00:00Bob, will you tell us what this new goal is?
00:04Well, it wasn't quite that simple.
00:08The new goal that reawakened me out of this was, as happens, I met another friend.
00:19And this other friend, I gave another type of name to simply because of the fact that I couldn't, I
00:28could not, how to put it, I couldn't understand him in any hymn, it's a he-she again, and I
00:37didn't want to use the he-she name, so what I called this new friend was Inspec, short for Intelligent
00:43Species, which meant that I was not an Intelligent Species.
00:47And a very, very deep and warm relationship developed with this non-physical being, and I never saw him in
00:55a physical form, he didn't have a form, he was just an energy.
00:59And we had, and that went on for a number of years, until suddenly, and my, oh I must say
01:07there's another part to that, and I asked where his home was, and he said, would you like to go?
01:16And on the way to my home, and I will show you.
01:19And I said, oh my, yes, please, please.
01:22And so he did, and that became my new goal, was to become an Inspec, one of this, because the
01:29exquisite, all the things that we express as being idyllic,
01:35love, love, joy, relationships, all these type of melding, of unification, was expressed when I went, and just on the
01:45edges of this Inspec's home.
01:48It was a beautiful, beautiful goal to be that.
01:54And that became my goal, was to grow and be an Inspec.
02:01And my plans all shifted to go to that state of being.
02:07And this Inspec gave me so many different, beautiful things, such as escorting me into the future to see my
02:17last time around as being human, this kind of thing.
02:20Until one day, one night, one afternoon, I've forgotten exactly when, the Inspec in our particular meeting place, which was
02:31outside of time and space,
02:35said to me, this is our last meeting.
02:38And I uttered, I was in great shock, why?
02:43And the Inspec said to me, because you are taking another path, and you need to learn along that other
02:52path.
02:53And I said, well, will we see each other again?
02:58And he says, not in this form.
03:01And I said, is there, what have I done?
03:04Have I done it?
03:05He says, no, you have done nothing wrong.
03:08It's that you have gone in another direction, and you have to learn that other direction, and get back to
03:14basics before you can go any further.
03:19And in that, he, the Inspec winked out, like that, it was gone.
03:26And I went back maybe, oh, 25 or 30 times to that meeting place, and the Inspec was never there.
03:37He had really disappeared.
03:40So, that occasioned another depression, but it did trigger my left brain intellect, don't you see?
03:48That was the point.
03:49It triggered my left brain intellect to say, basics, what's meant by basics?
03:55And I started tracking down the basics of what I had missed.
03:59Apparently, I'd missed something, something very, very important.
04:05And so, I can, it's needless to go through all the searching, I tried to find what I had missed,
04:13the basic.
04:14And I went through the humans, and that was a learning procedure.
04:18It took a long time to do.
04:20Until finally, I came upon this one thing, and that made the change.
04:26And that one thing was, that many years ago, oh, about, perhaps, if we go into time,
04:35I will say somewhere in the 60s, because of this consciousness, this I, this mind,
04:43didn't know what to do with this out-of-body activity, had no idea what to do with it.
04:47So, what I did is, I used a, a phrase, a term, an idea that we have, as humans, that
04:58we have a total self.
05:00I don't like the word soul, because it doesn't seem to fit.
05:03So, I thought, I don't know what to do with this.
05:06I, to keep conducting experiments and going from Virginia to California was ridiculous.
05:10It was, and, how many times can you go to Mars and, to the outer planets?
05:16There's just more of the same.
05:18And, so, what I did, I finally said, wait a minute.
05:25The thing, the basic, that I had missed, was, what, I'd been riding this vehicle.
05:33In other words, I'd been using this, this navigator and this driver, this vehicle, all these years.
05:39And, I had not taken the trouble to find out who's doing the driving, or, as we in America put
05:46it,
05:46what's under the hood of the thing I'm driving?
05:49And, so, I did.
05:51I began saying, that is a basic.
05:55And, in looking at that basic, I opened a whole new pattern of finding out what that answer was.
06:05And, that's a long thing, but that, in turn, did move me in a totally different direction,
06:11and brought me to the knowledge that anything that I could conceive of now as a goal
06:19was inadequate to what the options or the availabilities are after I have graduated as being human.
06:29And, that's, that is the, that is the limitation that I see that humans place upon we,
06:37and I was a part of it, probably still am, as a matter of fact.
06:41We place upon ourselves by our belief systems.
06:46We think that's only certain things that we can do, quote,
06:51after we leave here, and are non-physical.
06:55We forget these other very simple patterns,
06:58that these are all based on, on local ideas, local ways of thinking and doing.
07:04And, even what we call intelligence, is only a very human system of measurement.
07:11And, here are all these things, and they were, they suddenly, by this process,
07:16opened up to me to discover what the graduate human,
07:23the being who graduates from this human system of learning, can be.
07:28And, that's what I mean by, when I say, go on the interstate.
07:33The, the goals are so spectacular, so far beyond anything that we can even consider,
07:42that, uh, they, uh, they are prime targets for anyone who has curiosity, which I do.
07:51Uh, prime targets who, uh, of, of the scientists to get into something where the real action is.
07:57is, you run out of action in, in time-space.
08:00There's a limit, but there's no limits in this.
08:03In this whole spectrum of consciousness, I say, that's what I'm talking about.
08:07How far does it go?
08:09I don't know how far it goes, but I do know one thing.
08:12That one of the routes that you can go,
08:15and that was one of my explorations,
08:18because I went and explored all this to see these potentials.
08:22One is that, um, one route that you can take.
08:27And, uh, you can see the source of this, and this is a lot of, uh, the humankind.
08:33We all have, uh, a yearning.
08:35And, uh, we express it in, in the desire to go home.
08:38We express it in our, our, uh, going outward,
08:42in affinity, looking for other intelligent life,
08:46looking for things out in, in the universe.
08:49All these kinds of things.
08:50But the real part of it is, we really want to do this key thing.
08:55We're looking for something else.
08:56And what we're looking for
08:57is the thing that's built into us from the beginning.
09:01Uh, and that is that, uh,
09:04and we express it in our religions.
09:06We would like to go meet our maker.
09:09Now, uh, all I can tell you is that, that, uh, at the, at the very least,
09:17because this could go on for a long, long time,
09:20uh, I know how one could get on the interstate to go meet your maker.
09:25And all I want to do, I have not met that maker yet,
09:28but, but what I would like to do, uh, at some point,
09:32and that totality of me, and that's another story.
09:36Uh, we would like to go, uh, and, quote,
09:40not prostrate ourselves at the foot of our maker,
09:44but, uh, let's say to shake that maker's hand
09:50and say what a magnificent, uh, engineer he is,
09:53what a beautiful designer he is, uh, she is.
09:57He is, she.
10:01And, and, go, get into a, a new game with the maker.
10:09And that's only one of,
10:12and seems endless options that one can take.
10:15You can be a maker yourself, if you want.
10:19What you learn here are the basic tools of being a maker.
