00:00You
00:30You
00:31You
00:31You
00:31You
00:31You
00:32You
00:32You
00:32You
00:50You
00:56You
00:57Hi sweetheart
01:00Sam
01:02Are you there?
01:06Sweetheart, please talk to me
01:08I just want to make things right
01:11I
01:30I
01:38I
01:42I
01:43I
01:46I
01:46I
01:47I
01:50I
01:50I
01:53I
01:58I
02:00Do you?
02:01It's not like you've ever made the wrong call about something
02:04Made an error of judgment that could cost you everything if word got out
02:08How are you?
02:08You're worried I'm gonna drag you down with me? You should be
02:10I'm a menopausal woman full of bitterness and rage who knows what I might let slip
02:17I
02:24I
02:25I
02:25I'll get straight to it
02:27I'm afraid regardless of the outcome of your disciplinary hearing
02:32The board have made the decision to terminate your employment here at Cheatham Hall
02:37Your position here has become untenable
02:39How much did the Bancroft family offer you for my scalp?
02:42This isn't about Cressida Bancroft
02:45It's about the fact that you are woefully out of touch with the students of this school
02:50You've lost their trust and you've lost their respect
02:52Because I refuse to sanitize their education
02:55A child died, Helen
02:56You can't keep pointing fingers and deflecting blame
03:01D. Rainford Thomas was failed by this school
03:05We all need to own that
03:09Yeah
03:11I'm so sorry to interrupt sir
03:12But the police are here to speak to Cressida Bancroft about the alleged assault
03:16Bush is missing
03:17Reception called looking for you, Helen
03:20There's been an incident
03:22Miss Terry
03:39What are you doing?
03:41Just calling my dad
03:45I've probably gone by before
03:47What is ma'am?
03:49Why are you calling me?
03:50It's just
03:51I feel a bit bad about the way we left things
03:57Well, he is still my dad
04:00He attacked me, Sam
04:02Or have you forgotten that?
04:04No, of course not
04:05I'm sorry
04:07I need to feel safe with you
04:14I thought you were on my side
04:16I am
04:18Yeah, of course I am
04:19I'm just
04:22I messed up
04:23You know?
04:41I'm Nguloi
04:51He's 14
04:52Who cares?
04:52In his house
04:53The apartment
04:54The apartment
04:55Great
04:56Police
04:56Oregon
05:00The police called the school and said you were in here.
05:02What happened?
05:04Cressida.
05:06She did that?
05:08I told you she was dangerous.
05:09You should have picked her up last night after what she did to me.
05:12We had to establish the facts.
05:13I gave you the facts.
05:18You said Cressida turned up at your place of work with cuts on her face,
05:22claiming Miss Simpson had hit her.
05:25That is a lie.
05:26Yeah, Sammy fell for it.
05:28I knew Helen would never do something like that.
05:30She must have done it to herself.
05:31You didn't believe her?
05:34You tried to stop them leaving.
05:36Is that when she pushed you?
05:37Yeah.
05:38Did Sam witness this?
05:39No, no, no, he'd already left.
05:42So she's taken our son?
05:44This was posted this morning.
05:49That's Shakespeare.
05:50Sorry?
05:50Did my heart love till now?
05:52It's from Romeo and Juliet.
05:53She's taunting me.
05:56I'm telling you, she is manipulating him.
05:59Given the recent suicide at the school, we need to tread very carefully.
06:04Our priority right now is bringing both teenagers home safely before things escalate further.
06:08But I will keep you both informed as and when.
06:14Why didn't you call me?
06:16What would you have done?
06:18He's my son.
06:19When was the last time you had a proper conversation with him?
06:22He can talk to me about anything.
06:24It's not how easy it is.
06:26He was there, Helen.
06:28He saw how you reacted when I was struggling.
06:31How could he possibly come to you for help?
06:33Well, I can't just sit around here and wait for the police to find them.
06:36I need to go.
07:04I need to go.
07:20When did you start quitting yourself?
07:23After my mum left.
07:26Dad could barely look at me.
07:30As if mum leaving was my fault.
07:34She didn't love me enough to stay, so maybe he has a point.
07:42I couldn't bear anyone at school finding out.
07:46Feeling sorry for me or laughing at me.
07:52What did it feel like?
07:56You scared?
07:58Not at all.
08:00It felt like release.
08:05I can show you.
08:07If you like.
08:13I don't know.
08:23I can't believe it.
08:28I remember.
08:28I don't know.
08:28I know.
08:33I do not know.
09:36I don't know. Not yet, but...
09:38After everything that's happened?
09:40It's okay. We'll figure it out.
09:46Promise?
09:51I know where we can go.
10:03I just need a few minutes in a room.
10:05No, it's against school policy.
10:07Not to mention an abuse of quitter's rights.
10:12The rights?
10:13I have a responsibility to these kids.
10:15It's my job to protect them.
10:17Two minutes.
10:18I won't tell anyone, I swear.
10:22I know I have no right to ask you to trust me.
10:25One of my students is dead because of you.
10:27You have no right.
10:28I fucked up.
10:29And I'm sorry.
10:32I'm not asking as a friend.
10:34I'm asking as a mother.
10:37She wants to punish me.
10:39And yes, I deserve it.
10:40But so does it.
10:44I can't lose it.
10:45Please.
11:05I'll fill the van up.
11:06Why don't you go in and see what food there is?
11:08Yeah, sure.
11:34Helen, we have to be quick.
11:41What do you think you're going to find?
11:43I don't know.
11:44I don't know anything that won't give me a clue as to where she'll go.
11:53She looks like a different girl.
11:55So happy.
11:57Yeah, you joined the school just after Mrs. Bancroft jumped ship.
12:02Walked out of a daughter's life and never looked back.
12:08Yeah.
12:10I've often thought that it'd have been better for Cressida if her mother had died.
12:14Still awful, but just less rejection.
12:26Go on.
12:27Go on.
12:28Go on.
12:36You know, earlier, in the hotel, when you asked about my scars, have you ever thought about it?
12:48Things, um, things got pretty heavy at my old school.
12:53Is that what you transferred?
13:01Have you ever, um, gone too far?
13:05You mean, like, tried to end things?
13:07Yeah.
13:09Yeah.
13:09Sometimes it just feels like it would be easier.
13:14Yeah.
13:17The thought of having to go on just feels so heavy.
13:24I'm so sick of hearing people say that you've got your whole life ahead of you.
13:30It's like it's exciting.
13:33The future's not even real.
13:36It's just a big black hole.
13:42Does that sound crazy?
13:43No.
13:45I get it.
13:49You know, my dad tried sending me to therapy.
13:54God forbid he actually talks to me himself.
13:59The psychologist tried to convince me things would get better.
14:05Do you think it will?
14:12We can try and ignore it, but it won't ever stop hurting.
14:25Um, I'm gonna go to the bathroom before we go.
14:31Mm-hmm.
14:36Mm-hmm.
14:39Mm-hmm.
14:48Mm-hmm.
18:44We should have seen it.
18:45I should have seen it.
18:49It's not too late.
18:51What if he doesn't come back?
18:54We will come back.
18:55How do you know?
20:50What happened to you when you went to school?
21:00I got accused of sexual assault.
21:10He was my best friend, but he wanted it to be more, and we both did.
21:21Then at this party, somebody walked in on us, and Jackson made out like I'd forced myself
21:39and then from that point on, I was fully cancelled at school.
21:47His mates used to follow me home, and they would beat me up a couple of times.
21:54And then one time after swim practice, somebody pissed all of my clothes.
22:02I mean, stuff on socials was...
22:07What did your mum say?
22:11She apologised to him, and his family.
22:17Are you serious?
22:20I've never even talked about it.
22:24And, like, she's not great on feelings and that, but...
22:30She's like how she was when Dad told me.
22:33What?
22:37She had a nervous breakdown.
22:40And, uh, mum just... checked out.
22:45Walked away.
22:52Even if you could talk to her, she wouldn't get what you're going through.
22:58I guess no one can ever really fully understand what anyone else is going through.
23:06At the end of the day, we're all just... alone.
23:12Dealing with our own shit.
23:16Until the lights go out for good.
23:26What if it gets too heavy?
23:56Awww!ćly7
23:57$300
23:58here anymore okay where do you want to go i don't want to be anywhere anymore
24:10come with me
24:13we'll do it to go
24:28has anyone heard from predator or my son sam simpson
24:35ellen this really isn't appropriate you can election me on what's appropriate
24:39does anyone know where they are do you know this place
24:46look at it really look at it no miles
24:54no
24:58look i know
25:01i know you kids don't know me anything but this isn't about me
25:07if you hear from either of them will you please tell tessa
25:12miss jewett
25:18look i'll show you out
25:22i know where the door is
25:30you should go home hellen it won't do you any good to be seen
25:34save your foe concern
25:38we both know you're just looking out for number one because that's all you ever do
25:42yeah i made mistakes but i am not the only one
25:47you can let them dictate the syllabus but that doesn't make you a good teacher they need
25:52guidance not someone who's going to let them sneak alcohol into the easter ball and then cover up a
25:57drugs overdose to save his own skin instead of helping leo dalton grieve his best friend
26:01you made him keep your secret tormenting leo to cover your tracks
26:06you are a disgrace
26:09d rainford thomas deserved better
26:14for both of us
26:18my office now
26:28when terry got sick you were done in
26:32that doesn't make you a bad person
26:39i don't think terry would agree
26:46and you wasn't being fair
26:49resenting him
26:51it was cruel but i couldn't stop myself
26:58i should have seen what it was doing to sam
27:05my son wanted to kill himself
27:08and he couldn't talk to me
27:10oh please come here come here
27:12come here
27:30you know that picture he shot us i think on the word is
27:34it's what crested i had her 16th birthday in him
27:36it's one of our family's holiday homes in buxton
27:39were you there for her birthday yeah yeah
27:42i'll touch the computers come on
28:01this way
28:54There's no one used this place anymore.
28:57Not since mum left.
29:03She always loved it, yeah?
29:07So obviously Dad hates it.
29:11Too many memories.
29:17Come on.
29:23Come on.
29:29Come on.
29:31Come on.
29:37Let's go.
30:08Let's go.
30:37It's okay.
30:40You don't have to.
30:43You can go first.
30:50It's easy.
30:51You can go first.
31:34I'm scared too.
31:35It's normal.
31:37Just think.
31:40We'll be free from all the pain.
31:51I won't let you suffer.
32:12Just let go, Sam.
32:20She doesn't deserve care.
32:25This is the only way we could be free.
32:27Let's go.
32:28Let's go.
32:28Let's go.
32:38Let's go.
32:49Let's go.
32:54Let's go.
32:56Sammy.
32:57Look at me.
32:58What?
32:59Calm down.
33:01Please, Sam.
33:02Whatever's going on.
33:04We can't fix it.
33:05You can't fix anything.
33:07You're the problem.
33:07You did this to him.
33:09I found the letter.
33:11The one you wrote after me in your dad's letter.
33:14I'm sorry I didn't realize how much pain you were in.
33:16That's because you can't see anyone but yourself.
33:18Sam, I need you to listen to me now.
33:20I don't know what she said to you to make you feel like this is the only way.
33:23But she's wrong.
33:25I'll find someone for you to talk to.
33:27A professional.
33:28Because you don't want to hear her.
33:29No.
33:30No.
33:30I'll be there every step of the way if you let me.
33:32She's lying.
33:33I let you down.
33:35I know that.
33:36When I left your father, but that was about me.
33:38You just walked away.
33:40Not from you.
33:41Dad needed help and you just left.
33:43It was selfish.
33:45And I'm so sorry if it made you feel you couldn't show me that you were hurting.
33:49I love you, Sam, more than anything.
33:52There is nothing you can do or say to me that will change that.
33:57Nothing.
33:58What about Jackson?
34:01How you blamed him?
34:05I didn't.
34:06You apologized to the other boy's family as if Sam had done something wrong.
34:11You should have been on his side.
34:13Part of Herbert believes that you assaulted that boy.
34:16But you came out of that.
34:17She was disgusted by you.
34:19Sam.
34:21Sam.
34:22Sam.
34:22I wasn't.
34:25I should never have apologized to Jackson's family.
34:28I was wrong to make you think I wasn't on your side.
34:31And I was wrong to walk away from our family.
34:34Sam.
34:35I should have fought for it.
34:36But I am here.
34:39Now.
34:41I'm here now.
34:43I'm not going anywhere.
34:49Please let me make a friend.
34:53Sam.
34:58I love you.
35:06I'm sorry, baby.
35:07I'm so sorry.
35:23I told you I wasn't going to let you suffer.
35:31I'm not going to let you get dragged into a life of pain and misery with someone who
35:35lies and manipulates you into thinking.
35:38She cares.
35:39Playing happy families when it's all lies.
35:41Sam.
35:42Go and wait in the car.
35:43This has never been about him.
35:46Let him go.
35:53Sam.
35:54Sam.
35:55Sam.
35:55Sam.
35:55Go.
35:55Go.
36:16So that was the plan.
36:18Get Sam to kill himself.
36:20Demonish me.
36:21I'm not going to let you hurt him anymore.
36:26It's over, Chrysler.
36:29Don't make things any worse for yourself.
36:30Put the gun down.
36:32Let me help you.
36:34You don't want to help me.
36:37I know I made mistakes.
36:39I'm not denying that.
36:41I failed, Dee.
36:44Because I didn't see them.
36:46And I didn't see you.
36:50And I see you now.
36:53I see you.
36:55I see you.
36:56You need help.
36:59You need help.
36:59You need help.
37:00You need help.
37:00You need help.
37:01If you do this, you will spend the best years of your life behind bars.
37:07For what?
37:09Your parents have already taken so much from you.
37:13You don't know what you're talking about.
37:14I know your mom walked out on her family just like I did.
37:17But taking it out on me won't bring her back.
37:21I left my husband because I was scared of his vulnerability.
37:27It had nothing to do with that.
37:30None of it was his fault.
37:35So many people have let you down.
37:41Let me, England.
37:53I'm sorry.
38:00Please, let's stop.
38:06Do you really think I'm going to fall for that?
38:10Sentimental potion.
38:12No.
38:24Don't you think you've won?
38:30This is going to fall for you forever.
38:34No.
38:35No!
38:36Wait.
38:36No!
38:38Sam!
38:39Sam!
38:42Come here.
38:43Can I come here?
38:47Sophie!
38:48Stop!
38:51Stop!
38:56Come here.
38:58êłŒéŁć?
38:59write her down the road.
39:03Stay here! Stay here!
39:05I'm calling an ambulance!
39:07It's okay.
39:09It's okay.
39:13It's okay.
39:31Sammy's just called. He's staying at Leo's tonight after the gig.
39:37I want you to get going.
39:40Do you want me to come with you? I can cancel my shift.
39:42This is something I need to do on my own.
40:04Jesus is like this.
40:10Hello?
40:17He's gonna be awesome!
40:20He's not known how he's been.
40:21Steven, I'm sorry!
40:22He's hitting me usually, his way longer.
40:23Can I assist me if I headers ever prime?
40:28I need to get first page.
40:39How are you?
40:44Look around.
40:49Why did you invite me here, Cressida?
40:55Why did you come?
40:58Guilty conscience.
40:59My conscience is clear.
41:02I made a lot of mistakes, but I'm doing what I can to put things right.
41:07I guess time will tell.
41:10There are people here who can help you.
41:13I hope you let them.
41:18This is goodbye, Cressida.
41:19For good.
41:22Is it?
41:44Oh, I'm more late, Sam.
41:47What's going on?
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