why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:51:06Why don't you fall in love with each other?
00:51:12I don't have an answer for that.
00:51:23I don't have an answer for that.
00:51:31Yeah.
00:51:54I'm so hungry.
00:51:55Mm-hmm.
00:51:57You have a pregnancy craving?
00:51:59Maybe.
00:52:01I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:52:03Mm-hmm.
00:52:04How would you feel if I was?
00:52:08Uncle, please.
00:52:09Please, sir.
00:52:10I love her with all my hats.
00:52:16You're lying.
00:52:17You're lying.
00:52:19And you know the consequences.
00:52:38It's not a long ride.
00:52:43Okay, it's on your team.
00:52:45All right.
00:52:52Oh, I got it, it's flowing in my blood
00:52:57I just can't get it right
00:53:03Thank you
00:53:04We only have a few days left, sadly
00:53:08But we deserve an actual nice getaway
00:53:11Welcome to Casah Hill, my name is Marisol
00:53:13Nice to meet you, Marisol
00:53:15I'm hoping that the rest of the trip
00:53:18is not like the first half
00:53:19or more than a half
00:53:21So I've arranged a beautiful romantic getaway
00:53:24in San Ignacio
00:53:27So pretty
00:53:29Love all the trees
00:53:32San Ignacio, the west side is amazing
00:53:34The scenery is beautiful, it's like a jungle
00:53:38Don't get me wrong, I love the beach
00:53:39but this is really pretty too
00:53:42I'm in love with her and I'm excited about the future
00:53:47Wow
00:53:48Here you go
00:53:50What do you like?
00:53:52Yes
00:53:53Aww
00:53:54Flowers
00:53:55So romantic
00:53:56Thank you
00:53:58I assume you said that
00:54:00Anything for you
00:54:02Okay babe
00:54:03Next you want to eat now
00:54:05Ready?
00:54:06Yes
00:54:06Welcome to the Racha-cha-cha
00:54:14Belize is very diverse
00:54:17It's a melting pot
00:54:18So since we're in San Ignacio
00:54:20I want to take Aviva to one of these small little villages
00:54:23To see the Mayan culture
00:54:26I'm not Mayan, right?
00:54:27But as a Belizean, we are very, very proud of the rich Mayan history in this town
00:54:32So I assigned me and Aviva up for a cooking class
00:54:35Making some Mayan food
00:54:37Hi, good afternoon
00:54:39Welcome to our kitchen
00:54:41I'm Stig
00:54:42Nice to meet you
00:54:43Nice to meet you
00:54:43So we are here in the Mayan kitchen
00:54:46And over here we have the corn
00:54:48The corn is the main staple for the Mayas
00:54:52There was no wheat
00:54:54There was only corn
00:54:55And this stone here
00:54:57It's been used for over 500 years for grinding the corn
00:55:01Okay
00:55:01We press it
00:55:03And then it breaks
00:55:06So that is how we start making masa
00:55:10You can come over
00:55:15Let me see you, Mayan
00:55:21Okay
00:55:25Yes
00:55:26Exactly
00:55:27I let you to grind the corn here
00:55:30And I'll go get the other things that we need for the meal
00:55:33Okay?
00:55:34Enjoy
00:55:34Thank you
00:55:37You want to try?
00:55:38Let me try with you
00:55:41Teamwork makes the dream work
00:55:42Ah, you're going to
00:55:43Oh, you're sorry
00:55:46My little chef
00:55:54This is kind of turning me on
00:55:59Oh, babe
00:56:00Babe, I think it's done
00:56:04I think it's done
00:56:05Oh, yeah
00:56:06Oh
00:56:08Come, come, come
00:56:11I did not know
00:56:13Rolling some kind of tortilla
00:56:15Could be sexy
00:56:17Yeah, yeah
00:56:18My girl in front of me
00:56:20Rolling the little corn
00:56:22Making tortillas
00:56:23And I'm moving right on
00:56:24Right on the down
00:56:25You know
00:56:27But
00:56:28Okay, so we have the dough here
00:56:30As I press
00:56:31I turn it
00:56:32And this is where we will be making our tortillas
00:56:35This is a clay comal
00:56:38Perfect
00:56:39All right
00:56:40Let me know how it tastes
00:56:44Mmm
00:56:46Really good
00:56:48Okay, over here
00:56:50We have the roasted chicken
00:56:51Oh, my gosh
00:56:52That looks so good
00:56:56Babe, this is great
00:56:58Mm-hmm
00:56:59I never tried this
00:57:02You never tried it?
00:57:03Nope
00:57:04But the meat
00:57:05You tried the meat?
00:57:06You could taste the smoke from the fire
00:57:07From the fire, yeah
00:57:08Yeah
00:57:09It was super fun
00:57:10I am
00:57:12You think you could do this by yourself?
00:57:13Without help?
00:57:14Yeah
00:57:16You remember all the steps?
00:57:17Mm-hmm
00:57:19I'm so hungry
00:57:20Hmm
00:57:21You have pregnancy clear, Vince?
00:57:27Maybe
00:57:29It's possible
00:57:34Babe
00:57:35When is your period due?
00:57:42I'm not really sure
00:57:43Because it's super irregular
00:57:45But it's usually around this time
00:57:50Even though we started using protection
00:57:52Since we left San Pedro
00:57:54We had plenty of sex without a condom
00:57:56The first few days I got here
00:57:58And I haven't gotten my period yet
00:58:02It is scary thinking I could be pregnant
00:58:04But it is what I was hoping for
00:58:06And it's what we discussed before I got here
00:58:09So maybe it's a good thing
00:58:11Do you want to take a test?
00:58:15I think we should
00:58:17Because I don't want you to just go back
00:58:18And be like
00:58:19Hey
00:58:20I'm pregnant
00:58:21Like
00:58:21I just want to know
00:58:24How would you feel
00:58:25If I was?
00:58:28Honestly
00:58:30Excited
00:58:32For real
00:58:33If you were pregnant
00:58:33Would you be excited?
00:58:34Yes I would
00:58:35Really?
00:58:36What happened?
00:58:37You wanted to use condoms
00:58:38And now you'd be excited
00:58:39You changed your mind
00:58:41Again?
00:58:43Honestly
00:58:43Thinking about everything
00:58:44I want a future with you
00:58:46I've been thinking about the future
00:58:50I'd be happy
00:58:51And I know we can figure it out
00:58:54So should we pick up a test
00:58:56On the way back to the room?
00:58:58Maybe we should have
00:58:59Ah
00:59:00I know right?
00:59:01Nervous
00:59:06I mean it could change our entire lives
00:59:12There's a chance
00:59:13That I could actually be pregnant
00:59:15So we definitely have a lot to figure out
00:59:18It is a big risk that we took
00:59:20But I do take it very, very serious
00:59:23Yeah
00:59:38He said leave me alone
00:59:39I don't want to see you anymore
00:59:40I have a fiance
00:59:41What the f***
00:59:47What the f***
00:59:53What the f***
01:00:00What the f***
01:00:11He literally called me
01:00:13He literally called me and said
01:00:13He wanted to see me
01:00:14Asked if I was there
01:00:18He said
01:00:18I don't want to hear from you anymore
01:00:22I'm so done
01:00:24I'm done
01:00:28I'm f***ing done
01:00:31Everything about this trip
01:00:32Has been f***ed
01:00:36Like it's just a waste of my time
01:00:38He made me come all the way down here
01:00:39He invited me to Casablanca
01:00:42Just to tell me he has a fiance
01:00:44Like what the f***
01:00:46Then why did you make me come here?
01:00:55I'm just so done with these pieces of f***ing men
01:00:58And I just
01:00:59I deserve better than that
01:01:00Like
01:01:00How dare is he at
01:01:01Dump me
01:01:02And leave me alone
01:01:03In the desert
01:01:04Mohammed standing me up
01:01:06Like I'm just so over it
01:01:07Such a waste of my money
01:01:09Such a waste of everything
01:01:11Mohammed can go f*** himself
01:01:13And like how
01:01:14How does Mohammed get engaged?
01:01:17I'm still single
01:01:18But Mohammed is engaged
01:01:20In what world?
01:01:22Literally in what world?
01:01:25I wish his fiance left
01:01:27Because I know she's probably
01:01:28Going bankrupt
01:01:29With all the money she's sending him
01:01:31Everything she's doing to support him
01:01:33All the gifts for him and his family
01:01:34Because that's exactly what happened to me
01:01:36So I honestly wish her f*** luck
01:01:38And f*** him
01:01:39F*** him
01:01:40F*** the Ed
01:01:41F*** Mohammed
01:01:42F*** both of them
01:01:44I was not meant to find love here
01:02:03I know someone's gonna meet me
01:02:05And someone's gonna love me
01:02:07And someone's gonna appreciate
01:02:08Everything that I do
01:02:09And the person that I am
01:02:13I just want to go home now
01:02:19F*** this ring
01:02:20And f*** everything that it represented
01:02:26Because I don't need it anymore
01:02:29And I will find love somewhere else
01:02:32I'm done
01:02:53So give us the tea
01:02:55What's going on?
01:02:57I've caught him in a few lies
01:02:59He's actually living with this girl
01:03:02Rent's free
01:03:03I don't think you need to be drastic about it
01:03:06I think you should slow your roll
01:03:08And judge laughs
01:03:10She said that she'd be scared
01:03:11That I might take advantage of her
01:03:13Like she's been taking advantage of her
01:03:15It's just emasculating
01:03:16Like it just pisses me off
01:03:17F***
01:03:18You reckon it's gonna be a deal breaker
01:03:20Or
01:03:25We used to talk late every night
01:03:30Till it felt like something wasn't right
01:03:34When you got caught waiting on the other line
01:03:42Joshy
01:03:42Hi brother
01:03:43How are you?
01:03:45Good
01:03:45What's going on?
01:03:46Something
01:03:47Could have just done time for a terrible workout
01:03:56Where's Elise?
01:03:57Uh, yeah, she's Becky the Palmer
01:03:58Why?
01:04:00Cranky?
01:04:01Been a bit of a quiet day
01:04:02You know?
01:04:07It is such a mess in here
01:04:12Where's Josh?
01:04:13I don't know
01:04:14I think he might be working out with Chris
01:04:17It was last night a little rough
01:04:19Yeah
01:04:20We slept in different rooms
01:04:22Didn't have sex
01:04:23Didn't speak
01:04:27I'm just gonna take a little breather here
01:04:29And try and clear my head
01:04:34Last night
01:04:34I wanted to explain to Joshua
01:04:36About me getting used in my past
01:04:38And like
01:04:39Just wanting to open up
01:04:40And gauge where he is financially
01:04:42But he just got like really defensive
01:04:44And we didn't really get anywhere productive
01:04:46In the conversation
01:04:48I could tell that he was pretty offended
01:04:51But I don't know him 100%
01:04:54So it gives me a right to ask questions
01:04:56And make sure that he doesn't use people for money
01:05:01Hi
01:05:01Hi, how are you?
01:05:03Can I please order the mile high?
01:05:04Yeah, of course
01:05:05I'm looking for stability
01:05:07And right now
01:05:08His life is completely unstable
01:05:10And that scares me to death
01:05:12Because I've been here before
01:05:17When I was 19
01:05:18I met the love of my life
01:05:20He was like really funny
01:05:23And smart
01:05:24And athletic
01:05:25And charming
01:05:27He genuinely treated me like a queen
01:05:30I loved him so much
01:05:33Sometimes I was a bitch
01:05:35But like
01:05:35I've always loved him
01:05:38I moved
01:05:39To Florida with him
01:05:40We got engaged
01:05:41And I was like
01:05:42So excited about my future
01:05:44And like
01:05:45Getting married
01:05:46And having kids
01:05:47And um
01:05:49One morning
01:05:50I woke up
01:05:51And my life was completely shattered
01:05:53Like completely shattered
01:05:54And he was gone
01:05:57He passed away
01:05:59From struggles
01:06:00That I had no idea about
01:06:08It broke me
01:06:09And it was so scary
01:06:10And hard
01:06:11At such a young age
01:06:12And I had just got to Florida
01:06:14And I had just got engaged
01:06:15And I thought like
01:06:16My forever was gone
01:06:18You know
01:06:22And it made me not be able
01:06:23To trust anyone
01:06:24Ever again
01:06:27And now with Josh
01:06:29Between the lies
01:06:30And the instability
01:06:31And it's just super scary
01:06:40Hi pumpkin
01:06:41Hi dad
01:06:43Hi mom
01:06:44I miss you guys
01:06:46You're my little kangaroo
01:06:47Yeah
01:06:48I haven't seen a kangaroo yet
01:06:50But I'm still hoping
01:06:51I get to see one
01:06:52Give us the tea
01:06:53What's going on
01:06:54I mean
01:06:55It's overall
01:06:57It's been really good
01:06:58And I really like him
01:07:00Like we have this insane connection
01:07:02But I'm very worried
01:07:04About his finances
01:07:05And I've caught him
01:07:07In a few lies
01:07:08About his living situation
01:07:14What do you think
01:07:16He's lying about
01:07:16He told me he was living
01:07:18With his parents
01:07:19But right now
01:07:21He's actually living
01:07:23With this girl
01:07:24Named Nat
01:07:27Oh
01:07:35We got heated in the car
01:07:36Just about the whole
01:07:37You know
01:07:38Her calling me a liar
01:07:39And saying
01:07:40Nat's got a financial hold on me
01:07:42You know
01:07:43When she really doesn't
01:07:45Like she offered me
01:07:45A place to stay
01:07:46Right
01:07:47I think there's something there
01:07:49That's sort of
01:07:49You know
01:07:50I don't think
01:07:51She'll be able to
01:07:52Get past
01:07:53You know
01:07:54Maybe the
01:07:55Is it Nat
01:07:55Is that the thing
01:07:56She won't be able to do
01:07:56There's something there
01:07:57Maybe the closeness
01:07:58Maybe the closeness
01:07:59Of it
01:08:00You know
01:08:00But yeah
01:08:01She's jealous
01:08:04I feel like she's
01:08:05Being a bit insecure
01:08:05And she has no reason to be
01:08:07I hate jealousy
01:08:08In a relationship
01:08:09It aided me
01:08:10Last relationship
01:08:11So it really
01:08:12Wore me down
01:08:13It really made me miserable
01:08:14I don't want to
01:08:15Go through that again
01:08:16And I don't think
01:08:17I'm unreasonable
01:08:18In asking for that
01:08:20I'm not jealous of her
01:08:22I don't think
01:08:22There's sexual chemistry
01:08:23What I am pissed about
01:08:25Is that there's
01:08:26An emotional connection
01:08:27There's something going on
01:08:28He told me
01:08:29He's living there
01:08:30Rent free
01:08:31I think she has
01:08:32A financial choke hold
01:08:33On him
01:08:34Like no
01:08:34Other
01:08:35Because
01:08:35I don't think
01:08:36You need to be
01:08:37Drastic about it
01:08:39Then what about
01:08:40If he uses me
01:08:40For money
01:08:42You know
01:08:44I hear what you're saying
01:08:45But it's a little
01:08:45Early to say that
01:08:46You just met him
01:08:47You don't even know
01:08:48The facts
01:08:48We know you
01:08:50Look for
01:08:51More negative
01:08:52Yes
01:08:53I'd like to hear
01:08:54Like the other stuff
01:08:56About him
01:08:56He's such a nice person
01:08:58Like he really
01:08:59Has a huge heart
01:09:01And you can see
01:09:02That like he
01:09:02Genuinely likes me
01:09:04Like he made me
01:09:05His background on his phone
01:09:06He did
01:09:07Okay well that's right
01:09:08Did you push him
01:09:09To do that
01:09:10No I did not
01:09:11I'm trying to get
01:09:12Cool calm and collected
01:09:13Here I swear
01:09:14Alright we don't really
01:09:15Sound that cool calm
01:09:16Collected when you use
01:09:17Words like
01:09:17I caught him in a lie
01:09:19You know this
01:09:20That's the other thing
01:09:21I think you should
01:09:22Slow your roll
01:09:23And discover more
01:09:24And judge less
01:09:25You know what
01:09:26You're going to do
01:09:27Is push him back
01:09:28He's not going to
01:09:29Even want to open up
01:09:30Or tell you
01:09:31His thoughts
01:09:32Or how he's feeling
01:09:33To you because
01:09:33He's afraid
01:09:34That you're going to
01:09:36You know
01:09:36Hurt him
01:09:37Or trigger him
01:09:39And interrogate him
01:09:40Or interrogate
01:09:41Or accuse him
01:09:44I'm actually shocked
01:09:46That my parents
01:09:46Are being so positive
01:09:47About Josh
01:09:48Considering everything
01:09:49That's happened
01:09:51I mean
01:09:52Maybe I pushed him
01:09:53A little bit too much
01:09:54Last night
01:09:54I do have a habit
01:09:56Of comparing him
01:09:57To my exes
01:09:58Or my past relationships
01:09:59And maybe that is
01:09:59Something I need to work on
01:10:01But I still feel like
01:10:03In my gut
01:10:03Something's not right
01:10:09Some of the ways
01:10:10Some of the things
01:10:11She says
01:10:11Is just like
01:10:12They cut me deep
01:10:14But um
01:10:14When she said
01:10:15That she'd be scared
01:10:16That I might
01:10:17You know
01:10:17Sort of take advantage
01:10:18Of it
01:10:18Like she's been
01:10:19Taking advantage
01:10:19Of it
01:10:19With the past
01:10:20And you know
01:10:21It's just emasculating
01:10:22Like just the way
01:10:23She says it
01:10:24You know
01:10:24It just pisses me off
01:10:26It's getting to the point
01:10:27Where
01:10:29Just constantly
01:10:30Like I'm a punching bag
01:10:32You reckon
01:10:33It's going to be
01:10:33A deal breaker
01:10:34Or
01:10:36Possibly
01:10:39You can't just
01:10:40Deal with that
01:10:41For the next
01:10:42God knows how long
01:10:46I feel like
01:10:47You know
01:10:47She's projecting
01:10:48Her past relationships
01:10:49Onto me
01:10:50And it makes me angry
01:10:52And upset
01:10:52That she thinks
01:10:53I would use it
01:10:53For money
01:10:54She's attacking
01:10:55My integrity
01:10:56Elise is poking
01:10:57And prodding
01:10:58And refusing
01:10:59To believe me
01:11:00No matter what I say
01:11:02It's never enough
01:11:03I don't want to be
01:11:04In a relationship
01:11:05Like that
01:11:11I am begging
01:11:12For your forgiveness
01:11:13Because I did not mean
01:11:14To lie to you
01:11:15Forgiveness
01:11:16Forgiveness
01:11:16How many times
01:11:17I will forgive you
01:11:18I would do
01:11:19Whatever you suggest
01:11:20To make this work
01:11:34It's okay
01:11:38It's okay
01:11:50It's okay
01:11:52This crying
01:11:54Cannot solve
01:11:54The problem
01:11:56No sir
01:11:57Misha
01:11:58You always
01:11:58She a crocodile tears
01:12:01You say one thing
01:12:02And do another thing
01:12:04Uncle
01:12:04You know
01:12:05You are my elder
01:12:08She's a woman
01:12:09I love
01:12:09And I want to marry her
01:12:14Yes
01:12:18What do I tell
01:12:19My people
01:12:19At home
01:12:21What do I tell
01:12:21Them at home
01:12:23I cannot change
01:12:24The past
01:12:25I have made
01:12:26Lots of mistakes
01:12:27In the past
01:12:28But that is not
01:12:29Who I am anymore
01:12:31I won't face
01:12:32Any consequence
01:12:32That must be faced
01:12:37I'll
01:12:37Daniel is the man
01:12:38I'm supposed
01:12:38To be with
01:12:39I won't leave
01:12:40It without Daniel
01:12:49Tomorrow
01:12:50Tomorrow
01:12:50Tomorrow
01:12:50You may go back
01:12:52To your vomit
01:12:54That's my work
01:12:55Tomorrow
01:12:56I may hear
01:12:57Another story
01:12:58No
01:12:59No
01:13:00I can promise you
01:13:01I'm done lying
01:13:03I am done hiding
01:13:04Truths
01:13:06This is it
01:13:08That's why you are here
01:13:09So I can tell you
01:13:10Everything
01:13:11And beg forgiveness
01:13:12Uncle
01:13:14Uncle
01:13:15I'm not God
01:13:16No you're not
01:13:17I'm not God
01:13:17But I am begging
01:13:18For your forgiveness
01:13:20Because I did not mean
01:13:21To lie to you
01:13:21Every time forgiveness
01:13:22Forgiveness
01:13:22How many times
01:13:23I will forgive you
01:13:26I won't do it again
01:13:28I will do whatever
01:13:30You suggest
01:13:30To make this work
01:13:38Uncle please
01:13:39Please sir
01:13:40I love her
01:13:41With all my heart
01:13:43I've never
01:13:44Bring a woman
01:13:44To my family
01:13:45To you
01:13:46Or my dad
01:13:48I want to spend
01:13:49The rest of my life
01:13:49With her
01:13:50I can go on my knees
01:13:52Please
01:13:55Is there a way
01:13:56We can
01:13:58Solve this
01:13:59Please
01:14:02If there is a way
01:14:03Please help
01:14:08You insist
01:14:08Imagine here
01:14:11That's what I want
01:14:12Please sir
01:14:13Please
01:14:15I'm not the thief
01:14:17I think you know that
01:14:18I know sir
01:14:19It's not within my powers
01:14:20To forgive
01:14:21Such an abominable act
01:14:26Because of
01:14:27This has mistakes
01:14:28We have to consult
01:14:29The spiritual leaders
01:14:30And the elders
01:14:33And they will be
01:14:34The ones to tell
01:14:35If the marriage
01:14:36Will hold or not
01:14:39But my uncle
01:14:40Have to be willing
01:14:41To go talk to them
01:14:43I feel nervous
01:14:44Because as it stands now
01:14:46I don't know
01:14:47I don't know
01:14:47What my uncle
01:14:48Is going to do
01:14:51I don't know
01:14:52What my uncle
01:14:53Is going to do
01:14:54And you know
01:14:56The consequences
01:14:57Yes I'm crying
01:14:58And I don't know
01:15:14Is going to go
01:15:19And seek advice
01:15:22From the elders
01:15:23And the chief priests
01:15:45after everything that happened i'm so relieved that uncle is willing to take it to the next step
01:15:52but meeting with the priest and elders what if they don't accept me and daniel being together
01:15:57what if nothing i do makes my lives better i only have one more day in nigeria and i want
01:16:05to
01:16:05leave here knowing that daniel and i can get married i'm so scared because i feel like i
01:16:11have no control over what's going to happen
01:16:18you know when laura told me more about you i was concerned he's hamill she's got zett
01:16:23this guy's a zedby just be honest tell me you love her
01:16:49good morning do you have laundry you want me to do nope i'm good are you sure i washed yeah
01:16:57you did your own yeah oh okay things were a bit awkward after our conversation at the shisha bar
01:17:06michael was pretty jet-lagged so we dropped him back off at his hotel
01:17:11and before we parted ways beercon suggested that he and michael hang out today on their own without
01:17:18me and michael agreed so what are you going to do today like what are you planning on talking to
01:17:24him
01:17:25about time will tell and i can tell you before i got there and we're going to play some pool
01:17:33i wish i could go yep but sorry that's gonna happen you get the chance to one-on-one talk
01:17:41with him
01:17:42now it's my chance
01:17:52on the one hand i'm kind of glad that beercon's reaching out to michael and actually
01:17:57trying to have some conversation with him he's one of the most important people in my life
01:18:05so i'm hoping that they can find some common ground for my sake and then beercon will realize that
01:18:12he doesn't really have anything to worry about okay your body is waiting
01:18:19but i'm concerned that there's actually an underlying motive and that maybe he's trying
01:18:25to figure out more about my relationship with michael have fun be careful okay
01:18:31i haven't played pool in years
01:18:43i haven't played pool in years yeah about this as a practice
01:18:50what is your thoughts about turkey are you enjoying i am actually very nice morning very sunny
01:18:55but i'm glad we're meeting one-on-one yeah
01:19:01yesterday i asked laura and michael why aren't they in a relationship and they both couldn't answer
01:19:10makes me suspicious maybe something is going on between them
01:19:19i don't think laura will ever tell me the whole truth that's why i need to talk to michael alone
01:19:29i want to know everything
01:19:34show off
01:19:35yeah
01:19:37happens
01:19:40so i had some time to think yesterday after i got back to my hotel
01:19:45what are your thoughts
01:19:47you know when laura told me more about you i was concerned i was concerned that
01:19:53i don't know i was concerned that maybe you had ill intentions
01:19:55i didn't know you i'm like he gambles he's got that
01:19:59this guy's a zedby
01:20:03i get it i don't know i get the point
01:20:08you care about her that's why you flew all the way down here am i right
01:20:17if you want something just go for it you don't have to play games
01:20:27tell me you love her
01:20:30just be honest
01:20:41i mean i've known her a year and a half man
01:20:43yeah
01:20:43yeah if i was in love with her i would have made a move
01:20:51yeah
01:20:51yeah you did
01:20:53no
01:20:54she wouldn't meet her with you if i had made a move
01:20:57dude you made a move you blow it
01:20:59no no no no no no no
01:21:01laura made a move on me
01:21:05a very strong move on me one that you do not misunderstand
01:21:11and i told her i'm sorry i cannot reciprocate i cannot give that back to you
01:21:19she made a move
01:21:20she made a move on me
01:21:21it was long before she met you buddy
01:21:23but she made a move on me
01:21:25yeah so i have said no and i will continue to say no
01:21:29because that opportunity was there
01:21:31and i chose not to take it
01:21:41she never mentioned this before
01:21:45and that is the real problem
01:21:48and the problem is not because of you
01:21:52problem is because of her
01:22:01i wasn't expecting that
01:22:05i am thinking about sharing my life
01:22:08and you are keeping secret from me
01:22:12this is betrayal
01:22:13and that leads me to this question
01:22:17am i an alternative
01:22:20because she couldn't get what she wanted
01:22:25your car i hope you understand it isn't my intent to
01:22:28to throw a wrench as we say into your relationship
01:22:32because i want you to understand
01:22:34that i'm not here to threaten you
01:22:36i'm not here to pursue laura and take her away from you
01:22:39the point is michael
01:22:42i believe you
01:22:43that is the hard part
01:22:46i believe you and i don't believe laura anymore
01:22:49my trust is broken right now
01:22:55there is one secret
01:22:57there will be probably more
01:23:00and this
01:23:01this is more than a lie
01:23:03this is an intentional deception
01:23:05she kept something from me
01:23:08and i don't know
01:23:10what is it gonna be in the future
01:23:12or is there gonna be a future
01:23:21next time on
01:23:23before the 90 days
01:23:24last night was
01:23:25more sloppy
01:23:28than i thought it would be
01:23:30i am not a virgin anymore
01:23:31it's way better than what i thought
01:23:33okay
01:23:34me and my hand
01:23:35i'm sorry
01:23:35we're gonna have to break up
01:23:37how would you rate me
01:23:38one to ten
01:23:43i'm about to take this pregnancy test
01:23:45should we get it over with
01:23:47aviva is really hoping that she's pregnant
01:23:49but if she's not
01:23:51i'd be a little relief
01:23:55babe
01:23:56oh my god
01:24:00so much has happened in the last couple days
01:24:02i think this has shown me
01:24:04i just want something different
01:24:07before i leave morocco
01:24:08there's just one last thing that i need to take care of
01:24:15you know i'm gonna have kids
01:24:17my mom
01:24:18she left
01:24:18i was just one years old
01:24:20i know how important it is to trish and her family
01:24:24but i think the best solution is to ask her dad for more time
01:24:29i love trisha very very much
01:24:33i need more time
01:24:43the chief priest says we have to do a cleansing
01:24:46at his shrine
01:24:47are you sure this is the right way
01:24:49he can say
01:24:50that i can't be cleansed
01:24:52and i will lose daniel forever
01:25:06josh hasn't been transparent
01:25:08the nat situation has not cleared up
01:25:10and that's lingering over us
01:25:11i need to figure out once and for all
01:25:14what is going on
01:25:16you guys are emotionally tied
01:25:18yeah absolutely
01:25:19so why the am i here
01:25:21is it just
01:25:21is this just sexual
01:25:23why can i not have a friend
01:25:24i think it's weird
01:25:25i think it's weird
01:25:26hey guys
01:25:27let me ask you guys all the question
01:25:30am i crazy
01:25:31or is my guy living with a girl
01:25:33and getting financially
01:25:35supported crazy
01:25:36she's toxic
01:25:38i'm sorry
01:25:38i'm sorry
01:25:41i'm sorry
01:25:42i'm sorry
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