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00:05Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here
00:11There's a spot marked on a map
00:13I know this spot
00:15I can't remember his face
00:17If I were you, I wouldn't listen
00:20Play it
00:22Jesus, fuck
00:23Hold on, right
00:26Stay safe
00:27Oh my god
00:30I'm gonna die
00:33As much as I like sitting here
00:34It hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36So if you're wondering how I feel about you
00:38I feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby, if I were you
00:42I would set my hooks pretty deep
00:44In that one
00:45They're not making any more men like him
00:52I wonder if you know
00:54How happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
00:59Tomorrow
01:00We bury them
01:02I know
01:03I know
01:03I know
01:16I know
01:17I know
01:18I know
01:47Transcription by CastingWords
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02:50so do you have any questions about today like what asking you well you're gonna
03:01bury them we are then what happens then they return to the land and their bodies
03:12become a part of it and their souls too I guess they don't go to heaven I think
03:23this is their heaven heaven is how do I explain this our teacher says there is no
03:32heaven you know I don't know if you've already figured this out but do not
03:35believe everything your teacher says heaven is your perfect place for some
03:44it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains and others it's these
03:52mountains that make sense and grandpa's heaven is here I think so but if you
04:03think he's here why is everyone so sad he's gone well his heaven isn't mine and
04:12I can't see him and I can't talk to him and can't hug him and he can't hug me and
04:19I
04:19I miss that yeah I miss it too but that's why we have memories we can revisit all
04:29those times that we did have all the talks all the laughs all the hugs and you know
04:37it's like a movie we can we can play it over and over as many times as we want in
04:47in our minds you know what I mean I do not the same though as a real hug no it's
04:56not the same
05:19right here huh she marked it on a map all right well we ain't getting a backhoe down here
05:26might be able to get a tractor up from the river but not sure what good that'll do us no
05:33these holes
05:33are getting dug the old Irish way yep how the hell are we gonna get the caskets here
05:41swents still feed off a wagon don't they it's a good idea you're gonna call or run for shovels
05:47nah you call I'll run my gelding's just gonna follow you yank off that bridle
06:16I am aware yes I am aware we have had a death in the family I'm pretty sure the world
06:24of girls
06:24volleyball will survive the week without her yes you are correct I am not factored in how this
06:30affects anyone else even a little this is gonna be okay it's gonna have to do honey it's all you
06:40got
06:44hey it's just us okay there's nobody to be offended what did school say you're missing a volleyball
06:52tournament it's okay it's okay hey
07:19hey hey
07:20hey
07:28where'd you find cream same shopping center where I found the dress
07:32I gotta say Bozeman impressed me I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karen in the mountains
07:39found a little something for you too yeah Preston would prefer me in jeans
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that he deserves a little black dress and that's exactly
07:51what I got you did the boys say when they would be ready he said to walk over at noon
07:56how are they gonna get them out there I didn't ask and they didn't say I just said it was
08:02handled
08:04about two hours Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the sun's position it's alarmingly accurate
08:17the girls asked me to arrange a plane
08:23when
08:24tonight
08:26okay
08:27they need closure honey
08:29they won't get it here
08:31they have lives and they need to go live them
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service
08:37he has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye
08:40does he
08:40he does
08:42and you know that
08:44we could do it at the explorers club
08:46okay just
08:48have at the apartment
08:50have Corbon
08:51cater
08:53he loved that place
08:54I already called
08:56you're flying back too
09:01I have a very worried husband
09:03he's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber is going to abduct me
09:08and hold me in his basement for ransom
09:11depending on the cousin I'm not completely opposed
09:14of course that's my warped romance novel version of abduction
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out Lily
09:19that is how it would play out my mind after two Percocets
09:23you think I'm joking
09:24no
09:31I love you
09:37there is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me
09:40I know
09:45I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some lead in that coffee
09:49oh
09:49well now you're talking
10:12Hang on
10:14I have a little wine
10:16not bad
10:17okay
10:18go
10:18go
10:18go
10:19go
10:19go
10:20go
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:18Okay, girls?
11:24And Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Uh, coming.
12:12Sorry.
12:15Sorry.
12:18Sorry, Miss.
12:19Sorry.
12:19Sorry, Miss.
12:19That's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin.
12:28You'll ever know.
12:38I'll do it again.
12:43I'll do it again...
13:11Okay, boy.
13:27Watch your head.
13:31Watch your head.
14:18Watch your head.
14:21Mrs. Glabber.
14:22I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27is a preacher coming
14:32i forgot i didn't uh this one will be sans preacher what's that mean means we don't have
14:41one do you have someone to govern the proceedings we um this is my first funeral here
14:50so we're sort of winging it well this is far from my first rodeo do you mind if i say
15:00something first
15:00and then give you all a chance to speak i don't think my group has many speeches in them
15:08do you mind a prayer i do not
15:22lord we stand before you with heavy hearts with the glory of love comes the pain of loss
15:28and we look to you for comfort remind us that it is a selfish pain
15:35because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed bask in the glow of your grace
15:41they are no longer men they are angels who guide us through darkness lift us when we are weak
15:51and nourish our souls and spirits our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place
15:58heaven we lean on our faith that it exists and on your mercy that it holds a place for us
16:07where we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever
16:17oh man
16:20if anyone would like a word
16:24stacy it's not the first time you've given that speech
16:28no ma'am
16:30it's a good one
16:33you care to say something
16:37i have plenty to say but i won't be saying it today
16:49i guess that's it then
16:53um
16:56so what happens now
16:58we'll take care of everything
17:04wait that's it
17:05that's it that's it
17:06if he has anything to say then say it page
17:08i i don't know what to say
17:10what are you supposed to say
17:12i think that's her point
17:18which one's paul
17:29god damn you for taking it from us
17:44god damn you for taking it from us
17:45i love you
18:01everyone deals with it different don't they boys
18:05i don't think they're dealing with it at all
18:08not yet anyway
18:11who can blame them
18:26why don't you
18:28love you
18:28love you
18:29love you
18:30love you
18:30love you
19:12Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
19:15Oh, I, I, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, roughing the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them there.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:52Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these cabins they built next
19:59door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move.
20:05What do you, what do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says, when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them and asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:35I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:49How about some of those cookies?
20:51Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking like three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat them.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:37But.
21:41I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you'd get me to New York is if it seceded from the union and I was
21:52drafted into the army to take it back.
21:54Okay.
21:54You got to go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:05Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:20I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load them in a trailer and drag them all over Montana trying to
22:33win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until...
23:53Until we can.
23:55God, you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:29No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:32Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13It's been time, honey.
25:43It's been time to go home, isn't it?
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
26:00The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but...
26:05He never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:15Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me why.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um...
26:40Yeah, my father had a, uh, rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:56Um...
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff, and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, that's...
27:05I'm getting...
27:06Sorry, this is all just the setup.
27:07Yeah, I got it, yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates, and St. Peter looks them over, and he says to the first nun,
27:14this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:18And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it, and she says,
27:24Well, I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, Well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five Hail Mary.
27:35She does.
27:37Sends her off to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41And she says, Well, on occasion, I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
27:52say ten Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does, lets her into heaven.
27:56Now, the third nun steps up, and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground,
28:00and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, What on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass
28:09in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:24I...
28:24It's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah.
28:30He, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah.
28:33What's in it?
28:34Vodka soda.
28:35Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise.
28:44It's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
29:00I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person, what is your purpose
29:14when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You're my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:44What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
29:50Okay.
30:23I'll buy the fucking book.
30:41Late session volatility underscoring an unsettled tone on Wall Street following a new round of warnings.
30:48I mean, I'll buy the fucking news into a lot.
30:53I'll buy the fucking book.
30:57I will buy both sides, but I'll buy the fucking book.
30:57I think that the tension is exactly where we are now.
31:00I'm putting inflation data belang Zac有點 decisive.
31:04You see.
31:04Am stack of Shuttle calm down for the day or two is probably one of the people find?
31:07Well, I actually think this is a hell take .
31:10This is going down.
31:12You're gonna know.
31:12No.
31:16little plug room.
31:46And we're doing a charcuterie board from Ealy.
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:53Pizzas are for Paul. It's the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are. You have the same look on your face,
32:10pulling out those nasty boots as an 11-year-old pulling out his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different. That's me saving you money.
32:19Oh, you see now. This is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves me
32:31money.
32:32I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39Makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:51Is your little mountain mistress the jealous type?
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know. I really want to know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:19Oh boy, do you ever, baby.
33:23Baby.
33:25Baby.
33:31Baby.
33:47Baby.
33:47Baby.
33:48Baby.
33:49Baby.
33:50Baby.
33:50Baby.
33:51Baby.
33:51Baby.
33:52Baby.
33:53Baby.
33:53Baby.
33:55Baby.
33:55Baby.
33:55Baby.
33:56Baby.
33:58Baby.
33:59Baby.
34:00Baby.
34:00Baby.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh.
34:24The president.
34:25Yeah.
34:26Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No, he died on another river.
34:50Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
34:55No, no river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:09That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14To tell me how I feel?
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:20More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Hmm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors.
36:09To guide your decision-making in the future.
36:12My decision-making?
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:16No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center.
36:26My soul.
36:26Is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't,
37:13then I'll leave early.
37:15And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11what you need is this a lot of this not this a lot of talking
38:19and yelling and crying a lot of it and often and in time those memories will become fond
38:30again they won't hurt to recall them and you'll laugh will you love again maybe i don't have
38:46any idea if that's something you want will you ever be whole again will you feel like you
38:54did before he died no but you know that but you will heal if you let yourself you will
39:07have as much life to live as you allow yourself or you'll have none you'll have no life
39:26does that make sense
39:32okay
39:38why don't you finish your drink and let me have it seriously come on give it your best shot
39:50you're a terrible therapist you know that yeah with that smug fucking sweater
39:58you really like saying fuck don't you
40:00i know i find it quite
40:05liberating at the moment
40:08good say it again fuck you are we gonna do trust falls next you fucking quack
40:17it's a really good place to start come on keep it coming let's go i'm serious
40:27i'm thinking about it i'm considering it
40:32i know i know i know i'm running away running away from my problems this problem goes with
40:38me so i'm not running from anything
40:43when i miss my daughters honestly i don't
40:48i don't know and part of me thinks it would be better
40:51for them you know live their own lives
40:54maybe they could move with you i mean it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city
40:59that's what i said my oldest daughter needs it i
41:05actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't
41:08that's not very nice
41:09oh what do they teach sarcasm in therapy school these days
41:16well if by therapist school you mean dartmouth then yeah they kind of invented it there
41:26you think i should
41:30not my place to say but
41:35i think you should consider it and i'll tell you why
41:39because you are actively weighing your future and the consequences are your choices in that
41:44future and that's healthy that's good for your soul so whether you actually do it is irrelevant
41:49but you should seriously consider it you should consider moving to europe
41:55spend a year traveling you got the financial means no responsibilities here preventing it
42:01you should consider everything
42:06wish i could have met him must have been a hell of a man
42:10because you are a hell of a woman you know who you are and you're not ashamed of it
42:14and this yelling and crying and pondering this is what you're supposed to be doing this is grieving
42:22this is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it
42:30and you will
42:34thank you phil
42:38wow this has been
42:42pleasantly cathartic
42:43i took one look at that sweater and i had very little faith in you but you
42:48you overcame it
42:49turns out you don't suck at your job
42:53well that
42:55is wildly offensive
42:57thank you
42:59same time tomorrow
43:00i'm thinking afternoon
43:02i still got five clients and i'm pretty drunk
43:04i think you are a client to end the day with not begin one
43:08fine
43:08see you at happy hour
43:22i'll see you at the next time
43:25so far no injuries happen
43:27across the northern plains and into the upper midwest
43:30a colder air mass is settling in
43:33the average no travel
43:34with a low average temperature
43:40who's your realtor
43:42yeah
43:43no matter what i do i can't stay here
43:45lily
43:46i can smell him
43:48hold on hold on
43:52is everything okay
43:53so um
43:55page is is is in bed
43:57and she won't talk and she can't stop crying
44:00and she's well she's hyperventilating
44:02and i feel like i should call an ambulance
44:03but i don't like i feel like that might make her worse
44:06you're right you're right it would
44:08i'll be there in 15 minutes call abby
44:10okay okay calling her now
44:38is she in the bedroom
44:39yeah
44:46do you have any sweets
44:48sweets
44:49okay get some ice cream rocky road
44:52and buy some chocolate chips
44:53put three scoops in a glass of milk
44:56put the chocolate chips on top
44:57and then just bring it to me with a spoon
44:59that sounds uh disgusting
45:01i wasn't asking your opinion of it russell
45:09i got rocky road
45:10desperate times call for desperate measures
45:13grab chocolate chips
45:14shitty ones like she likes
45:15well looks like all we need from you is a cup russell
45:19give it to her she knows how to make it
45:21got it
45:23okay
45:25hey hey hey hey
45:26hey it's okay it's okay
45:28it's okay it's okay it's okay
45:30it's okay you know what this is
45:32this is how much you love them
45:34and your body just doesn't know where to put
45:36all that love now
45:37okay but you don't have to put it anywhere
45:39and you don't have to stop loving someone
45:41when they're gone
45:41in fact one could argue
45:44that you should love them more
45:46and here's a sad fact of life
45:51you will feel this way again
45:53yeah when i die
45:55when your husband dies
45:56and your friends
45:57and
45:58and someday
45:59your children will feel this way about you
46:03thanks mom i feel so much better
46:06i come bearing gifts
46:08i'm not hungry
46:09it's not food
46:10it is a drug
46:12it is sugar and chocolate
46:14in a mixture that only your metabolism
46:16can process in a way that doesn't end up on your hips
46:18and i hate you for it
46:23i used to eat this when i was like five
46:25well you still act five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots
46:33no she's back
46:34i don't understand it
46:37it's the crunch
46:38with the cold
46:39and the mushy of the ice cream
46:41wait
46:43the explanation
46:44doesn't sell it
46:45page
46:45well
46:47you got her
46:49i got her
46:49but i cannot stay the night
46:50i can stay the night
47:02this is my favorite thing ever
47:04i know
47:17is she okay
47:20she will be
47:24is there a decent bar
47:26near here
47:27uh there's a
47:29there's a dive bar
47:31around the corner
47:32well
47:34soho's version of a dive bar
47:37hmm
47:51what's this place called
47:53um
47:54i don't know
47:55i'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place
48:12name
48:13uh
48:14people just call it the bar
48:15or the bar down the street
48:17something like that
48:17no name
48:18not that i'm aware of
48:19no
48:20what does your paycheck say
48:21uh
48:23xt enterprises
48:24llc
48:25or some shit
48:28okay
48:29so
48:30bar just
48:32doesn't have a name
48:33no name
48:33what can i get you
48:34oh god
48:35i'm uh
48:36i am not in the mood
48:37to make any decisions
48:40martini
48:41uh
48:41that is a cocktail
48:42and this is the furthest place
48:44from a cocktail bar
48:45so
48:45true that
48:46uh
48:46how about an irish car bomb
48:48i have no idea what that is
48:50trust me
48:51okay
48:52what about you
48:53what kind of amber ales do you
48:55that'll be two irish car bombs
48:56yeah like your style
48:57two irish car bombs
48:58i have to work in the morning
49:00it's one drink
49:01russell
49:07oh i didn't see that coming
49:09oh gosh
49:10apologies
49:11russell
49:13this is gonna hurt
49:19great
49:21you gotta
49:22yeah
49:32it went down the wrong pipe
49:35i have a
49:36bad gag reflex
49:38no no
49:39i'm not
49:39i'm
49:40i'm not laughing at that
49:41what then
49:44oh
49:44life
49:47choices people make
49:49don't get me wrong
49:51she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams
50:00or
50:01aspirations
50:03might be a better word
50:04for your life
50:06for
50:07my daughter
50:08i mean
50:09what
50:09you know
50:09we just got the townhouse
50:11so
50:11yeah well that's a purchase
50:13not a dream
50:16have you two
50:18talked about starting a family
50:20you know page
50:23she just got down to a size zero
50:24and she worked really hard for it
50:26russell
50:26russell
50:26independent thoughts
50:27do you have any
50:31yeah
50:31i mean i guess i want
50:32i want to have kids
50:34mm-hmm
50:35okay
50:35i don't want to raise them
50:36and i want to
50:38i want to move out of town
50:39you know
50:40where they can have a normal
50:41you know
50:42trick-or-treat
50:42and
50:43and
50:43and
50:44play baseball
50:45and run out on the street
50:46you know
50:47no i don't know
50:48no i don't know
50:49i raised mine here
50:52well that would be my dream
50:54what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then
50:59i don't know
51:01i don't know
51:02i i haven't gotten that far
51:03yeah
51:03well then you need a new dream
51:08honestly i always thought of you and creston as the dream
51:15so did i russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well i guess we both need a new one
51:28yeah
51:30yeah
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