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Aired (March 14, 2026): Kapuso Global Fashion Icon Heart Evangelista gets real and vulnerable as she opens up about her past relationships, heartbreaks, and the life lessons her mom taught her that shaped her into the woman she is today.
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00:02I fell for your life.
00:04I'm like, Mom!
00:05It's gone.
00:06I'm going to die.
00:07What's your name again?
00:08CTO!
00:36Today, we are done.
00:39I just finished a job.
00:43I'm doing like a day in life.
00:46And it was fun.
00:48We did it and we're going to continue doing it the whole day.
00:51Then we're going to go have a picnic.
00:53So we're going to make sandwiches.
00:54We call it Lepiti Camille Sandwiches.
01:00And we have special guests over here.
01:03Actually, this is a star witness in Manila.
01:07So we're going to get here.
01:11And John, so we're going to get some blankets.
01:18Let me show you the beauty of it all.
01:22Okay?
01:22You got to be very generous.
01:25Okay?
01:26It's not.
01:26It's generous.
01:28We need it to be generous.
01:31First side, we have some strawberry jam.
01:41Why would I have butter?
01:43It's not butter.
01:44A knife?
01:45No, it's a knife.
01:45Oh!
01:47This one.
01:47This one actually.
01:48First side would be strawberry jam.
01:52This is the secret ingredient.
01:54That will give you an explosion of flavors.
02:01This is called Lepiti Camille de je ne sais quoi sandwich.
02:06Because there's just something about it.
02:09There's just so flavorful.
02:13Ah!
02:14It's okay.
02:15You got to be generous with the mayonnaise or else you will regret it later.
02:21This one will give you an answer to all of the ginhawa.
02:26There was a time in my life when I opened my eyes and there you were.
02:30And I was very sad and I wasn't eating and I wasn't taking a shower.
02:36And my sister came to the house and she made this sandwich.
02:40The sandwich of our childhood.
02:43Then we're going to get some lettuce.
02:48Lettuce.
02:52Lettuce over there.
02:54This is a very nice, nice lettuce.
02:57Okay.
02:58And then we're going to get some culé.
03:01Starting out.
03:02With sugar.
03:05With sans sucre.
03:07You can mix it or you could just actually fold it like that.
03:12If you feel like that's better.
03:15Because I think I made a mistake, Sissy.
03:18We'll do one.
03:19What is that?
03:20Pork.
03:21Pork.
03:21Because it's not.
03:22Yeah.
03:22Let's just make them.
03:25Let's just make it no pork.
03:27I think I'm going to cut that in half.
03:32And then maybe we can bring some limoncello for mom.
03:44Where are you getting all that candy?
03:47You've had enough candy?
03:48No.
03:49Can I have one?
03:51You have the whole bag in your purse.
03:53What do you have here?
03:55You've got to share the weight.
03:57Five euros.
03:58Five euros.
04:00Five euros.
04:01Five euros.
04:01Five euros.
04:02A buy roll.
04:04This is all sugar.
04:07Thank you, Monica.
04:12How come they didn't give me a bag?
04:15I know.
04:16That's not fair.
04:18I know.
04:20That's not fair.
04:24Jade.
04:24Yes.
04:25You have to take me to that store.
04:27And I will buy my own bag.
04:32What are we doing today, Madam CPO?
04:34We're still going to film in Gatsby.
04:36Yes.
04:37And then we're going after that.
04:40And then we can go to the park.
04:42Hopefully it doesn't rain.
04:45On our parade.
04:47On our parade.
04:48Exactly.
04:49Exactly.
04:50My sentiments.
04:53Why is no one ready?
04:55Why is no one ready?
05:00Cute.
05:06Gatsby Ju is actually a brand that I worked with more than 10 years ago.
05:11That's the very first Heart Made Me Do It item that got sold out like pancakes.
05:16I was so shocked.
05:18Because I went to the store because my sister wanted the same.
05:21It was a heart necklace with different I love you's.
05:23Until now I can't remember.
05:25Because when I went to the store, I was like,
05:27Do you have the heart?
05:28Oh, we sold out.
05:30Do you know this actress?
05:31She's from the Philippines.
05:32Her name is Hardy Mangalisa.
05:34And she wore this necklace.
05:36I was like, oh, that's me.
05:39So they've always had this relationship with them.
05:45With the son of the owner, the creator.
05:48And so I met with them to discuss the new collection.
05:52As what I do for my job.
05:53And to come up with a new collaboration.
05:56So I'm very excited.
05:57And you know, they were so kind as usual.
06:00You can't.
06:01There's no problem.
06:02There's no problem.
06:03No problem.
06:04I was like, is it yours or is it mine?
06:07That looks like it's for me.
06:11Don't you think?
06:12Yeah.
06:12All of us.
06:13They were there.
06:14And everything that we picked up, they gave it as gifts.
06:19All of them.
06:19I was surprised.
06:20But sometimes I didn't think I was surprised.
06:23Because they were like that.
06:25They were very giving and very generous with me.
06:27So I brought my mom there.
06:28And they met.
06:29And it was fun.
06:30I'm never in Paris for a vacation.
06:32But whenever I have time in between shows.
06:35I really needed.
06:36Even my friends who I work with also.
06:38Needed to kind of see Paris in a different light.
06:42We always wanted to do a picnic.
06:44But we never had the time to do it.
06:47Heart organized a picnic.
06:49We had blankets on the grass.
06:51We were having wine and cheese and crackers and stuff.
06:55And her whole glam team was there.
06:58It was so relaxed and there were other people with their pets.
07:03And so it was nice.
07:05Really nice.
07:08The blanket is Max Mara.
07:11Chanel Palato.
07:13Oh, that's right.
07:15Chanel Palato.
07:17This is what I would like to offer.
07:18Because I'm Max Mara is one.
07:20That's the gift.
07:21That's the gift today.
07:21That's Max Mara.
07:23That's the gift today.
07:24So it's a big deal with it.
07:26It's so much like that.
07:34This is the best way.
07:36Go, tita.
07:38Go, tita.
07:38Go, tita.
07:39Go, tita.
07:40Go, tita.
07:41Go, tita.
07:42Where are we going?
07:50We're going to have wine.
07:53We're going to have wine.
07:55What happened there?
07:57On a picnic, we made sandwiches.
07:59And we were there till late night.
08:02And I always wanted to have my sketch pad with me.
08:06And sketch.
08:07And I got to do that.
08:09And my mom was there.
08:10How strict were you when I was growing up?
08:13Very strict.
08:15What a liar!
08:17I'm scared.
08:18I wish we had more years together.
08:22I'm scared.
08:24In this trip, aside from bonding mom,
08:27you're going to be my momager once again.
08:33It started because my dad,
08:37in the beginning,
08:38was all of a sudden on board.
08:40And I think we had an understanding
08:42that we didn't want my dad on board
08:43because he was so overly strict.
08:46What are we going to do?
08:47What are we going to do?
08:48It's not working.
08:50I wanted to change my last name.
08:53Ongpaw ko.
08:53Tanggalin.
08:54Evangelista.
08:55What happened?
08:56I didn't launch.
08:57I didn't want my dad on board.
08:59I didn't want my dad on board.
09:00So, I was crying.
09:01That's when my mom stepped in.
09:04And she spoke to...
09:05And she translated the basic message.
09:09Because, you know,
09:10Evangelista is easier to pronounce and remember.
09:13And you don't want her...
09:14To recall.
09:15Yeah.
09:15And you don't want her to be identified with...
09:19Nepotism, kumbaga.
09:21So, you want her to have her own identity.
09:24Diba?
09:24And so, from that day on,
09:26she became my momager.
09:28And what do I remember?
09:30She was very supportive.
09:32Very supportive.
09:33I remember we would go on shopping trips.
09:37And...
09:38Ah!
09:39We have time limit!
09:40Get everything you want!
09:41Go!
09:42Ganyan!
09:42Ah!
09:43Shoot!
09:43Shoot!
09:44Shoot!
09:44And I was just doing gymming at the time.
09:47And I would style myself.
09:50So, lahat ng clips at na accessories.
09:52Kaming dalawa yun.
09:54But it was still me.
09:55But she would...
09:56She would...
09:56How much was my PF in the first two years?
09:59Was just what?
10:01Very little.
10:04So...
10:04Binuhay pa nila ako.
10:05And she was funding me.
10:07But when it got, you know, bigger,
10:10that's when she was very okay.
10:11It's a business.
10:13Da-da-da-da-da-da-da.
10:14Yeah.
10:14I would just go all out.
10:16Ah!
10:16Choosing her outfits.
10:18Lahat.
10:19From hair to bag to shoes.
10:21Everything, everything.
10:22To match...
10:22To match her...
10:24The character.
10:25So, yung sandal mo.
10:26Pag ikaw,
10:27mas, mas, ha.
10:31As in, super duper ganda.
10:33Hindi rin kita papansin.
10:35But then when it was about the business,
10:37and the contracts,
10:38and the schedule...
10:39I would read all her contracts thoroughly.
10:42Like, cut-offs, stuff like that.
10:45No kissing scene?
10:46Hmm?
10:46Ah, yeah.
10:47The kissing scenes,
10:48and you know, whatever she'd have to do.
10:51It had to be specified in the contract.
10:53How about being in the middle, being on the side?
10:56Were you specific to those?
10:57Which one?
10:57If I was in the middle.
10:59Oh, yeah.
10:59Of course.
11:01I knew it.
11:02Because her exposure, right?
11:04Really.
11:05So I wanted to be sure she'd get the good exposure.
11:08I remember Mr. M saying,
11:10there are only two divas in talent center.
11:14It's Claudine Barreto and Mrs. Ompaukos.
11:16Because I would never appear.
11:18I wasn't like a...
11:20What do you call that?
11:22A stage mom.
11:23A stage mom.
11:23Yeah, a stage mom.
11:24She wasn't this soft before.
11:26Now she's soft.
11:27But before she was really,
11:29Mr. M, you know...
11:31I can't...
11:33This is unacceptable, you know?
11:37A stage mom.
11:38And spinel-spinel silang dalawa.
11:40Syempre, wala na akong nagtindihan.
11:45The very rare times that I would show up,
11:49it would be for business.
11:50Period.
11:51And then I'd be gone.
11:53They would never see me again.
11:54For a long time.
11:55My mom.
11:56Oh my god.
11:57She's really...
11:58At that time,
11:59kakasalubo mo lang siya sa lobby ng station namin.
12:02Kakasalubo ka talaga.
12:04She was really something...
12:05She's a character.
12:06You're a character ka talaga.
12:07I look fierce.
12:08I have that look that...
12:10Parang diba?
12:10I look so siplaga.
12:11When I'm not naman diba?
12:13Hmm.
12:14In fairness to that.
12:15In fairness to that.
12:16How strict were you when I was growing up?
12:20Very strict.
12:21Why?
12:22But...
12:22Why were you very strict?
12:24But I think it worked...
12:26Yeah.
12:26In your favor.
12:27Yeah.
12:28You know?
12:30Why were you strict?
12:31It worked beautifully.
12:33Hmm.
12:34And now I see you...
12:35You're your own person.
12:37Yeah.
12:38And I like to see that.
12:41Yeah.
12:42I didn't really wanna be a...
12:44Like...
12:45Fearful...
12:46Mother.
12:47But I was kinda strict.
12:49I get it now.
12:51So...
12:51As for all...
12:52Mother is overprotective.
12:54At that when she was...
12:55Much younger.
12:56She had bantai.
12:57Yaya.
12:58Bodyguard.
12:59Driver.
12:59Like that.
13:00She...
13:01She...
13:02Did report every move.
13:03In grade school.
13:05Grade school.
13:07And...
13:07Especially when she entered showbiz.
13:09Yeah.
13:10I would go and watch...
13:12In the beginning.
13:14Until I thought she'd be okay if I wasn't present.
13:18Cause it was tiring.
13:20Yeah.
13:21Good.
13:22But if it was like out of town or overnight.
13:25And there would be a chance that maybe I would be a little promiscuous.
13:30You didn't say that.
13:31Okay.
13:31Bad word back there.
13:33Bad word.
13:33No.
13:34I was never promiscuous.
13:35I lost my virginity when I was 25.
13:37Come on.
13:38But...
13:38No.
13:39When there was like an overnight.
13:40She had to be present.
13:42Oh yeah.
13:43Overnight kids.
13:43Because if there were boys.
13:44Dangerous young.
13:44Yes.
13:45Boys or what.
13:45Dangerous young.
13:46She told me.
13:48When my older sister lost her virginity.
13:51And I really believe.
13:52It was just recently that I found out.
13:54When you know.
13:55When your sister lost her virginity.
13:58I had to rush her to the ER.
14:00She was bleeding.
14:02Everywhere.
14:04Pinahipag.
14:05You know.
14:06Really?
14:06I was so afraid.
14:09That really.
14:09It was like a child's coming to me.
14:12I scared her.
14:14Yeah.
14:14And I just found out.
14:16Just this year.
14:17My sister.
14:18I'm not going to say who.
14:19She's like.
14:20What?
14:21What a liar.
14:23But I really thought.
14:24That that was going to happen.
14:25I scared her.
14:26Why didn't you approve of a lot of men?
14:29Of course not.
14:30It's always her fault.
14:33I remember in her villa.
14:36Yeah.
14:36I'm going to show me after watching this boy.
14:41How strict were you?
14:42Like.
14:43When in terms of like.
14:44Why didn't you approve of a lot of men?
14:47A mom will always want the best.
14:49Yeah.
14:50Of the lot.
14:51And I guess.
14:54I was very critical about.
14:57Of course.
14:57Who I would approve for you.
14:59Yeah.
14:59I wouldn't.
15:00Allow her to just.
15:02You know.
15:05Like go to his house.
15:06Or stuff like that.
15:08No.
15:09I bought Glorietta.
15:11I bought Glorietta.
15:12All shopping.
15:13We didn't really allow you to date until you were 18 I think.
15:17When were you?
15:18Not even 18.
15:18Not yet.
15:19I was 19 when I really officially started dating.
15:23Outside showbiz pa.
15:24Yeah.
15:25It's always her fault.
15:26You told me.
15:26You told me something.
15:28I didn't know.
15:29Sans or.
15:30You told me something about.
15:32But it's because.
15:32But we were young.
15:34I was 19.
15:35We're not talking about anybody in showbiz.
15:36We're talking about my very first boyfriend.
15:39And then of course.
15:40Here she goes again.
15:41She's.
15:42Being.
15:42Ano na naman.
15:42Pakila Mera.
15:43She effed it up.
15:46Pakila Mera.
15:47But as she was a one ex.
15:49That I kept going.
15:50Always.
15:50I kept going back to.
15:51Because he was like a friend.
15:53Yeah.
15:53But.
15:54Na love naman din niya in the end.
15:55Going back to your first non-showbiz boyfriend.
15:58Yes.
15:58You told me something.
16:00I know that.
16:01But he was young.
16:03I was young too.
16:05I know.
16:06It's okay.
16:07I get it.
16:08You know what I mean.
16:09I know what you mean.
16:10So why is it.
16:11Why did it become my fault?
16:14You disclosed something.
16:16Yes I know.
16:17I was a teenager.
16:18I was like a kid.
16:19I wanted to be a kid.
16:21What's your kid?
16:22He's a kid.
16:23He's a kid.
16:23He's a kid.
16:24He's a kid.
16:26He's a kid.
16:27He's a kid.
16:27That was a great kid.
16:29Plantation-based boo.
16:31Yeah.
16:31And I was crying and crying.
16:33She really looked like a fool.
16:34Hmm.
16:35Because we.
16:36She had a crush on this.
16:37Show this guy.
16:39Boy.
16:40And we were in Plantation Bay.
16:43They had a shoot or whatever.
16:45And I was with her and the manager of our restaurant.
16:48So she.
16:49And he didn't like her.
16:51So she was crying and crying.
16:53I said what.
16:54What are you doing?
16:55Right?
16:56Do you really look so stupid?
16:59Shh.
17:00You mad.
17:01And I remember her saying.
17:04It's so hard for me to get to her.
17:07Because if I can only just.
17:09I mean you know.
17:11If I could only just talk to you.
17:13Like get into your head.
17:14And tell you that this is not the guy.
17:16And this is.
17:18But she.
17:18I don't know.
17:19She has to be a mother and just sit there and watch my heart break.
17:23Because that's just what it's all about.
17:26And she had to experience that.
17:28You mad at me.
17:29You mad at me.
17:30You mad at me?
17:31You mad at me?
17:32So she was watching from the window.
17:34I said.
17:35I remember in her villa.
17:37You mad at me.
17:38Yeah.
17:38And then she was crying.
17:40When watching this.
17:42Um.
17:43Boy.
17:44That he didn't like her.
17:46Yeah.
17:46You know.
17:48Yeah.
17:48But you mad at me.
17:50You mad at me.
17:51No.
17:51Playboy.
17:54Yeah.
17:55It was so hard broken.
17:56Finally she outgrew him.
17:58Thank you lord.
17:59I realized what.
18:00But we're okay.
18:01Yeah.
18:01She had to go through that.
18:04But um.
18:05The one that she really moved heaven and earth.
18:09To destroy the combination.
18:12Was Jericho.
18:15Why?
18:15Edit out.
18:17She didn't crack.
18:20She didn't crack.
18:21She didn't crack.
18:22I didn't crack.
18:26Funny.
18:27Funny.
18:27If you miss theïżœïżœies, you're a little bit stupid boy.
18:30In fairness naman no.
18:31To me.
18:33I told her.
18:34You know what Hart?
18:34It was really a fault.
18:36Because she was under.
18:38She was re-rebeld eh.
18:40In what way?
18:41Wait, she didn't want to introduce Jericho, like your dad said,
18:47Sana pinakilala mo sa amin, parang we get to know him.
18:52I met him once and he was really a nice person.
18:56It's just that he didn't flourish because right away she fell in love
19:00and she was so afraid that we wouldn't accept him
19:04because he had like, you know, mga rumor, rumor,
19:08and, of course, I was like, huh? What?
19:11The term that you used, manifluoro.
19:13Yeah, and he was so seasoned already when she was so naive about life.
19:18So I was really scared.
19:20What was your fault?
19:24Okay.
19:25Sabihin mo yan, totoo yan.
19:26The nice thing about my mom is she's pro-independence,
19:30meaning to say, you know, explore, see the world.
19:34Just don't fall in love.
19:35Don't cut your, you know, don't cut your life so short.
19:39See the world before you decide.
19:42Ano yung saying?
19:42Collect.
19:43Collect, collect, and then select.
19:45Yes.
19:46She always say that.
19:47Yeah, she always say that.
19:48But, you know.
19:49Don't settle.
19:50Yeah, oh my God.
19:51Don't settle.
19:53Ganyan.
19:53But the first person that comes a-knocking,
19:56ilave na ako.
19:57Pag ating may in-love.
20:00Usa to kabeza, antes dekoraton.
20:02Lagi yung sinasabi yon.
20:03Meaning, use your head before your heart.
20:05But it's vice versa for me.
20:06I use my heart before my head.
20:10And what did you do?
20:11I fell in love.
20:15And what did you do?
20:17And became an artist.
20:20And I earned a living for it.
20:22And made your own.
20:23And made my own.
20:25Why is that?
20:26I got it from my mama.
20:28Why did you say before?
20:30Do you trust me?
20:31Never.
20:32Never.
20:33Never.
20:34Never count on any man for your-
20:38For who you are.
20:40I mean, have you ever seen me beg?
20:42No.
20:43Oh, yeah.
20:43Lagi yung sinasabi.
20:45I will never beg.
20:48Give any man the pleasure of the night.
20:53Having to beg for a bag.
20:56Nothing.
20:58For anything.
21:00Actually.
21:00I feel like we wasted so much time apart.
21:06And then when I saw you walking and you had healing.
21:10And Jade by your side.
21:11I feel like, I wish we had more years together.
21:16Anong lagi na't pinag-uwayan?
21:18You never allowed me to have a day off.
21:20Only two weeks a year.
21:23But, because of that, I, even if I felt like parang I was a machine, it really built my future.
21:32And it really like, it shaped you into who you are today.
21:37That I didn't waste any time at all.
21:42See what you've accomplished thus far.
21:44Yeah.
21:45And more.
21:46Yeah.
21:46And maybe because I worked so much, parang I didn't really waste my time on-
21:54Trivial.
21:55Trivial matters or trivial situations that could have gotten me in trouble.
22:01Correct.
22:01So, now I value, like what I said in my yearbook.
22:05Talagang time is gold.
22:07Value every minute and make the most out of it.
22:10And I truly believe that because I feel like, I may not have a child, but I feel like looking
22:18at my job and whatever it is that I've created.
22:23I feel like, I created my, I have a baby.
22:26It's my little baby.
22:28And I guess, I don't know where it will take me.
22:30There will always be like troubles.
22:32But, as long as the heart is pure, and you never step on anyone, you can reach the stars.
22:42Right?
22:43One good thing that I'm proud, that I have instilled in her, like, not to beg for anything.
22:52Make your own thing.
22:54I mean, build your own career.
22:58Build your own destiny.
23:00Life.
23:01Live life on your own, without asking anyone for anything.
23:09I'm that proud, and I think she got that from me.
23:12I will never beg.
23:14No.
23:15If it's not given freely, so be it.
23:21I'll do it on my own.
23:22And that's what she's achieved.
23:25So, I'm proud of that.
23:27I would never settle.
23:29Period.
23:30If I wanted it, I'd do it on my own.
23:33I was married twice.
23:35I got married to my first husband.
23:38And gave birth at 20.
23:41But, when the going went rough, and I didn't like the way my life was going, I walked away.
23:46And you had two kids.
23:47And I have two kids.
23:49And then...
23:49You took them with you.
23:51Oh, yeah.
23:52Without any help from their father.
23:54I raised them on my own.
23:56I would never ask for help, even from my in-laws.
24:01My parents, my parents, my family, I never asked them for anything.
24:05When going got rough, and I was having a hard time, I found the strength to stand tall again.
24:16Period.
24:16I would get into other businesses, I worked, you know, I did other things to support myself and my two
24:25kids from birth.
24:27I feel like the quality of my wish was to not care too much.
24:33I bleed too much for the things that I cannot control.
24:37I bleed too much for people that don't truly care about me.
24:41You should say that you have to believe that they never existed.
24:45They're the attachment of your imagination.
24:48And that's it.
24:48You woke up from a bad dream.
24:50Ganyan.
24:51Yun yung wish ko.
24:52Kasi she can really turn off her emotions, no matter how long niyang nakasama.
24:59I wish I had the guts to be that.
25:01Ay, I don't.
25:03Yeah, she's kind of too kind to a fool, you know.
25:08Sorry.
25:09Maybe you have to cut it off.
25:10She, like, sometimes people can take advantage of her because she's just too giving.
25:18I think a very big asset that I have seen in heart now is the growth from within.
25:30I mean, everything that has happened to you in the past, it was all for a reason.
25:37There was a purpose and things could have just dropped and you would have lost yourself.
25:45But you managed to rise again and continue to rise.
25:55And I guess this trip was very special because, I mean, aside from 20 years ago, I was the last
26:08mom that we traveled together.
26:10It's a very pivotal moment in my life where I also kind of, I feel like I was stripped off
26:18of everything.
26:18And all the pressures back at home and, you know, the mental health is in pain.
26:29And so, I feel like I really needed my healing and you always run back to your mom for healing.
26:37And to remind yourself of who you truly are, that no matter what they throw at you, you'll be powerless.
26:47Right?
26:48And you will rise again.
26:50Yeah.
26:51She just needed this sojourn to be reborn.
26:56To let it stir.
26:58Right, stir?
26:59Mm-hmm.
27:01Stir.
27:02Stir, right?
27:04To let it stir, let it cook, let it simmer, and then the taste will be perfect afterwards.
27:13She needed a pause.
27:15Okay, let's eat.
27:16Let's just...
27:17You needed to recharge.
27:20Oh, it's not this.
27:22Okay, ciao time!
27:23Ciao time!
27:24Ciao time!
27:26I probably didn't understand it before.
27:29And I probably hated you.
27:32Hate is such a strong word.
27:33But maybe because I loved you so much, that's why I turned to hate.
27:38That I didn't understand yet, that you were just protecting me from what I've seen.
27:45And...
27:46From the world.
27:46From the world.
27:47And, you know, and it's a cruel...
27:51Okay, yeah.
27:52You know.
27:53Okay, yeah.
27:53It's a cruel...
27:54You were right about that.
27:55It's tough.
27:56It's a cruel world.
27:57It's a cruel world.
27:58And...
28:00You will really lose yourself.
28:03Because, you know, you said I'm a rebelde.
28:05And you are too.
28:07You know, I know that.
28:09But you gave me the right amount of freedom for me to learn.
28:16To experience.
28:17To experience.
28:19And...
28:19To have a really...
28:23An epidermis of a packet.
28:25Like, thick skin.
28:27Eventually.
28:28That no matter if they slap me, I won't feel a pain.
28:32Am I right?
28:33Mm-hmm.
28:34The way I say it, that's how she says it.
28:36Yeah.
28:36And...
28:37I feel like now, I may not...
28:40I mean, I'm better.
28:42I may not be yet the woman at 40.
28:45I don't think you'll ever be it.
28:48You're always evolving.
28:51But I know that...
28:52You're getting there.
28:54Yeah.
28:54And no matter what they do...
29:01I will stand up.
29:03You will still rise.
29:04Yeah.
29:05She'll rise above all this.
29:07That's what I'm telling you.
29:09You have it, just go.
29:12Mm-hmm.
29:13I don't know.
29:14I don't know.
29:15I don't know.
29:16But...
29:17Yeah.
29:17It's there.
29:18And I know it because I feel...
29:19When I see her, and she reminds me that...
29:23It's like...
29:27I...
29:28It's a pain because it's a pain.
29:31And she saw that.
29:32And she saw my discipline.
29:34Because she gave that to me.
29:36Right?
29:37I am me because of her.
29:39And I am me because she stood up for herself.
29:43Yeah.
29:44Oh.
29:46Oh.
29:46Yes.
29:47We have vengeance.
29:48I owe it to her because she has shown us...
29:51Countess of times.
29:52And I've seen you on that same bed.
29:56That same moment in your life where it was done.
30:01But because you stood up from that bed.
30:04I owe it to you and to myself that I'll stand up also.
30:09So...
30:09And not a hundred percent.
30:12But I'm gonna do it.
30:13But you're getting there.
30:14I'm gonna do it.
30:15Yeah.
30:16Oh, yeah.
30:17I feel like we wasted so much time apart.
30:23And then when I saw you walking and you had heel and...
30:26And Jade by your side.
30:28I really like that.
30:29I wish we had...
30:30More years together.
30:33That's the breaking point.
30:34Actually, I'm not.
30:35That's why I went with Ethan.
30:37I moved to the cafe shop because...
30:40I realized that...
30:41Trauma is horrible.
30:44But I wish I'd gotten over my traumas earlier.
30:48Maybe this thing that I went through.
30:50I went through something.
30:51Something that you had to.
30:52I had to go through because it was now.
30:55It had to happen now.
30:57And...
30:58What I realized about motherhood is...
31:01I realized that...
31:03Since she's already...
31:0590...
31:0630, 100 jobs.
31:07And...
31:10And she's just always watching Turkish novelas.
31:14Diba?
31:14Kawa naman ako na mag-isa lang siya.
31:16I mean, Camille's there with her but...
31:18I have so much time on my hands there.
31:20She could go with me to trips.
31:23But...
31:25I...
31:25Well, 100%...
31:34100% ako tatanda ako mag-isa.
31:37Yun na yun.
31:37Yun yun yun.
31:38Yun yun yun realidad.
31:38Kasi wala talaga akong anak.
31:40Although I have two kids.
31:42Pero...
31:43Of course they will be there for me.
31:45Pero niisip ko lang.
31:47Yung dare nila is what they can only give.
31:50And that's exactly what Camille is doing for my mom.
31:53Because she has two kids.
31:55But since I will be alone.
31:57And since...
31:58I think when she's alone.
32:00And her age.
32:01And I will be that age one day.
32:04I will think about it.
32:06That when my mom was my age.
32:08Or is my age.
32:09She was alone.
32:11And I didn't visit her.
32:14And so...
32:15At least when I'm old.
32:17And I'm alone.
32:19I will think that when I was young.
32:21I did the right thing.
32:22And I was with you.
32:25So even if I'm alone.
32:27I will be satisfied knowing that.
32:30I was there for you.
32:32When you were alone and older.
32:34So...
32:35Yun yung lesson ko.
32:37Thank you very much.
32:40So...
32:41If you don't believe coming today.
32:43It's a great journey.
32:43It's a different journey to.
33:00And so...
33:05But it's true.
33:06And...
33:06it in time that I was with her so she will be with me. I'm alone and I'm standing and
33:14I'm fine.
33:15Yeah. And having the pride that I have, so much pride, I never ask for their time, but I'm standing.
33:27Yeah. I'm still here standing and it's good. It's gonna be fine.
33:33I think the decisions that she made as an adolescent were experiences that you needed
33:46to experience on your own without me. Of course I'm proud of all that you have become
33:55and all that you will achieve still. I know you will still fly
34:01because I always told you, right? Reach for the stars.
34:06And in case you fall, you'll still hit the roof and you'll be fine.
34:11And you'll be fine. So reach as high as you can. So if you don't make it to the galaxies,
34:18you'll still make it to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
34:22Correct. Yeah. Cheers. Yeah. We're gonna cheers, Mom. Cheers. Cheers.
34:30That's super nice.
34:32Cheers.
34:32I'm sorry.
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