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00:00:28Stop it!
00:00:30Stop it!
00:01:01Do I need to come home?
00:01:25Hello?
00:01:30Mum?
00:01:58Mum?
00:02:06Mum?
00:02:21Mum?
00:02:31Mum?
00:02:33Mum?
00:02:36Shit! Mum, are you okay?
00:02:38Oh, Dee! Darling! Hello! You're here!
00:02:40Yeah, Mum, should you be doing that?
00:02:42Yes!
00:02:42Let me help. I can jump in there and...
00:02:43No, no, no. It's okay. I've got it.
00:02:44I've got it. I'm injured, but I'm not useless.
00:02:47No, I didn't mean that you were.
00:02:48You're early.
00:02:49If I'd known, I would have changed and made something for tea.
00:02:54Oh, dear.
00:03:01You're okay.
00:03:03Well?
00:03:07Thank you for...
00:03:12Just thank you.
00:03:14Thank you for coming.
00:03:15I know it's been a bit of a drama.
00:03:17No, it's all good.
00:03:18I've got some time at work, so...
00:03:23How's the leg?
00:03:24Still attached.
00:03:25That's good.
00:03:30I brought you...
00:03:36This.
00:03:37Oh, no, I can't, because I'm a painkiller, so...
00:03:41But then again, it could help.
00:03:49What's with that?
00:03:50Uh, um, I don't know. Just an old house, I guess.
00:03:54Yeah, it's all looking a bit sad.
00:03:57Hmm. Well, um, I do try my best.
00:04:00No, I...
00:04:01Of course you do.
00:04:02I just...
00:04:04I meant that I'm here now.
00:04:06And I can help with whatever you need.
00:04:08Yeah.
00:04:11Um...
00:04:11Okay, well, I'm gonna put this in the fridge.
00:04:14And why don't you, um, do you wanna put your stuff away in your room?
00:04:19Yeah.
00:04:19Okay.
00:04:23It's still...
00:04:25I haven't changed it.
00:04:49That...
00:04:50.
00:04:51.
00:04:52.
00:04:52.
00:04:53I don't know.
00:05:42Yeah, I'm in here, darling.
00:05:45Has someone been staying in my old room?
00:05:48What?
00:05:49No.
00:05:52Sometimes I do because my windows rattle when it's windy.
00:05:57Why is all my old stuff out then?
00:06:01I can barely hear you, darling.
00:06:05Just come in.
00:06:09It's nothing you haven't seen before.
00:06:12Mum, if you want to have a bath you should have told me.
00:06:14I could have helped you in.
00:06:17I can get in the bath.
00:06:21You can get in too if you want.
00:06:24I used to love having a bath with me when you were little.
00:06:27Splash all the water out.
00:06:31Bath, bath, bath, bath, bath.
00:06:36I just wasn't expecting you to come back so grown up.
00:06:41Being stuck in this house, it feels like nothing has changed at all.
00:06:46Mum, you tell me if something was wrong, right?
00:06:50Mm-hmm.
00:06:51Yep.
00:06:53Mum.
00:06:55We've got...
00:06:56We've got plenty of time to talk about everything.
00:07:01Let me help.
00:07:09Thanks.
00:07:14I'm really not sure who you look like now.
00:07:26You look like me, Mum.
00:07:30Oh, I'm...
00:07:32I'm sorry.
00:07:37Fuck.
00:07:58I'm sorry.
00:08:18Mum?
00:08:21Mum, are you alright?
00:08:23Alright?
00:08:57Food.
00:09:02Get away from me!
00:09:03I'm just gonna try it!
00:09:05Dee?
00:09:07Dee, where are you going?
00:09:10Dee, wait!
00:09:11No, no, no, no!
00:09:16What the fuck?
00:09:26Finally someone else can see me and I still can't leave the property.
00:09:30Aw, honey.
00:09:32We talked about not getting your hopes up.
00:09:35What is this?
00:09:37I mean, what is she?
00:09:40Um, she's right here.
00:09:43I think we settled on...
00:09:45Ghost.
00:09:46Spirit.
00:09:47Unresolved drama.
00:09:49Pick your fave.
00:09:51So she's...
00:09:52I'm you.
00:09:53Obviously.
00:09:54From before.
00:09:55Before you left.
00:09:57I think I was feeling sad and lonely and then strange things started happening.
00:10:04Fuses blowing and lights flickering and...
00:10:07Not super original, I know.
00:10:09And then one day, Dee just appeared in the dam while dripping with mud.
00:10:14Wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:10:15How long ago did this happen?
00:10:18A couple of years.
00:10:19721 days.
00:10:20And you're only just telling me this now.
00:10:23Okay, when would she have told you?
00:10:24You haven't been home in like ages.
00:10:26Tea.
00:10:27It's a lot to take.
00:10:28Sorry, she's...
00:10:29Do not apologise to him.
00:10:30He comes back and I'm still stuck here.
00:10:33Look, he won't even look at me.
00:10:34Deanna, calm down.
00:10:35Do not tell me to calm down.
00:10:37He dumped his stuff in my room.
00:10:39It's my room.
00:10:40What?
00:10:40You're gonna sleep in my bed too?
00:10:41Okay.
00:10:41This can't be real.
00:10:43You're.
00:10:43Not.
00:10:44Real.
00:10:45Yes, I am!
00:10:47Okay, everyone, bed now.
00:11:12It's fine.
00:11:13By the time, gracias.
00:11:18I'm gonna wash my tub back.
00:11:21Look, we got off to a bit of a turbo start, but Mum said that we should, you know, get
00:11:26to know each other.
00:11:27So, uh, tell me, what do we do?
00:11:33Like, for work?
00:11:38Okay then.
00:11:46So do we have a girlfriend?
00:11:50Wait, are we still gay?
00:11:59Wow. 24 and no partner.
00:12:04Sad.
00:12:07You know this is like big shit for me too, right?
00:12:10I mean, I knew that you'd become a guy or whatever.
00:12:15I found photos.
00:12:17I feel a lot seeing you up close.
00:12:20And I have some questions.
00:12:23Like, when did we become such an arsehole?
00:12:25Okay.
00:12:26Look, I don't know how this whole ghost thing works, but you can cross over now.
00:12:30Or vanquish yourself, or whatever it is you do.
00:12:33I'm here now, alright?
00:12:40You're right.
00:12:42You really have no idea how this works.
00:12:53Hello?
00:12:58Anyone home?
00:13:03George?
00:13:06Holy shit.
00:13:06Holy shit.
00:13:09Dude!
00:13:10Dude, your face!
00:13:12Look on your beard!
00:13:16What are you doing here?
00:13:17I was just passing and I saw your car.
00:13:20You still live here?
00:13:22In Taloo?
00:13:23Yeah, of course.
00:13:23Right.
00:13:24I mean, I just didn't think that you would stay and...
00:13:27Man!
00:13:28Look at you!
00:13:29Oh my god!
00:13:31So, what do I call you now?
00:13:35Darcy.
00:13:37Darcy.
00:13:39I like it.
00:13:41Thanks.
00:13:42I chose it from a list.
00:13:44Jesus!
00:13:45What the heck?
00:13:49What are you looking at?
00:13:50Oh my god.
00:13:51Are you okay?
00:13:52Yeah, I'm fine.
00:13:53What was that?
00:13:55Nothing.
00:13:55Let's just catch up later.
00:14:01Good morning.
00:14:02Did you just try to kill George with a drain pipe?
00:14:04Wait, what?
00:14:05George?
00:14:06George Maynard, from school.
00:14:09George was here?
00:14:10Yes.
00:14:12Oh.
00:14:15Well...
00:14:16It was probably just an accident.
00:14:18Well, does that happen every time someone comes over?
00:14:21Well, we don't really have visitors anymore.
00:14:24But there are always people at this house.
00:14:27Neighbours.
00:14:28Or art club kids.
00:14:29I mean, you're still doing art club, right?
00:14:31Things have changed.
00:14:33Did she do this?
00:14:35No!
00:14:36I fell off a chair.
00:14:37Don't be so dramatic.
00:14:38Mum!
00:14:39She's out of control.
00:14:41Yes.
00:14:41Yes, things are hard with Dee.
00:14:44They're great, but also hard.
00:14:46She's stuck.
00:14:47She's just so frustrated.
00:14:49She doesn't mean it.
00:14:50You remember what you were like?
00:14:52I'd hoped that, with you being here,
00:14:55would help her process her emotions.
00:14:56And then what are we supposed to do?
00:14:57Just walk around and play happy families?
00:14:59You said you wanted to help.
00:15:01That is what I am trying to do, Mum.
00:15:03She needs to go.
00:15:04She is ruining your life.
00:15:06You don't know what our life is like.
00:15:07How could you know?
00:15:08You're the one that cut me out.
00:15:23I'm sorry about before.
00:15:26With George.
00:15:28I know I can be...
00:15:31too much.
00:15:49Cool potty trick, huh?
00:16:03Tastes like shit.
00:16:04Yeah, Rosé is going to grow on you at about 21.
00:16:08I'm listening.
00:16:11I work in a call centre.
00:16:13I live in a house with two housemates,
00:16:15and no, I do not have a partner.
00:16:18So we live a life that's boring?
00:16:20It's not boring.
00:16:23I'm 17, no one can see me,
00:16:25and I spend every second in a house with my mum.
00:16:29I know boring.
00:16:31I just wish I could see it.
00:16:34The city.
00:16:35A night out.
00:16:37A job.
00:16:40I'd even go feral for hot chips from Harry's.
00:16:43I can get you some.
00:16:44With gravy.
00:16:47With gravy.
00:17:03Was it scary?
00:17:05Changing that way?
00:17:08It was scary.
00:17:10But it was right.
00:17:17Let's try this again.
00:17:34Oh, God.
00:17:37Sorry.
00:17:39I was going to tell you.
00:17:40I just...
00:17:44When did you two...
00:17:46It's okay.
00:17:47Really, it's not a big deal.
00:17:54There was nothing wrong with your body.
00:17:57You were so beautiful.
00:18:08Sorry.
00:18:10Shit.
00:18:29I look down in my body.
00:18:35It doesn't feel my own.
00:18:40You were so little.
00:18:41Like clothing unclean.
00:18:43Like clothing unclean.
00:18:43Oh, you were so little.
00:18:48And I would want to be the way I was.
00:18:49I'd want it to take it off.
00:18:53Take off my body.
00:18:58I'd want it to take it off.
00:19:10Oh, shit, I've lived and I was angry
00:19:17I was bad, and I've still been so bad
00:19:22And I've been by the road
00:19:24And I've been about to a joke
00:19:29I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
00:20:04Dee?
00:20:11Dee?
00:20:13Dee?
00:20:14Honey, where are you?
00:20:16Dee?
00:20:27Morning
00:20:31What the hell is going on?
00:20:35I've looked all over the house and I can't find her anywhere
00:20:38I don't know
00:20:40Last time I saw her, she was with you
00:20:42And you just decided to burn all the things
00:20:44Why would you do that?
00:20:46I just...
00:20:48I needed to cleanse
00:20:50She never disappears like this
00:20:55Oh my god
00:20:57The fire
00:20:59What?
00:21:00The fire
00:21:01It's done something to Dee
00:21:03Well, how would the fire affect her?
00:21:04I don't know, but she was fine before and now she's gone
00:21:08And you know she can't leave
00:21:10Oh my god, why would you do something like this?
00:21:13Why did you have to mess with everything?
00:21:15I didn't mean to
00:21:16It was just my old things
00:21:18I was upset, okay?
00:21:19I didn't think that it would
00:21:21It's not like there's some rule book on this stuff
00:21:25Is there?
00:21:41I brought you a tea
00:21:45It's this smoked black tea that my housemate buys
00:21:48It's kind of intense
00:21:49But I got you a pack
00:21:50I know that you like it before bed
00:21:51So I thought that you could have some
00:21:53And you could drink
00:21:56Look, I know that you're upset about Dee
00:21:58And I am really sorry
00:21:59I didn't mean for anything to happen to her
00:22:02But I'm here now
00:22:03And maybe it's for the best
00:22:08Seriously, mum
00:22:08Can you just look at me when I'm trying to
00:22:10Ow!
00:22:10Mum!
00:22:11Shit!
00:22:12Oh, what?
00:22:13Mum
00:22:13It's okay
00:22:14I've got it
00:22:17Oh, fuck
00:22:21That looks deep, mum
00:22:22You might need stitches
00:22:37Don't
00:23:00Don't
00:23:01Hello!
00:23:02I'm Nora
00:23:02Sorry for waiting
00:23:04Hi, Brian, thank you so much.
00:23:05Fitting me in again, another emergency.
00:23:08Oh, absolutely.
00:23:08In the last minute, it's wonderful.
00:23:10My pleasure.
00:23:11Very grateful.
00:23:12Hi, how are you, Brian?
00:23:15Oh, sorry, you remember us?
00:23:19Deanna.
00:23:19It's Darcy, actually.
00:23:22Oh, yes, hi.
00:23:24Sorry, didn't recognise you all growing up.
00:23:28Yeah, neither do I.
00:23:31She's my daughter.
00:23:32Mum!
00:23:34But, um, you know, I'm very happy for the help and the support.
00:23:37I've got food and everything.
00:23:41I know.
00:23:41What an idiot.
00:23:42Deanna.
00:23:43Who is my first name?
00:23:44No, I feel it is my daughter.
00:23:48Oh, shit.
00:23:49I don't recognise her either.
00:23:52Oi, slow down.
00:23:54Hey, stop.
00:23:56Hello, leg.
00:23:58I'm sorry, did you even hear yourself in there?
00:24:01Do you have any idea how hard it is for me to be back here?
00:24:04And you can't even...
00:24:06Are you ashamed of me?
00:24:07No.
00:24:07Or is that what this is?
00:24:08No, no.
00:24:09No, I was trying to help.
00:24:11You can't expect Brian to understand all that gender stuff.
00:24:15Right, Mum.
00:24:16A doctor.
00:24:17Yeah, but he's old-fashioned.
00:24:19It'd just be awkward.
00:24:20Mum, awkward for who?
00:24:21Oh, come on.
00:24:23No.
00:24:24You're always choosing someone else instead of me.
00:24:27I'm here.
00:24:28I'm real.
00:24:30And you wonder why I don't come home.
00:24:44I don't recognise her either.
00:25:08Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11You still work here?
00:25:13Uh, actually, I run it.
00:25:15A couple of years now.
00:25:17Yeah?
00:25:18Yeah.
00:25:19Thanks.
00:25:24The place looks, um...
00:25:28different.
00:25:29Different?
00:25:31Gee, thanks.
00:25:32No, I didn't mean that.
00:25:34I mean, it looks...
00:25:35It looks good.
00:25:36I think it looks good.
00:25:37Do you?
00:25:37Yeah, I like it a lot more than...
00:25:39More than...
00:25:41Uh...
00:25:41It didn't...
00:25:42On the house, obviously.
00:25:46Oh, wait, almost forgot.
00:25:52It's square night.
00:25:53Oh.
00:25:58Oh.
00:26:03I mean, it's never exactly a packed house, but...
00:26:07No, the locals still come.
00:26:08Everyone's actually been great.
00:26:10Really open, you know?
00:26:17Is that?
00:26:23Pretty wild, huh?
00:26:27God, we look so...
00:26:28Different?
00:26:32Yeah.
00:26:33I can't believe you kept all this stuff.
00:26:36Of course, dude.
00:26:37Can't just erase our history.
00:26:45Yeah.
00:26:48Just a bit of home to take with you.
00:26:56You look better now.
00:27:01You look like you.
00:27:06Hello.
00:27:10I found you.
00:27:12Anora.
00:27:23So, um...
00:27:29About earlier...
00:27:31Mum, we don't have to talk about it.
00:27:33Yes.
00:27:34I mean, I know we don't.
00:27:35I mean...
00:27:35I mean...
00:27:37No.
00:27:39We do need to talk about it.
00:27:43The way I handled today...
00:27:45I didn't realise...
00:27:47Um...
00:27:47I should have.
00:27:48But I'm...
00:27:51I'm still learning.
00:27:53And we didn't talk about it after that dinner and...
00:27:57But...
00:27:58I'm sorry.
00:28:02Really.
00:28:02I'm sorry.
00:28:06I just think sometimes...
00:28:10I just really miss my daughter.
00:28:13I'm sorry.
00:28:15Am I allowed to say that?
00:28:17I'm sorry.
00:28:29Here.
00:28:32Shall we?
00:28:34Today?
00:28:36Yeah, well...
00:28:37She'd expect it, wouldn't she?
00:28:39Bloody diva.
00:28:46No.
00:28:55Okay.
00:28:58Yeah.
00:29:01I made it...
00:29:06Ahhhh.
00:29:14Hee hee hee hee hee hee.
00:29:37What the hell?
00:29:39Is he burning my shit?
00:29:45I'm outside the fence.
00:29:50I'm free!
00:30:04Don't be mean.
00:30:06You know you mean so much to me.
00:30:13Still don't know what I'm waiting for.
00:30:16Everywhere I have is an open door.
00:30:22Woo!
00:30:23I'll meet you someday.
00:30:26Give me a little gift on my mind.
00:30:30Can be all inspiring.
00:30:38No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:30:41When did this happen?
00:30:45Wow.
00:30:49What the hell, Harry?
00:30:59Can't let me do it.
00:31:01It's too fast.
00:31:02I can't even see it.
00:31:02It's so fast.
00:31:05It's so fast.
00:31:07All right, how about go get straps, hey?
00:31:12Good job.
00:31:12All right, come on, sweetheart.
00:31:13We're going to go to the shop.
00:31:15Quickly.
00:31:18Hey, come in.
00:31:22Hey, wait!
00:31:33Hey, come in.
00:31:49Okay.
00:31:56That was a very quick exit. Are you okay?
00:31:59Yeah, fine.
00:32:02Alright, you've got everything you need.
00:32:04So, um, I'll see you in the morning.
00:32:07Wait, wait.
00:32:14Is that what you and Dee were reading?
00:32:18Yeah.
00:32:22It hasn't really hit me that she's gone.
00:32:33It's for the best, though, right?
00:32:35Yeah.
00:32:37Right.
00:32:45The love, respect and confidence of my children
00:32:49was the sweetest reward I could receive
00:32:54for my efforts to be the woman I would have them copy.
00:33:17Where are you?
00:33:20She's gone.
00:33:21It's for the best, though, isn't it?
00:33:25She's out of control.
00:33:26You remember what you were like.
00:33:29You really have no idea how this works.
00:33:31Oh, it could I care?
00:33:37It's just a version of gusta.
00:33:48That's why I love you.
00:33:50We're done all know.
00:33:50Let's see.
00:33:51We're done all are done.
00:33:53We're done all the things with caution,
00:33:53We're done all the things with caution.
00:33:54There do.
00:33:55This is now.
00:33:55We're done.
00:33:55Okay, let's listen.
00:33:56Really?
00:34:01You alright mate?
00:34:06Who's this blowing?
00:34:08I've never seen them before.
00:34:33Hey!
00:34:35Hey, wait!
00:34:36Get away from me!
00:34:38Stop!
00:34:39You stop!
00:34:42You tried to get rid of me!
00:34:43I didn't try to do anything!
00:34:44Dude, you literally burnt all my stuff!
00:34:46No, it's my stuff!
00:34:46I just thought that maybe we were good!
00:34:48But like, you lied to me?
00:34:50Just please, alright?
00:34:52I need you to get in the car so I can sort this mess out.
00:34:54I'm not going anywhere with you!
00:34:54Okay, well you can't just be out here, can you?
00:34:57Clearly I can!
00:34:57There can't be two of us walking around!
00:34:59Why not?
00:34:59Because this is my life!
00:35:04So it's just you or me?
00:35:07No, you cannot just erase me!
00:35:09I'm finally out!
00:35:10I am not giving that up!
00:35:13Okay, what's your big plan then, huh?
00:35:15You got no money, no one can actually see you!
00:35:17I'm gonna leave, just like you did!
00:35:22I'm gonna go to Sydney and steal your fucking life!
00:35:26Get off me!
00:35:28Oi!
00:35:29Get off her, you perc!
00:35:31Holy shit!
00:35:32Let her go, asshole!
00:35:33You can see her?
00:35:48No, no, no, no!
00:35:51No, no, no, no!
00:35:52Get off me!
00:35:53Get off me!
00:35:54Get off me!
00:35:55Get off me!
00:35:57Get off me!
00:35:59Get off me!
00:35:59So they just took off with your car, like how did they even get the keys?
00:36:03They must have grabbed him while we were fighting or something.
00:36:05Jesus.
00:36:06What did they look like?
00:36:07I probably know them.
00:36:07Didn't really see their faces.
00:36:09I just want to go home.
00:36:13Darcy, someone fully punched you in the face, like what is going on?
00:36:16Can you just stop asking?
00:36:19Please?
00:36:21I'm just trying to help you.
00:36:22Actually, just stop the car.
00:36:24What?
00:36:24I'd like you to pull over please, I want to get out.
00:36:26Okay.
00:36:30It's okay.
00:36:31Don't tell me that it's okay.
00:36:34You don't understand what any of this is like for me.
00:36:37You don't even know me.
00:36:39I don't know you.
00:36:41Okay.
00:36:42Yeah, I guess I don't know you.
00:36:46Enjoy your walk.
00:37:09Oh, God.
00:37:14Oh, God.
00:37:17Oh, God.
00:37:19This is awful.
00:37:21Let's take this off.
00:37:22Alright.
00:37:27It doesn't look broken.
00:37:29Looks like it's probably bruised.
00:37:32Oh.
00:37:36Dee did this.
00:37:39I saw her last night outside the pub.
00:37:41She's out there.
00:37:43And people can see her.
00:37:44And she's taken my car and she's gone to Sydney.
00:37:46And I don't know how to fix it, Mom.
00:37:47I'm sorry.
00:37:48Okay.
00:37:49Okay.
00:37:49It's okay.
00:37:50It's okay.
00:37:50I'm here.
00:37:52We're gonna figure this out.
00:37:53Shit.
00:38:01What the fuck?
00:38:13Come on!
00:38:36Oh, you're fucking kidding me!
00:38:49Why?
00:39:02Give it a try.
00:39:04Dee couldn't leave the property line, so...
00:39:16Okay, so I'm not stuck.
00:39:19Yet.
00:39:21What the hell is happening to me?
00:39:23Maybe the longer that she's out there,
00:39:26the more you become...
00:39:27What?
00:39:28Like trading places?
00:39:30Oh, my God. Am I gonna disappear?
00:39:32Hey.
00:39:32I just cease to exist while she gets to be out there
00:39:34and I'm just stuck in here, just trapped?
00:39:35We will fix this.
00:39:38Okay? We're gonna fix it.
00:39:41We will.
00:39:46Well, your bonfire set it free,
00:39:48so if we wanna undo whatever's happening between you two,
00:39:53maybe we start by undoing this.
00:39:56Okay.
00:39:57It could be about putting things back where they were.
00:40:07Okay.
00:40:09Well, here's...
00:40:11Here. Here's a bit of diary.
00:40:15Oh.
00:40:15Harry?
00:40:16Here. Look.
00:40:17Lucky charm.
00:40:18Lucky charm bracelet thing.
00:40:19I think it's a...
00:40:21hair clip.
00:40:22Well, it's hers.
00:40:25Oh!
00:40:26Bit of trophy.
00:40:27That's significant.
00:40:28Okay.
00:40:37God, it looks like a shrine.
00:40:40Do you feel anything?
00:40:42Something?
00:40:46Still nothing.
00:40:47Shit.
00:40:49Maybe this is done.
00:40:51Maybe there's no way we can fix it.
00:40:52Maybe we're like...
00:40:53Shh, shh, shh, shh.
00:40:53No.
00:40:54We will fix it.
00:40:55We will.
00:40:57I think we just have to make it feel a bit more lived in.
00:40:59A bit more welcoming.
00:41:01Oh, and...
00:41:02Of course.
00:41:03Yes.
00:41:05Music.
00:41:06What's that song that Dee loves?
00:41:07The one we heard on the radio.
00:41:09Mum, are you serious?
00:41:14I don't think this is going to do anything.
00:41:18Yeah.
00:41:20Come on.
00:41:21We need to change the energy in here.
00:41:23Come on.
00:41:24Come on.
00:41:30Is this just because you miss her?
00:41:32What?
00:41:33She comes back and I go and that's what you want.
00:41:36Right?
00:41:39No.
00:41:40I want...
00:41:40I'm trying to help you.
00:41:41It's not working.
00:41:42The flowers, the music, the burnt crap.
00:41:46It's not about what I did at the bonfire.
00:41:48It's...
00:41:50It's about you.
00:41:52You're the reason she's here.
00:41:54So what did you do?
00:41:56How did it happen, Dee turning up?
00:42:00Um...
00:42:00I didn't...
00:42:01Mum, come on.
00:42:02This is serious.
00:42:03Please.
00:42:05I didn't do anything.
00:42:06I was sad.
00:42:07I was missing you and she just...
00:42:10appeared.
00:42:14Come on.
00:42:15You must have done something.
00:42:17Chants.
00:42:19Prayers.
00:42:20Crystals.
00:42:21I don't know, did you light some candles and try and turn me back into a girl?
00:42:25Don't you dare joke about me.
00:42:26You had no idea what I went through.
00:42:29What you went through?
00:42:32Actually, I've got a pretty good idea.
00:42:34Me being a man is so painful.
00:42:37So horrible.
00:42:39You've had to go and conjure the ghost of my teenage self to replace me.
00:42:43Not replace.
00:42:44Not replace.
00:42:44You're obsessed with her.
00:42:45Look at this house.
00:42:46All the photos.
00:42:47All the sculptures you've gone and made with her.
00:42:49You just want me to pretend that she never existed.
00:42:54That that life never happened.
00:42:57I can't do that.
00:42:59You were gone.
00:43:00I was grieving.
00:43:02I'm sorry, but I was...
00:43:03So was I.
00:43:05I lost my mum.
00:43:07No.
00:43:08You never lost me.
00:43:10I love you.
00:43:11I love you.
00:43:18The way you looked at me that day.
00:43:23The way that you still look at me.
00:43:27Mum, I feel like my whole life.
00:43:30You have never seen me.
00:43:33Your whole life.
00:43:37That's...
00:43:38Wow.
00:43:39I guess I've really screwed up.
00:43:42Tell me, how am I meant to see you when you won't even pick up the phone?
00:43:49I barely get a reply on your birthday.
00:43:52You have stopped coming home for Christmas.
00:43:55I even called a support line for parents of trans kids so that they could tell me what to do.
00:44:02Really?
00:44:03Yes, and I booked in a session but then...
00:44:08I...
00:44:09Right.
00:44:12Dee.
00:44:13Yes, Dee.
00:44:15She came and it felt good.
00:44:17It felt good to be wanted like that again.
00:44:20Look, I know that I screwed up in Sydney and I'm sorry.
00:44:26But I was scared.
00:44:28I'm not perfect.
00:44:30But you just didn't even give me a chance to...
00:44:33understand.
00:44:33You just shut me out and now you're telling me that I can't see you?
00:44:39No.
00:44:40No.
00:44:42No.
00:44:44It's you.
00:44:46It's you who's been hiding from me.
00:45:07I knew it.
00:45:10I knew something like this would happen if you moved.
00:45:14I guess I just needed the space.
00:45:16So is it...
00:45:17Is it just the hair?
00:45:18Or is it just the clothes?
00:45:21Or are you going to change?
00:45:22No.
00:45:24No.
00:45:27No.
00:45:30No.
00:45:32No.
00:45:32No.
00:45:37I'm just really worried about this path that you're taking.
00:45:40I don't understand it.
00:45:43I'm trying, but it's just going to impact your whole life.
00:45:46It's going to impact your work, your family, your whole future.
00:45:56I mean, you're going to have a really hard life if you do this.
00:45:59No.
00:46:01I'm going to have a great life.
00:46:18Let's try this again.
00:46:25No, it's so gross.
00:46:30Do you ever feel like...
00:46:33Like a dude?
00:46:38I mean, when Mum first told me, I guess I did wonder.
00:46:44But didn't all that stuff start in Sydney?
00:46:48I discovered it in Sydney, but I just wanted to say, if you ever did feel things, you'll be okay.
00:47:10So long as you sort out your music taste.
00:47:12Hey, I have amazing taste, thank you very much.
00:47:16As you would know.
00:47:22We used to love it here.
00:47:25Do you remember?
00:47:28In our bodies.
00:47:31Totally feral and just...
00:47:33Free.
00:47:34Free.
00:47:36Free.
00:47:42There's a big strike crossing through my old life.
00:47:49Better pay for midwives.
00:47:53Hear my mother cry
00:47:58You were resting
00:48:01Passionful before spring
00:48:05Too green for picking
00:48:09Peaceful on the vine
00:48:13Hello there
00:48:15Like water
00:48:18Rushed into a door
00:48:21Wild river flowing
00:48:26No one dared to dance
00:48:31There's a long
00:48:33Peace when I hear my dad
00:48:37Speak
00:48:39Reading comedy
00:48:42Through his teacher's eyes
00:48:47There's a feeling
00:48:50Gravity
00:48:52Is pooling
00:48:55Photos
00:48:56With the family
00:48:58Might be the
00:49:01Last time
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00:56:33maybe that's okay
00:56:36maybe it's for the best
00:56:40you know I thought that she was here for you
00:56:44I wanted to believe that
00:56:48but I think she was actually here for me
00:56:51I denied that part of myself for so long
00:56:55and then this morning
00:56:58for the first time in ages I woke up and
00:57:02I felt like everything was
00:57:06right
00:57:10well that's good
00:57:14so I'm off the hook
00:57:15I just want to see you how you see yourself Darcy
00:57:43no I won't do it I'm not going to
00:57:49why did I forgive you for being such a dick the other day remind me
00:57:52because you're much better far more evolved human being than I am
00:57:55this is true
00:57:58and I really am sorry
00:58:02I you do know me
00:58:05and I want you to keep knowing me
00:58:11and
00:58:13I think you're really great
00:58:30mum
00:58:32oh my god what are you doing there
00:58:34I'm not looking I I just brought you these
00:58:41hi George darling
00:58:42hi
00:58:43say hello to her
00:58:44hi I love her
00:58:45don't encourage her
00:58:47hello to her
00:58:50I love her
00:58:50hi
00:58:55hi
00:58:56hi
00:58:59hi
00:59:04hi
00:59:21Hey, it's me.
00:59:22What's happened?
00:59:24What's happened?
00:59:25Can't I just call my mum?
00:59:27Oh, God.
00:59:27You only left 20 minutes ago.
00:59:29I thought something was wrong.
00:59:30Well, I do have a very important question for you.
00:59:33Do you miss me?
00:59:38God, you're clingy.
00:59:40What are you up to?
00:59:42I'm back in the studio.
00:59:43I'm going to finish up a few pieces.
00:59:45And I thought I'd get art club started again.
00:59:49Really?
00:59:50Yeah.
00:59:50It'd be nice to have people over again.
00:59:52I'm going to start with the pinch pots.
00:59:54Oh, we always used to start with those.
00:59:55We did, yes.
00:59:57Let me know when you get to the highway.
00:59:58Yes.
00:59:59Have you filled up with petrol?
01:00:00Yes.
01:00:01I'm going to stop for snacks.
01:00:03Snacks?
01:00:03I just gave you breakfast.
01:00:11I want to take you dancing.
01:00:13I want to drive you home.
01:00:15I'm placing all my chances.
01:00:17I'm making you feel whole.
01:00:18Cause it's all for your love.
01:00:20All for your love.
01:00:22All for your love.
01:00:26Keep pushing me away.
01:00:28I'm trying to hold you close.
01:00:30I know you need this space.
01:00:31But it's holding on my phone.
01:00:33Cause it's all for your love.
01:00:35All for your love.
01:00:37All for your love.
01:00:39All for your love.
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