00:00Best lesson you learned as a person and as a piece?
00:08In a world where we are made to conceal our deepest darkest secrets and then one day it
00:16can be turned as a weapon against you or your vulnerabilities are weaponized to use to cancel
00:25you to all of that.
00:27I'm so glad that as close as I can.
00:30Of course I'm careful because of course there are things that I've done especially there
00:34was a time in my life na yung ako problema kami ng cheese, ganyan marami akong kalokohan
00:41na ginawa.
00:42As in hanggang ngayon pati ako hindi ko masigura, hindi ko, minsan nga I'm still healing and
00:46forgiving myself.
00:47Kahit na forgive na ako ng mga taas sa paligid ngayon.
00:50Nagshine pa rin yung heart ko sa kanila pero sa akin I'm hard on myself.
00:54May nabasa akong quote, to be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved.
00:58Pero paano kung yung pinaka pinagkakatiwalaan mo at minahal mo sila din ang mananakit sayo.
01:05Even if I feel like sometimes I regret that it takes time or it's hard for me to say pero
01:13it had to happen.
01:14I'm so over the people that aren't here because parang I wish them happiness because when
01:23they left, surprisingly my life is happier and so I'm thankful that that happened.
01:30So it's hard for me to say kasi along being thankful meron ka paring healing and pagsisisi
01:37pero okay na yun, it's an inner monologue that I will have to deal with but I'm still
01:44glad it happened because I wouldn't be who I am today and that I can be more and give
01:51more to the people around me and appreciate even more the people around me.
01:56And because I'm so appreciative kahit ito lang bigin mo sakin, sobrang saya ako.
02:01Kahit hindi ako bigin na maraming schedule sa trabaho, masaya ako dahil healthy asawa ko.
02:07Kahit hindi mag-rate yung isa kong show or hindi ako, hindi kumukuha yung project nito,
02:12masaya pa rin ako.
02:14Best lesson learned towards a team, it helps to be surrounded by people na alam mong hindi
02:23ka iiwanan sa ere.
02:27It pays to be in a team na hindi ka idadrag down sa ground.
02:34Nakakahealthy ng mindset, nakakahealthy ng pagkatao.
02:39Pag alam mong masasandalan mo, like ikaw masasandalan kita alam ko.
02:44Kahit higaan mo pa ako, charot.
02:47May mga gano'n na parang, may mga tao talagang healthy as a person.
02:51Oo, may tears na.
02:53Sinabi pa talaga.
02:55Sobrang glad ko kasi hindi mo makukuha to on a normal workspace.
03:01Okay yung, may nalala ko sinabi si Kuya Julius na parang ikaw sa team mo ngayon, each and
03:08every one, mayroong particular character, visitin may karakter mo, one of those, ako
03:15may karakter ka.
03:16Ikaw, nabuboost ka namin as a person, mas nagiging creative ka, tsaka as much as possible.
03:21Once na madown ka, parang kami din, poproblemahin din namin yun.
03:25Actually, with what you're saying, may moment kasi kami na walang nakarecord, may kami sa
03:30kama, kasi may piligdadaanan talaga kami nun, it's all past na, but parang ang sinabi
03:37niya sa akin, dear, I'm sorry ha, sorry kung hindi ako katulad nila na mataas yung energy,
03:44na kaya kitang i-lift up, na kaya kitang i-boost.
03:46Tos parang for me, just to let you know, just the fact that you care to ask, just the fact
03:52that you're there, it's not anymore about the character that's, ah, you know, like,
04:00dear.
04:01That, it's your presence, because if you have a true heart and we're all good, we feel it.
04:08So, perfect talaga.
04:10Yeah, it was perfect.
04:11Actually, perfect.
04:20I have to go home.
04:21It's still happening.
04:22It's progressive.
04:32Hindi, yes.
04:35Yes, yes, yes, yes.
04:41Yes.
04:43Actually, yun din ako kasi, yung family first, during that time kasi, di ba, as management's
04:49perspective, show must go on, ke, di ba?
04:52Pero during that time, sabi ko talaga, no, umuwi ka na, umuwi ka na.
04:56Parang during, kaya ko na lahat eh, kaya ko na, kaya nag-stay din ako, pero sobrang
05:01nakaka-proud nung moment na yun.
05:03Okay lang, hindi ko kayang makita na nandun siya, tapos may, di ba?
05:08O hindi ko kaya.
05:09Parang, hindi ko rin kayang ibigay or ilagay siya sa situation na ganun, kaya kung kailangan
05:15umuwi, umuwi.
05:16When I came home, I realized how critical it was talaga that I was there.
05:19That I needed to be there to talk to him, to calm him down.
05:23Little things.
05:24Tapos, nung nakikita mo na sila na, surpass nila yun.
05:27Tapos nakita ko sila nung, eh syempre naglalakad, actually preparation pa lang, naririnig pa lang
05:32natin yung vow niya, di ba?
05:33Talagang tulo na, kasi parang, who would've thought, na talagang, it will really make them
05:39strong.
05:39I was not ready, but he welcomed me with open hands.
05:43Pero si Sir Cheese, he's always been a good guy.
05:46Principles, everything.
05:48Never, ako pa yung doubtful yung principles ko.
05:50Yung values ko, nag-doubtful ako eh, kasi talagang nabreak ako noon eh, yung pagkatao.
05:55I was so perfect, good, yan.
05:57Pero si Cheese, he was always the steady rock.
06:01But, hindi din siya perfect.
06:03Hindi din, nobody's perfect.
06:05Sample lang yung nagluto ko ng cookie.
06:07Ano lang yun, maliit na bagay lang yun, pero alalim ng pinangagalingan.
06:10Correct.
06:11Pero nangyari talaga yun.
06:13Hindi ko na matandaan, pero talagang, nag-bake ako yata ng cookies.
06:18And then parang, wala silang reaction.
06:22Hurt na hurt talaga ako ng mga times.
06:27Hurt na hurt talaga ako ng mga times, noon parang.
06:29Buti na wala reaction, kasi sabihin, may reaction nga, pangit naman.
06:33Wala silang reaction, tas di nila titikman yung cookies ko, so
06:37hurt na hurt talaga ako ng mga times, naisasabi ko talaga,
06:41di talaga nila ako mahal.
06:44Ayaw din namin magsinungaling sa'yo.
06:46He's the center, I know God is the center, parang,
06:49She's the second.
06:50Katabi niya talaga si Lorde sa center.
06:52Talagang pinadala siya ni Lorde.
06:54Iba talaga sir cheese, pero dear, try mo ulit mag-bake for us.
06:57We promise, dear promise, kahit hindi honest, dear, kakainin talaga namin.
07:03I'm so sorry, yes and no.
07:05Matagal pa ako.
07:07And welcome to the Academy Awards of Heart World Best In.
07:11Today we will be awarding the top, almost standing out,
07:17the one na pinakang umiksena.
07:19Ako naman din po nagdidecision na tanggap ng tanggap,
07:22dahil maraming ko kailangang bayaran sa card ko.
07:24The head to head award.
07:26Hindi, hindi ikaw to siya.
07:31Oo nga.
07:32Isa pang memorable yung Bon World, as in sobrang dinudumog siya lahat ng mga madam nagpapapicture.
07:38Worldwide talaga.
07:40Thank you, Lorde.
07:42Good luck, dear!
07:45I love you, Indonesia.
07:47Thank you so much, guys.
07:49Everybody who came.
07:51It was so sweet.
07:53Pinuntahan pa rin tayo.
07:55Nandun silang lahat.
07:57Although nag-adjust kami.
07:59Nag-adjust kami ng very light.
08:01Pero nandun pa rin sila, dear.
08:03Nag-effort, nag-outfit and everything.
08:05Naka-line up just to take photos.
08:07Ibang klase yung moment.
08:09Of course, I'm careful because
08:11of course, there are things that I've done.
08:13Especially, there was a time talaga in my life
08:15na yung may kaproblema kami.
08:17Cheese, kanyang.
08:19Marami akong kalokohan na ginawa to.
08:21As in hanggang ngayon, pati ako hindi kumustik mura.
08:23May moment kasi kami na walang nakarecord.
08:25Umiya kami sa kama.
08:27Kasi may pinagdadaanan talaga kami nun.
08:29It's all past na.
08:31But parang ang sinabi niya sa'kin,
08:33Dear, I'm sorry.
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