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00:11so i called you guys here because i feel like we all found out about this jenna and stuff at
00:14separate times if she finds out the other thing she genuinely won't what is it he hooked up with
00:21jenna and like basically almost had sex with her like a couple weeks ago shut the hell up
00:26jenna is the girl that dakota lied about early on in their relationship
00:29he was like texting me all day this day he came over to your house and he's saying thank you
00:32for
00:33letting me crash at your house and he came over that night to my house and spent the night and
00:36fucked me so yeah and on top of that i have a pickleball tournament shania was like pouring
00:40her heart out to taylor and then that same night shania goes and sleeps with taylor's baby daddy
00:45update me he got back with his wife this is why i can't trust people anybody oh gosh this is
00:52so bad
00:52if this comes out it's all good like i just feel like it's gonna spiral and i also think jacota
00:56wants everything to come out he does once again i'm caught in the middle between two friends and
01:02betrayal going on there i have known shania for nearly a decade truly like a ride or die type of
01:10friendship was this a massive lapse in judgment for her absolutely but at the end of the day even
01:16though i don't agree with her i obviously love and care for her she's gonna find out there's no way
01:21she's not either he's gonna tell her we are you guys we have your party tomorrow and we're with
01:25her how is it not coming out like i think the truth will always come out and i just feel
01:29like
01:29if we can possibly cushion her finding out i think it possibly could be better i think the best person
01:34coming from is shania for sure i'm actually scared for sure i am too i'm scared for her she's gonna
01:39get
01:40eaten up is shania going to the center sunday i mean i don't know i didn't invite her because i'm
01:45not
01:45would she would that be the time to tell taylor it might be the time i think it's a pro
01:50to do it
01:50while people are around because then she won't overreact oh yeah that actually might be a good
01:55idea then we can also explain why we didn't tell her taylor's still in colorado but she's coming
02:00home soon so with the bachelorette coming up macy's center sunday event and the main title shoot to be
02:06honest this news could really shake her up and we have to handle it the right way miranda you need
02:10to
02:10ask her if she'll come and tell her tomorrow well since when she called me this morning she's like i
02:13want
02:14to tell taylor i feel like she should know i was like hey i gotta get going because i need
02:17to stop
02:17by home depot and get a bigger shovel so i can get a head start on both of your fucking
02:20graves you're a
02:21dead man both of you you're dead and there's nothing i can do to save you
02:26oh
02:29come ye saints and come ye sinners
02:35alleluia
02:37listen up
02:39i'm the one you've been dreaming of
02:41i got everything you could ever want
02:45try me in your sleep i'll bring you to your knees baby you're gonna believe
02:54me
02:55me
02:58me
03:23I always need to stick out, I ain't never gonna blend in.
03:27I feel like the scooter is more work than a bike.
03:31Well, it's easier to carry home too when he's tired.
03:34Well, you don't carry it home, you say you brought it, you're gonna carry it home.
03:37You don't listen to me.
03:39I just took this trip to Colorado, it was healing, overall helped my mother and I in our relationship.
03:44I think we came back to like family and love and it's just really giving each other that grace.
03:49Before the bachelorette so I can actually go out there and not like,
03:51choose someone that's not for me, sabotage it, you know.
03:54I really think it will be good for me.
03:56Obviously, I got married, jumped into the first guy I went out with,
03:59I ended up being in a relationship with, had a baby with.
04:01It's like, I think it's gonna be such a cool experience regardless of the outcome.
04:04Yeah.
04:05Obviously, fingers crossed, it's always good and like, you meet your person,
04:08but if not, it can teach you a lot of learning lessons too.
04:11I think it's gonna be something that is gonna change your life.
04:14After all, everything that you've been through, and all the pain and suffering that you've been through,
04:21I think that's something that you deserve.
04:22I, I don't know.
04:24I'm like, why do I get this opportunity out of like, any, like, all the girls that want this?
04:29Like, I come with so much baggage, like, who's gonna want me?
04:32I do feel like a lot of guilt all the time for that.
04:35Just because you come with some baggage.
04:37Some?
04:39You do have like, a lot of amazing qualities and someone's gonna see that and they're gonna want that.
04:44Well, look at all the people that follow her.
04:46Like, millions of followers don't follow you because you're this horrible person.
04:51Like, you need to give yourself credit when somebody is looking for love and they're looking for that wife.
04:58Mm-hmm.
04:59To, to me, I would think that they, that's what they're looking for, that quality of a mother.
05:03Yeah.
05:03And to me, you're the best mom.
05:04There are good guys out there.
05:06Yeah.
05:06They're not all like Mr. D-bag.
05:08They're not all horrible.
05:09I know.
05:10Sometimes you have to go through things and things happen for a reason for you to end up somewhere much
05:16higher.
05:16Mm-hmm.
05:17Yeah.
05:18I think it's time for you to choose Taylor.
05:23Yeah.
05:36Do I look exhausted to you?
05:38Yes, you look very exhausted.
05:40I've been rehearsing non-stop with Dancing with the Stars and working my ass off.
05:46And I also have to fly this week to Utah for our main title shoot.
05:49So, it's nice that Zach and I get to decompress, catch up, and spend time together.
05:55It does feel really good in here.
05:57I do.
05:58How are you feeling about the contestants and the whole everyone?
06:01Oh, I love the cast.
06:02The cast is awesome.
06:03I feel like I've equally gotten close to everyone.
06:06The pros have been so helpful.
06:09Yeah, it's been awesome.
06:10How do you feel?
06:11Do you feel like your relationship with Whitney's improved?
06:13Or where do you feel like that's at?
06:16No, if anything, I feel like we've become more distant.
06:27I have like 30 minutes.
06:28Okay.
06:29And then I have to leave again.
06:30Alrighty, no problem.
06:32Well, how was your day?
06:34I just had a really bad camera block day.
06:35Like, it was a horrible day.
06:37And Mark and I were talking in the hallway.
06:39I was just like letting out all my emotions.
06:41And Jen walked out and was like, hey, are people talking shit about you on social media?
06:46I'm like, that's not why I'm crying.
06:48But thanks.
06:50Oh, man.
06:50I did not think I was even going to be making it this far through the competition, which is crazy,
06:56but can be very hard because you're seeing the comments and stuff online.
07:01For me, it can be very emotionally taxing.
07:05I just want you to say, hey, like, I'm here for you.
07:09What can I do?
07:10Yeah.
07:10Her hyping me up in the background saying, vote for Jen, when she like never reaches out.
07:16Well, it's weird that she doesn't call you or text you all week.
07:19And then when the cameras are on and millions of people are watching, suddenly she's your biggest fan.
07:24That bothers me.
07:26I was expecting that our friendship was going to grow through this process, but we haven't talked to each other
07:32throughout Dancing with the Stars.
07:33Like, there hasn't really been any relationship.
07:36I mean, we barely talked.
07:37I don't know if I told you this, but when I went out and took the kids out with Connor,
07:41I don't know if you've heard, but Whitney got offered a spot on Broadway.
07:47Yeah.
07:48On Chicago, I think to be the main character, like the leading role.
07:52So I think she's planning on moving out there come January.
07:55Dang.
07:56She can't be the main character of Mom Talk.
07:58She'll be the main character for Broadway.
08:01It's perfect.
08:25Hey.
08:26Hi.
08:26What's up?
08:28Just got done working out.
08:29Nice.
08:29You want to help me?
08:31Yes.
08:32I don't realize until I see you next to the bedding that this is really pink.
08:37Yeah, it's pretty pink.
08:38I feel like the LDS upbringing I had does make it a lot easier to sweep things under the rug
08:43and just pretend that things are good when they're not.
08:46Jordan and I are still struggling a bit, but I don't think I'm ready to take the next step of
08:51filing for divorce at this point.
08:53But I definitely wonder, okay, what are the repercussions?
08:55I have to be smart about this for my kids and my future and my business.
08:59Well, Lady World was fun.
09:00I'm sad you weren't there.
09:02Oh, but I didn't tell you what they announced to me and us.
09:05When they announced me and I came out, she said, Jessie Nasty Cara.
09:11That's hilarious.
09:13It's funny, but it's also, like, hard for me because I feel like in this industry, having a name that's
09:18easy, like, makes sense.
09:20Like, Taylor Paul.
09:20That rolls off your tongue.
09:21You remember it.
09:22And when Taylor gets married, she'll change her name.
09:24No, that's her ex-husband's last name.
09:26She's keeping it because she has been Taylor Paul since she had a following.
09:32The reason I wanted to talk about that is because I told you this before that I do feel like
09:36going by Draper would be better.
09:39I'm not trying to do it to hurt you.
09:41It's not a dig at you.
09:42It's really just about the name.
09:43You're not vindictive, but I do think you're selfish.
09:46That's great.
09:48It's just the way I feel.
09:49It's not being condescending.
09:50It's not condescending.
09:51It's just genuinely the way that I feel.
09:53If I was condescending, I would say other things.
09:57That's what scares me is I feel like it's always under the surface, like, the stuff you want to say
10:00and you're just not because you know you can't.
10:01No, because that's not who I am anymore and I've proven that.
10:03A lot of my issues coordinate with you making decisions that are selfish.
10:07You know, deep down, I think we both know that going by my maiden name Draper gives me freedom again,
10:12which I feel like I haven't had in a long time.
10:15If I start going by Draper now, if we did get divorced in the future, it wouldn't be a huge
10:20change for my career.
10:21So I do just kind of feel like it's the safest thing to do right now.
10:25It feels selfish.
10:26And that's okay.
10:27You told me it was selfish yourself.
10:47You ready to hit some balls?
10:48Sure am.
10:50Ready to whoop your ass.
10:51Oh, did I hit the curb?
10:51I thought you did hit the curb.
10:53Oh, well, it's fine.
10:54It's fine.
10:54My Sinner Sunday event is tonight.
10:56And honestly, my stress levels are at an all time high because I know that Shania is coming
11:00and she's about to confess her wrongdoing with Dakota.
11:03So I definitely need to blow off some steam.
11:06So I'm taking a little tennis lesson.
11:07I thought it would be fun for us to just, you know, hit some balls and grunt a little bit.
11:13I'm just kidding.
11:16Oh, hi, Danny.
11:17Let's go, Cougs.
11:18You call us Cougs?
11:20Cougars.
11:20Oh, Cougars.
11:21You got two.
11:22All right.
11:23Now that I have been kind of far removed from tennis for the last seven years, I kind of
11:27stopped once my college career ended and I honestly miss it so much.
11:30My prime is here.
11:31No way.
11:32You don't even know what I got.
11:34This is the start of my new career, right?
11:37You ready for this?
11:39Tell me.
11:39Prepare to be amazed.
11:41All right.
11:42And it came so fast.
11:43Tennis here.
11:44It's time for my tennis career to take off once again.
11:48Are you going to start playing again?
11:50Yeah.
11:51There we go.
11:56Oh, you're there.
11:57Ah!
11:58Give me another.
11:59Yep.
12:00You're doing great.
12:02There we go.
12:03There we go.
12:03There she is.
12:06How does it feel to be back out here?
12:08Feels good, but I feel like I'm in slow motion.
12:10Did I tell you I'm back to therapy?
12:12You did?
12:13Well, we did like a couples therapy thing.
12:15How was that?
12:15I mean, it was fine.
12:17I feel like I just, I feel like I'm at a point where, like, when I get really angry, I'm
12:21like, okay, fine.
12:22Then go have sex with someone.
12:23Like, leave me alone almost.
12:25Like, no, like, actually, like, I'm like, I feel like I'm working on so many different
12:29things outside of just sex.
12:30And I know that obviously he can't just be like, okay, well, we can just go without that.
12:34We both get to a point where we feel really helpless about it because he's like, I feel
12:36like you don't have the motivation to do it.
12:38And I'm like, I don't think I have the motivation to do it right now because I know that it's
12:42really hard to work through.
12:43Jace and I haven't made really any progress as far as our intimacy and our sex life goes.
12:49I'm obviously very attracted to Jace and I want to be married to him.
12:52It makes me sad that I'm not able to meet his needs.
12:55And I know that there's only so long that he can be patient with me for.
13:04Hey, there he is.
13:06What's up, my guy?
13:08How are you doing?
13:10I'm not bad.
13:11How are you?
13:11So I just wanted to get your advice.
13:16It's between Michaela and I.
13:17We're still kind of dealing with the same struggles that we've been dealing with for
13:21a long time.
13:22The intimacy side of our relationship.
13:24It feels like we both kind of feel like we're stuck.
13:27I mean, yeah, man, that's a scary thing to be in right now.
13:30And I feel for you.
13:32Kissing is harder for me than sex.
13:34Because I think kissing is more intimate for me and I obviously have triggers with kissing.
13:37Sometimes I'll go through the day and I'm holding down the fort, like you, I'm holding down the fort at
13:43home.
13:44And then also we just had this newborn and I'm doing everything I can.
13:47Sometimes when Michaela will come home and she'll want for me then to start taking care of her, which I
13:53want to do.
13:54But I need to take care of my needs also.
13:59But also it's not fair for me, like if I'm not feeling like working on it, to like keep dragging
14:04it along.
14:04Like, yeah, I'm going to work on it eventually.
14:05Well, like what would you do then? Like just separate?
14:09I don't know.
14:09I don't know.
14:10What are you wanting?
14:11What do you want, man?
14:25I'm sorry.
14:31More than anything and more than like the actual sex, I just want to feel like I can connect with
14:38my wife again.
14:40Yeah.
14:42And I want to feel, I want to feel loved by my wife.
14:48That's got to feel incredibly lonely and isolating.
14:51We're stuck in this place that we've been stuck in for like four years.
14:56Should I just go away from the house for a couple of weeks and not have the pressures of trying
15:01to fix the intimacy issues right now?
15:03But I have this baby.
15:05I want to focus on being the best mom for her and being the best wife.
15:09But I'm also lost because I don't know how to handle it.
15:12And part of me is like, I want to be done, but I also know I don't want to be
15:14done.
15:15So I'm like, what do I do?
15:16I don't know.
15:36Hello?
15:37Hi.
15:38Hey.
15:38I'm going to ask you one time.
15:40How long have you known?
15:41A week.
15:42I took this trip to Colorado.
15:44It was healing.
15:45I was feeling better.
15:46She's such a slut-bag ho to me.
15:47Like, I almost thought it was a joke.
15:49I thought it was a joke because I'm going to fucking ruin her.
15:51Dakota and I were texting and I find out that Dakota's sleeping with Shania.
15:55I'm sorry.
15:56I don't even care what this does to me.
15:58I act on impulse, unfortunately.
16:00So I don't give a fuck.
16:01After he told me everything, I was like, it's all on purpose.
16:04It's not like he's trying to go out and move on.
16:05It's who it is to get at me.
16:07And it's disgusting again.
16:09And it takes me back again.
16:11It's fucking gross.
16:12You have to admit.
16:13You have to admit.
16:14I haven't...
16:16I couldn't...
16:16I could not agree more with you.
16:18And she knows that.
16:18And I've said that to her.
16:19Then why did she do it?
16:20I wish I knew.
16:25And I'm sorry.
16:27For what?
16:29That I didn't say anything sooner.
16:31But I also...
16:33Well, so you guys all left to Dakota to tell me.
16:38Right before I leave.
16:39I thought there was maybe loyalty on MomTalk end.
16:42Like to me, it's the sneakiness of it.
16:44If you know you're sneaking it, that means you know how bad it is.
16:47I cannot believe that MomTalk would protect Shania
16:50a snake over me.
16:52Is she going tonight?
16:54I don't know.
16:56I guarantee she doesn't show up.
16:57I will fucking call you out.
16:59So just let you know.
17:00Kat, yeah, be ready for it.
17:02I'm going to have to have a discussion with all my fucking so-called friends.
17:05Because this is what I fucking found out from him.
17:11And all my friends knew.
17:12And I don't want to fuck in here.
17:14Oh, we knew you were going to be too late.
17:15We don't want to hurt your feelings.
17:15You guys fucking knew I would know.
17:18You knew that...
17:18You guys all knew.
17:19You're not...
17:19You've got to be smarter than that.
17:20I'm sure you guys are.
17:23I also think...
17:24I don't think...
17:24I knew Dakota the way that you do.
17:26And I genuinely thought that he would want to keep it under wraps.
17:30And then to know that he didn't and he wanted...
17:33But this is your nasty asshole friend.
17:36Yeah, and I'm not...
17:37I'm also pissed at her.
17:39Taylor and I have both worked really hard to rebuild our friendship.
17:43It would be so beyond disappointing if a man were to be the downfall of us once again.
17:53I hate her.
17:54And so right now I am very busy because I got to edit some videos because I fucking hate her.
18:05Who knows.
18:10Bye.
18:21Where's the All of your seats?
18:22They all lining out there?
18:24Yeah, they're all ready for you.
18:25Oh my goodness!
18:26Lucky me!
18:28You're all ready to Sin.
18:30Sinner Sunday is basically a page where people can anonymously confess their sins.
18:35and it gets very juicy and so this event is gonna be really fun because it's my center community
18:41coming out to just have a fun time. It is her. Your hair looks so good. Did you cut it?
18:48I did.
18:49What kind of a makeup look are you doing? I like the one from the picture I sent you. I'm
18:52so
18:52excited. That's going to look so good. Yeah, like a little dramatic, you know.
18:59Are you kidding? Dakota, I think told Tooler. Miranda just texted and said,
19:04I just got off the phone with Taylor. She hates all of us for not telling her.
19:08Are you serious? That's so unfair when we're all just trying to look out for her not being a
19:14mental patient and not being able to go to the bachelor because of it.
19:18Taylor just called me. Shit. Okay. Just call her back because I could see her not.
19:24Okay. Okay. Hi. Hey, how are you? Uh, horrible. What's up? Um, so I just want you to know that
19:31the rest of us turned out about this just recently. And I know, um, I just want you to
19:38know that we just weren't going to tell you quite yet just because we didn't want your mental state
19:42to be. It's fine. My mental state's fucked now. So what does everyone say now? Hey, Taylor,
19:46you need to understand that we've been nothing but good friends to you and I'm trying to be there
19:49for you. So will you please not be like that? Go for it. Okay. There is something else Dakota's done
19:54that you need to know about. Okay. I don't feel, I mean, are you coming tonight? Just,
19:59can you just say it? I'm tired of being tortured at this point. Can you just say it? Okay.
20:04He hooked up with Jana and like basically almost had sex with her like a couple of weeks ago.
20:09Okay. So he's a piece of shit and I hope you really see that. And I found out about this
20:15a day
20:15ago and I was after the shine stuff and I was like, yeah, I'm not hiding this from Taylor.
20:19Like he's a piece of crap. So you deserve to know that. So that's why I'm telling you.
20:25Okay. Thank you for telling me. No, it's fine. I'm going to fucking light them all up.
20:32And it's coming for fucking Jenna too. Jenna, she tried multiple times to get me on her podcast
20:38and like begging me and like trying to help me and then does that behind my back. It's
20:43disgusting really. The fuck is wrong with people? They also look so stupid too. Your feelings are
20:49valid. I know. I know that they're valid and I have every right to call her out. No, Taylor,
20:54Dakota's a piece of shit for doing this. We're not talking about Dakota, we're talking about the
20:56bitch. I already posted about Shania. I just did a video with her. A little fucking little sneak.
21:00But I don't want you to compromise your... I am going to call her. I'm going to fuck about Dakota.
21:04I'm calling out the stupid dumb ass bitches about her stupid... This is stemming from the pain of
21:09Dakota. You wouldn't care. I'm going to fucking fuck them up. Yes, I am.
21:13I come back to this bullshit again about who the mother effing girl is and it's disgusting because
21:19there's so much like history, emotion. It's just like, oh, here we go again. I just, yeah,
21:25I want to let it go because like I'm literally just suffering. Like I'm suffering because I won't,
21:29like I resist letting it go. Obviously it controls like my decisions and my emotions and I'm just
21:33like tired. I'm like physically exhausted. Take a night. I get that. But like, don't let this ruin the
21:38bachelorette for you, but that'll be the biggest regret you ever do because you know, you're not
21:42going to be with me ever again. You've said that. We all want this for you, Taylor. Like we all
21:46want
21:46you to move on and be happy. Yeah, I know. I hear you guys. Um, we're on your side though.
21:51Just know
21:51that.
21:57But I am sorry. And Shania sucks. And I can't believe she did this. And same with Jenna.
22:03I hope you guys have fun tonight. This has been happening for three years. Dakota definitely
22:07purposely hooks up with friends and Taylor's circle to piss her off. And like, I feel like
22:11it's almost an isolation tactic to like sleep with all of her friends. So she no longer has
22:14those friends and then she'll come running back to him. I think it reeks of desperation if I'm
22:19being completely honest. We'll leave you alone, but I just, I want you to know we love you and
22:23we're here for you and if you need anything, we're here. Okay. Thank you. All right. Bye.
22:34I'm sorry. I already did it. We need to look at the video she posted. Just found out the
22:42snake in the middle is sleeping with my baby daddy. Meanwhile, crying to me because she
22:46just got dumped by a married man. This doesn't look good for her to post that. That's what
22:50I'm saying. Like, what are you doing? What is she doing? And Taylor gets comments. Ooh,
22:54keep being petty queen. And people vibe her up for this and hype her up. And that's why she
22:57keeps doing it. And she's known for that, but it's getting
22:59to a point where it's not okay. Oh, this is a nightmare.
23:15I'm walking into Macy's center Sunday party with Jace and I feel like I'm in a pressure cooker
23:21with this separation issue because I feel like I'm also a little bit lost of what to do right
23:26now. And so I don't fully know what to communicate to the other girls in MomTalk. So I'm just trying
23:32to put on this, we're good. We're here to support Macy. Oh, spooky. Oh my God. Oh, this is kind
23:40of scary.
23:40So good. Hey. Like, should we do a praying line or something that's religious?
23:46Whoa. Damn. A little satanic. More than I expected.
23:49Hi. Hi. Oh, all right. Shafted.
23:53Oh my God. You went straight from Akilah. How is everyone?
23:57Not great. I'm not great.
23:58Taylor, she's... Oh yeah, she's... Oh, she's a mess right now.
24:01She's already still kind of a mess. Why is she having a mess?
24:02I was so fair. We were doing it for you so that you wouldn't ruin this experience that you were
24:07leaving for in four days. Oh, and she's like, I don't care. She's like, I'm gonna call everyone
24:10out. I'm gonna ruin their lives. I think Taylor is valid in her feelings. However, it doesn't feel
24:14good as a friend that I continue to have your back time and time again. But the second I do
24:20you
24:20wrong in your eyes, I'm a shit friend and you don't want to be around me. And it's just, it's
24:27really,
24:27it's really hurtful.
24:34Hello. How is everyone thriving?
24:38Oh, I'm just frustrated. I'm over this whole situation.
24:41I am too.
24:41How do you feel about that?
24:42You feel the heart.
24:43I'm pissed.
24:44It's not a little pissed.
24:44Okay, so what do we do? After I found out about Shania and Dakota, I did not withhold that
24:51information with malicious intent. But once Taylor sees red, it's hard to reason with her.
24:57Oh, you guys. I'm bit drained. It's so hard to like-
25:02Taylor pros to the story.
25:02No, she didn't.
25:03Anyone praying for my downfall, please just stay the fuck away from me. And anyone associated with
25:07these people moving forward, also stay the eff away from me. Want to be friends with desperate snakes,
25:13she'll be no friend of mine.
25:15Also, why is she saying praying for my downfall?
25:17No one's praying for your downfall.
25:18No, like, no one's like trying to hide things.
25:21And again, by your own logic, we're all going through shit.
25:23We've all fucked up.
25:24And how many times have we been put in this situation with information that's gonna hurt Taylor
25:27and we have to tiptoe around her and babysit her emotions?
25:30It's hard.
25:31I understand her being upset, but the thing is, what are you supposed to do when you're put
25:35in a situation like this? And Shania has been your best friend for how many years?
25:38It's wrong.
25:39It is wrong.
25:40It is wrong.
25:48All the guys that Shania's walked in.
25:50Shania did?
25:51Oh my God, she has a lot of balls.
25:52She does.
25:53I'm like scared.
25:54So she doesn't know Taylor's not coming?
25:56I don't think so.
25:57So what do we do now?
25:58Like, let Shania sit down.
26:00Yeah, we need to talk to you.
26:01Oh.
26:02Wait, who's calling you?
26:03Oh, Taylor.
26:04Speak of the devil.
26:05Hello?
26:07Hi.
26:07Hi.
26:08How are you doing?
26:09Hi.
26:09How are you?
26:10We're here with Layla, Miranda, and Jesse.
26:22I don't know.
26:23She and I just walked up here, so I'm like, we'll call you after.
26:26Yeah, we'll call you after.
26:26I'll call you after.
26:27And I'll give you an update.
26:29Okay, bye.
26:29Bye.
26:33You guys, pull up the chair.
26:38Hi.
26:39Hi, Mom.
26:39Oh, Macy.
26:41Mind if I squeeze in here?
26:42Hi.
26:42Hi.
26:43I want to understand Shania because I really don't know what her intentions are, but I
26:48also don't understand why she's going for Dakota.
26:50Like, what's wrong?
26:51Like, seriously, like, Salt Lake isn't that small.
26:53Like, can we not find someone else?
26:55Is it not gross to you that he's, like, slept with other girls in between all this?
26:59Well, he also makes it sound like he hasn't.
27:00That's what I'm saying.
27:01Like, he's lying to me.
27:02He's like, let's have a sex pact, but I'm going to go fuck the next day.
27:04Like, already been seeing each other for, what, like, a week and a half?
27:08And he's, and he's literally lied to you at least, at least, like, 10 times in that span.
27:15No, I think that's, like, ridiculous.
27:17I don't know why he's trying to do that.
27:18I'm like, that's extra.
27:19But this is Dakota.
27:20Like, we've seen him do it to Taylor for years.
27:22I just want you to know that, like, you're not an exception.
27:24I think he's going to do it.
27:26He did it already.
27:27Do you see a potential future of him?
27:31To a point, like, with him, yes.
27:34With Dakota.
27:35This is the first time I'm hearing this.
27:37Okay, him as a person?
27:39Yes.
27:41So, I guess my question is, if you were going to talk to Taylor tonight, but you still plan
27:45on seeing him, like, what was that conversation going to go like?
27:48I never meant it to her, Taylor.
27:50Like, I saw her with Ben, and I saw her, and she's going on The Bachelor.
27:53I knew all the things, but I'm just like, I don't, I don't know.
27:59I didn't think it would be like this.
28:02Taylor just tells me.
28:11Taylor's blowing up my phone right now, and I can't answer because Shania's right across
28:14the table, so we have to go outside so that we can see what's going on.
28:18Hey, Mom, talk.
28:21Yeah.
28:22Hi.
28:23Okay, we're outside.
28:24I think she thought you were coming because she was going to tell you about all of this.
28:28In what world is there to say anything at this point?
28:31Like, I guess I don't know the agenda there.
28:33You should comment by now.
28:35There's nothing that she could possibly fucking say, and I want to know if Miranda's going to be friends
28:37with this bitch, so, because she just posted a video of her three days ago.
28:41And you're telling me, Miranda, if you can hear me, you've known for a fucking week.
28:44I'm clear.
28:45And you just post, what?
28:46So, yeah, I can hear you loud and clear.
28:48Okay, good.
28:48Loud and clear.
28:48So, you posted with her, oh, what, just three days ago when you knew this about her, and
28:53you're, like, saying, sorry, you got caught in a fucking video.
28:55It's disgusting.
28:55By the way, I didn't know.
28:57I didn't know.
28:57I found the rest of it out when everyone else did.
29:00The rest of what?
29:01The rest of what?
29:01I knew about the first night they hung out.
29:03That's all I knew about it.
29:04I don't.
29:04You knew that they fucked.
29:05Don't lie.
29:06Don't lie.
29:06That's what I'm saying.
29:07I just knew about that night.
29:08I didn't know that they kept seeing each other.
29:10I don't care about how many times and what night you knew.
29:13Taylor, I think at the end of the day, like, it doesn't change.
29:16It doesn't matter the time frame that everyone knew.
29:18Her intention of not telling you was not malicious.
29:20It was to protect you.
29:21It matters to me.
29:22Absolutely does as a friend.
29:23Absolutely.
29:24I'm like, oh, you chose Shania's little sneaky snake ass over mine.
29:27Do I agree with that?
29:28No, because I think Shania's shoe colors will come out, as they always do.
29:32And let's see.
29:33This is a hard situation for Miranda, and she's trying to navigate it.
29:36I don't care what's fucking fair.
29:38I can't.
29:39I tear-tears to her.
29:40I'm cutting my hoop.
29:40People can make a mistake.
29:42Taylor, you've played plenty of mistakes before in your life.
29:44You know, no matter what, Taylor, this would have hurt you no matter when you found out.
29:48If anyone says there's no fear in the mind ever again, ever.
29:54It's painful.
29:54It's shitty.
29:55It sucks.
29:56It's fucked.
29:56It's disgusting.
29:57Truly.
29:58Call you after.
29:59So you feel like you have to, like, choose now?
30:02Yeah.
30:02Well, and it's triggering.
30:03I'm sure it's triggering for you in that friendship.
30:06Yeah, it is.
30:06I get she's heated, but also, like, she's nice and a better friend to me than Taylor ever
30:11has.
30:11Yeah, and that's why it's hard.
30:13Taylor giving me an ultimatum on choosing her or Shania is frustrating because I'm not
30:20your partner and I'm not your child.
30:22I'm your friend, and I'm pretty sure that Taylor is not going to like my decision from
30:26where I'm standing right now.
30:27Maybe just use this as an opportunity to give her space.
30:30I think you guys have been through a lot worse.
30:32This has come back for minutes.
30:33You're a good friend.
30:44We'll have to pack up because Macy's going to be her.
30:46Whoa.
30:48Say hi, Daddy.
30:50Hi, sweetie.
30:52You are so pretty.
30:54I don't even know what I'll need, honestly.
30:58So how are you feeling about everything?
31:01So Jason and I stayed up late last night talking out the pros and the cons of separating between
31:07all of the mom talk drama and the pressure that I feel to get my marriage in a good place.
31:12I'm definitely reaching a breaking point.
31:15I'm feeling very maxed out today just because my freaking nerves are hurting so bad.
31:23We both agreed to do a separation.
31:29What are you looking to get out of this?
31:34I think just working on my stuff separately.
31:39At home, you feel like you can't focus on your skin and your health because I'm also here.
31:46Well, I think it's hard with the, like, anytime you bring up the stuff with, like, the sex
31:52and intimacy, I feel like it's hard on me because I feel like, again, my nervous system
31:56is already in fight or flight and I'm already maxed out.
31:58Like, my bucket is full.
32:00I know, but for me, it seems like the solution to that would be to commit to trauma therapy
32:07until you're at the point where it doesn't make your nervous system freak out.
32:10I know.
32:11I feel like I've done a lot of therapy work already and my stuff is still bad.
32:16And, again, I don't think it's, like, with the intention of being separated forever.
32:20And I think we're obviously still going to see each other, like, every single day.
32:23I'm not trying to go even a day away from the kids anyways.
32:27Should we get her a bottle?
32:31Move those fingers.
32:32For something like this to feel effective for me, maybe we don't get back together
32:39until you feel like you can commit to our relationship.
32:44Oh.
32:46I don't know.
32:48Just the pressure of, like, when it's going to be fixed.
32:53I think that's what's hard.
32:54I think it's definitely hard to put a timeline on the situation because it could take weeks.
32:59It could take months to be healed.
33:01There's part of me that is definitely scared to lose him because I feel like our marriage
33:07is so good outside of the sexual intimacy part of it, which it's ironic because that's
33:12his number one need, and that's my number one whim.
33:16I think it would be better, you know, for our kids, though, for us to work it out.
33:23I definitely want my kids to see their parents with having a good, intimate connection.
33:30Yeah, emotional connection.
33:32Yeah, both.
33:35Yeah.
33:38We're a world apart.
33:43There's a heaven in our hearts.
33:48Hi.
33:49Hi.
33:50Honey, I'm home.
33:51Hey, Macy.
33:53Yeah, you want to put Lottie in and meet me out there?
33:55Yeah.
33:56It does make me very sad to know that Jace and Mikaela are separating for a little bit,
34:00and I'm going to try my best to be there for her in any capacity that she needs me.
34:06I'll give you a moment.
34:08Love you.
34:09Love you.
34:10I'm talking to you, okay?
34:11Mm-hmm.
34:16Your beard's all pokey on my neck.
34:17Sorry.
34:18A little shaky.
34:20I'll take good care of her.
34:22Don't worry.
34:23If you want to talk, too, I'm all ears, too, and Jacob is, as well.
34:32Okay.
34:33I think as sad as it is, I do take comfort in knowing that I do have such a great
34:38support
34:38system in MomTalk.
34:39I don't want to have to tear our family apart, but I also know that I have to be selfish
34:44for
34:45a period of time so that I can heal.
34:59Today is the main title shoot, and this is the first time MomTalk is back together again
35:03since the situation with Taylor.
35:04And since Whitney and Jenny didn't show up to my book event, things do feel a little bit
35:08awkward and contentious in the room.
35:11So we'll see how this goes.
35:13Hello.
35:14Good morning.
35:15Good morning.
35:16How are we?
35:18Thriving.
35:18Thriving.
35:19You know, I'm definitely allergic to horses.
35:21Why are we doing it on a horse farm?
35:23How are you?
35:24Are you good?
35:25You got your hair.
35:26What?
35:26It's more red.
35:27No, she got extensions.
35:29No, but the color is more red.
35:30I got it done.
35:31I got it done yesterday.
35:32It looks so good.
35:33I don't think it's fully hitting me, the gravity of the situation of being separated, but I
35:38don't like to sit in the sadness and just feel it, so it's nice to have a distraction
35:42to go do the main title shoot.
35:43Where's Jessie?
35:44She's doing her individual shot in the cocoon.
35:48In the cocoon?
35:49Yeah.
35:50We're like butterflies.
35:51I heard it's actually us coming out of the womb.
35:54Shut the fuck up.
35:55I love you.
35:57May, did Taylor talk to you at all after the event, or did you reach out?
36:00I texted her, and I basically was just saying, like, I understand that, like, your feelings
36:04are, like, heightened and, like, the way that your feeling's valid, but go easy on Miranda.
36:09This is, like, a really hard place for her to be in right now.
36:11Like, you are two of her good friends, and she's having to, like, basically, like,
36:14pick between you guys, which is hard.
36:16That's what's so crazy, is that, like, I genuinely don't know how I ended up here again, because
36:21I'm, like, part of the reason the whole situation is triggering for me as a whole is because
36:25I feel like I'm in the exact same position that I was in in 2022, where I'm finding out
36:30about Taylor's affair, and now I have to then decide how I'm going to go about handling
36:37that information, and it's just, like, the exact same situation, only Taylor's on the
36:41other end of it this time.
36:42During the swinging scandal, I was the middleman and felt expected to keep Taylor's affair
36:51a secret from the other wife, and now I am the middleman between Shania and Taylor.
36:58There is a little bit of a double standard there, and all in all, it feels like I'm doing a
37:02lot of giving and not a whole lot of receiving here.
37:05Oh, there she is.
37:06Speak of the devil.
37:09Good morning.
37:10Hi, guys.
37:10Is that the devil?
37:11Oh, holy shit, you're fully ready.
37:13We need to be here at eight.
37:14Eight?
37:15Wait, why?
37:16Because we're not Taylor.
37:16We don't get the latest call time on the cast.
37:19Oh, damn.
37:19That was perks to being the favorite.
37:21You had a crash out this morning?
37:22I mean, I crash outs almost every day, but I think I'm just overwhelmed.
37:25Well, yeah, I was just saying that about you.
37:27I was like, you're just at your tipping point.
37:29Yeah.
37:30What are you overwhelmed with?
37:31Just leaving everything by the way?
37:33Yeah, everything.
37:34Dang, what was yesterday that I was...
37:36Everything was a blur.
37:39I feel kind of like, like, just a little awkward.
37:45I was in that moment, like, so angry, but I think my anger towards Dakota and myself definitely
37:50gets redirected to other people.
37:52That is for sure.
37:53I can admit that.
37:54Hi.
37:55Hi, love.
37:56Are we good?
37:56Do we love each other still?
37:57We do.
37:58I've never stopped loving you.
37:59Okay.
37:59I still stand by what I said, but, like, I think the name calling can be, like, hard,
38:03you know?
38:04It can be, but I don't know.
38:04But I understand that your emotions were high.
38:06I don't regret it.
38:06I would still say it today.
38:08And that we handle things very differently.
38:10I think she's a gross, disgusting bitch.
38:12Why?
38:12Because to me, it doesn't seem like you were close.
38:15So I'm like, why was she so hurt by it?
38:17Because if you're trying to be friends with me and get close to me, instead you go and fuck my
38:20baby daddy?
38:21You don't think there's something wrong with that?
38:26That's odd.
38:27She knows the pain I've gone through because we've confided in each other about breakups
38:30and things.
38:31I think it's snaky.
38:32Okay.
38:33I'm very confused why Taylor is so amped up.
38:37I'm really trying to understand why she's reacting this way.
38:40I've learned filming two reality shows at the same time can be very overwhelming.
38:45And it's very important to have that mental clarity.
38:48So I'm starting to feel a little bit worried for her because she's literally about to leave
38:53to go be the bachelorette.
38:54I'm going to get you dressed for traffic.
38:58Wait, last night, what?
38:59Dakota was saying he felt bad, actually.
39:01Yeah.
39:02He's like, this was so wrong.
39:04And to be honest, like everything hit me.
39:05Like, I lost you.
39:06I lost my child.
39:07And he's like, I'm just like so sad.
39:10But if you want to be with him, then go be with him.
39:12But you don't.
39:14I think everything Dakota does is a complete red flag.
39:17I feel like he's a walking red flag.
39:19So it does not shock me that he decided to love bomb her right before the bachelorette.
39:22But I feel like he's definitely hurt at the concept of her coming back and being in love
39:26and engaged and moved on from him.
39:28So I feel like he's doing anything possible to ruin this experience for her.
39:32And I hope that she can see through that.
39:33We just don't want to see you allowing yourself to get hurt again.
39:35Well, no, he said that.
39:36He was like, it sucks because he's like, I know you love me.
39:38And like, you can't be with me.
39:40Exactly.
39:40I'm like, don't want to talk about it because I can't.
39:41I'm like, oh, I get it.
39:43If you're going to go do the bachelorette, like, you have to be in it.
39:46Well, I do think that's my only way out of this.
39:47I do agree with that.
39:48That's what he says, too, but it's not.
39:49I worry if you don't find someone that you're going to come back and be stuck in it again.
39:53Like, he just said, like, yeah, he was just like, I feel like you just need to marry me.
39:58That's what he said.
39:59Oh, perfect.
39:59I mean, Dakota was definitely apologizing for what he did with Shania.
40:03And do I believe him?
40:04No.
40:05He knew how this would affect me.
40:07And he was like, well, maybe if I make her, like, crash out hard enough, she won't go to the
40:11bachelorette.
40:11And I think that's deliberately Jenna and Shania.
40:14If it takes everything in me to get up and go, I'm going to do that.
40:18There's times you can bleed with your heel.
40:20Yep.
40:21Heel.
40:22Heel.
40:23Like, I just, I love how it's so, you get to glide.
40:26Glide.
40:27Okay.
40:27This is my new favorite dance.
40:28Yeah.
40:29I have really exciting news.
40:30Why?
40:31It's not official yet.
40:33Okay.
40:33But Chicago reached out to my team.
40:35I did hear.
40:36I did hear.
40:37From Zach.
40:38Zach's one other.
40:39Can I take you, girl?
40:40Sorry.
40:41Yes.
40:41We're ready for you.
40:41Okay, okay, okay.
40:42Oh.
40:43I don't know.
40:44Ready for your body.
40:45That is incredible.
40:46Yeah.
40:46Why didn't you tell me that you knew?
40:49I feel like there's just so much happening.
40:51It's hard to keep up.
40:52I see Jen almost every single day.
40:55I text her.
40:56We talk a lot.
40:58And she hasn't said anything once.
41:01Everybody's telling me I gotta act right, sit right, talk right.
41:06To me, that's very weird.
41:08And I find that very off-putting.
41:10The only thing that I can think of is things that I have felt from way long ago is it
41:15just
41:15makes me feel like you just don't care.
41:34I feel like everyone's kind of just like doing their own thing, like spreading their own wings, like, like butterflies.
41:46What do you mean?
41:47Well, besides Jesse being in the other room, this is the first time that MomTalk has been together for a
41:53minute.
41:53We survived.
41:53I'm not just saying that.
41:54I genuinely have missed being with you guys.
41:57Do you hang out with anyone in California?
42:00No.
42:00What about you and Whitney?
42:02Yeah, what the fuck?
42:03We never talk.
42:05We literally never talk.
42:08To be honest, I have been hesitant to get close to her because I do think her being nice to
42:14me, too, on Dancing with the Stars is transactional.
42:18I do think at the end of the day, Whitney only cares about Whitney.
42:21And you can't tell me otherwise.
42:26I'm just kind of, like, at my wit's end.
42:28Yeah, I mean, that's what I thought.
42:30But then I heard that and I was like, oh, great.
42:32Like, Jordan's still really upset about the name change, even though I know it's what's right for me.
42:37So even though I haven't made a decision about Jordan and I, I met with my dad to go over
42:41this prenup.
42:42It's been over five years and I do not remember what's in it.
42:45Oh, yeah, this is really long.
42:48I definitely feel like I need to have, like, a divorce lawyer look at it.
42:51I keep saying, like, Jordan's a hard person to be married to, but I think he'd be a harder person
42:54to divorce.
42:56Yeah.
42:56After looking at my prenup a bit, we discovered that me and Jordan did not have witnesses sign it.
43:01So that could mean that the prenup is voided.
43:04Yeah.
43:06Yeah, sorry.
43:08Yeah, it's fine.
43:09No, I'm okay.
43:10Okay, I'll come out.
43:11Okay, thank you.
43:13This information has really rattled me because I just don't know what that could mean for me.
43:17My business and the security of my family.
43:20Before we go, I just need to say an announcement.
43:23I wanted to apologize for being mean to everybody.
43:28I just feel bad and I think I'm also about to start my periods.
43:32I'm a little wacky.
43:33I hope you are.
43:34But I'm sorry for being mean to all of you.
43:37I've been snappy, I know.
43:38Yeah, you have.
43:39I agree.
43:40But you know that we're all coming from a place of love.
43:42I don't want you to ever feel attacked.
43:44Like, yes, we judge a lot of the things you do, but it's from a place of love.
43:46We hate to see you hurting, and it's been like this for a long time.
43:50I think, too, just being like, if you don't want to hear it, that's fine.
43:53That's fair.
43:53Just being like, I hear you, but I don't want to be receptive right now.
43:59I mean, I just have nothing else to say anymore.
44:02Yeah.
44:02And I think neither do we, like, about it.
44:04Amen.
44:05Because you know where we all stand.
44:06Great.
44:09I do feel like Taylor's apology is genuine, but I think at this point, I'm feeling a little
44:15bit weary, and we'll be proceeding with caution moving forward.
44:19Jessie, are you okay?
44:21Okay.
44:23I'm sorry.
44:24Um, ugh.
44:26I went over my prenup with my dad, and I found out it wasn't finished.
44:30And so...
44:31Fuck.
44:32Wait, what?
44:33What do you mean?
44:34So me and Jordan signed up, but we didn't have witness signatures, so it could be all voided.
44:38And I've just been struggling with that because I just, like, I don't know what my decision
44:42is, but I feel like if I make that decision, I'm putting my business in my family in, like,
44:46a terrible situation.
44:50I just don't know what will happen.
44:51I'll probably lose millions, so...
44:52I'm kind of confused.
44:53What does that mean?
44:53That means that you can take half of her business, half of everything that she has.
44:57Can't they, like, do that now?
44:58Can't you do it now?
44:59No.
44:59No, like, it's a prenup.
45:00Like, he's entitled to anything in the last five years that I've created, and when we
45:03got married, I was worth a lot less than I am now.
45:07So it just sucks, and I'm just, like, I don't want to do that to my family, and my dad's,
45:11like, my business partner, and I mean, I've told you how much I'm worried, like...
45:14Oh, my God, please.
45:15Do you think he would do that?
45:17I don't know.
45:17He's entitled to it, and so, like...
45:19He would.
45:20I could see him doing it to just...
45:21And I would owe him child support.
45:22Or to keep him...
45:23And I would owe him alimony.
45:24I'm just, like, terrified that I'm putting my family in a bad situation, and I'm like,
45:27I'll just stay.
45:29Can't stay because of this, though, Jess.
45:30You're going to build that money back...
45:31No, I know.
45:32...right away.
45:33You're so successful.
45:34There's a reason why you have a multi-million dollar business.
45:36You're not dumb when it comes to those things.
45:37You're going to build it back.
45:38I think you'll find a way of it.
45:39You can't stay in a marriage that you're miserable in for money.
45:42Like, your happiness means way more.
45:43Jordan has made a lot of changes, but if I'm basing it off of the Jordan that I was married
45:48to for four years, that Jordan would be a very hard person to divorce.
45:52I think he would be spiteful and vindictive, and I think he would play a little bit dirty.
45:56So I just kind of have to prepare myself that if we do get divorced, it could go that way.
46:16I feel better.
46:17Are you feeling better?
46:18I'm switching you.
46:19Me?
46:19Yeah.
46:21I'm feeling OK.
46:22I'm gonna be honest I was a little mad that when you told me that you knew about Chicago
46:28but didn't say anything to me I can totally see why that would frustrate you like when did Zach
46:34tell you about it um sometime last I see you almost every single day in the studio and it
46:42wasn't like I gave into O'Connor I was like I had no idea that she knew not one thing
46:48in the studio
46:48not a text not anything okay well I was also very sick and I'm sorry not at every given point
46:56I'm
46:57thinking that's how that's how it always is Jen you always have all these expectations for everyone
47:01else to be to be supportive to you and that expectation is never received ever well maybe
47:06I don't think we're actual genuine friends okay I mean if you truly were my friend you wouldn't have
47:17then became friends with the one person that was bullying me during the hardest stage of my life
47:23so okay let's not deflect let's talk about the one the one thing at hand I'm not deflecting you knew
47:28about Chicago and you never said one thing to me ever you asked me why I don't really trust Whitney
47:35she is best friends with Demi you guys kiss with like what if she's holding that oh so how could
47:43I
47:43be genuine friends with her I even text you after I found out you were sick because I wanted to
47:47make
47:47sure you're okay no response nothing zero maybe it's not because I don't think we have a genuine
47:53friendship I don't think you actually care about me I actually don't think you care about anyone else
48:01in this group but what is going on you were nice to me during season two because it benefited you
48:06and the minute I left you went and became friends with the one person no one wanted you around I
48:13was
48:13the one that vouched for you every fucking time yes I did when every time when everyone was talking
48:20shit about you in Arizona Jen it's true me but when I did question of the day where's Jen she
48:27is
48:28pregnant a band-aid baby yay what the babies don't band-aid anything I am so shocked right now there
48:36needs
48:36to be more understanding for the love of God for the love of God back to no talk no to
48:43take dancing
48:44with the stars right new right with a dream of mine first of all why didn't I reach out you
48:49don't own
48:49that dream you don't I'm not I'm not anyone can anyone can I'm not saying anyone in this cast can
48:55go
48:55on dancing with the fucking stars I'm just saying it's how you did it that matters because no one
49:02wanted me around and then I came back and I built relationships again well yeah I built a
49:07relationship again with Michaela with every fucking person in this group okay stop deflecting I support
49:14you I'm so sick of you having this expectation of every single person in this group I haven't had
49:18any expectations yes you do do you guys feel like I've had an expectation Jen I will say that I
49:24feel
49:24like if we weren't to show complete support for you right now dancing with stars I feel like we would
49:28hear it later you know no not at all it definitely feels like there's a major disconnect with Whitney
49:34and Jen from mom talk as a whole sometimes they kind of lose sight that they want to get these
49:38opportunities if it wasn't for mom talk in general remembering to connect with the people that brought
49:43you to where you are is in my opinion very important like from what I remember it very much felt
49:49like
49:49Whitney was there for you at that time if you were truly there for me then why become friends with
49:54the one person dude shut the fuck up I can separate the two I can be friends with someone
49:59and be friends with someone else I can do that I can do that and we had a talk at
50:05my house when I
50:06invited your family to stay with me we had that chat I said does that make you uncomfortable and you
50:12said no I didn't want there to be any underlying contention or hard feelings just because you guys
50:18know that we get along with Demi and Brett yeah it's honestly I would rather not even talk about it
50:24I'm over it I'm just telling you my honest feelings it's not your honest feelings Jen
50:28you're being manipulative I'm not that's what it is yes you are you yes you are we started the
50:33conversation with me sharing how I felt how you knew about Chicago for a week yeah I do because
50:39I'm so pissed I'm over it do you see the way that you're screaming yes I do everyone can see
50:44how are we
50:45supposed to have a healthy conversation this isn't a healthy conversation exactly I'm letting it out
50:49because I've held it in for so fucking long I have been there for you you have not been there
50:54for me no I texted you I said how are you doing you ghost me how are you doing you
50:58ghost me you sent
50:59me one text it's almost like deja vu that I'm sitting here watching this happen everything that
51:05Whitney is saying to Jen was the issues that I was having with Whitney so I'm like whose side am
51:10I
51:10on here the Chicago thing was the tipping point Jen okay I see you every day and not once could
51:16you
51:17have said hey congrats that's so exciting for you because we're not friends what the fuck is going
51:24on I definitely feel like sometimes there's a battle between friendship and fame within this group and
51:31with Taylor and her toxic relationship with Dakota sometimes I worry about mom talks future
51:37what the fuck you just said that to me that you don't feel like we're friends okay then fuck you
51:55what the fuck is going on fuck you Whitney only cares about Whitney and she knows that I hold power
52:01someone needs to hold her accountable this isn't easy for anyone Zach all of us all of us are mentally
52:06unwell I can tell this is Taylor's last night before she flies out for the bachelorette I would
52:18love to be with Taylor but is that your plan is to wait for her she filled my head with
52:22all this hope
52:22now and I don't know what to think do I choose me and what makes me happy there's a lot
52:26of pain I
52:27think there's a lot of things we've done to hurt each other it doesn't have to be this way her
52:31plane
52:31leaves in an hour maybe there's a chance that she just ends up choosing me at the end can you
52:36just
52:36admit that you still love me wait where's Taylor
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