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00:21That's an elk truck right there.
00:23Oh.
00:24Oh.
00:25Oh, there's another one.
00:27No, that's a moose.
00:30How can you tell the difference?
00:32If we spend enough time tracking, you just know.
00:36Oh.
00:39So do you have any questions about today?
00:43Like what?
00:45Well, I'm asking you.
00:48Well, you're going to bury them.
00:50We are.
00:51Then what happens?
00:55Then they return to the land and their bodies become a part of it and their souls too, I guess.
01:07They don't go to heaven?
01:09I think this is their heaven.
01:14Heaven is...
01:15How do I explain this?
01:17Our teacher says there is no heaven.
01:19I don't know if you've already figured this out, but do not believe everything your teacher says.
01:23Heaven is your perfect place.
01:29For some, it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains and others, it's these mountains.
01:40Does that make sense?
01:42And Grandpa's heaven is here?
01:46I think so.
01:48But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
01:52Well, his heaven isn't mine.
01:56And I can't see him.
01:58And I can't talk to him.
02:00And I can't hug him.
02:01And he can't hug me.
02:03And I miss that.
02:05Yeah.
02:06I miss it too.
02:08But that's why we have memories.
02:11We can revisit all those times that we did have.
02:15All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs.
02:19And, you know, it's like a movie.
02:21We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
02:31You know what I mean?
02:32I do.
02:34Not the same, though, as a real hug.
02:38No, it's not the same.
03:00Right here, huh?
03:03She marked it on a map.
03:04All right.
03:05Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
03:08Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but...
03:12Not sure what good that'll do us.
03:13No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
03:16Yep.
03:19How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
03:22Swinston's still feet off a wagon, don't they?
03:23That's a good idea.
03:26You want to call or run for shovels?
03:28You call, I'll run.
03:30My gelding's just going to follow you.
03:33Yank off that bridle.
03:35Yep.
03:55I am aware.
03:56Yes, I am aware.
03:59We have had a death in the family.
04:01I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive a week without her.
04:06Yes, you are correct.
04:07I am not factoring how this affects anyone else, even a little.
04:11Fuck.
04:12It's cool.
04:13Is this going to be okay?
04:16It's going to have to do, honey.
04:17It's all you got.
04:19Hey.
04:23It's just us.
04:24Okay?
04:24Hey, there's nobody to be offended.
04:26What did school say?
04:28You're missing a volleyball tournament.
04:30It's okay.
04:32It's okay.
04:33Hey.
04:35Hey.
04:38It's okay.
04:40It's okay.
04:40It's okay.
04:42It's okay.
04:45It's okay.
04:55It's okay.
04:56Hey.
05:03Where'd you find Cream?
05:05Same shopping center where I found the dress.
05:08I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
05:10I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
05:14Found a little something for you, too.
05:16Yeah.
05:17Preston would prefer me in jeans.
05:19I think he would find a certain victory in that.
05:23He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
05:27Did the boys say when they would be ready?
05:28They said to walk over at noon.
05:30How were they going to get them out there?
05:32I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
05:35They just said it was handled.
05:38About two hours, Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the son's position.
05:46It's alarmingly accurate.
05:51The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
05:55When?
05:57Tonight.
05:57Oh.
05:59Okay.
06:00They need closure, honey.
06:02They won't get it here.
06:03They have lives, and they need to go live them.
06:06I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
06:09He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
06:12Does he?
06:12He does.
06:14And you know that.
06:15We could do it at the Explorer's Club.
06:17Okay, just have it at the apartment.
06:21Have Corbon.
06:23Cater.
06:24He loved that place.
06:26I already called.
06:28You're flying back, too.
06:32I have a very worried husband.
06:34He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber's going to abduct me and hold me in his basement for ransom.
06:41Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
06:44Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
06:47I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
06:49That is how it would play out my mind after two Percocets.
06:53You think I'm joking?
06:54No.
07:00I love you.
07:06There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
07:10I know.
07:15I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you'd like some lead in that coffee.
07:18Oh, well, now you're talking.
07:40I don't have a little bit more.
07:43Don't cry.
07:45It's okay.
08:08It's okay.
08:29Of course you pack the perfect dress.
08:38Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
08:45Okay, girls.
08:48And Russell.
09:28Where are they?
09:30Uh, come.
09:34It's alright.
09:37It's alright.
09:39It's alright, Miss.
09:40It's alright.
09:41It's fine.
09:48I'm sorry, Remy.
09:49You'll never know.
10:00I'm sorry.
10:02I'm sorry.
10:06I'm sorry.
10:07I'm sorry.
10:09I'm sorry.
10:24I'm sorry.
10:29I'm sorry.
10:30I'm sorry.
10:30Okay, boy.
10:45Watch out.
11:01Watch out.
11:37Mrs. Glauber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
11:42Is a preacher coming?
11:47I forgot.
11:48I didn't.
11:49Uh, this one will be Sam's preacher.
11:53What's that mean?
11:54It means we don't have one.
11:57Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
12:01We, um...
12:03This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
12:09Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
12:12Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
12:16I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
12:22Do you mind a prayer?
12:24I do not.
12:35Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
12:38With the glory of love comes the pain of loss.
12:41We look to you for comfort.
12:44Remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven.
12:50For our departed bask in the glow of your grace.
12:54They are no longer men.
12:56They are angels who guide us through darkness.
12:59Lift us when we are weak.
13:02And nourish our souls and spirits.
13:05Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place heaven.
13:10We lean on our faith that it exists.
13:14And on your mercy that it holds a place for us
13:18where we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
13:27Amen.
13:30If anyone would like a word.
13:34Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
13:38No, ma'am.
13:40It's a good one.
13:43You care to say something?
13:46I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
13:56I guess that's it then.
14:04So what happens now?
14:07We take care of everything.
14:12Wait, that's it?
14:13That's it?
14:14That's it?
14:14He has me to say it and say it, Paige.
14:16I don't know what to say.
14:18What are you supposed to say?
14:20I think that's our point.
14:25Which one's Paul?
14:36Goddamn you for taking it from us.
14:51I love you.
15:06Everyone deals with it different.
15:08Don't they boys?
15:10I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
15:13Not yet anyway.
15:15Who can blame them?
15:27Orfean?
15:30It's a realist.
15:31That's right.
15:31I don't think he's trying to accuse us.
15:36Yeah, I just want.
15:39I love him.
15:40I love him.
15:42I love him.
15:43I love him.
15:45I love you.
15:45I love you.
15:45I love him.
15:46I love him.
16:13Pretty sneaky trying to have a funeral
16:16and not tell anybody?
16:17Oh, I didn't know anyone would care.
16:21We let you have the funeral.
16:23We will not be denied our feast.
16:28When they decided to build these cabins,
16:30they wanted to do it all themselves.
16:32Mill the wood, frame it, rough in the electric,
16:35the whole deal.
16:36Look at the bottom up there.
16:38They're sitting on railroad ties,
16:40and I could not figure out
16:41what in the hell purpose that would serve.
16:43And I told them they're going to be colder
16:44than the devil in winter,
16:45and every skunk and raccoon
16:47and God knows what else is going to set up shop
16:49underneath them.
16:50Preston just looked at me and nodded.
16:52Didn't say a word.
16:54About six months later,
16:56tax assessor comes by my place and says,
16:57have you seen these cabins they built next door?
17:00I said, I had.
17:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
17:03I said, move?
17:04What do you mean move?
17:06Tax assessor says,
17:08when he tried to put a value on them,
17:10your husband said they was mobile homes.
17:13You'd pick them up with a forklift
17:14and move them
17:15and ask me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
17:18Well, I told them move.
17:19Yeah, they haul them all over the place.
17:21And if you look at the back of that outhouse,
17:24your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart
17:26and said that son of a bitch was mobile too.
17:30He did not want to pay any taxes.
17:32I wondered what those were for.
17:34Preston always had issues with authority.
17:37Wheels on outhouse.
17:38Never seen anything like it.
17:42Indian tacos.
17:44Good stuff.
17:45Want some?
17:47How about some of those cookies?
17:49Oh, good choice.
17:51I was thinking like three.
17:54What's your mom going to say about that?
17:57My mom's not going to say anything
17:58because she's not going to see me eat him.
18:00Let's keep this between us.
18:02I think that's a good idea.
18:16Thank you for today.
18:18It means more than you know.
18:19Someone had to do it for me.
18:21I know what it means.
18:24Sorry it had to be done.
18:27We're flying out tonight.
18:28Girls have missed enough school
18:30and I have exhausted my word.
18:36I'd like to come back.
18:39Or dare I invite you to New York?
18:42Well, the only way you get me to New York
18:44is if it seceded from the union
18:46that I was drafted into the army
18:47to take it back.
18:48Okay, you got to go a little easier
18:49on my city, buddy.
18:51I'm not knocking it.
18:52I'm just not going there.
18:54Fair enough.
18:56Then I'll come visit.
18:58Sure.
19:00I mean it.
19:03Okay.
19:06I mean it.
19:13I'm a sheriff's deputy
19:14who makes $52,000 a year.
19:16I have $12,000 in the bank
19:18and I'm about to spend six of it
19:19on a pretty average rope horse.
19:21Three nights a week
19:22I'm going to load him in a trailer
19:23and drag him all over Montana
19:24trying to win back
19:25what I spent on him.
19:26In October
19:27I'm going to take my boys
19:28in the mountains for a month
19:29and fill our freezer with elk.
19:31I ain't never land on no beach.
19:32I'm never
19:34going to Europe
19:34or San Francisco
19:36or any city bigger than Billings.
19:37Ever.
19:39What part of that
19:40sounds good to you?
19:41None of it.
19:42Now, walk me through your life.
19:44What won't you change?
19:45I don't have those kind of absolutes.
19:46Just walk me through it.
19:51Macy has gymnastics every morning.
19:54From there I go to Pilates.
19:56From Pilates I go to my therapist.
19:58From my therapist
19:59I go to coffee with my girlfriends
20:00to talk about all the bullshit advice
20:01my therapist gave me.
20:03Then I pick up Macy
20:04and I get Bridget
20:04and we go to ballet.
20:05We have recitals every Friday night.
20:07Saturday morning we have competitions.
20:09I take the girls the same parts
20:10for Christmas.
20:11Italy for the month of July
20:12which you would love.
20:14I will point out.
20:20Who feeds the horses?
20:22Isn't there a service for that?
20:24You have to do it every day?
20:27Okay.
20:28Okay, there is no future in this
20:30but you are tall and kind
20:32and fucking beautiful.
20:34You are tall and kind and beautiful.
20:36Okay, so can we just agree
20:37to fuck this up together
20:38and have as much sex as possible
20:41until we can?
20:43Yeah, you city girls
20:44do spell it out, don't you?
20:45Yeah, we get to the point.
20:47Yeah, we do.
20:48You go from wondering
20:49when we're going to see each other
20:50to wondering when you're going to leave.
20:54I think I'd rather just miss you.
20:58I'm not gone yet.
20:58You know what I mean.
21:00So is this goodbye?
21:04I think it's best.
21:06Oh, wow.
21:09Let me just clarify.
21:12That you are breaking up with me
21:13at my father's funeral.
21:15No, we aren't together.
21:16No, no, no.
21:16We seemed pretty together yesterday
21:18when you were lying on top of me.
21:19Abby, I...
21:19Don't fucking Abby me now.
21:21You want to miss me?
21:22Is that what you want?
21:24Here's your fucking chance.
21:54It's time to go home.
21:55Isn't it?
21:57Spend time, honey.
22:32When did your father die, Russell?
22:37It'd be six years in April.
22:39Where is he buried?
22:40My mother had him cremated.
22:42The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but he never did it.
22:49I don't know why.
22:51So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
22:55I mean, putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
23:01What do you miss most about him?
23:08He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
23:12Really?
23:14Do you still remember them?
23:16Oh, yeah.
23:17Tell me one.
23:18Oh, no, no, no.
23:21My father had a rather warped sense of humor.
23:24At this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
23:29Well.
23:32Okay.
23:36Okay.
23:37So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
23:40The van goes off a cliff and they all die.
23:43Funny.
23:43No, no, no.
23:44That's...
23:44I'm getting...
23:45Sorry, this is all just the setup.
23:46I got it.
23:47Okay.
23:48So, they're standing at the pearly gates and St. Peter looks them over and he says to the
23:52first nun, this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
23:57And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
24:00So, the first nun thinks about it and she says, well, I used to sneak peeks at Father
24:06Riley in the shower.
24:07St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
24:10Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five Hail Marys.
24:13She does, sends her off to heaven.
24:16He looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
24:18She says, well, on occasion, I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
24:24St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
24:29say ten Hail Marys.
24:30She does, lets her into heaven.
24:33Now, the third nun steps up and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground and
24:37steps up to the bowl of holy water.
24:39St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
24:41And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her
24:45ass in it.
24:50I stand corrected, Russell.
24:52I can still be offended.
24:54I was very poorly chosen.
24:56I'm sorry.
24:56It was the first one that came to my mind.
24:58I am so sorry.
24:59I, it's terrible.
25:01Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
25:05Yeah, he, uh, did get around.
25:07Ah, what's in it?
25:09Rock a soda.
25:10Easy on the soda.
25:12God bless you.
25:14The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
25:17Oh, yeah.
25:18Exercise, it's exactly what I need.
25:24I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
25:28How's that look about it?
25:32Paige has been quiet.
25:33I think this is going to be hardest on her.
25:37I'm afraid.
25:38How so?
25:40When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person.
25:46What is your purpose when that person is gone?
25:49The girls are handling it well, at least.
25:51The girls are handling it well, at least.
25:51Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
25:54Just one less present at Christmas.
26:00I know an excellent therapist, Stacey.
26:04You are my therapist.
26:06You're my best friend.
26:08I'm incapable of being impartial.
26:10Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
26:15What I need is opinion.
26:18If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
27:10Late section volatility underscoring an unsettled tone on Wall Street.
27:15Following a new round of warning, the DAO manages a modest game.
27:21One, two, three, four, three, two, three.
27:25I think that the tension is exactly where we are.
27:28We're in the inflation data.
27:29We're talking about a better time.
27:32So, did we just pause or did we want to keep in front of you?
27:35Hold on.
27:35Why don't you think this is healthy?
27:38It's going to be a good point.
27:39I'm looking at the same place.
27:41We're looking at the same place.
27:42We're looking at the same place.
27:44This is a good place.
28:12And we're doing a charcuterie board
28:14from Eataly.
28:15And the pizzas from Joe's?
28:17One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
28:19Pizzas are for Paul.
28:20It's the one thing he misses about this city.
28:26Look at you.
28:27Look at me what?
28:29Men are such children.
28:30Well, this should be interesting.
28:32You are.
28:33You have the same look on your face,
28:34pulling out those nasty boots
28:36as an 11-year-old pulling out his baseball cleats.
28:38It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
28:41That's different.
28:42That's me saving you money.
28:44This is proof of the genetic distinction
28:46between men and women.
28:48Tell me, oh love of my life,
28:51all the ways how when you buy something on sale,
28:53it saves me money.
28:55I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
28:57Waiting for the sale
28:58is how much I love you.
29:01That almost makes sense.
29:03It makes perfect sense
29:04once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
29:11Why do you do that?
29:13What?
29:14Is your little mountain mistress the jealous type?
29:20You want to know?
29:21I do want to know.
29:22I really want to know.
29:24Because I lost it once.
29:26Fell off in the river.
29:28I spent two days looking for it.
29:29I'm not going through that shit again.
29:30So if I put it right there,
29:32I can't lose it.
29:35Panicked, were you?
29:37Terrified.
29:39It's nice to see I still have that effect.
29:41Oh boy.
29:42Do you ever, baby.
30:10Do you ever, baby?
30:33Oh, Madison Avenue.
30:36How did they get the name, do you think?
30:40I always assumed James Madison.
30:42Oh.
30:42The president?
30:43Yeah.
30:44Of course, that would make sense.
30:45Yeah.
30:48I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
30:52Where's the Madison River?
30:54Montana.
30:57Where your husband spent time?
31:00Mm-hmm.
31:03Is that where he died?
31:05No.
31:06He died on another river.
31:07Actually, no.
31:09He died on a mountain.
31:12No, no river involved at all.
31:20How do you feel when you tell me that?
31:23How do you think I feel?
31:24I don't presume to know.
31:26That's why I asked.
31:27Isn't that your job?
31:30Then tell me how I feel.
31:33My job is to help you understand how you feel.
31:36Hmm.
31:37More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
31:44Hmm.
31:48And how would you describe my present behavior?
31:54Hostile.
31:55No.
31:57Hostile?
31:57Mistrusting.
31:59Mistrusting.
32:00Which I understand.
32:03You don't know me.
32:05And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate
32:13feelings.
32:15Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making
32:24in the future.
32:25My decision-making?
32:26What decisions are we questioning?
32:28I'm not questioning anything.
32:29No, you are the one who said it.
32:31My husband died.
32:32The love of my life.
32:35The father of my children.
32:37My center.
32:38My soul.
32:39Is gone.
32:41If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire
32:49to claw my eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate
32:55that.
32:57But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her
33:03affair with her fucking tennis coach.
33:05I know those women.
33:06Plenty of them.
33:07I am not one of them.
33:12I am hurting.
33:14And I would like some help with that.
33:18If you can.
33:20If you can't, then I'll leave early.
33:26And you can keep the fucking change.
33:35You care for a drink?
33:39I would love one.
33:47Don't normally do this.
33:49Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
33:56Don't mind whiskey.
33:57I don't give a shit what it is.
34:18What you need is this.
34:20A lot of this.
34:23Not this.
34:25A lot of talking.
34:27And yelling and crying.
34:28A lot of it.
34:30And often.
34:32And in time,
34:35those memories will become fond again.
34:38They won't hurt to recall them.
34:41And you'll
34:44laugh.
34:47Will you love again?
34:49Maybe.
34:51I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
34:56Will you ever be whole again?
34:58Will you feel like you did before you died?
35:04No.
35:06But you know that.
35:08But you will heal.
35:10If you let yourself.
35:11You will have as much life to live as you allow yourself.
35:20Or you'll have none.
35:24You'll have no life.
35:30Does that make sense?
35:36Okay.
35:42Would you finish your drink and let me have it?
35:46You're a terrible therapist.
35:55You're a terrible therapist, you know that.
35:56Yeah.
35:56With that smug fucking sweater.
36:00You really like saying fuck, don't you?
36:04I find it's quite liberating at the moment.
36:10Good.
36:11Say it again.
36:13Fuck you.
36:14Are we going to do trust falls next, you fucking quack?
36:19It's a really good place to start.
36:20Come on.
36:21Keep it coming.
36:22Let's go.
36:23I'm serious.
36:29I'm thinking about it.
36:30I'm considering it.
36:33I know, I know, I know.
36:34I'm running away.
36:36Running away from my problems.
36:38This problem goes with me.
36:39So I'm not running from anything.
36:43But I miss my daughters.
36:46Honestly, I don't.
36:48I don't know.
36:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
36:52Live their own lives.
36:54Maybe they could move with you.
36:56I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
36:59That's what I said.
37:01My oldest daughter needs it.
37:02I actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
37:07That's not very nice.
37:09Oh, what do they teach?
37:12Sarcasm in therapy school these days?
37:15Well, if by therapy school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah.
37:18They kind of invented it there.
37:24You think I should?
37:28Not my place to say.
37:30But I think you should consider it.
37:35And I'll tell you why.
37:36Because you are actively weighing your future.
37:39And the consequences of your choices in that future.
37:42And that's healthy.
37:42That's good for your soul.
37:43So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
37:46But you should seriously consider it.
37:49You should consider moving to Europe.
37:52Spend a year traveling.
37:54You've got the financial means.
37:56No responsibilities here preventing it.
37:58You should consider everything.
38:03Wish I could have met him.
38:04Must have been a hell of a man.
38:06Because you are a hell of a woman.
38:08You know who you are.
38:09And you're not ashamed of it.
38:11And this yelling and crying and pondering.
38:14This is what you're supposed to be doing.
38:16This is grieving.
38:18This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life.
38:21And racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it.
38:25And you will.
38:29Thank you, Phil.
38:33Wow, this has been pleasantly cathartic.
38:38I took one look at that sweater and I had very little faith in you.
38:41But you?
38:42You overcame it.
38:44Turns out you don't suck at your job.
38:47Well, that is wildly offensive.
38:53Same time tomorrow?
38:54I'm thinking afternoon.
38:56I still got five clients and I'm pretty drunk.
38:59I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
39:02Fine.
39:02See you at happy hour.
39:23Here we go.
39:32Who's your realtor?
39:34Yeah.
39:35No matter what I do, I can't stay here.
39:37Lily, I can smell him.
39:40Hold on, hold on.
39:43Is everything okay?
39:45So, um, Paige is in bed.
39:48And she won't talk and she can't stop crying and she's...
39:52Well, she's hyperventilating and I feel like I should call an ambulance, but I don't...
39:55Like, I feel like that might make her worse.
39:57You're right, you're right.
39:58It would.
39:59I'll be there in 15 minutes.
40:00Call Abby.
40:01Okay, calling her now.
40:28Is she in the bedroom?
40:29Yeah.
40:31Is she in the bedroom?
40:33Uh, do you have any sweets?
40:37Sweets?
40:38Okay, get some ice cream, Rocky Road, and buy some chocolate chips.
40:42Put three scoops in a glass of milk, put the chocolate chips on top and then just bring
40:47it to me with a spoon.
40:48That sounds disgusting.
40:49I wasn't asking your opinion of it, Russell.
40:57I got Rocky Road.
40:59Desperate times call for desperate measures.
41:01Grab chocolate chips, the shitty ones, like she likes.
41:03Well, looks like all we need from you is a cup, Russell.
41:07Give it to her.
41:07She knows how to make it.
41:08Got it.
41:09Okay.
41:12Hey, hey, hey, hey.
41:13Hey, it's okay.
41:14It's okay.
41:15It's okay.
41:16It's okay.
41:17You know what this is?
41:19This is how much you love them.
41:20And your body just doesn't know where to put all that love now.
41:23Okay, but you don't have to put it anywhere.
41:25And you don't have to stop loving someone when they're gone.
41:28In fact, one could argue that you should love them more.
41:32And here's the sad fact of life.
41:37You will feel this way again.
41:39Yeah, when I die, when your husband dies, and your friends, and...
41:43And someday, your children will feel this way about you.
41:48Thanks, Mom.
41:49I feel so much better.
41:51I come bearing gifts.
41:53I'm not hungry.
41:54It's not food.
41:56It is a drug.
41:57It is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only are metabolizing process in a way that doesn't end up
42:02on your hips.
42:03And I hate you for it.
42:07I used to eat this when I was, like, five.
42:09No, you still are at five, so...
42:15Fuck you and your bad roots.
42:16No, she's back.
42:18I don't understand that.
42:20It's the crunch with the cold and the mushy of the ice cream.
42:26The explanation doesn't sell it, Paige.
42:29No.
42:30You got her.
42:32I got her, but I cannot stay the night.
42:34I can stay the night.
42:45She's my favorite thing ever.
42:46I know.
42:58Is she okay?
43:01Yeah.
43:02She will be.
43:05Is there a decent bar near here?
43:09There's a dive bar around the corner.
43:13Well, Soho's version of a dive bar.
43:31What's this place called?
43:33Um, I don't know.
43:35I'm not sure it has a name.
43:49What's the name of this place?
43:51Name?
43:52Uh, people just call it the bar.
43:54Or the bar down the street.
43:56Something like that.
43:56No name.
43:57Not that I'm aware of, no.
43:59What does your paycheck say?
44:01Uh, XT Enterprises LLC or some shit.
44:06Okay, so, it's gorgeous.
44:10Doesn't have a name.
44:11No name.
44:12What can I get you?
44:12Oh, God.
44:13I'm, uh, I am not in the mood to make any decisions.
44:17Mm.
44:18Martini?
44:19Uh, that is a cocktail, and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar, so.
44:23True that.
44:23Uh, how about an Irish car bomb?
44:25I have no idea what that is.
44:28Trust me.
44:28Okay.
44:29What about you?
44:30What kind of amber ales do you buy?
44:32That'll be two Irish car bombs.
44:33I like your style.
44:34Two Irish car bombs.
44:35I have to work in the morning.
44:37It's one drink, Russell.
44:44Oh, I didn't see that coming.
44:45Oh, gosh.
44:47Apologies, Russell.
44:50This is gonna hurt.
44:55Great.
44:57You gotta...
44:58Yeah.
44:59Yeah.
45:07It went down the wrong pipe.
45:11I have a bad gag reflex.
45:13No, no.
45:14I'm not laughing at that.
45:16What then?
45:18Oh, life.
45:21Not a choice as people make.
45:23Don't get me wrong.
45:25She made a good one with you.
45:29What are your dreams?
45:33Dreams?
45:34For, you know, aspirations.
45:37Might be a better word.
45:38For your life.
45:40For my daughter.
45:42I mean, what...
45:42You know, we just got the townhouse, so...
45:45Yeah, but that's a purchase.
45:46Not a dream.
45:49Have you two talked about starting a family?
45:54You know, Paige, she just got down to a size zero, and she worked really hard for it.
45:58Russell, Russell, independent thoughts.
46:00Do you have any?
46:03Yeah.
46:04I mean, I guess I want to have kids.
46:06Mm-hmm.
46:07Okay.
46:07I want to raise them, and I want to...
46:10I want to move out of town, you know, where they can have a normal trick-or-treat, and
46:16play baseball, and run out on the street, you know?
46:19No, I don't know.
46:20No, I don't know.
46:21I raised mine here.
46:22Okay.
46:23Well, that would be my dream.
46:26What about when they're grown?
46:29What's the dream then?
46:31I don't know.
46:32I don't know.
46:33I haven't gotten that far.
46:34Well, then you need a new dream.
46:38Honestly, I always thought of you and Creston as the dream.
46:45So did I, Russell.
46:50But that dream is over.
46:53Well, I guess we both need a new one.
46:59Yeah.
47:07Well, I...
47:08I don't have...
47:22I don't know.
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