00:00Are you ready? Are you ready? I'm ready!
00:02Sometimes I ask myself, who am I really?
00:09Let's move on now.
00:10And this year, I'm really getting the sense and feel of who I truly am.
00:18Wait girl, we're here, we're going to see the message.
00:21It's my first time in my life.
00:24I feel like I'm living life in chapters.
00:26Some chapters are fun, light, and some chapters written and painted in tears.
00:34I'm going to make it out of it.
00:35If you really want it to get to that point, I understand.
00:38What can I also say?
00:39Being me means surviving fashion week, high heels, of course, jet lag.
00:52I'm not perfect.
00:54I'm becoming.
00:56I'm a work in progress.
00:58I'm Heart, and this is Heart World.
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01:30His business was catering to shooting because my grandfather had a production house with Everlasting Pictures.
01:37So, I knew I wanted that.
01:39So, when I was young, I would wear my lipstick.
01:42For example, I used to wear my clothes.
01:46I was really young.
01:47And when I started, everybody was Miss Issa.
01:50So, I remember somebody telling me,
01:52You can't be a serious actress.
01:55You're so strong!
01:58So, I said, oh my god.
01:59So, I'm really hopeless.
02:00Because when I cry, it's not my eyes.
02:03So, how am I gonna show my emotions?
02:07So, very first, I wanted to be an ice skater.
02:10Then, I wanted to become a vet.
02:11Then, I really wanted to become a painter.
02:12They're like, what do you really want to be?
02:14She wanted to do all.
02:15Even languages.
02:17So, basically, that time,
02:18I really picked up all the auditions.
02:20I didn't care.
02:21Nung bata siya, alam mo,
02:24talaga mahilig na mag-artista.
02:27Kasi nasa Amerika kami,
02:29may restaurant ako singing cooks and waiter.
02:33Sumasali na yan.
02:34Pwedeng-pwede itong anak niya.
02:35Misal, malapit siya ako niya na
02:38na umiiyak siya.
02:39O, ba't ka? Ano problema?
02:41Ba't ka umiiyak?
02:42Tapos, sinasabi niya,
02:44hindi pa-practice lang ako.
02:45Papatulo ko.
02:46Iniluha ko dito sa kaliwa.
02:48Kaya-kaya ko yung sa kaliwa.
02:49Sa kanan.
02:50And then, my dad was against it.
02:53So, it was just my mom
02:54that would, you know,
02:55allow me to skip school
02:57and line up in the studio
02:59and really audition for, you know,
03:01the love team of John Prats.
03:03Ano pong pinagsasabi mo?
03:04Alam mo!
03:04Hindi talaga pwede!
03:06Hindi talaga!
03:07Huy!
03:07Ah!
03:08In fact,
03:09na-hurt pa ako before
03:10kasi sinabihan ako ni John Prats na,
03:13um,
03:15for every kwento ko daw,
03:17ba't ang dami mong facial expression?
03:19Kasi naman, no,
03:20she can't make promises,
03:21she can't keep.
03:23Teka,
03:24hindi lang naman ikaw siguro ang anak niya,
03:26di ba?
03:26Tapos, parang nahirita sila sa akin
03:28ng mga times yun.
03:29So, bubog ko yun.
03:30Pero, na-realize ko,
03:31it was my personality.
03:35Kasi, okay ka lang?
03:36Hindi.
03:37Kasi, okay ka lang?
03:38yun po natin at Laura,
03:39parang so,
03:40parang,
03:41it's so exciting.
03:42Saka yung characters niya,
03:43ang interesting!
03:46And,
03:46I didn't know kung paano kasi,
03:48parang sila, Camille Prats,
03:49they were all like,
03:50really great actresses.
03:51And, I remember at that time,
03:52I was the only Chinita girl.
03:54I was given a role,
03:56that was my role for a long time,
03:58kasi parang,
03:58naging,
03:59character role ko na yung pagiging maarte.
04:01When I,
04:03auditioned for mix,
04:04and I became a VJ,
04:06that I said,
04:06oh my gosh,
04:07this is what it feels like,
04:09to be myself.
04:11And, I remember styling myself.
04:12Those were all my clothes.
04:13Yung naalala ko lang,
04:15pag na-mix ako,
04:16that was the only time,
04:17na nakakatakas ako sa mom ko.
04:19Kasi from ASAP,
04:20or from the variety show,
04:23after that,
04:23I would have like,
04:24a two-hour break.
04:25And then, lahat ng mga nililigo sa akin,
04:27na mo kinikita.
04:28Kanyan.
04:28Sa studio lang naman.
04:30John Prats,
04:31Jeff Eigenman,
04:32no,
04:32we were just really friends.
04:35Oh my God,
04:36it's such a blur.
04:37I only dated,
04:39probably two guys,
04:40that I had my love team with.
04:42Like,
04:42it was Jericho and John Prats.
04:45Well, the first time I auditioned,
04:46I saw Mr. M,
04:47and,
04:48when he asked me to come forward,
04:50he said,
04:51can you sing?
04:52And then I said,
04:52yes.
04:53I asked that,
04:54je ne sais quoi.
04:56Brie,
04:57I don't know what it is,
04:58she has it.
05:00I don't know what it is,
05:01but it makes her a star.
05:02Garbo.
05:03She's got garbo.
05:04Um,
05:06I think,
05:06until I was 21.
05:08I even produced my own album.
05:10It reached the top 20 charts in Australia.
05:14And I remember,
05:14yung mga kasabayan ko,
05:16was po si Catdolls,
05:17ganyan.
05:17So,
05:18nakakaloko na, ha?
05:19Paano ko nagkaroon ng top 20 charts sa Australia?
05:22I remember when I shifted,
05:25it was kind of cloudy.
05:27I was going through something then.
05:29But,
05:29nakonek siya because,
05:31my dad,
05:32he was friends with Annabel Rama,
05:35who is so scared.
05:38she was really instrumental for me to move to GMA.
05:42And,
05:42I was really given a chance in GMA.
05:45I started to work non-stop.
05:47I was able to play,
05:48with Luna Mystica,
05:49I was able to play two characters.
05:51One that had prosthesis.
05:54Nakakabako na yung mukha ko!
05:56Nakawakan ko na ulit!
05:57So,
05:58I loved that.
05:58Dwarfina also,
05:59I was chromatized.
06:01Kasi wala akong ibang kasama dun.
06:03Nakawakan ko na.
06:06As a performing artist and actress,
06:10Hart's evolution is very clearly observed
06:13in the roles she's played.
06:16Of course, you had Legacy,
06:18my career at Jagia,
06:19pero for me,
06:20in terms of acting and art,
06:22those two stood out.
06:23So,
06:24I remember at that time,
06:26I was kind of lost in my career
06:29and I felt,
06:29okay, obviously,
06:30ni ako pwede mag-drama
06:32kasi pag umiyak ako,
06:33naka-dale art ako,
06:34hindi ako pwede mag-action
06:36kasi lang pa,
06:36hindi naman din ako dancer,
06:37hindi ako pwede mag-concert.
06:39What is it really?
06:40And,
06:40I really felt that my career
06:42was really about to end.
06:43I was really going through
06:44a lot of changes.
06:47And,
06:49how do I say?
06:50That's when I really discovered
06:52the different facets of my life
06:54that,
06:54am I to bury her
06:56or am I to carry on with her
06:57in the next chapter?
06:58My husband said,
07:00you have to already get over your fear,
07:02shock them all.
07:03We'll see you later.
07:04I'll see you later.
07:06Bye!
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