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00:18:32Oh, I'm featured right now, am I? That's actually pretty cool.
00:18:40Welcome everyone who's watching from the front page.
00:18:51Damn, really? Is the release 1600? Alright, welcome everyone.
00:19:00I've been doing a lot of soul searching over the last several years.
00:19:05And it led me back to the point where I wanted to sink my life into Breath of the Wild
00:19:10and stream it.
00:19:17Nataran, thank you very much.
00:19:233,000, that's insane, thank you.
00:19:28Thank you very much, T-Girl.
00:19:36What do you do for a living? And feel free to not answer any of this, obviously.
00:19:48Oh golly gosh, I don't even know your name is Alex.
00:19:54Now I know.
00:19:59I'm from another galaxy.
00:20:02Ah no, I live alone.
00:20:04I kind of like to have my own space, but also, if I'm alone, then it's lonely.
00:20:15Well, I should probably go to sleep.
00:20:18Oh, you just got home, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:20:21I gotta go to bed, I have to.
00:20:26I guess I kind of stream so that sometimes I am part of people's daily routine.
00:20:31It's kind of cool to have people tuning in regularly and kind of coming along the journey with me.
00:20:39Peace out, goodbye.
00:20:43I bet you can bowspin to do that.
00:20:45But bowspinning also doesn't get as many hits, so you need more stamina, so...
00:20:50Narcy, what's up?
00:20:52Sitting stable at like 10 plus viewers, it's just like, it's fucking amazing.
00:20:57Like, seriously, like...
00:20:59It means, it really means so much to me that you guys fucking like...
00:21:04Come around to watch me be bad at games.
00:21:06If I could have any pet, it would be either a skunk or a bat.
00:21:17Katarina says...
00:21:19Dgirl, I like your username.
00:21:22D stands for dick and to death to your foes.
00:21:24Dgirl, have you ever had soylent?
00:21:27It tastes really good.
00:21:30I'll go to bat for Narcy on a lot of things, but not for that fucking soylent shit.
00:21:35What was that on the ground?
00:21:36Was that like a nut or something?
00:21:40Or should I say nut?
00:21:42Nut.
00:21:43Nut.
00:21:44This is the way I am to people I like.
00:21:46So if I'm giving you shit, it's probably because I like you.
00:22:03I really love the people here, honestly.
00:22:06Not to get all like soppy and shit.
00:22:09I'm getting a little emotional.
00:22:11This is magical.
00:22:13Oh my god, there's a star.
00:22:20They're gobstoppers.
00:22:27Dgirl, will you be my Dgirlfriend?
00:22:39I think I'm dating Narcissori, I don't know.
00:22:47Dgirl, I've been thinking about you being here.
00:23:11I like the view up here.
00:23:13I feel like I'm in a high point of my life suddenly.
00:23:16And I think this game is partially to thank for that.
00:23:23Someone chopped down a tree and like launched it super far.
00:23:27But then Link pulls the paraglider.
00:23:30And it actually maintains the momentum from the ragdoll physics.
00:23:34And I'm like, oh my god.
00:23:44Okay, like look at this tree, right?
00:23:50This looks bad actually.
00:23:52This one right here.
00:23:53This one.
00:24:11Ah, dammit.
00:24:13I guess we want to go more this way.
00:24:20New voicemail from death.
00:24:22Hey there, sister.
00:24:24I'm calling up to say hi.
00:24:25Give me a call sometime.
00:24:27Alright, I love you.
00:24:29Five new voicemail from mom.
00:24:31Hi, my darling.
00:24:32I should hear a voice.
00:24:34Alright, sweetheart.
00:24:35Hanging there.
00:24:36I love ya.
00:24:37Call me when you're free.
00:24:39Bye.
00:24:42Oh.
00:24:49Oh.
00:24:50Wait, why?
00:24:54Alright, this is doable I think.
00:24:56We can do this.
00:24:58Let's fucking go.
00:25:01Now that's what I call speedrunning.
00:25:05She just started her run, let's go.
00:25:08I'm disrupting speedrunning much like I did in 2011.
00:25:12I want to be the single greatest player of this game.
00:25:159 hours and 38 minutes.
00:25:175-0-4-11.
00:25:183-51-50.
00:25:21There's a whole journey to it.
00:25:22There's the magic to it.
00:25:23The streams.
00:25:24Learning and improving.
00:25:26Keeping people company during lonely nights.
00:25:46I can't get up this.
00:25:47It's too high up.
00:25:48But I think I can jump it with this.
00:25:50You take a bomb.
00:25:51You place the bomb.
00:25:53Then it's like, shield.
00:25:55Backflip and detonate.
00:25:56Forward air jump.
00:25:58Shield surf.
00:25:59Paraglider.
00:26:01And then you climb up the wall.
00:26:03And you see it all really fast and accurately.
00:26:05So let me try.
00:26:06It's like.
00:26:09Wait.
00:26:10It's hard to do.
00:26:16Oh my god.
00:26:17Come on.
00:26:21Come on.
00:26:22Why didn't that work though?
00:26:23What the fuck?
00:26:25I started today feeling very adequate.
00:26:27And now I feel like kind of inadequate.
00:26:34It's okay.
00:26:35It's okay.
00:26:35It's okay for me to be a mess on stream.
00:26:37Sometimes.
00:26:37It's okay.
00:26:38I have self image issues.
00:26:40Like a lot.
00:26:43Being trans.
00:26:45You walk this fine line between being like.
00:26:49A goddess and a monster.
00:26:55It's hard for me to explain this.
00:26:57It's hard for me to explain this.
00:26:57But sometimes it feels like I.
00:27:01Am really not.
00:27:05Enough.
00:27:07I'm not enough.
00:27:08Or I'm not like where I want to be with myself.
00:27:10I don't want to feel like I'm like this.
00:27:40No.
00:28:02I don't want to be a mess.
00:28:03Like a goddess and a baby.
00:28:04I'm not enough.
00:28:04I don't want to feel like I'm not going to be with my daughter.
00:28:08I'm not myself.
00:28:09and then i said i'm not jake and then i said well what's your name and then i was like
00:28:16if you don't know my name then go away and then they're like okay but can we leave a card
00:28:22and i'm
00:28:22like okay fine mental health crisis services i wish i asked them more questions like how the fuck
00:28:34like why are you here
00:28:51i need a fucking cloud
00:29:01oh
00:29:04oh
00:30:30I think I've been very desperate for any attention.
00:30:33And thus, the people who show me negative attention, I seek it out.
00:30:40I've read more hate than you can imagine.
00:30:43I've read thousands and thousands of hate messages towards me.
00:30:49Kill trans people, like, kill these freaks.
00:30:53Cosmo's not my name.
00:30:54My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:56My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:57My name is Narcissus.
00:30:59All this fucking, like, transphobic shit.
00:31:01I feel like I started to internalize some of that shit.
00:31:03I'm watching this stream right now in hopes that this woman killed herself.
00:31:07Don't be surprised when you find Cosmo there.
00:31:09Narcissus is fucked in the head.
00:31:11Sign ways of rejection always represents enemy.
00:31:17People reacted really negatively to anything that was apparently some sort of weakness.
00:31:21So I fucking blew up the weaknesses.
00:31:24I pressed myself up against the wall and did some crazy shit.
00:31:28Please support me, please.
00:31:31Flush all your credibility and dignity down the toilet.
00:31:33Okay, would you shut up?
00:31:35Maybe I've caused a little damage.
00:31:37Certainly other people have caused some damage to me.
00:31:39It's like I want to respond to all their comments.
00:31:42What's going on in your life on the other side of the screen?
00:31:44Another fucking coward.
00:31:46Goodbye.
00:31:47You are coming into random people's chats being a bigot.
00:31:50Being a total piece of shit.
00:31:55I complain about people being negative towards me.
00:32:01You talking shit about me on YouTube not even a week ago?
00:32:13Then it causes another whole group of negativity to spawn off of that.
00:32:20I can almost date these people into spreading my image all over the place,
00:32:24even though it's really negative.
00:32:34How do I navigate this fucking online experience?
00:32:48Hi, Angel.
00:32:50Hi.
00:32:54How are you?
00:32:56I've been a bit emotional lately.
00:32:58It's great to be emotional and it's great to be deep and aware of what you are,
00:33:04of the world and everything,
00:33:06but mostly you shouldn't be crying a lot.
00:33:10I know, I know.
00:33:12Yeah.
00:33:16I haven't seen you in three years.
00:33:19No!
00:33:20I know.
00:33:21No!
00:33:22No!
00:33:28I should probably be calling you more often.
00:33:31Yeah, I know.
00:33:33That's all I do is think about you every day.
00:33:36Bye-bye.
00:33:37Bye-bye.
00:33:39Let's just drink all of our sorrows away.
00:33:58I feel like I'm in a mental rut, so I'm never going to pull myself out of it.
00:34:07Okay.
00:34:09If anyone in my chat is like a counselor or a therapist dealing with people who have depression,
00:34:17let's have a conversation publicly.
00:34:21Twitch must be my all and my everything.
00:34:25It must be.
00:34:27It has to be public.
00:34:30No, stop doubting the power of the internet.
00:34:42I feel isolated.
00:34:44I feel it.
00:34:47I feel really lonely.
00:34:49I don't feel like I have friends.
00:34:53I think that I don't know how to be friends with people.
00:34:57Me interacting with people IRL is like me being really shy and closed.
00:35:02And then like having trouble connecting.
00:35:06That's my experience.
00:35:13I have this queen-size bed.
00:35:16It's like all I want to do is like roll around with someone.
00:35:21And like...
00:35:23I just don't...
00:35:28I'm just alone.
00:35:29I don't know.
00:35:56Oh my god and oh my god why
00:36:02Jesus too much is happening right now
00:36:08Okay voice chat with me right now
00:36:15It's ringing it's ringing. Hi. I don't know like where do you feel we are right now?
00:36:20I feel not alone right now
00:36:23Yeah, I feel like I'm sharing my time and space with you
00:36:26Yeah, but I don't get to like wake up next to you and shit
00:36:29That's almost not even just okay like look there's like physical into this
00:36:33Okay, it is it is it is
00:36:37It bums me out, man. Let's see where's my guitar
00:36:47It bums me out
00:36:52It bums me out
00:36:55Yeah, this is beautiful
00:36:59It bums me out
00:37:03Your voice is so beautiful
00:37:05It bums me out
00:37:08It bums me out
00:37:10And if I could be
00:37:13In your apartment
00:37:16In your apartment
00:37:17And you could be
00:37:19In Southern California
00:37:22In Southern California
00:37:23All the time
00:37:29All the time
00:37:34In their apartment
00:37:39Three
00:37:41Two
00:37:41One
00:37:42Go
00:37:45it's me
00:37:46It's dgirl
00:37:49This is only our first date, come on
00:37:51We gotta fucking take it slow
00:37:54I opened up Narcy's fridge
00:37:55It is only soylent, and then a fucking jar of peanut butter.
00:38:03I died the moment I opened it.
00:38:07It tastes like fucking mold.
00:38:10So she keeps her room dark.
00:38:13Fucking garbage bags in the window.
00:38:17It's kind of a nightmare.
00:38:19I'm going to be nesting so fucking hard.
00:38:23Nesting.
00:38:24We're going to upgrade so much shit in your apartment.
00:38:27I'm fucking upgrading.
00:38:30Damn!
00:38:32Alright, if you want me to like, one minute streak.
00:38:34Yeah.
00:38:35For sure.
00:38:36Thank you for tuning in.
00:38:37I'll see you later.
00:38:49We've been improving my place, basically.
00:38:51Yeah, I...
00:38:53Trying to make her have a apartment like an adult.
00:38:55I'm actually like, super hungry suddenly.
00:38:58I want some pizza now.
00:38:59We can just get it.
00:39:01But...
00:39:01We need to like, end this stream.
00:39:03No, do another time.
00:39:08Right here.
00:39:09I'll be right back when I get pizza.
00:39:11I'll be right back when I get pizza.
00:39:14That's been good.
00:39:15There's this person there with me.
00:39:17And like, I'm not being like, harshly judged.
00:39:20And like...
00:39:21We're like, doing cool shit.
00:39:23And like, improving things.
00:39:24And it just felt really like...
00:39:25I felt like this bond.
00:39:27And it was really fucking good.
00:39:29And I just started like, crying really hard.
00:39:30And it was like, incredibly fucking like...
00:39:32It felt almost like, therapeutic.
00:39:34I felt like, extremely good.
00:39:36I think she's back.
00:39:38Cool.
00:39:42Hey.
00:39:43Hey.
00:39:44Cool.
00:39:46How are you just going?
00:39:48Um...
00:39:49I still haven't left the plateau.
00:39:52I'm about to start another one, I guess.
00:39:54Although I could use a slice.
00:39:56I could use a slice.
00:39:57Super tempered slice for you.
00:39:59Okay.
00:39:59We're going back to IRL.
00:40:00We're going back to IRL.
00:40:10We're going back to IRL.
00:40:37We're going back to IRL.
00:40:41We're going back to IRL.
00:40:42We're going back to IRL.
00:40:43We're going back to IRL.
00:40:45We're going back to IRL.
00:40:47We're going back to IRL.
00:40:48We're going back to IRL.
00:40:48We're going back to IRL.
00:40:49We're going back to IRL.
00:40:49We're going back to IRL.
00:40:56We're going back to IRL.
00:41:03Oh, my God.
00:41:27Right back in it. Let's go.
00:41:29Run. Come on. This is the run.
00:41:37Yes, first try.
00:41:42We're heading to the airport later tonight.
00:41:44And that'll be the end of our five-day vacation.
00:41:49I'm squeezing every last possible second out of the day, Narcy.
00:41:54Yes, this is world record pace.
00:41:57Adrenaline pumping through my veins. Holy shit.
00:42:11Oh my fucking God, no.
00:42:15I think I just lost one minute.
00:42:21I've failed the tree launches every fucking run lately.
00:42:23I don't understand why.
00:42:25Still a minute ahead.
00:42:38I staced it too, really. So it didn't go.
00:42:42It wasn't disconnected from the bottom yet.
00:42:45I'm so bummed. Like, what the fuck?
00:42:48Okay, it's over. It's actually over.
00:42:50I'm so fucking sad. That's it. Like, there's no more.
00:42:52If only scale is no way. That's it.
00:42:54I could have had it and I didn't get it. It's over.
00:42:57The run's over.
00:43:02It's time to go.
00:43:04It's time to go.
00:43:09It's time to go.
00:44:18Okay, I'll use those to play games or something.
00:44:20I don't know.
00:44:21How's life for everybody?
00:44:24I missed you too, but it's been replaced by missing Narcy even more.
00:44:30Like, I really like her.
00:44:33So nice.
00:44:36The line is it was a gaycation, but we just haven't gotten, we haven't like hammered out shit.
00:45:06What I miss is feeling like the universe loves me and that everything is good.
00:45:15A lot of my ego is built out of the impact I had before, and I feel like I don't
00:45:23have that
00:45:23impact anymore, and it really hurts me.
00:45:27Feels like I've failed if I can't reach that.
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:34Let's hash out everything we are to each other right now.
00:45:36I'm going to start a new run while we're chatting.
00:45:40So you're saying that like, you would kind of want to develop something with me?
00:45:46I mean, I'd like to think I'm building a relationship.
00:45:51I've kind of designed my life in a way where I can just focus in on a few things that
00:45:57I really
00:45:58want to work towards.
00:46:00Okay, so what do you want?
00:46:02I want to be idolized by my viewers.
00:46:0620,000 viewers or bust.
00:46:25If this is the record, then we must post a reddit thread called Absolutely Disgusting
00:46:30Record by Narcissa.
00:46:33Do I still think I can get over 10,000 viewers in Breath of the Wild?
00:46:36Yes, I do.
00:46:37I certainly do.
00:46:43Clear your mind for this jump.
00:46:49We're actually on pace for fucking sub 340.
00:46:53It's unbelievable.
00:46:56I want this run.
00:46:59I want to finish this run.
00:47:01I want this to be the run.
00:47:02I want this to be the run.
00:47:09Ugh, oh my god.
00:47:11That was fucking miraculous.
00:47:15Oh my fucking god.
00:47:303 38 31 this beats the record by minutes may i ask do you really remember me peace and love
00:47:43peace and love and remember trans girls rule breath of the wild
00:47:48the current world record holder on zelda ocarina of time
00:48:09you immediately have an audience right oh absolutely
00:48:13several thousand usually tune in for zelda
00:48:20i was at the precipice and now i'm like a fallen star
00:48:29i want to feel like i want to talk on the world
00:48:33i feel like i'm being swallowed by it
00:48:52no one in the world gives a
00:48:56it turns out life is not a fairy tale after all
00:49:03turns out everyone abandons the out of you
00:49:05everything i've done up until now
00:49:09it was all over nothing
00:49:12i will never succeed in the way i succeeded in the past
00:49:20this stream won't ever fucking be big again it'll never fucking happen i'm not relatable anymore it
00:49:25doesn't matter if i'm the best fucking player in the world of this game no one fucking cares
00:49:29i've gone from being the superstar to the fallen star plummeting into earth like a
00:49:35fucking comet slamming down creating a shockwave and burying in my fucking chasm so deep as
00:49:41everyone piles on and pushes me down into the caverns of darkness where i'm crowned the queen of hell
00:49:50they think i'm a deranged freak who's delusional and should kill myself
00:49:56they only fucking watch me if i'm raving so the only solution is just to fucking go nuclear
00:50:09i am the monster that you all created
00:50:15these people watching and observing me as i sit here and
00:50:18these people watching videos that fucking twitch and viewership is so fucking
00:50:26y'all have such fucking poor taste as i fucking hate you
00:50:53so what happens if i call that phone number you get to talk to your counselor and my phone is
00:51:00right
00:51:00here
00:51:08um well i cut off all my hair and i guess it was like an active cell farm
00:51:17and
00:51:19feeling kind of hopeless
00:51:23it's like
00:51:25people want to see me fail
00:51:29and anytime there's any sort of sign of weakness they pinpoint it and like harass me and like tick
00:51:34out of like a scab until i'm squeezed and i'm bleeding
00:51:38i mean i guess i just have like a certain level of visibility so they're like jealous or something i
00:51:43don't know but like there's a lot of like sick twisted feelings i get out of it and it just
00:51:46makes me like feel like humanity in general is kind of evil and that like every single entity on
00:51:52this planet is just like self-interested and that friendship is an illusion and that love is an
00:51:58illusion and that like i'm just incredibly fucking alone i'm just like a fucking alien on this planet
00:52:04it just feels easier to like damage a social connection than it does to grow it
00:52:11yeah i'll get through tonight definitely
00:52:16all right bye
00:52:25well that was okay i guess
00:52:36why weren't you all watching when i broke the breath of the wild record i could have really used your
00:52:43support
00:52:49i think i'm an attention addict
00:52:52i think i'm an attention addict
00:52:56i think i'm an attention addict
00:53:13i think i'm an attention addict
00:53:29i think i'm an attention addict
00:53:43but i think so
00:53:52Oh
00:53:53My god
00:53:57You did it live on streams, I don't know I just hope she's gonna be okay
00:54:10Hello hey, what do you feel?
00:54:13I like ruin myself by cutting my hair off
00:54:18You didn't ruin yourself you just fucking
00:54:22Cut your hair off I
00:54:25Don't know how to just be calm and quiet during the hard moments because I feel like I really really
00:54:31want and need connection
00:54:37I feel like crying cuz
00:54:42I
00:54:42Like grateful that you're talking to me right now happy cries are good cries
00:54:52Can I ask you something when would you be free if I was to come whenever whenever
00:55:14You did it it's like we're parting the birds
00:55:26I
00:55:27Like this big open
00:55:28Let's just like move in here
00:55:32This is the ocean
00:55:37How is all this even real what is reality I see all this I'm like I'm alive like this is
00:55:44a thing the happening
00:55:46Yeah, I can't help myself
00:55:48This is happening as fuck
00:55:57Do you think your life is too filled with things if you're banned so then you're streaming
00:56:03And you're cooking I mean that's just kind of thing I like to do yeah, that's why I like having
00:56:08people around because I can cook for them
00:56:13Try to change your perspective so that you see the sky as like a giant lake and you're like
00:56:21You're above it looking down
00:56:23You ever want to go to outer space for some reason to feel like they've used better down here earth
00:56:33is beautiful
00:56:34I think from here and elsewhere
00:56:50Our
00:56:50Our
00:56:51Our
00:56:51Our
00:56:51Our
00:56:51Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:57:21It helped you down the skin from fire, the test of all these out of you
00:57:27It's got you out of vigilance, it's got you out of tone of it
00:58:07Thank you, we're man-eaters
00:58:16I started fucking crying because you were so inspirational
00:58:21You looked just shut up and hug me
00:58:37I lose my center of balance
00:58:39I was so like falling backwards in the woods
00:58:45Wait, what did he say?
00:58:47Do you think he's in our balance in general or like?
00:58:50No, just when we're doing this
00:58:53But why?
00:58:55I don't care
00:58:56It's like a...
00:58:57Wait, let's try again
00:58:59All right
00:59:01Wait, that, that, that
00:59:04There we go, yeah, there we go
00:59:14Ah, this is really cool
00:59:16This reminds me of Coventry Cove from Beetle Adventure Racing
00:59:19Well, that's, that's your, uh...
00:59:21That's your comfort zone
00:59:22This is my, this is my room right here
00:59:25I always just book it when I'm on a trail
00:59:28Kind of hard to get your hands on behind you and the path is so thin
00:59:40That feels sick, oh fuck
00:59:43Is this what it looks like?
00:59:45I guess so
00:59:56I wish I got more sleep
00:59:58I don't have a pillow on me but I've got a bag full of shit
01:00:01I feel, I feel bad
01:00:02I'm like, I think I'm ready to go
01:00:09See what I'm doing
01:00:11Oh
01:00:21There we go, that wasn't so bad
01:00:50Oh, I might puke
01:00:52Try to lunge it over the edge
01:00:59Oh, I am really feeling queasy
01:01:06Such bad timing
01:01:08Yeah
01:01:10Okay
01:01:12Okay
01:01:59All in all, like, I'm doing better now than I was, like, before the trip
01:02:08The time I spent there felt like it kind of healed me somewhat
01:02:12Like, I really needed that
01:02:19Being able to share some affection and, like, just be around people, I guess, without being
01:02:30Being so isolated
01:02:34Just felt
01:02:38Really good
01:02:46I don't know, it's like a breath of, a breath of, what is it, a breath of fresh air
01:03:09I was little, and she, she used to help me play Soda when I was, like, I don't know, six,
01:03:14seven years old
01:03:14And that's a, that's a really fun
01:03:17To crop
01:03:17Okay
01:03:18I just wanted to crop, like, one pixel in
01:03:23A few moments
01:03:24Give me
01:03:24It's a really good
01:03:24If I had made some very nice
01:03:24Even if I was little, and I was gonna show that I was just whatever
01:03:24I had it
01:03:33Me
01:03:37Yeah
01:04:00I got banned on purpose because it wasn't making me happy.
01:04:07And maybe that's because my brain got hooked on the dopamine, so now my Twitch account
01:04:13is gone.
01:04:15Hi, my darling, I miss you terribly, maybe you should come home, my darling.
01:04:28It might be nice to receive some kind of unconditional love.
01:04:34Seeing my parents.
01:04:53This is not a healthy environment for me to be in.
01:04:57Therefore, I must leave this place, but do not grieve for my disappearance.
01:05:06Bye.
01:05:07Bye.
01:05:11For I will find what I'm looking for in this life.
01:05:17I will just do it alone.
01:05:19Yeah.
01:05:24It's like level one where you grew up.
01:05:27Green fields, grass, trees.
01:05:37You are my most beautiful flower.
01:05:49You are the best of your generation.
01:05:51Brilliant, talented, sweet, honest.
01:05:58Hi.
01:05:59Hi.
01:06:00Hi.
01:06:02You were special, different from other children.
01:06:08That is why I quit my job and became a stay at home mother.
01:06:15I couldn't possibly trust anyone else to give you the love, attention, and freedom that your
01:06:20mind needed to explore life.
01:06:22Bye-bye.
01:07:04Oh, how are you?
01:07:07Oh, how was your flight?
01:07:10It was fine.
01:07:11Oh, baby.
01:07:16I'm sorry it's been so long.
01:07:21Oh, oh, oh, it feels so good to hug you.
01:07:27I mean, look at you.
01:07:31Just beautiful.
01:07:32I've been waiting for that moment for a long time.
01:07:34Yeah, oh, you're wonderful.
01:07:48Oh, oh, oh.
01:07:59Margaret screams, sing a ton of scenes that you dare not harm.
01:08:08It's soft like rain and unwelcome, tearing on.
01:08:19Margaret sees that she bet them leaves
01:08:23As the days fly
01:08:28Each head named to be thrown out and die
01:08:33She was one of the bodies
01:08:38God kissed
01:08:40Perfect in their assemblage
01:08:44With out of care
01:08:47I promise you this
01:08:50Even if you don't believe me
01:09:12Margaret weaves from a world of teeth
01:09:16As a sea beast home
01:09:21Angry heart like a spilled vein
01:09:25Tired and alone
01:09:31Margaret I'm to believe I've tried
01:09:35But I'm not so sure
01:09:40I can have one thing you can pity me for
01:09:44She can't keep holding on this
01:09:50Can't be all that alive and lonely
01:09:57Margaret don't dare
01:09:59I promise you this
01:10:02Even if you don't believe me
01:10:23But Margaret I'm sorry
01:10:25I have no excuse
01:10:28You deserve so much more
01:10:30Than this world would afford you
01:10:33Bed in your belly
01:10:35Like a panic attack
01:10:37It's you, you see
01:10:40I'll leave it for you
01:10:43Margaret I'm sorry
01:10:45You must understand
01:11:04I'm sorry
01:11:05You can't see me
01:11:05You can't see me
01:11:05I'm sorry
01:11:06You can't see me
01:11:06But if you don't believe me
01:11:07It's true
01:11:09That is lovely
01:11:10I am sorry
01:11:17You can't see me
01:11:21Katerina says
01:11:25I've been on this roof too long
01:11:30Sleek October rain
01:11:35Railing with my heels
01:11:39At the bitter eyes like fire
01:11:44Raking me up and down
01:11:46They're spinning out
01:11:47You're down, you're down
01:11:53But Katerina
01:11:55If you feel I too
01:11:58I'd like you to know
01:12:03Here's a song
01:12:05For when you get lonely
01:12:07And oh, you count it as holy
01:12:11Falls aside
01:12:13Sends you up shivering in the cold
01:12:20But Katerina
01:12:23Honey, it's not fair
01:12:26And up there when you can't decide
01:12:32If it is worth it at all
01:12:36When everything hounds you
01:12:39I'll be round
01:12:40To carry you home
01:12:42To forget about
01:12:45All that you told me last night
01:12:48And those
01:12:49Memorizing times like
01:12:51When you were laid on the ground
01:12:53Big lilies
01:12:54And boxes and stones
01:12:56All that you boys
01:12:57Who are you
01:13:02So
01:13:03And busy
01:13:24You
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