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00:18:27Do you really remember me?
00:18:32Oh, I'm featured right now, am I?
00:18:34That's actually pretty cool.
00:18:40Welcome everyone who's watching from the front page.
00:18:51Damn, really? Is there really 1600?
00:18:55Alright, welcome everyone.
00:19:00I've been doing a lot of soul searching over the last several years.
00:19:05And it led me back to the point where I wanted to sink my life into Breath of the Wild
00:19:10and stream it.
00:19:17Nataran, thank you very much.
00:19:233,000, that's insane, thank you.
00:19:28Thank you very much, T-Girl.
00:19:36What do you do for a living? And feel free to not answer any of this, obviously.
00:19:48Oh golly gosh, I don't even know your name is Alex.
00:19:54Now I know.
00:19:59I'm from another galaxy.
00:20:02Ah no, I live alone.
00:20:04I kind of like to have my own space, but also, if I'm alone, then it's lonely.
00:20:15Well, I should probably go to sleep.
00:20:18Oh, you just got home, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:20:21I gotta go to bed, I have to.
00:20:26I guess I kind of stream so that sometimes I am part of people's daily routine.
00:20:31It's kind of cool to have people tuning in regularly and kind of coming along the journey with me.
00:20:39Peace out, goodbye.
00:20:43I bet you can bowspin to do that.
00:20:45But bowspinning also doesn't get as many hits, so you need more stamina, so...
00:20:50Narcy, what's up?
00:20:52Sitting stable at like 10 plus viewers, it's just like, it's fucking amazing.
00:20:57Like, seriously, like...
00:20:59It means, it really means so much to me that you guys fucking like...
00:21:04Come around to watch me be bad at games.
00:21:06If I could have any pet, it would be either a skunk or a bat.
00:21:17Katarina says...
00:21:19Dgirl, I like your username.
00:21:22D stands for dick and to death to your foes.
00:21:24Dgirl, have you ever had soylent?
00:21:27It tastes really good.
00:21:30I'll go to bat for Narcy on a lot of things, but not for that fucking soylent shit.
00:21:35What was that on the ground?
00:21:36Was that like a nut or something?
00:21:40Or should I say nut?
00:21:42Nut.
00:21:43Nut.
00:21:44This is the way I am to people I like.
00:21:46So if I'm giving you shit, it's probably because I like you.
00:22:03I really love the people here, honestly.
00:22:06Not to get all like soppy and shit.
00:22:09I'm getting a little emotional.
00:22:11This is magical.
00:22:13Oh my god, there's a star.
00:22:14They are.
00:22:20They're gobstoppers.
00:22:27Dgirl, will you be my Dgirlfriend?
00:22:39I think I'm dating Narcissori.
00:22:41I don't know.
00:22:47Dgirl, I've been thinking about you being here.
00:23:11I like the view up here.
00:23:13I feel like I'm in a high point in my life suddenly.
00:23:16And I think this game is partially to thank for that.
00:23:23someone chopped down a tree and like launched it super far but then link pulls the paraglider
00:23:30and it actually maintains the momentum from the ragdoll physics and i'm like oh my god
00:23:44okay like look at this tree right
00:23:50this looks bad actually this one right here this one
00:24:11ah damn it i guess we want to go more this way
00:24:26oh
00:24:28five new voicemail from mom
00:24:30hi my darling
00:24:32all right sweetheart hanging there
00:24:35i love you call me when you're free bye
00:24:42oh
00:24:48oh wait why
00:24:54all right this is doable i think we can do this
00:24:58let's fucking go
00:25:01no that's what i call speed running
00:25:05she just started around let's go
00:25:08i'm disrupting speed running much like i did in 2011
00:25:12i want to be the single greatest player of this game
00:25:15nine hours and 38 minutes
00:25:17it's 504 11
00:25:183 51 59
00:25:20there's a whole journey to it there's the magic to it with the streams
00:25:24learning and improving keeping people company during lonely nights
00:25:46i can't get up this it's too high up but i think i can jump it with this
00:25:49you take a bomb you place the bomb then it's like shield backflip and detonate
00:25:56forward air jump shield surf paraglider and then you climb up the wall
00:26:03i need to do it all really fast and accurately so let me try
00:26:06it's like
00:26:10wait it's hard to do
00:26:16oh my god come on
00:26:21come on why did that work though what the fuck
00:26:25i started today feeling very adequate and now i feel like kind of inadequate
00:26:34it's okay it's okay for me to be a mess on stream sometimes it's okay
00:26:38i have self-image issues like a lot
00:26:43being trans you walk this fine line between being like
00:26:49a goddess and a monster
00:26:55it's hard for me to explain this but sometimes it feels like i
00:27:01i am really not
00:27:05enough or i'm not enough or i'm not like where i want to be with myself
00:27:10i don't want to feel like i'm like this
00:27:52it's okay
00:28:02a group of people showed up and we're like we're with something we're looking for jake
00:28:08for people who are having trouble and then i said i'm not jake and then i said well what's
00:28:12your name and then i was like if you don't know my name then go away and then they're
00:28:20like okay but can we leave a card and i'm like okay fine
00:28:27mental health crisis services i wish i asked them more questions like how the fuck like why are you
00:28:48here
00:28:49i need a fucking cloth
00:28:54like that
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00:29:40I don't know.
00:30:30I think I've been very desperate for any attention and thus the people who show me negative attention, I seek
00:30:38it out.
00:30:40I've read more hate than you can imagine.
00:30:43I've read thousands and thousands of hate messages towards me.
00:30:49Kill trans people, like kill these freaks.
00:30:53Cosmo's not my name.
00:30:54My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:56My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:57My name is Narcissus.
00:30:59All this fucking like transphobic shit.
00:31:01I feel like I started to internalize some of that shit.
00:31:03Watching this stream right now in hopes that this woman killed herself.
00:31:07Don't be surprised when you find Cosmo there.
00:31:09Narcissus is fucked in my head.
00:31:11Find ways of rejection.
00:31:12All ways of resistance.
00:31:14End.
00:31:17People reacted really negatively to anything that was apparently some sort of weakness.
00:31:21So I fucking blew up the weaknesses.
00:31:24I pressed myself up against the wall and did some crazy shit.
00:31:28Please support me, please.
00:31:31Flush all your credibility and dignity down the toilet.
00:31:33Okay, would you shut up?
00:31:35Maybe I've caused a little damage.
00:31:37Certainly other people have caused some damage to me.
00:31:39It's like I want to respond to all their comments.
00:31:42What's going on in your life on the other side of the screen?
00:31:44Another fucking coward.
00:31:46Goodbye.
00:31:47You are coming into random people's chats being a bigot.
00:31:50Being a total piece of shit.
00:31:55I complain about people being negative towards me.
00:32:01You talking shit about me on YouTube not even a week ago?
00:32:13Then it causes another whole group of negativity to spawn off of that.
00:32:20I can almost date these people into spreading my image all over the place,
00:32:24even though it's really negative.
00:32:34How do I navigate this fucking online experience?
00:32:48Hi, Angel.
00:32:50Hi.
00:32:54How are you?
00:32:56I've been a bit emotional lately.
00:32:58It's great to be emotional and it's great to be deep and aware of what you are,
00:33:04of the world and everything,
00:33:06but mostly you shouldn't be crying a lot.
00:33:10I know, I know.
00:33:12Yeah.
00:33:16I haven't seen you in three years.
00:33:19No!
00:33:20I know.
00:33:21No!
00:33:22No!
00:33:28I should probably be calling you more often.
00:33:31Yeah, I know.
00:33:33That's all I do is think about you every day.
00:33:36Bye-bye.
00:33:37Bye-bye.
00:33:39Let's just drink all of our sorrows away.
00:33:58I feel like I'm in a mental rut, so I'm never going to pull myself out of it.
00:34:07Okay.
00:34:09If anyone in my chat is like a counselor or a therapist dealing with people who have depression,
00:34:17let's have a conversation publicly.
00:34:21Twitch must be my all and my everything.
00:34:25It must be.
00:34:27It has to be public.
00:34:30No, stop doubting the power of the internet.
00:34:42I feel isolated.
00:34:44I feel it.
00:34:47I feel really lonely.
00:34:49I don't feel like I have friends.
00:34:53I think that I don't know how to be friends with people.
00:34:57Me interacting with people IRL is like me being really shy and closed.
00:35:02And then like having trouble connecting.
00:35:06That's my experience.
00:35:13I have this queen-size bed.
00:35:16It's like all I want to do is like roll around with someone.
00:35:21And like...
00:35:23I just don't...
00:35:28I'm just alone.
00:35:29I'm just alone.
00:35:44All right.
00:35:56Oh my god, oh my god, why?
00:36:03Jesus, too much is happening right now
00:36:08Okay, voice chat with me right now
00:36:15It's ringing. It's ringing. Hi. I don't know like where do you feel we are right now?
00:36:21I feel not alone right now
00:36:23Yeah, I feel like I'm sharing my time and space with you
00:36:26Yeah, but I don't get to like wake up next to you and shit
00:36:29That's almost not even just okay like look there's like physical into this
00:36:34Okay, it is it is it is
00:36:37It bums me out, man. Let's hear what's my guitar
00:36:46It bums me out
00:36:53It bums me out
00:36:56Yeah, this is beautiful
00:36:59It bums me out
00:37:03Your voice is so beautiful
00:37:05It bums me out
00:37:10And if I could be
00:37:13In your apartment
00:37:16And you could be
00:37:19In Southern California
00:37:22In your altar
00:37:29Oh
00:37:30Time
00:37:32Eh
00:37:34Eh
00:37:39Three
00:37:40Two
00:37:41One
00:37:42Go
00:37:45It's me
00:37:46It's D girl
00:37:49This is only our first date. Come on. You gotta fucking take it slow
00:37:54I opened up Narcy's fridge
00:37:55It
00:37:57Is
00:37:58Only Soylent
00:37:59And then a fucking jar of peanut butter
00:38:03I died
00:38:04The moment I opened it
00:38:07It's it tastes like fucking mold
00:38:10So
00:38:10She keeps her room dark
00:38:14Fucking garbage bags in the window
00:38:17It's kind of a nightmare
00:38:20I'm gonna be nesting so fucking hard
00:38:23Nesting
00:38:24We're gonna upgrade so much shit in your apartment
00:38:26That's okay
00:38:27I'll fucking upgrade it
00:38:30Yeah
00:38:31All right
00:38:32If you want me to like
00:38:33On this street
00:38:34Yeah
00:38:35For sure
00:38:36Thank you for tuning in
00:38:37I'll see you
00:38:48Later
00:38:49We've been improving my place basically
00:38:51Yeah
00:38:52I
00:38:53Trying to make her have a apartment like an adult
00:38:55I'm actually like super hungry suddenly
00:38:57I want some pizza now
00:38:59We can just get it
00:39:01But
00:39:01All right
00:39:01You're fucking
00:39:02We need to like end this stream
00:39:03No
00:39:03Do more
00:39:04Do another time
00:39:04Okay
00:39:07These are here
00:39:09I'll be right back
00:39:10When we get Lisa
00:39:14It's been good
00:39:15There's this person there with me
00:39:17And like I'm not
00:39:18Being like harshly judged
00:39:19And like
00:39:21We're like doing cool shit
00:39:22And like improving things
00:39:24And it just felt really like
00:39:25I felt like this bond
00:39:27And it was really fucking good
00:39:28And I just started like crying really hard
00:39:30And it was like incredibly fucking like
00:39:32It felt almost like therapeutic
00:39:34I felt like extremely good
00:39:36I think she's back
00:39:38Cool
00:39:42Hey
00:39:43Hey
00:39:44Cool
00:39:45How have you just gone?
00:39:48Um
00:39:49I still haven't left the plateau
00:39:52I'm about to start another one I guess
00:39:54Although I could use a slice
00:39:56I can use a slice
00:39:57I can use a slice
00:39:57It's the first time for a slice for you
00:39:59Okay
00:39:59We're going back to IRL
00:40:09Let's get started
00:40:10Here we go
00:40:10Here we go
00:40:11In
00:40:20Here we go
00:41:27Right back in it.
00:41:28Let's go.
00:41:29Run.
00:41:30Come on.
00:41:31This is the run.
00:41:37Yes, first try.
00:41:42We're heading to the airport later tonight, and that'll be the end of our five-day vacation.
00:41:49I'm squeezing every last possible second out of the day, Narcy.
00:41:54Yes, this is world record pace.
00:41:57Adrenaline pumping through my veins.
00:42:00Holy shit.
00:42:11Oh my fucking god, no.
00:42:15I think I just lost one minute.
00:42:21I've failed the tree launches every fucking run lately.
00:42:23I don't understand why.
00:42:25Still a minute ahead.
00:42:38I staced it too really, so it didn't go.
00:42:42It wasn't disconnected from the bottom yet.
00:42:45I'm so bummed, like what the fuck.
00:42:48Okay, it's over.
00:42:49It's actually over.
00:42:50It's fucking sad.
00:42:51That's it.
00:42:51Like there's no more.
00:42:53That's it.
00:42:54I could have had it and I didn't get it.
00:42:55It's over.
00:42:56It's over.
00:42:57The run's over.
00:43:03It's time to go.
00:43:35It's over.
00:43:36It's over.
00:43:37It's over.
00:43:37I'm so bummed.
00:43:47I don't know.
00:43:47Without some sort of guy.
00:43:48The one who has a career.
00:43:48The one who's most attacked me.
00:43:55Doubt the volleyball Vladimir.
00:43:55He leftļæ½ hisĆ”veis at a heart attack.
00:44:18Okay, I'll use those play games or something.
00:44:20I don't know.
00:44:21How's life for everybody?
00:44:24I missed you, too.
00:44:27But, it's been replaced by missing Narcy even more.
00:44:31Like, I really like her.
00:44:33So nice.
00:44:36The line is it was a gaycation, but...
00:44:41We just haven't gotten right...
00:44:42We haven't, like, hammered out shit.
00:45:06What I miss is feeling like the universe loves me.
00:45:09And that everything was good.
00:45:15A lot of my ego is built out of the impact I had before.
00:45:20And I feel like I don't have that impact anymore.
00:45:24And it really hurts me.
00:45:27Feels like I've failed if I can't reach that.
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:34Let's hack out everything we are to each other right now.
00:45:36I'm going to start a new run while we're chatting.
00:45:40So you're saying that, like, you would kind of want to develop something with me?
00:45:46I mean, I'd like to think I'm building a relationship.
00:45:51I've kind of designed my life in a way where I can just focus in on a few things that
00:45:57I really want to work towards.
00:46:00Okay, well, so what do you want?
00:46:02I want to be idolized by my viewers.
00:46:0620,000 viewers or bust.
00:46:25if this is the record then we must post a reddit thread called absolutely disgusting
00:46:30record by narcissa do i still think i can get over 10 000 viewers in breath of the wild yes
00:46:36i do
00:46:37i certainly do
00:46:43clear your minds for this jump
00:46:49we're actually on pace for fucking sub 340. it's unbelievable
00:46:54i want this run i want to finish this run i want this to be the run
00:47:08oh my god that was fucking miraculous
00:47:14oh my fucking god
00:47:30338 31. this beats the record by minutes may i ask do you really remember me
00:47:41peace and love peace and love and remember trans girls rule breath of the wild
00:48:03the current world record holder on zelda ocarina of time
00:48:09you immediately have an audience right oh absolutely several thousand usually tune in for zelda
00:48:20i was at the precipice
00:48:24and now i'm like a fallen star i want to feel like i'm on top of the world
00:48:33i feel like i'm being swallowed by it
00:48:49what's wrong with me
00:48:53no one in the world gives a fuck it turns out life is not a fairy tale after all
00:49:03turns out everyone abandons the fuck out of you
00:49:05everything i've done up until now it was all for nothing
00:49:12i will never succeed in the way i succeeded in the past
00:49:20this stream will be big again it'll never happen i'm not relatable anymore
00:49:24it doesn't matter if i'm the best player in the world of this game no one cares
00:49:29i've gone from being the superstar to the fallen star plummeting into earth like a
00:49:35fucking comet slamming down creating a shockwave and burying in my fucking chasm so deep as everyone
00:49:41piles on and pushes me down into the caverns of darkness where i'm crowned the queen of hell
00:49:50they think i'm a deranged freak who's delusional and should kill myself
00:49:56they only fucking watch me if i'm raving
00:50:00so the only solution is just to fucking go nuclear
00:50:09i am the monster that you all created
00:50:15these fucking people watching and observing me as i sit here and
00:50:18fucking go through the struggles
00:50:21i fucking hate this game i hate people who watch video games
00:50:24that fucking twitch and viewership is so fucking
00:50:26you all have such fucking poor taste as i fucking hate you
00:50:53so what happens if i call that phone number
00:50:56you get to talk to your counselor
00:50:59my phone is right here
00:51:08um well i cut off all my hair and
00:51:12i guess it was like an active self-harm
00:51:18and feeling kind of hopeless
00:51:23it's like people want to see me fail
00:51:29and anytime there's any sort of sign of weakness they pinpoint it and like harass me and like tick
00:51:34out of like a scab until i'm squeezed and i'm bleeding
00:51:38i mean i guess i just have like a certain level of visibility so they're like jealous or something
00:51:42i don't know but like there's a lot of like sick twisted feelings i get out of it and it
00:51:46just makes
00:51:47me like feel like humanity in general is kind of evil and that like every single entity on this
00:51:52planet is just like self-interested and that friendship is an illusion and that love is an
00:51:58illusion and that like i'm just incredibly fucking alone i'm just like a fucking alien on this planet
00:52:04it just feels easier to like damage a social connection than it does to grow it
00:52:11yeah i'll get through tonight definitely
00:52:16all right bye
00:52:25well that was okay i guess
00:52:36why weren't you all watching when i broke the breath of the wild record i could have really used your
00:52:43support
00:52:43i think i'm an attention addict
00:53:00it's
00:53:02it's
00:53:03it's
00:53:07it's
00:53:08it's
00:53:52Oh, my God.
00:53:57You did it live on stream?
00:54:02I don't know.
00:54:03I just hope she's going to be okay.
00:54:09Hello?
00:54:10Hey.
00:54:12What do you feel?
00:54:13I, like, ruined myself by cutting my hair off.
00:54:18You didn't ruin yourself.
00:54:20You just fucking cut your hair off.
00:54:25I don't know how to just be calm and quiet during the hard moments, because I feel like
00:54:30I really, really want and need connection.
00:54:37I feel like crying, because I'm, like, grateful that you're talking to me right now.
00:54:45Happy cries are good cries.
00:54:52Can I ask you something?
00:54:54When would you be free if I was to Colin?
00:54:58Whenever.
00:54:59Whenever?
00:55:14We did it.
00:55:16It's like we're parting the birds.
00:55:26I like this big opening here.
00:55:28Let's just, like, move in here.
00:55:32This is the ocean.
00:55:38How is all this even real?
00:55:40What is reality?
00:55:42I see all this, and I'm like, I'm alive.
00:55:44Like, this is a thing.
00:55:45It's happening.
00:55:46It's like.
00:55:47Yeah.
00:55:48I can't help myself.
00:55:48This is happening as fuck.
00:55:50Yeah.
00:55:57Do you think your life is too filled with things?
00:56:00You have your band, so then you're streaming.
00:56:02Yeah.
00:56:03And you're cooking.
00:56:04I mean, that's just kind of the thing I like to do.
00:56:06Yeah.
00:56:07That's why I like having people around, because I can cook for them.
00:56:13Try to change your perspective so that you see the sky as, like, a giant lake.
00:56:19Okay.
00:56:19And you're, like, you're above it, looking down at it.
00:56:28Do you ever want to go to outer space?
00:56:30For some reason, I feel like the view is better down here.
00:56:33Earth is beautiful, I think, from here and elsewhere.
00:57:16Come on.
00:57:19Did I do see your lips full blue?
00:57:22It helped you down the skin from fire
00:57:24The testimony's out of you
00:57:27It's got you out of vigilance
00:57:29It's got you out of tone for me
00:58:05It's got you out of vigilance
00:58:08Thank you
00:58:09We're man-eaters
00:58:16I started fucking crying because you were so inspirational
00:58:21You looked fucking beautiful
00:58:23Just shut up and hug me
00:58:37I lose my center of balance
00:58:41I was not like falling backwards in the experience
00:58:45Wait, what did you say?
00:58:47Did you say your movements in general or like?
00:58:50No, just when we're doing this
00:58:53But why?
00:58:55Okay
00:58:56It's like a
00:58:57Wait, let's try again
00:58:59Alright
00:59:04There we go, yeah, there we go
00:59:14Ah, this is really cool
00:59:16This reminds me of Coventry Cove from Beetle Adventure Racing
00:59:19Well, that's your comfort zone
00:59:22This is my room right here
00:59:25I always just book it when I'm on a trail
00:59:28Kinda hard to get your hand
00:59:29When I'm behind you and the path is so thin
00:59:40I feel sick
00:59:41Oh fuck
00:59:42Wanna sit on this?
00:59:44I guess so
00:59:56I wish I got more sleep
00:59:58I don't have a pillow on me but I've got a bag full of shit
01:00:01Which could work?
01:00:01I feel bad
01:00:02I'm like
01:00:03I think I'm ready to go
01:00:09See what I'm doing
01:00:10See what I'm doing
01:00:11Oh
01:00:15Okay
01:00:21There we go, it wasn't so bad
01:00:50Oh, I might puke
01:00:52Try to lunge it over the edge
01:00:59Oh, I am really feeling queasy
01:01:06Fuck
01:01:06Such bad timing
01:01:08Yeah
01:01:11Okay
01:01:59All in all, I'm doing better now than I was before the trip
01:02:08The time I spent there felt like it kinda healed me somewhat
01:02:12Like I really needed that
01:02:19Being able to share some affection and like
01:02:26Just be around people, I guess, without being so isolated
01:02:34Just felt
01:02:35Just felt
01:02:38Really good
01:02:46I don't know, it's like
01:02:48A breath of
01:02:49A breath of
01:02:50What is it?
01:02:51A breath
01:02:53Of fresh air
01:03:08I was little and she used to help me play Soda when I was like, I don't know, six, seven
01:03:14years old and that's a really fun
01:03:17To crop
01:03:17Okay
01:03:18I just wanted to crop like one pixel in
01:03:21I don't know.
01:04:00I got banned on purpose because it wasn't making me happy, and maybe that's because my brain
01:04:08got hooked on the dopamine, so now my Twitch account is gone.
01:04:28It might be nice to receive some kind of unconditional love, seeing my parents.
01:04:53This is not a healthy environment for me to be in.
01:04:57Therefore, I must leave this place, but do not grieve for my disappearance, for I will
01:05:12find what I'm looking for in this life.
01:05:17I will just do it alone.
01:05:24It's like level one where you grew up.
01:05:27Green fields and grass and trees.
01:05:39You are my most beautiful flower.
01:05:49You are the best of your generation.
01:05:51Brilliant, talented, sweet, honest.
01:06:01You were special, different from other children.
01:06:08That is why I quit my job and became a stay-at-home mother.
01:06:15I couldn't possibly trust anyone else to give you the love, attention, and freedom that your
01:06:20mind needed to explore life.
01:06:22You are the best of life.
01:06:22Bye-bye.
01:06:23You were my only mother.
01:06:27Bye-bye.
01:06:27Bye-bye.
01:06:27Bye-bye.
01:06:27Bye-bye.
01:06:48Bye-bye.
01:07:03Oh, how are you?
01:07:07Oh, how was your flight?
01:07:10It was fine.
01:07:11Oh, baby.
01:07:13Oh, baby.
01:07:16I'm sorry it's been so long.
01:07:21Oh, oh, it feels so good to hug you.
01:07:27I mean, look at you.
01:07:30You're just beautiful.
01:07:32I've been waiting for that moment for a long time.
01:07:34Yeah.
01:07:35Oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:11Oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:14Oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:39Oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:52Oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:55Oh, you're wonderful.
01:09:14I'm a world of teeth as a sea beast home.
01:09:47Oh, you're wonderful.
01:09:48Keep holding on, this can't be
01:09:53All that alive and lonely
01:09:57But we don't dare
01:09:59I promise you this
01:10:02Even if you don't believe me
01:10:23But Margaret, I'm sorry, I have no excuse
01:10:28You deserve so much more than this world would afford you
01:10:33Bed in your belly like a panic attack
01:10:38It's you, you see, I'll leave it for you
01:10:43Margaret, I'm sorry, you must understand
01:11:21Katerina says
01:11:25I've been on this roof too long
01:11:30Sleek October rain
01:11:35Railing with my ears
01:11:39At the bitter eyes like fire
01:11:44Raking me up and down
01:11:46And spinning out you down, dip, down there
01:11:53But Katerina
01:11:55If you feel light too
01:11:58I'd like you to know
01:12:03Here's a song
01:12:05But when you get lonely
01:12:07And oh, you count it as holy
01:12:11Falls aside
01:12:13Sends you up shivering in the cold
01:12:20But Katerina
01:12:22Honey, it's not fair
01:12:26And up there when you
01:12:30Can't decide
01:12:32If it is worth it at all
01:12:36When everything hounds you
01:12:39I'll be round
01:12:40To carry you home
01:12:42To forget about
01:12:45All that you told me last night
01:12:48And those embarrassing times
01:12:51Like when you were laid on the ground
01:12:53Big lilies
01:12:54And boxes and stones
01:12:56Ooh
01:12:58You love me
01:13:27I'll be right back
01:13:28I'll be right back