00:00Welcome to Reckless Monologue.
00:02One voice, one secret, one dangerous night.
00:05I never thought the smell of oil paints would be the scent that destroyed my marriage,
00:10but that is exactly what happened when he finally found his new muse.
00:15He told me she was just a model, a vessel for his art,
00:19but I saw the way he looked at her body, like a starving man seeing his first meal.
00:24The first session started innocently enough,
00:27with her sitting on a stool wearing a silk robe,
00:30but the air in the studio felt heavy with unwanted sexual tension.
00:35I stood outside the door, listening to the silence between them,
00:39which spoke louder than any words could ever do in a million years of our failing marriage.
00:44By the second week, the robe had slipped lower on her shoulders,
00:48and his brush strokes became slower, more deliberate, as if he was caressing her with his eyes.
00:54I watched through the keyhole as he adjusted her pose, his hands lingering,
00:59on her bare skin a second too long, igniting a fire I could not extinguish.
01:04He claimed it was about anatomy and light,
01:07but I saw the bulge in his pants growing as she stretched her body, arching her back.
01:12For his hungry gaze, one night I heard them talking in hushed tones,
01:17and then I heard the sound of a zipper being pulled down slowly,
01:20shattering the silence of the entire house.
01:23I crept closer to the studio door and peered inside to see her standing naked before him,
01:29covered only in patches of blue and gold paint he had applied.
01:34He was behind her, his body pressed close against hers,
01:38his hands covered in paint sliding over her breasts, leaving.
01:41Colorful trails on her pale and very woeing skin.
01:44She turned her head and kissed him deeply, tasting the turpentine on his lips,
01:49as he lifted her up onto the messy table filled with his expensive art supplies.
01:55I watched his muscles tense as he entered her right there on the drop cloth,
02:00their bodies becoming a blur of sweat paint and raw, animalistic passion combined together.
02:05The wet squelch of the paint mixed with the wet sounds of their intercourse,
02:10creating a symphony of betrayal that played on repeat in my tortured mind forever now.
02:17She moaned his name loud enough for the neighbors to hear digging her heels
02:21into his back, smearing paint onto his skin like a brand marking him as hers.
02:26He pushed it there with a ferocity I had not felt in years,
02:30his hands gripping her hips so hard, I knew she would bruise under his iron-tight grip.
02:36I saw the look in his eyes, it was pure ecstasy, a drug he was addicted to,
02:40and I was just a spectator in my own husband's addiction now.
02:45They shifted positions, and she went down on her knees, taking him into her mouth,
02:49while he pulled her hair with hand-stained and bright crimson red oil paint.
02:54I felt sick to my stomach, but I could not move. My feet were glued to the floor as I
02:59witnessed
03:00the ultimate violation of our wedding vows happening. He finished inside her with a loud
03:05groan, collapsing on top of her, their bodies sticking together with dried paint and sweat,
03:11and a grotesque mockery of true love. The silence that followed was deafening,
03:17only broken by their heavy breathing as they lay entangled on the floor,
03:21ignoring the masterpiece he had been trying to create earlier.
03:25Later, he walked past me in the hallway, without a single word, his clothes stained with evidence
03:31of what he had done, and a satisfied smirk on his stupid face. He packed his bags that night and
03:38left
03:38with her, leaving me alone in a house that smelled of paint and sex, and the rotting corpse of our
03:44marriage. I stood in the empty studio, looking at the canvas, which now had a perfect impression
03:50of their bodies pressed together in the heat of their passionate and dirty moment.
03:55Would you have stayed and fought for a man who chose paint and lust over loyalty,
04:00or would you have walked away, leaving the door open for their trashy love?
04:05Tell me in the comments below if you have ever watched the person you love destroy everything
04:11you built just for a moment of pleasure with someone completely new.
04:15hacerer. Even Abrams.
04:16Truly. I just
04:16do love.
04:16Um. I don't
Comments