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Full Episode of The Summer My Heart Stopped
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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:15but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:32caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying to save you
00:00:36you're the reason he died he bled out on the street because of you the worst part is you didn't
00:00:41even
00:00:41show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you alex was your best
00:00:48friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this to him don't you
00:00:52even feel a
00:00:53shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me nothing i say is going to change your mind anyway
00:01:04you selfish skank i'm gonna put you in your place for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack
00:01:33so i had surgery and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks
00:01:38too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:02:10alex's dad died because of me
00:02:21alex want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:47i get why you hate me i just never thought i'd hurt this much god what a dumbass i mean
00:02:53the guy's a
00:02:54fireman for eight night a cop plus he went there with no weapon he's basically asking to get stabbed to
00:03:05no one talks shit about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price
00:03:10he got what he
00:03:34alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to bin just take it out on
00:03:38me take it out on you
00:03:40fine fine go fucking die isabel
00:03:46don't worry alex get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:53can't handle the stress of any more procedures you have about one month left to live
00:04:01at most
00:04:11looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that you can get away with the murder by
00:04:16pretending to be little miss er
00:04:22no
00:04:25you said you needed them right then lick them off
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed you
00:04:38to
00:04:38stay silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy match why are we so nervous is it because
00:04:45you have
00:04:45incriminating evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let him see those
00:04:50hi alex i just wanted to say that i love you
00:04:56i might not ever get a chance to tell you in person so
00:05:01hold her hold her hold her oh let's use face id to unlock it i want to see what kind
00:05:08of dirty little
00:05:08secrets this is hiding smile sweetheart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to say that
00:05:25what are you doing alex help
00:05:33alex help
00:05:36we were uh we were just trying to get back at her for you bro all right it starts in
00:05:39five minutes
00:05:40get your asses to the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was here to save me
00:05:48you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go
00:05:56alex can i join you for your swim practice i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:05coming to the swim meet tomorrow we've already got an army of fangirls going
00:06:10it doesn't matter if i go you really don't know
00:06:14you know what i don't care about those other girls i only want you cheering me on
00:06:26yeah sure
00:06:36alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again your court's decision isn't going
00:06:47to change i'm not going to give up not until the murderers who killed alex's father brought to justice
00:06:56that's the judge
00:06:59jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex
00:07:22so today i went to go see judge roberts
00:07:25i tried to get him to reopen the case that he said no i'm not going to give up though
00:07:31i promised you
00:07:35and i'm going to keep my word
00:07:39hey love bug how was school oh my what happened is someone bullying you at school
00:07:48well i just fell
00:07:50how everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally called me back and he said
00:07:56we might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally going to take those killers to justice
00:08:04it's great i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind you should tell alex the
00:08:12good news no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out i know this
00:08:18is
00:08:19important to you but don't forget to take care of your own don't worry about me all right i want
00:08:25to
00:08:25get justice for alex's dad when did my little girl grow up so fast all right go get him tiger
00:08:31but
00:08:32now i love you to the moon and back i love you too mom you know some people they say
00:08:40they have the best
00:08:40mom but i really do have the best mom mrs spencer your daughter only has a month left i'd recommend
00:08:56you transfer her to hospice care for her final days
00:09:08i wish alex was here
00:09:17you
00:09:28whoa
00:09:29did he get so ripped
00:09:32don't pretend
00:09:33i saw you checking me out
00:09:35you
00:09:36no no i was just spacing out
00:09:38oh really you're telling me that this doesn't make you drool
00:09:42you could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me
00:09:46yeah then let's put that to the test
00:09:49do it i dare you okay
00:10:17oh god oh god i didn't see anything
00:10:19mom i swear
00:10:37hey alex i've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta study up if we're
00:10:45going to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:10:59why would i want to go to the same college as you
00:11:06so i made up my mind i'm going to go to princeton for undergrad
00:11:11and then columbia for med school and once i graduate i'm going to join doctors without borders
00:11:19what about you
00:11:21i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study
00:11:28your mom wants you to go to a good school
00:11:30my mom is in a mental hospital because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered
00:11:37and the people who did it got to walk away as if nothing ever happened
00:11:44and who do you think is responsible for that sorry sorry you're sorry you think that's enough
00:11:52i'm sorry he's gonna bring my dad back i'm sorry he's gonna help my mom
00:11:57no i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies no remember this i will never forgive you
00:12:04not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of
00:12:38me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:12:57you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spot's reserved
00:13:20reserved since when always has been always will be
00:13:25i always want you by my side beautiful great congratulations great
00:13:34cheese awesome can i see oh sure would i be able to get it like like this big that's like
00:13:43wedding
00:13:44picture big it's for a funeral actually my funeral all right a funeral
00:13:54why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:13:58because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since kindergarten come up with a new line
00:14:03already let's race whoever gets to the top first win this yummy candy i can't my mommy does my heart
00:14:13too weak if i run i'll die
00:14:18i'll never ever race you again isabel please don't die when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that
00:14:27can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven so be a good girl and
00:14:37go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation is just around the
00:14:49corner you are in the home stretch but this is not the time for senioritis let's make these last few
00:14:56weeks count and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in
00:15:14alex what are you gonna major in pre-med oh you want to be a doctor how come
00:15:23i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:15:31it's a promise
00:15:37tell my mom
00:15:40at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at the same hospital
00:15:45together ooh who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance huh you guys would be perfect for each other
00:16:05forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:23hey love book it's me mom i'm right here oh thank god you're awake
00:16:33i don't know i think it's okay if i i take a break from school yes of course i think
00:16:42your teachers
00:16:43will understand this is great now i get to spend more time with my precious girl if i don't go
00:16:50to
00:16:50school maybe alex can graduate in peace wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:07mr mills i want to let you know that isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:27isabel isabel are you dropping out of school why do you care i thought you didn't want to see
00:17:34just answer me are you dropping out or not do you want to stay out of your sight there you
00:17:39go again
00:17:39doing everything on your terms you owe me that means i decide how you repay me isabel
00:17:47if you drop out you are throwing your college dreams out the window you think trashing your
00:17:51future is gonna make up for my dad's death it's not that damn simple isabel is going to take your
00:17:57medication wait isabel you at the hospital
00:18:06hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine people don't
00:18:21normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's murderers to justice
00:18:29isabel
00:18:35you here to see me
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:55i was just trying to new look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:05picking up some meds for my mom your mom
00:19:08well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting isabel are you really dropping out
00:19:15of school why don't you lay around the hospital when everyone knows you're not actually dying
00:19:20playing the victim i guess just as always how'd you lose so much weight in a week is she
00:19:27actually sick are you worried about me dying maybe she's tricking me again worried about you dying
00:19:34as if pain in asses like you don't die that easily my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there and testify no more vanishing acts don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:58your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks
00:20:02isabel spencer was not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here
00:20:10mr logan where is your witness she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer
00:20:16classic isabel i know i shouldn't have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented
00:20:24then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:37isabel spencer promise that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:20:43on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them i never forget their faces they tried to assault me
00:20:53help but mr brooks he saved me
00:21:07that he lost his life
00:21:10help please please somebody help he died trying to save me
00:21:15the truth based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:21:30the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross guilty of murder in the second degree
00:21:37and sentences them to 20 years in state prison
00:21:42see alex i meant what i said i promised i'd bring your dad's killers to justice
00:22:01hey thanks
00:22:03no sorry i i should have been here the first time
00:22:06my mom was unusually lucid today she said that i shouldn't resent you anymore
00:22:12do you still resent me i don't know
00:22:16but every time that i look at you it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom
00:22:22fell apart
00:22:24i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:27okay
00:22:30i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to
00:22:36me
00:22:52i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:59this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:28this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:29hey hon how you feeling
00:23:35feel good
00:23:39um what day is it june 9th why
00:23:44you have a date to the dance no
00:23:48what hey what if we just went together is that like a formal invite i mean if it was what
00:23:59would
00:23:59your answer be
00:24:02yes cool i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:24:15today's a crowd dance i have to go oh is the bell your heart oh please
00:24:21this might be the only dance i ever get to go to
00:24:27i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:24:33fine i'm not going to stop you from seeing alex but take it easy all right we've had enough close
00:24:39calls calls at the er thank you mom i love you i love you
00:24:54you seriously still struggling with this it's so easy
00:24:58maybe maybe i just wanted to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life
00:25:03dummy
00:25:13what happened to isabel i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:35alex
00:25:45alex
00:25:49have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:26:13come on
00:26:14come on dance it this way
00:26:19now
00:26:19is
00:26:19is
00:26:20is
00:26:20is
00:26:21is
00:26:21is
00:26:23is
00:26:25Is he? Is he?
00:26:58What the hell, Alex? Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with me?
00:27:03Don't call her that!
00:27:14What's wrong?
00:27:15Nothing, thanks.
00:27:21Ms. Spencer?
00:27:23Alex, please come. Isabel, she's about to die.
00:27:30Alex! Alex, where are you?
00:27:36No, no, no, this can't be real.
00:27:46Isabel, you can't die.
00:27:59Isabel!
00:28:00Young man, you can't be in here. You need to leave.
00:28:03No, no, I'm not leaving. That's my Isabel, that's my Izzy. I need to see her.
00:28:19No, this can't be real.
00:28:33No, this can't be real.
00:28:41No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:28:41Is this your girlfriend and young lady?
00:28:43No, it's not her.
00:28:52Please, Spencer, please just pick up.
00:28:58excuse me do you know what room isabel spencer's in
00:29:04she's 18 hair down to here she's really thin big beautiful eyes the kind you never forget
00:29:11alex
00:29:14looking for me
00:29:19wait what isabel
00:29:24what's going on your mom called and said you're about to die right are you okay
00:29:31my mom she's so over dramatic i just had a minor surgery completely fine
00:29:37do you think this is funny or something what jesus christ is about what you you had your mom
00:29:44fabricate some fake sob story about your death what's next huh you're gonna invite me to your
00:29:50fake fucking funeral this is not what happened no no don't call me again not even on your
00:29:55deathbed because i don't care anymore not one fucking bit
00:30:17isabel what are you doing out here you just got out of surgery
00:30:23is that alex baby i'm sorry i called him i just thought it was important for you guys to have
00:30:30closure it's okay mom it doesn't matter can we go home i really don't want to die
00:30:51hey alex five days till graduation
00:30:55um you said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday but i know you didn't mean them
00:31:04sometimes i just get sad thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were
00:31:10but i want you to be happy
00:31:15and so i hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit
00:31:23do you remember this you left it here it means a lot to me
00:31:52wait isabel you you sure you want this
00:31:56one hundred percent i don't want to die a virgin yeah but
00:32:02why me
00:32:04because you're my best friend
00:32:08the only one who'd agree to do this
00:32:10the only person who wouldn't think i'm crazy for making such a request
00:32:15yeah great okay then uh
00:32:19how do you want to get started
00:32:22you tell me i'm the virgin here
00:32:24well uh actually you're not the only virgin here
00:32:30now what about the cheerleader last summer
00:32:32that was just a rumor is he
00:32:35i'm not the hookup kind of guy
00:32:39actually i've been waiting
00:32:43waiting for what
00:32:47i've been waiting for you izzy
00:32:50i wanted you to be my first
00:32:54nothing
00:32:55i'm ready if you are
00:33:17i'll be gentle
00:33:20i promise
00:33:31that was my first kiss
00:33:33i too
00:33:52oh my god
00:33:53am i really losing my virginity to my best friend
00:34:01what the hell are you kids doing
00:34:04homework
00:34:05homework
00:34:08it's the last thing you gave me
00:34:14so now it is time to give it back
00:34:32alex
00:34:33anyone home
00:34:52so he got into princeton too
00:34:58since we were five
00:34:59alex and i have spent countless hours together in this room
00:35:04playing games
00:35:05building blanket forts
00:35:08all kinds of stupid stuff
00:35:11but i never come in here anymore
00:35:14not since alex's dad died
00:35:25my eyes are up here
00:35:27yeah sorry
00:35:30just uh
00:35:31people at school said you have
00:35:33three nipples
00:35:35and i was just curious
00:35:38you're not seriously listening to those rumors
00:35:40you could have just asked me
00:35:42yeah
00:35:43sorry
00:35:44you're right
00:35:45definitely
00:35:46shouldn't listen to those idiots
00:35:50you know what
00:35:52it's to prove the gossip wrong
00:35:54i'll show you
00:35:56what
00:36:02so
00:36:03how many do i have
00:36:06two
00:36:08two
00:36:08perfect
00:36:10one
00:36:19this will probably be the last time i'm ever in this room
00:36:26goodbye alex
00:36:34oh my god alex
00:36:36you're finally showing me your room
00:36:38will i be the first girl who's in it
00:36:48well
00:36:49i never thought i'd set foot inside the room of the alex brooks
00:36:56it's always late
00:36:57i think you should leave
00:36:59don't be such a killjoy alex
00:37:01i have a surprise for you
00:37:03i have
00:37:13yes so i should definitely leave
00:37:17you sure you want me to leave
00:37:18you said your parents are out
00:37:20which means we have the whole place to ourselves
00:37:27i can do anything that you want alex
00:37:30i'm yours
00:37:35see
00:37:35i'm already wet for you
00:37:46yes
00:37:46oh that's it
00:37:48oh that's it baby
00:37:53alex do you want me
00:37:54yes
00:37:55is he wants you
00:37:57did alex just say my name
00:38:01what did you say
00:38:03did you just call me
00:38:04is he
00:38:21isabel
00:38:22what are you doing in my closet
00:38:30alex
00:38:30i'm so sorry i didn't know you'd be back
00:38:34what the fuck
00:38:35isabel what are you doing here
00:38:36what else
00:38:37she's being a creepy stalker as usual
00:38:41seriously isabel
00:38:42hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking
00:38:45alex no that's not what i was doing
00:38:46i just
00:38:47i just
00:38:48i'm just gonna return something to you
00:38:50it's yours
00:38:53what the hell is that
00:38:54just
00:38:57a raggedy old t-shirt
00:39:00alex this is yours
00:39:10you sure you want this
00:39:13100%
00:39:16what
00:39:17you think you can win
00:39:18alex back with a dirty old t-shirt
00:39:21no
00:39:21that's not what
00:39:22alex do you even want this
00:39:35why would i want some dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:39:37means nothing to me
00:39:42hear that
00:39:43get the fuck out
00:39:45alex doesn't want you here
00:39:50she's right
00:39:52you should leave
00:39:59don't let that loser ruin the mood
00:40:01i know that you only said her name because you hate her so much
00:40:06i can help you forget all about her
00:40:09sorry stop i'm not in the mood
00:40:10oh wait we can try something else then
00:40:14you'll love it
00:40:17zoe
00:40:18i'm serious stop
00:40:19stop resisting it's gonna feel amazing
00:40:22i promise
00:40:25i said no
00:40:27leave me the fuck alone
00:40:28what the fuck is wrong with you alex
00:40:31you're sick in the head just like that psycho freak isabel
00:40:33i fucking hate you asshole
00:40:42damn it isabel
00:40:43why do you make everything so fucking difficult
00:41:01where is it should be right here
00:41:03looking for this
00:41:09looking for this
00:41:13i mean don't think it
00:41:16means something
00:41:16whatever
00:41:18i just don't want another
00:41:19creep like you getting their hands on it
00:41:36good morning sunshine i made pancakes
00:41:42hey mom
00:41:44i'm going to the care home to visit alex's mom
00:41:47don't worry i'll be back soon
00:41:51miss brooks
00:41:52sorry it took me so long to visit
00:41:54i know that it's because of me that you're like this
00:41:58if it wasn't for me then you and mr brooks would still be together
00:42:02happily in love like before
00:42:09i have missed you my love
00:42:11i have been thinking about you all day
00:42:14even when training your new recruits
00:42:16even while putting out fires and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree
00:42:23gross
00:42:24son one of these days you're gonna fall in love and then you'll know exactly how we feel
00:42:31if i could turn back time i'd make it so that he never saved me that many
00:42:35don't don't cry my dear
00:42:36you ruin your pretty face
00:42:39okay i'll stop
00:42:41good news
00:42:42alex got into princeton
00:42:45and what about you my dear
00:42:47i'm not going anywhere
00:42:49ever
00:42:50i'll probably die here
00:42:52be buried here
00:42:54for all eternity
00:42:57what are you talking about
00:43:01alex i was just visiting your mom i didn't know you'd be here too
00:43:04what are you saying
00:43:06you know she's on one you know she can't handle any more stress right now
00:43:09alex i
00:43:10it's torturing me not enough
00:43:12you really need to drag my mom into this too
00:43:16hey
00:43:17don't speak to a lady like that
00:43:20are those for me
00:43:22yes mom
00:43:24they're uh yellow roses
00:43:25your favorite
00:43:27you remember how
00:43:28dad used to
00:43:29always bring you those
00:43:34steven
00:43:35steven you're back
00:43:38oh i missed you so much
00:43:40you were gone fighting fires for so long this time
00:43:46isabel
00:43:53i've been thinking about it
00:43:54about
00:43:54my parents
00:43:56and about us
00:43:58i think i figured it out
00:44:00i don't hate you anymore
00:44:03really
00:44:04but what happened
00:44:06it can't be undone
00:44:08we can't go back to how things were
00:44:21so after graduation
00:44:23i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:44:25and we are going to forget
00:44:27everything in it
00:44:29including you
00:44:32you see
00:44:36this is goodbye alex
00:44:38forever
00:44:42goodbye my izzy
00:44:54steven let's go
00:45:11i heard
00:45:13our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital
00:45:18it's not just brilliant
00:45:20it's ridiculously hot
00:45:26hello everybody
00:45:26welcome to the presbyterian hospital
00:45:29for the next three months
00:45:30i will be your attending physician
00:45:34all right
00:45:35so that's all from me
00:45:36there are no further questions
00:45:37you're free to go
00:45:42actually i did have a question
00:45:45are you from after work?
00:45:48shelly right
00:45:49yeah i'm sorry
00:45:51i'm busy
00:45:52and
00:45:53this is a hospital
00:45:55please adhere to the dress codes
00:45:57thank you
00:46:01dude that was harsh
00:46:02would it really kill you to cut them some slack
00:46:04i've known you since college
00:46:06i've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl
00:46:09yeah
00:46:10hey but
00:46:11chicks aren't your thing man
00:46:12i'm not the one to judge
00:46:13fuck off man
00:46:14mind your own business for once
00:46:20yo alex
00:46:21how you been man
00:46:22our 10-year high school reunion's coming up soon
00:46:24you going?
00:46:27i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:46:29and we are going to forget
00:46:30everything in it
00:46:31including you
00:46:33you see
00:46:35isabel
00:46:36are you gonna be there?
00:46:48yo alex
00:46:49you made it man
00:46:49hey man
00:46:52oh
00:46:52look who's here everyone
00:46:54the legend
00:46:56of evergreen high
00:46:57the captain of the swim team
00:46:59alex
00:47:00brooks
00:47:02i envy you
00:47:03you disappeared for 10 years
00:47:05and everybody still loves you
00:47:06was everyone invited?
00:47:08yeah
00:47:08i'm pretty sure everyone's coming
00:47:10oh except for zoe
00:47:12she's getting divorced from her third husband
00:47:13uh
00:47:14i guess you probably don't care about that
00:47:17why?
00:47:18who are you expecting to see?
00:47:21no one
00:47:22isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways
00:47:25after all the terrible things i said
00:47:28i can't blame her
00:47:29oh
00:47:32i don't know who you're waiting for
00:47:34your little uh childhood sweetheart isabel
00:47:37what do they call her?
00:47:38little miss uh
00:47:38little miss emergency room
00:47:40hey don't call her that
00:47:43dude
00:47:44come on man
00:47:45don't be so
00:47:46that hurt
00:47:48your little izzy's dead
00:47:50nothing but a rotting pile of bones
00:47:52in a graveyard
00:47:52what the fuck did you just
00:47:54whoa whoa
00:47:55hey whoa whoa hey man
00:47:57you were drunk
00:47:57back off
00:47:58i ain't drunk
00:47:59shit i've never been more sober in my life
00:48:02remember that one time
00:48:03by the swimming pool
00:48:04when we roasted her super hard
00:48:06hey
00:48:07man get your shit together
00:48:08no no no let them finish
00:48:11attention everyone
00:48:12it's show and tell time
00:48:14and boy oh boy
00:48:15do i have something juicy
00:48:17to share with you all
00:48:18see this
00:48:19it's someone's precious
00:48:20little bucket list
00:48:22things i want to do before i die
00:48:24number one
00:48:24travel to paris
00:48:25number two
00:48:26set off fireworks on the beach
00:48:27no no no no that's my bucket list
00:48:29number three
00:48:30go to prom with alex
00:48:31number four
00:48:32lose my virginity to alex
00:48:37everybody shut up
00:48:40alex i
00:48:40bro
00:48:41she wants you to pop her cherry
00:48:43go home and take her to pound town
00:48:49how embarrassing
00:48:50it only makes me hate you even more
00:48:59see that
00:49:00alex hates you
00:49:02and now everybody knows
00:49:03that you're not the innocent virgin
00:49:05you pretend to be
00:49:06you're just
00:49:07a dirty slut
00:49:08who wants to get railed
00:49:09by the team captain
00:49:12well
00:49:12then i guess it's time to wash
00:49:14those dirty thoughts
00:49:15out of your head
00:49:16how about we're in the pool
00:49:17no
00:49:18i can't swim
00:49:26alex
00:49:27help me
00:49:29god what did i do
00:49:30i could have saved her
00:49:33man
00:49:34that was fun
00:49:35i think she got sick for like a month
00:49:38after that
00:49:39and her health just got worse
00:49:40and worse
00:49:42and before long
00:49:43she was dead
00:49:45donezo
00:49:49you asshole
00:49:50how could you do that
00:49:51she has a heart condition
00:49:54you piece of fucking shit
00:49:58what the fuck
00:49:59man
00:50:00you don't act like you weren't a part of this
00:50:02can you just stood there
00:50:03and let it all happen
00:50:05why would i want some dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:50:07means nothing to me
00:50:22too bad you didn't just die
00:50:26you just stood there
00:50:27and let it all happen
00:50:32you know looking back on it now
00:50:34i think we really did go too far with isabel
00:50:37i just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry
00:50:40you said you invited everybody
00:50:43where is izzy
00:50:44dude
00:50:45do you really not know
00:50:47not know what
00:50:49alex
00:50:50isabel died 10 years ago
00:50:52right after graduation
00:51:01now you're messing with me man
00:51:02i mean there's no way she could be dead
00:51:04i'm not messing with you
00:51:06all right my uncle works for the county clerk's office
00:51:09he helped mrs spencer register her death
00:51:12i don't believe it
00:51:14no it has to be a different isabel spencer
00:51:16my izzy is not dead
00:51:37she must have moved
00:51:45the number you have dialed
00:51:46is not in service
00:51:50the number you have dialed
00:51:52is not in service
00:51:54the number you have dialed
00:51:55the number you have dialed
00:51:56is not in service
00:52:02no
00:52:02no no she can't be dead
00:52:06I'm gonna find her
00:52:08Yeah, I'm gonna find her
00:52:21Who sent this to my house?
00:52:33Isabel, is this some kind of joke?
00:52:36Why didn't you show up at the reunion?
00:52:38Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:52:41They're just fake rumors, right?
00:52:44Message me back when you see this
00:52:54Is he?
00:52:57Alex, are you at the house?
00:53:00Oh, hi, Mom
00:53:00Remember to clean everything up
00:53:02Yeah, yeah, I will
00:53:23It's for a funeral, actually
00:53:25My funeral
00:53:26A funeral?
00:53:27Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:53:312016?
00:53:33Isabel sent me this 10 years ago
00:54:00Hi, Alex
00:54:03I am recording a special video series for you
00:54:07Gosh, I look so pale
00:54:08Anyway, tomorrow
00:54:10We are one year away from graduation
00:54:12And I'm gonna make you a video every single day
00:54:15And then on graduation
00:54:16I will give them all to you
00:54:18And tell you I have a crush on you
00:54:22Don't you remember, Isabel?
00:54:25I told you how I feel about you
00:54:29What the hell is going to show up here?
00:54:32I told you I wouldn't let you drown
00:54:37Isabel
00:54:40I like you
00:54:44I know, we've been saying that since you were like five
00:54:46No, I mean
00:54:52Who's there?
00:54:59Oh my God
00:55:00Is he hard right now?
00:55:16Got you now, you brats
00:55:23I'm sorry, Isabel
00:55:27I didn't let you drown
00:55:28I let you down
00:55:31If I'd have been a little bit braver
00:55:33And just a little bit more persistent
00:55:36I could have told you how I felt
00:55:41Hi, Alex
00:55:43275 days till graduation
00:55:44I know you want to go to Princeton with me
00:55:47So
00:55:49What's this?
00:55:50Come on
00:55:52And you are still smiling
00:55:53Like it's nothing
00:55:56Hi, Alex
00:55:57It is now 211 days until graduation
00:56:01Today I snuck in tears for me
00:56:03And I saw Zoe
00:56:05She just fell into your arms
00:56:07Like a damsel in distress
00:56:09And to make matters worse
00:56:11You hugged her back
00:56:13I'll be honest, I was so jealous
00:56:15But then
00:56:17You gave me your trophy
00:56:18So I guess I'll forgive you
00:56:20Admit it
00:56:22You like me too
00:56:26Hey, Alex
00:56:27Hey, Alex
00:56:28Hey, Alex
00:56:31That was the day of Dad's funeral
00:56:35Hey, Alex
00:56:36I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral
00:56:39I know you don't want to see me
00:56:40I mean, it's my fault he died
00:56:43And I know all that he meant to you
00:56:45I wish it was me who died instead
00:56:53Alex?
00:57:00You were invited
00:57:06I thought you guys would all be gone
00:57:08I just wanted to say goodbye to your dad
00:57:09You're not welcome here
00:57:11My dad saved your life
00:57:13And you didn't even show up to testify
00:57:16If he had to sacrifice himself
00:57:18It should have been someone who was actually worth it
00:57:20I'm sorry
00:57:21Just fucking leave
00:57:26Go
00:57:27I'm sorry
00:57:35Fuck
00:57:37Fuck
00:57:37Fuck
00:57:37Fuck, I was so stupid
00:57:38It was about
00:57:39Fuck
00:57:40Fuck
00:57:40Fuck
00:57:44When you were rushing to the hospital
00:57:45For a heart attack
00:57:46When you were dying on the operating table
00:57:49I didn't believe you
00:57:54I told you to go die
00:57:58I'm so sorry
00:58:07Hi Alex
00:58:09One date to graduation
00:58:11I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous
00:58:14I tried to do my makeup
00:58:16But I couldn't even look at the brush
00:58:20But I mean
00:58:21I guess you've already seen me on the ugliest
00:58:23So it's
00:58:25Whatever
00:58:27Alex, I'm scared
00:58:29I don't want to die
00:58:31I want to go to college with you
00:58:33It's not really up to me
00:58:35Maybe God just hates me
00:58:38Like you do
00:58:40Alex
00:58:40I don't know if there's an afterlife
00:58:43But if there is
00:58:44I really hope to see you there
00:58:46That is, if
00:58:47You and God can forgive me for my sins
00:59:03Hi Alex
00:59:04Happy graduation
00:59:06This is my last video
00:59:08You left town today
00:59:10I saw you packing up
00:59:13But I know you didn't want to see me
00:59:16So I hid behind the curtains
00:59:18And then you looked up at me
00:59:22And you almost thought
00:59:23That you were going to come and say goodbye
00:59:26But then you drove away
00:59:29At least I know you still haven't forgiven me
00:59:32It's okay
00:59:37Isabel!
00:59:39Isabel!
00:59:42No, Isabel, you can't be dead
00:59:44You can't be dead
00:59:45You must be doing this because you hate me
00:59:48Isabel
00:59:55Isabel?
00:59:55Zoe?
00:59:58Oh my God, Alex
01:00:01It's been forever
01:00:02I rushed over as soon as I heard you were back in town
01:00:11Yikes
01:00:12Looks like a haunted house in here
01:00:15Don't worry
01:00:15I can help you spruce it up
01:00:18What are you doing?
01:00:19Why so cold, Alex?
01:00:21Weren't we a thing back in the day?
01:00:23We just hooked up
01:00:24Okay, we were never official
01:00:27It's still a heartbreaker, I see
01:00:29Well, you know
01:00:30I was super into you back then
01:00:32Okay
01:00:33I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight
01:00:37Hmm
01:00:39What's that?
01:00:43No
01:00:45Nothing
01:00:47Oh
01:00:48So
01:00:49Even Alex Brooks watches porn every now and then, huh?
01:00:53I get it
01:00:54You've been single for all these years
01:00:56You need to meet your needs somehow
01:01:00No
01:01:01No, I haven't forgotten about you, Alex
01:01:03You don't need to do everything by yourself
01:01:05Let me fill those needs
01:01:09Get out!
01:01:11Seriously, Alex?
01:01:13Been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole?
01:01:23So you came back for Isabel?
01:01:25I
01:01:26Seriously don't understand
01:01:28Why are you not over a bitch who's been dead for ten years?
01:01:31She's not dead
01:01:32Stop spreading lies about her
01:01:34You're crazy
01:01:36Let me get your head fucking checked
01:01:42Why
01:01:42Does everyone say that you're dead?
01:01:45They're lying
01:01:46Right
01:01:47And where are you, Izzy?
01:01:54So that's where you are
01:01:56I'm coming, Izzy
01:02:06Hello, Mrs. Spencer
01:02:08Alex?
01:02:13Thanks
01:02:14It's been ages
01:02:15What have you been up to all these years?
01:02:18I became a heart surgeon
01:02:19A heart surgeon?
01:02:21That's fantastic
01:02:22You found a great career
01:02:23It was Isabel's dream to be
01:02:25Working with Doctors Without Borders
01:02:28If she was still around
01:02:29I bet she'd be in some
01:02:31Foreign place saving lives
01:02:33If
01:02:34She was still around
01:02:37Holy shit
01:02:37Is Mrs. Spencer in on this too?
01:02:40Is she helping Izzy hide from me?
01:02:42Mrs. Spencer
01:02:44Do you know where
01:02:45Isabel's living now?
01:02:47I
01:02:48Have something I need to talk to her about
01:02:52Isabel?
01:02:52Are you in there?
01:03:00Are you in there?
01:03:12I'm sorry, Mrs. Spencer
01:03:14I gotta get going
01:03:16I'll see you again soon
01:03:20No
01:03:20No, it's a lie
01:03:22She can't be dead
01:03:23I promised I would become a doctor
01:03:25And I'd fix her heart
01:03:25I'm gonna find her doctor from before
01:03:28He knows her conditions better than anyone
01:03:30Yes, Isabel Spencer
01:03:32Yes, Isabel Spencer
01:03:33How could I forget her?
01:03:34It's been almost a decade since anybody mentioned her
01:03:37Has she not gotten treatment for a decade?
01:03:39She was a stubborn girl
01:03:40She once insisted on being discharged right after surgery
01:03:44Said something about needing to testify in court for a friend
01:03:49I don't think we should see each other again
01:03:54You were in so much pain
01:03:56But I didn't see it
01:03:57Come to think of it
01:03:58I remember you now
01:04:01You used to come visit her when she was sick
01:04:04But why'd you stop visiting towards the end?
01:04:06Toward the end?
01:04:08You're full of us too
01:04:13It's not true
01:04:14It's not true
01:04:15It's not true, right, Izzy?
01:04:17You can't be dead
01:04:19Alex
01:05:02How is it?
01:05:04Disgusting
01:05:05Liar
01:05:06No, but if you really want to taste
01:05:08I have the perfect solution
01:05:09What's that?
01:05:14Well, how was it?
01:05:16Disgustingly sweet, right?
01:05:17I think he just wanted to kiss me
01:05:22Isabel, how could you just die?
01:05:24How could you disappear just like that?
01:05:27Maybe it's really true
01:05:28Maybe she really is gone
01:05:33Isabel
01:05:35Isabel
01:05:44I knew it was you
01:05:46I knew you weren't dead
01:05:48Alex
01:05:50One time to see
01:05:56Why is everyone saying that you died this summer you graduated high school?
01:06:01I had to leave the city
01:06:04Leave all the pain behind
01:06:08Hey
01:06:09Ended up back here in the end
01:06:11Alex
01:06:12Have you forgiven me?
01:06:14I told you
01:06:15I don't hate you anymore
01:06:17Listen, I was so young and dumb back then, okay?
01:06:20The last ten years I have thought about you every day, hell, every minute, every second
01:06:26Me too
01:06:27It's not too late, Isabel
01:06:28We can start over
01:06:30I'm never gonna let you leave my side again
01:06:34Sorry about the mess
01:06:36No one's been in this house for years
01:06:37But you can stay here with me now
01:06:44How are you?
01:06:45How's your heart?
01:06:47I've been good
01:06:48Yeah, my health has improved a lot
01:06:50Still not perfect
01:06:51My mom moved in with my grandma
01:06:53And then I left for college
01:06:55Came back after graduation
01:06:57So why didn't you just move back into your old house?
01:07:00Or because it
01:07:02Is it because you didn't want to see me?
01:07:04I just needed somewhere close to work
01:07:08Why wouldn't I want to see you?
01:07:17So you know everything?
01:07:19I am so sorry, Isabel
01:07:21I should have protected you
01:07:23Been there for you
01:07:25But I treated you terribly
01:07:27Do you hate me?
01:07:28I could never hate you
01:07:37Sorry
01:07:39Just really excited to see you
01:07:41It's fine
01:07:42It's okay
01:07:43Don't worry about it
01:07:45I just got back too
01:07:46It's pretty empty in here
01:07:48How about we go get something to eat?
01:07:51Yeah?
01:07:52Okay
01:07:59What can I get you, sir?
01:08:02Pancakes
01:08:03Definitely pancakes
01:08:04You're probably craving them as usual
01:08:06It's been ten years
01:08:07Surprised you remember
01:08:09How could I forget?
01:08:11I'll take a burger
01:08:12And pancakes for the lady
01:08:22Hey there, handsome
01:08:25I'm alone too
01:08:26You mind if I slide in?
01:08:28Uh, yeah
01:08:30We do mind
01:08:31We?
01:08:33Me and the beautiful girl
01:08:34Sitting right in front of me
01:08:36She's the only girl I like
01:08:38And that's how it's been
01:08:39For a long, long time
01:08:42Weirdo
01:08:43Could have just said no
01:08:48It's crazy
01:08:50I also like the guy
01:08:51Sitting across from me
01:08:53And I have for a long, long time
01:09:00Your total for today
01:09:01Comes out to $55.43
01:09:04You wanna get that to go?
01:09:06It'll make a good midnight star
01:09:09Sir, I don't mean to pry
01:09:10But who exactly are you speaking to?
01:09:15Uh, my girlfriend
01:09:18But sir, there's no one there
01:09:22What do you mean?
01:09:31Oh, there she is
01:09:39Be right back
01:09:45What you feeling for dinner, Izzy?
01:09:46And don't say pancakes again
01:09:50Isabel?
01:10:04Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you
01:10:05I wanted to see what you want for dinner
01:10:07I hope
01:10:10Promise you'll never leave my side again
01:10:12I promise
01:10:14You saw my videos
01:10:16You know that you're my one and only
01:10:22You already missed out on a decade
01:10:24And I don't wanna waste any more time
01:10:26Are you saying that
01:10:27You wanna be official?
01:10:28If I am
01:10:30And what's your answer?
01:10:32Yes
01:10:33A thousand percent yes
01:10:37Let's be together always
01:10:39Forever
01:10:40Until we get old and grey
01:11:08What are you watching?
01:11:09It's shiny
01:11:11It's actually really scary
01:11:13You're so one
01:11:17Jesus
01:11:20How do people watch this?
01:11:22You're not scared?
01:11:23Oh, yes
01:11:24Scared to death
01:11:27I'm sorry
01:11:30Hold it any tighter
01:11:32I think you're gonna snap it in half
01:11:35Sorry
01:11:35No
01:11:36It's okay
01:11:37I just said you were holding it tight
01:11:39Not that I want you to stop
01:11:40I like the way you touch me
01:11:51I want you, Izzy
01:12:17Isabel?
01:12:21Isabel
01:12:35Thunder J?
01:12:46Scared me for a sec
01:12:48Almost left you left
01:12:55I'm not gone anywhere
01:12:56I told you I'd stay with you
01:12:58Remember?
01:13:00Isabel
01:13:02Let's get married
01:13:05With nothing more
01:13:26Hey, Alex
01:13:27I know you probably don't want to hear this
01:13:29But I still thought I should tell you
01:13:32Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten-year memorial for Isabel
01:13:36Can you come?
01:13:38It's this Sunday at the church
01:13:43What's wrong?
01:13:44Who's on the phone?
01:13:45Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost
01:13:47Who was it?
01:13:48Nothing
01:13:49Just a scam
01:13:52As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters
01:14:00Alex, hello
01:14:01I'm sorry, it's nothing
01:14:06June 23rd
01:14:08The anniversary of my dad's death
01:14:12Can I go with you this time?
01:14:15Yeah
01:14:16I'd love that
01:14:24Hey dad
01:14:26It's me
01:14:38I've been good
01:14:40Mom's doing a lot better too now
01:14:42You don't need to worry
01:14:44You'd want me to move on
01:14:45Let go of my resentment
01:14:46I finally have
01:14:50Isabel said she's gonna marry me
01:14:55We're gonna start our own family together
01:15:12Hey, what's wrong?
01:15:20I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you
01:15:24I didn't think I'd react like that
01:15:26It's okay
01:15:27You don't have to look
01:15:28Okay, let's go
01:15:34Sorry
01:15:35I didn't mean to scare you
01:15:37I just
01:15:38Didn't think I was gonna react like that
01:15:40It's okay
01:15:42How about a massage
01:15:56You selfish bitch
01:15:59Go to hell
01:16:16Will you help me?
01:16:18Now I'm already dead
01:16:19I hate you
01:16:20And I never want to see you again
01:16:26Isabel?
01:16:42Isabel
01:16:51Isabel
01:16:55Didn't you hear me yelling?
01:16:56Why didn't you answer me?
01:16:57Listen up
01:16:58I can't breathe
01:17:00Isabel
01:17:01Sorry
01:17:02I swear you didn't hear you
01:17:04What's wrong?
01:17:06Nothing
01:17:07Just a nightmare
01:17:09Isabel
01:17:09Will you marry me?
01:17:11Like I can't handle this constant fear of losing you
01:17:15I want to marry you, Isabel
01:17:18To be with you always
01:17:19Day and night, year after year
01:17:22Okay
01:17:22Yeah, let's do it
01:17:27Great
01:17:27Alright, you go
01:17:28Pick out a dress
01:17:29And I'll call the church
01:17:31And buy you a ring
01:17:32Oh, and I'll call our moms
01:17:35Hey mom
01:17:36I'm getting married
01:17:37To Izzy
01:17:39The wedding's tomorrow
01:17:41Same place you and dad got married
01:17:43Hope you can make it
01:17:56Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:59We're just early
01:18:00We'll be here soon
01:18:05Mom
01:18:08Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:18:11No offense, Doc
01:18:12But this is a family-only wedding
01:18:15Mom, what's wrong?
01:18:17Alex
01:18:17Can you still see Isabel right now?
01:18:20Yeah, of course
01:18:21She's right in front of me
01:18:24Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:25Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:31They're for treating hallucinations
01:18:32Huh
01:18:36Oh, hallucinations
01:18:37What are you talking about?
01:18:38Like, Isabel, she's alive
01:18:40She's right here in front of me
01:18:41I'm not hallucinating her
01:18:42Deep down, you already know the truth
01:18:45Don't you?
01:18:46You're just too afraid to admit it
01:18:49To admit the truth
01:18:50That Isabel died
01:18:52Ten years ago
01:18:54No, Mom
01:18:55Why would you say that?
01:18:56She's alive and well
01:18:56Why would you say that she's
01:19:05Isabel!
01:19:06Isabel!
01:19:08No
01:19:09No, no, no
01:19:10She has to be here
01:19:11She scared her off
01:19:13She scared her off
01:19:14That's a
01:19:15Wake up, Alex
01:19:16Isabel is dead
01:19:19How long are you going to keep lying to yourself?
01:19:22No, no, Mom
01:19:22She's not
01:19:23She's alive
01:19:24She is, she really is
01:19:26You think she's alive?
01:19:27I'll take you to see her right now
01:19:36Take a good look
01:19:38What does it say?
01:19:45Oh
01:19:46Oh, no
01:19:49Isabel
01:19:51No
01:19:52No, I knew
01:19:52Anything
01:19:53Anyone but her
01:19:54Anyone but Isabel
01:19:55No
01:19:56Anyone but you
01:19:57No, please
01:19:58No
01:20:00No
01:20:04No
01:20:05No
01:20:17Alex
01:20:18I'm here to take you
01:20:20We can finally be together
01:20:22We can finally be together
01:20:37Alex?
01:20:39Alex?
01:20:44Miss Spencer
01:20:46Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately
01:20:49I'm, uh
01:20:50No, I'm fine
01:20:51I'm just trying to find Isabel
01:20:56Alex
01:20:57I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth
01:20:59But Isabel
01:21:03Isabel's dead
01:21:04And she died ten years ago
01:21:06And we have no choice but to accept it
01:21:08I can't accept that
01:21:10You'll never accept that
01:21:11How can I accept it?
01:21:13The last time I saw her, I said the most
01:21:17There was horrible things to her
01:21:18And those words that echo in my mind all the time
01:21:22I mean, that's the last memory she has of me
01:21:26How can I forgive myself?
01:21:28I love her
01:21:30And I never got to tell her
01:21:33Alex, don't beat yourself up
01:21:35Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her
01:21:39How can you be so sharp?
01:21:41But I can't tell her that I love her
01:21:43What is the point of going on living?
01:21:49When I was organizing Isabel's thanks
01:21:51I found this
01:21:54And this was her last words to you
01:21:56I hope this helps you understand how she felt
01:22:04Hey Alex
01:22:08My time on earth was short
01:22:10But I'm leaving with no regrets
01:22:12Because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world
01:22:17You, Alex Brooks
01:22:19I hope that in a world without me
01:22:21You'll be able to find your own path forward
01:22:23And live an amazing, spectacular life
01:22:27Love, Isabel
01:22:41I need something for you
01:22:46What are you proposing to me?
01:22:49It's a friendship ring
01:22:50Dummy
01:22:55How did I miss this
01:22:56All these years
01:23:01Hey, Isabel
01:23:02Came to say goodbye
01:23:04It was your dream to join Doctors Without Borders
01:23:06To treat those who are as fortunate
01:23:09Well, I went and I applied to
01:23:11I'll leave for Sedan soon
01:23:12I'm gonna take the love you gave me
01:23:15And live the life that you were brave enough to dream of
01:23:18Isabel, you'll always be my girl
01:23:22I love you
01:23:23I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and
01:23:31I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and
01:23:31I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and
01:23:31I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and
01:23:31I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and
01:23:31I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and
01:23:31I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and
01:23:31I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and
01:23:31I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and
01:23:31I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and
01:23:31I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and I love you and
01:23:31I
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